#this bunny is on my mind 24/7 hes so so silly

[glass-trash-bab]

Everyone look at my silly rabbit

[smemento]

hello hello! if it’s alright i have a dbd request, but if you’re not in the mood/have too many requests then no worries.

my silly idea is leon, frank, and quentin (or any different characters, i honestly dont mind if you want to do other ones) with an s/o who is clumsy as shit. trips 24/7, knees and shins covered in bruises, blows up gens, bad at vaulting things, that kind of stuff. i think it’s so funny; i just can’t get over clumsy ass characters rn idk why help

Survivors and Slashers w/ a Clumsy S/O

Content Tag(s): Fluff

Paring(s): Leon Kenned || Quentin Smith || Frank Morrison || + Michael Myers (x GN!Reader, Separately)

A/N: Hello hello! Thank you for the request and no stress, I actually only have a couple of requests (most of them for Ao3 content) so I'm more than happy to do this for you! <3 Hopefully its sorta what you wanted, might change it up and whatnot if I make it a series!

LEON KENNEDY. 

Leon doesn’t entirely have room to talk half of the time, especially when it comes to you messing up during a chase. That’s mostly because of how loud he is (not like you can blame him though.) Yet, that’s far more different then just simply being clumsy. 

The first time it happened was when you caught chase with Huntress, she was closing in on you and it looked like you were gonna get a good slash to the back. That was when you tumbled over your feet and crashed into the ground without much thought to catch yourself. It caused a whiff, yet you in pain and Huntress kinda standing there. She honestly thought it was on purpose until she noticed how injured you got yourself. (The bunny mom felt bad about it and kinda pretended to hurt you then go off to hunt others.) 

With that being said, Leon was quick to lend a hand, lightly teasing you through the staggers. 

From there he noticed it wasn’t just- a random bad luck moment.

You fall everywhere, constantly. 

Trial after trial, Leon watched you just eat shit 24/7. Once while trying to vault, foot bumping against the window and causing you to face plant, legs awkwardly folded about as you frail to fall in a breathable position. 

Started calling you Bambi, which everyone also grew accustomed to calling you when they found out how horrible you are at doing stuff sometimes. 

It doesn’t mean you aren’t a helpful teammate! 

Goodness sake, if Leon noticed you starting to feel down from your natural clumsiness, he’d be there to cheer you up. Hugs and kisses, telling you he’s sorry and how much he truly loves you with the way you are. 

Overtime, despite how frustrating it got sometimes, you learned to just, relax. As you found it funny whenever you tripped and even caused a dog pile with the other survivors or even tripped the killer during chase with your clumsiness. 

(Leon will constantly be there to drop a flash bang moments before you fall, giving you enough time to dust yourself off and get to running again. <3)

(Also kisses your bruises. :)) 

QUENTIN SMITH. 

Quentin is a bit of a frail typa guy. He stumbles quite frequently but has never actually ‘ate shit’ just yet. 

He didn’t think anyone out of all the survivors was even that clumsy. Until you appeared. 

Upon first meeting, you fell for him. Both literally and figuratively, kinda caused you both to come out bruised more then needed during that trial but neither of you really cared. 

Well, you didn’t care.

Quentin was worried. 

Mf you’re falling every second, even at camp over the biggest or smallest things! How could he not be worried?! 

He literally witnessed you pop a gen, somehow break a locker then fail vaulting a pallet during a chase in one trial. Hell, that wasn’t even the worse of it when you kept bumping into stuff when you weren’t being chased.

Literally watched you bump into a tree and APOLOGIZE to it before kicking the stump and injuring your foot. 

Mr. Sleep Deprived is truly in love with you and down struck worried for your well-being 24/7. 

But, after your constant reassurance he grew accustomed to your clumsiness. You’re an amazing survivor and partner, and sharing kisses for one another injuries weren’t never not a thing after trials. 

Became a ritual. 

As you told him kissing your bruises will make all the pain go away. 

FRANK MORRISON. 

Man is so brutal to you.

You could be across the map and if he sees you falling his laughter will burn through the air, spreading like wildfire. 

The dude just finds how clumsy you are- hilarious. 

How could someone be so clumsy with their own body? He remembers when he pretended to be a survivor once, he was able to talk to you normally but damn. You blew up the gen you were working on hundreds of times before you gave up, hands aching as Frank cackled at you like some evil villain before disappearing to actually go hunt your friends. After all, they didn’t hear any of that? *He thought they were fine with ditching you for dead.* 

When you were being chased with him you, kinda- like... 

You ran straight into a tree is all that has to be said. 

It was a hard crash too, cheek sore as hell and started to bruised nicely after a couple of minutes. 

Frank found it funny. 

Never likes it when the other survivors laugh about it though. 

Will not hesitate to mori them the moment he can. 

No one gets to laugh at you except for him. That’s his only rule. 

AND NO ONE. 

Is allowed to patch up any of your clumsy injuries other then him.

Even with how much fun he has with you being a baby giraffe, he’ll take care of you if you had a bad fall. 

As a couple of the other killers started to create a game with your clumsiness. See who could bruise you up the most and whatnot. That pissed Frank off as well, had to have a ‘talk’ with some of them to back off. 

Never really understands the cues of you being upset sometimes when an accident happened so you might have to push your anger a bit during scenarios like that. May take sometime but,

he truly loves you. 

Very protective over you but, if he doesn’t need to he won’t catch or stop you from an accident. Frank will only ever do that if he knows it might cause a really bad injury. 

MICHAEL MYERS. 

Heavily confused the first couple of times. 

Kinda- just... Well watches. Confused. Altering into a slight worry and disappointment as his presence just kinda, made your clumsiness worse. 

He found himself catching you from a bad vault once, both of you silent in your positions as you thank him. He only noticed what he was doing was ‘kind’ and totally didn’t shove you over the vault. He didn’t need or want your thanks! (didn’t understand the feeling it gave him, it was overwhelming so don’t trash him on it too much.)

Michael will kinda play a game with you from time to time as you grew close. Sometimes, if he had bad trials and you were there he knew being able to scare you here and there will make him feel better. The little noises you make as you get startled before stumble-crawling away makes his heart buzz in ‘joy’? 

He doesn’t really know. 

He just knows he finds it fun to scare you but not to hurt you. Conflicting feelings for the confused slasher. 

Like, how. Yes? 

Will constantly be stalking from afar if he can to watch how and what you trip over of so he can be cautious of not to go near such things when hes in a chase with you. Not like he’ll catch and hurt you though, unless he’s trying to snatch you to force you into hatch. 

Or clean up that blood and grim on your face.

No need to be all dirty. 

When no one is looking he’ll also stop from a bad accident. David kinda saw that once, you were looking over your shoulder, about to crash into the exact locker he was in until the shape appeared. A hand firmly against your shoulder, a bit of a yelp there but nothing more as tension eased. 

When he heard Davids’ breathing he did a ‘slash’ at you before yanking the man out of the locker and using his loved ebony mori <3

Would go on a spree moring everyone because he hated the thought of them catching him being soft with his human love. 

Once everyone is dead he’ll go off to you, knowing you won’t take the hatch without his permission or without a bye from him. Even if your scared. 

Blood is splattered on him, but you didn’t mind as he gave you a medkit, insisting you wrap yourself up in front of him before leaving. (even if the entity heals you after trials he wants to make sure you are fine, it helps him feel better about his ‘episodes.’ Plus, he’d rather not know the entity didn’t heal you for punishment of Michael having favorites.) 

If you didn’t understand the medkit drop, he’d drop his knife and kinda man handle you to wrap you up himself. He has zero idea how it works but he’s watched survivors do it enough. He can do it too!

Even if it kinda hurt you appreciated his urgent care for making sure your okay. Making sure to give his hands a couple of kisses and seconds of holding your face before leaving the hatch, reassuring him.

(This doesn’t mean Michael is always soft, he has bad days and you understand that. Sometimes he gives you the cold shoulder or won’t drop you the entire trial as he hunts down your friends. Whatever he does is what he does. You can’t argue with him.)  

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The Many Adventures of Winnie The Pooh (1977) Sentence Meme

Under the cut you will find 150+ sentences from the 1977 version of The Many Adventures of Winnie The Pooh to use for your enjoyment!      

1.      “This could be the room of any young boy.”

2.      “His best friend is a bear.”

3.      “He was a bear of very little brain.”

4.      “When he thought he thought in the most thoughtful way he could think.”

5.      “Haven’t thought of anything? Have you?”

6.      “Think, think, think.”

7.      “Time for my stoutness exercise.”

8.      “Oh, bother!”

9.      “That buzzing noise means something.”

10.   “The only reason for being a bee is to make honey.”

11.   “The only reason for making honey is so I can eat it.”

12.   “I call it my rumbly in my tumbly song.”

13.   “It all comes from liking honey so much.”

14.   “No matter. Most likely lose it again anyway.”

15.   “Cheer up! Don’t be so gloomy!”

16.   “It’s not much of a tail, but I’m sort of attached to it.”

17.   “If it is a good morning. Which I doubt.”

18.   “I just said to myself coming along, thinking and wondering, if you had such a thing as a balloon about you?”

19.   “What do you want a balloon for?”

20.   “You can’t fool the bees that way!”

21.   “Would you be so kind as to pull me to a muddy place of which I know of?”

22.   “There now. Isn’t this a clever disguise?”

23.   “What are you supposed to be?”

24.   “Silly old bear.”

25.   “I think the bees S-U-S-P-E-C-T something.”

26.   “Perhaps they think you’re after their honey?”

27.   “You never can tell with bees.”

28.   “Tut-tut. It looks like rain.”

29.   “I have come to a very important decision.”

30.   “These are the wrong sorts of bees.”

31.   “I think I shall come down now.”

32.   “When he put his mind to honey, he stuck to it.”

33.   “Honey rhymes with bunny.”

34.   “He uses short words like ‘how about lunch’ and ‘help yourself’.”

35.   “Lunch? Oh no. Not again.”

36.   “Is anybody at home?”

37.   “Both! Isn’t anyone here at all?”

38.   “Somebody’s there because somebody must have said nobody.”

39.   “I don’t think so. It isn’t meant to be.”

40.   “What a pleasant surprise! How about lunch?”

41.   “Would you like condensed milk or honey on your bread?”

42.   “Perhaps you’d save time if you took the whole jar.”

43.   “I must be going now. It’s almost time for supper.”

44.   “Help and bother! I’m stuck!”

45.   “It all comes from eating too much.”

46.   “It all comes of not having front doors big enough.”

47.   “Splendid day to be up and about one’s business.”

48.   “I say, are you stuck?”

49.   “You, sir, are stuck. A wedged bear in a great tightness. In a word, irremovable.”

50.   “Now, obviously this situation calls for an expert.”

51.   “I’m not in the book, but I’m at your service.”

52.   “Dash it all, he is the project.”

53.   “Big job. It’ll take two or three days.”

54.   “I always go home for lunch.”

55.   “Can’t give you an estimate. Too risky.”

56.   “Blast it all!”

57.   “I can’t stand around lollygagging all day. I’ve got a tight schedule.”

58.   “You’ve got my card. I’m not in the book, you know.”

59.   “Oh, dash it all! He’s gone!”

60.   “Here. Give me your paw.”

61.   “If we can’t pull you out, perhaps we can push you back.”

62.   “Oh dear. Having got this far, it seems a pity to waste it.”

63.   “There’s only one thing we can do. Wait for you to get thin again.”

64.   “If I have to face that…that thing…for months, I must make the best of it.”

65.   “You don’t eat them. You smell them.”

66.   “I’m working a swing-shift, you know.”

67.   “Time for my midnight snack.”

68.   “Could you spare a small smackerel?”

69.   “You have to do something about that speech impediment?”

70.   “I wasn’t going to eat it. I was just going to taste it.”

71.   “And so we come to the next chapter.”

72.   “One fine day the east wind traded places with the west wind and that turned things up a bit.”

73.   “One the way I made up a little hum.”

74.   “What’s wrong, sonny? Got yourself a headache?”

75.   “If I was you, I’d think about skedaddling out of here.”

76.   “I think I shall wish everyone a happy Windsday.”

77.   “It’s been in the family a long time. It belonged to my grandfather.”

78.   “I don’t mind the leaves that are leaving. It’s the leaves that are coming.”

79.   “Do you think you will answer yourself?”

80.   “There! That should stand against anything.”

81.   “What a refreshing day for harvesting.”

82.   “This is a surprise! Do come in and make yourselves comfortable.”

83.   “Am I correct in assuming it is a rather blustery day outside?”

84.   “I wouldn’t go so far as to call it a Windsday. Just a gentle spring zephyr.”

85.   “If you ask me, and nobody has, I say when a house looks like that it’s time to find another one.”

86.   “A thankless job. It might take a day or two, but I’ll find a new one for him.”

87.   “It was a very anxious sort of night, filled with anxious sorts of noises.”

88.   “Being a bear of very little brain, he did a very brave thing. He decided to invite the new sound in.”

89.   “Hello out there. Oh, I hope nobody answers.”

90.   “Glad to meet you! I’m new around here.”

91.   “If you’re here, well, then what’s that over there?”

92.   “What a strange looking creature! Look at those beady little eyes!”

93.   “Watch me scare the stripes off that imposter.”

94.   “He’s gone. You can come out now.”

95.   “That sticky stuff is only fit for heffalumps and woozles.”

96.   “I’d better bounce along now, chum. Cheerio!”

97.   “There was only one thing to do. Take drastic precautions.”

98.   “Am I glad to see you! It’s more friendly with two.”

99.   “Is it raining in there? It’s raining out here, too.”

100. “It was a time of great excitement.”

101.  “Look, I’ve rescued a bottle! And it’s got something in it, too!”

102.  “Chin up and all that sort of thing.”

103.   “A rescue is being thought of. Be brave!”

104.   “It’s awfully hard to be brave when you’re such a small animal.”

105.    “To divert your small mind from your unfortunate predicament I shall tell you an amusing anecdote.”

106.    “I beg your pardon but I t-think we’re coming to a very big waterfall.”

107.    “Please, no interruptions if you don’t mind.”

108.    “Excuse me, I’m here. What I mean is, here I am.”

109.    “It was a very brave thing to do.”

110.    “You’re our hero!”

111.     “As soon as the flood is over I shall give you a two party.”

112.     “This party is a hero party, because of what someone did.”

113.     “If you want to follow me, then I’ll show it to you.”

114.     “Oh dear. Mercy me.”

115.      “It’s the best house in the whole world.”

116.      “With me. You shall live with me.”

117.      “That was a very grand thing to do. A heroic thing to do.”

118.      “Can you make a one hero party into a two hero party?”

119.      “What’s all that stomping and singing and silly shenanigans?”

120.      “I sure like bouncing! Wasn’t that fun?”

121.      “The best part is when it stops.”

122.      “I think I just remembered something that I forgot to do yesterday and shan’t be able to do tomorrow, so I suppose I better go back and do it now.”

123.      “Oh yeah! I re-cog-go-nize you!”

124.      “TTFN! Ta-ta for now!”

125.      “That was just one of my little bounces!”

126.      “Messy?! Messy!? It’s ruined!”

127.      “I listened, but then I had a small piece of fluff in my ear. Could you say it again?”

128.     “It’ll take the bounce out of him.”

129.     “Now’s our chance! Quick, in here! Hide!”

130.     “He’s lost all right.”

131.     “Oh goody! This is a lot of fun!”

132.     “That’s funny. They must be lost.”

133.     “It’s a very funny thing how everything looks the same in the mist.”

134.     “It’s lucky I know the forest so well or we might get lost.”

135.     “We’ve been trying to find our way back home.”

136.      “Is your sweater warm enough?”

137.      “Why does it always have to be me? Why, oh why, oh why!”

138.       “Stop that, kid! Please! S-T-O-P.”

139.       “I was just getting see sick from seeing too much.”

140.       “What do you think you’ll answer yourself?”

141.       “For a bear of very little brains, you sure are a smart one.”

142.      “Whatever it was that made these tracks has not been joined by a whatever-it-is.”

143.       “I wasn’t exactly expecting company.”

144.       “Look! There’s something in that tree over there.”

145.       “Is it one of the fiercer animals?”

146.      “He promised! Did you hear him promise!?”

147.      “Oh, the poor dear. That’s too bad.”

148.      “Goodbye? Oh no, please. Can’t we go back to page one and do it all over again?”

149.      “All stories have an ending, you know.”

150.      “What do you like doing best in the world?”

151.      “What I like best is just doing nothing.”

152.       “How do you do just nothing?”

153.       “You know something? I am not going to do just nothing anymore.”

154.       “When I’m away just doing nothing will you come up here sometimes?”

155.       “Promise you won’t forget me, ever?”

156.       “Wherever they go and whatever happens to them on the way, in that enchanted place on the top of the forest a little bear will always be waiting.”

[cotccotc]

SKZ + a ftm s/o !!

 ◌ ftm (female-to-male) refers to a transgender person who was assigned female at birth, but identifies as male. these people are awesome, lovely, brave, & valid !! (yes that’s part of the official definition !!!! look it up <3)

part of my eight as fate event !! ( requested by @lixsmullet​ ♡ )

genre/s: fluff, skz x ftm reader

warning/s: mentions of dysphoria, mentions of periods, one very brief implication of transphobia (NOT IN REFERENCE TO THE MEMBERS DW), use of various pet names, swearing, my dumb formatting and commentary uwu

wc: ~1.5k

a/n: i hope i did this req justice !!! i made sure to do a lot of research on topics that might come up in this situation so i hope everything is accurate, but also inclusive for multiple types of people within the ftm umbrella. the descriptions might not be too deep but pls know they were written with a lot of care. OH ALSO i included potential pet names they might use !! i really really hope y’all enjoy this :) lmk what u think !!

◌ CHAN

chan’s known for putting other people’s needs before his own, and this is no exception.

he’d be super giving !!! would buy you “world’s best boyfriend” mugs and shit !!! it’s cringe but you love him so it’s fine !!!

more on top of your doctors appointments or meds than you are tbh

boy oh boy… if you take/decide to start taking testosterone……

LOOK OUT HERE COMES THE T POLICE KJDF

he just wants to do everything he can to help you !!!!! whether it means literally helping you stay on top of things and being your at-home (emotional) therapist, or giving you space.

i feel like he’s very good at detecting how a person feels based on their face or body language, so he’d always be on the lookout in case you might be feeling off or dysphoric.

and, as much as it might pain him, he’d give you as much time/space as you need. once again, he has your best interest in mind 24/7 !!! he just loves you so much, you know? 🥺

potential pet names (as long as you’re ok with them !! that goes for each member.): babyboy (we saw this one coming), foxy/sexy (mostly sarcastic but also… True), sunshine

◌ MINHO

a thing that i personally love to imagine: minho introducing you to people as his boyfriend

if anybody ever gives either of you a questioning look afterward (either intentionally or not) he wouldn’t waver at all !!! he’d just stand there and keep smiling. because you’re his boyfriend, duh

constantly reminds you how strong you are !! how super tough and cool you are !!! because it’s true !!!!!!!

i feel like i always make him sound like the ceo of Boyfriend Bootcamp in my reactions but i MEAN???

for example, if you’re ever feeling down (for whatever reason. whether it applies to you being trans or not) he’d be like “MAN UP !!! YOU’RE A WARRIOR !!!! ……. a cute one <3333 bUT A STRONG ONE !!!!!!”

in general, i definitely see him as the type of person who’ll just grab your hand or hold you a little closer in situations where he thinks you might feel uncomfortable, and even if he doesn’t directly acknowledge it, you know there’s a lot of love and care behind the gesture.

also… you’re sad? here, hold a cat.

potential pet names: stud (as a joke.. but it stuck), anything that starts with “my” (like my boy, my baby, my love, etc.)

◌ CHANGBIN

ok listen

i’m not calling changbin lazy

HOWEVER

he will most definitely try and make you do “manly” things for him when he doesn’t feel like it- SJDJJ

imagine his raspy, tough, yet adorably whiny voice being all:

“BAAAABE…. BABYYYYYY….. come lift this fOR MEEEEEEEE”

ESPECIALLYYYY if you’re taller than him oh my Lord

BUT HE’D DENY IT AT ALL COSTS !!!

changbin, pointing to an object on a tall shelf: “BABE can you get this for me? you’re so strong you can do it <3333”

you: “short ass-”

changbin: “hEY”

ALSO if you menstruate, i personally believe that he would be very comforting to have around during that time !!!!! just chillin on the couch !!!!!! vibin !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

your very own personal heating pad <33 jksjfd

potential pet names: babe, bunny, hot stuff (sometimes used for moments of sarcasm !!! there are lots of those..)

◌ HYUNJIN

he’s very sweet and loving with you, which never changes despite anything you might be going through. like ,,,ever.

i can see him being especially sweet and helpful for someone who doesn’t want to or can’t surgically transition !!!!

would do everything he could to emphasize the fact that you’re his favorite boy !!!!

whether it’s through activities, pet names, playful jokes, etc., he always wants to remind you how manly and lovely you are !! lolll

i present to you a thought that just popped up in my head and Will Not Leave:

you might normally be the little spoon, but if you ever feel a bit off about your body or just don’t want to be held, THIS BOY WILL GET CURLED UP IN A LITTLE SPOON POSITION FOR YOU !! SO VERY FAST !!!

(is it also an excuse for him to be the little spoon? yeah maybe it is-)

potential pet names: hubby (regardless of whether or not you’re married sjdsdf), prince, things that start with “my”

◌ JISUNG

asks lots of questions !!!!!!! whenever he’s not sure how to proceed with something or has any general questions about being trans or how to support you, he’ll be completely transparent with you about it.

even though it makes him a lil embarrassed 🥺🥺

will overuse the terms “dude” and “bro” just to make you laugh… but you both know there’s a hidden underlayer of validation there

loves cheering you up when you’re not feeling your best !!!

also ,,,,,,Youtube Research Enthusiast

“hey y/n check this out! let’s try it :D” and it’s a two minute video about how to naturally lower your voice

and you go along with it because a.) he’s cute for suggesting it, b.) it could actually be useful, and c.) he’ll look cute stretching his neck for a few minutes and it would be a valuable use of your time to watch him do it <3 jsjdfh

oh also !!!! we know he’s just Like This anyways, but he will indeed take every chance he gets to kiss random parts of your body like your hands, shoulders, the tip of your nose, and anything else you’re comfy with :) he just likes 2 smooch, what can i say?

potential pet names: anything silly !! bubba, baby/babycakes, good lookin’, etc.

◌ FELIX

this is somewhat similar to what i’d suggested in my nonbinary coming out reaction, but i feel like he’d take a lot of care to make you feel more confident in yourself !!!

especially when it comes to your appearance !!!!! if you ever decide to try out a new hairstyle, different clothing, etc., he’d HYPE YOU UPPPPP omg

you: *exists*

felix: *silly smirk* “my handsome boy.. hehe” 🥺

bakes for u !!!!!!! will come over asap with freshly baked cookies if he even senses you might not be feeling your best !!!!!!!!!!!!!

we all know he’s a real cuddlebug, but since you’ve explained dysphoria to him (to the best of your ability), it’s very important to him that he doesn’t overstep with the physical affection

he might also suggest you use a code word or gesture to signify if it’s ok for him to get all close and cuddly with you !! he knows you have your off days, and the last thing he wants to do is emphasize your insecurities.

he loves you more than anything, and he just wants to see you smile :)

potential pet names: handsome, love, sweets (bc ya know,,, brownie boy things <3)

◌ SEUNGMIN

would regularly spend hours and hours doing research on trans rights, different forms of transitioning, other people’s perspectives (both in his position and yours), etc

honestly i wouldn’t be surprised if he posted some questions on a website like reddit or quora or something from time to time SJDK (but eventually he’d be much more comfortable asking you directly, especially since he knows not every person is the same)

he really just wants to make sure he understands how you feel to the best of his ability in order to best care for you !!!

VERY VERY diligent if he has to adjust to new pronouns. would practice that shit like it’s his JOB.

i think he’d just be very scared of screwing something up, which you might have to console him about from time to time.

you know he’s trying his best to a.) not make this about himself and b.) do everything in his power to support you

sorta similarly to changbin, i think he’d be nice to have around if you’re ever on your period !! overall, this boy would do his RESEARCH

potential pet names: baby, mister (for some playful sarcasm), bear (or baby bear, honey bear, etc.)

◌ JEONGIN

if you’re ever feeling dysphoric, depressed, anxious, or generally not the best, he will do WHATEVER IT TAKES to cheer you up.

you: :(

jeongin: “ok fine you have permission to poke my cheeks all day”

you: :D

jeongin: :D

is also very similar to changbin !!!!! he’ll very dramatically give up on a task that requires even the slightest bit of manliness just so you can do it for him…. because he’s laz- i mean thoughtful <33

ok picture something with me besties (and this is quite random so bear with me):

he buys you cologne. cute !! very sweet of him yes <3 …...but the Backstory-

he had No idea what kind to get, so he went to the store and tried on like 10 different kinds until he realized he could just swatch them on a piece of paper so now he’s covered in cologne and he buys the one he thought was his favorite but he comes home to realize it was the WRONG ONE so he has to go back to the store and test them all again until he finds the one

..all just so he could surprise you & make you feel more masculine :’)

anyways LONG STORY SHORT: innie best boy :D

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[rukanrin]

Heyya it's me again, how r u btw? Just gonna make dis quick- I was wondering what would u think da boys' reaction to their s/o who is a shinobi. Much like Naruto i think. Can jump pretty high, run super fast, throw their kunai & shurikens even doing their (quick) hand movements to make doppelgangers of themself. Don't know about da power/energy blasting part cuz i don't watch naruto much but u can add dat as well if u don't mind

Tsm for ur hardwork, hope u have a nice day :))

I did a quick mind map about this and I'm pretty impressed,I've never really written this kind of stuff but it was pretty fun! I hope you have a nice day/night too! -Ruka

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Dante

-.....Y E S.....

-Lets say you kept that a secret till your first mission together

-He nearly got hit by Riot because he was so amazed

-Demon In Red never saw anyone do anything that fast,not even Vergil

-Dante finds himself looking at your strategy,from jumping high in a form of evading attacks to using your doppelganger to ambush packs of demons

-Dont let him get to your weapons,please don't,or he will deal a massive amount of damage to his surroundings and possibly the weapons too

-Expect him to brag about you 24/7

-will definitely make jokes and pick up lines linked to your status

-to sum it all up, he's very happy about it

Vergil

-you know the drill folks

-This man will act like he's not impressed but is literally adoring everything about you on the inside

-feel free to let this guy use your weapons,he's a fast learner after all,just make sure Dante doesn't walk into the room while he's using the throwing knifes,or its game over for him

-Hes quite keen on trying out your tactics during missions,sometimes literally being your shadow

-He speaks very highly of you

-his doppelganger and your doppelganger once had a face off while you and Vergil read poetry like its a normal boring day

-theres one new book on his bookshelf about shinobi's

-he's 10/10 satisfied

Nero

-Sparda take the wheel

-once you tell him hes jumping around like a bunny who found the sugar bag

-Will make sure to keep an eye on you and see how you use different techniques during battle

-He always wanted to watch movies about shinobi's with you,till you got to watch the first one and pointed out all of the mistakes,leaving a very pouty nero to try to make you stop commenting

-hes like a child,always trying to sneak a peek or use your killer tools, usually earning a 'HEY WHO LET YOU TOUCH MY STUFF' from you

-you once used your doppelganger to hug him twice as much, leaving the poor lad confused as hell

-will do those silly ninja poses to cheer up the mood

-he a little confused,but he got the spirit (i had to use that joke)

V

-Hes quite fascinated by this

-Will make up or find poems linked to your weapons/outfit/skills

-one nearly got a heart attack when he saw you jump that high and fall without harming yourself

-he likes comparing your weapons to his cane,stuff like what material its made from,its quality,speed,offence and defence ups and downs

-Griffon will call you 'Miss/Mister Ninja ripoff' in the beginning,just to tease you

-you challenged shadow to a jumping contest three times,all of them ended with a draw

-rounded up,he's very happy that he ended up with someone like you

[i-am-gusu]

It has been a while. Longer than I expected. I didn't feel the need to share. Not right away, at the very least. 

I have told my therapist that I have been savouring the things happening in my life and she agreed that I am allowed to. I’ve been focusing on sharing with friends and family. Focusing on learning that there are so many people caring about me, willing to listen to the thoughts in my head. Even Uncle. Even Uncle...  

Many, many things happened. 

Wei Ying’s birthday. 

New employees.

We got married again.

Another Christmas.

Another New Years.

I don’t know why I’m feeling the need to write about these right now. It felt hard (and unnecessary too) for me to sit down and write before. But I am feeling a little nostalgic about this place today. About sharing the things that are important to me. So I decided to come back.

(I must say. Huaisang had to help me find my password again. I tried so many different variations of what I thought it was that I couldn’t get in anymore. Not my best moment, but not my worst. You’ve all known about my worst. I don’t know if you’re still here, but if you are, thank you for staying.)

Where to start?

I remember I did talk about our newest employees before. They are still adapting well at the café. Strangely enough, Xue Yang is very good at business and not just making baked goods. He and Mianmian have been getting along very well and helped to work out ways to save money without sacrificing quality. Said money has been used to update our kitchens (Yanli-jie have been the one picking the items) and renovate part of the bunnies hutch so it’s bigger and most of it is now encased in the walls. We also upgraded our internet service so we can stream the inside of the bunnies hutch 24/7. We installed a screen in the café so customers can also see what’s happening there when they come in. The views started bringing in income too. Shallow compared to what we’re making with the whole business so far, but we have been donating it all to the local animal shelter. They now have a Honey Buns wing, and we keep the listing for adoptions on our website (we have a website now!) and in the café too. Twice a month, some of the buns to be adopted are brought in the café to be introduced to people and encourage adoptions. One stayed with us, too old and too frightened to be with others. She reminds me a lot of Boogey. She stays upstairs with us, with Bichen and Suibian. She doesn’t mind their company but she’s clearly more comfortable on her own in the big room. We installed cameras there too, to make sure she’s okay when we’re not there. The vet said she probably has just a few years left (“5 at most if she’s lucky”), and I want them to be her best. She’s still not used to us. It’s a little heartbreaking to have a bun run away from me when I come close, but Wei Ying thinks it’s funny “imagine this but with *all* the bunnies Lan Zhan!” I don’t want to imagine it, but it’s okay if she feels safe. She flops on her side when alone and that’s what matters. Her previous owners (despicable people that used her only for breeding, we do not talk about them) called her Norma Jean, and Wei Ying decided to change it to Norma Bean, or Bean for short, “so she can fit in with the rest of them.” I like the name, even though I’m not ready to put it on a rock. 

… I am aware that is an awful lot of information for just one bunny… I just can’t help it. I love all of them. I wish you could meet them too, even though you wouldn’t see Bean at all. 

Mo Xuanyu has been getting better and better with customers now. He stands taller and laughs freely with the others. He gave it a try in the kitchens and we all realized he was not a good match with cooking, but he is very talented with social media and he’s the one who now promotes most of our work through Tiktok and Instagram mainly. A-Qing just likes to do the silly dances with him, holding the buns up for adoption. Apparently we have a very large following there but I’m not well-versed in social media in general so I leave it to them. They have fun at it, and not just them. They often ask me to join in group dances and I’ve stood my ground so far. Wei Ying and the others have had no qualms about it though. Some of the customers too. I might accept the day my Uncle joins, but that seems very, very far away. I’m counting on it. 

I’ve had a long conversation with my Uncle lately. Well… Wei Ying helped with that. It was after we got married again. Wei Ying only told me afterwards, but he went to deliver the invitation to our wedding to Uncle in person, and he talked with him too. Uncle said he reflected a lot on what he told him. We went for a walk one Tuesday  after work. Uncle stayed at the café longer than usual, waiting for me. At first, the walk was awkwardly quiet, yet familiar in its silence. And then, Uncle started by telling me that he really enjoyed Wei Ying and I’s wedding. “It was perfectly planned. And beautiful,” he said. I nodded with the memories of it. “I can see that your partner is a good man, and that he makes you happy. I apologize for not having been there to see it earlier.” I nodded again. Uncle was right about Wei Ying, but I didn’t know how to respond to his apology. I had never heard him apologize to me that way before. Not for what had happened in the past. I know Uncle has been more in contact with Auntie Yi since that time Ge and I blew up in his face. Maybe that helped too. We sat on a bench near the park where Wei Ying and I take A-Yuan on our days off, and with great pauses that I believe were hesitations (I have never seen Uncle hesitant before), he started talking about himself. He admitted to what he said himself were his failures towards my brother and I. 

(Later, when I spoke with Ge, he told me he and Uncle had had this conversation too, in less words than needed for me. “For all that you’re quiet, didi, you sure require more words in your life than I do. I’m happy you’re living a life where you get to have that,” Xichen said. I know he meant Wei Ying. I consider myself lucky indeed to have him in my life.) 

Uncle talked about how young he was when he was given the responsibility of us. “This is not what I had planned for my life, he said. “I was not prepared to take care of children.” There was a pause longer than the previous ones had been, and then “There were many times when I resented my brother for leaving me alone with such burdens. I was wrong. For thinking that way. Neither of you ever were burdens.” I let out a breath I didn’t even know I was holding at that. I had been ready to leave if he still believed us to be burdens in his life. I did it before and I could do it again. But instead, I sat there with him in companionable silence until he broke it again, turning sideways to look at me. “My lack of knowledge and experience, my feelings, are no excuse for the way I have treated you, for not acknowledging your feelings sooner. For keeping painful truths hidden from you. You and Xichen have both been braver than I ever was. I apologize for not seeing that sooner, for not seeing the grown men you have become.” Then, quietly, almost to himself: “It saddens me that your father was never there to witness it either.” “I wish he had been there too,” I admitted to him at the same time I admitted it to myself. Uncle gently patted my hand and I turned mine upward to hold it. It warmed my heart that he didn’t try to remove it as silence grew once again, this time lighter than it had been before. 

When I came home afterwards, Wei Ying welcomed me with a hug and I started sobbing the way I did not allow myself to earlier. He held me tightly and pulled me to the living room for more comfort, and later swaddled me in blankets and put a silly movie on that we both watched already, so I could interrupt whenever and talk if I needed to. My husband is perfect in every single way. 

I sit with Uncle now every time he comes to the café, regular like a well-winded clock. I spend my break with him, and we talk, petting bunnies. Sometimes, A-Yuan sits with us. Sometimes, Xichen visits too and we’re together. Sometimes, Wei Ying is there, but he’s more often around, and I can feel his eyes on me all along. He always hugs me afterwards and peppers my face with kisses. That certainly helps as positive reinforcement. 

Xichen-ge is doing well. He and Dage are planning to adopt a child soon. He tells me they got the idea from Wei Ying and I. We’re currently in the process of officially adopting A-Yuan. Wen Ning started going to school again to become a pre-school teacher (he is amazing with young children, he seems to thrive in the environment), and A-Yuan’s grandma’s health started deteriorating. She’s still capable of taking care of herself, but taking care of others is out of range for her now. She started living with Wen Ning and Wen Qing’s uncle, and A-Yuan lives with us now. Well, most of the time. He spends a lot of nights at Yanli-jie’s house. And at little Ouyang ZiZhen’s house. And at Wen Qing’s and Wen Ning’s when they’re available. Mianmian and Qin Su also love to steal him from time to time. And now, even Ge started to take him away, “we have to practice taking care of a child!” he says. A-Yuan is spoiled and adored and he deserves all of it. He also made a friend at school, a boy named Jingyi that he keeps bringing up in almost every conversation we have. We have been planning to meet with his parents soon so we can give A-Yuan permission to stay at his place for sleepovers. We don’t have many rules in our house, but for his safety Wei Ying and I decided to only allow him sleepovers at the houses of people we already know. Jingyi’s mother and I have been exchanging emails lately to schedule a meeting with his father as well, but as they are relatively new in town and they are still getting settled, we agreed to wait a month or so for that. A-Yuan is disappointed with the rule but he is being a good boy about it. Being able to see Jingyi on a daily basis at school certainly helps. 

Wei Ying and I have taken to fatherhood like a glove. It feels like we were meant to be for this, together. It did change some of Wei Ying and I’s habits, but… We make due with the time we have together when he’s with the rest of the family. 

Speaking of A-Yuan, he was our ring bearer during the wedding. I feel it’s time I write about this. It was such a huge event, and I still can’t believe I was successfully kept in the dark by all of those involved for so long. My therapist says that it’s good, that it means I fully trust those I love, so even if suspicion arises, I know they won’t hurt me in any way. Considering the past, she thinks it’s impressive. I think what’s impressive is the amount of love and care Wei Ying and my family put into this. I will start another post with this, I think it will be better. 

[castleofclouds]

7 Days A Week.

Genre ; Fluff, Drama, Slice of life, Humor/Comedy, Friendship.

Warnings ; Badly written, a curse word, some weirdly written past tense (pardon my grammar)

Summary ; Story of you ( fm reader ) with the boys.

PART 3 ; Do you ever?

"Do you ever?"

That's the first thing that comes to you mind when you see your friends across the table.

They laughing at some jokes that Mark told, even though the jokes are so lame and overused.

But something came to your mind seeing their silly interaction, you don't why but you can't get it out of your mind no matter how many time you want to ignore the thoughts.

Imagine.

How boring your life would be if they weren't your friends?

Yups, that's the thought.

You see them once again, lost at your thoughts, Jaemin who saw you daydreaming trying to wake you up.

"What's up cupcake? Did something bothering you?" Jaemin says, worried shows on his face.

You snapped, you lock eyes with him.

"Ah.. That's, just.." You stuttered, magically all of their attention back to you.

This time Jeno is worried, never saw you looked so pale and deep in you thought, normally you would just laughed at their typical boring joke, but today you seemed weird.

His hand reaching for you, he holds your hand, looking at you.

"Are you okay? You have been acting weird lately?" He asked, you shrugged.

"Ehh~ really? No, nothing, just some thoughts." You convinced them.

Even though you can't bring yourself to that sentence, it's bugging you like an tiresome mosquito bites.

How'd you know about it? Well summer camp is probably the answer for that.

But to this question it's still unknown.

Should you tell them? Will they laugh at you? No they won't, will they?

"Lies! I know you have something on your mind, what's it? Jisung drink your banana milk?" Renjun exclaimed, looking at Jisung.

The boy pouting in complaint.

"No I'm not! Beside, Y/N prefers strawberries smoothie!" He complained with his mouth pouting like a balloon.

Chenle can't help himself to smiles and giggles at Jisung cute comments, he then proceeds to poked Jisung cheek.

"Hey, mind your actions." The boy talks, Chenle shrugged.

"Is it because of that rumor that you and Taeyong hyung were your best movies buddies and not Mark?" Haechan spill, making the one who are being mentioned is irritated.

"What do you mean by Taeyong is Y/N movies buddies? She loves to watch horror movie with me!" Mark whined, Haechan nodded while patting the boy head like a child.

"I know you would say that cutie." He smirked widely.

"Eww, if you guys want to do that, do that in your own house or something, there's a child in here!" Jaemin groaned,

"Well guys, this is my time to talk." You chime in, didn't want to make them open their secrets possession anymore or some complained.

"Sure, you can talk about it with us, we can talk about it." Jeno added.

"Soo.. I was just thinking, how is it, if we never.. Ya know? Be friends?" You remarked, making the boys went silent.

Hearing no comebacks, you continues with your thoughts and reasons.

"I mean, we are.. Basically that type of people, people who are born with everything given to us freely without having to asked or begged, I know it's a blessing, but don't you ever think? How this type of relationship actually works?" You explained.

No more, sounds they made.

Normally they would laugh at your thoughts, because that's how basically Renjun and his thoughts about space would be responded.

He would talk about how moon is just another place for a bunny to live in, or how there's this another world or universe in which everyone is completely opposite than how they usually looked or act.

But that's Renjun thoughts, not yours.

Yours is simply logically explainable, and the reason or arguments that you bring are absolutely something that is easy for some normal people brain.

"Yeah.. You are right."

"I don't know how mine would be." Renjun blurted it out, making everyone on the room nodding their head in agreement.

"Mine would be pretty boring actually." Chenle claimed, you look at him.

You never saw the boy looked so gloomy, the boy is the butterfly of your group full of sunshine and loud yelling going around him.

Now his head hung low, looking at the carpet under his feet, playing with the carpet.

"That would be weird actually." Mark chime in, exactly after seeing Chenle.

He tried to make it bright.

"I mean, we all have been friends for since I don't know? 13 year? Heck it's been so long, I remembered seeing you guys for the first time!" Mark added.

That time, the 8 of you were only 7 years old.

[ Flashback ]

You looked at your blue dress, with a pretty bandana you had on your head.

You looked very cute and bubbly, you ran down to the first floor.

You saw your sister, who in the future will be one of the famous make up brand owner, she goes by the name Kim Yoo-jung

She was 11 when you are only 7, she saw you with your bright blue dress, she came closer.

"Well if this isn't my cute little angel, how's the dress?" She asked, patting your head.

You smiled brightly at her questions you twirl around in your gown, with your hand making an elegance motion.

"I love it! It's so beautiful! Thank you unnie!" You chirped happily, while she hug you in response.

Even though Yoo-jung doesn't live with you anymore, since she's mostly living by your aunt and uncle to learn about the beauty world and make up.

You love and adore her a lot, she comes home only twice in a whole 4 years, and she came back brought you a very gorgeous gown, you can never felt thankful for her sincere care for you.

She hugged you tightly, then get interrupted with a very tall figure next to her.

"Are you guys still busy? We had party that we should catch up."

Kim Seokjin, your Older-Brother, you and him had a deep connection, but due to his busy schedule, he can't really be always near you for 24 hours.

Same as your sister, he lived with your aunt and uncle, he's 14 at the time, and already a model.

In the future he's a really well known designer who had design a lot of great dresses and suit for a very famous people.

He looked at Yoo-jung giving the girl a side eye.

Yoo-jung and Seokjin isn't the best when it's come to sibling goals relationship, it's true that they care for each other but they still try cover it up with an act of 'shut it I don't care'

You can say your family is a pretty gruesome when it's come to showing affection.

And guess what? You to, are in the same situation.

You didn't have much friends, it's not like you want to, making friends means making connection.

And the thought of making connections with people who are a completely stranger to you doesn't sit right with you.

In this world, friends mean connection, connection means fortunate, if you are not lucky, then you are a loser.

That's deep, but that's life.

How can some 7 years old girl thinking of it? Well it's the magic of story.

"Yeah, we should be going now."

The 3 of you were attending one of the biggest party celebration. It's the 32 anniversary of Na's cookies and bakery, one of the famous bakery in town.

You heard that Na's have a pretty little young boy, who are at the time is 7 years old.

You were hoping you can befriended the boys, your mom seeing you then hugging you tightly.

"There you are my little angel, how's the dress? You like it? Your sister prepared it exclusively for you only." She yelped, quite loud actually.

You and your mom and dad, is actually quite close, not like some movies in which some rich family always have troubled getting close to their biological parents.

You love your parents, and you still do in the future.

Back to your mom, you smiled twirling, showing your petite body and slim figure.

She smiled, she was already thinking about how should she make you join the model company, but she know you are still too young

Who knows 13 years from now you are already a model of some famous cover magazines?

She then proceed to introduce you to some people that she knews, untill she stopped at the Na's.

"Hello Miss Kim, how'd you like the party?" She asked until she averted her eyes to you, seeing you for the first time she can't help but awe-ing your cuteness.

"Omg, is she YN? Your cute little daughter? Omg! You looked so sweet sweetheart." She exclaimed in excitement, you bowed down politely.

"Nice to meet you miss Na, I'm Kim Yn, in the future I will be the best designer!" She responded happily, using your cheer tone.

"Cutie, from now you can call me your mother okay? Who knows in the future you will become my daughter in law." She grinned looking at your mom way.

She chuckled jokingly, "She doesn't even now who is the groom, how can she make sure that Na is the one?"

"Oh yeah, I forgot to introduce you to my baby Nana, sweetie, he's right there with his friends, you should join them!" She pointed at a quite far away table, there's 7 boys sitting across each other silently.

In your mind, you were thinking about should you join them or not, since they seem very close with each other.

Even though the reality, the boys can't even opened their mouth due to nervous.

You come closer, their eyes are still focus at another place, some still eating cookies, some is awkwardly fidgeting his fingers, some are completely out from this planet.

Untill you sit at the table, their eyes finally realizing your form.

Actually getting stared at with a bunch of people are quite terrifying.

"Hello everyone, I'm Kim Yn, Miss Na told me to sit in here while she's busy talking with my mother." You said, trying to break the tension on the table.

Seeing you like seeing their crush at fifth grade.

Well technically, they weren't in a fifth grade, but they can't helped themselves to be interested in you or even have a crush on you.

You had a pretty cute dark hair, pretty plump lips, and even your dress make you stand out in their eyes.

Haechan opened his mouth, trying to talk with you.

"Hello! I'm Donghyuk! My mom called me Haechan because she thinks it's cute." The little boy greeted very loudly, all of the boys across the room are surprised.

"Haechan! You don't have to scream!" Jeno complained, making Haechan flustered.

"Sorry.." He apologized.

Jeno felt sorry, he thinks he's very harsh on the boy.

"No it's Jeno's fault, sorry.." He apologized to.

And then the two boys cries.

"Kids." Renjun sassed.

"Renjun you are a kid to." Mark emphasizes, trying to make the kids realized.

"No, I'm not! I'm 7 years old, which means I have live in this world for 7 years, it's a long period of time!" He insisted.

"7 years is still a kid." Chenle muttered, Renjun huffing in annoyance.

"Keep telling yourself that, I always think 7 years old is old enough to be called not kids." He speak in a weird language and grammar, you can't understand.

"So the point is that, you are not a kid like that?" You explained the problem, trying to fix this 7 years old is a kid or not argument.

"My dad said it's still a kid, unless you are 11 years or 14 years older, my dad said until you get puberty then you still a kid." Jisung boasted.

You never saw a kid so smart before, that boy catch your glance seeing your sparkling eyes making him blushed.

"Is there something on my face? I don't like wearing makeup but my mom make sure I have a light make up on.." He acknowledged.

"Eh.. No, I just think you are smart." You complimented the boy, jisung become more red.

"You like jisung?" Another boy asked.

He looked very cute with a very bright smile, you saw that feature before.

"You are Jaemin?" You asked, the boy eyes lit in excitement.

"Yes! It's me! How you know?" He asked again, loving the attention he got.

"You look like your mom, so I just assumed you are Nana."

Hearing the nickname, he can't help but jumping in excitement, pretty girl are calling him with his cute name.

And that's how Jaemin have a crush on YN.

No.

"Yn liked me first!" Haechan nagged, trying to make your attention back to him.

You laughed at his puffy eyes, he smiled at your laugh he thinks it's cute.

Then the next few hours is wasted on how all the boys wanted your attention on themselves only.

Become very obvious aren't they.

You saw Jisung, he's very shy and doesn't talk that much.

Since he's sitting right next to you, you assured him while tightening your hold on his hands.

He saw them, at first he's very surprise, but the next minute he felt relief.

"Are you okay? Do you need space? I think you do." You asked the little boy out of concern.

"No, I'm fine, I'm quite shy.." He mumble, lucky you can hear that soft voice.

"That's okay, I'm sorry for forcing a skin ship with you, everytime my mom saw me surprise or went blank, she always holding my hand and talk to me in a sweet voice.." You reasoned, you almost let go the little boy hand, but he refused so.

"No.. That's fine, my mom sometimes do this to me too.. Especially if I have to talk to a lot of people, you can keep you hand on mine!" He smiled, his cute nose crunches.

At that time, you felt the urge to adopt him, even though you are still 7 years, you don't care, you want this little boy to be your little brother.

"OMG!! You are sooo cute!" Jaemin yelped, beating you to it.

"He do be kinda cute, starting now you are my little brother!" Mark stated, everyone on the table nodding their head certainly.

"Then it settle, he's our baby boy!" Renjun exclaimed, everyone fisting to the air like those sport animes.

"What? But.. I'm not the youngest! YN are!" He whined, complaining about how is he becomes the maknae of the group if YN is younger by him.

"Well it's doesn't matter, that mean we will care for you more, be sure to expecting a lot of skin ship, because this boy are going to be the bear hugger!" Haechan shouted, warned the poor boy of the what's about to come.

You laughed at that, everyone laugh at that, you see all of those starry eyes, with sparkling marked to their gaze.

You fell in love with them, you think they're the soul mate of your own, someone who you think you can trust, grow old together.

Imagining, all the possibilities of the future income, like Haechan are going to be that one sunshine, Renjun the sweet cinnamon rolls, Jaemin the nagger and attention seeker, Jeno the kindest, Mark the coolest older brother, Chenle your loud butterfly, and last your baby hamster Jisung.

You never knew how this relationship of friendship are going to unfold, or is it going to be like this forever, you just hoped its never end.

[ Flashback end ]

Well you sure it has come to that past wishes.

Your dreams come true, they stay the same, you stay the same, something change, but they that you met for the first rime at 7 year's old party celebration, are still the same 7 dorks you know.

Even though they have grow old, and Renjun are already old enough since he already hit puberty and he finally can tell Jisung about that puberty facts.

The air around you and them felt warm, it's probably golden hour already, Haechan just smile at the old past.

"You guys want to go out? It's on Mark!" Haechan chirping in excitement.

You stand up hearing that statement, making everyone jumped excited, other than Mark everyone is happy.

You do ever questioned, Like..

Why Mark is the oldest even though he doesn't act like it? Pretending to be that cool older brother even though he's the one who needs supervisor, How Renjun could be soo cute after all this time, How Jeno is the best secret keeper you know, how Haechan can be so annoying at some time but still your best besties ever, why Jaemin agreed to be your eomma 24/7 and taking care of 7 kids at the same time being the sweetheart he is, How Chenle could be so loud and easy going, and Why do you still see Jisung as the same cute little brother you saw at the first time.

The answer is one, you let yourself knowing them, meeting them, enjoying their company, all of their hugs, and affection you always wanted, you let yourself be yourself, be their friend.

You loved them.

That's the answer.

Narrator who sees everything from behind the curtain are crying so hard, they decided to stop to story at that time.

You and your friend going to your favorite ice cream shop.

Previous / Next.

A/N ; I'm sorry for not be able to post some of this week's..

I felt quite exhausted due to some school work, besides I have a lot of projects on hands it's become hand full :"

Anyway hope you enjoyed this chapter so far! ☺

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[whyisev]

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nnn I'm stuck between the desire to overshare and not wanting to clutter my mutuals' dash with vampires and their silly little politics so here's a brief rundown! Other content about them are under the tag #Chisdar Lore

Keiran

The Founder and former King of Chisdar -- the City of the Undead.

OP sorcerer, created Chisdar with his magic, but is just so lazy. Lazy bitch. Was crowned king but didn't exactly govern. Just sulked in his palace for like 1200 years.

So depressed and paranoid in Chisdar that he lost his mind in the end there.

Wants affection and respect but doesn't know how to get it. Resorted to violence and got assassinated for it. The City of Chisdar fell soon after his death.

Was resurrected centuries later but got a redemption arc thanks to his sweet bard boyfriend (Callon belonging to @veni-vedi-perivi) who also inherited half of his magic.

Now is just touch starved and stupid. Simping for Callon 24/7. Held hands once and immediately went "I will die for you."

Has a pet bunny whom he calls "Bunny."

Celosia

The General of Chisdar's army and Protectorate of City

A warrior-socialite who is also just a natural leader. Charismatic and generous. While Keiran sulked in the palace, Celosia put in the effort to know her people and gain their favor.

Follows rules established by honor and chivalry.

Loves nothing more than wine, fierce battles, and fiercer lovers. Would rather have a feast than a crown, but she still took up the responsibility of leadership and delivered excellent results.

Has a bit of a cult of personality around her.

Polyamorous monster fucker.

Gallant knight in shining armor. Absolute Greek hero. Admiration, power, respect, love, she's got it all.

Like a proper Greek hero, Celosia grew to have so much hubris that it led to her eventual down fall.

Marcellus

King Keiran's personal executioner.

A mutation during his turning process made Marcellus an extremely dangerous vampire. He was stronger and faster, but his bloodlust was far greater too. An absolute beast of a man. Would be on a murderous rampage 24/7 had Keiran not put him in collars and chained him with magic.

Swallows his food raw and whole (skin, blood, bones all included).

Everyone was scared to get eaten by Marcellus except Celosia who was too proud to know fear. She laughed and kicked him around in sparring and choked respect women juice down his throat. Later she became his only friend.

Brutally honest and brutally violent.

Celosia: The rules of hospitality state we need an invitation to enter their home.

Marcellus: *slams a whole tree down the roof and collapses the entire building* now they don't have a home let's go eat them.

Eranthe

Servant girl who cleaned up after Keiran and did his bidding because he fed her his sorcerer blood (which gave her temporary access to his magic).

Eranthe grew to be fairly meek and jumpy after stepping around Keiran so carefully to avoid his wrath especially later when he grew paranoid. She was so obedient and small in Keiran's eyes that she had the chance to assassinate him when he went mad.

Survival and prosperity are so central to Eranthe's motivation that she high key betrayed everyone she ever swore loyalty to.

Selah? Sold her out. Keiran? Stabbed him dead. The world can burn and dignity can yeet as long as Eranthe gets to keep her head on her neck and blood in her belly.

Bit of a leech. People hates her but she outlives them all.

Selah

A captain in Celosia's army, and the leading traitor of the Last Rebellion.

Honestly I made Selah on a whim because I was in an rp server. They were doing medieval fantasy, and I was like "Great I'll finally get to write a thirst trap lesbian vampire villainess with a cool sword haha" but then I accidentally shoved her too close to the lawful alignment, which prompted a redemption arc and then she became an elegant but justice orientated leader who talks fancy and goes on quests for vengeance from time to time due to unresolved trauma.

Ah well. She got to keep her cool sword

Are you really friends if she never threatened to kill u even once?

Wants (and also by Veni's courtesy now has) a girlfriend who not only can kick her ass but will do so upon request.

The vampire oc who started it all. Had Selah for about a year now but I still physically cannot settle on a design that felt right. A picrew rendered her better than I ever will so here:

would love to link the original picrew but it was taken down from the website. ;;

[unmanageable-day]

16. Between a friend and another friend

When you are friends for so long, and it has never come across your mind to date one of them. Until one particular guy friend of yours came to offer you a relationship, a new chapter of life like no other before.

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Taeyong wished he could skip the dinner invitation from Yuta who specially arranged it for you and Doyoung. He didn't have to come though. But you had personally texted him in the morning, asking—making sure that he would be there. Now he felt obliged to come. Despite the fact he had talked with you and Doyoung, basically suggesting he was now (still trying to be) cool with your relationship, how he wished there is a pain killer for his longtime broken heart.

There you were, approaching the group with a big smile. Doyoung walked behind you. On the contrary, he looked tense but he tried to give his best smile. This dinner was held to celebrate you and him after all. Maybe he was just nervous to meet Taeyong again.

Somehow you just made the way to sit beside Taeyong. Doyoung had no choice but to follow you. He would never choose to sit across you to have better sight of you and Taeyong.

Taeyong felt it again. That happiness, warmth, and the comfort whenever you were around, yet pain wouldn't leave him. He must know his boundaries. And he must witness all your interaction with the dearie fiancee. Although, little did he know, Doyoung felt the more or less similar.

Trying his best to shrug off all the bothering feelings, Taeyong would just respond at the bare minimum to everything you said. Yet he effortlessly earned your attention, making him like the center of your world no matter the least words coming out of his mouth.

He lost it.

The initial intention was not to get too close to you. Instead, you were the one who kept approaching him, merely thinking because things were cool and you could have your bestfriend back. Taeyong found himself unable to reject your friendly gestures. He kept coming back at you, like he used to be, with random stories about his niece and nephew, a new dog he was going to adopt, the never-ending battle in games with Jaehyun, and how he wanted to re-decorate his closet. Just like the old days, you would actively respond with enthusiast. The little giggles you let out whem he told you silly stuff of how clumsy he was. Oh, how he had been longing to hear that.

Taking things even further, he also kept making sure you have something on your plate. He knew you were not into seafood dish, beside that you were allergic to some of it. He forgot to tell Yuta to not pick a seafood restaurant. He knew you can't eat spicy food too much, that was why he would always have a taste before giving something to you. He would do all of this unconsciously and he couldn't stop himself. Even after realizing that Doyoung seemed bothered.

Doyoung was mostly paying his attention to the youngsters. Or more like diverting his attention so he didn't have to look whatever Taeyong did for you.

"Doyoung, try this." You had nacho chips with tomato salsa in your hand, ready to feed him. He took a quick glance at Taeyong, who was not looking at you. He accepted the nacho with a shy smile yet he felt a little victory.

"Yummy, right? I think I can eat this my whole life. It looks like it's easy to make too," you commented as you took another bite.

"Don't. Let's just go here if you want to eat this. You'll leave crumbles all over the place at home." Soon he exposed you how he had to do the cleaning after you cooked—more like experimenting a new dish you never did—and ate the food in the living room. Non-stop complains and nagging kept coming out of his mouth.

Taeyong's ears sting at the word home, which followed by the stories he didn't want to hear about your new life. Doyoung's voice sounded like murmurs as sharp as knife piercing both his ears and heart. He instantly lost focus and stayed quiet, while your friends were laughing and chattering. He couldn't even smile when the youngsters were teasing Doyoung.

"Oh, what to do.. Our Joo-ey noona has to spend her entire life with Hyung's nagging," Donghyuk said dramatically.

"Since we live closer now, Noona can visit us easily anytime. Especially when Noona is fed up with Hyung," Jaemin added. "We will send Jeno there and we are very happy to exchange Jeno for you."

"Jaemin, not you too!" Doyoung hissed.

"Be ready to pick up my call everyday, guys," you replied their jokes. "Ah, right. Since I live nearby, it would be easier for me to get a ride home. Johnny, Jaehyun, my office is the closest with you guys." You wiggled your eyebrows at the giant guys.

"What, why? I will pick you up." Doyoung protested.

"It would be faster if I go home with Jaehyun though?"

"Eyy, Hyung, Joo-ey noona already stays with you. She can't even take a rest on the way home? She must want to have some time not being with you." Donghyuk butt in again.

"Look at you speaking, Lee Donghyuk." Doyoung pointed at him with a bread instead of his finger, his expression was rather funny than threatening.

"Taeyong hyung, this hyung bullies me," he cried, still teasing the bunny guy. "Noona, too, you will join us against Doyoung hyung, right?"

You let out a crisp laugh. "Anything for baby Hyuckie."

"That's right!" he exclaimed with his annoying face that never fails provoking Doyoung. "Teaming up with Taeyong hyung is much better than with Doyoung." Donghyuk meant it as a joke. Either you, Doyoung, and Taeyong himself knew that better than anyone else. But the three of you slightly got worked up. If Johnny didn't cut in to save the mood, the tension in the air between you, Doyoung and Taeyong would be too obvious.

Taeyong couldn't help but feeling envious and jealous. He imagined it over and over, would it be the same if you chose to be with him? Would he now sit where Doyoung was sitting, bickering like lovebirds with you?

"Taeyong?" you softly called him, making him flinched now that he had gotten back go reality.

He always liked the way you call his name. It was always soothing his ears. Sometimes he wondered if you call Doyoung that way too. But why would it matter? Doyoung had all the privilege to be with you 24/7 now.

"I think I'll head back home first. It looks like Doyoung's brother sent us something. The delivery guy is waiting for us," you told him.

Nodding was the only answer he could give. Again, how he wished it was him who gets to leave with you. He silently watched the figures of you and Doyoung walking away without looking back. You'd often rub Doyoung's back and stretch up your neck talking to him. Taeyong hated himself for asking this over and over; why it can't be him. Why Doyoung instead of him?

Johnny, Jaehyun, Mark and Yuta ended up taking him out for another round of drinks and some more of late night snack. They kept saying 'good job' and 'you've gone through a lot', hoping it could console him even for a bit. Yet those words couldn't even penetrate his ears anymore. His throat felt numb as he chugged on his drink, not even bothered to feel the burning sensation of the alcohol.

Taeyong felt a buzz from his phone inside his sling bag. He didn't feel like knowing who contacted him this late at night, yet he still checked his phone. When he saw your name popping up on the notification of new messages, again, the mixed feelings filled his heart. To him, you were that close yet so far. He could easily come to you, but he wouldn't be able to reach your hand. If he pushed himself, either he couldn't afford letting you go, or you would end up leaving him again. Pretending to be strong was never this difficult. From : Joo Great to see you today. I know you had a hard time and you went through a lot. But you are stronger than you know. You did well. You always do. Thank you once again. And one more thing... I'm sorry. —

on the way back home from restaurant

"Doyoung?"

"Hm?"

"Don't think too much of what the kids said. You and I know how much jokesters they are," you calmly said, as if having the capability to read his mind. "I would never compare you and him. Both of you are my friends. I cherish you both."

Teaming up with Taeyong is better. With Taeyong is better. Taeyong is better.

Doyoung would acknowledge that. Even when he was the one with you right now, Taeyong would still win.

Yeah, sure, both Doyoung and Taeyong were your beloved friends. But why did it feel like he had to compete with Taeyong? The intention of marrying you was merely for Doyoung to have a normal life as someone's husband who will make the wife, the parents, and the in-laws happy. He knew he was capable of that. You were not someone he chose after going for a deep thinking. He was just 'oh, I think she's good and we both know each other for a long time, so it should be easy' and there he was now. Everything went smoothly until he realized there was this man named Lee Taeyong and his great willingness to walk through fire for you if he has to. It was truthfully one part that Doyoung never thought it would be this severe. None of his intention ever had something to do with him. Thr relationship with Hyemi used to be promising to be the long-term one. Who knew it would get crushed by Taeyong himself? Why can't he just stay with Hyemi? Doyoung even had imagined it before, him and Taeyong being married with the significant other, complaining about marriage life, sharing their old married couple stories, and also the happy and dark days in child caring when they got much older. Honestly it was a beautiful future he had hoped. Yet now he and him became rivals?

"I don't," he lied, giving you a smile to convince you enough.

Was it Doyoung's fault to choose you out of all people?

You smiled back at him, hugging him from the side part and rubbing his back.

No. Up to this second, you never brought up any sensitive topic about the relationship that will be official in a matter of weeks. Doyoung kept reassuring himself that he had made it clear to you if in any time you doubt anything, you could call it off.

Calm down, Kim Doyoung. She already chose to be with you. If she doesn't have any regret, then this should be the right thing to do.

[scarlettswxtch]

You Feel Like Home | 1/2

Pairing: Bucky x Reader

Description: You’re a therapist with a tragic past and Bucky’s your new bedmate. You try to deny your feelings for him but he keeps working himself into your heart...and your bed. Will you fall for his charms or keep him at bay?

Words: 3.1k

Warnings: Little bit of angst. All my fics are intended for 18+ readers: this mini series will contain + death.

A/N: I wrote this in a plane, on my way home from Easter holidays so I’m v sorry for any spelling mistakes! :) This was written for an anon - I kinda slightly changed your request up a bit, hope that’s okay ! hope this is (kinda) what you were looking for x Also Jesus Christ I can’t do one shots I just write a fuck ton. Lol. I’m posting part 2 tomorrow!! :)

MASTERLIST

You were in a grocery store when you first realised you were in love with him. He wanted ice cream even though it was cold outside - the wind was biting, chilling and New York was covered in perfect snow. He couldn’t decide what flavour of ice cream he wanted and you teased him about his indecision. “Why don’t we buy every flavour?”

He laughed - soft, innocent laughter in the air like glitter. The kind of laugh you could listen to forever. “You’re silly,” he said, green eyes sparkling with adoration and he kissed you.

You’ll never forget that kiss. Breath pale against the numbing air, you blinked thoughtfully as the frost patiently kissed his face and you were captivated by the soft, dusty illusions of light that sat heavy on his eyelashes. In that moment, you knew you loved him more than anyone, a once in a lifetime.

***

2 years later

“Talk to me,” you whispered to no one, sitting alone in the very early morning of crisp November. It was cold outside but, you didn’t care. It was snowing again, thick and deep and freezing cold. There were a few clouds but the moon shone bright and gilded you in silver but, you didn’t notice it. You saw nothing and heard nothing.

You’d been up here countless times before their deaths. His death - etched in your memory like it was yesterday.

It happened so fast. You were wrapped in his arms; laughing, kissing, telling each other sweet nothings. His lips tipped up and he looked at you like you were sunshine. You’ll never forget that look - how moments later it filled with horror and panic.

A figure appeared out of a bright, blinding red light; an ominous warning of what would come. It was a woman - beautiful, slender, with eyes uncanny to his; round, green as new-born leaves. She had his eyes but she didn’t look at you with adoration. No. Her eyes slithered on your form like it was insulting, gaze almost red with resentment. When she spoke it was melodic yet she spat her words with hot-red fury. “I have to kill you,” she said and when you asked her why your heart wanted to leap out of its chest. Your daughter. His daughter. Our daughter. “HYDRA’s orders,” she spat and he pulled you behind him without a second thought, sacrificing his life for yours, blood marring the dirt as his form became nothing but a corpse.

You stared at the ground - snow once blood stained long washed away or mingled with dirt. You didn’t know why you kept coming here. You wanted to hear his voice, see his face, replace that final look of fear and tell him everything would be ok. Instead, you sat there, dominated by a profound sadness, fatigue engraved on your worn face. No longer could you see see that inquisitiveness, that desire, that fire in your eyes. All that remained was the deceiving hollow soul. You were just a shell of a person.

***

3 months later

“Would it kill you to come to dinner?,”

You drew absentminded doodles on the piece of paper in front of you as your lips pursed in discomfort. Yes, yes it would kill you to go to dinner at Jane’s house.

“Jane,” you said into the phone “like I told you, I’m really busy,”

“But I thought you said you’d have some free time coming up?,”

Your eyes closed over in exasperation. Jane was your dead boyfriend’s sister and there truly was nothing worse than being around his family. “I was but things got busy. Very busy. I can’t make dinner this week,”

“How about next week?,” she pushed.

“Janey...”

“I’m worried about you, I haven’t seen you in months! I mean, who’s taking care of you?,”

“Jane honey, I’m a grown woman.”

“But I worry about you. Ever since you took that job I haven’t seen you,” she whispered, this time sad and concerned and, because you loved her, it killed you. You knew she was worried. You and Jane had been the best of friends before his passing, attached to the hip like sisters. When he died, you couldn’t bare her presence - she looked so much like him it physically hurt you. Jane was flighty, sensitive and nervous by nature. Therefore, she constantly checked up on you despite your excuses to avoid her. That, and, you now lived in New York with hero’s that needed your constant attention.

“Don’t worry,” you assure her quietly “I’m fine. Just busy.”

“Pardon me, Miss, but Mr.Barnes is requesting your presence,” F.R.I.D.A.Y says from above you and your pen comes to a halt.

“Jane I gotta go,” you say quickly.

“But-“ she began.

“Somethings just came up, honey. Really, gotta go. I’ll call you back later,” that was a lie.

You heard her sigh then, “Okay, I’ll be waiting for that call.”

“Love you Jane, bye.” you hear her say goodbye but vaguely.

“Send him in,” you say to F.R.I.D.A.Y, fingers now tapping nervously on your mahogany desk. Being a therapist for the Avengers has its perks and downsides - on one hand, you were generously paid (courtesy of Stark himself, of course) but on the other, you were on call 24/7. Not that that was an issue for you, no - not at all. Helping other people with their problems had helped your own inner conflict and you did it rather readily.

The problem was Bucky Barnes. He's not usually the kind of guy you fantasise about. For starters, he's brunette and you’ve always liked blondes. Dreamy men with bright blue eyes who were emotionally stable, preferably. Until you met Bucky. He’s someone with his own issues, issues that made your own seem totally minuscule. Life taken by Hydra, experimented on endlessly. He‘s emotionally volatile, prone to aggression and...drop dead beautiful in every way.

There was also the fact that you were sleeping with him. Non-stop. Like two damn bunny rabbits. It was insane. He’s the only healthy drug there is, the one that puts your mind into a frenzy of sparks. Makes you...forget. When you’re with him, your past life seems like a dream - something that never happened. The simple touch of his hand leads you into moving in ways you never learnt but know so well. In those moments, you are only alive in the present, all thoughts of past and future melted away. You weren’t sure if that was good or bad but, the guilt you felt over it was overwhelming.

The elevator opens directly into your office and you watch him step in, phone to ear, he hasn't looked at you yet so you gaze freely. “Yeah yeah, Steve I got it,” he says into the phone. There's something about him, a slight confidence and inflated ego, that has you muddling your words and blushing uncontrollably whenever he's around. He looks up at you and smiles a dazzling smile, making his way to your desk. “I’ll see you later punk, I got a woman that needs my attention.” he says, eyes still on you and you can hear Steve’s hearty laugh through the phone before he hangs up.

“Hey darlin’,” his voice is smooth as silk as he leans over, placing a kiss on your warm cheek. He’s holding a coffee cup that he places in front of you and he sits down on the velvet green chair opposite your desk - looking all handsome and comfortable. You suddenly felt small in your own office - his energy completely enveloped the room. It was always like this with Bucky. He was an intense guy who commanded everyone’s attention - it was completely impossible for him to walk into a room unnoticed.

You eyed the coffee cup, smiling “That for me?”

“Got your name on it, doll,” He said lazily, head bent as he tapped away on his phone. You took it giddily, bringing it up to your face and smelling the hint of hazelnut. You smiled to yourself - you only ever ordered coffee with him once and ever since, he’s remembered exactly how you like it: a little milk, 2 pumps of hazelnut syrup and no sugar. It was a small thoughtful thing but, so very heartwarming.

“Hmm, what’s the occasion?”

“Consider that a gift,” he said, sliding his phone back in his pocket.

You raised a brow, scanning your memory for anything you’d done to solicit a gift and you came up blank “What for?” you were frowning now as you sip your coffee.

He kept a straight face, he was looking at you with those gorgeous, irresistible icy blue eyes that could make the whole of the Arctic melt in seconds. “For you coming to Tony’s event with me.” That almost made you choke. Bucky and you were many things but explicitly public was not one of them.

Your eyes turn round as you abruptly placed the coffee cup on the table, a little warm droplet spilled on your hand and you unconsciously wiped it on your skirt. Well, say hello to a stain now, idiot. “What?”

“You and me, Tony’s charity gala,” he said simply, completely un-phased.

“What? Bucky I never agreed to that”

“Don’t need you to agree doll, I’m telling you,”

You stared at him speechlessly. Bucky was a dominant guy - you knew that the second he first walked into your room and sat his ass down on your chair like he owned the place. The only vulnerability he ever showed was during your therapy sessions, when you’d both speak about Hydra and his past with Steve. Other than that, you could be damn well sure Bucky Barnes would dominate you in every way possible and damn if it wasn’t hot. Sometimes, only sometimes, you felt like you could see some of that softness when he was in your bed but, he never let you see it for long enough. You didn’t blame him - you pushed him away a lot.

He raised a brow at your quietness and you realised you hadn’t said anything for about a full minute now. “Uhh,” you began, damn him and his tongue-tying effects! “Bucky I’m not so sure that is professional considering I’m your therapist-,”

“Darlin’ I think we’re way past professionalism,” he interrupted, leaning closer to you - he was looking at you with heat in his eyes as his gaze lazily flickered from your desk to your eyes “Whole of New York heard you scream my name when I took you on that desk,” he muttered, loud enough for you to hear.

You swallowed, heat flushing your face as a sudden tingling sensation took over your stomach. “Bucky I cant - I...it’s different for the public to know. You’re not exactly lowkey.” It’s true. He isn’t. The Avengers are all high profile people constantly all over the news - from dating to getting a coffee cup across the street, you could be sure their faces would be somewhere on the front page. You experienced that first hand when you were spotted out with Steve. Headlines covered both newspapers and magazines in bold red letters: AMERICA’S SWEETHEART? They read - totally ridiculous considering you were only getting coffee but apparently, the public obsessed over Steve’s love life. Jane had called you asking if you were dating and you panicked so much you vowed to never step foot outside with any of them again. Except for Tony and Barton who were happily married.

Bucky stood up, face flashing with something that faded too quick for you to spot “Doll seriously, I’m tired of you denying that we have something here. It started off as just sex,” he leaned into the desk, face dangerously close to yours “we both know it’s a lot more,” he whispered and your heart started beating irregularly fast. He wasn’t wrong. It was...more. He made you feel good in ways no one else ever has - not even him. Bucky made you forget him. That made you feel incredibly guilty because he was supposed to be your soulmate - he still is in some ways. Yet Bucky got this response from you, a different kind of response - like necessity - as if your soul yearned to knit itself to his and it killed you. So much so it hurt to ignore it.

“I-I I can’t,”

“Why?”

“I have...I just can’t do that to him, Bucky,” your eyes lowered as you looked away from him “I still love him,” you said, jaw tight “please, let it go.”

You were met with silence and you peered up at him. He was staring at you with that hardness in his eyes - the same hardness you saw each night when you asked him to leave your room. His jaw twitched in what you could only guess was impatience, frustration, annoyance...perhaps all three?

“The more you hold onto the past the more it haunts you,” he mutters and his eyes search your face - voice lowering, almost soft. “Don’t think I don’t see the way you look at me across the room, sugar” his hand curls around your neck, squeezing it and your body shivers at the contact. “I know that look,” he whispers - gaze so raw you could only squirm beneath it. “I’m here right now, in the present. I won’t wait for you forever.”

You swallowed as your heart clenched “Bucky let go,” you said, so quietly that if he hadn’t been so close to you it would’ve been inaudible.

But Bucky Barnes was not done. You’d know this when he was not across the table but in your space. So far in your space, you were now standing and your soft body was pressed against the length of his, his hand curled around the back of your neck, demanding, putting pressure to bend your neck up as your lips connected. You put your hands to his shoulders to push him away, your mind filled with how you could do that as gently as possible when his tongue came out and the tip touched your lips. And at that, your body and mouth made another decision before your mind could catch up. This being your arms closing around him tight, his mouth opening yours, his tongue spiking out, pushing yours back into your mouth and then he kissed you, very hard, very wet and very, very deep. He tasted like mint - sweet and fresh and fucking fantastic.

You kept one of your hands locked tight around his bicep while you slid the other hand up his spine, his neck and into his hair. He bent forward slightly, arching over his arm, forcing your body deeper into his and you moaned a sweet, soft moan against his tongue. It was the best thing you’d ever tasted in your life until he pulled away.

You looked up at him, breathless and outraged at the same time - smugness was written across his features as he stepped away from you. He was smirking now as if you’d just told him what he needed to know “I’ll wait for that RSVP,” he said and finally strolled out of your office.

***

3 hours later

Nat was looking at you from across the table, face totally impassive. You told her everything to the minutest detail that happened between Bucky and you. And it was fair to say you remembered the minutest detail.

Through this, she listened.

When you were done, you asked quietly, “Well?”

She simply stared at you, eyebrow raised and book in hand, “Was there a question?”

You looked at her incredulously “Yes! What do you think I should do?” You slumped back into your chair, hand covering your face as you grumbled: “God Nat I’m so torn, he makes me feel good but-“

“All I’m hearing is excuses,” she interrupted suddenly and you peeked at her from behind your fingers. She was looking at you with her judge-y jade green eyes.

“Nat he freaks me out!” You exclaimed and she suddenly took your hand in hers. She was staring at you with an unusual softness and you felt incredibly lucky at that moment. You knew this caring side was something Natasha rarely showed to people - it was something she had only gifted you twice in your time of knowing each other and each time, you took that look of hers and locked it away in your heart to keep forever.

“I get that,” she says softly “I also get why. You’re scared of moving on, feeling guilty because of what happened. I’ll tell you this though, nothing good comes of dwelling on the past,” she echoed Bucky’s earlier words and your heart clenched because you knew she was right. “You should know that - you’re the therapist here. Follow your own advice. Besides, from what you told me, who you were with was not a selfish person. He would’ve wanted you to be happy - not be a nun and never find love again. I think we both know that...you’re just having trouble accepting it.” She let go of your hand and leaned back in her chair, face turned up to the February sun.

“God I hate it when you’re right,” you grumbled, fingers massaging your temples in contemplation.

“I’m always right,” she says without looking at you. “You already know Barnes. He’s got a lot of demons, but he’s good around you - we all see that he’s been better ever since you.”

You closed your eyes “Oh God-“

“What we gossiping about here?” A voice said from the kitchen door and you squealed at the unexpected interruption. It was Tony.

Nat was about to say something before you quickly interrupted her with wide eyes. “Nothing!,” you said, and Tony’s eyes assess you in thought but (thankfully) chose to say nothing of what he was thinking.

“Right...” he drawled before he distractedly began pressing at the advanced looking gadget on his hand.

“Need you in the office, sweet cheeks, ASAP.” He said, waving at you to follow him and you promptly got up from your chair.

“Right away boss,” you said and followed him. You turned around quickly to face Nat “Thank you,” you mouthed to her. She only nodded in response and went back to reading her book.

As you followed Tony, something told you you’d have a very, very difficult time trying to get Bucky Barnes out of your head and the truth is...you weren’t even sure you wanted to.

[hymn2000]

Chiquitita - MCU AU fanfic - C31

Story summary: Something strange is happening. Someone from space has made their way to Earth, armed with a strange weapon. Targeting teenagers, their ray gun, when fired, turns the victim into a toddler. The Avengers set out to stop this, and find a way to reverse the effects. However, they don’t all come out of the battle unscathed.

Previous chapters: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22   23 24  25  26 27 28 29 30

Part of my Frostiron and Spiderson series.

Warnings/themes: de-aging, family stuff, corporal punishment (early chapters only), mental health stuff, hurt/comfort, hospital/medical stuff

Chapter 31 - Tell Me What’s Wrong

-

Peter wasn’t happy. It had been two days. He was still getting his head around what had happened, and his body still seemed to be adjusting. He cried a lot and he got upset a lot, and he fell over a lot. To make matters worse, Tony was still acting the attentive, over-protective, over-affectionate father. He’d taken him to the doctors for a full medical and check-up, and Peter had gotten into trouble for telling the doctor to - and I quote - ‘get his filthy fucking old man hands off his fucking face’. He’d also gotten into trouble for swearing at Tony’s press manager, and swearing at Happy, and Rhodey, and Pepper, and just about anyone else who tried to ask him about Kindsprengen’s gun and the subsequent reversal.

To make matters even worse, Loki hadn’t spoken to Peter at all. In fact, he’d hardly seen him: Loki had taken on extra shifts at the hospital, and spent his off-shift time reclused in the reading nook or his room, and Tony wouldn’t let Peter near him.

All in all, it wasn’t a great combination.

-

Day Three.

Tony ruffled Peter’s hair.

“Hey kiddo, wanna come and help me in the lab? I’ve started working on this new-”

“No thanks” Peter said.

“Oh. Uh, just so you know, the school rang yesterday, wanting to know when you’d be back. I’m not gonna rush you; you can go back whenever you feel ready. Have you been in touch with anyone yet? The Bunnies, maybe?”

“Mind your own business”

Tony sighed. “You need to stop acting so much like me on a bad day, chunk. You’ve been really naughty these past couple of days. Like the way you spoke to the doctor? You’re lucky he just thought it was funny”

“When are you gonna let me see daddy?”

“When he’s ready” Tony said. “He’s upset”

“Why? Why won’t you tell me anything about it?”

“It’s not my place to say. If daddy decides to tell you, that’s up to him. Not me”

“Is he sick? Is it because of the crash?”

Tony looked at him. “What crash?”

“He had a motorbike crash, didn’t he?”

“That was a while ago now, chick. He’s pretty much recovered from that now”

“Physically, maybe”

Tony sighed. “It’s nothing to do with the crash, son”

“He loved that bike”

“...How much of that night do you remember?”

“I remember us going to the hospital, and seeing him and Jo Jo. Uncle Clint came and took me home and looked after me”

“Yeah, that’s right”

“You haven’t replaced his bike yet”

“Are you gonna help in the lab or not?”

Peter shook his head.

“Well, you need to come down with me anyway. You can’t stay up here on your own”

“Why not? I’m fifteen”

“You’re very accident prone right now; you’re still adjusting. I need to be able to see that you’re safe” Tony said. “Besides, I don’t trust you not to go and disturb your father”

Peter scowled.

“You know I’ll pick you up and carry you if you don’t come with me like a good boy”

Peter sighed. He didn’t want to go down to the lab. Even worse, Tony always took his hand when they went down the stairs. Loki hadn’t removed the seal from the top of the stairs yet, so Peter wasn’t able to get downstairs on his own. It was incredibly annoying for someone who didn’t even want to be around his father, let alone touch him. But he supposed he didn’t have a choice. Reluctantly, he stood up from the breakfast bar and followed Tony.

-

Peter lounged on the sofa in the lab. Tony had given him a small abacus coaster bead maze, so he held it above him, manoeuvring the beads across their tracks. There was something oddly enticing about it. It wasn’t too unusual: Peter had found himself distracted by simple things very easily since the reversal. He hadn’t even kicked up a fuss when Carol left the morning after, because she’d distracted him with a groan tube. By the time he’d grown bored of it, she was long gone. He’d got a bit upset with himself when he realised what had happened, but there was nothing he could do about it. He cried a bit, and Tony set up his marble run for him, and that distracted him and kept him occupied for a while afterwards. It all felt very strange.

-

Peter fell asleep for a bit. He woke up and stayed still for a while, listening to the sound of Tony’s tools working away. There was something quite comforting about that. After a while, he sat up, rubbing the sleep from his eyes.

“Hey kiddo” Tony said, not looking up from his work. “How are you doing?”

Peter didn’t say anything. He stood up slowly, holding onto the sofa to support himself. His legs shook, and he took a few moments to steady himself before gingerly letting go of the sofa and standing on his own. He stumbled over to the work bench and leant against it, peering at what Tony was doing.

“You’re shaking, son” Tony said. “You should sit down”

“I’m fine here” Peter lied.

“Peter, do as you’re told, please”

Peter scowled but did so, admitting defeat. His legs hurt too much for him to be defiant.

“You know, you didn’t really talk much at the doctors, aside from your little sweary outburst” Tony said. “Can you talk to me a bit?”

“What about?”

“Everything. Anything” Tony said. “I’m worried about you. I think there’s something more than just the confusion of what happened going on with you”

“Mumma left too soon”

Tony sighed. “Maria was ill. You can’t really blame her for putting her first”

“No... But I’m still kinda sad about it. But I’m more sad about other things”

“Oh?”

“I want daddy” he picked up a nearby soldering iron, but when he held it poised, his grip suddenly slackened and it slipped in his hand so that he burnt his fingertips on the metal. “Ow!!”

“Peter! Oh, darling. You silly thing! Come on; let’s get that poor hand under the tap”

Tony picked Peter up and plonked him down next to the sink, sticking his hand under the cold tap.

“Ouch, looks like you’re gonna get a bit of a blister there” Tony sucked his breath. “Poor Peter... Oh sweetheart, are you crying?”

Peter turned his head away in a futile attempt to hide his tears.

“Oh Peter, sweetheart! Hey, it’s ok, don’t cry! We’ve all hurt ourselves down here before. Soldering irons hurt, I know. It’ll be better in a minute”

“I’m such an idiot..!”

“No you’re not! It was an accident, chick”

“It was just me being an idiot! My stupid hands don’t work properly anymore! I could even hold it!!”

“Oh honey. You’re still adjusting. Remember what the doctor said? You just need to give it a little bit of time and it’ll be back to normal. Kinda like how daddy was when he was in hospital”

“You’re hearing me but you’re not listening!” Peter whimpered. “No one’s listened to me properly since I got big again! I’m sick of it”

Tony put an arm round Peter’s shoulders. “I’m listening”

Peter just cried harder. “I’m sick of it! My hands won’t always grip properly and I keep dropping things and doing things wrong and I can’t do things properly, and my stupid legs keep giving out on me and I can’t walk for long and they get all shaky and they hurt so much sometimes, and I keep falling over and I have to hold onto things and then daddy won’t speak to me and you won’t let me near him and everyone keeps asking questions about the whole toddler thing and I don’t have the answers and I still don’t get what happened and I-”

“Hey, hey, slow down, chick” Tony said. “It’s ok”

“No it’s not!” Peter cried. “None of it is ok! I want my daddy!”

“Peter-”

“I WANT MY DADDY!” Peter howled.

Tony watched him for a moment, his heart thumping. This was all on Loki. He’d been doing his best since the reversal, but Peter asked after his other parent so much, and he needed him. He needed Loki’s side of the story, and more than that, he needed him to hug him. Slowly, Tony turned off the tap.

“Right, that’s it” he said, and he lifted Peter into his arms.

“What are you doing?”

“I’m taking you to see daddy”

-

Loki was sat on the bed, and it made him jump when the door opened. He looked at Tony, and at Peter, who was crying in his husbands arms.

“I’ll call you back” Loki said, and lowered his phone. “Anthony, this isn’t a good time”

“I don’t care. You’ve spent the last three days in here; you’ve had enough time on your own”

“What are you doing here?”

“Your son needs you”

“He’s got you”

“He wants YOU!” Tony sat down on the bed, Peter still cradled in his arms. “You’ve had your sulk-”

“I haven’t been sulking” Loki interrupted. “Go away; I’m busy”

Peter cried harder, clinging to Tony. He didn’t especially want him, but if Loki wasn’t going to pay attention to him, Tony was the best he had.

“Remember that first week, the way I acted? Well you’re getting really close to being that way yourself, and we can’t let that happen” Tony said. “Our little boy needs both of us, and right now, he really needs you. So sort yourself out and give him a cuddle”

Loki kept his mouth closed, and he didn’t move. Tony scowled and decided to try a different tactic.

“Peter’s hurt his hand, and he says his legs have been hurting, alongside that whole dexterity thing I told you about. Can you have a look at him?”

“What happened?”

“Soldering iron. I put his hand under the tap, but he’s upset about a whole bunch of stuff. He was asking after you”

“I thought you said the doctor said it would all sort itself out”

“Yeah, but he’d never told us about the pain. Loki please, just give him a cuddle. Look at him” he glanced down at Peter, nestled against him, whimpering softly. “He needs his daddy”

Loki slowly swung his legs off the bed and sat beside Tony, leaving just a small gap between them. Tony loosened his grip, and Peter sat up a little. He couldn’t quite bring himself to look at either men. Loki took a deep breath and put his hands under Peter’s arms. He paused a moment before pulling the boy onto his lap. Peter clung to Loki, burying his face in his chest and crying harder still when Loki wound his arms round him. Loki held him tight and rested his head against Peter’s.

“Daddy..! Daddy!”

“Hello, darling” he said gently. “Shush now”

Tony watched them, surprised at how readily Loki had hugged the boy. He’d expected much more resistance than this. He was hugging him properly too; not at all as though he was being forced. It was as though he needed him. It was like he’d been waiting for the right moment to do it.

-

Eventually Peter calmed down, and he sat back, holding Loki’s hand and snivelling.

“Are you sick?”

Loki looked at him. “What do you mean?”

“Dad wouldn’t let me near you, and you haven’t come anywhere near me. You’ve been working all the time, and you’ve been ignoring me”

Loki sighed. “I’m sorry. I’ve just been very mixed up and upset about what happened”

Peter looked at him. “What do you mean?”

He glanced at Tony for a moment before looking back at Loki. Loki stroked the boys hair gently.

“I won’t lie to you” he said. “I don’t think we should have turned you back”

Peter blinked at him. “You mean... you mean you wanted me to stay a toddler forever?”

Loki swallowed, and nodded. “You were so happy. You really deserved to be happy”

Peter looked at him for a moment. He looked at Tony. Tony nodded slightly.

“Daddy was quite... open and adamant about his wants and wishes. We were kinda on other sides of the table with this one, chick”

“I always want what’s best for you” Loki said. “You were so happy as a toddler. You didn’t have any troubles or anything to worry about or anything like that. You had a good life, and-”

“I’ve got a good life now” Peter said.

“You weren’t poorly as a toddler”

Peter didn’t know what to say to that, or what to think. What if Loki had had his way? He could still be a toddler. In fact, he could have been a toddler forever. And he never would have known any different.

“I didn’t remember being big while I was a toddler” Peter said. “But I remember all of being a toddler now that I’m me again”

Loki sighed. “I see”

“I think I’m gonna go and lay down for a bit”

He struggled off Loki’s lap and pushed himself to his feet. He wobbled and Loki grabbed his arm, steadying him.

“Ok?”

Peter clung to him, willing his legs to stop shaking. He tried to make them go stiff, and his right knee gave out and he fell. Fortunately he was standing close enough that he simply flopped against the bed instead of crashing to the floor.

“Woah there” Tony said, pulling Peter onto his lap. “Are you ok?”

“No” Peter burst into tears and buried his face in Tony’s chest. “I wanna go to bed!”

“Oh darling” Tony sighed. “Ok darling. I’ll take you”

-

Peter felt a bit better when he woke up. He sat up slowly. He looked round the room, focusing mostly on all of his kids things that were still there. He rubbed the backs of his aching knees and slowly stood up, tucking his rocket under his arm and clinging to the headboard for support. Once he was sure his legs would hold, he carefully made his way towards the door, utilising the furniture for support.

He found his parents in the kitchen, as expected.

“Hey kiddo” Tony said. “Do you want a drink? Kettle’s just boiled”

Peter shook his head.

“Do you wanna sit down? You’re all shaky”

Peter nodded and went over to them, sitting in his usual seat beside Loki at the breakfast bar. Loki took his hand. Peter didn’t pull away, but he held tighter to his rocket.

“I know it’s a shock for you. Maybe you should talk to Steve. He’ll probably understand better than the rest of us” Loki said.

Peter looked at Tony. “My legs hurt”

“They’re still shaking, aren’t they?”

Peter nodded. “What if they never get better?”

“They will. You’ve just gotta adjust a bit first”

“It’s been like, three days, dad” Peter said sadly. “What happened? I mean, my powers...”

“Sweetheart, your healing powers have been a bit, uh, well, a bit less effective ever since the accident. Plus, I don’t think it’s really an injury; just that your body has had a bit of a shock”

“But I could walk and do stuff alright when I was a toddler, right?”

“As well as any other toddler, yeah. I guess turning back is a little different”

“Did all the others get this problem?”

Tony shrugged. “I’ve not really looked into it. I don’t think they really said much about the physical side in their interviews”

“Where does it hurt?” Loki asked.

“Mainly the backs of my knees” Peter said. “It’s really bad sometimes, especially like, if I’ve been kneeling”

“And the shaking?”

“It usually stops when I’m sat down. My knees keep giving out too”

“You should have told the doctor about it” Loki said.

“Um, well, I was cross. I didn’t really feel like talking, especially after I got told off”

“Yes, I was told about what you said to him”

“When are you next at work?”

“I don’t know” Loki said. “I haven’t scheduled anything yet”

“When are you getting a new motorbike?”

“I don’t know”

“Were you really gonna keep me as a toddler?”

“I wanted to” Loki said. “I thought it was the best option. You had a good life, you were happy, you were healthy, and I thought it was best to keep you that way. Unfortunately I was the only one who did”

Peter looked at Tony. “Is that why I was the last to get changed back?”

Tony nodded. “We had a bit of a fight about it. Well, uh, quite a big one. It took us a while to get to a point where daddy would let us use the reversal on you. And even then, he tried to stop it at the last minute”

“It still doesn’t feel right”

Peter looked at him. “You preferred me as a toddler, didn’t you?”

“We could have given you a better life as a toddler”

“It’s because of my PTSD and stuff, isn’t it?”

Loki paused, and then he had to nod. “In part, yes”

“Can we go and watch a film?”

Loki blinked a bit. “At the pictures?”

“No, just here. Please?”

Loki looked at Tony. Tony smiled at him.

“I think I know a good one to watch”

-

Tony put on Bolt. Peter started off curled up at his side with his rocket, but somewhere along the way, he ended up on Loki’s lap. Loki cradled him close and closed his eyes.

At first he thought about all of the time he’d spent with little Peter, and how close he’d felt to him. After a while he shook his head slightly and tried to shift his thoughts. He held Peter tighter, feeling his skin and touching his soft hair. He thought about the first time he met him. He thought about everything that had happened that first summer, and how hot and cold they’d been with each other. He thought about everything that happened afterwards, in the years that followed. He thought about how close he’d grown to Peter, and how their friendship had stabilised, and he’d grown to think of him as a son. He thought about everything that happened after they lost May. He thought about the first time he’d been called dad. He thought about the adoption. He thought about everything in between, all those nice evenings and holiday moments and conversations. He thought about watching him compete and seeing him in his spiderman suit and reading to him and soothing his nightmares and listening to his problems. He thought about all the times he’d turned up to A&E to find him, and how scared he’d been. He thought about all the times he’d stayed up all night to look after him when he was sick. He thought about cooking for him and holding him close and tending his wounds and kissing his nose and wiping the tears from his face.

“I love you, darling” he said softly.

Peter tore his eyes away from the telly and looked at Loki. Loki opened his eyes and looked at Peter.

“I’m sorry”

“You’re stuck with the regular me” Peter said.

Loki kissed him on the cheek. “I love you”

“I love you too”

Tony smiled, watching them.

“Anyway, you’ll have a toddler again at some point” Peter said.

“What do you mean?”

“The three-person baby” Peter said. “That’s not gonna be a baby forever”

“Oh yes...” Loki said. “Let’s not talk about that right now. I want to focus on you. You’re my baby boy. Nothing’s going to change that. We’ll work everything out”

“I get what you wanted from keeping me little” Peter said. “Dad once told me that people who think they’re right when they’re wrong are dangerous. But people always just do what they think is right, right?”

“I always want to do right by you”

“I was happy as a toddler, but I’m happy now too” Peter said. “Well, not right at this exact minute, but like, before I got turned into a baby. Even though I’ve got the PTSD and all that stuff. Still happy. You have done right by me. We’re happy, right? We’ve got a good life, haven’t we? Even after everything that happened with May and all the stuff after that?”

Loki looked at Tony.

“Don’t look at me” Tony said. “He asked you”

Loki looked back at Peter. “You didn’t have nightmares when you were a toddler. You’ve had one every night since you were changed back”

“I had a nightmare every night when we went on holiday with Liz and Flo too” Peter said. “I still had a great time. I have nightmares for no reason all the time”

“And why do you think that is?”

Peter scowled at him. “I used to have nightmares before the accident too, you know. Not as much, granted, but still”

“Mmm”

“I am happy the way I am. I know horrible things happened before, but so what? Horrible things happened to you, too, and you’re still happy with your life, aren’t you?”

“Well, yes, but-”

“So why do you think I can’t be happy just because of my past? Dad’s happy despite everything too”

“I suppose he is”

Peter buried his face in Loki’s chest, nuzzling into him. “I’m still yours. I’ve been yours this way, way more than I was as a toddler. Nothing’s gonna change that either”

“You’re far too serious for such a little boy” Loki said. “I adore you whether you’re a toddler or a teenager. But I stand by what I said, and I still feel like I’ve lost something by turning you back”

“Well, for what it’s worth, I feel like I’ve lost stuff too. I wasn’t me for four months really” Peter said. “I didn’t remember anything from being big. So I was just tiny Peter instead of like, you know, me. But now I remember everything again, and I remember being little, but it’s weird. Most people who remember being three, it’s distant, right? Whereas I have toddler memories from last week. I’m still getting my head round it all. It’s weird”

Loki kissed him firmly on the cheek. “I can only imagine”

“A bunch of my baby stuff is still around”

“I haven’t gotten round to putting things away yet” Tony said. “We could sort it out together. We should get a charity box sorted”

Peter looked at him. “I don’t wanna give my stuff away! I love all these toys and stuff. I’ve still been playing with some stuff these last few days”

“Have you?” Loki said.

“Yeah, he has” Tony said. He sighed. “Peter, sweetheart, I get it, I really do - whether you want to believe me or not. But there’s no reason for you to keep everything. All your little artworks and stuff, yeah, we can box and keep those. But the clothes? Those have definitely gotta go to charity. It’s not like you can wear any of that stuff again. As for the rest of it, all your toys and stuff, uh... Look, darling. We’ll sort it out together”

“I like all my toys”

“Bambino” Tony sighed. “Ok, chick. Look, my love, I’m not going to force you to give away anything. But I still think we should sit down and go through everything together. After that, if you decide there’s anything you wanna give away, we can stick it in the charity bag. But it’s all up to you. Ok?”

Peter nodded slowly. He might still be getting his head round having been turned into a toddler, but somehow he didn’t feel ready to let go of it. Not yet. Not until he understood.

*

[sims-psycho]

I’m pretty sure I already asked you the hella cute questions for Billie 🤔 So odds for Luna and evens for Kit! 💕

ok, so, this took me so. fucking. long. but I love you for it cuz I’m shit at char development so thANK YOU FOR ASKING ANGEL!!! ♡ ♡  

1. Who was the last person you held hands with? ~ Kane of course

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? ~ I know this probably isn’t what you mean, but I have a meeting with the drama teacher at college today to see if I can help with the costume design for the musical and I’m pretty excited *smiles*

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? ~ I know he would because he may or may not have had to in the past *blushes*

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? ~ Yes, me and Kane are really good

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? ~ Depends on who it’s with

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? ~ ‘Yeah sure, do you need anything else?’ to my mum, she wants me to grab some stuff from the shop on my way home

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair? ~ My hair gets really tangled so not really

15. What good thing happened this summer? ~ summers not over yet! *giggles*

17. Do you think there is life on other planets? ~ Absolutely, even if it’s just a shred of bacteria, the universe is to extensive for use to the be the only ones

19. Do you like bubble baths? ~ Ooo, yes, a lot *laughs*

21. What are you bad habits? ~ I’m a bit of a workaholic, so I guess that’s sort of a bad habit

23. Do you have trust issues? ~ I don’t think so, thankfully

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? ~ My nose is really wide and, yeah i know it’s silly but everyone has their insecurities i guess

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? ~ Not at all, I love my skin tone and my heritage

29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up? ~ I’ve only really been with Kane

31. If your hair long enough for a ponytail? ~ I guess, but it’s not really ‘long’ more just big

33. Spell your name with your chin. ~ ,ljna *giggles* I tried

35. Would you rather live without TV or music? ~ As much as I love a good Netflix binge I’d have to say TV, music is just so good in so many different situations

37. What do you say during awkward silences? ~ Depends on the situation, but I normally try and say something positive, if not that I just stay quiet

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? ~ I only really buy second hand clothes, or I make them so I don’t really know

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? ~ Yes, the core of someone never changes, but how they view the world does

43. Do you smile at strangers? ~ Sometimes *smiles*

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? ~ I guess I just always have stuff to do

47. Have you ever been high? ~ Maybe….*looks sus*

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? ~ Yes *looks uncomfortable*

51. Ever wished you were someone else? ~ When I was a young teen, but I don’t think that’s that unusual

53. Favourite makeup brand? ~ Milk makeup

55. Favourite blog? ~ n/a

57. Favourite food? ~ Any kind of caribbean food my mum makes

59. First thing you ate this morning? ~ Crumpets *cute smile*

61. Been suspended/expelled? For what? ~ Omg never, that would be the end of my life right now

63. Ever been in love? ~ I am right now *blushes*

65. Are you hungry right now? ~ Not really

67. Facebook or Twitter? ~ Facebook

69. Are you watching tv right now? ~ How did you know!? *looks shocked* I’m halfway through sex education and it’s hilarious *giggles*

71. Craving something? What? ~ I could always eat dark chocolate, it’s my favourite

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? ~ Yeah…..my little bunny *blushes*

75. Favourite animal? ~ I like deers,  just think they’re really elegant

77. Chocolate or Vanilla? ~ Vanilla

79. What colour shirt are you wearing? ~ It’s like a pinky red sort of colour

81. Favourite tv show? ~ I really love Killing Eve

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2? ~ Who even likes mean girls 2!? *scoffs and laughs*

85. Favourite character from Mean Girls? ~ Gretchen *giggles*

87. First person you talked to today? ~ My mum

89. Name a person you hate? ~ I don’t think I really hate anyone

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? ~ No!!

93. How many sweatpants do you have? ~ Only a couple pairs, and I only wear them in the house

95. Last movie you watched? ~ Me and the gang watched birdbox last weekend, it was really creepy

97. Favourite actor? ~ I don’t think I have one

99. Have any pets? ~ We have a cat called Beanie, technically she’s my mums cat but she’s also kinda the family cat *smiles*

101. Do you type fast? ~ Oh yeah, it’s like fire comes off my fingers *laughs*

103. Can you spell well? ~ Uhh, yeah *smirks*

105. Ever been to a bonfire party? ~ I’ve been to a bbq party with family, but I don’t think thats the same *giggles*

107. Have you ever been on a horse? ~ Yeah, me and my sisters used to go to a horse riding club when we were little *smiles*

109. Is something irritating you right now? ~ Nope

111. Do you have trust issues? ~ No, I don’t have any reason to distrust anyone I know

113. What was your childhood nickname? ~ Little moon, or sometimes just lune

115. Do you play the Wii? ~ Me and my sisters used to play the super mario wii all the time when we were kids *smiles*

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup? ~ Yeah, it’s alright

119. Favourite book? ~ The Art of Faminisim

121. Are you mean? ~ I….I don’t think so

123. Can you keep white shoes clean? ~ Can anyone? *laughs*

125. Do you believe in true love? ~ Yeah, I think I do

127. What makes you happy? ~ Luckily, a lot. Off the top of my head, my family and friends, Kane, fashion and art and music and good food and a lot of other things *smiles sweetly*

129. What your zodiac sign? ~ Cancer

131. Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? ~ Be incredibly confused because Eli’s gay *laughs*

133. Favourite lyrics right now? ~ “You and I, wide awake / With the sky falling down / As we wait for the morning / Is there a place in the stars / Where the sky goes to sleep? / We got no way of knowing” Feel by Jacob Collier and Lianne La Havas

135. Dumbest lie you ever told? ~ Oh I can’t remember, I’ve probably told some dumb ones to my parents when I was younger though

137. How tall are you? ~ 5′7

139. Brunette or Blonde? ~ My hair is brown

141. Night or Day? ~ Day

143. Are you a vegetarian? ~ No, but I wouldn’t say I’m a huge meat eater either

145. Tea or Coffee? ~ Tea, I have lots of herbal teas that I drink depending on my mood *smiles*

147. Mars or Snickers? ~ Ooo, snickers

149. Do you believe in ghosts? ~ Yes, sadly it happens to unrested spirits *lowers head*

2. Are you outgoing or shy? ~ I’m super outgoing dude *laughs*

4. Are you easy to get along with? ~ I’m so chill, what are you sayin, of course *winks*

6. What kind of people are you attracted to? ~ Oh man, anyone who’s fit straight off, but people who are just ‘out there’ y’know

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? ~ I saw a spunk on the beach last night, she disappeared before I could introduce myself

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? ~ Kasper, he lectures me all the time

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? ~ Ooh, that’s a toughie, uhhh, Cake by the Ocean, Funky Duck, Feels Like Summer, Andromeda aaanddd…..Wonderwall *laughs*

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? ~ Sure, why not *chuckles* a lot of crazy shit happens everyday man

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? ~ No joke, don’t know the last person I kissed, oops *laughs, embarrassed*

18. Do you still talk to your first crush? ~ Nah

20. Do you like your neighbors? ~ They’re a’ight. They don’t really leave there place though

22. Where would you like to travel? ~ I dunno, I’ve been to a lot of places, don’t really know where I want to go next

24. Favorite part of your daily routine? ~ I normally skate to the cafe Billie works at most mornings and grab a smoothie

26. What do you do when you wake up? ~ Jerk off *smirks*

28. Who are you most comfortable around? ~ Andie for sure, she sucks a lot sometimes, but she’s my sister and no one really gets me like she does

30. Do you ever want to get married? ~ Meh, maybe someday, but not for a loooooonggg time *chuckles*

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with? ~ you have no idea how happy I am i got this question *laughs cheekily* Chris Hemsworth and Cara Delevingne, I wouldn’t need to get any for like a year if that happned *laughs*

34. Do you play sports? What sports? ~ I surf and skate a lot, it’s kind of all I do tbh, me and Kas box together sometimes too

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? ~ Yup *smirks*

38. Describe your dream girl/guy? ~ Someone adventurous and confident who can put me in my place *winks*

40. What do you want to do after high school? ~ Man, no one has asked me about school in like, 40 years *laughs*

42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? ~ I’m never quiet *smirks*

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean? ~ Defo bottom of the ocean, I bet theres a lot of my shit down there *laughs*

46. What are you paranoid about? ~ I dunno, sometimes I freak out because the government is fucking up our planet and shit but Maya always tells me one day we’ll be the ones pulling the strings and it makes me feel alright

48. Have you ever been drunk? ~ *laughs* oh yeah

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore? ~ Pink i think *chuckles*

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? ~ I’m perfect, what are you saying *smiles cheekily*

54. Favourite store? ~ Theres this tiny sakte shop across town that sell all sorts of cool shit

56. Favourite colour? ~ Like a greeny-blue kinda colour

58. Last thing you ate? ~ I think like an apple or something

60. Ever won a competition? For what? ~ I’ve won a fair few surf competitions in my time *smirks*

62. Been arrested? For what? ~ I know have, but I can’t remember what for, hasn’t happened in a while, I’m obviously not trying hard enough *winks*

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss? ~ pashed my p.e teacher in the kit room, that shit was hot *smirks cheekily*

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? ~ n/a

68. Twitter or Tumblr? ~ Twitter

70. Names of your bestfriends? ~ Andie, Kapser, Teegs, Erik, Maya and Max. I’ve got some friends back in Oz but I haven’t seen them in forever

72. What colour are your towels? ~ Black, cuz we emo in my house *laughs*

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? ~ None, i got this scraggly monkey thing that hangs from my rear view mirror in my car though *chuckles*

76. What colour is your underwear? ~ You wanna take a look yourself darlin’? *winks and smiles cheekily*

78. Favourite ice cream flavour? ~ All of them, I fucking dig ice cream so much, especially ben n jerry

80. What colour pants? ~ You really into my clothes aren’t you *smirks* I got green trunks on

82. Favourite movie? ~ The original Alien is fun

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street? ~ 21 jump street defo, although I did like mean girls waay more than I thought I would when I saw it

86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo? ~ Shiiiit, I fucking loved that film, haven’t seen it in years though, whats the turtle called again? You know the really stoned one? *laughs* yeah him, or the shark

88. Last person you talked to today? ~ Kasper, I think

90. Name a person you love? ~ Getting all sappy now are we *smirks* want me to say you? I can if you want babe *winks*

92. In a fight with someone? ~ Nah, don’t take a lot to get me there though *smirks*

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have? ~ A fucking lot *laughs*

96. Favourite actress? ~ Margot Robbie is hot as fuck *smirks*

98. Do you tan a lot? ~ I’m tan 24/7 bby *chuckles*

100. How are you feeling? ~ High as fuck *laughs*

102. Do you regret anything from your past? ~ Yeah, but I try not to think about it, live in the moment and shit

104. Do you miss anyone from your past? ~ Sometimes, but I normally forget about it within a couple of mins

106. Ever broken someone’s heart? ~ Ahhh probably, have you seen me, how could I not *winks*

108. What should you be doing? ~ Fuck all *laughs*

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? ~ Fuuuck, yeaaaaah

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? ~ I don’t cry around people….I don’t really cry at all tbh

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? ~ I’ve been all over the world darlin’ *smirks* I’m a cultured guy *chuckles*

116. Are you listening to music right now? ~ I’m in a cafe and theres music playing so yeah

118. Do you like Chinese food? ~ I like all food

120. Are you afraid of the dark? ~ Haha, I do most of my wirk in the dark so I fucking hope not *laughs*

122. Is cheating ever okay? ~ No, unless your girl or guy cheated first, then it’s just payback

124. Do you believe in love at first sight? ~ Yeah, I’ve seen it happen

126. Are you currently bored? ~ Nah, you’re very entertaining *smiles cheekily*

128. Would you change your name? ~ Nah, my name’s alright

130. Do you like subway? ~ Not really, I don’t eat a lot of fast food

132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? ~ Kasper I think

134. Can you count to one million? ~ I Have to to count the reasons why you and me would make a cute couple *winks and then laughs*

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? ~ Closed, who the fuck leaves it open!?

138. Curly or Straight hair? ~ My hair is kinda wavey, and on other people i like all types, I don’t descriminate *smirks*

140. Summer or Winter? ~ Summer!

142. Favourite month? ~ June duh, it’s my birthday month

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? ~ yes *laughs*

146. Was today a good day? ~ It was a’ight

148. What’s your favourite quote? ~ Maya and Erik spurt some educational shit at me all the time but fuck do I have a ‘favourite quote’ *laughs*

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page? ~ the closest book to me right now is in the library across town so no way mate *chuckles

[gameguides]

Dark Nights Walkthrough & Guide

Welcome to our Dark Nights Walkthrough & Guide. This guide will show you step-by-step walkthrough, including where to save. We know that there are people who have a hard time finishing the Dark Nights game. If you are one of those who find it difficult to finish the game, let's take you to our Dark Nights guide. #DarkNights

Dark Nights Walkthrough & Guide

This guide will show you step-by-step walkthrough, including where to save. Kurato Route

-Guest room -The living room -Save 1 -Investigate the noise -Save 2 -Offer my help -Grab the gun -Talk with her -Save 3 -Blace, maybe? -Come up with an excuse -before time runs out "Go up" (Achievement 29. Man in the Black) - Save 4 -Let it be Kaichi -Stay idle -Inspect your desk You have received Romantic End and achievement 15. Sugar, spice and everything is nice -Load "Save 4" -I hope it is Blace -Try confusing him -Inspect the chalkboard -Flip page 144 You have received Normal End and achievement 16. Beauty and the Bunny -Load "Save 2" -Investigate the noise -Kick him. You have received Death End 1 and achievement 13. Lame Death End -Load "Save 3" -Both, i guess (Achievement 28. Sorry, they are just side characters) -Tell him he shouldn't go this way -Let time run out -I hope it is Blace -Grab his sleeve You have received Death End 2 and achievement 14. Starting over for some reason Dark Nights Zeikun Route Walkthrough

-Go left -Save 5 -Stay home -About those who have gone missing -Don’t chase after it (U got: 19.Unintentional Seducion) -Report it -Something is on my mind -Go study -Find documents for research -Save 6 -Before time is up "Right" -Before time is up "Left" -Before time is up "Right" (U got: 17. Survived the Walking Dead) -Hold Zeikun back -I’ll wait here -Drag him out -Save 7 -Yes, if many lives are saved. You have received Romantic End and achievement 7.A new religion -Load "Save 7" -No, I wouldn't do that. You have received Normal End and achievement 8.They're all gone -Load "Save 6" -Let time run out You have received Death End 1 and achievement 5. Hero with an umbrella -Load "Save 7" -Haha, that’s a silly question You have received Death End 2 and achievement 6.Haha, isn't sacrifice silly? Sachiro Route

-We should go during the day. -Admit to being scared. -Ask what he would like. -Save 8 -Tell Sachiro what I found. -Leave him alone. -Try to save Sachiro. -Save 9 -No -Yes -Duh, of course. -Tell him what you’ve experienced. -Lioji (U got too: 25.What's with the all horror in this route?) -Save 10 -…pull this thing off myself. -Do not look (U got: 26.Too much steam for today.) -It could have turned out better You have received Romantic End and achievement 11.Will u take the white or black rose? -Load "Save 8" -Ignore it. -Study with him. -Do nothing. -No -Yes -Duh, of course. -Keep it for yourself. -Ikuya (She has such a nice house. :) -...beg Sachiro for help. -Take a look. -Forget what happened. You have received Normal End and achievement 12. We part again after this anyway lol -Load "Save 9" -Yes -Yes -Maybe... You have received Death End 1 and achievement 9.I should have lied -Load "Save 10" -...pull Sachiro scarf. You have received Death End 2 and achievement 10.No face. Junoru Route

-Take his word -I want to know him better. -Save 11 -Where do you live? -It’s too dangerous. -He can take care of himself. (U got: 22.Opening theme Piano ver.) -Kick him. (U got: 23. Always violent) -Help him by himself. -You shouldn’t take revenge. -Save 12 -Kill me then! -Tell him the truth. -I’m sorry you’ve gone so through much. -Save 13 -I need to stop them. You have received Romantic End and achievement 3. Lonely girl meets loney guy -Load "Save 11" -Do you have any sibiling? -What if someting happens to you? (U got: 24.Complicated Siblings) -Make sure is he aright. -Do nothing. -Help him by himself. -You should take revenge for your brother. -Kill me then! -Agree to his request. -Nevermind. (U got: 24. Scrapped story draf) You have received Normal End and achievement 4. Is this a NORMAL ending??? -Load "Save 12" -Ju, run! You have received Death End 1 and achievement 1. Not like Romeo and Juliet -Load "Save 13" -I should not interfere. You have received Death End 2 and achievement 2. I SAW it coming. Other Achievements

-Load "Save 1" -Stay in Bed Continue to the next selection to unlock all illustrations and learn more about the stories You have Achievement 27.Going for safe option -Load "Save 5" -Go to the library. -Why are u wearing a gasmask? (U got:18.The smell of death ) -Chase after it -Report it -Something is on my mind -Go study -Look for personal belongings -Before time is up "Right" -Before time is up "Left" -Before time is up "Right" -Hold Chain back -I want to go with you -Yell at him -Go to the moment you unlock the achievement You have Achievement 20.This is so cute Read the full article

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Nct as Older Brothers

Request: heyy! can you please make reaction for 127 when they are protective brothers and their sister is going out in really revealing clothes? thank you!!!!!

A/N: i decided to do this as a “__ as an older brother” for all the members like the vampire & werewolf one!! it’s only a brief outline of how they are so do request again if you want a detailed/longer post for the specified member!

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Taeil:

most of the the he’s nice and really easy going

but you know when he has his random outbursts

it gets w i l d

cracks really bad jokes

and when you don’t laugh at them he gives this expression

like he’s been betrayed

but he’s so nice he’s willing to buy you gifts and anything you ask

protective and can get really aggressive if anyone hurts or threatens you

introduces you to the other boys but regrets it eventually

most of the time he’s just easy to talk to and be with

Hansol:

seems to be in his own world most of the time

doesnt talk much but is always willing to listen to you

he only speaks up when he needs to,

especially if it concerns you or your wellbeing

can be playful too when he’s in a happy mood

like how he always hides your phone when you’re not noticing

but ends up failing because he cant keep a straight face

smiles at you a lot because he’s a proud brother

Johnny:

funniest person on earth

when he sees that you’re upset he’d try his best to cheer you up

and if he could he’d try to solve your problems

always ask about you and how you’re doing

really caring and loving

also probably loves attacking you with headlocks

really really protective

like that one time he followed you around while you were going out

which actually scared you because you thought he was a stalker

but he’s really encouraging so

Taeyong:

your mother 2.0

just when you thought you had enough of your parents’ nagging

here comes taeyong

would nag at you and tell you to do the right things

‘lectures’ could go as long as an hour

to others he seems all cold and intimidating

but you know best he’s the softest person on earth

would confide in you with his problems, and you’d do the same too

very protective over anything that concerns you

clings and begs to follow whenever you go on dates

ends up scaring off your partner

but like johnny’s he’s always supportive od your decisions

Yuta:

teasing 24/7

calls you many names

probably roasting sessions occur a lot between the both of you

“DON’T get close to any of the members, they’re all e v i l, except for winwin-”

but truth is he just wants to set you up with winwin

which you dont mind

treats you like a child and gets really protective over you

extremely protective

like that one time he almost beat someone up for harrassing you

but he often shows his concern and love for you so

Kun:

very understanding & nice

takes care of you a lot

in his eyes you’re still a small child

introduces you to winwin because he trusts him the most

shows his love and concern through actions instead of words

like that one time you fell sick and your parents were away,

he skipped school just to take care of you

jokes around occasionally

really laidback

Doyoung:

acts like he’s done with you 24/7

probably calls you annoying

nags a lot too, like taeyong

probably even more than your parents

when you call him a bunny he gets really irritated

“shut up don’t forget we’re siblings you look like a bunny too”

but can be really fun to be with too

prays that you never become friends with the other members

and gets disappointed and mad when he sees you texting taeyong one day

but deep inside he’s glad you’re able to get along well with his friends

spoils you with gifts and meals

extremely protective too

Ten:

two of you together = unstoppable fun

makes you do silly dances with him

and back when you were younger yall would just take random videos of them

somehow seems to have endless suggestions on how to spend time together

probably wakes you up at 2am in the morning just to tell you random & weird facts

isn’t really that protective because he’s so friendly he’s friends with your friends too

but when he needs to he can be really serious and will do anything to protect you

Jaehyun:

more like your friend tbh

you can talk to him about anything & everything

really supportive of you since young

he’d stand up for you

and when your parents scold you he’s always there to comfort you

introduces the members to you

and encourages you to become closer to them

because he trusts them

takes care of you really well too

your safety and health > anything else

WinWin:

would randomly text you new korean words or phrases he learnt

“im texting you so i wont forget just ignore me”

but at least 15 messages come in and you have to ask him to stop

treats you to ice cream

but when it comes to you treating him he suddenly becomes the sweetest person

would join you for your crazy days

doesnt show it but he’s actually really protective

lowkey doesnt want you to get too close to the members

especially yuta because he’s always flirting

but he also doesnt mind because he knows they wont hurt you

Mark:

full post here!

Renjun:

like kun, another sweet heart

but sometimes when he’s in a playful mood he can get really aggressive

like how he always ‘chokes’ jisung and push chenle

but dont worry he still makes sure he wont hurt you

loves attacking you with tickles

he loves teasing you and making you laugh

but when you need help he’s more than willing to give you any advice

probably also teaches you korean even when you dont ask

still treats you like a baby

protective over you too but doesnt show and say it that much

Haechan:

loads and loads of fun

e n d l e s s

and he loves teasing you

probably spends his time trying to find ways to prank you

but you’re so used to it you’re not affected anymore

but he’s really protective tho

“only i can make fun my sister, anyone else who does so can fight me”

calls you annoying when he’s two times more worst

but at times he can be really sweet and nice, helping you with your laundry and chores

best brother tbh

full post here

Jeno:

full post here!

Jaemin:

full post here!

Chenle:

oh no

very very loud

“Y/NNNNNNNNNN”

↑ every single time he sees you

hypes you up a lot and is really supportive!!

probably still argues with you over food

calls you a baby but he’s the one who acts like one

but he loves buying you gifts

and he likes it that you get along well with the other members

is always laughing and smiling

so he’s there to brighten up your day no matter what

Jisung:

s a v a g e

orders you around and asks you to do things but flinches when he sees an insect

“oMG Y/N HELP ME”

really playful

rejects endlessly when you suggest having yaja time

but despite all that he’s actually very understanding

like he’s never ever got mad at you? not even once

funny how he tries his best protect you

but the other members protect him even more

overall he’s really mischievous but can be really sweet!!

[brightephemera]

Every question on the writer meme

Whee!!

Things that haven’t yet been covered:

1) is there a story you’re holding off on writing for some reason?

Most of my original projects? James and the Shadow Buyer, prequel to Rimblyshivers, is the worst. I dream of publication and it just paralyzes me. It's less than a third done and stagnated.

2) what work of yours, if any, are you the most embarrassed about existing?

If I could scrub the Sword of Mercy AU from my mind...

See, in SWTOR, Darth Baras doesn’t care who dies in his organization and he loves control, so the Castellan restraints would be like candy to him. Delicious candy to be distributed liberally and who cares if somebody’s brain accidentally melts in the process. Who would be the day-to-day handler for a Sith Warrior? Only one choice there. And you know, the Sword of Mercy, named for a weapon that is shown as broken in common iconography, was the darkest, creepiest, most awful thing I ever wrote. I removed it from the forums, it was so bad. Ugh. That taught me not to follow every fluff bunny I meet.

There is a four-sentence passage from that story seared into my brain. I will never put it to paper or pixel.

4) favorite character you’ve written

By numbers alone it’s got to be Wynston. He puts a spin on my demons, never stays beaten, and generally tries to improve the galaxy. My shameless original-setting crush is Gregorin Draconis, who is still waiting for me to finish his book. He’s arrogant, principled, stubborn, scholarly, incredibly passionate and yet mostly misunderstood due in part to his pastime as a serial killer. Oh, so it’s cool when the Count of Monte Christo does it, but arrange a few accidents yourself and suddenly you’re a bad guy. He’s a political firebrand and yet also such a nerd in his field of study.

6) something you would go back and change in your writing that it’s too late/complicated to change now

Ugh. The existence of LGBT+ characters? At all? I blame the fact that I was writing in a strictly cis het universe but I really could’ve done better.

7) when asked, are you embarrassed or enthusiastic to tell people that you write?

Embarrassed. I feel like I ought to have something more than fanfic to show or else I’m not really a writer.

8) favorite genre to write

By numbers? Space opera. By settings clamoring to be told? Fantasy, ranging from ~500s Mississippean culture to ~1890 railroad age.

10) write in silence or with background noise? with people or alone?

Silence. I get anxious if I can’t hear my surroundings. I have always written alone.

11) what aspect of your writing do you think has most improved since you started writing?

I think my descriptions are much more natural as I’ve grown out of the five-dollar-word syndrome (boy, high-school-me was a millionaire).

12) your weaknesses as an author

If I knew them well I would fix them. I’m bad at action and very bad at interstitial scenes that develop the story without being emotional meltdowns. (Boy, do I love me some emotional meltdowns.) I also mostly write people like me, despite my best efforts.

14) do you make playlists for your current wips?

Not really, no. My characters and stories are lucky to get one thematic song.

17) if you could give your fledgling author self any advice, what would it be?

Serialize your work. Post your original fic online. Learn to love your story. Learn to trust that once you’ve got the hang of it, then you can worry about being publishable. Just...start.

18) were there any works you read that affected you so much that it influenced your writing style? what were they?

Terry Pratchett and Douglas Adams both hugely impacted my sense of humor and dispelled my fear that a silly tone can’t handle a high impulse.

19) when it comes to more complicated narratives, how do you keep track of outlines, characters, development, timeline, ect.?

Spreadsheets. Reference pages. My own brain.

20) do you write in long sit-down sessions or in little spurts?

Yes.

21) what do you think when you read over your older work?

Wow, I really liked this. (I’m insufferable.)

22) are there any subjects that make you uncomfortable to write?

Graphic sex. Graphic violence. Political diatribes. Anything having to do with race and gender that aren’t me.

23) any obscure life experiences that you feel have helped your writing?

I could not have written Wynston without my favorite ex. I can’t really go into details.

24) have you ever become an expert on something you previously knew nothing about, in order to better a scene or a story?

I’m no expert, but I know more about Mississippian cultures now than I did ten years ago.

[whitefanggurl]

"Hockey Games" Casey Jones x Reader

TMNT 2k12

You sighed and rubbed your eyes. Glancing at the clock, you saw that it was nearly one in the morning.

‘Why do they give us so much homework?’

You slowly got up and stretched before heading over to the fire escape to climb up on to the roof.

It was one of those rare nights that the stars could actually be seen through the light pollution the city gave off.

You opened a nearby vent that you had stashed away some items in and wrapped the fluffy blanket around yourself, then grabbed the bag of chocolates to munch on.

You sat there for a while, singing to yourself as the stars beamed down at you from the sky.

Until you heard a big commotion from the other side of the building.

Grabbing the baseball bat that was in the vent, you slowly stalked over to peek over the edge of the building into the alleyway below.

There was a teen in hockey gear and roller-skates attempting to beat up the feared gang of Purple Dragons.

You sighed and headed down the fire escape. There were a few rocks so you took them in your palms and crouched down behind the bars, waiting for the perfect time to strike.

The boy raised his hockey stick, “I don’t want to hurt you guys,” then he paused and chuckled, “Never mind. I lied.”

You saw one creeping up on him from behind and quickly chucked the rock at the gang member’s head.

His eye widened but he quickly slumped onto the ground.

Hockey boy looked behind him in surprise then tried to find who threw the rock, but was rudely interrupted by the other guys tackling him.

This dude obviously needed help, so you decided to throw the rest of the rocks at the pile and distract them so he could gather his bearings.

You gripped the baseball bat tighter and jumped down from the ladder. The guys were still focused on the teen, so you made sure to make your presence known.

Creeping up behind one of the guys, you whacked him as hard as you could in the head with the bat.

He dropped instantly, unconscious and possibly in a coma now.

Everyone stopped and turned to you in surprise.

You grinned and waved, “Hey, you guys were getting on my nerves so I wanted to shut you up. Nice to meet ya.”

Two gang members rushed at you, but you quickly swung the bat and knocked them back, “I dare ya to try and hurt me.” You sang.

The teen stood back-to-back with you, “You’ve got spunk! I like it!” He exclaimed while hitting a hockey puck at the group, “You’re definitely metal enough to hang with the awesome Casey Jones!”

You stopped with a frown,”Casey Jones, as in the immature weirdo who keeps trying to hit me in the head with pieces of paper in Science class?”

“The one and only!”

“I hate you.”

“Oh.”

You grumbled under your breath and knocked the last guy out, “Well, I’d like to say this has been fun, but I’ve got English homework to finish, so...”

He flipped up the mask and grimaced, “We had English homework?”

You shrugged, “I’m not in your English class, but you probably did.”

“Crud,” Casey picked up a puck and sighed, "This one was my favorite too."

"Are you even listening?"

"Will you go to my next hockey game, darling?"

Your jaw dropped, "Are you kidding me?"

Casey grinned, revealing his missing teeth, "Nope."

Crossing your arms across your chest, you turned away your head with a huff to hide the blush, "Do you even know my name?"

"(Y/N) (M/N) (L/N). Your favorite subject is (F/S). You are a (cat/dog) person and your favorite color is (F/C). And your birthday is (birthday)."

You gritted your teeth, "Maybe you do know some stuff. But why ask me now? Aren't you dating that red head girl?"

He frowned, "Why does everyone think I'm dating April?"

"Because you hang out with her 24/7?"

"Oh. That makes sense," He scratched the back of his neck, "But, ah, I've kinda been crushing on you since the second grade, so.... yeah."

Your blush deepened, "Second grade, huh? Well, I might have been crushing on you too for a while..."

"So you'll come?"

"Out on a date with you to a hockey game? Why not?"

Casey smirked and kissed your cheek, then put his mask back on with a wink, "Then I'll be seeing you around, beautiful." And skated off down the alley, "Nice pajamas by the way!"

You froze and slowly looked down at yourself. Of course you chose tonight to wear the fuzzy bunny slippers, cookie monster shirt, and kawaii sushi pants.

(You are in your senior year in this time skip, and you and Casey have your first kiss :D)

You watched Casey shoot the winning goal with a grin stretching your lips.

As the crowd went wild, you ran down to the side of the rink where his team was celebrating.

He immediately spotted you, skated over, and lifted you over the rink's wall, spinning you around.

You laughed as he lifted you off your feet. Maybe it was out of impulse, or adrenaline, or happiness, but you grabbed his face and latched your lips onto his.

You felt his body freeze then relax as he tightly wrapped his arms around your back.

You pulled away after a while (and after you heard his friends whistling at you guys and saying weird stuff) and smiled up at him.

Casey's face was bright red and his eyes were wild.

"Have I rendered the infamous Casey Jones speechless?" You chuckled.

He snapped out of his daze and beamed down at you, "Yeah, and you can do it whenever you want, (Y/N)," he brushed his lips against yours again, "Because I'm always going to be your goof."

You closed your eyes and smiled, leaning into his chest, "And I'll always be yours."

Casey pulled away and got down on one knee, "I was hoping you'd say that." He grinned and took your hand in his.

You gasped as tears started to well up in your eyes. You had to bite your lip to keep it from quivering.

"(Y/N) (L/N)-"

"YES!!!!!"

"But I haven't-"

"IT'S STILL A YES!!!!!!!"

You started to sob happy tears as he shrugged and stood again, slipping a ring onto your finger and kissing you silly.

"I love you so much," He whispered into your hair.

"I love you too, Cave Mouth."

And the crowd went ballistic.

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Hey guys!!!!!!!!

I'm so sorry, it's been such a long time since I've been on here!

I hope you liked this oneshot!!!!!!