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ihaveathingforwomen · 10 days ago

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Mock Trial - Professor AU

Professor!Alex Cabot x Fellow!Casey Novak

Chapter 12 - Masterlist

Word Count: 3.3k

Summary: Alex & Casey are learning their new normal with the beginning of mock trial and the stress of Casey's final semester.

A/N: Soooooooooo I'm sorry for the disappearance. Had a really difficult time with a new job that didn't work out and the stress that came with it. But, things are leveling out now. I'm hopeful that I'll be keeping this wayyyyy more up to date than I have been. Thank you guys for being so encouraging and amazing, I absolutely ADORE hearing from all of you. You mean the world to me. <3

The following few days were filled with Casey adjusting to her new courses and preparing for the first mock trial meeting at the end of the week. They’d sent out emails practically twice a day with details about the upcoming meetings for the semester. Which wouldn’t have bothered Casey normally, but the constant bombardment caused everything to feel like it was starting to snowball. She’d been unable to see Alex most of the week because of how everything kept piling on, which made their tension continue to build. They’d see each other in passing, Alex making a point to see Casey whenever she could. Even though the interactions were just a quick kiss or a simple, “how was your day,” neither of them felt like the relationship waivered. If anything, it only made them crave each other more and more.

Friday finally came and Alex had a later start to her morning than she’d planned. She’d woken up, alone in her bed, after a delightful dream. She’d dreamt about Casey straddling her on the couch, her hands cupped around her face. Alex’s hands wandered over her body until one gripped her hip, the other slowly made its way between Casey’s thighs. Casey rocked her hips back and forth, moaning into Alex’s mouth. Frustrated, their moans melted away into her last alarm of the morning. When she glanced at the time, she weighed the options in her mind and ultimately decided she could squeeze in a quick masturbation, finishing the dream and herself. Naturally, this led to her running late.

Her lateness, unfortunately, also led to her missing Casey before class. She made it to her first class with minutes to spare, her mind still clouded by the thoughts of Casey. In an attempt to spend longer in her mind, she made a point to have her classes engage in more discussions and coursework that did not necessarily require her attention. This worked for all of her classes, but trying to keep herself busy through her break was rough. Of course there was work to be done, she just couldn’t bring herself to do it. Focus was beyond her capabilities for the time being as she started task after task with the futile goal of completing at least one of them. Instead, her mind wandered with ideas of her lover and what they’d get up to this weekend. As her mind wandered, so did her hand; passively between her thighs and up her mound, gently gripping the silicone piece she’d stashed within her slacks.

The end of the work day at last arrives as she organizes her things in her office, preparing for the mock trial meeting in about an hour. She anticipates seeing Casey during the meeting and then taking her home afterwards. Though, she isn’t sure she can wait that long. The pit of her stomach burns, her thighs tensing continuously with desire for Casey. As she begins to consider taking care of herself in the office, she hears footsteps down the hallway. A moment clicks in her mind and, excited, she pokes her head out of the doorway. Her smile falls when she sees it was just another professor passing by. Hanging her head, only to hear a faint gasp and an audible smile down the opposite end of the hallway.

Alex whips her head around and steps out into the hallway, keeping one foot in her office. A smile plasters itself across her face as she watches her sweet partner prance down the hallway. Her hair bounces as she approaches, her dark red hair pinned up in a bun with a black claw clip. ��Case,” she begins to exclaim as she opens her arms, her partner running into them and wrapping her own arms around Alex’s neck.

“Hi! I have some time before the meeting, I was hoping to see you for a bit,” she tells her as she pulls away, hands clasped warmly around the back of Alex’s neck. Alex’s hands naturally fall to Casey’s waist and she feels a fire in her chest, the heat rising and reddening her skin, saliva pooling beneath her tongue at Casey’s touch.

Alex’s mouth hangs open for a little bit, her eyes fluttering as she scans Casey’s face. Auditory sensations play within her mind’s eye as she stares, and her impulses can no longer be withheld. “I was hoping to see you too, come on,” she tells her, hands leaving her hips to grab her hand and pull her in. As she does, Casey tries to shut the door and just as soon as it closes, Alex takes Casey’s things and sets them down.

“What are you in a rush for?” Casey giggles just before Alex pushes her against the door, hands groping their way up her shirt and onto her hips. Their lips collide and Alex feels the heat burst. It leaks through her hands and her lips, moans escaping as she runs her tongue over Casey’s, adoring its taste and the way the muscle flexes.

“I miss you,” Alex whispers against Casey’s lips as she parts, then continues kissing down her neck. “I was hoping to show you how much…” her hands weave to the front of Casey’s jeans and start slyly unbuttoning them. “Since we have some extra time…”

Casey’s vision blurs as Alex’s lips reach her throat, her heartbeat pressing against her lover’s lips over and over, faster and faster. She lets out a quiet moan that quickly turns into a whimper as she reaches for Alex’s hands and stops them, “What about when we get home?”

Alex wriggles her hands out of Casey’s grasp and plants them on the door behind her, releasing her neck from between her teeth and dragging her tongue up to Casey’s ear. She pauses for a moment, breathing heavily, “I need you, Case…” she pants in her ear, nose pressed gently against her lobe. “So badly.”

Casey tilts her head into Alex’s breaths, her mind hazy and reason leaving her. With one hand pressed against the door, the other slides down to Alex’s slacks, starting to fiddle with the clasp when she feels the bend of a surprise. She lets out her breath and grins, pressing her lips to Alex’s ear - “Why don’t you show me?”

Alex pulls away slowly, her eyes wide and staring at Casey, studying her face. Her head tilts to the side, a smirk rising, and she bites her lip at the thought. She reaches down and quickly undoes Casey’s pants while Casey turns and locks the office door. Together, they maneuver Casey’s pants off of her body and Casey starts to grab the hem of her underwear but Alex stops her, replacing her hands at the hem of her underwear. She stares for a moment, feeling the drool in her mouth, and she shakes her head.

“These are staying on,” she whispers as she spins Casey around and presses her against the door, bunching her panties and pulling them to the side. Casey grins and bites her lip, reaching behind her to grip Alex’s strap. Alex undoes her slacks and before she can even touch her strap, Casey’s hand grips it and pulls it.

“Were you planning for this, Cabot?”

Casey’s words ring loudly in her ears and a deep guttural tightness winds inside of her. She uses one hand to glide her way up Casey’s wet & exposed center, humming at how wet she’s become. “Doesn’t seem like you have a problem with it, Novak,” she comments before gripping her strap out of Casey’s hand and guiding the tip inside of her. Casey groans loudly as Alex takes her time, pushing herself as deep as possible, as slowly as possible. When she reaches the hilt, Casey starts to let out a loud moan, which Alex quickly reaches forward to slap her hand across her mouth. Casey grunts and rams her hands into the door as Alex pushes deeper, gripping her mouth and leaning in to kiss Casey’s ear with her own breathy moan.

“Shh,” Alex whispers into her ear, “can’t let them hear you, can we?” She snakes her arm around Casey’s throat, resting it into the crook of her elbow as she begins using her hips to slowly thrust in and out of her, moaning into her ear. Casey bites her lip, letting soft moans hum against them, her throat vibrating against Alex’s arm. With her back arched inward, the strap hits her deep and brushes against the right spots, the long, deep thrusts causing a winding in her core.

Alex begins to pick up the pace, causing Casey to hit the door a few times over. Her moans start to get louder, as do Alex’s. Their desperation feels as though it’s pulsing between them, swelling and circling them. Care about their noises begins to waiver…until the sound of approaching footsteps echoes down the hallway. Casey whimpers and pushes Alex’s hips away, Alex pulls out and starts messily putting the strap away. Casey reaches for her pants and begins replacing them, pressing her ear against the door and listening closely.

The footsteps bound up against the door for a moment and then begin to dissipate. Both of them release the breath they were holding and giggles start to erupt from between them. Alex takes Casey’s jaw in her hand and brings her close, kissing her softly. Casey reaches her hands down and starts trying to bring the strap back, and Alex pulls away.

“We can finish this at home, Case, it’s okay.” Alex tries to push Casey’s hands away, but finds herself confused as she drops to her knees.

“I know, look at the time,” she states, “but I figured I’d help clean up.” She grins widely and continues undoing Alex’s slacks once again, but making a show of it this time. She’s caught Alex’s eyes and watches closely as her lover blushes, wordless as she observes the scene Casey is moving towards. Alex’s breaths become deep and sultry, licking her lips while she watches Casey run her hands up and down Alex’s thighs. She comes back up to the zipper, pulling it down slowly, making intense eye contact. She starts to blush when her fingers slip in and retrieve the phallus. With red cheeks and her bottom lip between her teeth, saliva pools around her tongue as the scent of herself on the strap makes her weak.

“Case…” Alex whispers, barely loud enough for Casey to hear her. With a worried gaze, Casey looks up, questioning her. “I um…I’ve never had someone do this before.”

The blush spreads all over Casey’s face and she furrows her brow, “really?” she asks, her tone seeming incredulous. Alex covers her face and nods in embarrassment. Casey’s mind initially hurtles towards stopping out of embarrassment and shame, but fortunately makes the quick turnaround towards wanting to give Alex her first time. With this at least. Deviousness spreads through her cheeks and she sucks her bottom lip for a moment as she readjusts on her knees. “Would you like for me to?” She asks, her eyes moving between Alex’s own red face and the strap.

Alex takes a shaky breath and begins to stammer, “I mean…if you want to…”

Casey smiles wide, admiring that Alex still has nervousness and insecurities. Leaving one hand firmly planted on Alex’s thigh, she reaches the other to gently squeeze Alex’s hand. Maintaining eye contact she feels a bit of the tension break, “I would love to, Lex.” Alex nods, squeezing Casey’s hand back just before she pulls it back and takes the strap from the confines of her slacks. She kisses the tip gently, then finally breaks eye contact with Alex. She plants soft kisses down to the hilt and then positions herself below it. Laying her tongue flat against the bottom of the strap she drags it up to the tip and then slips it into her mouth. Keeping the strap shallow, she takes her time coating it with her saliva and moaning.

Above her, Alex’s breaths steady again and she grips the edge of the desk behind her. Wanting to connect with her lover, she extends her hand and caresses the side of Casey’s face. She smiles as she slowly takes her mouth off of the strap, letting drool drip from the tip now. Planting a messy kiss on Alex’s palm and dazzling smile, Casey takes Alex’s hand from her cheek and gently pushes it upwards to her hair. Alex lingers, unsure if she’s picked up the hint. Casey proceeds, sticking her tongue out and tapping the strap on it a few times before taking more of the length into her mouth.

Casey moves back and forth slowly, removing her hands and gripping Alex’s thighs. She closes her eyes and lets herself feel her body, moaning and drooling as the wetness of her mouth coats the strap. She begins to feel desperate, wet and warm, her hands beginning to greedily grope Alex - her ass, the hem of her boxers, her thighs, underneath her shirt. The greedier she gets, the deeper the strap goes. Casey, unfortunately, is blissfully unaware of the sweet whimpers Alex is making and how she’s gripping Casey’s hair now. Both of them, eyes closed and enjoying the bliss of each other’s bodies, follow the fluid motion. Alex begins pushing Casey back and forth, but not forcefully. Casey is leading, but Alex is assisting. Both moan softly, the sounds echoing in the office.

A warmth rises in Alex’s pelvis and her hips begin pushing into Casey, who groans deeply at the first thrust, the whole length pushing its way into her mouth. She starts to gag a bit and it shocks Alex out of her pleasure for a moment, she pulls out and loosens the grip on Casey’s hair. Casey giggles, the spit smeared on her face and dripping down her neck, she smiles up at Alex. Alex looks down and blushes, humming with pleasure.

Impulse overtakes her, “you look pretty covered in spit,” Alex murmurs. Casey blushes, speechless, and looks down. As she does, she happens to glance at her watch.

“Fuck,” she spits, then starts to wipe her face with her sleeve. “We’ve got to go,” Casey looks up at Alex, who appears disappointed momentarily. But she extends her hand to help Casey up. She takes it and they stand apart for a moment. Casey takes tissues from the desk and cleans herself up while Alex shoves the strap back in her slacks. Once put back together, they stare at each other for a moment, feeling momentary awkwardness.

Alex pushes a strand of hair from Casey’s face, her other hand landing on Casey’s hip. Casey looks at her sheepishly, “was that okay?”

Alex chuckles, pulling Casey into a deep hug. One hand around her waist and the other up between her shoulder blades, and Casey wraps her arms around Alex’s middle. Alex turns and whispers into Casey’s neck, “Yes…” she takes a deep breath and plants a soft kiss against Casey’s ear, “it was more than okay.” As she pulls away, she cups Casey’s face and smiles softly, her eyes scanning Casey’s face. Casey’s nerves fade momentarily as she loses herself in Alex’s gaze, which softens. Alex lets out a slow breath and pulls Casey into a passionate kiss. Casey’s hands slide down Alex’s body to her hips, gripping them lightly and pulling her closely. Their breaths intermingle, ins and outs, getting lost in each other’s scent.

Casey lets out a soft whine as she pulls away, her eyes closed and her cheeks grinning, “we have to go,” she whispers. Alex giggles and nods, slipping her hands away from Casey and grabbing her things. Casey does the same, her face warm with fluster and desire. Leaving the office and making their way toward the classroom where the first meeting would be held, Casey couldn’t help but notice the wetness spreading in her jeans. She bit her lip as they walked, hand in hand, imagining what they could do when they got home. Alex, however, was feeling more focused now. She opened the door for Casey and they parted ways. Alex moved to the other professors while Casey joined her peers on the other side of the room.

Sitting next to Charlie, her face red and body warm with a faint sweat, Casey hoped he wouldn’t say anything. He turns to her and gives her a once over before glancing over his shoulder at Alex. Alex, speaking with the other professors, maintains complete composure, as a former assistant district attorney would. A smirk crawls across Charlie’s face as he turns back to Casey, who wipes her forehead of sweat.

He scoffs, catching her attention, “did you two just…?”

Casey’s eyes swell and her face burns a scarlet red. “How the hell do you know that?”

He practically chokes himself to keep from bursting with laughter, “you’re so easy to read, Case.” He looks between them both, Casey mimics him. “She’s over there, all composed and professional, and you’re here, nervous with a flop sweat, after you walked in together. I do have eyes, honey.”

She takes a deep breath, staring at him incredulously, and is about to retort when Professor Donnelly begins her introduction. When she begins, Casey’s nerves seem to calm themselves. She listens carefully while watching Alex discreetly. Her eyes dart to & fro, admiring her love while ensuring she’s aware of the information being delivered to her. Fortunately, she’s able to ignore the swelling warmth in her core. She pushes Charlie’s comments to the back of her mind, not letting them bother her anymore than is necessary. At the beginning, Alex keeps her attention entirely directed on Donnelly or the work in front of her. She neglects to acknowledge Casey’s wandering gaze.

As the end grows near, however, Alex’s composure waivers. She starts to gaze longingly at her lover, sitting on the front row. She admires Casey’s calmness in spite of all of her stress. She admires how driven she is and the way that her mind works. They’re pulled from the midst of their distraction and admiration when Donnelly makes a point to redirect everyone’s attention.

“Now that we’ve gotten the admin stuff out of the way, I wanted to finally announce our team leads,” she states in a demanding, almost grandiose, manner with her arms and ankles crossed as she leans back against the faux judge’s stand. Casey and Charlie direct their full attention to Donnelly’s presence. Alex tries to be subtle, but it’s clear she’s leaning into the tension, unaware of who the leads are herself. “Wow, I didn’t think I’d take the breath out of the room. Breathe everyone,” Donnelly exclaims and the group lets out a nervous laugh.

“For the defense team, we have Trevor Langan.” A simultaneous sigh of relief fills the room and a hefty pat on Trevor’s back can be heard from where he’s sitting in the back of the room.

Donnelly clears her throat and the room falls silent once again. Bated breaths feed into Donnelly’s power trip as she waits for all eyes to be on her. “And for the prosecution,” she begins, glancing all around the room and making a point not to meet anyone’s gaze. All air has escaped Casey’s lungs, though she’s not sure why. She feels glad even to just be on the team with how much she’s got going on. But she knows the weight of being the team lead for this competition could mean the difference between a position here, in Portland, and her position in New York City.

“We have Casey Novak.”

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losingallchill · 7 months ago

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soooooooooo I just found your blog and just wanted to say I love your stuff so far! really hits the fnc that I’ve been missing, and let’s be honest we all have missed jrwi. may I suggest a fnc fic where the boys are just relaxing at a beach town and having a day off from chaos? Nothing angsty, maybe a bit of the rest of the crew and definitely have Jay, (I hate it when people overlook Jay for the gays. I love them, but Jay deserves love too!) I would appreciate it if you could. If not, it’s ok! Totally understand if not, life is busy I get it. Sorry for the long ask, just wanted to say a lot.

-anon :)

so sorry that this is uh [ checks watch ] seven months late anon :') i've tried to write this two separate times already, so i am praying that the third time's the charm

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group: gillion + chip genre: fluff , canon reprieve warnings: swearing , chip-centric , fish and chips mention wc: 1k

god, it was so nice to just not fuckin' worry. chip felt like he could breathe for the first time in what must've been weeks.

the water lapped up against the shore, where gillion stood stiffly, his hands placed on his hips, as if he didn't really know what else to do.

jay sat a few feet away with ollie and ensa, tinkering with a pair of goggles that had washed up on the beach.

the sand grains against his fingers, the sound of the waves, the salty taste of the air, chip felt at peace. no running, at least not for today.

"gil, what on earth are you doing?" he finally called out to his friend, who stood as still as a statue.

"enjoying myself!" came the taut reply, as he stood, unmoving. "this is how that works, right?"

a pleased laugh escaped from chip's throat as he squinted against the sun to look at gillion. "you can't be serious!"

"i'm always serious," gillion said back. "except when i'm not."

"come here, you idiot." chip finally relented, leaning back against the warm sand. "sit with me. just sit in the sun."

"i'll get all dry," complained gillion, but he obediently turned, and walked back to sit with his co-captain.

watching gillion settle down on the sand next to him, chip couldn't turn off the grin that had been on his face since they'd docked.

since jay had agreed to stay a few days here, on this quiet tiny island. where no one needed them, and no one chased them. and today marked their first day of pure bliss. rest and relaxation was the best thing that could've happened to chip right now.

and he thought, as he looked at gillion's stiff nature, that he must've never had that same ability, to just sit and be.

"just lay back with me, dude." chip said easily, facing gillion. "chill out. take a nap, if you wanna."

gillion hummed, a simple affirmative to let chip know he was listening.

in the distance, ollie yelled something incoherent, and he could hear jay laugh, imagining how she threw her head back in joy, without needing to look at her.

"talk to me," gillion said suddenly. "i can't- i don't think i can relax. talk to me. make me relax."

"it's not like a task dude," chip said back, still looking over at him. gillion's eyes were closed, the sun casting the shadow of his eyelashes over his cheeks. "just... chill out. think about being warm."

"will you come in the water with me then?" gillion asked, cracking one eye open. "i'm serious, i'm starting to dry up and it's uncomfortable and i hate it."

huffing out a chuckle, chip sat up, brushing the sand off his palms. "sure, dude. maybe we'll find a snail and give it to jay as a gift."

gillion sat up next, eyes sparkling. "you think she'd like that?"

"fifty-fifty shot. if she hates it, you gotta give me ten gold."

"i don't have any gold," gillion sighed back, on his feet. "i gave all of it to the sea."

a trail of gold bloomed behind chip's eyes, but he kept that amusing thought to himself.

"then gimme..." chip turned back, and examined gillion lazily, his eyes taking in the other boy. he finally pointed at gillion's hip, at a chain that hung, an old fashioned clock at the end of it. "that thing."

"this?" gillion picked it up gingerly. "clock?"

"yeah. if she hates it, i get that."

"sure." gillion agreed. "but if she likes it, i want something too." and it was his turn to scrutinize chip.

chip almost flushed under his intense gaze.

"that one." and gillion pointed at a bracelet that adorned his wrist, a simple gold chain that he'd bought a few days ago. "i like that one."

"this?" chip shook back his sleeve. "it's so plain."

"yeah, but it's yours. it's cool."

"you think so?"

"yeah. i like it. it's..." gillion trailed off, his eyebrows pinched. "it's very you." he settled on, finally.

chip grinned back at him. "let's find a fuckin' snail."

"can i give her a frog too?" gillion asked, splashing into the water, as chip paused to kick his shoes off and roll up his pant legs.

"if you can find one?" chip stepped into the water gingerly, giving a shriek at the temperature.

gillion turned back to look at him, after hearing the embarrassing noise, and chip glared at him.

"shut up."

"what was that?"

"shut up."

"are you in danger? did something bite you?"

"stop talking."

"i'll enact revenge on whatever harmed you, in your honor," gillion told him solemnly. "i swear it on the sea."

"you really don't need to-" chip sighed, getting used to the water now, but inching in as slow as he could. "god it's fuckin' freezing."

"who yelled like a baby?" came a disembodied shout from the beach, and both of them turned to look at drey, slowly rising from where he was taking a nap. "screamed so loud it woke me up."

"chip is alright!" gillion bellowed back, making chip wince. "he was bitten, and i am going to take my sword in retaliation!"

"dude, you don't need to tell him that-" chip hissed, his cheeks warm with embarrassment. "he's like- super cool, you do not need to mention how awfully uncool i am!"

"you are cool," gillion looked at chip again, his sudden bluntness causing chip to stutter. "yes, he is cool, but you're cooler. in my gaze, anyway. not everyone duels me and lives to tell the tale."

chip exhaled a short laugh. "god, you suck." he said, affectionately. "jay's gonna tell you not to inflate my ego too much, y'know."

"she's the one that needs the ego check," gillion snickered back. "have you heard her sleep talk? she gives us commands in her sleep, i do not want to be in her line of fire while she is awake."

"all the more reason to find something to scare the shit out of her with," chip grinned, plunging his hands into the water to continue his search.

#kinda weird ending i know lol #but i figured it was a good enough place to stop #didn't want it to get too long #jrwi #just roll with it #jrwi riptide #chip jrwi #jrwi chip #gillion tidestrider #jrwi fnc #writing #ask

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enidtendo64 · 2 years ago

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You seem soooooooooo nice, and I have a question, ik it might be hard for you to get an accurate answer and stuff considering I'm anonymous and all but can we please be friends????

Alsooooo, I love your art, it's amazing, you are so talented, keep up the amazing work!!

Oh lol sorry for the late response

I'm gonna be so honest you also seem like a super nice individual but I think friendships should just happen naturally! If our paths cross on the internet outside of like, an anonymous wall or something and we get along then that's awesome! I'm just not too fond of like, talking with someone anonymously if they have a desire to be friends or something haha

Aww thank you so much! Hoping you're having a good day <3

#anon #asks

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superduperizee · 2 years ago

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gruvia week 2023 day one - reflection

~colors~

For an aspiring artist like him, it was hard for Gray to work on a piece without seeing any color.

He wanted to see colors too, but he wasn’t fortunate enough to have met his soulmate unlike his friends. Thankfully, his friends were still supportive of his chosen field, and were proud of his works.

For his future works, he wanted to use colors. And he’s going to find a way to use them, with or without someone’s help. With or without a soulmate.

“What are the colors of these leaves?” He asked his friend, Erza, when they were out hiking for the weekend, together with the others. Erza saw colors since she was little. His friend was lucky enough to be friends with her soulmate since childhood.

Erza touched the leaves on the ground. “It’s autumn now, so the colors of these leaves range from deep orange to light yellow.”

Gray nodded in understanding, and jotted down the colors in his journal. He planned on purchasing some new materials for his next art project. His desire to use colors was greater than ever.

“I’ll stay here for a while, you can go with the others, I’ll just catch up. Needed to do some rough sketches.”

“You can take a photo of the scenery and use that as a reference, Gray.”

“It has a different feel when I do it real-time.” He countered.

Erza hesitated for a moment but decided she should let her friend do his thing. “Okay, but catch up with us as soon as you finish!”

“Yeah, yeah…” Gray sat down and leaned his back on a tree trunk and sketched away.

But with Gray, working on a sketch meant that he wasn’t aware of the time. When he looked at his watch after finishing, he got surprised that it was already afternoon. He needed to catch up with his friends before it got dark..

He got up and walked briskly, moving forward to the direction where he last saw his friends. This proved to be difficult when the trail lead to two different pathways. “Damn it,” He whispered to himself as he took out his phone from his pocket. No service.

Today was his unlucky day.

Gray was reaching for his compass in his bag when he saw the movement near the stream. For a moment, he panicked, but tried to calm himself down. Worrying was not best in this situation. He inched closer to the body of water and checked out if there would be movement again.

The ripples of the stream intrigued him. He thought something was trying to call him to look into the body of water. Scared, Gray backed out for a moment, before feeling the gentle breeze of the wind. The soft gust whispered that it was safe to come near the stream. Like it was promising only good things to happen.

And so, Gray slowly looked into the body of water, so clear that he saw a reflection.

Only, the reflection he saw was not his.

Gray shouted, surprised with what he saw. A woman. In the water. Smiling at him.

In color.

He didn't expect to meet his soulmate today. And he didn’t expect to meet his soulmate this way.

Was it even possible that his soulmate is a non-human? A sprite?

A water fairy?

He tried to calm his loudly beating heart, taking note that he was being judgmental with this woman. Maybe she was taking breathing lessons underwater. Or just taking a dip in the stream since the weather was humid today. There were hundreds of possibilities.

But Gray knew deep down that the woman was one of the nature spirits in the forest.

Taking deep breaths, he crawled to where he saw her, and looked at the reflection again.

And there she was, smiling at him from the water, her beautiful hair sprawled to frame her sweet face.

Gray wondered what color it was.

Her beauty was other-worldy.

She placed her palms on the surface of the water below. It was as if the water was something that encased her and trapped her there for so long.

He reached for her too. He wanted to ask so many questions. But when their hands touched, Gray heard the shouts of his friends, looking for him.

The cool feeling of her palm was gone the moment he turned to her again, and so was she.

“Gray! What the hell? You told me you were gonna catch up? We were panicking when you didn’t join us!”

“Sorry, sorry!” He patted his jeans as he got up and looked at his friend, taking fancy at the color of her hair.

“Why are you looking at me like that?”

“Your hair looks disheveled.” He tried to conceal that he could see colors now. But it came with different consequences.

This earned him a smack to his head.

“Haha! You deserve that, punk!” Shouted his friend, Natsu, who looked even more ridiculous once he saw his hair color.

“You look more like a moron with that kind of hair.” He walked past him and joined the others.

“You wanna go here, punk?!”

“Shut up, Natsu, do not disturb the peaceful nature around us.”

Natsu got restrained by his friends so that a fight would not break out.

~0~

He learned, as soon as he bought paint for his next project, that the color he saw was a specific type of blue. He also learned that it was rare to find the color in nature.

Gray mixed his paint to create the type of blue he saw on her. After a course of months, he could not forget about her. Her sweet smile, her bright eyes, her cool hands– they were all engraved in his mind.

He memorized her whole existence in his head that he created a painting of her. Gray knew his friends who saw colors were a little puzzled with how he did the colors on his painting. Months ago, he was asking for help with them to create his projects.

There were two main questions swirling in their minds. Is the lady in his portrait his soulmate? When did they meet?

To this, Gray remained silent and kept creating. The piece he was currently working on was a tribute to her. He could finally see colors, and could finally create his art in a different way than he used to. This painting was a small token of gratitude for her.

And he wondered what her name was. Do fairies have names? He wanted to name his painting after her.

And he wanted her to see his creation some day.

Hopefully it might be sooner than later.

~0~

“Gray?”

“Hm?”

“I’d like to buy your painting. You know, the one with the blue-hair–”

“Not for sale.”

“Please?”

“Sorry,” Gray dipped his bread in the hot chocolate drink he had bought from Cana’s cafe. “Not for sale.”

Can slouched behind the counter of the cafe. “I was thinking of having a make-over for the cafe, and I think it’s the perfect piece.”

“You could commission me one if you’d like.”

“But that painting is magical, Gray! It has a magical feel.” Cana paused and straightened her posture. “It pulls you to look at it and admire it and it feels like good things are gonna happen when you stare at the painting.”

Over the months, after exhibiting the painting in different places, Gray got offered a lot of money for it. Some would say he’s dumb for not taking the offers because it was big money, but he couldn’t let go of it. It’s like his charm in his life. And if it felt like that for the others too, then he couldn’t blame them.

Plus the subject of the painting is his soulmate, so it was hard to let go of it.

“Then, could I at least rent it for the reopening day? You never know, the woman might stumble upon this cafe and see that painting of hers.” Cana had a mischievous tone when she declared that.

“Haha.” Gray answered, sarcasm enveloping his voice. He took a deep breath. Cana was right. He wanted at least a small chance of her seeing this painting, and she would not see it if it’s just in the safety of his house.

“Okay,” He slapped the table lightly and looked at his friend. “You can rent it for the first week of the reopening day.”

Cana smiled. “Let’s talk about the prices later.”

~0~

The reopening of Cana’s cafe proved to be a success. The drinks, the food, the atmosphere, together with Gray's painting made the place cozy. Gray received many compliments for his work and he even scored potential clients.

He sat in the corner, chilling as the hours went by. Gray watched people coming and going with satisfied smiles on their faces. Killing the time, he pulled out his sketchbook out of his bag and decided to draw the scenery in front of him. Focused on his work, he nearly missed the bell of the door when someone went in before the shop closed.

“Can Juvia have a cup of hot chocolate with one vanilla sponge cake please?” She asked the worker behind the counter. When she went to find a space to sit down, Gray caught a glimpse of her. He did a double take as she stared at the painting in the middle of the cafe. That blue hair... no doubt it was her.

She stared at it, admiring the work of art. Smiling, she felt her heart beat faster as she sensed someone standing beside her.

“Hello!”

“Hey,” Gray felt like a fool talking to the woman beside her. For months, he kept thinking about her, but now that his muse was here, he didn’t know what to say. “Do you remember me? In the woods, the stream?

A nod from her was all it took to boost Gray’s confidence in talking. She was really that person. “Do you see the colors now, too?”

“Well, Juvia being one from nature, she could see colors all her life. She heard it’s different for humans. Do you see colors now?"

And she… Juvia… really was his soulmate.

And he didn’t care if she was human or not.

She reached for his hand and the painting moved like a scene from a movie. It surprised Gray that he was there in the painting, hand-in-hand with her. Smiling to each other, as nature bears witness to their union.

“If you like it, that may be our future. Would that be okay with you?” Her voice, laced with the sweetness of honey and the promise of forever appealed to Gray so much. He was willing to be one with her, right then and there.

“Although I heard humans have this thing called dating before getting married.” The sound of her giggles were like the anthem of his future life.

“What’s your name? I heard earlier, but I want you to introduce yourself to me.” For a moment, Gray thought that sounded ridiculous. She's not from here, so he wanted to start this with an introduction.

She giggled and interlaced their palms together to shake his hands. “I’m Juvia. It’s a pleasure to meet you.”

Gray mirrored her expression, like the reflection they had of each other in the woods. “I’m Gray Fullbuster. Thank you for bringing colors to my life.”

“So, what do you call this painting, Gray-sama? It’s really wonderful.”

And true to his word that he dedicated this to her, Gray responded with all the pride in him. “It’s called, Juvia, The Water Maiden.”

She giggled again, and blushed with the dedication. “Is this for sale? I would like to buy it.”

A small grin graced Gray’s feature. “You own that painting the moment I made it.”

#gruvia #gruvia week #gray fullbuster #juvia lockser #gruvia week 2023 #day one: reflection #i'm soooooooooo late i'm so sorry #eli writes

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tonberry-yoda · 3 years ago

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Heyooo, ya gurl's back!

》Post-War Arc mha spoilers《

Since Aizawa and a bunch of other heros have officially retired, what do you think that he does in his past time? More specifically, do you think he'd get into a relationship?

I feel like Present Mic would push him soooooooooo much, but not as much due ti how much they lost-

Ikkk this js cliche, but what if he meets up with skmeone at a cafe. And becomes a regular JUST to talk to her?? 😏😏

omg hi! I loved this idea so so so so much and I am so sorry that this took so long!!! i really hope I did well! thank you so much for the request lovely, i love getting requests from you!!!

You Deserve Love - Shota Aizawa

Pairing - Shota Aizawa x reader

Warnings - SPOILERS FOR WAR ARC!!!!

Word Count - 1,107

Notes - again, i am super sorry that this took so long, but i had a lot of fun writing it, ive just been super busy lately. thanks again for the request and I hope you have an awesome day, lovely!!! <3333

ALSO I HAVE GREAT NEWS! REQUESTS ARE BACK OPEN!!!!!! YAY!! So if you want to request any writing, please don’t hesitate to ask, but please read my pinned post before requesting! Please enjoy!! Don’t forget to stay hydrated! <3

“Dude, I still don't get why you won't even try to get into dating.” Mic slumped down on the couch in his and Aizawa’s shared office. “Mic,” Aizawa pinched the bridge of his nose and turned to Hizashi. “I can barely move in my state. I'm still trying to get used to the prosthetic leg. Plus, Eri told me I look like a pirate yesterday. Let’s just say my confidence isn't exactly through the roof right now.” “But Shota, YOU’RE HOT!” “Thanks Mic.” Aizawa giggled softly and stood up, still limping to get over to the couch where he sat next to Mic. “I bet if you went out in public right now, women would be fawning over you. And that mysterious manly thing you got goin’ on.” Aizawa just giggled and slumped on the couch face first, groaning into a pillow. “What’s wrong, Shota?” Aizawa pulled his face away from the pillow and looked up at Mic, whose head was tilted and he had a concerned look in his eye.

“Okay,” Aizawa sat up and hugged the pillow he groaned into earlier. “Look, I really want to get into dating. I do. It's just… I don't really feel like the guy I did three weeks ago. This whole eye thing is super sudden and I can't even walk around normally. I'm not a hero anymore, Mic. I had to retire.” “So? That just gives you more time to get yourself out there. Hang out with the ladies.” Mic nudged Aizawa and raised his eyebrows. “Sure Mic, whatever you say.”

Mic didn't understand. He had three jobs and he was still allowed to be a hero. All while Aizawa sat at home by himself and watched the time tick by. It wasn't fair. He knew it was childish to think that way, but it wasn't. He wanted, more than anything, to be fighting. He wanted to be helping. He didn't want to be useless. But all he could do was wait for Mic to leave and slowly, but surely, make it way over to his favorite coffee shop.

Aizawa had been going to this coffee shop ever since he got his injuries. It had finally given him the time to relax, even if he didn't want it. Plus, the coffee was good.

“Morning Eraserhead!” You ran up to the counter with a bright smile on your face cleaning a cup. “So, wanna be adventurous today or just the usual.” Aizawa smiled softly at you. “Give me your favorite.” Your smile somehow got even brighter as you ran off to make your favorite coffee.

Aizawa didn't want to admit it, but you were really the reason that he kept coming to that coffee shop. You brightened his depressing life. You always smiled and had something nice to say to him. Plus you were a good listener and were willing to spend your entire break just talking to him. He was very thankful to you. Without you, he would probably be in an even deeper hole and just a pit of sadness.

“Okay, here’s my favorite drink. Tell me what you think, Eraserhead. It's not for everyone, but I think you might like it.” You watched with a smile as Aizawa took a drink, thinking it over for a couple of seconds. “Hm…” You tilted your head and looked at the drink. “What do you mean, ‘hm’?” “Hm…” Aizawa put his hand on his chin and thought for a moment. “Shota, what do you mean, ‘hm’?!” You grabbed the drink and took a sip and thought it over for a second yourself. You looked over at Aizawa to see him with a shit eating grin, making you giggle. “You were just playing with me, weren't you, Shota?!” He smiled and grabbed the cup back from you, taking a long sip with a smile on his face. “This is really good. No wonder you like it so much.”

Aizawa kept denying that he was falling in love. He didn't deserve someone like you. You were this ball of sunshine that was always there for him, but he was nothing. He couldn't even call himself a hero anymore. Now he was just… Shota. Shota Aizawa. He didn't want to fall in love. He wasn't allowed to anymore.

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“What do you mean you’re ‘not allowed to fall in love’? Sure you are. Everyone is.” You hung up your apron and sat next to Aizawa. “Look, I'm not Eraserhead anymore. Sure, it's flattering that you still call me that, but I just feel like I don't deserve anyone anymore. Not even my roommate and I've known him since high school.” “Who’s your roommate?” You took a bite out of an old stale croissant that’s been sitting in the cabinet since that morning. “Present Mic.” “Oh shit! Really?!” Aizawa giggled. “Yeah. Pretty funny, huh?” “Yeah. I knew that you knew Hizashi, but I didn't know you knew him for that long.” “Oh, so you’re on a first name basis?” You giggled, holding your coffee in between your hands that were covered by your sweater sleeves. “Yeah, he's a regular here too.” “Oh, gotcha.”

His heart sank. Of course Mic was a regular. Aizawa wasn't the only one you talked to. You were nice because you had to be.

“And don't think you can avoid that whole ‘I'm not allowed to fall in love’ thing, Shota.” “Oh, you’re back on that?” You giggled and nodded, taking a sip of your drink. “Fall in love with whoever you want, Shota. It might take a while, but…” You sighed and looked down at your hands that were shaking. “Can I be honest, Aizawa?” “S-Sure.” He could feel himself beginning to shake. He knew what you were about to say. You were going to tell him that he should give up. That you didn't care about him. That- “I really like you, Shota. I… uh… want a little more than our coffee dates… I just… Do you wanna go somewhere nice for dinner, Sho?” You looked up at Aizawa, whose mouth was gaping open. You giggled. “What?” “Y-You wanna go on a date with me?” You nodded and grabbed Aizawa’s hand. “You deserve the most love right now, Eraserhead. So please let me show you that love.” Aizawa could feel himself tearing up, but he had to hold it back. “I-I would love to go on a date.” “Great!” You smiled and checked your watch. “Well, I gotta get back to work, Sho. I can't wait for our date.” You pressed a small kiss on his cheek and ran back behind the counter.

Maybe Aizawa did deserve love.

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gojosattoru · 3 years ago

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💙 HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANA !!! 💙 I’m sorry that I’m a little late to send you a birthday wish (I’ve been at work all day and haven’t had a change to go on Tumblr) but I hope you had the most fantastic day full of smiles, happiness and lots of love! You are one of the sweetest angels that I’ve gotten the pleasure to be friends with and I can’t tell you enough how much you mean to me! You’ve always been such a caring and supportive person and you always bring so much love and joy in everything that you do! I love you sooooo much so don’t ever forget that ok! I’m always sending you positive energies and supporting you! Once again I love you so much! (´ ▽｀).。ｏ♡

DAISYYYYYYY!!!!!!! ANOTHER LOVE OF MY LIFE!!!! ASDXCFGYUHIJ!!!! It's no problem at all darling, it's super fine really you don't have to worry about it!!! I too am sorry for being so late at replying, since i was most of the time offline yesterday i wasn't able to answer your replies and today i had to finsih a illustration for my boss so i slowly was replying while working XDDDD REALLY THANKIES FOR YOUR MESSAGE MY BABYYY!!! I LOVE YOU SO SO SO SO SO SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!! (like infinity emoji XDDD) You're just a purest angel i ever met Daisy, you never fail to come by my blog and leave small messages to me you can't imagine how much this means to me and how much it gives me life and motivation darling!!! I appreaciate it so so so much Daisy, you too are so lovely, so sweet, caring and always so joyful hon!! It warms my days even is just seeing you on my dash <333333 hehe Thank you for being on my life and for being my precious gem darling!! I'm always sending you my love and support to your way ALWAYS!!! Whenever you need sweetheart, i'm always here and i'll do my best to cheer you up and help you in whatever you need Daisy!! Super greateful for every moment we had and i hope we can share more memories together and have more fun!! hehe <3333333 BTW!!! I have new icons for us to match for sxf when it comes!!! WAKU WAKU!!! ofc if you still want to match darling hehe ^^ They are simply cute our icons!! hehe I hope you enjoy it Daisy!!! Please stay well and safe, don't force yourself too much and have a wonderful and peaceful weeken Daisy!! You deserve only the best!! <333333 LOVE YOU SO MUCH BBY!!! Take care of yourself and stay hydrated my love!! *SMOOCHES YOU ALL OVER*!!! THANK YOU!!!! <33333~~

#reply #lovely messages #friends #okkotsu-yuutas #bday2k22

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furryprovocateur · 9 months ago

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okay sorry i NEED to fucking rant i am so annoyed and frustrated with my job rn

just. soooooooooo extremely frustrated with my manager (and coworkers!) exploiting the fact that i am good at my job and capable to not do their due diligence on theirs. like my manager has been SO sloppy with the schedule lately and any time she makes mistakes it hurts me. this is the second day she's had me closing by myself (which she usually freaks out about if it's like anyone else closing by themselves) but when i bring it up to her she's so nonchalant about it and it almost feels like i'm inventing a problem. and like truthfully i can do everything by myself if need be but it makes my night take much longer because half the shit i have to do i can't do until everyone's gone and also what happens if something happens to me when i'm all alone? and then she just generally schedules me poorly like she has me an hour early here for NO reason when there's two other people at the front and we only have two registers so i'm stuck doing nothing for an hour. and like yeah sure i'm getting paid to do nothing 🤪 but it's also disrespectful to my time because truthfully if i don't need to be there i shouldn't be!!!

and the only work my coworker seems to want to do is work my last god damn nerve lately. today she got a customer before i even got on and was like "hey [coworker] can you take this?" as she was leaving. and i was like "she can't, she's out" because it's kinda shitty to ask your coworker (who was already past her time she should've been gone 🤪) to take a customer for you, especially if you're not doing shit (because she wasn't). so then she defaults to "okay blake can you take this for me?" and it's like. girl i'm just getting on! i need to count my money and get my system set up!!! you have been here for hours we were trained on the same shit!!! why can't you do it!!! so i try to gently say "sorry i'm busy, you know what to do here 🙂" as a like, encouraging thing to say and eventually she just starts not knowing what to do and the customer eventually just goes to me 😭 and then i basically have to do the entire transaction while my coworker is elsewhere playing with her hole or w/e. like she literally knows nothinggg she has to ask for reassurance on our basic drop-in fee which is like. we charge that every dayyyyyy! i know she's older and admittedly has memory issues and i sympathize but literally multiple of us (including my manager 🤪) have said "it is harder to work with her than to work alone because you have to spend half your time putting out fires she starts" and it's like. ALSO i'm closing and then opening tomorrow and. AAAAAAAAAUUUUUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

okay i'm normal again

god i hate my manager sm rn i wanna scream

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theatricalwriter · 6 years ago

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could i get ships for newsies and wicked, if possible? i'm a bi female, 5 feet tall, curly dark hair, and a prominent nose. i'm really dorky and neurotic, and i have this constant need for people to like me, and i'm not sure why? and i love to sing, except i can only sing theatrical stuff because i've got a really noticeable vibrato (and because i'm extra). i also write sometimes? but i haven't really had time lately, because school is mean.

i’m sorry this took so long and i’m really sorry they aren’t my best. it’s been a while since i wrote headcanons so these aren’t where i’d like them to be bt i really hope you enjoy them!!

newsies:

i ship you with davey!!

this boi

THIS BOI

so you guys meet in school probs

he hears you singing to yourself as your cleaning the blackboards and he’s all like: jasadmsmd omg this girl

somehow he finds the courage to talk to you and asks if you want to go on a date to which you accept

first date was totally cute

y’all went out to this lil cheap restaurant (and by cheap i mean a family friend that gives him a hefty discount)

you both talked about our life aspirations and interests

davely loves that you write and also loves your singing

wants to hear you sing 24/7

lsdsldflsmd loves your hair

like he just loves how your curls bounce when you both run down the new york streets just because you want

truthfully, a little after your third date, he realizes he’s whipped for you

the boys don’t let him forget that either

like he’ll do everything he can for you and more

speaking of the boys, you're super nervous to meet them

you just really want them to like you, even if davey insists that they will

you had a little dinner at jacobi’s with jack, kath, crutchie, race, and a few others

race flirted with you almost all night just to rile davey up but they loved you so so so soooooooooo much

on the days where you aren’t doing anything, you two will just sit in his apartment doing nothing in particular

like, you’ll be writing while he reads and it’s just peaceful silence

during one of these lazy days, you two have your first kiss

it was cold in december so you were both curled up together under the same blanket which was pretty normal for you two

but for some reason, the second the two of you looked into each other’s eyes, you both just remembered how much in love you were with one another and boom

kiss

i’ sorry, i honestly wish i had more headcanons for davey but i have a good amount for your next ship!!

wicked:

i ship you with elphaba!!

you’re extra? you have a vibrato? you’re a lil dorky? do you know who this girl is most often shipped with? if this is you, instantly falls head over heels

only difference is that you’re nice to her when you first meet

i think the start of your relationship is when she runs out of the classroom after seeing what they were doing to that poor lion cub

you run after her to make sure she’s okay, which she really appreciates

you tell her that she looks different, which she totally does bc this is after popular, you know

“... do you like it?”

“honestly? i think the you that you like.”

“cryptic but okay.”

she appreciates you though

because you look at her like a person, the first one to do that

in the time she spends at shiz, she loves talking to you

during lunch, the two fo you will eat and just dicuss your interests

her eyes light up when she hears you like to write

constantly asking you to let her read your work & you constantly telling her someday but not today

glinda does not like you

you want to get her to like you because elphaba likes her and because of that little thing where you want people to like you

but sis just doesn’t

elphaba tells you to let it go but you just !!! dlskfmvlsldm

it’s a lil heated between the two of you when the three of you go to the emerald city

after finding out the wizard is a fraud and sets his guards on you all, you want nothing more than for her to fly away from it all

but glinda’s over here saying elphaba should step the fuck down when you’re telling her to step the fuck up kyle

but when the guards are beating down the door, elphaba just grabs your face and kisses you hard in hopes you’ll kiss back which you def do

while glinda goes and steals all that fame, you go off to other things

you work in a club in the emerald city as a singer

one day, a boring day, the wizard’s guards show up to your job thinking you know something about the wicked witch

you were hurt and let me tell you, elphaba is P I S S E D

i don’t want this to be too long, but long story short, when you get hurt, she does everything in her power to make sure you’re okay

when you are, she takes you into hiding with her

your days together are spent in quiet serenity

you write stories and poetry while elphaba curls up to you in the light of the fireplace with tea on the stove

she loves listening to your voice, it soothes her

you get an animal together, a cat maybe, and spend the rest of your days with each other, hiding from the world that hates you both

her for speaking her mind, and you for standing beside her

you both lovingly look back on your days at shiz, but are content with all that you have now

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moonraccoon-exe · 6 years ago

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Oh no don't worry I wasn't upset. Well, not at you. I'm sending a separate ask to keep private but other than THAT, things are good. Foot is all better, Coctura is happy and healthy, I'm still with Coach, whose team just got silver in a competition btw. I think I just needed a break from social media in general, which is fine bc it gave me time to play LOTS of Red Dead Redemption 2. -Breakfast Girl

*HYSTERICAL INHALE*

BREAKFAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAST GUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUURL BUDDYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY SHRIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

*eXPLODES*

*HYSTERICALLY SHORT CIRCUITING AND EXPLODING OVER AND OVER AND OVER*

Lemme add a very nice keep reading right here :3

BG BUDDY MY SWEETEST MUFFIN CUTIE PIE YOU WONDERFUL SUPERB CREATURE MADE OF AMAZINGNESS, OMG IT U!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

*EXPLODES*

ASKLDJFDALKGJASDKLAJDG KLAJFAKLFGJDAKLGJAFKLAGJ DAKLGJADKLF AKGDLJ GKLSJF

*UNCONTROLLABLY FLAILING AND SPASMING AND SHORT CIRCUITING LIKE A DESPERATE TURTLE ON ITS BACK AT ROCKET SPEED*

*SHRIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK*

BUDDY BG, ASKLDJADKLGJADLKGJDA, OMG OMG OMG

IT U

BG BUDDY

IT U

FLIPS EVERY FLIPPABLE OBJECT IN THE HOUSE*

*GLOMPS AND STAYS TIGHTLY HUGGED TO YOUR HEAD AND DOESN’T LET GO EVER AGAIN*

YOU SUPERB CREATURE YOU WONDERFUL CUPCAKE OMG HOW I’VE MISSED YOU FUCK OH MY GAWD HOW I’VE MISSED YOU, I MISSED YOU SO SO SO SO MUCH BG BUDDY AND II’VE HAD THIS HERE FOR SO LONG AND HAVEN’T ANSWERED AND I FEEL SO GUILTY BUT I WANTED TO GIVE YOU A PROPER ANSWER AND OMG BG BUDDY IT U I MISSED YOU SO MUCH KALSJDKLGJ AKLDJD

*THROWS EVERYTHING OUT THE WINDOW*

*TRASHES THE ROOM*

*tRASHES THE WHOLE NEIGHBORDHOOD WHILE SCREECHING*

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH AKLSJFDKLAGJ AKLFJDAKLGJDA DLJA

*HYPERVENTILATES*

RIGHT OKAY YES HELLO IT ME I’M GONNA FORCE MYSELF TO CALM DOWN BECAUSE *HYPERVENTILATES LOUDER AND FASTER* OMG IT U AND I WANT TO GO ON FOR PAGES AND PAGES SCREAMING EXCITEDLY AT YOU BECAUSE OMG BG BUDDY IT U AKLSJDKALG JAKLDGJ A*DROWNS* I’M SO HYPED SO EXCITED TO BE TALKING WITH YOU AGAIN BUT JUST LIKE LTAST TIME IF I KEEP GOING AND GOOING ABOUT IT I’M NEVER GONNA ANSWER TO YOU AND IT’S BEEN LONG ENOUGH ALREADY I NEED TO C A L M D O WN AKLSJDFKDLG JAKLDGJ LAKJSGD

*GOES AWAY FOR A MINUTE*

Ah. Ah. okAY I Got iT AKLDSJGKLFAJGLADKGJSFKLJGFSG

OKAY I GOT IT I BE CALM HNGFNHFGNHFG

SCREAAAAAAAAAAAAAM

BG BUDDY IT YOU!!!!!!! ( ´ ▽ ` ).｡ｏ♡

*snuggles*

Omg BG buddy, thank you SO much for dropping another ask!! PHEW, I?m so sorry it’s taken me this awfully terribly long to say something. Holiday season has been sorta busy for me this year, which has been both pleasant and time consuming. Definitely enjoyable, though! It’s the first year my family decides to take the week, so I’ve been busy with that!! Sorry, but thank you for understandin and waiting :3

I’m glad to know that you weren’t upset at me! But also very sad to know that other thing you sent in the private ask. I did worry a lot reading it, but at the end you reassured me it was fine and it’s all back to normal and that’s such a giant, immense relief, you have no idea. I’m happy it didn’t get any worse and that things turned out alright!! Aahhh, makes me wanna hug you both ( ´ ▽ ` )

Your foot is all better now!!! HOOOOOOOOOORAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY AYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! (ﾉ´ヮ`)ﾉ BG Buddy I’m SO happy for you omg, in the meanwhile you were quiet, I was wondering about your foot a lot. It also happened that in a fic I’m currently writing someone is dealing with a broken leg, so I inevitably thought about you even more, ahaha. Aaah, I’m so happy and relieved to know it’s all okay now!! o(>ω<)o

*SQUEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK* DEAR COCTURA SWEETIE CUTIEPIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <33333333

I’m SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO hapy and blessed and lkasjdkladfja that you let me know about precious smol Coctura!!! *SQUEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK* THAT PRECIOUS ANGEL THAT DESERVES THE WORLD OMG I’M SO HAPPY FOR THE PRECIOUS FLUFF ;A; Happy and healthy..I mean, it’s you looking after her, so it really doesn’t surprise me. You’re a kind and good person so of course lil Coctura would be in such a wonderful state <3

YOU STILL WITH COACH, AAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!! THAT’S SOOOOOOOO BEAUTIFUL!!! :’’3 Hgfhfghklnfghklfnh, I’m so happy that things are apparently working out between you two. It’s WONDERFUL! Means it’s been okay and that is a delight to hear. I’m so happy you both are alright, as in, both as a couple/friends and individually <3

GASPS Her team got silver recently!?!?!?! OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH DUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUDE THAT IS SOOOOOOOOOO BADASS AND EPIC AND SO COOOOOOOOOL, AAAAAHH!!!! o(≧▽≦)o

TELL HER- TELL HER THAT YOU HAE A RACCOON FRIEND AND- AND AND ANDANDNDANAD AND THAT IT SAYS ZOMG CONGRATZ ON SILVER!!!! :D

ASKLDJLKAJFAKLDJFADLKGADJG SO COOL!!! <3

Ooooh, yesyes, I understand the whole thing about needing a break from social media. Looking after yourself is important, and it doesn’t always mean to do something, sometimes it means to leave something, even if just momentarily. And somehow, for some reason, social medias have this…energy? Or this thing that consumes your energy, it’s sorta…draining. I don’t know why,, it looks like a simple task, but yes, internet-ing can be exhausting…

I’m very, very happy and glad that you decided to take a break, buddy. It means you were aware you needed it, and it takes something to acknowledge it, even more to actually do it. Social medias can be so…addictive, even when you know you n eed a time away.

So congrats, BG buddy. Once more, you prove to be a strong and mature homan being who knows you need of You, and you need to look after yourself. And you handled it nicely. Like always, I’m not just happy for you, BG buddy, I’m so proud.

You truly are one brave person, I hope you’re aware.

BUT YEAH

I’m happy to know that you did what you had to. I missed you terribly, but so long you were away to do best to yourself, then I can wait for years, still gonna be here when you’re back, and I’ll definitely be cheering you on. You is important, and I’m glad that you know that, and that you’ve worked so hard on taking care of You. So proud you’re so strong, so happy you’re better now. That’s my BG buddy. ٩(◕‿◕｡)۶

OOOOOHHHHH!!!! Red Dead Redemption 2!!! I’ve heard FANTASTIC things about that!! (*°▽°*) To be honest I missed a lot of the game world (never had any of the PS, and latest thing I had was a Wii), so I don’t think I ever heard about Red Dead Redemption 1? And if I did it didn’t seem important at the time. But now with the release of RDR2 I’ve heard WONDERS about it, everyone going nuts about its release, and it being a fantastic game!!!

I can’t say I know how much you’re enjoying it because I’m clueless on the game, but if you’ve been playing it lots, it means it must be lots and lots of fun to you!! And so epic and entertaining and aksjdakldgjadg omg BG buddy, that’s PHENOMENAAAAAAL!!!!! Games are always a fantastic experience, and one that seems to be so particularly epic? Gawd, I’m so happy you get to play lately, BG buddy!!! :3

Bg buddy, there’s not much more to say. I’m so, so, so happy to see you around again, and so happy to know things are going good. I’m happy that you did what was best to you, and I?m happy to see you wandering around again, and it’s, like always, my delight and honor to see you drop by my inbox. I missed you terribly, buddy, and it makes me happy like you have no idea to see you around again <3

I hope to hear from you again soon!! How are things going? I haven’t checked Endings in Reverse in a while.Gotta check it later!

Meanwhile, I hope that you’re doing FANTASTIC, buddy! I’m sorry again for the awfully late response. I’ve been feeling very drained from asks, lately. Maybe it’s because of the two on going fics I’m writing, giganormous...so it really is only my fault, haha!!! But I’ll try to answer when I can, even if it’s by bits. And even when I don’t reply, I read all asks straight away as they arrive, so do feel free to message me if you ever feel like it, even if it takes me a while to reply <3

Buddy, I don’t know if you celebrate anything in these dates? But happy holidays. Merry Christmas, if that’s as you celebrate!! I wanted to reply to this before the 25th, but I failed ;w;Still, know that I’m sending you lots and lots of my warmest, luckiest, happiest, and most loving raccoonie hugs and vibes. Wishing you a very good rest of the year and a fantastically beautiful start of a new one, regardless of what you may or may not celebrate :3

Dear BG buddy, it’s a delight to be talking with you again!!!!

I hope you’re having a MOST FANTASTIC day or night, buddy!!! (ﾉ´ヮ`)ﾉ

#coonreplies #breakfast girl

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seafoamchild · 3 years ago

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september 17th

today was the weirdest day. me and austin had planned to go trip at the sand dunes. he was hungover and he was like Let's get lox bagels and i was like Hell yeah so we tried to go to this place on the other side of downtown because they have the best lox bagels but there was some kind of walk/run race type bullshit thing going on and they had literally closed off EVERY road in the whole fucking city. like it was actually insane. we tried like ten different ways to get there and literally could not find a road that wasn't closed. so then we ended up going back to his house so he could ride his bike there to pick up the lox bagels that we had already paid for over the phone. so by the time we actually got our bagels it had literally been two and a half hours hahaha. to get somewhere that was theoretically a fifteen minute drive from my house. the fuckery! i swear to god.

then when we got to the beach it was super cloudy and the sun totally disappeared. we made mushroom tea and just laid on the beach and listened to music. i was soooooooooo anxious. he brought his dog and i don't like dogs in general but his dog is not well trained and it barks like crazy at everything that moves and it was driving me INSANE. like i was just trying to have a nice time tripping at the beach but it felt like we were caring for a toddler. and it really spelled things out for me, like i cannot be invested in this relationship because one, the sexual chemistry just isn't there for me and two, the dog is seriously a dealbreaker as much as i hate to admit it. i just don't like dogs, especially ones that aren't trained, and i'm allowed to feel that.

so i had so much anxiety i could barely think straight, which i deserve for putting this off for so long. it was literally the worst trip i've ever had lol. and it really is my fault for not being honest with myself or with austin. i felt so anxious i could have probably puked so i finally told him i just don't think this can go anywhere for me romantically. he did not take it very well. like he was nice and understanding about it but i guess i didn't really realize how invested he was in our relationship. we've only had sex a few times and were certainly never "official" but i think i really broke this dude's heart. and i feel like shit about it. i really wished it could be something more than friends but i can't lie to myself about that anymore. it just sucks that it felt like all the pieces were there except for the attraction, which isn't something i can change or control.

it's really going to suck to lose him as a friend for the time being. he told me he'd probably need like a month of space. i really hope he'll still be able to be my friend after that. he said it would be really hard because he feels so much attraction to me. and also the fact that i like to go out and do stuff and go on random adventures is going to be hard for him to deal with if we're just friends because that's the number one quality he looks for in a partner.

it is really shitty to see someone i care about be so broken-hearted about something that is making me feel intensely relieved. just really shitty. not anywhere near as shitty as he is feeling. and i am so sorry to have caused him pain like this. i wish i had done things differently. i feel like a very bad person. i also feel relieved to have finally been honest. but i hope it wasn't too late and that i didn't burn this bridge. because i really like everything about him except that i don't feel it romantically. shit sucks.

#journal

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j-hope · 7 years ago

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could you tell me where all these dispatch photoshooting behind videos are from I'm so lost

its from dispatch utube channel u can find all the vids they posted here 💌

im so nervous/excited for this comeback uidhiush

me too hfnndgnfdg i looooove the concept photos so far

fav hair color on hoseok? and what hair color would you like to see on him? <3

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa hfnhfgnf im so sorry im replying to u late bcs now we alrd kno wht hobs hair style/colour for this cb. but to answer ur question!!! idk i feel like i couldnt choose & i love all of them bcs they could evoke certain memories/era/achievements of tht particular times & my heart expanded 68 times ;;; hmmm but if i had to choose its really the long curly blck hair he had recently godhdhg, the curly blonde hair thats so sexy, the red hair! bcs its his fav & i feel like a lot of things happened during the time he had red hair, the orange hair bcs of this legendary fancam i love sm tht makes him looked like a pretty magical fairy ;; sp**ng day exists for me just solely bcs of his hair the pastels looks so soft on him & run era hob is so sexy :’(((( & the second part!! i kno we get to see he has blck hair But i actually was more anticipating his hair style & i want them to be longer But he had his haircut………..& i really really wanna see him in dark purple & dark green hair colour hes gonna be sexy & pretty at the same time

Is there a photo out there of a close-up or clear photo of J-Hope’s tattoo on his wrist??????

nope ;;; just the picture newsen took but!!!! im sure we’re gonna see them in action. hopefully fjdhg

that video of hoseok having the hiccups I’m in my uwus he’s so cute :((

not only tht he actually looked like the softest baby i wanna pepper soft butterfly kisses all over his face!!!!!!!!!!!!!! & how he gets the hiccups bcs hes scared fhjgkdgh :(((((( hes so puuuree………..

i just hate the fact that i will never be able to tell hoseok how much he means to me and how important he is to me like i literally cried in therapy cause of this ( so my therapist is making me write a letter to him). I just pray that someone at a fan signing or somewhere has told him that he’s an incredible human being and that he deserves all the happiness in the world. I love him more than anything. Like, he’s the one thing that I have in my life that makes me constantly happy.

hggnghgn sweetheart believe me when i tell u i really kno how tht feels. i just //////wish he really kno how much of an impact he had imprinted in so many people’s hearts u kno? like. reallyreally kno how special he is to so many people & how much he had helped us & i pray to god he wont ever doubt himself bcs hes sososooo important. i wish he kno he really is our piece of peace & all his pure intentions are so admirable & inspiring & i hope the world doesnt change tht innocent side of him & would only turn him softer more than anything else. i hope he rest easy knowing he is sooooooooo loved sooo loved by so many people hnhnhnnhhnngnhnh im gonna cry i love him sm………………………………………………..

people saying hoseok and jin aren’t brave at all makes like no sense at all cause like sure they might get scared the most but they always do the stuff that they’re scared of and that right there shows how brave they are <3

please!!! seeing his growth in facing his fears are soooooooooo fulfillng?!!? like remember how he cant even get on the banana boat when they were filming in sabah But how in bon voyage 2 he joined all the water sports activities & he had also!!!! snorkelling & play by himself in the water!!! i was clapping by myself like a madwoman when i watched how hes snorkelling by himself at the bck sjdkhffdkjg thts sososooso!!!!!!!!!!!!! 😖💓 how he even jumped from the boat pinching his nosie hes sooooooooo cuteeee i love him the fact tht jin & hob did all those things despite theyre scared shitless tells a lot 💓💓💓

#i love u hope yall had a hopeful day 💚#Anonymous #replies

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