#this can also be Bard and Finny coded if you think about it

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Just to make y’all sad: This is definitely Bard and Bard Jr.

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May I ask for the scenario with Sebastian and his lover having a meaningful pillow talk in the night? Something etheral and melancholic for my hopelessly romantic soul, if you could. Thank you a lot ♥

oh man, I hope I captured this mood the right way! it’s something I’m very weak for myself

For a moment, SEBASTIAN thinks that (Name) may have fallen asleep. That’s something that often does happen with the two of them after sex; she cuddles up to him and simply closes her eyes. The next thing he knows, she’s giving off that easy, deep breathing that means she’s drifted off.

He concerns himself with staring out the window at the nearly-full moon and clouds passing by it. As he does, he strokes his lover’s hair, only all too happy to keep her comfortable. A part of him thinks he’s lucky to have her. Another part is haughty enough to think that she’s lucky to have him. Perhaps, he eventually decides, those statements aren’t mutually exclusive. They might both be lucky.

As a demon doesn’t technically require sleep, Sebastian is more than content to lie here all night, shifting his gaze between her and the night sky. That is, until his fingers pause, and he receives a syrupy, “Mmmh… why did you stop?”

He glances down with one eyebrow arched, clearly amused. “Feeling awfully entitled to my touch, aren’t we?”

“Please,” she laughs, “after what you just did to me, you should be happy I’m settling for you playing with my hair instead of asking for another go.”

The favor is returned with a low chuckle rumbling up from his chest. “Would you rather I just played with your hair, or would you like to go again?”

She offers a thoughtful hum in reply. “― No, I really like you stroking my hair after we make love.”

“‘Make love’ is an incredibly soft phrase for what we did tonight,” he smirks.

“Oh, hush.” (Name) presses herself against his side, twining one of her legs around one of his and slipping a hand under the blanket to lay on his bare chest. “You know, I do love you, though, Sebastian. Sometimes I wish you would sleep so I could be the one to watch you for a change.”

Sebastian resumes combing his fingers through her hair as he thinks about that. It makes him wonder if she might prefer someone human like she is, but then again, she did just say that she loved him, that she just wished he slept. If she would like someone human, she likely would have said she wished he were human. “Well, I could certainly try.”

“Noooo, you don’t have to.” Her fingers glide gently over his skin, rubbing back and forth between his pecs. “We could just talk.”

He gives a kiss to the top of her head. “Of course. I like talking to you. What’s on your mind?”

He can feel her shrug in his arms. “I mean… nothing much. I’ve just been thinking lately how much I love being here. How fortunate I am to be serving Ciel, able to spend so much time with you, and to have such good friends. There was a time I wasn’t sure I’d have any of this… and now I do.”

“I can’t say I don’t understand the feeling. To be honest, though it may not surprise you, there’s ― not much accounting for positive relationships among demons.” His fingers tangle up her hair, taking satisfaction in the way it curls around them before being allowed to fall back down. “You’re probably the first good thing I’ve ever had. The first good romance, anyway.”

“And the others?”

“There are certainly worse masters than Ciel, and I’ve served some of them,” he admits. “Mey Rin, Bard, and Finny… they’re not the best at their jobs, but overall they’re not so bad.”

“Mmh,” she sighs. Her eyes fall closed. “Soma and Agni?”

“They’re good people. You know,” he muses, “I’m still surprised Agni considers me a friend. In all my years, I don’t think I’ve ever truly had a friend.”

“Never?”

“Alliances, maybe, between other demons.” It’s his turn to shrug. “Tenuous at best, harmful at worst. But that’s how demons are.”

(Name) shifts around to rest her head on his collarbone. The look on her face, when he steals a glimpse down, is so blatant he can practically hear the gears turning in her mind. “What about your parents? Your mother and father? Surely demons have families.”

He has to smile at her innocence. She has such a big heart and such hope for the world; it’s a pity he has to shatter it with his honesty. “Not like humans do. I only ever knew my mother. And she… taught me everything I know, but I feel she would also be thoroughly disgusted with me for my current situation.”

His lover frowns a little, though to her credit, she doesn’t look broken up beyond belief. It’s almost as if she expected that answer. “That’s a bit sad.”

“Maybe. Again, it’s just how demons are. We’re often very solitary creatures who don’t have the same values as humans do. Very few of us understand the concept of morals as humans know them. We have our own sort of moral code, but it’s… different to humans’.” He wraps an arm around her, pulling her close. “I’m surprised I enjoy the company of humans as much as I’ve learned to. Mother would be disappointed.”

The way he says that makes (Name) think that his mother’s disappointment is something Sebastian revels in. It’s only because of such a tone that she snorts, though she instantly puts her hands over her face. “Sebastian!”

“What?” he murmurs as if he has no idea what he’s said that might earn himthat reaction. “It’s true. Besides, when I have you, what do I need anyone else for? The only one I might like other than you is Ciel, and that’s only because his soul is―”

“― Delicious, I know,” she groans. “Do we have to talk about that right now? No matter what you want him for, Ciel is my friend and master. I care about him.”

He leans down for a kiss, running his tongue lightly between her lips. “Yes, I know, my dear.” And he smiles against the edge of her mouth… a sure sign that he’s about to tease her. “You needn’t be jealous, you know. I harbor no feelings for the young master the way I do for you, and it’s not like your soul wouldn’t make a fine meal. It’s just that I would need quite a bitter wine to go with your soul; it’s far too sweet on its own.”

It’s a wonder she doesn’t shove him away, though she’s laughing at his remarks. Of course she isn’t the least bit jealous of Ciel ― she adores him, and he only wants Sebastian in the context of getting revenge, and Sebastian only wants him in the context of dinner. Adding in all the commentary about her soul being sweet? Oh, he’s terrible. “Sebastian!”

That he laughs at her while pulling her close suggests he knows exactly what he’s done wrong and simply doesn’t care. “Yes, my lady?”

“You are incorrigible.” She lavishes a string of kisses to his jaw before snuggling in tucked under it. “It’s good for you that I happen to like incorrigible.”

Both of them are quiet for a long minute, while she traces patterns on his chest and he twirls her hair around his fingers. Finally, she speaks up again, barely above a whisper: “Sebastian?”

“Yes?” He matches her volume almost effortlessly.

“… I said a moment ago that I love you. Do… you love me?”

More silence blankets the room. At long last, when Sebastian speaks, it’s slow and deliberate. “― As much as a demon can love anyone.”

(Name) tightens her grip on him. “And… how much is that?”

He can smell insecurity and curiosity a mile away, and so he holds her as close as he’s physically able to, and presses a kiss to her head that is both fierce and gentle, to reassure her.

“Quite a bit,” he whispers. “I have never been so happy to call someone mine.”

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Writing Requests

Reader Insert ‘Codes’ // Masterlist // My Current Que // NSFW Alphabet Template

Hello tumblr! This is my first post on this writing blog, so you know, probably the most important if you would like me to write something.

I’ve been into anime/manga for around 15 years, and I’ve seen everything. Well, not literally everything, that would be fairly impossible. But, I’ve definitely seen the major stuff and small niche stuff!

I am going to dedicate this blog to ‘x Reader’ posts as that allows for you the most customizability (not a word don’t care, call me Shakespeare) and for me to not fret about doing specific details. I may make a separate post about all the acronyms as well so you know what they mean.

As for genres, I could do everything except for probably horror (I can do yandere though I have never written a character as such) and anything with a heavy action sequence. So basically, if you want a romance? I got that. You want something that will break your heart? I got that too. You want angst? I could deliver. Slice of Life? You betcha. Just wanna see yourself in it? I can do that. My best advice is to always ask and I will let you know! *I may be open to doing NSFW stuff as well. *I also have the right to deny it if I don’t think I can do it/I’m not comfortable with the request

Below is a list of anime/manga I am familiar with and then the characters underneath that I could do. Although for some anime, if there are not too many characters (or too many), I may just not include them at all. But I may forget some so still feel free to ask! This is by no means a comprehensive list, if you don’t see something, ask and I may have!

Most Comfortable With: Ah! My Goddess -Belldandy, Urd, Skuld, Mar, Hild, Peorth, Lind Assassination Classroom -Koro-Sensei, Nagisa, Karma, Karasuma, Gakuho Asano Attack on Titan -Levi, Erwin Black Butler -Sebastian, Ciel, William, Undertaker, Vincent, Mey-Rin, Madame Red, Grell, Finny, Bard, Soma, Lau, Snake, Ronald, Joker, Agni, Claude, Canterbury/Timber/Thompson, Pluto Black Clover -Nozel, Mereoleona, Fuegoleon, Leopold, Julius, Klaus, Yuno, Yami, Vanessa Bleach Blue Exorcist Code Geass -Lelouch, Suzaku Deadman Wonderland Death Note -Light, Mikami, Mello, Matt Death Parade -Decim, Ginti, Nona, Clavis Free! Iwatobi Swim Club -Makoto, Haru, Rin, Rei, Sosuke Fire Force Fruits Basket -Hatori, Shigure, Hatsuharu, Yuki, Kyo, Momiji, Ayame, Kisa, Ritsu Fullmetal Alchemist/Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood -Ed, Al, Scar, Lust Inuyasha -Inuyasha, Sesshomaru, Koga, Naraku, Kanna, Toga, Kagewaki Hitomi, Bankotsu Magi (Labyrinth and Kingdom of Magic) -Sinbad, Aladdin, Alibaba, Hakuryuu, Hinahoho, Kouen, Judar, Badr, Yunan, Cassim Miss Kobayashi’s Dragon Maid Mobile Suit Gundam 00 My Hero Academia -Izuku Midoriya, Bakugo Katsuki, Eijiro Kirishima, All Might,  Aizawa, Overhaul, Dabi, Shoto Todoroki, Endeavor, (There’s so many I can’t list them all, just ask lol) Naruto -Naruto, Sasuke, Itachi, Kakashi, Minato, Shikamaru, Tenten, Temari, Neji, Hinata, Madara, Hashirama, Tobirama, Kiba, (There’s just...so many) Ouran High School Host Club -Kyoya, Mori Pokemon Sailor Moon Shugo Chara Soul Eater Time Stranger Kyoko The Devil is a Part-Timer! The Future Diary The Royal Tutor Yu-Gi-Oh!

Okay With: Classroom of the Elite Cowboy Bebop Devil May Cry Durarara!! Gargantia on the Verdurous Planet Midnight Occult Civil Servants My Roommate is a Cat Noragami Psycho-Pass Silver Spoon Yotsuba!&

Vaguely Familiar With: A Centaur’s Life Barakamon Interview with Monster Girls Izetta: The Last Witch Kill La Kill Maria the Virgin Witch Prince of Stride: Alternative Restaurant to Another World

Maybe...Possibly?: A Sister’s All You Need. Azumanga Daioh Kiss Him, Not Me No Game No Life Rosario + Vampire

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Writing Requests

Hello tumblr! This is my first post on this writing blog, so you know, probably the most important if you would like me to write something.

I’ve been into anime/manga for around 15 years, and I’ve seen everything. Well, not literally everything, that would be fairly impossible. But, I’ve definitely seen the major stuff and small niche stuff!

I am going to dedicate this blog to ‘x Reader’ posts as that allows for you the most customizability (not a word don’t care, call me Shakespeare) and for me to not fret about doing specific details. I may make a separate post about all the acronyms as well so you know what they mean.

As for genres, I could do everything except for probably horror (I can do yandere though I have never written a character as such) and anything with a heavy action sequence. So basically, if you want a romance? I got that. You want something that will break your heart? I got that too. You want angst? I could deliver. Slice of Life? You betcha. Just wanna see yourself in it? I can do that. My best advice is to always ask and I will let you know! *I may be open to doing NSFW stuff as well.  *I also have the right to deny it if I don’t think I can do it/I’m not comfortable with the request

Below is a list of anime/manga I am familiar with and then the characters underneath that I could do. Although for some anime, if there are not too many characters (or too many), I may just not include them at all. But I may forget some so still feel free to ask! This is by no means a comprehensive list, if you don’t see something, ask and I may have!

Most Comfortable With: Ah! My Goddess -Belldandy, Urd, Skuld, Mar, Hild, Peorth, Lind Assassination Classroom -Koro-Sensei, Nagisa, Karma, Karasuma, Gakuho Asano Attack on Titan -Levi, Erwin Black Butler -Sebastian, Ciel, William, Undertaker, Vincent, Mey-Rin, Madame Red, Grell, Finny, Bard, Soma, Lau, Snake, Ronald, Joker, Agni, Claude, Canterbury/Timber/Thompson, Pluto Black Clover -Nozel, Mereoleona, Fuegoleon, Leopold, Julius, Klaus, Yuno, Yami, Vanessa Bleach Blue Exorcist Code Geass -Lelouch, Suzaku Deadman Wonderland Death Note -Light, Mikami, Mello, Matt Death Parade -Decim, Ginti, Nona, Clavis Free! Iwatobi Swim Club -Makoto, Haru, Rin, Rei, Sosuke Fire Force Fruits Basket -Hatori, Shigure, Hatsuharu, Yuki, Kyo, Momiji, Ayame, Kisa, Ritsu Fullmetal Alchemist/Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood  -Ed, Al, Scar, Lust Inuyasha -Inuyasha, Sesshomaru, Koga, Naraku, Kanna, Toga, Kagewaki Hitomi, Bankotsu Magi (Labyrinth and Kingdom of Magic) -Sinbad, Aladdin, Alibaba, Hakuryuu, Hinahoho, Kouen, Judar, Badr, Yunan, Cassim Miss Kobayashi’s Dragon Maid Mobile Suit Gundam 00  Naruto -Naruto, Sasuke, Itachi, Kakashi, Minato, Shikamaru, Tenten, Temari, Neji, Hinata, Madara, Hashirama, Tobirama, Kiba, (There’s just...so many) Ouran High School Host Club -Kyoya, Mori Pokemon  Sailor Moon Shugo Chara Soul Eater Time Stranger Kyoko The Devil is a Part-Timer! The Future Diary The Royal Tutor Yu-Gi-Oh!

Okay With: Classroom of the Elite Cowboy Bebop Devil May Cry Durarara!! Gargantia on the Verdurous Planet Midnight Occult Civil Servants My Roommate is a Cat Noragami Psycho-Pass Silver Spoon Yotsuba!&

Vaguely Familiar With: A Centaur’s Life Barakamon Interview with Monster Girls Izetta: The Last Witch Kill La Kill Maria the Virgin Witch Prince of Stride: Alternative Restaurant to Another World

Maybe...Possibly?: A Sister’s All You Need. Azumanga Daioh Kiss Him, Not Me No Game No Life Rosario + Vampire 

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Chapter 144: First Impressions

Chapter 144 is one of those chapters that almost everyone had some thoughts and opinions about even before the official release. Now, that I’ve been able to read through the chapter for the first time, I do have some definite ideas. Here’s just a few of my initial thoughts and feelings.

In some ways, this really was Lizzie’s chapter as she’s the one character most people zoomed in on her. My thoughts? Poor girl! Those facial expressions - you can actually see her heart breaking! One thing that caught my eye was that Lizzie was being rather introspective, although she was being far too hard on herself. Many if not most of the characters don’t take time to really look at their own actions and thoughts that carefully. While I plan to write a lot more about this later, my first instinct is that she felt guilty that she was happier that she thought real!Ciel had returned since that meant she wouldn’t as been as happier if she had always known it was our!Ciel. This actually makes sense since real!Ciel was the one she had usually played with, the one she had always been told was her future husband, and the one she was supposed to protect. Of course at 11-12 she’s going to be closer to him. Over the last nearly 4 years she has become closer to our!Ciel which always adds to the guilt. She also knows she had been lied to and tricked, so she feels foolish which only adds to her hurt. I find it interesting that she she knew that real!Ciel and Undertaker were up to no good, so she’s still more perceptive than she realizes even in her current heartbroken state. Lizzie has a lot to consider, but I think the fact she possesses such insight will be a great benefit.

While she’s questioning everything, there’s also the fact the way you can love someone at 11 or 12 is radically different from the depth of emotions at age fifteen. Lizzie’s certainly not an adult yet, but the emotions she’s developed over the past years are something to consider.

I’m somewhat curious as to why Sebastian was actually arrested. I know he’s with our!Ciel all this time, but it seems peculiar to arrest a butler for his master’s actions. Besides, although there are a lot of suspicious things going on, the only crime Scotland Yard has concrete evidence of is identity theft, and Sebastian isn’t guilty of that. I wonder if this part of a bigger plan by Abberline.

I really liked Bard in this chapter. He asks the question about who’s going to pay them. It seems cold, but it’s clever. For one, the servants - namely Finny, could be in danger. Real!Ciel has talked about fake brothers, and Finny is the closest of the servants to our!Ciel. This was all very upsetting to him. but an outburst now could cost him his life. Baldroy’s question changed the course of the conversation. It also makes it look as if the servants are more loyal to a paycheck then their master. This makes them less likely targets. I also wonder if this isn’t a code between Bardroy and Sebastian. Bard asks about pay, and Sebastian says he’ll have to collect it later. What or who is Bardroy really going to collect?

How will Abberline ever describe Grell and Othello? A redhead and a guy in a lab coat who can seemingly disappear at will? Also, are Grell and Othello really gone or did they just hide themselves from human eyes?

I think our!Ciel is actually coming back to himself a bit. He’s still quiet. but he did have a reaction to being arrested. He actually spoke and he clenched his fist. Perhaps he does have a plan of pretending to surrender, but he’s still clever. I think he has a strategy here.

Edward is the most amazing character and deserves an award for brother of the year. He didn’t judge Lizzie or even immediately tell her she was being foolish. He held her. That’s what she needs.

Real!Ciel does have a different way of talking to servants, and even he knows Tanaka has been standing there with that tea far too long.

All and all, I liked this chapter. It had some powerful emotions and heartbreaking scenes. There’s still questions, but I also feel the story moving forward.

And that’s just a few of my thoughts.