#this don’t think so . please . am in weird worlds been in so many dreamworlds too all to be tortured all to be tortured experimented on

[takeyourdailydoseofcyanide]

going to happen all can think about all all all going to happen have to going to happen please help me nothing last nothing left there buzzes static murmurs of disturbances listen to me not even real there’s nothing there’s anomaly help is not here warmth not possible what does matter here not this this not left there is static buzzes agitated confused turn screw until it fall off hold your ears but can still hear put ear directly to the speaker n realize this what left left is static buzzes terror in a little room in which one can’t be reached there is nothing left accept it as it is usher in new world order left there is static buzzes . no tether nothing familiar to hold onto . perpetual catatonia ? going to happen . it is time . tick tick tick tick tick tick . maybe somewhere out there there’s a world for me

[multiphandomunnies]

Trust me||Sua&Siyeon

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Chaeyoung's journal

Running away was not an option. Neither was screaming. You were completely at Jiu’s mercy and she seemed to be enjoying that kind of power. “Just tell me, Y/N.” It seemed like the question has been cut before getting to the important part, but the other half never came. Jiu was glaring at you in expectation and her patience was clearly wearing thin.

“What do you want from me?” you asked, cursing the slight shakiness in your voice. Showing weakness could be deadly in your current situation.

“Explanation. Why are you here?” Maybe it wasn’t the smartest move to snap at her, but you couldn’t help it.

“Why am I here? Aren’t you the one who brought me here? It all happened when you decided to start chasing me in my dreams!”

Surprisingly, your angry words seemed to make some impact. “It’s a completely different thing that we’re not going to discuss now.” Jiu stated firmly. “I’m asking about your presence in Dreamworld.”

“You invited me to Dreamworld. You even personally welcomed me here!”

Her icy glare made her look like a polar opposite of the bubbly girl you saw at school. Almost like she was a different person. “So you really have no idea. Good.” You wanted to know what she was talking about, but forcing her to talk would probably be fruitless. “You don’t want to go deeper into this, Y/N.” She said and glanced towards a mirror on of the walls. “You could get hurt.”

“At least we know they work together.” Your friend noted everything about this night’s dream in her notebook. “Now we have to find out what they want from you.”

You leaned on a table next to her. “I’m not sure they want something from me. Jiu seemed irritated by my presence and Siyeon only wanted to get answers.”

Your friend looked at you curiously. “There has to be some reason for all of you to keep hanging out in this whole dreamworld.” Being forced to talk in a creepy room wasn’t your definition of hanging out, but Chaeyoung had a point. It seemed to be a part of something much bigger, but you couldn’t put your finger on it. “Maybe we should find the house.”

You turned rapidly and knocked down some books. “You think this place exists?”

Chaeyoung shrugged. “Look, it’s better than nothing. The girls are real, so the mansion can be real too. I read that it’s almost impossible to imagine something with so many details.” That was a start. Very questionable and a bit absurd, but a start. If you found that place, maybe you could find out more about your situation or even put an end to it.

You were lost in thoughts about regaining healthy sleep schedule when Chaeyoung started hitting your arm. “Y/N, Y/N! Look!” She pointed towards one of the exits where Sua and Siyeon were talking. It was the first time you saw these two together at school. “They may be saying something important.” Your friend suggested.

Siyeon looked pretty troubled and kept glancing around as if she was worried somebody could hear them. Her companion must have noticed that, because she took her hand and led her out of the cafeteria. Chaeyoung hit your arm once more and showed you to follow them. You got up from your seat and quickly moved towards the exit. The hard part was to find the girls and listen to their conversation without raising their suspicions. You walked through the hall, passing some other students without any trace of Sua and Siyeon. Where could they go? It had to be some secluded place, but close to the main building.

“Hey, Joy!” You waved towards the cheerleader and quickly approached her. “I have to ask Sua about our assignment. Do you know where she is?” You lied with an innocent smile.

Joy scoffed and frowned at the mention of her fellow cheerleader’s name. “She’s probably making out with her girlfriend somewhere.” She answered with venom in her voice.

You were taken aback by it, because Joy was always smiling brightly. “Her girlfriend?” you asked and Joy smiled weakly.

“Don’t even try Y/N. She’s the type of girl to get whatever she wants. Try looking in the locker room.”

Her suggestion made a lot of sense, but something still didn’t add up. “I thought cheerleaders can’t be there when it’s not practice.”

Joy’s eyes got even more clouded and she cleared her throat. “Yeah, well. The captain can go anywhere she pleases.”

You nodded as she walked past you when suddenly you understood her weird behavior. “I was sure you are the captain.”

Joy turned around and flashed you another sad smile. “Whatever she wants, Y/N. Be careful.” With that she walked away to join her another friends. You moved towards the locker room thinking how in the world Sua managed to push Joy off her position. Students loved that girl and replacing her seemed to be impossible.

You creeped into the locked room and noticed that it was empty. It seemed like the girls already left or were never here in the first place. Just as you were about to turn around and leave, you heard voices getting closer and closer. Your breath caught in your throat as you dashed into one of the bathroom stalls and prayed that no one catches you lurking around locker rooms like some kind of creep.

“We’ll find her, Singnie.” Sua’s voice sounded uncharacteristically soft. It wasn’t her usual high chipper or the low whisper she used that night. A loud sigh was heard next to her.

“I don’t know, Bora.” This took you by surprise. Why would Siyeon call Sua that? “It’s like she disappeared into thin air. No sign of her anywhere.”

There was a short moment of silence that was soon ended by Sua’s serious tone. “Did anyone tell Dami?” Siyeon must have answered nonverbally, because you didn’t hear anything. “We have to do something about this. We lost another member less then a week after the first disappearance.”

“You don’t have to remind me.” Siyeon huffed and you had to restrain yourself from imagining her bangs being moved by the stream of air coming from her lips. “At least we took care of that guy.”

Sua’s warm giggle made your heart flutter, even though the conversation started drifting towards the murder territory. “Yeah, no more trouble from that one.” She announced smugly. “It was fun, though.”

Her words earned another huff from Siyeon. “We have different definitions of fun.” You could practically hear her rolling her eyes. “Let’s just hope Gahyeon finds something soon.”

The answer was drowned by the sound of the bell and the girls left. You waited until their footsteps weren’t audible and quickly moved back to the class, knowing that you will be terribly late. Maybe Mrs. Lee won’t give you detention.

“So we’re sure that Yoohyeon’s missing.” Chaeyoung whispered. You were both trying to talk about everything without getting busted by the supervisor. Being late to class made you get detention immediately and Chaeyoung heroically sacrificed herself and joined you. “What about the other one?”

You shrugged. “No idea. Sua called them a “member”, so they must be one of them. Do you think it’s another student?”

Chaeyoung shrugged and kept typing on her phone. She preferred that to taking the notebook out in school since that incident a few days ago. Besides, it way easier to hide a small device that the journal. “None of our students disappeared recently.” She whispered after a moment. “At least, there is nothing about it on the Internet.”

The teacher left for a while, so you could talk normally for a moment. Chaeyoung moved her chair closer and looked around the room. “Why would Joy be here?” You looked at the girl. She avoided eye contact with anyone and stared at the wall. “Doesn’t she have practice?”

“She may not want to be there at the moment.” You sighed and Chaeyoung glanced at you curiously, ready to ask another question. “She’s not the captain anymore.”

Your friends eyes got big as she stared at Joy in shock. “What?! They have a huge competition coming up. Why would they do that? Who is the new captain?” You sighed again and moved closer to her.

“Sua.” You revealed and Chaeyoung seemed like she was about to pass out.

“That’s impossible.” She stated. “Or unreasonable at least. Sua is a senior, Y/N. Giving her charge for only a few month doesn’t make any sense. Unless…”

“Unless what?”

“Unless it’s just a cover for something bigger.” Chaeyoung took out her phone and got back to typing. You eyed her without any clue what was happening.

“What do you mean, Chae?” she looked at you as if you were dumb.

“Think about it, Y/N.” she started explaining. “Sua is the cheerleader captain. Siyeon and Yoohyeon are the most important ones in the band…”

“And Jiu’s the school president.” You finished as everything finally clicked. “They have the most important duties in school.”

Chaeyoung nodded and moved her phone in your direction. “The band previously played different music, but got no recognition. Siyeon and Yoohyeon changed everything and became crazy popular.”

You saw a photo of a few girls in bright clothing. They seemed to be very sweet and cheerful as they smiled and made cute poses to the camera. Next to the them was a picture of the current band which was the polar opposite. You noticed that it was the same set of girls with two members added – Siyeon and Yoohyeon.

“These are the same people.” You noticed. Chaeyoung nodded and put her finger on the first photo.

“Minus Wendy.” She explained and you looked at a pretty girl with bangs. Your friend was right, she wasn’t in the second picture. “People say that she got severe stage fright and stopped performing.”

You couldn’t stop thinking that all of this wasn’t a coincidence. Influential people in school started losing their positions due to these girls. “What about Jiu? She isn’t the president for that long either.”

“There’s no drama in her case.” Chaeyoung shrugged. “Irene graduated and Jiu was elected as the next president.” In that moment the supervisor walked into the classroom and announced that you can go home. You linked your arms with Chaeyoung and left. You were planning to have a sleepover soon to destress and try to take your minds of the terrifying dreams that kept haunting you. Walking through the familiar streets with your best friend made you feel a bit more at ease. Like you could finally breathe. Maybe there was a way to solve everything. Your optimistic thoughts were interrupted by a paper flying right into your face. Chaeyoung burst out laughing as you yelped in surprise.

“Very funny.” You grumbled and she took the page off. She crumpled it and started walking towards the closest garbage can when your blood ran cold. “Wait!” you snatched the paper and ignored her confused questions. You straightened the paper and looked at the headline as you felt yourself trembling. Local man goes missing and a picture of a building. The building. That building.

“Y/N? Y/N, what’s wrong.” Chaeyoung shook your arm.

“We found the house.”

[daniellethamasa]

Hey all, Dani here.

Well things are about to get real interesting around me. The county I live in in Ohio just got its first confirmed case of COVID-19, but as of right now, my workplace is still open. We’ll see if that changes by the end of the weekend. Is it wrong that I’m hoping things stay open long enough for my book order from yesterday to reach my house? Like that package should reach me by Tuesday or maybe Wednesday. Just let me have those 8 books and then everything can go on lockdown. I know that sounds ridiculous, and I do want people to be safe, so I understand if my shipment is put on hold. I just, the books will be so lonely locked up in a warehouse for a couple weeks.

Okay, so I saw this post over on Sahi’s blog, My World of Books, and it sounded like a fun book tag. And I haven’t done a tag in a while, so this seems like a good time to do one. Anyway, please go check out Sahi’s blog because there is a lot of great content over there, and Sahi is awesome.

Rules:

Thank the person who nominated you

Answer all the questions down below

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Nominate 5+ bloggers to do this tag

*Feel free to not take the term ‘book’ too literally, please recommend graphic novels, comics and other works too!

1. Recommend a book from one of your favorite genres

My favorite genre is fantasy. I read a whole bunch of it, so that’s going to make this a little bit difficult. Let’s see what I can come up with.

It wasn’t as difficult as I thought it would be. I haven’t talked about this book in a little while, and the sequel is out in July.

Here’s the unfortunate part about this duology…a deadly plague is sort of a bit plot point. Apparently it’s bigger in the sequel/conclusion than it is in the first book, but it’s still a fairly big point in the first one. So, if that’s going to affect your current anxiety or mental state then perhaps stay away from this recommendation.

Is it weird that I sort of want to re-read this book soon because of the global situation? Am I just a very weird individual? Yeah, that’s probably true.

2. Recommend a short book

For a short book…how about a series of short reads? The Vox Machina Origins comic series is about to complete its second arc. The first arc was 6 issues of like 24 pages each, or collected into one volume, and the arc has 5 of the 6 issues out, again like 24 pages for each issue. There is action and magic and camaraderie and shenanigans. It’s a pretty good read.

And if you can’t leave your house then you can totally get the digital version through places like Dark Horse Comics or Comixology.

3. Recommend a book-to-screen adaptation

Okay, this one is easy for me. But you know what, I’m just going to go ahead and give you two recommendations. First up is Black Clover, and I definitely recommend both the manga and the anime (Just take my advice and watch it dubbed, not subbed–main character Asta has a habit of annoyingly yelling everything in the subbed; it’s not fun. Dubbed has it mellowed out a little bit). It is a fantastic adaptation.

And honestly, I’ve read both story collections from the Witcher series so far, and those books are what were used to adapt the first season of the Netflix show, and I have to say that they did a pretty darn good job adapting the world, the monsters, the magic, and the story. I’m definitely impressed.

4. Recommend a book out of your comfort zone

I’m still not the biggest reader of science-fiction. I love to watch it but I don’t read it that much. This book was one that took me a while to read because it was out of my comfort zone, but it is one that I’m glad I read and I actually need to read it again. Oh, and there’s also a fantastic TV series based on this 9-book epic sci-fi series, so feel free to check out “The Expanse” as well, either before or after reading the books.

5. Recommend a book series

Hmm…what series shall I recommend for you all today? Okay, you know what, I’m going to recommend a comic series for you guys. Actually, as I tried to find the appropriate image from my WordPress media collection, I realized that I actually have a few different completed graphic novel/comic series that I haven’t talked about in a while, so I might have to do a graphic novel recommendation post soon.

I love Sandman. It’s a great series, with so many different tropes and genres mashed together into a truly wonderfully epic story. Follow Dream, his sister Death, and all of his other siblings, plus a huge host of other characters through this 10 volume set. Seriously, you won’t regret it.

  6. Recommend a standalone

You do know that I mostly read fantasy series right? This is not cool, to make me try and find a standalone book to recommend. Oh boy. Let’s see what I can come up with.

Okay, okay, I found one, and it’s one where I’m immensely sad about the fact that it is a standalone. I was really hoping for this to be like a trilogy, but alas, it wasn’t meant to be. Anyway, this is a pretty fantastic fantasy read. It’s Pokemon meets Avatar: the Last Airbender, which I thought was a very intriguing concept.

7. Recommend a book you don’t talk about enough

Oh man, this one is hard, I talk about a lot of books quite frequently. Hmm…let’s look through my WordPress media and see if I can find something for this one.

Okay fine, so this is technically more than one book, but you know, I haven’t talked about them in a while, and now seems like a good time to recommend some completed series that people can totally binge-read right now if they so choose.

I was way more into the spin-off series Bloodlines than I was the original Vampire Academy, though both are great series. I just liked Sydney and Adrian more than I did Rose and Dmitri. No hate, please. They are both good couples.

Actually, hmm, I probably am overdue for a re-read of these slightly angsty YA vampire romance books.

8. Recommend your ‘staple’ book

My staple book, my go-to recommendation for the past like 5 years continues to be Colorworld by Rachel E Kelly. I am obsessed with this series and think it is just an absolutely fantastic read. I could gush about these books over and over again, and for a rather long time as well. Actually I do have reviews up for the whole series, so you can check those out: Colorworld, Teleworld, Lumaworld, Shadoworld, Dreamworld, Waterworld: Ezra, Waterworld: Charlotte, and Waterworld: Xavier.

9. Recommend the book/s that got you into reading

Umm…Dr. Seuss???? I have literally been a reader my whole life, so I was too young to recall what book really got me into reading. If you want to go with what book(s) I first majorly fangirled over, that’s a different story.

Why yes, I do have the complete Animorphs series on my bookshelves. I pretty much ordered every single one of these from the Scholastic bookfair/booksale thing they did back in elementary school. And no matter how many book unhauls I do, I just can’t bear to part with any of these books. There are a couple I want to get nicer copies for, because childhood me was not always as good about taking care of books–so #9 and #13 definitely need replaced. I think everything else is fine.

I actually need to re-read these sometime. Oh, I actually did see online that for right now you can read the whole 54 book main series for free, so if you’re at all interested, you can check that out.

10. Recommend 3+ bloggers who recommend great books

Flavia @ Flavia the Bibliophile

Kathy @ Books and Munches

Sofii @ A Book. A Thought

Okay, well I guess this is where I’m supposed to tag people. This is always my least favorite part of doing tags, honestly. So I’m going to slightly cheat, and tag the three bloggers I recommended above and then two more so I hit that 5 blogger mark in the rules.

Flavia @ Flavia the Bibliophile

Kathy @ Books and Munches

Sofii @ A Book. A Thought

Danielle @ Life of a Literary Nerd

Becky @ Becky’s Book Blog

YOU! (if you want to, dear reader)

The Ultimate Recommendations Book Tag Hey all, Dani here. Well things are about to get real interesting around me. The county I live in in Ohio just got its first confirmed case of COVID-19, but as of right now, my workplace is still open.