#this is SO incoherent

[ekkoh]

joel is ellie’s safety and ellie is joel’s weakness. joel makes ellie feel more safe than she’s ever been and ellie makes joel feel the most vulnerable. ellie cries when joel can’t help her and joel cries because he only fails ellie. i’m on the floor sobbing.

[musical-dash-trash]

okay so a few minutes ago i was sitting up against my bed while my bunny was under my bed. my hand was just under her and she was tolerating me touching her but then she FLOPS ON MY HAND???? I LOVE HER SO MUCH IT WAS SO SWEET BDJDDK <3333333

[disastrouscanasta]

A prose webweave using quotes from and inspired by @blood-mocha-latte’s loosier western au pomegranate heart, because it’s gorgeous and amazing <3

quotes: corralling the blues - colter wall / “cowboy’s prayer” - unknown / long long time - linda rondastadt / don’t let your babies grow up to be cowboys - willie nelson / unknown / audrey niffenegger

[unicornwithabaseballbat]

I think one of my favorite things about the Ianthony tag being ☀️🔍 is the magnifying glass. Like yes, it has a very heartfelt meaning bc of Anthony but whenever I see it here on tumblr dot com it looks like an investigation. Like we’re all collectively going hmmmmm…. 🤨🔍🕵️🤔 interesting…..

[worstwolverinesbf]

deadpool so has adhd coz thats the most stimming playlist ever

[lostinthe--stars]

Please, ranty essay on Elsa

Ooh, you bet!

There’s going to be absolutely no rhyme or reason to how this gets laid out, but I will number my reasons for some semblance of readability. It has also been a little bit since I actually watched frozen, so I probably don’t remember all the details of my arguments

1. At the end of Frozen 2, she completely fucks off to the forest - WHICH SHE DIDNT EVEN SAVE. ANNA DID. Then, she leaves Anna to be Queen, which, knowing Anna’s character, she would ABSOLUTELY NOT WANT. And she doesn’t even bother turning up to the coronation??????? Excuse me?? Miss?? You’re dumping all your responsibilities onto your sister and you won’t even bother showing up to her coronation. Ok sure.

2. Elaborating on the didn’t save the forest herself stuff. Anna did ALL the work to save the forest. And Elsa went off and died. Whoops? But then Elsa still gets all the glory, cause yippee, she saved Arendelle, even though Anna saved the forest (of which Elsa is one of the spirits, and then Elsa gets to enjoy all the benefits of the forest? Huh?????) Anna did all that while having to grieve Olaf and her sister. She managed to figure that shit out and get it done. Elsa sure as fuck didn’t, she went off to find her parents, and then died. She gets a cool water horse out of it. She gets to be a spirit of a first she didn’t even save. And Anna, as usual, gets nothing.

3. This is slightly more Anna specific, and it’s to do with her abandonment issues which Elsa time and again worsens. Anna is TRAUMATISED. Very clearly, traumatised. She is TERRIFIED of being abandoned and losing people. So what does Elsa, in all her wisdom, do to Anna in Frozen 2? Abandons her. And then dies (and only Elsa gets closure on her parents, like fuck Anna I guess). Elsa actively re-traumatised Anna, KNOWING Anna has some serious issues being abandoned. And then to bring up Anna’s coronation again, which Elsa doesn’t turn up for.

4. This is sort of tying in 1 and 3, and for this point I DO give her a little more slack since she’s also traumatised, but it’s running off and dumping all her responsibilities on Anna in the first movie. Again, I give her a slack on this one, since it’s intentional and she’s dealing with issues of her own. But once again, it’s that abandonment. Anna has just gotten her sister back, after years of desperately wanting to spend time with her. Of COURSE Anna would want to spend time with Elsa and be confused and have questions. Again, I understand what her parents drilled into her and all that. But, Elsa once again just…dips. Runs off into the mountain to have an (unearned) empowering song, while Anna is left to clean up her mess. While the ‘mess’ was unintentional, she was still actively running from her responsibilities as queen and dumping them on Anna. Which she goes on to do again in 2, but I digress.

5. Elsa. Just Elsa. She just pisses me off. For the above reasons, but also because I think she’s a terrible person, just in general? A lot of her attitude pisses me the fuck off. She always comes off as quite high and mighty, completely unearned. I feel this mostly in Frozen 2. She is incredibly selfish, but it is absolutely never addressed, and is instead repeatedly rewarded, while Anna is left with nothing, despite how hard she tries.

6. This one isn’t specifically against Elsa entirely, but it makes my heart hurt for Anna so I’m including it. I am devastated for Anna that she never got a proper relationship with her parents. She was completely isolated, never let outside, no sister, no parents, no one. Even before what happens as children, with what little we see of the parents and them as kids, it is incredibly clear to me that already, so much more focus is being put on Elsa. Like in the second movie, Elsa gets to enjoy the entire song from her mother, while Anna is intentionally put to sleep. Anna wanted to listen to the song too! You very easily could have put her to sleep AFTER the song was over. But no. And then again, the only one to get any kind of closure for the parents is Elsa. She gets to ‘interact’ with her mother again. Anna gets to grieve Olaf and Elsa. Anna repeatedly gets nothing. Poor Anna.

I’m sure there’s more, but it’s 1am and I haven’t watched the movies in years. But it’s something that has always stuck with me. I relate super hard to Anna and the way she gets treated. While I am the oldest, growing up was very similar to how Anna grew up. So I think it’s why it strikes such a cord with me.

In short, I think Elsa is a terrible person and I can’t stand her. She repeatedly shows that she is selfish. Etc etc.

Feel free to disagree with me and voice your own opinions! I’d love to discuss things further with anyone interested.

Thanks for letting me go on about all this!

[eternalera]

okay im gonna say a problem thats really been bagging at me. and its 'the angels are bad because they dont know what gets someone into heaven shtick'

but like... we do know? we know that you have to be a good person and not a douchbag (ik adams in heaven but im assuming that he was good at first and then turned evil although this is just an assumption)

like sir pentious was the least problematic out of the cast (that could go to heaven) and he did end up getting redeemed. so we know that you have to be a good person now do we know what qualifies as 'good'? no.

but actually counter argument, do we know what qualifies as bad? because if good and bad are opposites of each other then in order to be considered 'good' you just dont have to be bad. if its considered 'bad' not to steal then dont steal. if its considered 'bad' not to lie then dont lie.

does hell know what gets a demon down there? we dont know. all we know is that heaven doesnt know what qualifies someone as good. not to mention im pretty sure that they aren't in charge if whether or not a soul passes the pearly gates. im pretty sure thats some higher being.

cause you could say its the seraphims but uh

sera and emily seemed pretty darn shocked the sir pentious (a sinner) was there in the first place so its clear that they were never really in charge of who enters heaven so while yes this made the court case kinda... pointless- i dont think that this made them evil.

charlie didnt know what made a soul able to enter heaven either and while yes she isnt heaven born so she would have no reason to need to know it still makes me groan every time it comes up because like-

you clearly dont know what makes a soul enter heaven either. and these seraphims are more than clearly not in charge of it so how does that make them evil?

im sorry this is such a rant but im trying

point is that i dont see why it instantly makes heaven the 'bad guys' in the fact that they dont know what makes a soul able to enter heaven. especially the seraphims. its clear that theyre not in charge of who enters heaven so theyve had no reason to know that stuff. theyve had no reason to know why a soul passes the pearly gates. they never thought of redemption so why does that make them the bad guys (also before you go off its clear the emily never thought of it although she is willing to give it a try being more open minded). its a new idea that most likely might throw off the balance of heaven in some way so yes some people are scared to try it. it doesnt make them bad

anyways i think thats it... idrk feel free to add more ig

[spidergrotto]

post nwh and endgame

i’ve been fixating on how peter’s mindset could evolve after nwh and it’s driving me insane because i can’t figure out how to word my thoughts so here are rlly random notes from my notes app.

peter who has developed the most outrageous trust issues while still maintaining a very.. weird moral / belief system / mindset (?)

peter who has lost complete trust in himself, he’s accepted that no matter how hard he tries he’ll always end up getting someone hurt OR hurting himself— he who knows that he’s trying to do the right thing but doesn’t trust that he’s actively doing it, he’s been manipulated before, what’s stopping that from happening again?

on the other hand, he sees the good in people and believes that everyone has the ability to do better in them, but he has no faith in people’s abilities to make the right decisions or do the right thing, how could ned and mj decide to stay associated with him when they don’t know how great life was without him?

peter who projects his self sacrificial tendencies onto other people, so what if ned and mj somehow knew how the twos lives would turn out without him? they still wouldn’t make the right choice— they would stay by his side and sacrifice the perfect life because of some moral obligation ( the same way may and ben did, the same way tony did. ) and how was that fair? they shouldn’t do something so damaging because it’s the “right thing”

but that doesn’t apply to him, he knows it’s hypocritical but atleast this way they don’t know he’s hurting them— if he chose to reintroduce himself imagine the pain they’d be going through?

he leans more and more into his own negative tendencies, he gets more reckless and makes decisions he knows aren’t good for him, he pours all of his energy into helping others because isn’t that what hero’s do?

he considers himself a threat and doesn’t trust that people coming into his life have good intentions, how does he know you’re real? what if you’re being manipulated— peter can’t be trusted around anyone, he’s going to get them hurt. he completely isolates himself because that way nobody he cares about can get hurt and he’s able to protect HIMSELF from others.

[agathasbutch]

I just had the best idea ever. Sarah Christ x Creekside Killer! Angela but make it Killing Eve. Sarah Christ already fits of the role of Eve Polastri with her husband having left her over her obsession with the Creekside Killer.

It's set before he left her and Sarah is just brought into the investigation by her captain, before that she has an entire binder linking all these murders to one woman. Her team who is trying to help her find her would be The Chosen and REDACTED. I can't quite figure out who would be the Konstantine for CK! Angela and who The Twelve would be.

CK! Angela finds out Sarah is trying to look for and immediately becomes interested in her, sending her little notes spritzed with her perfume similar to " Sorry Baby X" from the show. This makes Sarah go absolutely insane, ripping the note but then trying to piece it back together so she can send it in for evidence.

They continously play this game of cat and mouse until eventually, an exhausted Sarah Christ finds CK! Angela is badly beaten up in her apartment. She patches her up and they share a brief moment on the bed... until Sarah Christ ruins it by trying to arrest CK! Angela and accidentally sh00ts her in the abdomen in the process. She tries to help her but CK! Angela is having none of it and makes her escape, leaving Sarah Christ upset and worried and probably very horny.

Anyway, that's all I got.

[bubbledtee]

currently camping and oh my god i can’t stop thinking about camping with modern!80s!james.

we all know james loved (and still loves) spending time out in nature, and going on hikes with that boy would be so fun ughhehshsjw. the pics you would take of each other out on a trail would be so cute, and you definitely both will just sit in a nice, quiet little place to just talk and be a cute little couple hhhhhhhh

and then when you get back, you’ll make something for dinner over your campfire and just drink beer and have a silly little time together. and then when it’s time for bed he’s cuddling you so close in the tent 🥰🥰🥰🥰

i just wanna have fun and be all silly with him

[my-ruthless-zoyalai]

today i got dressed while wearing my headphones and listening to stay stay stay on loop while jumping around my room stimming. i wore a dress for the first time in probably over a year. i looked in the mirror and felt really really good about myself.

baby steps, okay guys?

love yourself.

[nikikikiko]

going through the past afk events so i can write my fanfic accurately to canon (THANK YOU FOR SAVING THEM YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE (im not sure if i can shout you out here but YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!! THNAK YOU!!!!) ) and going through the celestial side of war of truth and the lore is scrumptious it's very good

but man . liberta i feel so bad for him and i feel like the moment i get to lucilla's part of the event i'm gonna feel so bad for her too

[freakaccidents]

freak solidarity thesis

stone butch blues, leslie feinberg / “suck the blood from my wound,” ezra furman / the two-headed calf, laura gilpin / the kitten, mary oliver / “monster theory 101”, @/monsteracademia / an unknowable wildness: an analysis of cryptids as queer cultural iconography, levi c. r. hord

[kaguya-muneuji]

just spent ~20 mins recording voicelines from the main story. do i miss the time lost? yes, i could be drawing. BUT it was chapter 160 and we ALL KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS

[nevalizona]

I'm always torn between wanting to say that John and Connor had to work together more than the game let's on and taking the game for its word and saying that they have only met a couple time sporadically. Both are deeply fascinating ideas to me.

Like I don't need to explain why them working together more often is compelling. They would just know each other better and the fact that John says he had only met Connor a few times despite him clearly admiring him is all a product of their fallout.

On the other hand, the idea that they had only met a few times here or there is also incredibly fascinating because that means John would have completely put Connor on a pedestal based on his assumptions and opinions without actually knowing the guy and just believing what everyone else said. Which is also so so so interesting because like why? Why would John need to do this? There's no reason to like admire or look up to Connor but he did! Also not to mention it makes the fact that he continuously defends him in St*nes Unt*rned just that much more "sad". Like this guy is just not willing to drop the "vision" he made of Connor.

[vicontheinternet]

I like the thought of ‘niffining out’ which would be the winx club equivalent of a fairy becoming dark or being revived being like their magic eating them from the inside out. Take for example daphne her magic quite literally burned her from the inside out, and nabu he felt nothing but disorienting darkness. When aisha went dark it was as if she was weighed down by water almost as if she was drowning, and it started climbing up her throat until it started to choke her and she coughed it up.