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faithintaiwan · 1 month
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july 31 - me and uber (eats) 🤞
There have been many highs on this trip as well as many lows. Today was by far one of the lowest unfortunately.
It began well enough with class time where I finally was able to upload my posts from previous days without them getting deleted. There is one blog post that I tried to publish three times over and each time the photos would get deleted or it would be reverted to an earlier form and I would have to go back and redo it. On the third try it completely disappeared and that’s when I finally admitted defeat. It was a sign from the universe or something that it was simply not meant to be. Additionally, the amount of times that I have tried to upload photos and it has failed have been countless and with the wifi being bad in the past three hotels I have been unable to post my drafts properly. It’s ok though because this morning I was able to somewhat catch up!!
We then had three hours before we had to meet up again and I was determined to go to a bank and convert my US cash to NTD because my mother was complaining about ATMs being expensive. Before this, however, I had to get food so Fanny and I got Uber eats. I ordered a poke bowl with tons of meat and a cranberry drink! They were delicious and one of the few high points of today. I then got myself up to trek to the bank. The internet had told me that Bank of Taiwan had the best conversion rates so I went there only to be handed a form I had to fill out with all my information and it was written in mostly Mandarin. They had me sit down at a desk and wait for an employee to help me. Unfortunately, the employee was stuck with a client who had about seven packets and was taking her high time on each one. As the minutes counted down to when we were supposed to meet up at the hotel I could feel my stress rising. Twenty minutes later and they had only made it through two packets and I was gonna be late so I got my usd back from the banker and went to an ATM. In the end I had to uber back to make it on time and I wasted 10 dollars USD instead of just the 5 I would’ve if I had gone to an ATM. I am never doing that again and I don’t know why they had me filling out forms when they don’t do that at other currency exchanges!!
As I was complaining to Fanny about this before we left I said something along the lines of “at least this is good for my Tumblr blog, there have been many low points lately” and as I said low points my precious turtle broke off its keychain. I was devastated but had no time to mourn as we had to meet everyone. We first watched a bridge slowly turn. It was next to our hotel so that was good at least but it was exceptionally slow.
After we finished watching it I was feeling exceptionally unwell on the party bus despite taking pain medicine. I made it most of the way through our first stop, a Japanese style building, then had to go back to the hotel using another uber!! It was extremely stressful and I was in a lot of pain but I managed to rest and get some much needed laundry done.
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Luckily I am feeling slightly better now. While I was resting everyone else went to the Kaohsiung library and a night market. I was really sad that I was missing out and was craving fried potato balls because I usually get those from there. Guess what I found on Uber eats? Fried sweet potato balls! So for my fourth and final purchase on uber today that’s what I bought and devoured. I was really funding the local Uber economy today…
Academic Reflection
As mentioned earlier, I unfortunately only made it to two activities on our itinerary today but we had our readings!! Our first stop, the Great Harbour Bridge, rotates 180 degrees everyday at 3pm and additionally at 7 pm every Friday, Saturday, and Sunday according to Peter. It is supposed to look like a dolphin or a sailboat from the side and while I didn’t see the former I did see the latter. Before the bridge was built, traveling to the other side of the river took absolutely forever but with the bridge, pedestrians could walk across in just a couple minutes! The city spent approximately 10 million usd on it according to Peter.
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The Kaohsiung Main Public Library was completed in 2014 and is a prime example of green architecture. The building combines greenery such as plants and trees to create a soothing atmosphere conducive to study and reading. Being so close to the water it also boasts a hanging garden amidst an open space with a view of the harbor on the top floor according to Kaohsiung Travel. From the photos in our readings, it looks absolutely gorgeous and I am sad that I didn’t get to go!!
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boofts · 2 months
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my mom doesn’t understand gender.
which is strange, because she’s a biologist.
she should know that sex and gender are two different things, but she doesn’t.
she say my pronouns in my tumble bio (they/she) and she dose not approve.
she said something like “i thought you had a better rational than to do this kind of she/they pronouns” (it’s they/she she just doesn’t understand things)
and i have no inclination to get her to understand.
i hate her.
i truly do.
she’s the reason i stay up late to look and the ceiling and wonder how much happier i’d be if i wasn’t alive.
i thought things were getting better between us. i guess not. i just had to have a queer identity that i am happy with, didn’t i?
and she sees my work on Dog Days and says it’s not much to be proud of.
i have been working with that for so long.
and not to mention when she saw the coverart she had to clarify that it wasn’t two men. it is, but i didn’t tell her that. thank god Chuuya has long hair.
and the only reason she ever saw it was because she was suspicious of what i was doing on my phone (updating tags) and wanted to see. i told her i was just on tumblr and she exploded.
i’m not allowed to have any social media other than instagram (which i only got a month or so ago) so she wasn’t happy. saying i broke her trust, and that we had rules that we went over.
i didn’t think tumblr counted.. this place just makes me happy. people are funny. people are artists. they’re talented and kind.
there’s nothing personal on here.
the only thing you really know about me is what i post. (and i love you guys but we really are just people on the internet, and my mom doesn’t trust that)
so basically she called Dog Days (the fic i’ve been planning for what feels like years) unimpressive, insulted my identity and now she wants me to delete both my tumblr and my instagram.
i will not.
she has turned off my phone plan, but that just means i can only work off of wifi.
that’s okay.
i will persist.
you guys make me happy, pretty much the only thing that does lately. i’ve been so miserable. i know she’d say i should be grateful. but everywhere i look that’s supposed to be in color is black and white again.
it’s like looking at myself through a telescope on the moon, and everyone else has a magnifying glass. i feel so far away and so lonely. but i can see what i’m missing. and i’m squinting in the desperate hope that i might join you once again. but that just makes my eyes hurt and my mind exhausted.
i’d tell you to come closer. but up here it’s just moon-dust and the empty vacuum of space.
i hate it here.
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nerdby · 1 year
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I really wish people would stop making this joke. It's ableist and invalidates the severity of hoarding disorders and executive dysfunction which leads to hoarding tendencies in people with ADHD and OCD. Not only that but it justifies giving money to big box stores even though public libraries are hemorrhaging money because of illegal censorship, and it's usually because people are too lazy to google whether or not their library charges late fees. Which many do not these days.
It's especially annoying because the people who post these memes are the same ones that will post memes complaining about being broke because they spent all of their money on books. And like, no, I don't feel bad for you. Not when public libraries offer books and wifi and movies and after school programs and community resources to people who cannot afford them -- poor people who grow up in poverty without basic luxuries like cable or cell phones or internet access. I never downloaded a MP3 or had regular access to wifi until I was in my 20s, and I grew up in the 1990s when the mail person was dropping off AOL discs in our box once a week.
That was in 2010 -- I didn't have internet until 2010, so don't sit there and tell me that everyone has it and that's why libraries are irrelevant. Y'all can set up a library card online and rent ebooks without ever having to leave your own home. It's sheer laziness and classism, and if you're bankrupt cause you spent all your money on books then no, I don't feel sorry for you.
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theslay3d · 2 years
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Jason Grace x sister!reader where the 7 meet her and she’s like cool and everything and they just think she’s awesome (maybe she does a cool sport like snowboarding)
Jason Grace x Sister!reader
Gender:Female
Warnings:none
Word count:1001
A/N this went in whole different direction HAHAH also i’m trying to get to all the asks my wifi is just not slaying btw had to upload this on my phone tumblr on my computer WONT SLAY
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You were a Roman demigod. Daughter of Jupiter to be exact. You thought you might have been Greek because a satyr found you and brought you to camp half blood but the whole place felt off. It felt like you weren't supposed to be there. Which might be true as you still haven't gotten claimed and were older than thirteen.
Plus the Hero’s that usually help people into camp weren't even there; they were at the roman camp visiting friends. So there you were at camp in the Hermes cabin alone, well not physically as there were lots of hermes kids and unclaimed demigods but you felt alone.
Another thing is that before your life went to all of this craziness you did ballet. The one thing that helped you with everything and you couldn't even do it at the camp. Chrion was nice but you still haven't told him you felt like you weren't supposed to be there but you guessed he probably already knew.
Now you were outside on the dock even though you felt uneasy around all the water it was the only place to be alone. Plus the harpies wouldn’t come all the way out here. You didn't even notice you were crying until it hit you hand. You didn't want to cry, it seemed that's all you've been doing lately.
You closed your eyes and sighed breathing in the air around you. Then you heard a creak on the dock and quickly turned around to see who it was. It was Nico? You've heard of him at camp but havent seen him the whole time. “Hi?” you said to him with a questioning tone wondering what he was doing out here. “Hello” He replied back and sat near you but with a few feet in between you too.
“You're not supposed to be here” He broke the silence with that sentence. In your mind it kind of sound like a threat but you guessing its just because of what people say about him. He did look scary but also just emo. He looked like a kid too but you probably shouldn't say that out loud.
“I think your right”
“I know I am your roman not greek”
You tilted your head a little at him. How did he know that? The whole greek roman thing confused you anyway. “The roman camp is in California right?” You asked him. “Yes I can't really shadow travel you there but you can drive there” He replied back.
Your eyes widened driving? No thanks. “I'm guessing you dont like driving”. “No but can't I just…take a bus or something?”
“If you want to get attacked by monsters the whole time than be my guest”
You were thinking of ways to get there when Nico suggested that Argus drive you. That seemed good so you said that. Nico left shortly afterwards and you went back to your cabin or well the Hermes cabin.
***Next day***
You packed the small things you had which were mostly extra clothes and ballet stuff. You talked to Chrion about what Nico said and he agreed that you should go to the roman camp. After a few hours you were finally on the way. Nico decided to come too along with his boyfriend Will.
You were behind them in the van spinning your ring which turned into a sword. You didn't know where you got it from. It just ended up in your bag one day.
It took so long to get there but you were near the roman camp. Argus wouldn't take you directly but he dropped you about a mile away. You walked with Nico and Will in silence. “Thank you” You said to Nico.
“For what?”
“For telling me and taking me here”
It went silent after that until you made it to the camp. A blonde guy was standing there waiting for us, you guessed. You already had a guess who your godly parent was but once you stepped into camp it was confirmed. You were claimed by Jupiter immediately. It was weird to be claimed so quickly but who cares.
The blonde guy Jason turned his head to you. “Your a child of jupiter”
“Guess so” You smiled a little awkwardly. The camp was gorgeous. There were so many things everywhere your mind was going a little crazy.
You didn't know that Jason was also a child of Jupiter until he told you. Guess you have a sibling now? That was weird to think about you were always alone so having a sibling was weird. Jason took you on a tour as Nico and Will went off on their own things. You guys talked for a little bit getting to know each other but it still was awkward.
He took you to the dining hall(tbh i forgot where they ate at…ehhh au time!) There were so many people there and he led you to a table close to the corner. There were fewer people there, only about eight people. You and Jason both sat down and all the heads turned to you. “Guys, meet my sister, daughter of Jupiter.”
Most of their eyes widened until one girl must have noticed how scared you looked and quickly reached out her hand. “Hi im Hazel daughter of Pluto nice to meet you” You shook her hand and told her your name and then the rest of them introduced themselves.
So these were the heroes of olympus. You were kind of intimated but they all seemed nice especially Hazel you kind of stuck near her and Jason the whole time.
You guys all talked about stuff until you brought up that you did ballet and they all seemed interested in that. “Can you teach me?” The look-alike elf boy Leo asked. “I mean i can try”
They all thought you were so cool even though they were the ones that saved the world. They got excited over the simplest of things like ballet.
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moripartylove · 1 year
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Not having a great day. My educational leave was cancelled (not by my employer, but the course I wanted to do was cancelled because not enough people signed up), and the hotel I wanted to book for a weekend getaway with my bf is booked out until november (at least on all the dates that would work for us). My wifi stopped working for mysterious reasons (maybe it had to do with the thunderstorm, which btw also got half my bedroom wet and broke a vase because I forgot to close the window). Despite having a ton of work to do, I was/am super unproductive today, partly because I only slept for about 3 hours tonight and partly because the specific thing I was going to do today reminds me so much of my recectly deceiced boss/colleague. I have to prepare a presentation on a big project that we both started together before she became my boss.
And there's a box sitting in my kitchen with some little gifts I had been meaning to send her before I learned that she was dying, when she was "only" having chemo (so like, less than 2 weeks ago). I can't figure out what to do with them now. Giving them to other people feels wrong (and they were super specific to her interests, personality and situation). Keeping them feels wrong, and I have no use for them and they would only make me sad whenever I see them. Throwing them out feels wrong. Selling them feels wrong. It's too late to return them. Every option feels wrong
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musicaddictand · 3 months
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My former roommate was abusing me
So, in late 2020 I met this guy, with whom I studied for language exams together. He had a spare room in his apartment which he offered to me. I accepted, so we became roommates.
The first year living together was awesome. Things were very harmonious. I kept saying "I'm living with a friend".
The first half year of 2022, things soured a bit. We began fighting more often, but things were overall still harmonious. And we always managed to reconcile, at least.
However, midway 2022 something happened. His girlfriend moved in with us. He never asked me if I'm alright with her moving in, but I didn't really mind, so I didn't say anything. However, retroactively it should have been a warning sign to me that he makes such a decision against my will. People also told me to "never live with a couple. It never ends well". That's a decision I would soon have to learn myself.
2023, things soured even more. I was working from home a lot. I told him time and time again to not interrupt me when I'm in meetings. He ignored it the entire time, and then got angry when I told him: "Not now!". He once even shouted at me, and my co-workers could all hear him.
We also had this WhatsApp group for the shared apartment. He'd publically complain about me within it, in front of 3 other people.
The girlfriend and him also started making decisions against my will. For example, they insisted a cleaning lady come to our apartment. Every week. I'm a fairly tidy guy, and said that I this is not fair to me that I have to pay regardless. They didn't care.
Around then we also started living fairly seperate lives. The girlfriend took up almost his entire time, and he only ever talked to me once he needed money.
I also was never allowed to complain. He threatened he'd lock me out of the Wifi if I didn't comply unconditionally. Saying the router was his and that he had every right to exclude me from it if I "didn't respect him". Yes, in spite of the fact that I contribute to the bill. Once I actually did complain, and he did lock me out. In spite of the fact that I needed it for work. Things never were the same again after.
However, in 2024, for the past half year, things started to fall apart completely. We barely ever talked anymore, and when he did, he always shouted at me. I also caught him lying. He claimed to be paying higher rent than me, which wasn't true, I did the math (setting aisde the fact that his girlfriend and him were sharing a room, and she contributed nothing).
Their bathroom also broke for a few weeks, meaning they had to use mine, violating my privacy and and my night's rest. Of course, that's not their fault, but do you think they showed any gratitude for me letting them use my bathroom? Of course not, they insisted that it's my obligation, and they don't owe me as much as a "thank you".
It didn't stop him from using my connection to him, however. He was in France for a few days, and stayed with my parents. I expected some gratitude, because he has their contact data through me, and my parents wouldn't have accomodated him if he weren't my roommate. But no, he insisted he owes gratitude to my parents, nothing to me.
He disturbed me, too. We had to share the living room, and I once had a phone call. I have a very powerful voice, and aparently "disturbed" him that way. But do you thing¡k he handled it like an adult? No, like a five year old he decided he didn't "have to be cooperative because [I] wasn't". So he set his call to loud speaker, handicapping me even more in my call.
However, the straw that broke the camel's back was the dog. I one day woke up and had to discover there's a dog in the apartment. Only upon investigation did I discover that they'd made the decision to accept the girlfriend's old dog into the partment. I freaked out, because they, again, made the decision against my will. But also, because dogs disgust me, and I ( as well as one of our other roommates) am allergic to them. They didn't care. They insisted the dog will stay, against the wishes of me and any other roomates. He insisted he can do it, because he is the "most senior" tennant. And as such his decisions beat out on everyone else's.
Anyway, soon after, I left the appartment. That wasn't funny, either. Mature as he is, he called me a "fucker" and "asshole" several times, He also was uncooperative when finding a new tennant and when it came to finishing my business.
But yeah, I've moved out, and are finally free.
I need to add that I indeed try to resolve things. I explained to him and the girlfriend when they treated me a way that I didn't like. But to no avail. They have showed no understanding and no willingness to compromise. He just was too domineering. He also threatened to cut me out of the internet if I complained. So yeah, there's clearly blackmail involved here.
I'm not saying that I'm perfect. I'm pretty hysteric, and myself was unable to remain calm. I also have cPTSD, and little things trigger me, and I don't forgive easily. However, he said as late as October that he's hoping we can live together for a long time. So I'm obviously not that bad of a roommate.
Also, while I was living with him, he fell out with a seperate friend, his mother, and then with me. Me on the other hand haven't fallen out with anyone else outside of him. So I take that as an example as to why he's more of a problem than me. If someone is an asshole, they're an asshole, if everyone is an asshole, you're the asshole?
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taperwolf · 2 years
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There've been a few posts about fanfic authors who drop personal tidbits in their author's notes that range up to ridiculous and terrifying— y'know, the ones who'll say, "Sorry this chapter took so long, I got hit by a car last week" or "Sorry I'm late! Finally got transferred to a patient ward with good wifi". Well, I was rereading a fan-translated manga I've been following for a long time, and this is how the typesetter/editor lives; it's only apparent just how scary it is in hindsight.
One installment was delayed because he got pranked by having his drink spiked with enough hot sauce to have him sick for a day. Then his computer stopped being able to run Photoshop, so for several chapters, he moved to editing in Paint and typesetting with Powerpoint for a few chapters before moving to CSP. Then he spilled water on his laptop keyboard and had to use the onscreen keyboard while waiting for a replacement. Another delay was because his laptop cord got damaged — bitten through by a rat — and he had to borrow a friend's ancient and slow PC, leaving him to edit images in Paint again, and typeset in Acrobat. A few uneventful months passed, and then the translator took over editing and releases for a few months because our editor was hit by a motorcyclist swerving into his bike lane, and he broke his dominant arm.
A few uneventful months later, well, the pandemic hit, and several of his relatives caught COVID. He managed to avoid infection but was held in a quarantine facility for a while just in case — without his computer and with only dialup-speed internet for his phone, on which he typeset a chapter anyway. (The author's note proudly shows off the homemade stylus he fashioned from a pen casing, some copper wire, and aluminum foil.) He had to self-quarantine at home a couple of months later. A few months later, his laptop died — short circuited and literally on fire — so editing duties passed to the translator again for a month. And then another month with him MIA. When he came back, he presented this story:
Apparently the laptop burning was presaged by a plague of cockroaches. After it burned, he was able to find a used laptop in fairly short order, but needed some upgrades for it, and while looking for part-time work, got grazed by a car in a hit-and-run. He wasn't badly injured, but was knocked into a sewer, which killed his phone. He caught a bad cold afterwards, which was when a cluster of COVID hit his area. He ended up catching it, and actually was in a half-day-long coma and on a ventilator. Recovering after five days, he was discharged but had to remain self-quarantined for three weeks. (He somehow parlayed his insurance payout into the computer upgrades and a new phone.)
Then after one normal chapter, he went missing again for another ten months or so.
This time it wasn't as bad; apparently he suddenly got a strenuous job that didn't allow him time to do anything else, and with the change in computer and phone (and the coincidental downtime the translation hosting site experienced at the same time) he was just out of contact. Of course, after a couple of normal chapters, both he and the translator went missing. Others filled in for a few chapters; then they were back, and it was apparently just that the translator had something else going on. Shortly afterwards, he said he'd be gone to his hometown for this past Eid al-Fitr, and then wasn't back for two months — because when he got back to his apartment, he was interrupted by an infestation of pythons. The apartment was damaged by firefighters and wildlife officials removing the 32 snakes, so he was put up in a crowded dorm for a month while renovations went on, and just didn't have space to work on anything.
To the best of my knowledge, his current absence of a couple of months is just because he's busier than he'd expected; he mentioned going back to school to start a Master's program — although at this point I would not be surprised to hear that it's actually because he was kidnapped by mole people.
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jarmes · 5 years
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Birdcage Chapter IV
Masterpost -  Previous Chapter - Next Chapter
Downswing, or: the wager that should not have been taken
Cross and Firebrand led us into the castle throne room, a large open hall filled with golden pillars and crystal chandeliers. Hanging from the walls were paintings of long-dead royals. A scarlet carpet led to a staircase at the end of the room. Atop the stairs sat a golden throne, and atop the throne sat his majesty, King Tasciovanus von Cieleta. We bowed as soon as we saw him.
The King was an old man, a descendant of a vampire slayer who save the Kingdom of Cieleta. He wore a white tunic and a maroon cape. A golden crown sat atop his head and a rapier hung at his side. And yet, he didn’t look intimidating. He was thin, his clothes hanging loose around his frail body. His hair had long since begun to fall out and wrinkles from years of worry covered his face. And his eyes, his eyes were empty.
“It is my honor to welcome you to this prestigious organization,” he wheezed. “For years, the Knights of Cieleta have protected my family and my people.”
He lifted himself from the throne and hobbled over to us, drawing his rapier and placing it on the woman with a mohawk’s shoulder. He asked for her name, asked her why she joined the Knights, and assigned her to Squad IV. He repeated this process with the other two recruits, placing both of them in Squad III. Then he came to me.
“What is your name?” he asked while placing his rapier on my shoulder.
“Ernest, your majesty,” I said. “Ernest James Zuckerman.”
“Zuckerman,” he repeated. “Why have you decided to become a knight, Zuckerman?”
“I want to be a hero, like my grandfather before me. I want to fight evil and protect the innocent. I want to give hope to the hopeless.”
A slight smile formed on his face. “I am happy to hear that, Ernest,” he said. “Now then, what should we do with you? Squads II and VIII are both in need of swordsman such as yourself.”
I attempted to hide my frown, but the King saw it anyway. “No, that wouldn’t be right, would it?” he said. “I think I’ll place you on Squad V.”
The king returned to his throne. “The fate of my kingdom is in your hands now,” he said.
After handing the other recruits over to their respective Captains, Cross took me to Squad V’s barracks, a room full of trunks and bunk beds built located in the palace gate. A dozen knights hung out around the room, chatting, sleeping, or playing card games with one another. Of the twelve knights, I knew only one: an archer by the name of MacDonald who sat alone in a bunk reading a book.
Cross cleared his throat and his men came to attention. “I’d like to introduce you to our newest recruit, Private Ernest Zuckerman,” he said. “He’ll be working with us for the foreseeable future.”
One of the Knights, a guy in his twenties with a scraggly beard wearing a red bandana, came up to me and offered his hand. “I’m Lieutenant Connors,” he said as I shook his hand. “I’m Calvin’s second in command.”
“I have a meeting I need to attend,” Cross said. “Connors, would you mind introducing Zuckerman to the others?”
“I’d be happy to, sir.”
Connors places his arm around my shoulder and led me through the barracks, pointing at people and calling out their names. “That’s Mathews, he’s our monster expert. Over there are Rayburn and Grant, they handle equipment. Carlisle and Hendorf are our resident mages, Kaplan’s our medic, and Marple, Mallory, Rizzo, Harper, MacDonald, and myself all handle combat. Got it?” he said in the span of five seconds.
I meekly nodded my head. “Great!” he said as he led me over to a card table covered in coins. “Up for a little card game?”
“What game?”
“Ever played Black Aces?”
I shook my head as he pulled a deck of playing cards out from under his bandana. Connors shuffled the cards and spread them facedown on the table. “Rules are simple,” he said. “We take turns drawing cards. The last card you draw determines how many your opponent draws during their next turn. Face cards are worth ten, and we go until one of us draws an ace.”
“What happens then?”
“That’s when things get interesting. If it’s an ace of hearts or diamonds, you win. If its an ace of spades or clubs, you lose.”
“So it’s just a game of luck?”
“Is that a problem? At the end of the day, life is nothing more than a game of luck. If I’m going to be fighting alongside you, I’d like to know if you’re lucky enough to be trusted.”
Connors grabbed a single card from the table and showed it to me. It was the three of clubs. “Draw three, Zuckerman.”
I pulled three cards from the table, the eight of spades, nine of clubs, and five of diamonds in that order. I breathed a sigh of relief. “Not bad,” Connors said as he drew another card.
Connors stared at it for a moment before placing it face up in front of me. “Ace of clubs,” he said. “Lucky you.”
A few of the other squad members cheered and patted me on the back. Some of them poked Connors in the ribs and made fun of him for losing to the new guy. Connors rolled his eyes. “Beginner’s luck,” he said. “I’ll bet anything he’d lose if we went again.”
“I don’t know about that, I’ve always been pretty lucky,” I said. “Why don’t we go again and see which of us is right?”
Connors raised an eyebrow before smiling. “Okay, but if we’re going to go again we should make it interesting and actually wager something,” he said while shoving all of the coins on the table into a neat pile. “When you came in, we were playing cards and I’d just earned a neat sum of money. If I pick up the next black ace, you can have all of the coins on the table. Of course, you’ll have to put up your own wager.”
“I don’t have anything valuable on me.”
“Sure you do. That armor’s covered in mud, but I can see that it’s made of some pretty nice metal.”
“This armor is a family heirloom, I can’t give it to you.”
“Then lend it to me. If you lose, you give me your armor for a week. That’s a fair wager, considering how much money I’ve got on the table. Besides, you’ve always been pretty lucky, right?”
Connors shuffled the deck and spread it back out on the table. I drew a single card, the king of clubs. “That means you draw ten, right?” I said with a smirk.
In an instant, Connors swiped ten cards from the table. He held them between his fingers, showing them off to the room. None of them were aces. “Draw two, Ernest,” he whispered.
I drew a three and an eight. Before I could say anything Connors grabbed his eight cards. He slammed them down on the table. No aces. The final card was a jack. I drew my ten cards, one at a time, my heart pounding in my chest. The other squad members had long since gone silent, entranced by the game. Finally, I drew my final card. It, like each of the cards that came before it, was not an ace.
Connors drew six card, I drew four cards, and Connors drew seven cards. Still, an ace did not appear. Four cards remained on the table. Each of which, by process of elimination, was an ace. “Would you look at that?” Connors said, a bead a sweat dripping down from his bandana. “You’ve actually been getting pretty lucky with your draws.”
“There are two red aces left and two black ones left. That means, regardless of what happens, this will determine who wins.”
I gulped and hovered my hand on one of the cards. Then Connors smiled. It happened in only a fraction of a second, but I saw it. A smile from someone who shouldn’t have known what was on the other side of the card. I moved my hand to the side and picked a different card.
It was the ace of spades. Connors let out a deep breath. “That was close, wasn't it?” he said while pushing the cards into a neat pile.
“Yeah, it was,” I muttered.
A few minutes later I found myself sitting on a blanket free bunk, shivering in my underwear while Connors tried on my armor. MacDonald was still on his bed, reading his book. He glanced at me and sighed before tossing me a blanket.
“Thank you,” I said.
“The chattering of your teeth was distracting,” he said before returning to his book.
I looked over at the other knights. They were testing my armor by hitting Connors in the chest with various weapons. “You know they were hazing you, right?” MacDonald said without moving his eyes from his book.
“What?”
“Black aces, it’s a game Connors uses to mess with new recruits. It isn’t the type of game you can actually win.”
“What do you mean?”
“Did you examine the deck before Connors shuffled it?”
“No.”
“If you did, you would have probably noticed something strange.”
“What?”
“The fact that there are two cards missing.”
I thought back to the second game. Specifically, I thought about the amount of cards that each of us had drawn. MacDonald was right, there had only been fifty cards instead of the standard fifty-two.
“The ace of hearts and ace of diamonds are missing from that deck,” MacDonald said. “Because of that fact, it is impossible for you to draw a winning card.”
“I could have still won if Connors grabbed one of the black aces.”
“Do you really think he would have done that?”
I thought back to the end of the game, at the slight smile Connors had made when I hovered over the cards. He knew which cards were black aces.
“He put a special mark on the black aces, small enough that you wouldn’t notice it if you weren’t looking for it,” MacDonald said. “That way, he can make sure he doesn’t eliminate himself when there’s money on the line. Plus, it allows him to fake a loss when he’s introducing the game to sucker you into playing.”
“So I was doomed from the start?”
“Don’t take it personally, Connors does it to all of the new recruits. If it makes you feel better, you came pretty close to messing up his plan. If you’d drawn one of the two cards that wasn’t an ace, you wouldn’t have won, but you would’ve made him own up to his bullshit. How’d you pull that off, anyway?”
“I got lucky,” I said while rubbing my head.
Captain Cross came back not long after. Glancing at me, he sighed. “I don’t even want to know,” he said.
“Do you have a mission for us, sir?” Connors asked.
“Yes, I do. According to the Temple, a large amount of monsters have appeared in the catacombs beneath the city. Squad V has been tasked with clearing them out. Unfortunately, I have meetings to attend all day, so we will be unable to head out until tomorrow morning.”
“We can handle it without you,” Connors said with a smile. “Besides, we’ve got the new guy to fill in for you.”
“I was hoping to give Ernest a few weeks of training before sending him out in the field.”
“I can handle it, sir,” I said while jumping to my feet. “I’ve been training for ten years. I’m more than ready.”
Cross glanced around the room. “Well, if you think you can handle this, I see no reason to stand in your way,” he said.
I borrowed a leather tunic from one of the other squad members and set out on my first mission. We left the palace and traveled through the streets of the Capital. It was a sunny day and the city was bustling with people working and walking about. We received smiles and waves as we passed through the crowds on our way to the Temple.
“There’re miles of tunnels beneath the city,” Connors said as we walked. “Natural caves, sewers, storm drains, military bunkers, burial crypts, that kind of thing. An interconnected maze of abandoned garbage beneath the city. With the exception of the passageway to the crypts in the Temple basement, all of it’s been closed off. The thing is, these tunnels are monster breeding grounds, so we have to go in and clean them out every once in a while.”
The Temple stood on the western side of the city. It was a beautiful old building, with marble pillars and stained glass covered spires. Seven stone statues stood in front of the church, effigies of the seven deities who created the world. A statue of the holy mother, the patron of Cieleta, stood taller than the others. I bowed my head and whispered a quick prayer as I walked past it.
Grandfather took me to the Temple throughout my youth. By the time I joined the Knights, I knew each of the clerics by name. The head priestess, Sister Nancy, was a close friend of my grandfather. She greeted me with a hug as soon as I entered the temple. “Congratulations on becoming a knight, Ernest. I’m so proud of you,” she said.
“Thank you, Sister Nancy,” I wheezed. “Would you mind hugging a little less tightly?”
Sister Nancy led us to the Temple’s basement, a dark room filled with old books. A large iron gate split the room in half. A staircase leading into the crypts sat on the other side of the gate. “Good luck,” Sister Nancy said as we descended into the catacombs.
I was put in charge of carrying the torch as we traveled through the catacombs. The dim glow of showed me an endless room filled with stone coffins. “The crypts can be a little scary for new recruits,” Connors said. “Don’t worry, the people in those boxes are going to stay dead. Probably.”
Connors led us to a small hole on one of the crypt’s walls. “This leads out of the crypts and into the catacombs proper,” he said.
As I passed through the hole, I finally saw the walls of the crypt. They were covered in skulls. I screamed and dropped the torch. “The walls!” I shouted. “They’re, they’re-”
“They’re covered in bones, we know,” Connors said. “Not an architecture choice I’m especially fond of, if I’m going to be honest.”
Connors reached down and grabbed the still lit torch. He leaned in and punched me in the stomach. “Don’t drop the torch again, okay?” he said.
I followed the others through the hole into a tunnel with a circular brick ceiling. A thirty-foot wide, fast flowing river ran through the tunnel, with eight-foot wide concrete walkways on either side. The tunnel stretched as far in both directions. “What is this place?” I asked.
“It’s an underground river the Knights converted into a storm drain,” Connors said.
A bat flew out of the darkness, charging at Connors. Without flinching, he drew a pair of playing cards from his bandana and threw them at the bat. The cards pierced the bat’s wings, sending it crashing down in front of him. Connors grabbed a hatchet from his belt and swung it on the bait, cutting off its head.
I leaned in and looked at the bat, and noticed that it had two pointy horns protruding from its head and a single red eye in the center of its forehead. A few seconds after Connors decapitated it, its body turned to dust. “That, new guy, is what we call a monster,” Connors said. “Keep your eyes open or they’ll get you.”
Connors held his arm out and the playing cards flew back to his hand. I heard a growling coming from farther down the tunnel. I held the torch in front of me and shined its light on a large wolf with glowing red eyes and tangled black fur. I drew my sword as the wolf jumped at me. Before I could strike it, an arrow flew by my head and hit the wolf in the eyes. It crashed down next to me and howled in pain. I stabbed it in the stomach and it turned to dust.
“You got one, new guy!” Connors said while patting me on the back.
I looked over my shoulder and saw MacDonald holding his bow. Without a word, he walked over to the dust pile, grabbed his arrow, and placed it back in his quiver. The squad continued through the tunnel, killing any monsters we came across.
About a mile from where we entered, we came across a side tunnel. We walked through it and came across a circular cistern, with pillars stretching to the ceiling and an ankle deep pool of water. Our feet created ripples that spread through the water. As we reached an archway on the other end the cistern, Connors raised his hand and signaled for us to stop.
We stopped, but the ripples kept traveling across the surface of the pool. In fact, the seemed to get stronger as time went on. That’s when I heard it, the deep thud of large feet stomping through the tunnel.
I turned around to see a fifteen-foot tall man with green skin, a large belly, and a mouth full of sharp teeth. It held a large club, the size of a tree trunk, in its oversized hand as it slowly walked towards us. “It’s an ogre,” someone whispered.
Connors walked forward. “Stand back, I’ve got this,” he said as he threw his hatchet.
The hatchet curved between the pillars and struck the ogre in the back of the head. Connors smiled. “Bullseye,” he said.
Those were the last words he ever spoke. The ogre, enraged, charged at us and swung its club down at Connors. The force of the blow sent him crashing through one of the stone pillars, landing in the pool of water. His bandana, knocked from his head, fluttered down into a pile of blood and playing cards.
I dropped the torch and ran.
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jksofficialwifey · 2 years
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All Too Well
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Just a quick angst drabble i wrote just bec- 🙂
Jungkook x Reader
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It was a nice day, you and Jungkook were cuddling on his couch, when the doorbell rang. He went to go see who was at the door, and to his ultimate surprise- it was his mom.
"Mom? What are you doing here?"
"Hi, baby. Can't i visit my baby boy anymore? I missed you."
He was truly shocked because she never visited him without notice. He was awfully unprepared.
More so, for his mom to meet you. He wasn't ready for that interaction yet.
He was frustrated and overreacting, he couldn't even tell you to hide until it was too late already. His mom already saw you.
"And who might this be? Is she your girlfriend? You never told me you had a girlfriend baby boy!" Jungkook's mom inquired, as she eyed you up and down judging you.
It took your boyfriend a minute to answer her questions, while you stood there pathetically- looking somewhere at the wall.
"What? She's- no one important mom. I mean- she's just here to clean up the place. She works for the cleaning services, she's not my girlfriend." Jungkook said and never looked at you, as your heart broke into tiny little pieces.
You couldn't believe the words he said. Was he truly ashamed of you? He couldn't even acknowledge you as his friend.
"Oh. Sorry my baby," she told Jungkook then she looked at you.
"Anyway, can you resume your job later hun? My son and I have to go somewhere right now."
"Um- sure ma'am." was all you could say. Too sad to even be angry.
"Baby boy, let's go! We'll have dinner with the Lee's, and guess who's gonna be there? Mina! I'm sure you'd love to see her. You were so enamored with her after all."
Jungkook followed his mom out the door, but paused for a second to glance at you- then never looked back.
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A/N: I'm sad cos our wifi's wire got cut and im on my period 💀 Jk's mom is meant to be cringy btw, JK is a mama's boy, and his mom likes to spoil him too. she calls him baby boy cos she's weird like dat lol.
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chezzywezzy · 3 years
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Yandere Brahms Heelshire (2/5)
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Word count ; 4.0k
Songs : Cries in Vain 
*Edited:3
Bring… Bring…
From beside me, the phone suddenly started up. Who’s calling this late in the evening? It was already eight p.m. I sighed, setting my bookmark in the almost completed sci-fi novel.
I rolled to the other side of the bed, accidentally squishing Brahms into me, and lifted up the old-fashioned device. “Hullo?” I greeted in annoyance.
“Oh my god, bitch.”
“Ryleigh? Oh my god! Thank god you called, there’s no signal or WIFI or anything out here so my cell phone doesn’t work!” I exclaimed, fully scrambling to the phone.
“Girl, I’ve been spamming you like crazy! And who the hell wouldn’t have WIFI these days, are you good?” she complained.
“I know right? Dude, this place is crazy, but in the tamest way possible - god, I really need to catch you up. Also, I love you and miss you dearly, you should definitely come the hell over here for vacay.”
“Woah, woah, unlike you, I’m a sane person who doesn’t bunk in a stranger’s house in a completely new country. But… I could be swayed. Anyways, tell me the tea.”
“Well, I’m doing a job for potential crazy people. I’m… babysitting a doll. I think they’re still grieving the death of their kid, because Brahms definitely existed at some point. But these people are super old.”
“Seriously? Makes sense they don’t have WIFI if they’re crazy old people.”
“Yep. Checks out. On the plus side, I’m babysitting a doll and I’m living in a house that’s the size of a castle. I’ve been in at least ten rooms, but there’s four floors, and if there’s about six rooms down each hallway… Hell, there could be up to fifty rooms. It’s insane, one of these days I gotta go exploring.”
“Fucking definitely. Maybe it’s one of those old houses that has secret passage ways in the closets,” she agreed.
“Mhm, exactly. And besides this, I’m really able to just… relax and work on myself. I’ve gotten back into jogging and eating healthy. I have so much time to do self-care. I used to describe myself as a people person, but it’s so great to be by myself t.b.h.”
“I get that. I know I usually don’t talk seriously, but I was worried. Especially with all the problems Jason caused. That guy’s psycho and your mental health was destroyed from that. I’m proud of you for making the right decision.”
“Thanks, babe. So, what’s been going on back home?”
“T.b.h., I should definitely take the same path you did. There’s still no work available in this town, and my part-time job won’t take me back,” Ryleigh fussed. “Oh, b.t.w, people are missing you. I keep telling friends you went abroad and they congratulated you. And were you serious about vacay-ing to England? ‘Cause I’m totally down for that.”
“You’re always welcome. I don’t know when they’re coming back, but in a mansion, it’ll be easy for you to sneak around once they come back.”
“If they’re so rich, there’s gotta be some hella good wine, right?” she inquired. “All rich snobs have that.”
“No, sorry, I tossed it all out. You know I’m trying to sober up. No beer, no wine, no coke - nothing,” I replied, sitting up and pulling Brahms to my chest.
“Aw, man. Oh - I forgot to tell you the most important part of the day, although I’m not sure you want to hear it,” she chuckled nervously.
“Oh, god. Spill.”
“Well, uh, the other day I had to call the police because a certain dickwad broke into my apartment,” she started.
“Oh my god. Oh, my god. I’m so, so sorry —“
“Girl! No! Shut the fuck up, no. Anyways, let me continue. After a thorough investigation of my house, I don’t think he found what he was looking for. And he definitely had at least a few days in prison - that is, if his rich bitch parents don’t bail him out again.”
“Holy shit. Ryleigh, I’m sorry he’s harassing you again,” I apologized, trying to hold in the tears.
“No way are you apologizing. This isn’t your fault. At all. Jason’s insane. He’s a bad person. You don’t deserve this and neither do I, but eventually he’ll let up. And besides, he can’t find you and I’m definitely gonna kick his ass the next time he shows his face.”
“That town ain’t big enough for the both of you, huh?” I giggled, already sufficiently comforted by my best friend.
“Exactly! See, you get it. Hey, do you have a pen?”
“Yeah,” I said, reaching over and tearing a piece of a page out. Sorry, book.
“My number is - ***-****-****.”
“Okay, thanks. I’ll call you tomorrow night, aight? You called me right as I was winding down for the night.”
“You’re kidding! Isn’t it only eight or something?”
“Yeah, I know, but I’ve really managed my sleep schedule the past few days.”
“I applaud you for your efforts. Call me in the morning for you because no way in hell am I waking up this early again. Like, I love you, but mornings are ew.”
“Got it. But won’t you already be drunk by five?”
“Ha-ha. Very funny. Love you, bye bitch.”
“Bye bitch, love you too.”
I hung up and set the phone down. If there was anything I missed currently other than the occasional urge was my best friend. But it was worrisome. Hopefully… No, Jason wasn’t going to find me. Things were fine.
“And, on this note, Brahms, I’m hella tired, my tiny porcelain dude. Time to hit the hay while my stalker is potentially on the way.”
~~~
Make the bed, check. Brush my teeth, check. Kiss the cute doll good morning, check. So, having completed my morning rituals, I picked up Brahms and opened my bedroom door. Why I felt the need to close it in the first place, I had no clue.
I opened the door, but I was surprised when a paper fluttered across the floor. “Huh?” I crouched down, picking up the yellow sheet. My heart raced as I recognized the cursive writing —
Brahms’ rule sheet.
I gulped and decided to observe my surroundings. Brahms’ room was across from mine. The door was wide open. There must’ve been a consistent draft last night… Yes, that made sense.
I grabbed the paper and balled it up in my fists. That paper seriously pissed me off for giving me such a fright. I tossed it into the room and shut the door.
“Man, Brahms, that scared the hell out of me. For a second, I lived in a world where you were haunted,” I tittered. “Anyways - time to fix the trauma with some toast.”
I evacuated the hallway and raced to the kitchen. I was in my yoga pants and crop top, as I was probably going to go for a run soon. Nothing was more refreshing than being covered head to toe in sweat and barely being able to walk, you know?
So, I spent my morning productively. I finished showering just around lunch time and went to the kitchen, where I’d left Brahms sitting in one of the high seats. I should make a tuna Sala sandwich for lunch —
“Ah, Miss Y/n, I was wondering where you were!”
I screamed when, upon entering the kitchen, Malcolm made an appearance. The kitchen was probably stocked up, but for the second time, the man had scared the hell out of me - and it was unwelcome after the incident that morning.
“Malcolm! We’ve got to stop meeting like this,” I exclaimed, glaring playfully when he keeled over laughing.
“And you’ve got to be more on guard, Miss Y/n,” he managed out. “I do make my rounds every weekend, after all.”
I huffed. “Touche.” I leaned against the counter. “Sticking around for lunch? I do make a mean sandwich.”
“Well, not to be a free-loader, but I figured you could use some company. Plus, I’m sure you have a lot of questions, since I know the… doll situation is odd,” he accepted.
I got to work, taking out a bowl and the necessary ingredients. “Well, it’s not really any of my business. All I needed to know is that Brahms is a great teddy bear.”
“Really now?” he snickered. “The doll tends to creep me out, but to each their own.”
“I like dolls. I know people usually think that because they’re human-like they’re creepy, but I find comfort in a mini-human friend,” I giggled. I dumped tuna, cheese, and mayonnaise into the bowl, stirring. “How’s your week been?”
“As good as any. If you couldn’t tell, except for this part of my job, working at a store’s pretty boring. This is the most interesting part of my week - not to mention, I’m talking to a pretty girl.”
“Smooth,” I tutted, poking his chest teasingly. Malcolm was a fairly attractive man, I acknowledged that. But I wasn’t planning to make any moves until I thoroughly got to know him. I felt too hollow from all the friends with benefits I had, and not to mention my experience with Jason. So this time, I wanted to enter a real, good, serious relationship. “Can you get out some bread and plates? We can boil some vegetables, if you’d like.”
“Only sandwiches for now.” He did as asked, so I spread the mixture on some bread and formed the sandwiches. I finished my work with a satisfied sigh, quick to take a bite. “My my, manners, we should sit down first.”
I couldn’t help but laugh. “God, that’s such a British thing to say. ‘My my! Manners!’” I imitated.
He shook his head with a grin. “You’re in a country full of us, so watch it, lady.”
“How intimidating. Anyways, aren’t my sandwiches incredible? I’d make a great housewife,” I bragged, digging into the food as I sat at the dining table.
“Don’t quite be so full of yourself, I have yet to see evidence that you can take care of Brahms, a doll,” he teased. “But yes, it’s delectable.”
“Hey now, I said ‘wife,’ not mom,” I defended with a pout. “Besides, that’s a little sexist. Maybe I don’t want kids.”
“O - Oh, I’m sorry, it wasn’t my intention —“
“Calm your tits lover boy, I was just joshing you,” I reassured. “How can I not when you’ve got such a ‘delectable’ accent?”
We finished our sandwiches, and I noted that the house probably needed some general repairs, as I heard distant creeks all over the house. I collected his plates after a polite back-and-forth about doing the dishes.
“Are you planning to stick around or do you have work?” I asked, stacking the plates.
“Well, aside from the delivering groceries and eating your lunch, I was planning to ask you out. I figured you’ve been cooped up in the house enough that maybe you’d be interested in watching a movie?”
I bit my lip. A movie. Not the pub, not a club, and not a bar. What could go wrong? Malcolm was nice and I could use the excursion. “Sure, yeah. No pressure, but it’s solely depending on you for me to have a good time,” I said with a wink while heading into the kitchen.
“Well, m’lady, I’ll try not to disappoint. I’ll pick you up at six-thirty.”
~~~
I stared at my suitcase, comparing my options. It was technically a date, so wouldn’t it be good to wear a dress? But we were still just going to see a movie, and it’s not like it was formal… I bit my lip and stared at the doll. Smiling mockingly, I held up an outfit of jeans and a t-shirt and the dress.
“Well, Brahmsy? What do ya think?” I took a second, eyes switching between the two outfits. “You’re right, jeans and shirt makes me look hot.” I laughed jovially, tossing the dress onto the bed and disappearing into the bathroom.
Long story short, I had a shower. A nice, comfortable shower. Once I hopped out, I almost had a heart attack when I saw the bathroom door cracked open. Ever since the paper accident, I’d been paranoid like an idiot. I was about to get dressed she I heard a loud thud from the hallway.
“Malcolm?” I called, but there was no reply.
I wasted no time pulling on my clothes before investigating, because if I’d learned anything from horror movies, it was that dying in a towel was embarrassing.
I wrapped my hair up in the towel and sighed when another knock sounded in the hallway. “Malcolm, just give me a moment!” I shouted. I paused when I saw the bedroom door slightly cracked.
I didn’t leave the door open.
No, no, Malcolm must’ve arrived. I sighed and tossed the towel on the bed instead. I didn’t want to keep him waiting. Out of habit, I waved to the doll as I exited, having grabbed my purse.
Wait, where was my dress? God, I was such a klutz, did I take it into the bathroom? Whatever.
A creak came from the hallway. Oh. I bet Malcolm was trying to scare me. To keep the joke running, right? I clutched my purse to my side, rolling my eyes as I entered into the dimly lit hallway.
“Ha-ha, very funny, Malcolm —"
I wildly investigated my surroundings. There was no Malcolm. Was I just hearing things? I knew he had a sense of humor, but the man would never dedicate to the bit this thoroughly.
No, I knew what I heard —
Why was the room door open? Okay, I was scared. I let out a squeak and went to retrieve my little inanimate buddy. Cradling the doll in my arms, I was able to gather enough confidence to investigate further.
“Well, Brahms, looks like we’ve got a potential home invader,” I whispered. Other than being my emotional support, Brahms was a weapon; and no way in hell was I hallucinating what I heard. Someone was in the house with me.
I entered Brahms’ bedroom. I steeled myself. My eyes surveyed two potential hiding spots. Under the bed and in the closet. I stepped into the room, taking one glance around. Anxiety took over. Nope, nope, nope, I wasn’t equipped with a proper weapon. Time to escape this house.
But then something caught my eye. I couldn’t help it as my feet automatically trudged over to the bedside table. Brahms’ rules. I reached out, lifting the paper. Was that heart always scribbled on the paper? Was I simply overreacting, and it was a copy that’d always been there?
I squinted my eyes.
Oh.
Oh, no.
The paper was crumpled. No, not crumpled, un-crumpled.
This was the paper I’d thrown.
As if on cue, the bedroom door slammed shut. A scream tore at my throat, ready to dart into the corner, but I had been locked in. My brain went on autopilot and, tossing Brahms onto the bed, I rushed over to the door. I jiggled the knob in vain.
“Help! Please! Take what you want and leave!” I screamed desperately. Tears were streaming down my cheeks. I couldn’t see. The world was spinning around me.
I was trapped. There was someone in the house. I was in danger. Malcolm. I needed to get out, Malcolm would save me. Don’t lose your head, Y/n.
I stumbled back and fell onto the bed. Focus. Focus, Y/n. “Ceiling,” I choked out. “Ceiling, lightbulb. Lightbulb.” I felt around the bed, grasping and pulling the sheets until I felt the doll’s hands. “Doll. Brahms. Brahms. Doll. Ceiling. Lightbulb. Bed. Brahms. Brahms.” I held the porcelain child in my arms, rocking it. “It’s okay, Brahms. You’re okay. I’m… okay… Breathe, Y/n…”
I forced my eyes shut. I focused. Come on, Y/n, nothing would be solved by panicking. You were strong. You had to be. Whoever was in the house clearly wasn’t trying to hurt you. They were just trying to rob the house. That’s why they locked you in. Yes, that’s why I was locked in.
I opened my eyes and pushed Brahms off. I could do it. I sat up, getting right to work. I could try to break the window. “Brahms, keep watch,” I announced, determination in my tone. I went over to the dresser, grabbing the old toys and hurling the against the window. Every single one bounced right off, clattering on the ground. But, cracks were beginning to form, and that motivated me.
The window was small. And I was on the second story. I knew the glass would cut me, and the fall would hurt. But I had to get out. I would get out. And that’s when the miracle worker ended up right in my hands. A paper weight made of stone. I stood right in front of the window and hurled the rock at top speed.
The glass shattered. But the wood barricade was still intact. So, I raised my foot kicked clean through. Pain shot through my body as the glass cut through my jeans and stabbed into my leg.
I began pushing it out further, and every time I lost balance, it cut deeper. However, I kept pushing. Even with blood pooling at my feet. I kept pushing.
I let out a gasp of relief when it shot through. I stabilized myself. I thought things were going swimmingly, but I suddenly heard footsteps racing towards the door. Oh no. I had to move fast.
The knob was being turned. Come on, Y/n, move. I pushed the other half of my body through the window. The glass tore at my chest, my waist, everywhere. Blood and sweat was mixing together.
The door suddenly slammed open. The footsteps were approaching. With one last push, I sent myself hurling out the window, not without the twist of my foot on the way down.
I screamed.
My vocal cords were fried the whole way down. I didn’t have enough strength to coordinate my limbs, to protect my head, as I fell. All I could do was flip my body over mid-air.
“Malcolm!” I screeched.
The final thing I saw was a looming figure with short, dark hair from the second floor. And then things went black.
~~~
Laughter. Laughter was coming from the living room. My feet automatically moved towards the sound. One of the laughs, I knew like the back of my hand. But the other was unfamiliar, a high-pitched, bell-toned giggling from a woman.
Before my eyes could behold the scene, I could already smell the smoke. I entered the living room to confirm, that indeed, Jason was on the couch with a woman, smoking. They had been engrossed in a conversation, but paused when I entered the room.
“Hey sweet cheeks,” the woman grinned, winking. She was leaning on the couch, facing my boyfriend.
“Hi, who are you?” I inquired carefully. Jason had already scolded me for losing my shit last time I found strangers in the apartment. He said I was emotionally out of control. That I didn’t know how to think straight because I was jealous and insecure. So, I bit back a bitchy tone. I didn’t make assumptions.
Jason waved his hand, the smoke trailing. “Vanessa. My coworker.” He was staring intently at me. He was waiting for me to ask questions. To get upset. To make assumptions.
I wasn’t going to. Not now. I wasn’t going to… be that way. The way he said I acted. I should just focus on fixing my hangover. I could trust him. He was just trying to get a reaction. Vanessa was just a coworker.
I walked past them. Suddenly, the lights flickered. I paused. The lights flickered again, but this time, they flashed read. They kept flashing. My vision was getting blurry. I stumbled back.
The scene around me changed. I was in an empty hallway. The walls were metal. I was walking backwards, even though I was supposed to fall. I felt like I was falling.
A figure. His figure approached. With each flash, he was closer. In the cascade of red light, I saw his expression. The same expression he had when he was angry. Furrowed brows, a ferocious glare. But he always had a smirk. Not a grimace, a smirk. As if he enjoyed it when he was angry at me.
And then he was in front of me. And I fell. Back onto the metal, even if it felt like a fluffy cushion. I couldn’t feel anything. I was petrified as he loomed over me. He was a predator stalking his prey. The shadows swallowed his face, but I saw his eyes. His eyes filled to the brim with sexual intent.
I couldn’t breathe. My face was forced to the side by a slap. The slap echoed the hall. My ears were ringing. I couldn’t breathe. There was beeping in my head. I couldn’t breathe. The beeping was so loud, I couldn’t see. I couldn’t breathe.
I gasped and shot up, being met with an instant surge of pain through my body. Tears immediately sprung to my eyes when I felt restraints on my arms. My vision blurred and I struggled against the restraints.
Hands grabbed my body. They grabbed my arms, pushing me onto the bed. The light was dim and a person towered over me. It was him. It was him. It was him —
“Y/n, calm down, you’re safe!”
I froze upon recognizing the British accent. Malcolm. Malcolm…
I clasped his hands and intertwined my fingers with his desperately. Malcolm was here, so things were safe now. I blinked and breathed. In and out. In and out. In and out.
“Malcolm,” I whispered tediously.
I became ruefully aware that I was shaking. I took in my surroundings. The pale-tiled ceiling. The beeping from a heart rate machine, of which had spiked. The rails of a hospital bed. My leg in a cast. And best of all, Malcolm, peering down at me with nothing evil in his eyes, only concern and care.
My lips trembled and I tried not to cry again. I already embarrassed myself enough. I let go of one of his hands, clutching his other closer.
“Y/n, what happened? I drove up to the house and heard you screaming, next thing you know I found a shattered window and you. I was scared to death,” he started shakily.
“I love your accent,” I rambled. “Your accent - the best. That accent is phenomenal. I - I… There was an intruder. I was taking a shower, and then, and then, I heard something in the other room, so I checked, then I was locked in, and then, I - I needed to escape, so I tried to leave through the window, but I had to be quick because the person came in, and then I… I fell. But! But I saw him, her, whoever. They watched me as I fell. I swear it, Malcolm, someone was trying to hurt me.”
He clasped my shoulder and massaged it slightly. It calmed my nerved. “I believe you. I’ll send the police right over to investigate, okay? But you’re okay now, you just need to rest.”
I shut my eyes. “…But what if that person goes back?”
“The police will deal with it. Just rest. I’ll be right here.”
“Wh… what happened to me?”
“You have an almost broken leg and the glass cut you pretty hard. The doctors said you lucked out, since there’s no head trauma and no permanent damage,” Malcolm explained slowly.
“Oh… I’m sorry you have to deal with this, Malc —“
“Don’t apologize. Although this isn’t exactly how I thought the first date would go, the hospital is a little romantic, don’t you agree?”
I couldn’t help but grin. “Didn’t think you were a sadist.”
“Only when it suits me, my dear.”
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Perspective From Another Timeline
Thanks to my betas @steelblaidd and Izzybusy!
I ADORE @buggachat new Bakery Enemies AU. This idea just kept on swirling through my head, I had to write it! This is set between parts 13 and 14, so after Adrien meets Alya and Nino but before Marinette starts sympathizing with him. AO3
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“You okay?”
Alya shook her head, trying to clear it. “I’ll be fine. I’ve weathered worse than that - we both have.”
Nino grinned at her. “True that.”
Alya smiled at him fondly, remembering Heroes Day. It was a bittersweet memory, with her having been turned against Nino and them both being akumatized. 
But they had fought to protect each other as best they could. She’d seen Prime Queen’s footage, how Carapace had struggled to get her to fight against Dark Cupid’s magic, how he’d only given into despair after she’d given into akumatization. 
“What did that blast do to us?” Nino wondered. “Everyone else the akuma blasted just disappeared. Why’re we still here?”
Alya’s brow furrowed. “I dunno… hold on, let me check to see whether any new info on the akuma’s been uploaded.”
Pulling out her phone, she tapped on the Akuma News Alert app.
An error message popped up, telling her that she had no internet connection.
Puzzled, Alya checked her phone’s other settings. 
No wifi - no wifi even recognized, much less connectable - no cell service, no connection to the outside world at all.
She glanced over at Nino. “Hey, you got any signal?”
Taking out his own phone, he quickly checked his connection. He shook his head. “Not a single bar.”
Frowning, Alya looked around. “Maybe all the cell towers were taken out?”
Everything looked intact though, no sign of any destruction at all.
Something else caught Alya’s eye. “Hey Nino, what time should it be?”
Nino blinked. “Well I mean lunch just started so it should be a little past noon-”
He glanced around, noticing the long shadows and the pinkish-orange of the evening sky.
“-which it clearly is not anymore,” he concluded.
Great. “Guess Ladybug and Chat Noir must’ve taken a while to defeat the akuma,” she said, putting her phone away. “Hopefully my parents aren’t too worried. They like me to text them just after an akuma attack, but right now…?” she gestured to her pocket.
“My folks aren’t as worried,” Nino said. “But they still expect me back home before the sun goes down. They’ll be getting nervous soon.”
Alya let out a small sigh. “So much for playing Super Penguino together.”
“Hmmm…” Nino’s eyes gleamed. “You know… it’s not night just yet. And I’m sure my parents would understand if I was a few minutes late because I grabbed a bite to eat.”
Grabbed a bite to eat? What was Nino hinting at…?
Alya looked around at their location more closely.
Wait… that blast seemed to have carried them to that one park, the one near-
Alya grinned. “I think my parents will forgive me for not calling in if I bring them fresh-baked treats from the best bakery in Paris.”
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*ring ring*
The scent of freshly baked bread wafted through the store. 
Instantly Alya felt her shoulders loosen up, releasing tension she didn’t even know she’d had. There was just something so warm and comforting about the bakery.
Of course, a lot of that was due to the people running it. Good luck finding more friendly, caring people than Marinette’s parents. Sabine often checked up on anyone who seemed to be struggling or upset (and ready to protect them if they were - Alya had seen the video of the time a TV crew decided to invade Marinette’s privacy), and Tom was basically a giant teddy bear in human form.
But neither of them were manning the counter today.
Instead a young woman stared back at them.
A very familiar-looking young woman. 
“Marinette?” Alya asked cautiously.
The woman stared at her for a minute. “Alya?” she finally asked. “What happened to you?” She paled. “Did a new supervillain attack? Is that why you and Nino are younger?”
Huh. Weirdly scared reaction from Marinette. They’d all gotten used to supervillains by now. She’d expect an older Marinette to take them in stride even more than the current Marinette.
Hm… an older Marinette, a different time of day, and Marinette not seeming to know about the latest akuma attack? 
“Marinette… what year is it?” 
Marinette blinked for a moment. Her eyes widened.
Seemed Marinette understood what she was getting at.
She told Alya the date.
Her hunch was right. “We’re in the future,” Alya breathed.
A wicked grin slowly spread over her face. 
Five years was a long time. A lot of things could have happened. A lot of information could’ve come to light.
Like Hawkmoth’s identity.
Or more information on the Miraculous.
But most importantly right now-
She leaned in close to Marinette, making sure to keep her voice down, just in case someone else was around in the back. “So did you ever get together with a certain blond-haired, green-eyed model?”
“Uh… what?” Marinette asked, looking puzzled.
Alya snapped her fingers. “Adrien. Did you and Adrien finally get together? Ooooh, if you did you’ve GOTTA tell me how the confession went! Or, no, wait, don’t tell me, I want to get the deets at the time. Just let me know how long I’ve got to wait, girl!”
Marinette just stared at her, slack-jawed. “Adrien… like ADRIEN AGRESTE?!” she said, her volume rising with every word.
Alya’s eyebrows flew up. “Um… yes…?”
She’d thought that Marinette would be glowing about finally getting together with her crush, or dejected about still not being able to spit out what she wanted to say to him, downcast over him rejecting her, or maybe even infuriated because he mistreated her and they subsequently broke up.
(The last one was VERY unlikely though. After the Felix debacle, she’d learned to have a bit more faith in Adrien’s good nature.)
Shock at the concept of dating him? Not something she’d anticipated.
Footsteps echoed from behind Marinette.
So one of Marinette’s parents must’ve been in the back-
Adrien popped his head around the corner.
Seemed both he AND Marinette had aged well. 
Not that Adrien looked all that different. Taller, definitely, maybe with slightly messier hair and… were those earrings? They looked good on him.
“Hey dude!” Nino waved at his best friend. “What’s up?”
“Uh…” Adrien said, scratching the back of his neck.
“WOW those outfits really take the years off, huh?” Marinette said loudly, shoving them out the door. “Make you look smaller than usual. Well we better go talk about plans later okaybye-”
She promptly slammed the door behind them, physically pushing them away from the bakery.
After Marinette had dragged them a good distance away, Alya finally got over her shock, turning around and glaring at her. “What was that about?!” she asked Marinette indignantly, hands on her hips. “You know me, I wasn’t going to spill anything to him. That’s why I was talking so quietly! Why’d you have to do that?!”
Nino frowned, seeming more concerned than annoyed. “Adrien looked really hurt by that. Not cool.”
“There’s nothing to spill!” Marinette protested, gesticulating wildly. “I only met him for the first time two days ago!”
*record scratch*
Two-
Two DAYS ago?!
Ok, hold up.
“Adrien joined our collège class the day after I did! He sits in front of you in class! What’re you TALKING about?!”
“Uh… no…?” Marinette tilted her head to the side, befuddled. “I think I would remember that, even if it was a few years back.” 
Alya let out a bark of laughter. “Yeah, no kidding. He would be uh, difficult for you to forget. Heck, even if your memory was erased, you’ve got so much stuff revolving around him, I couldn’t see that lasting long.”
Marinette blushed. “Why do you think I have a crush on him?! He’s HAWKMOTH’S SON!”
“WHAT?!” Alya and Nino yelled in unison.
“Ladybug and Chat Noir defeated Hawkmoth a couple years ago,” Marinette explained, pulling out her phone.
A moment later she held it up, showing a blog post from the Ladyblog.
Oooh, that’s a nice graphical design. I’ll have to look into updating my site, Alya thought.
Turning her attention to the picture, she squinted. “Hey, can you enlarge the photo?” She asked.
Marinette complied, enlarging it and turning her phone sideways, letting it fill the entire screen. 
Gabriel Agreste being led away in handcuffs by the police, with Ladybug and Chat Noir in the background. Ladybug looked satisfied, with maybe a twinge of melancholy, but Chat Noir…
He stared vacantly ahead, seemingly not focused on anyone or anything, a smile on his face - but the most forced one she’d ever seen.
“What’s wrong with Chat Noir?” 
Marinette frowned, looking troubled. “I don’t know. He seemed really, really upset when Hawkmoth was defeated. It was a tough battle, bad enough that neither of them have returned since, but that doesn’t explain why-”
She trailed off, lost in thought. 
A moment later she looked up, meeting Alya’s eyes.
Immediately she waved her hands around, trying to ward off… something. “I- I mean, that’s what I read on the Ladyblog and what I could piece together from video footage, it’s not like I was there, NOPE. I was huddled in my room the entire time. Not like I have any insight into what Chat Noir was acting like during the battle, not beyond what any other civilian would know! That would be ridiculous, utterly ridiculous!” she let out a few forced guffaws.
Alya’s eyebrows flew up.
O...Kay…?
Maybe Marinette had been following Ladybug and Chat Noir during the final battle and hadn’t wanted anyone to know? She’d wondered whether Marinette might have a thing for Chat Noir, but her crush on Adrien dwarfed any feelings she might have had for him. Plus it’s not like Marinette would actually know Chat Noir, unlike Adrien.
Thinking about Adrien…
“He must’ve been devastated,” she murmured. Marinette looked at her questioningly. “Adrien, I mean,” Alya clarified. “Having your father turn out to be a terrorist? I can’t even imagine.”
Marinette buried her face in her hands. “Not you TOO,” she said, her voice muffled.
Nino slowly started edging his way behind Marinette.
“What’s your problem with Adrien?” Alya asked. “Did he do something?”
Marinette glanced away. “Not… exactly… I just… I’m afraid that it might all be an act. That he might’ve been helping Hawkmoth secretly, and… and even if he wasn’t before, that he might just be biding his time, waiting until he figures out who Ladybug and Chat Noir and then BAM!” she slammed her fist down on her other hand. “He takes them out, steals all the Miraculous, frees his father and rules Paris FOREVER!”
Alya reached out towards Marinette tentatively. She collapsed into Alya’s arms. 
Hugging her tightly, she sang a soft nonsense song, rubbing small circles in Marinette’s back. 
She’d done this a few other times since she’d met Marinette, though she’d never thought she’d do it underneath these circumstances.
Whatever these circumstances actually were.
Did everyone have amnesia or…?
“Do you have any big memory gaps?” Alya asked once Marinette’s breathing had calmed down. “Especially from five years ago?” 
Marinette shook her head. 
She’d shelve that theory for now then. More likely it was…
“An alternate timeline, huh?” Alya said.
Marinette looked up at her questioningly.
“That’s what I think this is,” Alya explained. “I WAS thinking that maybe there’d been some sort of mass amnesia, but if you don’t have any memory gaps - and trust me girl, with how involved you were with Adrien, there WOULD be memory gaps - that seems unlikely. I’m betting this is some sort of alternate universe, one where Adrien never got to go to school.”
“I still don’t get why you think there’s something between me and Adrien!” Marinette said. “I mean sure, he’s pretty, but did I really fall for him just for that?” 
Alya shook her head. “Actually, you hated him at first. Chloe’d been bragging about how he was her friend, and with that on top of you catching him trying to remove the gum Chloe’d planted on your seat and mistaking it for him PLANTING the gum… well… both of us just assumed he was a spoiled rich bully, just like Chloe. Luckily that turned out not to be the case.”
“How’d that misunderstanding get cleared up?” Marinette asked. “And how did your Marinette jump from that to crushing on him?”
Alya grinned. Marinette had ranted about this moment to her SO. MANY. TIMES.
“School let out later that day. It was raining and Marinette had forgotten her umbrella, so she hung back a moment, long enough for Adrien to approach her. At first she looked away from him, not wanting to acknowledge his greeting. But then he told you - told her I mean - that he hadn’t done it, promised that he’d just been trying to take it off with such sincerity that she had no choice but to believe it. He opened up to her, even though she’d been shunning him just moments ago. And finally he gave her his umbrella, just because he could. Because it was the kind thing to do. She’s been a goner ever since.”
The Marinette in her arms looked away. “I can see why she might have developed a crush on him. But I still dunno whether I trust him.”
“I don’t know whether I have anything that could convince you on that,” Alya admitted, “especially since this is probably a different timeline, and for all I know he could be evil here. Just make sure that you’re judging him on his own merits, okay? Not who he’s associated with. Not his fault he has so many crappy people in his life.”
“I’ll… take it under consideration,” Marinette said reluctantly. 
Marinette looked from side to side. “Where’d Nino go?”
“Oh, he snuck back into the bakery several minutes ago.”
“WHAT?!”
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Nino opened the door to the bakery, letting out a small sigh of relief. He really wanted to check in on his best friend, and judging by Marinette’s behavior, she wasn’t exactly keen on him or Alya chatting with Adrien.
Thinking back on what he’d just heard, he frowned. 
He wished he could say that he’d never have suspected that Gabriel was Hawkmoth.
That he didn’t think Adrien’s old man could ever be capable of such evil.
But he knew better.
The guy threatened to withdraw Adrien from school and isolate him from everyone else at the drop of a hat, paid little attention to his son when he was at home, and was a very negative influence on his life in general. He might have been grieving, but… so was Adrien. He needed the only parent he had left.
And instead Gabriel had chosen to respond by becoming a supervillain and terrorizing Paris, endangering his own son in the process.
He really wished he’d gotten to hit Hawkmoth with his turtle shield more. At least he got to relish the smack he got in.
“You’re back!” 
Nino looked towards the voice.
Adrien walked closer to him, a tentative grin on his face. “I didn’t think you’d return so soon!”
“I had to come back to talk to my best friend,” Nino said.
“Best friend?” Adrien asked, blank-faced.
Oh, right. According to Marinette, Adrien hadn’t joined their class. She hadn’t even met Adrien until recently. 
Had some sort of memory-wiping akuma attacked? Wouldn’t have been the first time. 
“Do you know who I am?” Nino asked, pointing at himself.
Adrien rubbed the back of his neck. “Uh… well I know you’re friends with the Ladyblogger and Marinette, and… sorry, that’s it.”
He looked really apologetic, like a dog who’d ripped up a bunch of toilet paper and acted guilty about it once caught.
Hm. If it had been a memory-erasing akuma, maybe he could jog Adrien’s memory…?
And even if it wasn’t, he wanted to let Adrien know that someplace, somewhere, people cared about him. If Marinette’s reaction to him was any indication, he’d need that reassurance. Being looked at with suspicion, having people run from you just because of who your dad was, thinking that you might’ve been involved in his crimes… he couldn’t imagine.
“You joined our class the day after Hawkmoth first attacked,” Nino told him, pulling out his phone.
Adrien shook his head, looking confused. “Uh… no? I wanted to, I REALLY wanted to go to school, but Father-”
He cut himself off, looking away.
“Marinette said the same thing,” Nino told him. “That you hadn’t enrolled in our class, that she’d only met you recently. I don't know what that’s about, whether everyone’s memories were wiped, or an akuma messed with the past, or what.”
Come on, come on, where was it- ah!
He clicked on a photo, one taken a few months ago, holding his phone up so his friend could get a better look.
Adrien squinted for a moment. His eyes widened. “That’s-!”
Nino nodded. “Our class photo. The official one, anyway.” He chuckled. “I liked our unofficial ones better.” Swiping to the side, he showed the new ones the class had taken at the park. 
Adrien’s jaw dropped more with every new photo. He let out an involuntary bark of laughter at the one of himself, Nino, Kim, and Juleka posing. “I- I always wanted to mess around like that at photoshoots,” Adrien said. His voice trembled slightly. “But I wouldn’t be able to get away with it. And that’s mostly fun when you can share it with friends, at least share the picture, and I- I couldn’t. Chloe wouldn’t have appreciated it, and L-”
He cut himself off, shaking his head.
“Luka?” Nino asked. 
He didn’t know why Adrien would know Luka and not anybody else, but he seemed the most likely option.
“Uh…” Adrien scratched the back of his neck, looking away.
Hm, he’d have to see if he had- ah!
“You played in Kitty Section too, with Luka, Rose, Ivan, and Juleka.” Nino explained, clicking on the video. 
Adrien’s hands shook as Nino handed him the phone, watching the mini-concert.
“I- I was allowed to- I got to-” Adrien’s voice quavered. 
“Not at first.” Nino grimaced, remembering how bummed Adrien had sounded when he called him. “Your old man said that Agrestes were soloists, and that we were all bad influences.”
“HE was the bad influence,” Adrien said. A current of anger, of venom ran through his voice that Nino had never heard before. 
“Well I already knew that, even before finding out he was Hawkmoth,” Nino said, making a face. “Dude needed to chill out.”
Adrien snorted. “If he had any ‘chill’ he wouldn’t have decided that becoming a supervillain was the best way to heal my mother.”
Oh.
So THAT was why Gabriel had done it.
He’d just thought it was standard ‘I’m an asshole and want to rule the world while being a jackass to everyone in my life’ behavior.
(He still wasn’t going to rule out that being a factor.)
Nino put a hand on Adrien’s shoulder sympathetically. “At least he’s gone now and you’re free, right?”
“Right,” Adrien said. He didn’t meet Nino’s eyes.
“Not you TOO,” Marinette had said, burying her face in her hands.
As if she found it exasperating that Alya sympathized with Adrien. As if she had expected differently. 
Those worries she’d voiced as Nino had been tiptoeing away, about Adrien helping Hawkmoth, about him lying in wait, biding his time… Marinette probably wasn’t the only one to have that concern. And with Adrien’s face being as well-known as it was...
“You AREN’T free, are you?” Nino asked, eyes wide.
Adrien sighed. “I was as surprised as everyone else when I found out who Hawkmoth was. That someone who’s caused that much harm, that much trauma to this city, lived in my own house.” He clenched his fists, digging into his jean’s fabric. “I could barely believe it… no… I didn’t WANT to believe it.”
He took a deep breath, steadying himself. “I- I only remember snippets from right after his arrest. The police chief talking to me. Riding back to the station. It’s all a blur. Everything felt like I was processing it underwater. It was all so blurry and muffled. Even- even then, though, I could feel everyone’s accusing stares.” “I understand why, don’t get me wrong,” he cut in hurriedly. “Who wouldn’t be suspicious of the son of the terrorist who’s been making everyone’s life miserable for the past four years?” Adrien almost panted with exertion, his eyes wild. “And- and it was happening in my own house! Underneath my nose! I should have KNOWN! I could’ve stopped this!” 
Reaching out, Nino pulled his friend into a hug. 
Adrien stiffened for a moment, before melting into his embrace.
“It’s his fault, not yours,” Nino murmured. “Remember that, dude. He was the adult. He was your parent. Your ONLY remaining parent. I’ve met the guy. And I’ve heard you talk about what he’s like. If you had investigated more?” Nino shuddered, thinking about the disproportionate punishments the bastard had enacted. “And knowing he was HAWKMOTH on top of that? I’m kinda glad you didn’t. Yeah, maybe you could’ve ended things sooner. Or maybe he would’ve hurt you more before you had the chance. I’m just glad you survived.”
“I-” Adrien’s throat sounded tight. “I’m- I’m glad I survived too.”
They stood there for a moment, Nino feeling Adrien’s breath go in-and-out, his heartbeat racing, until it gradually started to slow.
*ring ring*
Adrien and Nino broke up their hug just as Marinette burst through the door, Alya on her heels. She skidded to a halt in front of Adrien - but not quite in time, sending her careening towards the floor.
She never made contact.
“Woah!” Adrien shouted, catching her in his arms.
Nino detected a hint of pink to Marinette’s cheeks before she abruptly sprang to her feet.
“So, uh,” Marinette said awkwardly. “I’m guessing Nino talked to you about some stuff. I mean, of course he talked to you about stuff, because that’s what talking is about. What- what I mean is, what were you two talking about?”
“I wanted to show him how much we care about him,” Nino told her. “Especially since with this… amnesia?”
“I think it’s an alternate timeline,” Alya said. 
“Especially since in this timeline,” Nino continued, “it really doesn’t seem like he had anyone.”
“I had a couple other friends,” Adrien told him quietly, giving a melancholic smile. “But I lost contact with them right after Hawkmoth’s defeat.”
Noticing Nino’s frown, he hastily added, “they didn’t abandon me or anything! They were online friends. One moved somewhere without internet reception, and the other... we never knew each other’s names. But we talked all the time. We chatted, laughed, defeated villains together…”
“In the video games we played, of course!” he added after a moment. He chuckled fondly. “We played as a team. Together, we were unstoppable, no matter what our opponent threw at us.”
Adrien swallowed. “But in the aftermath of Hawkmoth’s defeat, with all the turmoil, with everything that happened… I lost my means of contacting her. I- I don’t know whether I’ll ever get to see her again.”
“We’d promised to meet up after Hawkmoth’s defeat,” Adrien said. His voice cracked. “That- that once it was safer in Paris, we’d finally tell our names.”
His eyes dropped to the ground. “Instead, we lost each other. Maybe for good.”
“I know what that’s like,” Marinette said. She sounded strangely distant. “I had a friend like that too. I cared about him. A lot. Maybe… maybe even as more than a friend.” She said the last part haltingly, as if she’d only just admitted it to herself. “He- he wanted to know who I was. For me to know who he was. But- but I couldn’t do that. Not in Hawkmoth’s Paris. I already cared for him so much it ached. If I was closer to him than that- if I’d accepted his rose- I’m- I’m afraid Hawkmoth might’ve used the strength of those feelings against me. That I could’ve gotten akumatized, or he might’ve, and if we knew who each other was, knew WHERE the other one was… I just… I couldn’t accept that we might be sent to hurt each other.”
“We talked while the final battle was raging,” she continued. “He seemed really upset, more angry than I’ve ever seen him before, but… also kind of sad. I wanted to know what was wrong, but there wasn’t really time to press him. And after that battle he just… disappeared. I knew there was going to be some sort of disruption, but- but I’d thought we’d have more time to talk beforehand, that we’d be able to exchange new contact information. We were cut off before we had the chance.”
“I- I think of him every day,” she said quietly. “Wondering how he’s doing. He was always so positive, no matter what life threw at us. I hope that wherever he is, whatever he’s doing, he hasn’t lost that positivity, that optimism, the ability to see the best in the world and in others.”
“I’m sure he’d be happy to know you cared for him so much,” Adrien said, giving her a warm smile.
Marinette blinked, giving herself a small shake. She turned to Alya. “I dunno whether you’ll remember any of this after the Ladybug in your time restores anything, but on the off-chance you do, is there anything you need to know?”
“Oh!” Alya pulled up some footage. “You told me who Hawkmoth was, but what about Mayura?”
“Mayura?” 
“Who?”
Alya snapped her fingers. “You know, the Peacock Miraculous wielder, the one summoning the sentimonsters! Did she not exist in this universe?”
She pulled up part of the fight against Mayura, the sentimonster Ladybug, and Hawkmoth.
The video ended, she took another glance at Marinette and Adrien.
Marinette seemed to be in shock, staring straight ahead.
Adrien frowned, thinking. “I’d wondered for a long time how Father managed to hide his supervillain activities from Nathalie, considering she was around him most of the time. I thought maybe she was just really good at never asking questions.”
He grimaced. “Looking at that? I’m betting she didn’t ask questions because she already knew the answers.”
“You think Mayura’s Nathalie?” Alya questioned.
He nodded. “Unless something’s different in your universe. My father doesn’t have a lot of associates, and the way he acted around Mayura there, how he was willing to pass up a chance to fight Ladybug for her Miraculous in exchange for catching her… the only people I can think of who he’d do that for are my mother and Nathalie, and mom…” he trailed off.
“I- I didn’t even think about that,” Marinette said guiltily. “I remember reading something about Gabriel having a secretary, but I didn’t think about her much beyond that.”
“Maybe you could ask this universe’s Alya to post something on the Ladyblog, telling Ladybug and Chat Noir she has a lead on who Mayura is?” Alya said. “I mean, I know they haven’t shown up in ages, but maybe that’s just because they haven’t had reason to.”
Marinette winced. “I… really don’t think that’s it… plus Ladybug and Chat Noir never said that someone was helping Hawkmoth. Mayura never appeared, at least in public. I don’t know what we can do about this right now, especially without proof. Maybe if Ladybug and Chat Noir appeared, but…”
She sounded doubtful. Alya was beginning to think that the final battle was even worse than Marinette had alluded to.
She hesitated a moment, before turning to Adrien. “I- I think I owe you an apology. I thought you might’ve been helping Hawkmoth, but… well… I was just judging you by who your dad was. You’ve been nothing but sweet and kind.”
Adrien smiled at her, though it was slightly strained. “It’s fine. I’m used to it. A lot of people in this city have suffered at Hawkmoth’s hands. I don’t blame them for being scared, or angry at any reminders of him.”
“That doesn’t make it RIGHT,” Marinette said heatedly.
Nino nodded. “Dude just because something’s done to you it doesn’t mean it’s justified, or that it shouldn’t be made better. Like with your old man forbidding parties. I didn’t let that stop me from bribing your bodyguard into letting me and the other guys throw a party at your place for you!”
He chuckled, rubbing the back of his neck. “It kinda escalated though. I think half the guys at Paris were partying in your room by the end!”
Alya gave Nino a sideways look. “And ONLY the guys because they ditched us girls while we were planting trees with a lame excuse. Seriously if you’d said you wanted to throw a party for Adrien while his dad was away, you could’ve just told us!”
Nino winced. “Yeah, my bad. At least we got to have fun there for a while before the akuma attack.”
“Akuma attack?” Adrien asked, eyes wide. “But I thought you said Father was gone!”
“He was- OOOOOOOH.”
“Yeeaaaah I don’t think he was actually gone,” Alya said. “You threw a ‘secret’ party in Hawkmoth’s house, WHILE he was still at home.”
Adrien gaped at Nino. “How’re you not DEAD?!”
Nino chuckled. “Lucky I guess?”
*twinkle twinkle*
A familiar red mass flew towards Alya and Nino.
Adrien’s eyes widened. 
“Behind the portrait!” he blurted out, just as the two of them were enveloped by the ladybugs, spiriting them off to whence they came.
It was silent for a moment.
“Do you think they heard?” Adrien asked Marinette.
“I hope so,” she said, looking off in the direction the ladybugs flew.
She turned to him. “I was planning on setting up some hang out time with Alya and Nino later this week. If you’re not busy… would you like to join?”
His smile told her everything she needed to know.
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snowflakeanimelover · 3 years
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Hello Dear Kate!
We just got electricity and Wifi so I really hope this message came.
I had a stressful week and , deeply hoped if you could make a story for..me?.
By that I mean, Y/n  met Luffy since they were children and Y/n was like a complete opposite of Luffy - shy and quite person. They were always together and she also joined Strawhats. Y/n had a ability to control water and anything that has water in it.
But, one day - she followed Luffy at Marinford and saved him, Ace and all pirates by sacrifising herself in battle.
However, after 3 months - in Luffy's room Strawhats find a little lake that was slowly transformed into someting really similar to Y/n. After 2 weeks - In the morning, Sanji met Y/n alive , breathing and siting in the chair then asked "Can you please make me a coffee as always ,Sanji?"
I really need a fluff story right now please-
Of course , if you feel okay with it.
Have a great day!
I’m sorry this is late, but I’m glad those stressful days have passed! I hope everything is going well now, please take care of yourself!
Relationship: One Piece x Female Reader
Fandom: One Piece
Warnings: Character Death, Sad, Fluff at end :)
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(Y/N) have been friends with Luffy since they were children. It was surprising to the crew how they even became friends. (Y/N) was the complete opposite of Luffy. She was shy, always keeping to herself, and very quiet. The crew sometimes like to make jokes that she was forced into the crew, like some of the other crew members, but she always declines their thoughts. She tells the story of how she and Luffy met.
She sat in the woods, writing in her journal. That’s when she met Luffy. He popped out of nowhere and continually asked her questions. She never answered the questions, too scared to talk with the random boy she hardly knew. But he never left her alone. Since then, they’ve gotten to talk to each other, and became the best of friends. They care for each other deeply.
When Luffy wanted to leave home and find the One Piece, she would ask him if she could come with. He refused, scared that something would happen to her since it was a dangerous journey. He wouldn’t be able to handle it if something were to happen to her. But she wouldn’t give up. SHe had a good reason to go along. She could protect him and herself with her water abilities. She can control water around her however she pleases, which can be very powerful. She told him that she would never leave him behind. She’d stick with him till the very end.
And at the very end, she was.
One day, they had to go to Marinford. But it wasn’t just to visit. There was a battle, and (Y/N) broke her promise with Luffy to go and help. They were in trouble, and she had to help them. At this point, nobody would win in the battle. SHe had to get them out of there, and fast. But the only way she could think of was to use her water abilities. They were by the ocean, so she used her full strength to summon the water and wash away her friends back to the boat. But she had to stay behind. Because of this, she was left on the battlefield, catching herself in an enemy attack.
She sacrificed herself for her friends.
For many months, the crew were disarray. They’ve never seen Luffy so depressed in their life. And surprisingly, Luffy came out of his room with an emotion they never thought they’d see.
“Guys! I saw something!”
“What was it?” Zoro asks.
“The cup of water in my room… it was moving! And it formed into the shape of a girl! It has to be (Y/N)! She’s the only one who can do it.” He seemed scared more than anything. The crew offered to look around the boat and area to see if they could find her.
But there was no luck.
A few weeks later, something unimaginable happened.
“Hey there, Sanji.”
“Hey.” Sanji greeted back without even looking up from the floor. He was doing his normal routine, setting up the kitchen for breakfast. Usually, at this time, nobody would be in the kitchen but him. He looked up, thinking it was Nami from the familiar female voice. But it wasn’t.
“(Y/N)?!” He almost fell to the ground. He figured he was hallucinating. HIs friend was dead, there’s no way she’d be here now. But she was sitting there, not disappearing. She was breathing. She sat there in the flesh.
“Could you get me a coffee? You know, the usual?” She smiled, but her eyes looked tired. Her hair was a bit longer, and she had scratches on her body that were never there before she died.
He couldn’t believe what he was seeing. He ran out onto the deck, yelling for everyone to come see. And when everyone arrived in the kitchen, they were frozen in shock.
“Morning, guys. Long time no see?”
Luffy didn’t know what to do. He stood there for a full five minutes. Seconds later, he’s wrapping his arms around her in a tight hug. She was trying to gasp for air, lightly tapping his shoulder to say that she couldn’t breathe.
(Y/N) knew that they would be furious with her actions. But she also knew that they would forgive her. After all, she was forced to join the enemy crew. They kept her being alive a secret. But now… now she was here with her friends, with her crew. She was glad she took the risk to escape.
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purecantarella · 3 years
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Don't Apologize
henlo everyone! so this update is a day late because, well, i got mad busy with some stuff here at home. a lots happening lately but for real, i'm so sorry for the late update 🥺 but i hope you all enjoy this! hwang yeji x reader disclaimer/s : big angsty fluff again. a lot of crass language and a shitty as hell best friend. i'm just in not the state to write pure fluff right now :")
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Your best friend was an asshole. He never kept it a secret. All of the scams and the cheating he'd ever accomplished, you were the first and only one to know. You liked to think that this wasn't who your best friend was, you of all people knew that he was just dealt a bad hand since his childhood.
And with that sentiment in your heart and the years of friendship under your belt, you defended him and all his dumb antics.
You sat in the library your fingers nimbly tapping on the keys of your laptop. While you diligently trying to accomplish your final term paper before your last week of the semester, a hand collided with the back of your head. You took a sharp breath and shot a glare to the person who'd done it but your expression softened looking at your best friend's laughing face.
Your shoulders went slack and you reciprocated the amused grin on his face. "Hey fucker!" He greeted you before looking down at your laptop and cringed at the 7-paged essay you were writing. "Y/n, that shit isn't what you do with the campus's free wifi or with your spare time." The boy said shutting your laptop screen.
"This is due next week, I just want to get a head start." You explained making an attempt to open your laptop again to no avail. He smirked down at your amused expression. "See while you, my dear friend, have been getting ahead...I have been getting head." He snickered to which you rolled your eyes.
He chuckled again, "You remember that college is about experiencing new shit." You shrugged, just wanting the conversation to end and for him to get to his point. "Look, I can tell you're getting annoyed so I'm going to come out and say it. I want you to come to a party with me tonight." An exasperated laugh fell from your lips as you leaned back into your seat, rubbing your tired eyes.
"I am not going to a party for you to just leave me and hook up with some random drunk T.A." You said firmly to which he scoffed and sat kneeled down beside you. "Y/n." He said taking your hand in his dramatically. "N/n. My best friend, my partner in crime. Would you please, come to this dumb party with me? I promise I won't leave you alone to fend for yourself."
A huff broke it's way past you and you shook your head, the tired smile returning on your face. Finally, as the pout on his face deepened, you nodded laughing out at him. "Fine, let's go to this stupid party, buddy." You chuckled again as he fist pumped victoriously.
Just as you thought, the party was a crowded dorm room a little off campus overflowing with sweaty, drunk, and burnt-out students looking for some fun. You stood there in a sleepy haze as your best friend, true to his word to not leave your side, talked to a barely sober economics major.
You huffed, bored. You looked around the room in attempts to find a familiar face. Anyone to talk to really. Then you saw her, standing with her friends, laughing at something one of them had said and your tired eyes blew open.
Hwang Yeji in all her beauty, standing there with a drink in hand. Her fox-shaped eyes turning to crescents with a big smile over her pink lips, nose crinkling in amusement.
You'd shared dozens of classes with her in the past two years of being in college and had worked with her on a few assignments but you'd never had the opportunity to see her in a social setting. That of course was your fault but you chose to look at it as the universe's way to keep you from her.
"Holy shit..." Your head shot to the side and your heart sank at the sight. Your best friend, eyes off of the flirtatious student, now glued to the pale sophomore. "Y/n..." He said pushing the girl he was talking to away, pulling you closer.
You glared at his lust ridden face, knowing full well what that look meant. You elbowed him but all he did was groan softy before chuckling and making his way over to Yeji, his predatory gaze still prominent over his expression. You scowled at the cheesy way he put his hand out and placed a small kiss on the back of hers.
Speechlessly, you watched a dejected feeling in your stomach as they talked all night. All the while his expression not changing, while Yeji's face was flushed.
Half an hour past before you got sick of standing alone, just as you knew you would, you made your way out to walk home to your dorm through the cold night. With one last look from across your shoulder, you saw him go in for the kill. His lips meeting Yeji's sloppily. You shoved your hands into your pockets and left.
The next week was still hell for you. Your workload had seemingly doubled and you were working on assignments til dawn for the past few days. Trying to shake off the disappointment and sadness that had come with your best friend seeing the girl that you'd liked for your entire college life and knowing full well that she was just another conquest for him left a bitter taste in your mouth.
One night, while coming home from your latest library visit, you were so out of it that you almost didn't notice Yeji herself sitting outside your dorm. You looked around confused. Seeing that there was no one around, you stood in front of her tilting your head to the side.
She raised her head to meet your eyes making you jump a little in surprise; your heart becoming a speeding car. But at the same time, a blaze lit in your chest as you saw her flushed, tear-stained cheeks. The sharp eyes that you'd admired before were puffy and red from the tears. Yeji sniffled softly and wiped her face a little.
"What'd he do?" You simply asked. She shook her head gently, not wanting to disclose information to you, someone she barely knew.
You nodded, understanding her state of being. You kneeled down to properly look her in the eyes. "Wait here, okay? I'll take you home after I deal with him." You whispered softly, placing an affirming hand over her head. The brunette nodded slowly before you got up and opened the door to your apartment.
Immediately the dorm wafted off a smell of sex and echoes of moans ringed through the small space. Your jaw clenched as you stomped your way to your best friend's room. Kicking open the door, both people in the room gasped and made sounds of surprise. Your best friend shot you a glare before screaming, "Get out, Y/n! Jesus!"
"Nope, I want you out of here before I get back. You and this fucking bitch." You said firmly before shooting him daggers. "Easy to say that I'm not going to condone this behaviour any longer." With that you slammed the door harshly.
He'd rushed to the door, covering his junk, before yelling at you, "Seriously? All because of THAT girl? Are you an idiot, Y/n?" He'd fumed at you while you remained apathetic with him. "Could you expect anything more from me? She wouldn't put ou—!" With that your fist collided with his stomach. He'd fallen to his knees, wheezing at the pain spreading.
"That's no excuse, for any of the girls you've fucked over, dude." You said before grabbing your book bag from the dining table. You took a few steps towards the front door, your hand already around the doorknob.
Tears pricked your eyes a little but you still stood by your actions. He may have had the face and name of your friend, but he wasn't the easy-going kid you'd grown up with anymore. "I'm really sorry that it ended this way, bud..." You muttered softly before stepping out of the door.
You looked down to still see Yeji sitting there, sulking to herself. You offered your hand for her to take. "Come on, let me take you home."
The drive there was incredibly uncomfortable for both of you. You were both still reeling from your individual break-ups with your now ex-best friend. You glanced over at her, still looking rather broken up about it.
"I'm sorry about him." You said, breaking the ice. She took a sharp intake of breath but said nothing, so you continued. "You didn't deserve to take any of his shit. I should've told him off a long time ago. It shouldn't have gotten this far..." You added. Again the silence loomed over both of you.
You'd been worrying if you'd made her feel even worse until she finally said, "Don't apologize. It wasn't your fault, Y/n..." You looked at her while she was already staring at you. She offered you a tired smile. Again, your pulse hammered against your body as you pulled to a stop in front of her apartment.
She removed herself from the car, leaning on the car, reluctant to enter the complex building. You lowered the window saying, "It's all going to be fine. I'm here if you ever need anything." Yeji turned around, to look at you through the opened car window.
A feeling of warmth blossomed in her chest as she stared at your gentle features. She'd really only started seeing your best friend because she that she could fix him, but after being objectified one too many times, she'd had enough herself. Yeji had wondered now how long you had to deal with that yourself. But seeing you now, after what you'd done for her, she couldn't help but feel a little more fond of you.
"Maybe you would want to come over tomorrow, we can study for the final together. If you'd like?" She offered gently. Your eyes went wide as you nodded enthusiastically. The brunette giggled to herself softly before leaning into the car, pulling you closer to the window by your collar. Placing a small peck on your cheek.
"I'll see you tomorrow, Y/n. Thank you again..." She said before walking slowly back to her apartment building.
A small smile found its way onto your lips as you leaned back into your seat. A bittersweet feeling filling you slowly as you allowed the events of that night to finally process.
Though you were low about the things and people you'd lost, some things were meant to break to make better things. You weren't sure if everything that went down tonight was worth it but seeing that smile on her face, seeing that there was some potential between you two, you'd felt a little more hopeful for better things.
okay, i'm not super sold on the ending personally but, i actually liked how it came out??? it's a weird purgatory for this story in my opinion AHAHAHAH in any case though, i hope you all enjoyed! remember that requests are open and comments and criticism is completely welcomed! i hope you're all doing well and i'll see you all very soon! taglist: @labrachrosite
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yawnzzjun · 2 years
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- LOVE OVER LIFE
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9. Do you love me?
It's been an ungodly amount of days ever since Beomgyu and I spoke to each other. I didn't have the guts to click on his chat, after that night he left me in the rain I didn't know how to approach him.
Here I am, walking to my desk without my seat mate. He haven't shown up to school ever since the incident and my old friends just picks on me about it. I sometimes look back at my past school life, how it was blossoming and blooming, now I'm in Beomgyu's seat, taking in his lifestyle.
The devil in the back of my head sometimes tells me that I shouldn't have talked to him.. but it was worth it right? I got many amazing memories with him and it was fun to sneak around but is this what I really need to get in exchange? My life ruin? I sighed as I rest my head on my desk.
Should I have listened to Ama?
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Beomgyu yet again wasn't at school, for exams even. It's now summer, swinging alone on the swing at the park with a popsicle in my mouth I started to wonder how to fix my current problem. I'm sure Beomgyu had moved on right? Here I am, the biggest fool holding on to a problem since mid term..
What would it be like to have Beomgyu here with me? Sharing a popsicle. I've always wanted to do that. Thoughts of him still runs in me but does it run in him? Does he still love me?
Finishing the sweet snack I decided to text him. I wasn't looking for a response or comfort, I just wanted to discuss things face to face. A mature way right? We are not kids, we are teenagers. Laying around being all gloomy isn't the right way.
yn: Beomgyu I want to have a talk.
yn: Meet me at the park.
yn: Please.
Those three messages felt like some rocks got off me, finally passed over a blockage I gave myself. But soon fell back on when I saw the seen by my messages and no response but like I say I didn't needed a response right? Still the suspense only have me nibbling on my nails.
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Been.. the whole day. No one showed up. 10pm. Here I am on the swing with a popsicle stick in my mouth. Am I really a joke? Of course he wasn't going to show up.. Yet the small tears roll down a bit, I held onto some hope I found but it broke. Yet I told myself staying there was the good choice, maybe he would come.
11pm..
12am..
I should really get going. I won't risk it for a boy. But said boy showed up.
"Y/n you're really still out here waiting.."
I turned around to see him in a hoodie with the hood over his head. He looked away from my eye contact and sat on the swing next to mine. I sat back down and stared off.
"Do you love me?"
Said question caught him off guard. He stared at me as I didn't look back, continuing to stare off into the distant.
He didn't respond so I did to myself.
"I do."
"Huh?"
"I still love you.'
We stayed in silence, no one managed to say anything. Until I got up and he looked up.
"You don't love me anymore."
"I never said that."
"Do you love me?"
..
"I don't know.."
The answer didn't satisfy me as of right now. Blinded by being forgotten by him. I spoke without thinking.
"You don't love me anymore because I lied to stay close to you."
"I didn't say that-"
"You also don't love me because I was once the known girl in school who probably just talked to you because of a dare right?"
"What? What are you even trying to get at?"
He said standing up.
"Isn't that what you thought of me?"
"No! I would I? Are you okay?"
..
Am I fine? Where are these words coming from. Is it my fears talking over me?
"I'm perfectly fine thank you very much Beomgyu, I would like to get going home we can discuss the rest tomorrow.."
I said walking away from the boy who stared at his shoes lost in his thoughts.
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sadly I had family problems that blocked me from writing and i also had no damn wifi for two weeks so sorry abt late chapters😞😒
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Hello friend, sorry if this is a silly question but could you explain what the Eucharist is and why it is important? I’m in the beginning of my journey and feel so overwhelmed by google. Have a beautiful day 😊💛
I’ve been saving this ask for a while so this is so exciting! I apologize for my lateness. I usually answer right away but we have had trouble with the WiFi setting up. Anyway! Welcome Anon!!! I am so excited for your faith journey!! Welcome. 😊🙏🏻
Don’t worry, this isn’t a silly question at all. No, it’s a very good question! I am a Catholic, so I will be explaining my Christian denomination believes what the Eucharist is. In fact, this is a VERY important topic to learn about. I will give you my answer then give you some quotes and videos. Hope you enjoy.
The Eucharist IS Jesus Christ. You know how traffic lights are different colors? Red for stop, yellow to caution; slow down, and green for go? Well, you must understand if you choose to join the Catholic Church that the Eucharist is not a symbol. Although the appearance is a wafer bread and tastes like one, it is not plain like a traffic signal. When a priest blesses the host at a Catholic mass, the host transforms into the body of Jesus Christ. You will not see Jesus appear in the priest hand when he raises the host up for that blessing, and you will not taste human flesh when you eat of it. The veil between this world we live in and the afterlife block us so the appearance and taste remain as a wafer host but the substance has really changed into the body of Jesus Christ. Eating the bread means Christ becomes a part of us and makes us stronger in faith! ♥️
Here’s what the Bible says about the Eucharist, taken from my favorite New Testament book called Matthew. I will color the specific verse in the story as red to help you understand what we believe. In the story, Jesus and His disciples were preparing to find a place for Passover. There is a lot to unpack since you are very new to the faith, so I will skip right to the verses of what Jesus spoke. [Passover: “Passover is a Jewish holiday that honors the freedom and exodus of the Israelites (Jewish slaves) from Egypt during the reign of the Pharaoh Ramses II. Before the ancient Jews fled Egypt, their firstborn children were "passed over" and spared from death, thus dubbing the holiday "Passover."”]
….. “While they were eating, Jesus took bread, and when he had given thanks, he broke it and gave it to his disciples, saying, “Take and eat; this is my body.” Then he took a cup, and when he had given thanks, he gave it to them, saying, “Drink from it, all of you. This is my blood of the covenant, which is poured out for many for the forgiveness of sins. I tell you, I will not drink from this fruit of the vine from now on until that day when I drink it new with you in my Father’s kingdom.” - Matthew 26:26-29
You see, at this point in time, His disciples did not fully understand the mystery surrounding what was to come. After this night, Jesus was betrayed by Judas (one of His followers) gave His life to die on the cross. In doing so, He saved us from the punishment of all of our sins and opened the gates to Heaven. Back in the past, animals were often given up a sacrifice. Jesus Himself was the perfect sacrificial lamb for slaughter in order to save us from death. This image is the very best that I love that describes the Eucharist Transubstantiation.
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I love this one too…
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So when you eat the blessed Eucharist and drink the blessed wine done by a Catholic priest, you really do consume the substance that is Jesus’s body, blood, soul, and divinity. Ever hear that phrase, “you are what you eat”? When we consume Jesus, that doesn’t mean we are cannibals, become God, or re-sacrifice Jesus. It means we become a better reflection of Jesus.
Catholics believe in the Real Presence of Christ in the Eucharist because Jesus tells us this is true in the Bible: ““No one can come to me unless the Father who sent me draws them, and I will raise them up at the last day. It is written in the Prophets: ‘They will all be taught by God.’ Everyone who has heard the Father and learned from him comes to me. Very truly I tell you, the one who believes has eternal life. I am the bread of life. Your ancestors ate the manna in the wilderness, yet they died. But here is the bread that comes down from heaven, which anyone may eat and not die. I am the living bread that came down from heaven. Whoever eats this bread will live forever. This bread is my flesh, which I will give for the life of the world.” Then the Jews began to argue sharply among themselves, “How can this man give us his flesh to eat?” Jesus said to them, “Very truly I tell you, unless you eat the flesh of the Son of Man and drink his blood, you have no life in you. Whoever eats my flesh and drinks my blood has eternal life, and I will raise them up at the last day. For my flesh is real food and my blood is real drink. Whoever eats my flesh and drinks my blood remains in me, and I in them. Just as the living Father sent me and I live because of the Father, so the one who feeds on me will live because of me. This is the bread that came down from heaven. Your ancestors ate manna and died, but whoever feeds on this bread will live forever.” He said this while teaching in the synagogue in Capernaum. On hearing it, many of his disciples said, “This is a hard teaching. Who can accept it?” Aware that his disciples were grumbling about this, Jesus said to them, “Does this offend you? Then what if you see the Son of Man ascend to where he was before! The Spirit gives life; the flesh counts for nothing. The words I have spoken to you—they are full of the Spirit and life. Yet there are some of you who do not believe.” For Jesus had known from the beginning which of them did not believe and who would betray him. He went on to say, “This is why I told you that no one can come to me unless the Father has enabled them.” From this time many of his disciples turned back and no longer followed him.” John 6:44-66
Fun facts!!!:
Eucharist: “is a transliteration of the Greek word eucharistia, which is itself a translation of the Hebrew word berekah. All three words have the meaning of thanksgiving, or praise for the wonderful works of God.”
Bethlehem: the city where Jesus was born means “House of Bread”!
Transubstantiation: “the conversion of the substance of the Eucharistic elements into the body and blood of Christ at consecration, only the appearances of bread and wine still remaining.”
I saw a poll that only one third of Catholics really believe in Transubstantiation. If you decide in your journey to become part of the Catholic Church, please do not ever forget the words Jesus spoke about Himself to His people and those who read today. He truly is present as the Eucharist and wine.
Did you know there is evidence that the Eucharist is truly Jesus?! They are called Eucharistic Miracles. There are sooo many stories from around the world of bleeding Eucharists that scientists and such have actually tested in their labs to find real they had human blood down to a specific blood type AND material evidence of finding human heart tissue not healthy and strong but distressed! Blessed Carlo Acutis (a young man that passed away that is currently in the process of sainthood here on Earth) created an amazing website that collected examples of Eucharistic Miracles. (See link below.) This subject itself is just extra icing on the cake but don’t fall down the rabbit hole so you don’t feel overwhelmed.
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Bishop Barron on the Real Presence of Christ in the Eucharist
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Explaining the Faith - The Eucharist In Scripture
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Explaining the Faith - Eucharistic Miracles: Scientific Proof
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The Veil Removed, what really happens during a Catholic Mass
I could give you so much more but this was just so wonderful to be able to teach you. Know that it’s ok to feel overwhelmed. The topic of what the Eucharist really is and why it is so important is so rich in history and traditions. I hope I was able to satisfy your curiosity. If you ever have any more questions about it, I highly recommend reading sections about it in the Catechism of the Catholic Church (revised edition) but more importantly, reach out to a Catholic priest or bishop by calling them, e-mailing, or even dropping by in person. I am not part of the clergy at all, so talking to a Catholic priest or bishop, you will be able to answer any more questions you have to the Eucharist and they will explain it so well. If you are interested in wanting to know more about the Catholic Faith, I strongly suggest asking about the RCIA, free classes offered by your nearest Catholic Church which will allow you to explore what the Catholic Faith is and answer any questions you have. No pressure though, but just know we are here for you. I am so happy you were chosen as well by God! I will pray that you have a wonderful, exciting journey! God bless and you have a wonderful day/night as well.
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ghostofstudentspast · 3 years
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Sunshine
This one was requested by my lovely mutual @wifi--witch who's been here since the start! Hopefully it's what you wanted (also it’s written in Neville’s perspective for a change which was fun!) - June x
When Neville bumps into the nicest girl he's ever had the pleasure of knowing, he's baffled to find out the truth about her house!
Word count: 1500 ish Warnings: None! It's a fluffy feel good fic x
Wandering through Diagon Alley the week before returning to Hogwarts was one of Neville's favourite things. Luna Lovegood and Ginny Weasley walked beside him pratteling on about anything and everything as the trio browsed for their school supplies and little treats. The summer sun was shining down on them and eerything felt right in Neville's world. Until... "Oof-" Neville felt all of the air being knocked out of his lungs as someone smacked into him.
In front of him stood the most beatiful girl he'd ever laid his eyes on. Your hair shone brightly under the sun and your eyes, which were wide with concern, he could have drowned in.
"Oh jeez, I am so sorry!" the girl in front of him looked up with concern, "I was just completely in my own world," you crouched down to pick up the bag Neville had dropped in shock.
"N-no, I-that's okay, I wasn't paying attention either," Neville managed to get out as you handed him the bag, hands briefly grazing against each other.
"Call it even then?" Her eyes sparkled with mirth as you held out her hand for him to shake, "I'm Y/N, by the way!" 
"Neville,” he took your soft hand in his own and the smile that broke out on your face was mesmirizing.
She smiles like sunshine, he thought.
“It was really nice to meet you Neville but I am already so late and I’d rather not be chewed out by my mother so I have to run!” you grinned up at him, “see you around Hogwarts?” you questioned
“Y-yeah, see you,” he trailed off as you bounded past him, hair flying behind you as you narrowly dodged a few more strangers.
He quickly rushed to catch up with his friends again who had stopped a few meters down the cobblestone street. Ginny was feigning interest in the book store they’d stopped in front of while Luna stared blatently at her friend.
“She was pretty,” Luna observed serenely.
“Yeah, I suppose she was,” Nevilles ears burned and he feared he may be as red as Ginny’s hair. The redhead in question was pressing her lips together to control the laughter he knew would soon come spilling out.
“I think you would make very attractive babies,” Luna said very seriously. Ginny lost it at this and Nevilles face only felt hotter.
“She’s not a Gryffindor is she?” He voiced after his friends had calmed down and started walking again.
“Nah, would’ve recognized her!” Ginny shook her head.
“She’s not in Ravenclaw either,” Luna chimed in as she strolled past a pet store and admired the lizards. “Lot of Nargles following her,” Luna shook her head sadly as if that explained everything. _______________________________
The first few weeks back at school went off without a hitch. No drama, no teachers yelling at him (yet) and best of all double block Herbology.Yet even surrounded by his friends, Neville found himself craning his head at mealtimes looking for a Y/H/C head of hair and that bright smile that haunted his dreams.
So when you strode into his Herbology class a week late, sporting an apologetic look he was all the more intruiged. You stopped at Professor Sprout to have an animated conversation and she offered a sympathetic smile.
“Who shows up a week late to Hogwarts,” Hermione sniffed from beside him where they were working at the same station.
“Y/L/N that’s who,” Lavender Brown hissed across the table shaking her head, “Her parents have donated as much money to this place as the Malfoys, maybe even more.”
Hermione huffed at this and returned to work but Neville’s eyes were glued to the back of your head. When you spun around to stride towards the empty spot across the room his eyes caught the glint of a silver and green tie perfectly knotted on your chest.
“She’s in Slytherin?” He voiced out loud to no one in particular as the Slytherin in question waltzed over to Daphne Greengrass and Pansy Parkinson with a wide grin, embracing them both.
“Duh,” Lavender rolled her eyes with a snort of laughter. As if he was meant to have known.
Neville must have been burning a hole in your head because your gaze snapped up to meet his, his ears turning red once again. Your lips spread into a wide smile as you offered him an excited little wave. Daphne whispered something in your ear at this and you smacked her on the arm good naturedly in response, attention diverted from him once more.
There was just no way that you could be THAT nice and in Slytherin of all houses.
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No matter what he did, the rest of the day you occupied Neville’s mind. Your beautiful smile and that stupid green tie. He knew he should just shrug off this little crush he had on you and move on with his day becaue there was no way you would be into a Gryffindor right? Let alone Neville. 
Taking up a table in the back of the library he got to work on some of his more recent homework. Saving Herbology for last, he knew everything else would be abandonded once he got to the project Professor Sprout had assigned.
“There you are! I’ve been looking all over the castle for you,” a voice interrupted his train of thought, “Let me tell you, it is not easy to find one boy in this place. So many hiding places and you were in the library the whole time,” you rambled on as Neville stared at you with wide eyes.
“Me? You were looking for me?” His eyebrows were probably in his hairline by now.
“Yeah! Professor Sprout told me I should ask you to catch me up on the week of work I missed,” you smiled and sat down across the table from him. He felt a sneaking sense of dissapointment, of course it was about school. “She says you’re the most gifted herbologist in the year!”
Neville felt the urge to shrink back at the compliment and pulled out his Herbology notes silently to have something to do. He slid them across the table towards you with a small awkward smile.
“Oh, thank you, but I was actually hoping you could talk me through everything,” You slid the parchment back to him, “I wouldn’t want to just copy your notes, that feels wrong.”
“Oh,” Neville cleared his throat and tried to find words. Any words. “Well-um, yeah, I can do that,” He pulled his notes toward himself and looked over the topics quickly. “We started with the properties of Aconite and how it relates to the wolfsbane potion, since we’ll be covering that in Potions this term...”
Once Neville was on a roll about Herbology it was hard to slow him down. He kept rattling off facts he found interesting and pertinent to the class and was only encouraged when you slid your chair closer to him to read along with his notes over his shoulder.
“And then this week, I’m sure you already know, We’re covering Venomous Tentacula’s which means it’s going to be one hell of a double block,” he chuckled to himself and turned to look at you, only to find you already staring at him with interest. He had to swallow the lump in his throat as his cheeks flushed. You were closer than he’d thought.
“Sprout wasn’t kidding! You’re like some sort of Herbology prodigy,” You grinned and Neville’s blush only darkened at the compliment. “No chance you’d wanna be my partner for the upcoming project would you?” You almost seemed shy asking.
“Oh, um...yeah, I could, I mean yeah that’d be nice,” Neville managed to stutter out.
“Oh good,” you sighed in relief and relaxed against your chair, “I mean I really need all the help I can get in this class.” You let out a light laugh.
And there was that sinking dissapointment again. He had to remind himself you were here for help, not because you liked him.
“Plus, I mean, you seem really sweet,” You smiled over to him hesitantly, “I think I could really like you.” You tucked a piece of hair behind your ear and looked away quickly, a blush of your own creeping onto your face.
“Y-you’re really sweet too,” Neville said finally, finding his voice again, “um the Hogsmeade weekend in a few weeks..would you want to go? With me I mean...as a date?” the words spilled out of his mouth before he could stop them.
He was almost regretting the word vomit when you turned your brillaint smile to him. He relaxed immediately and couldn’t help smile back at you.
“I would love to,” you leaned forward and kissed his cheek softly, “Thank you for asking,” You smiled and sat back in your seat. “Oh shoot I have to go!” You sprang up.
“See you tomorrow?” Neville asked hesitantly.
You nodded quickly, “Meet me here after lunch,” You smiled and turned to leave “See you tomorrow Neville!” You called over your shoulder as Madamme Pinch shushed you on your way out.
A date. Nevilled grinned and leaned back in his chair. He’d asked you on a date and you’d said yes. The girl who smiled like sunshine.
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