#this is a personal post

[vasiktomis]

Dont listen to the FC5 OST it'll make you want to rewrite the longfic you abandoned

[the-prophesied-disco-gay]

Fractured my spine. Stuck flat on my back until it heals.

I am my spouse's full time caregiver.

Our FIL, who owns our home, just...hasn't paid taxes on it for 2 years and didn't tell us so it's going to be seized.

Gofundme has zero notes.

Being homeless again *will* kill us both and leave our kids in the foster system.

Poor and disabled in America? Hurry up and die thanks.

I don't know how much hope or fight I have left in me. What's the point? Going to die and be forgotten anyway and no one will even remember me or care. Why am I even here?

Wouldn't it be better to go on my own terms? Rather than a slow painful death in the gutter like how my grandfather died? I don't want that for us. But it's what's going to happen.

I'm so tired. I just want a stable home and the security of knowing there will be food and medicine and a bed. We've sold everything we can worth selling. We've applied for every form of aid available. There's nothing left to try. Too disabled to work means I'm worthless. Genetic disorder? Still my fault somehow. Shouldn't have let the disability disable me, my bad.

At least it will be over soon enough, one way or another.

I'm so tired and sad and hurting. Just end it already

[antiquecompass]

You know the fact that my sister and I barely survived our birth, the fact we're still here 40 years after the fact, especially with all of our combined health issues, is pretty damn amazing.

After Carrie finally got her CP diagnosis they gave her to the age of six. She almost died in 2010 after a grand mal seizure and again in 2011 after getting H1N1 and having a trach put in.

And we're still here.

One more year and we'll have outlived our father.

So here's to my godmother who insisted my mother go back to the hospital, even after they sent my mother home telling her she couldn't possibly be in labor yet because it was 2 months early. Here's to the doctor who took over on that second visit and took control of the emergency C-section and remained our doctor until we moved out of state. Here's to everyone who made it so we got this far.

And to my mother who has fought with everything in her, sacrificing her own health and devoting her entire life to a child who will never be able to vocalize the word 'mom.' The reason we're still here, still together since conception, is because how hard she's fought and still fights for my sister

4 decades. Hell of an achievement.

[allieisacrybaby]

QUEER JOY IS SO REAL AND BEING ABLE TO FINALLY EXPERIENCE IT IS ACTUALLY SO REFRESHING AND MY HEART IS JUST SO FULL🩷🌈

[sixrealmsbeneaththesea]

Look at all the art that can be made, fucking look. Creatures where you didn’t think they were possible. Worlds.

Big fucking cookie.

I’m so tired. I’m going home to see what I can draw. End of vacation.

[teenyweenyeenymeeny]

need someone to. hold me while they do other things let me. watch but I don’t hafto do anything

[fortpeatdata]

[230130] 4 amigos photocards from 1st LITA fanmeeting

[iguessitsjustme]

i just realized that my shirt that had all of gus' nicknames from psych in the shape of a giant pineapple didn't survive the fire and nothing has upset me more. well no material possession has upset me more than the realization that shirt is now gone. it was perfect.

in case y'all didn't know psych is my favorite show. and i am drunkenly watching it right now because i love it so much

[inspired-by-the-music]

🤍

[abronzeagegod]

get back from a quick vacation and there's nothing like it to realize how dissatisfied you are with your day job

also found out that there's a pretty significant printing error in my book so that's fun. and gotta thank all the people that supported my stuff while i was gone and without internet

thanks to those that supported me, i'll be sending out personal thank yous soon as the caffeine hits

[hydrattan]

I was feeling agitated and artblocked yesterday so I decided to give my brain a rest by watching TV and then the next thing I knew these were in front of me

[the-elder-polls]

appalachia is devastated. towns i loved, towns i visited all the time, are gone. not damaged, GONE. they are leveled to the ground. there is nothing left but rubble and ruin. people are dead. appalachia is poor to begin with and relies on tourism for a lot of its income, and multiple of those tourist locations are just...gone.

my town is okay, but it's flooded and wrecked. trees are blocking all but one way out of our neighborhood. power lines are hanging limp in the roads. we've been without power for over 24 hours and will continue to be without power for likely another 24+. disabled people and poor people are GOING to die from this. gods save appalachia.

[danlous]

Ignoring the real possibility he intentionally let himself be caught from the little we know so far Luigi Mangione's case is a fascinating combination of astonishing brilliance and confusing stupidity. This young man plans and executes his assassination and escape with such a meticulous care and calmness that it's suspected that he's a professional hitman. He comes up with Riddler-sque moves like writing his manifesto poetically on the bullets and leaving his backpack behind full of Monopoly money. He carefully wears a mask to avoid being identified but removes it because a woman who was checking him into the hostel was flirting with him and wanted to see his smile. He still manages to escape the most surveilled city in the country in the midst of ongoing national manhunt only to get caught in the middle of bumfuck nowhere Pennsylvania while eating at the McDonalds. Because for some reason he had the same clothes and mask as in New York and was carrying the same gun and suppressor. And when the cops detained him he showed them the same fake id he used in New York. And oh yeah he's a frat bro gym rat who has a masters degree in computer science from Penn but reads stupid self-help books about being on the grind and is 'anti-woke' while being bisexual suffering from anxiety and wanting to end oppressive capitalism. Not even god himself could invent a person like this

[mayhemchicken-artblog]

in the hour or so it took me to draw this op turned reblogs off

EDIT: reblogs are STAYING OFF. op was right and correct and i have never regretted making a post as much as this one. if you want to reblog my art you can reblog something else from my blog. or commission me, lord knows i deserve financial compensation for the nightmare this post has put me through

[gorgo4ne]

Can the guy at the bottom kill himself or something