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takeyourdailydoseofcyanide · 7 hours ago

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going to happen all can think about all all all going to happen have to going to happen please help me nothing last nothing left there buzzes static murmurs of disturbances listen to me not even real there’s nothing there’s anomaly help is not here warmth not possible what does matter here not this this not left there is static buzzes agitated confused turn screw until it fall off hold your ears but can still hear put ear directly to the speaker n realize this what left left is static buzzes terror in a little room in which one can’t be reached there is nothing left accept it as it is usher in new world order left there is static buzzes . no tether nothing familiar to hold onto . perpetual catatonia ? going to happen . it is time . tick tick tick tick tick tick . maybe somewhere out there there’s a world for me

#obsessively clock read cyanide n tell us the supposed time now #20:13 as of type #is time of exist in such here why say help me what are you asking who are you asking what ask for ?#divinity only means something when against curated barely real beings but against your own kind what are you left with cyanide #no point in ask for help when all said when all done all are against you those curations ones here what are you left with cyanide #why are you still seated in little room ? so complacent why still seated don’t wait for a hand what is it you want to escape from cyanide #it’s indescribable . not one thing . this confusion goes beyond simple confusion . this is something else entirely .#everything ripping apart simultaneous come together so perfectly . there’s no ego to die . never was ? static haze of sorts of fog #do tou ask to escape the dense forest ? all the leaves are gone only red skies left n watchful talking trees n what is the ground but a voi #usher in deeper into forest . but what is this . the deeper you go the more desperate n desolate . always was aware of truths .#revelations are fun . but this . I don’t know where I am . I recognize nothing . I am nothing n I am everything .#what are the skinsuit monsters ? cut them open n find out . this . what am I asking to escape #I don’t know actually . impostors ? but still the sickening amusement of the unreal is there the confusion the unrest . Doesn’t leave #but would it be better ? there is no better is there .#amusing that the body is dead decomposing . amusing if not a tad scary watch sky n everything rip apart . same with everything breathe move #I don’t know where I am please help me how even help don’t know but please am in weird worlds is there even some realer world outside of #this don’t think so . please . am in weird worlds been in so many dreamworlds too all to be tortured all to be tortured experimented on #I want a friend sometimes but all are against me n weird looking foreign suspicious skinsuits I can’t take it n not to mention #curations just cruel anyway they all are all of you are all the same abandon ignore belittle ostracize #am treated the same ways by everyone n expected to be complacent #I can’t take this this isn’t confusion anymore this is something else this isn’t no this is indescribable #not for one moment could I possibly detail what this is #it is going to happen . it is time . get amusement but get terror all same . want genuine . want to see someone real . not conspiring .#but alas a pipe dream . let me out I’m scared . I’m confused . where am I . where am I meant to be . not in one place but in allll worlds #there isn’t a place for me . maybe somewhere there will be . there won’t . choose a method n be done #but not capable of living or dying not cpapable n body already dead dissect body crawl out still in worlds but better better #don’t you see ? you see what I see ? eyes n watchful moon ?#I want a friend but I don’t know how deal with curations curations nor know how deal with me .#m not human . don’t really want friend just want some help for a moment a hug . comfort . someone to be there for me . affection #doesn’t matter such things not matter don’t care find it confusing weird anyway 20:29

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