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Sevy Helping with a Flare Up

A/N: So, this is based off my struggle with the illness' I have. I have a few that they just make it hard to function sometimes and life all around painful. I usually have to just push through, but I hope this can bring comfort to anyone else who struggles with chronic illness as well or if your just tired. I know this can't be specific to everyone so I based it off mine and my struggles I am sorry if you cannot relate. This is more of what I wish someone would do to me when I wake up and feel like ughhhhhhhhhhh. I hope you enjoy <3333. Thank you for all the support feedback is welcome :))

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He would do everything he could think of for you

Acts of Service king

He wants to lighten your load and make things easier for you in general

When you have a flare up or it’s just a bad day, he’s all over trying to do everything he can to help you

Want a bath? He’s already got it run. Want a massage? He’s got a massage bed, don't ask where from? Want food? Five course meals eat as much or as little as you want. Want to complain? He’s a licensed therapist.

You simply want to lay in bed and let tears slowly drip down your face as you contemplate the point of continuing life if this is what your life will be like? He will be there holding you in his arms wiping away your tears pressing a kiss or two to your face reassuring you that this is going to pass.

He always is on you about taking your meds too

He always remembers

And any potion he can possibly think of that will help you he will brew immediately and have a stock of it at all times if it proves to be helpful

If you have headaches, he will be quieter than you knew a human could

His chest is always open to you, and you are always welcome to come rest your head upon it when music it too loud, but you need some noise

Recently it seemed as if your body had been slowing down

Every movement took so much out of you it was a struggle to move your limbs not to mention the pain shooting through your body when you would make a bigger movement than usual

The overwhelming feeling of fatigue was taking over your body as well after being in so much pain for almost 2 weeks by now with no sign of it getting better your body was giving out

So, when you awoke on that warm Monday morning attempting to sit up and immediately feeling a pain shoot through your lower back up to your shoulder through your elbow you knew you were screwed

Whining at the feeling you try to stretch a bit to alleviate the pain to no avail

Severus moves at the sound of you being in pain, immediately being awoken

“Are you ok?” He asks gently, bringing his hand up to rub circles over your shoulders

“Do I sound ok to you?” you respond in a snippy voice. The immediate pain first thing in the morning putting you in a foul mood

He winced at the sound of your voice, “What hurts?”

“Everything,” you groan out before easing your way back down into the bed resting your head on the pillow, pulling the covers over your head. “I just don’t feel good, sorry I’m being pissy.”

“It’s ok, I understand It’s not your fault.”

“It’s no excuse.”

The man leans down over you putting part of his weight on you hoping to help you, “I forgive you it’s ok.” He gently whispers in your ear his warm breath casting over your ear tickling you slightly

You simply hum in response not having the energy to respond to him fully, your head was aching dully it was like your body had been beaten and was now bruised and recovering, but it would forever be recovering, never healing

“Do you want some breakfast,” his deep voice asked you gently, his hands now running lightly through your hair which in response you swatted him away not wanting your tender head to be touched

“No, I feel like I’m going to be sick,” the thought of any type of food getting anywhere near you immediately making bile raise in your throat luckily you were able to swallow it back down

“Do you want me to just leave you alone and let you sleep,” he asked sarcastically a hint of knowing in his voice though already aware what your response would be

“I have classes to teach today.”

“I’ll tell Albus he’ll find someone to cover just go back to sleep alright? Let me take care of it I’ll be back in a moment,” he whispers to you before pressing a gentle kiss to your lips savoring every second and then carefully removing himself from on top of you, tucking you in making sure the blankets fully covered you

You stare into the abyss for a while not being able to fall asleep for quite a while, despite your exhaustion and desperation to sleep and to rest your body would not go to sleep, so instead you opt for staring into the wall

Music would be too loud right now, but the silence is deafening

Finally, you hear Severus enter quietly, his footsteps light and soft in case you were asleep

He carefully peeks into your shared bedroom to see if you were asleep

“Why aren’t you sleeping?”

“Can’t,” you grumble out irritably before rising up slowly, some of the pain having subsided by now allowing you to get out of bed

Almost until you stand and suddenly all of the blood in your head rushes out of your head and you immediately start to sway, this has happened so many times however you are used to locking up and steadying yourself

Severus will quickly realize this and rush to your size placing his hand on your power back to steady you and his other hand on your shoulder. He supported you until you were able to stand on your own still helping you to the couch borderline carrying

You make your way to the couch (with his help) and tuck your legs underneath you, trying to retain heat in the cold room

“Would you like me to run you a bath,��� he asks still talking quietly not wanting to hurt your head

You nod the thought of the warmth of the water enveloping being very comforting and soothing right now

He has one of his fists clenched as he walks over to you, he holds it out to you

"What is that?"

"Your pills," he states. You had forgotten about them completely. Dropping them in your hand before going to run your bath.

Situating yourself in the water allowing it to wash away some of the dull aching all over, Severus say crisscrossed right outside leaning his head against his hand

“I wish there was more I could do for you,” he said quietly his voice laced with empathy the thought of you being in pain and him not doing enough not being a comforting idea for him

“You do more for me than I would’ve ever done for me.”

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A Demon’s Ache — Part 7

Eyeless Jack x Reader

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Cold water stings his ashen skin

He’s sitting on the shower floor, hugging his knees to his chest

He feels so pathetic

Water drips from his brown locks, following a path from his cheekbones down to his jawline

He’s just on the cusp of another heat

So every droplet of water hitting his exposed skin feels like sharp stabs of ice burning through him

It’s painful

His instincts are not happy

Everything inside him is screaming to get out

But he needs his heat to die down fast because he doesn’t wanna miss the campfire you specifically invited him to

So even though it physically hurts, even though he’d rather be anywhere else right now, he forces himself to stay beneath the frigid water

He groans, his muscles tightening in pain

He’s doing it for you, he reminds himself, anything for you

••

It takes him longer than he would’ve liked for the cold shower to calm his encroaching heat

He shakes the water from his hair, relieved it’s finally over, then wraps a towel around his waist and exits the bathroom

Once in the privacy of his own room, he closes the door behind him, and checks outside his window

The sky has turned a pastel blue in color, with hints of yellow and orange creeping up the horizon line

It’s been a warm, sunny day, contrary to yesterday, which makes it the perfect weather for the fire tonight

To think he almost missed it—just because of his damn fucking heats again

He huffs, shaking his head

As he hangs his towel up to dry, his sight lands on the culprits responsible for almost triggering his heat

Your panties, both pairs, are still on his bed, right where he'd left them

The lacy pair has some very obvious stains on it

And the other one is ripped and torn with large gashes from his teeth

He flinches at the sight

There’s no way he’ll ever be able to return them

Not in this state

He takes both ruined pairs, opens the drawer next to his bed, and drops them in with a firm slam shut

Out of sight, out of mind

He gets dressed, tries to make himself look nice for you, then checks the time on his phone

Perfect; he has plenty of time before the night begins

He looks around his room, and realizes he should probably eat something if he wants to keep his urges under control, especially considering he just overcame a heat

He checks the minifridge in his room, but his supply of fresh food is getting low

He sighs

Maybe the fridge downstairs will have leftovers

Hoping he won’t run into you before he’s ready, he makes his way downstairs

Thankfully, the cooler has plenty of meat for him to choose from, and as he's scavenging through it, trying to find the best option, he senses Hoodie approaching

He closes the fridge door, and as he does, he sees none other than the proxy himself waiting behind it

His black mask is only partially on, resting at his nose so that his mouth is visible, and he’s leaning up against the pantry with his arms folded over his chest expectantly

“Ready for tonight?” he asks, a sly grin playing on his lips

Jack huffs, opening a container of red mush labeled “human”

“Do I look ready?” he snorts

He tugs his own mask to the side, digs his fingers into the meat, and pulls out a handful of gore to bring to his mouth

He used to be insecure about his eating habits, and, truth be told, he still is

But the thought of seeing and confronting you in a mere few hours has him too stressed to care right now

The human chuckles, and Jack wonders if watching him eat his own kind was ever disturbing to the proxy

He’s always looked so unbothered by it

“You know, I can help you out tonight, if you’re worried about it”

Jack pauses mid-chew

Something about this whole interaction suddenly seems… off

He eyes the man up and down, trying to decipher what he might be planning

“How so?” he eventually asks

The human’s grin widens

“It’ll cost ya”

Jack swallows, tasting the blood on his teeth as he laps his tongue over pearly whites

He usually tries to avoid striking deals with other residents, especially with the notoriously manipulative ones like BEN and Hoodie

But his relationship with you is on the line, and at this point, he’s pretty desperate

“What do you want in return?”

Seeing the demon’s cautious hesitance, the proxy hums

“Nothing right now. But let’s just say you’ll owe me one later”

The proxy extends his hands, and this whole thing has warning bells going off in Jack’s head

“And why should I trust your intentions?” the demon presses further, warily looking at the open offer in front of him

“Why should you trust my intentions?” the proxy repeats, sounding incredulous, “Why shouldn’t you? I’ve been helping you this whole time—you don’t have any reason to be suspicious of me”

“Besides,” he continues, “I’ve learned some new information. And I’d hate to give that away for free. You know how valuable information is—I’m just trying to get a fair trade out of it”

Jack raises his hand, on the verge of taking the offer, fresh blood still dripping from his fingers

“And what if however you’re thinking of helping doesn’t work?” he hesitates with one last question

“If it doesn’t work, you won’t owe me anything,” Hoodie huffs, and even with the mask covering everything above his nose, Jack knows he’s rolling his eyes, “now, c’mon, do we have a deal?”

He shouldn’t

He shouldn’t take the offer—owing something so open-ended surely would not bode well for him

But he’s curious about what the proxy knows, and, really, he’d do just about anything for you anyways

What’s one measly deal with a human, in the grand scheme of things?

His bloody, viscera-covered hand stains the other’s skin as they finally shake on it

“We have a deal~” the proxy smirks

••

He hears the crackling of the fire up ahead as he makes his way through the forest

The sun hasn’t fully set yet, but it seems he wasn’t the only one eager for tonight

He hears talking and laughing up ahead, and the convivial sound brings a smile to his lips

Turns out, Hoodie’s information was very useful

And he feels much better about seeing you tonight

There’s still a pit of nervousness churning in his stomach, but it’s much easier to push down, knowing what he does now

The warm glow of the fire becomes visible up ahead as he gets closer, even through the red and orange hues of the sky painting the world around him

When he reaches the small clearing, he realizes the campfire is definitely more of a bonfire

The flames rise almost as high as him, licking up some old wooden planks that look like they might’ve once been part of a shack

A ring of rocks keeps the fire contained in a somewhat neat circle, and four logs have been arranged around the fire for people to sit

There are also maybe a dozen camping chairs scattered around, along with two small foldable tables with various snacks next to some coolers

The proxies are all there, including the new one, which he hasn’t really had a chance to talk to yet

He offers a nod at the four of them

Masky and Hoodie return the nod, a knowing grin dancing at Hoodie’s lips, while Toby enthusiastically waves at him

The newest proxy looks up, and with a playful grin, he flips the demon off

Jack ignores him

It isn’t uncommon for newbies to stir up chaos, and he can only hope this guy will calm down once he gets settled into the group

Sally is also there, munching on some raw marshmallows, her face already sticky with sweets, and she’s sitting next to Nat, who’s struggling to stick a marshmallow on a stick without having it come apart

It makes him smile, but they’re both too preoccupied for him to disturb them with a greeting

And then, there’s you

He noticed you before anyone else, but he greets you last because he knows he has a tendency of staring and losing his train of thought when you’re around

You smile that fucking pretty smile he adores so much, and he feels his heart flutter in his chest

“Hey,” you say, your voice a pleasant hum over the crackling of the fire

“Hey,” he answers

He tries not to seem nervous, tries not to look so stiff and uncomfortable

When you pat the spot on the log next to you, he’s beckoned toward you

He ruffles Sally’s hair as he passes by, then he takes the place next to you

“Jackie!”

She giggles, waving her half-eaten marshmallow at him

“You wanna mushmellow?”

He smiles beneath his mask, shaking his head and patting his stomach

“No thanks, I already ate. I’m full of dead people”

She laughs again, and you chuckle as well

Your laughter has his stomach twisting and turning, like he ate butterflies instead of human meat earlier today

He wants to kiss you, wants to do many, many things to you, but instead, he distracts himself by looking around at the group

More people are bound to join later, but for now, he’s at least glad Jeff isn’t there yet

He’s about to ask you who else is likely coming, but then a faint breeze picks up, and he smells none other than that fucking scar-faced killer meshing with your scent

He freezes

Were you with him again?

Before he can stop himself, his mind races with countless possibilities of what you might’ve been doing with Jeff before this

It’s only when his gaze locks with Hoodie, and Hoodie tilts his head questioningly, that he snaps himself out of it

He can’t blow this

He can’t get irrationally angry and mess things up again

He takes in a few deep breaths, trying to cool off the burning jealousy in his chest, and after a few minutes, he manages to quiet down his possessive instincts

Still, he makes it his own private little mission to replace Jeff’s scent with his own by the end of the night

Maybe he’ll discreetly try to scent you with a hug, or maybe he’ll offer up his hoodie when you get cold later in the night

It’s selfish and childish, he knows it is, but he just can’t stand Jeff’s musk covering your mouthwatering scent

He’s about to try to distract himself, yet again, when suddenly he hears Toby swearing loudly—in a way that’s obviously not caused by his tics

Jack looks up, and he sees Toby and the new guy play wrestling over god-knows-what

The new guy traps Toby in a headlock, and the brunette curses loudly as he struggles to free himself

“C’mon man, that all you got?” the new guy laughs, then grunts as Toby punches him in the ribs to effectively break the hold

“Mother-FUCKER—try being immune to pain before you—fuck—before you test me, bitch!”

The demon shakes his head, huffing in both amazement and disappointment at the two interacting together

“Looks like Toby and the new guy are getting along decently,” he comments, and he’s really only trying to make conversation with you, but the proxy in question overhears and looks up at him

“Oy—who you calling a new guy? I could beat your ass down in seconds, grandpa”

He lifts the sleeve of his shirt over his bicep, flexes, and for good measure, he shoots you a playful wink

Jack’s muscles seize

He’s going to rip that guy’s head off

Next to him, you snort, shaking your head and rolling your eyes, but the whole thing’s meant to be in good fun, so there’s still a friendly smile playing on your lips

The demon has to tell himself to relax, he’s just playing around, it’s just a joke

But dear god, he’s already imagined about a dozen ways he could maim that new fucking proxy

Hoodie, apparently sensing Jack’s displeasure, nudges the guy with his elbow

“Hey, easy man, grandpa eats dickheads like you for breakfast”

To emphasize Hoodie’s point, Jack lifts the corner of his lip up with his finger, revealing the full length of his sharp canines as he sticks out his inhumanly long tongue and flicks it at him

The proxy huffs, like he’s unimpressed, but Jack doesn’t miss the strange mix of awe, fear and jealousy on his face as he looks away

There are a few chuckles around the fire, and then the next few minutes are comfortably quiet as everyone enjoys the warmth of the flame in front of them

It’s only broken when Clockwork cusses as her too-many-stab-wounded marshmallow falls off her stick and into the open flame

“Fuck! My mellow…”

Sally gasps dramatically

“Bad word! You said a bad word!”

She points accusatorially at Nat, as if they haven’t all been swearing this entire time

“My mellow?” Nat repeats, purposefully acting oblivious, “mellow’s not a bad word, what are you talking about?”

Sally shakes her head, coy giggles escaping her sticky sugary face

“That’s not the word I meant,” she laughs, finishing the last few bites of what just might be her dozenth marshmallow

“Oh yeah? What word did I say then?” Nat challenges, grinning widely at the dead kid as she reaches for another sweet to stab to death onto her stick

Sally takes in a deep dramatic breath, turning some curious heads in her direction as she does

And then, with as much emotion as she can fit into her little eight-year-old body, she yells

“FUCK!”

Everyone falls silent, like they’re too surprised to react for a second

The kid looks at the stunned faces around her with a broad, proud smile on her face

And then, with a grunt, Masky stands

“Alright,” he says, “I think we’ve had enough marshmallows for the night. It’s time for you, little missy, to go to bed”

“Wah? Noooooo—“

Unsurprisingly, Sally whines as Masky picks her up to bring her back to the mansion

But as the proxy turns, Sally looks at everyone over his shoulder with a mischievous grin, and she looks happy enough to not really be upset

Masky leaves the clearing with Sally, and a few other creeps walk in as he does, joining up by the fire

Booze, chips, chocolates and various snacks are shared about, and before long, the sun has fully set, and all of the seats around the fire have been filled out

People are laughing, drinking and eating, having a good time together in front of the open flame

Jack manages to talk with you, and just being around you, hearing your voice and your laughter once again—it’s nice

He’s missed it a lot

The night flies by quickly

A few hours in, when people are getting increasingly drunk and high and shamelessly loud in their laughter and conversation, Jack notices you quietly slipping away from the group

He watches you leave into the darkness of the forest, uncertain as to whether or not he should follow

He looks back towards the group, and his eyes meet with Hoodie’s across the dancing flame once again

A sly grin grows on the proxy’s face

He nudges his head in the direction you left, and with a resolute exhale, Jack nods, stands, and goes after you

He finds you sitting on a large, flat rock maybe a yard away from the fire, staring up at the night sky

You look at him as you notice him approaching, then offer another one of those smiles that make him forget who he is and what he’s doing for a second

He swallows down those fucking butterflies again

“Hey,” you say

“Hey,” he answers again, then asks, “are you alright?”

You hum

“Yeah, I’m fine. Just wanted to step away for a bit,” you explain, your voice warm, “There’s a lot of people, lots of different conversations and stuff, it gets a bit overwhelming”

“Yeah, I get that”

He nods, then hesitates

“You… you want me to leave? I understand if you need to be alone….”

You shake your head

“No, it’s alright. I like your company. Come”

You motion for him to sit next to you again, which he happily does

He’s so close that he can feel the heat radiating from your skin

He’s almost worried that you can hear his heart beating in his chest

He thankfully doesn’t smell Jeff on you anymore, but he still has the urge to scent you somehow

Just be normal, just be civilized, he mentally pleads with himself

God, he’s so fucking worried about messing up

“The stars look really nice tonight, don’t they?”

You break the somewhat tense silence, your sight focused on the open night sky

Moonlight illuminates your features

Your skin somehow looks even softer under this lighting

Your eyes sparkle with the reflection of the stars as you look up in gentle wonder

“Yeah, beautiful,” he agrees with a murmur, but his gaze doesn’t once break away from you

You look at him, catch him staring as you do

And, for a brief moment, neither of you look away

He kisses you

Or, at least, he imagines that he does

It’s all he can think about, all he can focus on

Your lips look perfectly soft, shaped just perfectly for him to press his own against

But then your eyes widen like you realize what might be about to happen, and you quickly look away

He tries not to be hurt by it—because he should know better at this point

He should stop tricking himself into thinking his magical moment is going to happen

You’re just not interested

You’re just friends

He looks down, heart throbbing in his chest

And then he glances up at the night sky you’d commented on earlier

You’re right, of course, the stars are beautiful

Thousands of shining white specks dot the darkness of space

There’s a strange kind of bittersweet optimism about it

He wonders how many billions of people have ever looked up at those same stars, at that same moon, just like he’s doing now

Off in the distance, he hears the crackling of the fire, the sound of laughter and chatter as people enjoy the night together

And even though they sound like they’re having fun, he wouldn’t rather be anywhere else right now

Next to you, right here under the open sky, the moment is perfect

Fleeting, and ultimately meaningless in the grand scheme of things, but oh so wonderfully perfect as it is right now

In the darkness of the forest, with nothing but the light of the night sky illuminating the both of you, he gets a brief taste of heaven

“Hey,” your voice eventually breaks the silence once more, and when he looks at you, he finds a worried expression dancing on your features

“A-are… are you upset with me? Did I do something wrong?”

His heart clenches, guilt filling his chest like cement

“N-no, what? Why… why would you think that?”

He knows why you’d think that; because he’s been avoiding you, and because he’s been acting like an idiot around you, and because he can’t talk about how he really feels and because it’s so easy to always assume the worst

“I-I don’t know,” you answer, brows furrowing, “it’s just… you’ve been kind of distant recently, I guess”

You chew on your lip, like you’re contemplating what to say

“…And I don’t… I don’t know if it’s been ever since we… y’know…”

You trail off, awkwardly shifting in place

And then eventually, you sigh

“I just can’t help but feel like I somehow hurt you. And I’m sorry if I did, that‘s not what I wanted. I just…”

You trail off again, running your fingers through your hair

Jack is hanging off your every sentence, listening very intently to the meaning behind your words

“I don’t know, I just want things to go back to normal between us, I guess”

You look back up at the sky, hugging your arms to yourself

He doesn’t know what to say

He notices the goosebumps lining your arms, notices that you look a little cold, and so he shrugs his hoodie off and wraps it around you

You jump a little at the sudden contact, but then quickly accept it, holding the warm fabric against your skin

“I’m sorry,” he finally says, his voice low, quiet, “I know… I know I’ve been kind of on and off recently”

He doesn’t know how to explain himself, how to explain everything he feels for you, everything that’s prevented him from being a decent friend

“It’s not your fault,” he sighs, “things have just been… a bit complicated. I’m not upset, I’m sorry I made you worry”

You look at him, and the urge to kiss you is so strong he’s worried he won’t be able to hold back

“So… we’re good then? You swear… you swear you’re not upset?”

He raises his hand

“Scout’s honor”

It makes you laugh, and he feels like a heavy weight that’s been on his shoulders for a long, long time suddenly just got lighter

You don’t return his feelings, and it still stings, but that’s alright—he’s lucky he still has you in his life at all

He also knows he owes Hoodie a huge fucking favor now, but he doesn’t care

For a brief, fleeting moment, it’s just you and him, sitting together under the stars with the sound of a fire crackling and some friends chatting in the distance

And in the moment, even though he knows it won't last forever, he feels content

So he tries to enjoy the night as much as he can before he knows it'll eventually come to that bittersweet end

[ilovechubbieguys]

please yumi enemies to lovers I NEED it…..didn’t get to vote …..

Omg...YES it tied so i didnt know which to do One to do so im using this as a tie breaker!!! Thank youuu<3333

Also just fyi this is gonna be pretty long and i will have a more extended version on my wattpad acc which ill link at the end and when i do post it on my wattpad i will also link but it might take longer!!

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"AS IF"

Chapter -1

"God your such an asshole! I dont know why i ever fell for you i shoulda known better."

"Cmon y/n you know you love me"

"As if."

------------------2 weeks before----------------

Y/ns POV

I set the last box down in the living room of my new house i had just moved into. "Finally" i quietly said to myself. I moved all the way from montana to texas just to get away from my family, or just my dad, i suppose..

I sat on the floor of my box flooded house just staring at the ceiling not knowing what to do from here. Where was i gonna work, what if no one would hire me, what if- i cut off my own thought realizing i was thinking into it to much and i be just fine on my own

Though it did worry me and stress me out to a point. Normally, when i was stressed, i smoked, and right now was no exception. So i hopped in my Jeep Wrangler and tried to find the closest smoke shop and headed in not sure what i was even gonna get yet.

I opened the door and say a group of 3 guys laughing loudly and just being annoying. "Great.." i said under my breath. I walked around the small store generally trying to avoid the group of 3, but as i decided what i wanted and turned to walk to the from i was abruptly stopped as i bumped right into a tall guys chest.

"Oh my god im so sorry i wasnt paying attention!" I tried to explain a little scared of the tall figure "no no no its ok its my fault" he replyed quickly, not sure what to say i stand infront of him not saying anything "im issac"

"Oh, im y/n.." you said, looking at your feet. "Those 2 over there are tanner and yumi" he said, pointing at the remaining guys over by the gummies. Yumi? I said it my head. What an unusual name, never head it before. "Oh ok, well, im sorry again for bumping into you," i aay and start to go around the man now known to be issac. "Hey wait uh y/n" he said blocking me from going any further "we where gonna have a get together with a couple other friends ar out house, you should come" i act like im thinking about it " i dont know.." i say since im not sure if i should just go into this strangers house, i don't even know him.

"Here hand me your phone" i give him a confused look "just let me see it real quick" i slowly pull my phone out open it and hand it to him "here" i say quitly. He starts typing on it and hands it back "if you change your mind i gave you my number and texted you my address" i look down at my phone and low and behold there it was. I look at the address and realize its the house directly next to mine

"Ya ill text you.." i say and he walks away along with the other 2 guys he named off as tanner and yumi.

(PART II OUT NOW)

[ddejavvu]

hi Mei!! hope you're doing well lovely <33 i had some thoughts today and i figured why not share them with you! (i'm in a bit of a writing rut as well so hopefully this'll help me too)

i have this headcanon that James is obsessed with the back of your neck - it's his favourite place to hold you anytime anywhere

If you're out at the pub and dancing, he's got the crook of his elbow slung around your neck, letting his bicep cushion your head so you're pressed against each other chest to chest and he's looking down at you with the biggest grin

If you're sitting in the common room together, he's got a hand firmly around the back of your neck, stroking up and down to between your shoulder blades and it doesn't matter if you're in conversation together or with others, his hand is always there

(nsfw thought) you're on your front and he's behind you, watching as his cock pistons in and out and one hand is planted on the bed next to your hip and the other is grasping the back of your neck, pushing your face into his pillow, and it's muffling your moans and "God, honey, such pretty noises f'me" you're mewling agaisnt the pillow and throwing your head back, forcing him to grip a little harder and put a little more weight on you to cage you in, move you just where he needs you to be

(nsfw thought pt 2) he's sat on the edge of the bed, languidly stroking his cock, staring down at you on your knees between his legs and he's groaning at the doe eyes you're looking up at him with and he lets you suck at just the tip, watching the way your lips form a seal, the way your tongue peeks out as you lick him "fuck baby, that's it, shit, taking me so well" he's getting close and he can't help but thrust his hips into your mouth and then he's grabbing the back of your neck and he's shooting his load down your throat, groaning loudly as he feels your throat muscles working to swallow and when he finally comes back to, you're still suckling at the tip of his cock, rocking back and forth slowly rubbing your thighs together so he uses his grip to pull you up and guides you onto his lap and coos "did so well for me pretty, such a good girl weren't you? reckon you deserve your reward yeah?"

hi honey! i'm happy to hear your scrumptious thoughts, thank you for sharing them with me <33

this post is 18+, minors dni.

!!! yes he's always touching or holding the back of your neck in some way shape or form, and he looooves coming up behind you and kissing it too!! he stands behind you while you're at the stove or in the bathroom washing your face and he just kisses all over the back of your neck, pressing his forehead against the warm skin there and soaking in your touch <33

MMF HOLDING YOUR FACE DOWN FROM BEHIND?? delicious. he strokes his thumb over it and maybe rubs his finger up the column of your throat from behind as he holds you down, and maybe he even scrapes his fingernails down the skin there and over your back <333

oh my god yes face-fucking you with a hand on the back of your neck <3333 mmmmMMMMM he just goes wild, you maybe let a little gag slip when you're sucking him off and he just snaps, barely groans out an apology before he's yanking your face further onto his cock, jamming it down your throat and bucking his hips up repeatedly into your open mouth. All the while his hand is firmly set around the back of your neck, you couldn't escape if you tried (but you definitely don't want to escape)

[000-pawz]

hi dai :33 i saw u mention himbo sungho and i had to RUN to come talk about it because i have been calling sungho a himbo for the past two months bc the deeper i get into bnd the more i start to notice his little himbo-like antics and i just love it so much. i started calling him a himbo when funnextdoor 2 came out and they were going in that room to get their missions and it took sungho so long to realize everyone else was leaving 1 by 1 to also get missions. he was like, "you guys have missions?!?!?" as if taesan wasn't randomly standing there with an entire fruit basket in his hand 😭 then they all further confirmed my sungho himbo agenda in their comeback show when the boys told him that his brain is narrower than his shoulders and i was just sitting there like "awe 😭" cuz he's so precious, like it's so true. he's so smart but asks the most obvious questions and he's just a little like,, idk if this is the right word but he's a little ditzy at times and i just think that's so cute. he sometimes contrasts so much from how he's normally super organized and put together and sometimes it's like he's all cloudy in his head and i think that's how he'd be during sex. he'd shut his brain off for you, like your touch triggers something in his mind that makes him all floaty, he'll ask the same thing over and over, his voice would be all soft as if the words can barely come out. he definitely has a thing for you being like, "oh my pretty dumb baby, don't think, just feel" or smth like that cuz he gets sooooo zoned in on the feeling of your hands on his body that his mind turns even more into mush and sometimes he tries to keep it together but in turn he just sounds even more silly cuz he can't think. i just love himbo sungho so dearly, feel like he's the type to almost burst into laughter in the middle of sex because the feeling is too much and it's like his body is having a reaction to it so that little giggle he always does would come out cuz he just can't think like idk IDKK 😭 idek what i said in this ask but yes,, welcome to my brain 😭

bunny omg. ur brain is genuinely magnificent... delectable... yummy... LIKE YES ditzy is the perfect word to describe him >3< and in the new what door episode, he and jaehyun just stood there reading the sheet music upside down like that was so cute <\3

and omg yes when it comes to sex, he just stops thinking completely... he'll literally exist on autopilot, just letting you do whatever to him because he can't use his brain so u have to think for him!!! the sweetest himbo ever... and he doesn't even realize it!! you'll say you want to ride him and he just looks at you with big eyes and goes "you want to ride me?" like yes sweetheart that's what said <3

HE GETS SOSOSO GIGGLY like your fingers will brush over his nipples and he starts giggling and goes "that tickles!!" while covering his chest >3< and i will forever keep bringing up how he covers his face because it just gets too much and he doesn't know what to do with himself!!! the dumbest cutest kitty ever.... ^_____^

bunny this is so great like i need more of this himbo sungho meal... <3333

[livelaughlaw3]

The unbearable pain of periods (Part 1/2)

TW : angst, sadness, insecurities, virgin reader, physical touch, period pain, blood, flirt, fluffy end <3333

You are single in this story and Shanks is only your Captain. (He has two arms because he's too smart to have lost his arm that way and Oda already said it was his editor who told him to tell that story.)

(It's literally day 5 of living on three pills of ibuprofen a day to relieve my fucking pain and it's not even working, plus it's ruining my liver, so I needed to think of something else.)

You curl in on yourself, desperately trying to suppress the pain. You couldn't even take an anti-inflammatory since you would have had to change position. You just stand there crying, silently, in the complete darkness. You hear your crew going about their business. Hongo is in the know, he knows exactly when your period will start and when it will stop. But since it's your privacy and even if he knows you trust him, he's still a man, he doesn't bother you and waits for you to ask him for help. He just puts your pills and lots of water on your bedside and reminds you that he is there for you then leaves. Shanks misses the only woman on his crew and asks his ship's doctor. He sighs and gets up, going to boil some water. He prepares some herbal tea and asks Lucky to prepare something hot for you for dinner. Your Captain also warms pockets for your stomach.

He knocks on your room with all this in his arms. You hear your door creak. “Y/N ? Are you awake ?” You turn towards him slightly, tears in your eyes. So that he understands, he turns on your night light. He places his things on your desk, pulls up your shutters slightly and opens the window to get some air. He wipes your tears and sits on your bed. He tilts his head to the side to caress your face. “Is this your period ? Do you want me to take you to the hospital ?”

You shake your head, biting your lip to keep yourself from bursting into tears. He gets up and looks at the time then encourages you to drink the anti-inflammatory, holding the bottle for you. He sits back down on your bed, placing your legs over his to rest the warm pack on your stomach. You sigh, he places another one behind your back. He arranges the pillows around you so you can stay in this position. He makes you drink hot tea. You obey him. He knows how to do everything right. “Can you try to eat ? A little bit… While it’s still hot ?” You nod, he places a pillow on your pelvis and the plate on top. He’s the one who makes you eat because your arms are numb from holding your knees to your chest. You finish your plate, he smiles and thanks you. He places the plate on the floor with the glass and cutlery. He asks you if it's better, you shake your head. He thought, placing his hand on your stomach. “On a scale of 1 to 10, how much does it hurt, sweetie ?” You answer “27 !!”, he smiles sadly and asks you “Okay, will you let me stand behind you, please ?” You nod your head, you try to help him, he pins you to the bed very nicely. “No honey, stay as you are, it’s me who’s moving.” He sits near the headboard, takes off his shoes and belt and opens his legs. He pulls you very gently, against his chest.

He lifts your t-shirt, places his arms around your waist and both hands on your stomach. He moves his palm down, asking you, “Where exactly does it hurt, darling ? Tell me." He continues towards your lower stomach when you tell him “Here..” He rests his chin on your shoulder to watch as he gently presses the pouch there. He massages it through then tells you “Try to relax. I imagine it must be difficult, love. But. Close your eyes and let me do my job. All right ?" You nod and listen to him as you rest your neck on his shoulder. He kisses your neck furtively and massages until the pill takes effect and you fall asleep. The meal was hot and heavy, which left you exhausted enough that you were able to nap for several hours. He lies down with you in his arms, so that the two warming pockets on your back and your stomach fit around you. He covers you warmly and thinks but he is called an hour later. He pulls away from you, being very careful not to wake you. He places your pillows correctly around you, picks up the cutlery and closes the door. Busy, he decides to let you sleep and watches the time of your next dose. After chatting and passing time with his crew, he looks at the clock which points to 6 p.m. He fills a glass of water and goes into your room. He frowns, seeing you standing there, agitated. You remove your duvet cover, your sheets, in tears. He walks towards you, slowly, looking at you. You stained your pajamas, really badly. He places his hands on your shoulders, you jump but continue. He holds you by the waist and pulls you back from your bed.

“Y/N !! Look at me. Concentrate. Let me do it, it’s nothing, I swear.” You obey him as usual, you still trust him. You nod, he wipes your tears, makes you drink the anti-inflammatory and carries you to your bathroom. You brush your teeth, he holds your hair then clips it with clips. You’re still crying, asking him “B-But.. I-I made a mess.. you’re up-” He interrupts you “No never, I’m not upset, beauty. Let me take care of it.” He makes you sit on the edge of your bathtub, takes off your pajamas. He turns on the hot water, asking you to test if the temperature suits you. He puts soap on and prepares a glove, a towel and panties as well as a tank top. He pre-pads your panties, without you asking him. As you remain in your underwear, he leaves you, picking up your pajamas, after asking you if you could undress yourself. You take off your underwear, wash them and hang them out. You slowly enter the water. You stay there for several minutes when he says to you through the door “Is everything okay ?” You answer “Y-Yes..”, “Okay princess, I’m going to go out for a few minutes and I’ll come back.” You stutter a little “O..okay..”, you feel that he smiles as he answers you “See you later my doll, I’ll be back soon.”

He washes your clothes by hand to remove all traces of blood, hangs them out. He then puts all the sheets to wash then puts some more, a clean duvet cover and tidies your room. He takes the remaining dishes and brings them to the kitchen sink.

He puts on his cape and goes down to the island, he thinks about what to buy you to please you. Of course, it starts with a bouquet of white roses. He looks for food but thinks the dishes will make you sick if they are difficult to digest. So he opts for chocolates, your vanilla drink and salad. He returns to the ship and puts everything on your desk. He takes off his cape and waits for you sitting on the chair. He knocks “Y/N ? Are you finished ?”, “N-No..” He scratches his head “Do you want help ?..” You stay silent for a few seconds then tell him he can come in. He hesitantly opens the door and finds you in the water, your head resting against the edge as you stare at the light. He crouches down “Are you okay ?”, you shake your head painfully. He places his hand on your forehead, asking “Did you have time to clean yourself up ? Or do I ?” You nod, he asks you again “Do I ?” You start to cry “I’m very.. hurt..” His shoulders sag, he asks you “Okay, okay angel, let me do it. Trust me." You nod, he wipes your tears and removes the glove from your hand. He puts it on and cleans you, massaging your stomach with his other hand as he goes. What relief he gives you, with his hands. He smiles at you, making you giggle at the color of the water. He stops, asks you “Did you wash your hair too ?” You answer no, he washes and rinses your hair then ties it. He gives you the choice: he rinses you or you do it and he leaves to let you do it. You shrug your shoulders, he smiles “No honey, you have to make a choice.” You answer him “I-I will.. do it..". “Ok my love, I’ll wait for you outside.” You nod, he comes out, you drain the water and rinse. You put the towel around your hair then another around your body. You realize that he has prepared your panties and even your pad.

You are satisfied, you dry off, put it on and then a dress. You go out, he makes you sit on your bed, you thank him for changing the sheets. He smiles at you “You’re welcome, my star.” He detangles your hair very gently. He dries your hair and braids it several times to keep it wet. He sits next to you and puts your legs on top of his then makes you eat what Lucky prepared. He makes you laugh, while he picks at your plate at the same time. You hold your stomach from laughing while he thinks it's because the pain has started again. He apologizes miserably, you shake your head, explaining to him. He pinches your cheek then makes you drink the vanilla milk and hands you the chocolates. You thank him, he gets up and picks up the dishes. He goes out and comes back with a vase which he fills with water and offers you the roses. You smile at him, when you take them, he is a little anxious. Regretting handing them to you directly. “B-Be careful.. with the thorns.. baby.” You nod your head, he says “Show me your hands. Let me see." You comply, he inspects them, no you are not injured. He kisses you on the forehead then gently takes them from your hands to put them in the vase on your bedside. You thank him with difficulty “They.. are.. very.. pretty.. Thank you.. very much..” He holds your chin “Not as much as you.. Is it better otherwise ?” You shake your head, his mood is directly affected. He seems to be thinking when Hongo and Benn burst open the door.

“Captain !!! Come !!! Come !!! Oh hi, pretty !!! Cap !!! Come !!!" You look at them, worried, about to ask them what's going on but Shanks leaves with them, after telling you he's coming back. Your room suddenly feels cold and empty. You get up and go to brush your teeth but the fact of bending down to rinse makes your stomach bend. You try to breathe, as Hongo advised you. You wipe your face and go out to go through your drawer and put on some socks. Big mistake, it makes the pain worse and you feel dizzy. You sit down, leaning on your side in front of your wardrobe, folded in half. You put your head in your arms, you didn't even hear your Captain come in. He places his hand on your back, gently, between your shoulder blades. He kisses you on the cheek and invites you to go to his room. You cry, wanting to answer him, you feel the blood flowing into your towel. He shakes his head “Nooooo sweetie, don’t cry !!! Do not cry !!!" You sigh, telling him you're going to dirty his bed. He takes your hands in his, making you relax your legs. “Nooo, who cares sweetheart. Come." He puts your socks on, bends down and carries you in his arms to his quarters. He makes you sit in his chair then protects his bed, plastic, paper, towel etc. You watch him do it, he makes you lie down and covers you. You smell his scent in his sheets, focused, watching him leave the room again. He returns with the vase, which he places on his bedside. He puts down a cup of tea, the heating bags he collected, your medicine. He goes to see Hongo one last time who explains to him, at the same time giving him some oil. Shanks nods, as he is educated on the subject. “The uterus contracts to reject dead cells so her whole lower body must be hurting, her stomach. The back, the legs, the thighs, I don’t tell you.”

Your Captain nods, takes some water and returns to his room, turns on the heating. He asks you “Just a little patience, my moon, I’m going to shower and I’ll come back, okay ? Will you let me massage you ?” You nod, he smiles and places the heat packs around your thighs, on your stomach and under your back. He makes you drink the tea slowly, undoing the braids so your hair keeps its shape. He covers you and kisses you on the forehead then goes to eat. He walks in again, winking at you as you watch from afar as he takes off his shirt and belt, on his way to his bathroom. He closes the door, undresses, showers, brushes his teeth and gets dressed. You're still awake, holding your stomach. He pulls back the blanket slightly “I’m here my princess. How are you ? Are you still in pain ?” You nod your head, he asks you “I’m going to massage you, treasure, will you let me ?” You accept, he turns you onto your stomach very gently, moves your hair from your back and pulls up your dress. He puts his blanket on your butt, so as not to bother you. He warms the oil in his hands and massages your lower back especially. He often asks you if he is doing well and if he makes you feel better. You thank him several times, he smiles. He asks your permission again and massages your thighs after lowering his blanket. He massages your legs up to your calves, he is very gentle as he runs his hands over your thighs. He pulls your dress down and covers you properly. He places his pillows well so that you are comfortable, kisses you on the cheek and takes the pockets to warm them again and give them to you. He kept you on your stomach, waiting and when he returned, he gently moved you onto your back to place them on you.

He lies down next to you, tucking under the blanket. He caresses your face, looking at you intently. “But baby, you suffer like this every month ??!”, you nod. “But.. And you didn’t tell me ??!”, you lower your head, he apologizes but you interrupt him “I.. didn’t want.. to disturb you..” He gets up slightly , hovering above you. “Don’t think that way. I am your Captain, I HAVE to know that. Okay my goddess ?!” You nod, he caresses your face, keeps his fingers in your hair, kisses you on the cheek. Then you manage to fall asleep, he holds you against him. About an hour passes, he also ends up falling asleep. You are awakened by the pain, in tears, you release yourself from its grip. You literally step over his bed and then crawl into the hallway. You hold your stomach and since you don't know what time you took the pill, or what time it is, you can't swallow anything, for fear of overdosing. You suffocate from crying and when you almost reach the deck, you moan in pain. Benn, who was watching over the nest, hears you and comes down. “Y/N ? What's the matter ?? Am I taking you to the hospital ??”, you shake your head, biting your lip to keep from screaming. He puts your arm behind his shoulder and lifts you off the floor, into the kitchen. He makes you lie down on the couch and boils water. He wakes up the ship's doctor, who tells him to notify the Captain. Hongo rinses his face and walks to the kitchen when he frowns.

There’s no one there, he shouts to Benn from afar “Isn’t she in the kitchen ? Where is she ??!" Shanks wakes up suddenly when his right-hand man tells him you're sick. He touches his bed with his hand, now cold. “Is she not here anymore ??” He rubs his eyes and walks out of his room with his right arm. You walked to the railing, looking at the sea as if you wanted to jump into it. When you hear the doctor's voice, you don't react. Shanks speaks to you from afar, the time to reach you. “Y/N !!! You're going to catch a cold !!! Come come !!" You shake your head, holding your stomach. He wipes your tears, carries you to the infirmary. Followed by Hongo as Benn returns to the nest to continue his surveillance. Shanks covers you and holds your stomach and your hand to take over. Hongo asks Shanks, what time did you take the last medicine. Given his response, the doctor makes you drink the next one. Your Captain carries you in his arms to his toilet, he pulls down your panties. Your pad is full, you're dead of shame. He asks you for permission and goes to get another one to change it for you. You pee, holding your stomach, cleaning yourself then he pulls up your panties and pulls down your dress. You wash your hands, still in tears, he rinses your face and wipes you then carries you back to his bed, you want to stay seated. You start crying again, he is distraught, he crouches down, holding your hands. After several minutes of persuasion, you agree to at least lie down on your back. He covers you warmly.

He goes out, goes to get a drink, reassuring his right arm who asks him for news. He comes back, closes the door to his room gently. He turns on his night light but keeps his shutters open, allowing you to see the moon. He explains to you what he is going to do and asks you for permission. You let him do it, you have no other alternative to stop the pain. He removes the blanket, puts your hands on the pillow, on both sides of your head.

He pulls your dress up to the bottom of your breasts. He places his hands on your waist, his fingers tracing your skin then he kisses the flesh of your stomach. The shivers running down your spine and the contact of his lips on your skin send electric shocks through you. He is so skilled that your pain seems much more bearable now. But every time he looks up to look at you and therefore stops, the pain starts again, with no escape for you who starts crying again. But you shake your head, trying to convince him that it will pass. He spreads your thighs, placing them on either side of his hips and slides one arm under your back, while the other guides your hands behind his neck. “Shhhh, I’m going to distract you sweetheart, breathe, don’t panic..” He kisses your neck, careful not to press on you. “Are you okay like that ? Don't I hurt you ? Can you breathe ?” You nod, to make you smile, he compliments you. “You smell good..”, “T-Thank you..”, “You’re welcome princess.” He kisses your jaw, along your neck, the crook of your shoulder. He gently holds one of your hands behind his shoulder. “You have soft skin, darling.” You thank him, your voice shaky with tears. He continues without respite then changes sides, sometimes blowing on the wet trail he leaves with his tongue. Making you grab onto his shoulders, you apologize. “Nooooo doll, go ahead. Hold me as much as you want. Hold tight.” He adds, laughing “Otherwise, I’ll bite you !” You smile, asking him “Is that already what you do..”, “Mhhh and does it work, angel ?”

You nod, he smiles and skillfully continues his task, as you release your hands, he rises just enough to take them and make you hold his back, under his own arms. He kisses your forehead a few times and kisses your neck again. It’s been more than an hour since he devoted himself to relieving you. You tell him, in a low voice, numbed by sadness “It’s.. g-good.. it’s okay.. T-Thank you.” He gets up, kisses you all over your face, lies down on his back and pulls you against him to sleep. He holds your thighs with his arm and the other arm caresses your back to help you sleep. He falls asleep before you but you quickly join him. He wakes up before you, the next day, he holds you in his arms for several minutes before deciding to wake up. He covers you, goes to shower and get dressed then goes to see his crew. He’s the one who wakes you up, helps you get up, takes you clean clothes to his bathroom. You wash, brush your teeth, dress and do your hair. You come out of his bathroom, he waits for you sitting on his bed that he has redone. He makes you sit on his thigh and drink your pill. You don't want to eat, so the crew comes and sits with you, to take your mind off things. You listen to them but you still hold your stomach, with the heated bag he brought you. Exhausted, you lay your head on your Captain's lap as he strokes your hair to help you fall asleep.

Part 2 : https://www.tumblr.com/livelaughlaw3/751768470944907264/shanks-sitting-on-his-lap-will-fix-me?source=share

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[maaarshieee]

⎯⎯ ୨ Scars 2 ୧ ⎯⎯

ੈ♡˳ Il Dottore x Gn!Reader *ೃ༄

ੈ♡˳ 0.6k words ┊ Fluff *ೃ༄

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FOR @au-starss <3333 i already have a fic titled scars and since i wanted to deliver this to u p fast, i couldn't think of something else HDGSHAJDSA,, also double upload 🥴 hope tumblr dont shadowban me.. you weren't specific what kinda scars so i kinda went with everything AHAHAHA, extra soft dottore? this is how i view my dottore btw... ;)

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ cw: canon typical violence, basic dottore warnings, injuries, blood, kinda suggestive? if you read it that way but it's still v sfw nonetheless, dottore takes off ur shirt, makes out and that's it LOL, mentions of lots of scars and its v inclusive (sh, surgery, injuries, anything!)

There wasn't a day that Dottore didn't wish that not another wound would be inflicted on your body, especially deep ones that would leave scars on your skin.

He didn't think of them as unsightly blemishes of your body, heaven's no! Dottore worships them. They are part of you after all, and there isn't a detail of you that Dottore doesn't reveres, letting his hands roam all over your skin if you should ever allow him to. Not a single crevice left untouched, his fingers will trace all over your curves, and your scars will never be ignored.

You no longer question why there were times when Dottore would get down on his knees, parting your legs and position himself between them, then begin attaching his lips wherever he could whilst he slowly lifts your shirt up. He pours and pours his individual attention to your scars, starting from your abdomen, and takes his time to press tender kisses on the aching scars, trailing up toward your chest, then fully sliding off your bothersome shirt. His hands would travel all over your back, the sensation of his gloved fingers against your scars sending shivers up your spine.

Dottore relishes the pleased sighs that escape your lips as he continues onto your shoulders, then down onto your arm, his shower of kisses never ceasing even when he reached your wrists. The slight tremble of your hands didn't phase him, only encouraging him to give more of his love to your scars. And then finally, he would grace your lips with a piece of his attention, tilting his head to the side to deepen the passionate kiss. Dottore's hand would cradle the back of your head as you slowly laid back onto your bed, your arms snaking around his neck to pull him closer to you as he continued to ravish your lips. He will leave you breathless, weak, and desire more, eyes half-lidded as you gaze up at him.

Perhaps he did this because he felt guilty, after all. The longer you stayed with him, the more your scars began adding up. You fought for him, educating yourself on how to fight just so you could protect him with all your life. So back then, when he was expelled and often chased by people who were against him, you would get yourself hurt because of him, and your scars were a painful reminder of his selfishness; a time when he hadn't appreciated you as much as he does now.

Perhaps he wanted to give comfort to those scars that you had inflicted on yourself. Scars of battles you fought on your own, against the demons festering in your mind. He would always give them special attention when you allow him, his fingers kneading and tracing onto the scars that still ached with hurt and distress whenever your eyes lay on them. But if you hated seeing those scars, then Dottore could love them for you.

Perhaps Dottore wanted to ease the phantom pains you still experience on the scars he had given you, to save your life from certain death. He truly wished that they never left a mark on your body, but he knew that was impossible. Now, he would only glorify them, for those scars only gave you a sense of hope, and lead you to trust Dottore more. That if there was ever a time you needed his help, he would never turn you away, using his knowledge to save you, help you, protect you.

"Those days, huh?" You murmured softly into his ear, fingers raking through his hair as you pulled off his mask, his crimson eyes staring deeply into yours. Dottore didn't answer, but you could assume well enough that it was when he captured your lips back onto his once more.

Your scars, in Dottore's eyes, are just a part of your beautiful self. Details in a painting add more to the magnificence of the canvas. And he would kiss them all over again, each and every single one of them, if it meant giving you a semblance of comfort through the pain.

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[rowan-mellark]

Everlark After series ✿ ִֶָ ꒰ .⚘.꒱ 🏹

Chapter five - Rest

18+ MDNI!!

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Pairing : Katniss Everdeen x Peeta Mellark

Word count : 686

Summary : Peeta and Katniss go to bed (that’s basically it (ˊ̥̥̥̥̥ ³ ˋ̥̥̥̥̥))

Authors note : Hello everyone!! this chapter is a quick one so i’ll keep the notes short, this chapter is very rushed and i hope that its okay for now because i will be taking 1-2 days off from drafting new chapters ! I am so grateful for all your support !!!! <3333

Next chapter coming soon !

Chapter four <3

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It's started to rain again and it's getting colder upstairs. I quickly grab a few more comforters for the bed so Peeta doesn't get cold and leave.

ugh, I never want him to leave.

“Do you want your own blanket or one to share?" I turn to him.

"I'd rather share but, it's whatever you want, I don't want you to be uncomfortable."

I smile and throw the last blanket onto the bed before walking back to my closet to grab my pajamas.

"We'll share then," I responded while walking into the bathroom to change. As I change I can't help but wonder if Peeta actually enjoyed the kiss and wasn't just making me feel better, I immediately pushed that thought aside and opened the door to let him know he can come in if he needs to.

Before I can say anything though, I realize he's in the middle of changing. He is wearing a pair of old pajama pants but he doesn't have a shirt on. I'm not appalled by the sight, i’ve seen him shirtless before, in the first games, but I still turn away.

"oh shit—sorry, are you okay with this?—I mean me without a shirt, I usually sleep like this but I can put one on.” He starts to ramble, his words coming out quick and panicked.

"no, no it's fine, I've seen you without one before, I just didn't know if you were done or not." I let out a soft laugh, shaking my head, watching him unsibly relax at my reaction.

He nods, opening the blanket and climbing under, waiting for me to join him. I shut off the bathroom light, closed the door, and made my way into the bed. He opened the covers for me as I climbed in, the warmth Immediately enveloping me. I curl up next to him, his arms already open and waiting for me. I lay my head on his chest and his arms immediately wrap around me.

“Is this okay?” he asks after a few minutes of silence.

I only hum in response.

"that was the first time you kissed me like that, real or not real?"

I rest my chin on his chest, looking up at him, trying do think about what he meant by ‘like that‘

" What do you mean?"

"I mean like, not for the cameras or at least not in front of one..” he clarified, looking down and meeting my gaze.

"Real" I nod, smiling at him

"I liked it" he said sheepishly

"I did too, but, it wasn't exactly fair, I sort of just did it—” I say, trying to explain.

“No, no. I wanted it to happen, i needed it to happen, if it didn’t then I wouldn’t know if—”

He pauses

“I wouldn’t know if you still wanted me”

His words make that weird feeling in my chest and stomach come back, i can't hold back the words that come spilling out of my mouth next.

"I'll never stop wanting you." I say quickly, holding his arm firmly in my grasp.

He stops rambling, his grip on me loosens, and his eyes widen in surprise. That surprise quickly shifts into relief.

"never? you'll always want me??"

“always." I whisper, closing my eyes and resting my head back onto his chest.

He's really warm.

This seems to convince him enough for the moment so 1 hook my harm over to the side of him, i grab the blanket and pull it higher over us. I swore that I could see my breath with how cold it was in my house.

I can only assume he can feel me trembling and he pulls me closer, I can feel his nose in my hair, his breath warm against my head. His fingers trace small circles against the nape of my neck which I find strangely comforting, he's always so gentle with me. I close my eyes and relish in the sensation of his arms around me until eventually he drifts off to sleep, and I quickly follow, falling asleep a few minutes later.

9 : 4 5 pm

[tonberry-yoda]

Hello! I was wondering if it would be okay to request Jack The Ripper and his future SO meeting for the first time and like, them feeling love at first sight? I think that is so cute to think about 😭🤍 and thank you sm sm, hope you're having an amazing day!

That Color - Jack the Ripper

f!reader

notes - PLEASE DUDE AHHHHH OMFG THIS WAS SO WORTH IT TO WRITE!! Thank you so so so so much for the Jack brainrot you have provided me lmaoooo literally I HAVE to make a part 2 for this because it NEEDS one!!!!! Thanks for the request and please please please enjoy <3333

word count - 1,197

You were bored of London. The streets were messy and everyone was the same. You were wanting a new life, but everyone around you was stuck in their old ways. It was getting tiresome for you.

But your biggest problem in these god awful streets was courting. You could never find a man that didn't bore you. You would either get whistles from older men on the street or dates with boys who would tell you about their fathers business that they wanted to take up next. You would sit and nod with a smile on your face, but you would always be praying in your head for the waiter to bring the check already.

Nobody was exciting anymore, they were all just copy and pastes of one another, so simply, you gave up.

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"Good morning!" Your sister knocked on the side of your door loudly and you squinted your eyes tightly shut when she pulled open the curtains, letting the bright morning light in. "Wake up sleepy head! You don't want to be in that gross old bed all day, do you?"

You groaned and turned over, pulling your blanket over your head.

Your sister shook her head and placed her hands on her hips. "I don't want you staying in bed all day. I'm going to be cleaning the house today, so could you at least go on a walk?" She pulled the covers off of you and you gave her a very pouty look.

"Oh, come on, y/n! You know you can't stay there all day. How about you get your favorite dress on and go to the field."

You hesitated, but admitted that it didn't sound half bad. "Fine. But don't you dare try to set me up with another boring boy." You fake gagged at the thought and your sister rolled her eyes.

"y/n, there are many nice boys I meet at the market! Please just let me try to find the right one for you!"

"No way!" You didn't even think there was a right boy for you in this place. "If there's one out there for me, I'll find him on my own."

You threw on your favorite corset and dress and quickly ran out of the house before your sister could pack anymore boyfriend bullshit on your shoulders.

You cursed under your breath when you stepped outside seeing that it was raining. Stupid London.

You scoffed and turned back inside for an umbrella. God, you hated this awful town. You wanted nothing more than to run away to somewhere different and you didn't care where that was.

The walk was drab, as always. People trying to hoot and holler at you from the pub and other women making fun of your appearance. You ignored them though and walked to the only place that made you feel like you belonged.

Through a very eerie forest, there was a field you found. Green and lush and most of all, empty.

You smiled when you reached the field, leaving your umbrella and shoes to dance alone in the rain before falling back in the grass. You didn't mind that your dress was sopping wet, it could wash. Being this free was rare for you, so it didn't really matter.

You smiled at the cloudy sky before sitting up and looking off to the distance. That's when you found something new.

You tilted your head and stood up, walking towards the figure in the middle of the field. You had never seen anyone here before, so you had to admit, you were definitely curious.

As you got closer, you saw a man who was staring up at the clouds, letting the rain soak his face. He held a hat to his chest and was smiling.

"Hello?" You were merely 20ft away from the man, but still jumped a little when he turned to you, shock painting your face a bit.

He was stunning. He was skinny and tall and wore dark colors. He didn't look like anyone in London you had met before. You thought you were dreaming, so you pinched your own hand and were very much not dreaming.

"Oh, my apologies," the man bowed before standing back to his full height and putting his hat back on his head. "I didn't mean to startle you, dear."

"You didn't." You voice sounded like a little mouse. Whoever you were looking at felt... different than the others you had met before.

The man walked forward and stuck his hand out to you. "Jack. My name is Jack. What's yours, love?"

You looked up at the man and shook his hand. He had a monocle over one of his eyes that didn't even show his eye, it was covered with what looked like gears.

"y/n." You couldn't stop staring at this man. He looked like something out of a dream.

"That's a beautiful name." Jack smiled, making your cheeks heat.

Jesus, what's wrong with me, you thought. I'm not supposed to feel this way about a some... some... man?

"Might I ask why you're all the way out here, my dear?" Jack asked you, tilting his head. "It's not safe out here for a girl like you, don't you think."

"I go here all the time. I'm very safe. Safer here than out there." You pointed to London and crossed your arms.

"You're a tough one, aren't you, love?" Jack looked at you like no other man had. He looked at you liked he believed you, like he knew you could take care of yourself.

"I am." You giggled, sitting down in the grass, letting the rain coat you.

"You'll get a cold." Jack whispered, as he took off his jacket and wrapped it around you.

"Are you real?" You chuckled, gladly taking the jacket.

"What do you mean?" Jack laughed. Oh, you weren't going to be forgetting that laugh anytime soon.

"You're like... the man from my dreams."

Jack's one eye that showed widened. "I-I don't think I know what you mean."

"We've only known each other for a couple of moments, but.... You have already proven you're something different. You're like the pretty boys from my books." You laughed just at the thought of it.

Jack slowly took off his monocle, revealing a bright red eye that shocked you a bit. His eyes were stunning. This had to be a dream.

Jack gasped quietly. That color, he thought, looking at the bright golden yellow aura that poured off of you. It couldn't be...

After everything Jack had been through, hate, fake love, etc.... you, this random girl who he had met in the middle of the field, had let off the brightest, most beautiful color he had ever seen in his life.

"Will I see you again, my dear?" Jack took your hand and pressed a kiss to the back of it.

"I hope so, Jack. I really hope so."

"I'll be back," he whispered, putting his monocle back on. "That, I can promise you."

And just like that, he was gone.

You were already in love and knew you weren't going to fall out for a long time.

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@hallowslasher

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

THE ASK ABT JOBS SUGURU WOULD HAVE ,,,,,, i love thinking abt it thats my favorite subject EVA !!!! [thats a lie suguru as a whole is my favorite subject teehee :3]

ur SOOO right abt him being in law 2 help ppl ,,,,,, SO right w the idea of him walking around w a briefcase + slicked back ponytail + coffee GOHDDDD ok . okay . jobs I THINK suguru would have LETS GO !!

CERAMICIST - hed make these insane pots + sculptures n have showcases that r BOOKED like ,,, hes just so ,,,, pottery person 2 me,,,, n i feel like hed have a focus on using old pottery methods n keeping them alive in the modern day ,, like hes got some crazy intricate jomon pots, porcelain bowls + other kitchenware, n probs some bizen pots that he made dotted around his garden ,,,,, WAUGHHH I LOEV ART HISTORY

TATTOO ARTIST - ok . popular hc BUT STILL . hes worked his way up from being an apprentice in a huge shop -> owning his own lil studio pretty fast n hes GOOD . like hes got a rlly nice set of flashes that r colorful n playful but on himself hes probably got these super serious grayscale marbles and mythology plastered all over him [except for a family portrait mimiko + nanako made when they were like . 6 that he thought was so cute he got it tattooed on him] also i dont think hed b SUUPER in2 tattooing ppls names on other ppl or on himself, but maybe once u two have been dating for a LONGG while or r even almost a solid decade into marriage hed consider getting your name tatted somewhere hidden-but-not-really-hidden [womb tattoo, around the back of his ear, inner thigh]

MARINE BIOLOGIST - oHH MY GOHD OH MY GOHD OHHHHH MY GOHD i get super excited abt this cuz i wanna b a marine biologist SO BADDDDDD . its coming . TRUST !!!! anyway, he probably does some type of conservation bcuz . cmon . look at him . so he dives pretty often, like a weekly typa thing, BUT IMAGINE HIM IN THE SCUBA OUTFIT . he comes out sopping wet n hes probably rlly hot 4 a solid minute b4 the Stench hits u since ur both in an enclosed space and he smells like the underside of a dock.

CLASSICAL MUSICIAN - u know how i was talking abt how suguru would b a cellist ? yeah hed b a DAMN GOOD cellist like that man is principal cellist and hes so nice abt it 2 ,,, like he doesn't flaunt it and whenever someone in his section needs help w bowings or smthn else he gladly helps them !! he probably solos a ton on the tuba 2 ,,, like hes just SO GOOD at everything he picks up its insane

CONDUCTOR - same vein as the classical musician thing, he would b such a fine ass conductor ,,,,, like his facial expressions when the music gets intense and then it softens and hes swaying with the orchestra, hands gliding through the air ,,, also hed just b rlly good at keeping ppl in time and figuring out what each section was doing wrong.

oki thats my 2 cents on the whole thing ill get off my soapbox now dhhdhd :3

ASHLEY i’m finally getting to this…… these are all so bigbrained it’s crazy . AND I’M SO GLAD YOU SEE THE LAWYER!SUGU VISION <3333 he means the world 2 me….. silly little guy……

BUT WAHHH. CERAMIST SUGU THE LOML????? there’s this one stsg fic i rlly like where he’s a ceramics instructor and it …. changed me. as a person. AND I AGREE COMPLETELY the part abt him wanting to keep old art alive….. showcases constantly booked bc he’s just so skilled….. 😵‍💫 yeah. sugu as any kind of artist makes me insane. and him being good at pottery is just so…. weirdly attractive to me???? LIKE . him just having the most steady gentle hands…… teaching you how to mold the clay properly……… your back against his chest as he guides your hands . i need him so bad

AND . TATTOO ARTIST. yes it’s popular but it’s popular for a REASON (reason being: he is hot). HIM OWNING HIS OWN STUDIO and being so skilled….. the mythological tattoos + family portrait 🥺🥺 wahhh . he’s so sweet ashley…. i need him so bad…….. AND THE NAME THING …… i agree btw i feel like he would see tattoos as very . very very special. so getting your name inked into his skin so permanently might feel just as serious as a proposal to him 😭😭 i could see him doing it eventually tho ….. i agree w all the placements bUT. a part of me feels like . he’d get it tattooed somewhere on his chest … close to his heart….. :’3 sniffle. i could also see him getting a tiny heart you doodled onto his palm tattooed w/o you knowing and you’re just like ???? SUGURU??????? and he’s just. “i thought it was cute :)”…… sick sick man (affectionate) 😔😔

AND MARINE BIOLOGIST!SUGU ??? YOUR BRAINNNNN i remember you mentioning that in the sashisu college au too :33 him scuba diving!!!!! being constantly drenched and smelling of seasalt….. i’m of the firm belief that he was obsessed w marine biology as a kid so it just makes sense. I TRUST YOU BTWWW you’ll become a marine biologist for sure 🫡🫡🫡 pls let me pet the sharks once it happens . i would like to see them.

and finally ….. classical musician and conductor. CONDUCTOR!SUGU HAS ME IN A CHOKEHOLD BTW?? he would look so graceful and commanding and and and 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 just . him. swaying w the orchestra!!!!! he’s like a beautiful swan….. and ofc i love the idea of him being a musician too :3 it just makes sense. AND . HIM BEING A CELLIST. WHAT IF I CRYYYY he’d look so good playing it……

ashley your brain is actually so insanely big did you know that …… tysm for the food as always 🙏🙏 i am nomming him 2 death

[muldermuse]

Halloween Party... or a cat nap (Fox Mulder X Reader)

Another fic for the Muldermuse October Writing Fest!

This started as something v different and finished as something dumb...i just <3333 cat dad Mulder- my heart is full

if u have fox mulder ideas send em through my lovesss <3

OK so you’re at a Halloween party with your friends maybe like a week before the 31st bc u know being an adult is difficult and no one is ever free at the same time and u need like 2-3 weeks to organise a single drink so you’re all like halloween drinks on the 27th!!!!

you’re not properly dressed up, you’re wearing a tight black dress with some fake blood covering your neck and some fake fangs. tbh with a make up wipe your entire spooky look would be gone but Fox thinks you’re the spookiest/sexiest thing he has ever seen (he nearly makes you late because he can’t stop kissing you goodbye)

He tells u if u can’t get a taxi to call him immediately and he’ll pick all ur friends up and drop them all home BUT u insist that you’ll be fine and then you’re out

Fox is left alone and whilst he’s definitely going to miss u, this week has been a lot and he is very much looking forward to lying on the sofa, with a beer, a blanket and a horror film on the TV. He hums to himself as he gets the living room ready, ensuring that everything he needs (extra snacks, his glasses and a blanket) are all within his grasp so he doesn’t have to leave his comfortable position again

He turns the TV on and as he is flicking through the channels he hears a small meow at his feet, he goes to look down and ur cat Boo is just staring at him. Sometimes Boo is so quiet and calm, u both forget u have a small feline housemate/child (and then she screams at 3am whilst sat on your chest)

Boo meows and tilts her head at Fox, “Mom is out tonight so it’s me and you. I’m planning on watching some movies and having a nap- do you wanna join?”

Boo meows again as Fox pats the space next to him, she looks at him blankly as he continues to pat the empty spot. “Boo c’mon you’re making me look like an idiot…and it’s only me and you here”. She meows quietly and turns around to wander around the house. “Okay...whatever” Fox says to himself, placing his glasses on his face as he turns the volume up on to watch The Exorcist.

***

Fox feels his head start to drop a few times, he is no longer paying attention to the film and he knows he’s about to fall asleep. He repositions himself to get comfortable and suddenly feels the weight of a cat on his stomach. “Oh, finally decided to join me?”. Boo chirps softly in response and curls into a ball on Fox.

Boo falls asleep before Fox and watching her small body rise and sink with her breathing makes it harder for him to not doze off. The small buzz of the beer in his veins, the twinkling fairy lights and the comfort of the sofa all become the perfect environment for an evening nap. 

***

You’re not drunk, maybe a little bit tipsy but honestly you’re impressed at how sober you feel. You thank the taxi driver and get out of the car and practically run to your front door- sometimes you feel lame about how much you miss Fox but fuck it, love is beautiful and all that soppy stuff.

You can hear the TV playing softly in the background and the unmistakeable sound of Fox snoring in the front room. You smile as you kick your shoes off and pad slowly into the living room and there he is- what a sight.

He’s fast asleep with Boo in a tight ball on his chest. Fox’s snoring hasn’t disturbed your sometimes skittish cat and, as ever, she looks content when she is asleep on someone. You press a soft kiss to Fox’s forehead, feeling him begin to stretch as he opens his eyes “hi handsome, have a good sleep?”. As Fox starts to move, Boo looks at you and yawns, stretching her body and then jumping off Fox as if she had not just spent the past few hours dozing with him.

He hums and asks what time it is as he reaches to bring you to him, “come lie with me-please”.

“Let’s go to bed, c’mon Fox” He gives you his best puppy eyes and pushes out his bottom lip, you roll your eyes and side in next to him on the sofa. He wraps his arms around you and kisses your head softly, “did you have a good night?”

“Yeah it was okay, everyone looked very spooky” He laughs into your hair, “Did you and Boo have a good Halloween party?”

“I mean... it was less of party and more of a cat nap but it was still good"

[torawro]

SOSAAAA

RAAAHHHHH EJ !!! hi hi hi ! how are you doing lately ?! i sent you and ask already begging on my knees for an apology from you because i haven’t been able to answer this ask in a timely fashion 😞 i wanted to wait until after i caught up with the latest episode in bleach and now that i finally HAAVVEEEE WE CAN HAVE OUR WEEKLY DISCUSSION ABOUT IT ! i love you, and i love this lil tradition we have together <3333 bleach: tybw cour 2 spoilers if you aren’t caught up !!!

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AJSHSHAJAKAKQKWKWKWKSOWOQOKDJWJSJDJEJCUEHHRJRIFIENENEMWKWOSNWNWKWOWOWOSJDNWJWODIWOWKWJWNWJE ! <- this is LITERALLY my brain watching the latest ep bc like !!! hello!!! helooooo so much excitement and swoon worthy moments ?! can we PLEASE . please talk about kensei? kensei muguruma you beefy sexy strong man i want you and i need you real bad. REAL MF BADDDDD I WAS EATING UP ALL OF HIS SCREEN TIME OKAAAYAYAUUA!! when he got up after getting punched , the way he cracked his neck and it was a sloooooooowww pan up from his chest to his face ???? AND YK HIS SHIHAKUSHŌ HAS ALL THIS CLEAVAGE SO HIS MAN BOOBIES WERE PEEKING OUT? oh they sluttified that manly man in the best ways possible and i need to choke on his balls and have his children. we’ll have twin girls for suresies because im headcanoning that kensei is a girl dad , anyone who disagrees can argue with the wall.

ANYWAYYY im getting so far off track 😖😖😖 next next next let’s talk about rose’s BANKAI???? idk if it’s just me but i personally would have been extremely creeped out if i were to be attacked by such a thing bc it’s really an offense that stacks your senses😭😭😭 they animated it, and everything else in this episode very very well, his bankai ability is so…so unique but also very powerful at the same time and and did u see the way rose was smirking as he held the conductor’s baton !!!!! that BRIEF LOOK OF INSANITY FROM ENJOYING THAT MOMENT? yeah i will be heading to bed now.

AND THAT WASNT EVEN THE BEST PARTTTTT I KNOW U SAY RENJI AND RUKIA’S ENTRANCE???????? renji’s esp was TEWWW FUCKING COLDDDD HELLO???? when renji is so serious he acts extremely calm and cool and collected it makes him even sexier 🥺🥺🥺🥺 ah i was so proud of him bossing up like that and hardly breaking a sweat over masculine and his TRUE shikai and bankai looked even better than it did in the manga !!!! once again studio pierrot are DOWWNNN on cinematography and coloring and animation bc it was such a spectacle !!! we didn’t get any ichi crumbs this episode so it made me a little a lot pouty :/ butttt to compensate we DID get little uryū and jugram crumbs so I’m not as sad bc THEY LOOK SEXY ASFFFFF THEY WERE GORGEOUS !!!! now ej i MUST hear your thoughts ✨

[rotshop]

phobos + employer s/o hcs bc a certain line put the image in my head and now its stuck there 5ever <333

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-im sure ive said this b4 im sure ill say it again ; he's whipped.

-there is SUCH a 180 difference whenever he's interacting with you or whenever you're even around. you don't visit too often since you're busy with your own shit going on somewhere else. SO . this means he tries to show off as much as he possibly can in the little amount of time you're around!! which!! doesn't go very well. he's always bragging about how progress on the project has been going, only to trail off when you snicker and turn your head away because he used some big scientific word completely wrong. the dumbfounded look on his face is just priceless, sending you further into a fit of giggles. on one hand?? he's humiliated, completely and utterly humiliated. he doesn't think he's ever felt that small in a moment. on the other though, something twists in his chest at the sound, an odd fluttery feeling leaving him at a loss of words to defend himself with.

-you invited him to tag along with you on your business once, since he always has a habit of groaning and growling under his breath whenever it seems to interrupt the smallest bits of time you have with him. immediately jumps at the opportunity and leaves Crackpot in charge until he comes back.the entire time he's just kinda following you around like a lost puppy, awkwardly standing at your side while you talk with your co-workers. Occasionally, they'll spare him a glance before asking you something in a language he can't quite recognize, you typically making some sort of waving-off gesture or stilted disagreeing sort of tone in response. you always insist it's nothing special whenever he asks what it's about. it takes until someone asks him the same question while you were in a meeting for it to click. when he just tilts his head in confusion at the question when asked in the same tongue, they give a translated version.

"Are they your partner?"

-he can't stop thinking abt it the entirety of the time he's there and a little while afterwards. something abt people looking at the two of you and seeing some sort of relationship that's a step away from platonic or business related matters makes a grin cling to his lips. he's too busy thinking abt it to properly get mad when he sees the disarray the core is under after Crackpot's temporary dictatorship.

-skipping ahead im tired ok .......................

-yeah when you two finally get together he's a pain in the ass. he's always got you pulled up to his side with a hand on your waist / thigh, smug as ever as he goes on and on about this and that to any unlucky grunt who asked. heavy on pda, not afraid to give some uncomfortably long kisses right in the middle of his office he doesnt give a fuck. shamelessly flirts with you all the while, only to go silent before turning crimson whenever you return the favor.

-its the 'relationship should be 50/50, he cooks us dinner while i sit on the kitchen counter and look pretty ' post, u both just take turns. sometimes you give in a little and act all innocent, leaning into his hold and wrapping your arms around his neck with a little grin and glimmer of mischief in your eyes. othertimes he watches idly while you absolutely wreck house <333 self care is watching your s/o turn someone to a pile of red and white while you sit and look cute on their desk.

-I WILL SAY . he does listen to you.

(to Jeb) "YOU cannot stop me from enacting project gestalt if you tried, worm. It's MY project handed to ME from the hands of the employers. I can make and break it as much as I please."

"Phobos, darling, please do not disobey our orders. (:"

"Yes mx."

-you're fucked up and powerful and he KNOWS that damn well. he's seen fractions and bits of what you're capable and honestly ?? he does not need 2 be at the receiving end of that love and light <3333

-kisses the back of your hand whenever you walk into the room 'as a sign of respect,' ESPECIALLY if you have any kind of rings. he just thinks they are neat :)

[oinkawa-bb]

first time dads!haikyuu pt.2

request: Hi! I just read your Haikyuu as first time dads and it's so cute! Would you mind writing another one with Iwaizumi, Suna, Atsumu and Osamu? I'm looking forward to seeing more of your writing. Have a nice day! -anon

note: thank u lovely anon for being my first request!!🥺❤️ i enjoyed writing this and i hope you enjoy reading it uwu <33 i really hope i did the inarizaki characters justice b/c i’ve just recently gotten to know them!! owo here is dad!iwa, suna, atsumu, osamu 

mentions/topics: pregnancy, domesticity, timeskip, female reader insert

part one (daichi, kuroo, oikawa)

part three (tsukki, akaashi, yams, kenma)

☀︎—hajime iwaizumi

iwa and you have been trying for months

and he’s been super supportive and comforting when each test comes back negative :/

but this one day, you feel different

and he’s sitting on the ground outside the bathroom door just trying to offer positive affirmations bc he’s waiting for you to finish taking the test

but when the door opens, he sees your face and just knows

you don’t even need to say anything bc he already has a HUGE grin on his face and is pulling you in for a hug

he definitely kneels down to plant kisses on your tummy

your attempts to stop him don’t work they never do

soon to be dad iwa is super protective and cautious

definitely feels most comfortable when he can hold or touch you some way when in public

he likes to place his hand gently around your waist or he’ll grip your hand if there’s crowds

sometimes he’s a little too firm in his affection, and you have remind him to lighten up to which he becomes a lil flustered

“hajime...i can’t feel my hand,,”

but when you do go into labor, he whips out this midwife-like knowledge out of nowhere

similar to daichi, iwa became super well informed by researching a lot (but just in secret, you really had no clue)

he watched videos, read through other people’s experiences, and asked a bunch of people for their input

and now he’s super helpful to you through your contractions in the car and at the hospital

he’s calm and firm, supporting you physically to the hospital and emotionally through the labor

but when iwa’s baby finally makes their appearance

he just becomes all ushy-gushy and weak with watery eyes

his hands are pressed together and placed at his mouth in awe when he finally sees you hold his child

and then when he finally gets to hold the baby,

boy oh boy

iwaizumi actually cries a lot more than either of you expected

he’s so smitten with his newborn, and he can’t stop internally & externally praising your strength for carrying and birthing his child 

like he sees you in a totally different light, and he thought it was impossible but he’s fallen even more in love with you now

and he can’t wait to take care of his new family🥺

☀︎—suna rintarou

suna definitely didn’t see this coming,,,

but nonetheless when he processes the meaning behind the bun you placed in the oven, he doesn’t feel anything but sheer excitement

suna’s actually wanted to have children with you for awhile

but he’s never admitted it out loud uwuwuwu

he holds you firmly in his arms and caresses your hair gently for a long time, and you have to ask him if everything’s ok🥺

but it’s literally because he’s lowkey tearing up and at a loss for words

after a few moments tho, he collects himself and slowly presses light kisses all over your face

“i’m just really happy.”

at night, he refuses to sleep when he knows that you’re struggling to sleep due to discomfort

so he’ll lay awake with you and mumble mindlessly about the future he sees with you until both of you doze off

sometimes he just sees you standing at the counter or something and he can’t resist bc ur just so cute!!!!

he’ll quietly come in for a back hug,,,

and he’ll place his chin on your head and his arms around your belly and close his eyes and just stand there for as long as he wants until... 

”rin.... i need to pee”

he’ll let go then probably

but when the day finally comes, his mind is literally all over the place and he’s trying to be calm on the outside

in the car, your breathing is getting heavier and sharper, and he’s lowkey a little panicked but he won’t stop reassuring you for one second

“hey, look at me, you’re okay, it’s gonna be okay”

he’s definitely in pain himself seeing you in labor,

but he’ll be by your bedside, gently holding your hand and letting you squeeze his as hard as you need to

but it’s all worth it when he gets to see his baby with his own eyes,,

when he sees you cooing softly and holding his dear child against your chest, silent tears fall out of his eyes

suna swears he’s never seen a more beautiful sight than this

☀︎—atsumu miya

atsumu comes home from an exhausting day of work, 

and right as he walks through the door, he’s whining your name, about to ramble about practice...

but then he sees a tiny pair of volleyball shoes at the front,,,

and he’s like... o w o

even though he’s tired out of his mind, his brain works quickly, and he’s connecting the dots in his head

you’re just standing there at the end of the hallway all giggly n cute

he raises his eyebrow and then his sly smile turns into a huge one as he runs up to you,

he clutches your face in his hands and is peppering kisses all over you to the point where you have to physically pry him away

basically immediately, atsumu starts using little nicknames for the baby, but they change almost every day LOL

he also definitely downloaded the pregnancy tracking app (even though? you already have one? and it’s unnecessary for him to have it too? he doesn’t care tho)

he checks it every day before work, lets you know what size the baby is, and kisses your bump aka his angel/nugget/muffin/dumpling/etc. before leaving

“y/nnnn my lil’ angel is the size of a bell pepper today”

“atsumu... i know.. i already checked”

atsumu also boasts so much when he’s sharing the news with his teammates and family members

like osamu was somewhat looking forward to being an uncle until atsumu hit him with the daily updates of your cravings and symptoms and how the baby kicked when he placed his hand on your belly and on and on

but he also just wants to make you feel hella loved and wanted during your pregnancy

he can sense that your body image and self-esteem sometimes takes a major hit

so it’s not uncommon for him to be showering you in compliments nonstop

but honestly it’s also just because he thinks ur even hotter... if that was possible....

this is embarassing but i feel like he has you saved as “hot mama” in his phone or smth

and then the day arrives, and the whole drive there, he’s going “oh shit” in his head over and over but he’s playing this cool demeanor on the outside

actually, this carries over into the hospital too, but he just decides that he’ll do whatever he can to pamper the hell out of you & make you feel less uncomfortable

upon first sight of the baby,

there’s no other words to describe how he feels other than his heart just melting on the spot. 

it’s game over for him because he knows that he’ll literally do anything for you and this precious baby now

anything. (prepare to be spoiled rotten)

☀︎—osamu miya

osamu returns from work one day,

and you’re just at the stove cooking, so he comes up behind you, snaking a hand up the bottom of your shirt to caress your bare waist while whispering his greeting in your ear

but then you wince when he touches your stomach

and he’s like “oh?”

he’s super puzzled so he intently observes you as you bite your lip and start to blush

“i was going to tell you this over dinner but i just can’t hold it in,”

osamu kind of already knows where this is headed but he watches as you reach for your back pocket and pull out a pregnancy test neatly tucked in a ziploc bag

he’s been waiting for this moment to come his whole life (osamu a sucker for domesticity imo) so he’s literally internally screaming for joy!!!

but outwardly his smile conveys it all, and he’s chuckling as he pulls you close by the waist to plant a kiss to your lips

during your pregnancy, osamu becomes overwhelmingly nurturing

it’s almost like you’re the baby ???

like he cooks even more for you and is always whipping something up asap when you mention your cravings

what if he made onigiri with the foods you crave as the filling

he does research on ways to quell nausea and discomfort and goes out to buy herbs and ingredients that would make you feel better

basically, he wants to take the best care of you possible my baby

at night, he’s going to let you use him in any way to sleep better

most of the times, you want him pressed against your back and his head nuzzling your neck

he whispers soft and sweet declarations of his love for you and the baby when he thinks you’re asleep you’re not

ok but when the day comes,,,

osamu is just so ready for the baby to arrive that he’s as cool and collected as ever

you’re definitely not tho, and he can sense it, so he’ll find every way to calm you down

meaning,,, he’ll play calming spa music in the hospital room, massage your lower back, gently repeat encouraging affirmations, etc, etc.

osamu takes care of you so well uwuwuwu

and when the baby makes an appearance, you bet osamu leaps to dad duty right away

he’s emotional but clear-minded, and he’s already mentally planning his life with you back at home with the baby🥺

he can see the future with you and this sweet baby for eternity and he’s so ready <3333

[yuurivoice-headcannon-central]

Last one for today from me (probably) how would Charlie Al and seth comfort listener and yes I have been obsessed with Charlie way too much as of late what fucken of it/lh

oKAY

I can DEFINITELY DO THIS FOR YA MATE SO BUCKLE IN CUZ HERE WE MCFUCKIN GOO

Ch a r li e--

if you're crying,, oh hun

you're gon have to give him a minute cuz he's accessing THE SHIT out of the situation and lowkey panicking at the same time

he'd have so many questions to ask you, but not know where tf to start cUZ BITCH--

YOU'RE UPSETTI AND POSSIBLY CRYING AND THAT'S A NO NO

so after a sec he's gon awkwardly try and calm ya down

"h-hey,, hey? it's uh, it's alright! don't worry,, p-please??"

and let me tell you, leT ME TELL YOU

he's gon be so slow with you

he'd slowly sit himself down beside you and let you crawl into his arms AND HE'D GENTLY RUB CIRCLES INTO YO ARMS BITCH

LET YOU LAY YOUR HEAD ON HIS CHEST OR LAP, ANYTHING TO MAKE YOU COMFY SWEETHEART <333

and he'd definitely, without a doubt let you borrow his sleeveless coat thingy or quickly snag you a blanket to burrito-fy yourself with

but if you end up not scooting closer to him, he'll gently rest against you until you do decide to snuggle into him for the sweet sweet RAT COMFORT

and this mans is pulling every card to try and distract you from whatever's stressin and/or messin' with ya

so prepare for the most horrific stand-up comedy of your life

"s-so umm,, I heard, I heard about this guy that got his right side-- no wait wait, that's not how it goes,, wait, was it? yeah, no,, no no

his left side! h-he go his left side cut off,, or something? and umm,,

I heard he's doing all right now, hah hah???"

he'd probably stop at some point when the dread of "ah shit, I'm just annoying them and making things worst start to kick in"

SO IF YOU WANT HIM TO STAY either

1) hold onto him,, this will encourage THE SHIT OUTTA HIM AND HE'LL STAY WITH YOU FOR FUCKIN HOURS

2) pipe into his lil shit show of comedy

"what was that joke with the uh,, sherlock and watson?"

"oh! the one alexa tells you,,? well, I'm pretty sure -d-don't, don't take my word on it, haha- it went something like--"

and he'll do all the talking you need to fill the silence and keep out any unnecessary thoughts with his stupid back-of-cereal-box jokes and random banter about who knows the fuck what

and now for ya boy Seth cuz I definitely don't have favorites shut the fuck up

/sigghhh

he,,

fuckin HE

HE KNOWS WHAT HE'S DOIN BUT ALSO

LOWKEY DOESN'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK HE DOIN' LIKE TF WHAT SIR HOW????

he's gon be REAL physically affectionate with ya, so I'm talkin cuddles, snacks, whatever the fuck ya need sugar he will provide

is GOING TO be spooning you or have you laying ontop of him so he can gently rub your back, stomach, arms wherever he can get his hands on

totally will stroke your hair though like,, prepare for the best head massages of your life

and he'll happily listen to whatever you have to rant out or just chill with you while listenin to some chill classic rock, ya know like,, fuckin blink-182 or some shit :p

will definitely be putting on something for you both to watch as ya'll snuggles n wuggles on the couch <33

just,,

asgsfssfsshgsa sUCH GOOD VIBES ALL ROUND BUCKOS

cue Seth tucking you into bed if you fall asleep ontop of him q3q

AND NOW FOR THE FINAL BOY

OUR PINK PASTEL SUGAR DIDDLE DUM PRINCE <3333

ya thought Seth was a cuddler?

hOnEY--

Al's a whole other story lolol

will REFUSE for you to leave his side

boo, you're staying there until you're a happy lil cupcake

no bads

only goods

and ya know what makes good?

C U D D L E S

SO CUDDLE UP SWEETIE

but snacks will always be a definite, ya'll ain't having snuggles without a nice bowl of m&ms or chips ahoy the soft ones specifically cuzthosearehtebestonesfightme

and just as our boy Seth would, Al will gladly hear you out on whatever ya need to let out and will pitch in his thoughts

which,, sometimes tend to slip out accidentally, but his responses tend to get a good chuckle outta ya

"seriously??? yeesh,, wonder how many skittles it'd take to drown out that kinda bullshit outt a fella--"

is secretly trying SUPER DUPER hard to get a smile out of ya, or at least lighten ya mood a lil :]]

WILL MAKE A PILLOW FORT FOR YOU

EVEN IF YA INSIST HE DON'T

HE FUCKIN WILL

YOU ARE BEING SPOILED TONIGHT YOU ABSOLUTE DIVINE BEING

[ggukwrites]

comfort

summary: oc had a bad day at school and all she wants is to go home and cuddle with her boyfriend, jungkook.

pairing: jungkook x oc

warnings/tags: tooth-rotting fluff, established relationship, jungkook is a sweetheart, oc has a small panic attack, crying, but jungkook goes all out to make oc feel better!

Saying that today was a terrible day is an understatement. You woke up with a pounding headache, probably due to the three hours of sleep you got along with the endless shots of espresso. You're professor had called you out for submitting the wrong assignment in front of your whole class, which up to now you still don't know how you got your chemistry homework mixed up with history. Everything was wrong. The lunch you ate left a rotting aftertaste in your mouth, which you then decided to throw away after two bites of the nasty sandwich. All you wanted to do was to go home to your boyfriend and just cuddle in bed with him. But no, you still have one more hour until this lecture finishes and are on the verge of breaking down completely.

After one hour of constant nodding off, more caffeine and yet again getting called out for not paying attention, you were finally free. School was over and you could now go home, or rather to Jungkook's house. Packing your bag, you headed towards the drop-off area outside the school compound. Just as you walked out, the familiar black Mercedes-Benz pulled over. You see Jungkook smiling at you with a stupid grin on his face. He always seemed to be so excited and energetic all the time, especially around you, but you on the contrary, barely surviving on caffeine and three hours of sleep max a day, was like a walking zombie with no energy at all.

You open the car door and step into the car. Jungkook greets you with a smile once again and says, "Hi baby, how was school? I bought your favorite ice cream back at my place, cookie-dough!" As he says that, you start wondering, Jungkook always does so much for you, are you doing enough back? What if he is getting tired of you? Should you have bought him something too? All these thoughts once again start screaming in your head. You don't realize your eyes brimming with tears, or your boyfriend's face now concerned, asking you what happened.

It's too late. You start full on sobbing right there on the spot, which surprises Jungkook for a moment, before he leans over the console and tries to calm you down. You're not sure its working because now you feel your chest tightening, tears pouring out of you eyes as you clutch onto Jungkook's shirt. You can barely make out what Jungkook is saying but you hear a "1,,, 2,,, come on baby, breath for me, 3,,,4,,, there we go," Slowly, you start regaining your breathing rhythm, your sobs die down to little sniffles and hiccups, but you still hold on to your boyfriend's shirt.

"Shhh it's okay, just breathe for me yeah?" He whispers into your ear as his hand rubs your back in attempt to soothe you. " You wanna talk about it?" He tries to get a response from you. "Had a terrible day gguk, everything's going wrong" You mumbled into his shirt as more sobs came out of your mouth. Jungkook just hummed in response and continued holding you in his embrace, letting you cry everything out. After 20 minutes, you had calmed down and Jungkook was now driving over to his apartment. "I'll take care of you today okay? Don't worry about anything else, just relax." As you sniffle and nod in the passenger seat, you curl up to the side and close your eyes, and soon before you know it, you had fallen asleep.

Jungkook pulled up into the apartment's parking lot, and got out of the car to walk to the passenger door. He carefully unbuckled you and picked you up, being ever so careful not to wake you up. You were fast asleep in his arms, oblivious to his movements. The front door of the apartment was then unlocked and Jungkook placed you on the sofa, placing a blanket over you. Now you were slowly waking up again, after a while you had started to wake up after you had felt the lack of warmth that you felt when you were in Jungkook's embrace. Sitting up, you rubbed your eyes as you looked around the apartment. Jungkook was scooping the ice cream he had said he bought into a bowl. Sensing your movements, his head immediately jerked up, and once seeing you awake, he put down the scooper he was holding and rushed to your side.

"Baby you're awake? Do you need anything? I am scooping the ice cream if you want it. How are you feeling now?" You blinked at your boyfriend, mind still groggy and you did not catch what he said. "Too many questions" you whispered. "Sorry baby," he chuckled, "So worried about you. Get comfy and I will bring the ice cream over yeah? We can watch a movie while cuddling if you like," Having said that, Jungkook proceeds to walk into the kitchen while you squish your self into the fluffy blanket and pillow surrounding you on the couch.

Jungkook returns with the bowl in his hands as he sets it down on the coffee table. He then averts his gaze back to you, and then joining you in the pile of pillows and blanket, you two now cuddling. "Wanna pick a movie sweetheart?" He asks, "Wanna watch Totoro," you mumbled into his chest. In no time, the Studio Ghibli animation was now playing on the television, and you now had your full attention on the playing film. Jungkook's hand is brought up to stroke the back of your head lovingly, and you can't express how much you love your boyfriend, he was too perfect, knowing how to care for you so well.

After a while, he sat up from the couch and reached over to grab the forgotten bowl of cookie dough ice cream, which was now a little melted. But it didn't matter because your lovely, charming, so sweet, caring, you-love-too-much boyfriend is hand feeding you the ice cream with heart eyes. You look back at him and whisper, "Thank you gguk, feel s'much better now," he replies with a kiss on you forehead as you two spend the rest of the night cuddling and eating ice cream on the couch. And of course, sleeping in Jungkook's bed, and it was the first night of the whole week where you actually had a good sleep, all thanks to your boyfriend, Jungkook.

a/n: omg this is my first time writing any sort of fanfiction EKHFEHFEJ please do give me constructive critism anyways i wrote this at 2am in the morning so there might be many errors sorry but yes thank you for reading <3333