#this fandom motivated me ily guys

[arcanegifs]

This is the last time I'm going to be annoying about this, I swear.

A few examples of that I, a gifmaker, personally love seeing under the tags:

Analysis of said scene, show, or character, especially the long ones going in depth that span like 1000 words

People saying how crisp the GIFs look and how nice the coloring is THANK YOU. ILY GUYS. That's always huge praise for me.

Reacting with how emotional you got with the scene. How painful and emotional or how touching a scene is.

People making funny jokes, memes, comments, etc.

Literally ppl horny posting LMAO. It's super funny to read and I love seeing all the unhinged comments.

Seeing how much you loved the show and its characters

Things I don't like seeing under the tags. And these are just two very specific things:

How much you hate the show, how much you think a scene is bad, how much you hate a character, the ship, the creators, etc. or how much you dont like this ship anymore, calling a ship horrible because ____ reasons. OKAY! I get it! But I don't want to see that. Make your own hate post on your own blog! You're free to have an opinion on how much you hate something. Just do it on your own blog.

Asking why I leave out certain scenes out, why I decided to gif this scene, or not gif more of these characters. Sometimes, I'm just exhausted. I can overlook things. You guys don't know how draining making gifs can get to me, especially the scenes that are really long. But I do it because I LOVE Arcane, the story, and the characters, and the particular scenes that I make gifs of. I have my own biases too. Of course I’m making them first. Please, just make them yourself instead of complaining under the tags of my edits. Yes, I can see them.

Don’t get me wrong, I wholeheartedly appreciate everyone who supports and follows the blog. I want to make a million more HQ gifs of this amazing show, but sometimes, the very rare negativity can still get overwhelming, to the point where it demotivates you.

Arcane is extremely special to me because it's such a fantastic show, and that alone motivates me in trying to create more GIFs. Honestly, if it was any other fandom or show? I would've probably left already. Arcane is THAT great.

I know the block button is there. I use it too, but sometimes, the amount of effort and time you exert to create FOR FREE just isn’t worth it. And that’s why gifmakers and creators stop making things for fandom. It’s not fun anymore. It’s not worth it.

Some people think that making my style of GIFs is easy. Then great! Since you think so, then do it yourself and help create for the fandom too! I wholeheartedly encourage you to do it!

TLDR: Don't be rude on people's fanwork, especially when they are created FOR FREE. If you don’t like their fanwork, you can make them yourself.

[soupyloopyx]

main / pinned post (intro) - this is really long btw (sorry)

hi i'm soph, or sophy, but you can also call me soup :) she/her

i'm a minor so please don't be weird.

this is just a new intro post because the old one was so bad and also because!! i have 100 followers now!!!

music:

pretty obvious, but i'm a massive fan of taylor swift!

i also like: sabrina carpenter, arctic monkeys, the 1975, david bowie, maisie peters, paramore

a couple things about me:

i'm pan yet lack cooking skills

i write :)

i'm from england

i should probably be studying right now

i'm doing music gcse and i play the clarinet !!

i'm have braces, right now they are purple

I LOVE MY CAT OREO SO MUCH WITH ALLLLLLL MY HEART

i love the marauders era, which brings us to...

fandoms i'm in: harry potter/marauders (yeah that's kind of it, i don't really do much other than that lol)

ships <3

marauders: wolfstar, jegulus, jily, rosekiller, dorlene, marylily, pandalily

harry potter: drarry, romione, pansy x hermione

i have a cat called oreo and he is genuinely the cutest thing ever, so i had to share and give him his own section <3

eras tour section:

london night 7 (19th august 2024), block 503, row 2, seat 89

surprise songs: long live/change, the archer/you're on your own kid

outfits: pink lover, silver noodles fearless, not tv red, wonderstruck speak now, normal rep, blue folkmore, blue/orange 1989, ily ttpd + black with white jacket, pink ss, pink midnights + stars and moon + redpink jacket

please be my friend if:

you share my music taste or want to introduce me to people

you want to be lol

you like my posts

you aren't a creep

you like me in general

we have the same ships :)

please don't interact if:

you are "anti-taylor"... i don't care if you don't like her, but if you actively hate her, then what's the point in following me??

you're racist, sexist, homophobic, transphobic, etc.

you're a creep. i will block you.

you're a bot/your account is used to promote any kind of sexual service

ALSO GUYS HI THIS IS IMPORTANT!!!!!!!!!!!!

since i hit 100 followers, i should probably do something special (i didn't think i would even get 10 help me)

SO be on the look out for that <3

yeah so i do want to use this tumblr for fanfics as well as a personal account because my writing is personal to me. i think i'll go back to posting scenes and funny bits i've written. also, since everything takes so long to write lol, i should post """spoilers""" or just what i'm working on.

in english, we've been doing so much goddamn analysis of language and structure that i'm not even motivated to write anything but analysis so 😭😭😭😭😭

this is the end, fellas. see ya around.

[spideyhexx]

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i don’t think the spark for writing for coryo and Billy is slipping away from me (think sometimes im like I need smth new but ive still enjoyed talking about them) but engagement obviously makes me bleh cause its been a bit low recent days so need to know if yall are still with me with coryo n billy or just in general😔think fandom dying out makes me sad and sometimes that makes it harder for motivation but still wanna write for it/am still into Tom so🤷‍♀️

am also just an over thinker fbdhhd but long as some of yall are sticking around that’s nice :) and it’ll probs be so much better when we get more tom content/his new films :)

I also don’t really want to lose my interest on them too because I’ve really enjoyed it but I don’t think it will leave me completely

think it’s just hard sometimes to not feel down about stuff like that even though I’m still enjoying the characters yk? Idk I’m fbsbfb feeling like a flop and down but we’ll push through🫶and ily guys!

[dsaf-confessions]

important announcement

okay so modred here!!! and i am about to share my total, unbiased, unfiltered and honest thoughts.

i am leaving the blog

yes yes i know i try to act unbothered by everything but its scary how everything changed so fast! did you know i was actually considering sharing my main on here because i thought this place was so chill? safe to say im glad i did not do that.

i've tried to win the idgaf war but the truth is its killing me. im fighting in the idgaf war and im losing. it feels like its been months since it started, but its not even been three weeks. just over two, im pretty sure. its not even been three weeks since i've turned 15 years old!

two days after my 15th birthday this started!! what unfortunate timing. and honestly, ive got exams in less than a month, and i've been so stressed about everything. not just exams, not just internet drama, but like a secret third thing too.

its super scary to admit im being stressed out by all of this considering that there are people whove taken pride in upsetting me and for what crime? they're old posts. i was 14 when i posted them. id apologised. id listened to advice. i'd improved. but all because one day someone decided they didn't like the blog, this entire account collapsed and so did my mental health with it it seemed.

i dont like being honest. i just like to laugh about everything. i know certain people are going to be laughing and proud that they've made me leave this blog while reading this post, and while thats the reason ive been scared to leave this whole time, they're going to do that anyway. they're going to keep hating me. so the least i could do is try to put myself first rather than try to push through it using spite as my motivator.

i know there will likely be people bragging on their accounts that they've made me leave (im aware of what people are saying). and that upsets me. i wont lie. but at the end of the day, if you find yourself being proud of making a newly turned 15 year old leave an account that they once found comfort in, then thats more of a judge of character about you than me.

its scary how people can decide that they don't like you one day and make a post ruining everything, and its scary how people can act comforting to your face and then go ahead and brag about how upset they've made you to someone else, but in the end i cannot control what people say and at the end of the day i can only control what i do and who i surround myself with and thats why im leaving.

im not leaving the discord, or the dsaf fandom at all, but i am getting far away from this blog and blocking everyone who hates me because thats all i can do. all i can request is that if you know who i am, keep it secret. and if you somehow find me, please dont try to talk to me.

i think i'll just talk with my friends and post my silly little art and things without becoming a known name. its the only way to exist in fandom i think.

but wait! this blog wont die!

you see, as you were reading this post with tears in your eyes, i had secretly been assigning not just one, but two new admins for the blog! i trust them to keep it running, but also if you guys treat them terribly i give them full permission to delete this entire account. they need to put themselves first too.

so, my last words to the dsaf confessions blog?

change da world. my final message. goodbye. /ref

uhh just kidding!! final message is: if you dont like this blog, block it. if you dont like me, then we'll leave this here and forget this drama ever happened. dont try to make my past mistakes these guys problems. as soon as i hit post im leaving this blog, so any hate you try to send towards me will not go through to me. you wont even be screaming into the void either, just at some innocent people.

thats all i have to say. ily all!!! /p

-modred

[prettymediocrewizard]

my online shop is now officially closed! I know I say it a lot but thank you all so much for the support <3

I never really thought about making merch until I got tossed into the Monster/Guriten fandom so all the kind comments and joy people have shared with me about my silly little drawings has been such a positive and motivating experience for me. I really can't thank you all enough!

As for more later? Maybe in the spring I'll have a better idea in the new year. And I'll be very honest with you all that I'm in a bit of a low in terms of energy at this moment. I'm also currently in the process of working on some boards for a fan project! (I haven't mentioned it here since I can't show anything, but did you guys know I'm working on the wcanimated project? :3c )

However despite the low, I still really want to draw! And I will be working through the super sweet guriten prompts over the next few weeks when I have the energy bc I'm crying at how cute they are~~

sorry this got a little long with the extended update on what I'm currently doing and plans for later! A million thank you's again, ily monster community, ily guriten enjoyers !!!

[tiredmamaissy]

Hey guys!

It’s been a minute, hasn’t it? 😅 I haven’t been very active on here and here’s what’s been going on:

I’ve moved (still in the process) and I’ll be moving again sometime in the near future. It’s a long story but that’s been taking up a lot of my time (also recently went on a lil vacay so that was nice). With that a lot of other aspects of my life has changed and it’s all just been one big adjustment. I feel like my time management skills aren’t enough for me to balance it all and therefore I’ve been slacking on here

Unfortunately my motivation has also taken a hit. I’m finding it hard to sit down and write like I used to and it literally feels like permanent writers block when I do get the chance 😭 I know you guys want to see some more stuff and as of right now I have a list of wips that I’ll complete and publish, but outside of these is to be decided as time passes:

1. The Ralak series

2. Neteyams First Rut Chapter 8

3. Behind the Facade Part 2

4. Little Secret Part 2

These are in no specific order or anything as I feel that I need to work with whatever I’m most motivated to write

I can’t promise that I’ll be as active as I used to, but I will definitely try. I miss you guys, and most of all I miss interacting and talking to you guys. But shit in my life is so different and it seems to be ever-changing. I’m sure there will be a point where it all plateaus and I’ll have more time on my hands and the motivation. I’m never leaving this fandom. Like ever lol just thought I’d say that 💕

Until then, ily!!

~issy

[spookeart]

I’m obsessed with your art. I stare at it daily. Your Regulus is the closest to what I see in my silly little head when I imagine him.

Thank you for blessing this fandom with such beauty. 🥹 ❤️‍🔥

You guys keep thanking me but really it’s because of sweet messages like that that I’m motivated to make more content to share, so thank YOU!!❤️

I’m happy you like my Regulus because I’m planning on drawing him again and again until you all get sick of me. Thank you again ily🫶

[joshfutturman]

seeing everyone create so much art in this fandom inspires me to draw SO MUCH you guys have no idea,,

like i was struggling with drawing motivation for a while now but seeing all these art pieces makes me want to create again!!!!

finished my cowboy billy drawing and it'll hopefully be up tonight!! ily guys!

[abyss55199794]

i know spn fandom is drying out at the moment and most pieces dont get that many notes but this has been the nicest experience ever posting my art here the past 8 months or so. you guys are so genuine and kind in the notes and i love going back and reading all the things you guys say, if my art has ever made you go OUCH or OMG or HELLOOO i want you to know i love you so fucking much. it keeps me feeling good about drawing and motivated to draw more and yeah ily guys <3

[roseworth]

Tangled anon, hi (i am so stressed right now so) can you just give me a tangled ramble please? The movie, series, fandom, anything Thanks (love you)r content

hello my love im sorry i took so long to get to this ily :( <3 <3 <3

i NEED to talk about cass tangled. every time i think about her i start eating drywall because she had sooooooo much potential in her arc and it could have been so fun

the thing is chris sonnenburg accidentally did a fantastic job making bad guys with good motivations for every other villain (lady caine, varian, the saporians to a degree, etc) and he ALMOST got there with cass. but it got completely fucked up in the middle of season 3

the first two seasons were set up to show cass feeling ignored by everyone else and looked over by everyone. she wanted to be taken seriously but she rarely ever was and i thought it was a very good set up :( plus in her minor appearances at the beginning of season 3 it was more of her remembering what she had felt before and building up her rage <3

then. THEN. the fucking confrontation ep. literally every other grievance she had was ignroed so she could say "rapunzel stole my mom so now im killing her <3" like girl what happened to feeling ignored and looked over. the vague concept of "destiny" being used throughout the show to explain literally everything is actually the most annoying thing ever. like the gothel twist couldve been okay if they hadnt used it as The Reason for cass's villain arc, but instead it was her prime motivation in all the major fights and she said shit like "you took my destiny because i was gothels daughter" like?????? what destiny???? and why would you have it by being her daughter????? her motivations were so messy and didnt make any sense. then the finale comes and zhan tiri overall is soooo underdeveloped and badly executed, then cass and rapunzel have an emotional scene that feels sooooo unearned bc none of her original motivations are addressed and the fact that her motivation turned into "i was supposed to be raised by gothel" meant that it was hard to address it at all in the finale. then ofc it culminates in the lamest final battle ever with the Big Bad of the series

it couldve been so good. i could fix this fucking show. every day i mourn what tts could have been.

[editrevue]

hiiiii hi hi haiii guys!!! ^_^ I don't rlly know much about these revstar girlies (the anime is on my to watch list! i just have to wait for the stars to align in my brain to. let me watch it 🥲) but i wanted to send in a request so!!!! how bout y'all make something self indulgent!! And to wanna make it interesting..... maybe you can make something for a kin/comf that isn't too popular by. fandom standards? or is just underappreciated in general?? if that makes sense?? okay thats allll have a nice day guys have fun bye byeeeee :33

-Cherry @/sunbedo 🍒💕

CHERRY!!! here's hers and here's mine!! @sunbedo

Hiii hi hi hiiiiiii!! omg don't worry, this was incredibly fun to do and it had us both thinking about the popularity of certain characters and who we'd like to see more content of, so we appreciate you sending this in! also I'm sorry for the wait to post this ask, it got completely lost in the drafts for a while and I wanted to ramble a bit under a cut ajsdakhd oh and let me know if you want to be 🍒anon at any point! ily and thanks again!! have a good night cherry 🥺

I only put this under a read more so I don't ramble too much but omg if you get into revstar let us know!!! it's still raging strong as a special interest and hyperfixation and we'd both love to talk abt it with you!! and please take your time there's never any rush to get into it! might i add that i love the usage of "if the stars align" here because if that ain't the most befitting for this source that you could've said... kjDSHASD <- revstar is very "star" themed, literally and figuratively! but hmm. if I had to kin assign you anybody especially from the anime I'd say probably Futaba and/or Karen!!! It's a little harder to say from Starira but I just KNOW you'd love Frontier and their found family tropes. Aruru? Misora? who knows but I also think you'd enjoy the Siegfeld Juniors a lot, especially Minku and Kuina for some reason. But yeah! the anime only focuses on the Seisho cast so that'd be your first introduction if you started with the anime and basically like the only introduction unless you looked into the mobile game or stage plays! which we can always help you with because we both have the resources. the cast is fairly small (if you don't count side characters and background characters which in of itself is few and far between) totaling about 40ish or so, roughly. so it's both easy and difficult to find "obscure" or underrated characters that don't get attention in the fandom because they're all loved by *someone* but there are characters that aren't as popular by default at the same time (like Frontier, Seiran, some Siegfeld, etc.) so that's why I went with Shiori Yumeoji for a kin, and Sun went with Tsukasa Ebisu for a kin as well! If we went with ccs, I would've chosen Misora or Stella, and I think it's funny because we got a few rqs for them recently since we've done this rq so it really worked out that way! Sun said she probably would have done Shiori as a cc if love didn't chose a kin too which worked out since I ended up doing that for myself. um anywaysss yeah! omg! I hope you enjoy it whenever you have the motivation and do not hesitate to talk to us about it or send in anything else for us to do in the meantime! this was very good for the soul

[amaretto-mp4]

‘lil updoot since I’m free and can check my phone:

Ily guys here and my art friends and mutuals, honestly one of my huge motivations for going back to see art and share my work with people who support me.

That being said, I’m going to be doing a bit more research on Tumtum’s reblogging system and what it would possibly mean for my art work, going forward - though I likely will continue to share my work here because it feels comfy. 🛌

I’ve been seeing a lot of artists move onto Threads in the past week but I’ll be holding off from it indefinitely, as it all seems too quick and new for me - I feel like I don’t need another soc med to the cocktail I have right now :| and the site being so new leaves a lot to be discovered, and I’d at least give it a few months.

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Anyway, I’ve been spending some time making some oc art that and fandom wips! I have like,,, 2 major appointments (driving and pet care related) coming up tomorrow that I’m really nervous for and will be revising >< hopefully once that’s over, I’ll be more relaxed in the coming week and share them.

[tarucore]

Don’t start reblogging this guys, this had five notes yesterday and I didn’t even get into what I really wanted to get into two whole months ago, which is the treatment of female villains in fandom and how continuously writing fics about Jason fucking Todd shooting Catalina in the head is genuinely so weird

Catalina is a compelling character!! Devin might have used extremely racist stereotypes while writing her, but make Cat a white woman and the assault taking place still makes narrative sense. Catalina isn’t a stalker or even overtly sexual about her advances to Dick. The rape, like a good majority of sexual assaults in the real world, was about power not lust

Like there’s a reason why during War games she almost immediately took control of Las Arañas (which I’m not saying was not also a racist decision but) She wanted control and power over people, LIKE SO MANY OTHER VILLAINS. Her motivations aren’t unique and frankly are understandable in the way that any other crime boss type antagonists’ are understandable

People who write fics where she is shot after little more than a few sentences are writing revenge fantasies or pure indulgent whump for the most part, and believe me I get it. But even characters like Deathstroke in darkfics are afforded more characterization than being abruptly put down five seconds in for being a terrible bitch who deserves to die ig

Not only does this drastically go against Dick’s character (why do some people act like watching someone he once cared about get shot in front of him wouldn’t violently retraumatize him????) it also ignores any of the bare bones of Catalina’s character in the sense that at one point she did care about helping people and her arc is that of a corruption one.

She is not inherently evil, and this is such a shitty trend with female villains in that the fandom does not recognized that these are people making choices. It’s like they’re either a poor little baby forced to do evil things and needs to be rescued (Talia ily, I’m sorry that they won’t let you commit crimes more) or the literal spawn of satan, jezebel succubi walking the earth.

Idk this is another incoherent rant on top of an already incoherent post but the tldr is that you should write bad people better and that goes for the actual writers as well

I’m going to hold your hand when I say this but some of you need to realize that if Devin Grayson used racist stereotypes in Nightwing 1996 writing Dick and Yoska then she was also using racist stereotypes writing Catalina Flores

the concept of an aggressive, sexually predatory Latina is not new, it’s not original, and frankly it’s tiring to see be repeated

acting like the way Catalina was/is portrayed in canon/fanworks is totally divorced from her ethnicity is how we get fics where Dick is triggered by hearing someone speak spanish (not even the specific pet names that Cat used, just spanish in general??!)

and I like Catalina as an antagonist, at least a secondary one, I think the Blockbuster arc has held up well compared to some other runs, I think that Devin is a decent writer with pretty good pacing for comic books which I can appreciate, and shockingly, I’m fine with the rape taking place in canon and the aftermath, as I know that the run was cut short (I’m a dead-dove fan and I’ve always liked any kind of whump, I can see why others don’t though and I understand that)

I also think that fanwriters need to be aware of bigoted source material, and that they don’t need to exacerbate these problems by flattening Catalina into a hypersexual, “crazy Latina” caricature which Devin even didn’t fully do in her run

I promise guys, there is a way to write her that doesn’t lean into stereotypes but still has her doing a terrible thing, I pinky swear

[undisclosedmemoirs]

Vincenzo parallels

While i’m still processing ep. 19, I’m going to make a list of the parallels this series has fed us with like I said I would (bc omg are they satisfying and I need you lovely souls to make GIFs out of them pretty please, tho I have seen a couple of them roaming around already, ily guys).

Some of them were pointed out by you guys during this last couple of weeks and I apologize but I have the memory of a fish when I’m sleepy and just woke up, so please do tag yourselves!! If I missed any, which will probably happen because I was dumb and didn’t notice it, please feel free to add them, I will be eternally grateful ^_^ This might be a long post so bear with me or just scroll past it, it is your right and I will like you the same (Clown Town 4ever <3).

I just want to say that i am doing this because i got genuinely motivated by all of you. All of you amazing contributors deserve the world for making this experience as enjoyable as it was for me. To all of you who interacted with me throughout these past 2 months, thank you so much!

ATTENTION SPOILERS AHEAD

1. Ep. 1 – The tenants are behind Lawyer Hong Yu Chan against Vincenzo while he is introducing himself // Ep. 19 – The tenants are behind Vincenzo with him against Chief Kim while Mr. Cho is telling them who he is (the development folks).

2. Ep. 1 – “ASPETTATE” Vincenzo saves Cha Young and hangs Park Seok Do out the window warning him that if he drops head first he might die // Ep. 18 – He saves her too, only this time he throws wifey’s aggressor headfirst out the window. He defenestrated him (@dionideatta ily for making me discover this word).

3. Ep. 2 – Chayenzo’s first conversation: They just met and she is already suspicious of him, she is the one who wants to know what he is up to. Ends up messing up her triumphant leave by getting the direction wrong. // Ep. 19 – On the same spot, Vincenzo is the one in jealous mode wondering where the heck wifey is going without him and unconsciously follows her. She tells him the direction to his house “You need to go that way to go home hubby” (This parallel ended me).

4. Ep. 2 – Myung Hee and Han are drinking together. Han offers her to work with him and get behind Babel which will be the most powerful company out there // Ep.19 – Myung Hee tells Han that’s where their partnership started and that is where it is going to end since that will be their last drink together. (The bad guys have parallels too).

5. Ep. 3 – The Chayenzo balcony conversation “You know Booralro?” // Ep. 19 – “I was glad to meet someone who recognized a Booralro suit that day” (The blatant flirting right in front of my breakfast).

6. Ep. 3– Hong Yu Chan telling Vincenzo he needs a monster to defeat Babel // Ep. 19– Vincenzo tells Cha Young it’s okay for her to backoff now because they are about to become monsters. He is fulfilling what her father asked of him.

7. Ep. 4 – Cha Young calling for her father (</3) // Ep. 17 – Vincenzo calling for his mother (</3) (Wdym I’m crying again?)

8. Ep. 4– Cha Young at the cemetery mourning her father, virtually alone (psycho is not much of a comfort source) // Ep. 17 – Vincenzo at the cemetery mourning his mother and Cha Young is there for him.

9. Ep. 4 – “Promise me we will not do anything that will take other people’s lives” // Ep. 10 – “Promises can be broken out of necessity” (Nothing to add here).

10. Ep. 5 – THE FINGER FLICK SCENE // Ep. 12 – THE REVERSED FINGER FLICK SCENE

11. Ep. 6– The tenants ask what will happen if they don’t get up when the judge enters the court room and Mr. Nam tells them nothing happens, so they decide to defy them, only to get right up as soon as the door opens // Ep. 19 – THEY DO NOT GET UP I LOVED THIS ONE

12. Ep. 7– Confused baby himbo and a clapping Vincenzo // Ep. 19 – Proud baby himbo clapping happily for Vincenzo (my son is growing up *sniff sniff*).

13. Ep. 10– Chayenzo angsty hug scene. Vinny hugs her with one hand // Ep. 19 – Chayoung gets shot, Han Seok looks petrified and Vinny puts his hand on the wound on her which is right where he put his hand in the tunnel when he hugged her back

14. Ep. 11– Vincenzo tells Han Seok to kneel // Ep. 19 – Vincenzo is the one kneeling on his own accord to save Cha Young.

[alexandrablake]

oh sorry i forgot i was a cm blog

[revengesworn]

okay so i feel i owe you all an update with what’s being going on considering i haven’t been very active for quite a while now-

the tl;dr of it is that while uni is now over, my mental health & depression have been pretty bad for quite a long time now. my motivation and energy levels are hugely affected by this in particular, and i’ve often been losing all interest in the fandoms/characters I would normally enjoy, or swapping between interests so fast that I can’t maintain consistent activity on a single one of them. and when I lose interest in something, it’s extremely difficult to get myself to work on it - i tend to find i have either an obsessive amount of interest or none at all.

but please know that even if I take a long time to reply, both IC and OOC, that doesn’t mean I don’t care about you or our threads! I adore all the threads I have with you guys right now, and I know I can be pretty terrible/struggle with remaining in contact with people in general, but I really do think you’re all amazing and I love talking to you when I’m able to do so. even if I can’t be here as often as i’d like, i hope you can find some enjoyment from this blog anyway - and never be afraid to poke me if i haven’t replied to a message for a long time. I really appreciate it, actually!

i still love TR and i’m gonna try and be as active here as I can, but just expect me to be replying to things slowly semi-permanently at the moment. I am working on my mental health in therapy but it’s a slow process, unfortunately... thank you all for your patience and for being the best in general. ily all mwah <33333