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#my art#artsits on tumblr#self taught artist#mix media artist#traditional art#traditional illustration#traditional drawing#traditional media#traditional sketch#ink drawing#pen and ink#sketch#lineart#illustration#fanart#maccadam#transformers#transformers prime#tf optimus prime#optimus prime#this ended up being very on model...#i wasn't trying to be THAT on model#it just happened#not complaining#just a little confused#he looks good to me so far though!#i've added stuff and colored him now#i'm just showing progress#because why not
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#something is very obviously different about these two compared to my normal images on this blog. i acknowledge this#also the sv model is Really good. and since they always stare straight at the camera anyway… and no one pays attention to the background…#and the only high-quality phantump model i could find was so horribly shiny that its eyes were just white voids#in my defense‚ phantump always just stare straight at you in game#the lighting is different‚ yeah. that's probably the dead giveaway. beyond the background. but like. i'm the only being on the planet who#really likes phantump anyway. i feel like it's a generally forgettable pokémon to most folks#phantump#HELLO this one is a weird one. i have some explaining to do. so when i did this one i didn't know how to edit models really at all#and when i got the models for these‚ the xy models were super shiny. shiny to the point that it made their eyes fuckin invisible#and i decided that since you could barely tell it was phantump‚ i needed a different way to get these images#i remembered that in the SV dlc‚ every time you find a wild phantump‚ it just fucking. stares. at you. and i was like. aha#i kinda remembered because of the test stream that i did. tumblr user alligayytorr (am i getting the right amount of Ys) said#“haha i am getting a sneak peek” when i zoomed the camera in on a phantump. and i remembered that. and i was like. i can utilize this#and ended up using just an in-game screenshot of SV in replacement of the regular content. later on‚ after that#once we got into gen 7 and it became less and less reliable to find models‚ i had to learn how to edit them manually to remove the shine#i am a software dev. not a 3d modeler. this ended up coming down to editing the code of the models directly (which i ended up writing a#script to automate). now‚ today‚ january 22nd (the day of me writing these tags and updating this post)‚ i remembered this post was in the#queue and was not normal. so i went back‚ ran the script on the phantump and trevenant models‚ and unshinified them#then edited these two posts to be normal. i have left the original pictures i took under the cut for reference and as bonuses#because i really enjoy phantump. so that's why those images are there‚ and that's why these tags are here#just for posterity's sake‚ the folks who come here mostly for my commentary‚ i've left the ORIGINAL tags of the post when i initially#made it with the SV pictures up at the top (i wanted to rearrange them‚ but tumblr makes that Very difficult‚ so i left them as-is)#so if these tags are confusing to read i Apologize. but i hope now that you're at the bottom you understand what happened#i'm gonna go edit the trevenant post now
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It's your blood that haunts my dreams and sticks to my hands, not mine.
Please Stop Replacing My Memories (They Are All I Have)
#my art lol#vocaloid#vocaloid fanart#blood tw#gun tw#utatane piko#piko utatane#vocaloid piko#fukase vocaloid#vocaloid fukase#color palette#THATS RIGHT BAYBEYYY 2 POSTS IN ONE DAY 🤯🤯🤯 (*collapses*)#i actually finished the piko piece way before the len i posted earlier today... and same with the fukase tbh i just finished it up today#testing out some funky color palette stuff for run... the fukase one was the original but i didn't like how it was coming out#so then i switched up and did piko's linelessly which inspired me to redo fukase's in an attempt to get these pieces to match#i dont think that worked lol they ended up not being very matching and lowkey i like how piko's came out way more than fuka's 😭#but its okay ig since these were just tests anyway. ngl kinda started bullshitting towards the ends of both but that keeps happening#that is the most on-model fukase ive ever drawn bruh idk if ill ever be able to do that again 😭😭😭😭 how did i do that
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Okay but my favorite GIR moments are ALWAYS the ones that imply he's just aware enough of what's going on to know that the thing he's doing will fuck up Zim's day, and he still does it anyway, possibly specifically for that purpose.
#invader zim#gir#iz posting#natterings#most times its not even malicious#or not like SPECIFICALLY malicious beyond gir being a gremlin who enjoys chaos in general#i think a lot of the time he just wants to secure zims attention and making him mad is the easiest way to do it#(+ i mean zim kind of models this strategy all the time so can he really be surprised girs learned it—)#or sometimes the terrible thing will eventually end up leading into accomplishing something useful#and its easy to say this is just fools luck and totally inadvertent on girs part#but there are rare moments that suggest he mightve a little bit done the thing on purpose and im obsessed with that#that one comics issue where he impersonates dib torments zim for days on end and then wheedles zim into praising him for it#lives rent free in my mind#BUT ANYWAY I ALSO THINK THAT MAYBE SOMETIMES IT COULD BE A LITTLE MALICIOUS#given that gir in his natural state isnt really CAPABLE of resentment or anger or even dislike#and the one time he was able to feel those things he turned on zim in less than 24 hrs#in a way that was clearly very personally motivated (note to self write meta about gir goes crazy and stuff i have so much shit to say)#which suggests to me those emotions probably are there festering on some inaccessible level and yknow#imo a little healthy sadism is a GREAT outlet for that#zim absolutely deserves it
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Getting kind of tired of seeing women get dogpiled on for infantilizing themselves as if that isn't a perfectly understandable response to everyone they know telling them 25 is ancient and after that point their whole lives should be devoted to boring office jobs and raising children that they very likely don't want. Oh, and also everyone will think they're hideous beasts unless they have a 12-step skincare routine and get plastic surgery every two years.
Of course people won't want to think of themselves as adults when they've been given zero reason to believe adult life is worth living! Call me crazy, but I think people with the "I'm just a girl, teehee" mentality deserve compassion, not ridicule. Telling a woman she's cringe for having that coping mechanism is pointless at best and counterproductive at worst. The only thing that's going to help is reassuring people that they're still allowed to have hobbies and friends and an actual personality after age 40.
#i honestly consider myself lucky for spending so much of my childhood in online fandom spaces#being 10 years old and seeing women in their 30s writing mlp fanfic#gave me a really healthy foundation for what adulthood can look like#and if i hadn't had that i very likely would've ended up just like the ~tiktok girlies~#i don't wanna view people like that as my enemies#just because they weren't fortunate enough to have the same positive role models i did growing up
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though reminder if you have the time and you want to use any of the DFFOO models/maps/animations/etc for personal projects, you should perform a batch download and put that data on your computer before the end of february. they also have the costumes, it's much better than hoping someone else posts them online
#my JP zip ended up being about 6.7GB when extracted onto my pc and 8.5 unzipped#it appeared larger in bluestacks for some reason#mine#i wanted to keep the models for my personal use so :]#this process is very straightforward and easy
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the doom posting that comes around whenever a cash shop outfit comes out is deeply obnoxious at this point ngl
#yes there is something to be said about the cash shop model and how a lot of cool outfits are there#and the lack of more fantasy inspired outfits when there has been so much more modern outfits in game lately#and I have been guilty of being upset about this#but man. man people screaming and yelling about how 14 is going down the toilet because of this I’m just like. shut up#go look at the WoW cash shop and tell me how 14 is going into the same trap#you know the special mounts for doing all the EXs in an expansion?#yeah wow would put that in cash shop and be like teehee to have the full set give us 18 dollars#there are much worse and far grubbier systems out there to get your money from you#I dunno man the way people spit vitriol about thjs is like did SE like. kill your mother or something#Owen talks#edit: at the end of the day SE is a company and they are going to try and make more money off of you than just you sub#choosing to engage in that or not is your choice#idk maybe I just have a very short patience with people like this#I just come here whine for two seconds block the people screaming and be on my way
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full release mizora is still half human she's a cambion
they still call her a cambion a few times, but it's weird because functionally, she's really... not?
like in early access, her only being half-devil was a major plot point because she could die. originally, wyll was in such a hurry to rescue her at moonrise because if they did kill her, there would be no coming back since cambions, being mortal, don't do the whole "reincarnating in the hells" thing that full devils do... but then in the full release, her mortality is gone and if you "kill" her in moonrise, she just reincarnates in the hells like an actual full devil would???
so... yeah, she is still technically a cambion, i guess? but it's really in name only and pretty much all the plot significance & actual reason for her having been half-human has been removed
#ask#anonymous#they don't even use the human model they made for her like......#her being continually called a cambion in full release honestly felt like something they just forgot to change from ea to me but idk#they call raphael a cambion too so maybe they're just rewriting the rules of what being a cambion means vs the dnd version??#because he also somehow is alive in the hells at the end if you “kill” him. and also he's been around for 100s of yrs?#despite cambions supposedly having the same lifespans as humans in the Lore up to this point#i have no idea#i just know her NOT coming back and her death being very final due to her being a cambion was a major Thing in ea and it's just gone now
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wait so jjk1 is literally just seven so far??? like there's no other song rn no definite plans for the album no overall artistic view??? or did I misunderstand what he said in suchwita when he said he hadn't really worked on anything else so far???
#cuz dude if the most hyped and anticipated bts solo debut ends up just being some random songs recorded left and right#well there's a joke in there#about the state of this industry this fandom and what they care about (spoiler alert: definitely not music)#i mean i just dont get it#it feels like he doesn't actually want to be making music???#and maybe he doesn't and that's fine he more than deserves to use this hiatus to rest#and figure himself out as a human being#but then why does he do it why would he half ass an album the creative process of which he doesn't seem to care enough to take part in#when his role model is supposed to be namjoon#i just.#at this point im not even mad anymore that he receives the most attention & success while doing much less than all of the other members#i just find it very depressing & discouraging as someone who got into bts bc of what they conveid through their art#like obviously im not in his head but either he doesn't actually care abt music which i still find doubtful#or he's burned out and is doing things bc he has to not bc he wants to#(which kind of feels like it to me. i mean he's definitely not talking abt it the way someone who's actually passionate abt their art would#BTS#jeon jungkook#jjk1
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the thing is i'm so ready for this semester to be over buuuut i really don't want to go on summer break... maybe it would be nice if i didn't have to work but like. lol. basically i just hate the feeling of not really relaxing but not having a structured way to work on my actual goals and interests.
#i couldn't take summer classes my school barely offers the classes i need during the school year#so i'm just working more hours. whatever e will be in town that will be really wonderful and obviously i can draw and make art#but i just like. i like being in school! beat me take my blood whatever#i hated this semester which i knew i would like i just had to get these classes over with i fully predicted this#but next semester i have an actual drawing class and also. imagination class.... which is.... i'm unsure what to expect. but.#it's called imagination visual literacy actually but i will be calling it imagination class bc i think it's funny#ig visual literacy is a real thing. which is very fascinating so i'm excited#i also have 3d modeling which i'm a bit afeared of but every time i'm scared of a class it ends up not being that bad bc then i remember#that i'm a capable adult and not a helpless child that will collapse if i get a little confused#and it's online which i think may actually help bc i can like pause the lecture and replay parts and stuff#BASICALLY i'm just very sick of my classes and i want to move on to things i'm actually interested in but i have to just work all summer.#i'm just ready to keep goingggg like let's goooo why are we stopping
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#tag talk#fuck. I might just be a straight woman.#like. I like men. and the more I transition the more I vibe with binary womanhood.#sure I don't like getting shoved into restrictive femininity. but I vibe with womanhood as separate from femininity.#anyway. I might be straight. and In ten years it's very possible that being trans becomes a much less huge part of my life#because it will stop being something that I do and something that I wish for and simply something that I am#yeah yeah whatever hi my name is Reggie and I like men#I just. as much as I don't like certain restrictive gender roles I find myself slotting very comfortably into others#and I realize that my idea of gender and their roles was very much shaped by my female role models growing up#and a lot of the disconnect and distress when growing up was due to not being able to follow the path everyone else did.#all my girl friends were growing up into women and I was stuck on the man track.#and being gay was the closest I could get to being myself#but I'm closer than I've ever been before to being able to live my truth as myself#still not gonna shave my legs unless it's sometime in the future for a very specific event.#I like them fuzzy. they make me feel cool.#I like having some cultural masculinity still. I just don't want to be defined by it#talking about my binary trans experience is always a little weird because I'm aware of how binary I'm describing things#and I get that if my words were used to describe someone else's experience it might end up sounding hella transphobic#but these words are for me. they're my experience. they're my life not someone else's.#and this is how my identity works.#it's like how feminism protects the right of trad wives to be trad wives.#we just gotta recognize that just because one woman wants to be the designated dishwasher not every woman feels that way.#anyway. I might be dating a guy by this time next week. he's cool so far and we kinda got match-made by a mutual friend#we watched Redline tonight and it's hella good#he's really cool but I feel like I've got something to provide and to bring to the relationship. so we're still on peer-level I think.#which is new. usually I'm way ahead of the other person. maybe my fault for fishing in the bad fish barrel#the emotionally damaged and burdened fish barrel.
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woe. morty's marauder be upon ye.
probably sub-optimal
#consider that he's a member of the royal crown galactic beverages inc death squad and his main concern is poorly-equipped 'squatters'#as for why a 2R he's a lyran boy who's doing this because he loves it (though he says it's for the paycheck)#and i did note the price. the various upgrades double the cost compared to the stock 2R#battletech#expanse battletech au#thinking either bobbie or clarissa specifically recognizes it as a 2R (more likely clarissa because she'd be very familiar with that model)#(the razorback started its life as a 2R)#(so murtry's marauder is like...the mirror universe razorback if you think about it)#razorback's a rich kid's toy that ended up being an iconic 'hero mech' of the region#murtry's 2R is a rich kid's toy that was remembered mainly for its defeat and the atrocities it took part in
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a sumi haircut variation ive been testing out. i wanna say its a bit post-canon, not too far off, maybe a year or so. hasnt quite figured out what to do with herself yet, but shes getting there. only a little ways away from graduation.
#the clock chimes at midnight#selk.art#okay because im going stir crazy in my beautiful mind here. i forgot where everyone in the royal ending went so ive just kinda been doing a#post canon au based entirely arnd sumire and the only person whos really gone is ren. the others are in school and stuff still lol#ANYWAYS she and ren start dating a few weeks before 2/3 and after they restore the world its a very tumultuous start considering ren#immediately gets sent to jail. even after he gets out theyre both grieving akechi + it feels like theyre just going through the motions.#everyones like omg we could tell this was gonna happen! and it makes them uncomfortable for reasons they cant articulate#ren is using sumire to get over akechi + sumire is modeling rens identity + both see akechi in the other and are sad abt it#on top of all that they get into a huge fight when sumire learns rens leaving in like. a month. and she didnt know.#(he genuinely didnt realize she didnt know but gets bitchy in return)#they try to make it work long distance for a month/two but eventually mutually breakup (both a little bitter but agree to remain friends)#overall its a cute relationship with um . very odd undertones.#anyways she still wears her hair straight up or straight down during all that point. HAHAHA remember this is abt hair!#after ren leaves she latches onto ann + ryuji who are still going to school w her. and after the breakup simply bc#ryuji is a Boy and sumire is a Girl and They Enjoy Being Around Each Other they both reflexively think abt getting together#sumire starts to imitate him (bc for some weird reason she keeps wanting to be like boys!) and ryuji is like am i breaking bro code rn..#nothing ever happens bc neither actually wants to date the other and ann is always hanging around but its an odd time for everyone#she bleaches the tips of her hair for a little bit but its so small when she gets it chopped off its like nothing happened lol#this is probably around third year when ann/ryuji have graduated and the only thief around is futaba.#and. please nobody kill me for this. i think the two have interesting thematic similarities but the ship between them has always felt like#pairing the same-age spares to me. and i havent read anything thats convinced me of its full potential yet.#that to say i think theyre friendly but not super close. so sumire has to learn to just. exist by herself for the first time in years.#like i said this is probably when this actual haircut starts getting used. shes figuring it out!#after she graduates shes the first one to find akechi again and theyre both doing a lot better and become very close.#they move in together! platonically! unless...? but thats not the point! akechi helps her realize shes transmasc at which point she gets a#real short haircut. i cant decide. theres one thats like a curly haired bob almost and one thats shorter + looks kinda windswept#and thats all the haircut hcs i have for her postcanon timeline! spreads hands jazz hands. not all the timeline hcs but my thumbs r tired.
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pretty people <3<3<3 beautiful bois and gorgeous gorls <3<3<3
#i am. having a rae moment my girl my daughter my everything...#her gf calls her her 'rae of sunshine' and rae calls violet her 'letty bug' theyre so cute im going to go into diabetic shock#BUT ALSO.. billy is so sweet... he's the kind to absolutely want kids and he has Girlboss GF...#also i dont think ive ever mentioned it but billy is a bpd king and i think that's very boyboss of him#he has a hard time with orange sometimes bc she's very nonverbal with her acts of love and not the most cuddly#so he ends up feeling like he's done something wrong and spiralling... she learns how to speak his metaphorical language tho!#billy is kinda All The Emotions Ever and orange is pretty monotone but she puts a lot of effort into learning how to communicate with him#and learning his emotional needs.. she's a very Steady person yk? she has her stuff together so she doesn't mind putting in some extra work#so her boyfriend feels comfortable around her...#i also love billy bc he's very comfy in his masculinity#blue and red are both v masculine people but billy and rae came out p feminine (billy less so)#billy's more than happy to be a model for orange's work; he loves baking and he's learning how to sew from his gf; he doesn't need scruff#and callouses to feel like a man. and i like that a lot about him#when he nd rae were growing up he had kind of a one sided rivalry with her because he felt like she; being someone who just lost her#parents; was 'getting all of the attention' so he tried VERY VERY VERY hard to be 'worthy'#he chilled out when he got older but it was pretty rough for him as a kid. he felt like he had to work twice as hard to be loved#bc rae was related to red so she had that automatic family tree tie. but he was adopted#and he was adopted BECAUSE blue enjoyed caring for rae so much that they wanted their own baby yk#he's very sweet and sensitive i love billy...#the only person who doesn't call him billy is orange and that's because she calls him william or will#this just turned into a billy ramble but </3 i love him he's a good kitty kat man
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We did a really goofy assignment this week. They have this tiny little statues (?) of random parts of the face in the closet where they keep all the knickknacks we use in our still-lifes. Prof set a bunch of them on a table and told us to draw one of the faces and two other body parts. The point of the exercise was to get used to chacoal, because it's gonna be required on our next actual assignment. We were only allowed 20 minutes on each, so they're not the best, but I'm happy with what I got done in that amount of time :D
Oh and... I'm not 100% sure how it'll actually go in class, but we're moving into figure drawing soon if I recall correctly. We're gonna be able to work with actual models :D
...but umm, they're anatomy studies. So uhh,,
*If* I even post those drawings, I'll make sure to add some tasteful ducks. Otherwise, wish well on my timid soul because we're doing that today I believe. I might evaporate before the end of the studio session🫠
#I'm not really worried about seeing naked people because we're all big kids here#I am terrified of messing up and hurting someone's feelings :')#also haha#funny story#on syullabus day our prof was going over the plans for the semester#and at the very end of class he hits us with an 'oh! by the way...#...we'll being doing figure drawing with actual models. they will not be clothed'#you know just as a warning#but then this man proceeded to say that he just *forgot* to tell his students last semester#they found out on the day they had to do the assignment#and he said 'yeah that was a bit awkward so I'll get the shock part of it out of the way right now'#like???#lmao????#just casually dropping that in the most monotone voice I've ever heard was wild#he's such a cool professor I love this class#even if it makes me cry every now and then
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The big downside of doing some kind of crime show au/legal drama au is the threat of having the plot given away by using canon characters in the court room, but if you don’t do that you have to use made up characters and that takes things even further off the canon tracks
#Thinking vaguely of a Lincoln lawyer au where cassian inherits bail organas practice after his assasination#But you can’t exactly have syril leia han obi wan Luke etc etc walking around without everyone knowing exactly where their moralities fall#Etc#and the interesting part of a legal drama is. The nuance. The unknown#That being said Han Solo as the wannabe actor/model who moved to New York for his big break but has ended up mainly as a Purveyor of#Mediocre weed in cassians parking lot#That’s very real to me
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