#this doesnt make sensbrfihuejd

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vent post

idk it just kinda feels shitty cause im not like allowed out or anything i dont rlyl get to hang with my friends forget that my best friend i cant hang out w her it’s either she comes to mine or i go to hers every so often and it;s repetitive and i mean i dont mind i enjoy any time we spend together but i get the feeling shes getting bored IM JUST GONNA GET REPLACED eusyfjvfgxuhfjvhfdiv so i was just talkin abt it last night n she just kinda went ‘’meh it’s cool’’ which is fine like yeah im glad i guess i justneed a bit more reassurance? anywya i just feel like im being replaced by everyone else i hung out w her on friday uring school at lunch and instead of it being us alone i was w her friend group which is alright n idk if i was just having a bad day or what but i just wanted to CRY n we were sat on tis table and there was an uneven number so i was sat in the corner without anyone opposite me n it just felt like oof, she doesn’t need me bruh (yes i KNOW it SOUNDS SO WEIRD) n i just like kinda spaced out a bit n she was like whats up and all but i said nothing but i just wanted to get up n leave bc i feel so out of place in everyone’s lives and the realisation of that hit me? n it’s not bc she has other friendshirjdfkg i just realised irl online everywhere im just so insignificant an it hit me at the time and i just realised again and now i want 2 cry i dont even know man things r so shit