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[maaarshieee]

⎯⎯ ୨ Scars 2 ୧ ⎯⎯

ੈ♡˳ Il Dottore x Gn!Reader *ೃ༄

ੈ♡˳ 0.6k words ┊ Fluff *ೃ༄

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FOR @au-starss <3333 i already have a fic titled scars and since i wanted to deliver this to u p fast, i couldn't think of something else HDGSHAJDSA,, also double upload 🥴 hope tumblr dont shadowban me.. you weren't specific what kinda scars so i kinda went with everything AHAHAHA, extra soft dottore? this is how i view my dottore btw... ;)

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ cw: canon typical violence, basic dottore warnings, injuries, blood, kinda suggestive? if you read it that way but it's still v sfw nonetheless, dottore takes off ur shirt, makes out and that's it LOL, mentions of lots of scars and its v inclusive (sh, surgery, injuries, anything!)

There wasn't a day that Dottore didn't wish that not another wound would be inflicted on your body, especially deep ones that would leave scars on your skin.

He didn't think of them as unsightly blemishes of your body, heaven's no! Dottore worships them. They are part of you after all, and there isn't a detail of you that Dottore doesn't reveres, letting his hands roam all over your skin if you should ever allow him to. Not a single crevice left untouched, his fingers will trace all over your curves, and your scars will never be ignored.

You no longer question why there were times when Dottore would get down on his knees, parting your legs and position himself between them, then begin attaching his lips wherever he could whilst he slowly lifts your shirt up. He pours and pours his individual attention to your scars, starting from your abdomen, and takes his time to press tender kisses on the aching scars, trailing up toward your chest, then fully sliding off your bothersome shirt. His hands would travel all over your back, the sensation of his gloved fingers against your scars sending shivers up your spine.

Dottore relishes the pleased sighs that escape your lips as he continues onto your shoulders, then down onto your arm, his shower of kisses never ceasing even when he reached your wrists. The slight tremble of your hands didn't phase him, only encouraging him to give more of his love to your scars. And then finally, he would grace your lips with a piece of his attention, tilting his head to the side to deepen the passionate kiss. Dottore's hand would cradle the back of your head as you slowly laid back onto your bed, your arms snaking around his neck to pull him closer to you as he continued to ravish your lips. He will leave you breathless, weak, and desire more, eyes half-lidded as you gaze up at him.

Perhaps he did this because he felt guilty, after all. The longer you stayed with him, the more your scars began adding up. You fought for him, educating yourself on how to fight just so you could protect him with all your life. So back then, when he was expelled and often chased by people who were against him, you would get yourself hurt because of him, and your scars were a painful reminder of his selfishness; a time when he hadn't appreciated you as much as he does now.

Perhaps he wanted to give comfort to those scars that you had inflicted on yourself. Scars of battles you fought on your own, against the demons festering in your mind. He would always give them special attention when you allow him, his fingers kneading and tracing onto the scars that still ached with hurt and distress whenever your eyes lay on them. But if you hated seeing those scars, then Dottore could love them for you.

Perhaps Dottore wanted to ease the phantom pains you still experience on the scars he had given you, to save your life from certain death. He truly wished that they never left a mark on your body, but he knew that was impossible. Now, he would only glorify them, for those scars only gave you a sense of hope, and lead you to trust Dottore more. That if there was ever a time you needed his help, he would never turn you away, using his knowledge to save you, help you, protect you.

"Those days, huh?" You murmured softly into his ear, fingers raking through his hair as you pulled off his mask, his crimson eyes staring deeply into yours. Dottore didn't answer, but you could assume well enough that it was when he captured your lips back onto his once more.

Your scars, in Dottore's eyes, are just a part of your beautiful self. Details in a painting add more to the magnificence of the canvas. And he would kiss them all over again, each and every single one of them, if it meant giving you a semblance of comfort through the pain.

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[maaarshieee]

IS MY FAVOURITE MUTUAL ASKING FOR TRANSMASC DOTTORE REQS BECAUSE

U KNOW THATS UP MY ALLY 🤞

YEAH SKDBDKDHS, the Dottore tag is a nightmare for dudes... I be reading then I see "good girl" being whippes out of nowhere like... Cmon.. There Gn reader content but.. I'm gonna need that he/him content ❤

[maaarshieee]

OH MY GOD OKAY SENDING IN A POLY ASK SOON YIPEEEE

OMG YIPEE !!! THE MORE THE MERRIER

[maaarshieee]

MAR U WRITE POLY FICS?!

GOD IF U SAY YES IM GONNA GO WILD W PANTALONE X READER X DOTTORE PLSSS 😭

OFC I DO! I WROTE KAVEHAITHAM X READER,,, i love poly relationships i just don't have it requested often HDSDSAH

[maaarshieee]

hmm well

i feel like cheating is a very weird thing to write, as in no matter what character u chose everyone will say “omg they would never!!!&:6;&/:”

that said maybe scaramouche? as in like a possible “one last goodbye” type thing?

or childe would be an easy route considering he’s young and ambitious?

or maybe even pierro if pantalone were to idk “step out of line��? maybe?

hope these help 🤭

WELL, IT SLIKE, I DONT ENCOURAGE CHEATING AND I'D USUALLY NOT WRITE SMTH LIKE THAT BUT I FELT SO BAD FOR THE READER IN THIS REQUEST SO IW AS LIKE "no no the reader needs someone who can make them HAPPY" and pantalone ain't it so uhm ughm ,, your honor IM INNOCENT !!

[maaarshieee]

should i write what u wrote cuz i like writing diluc suffering 😇

(i hate diluc in case u couldnt tell /hj)

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO .... ONLY HAPP DILU :((( THE POOR BAPY SUFFERED TOO MUCH ALREADY

hwo,, how about,,, loving diluc,,, hugging ihk,,, and and and !!! him smiling !!! yes yes,,, how about that al???? cmon.... pal,, 😇😇😇

[maaarshieee]

OKAY OKAY BEAR W ME HERE SO

diluc's tragic backstory. he lost his dad and his brother by death and betrayal. from that day, those become the two things he fears the most. that he's riddled with it and will hurt anyone around him. so he shuts himself away from relationships, causing mondstadt to find him weird and lonely.

now enter wonderful and bright reader who is looking for the most out of life. they're an adventurer who wants to explore the world, with mondstadt being a stop for a couple months. them and diluc just so fatefully happen to meet in his wonderfully owned tavern

diluc believed you were naive, and couldnt quite grasp how someone could be so happy in such a dark world. he wanted to know more about how you lived.

and so he foolishly got close and let himself fall in love.

once he realized, it was too late. for it was revealed that you were, in fact, part of the fatui. everything with diluc was planned from the start as you needed information from him. but oh a classic you caught real feelings case happened, and you stayed with him and in mondstadt longer than originally intended. the organization saw it as treason and came to take you away

as much as he wanted to fight to keep you with him, his body wouldnt let him. he had seen this before, and he learned to let it happen. and all he can do after you are ripped from his grasp is move on, reminding himself daily to never get close again.

after all, he's already had three chances. three strikes ur out ;)

ANYWAY DONT KILL ME FOR THE ANGST ILY MAR /P

YOU

DEATH, DEATH TO IT ALL,,, reminds me of that one childe fic i wrote... WHEN YOU SAID YOU HAD AN IDEA I THOUGHT IT WAS GONNA BE FLUFF BUT HOW DARE YOU ,, AND THE FACT HE DIDNT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT- i just imagine the fatui just dragging you away and you're thrashing around ,, and diluc is just standing there in a daze....... and you look at him with pleading eyes, begging him, saying you'd quit the fatui but he just. couldn't. bc the fatui would def kill you for treason, would def punish you to the brink of death for not completing the mission,,,, he couldn't do anything about anything anymore :(

now he's just a husk of a man,,, the life his eyes he once had has been stripped away again ...

OKAY SOT IHDBSANDS,,, PLEASE GIVE HIM SOME FLUFF, I WOULD DIE,

[maaarshieee]

ALRIGHT MY HERO AND KEL HCS BEFORE I GO TO BED (SINCE U KEEP NAGGING ME TO SLEEP /LH)

- kel def the type to jump into SOMEONE'S arms when he's scared (like the clique horror movie stuff)

- i just KNOW hero has a talent for singing like he has to he's too fine to be a bad singer mwah

- hero is a closeted theatre kid (just like u mar fr)

- kel tries to impress EVERYONE he sees like even a stranger sitting under the tree he just has to it makes him feel happy

- kel and hero who like singing their favourite songs together (and refuse to sing some special songs w anyone else because brotherly love)

- im projecting when i say that kel has adhd, so he's very excited for little things he's so cute

ILL SEND MORE LATER PINKY PROMISE

OMG HERO AND KEL HCS ❤

HELP THAT'S SO KEL LIKE,, HE'D BE SAYING THAT HE'S NOT SCARED AND STUFF BUT IMMEDIATELY SCREAMS WHEN SMTH SCARY HAPPENS...

Hero is good at a lot of things and he def used to sing for Mari KHDKHDS SOBS 💔💔

OMG you're so right this guy was actually a huge fucking nerd b4... The stairs... KHDKHDD

NO BC KEL WOULD DEF POINT AT SOMEONE RANDOM AND SAY "this one is for you" AND SHOOTS HIS BASKETBALL BUT MISSES 🤧🤧

Awwww they do karaoke nights with their family and there's always songs that they would duet to ❤😭

HELP NO BUT KEL WITH ADHD HAS TO BE CANON 😭😭😭

[maaarshieee]

I FORGOT TO SEND IN OMORI HCS MY BAD MY BAD I WAS AT SCHOOL THEN REHEARSALS SO SO BUSY

ILL SEND SOON I PROMISE 🤞

PLS IT'S OKAY TAKE UR TIME ❤❤❤❤ I'm waiting patiently 😇😇❤

[maaarshieee]

MAR HI MAR DO U HAVE TIME TO LISTEN TO ME TALKING ABOUT HERO AND KEL FROM THE HIT GAME OMORI?? (I HAVE A LIST OF HEADCANONS SOMEONE NEEDS TO HEAR)

OFC!!! THEY'RE BABEY ❤❤❤

[maaarshieee]

MAR POST THE DOTTORE CONTENT IM THIRSTY

OKAY DAMN THERES TOO MANY OF YALL THIRSTY !!!

[maaarshieee]

ANYWAY LMK IF THAT REQ WAS OKAY FOR U TO DO CUZ I KNOW NOT EVERYONE LIKES WRITING THE KIND OF “SOMEONE GETS HURT” THING

also thinking about this after the fact but if u could make it x male reader that would be so real. the amount of x male reader fics is so horrendously scarce 😨

alex i literally killed the reader in one of my fics im more than ok with hurting a character HSHASAHDHAD

ALSO YES! YES YES! ofc i GOTCU HOMIE.. you're so right about male readers being scarce as hell... you ask and i shall deliver <333

[maaarshieee]

I WAS TALKING ABOUT UR FIC SILLY

GOD I HAVE BEEN FED

AND NO WARNINGS ON A DOTTORE FIC? THATS UNHEARD OF

Oh, I JUST WOKE UP MAYBE I READ THAT WRONG SKGHKEGIWE,, that silly lil dottore fic got me giggling... It was so random too

Also FR I WAS LIKE 😲😲😲 WHEN I DIDNT ADD WARNINGS

[maaarshieee]

MAR.. NEW.. DOTTORE.. FIC

MWAHAHA

FEED ME

[maaarshieee]

ur gonna have to guess or find out 🤭

BUT DONT WORRY ITS A GOOD AND SOFT MOMENT U WILL LOVE IT

OKAY GOOD,, THOUGHT IT'S GONNA BE ANGST ALREADY PHEW

[maaarshieee]

MAR THAT BRAIN ROT U SENT ME WAS PERFECT.

i needed a set up for a certain.. big moment in found family so u have provided that 🤭

... BIG MOMENT??? what's THAT supposed to mean...??