#this has been such a burden on me idek why tho

[yunobujo]

20 Questions Tag!!

thank you notjustastudyblr & marzworldstudies for tagging me! thought this would be a good way for some of you to get to know me since i never made an intro post for my studyblr :) also ! there’s 250+ of you guys?? um? thank you so much??? idek why you follow me but thank you!!

Rules: answer 20 questions and tag 20 followers who you would like to get to know better!

Name: amanda Nickname: i don’t really have any?? my friends in middle school used to call me manny lmao Zodiac Sign: capricorn Height: 5′1 :’) Orientation: straight Nationality: canadian Fav fruit: freaking love pears man Fav season: autumn (i love how it’s also called fall like why tf not have 2 names??) Fav scent: clean laundry  Fav color: rose quartz & serenity ;)) (forreal tho svt’s marketing team knew what they were doing) Fav animal: dOGS. ALL OF THEM. Coffee, tea, hot chocolate: (bubble) tea & (iced) coffee ! Avg hours of sleep: BRUH LMAO (on school nights, at best maybe 5??) Fav fictional character: andy dwyer from parks & rec god i love that boy No. of blankets you sleep with: THREE. IDK HOW IT HAPPENED,, LIKE,,, IT’S SUMMER Blog created: a bit more than a month ago i think

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[rvrindousvpet]

"Bonten with dazai kinnie executive"

characters ; bonten x fem!reader (yes, y/n has a whole fucking harem)

warnings : swearing, death, mention of death, very fuckingly mild nsfw? idek

note : ehem, I'm doing this shit cause I'm bored... anyway i didn't proofread it so, yeah my grammar and wording is all over the place cause i wrote it at 3 am in the morning. i am not sorry for this.

just another normal day in bonten. well...

"AHHH FUCK THIS IS SO HARD I SHOULD'VE JUST FUXKING DIE"

"Y/N WHAT DID I SAY ABOUT DYING" kakucho said panically, abit worried if you do some stupid dangerous shit.

"yeah yeah, no dying while you're bonten, actually no fuck this shit can someone just kill me already. living is so hard i just wanna disappear and die huaaaa"

"say y/n you kept on saying you want to die, no offense or not that i want you to do it, but why didn't you try committing suicide if you wanna die that badly?"

"here's the thing koko. i hate pain, and i also don't wanna burden myself with committing suicide. so that's why i didn't do it, I'll just wait for the moment death is coming from me!, but like honestly tho suicide is such a hassle, and i hate doing things that need efforts."

"....y/n are you sure you're okay..?" koko asked you truly worried bout your mental state

"NO IAM NOT I DON'T WANNA DO THIS SHITTY WORK SOMEONE PLS KILL ME OR SUMN"

"are you sure y/n? if yes then lemme kill ya~"

"YES PLEASE SANZU THANKYOU"

"sanzu. no."

"oh? boss didn't give me his permission y/n I'm sorry sweetheart looks like I can't do that :( "

"....HUAAA MANJIROOO PLS GIVE MY WORK TO SOMEONE ELSEE YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I HATE DOING IT, WHY R YOU DOING THIS TO MEEEE"

"this is your another punishment y/n, for acting reckless in yesterday mission"

well what exactly did you do? let's refresh our memories shall we

"can't believe he falls for that trick huh?" takeomi said

"yeah he's just that stupid, but it makes our job easier anyway" ran said as he signals the waiter to bring more alcoholic beverages, as well those one on the table were induced with poison. so it's not exactly safe to drink

as they were busy taking the new drink from the server, you sneakily take once of those poisoned. drink and thought to yourself

'hehe, this is quite easy~ just one sip of this then *tsk I'll be dead in not time! luckily no one saw me taking this'

oh how wrong you were y/n

while you're bringing the glass to your mouth to take a sip, suddenly a hand push the glass out from your hand making it fall to the ground and shattered in pieces accompanying by the induced drink

"h-hey why are you doing that- ran?"

"ran! what are doing? y/n is just trying to drink and what if the shattered glass hurt her? becareful with her can't you?" kakucho voices out feeling weirded out as why ran push the glass out of from your hand

"is it true darling? the fact that you just want to drink and nothing else? " ran ask you to confirm if kaku word is true or not, while staring knowingly at you

"u-uhm yes, yes it's true that i just want to....drink.."

"oh sure darling if that's what you say"

"ran. what did y/n do."

"oh? looks like the secret is out love, hmm guess what? i found this sneaky bunny trying to drink the poisoned drink quietly thinking that no one will notice her lil act" ran exposed your doings to mikey and bonten executives

you froze up, knowing how fucked you were after breaking one of the rules that they set for you. which is "to never put yourself in danger purposely"

"y/n, what did we talk about this?" takeomi ask while staring at you menancely.

you froze in fear, you eyes is shaking visibly. it's not takeomi who scares you but mikey, as he have been quiet ever since ran exposes you ass.

"good job ran for telling us., as for you y/n, when we get back you know which room to enter."

"m-manjiro, I'm sorry I'm not thinking but pls not that punishment? I'll accept everything but no th-"

"you do as i say pet. or there'll be bigger consequences"

pet? oh, OH you're fucked up real badly y/n

you ran your eyes among the bonten executive trying to pleading for their help, but instead you just got

"you bring this to yourself kitten, you know what happened if you break the top rules, no one can save you. so you better act right." rindou said

what's the punishment you ask? hmm let's just say that you regret doing that shit immensely yesterday :D

"mngg, but 'jiro don't you feel sorry from me :( my body is sore all over i can't endure it.."

yeah, bout your 2nd punishment? let's just fucking forget bout cause mikey is weak for your ass 😳🙏🏻

"....hahh, okay doll you can come with me to my office, I'll give your work to those 3 idiots"

how did you manage to convince him? well obviously cause you take advantage of his weakness to your pout and teary eyes, oh! you may or may not waver your voice...

bonus : "hahhh, the shit that we would do for y/n..." rindou sighed "heh, what a sneaky lil baby using mikey's weakness" sanzu chuckled

[isoldmysoultojonahclemence]

hello! I was wondering if u could make a summary of all the suitors' flaws n how Jonah would react to them

I would be more than happy to!

SPOILERS BELOW THE CUT

Ray: his main flaw is his willingness to trust others that are close to him. That doesn’t really sound like a flaw, but in Seth’s route, even though he knew that there was a spy, he still refused to believe that his one of his friends could’ve betrayed him. That’s super nice of him as a friend, but I feel like Jonah wouldn’t consider it as a good trait for a King.

Sirius: he has the physical inability to express his feelings properly. Like, in his own route, he barely ever said “I love you” to MC, and I feel like he’s trying really hard to fit into the “mature and stoic guy” category. Jonah kinda struggles with the same things (can’t talk about feelings + tries to be cool), but I don’t think he’d appreciate them in someone else. 

Luka: he’s unwilling to change his own perceptions. For example, in his own route, one of the big things he struggle with is feeling unimportant because ppl don’t need him. That’s not actually true, bc he’s the Jack of Spades now and an entire territory is depending on him, but he’s so stuck in his own idea of himself that he can’t even see it in another way until MC comes along. He also applies this to Jonah, and strongly believes that Jonah abandoned him when Jonah was training to become Queen. I don’t know if Jonah will understand why Luka acts likes this, but he’s always going to be sad when his beloved little brother detests him.

Fenrir: he’s way too obsessed with fights. Look, I know that his description is “a battle-crazy gun maniac” and he uses magically modified guns and he doesn’t mean any harm by liking to fight bc he’s a super active guy, it’s still kinda unsettling (also bc I can’t actually think of any other character flaws bc Fenrir is a good boi). Jonah would definitely find this behavior untasteful, especially since Fenrir also comes from a good family.

Seth: probably how manipulative he is. In his own route, his mission is to “seduce” MC into joining the Magic Tower (remind you of anyone else???), and he succeeds in making MC fall in love, like, 10 parts in. He also fell in love with MC along the way, but he lured her with his body XDD. Jonah probably disapproves of some of his methods, but he can’t complain too much because he kinda did the same thing.

Lancelot: he’s too self-sacrificing for his own good. I mean, when Amon became a threat, instead of telling everyone else about it, he chooses to shoulder the burden himself. I can understand that he’s trying to spare those that he cares about, but he should know that the others aren’t exactly weak and fragile. Jonah would be super frustrated by this (like in part 23 of his own route), and he’ll try to help his King in whatever way he can.

Edgar: his shadiness oof. Like, at first you think that he can be trusted, and then you think that he can’t, but in the end you find out you actually can. He’s like an inverted oreo: white on the outside, black on the inside, but actually still white deep down inside. Being the honest person he is, Jonah probably struggled with Edgar’s personality at first. But they’ve known each other since they were children so Jonah probably got used to it over time.

Zero: you know what? After mulling over this for ages, I can’t actually think of any of Zero’s flaws. He’s literally the goodest boi in Ikerev.  

Kyle: his insensitivity to others’ emotions. He cannot read the atmosphere most times and he’s also one of the most emotionally clumsy people in the game (afsdfdf he’s adorable). However, Jonah is the type of person who needs to be handled with care, since he’s not the most emotionally able person ever. It would’ve definitely rubbed Jonah the wrong way at first, but just like how it was with Edgar, Jonah probably got used to it over time.

Harr: his unfrienliness probably. He’s literally the nicest person once you get to know him, but the emphasis is on once you get to know him. Unfortunately, not a lot of people have that privilege, and this is even before he became the infamous Joker. He’s just naturally introverted and aloof. Actually, pre-Joker!Harr reminded me of Jonah, because they’re equally tsundere and bad with expressing their feelings. Apparently Harr and Jonah didn’t get along great tho, so maybe Jonah doesn’t like to see his own personality reflected in others.

Loki: he’s a bit too clingy and has a tiny bit of yandere-ish tendencies (though I wouldn’t consider him as a yandere). Jonah would understand the clinginess to those he cares about (he’s the cling of hearts for a reason guys), and he could probably understand Loki’s desire to hold on tightly to people that are important to him.

Blanc: he’s a jerk because he’s only giving us glimpses of his backstory without any clarification and it makes me want to tear my hair out. Jonah is gonna march up to Cybird HQ and demand a route for Blanc.

Oliver: in Ikerev TW, one of his descriptions was “毒舌” and it literally means “poisonous tongue,” which describes Oliver pretty well. I get that some people are pretty attracted by his quick wit, but generally speaking, insulting someone every other sentence isn’t exactly a good habit to have. But like, just imagine Oliver and Jonah getting into an argument. Idek who’s gonna win.

NOTE: I don't really know that much about the next three suitors (Mousse, Dean, and Dalim), so I'll have to make my best guess about their flaws. If their route comes out (goodness knows when that'll be), I'll come back and see if I've got anything wrong!

Mousse: definitely his sleepiness and tendency to fall asleep in places other than his bedroom. I totally understand the desire to sleep all day every day, but I can see why it’d be super annoying. At any rate, Jonah certainly seems to think so, since he abhors laziness and Mousse is pretty much the epitome of laziness (unless it comes down to the things that he like, and then he turns super energetic).

Dean: his cruel and unusual ways of punishment that’s referenced many times throughout the series??? I don’t know much about him tbh (sorry to all the Dean stans!!!). Jonah has never complained about it (or even mentioned Dean at all), but he must’ve been Jonah’s teacher during some point in the Ikerev universe, especially considering that Jonah and Harr were in the same grade and Dean makes an appearance in Harr’s Class Companions event route.

Dalim: probably that he’s overly-dedicated to those he’s loyal to. Dalim knows that Amon is not a good person and what he’s doing is very wrong, but he still does Amon’s bidding because he is a firm believer in Amon supremacy. However, he has tried to save Cradle on multiple occasions, so I guess that makes up for it. In fact, I think that Jonah would actually appreciate this flaw, because he’s just as dedicated to Lancelot as Dalim is to Amon, and they both tried to intervene when they believed that their King/Lord was up to something bad.

THIS FOLLOWING PART IS FROM @theboredhawk!!!

You could also say that one of Dean's more obvious flaws is that he's very blunt. While he's a smooth talker when it's convenient for him, more often than not he doesn't sugar coat his words when he's pointing out other people's flaws.He says it like it is. This might lead to Jonah being offended on more than one occasion. On the other hand, i don't think Jonah likes Dalim's debauchery. He might think that he fools around too much. He might've chastised him at some point, but gave up when he saw that he wasn't listening. Dalim is hard to tame. There were a few times when he didn't listen to Amon's orders and he also did that thing at the end of Ray's ttlg route which proved that he's not as loyal to his lord as he seems.

BONUS:

Jonah: Jonah literally stated himself that he knows how reckless and stubborn he is, but he doesn’t have any intentions of changing that. And I just. That’s actually such a strong thing to do??? He legit accepts himself as he is without trying to change anything about the way he is. Self-acceptance level 10/10.

[theseoks]

hi, everyone! today (31/03) marks the 2nd anniversary of this blog~ /screams into the void bc that’s soooo long w o w that’s like 730.5 days!!!/ this is gonna be a really long post bc i would like to talk about: 1) this little project of mine and 2) my second anniversary (which is under a read more bc it got sooo longggg) so pls bear w me ;v;

theseoks’ followers appreciation project

in order to celebrate my blog’s 2nd anniversary, i’m bringing back my appreciation project (which i started back in 2015). the project has been revamped to better fit my idea for 2017 and i’ve updated the the official sideblog for my project for this year and you can find it here: @felfaproj. (ps. you don’t have to follow the sideblog, it’s mostly for me and my organization tbh + so i can save all the lovely things about you in one place ;u; )

what is the project about?

the basis of this project is for me to get to know you (the precious people who’ve given me love & support) better. not only will i get to know more about you, you will also be able to get to know me better as well. this project also serves as an interaction stater between you and me as i will be replying to you through the project’s sideblog in the form of a text post.

the project is form based where i will be collecting both super duper basic information about you & feedback regarding my blog. this form can be completely anonymous, apart from an identifier (i.e. a name/nickname/anon name/alias) for me to address you with in my replies. on top of replying to your responses, i will be taking the time out to write a personalized thank you message for your support towards both my blog and this project.

also, i know the title of the project says ‘followers appreciation’, however, the change in 2017 is that i’m opening this to both followers & non-followers! (tho i would most def appreciate if u do follow this blog ofc) this is because i feel that non-followers =/= non-supporters since ppl can still show support through liking/reblogging of my content despite not following this blog.

the form can be found HERE (available on mobile and web). it won’t take more than 5 minutes to fill in and i really appreciate all responses~ (^v^)

(p.s. i’m still toying with some ideas and balancing out the logistics of stuff for a little something extra. i’ll have an update regarding this should it come to happen so yup!)

how is this project gonna work?

i will be responding to all responses to this project ASAP (once i am done collating results for each individual) on the sideblog and you would be notified through me tagging and mentioning you in the post.

in the case of those who wish to stay anonymous,unfortunately there will be no way for me to inform you of having replied, so you might have to head to the sideblog to check for updates manually. :(

in order to facilitate the ease of knowing when i’ve replied (i.e. you won’t have to waste time checking the sideblog every other day), i will make a update post on my main when i’ve completed a batch of replies. all replies on the sideblog will be tagged with urls and/or the names that you’ve stated which would make it easier for you to search for my reply to you.

also, I will continue all conversations through messages or IMs on my main blog or through the sideblog should our conversation be through reblogging, messages or IMs.

if you have any questions at all regarding this project, do feel free to check this FAQ page and please don’t hesitate to contact me! ^^ thank you all once again for your love and support and i hope that you would participate in this little project of mine!

[from me to you]: second anniversary message

hello, everyone~! :D knjvkdfn omgosh it’s been 2 years since i brought this blog back to life and wow, that’s a really really long time. ;u; some of you might remember me as: daesung-ssi, xiurnins, xiumlns & minseokked over these 2 years and when 2017 came, i made the url change to theseoks. along with the url changes, the person behind this blog (aka me) have changed quite a bit as well but more on that later. as of right now, i’m very honored and grateful to be able to mark my blog’s 2nd anniversary with everyone!

firstly and most importantly, i would like to thank everyone who has/had shown both my blog and me support ever since my return to the kpop fandom back in 2015. be it followers, non-followers, ex-followers, etc., i’m grateful towards everyone because i wouldn’t be where/who i am today without any of you. all of you serve as a motivation to keep this blog running + for me to continue creating content (be it edits, gifs, writing, idek what else) bc this blog began as nothing but a place for me to reblog stuff i like and post my not-so-gr8 stuff back in 2015. fast forward to today, it’s still a tumblr is still a place for me to reblog + post stuff but in addition to that, it’s a place where people have shown their support and kindness towards me.

these years have also blessed me with the chance to meet a lot of amazing & sweet & talented people who have been nothing but patient and loving towards me. what have i done to deserve all of you tbhhhhh ㅠuㅠ i’m extremely grateful to everyone i’ve met and thank you so much for putting up with me despite my crappy doo communication skills (wow @ self bc comms graduate). i hope we will become even closer this year~ :D to mutuals who i’ve yet had the chance to talk to bc i’m an awkward shy, i do hope we get to talk to each other in 2017!

also, to the lovely people who have messaged me for advice, thank you so much for trusting me enough with your problems (be it big or small). my replies to you are always so late and slow and ahhh, idek if they are helpful tbh but it really means a lot to me that i’m someone you can turn to. i hope all of you are doing well and that you’re happy & healthy. (me: the mom friend irl and a possible mom friend online too)

it’s been a really long time coming and there has been quite a bit of ups and downs over the past 2 years when it came to this blog (in terms of fandoms, content creation, activity, etc.) but here i am. in all honesty, i haven’t been around much this year so far due to real life stuff in addition to the fact that i had fallen into the ‘obligated to churn out content’ blackhole for a while which brought me a lot of pressure (that i’ve put on myself) & made tumblr more of a burden instead of a leisure. but!!! self-awareness is the first step to getting better, which is why i’ve been taking time off to pull my life together so that i will be able to come back and enjoy tumblr once again. despite my absence/dip in activity + change in content (i.e. me stanning bts in late 2015(?) aka this blog became more multifandom), so many of you have decided to stick around and i’m so kfnvjkv thankful towards you. thank you all so much for your support.

i’ve learnt quite a lot throughout these 2 years (in terms of skill and worldview/ knowledge), i’m hoping that i’ve become a better person over the 2 years that i’ve been here maybe??? i’m still quite lacking as a person tbh. which is why... i would also like to take this chance to apologize for any mistakes i’ve made over the years and thank you all for your patience towards me in addition to the efforts you’ve made to educate me on my mistakes. i’ll do my best to improve on myself & become a better person in future.

to end off this message, i would like to wish everyone the best and also for all the happiness in the world to you. thank you so much for being such amazing people and for making my world a better place. i love all of you so much ♡