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I exist!
Apologies for not posting for a while heheh I have something ready to post and some plans for posts, though! So look forward to some activity :)
#wingnuttext#this blog is constantly on my mind#even when I'm not posting I'm thinking of what I'll post#so don't think this blog is getting forgotten!#I love this blog
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Jellyfish Prince 💙
#better drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan wangji#Happy 'It took me a whole month to figure out what Mermay was all about'!#fun fact about me: prior to all this blog stuff I use to be really fascinated by jellyfish.#to the point they were one of the few things I could draw.#when I was trying to practice art before I started making these comics#I was constantly baffled by hair. I did not understand its form or its mysteries.#Then the ghost of my past jelly-loving self suddenly grabbed me by the shoulders and went 'Dude. just like jellyfish'.#cue me going 'Oh my god. Just like Jellyfish'. And then I kinda got the jist of it.#This is all to say that the majority of LWJ's appearances (especially early on) are 100% directly inspired by jellyfish#This idea has been lingering in my mind for months...being able to pull off an idea and translate it onto the page....#nothing beats that feeling B'*)#This is teenji btw. He isn't complete unless he's on the verge of extremely frustrated tears. Sopping wet and biting. Just like...jellyfish#And now that I know mermay is a thing I finally have an excuse to dunk him into the water.
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People love finding random natives online and dumping their family story on them expecting a reassuring 'of course you're native!!' Lol
Sorry, if you don't wanna reconnect why would you even mention your supposed apache or whatever ancestry. If you aren't connecting to the tribe what does it even matter. 'I find it interesting' so you're using supposed native ancestry as a fun fact to make you look more interesting? How is that different than any other 'great grandma cherokee princess' person. Especially since you apparently have time to research the history of all your ancestral cultures but you don't have time to do genealogy
And of course when I tell them 'assume the stories are fake until you've got actual proof' they block me.
#sigh. just the usual#like i watched this person see my popular cherokee video posts. they liked then#them. then immediately i guess went looking on my blog for somewhere to put their family story in the replies#ended up being my post on why dna tests arent relevant in native genealogy#and they were like 'yea i have 2 native family stories and whenever i mention them to someone they say join a tribe! like no?? im not#im not of any particular group im just an american mutt'#ok then dont claim it? why claim any ancestry if youre going to just say 'lol but not Actually'#and they did Not like hearing that#'well i find it interesting' ok? these are living people youre claiming a connection to. claiming native ancestry isnt the same as going#'oh im 2% swiss haha thats fun' youre claiming to be a part of one of many cultures who are constantly stolen from and misused#idk. shits so annoying#'its too far back and im just a mutt' ok what does that make me then? a white native with Low blood quantum? is mine too far back too? like.#its funny how many people ill hear say 'well its too far back id only be like 1/16 lol so i shouldnt bother with it'#if you wanna know whether youd Count just ask who can reconnect. you dont need to self depreciate and try to get the random person youre#talking to to reassure you#anywayyyyy idk#its funny reconnecting and finding out all these things that are just par for the course to any other native#like 'yup. those guys' and im over here fuming hahaha#ill learn to just not engage eventually but right now i still have hope i can actually help some people who are here to genuinely learn#and at least im getting these people instead of them going to connected folks who have to deal with this shit way more than me#like ugam said at one point. its my job to play interference lol and i dont mind it#i just wish id get some people that will actually be reasonable instead of arguing and blocking me
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When I saw your tag that says "i need to slut [Charles] more" i instantly went on my knees. I'm goin please please please please slut that man out more. Plus the idea of Charles "Size-Queen/give-him-a-chance-he'll-get-around/unfathomable-rizz" Xavier slutting it out just gave the inner pervert in me such a boost, such a doozy, such inspiration
Anyway, never chill out, Snap. Your art, your tags and your blog brings me so much joy ❤️❤️💖💖💖
i whore out these men EQUALLY aroudn these parts ok i need to mae sure charles gets his day....
#snap chats#'inner pervert' dawg thats just me on default atp..... sorry 😔#i should chill out i need people to think im not constantly thinking of old men boning 24/7#i swear i think of other things ..... like what if evo rogue and wanda interacted....#it just so happen at this very moment since i was drawin it that on my mind !!!!!!!#it the whiskey sour ... not it aint but ssh..#i hope you guys like what i have cookin ....... i like it....#i have all the sketches done so ill finish it tomorrow/later after i sleep...#im glad i and my blog bring you joy my friend !!!!!!!!! i hope to continue doing so ....
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Define ‘‘irreplaceable’’
#love love love how he’s constantly described as expendable and unoriginal and replaceable and YET#YET HE ISN’T#oh the tragedy#rick and morty#morty smith#rick and morty fanart#morty prime#y’all I spent so much time on these damn letters lmao#but it was def worth it#the truth is I saw a picture of Jodie Foster holding a lamb (caus of silence of the lambs) and my mind exploded#also#I’m actually in the process of making a series of posts like that#anyway you may have noticed how I only know how to draw 2 emotions : anger and despair#that’s it that’s my blog#enjoy
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hate being an artist that likes fictional characters i feel like everytime i post art of a character and tag it the people going through the tag absolutely hate my ass LOL
#like im sure this is the case with a few characters i draw alot#constantly thinking about how theres probably a shit ton of people that despise my interpretations or whatever#like yea i can do whatever i want but likeeee i still have fear of being judged like that in the back of my mind all the time .#even by the people i know#sorry forbeing a freak .💔#i haaate putting my art in main tags but i kinda have to just to make things easier to find on my blog ughhh#its always ''do it scared'' ''do whatever you want forever'' ''make weird art'' and then when i do i feel like I'm gonna have a billion#people side eye me like im a freak#UGHHHHsory#ill explode forever I guess
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sometimes looking at like Self Help Strategies lists for the symptoms I'm having is always just like:
thing that I already do
thing I have tried 10 times
thing I already do
thing that I don't have the money to do
thing I already do
thing I've been doing since I was 10yrs old to no avail
thing that is impossible given my situation
thing that doesn't apply to me
thing that I already do
thing I have already tried
hrmm, oh wait, maybe finally- OH, yeah.. okay. thing that I already do but it was just phrased slightly differently
thing I have already done
#I think maybe productivity tips help less if the reason you're unproductive is partially like.. physcial health and other extenral things#out of your control. rather than just like having trouble paying attention or spending too much time on tiktok or whatever#all the strategic to do lists in the world are not going to somehow prevent me from waking up with a debilitating migraine or whatever#or having external stressors or lacking resources and connections or other Productivity Essentials etc.#especially many tips involve stuff like 'cut off from social media' since thats the modern day time waster for so many poeple#and it's like.. lol.. i can hardly even maintain a blog even thuogh i actively WANT TO DO SO. 'shut off your smart phone!' already#done babey i fucking hate smart phones i shall never use an app unless i am forced to. 'delete tiktok' yep. already covered. tiktok and#all of those thinsg are my enemies. 'save money by cancelling some of your services' cool. already ahead of you.#who the fuck is out here paying for like 10 different subscription services. pirated videos uploaded to google drive and youtube to mp3#my beloved. etc. etc. and so on. 'socialize less' .........LOL.. if only you knew.. mr.writer of the article. i can barely muster#talking to friends more than once a month and even less if I'm actively sick (often occurence) etc. etc. ... hewoo#I think maybe instead of generic productivity tips I need more like.. how to refocus and be productive anyway even if you have a headache#or are nauseous or etc. Not that those are always things to ignore. and of course you should let your body rest and etc. But plenty of peop#e have mild physical symptoms and just work through them. Ithink something about the way my body/mind is SOO hyper attuned to all#sensory information just makes it like... constantly 'GRR well I cant focus on WRITING right now because my lef#t ear feels weird and my socks are too itchy and my back has a strange pressure and I'm vaguely warm and my eye feels some ssort of#way it doesnt normally feel and I'm hyperaware of my breathing and also nauseous for no reason' and like half of those things I#think '''normal''' people wouldnt even notice or at least would be able to just live through. but for me it's like.. nealry impossible to i#gnore and soooo distracting always. like 'wahh.. nooo we can't draw or get anything done.. my legs feel slightly heavy or something!!'#like............. ok......... who cares. thats not even a PAIN sensation it's just something weird. but it's just like.. NO. constant#mental alerts about the 'heaviness' of your legs be upon ye. Though Imean like.. yes.. 70% of the time I am in genuine pain#or having some sort of actual ailment with trackable physical symptoms. but sometimes it's just like... we could totally be working right#now and ignoring this silly thing but my brain is fixated on it for no reason uncontrollably. etc. etc. I guess it's the same way that like#most people can go to a grocery store without the whole experience being so overwhelming and so much stuff going on at once#that they have to rest afterwards but like.. in my own HOME doing NOTHING i feel like I should be able to not get overwhelmed lol. ANYWAY#Rolling my bastard little rock up a dumbass hill and so on and so forth
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One sided conversation
#ghost text#my art#sir grodus#lord crump#paper mario the thousand year door#paper mario ttyd#hes only half paying attention btw. mostly hes just staring up at her like Woag😍#also first thing i think i drew this year (this is a few days old i just forgot to post it LOL)#not a surprise at all that its these two. theyre on my mind constantly#...which is also not a surprise. (points at the rest of this blog.)
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Real talk i really do think people need to keep in check how randomly antagonistic they are to strangers on this site. People you see in passing online do not know you, and 'playful teasing' a stranger is just insulting someone 👍
#i truly do not understand the amount of random antagonism i get#i think its part a reaspon to my haterism attitude but there is a big difference between me speakin my mind on my own blog#and people starting a fight with randoms#i keep to my own posts. you keep to yours#were all good#the prophet speaks#partially related to yestersay but honestly just a build up of people constantly being weird to me
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The feeling begins to blur and twist bright lights and black holes tear everything apart ripping the memories to shreds and replacing them with visions of violence then suddenly nothing. leaving just the lingering feeling of what once was and what was never meant to be . . . . . . . . . . . Etoile's tail swishes back and forth in silence Only a soft mutter can be heard from their lips, barely loud enough for anyone to hear Etoile: . . . . . mama. . . . .
The mew straightens up, ears perked suddenly as she hears some various laughter and chattering from other guests She smiles brightly and floats away to see what everyone is laughing about Nothing else is said. -- -- -- -- [ Anon ] [ Background by @/sinnohsiblings ]
#chrono#sinsibgala#Etoile#ArceusEdenverse#Wem#sfw#pokemon ask#pokemon ask blog#a mere crumble of backstory just 4 u. put it in ur pocket#mew#anon#also sorry for random Narrator type text?? Baldurs gate 3 just inserts narration into my mind constantly lmAO
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ohh javieran … javieran post kieran’s death .., javier is a poor lonesome cowboy in america a long way from home with no more sweetheart to sit and talk with him ooohhh can anyone hear me ….
#someone on tiktok found poor lonesome cowboy in an old archival-esque book of cowboy and campfire songs and as soon as i saw this i gasped#ummm burst into tears actually ! thanks ! i’m so sad !#poor lonesome coyotito who parted from his city and who has no sweetheart to sit and talk with him ☹️#they make me miserable#i was just gonna put this in my drafts but i already have 15 drafts and i fear if i continue to put ideas in my drafts “for later’’ i will#never make another post again … so instead of setting myself up for disappointment i’m just gonna start posting like i do on twt#which is where i post every unfiltered thought i have :)#it’s MY blog and I get to make useless textposts constantly because i know im incapable of making any actual content atm#i’m hoping to draw something based off of this some day though :( i’m already having ideas#usually i sit in my mind palace and tinker with my au where kieran lives but unfortunately sometimes i must face reality and think about#javier’s loss and heartbreak in canon <//3#i need to rewatch kieran’s death cutscene and see where javier is and what he does because i’ll have to write his initial#response to grief depending on that :/#whether he’s frozen in disbelief or actively involved in the retrieval of kieran’s body (if he’s even around at all)#javier isn’t really the type to scream and sob out in pain in the moment but i do think that when he finally had a moment to himself (likely#all the way in chapter six considering how chaotic everything gets and how he’s involved in like … everything following that) (which also re#minds me that he literally goes and gets tortured in guarma immediately after losing his lover. i have to kill myslf. anyway.)#i think it probably hits him like a train and he begins to hack and throw up like the weight of grief is literally crushing his organs from#the inside out 😕 javier escuella the lover that you are sets you up for such devastating heartbreak im so sorry#idek how much i want to tag this. maybe ill pull a moss and start using my own tags for characters#rdr2#image#hero's talking to himself again#hero’s kieran#hero’s javier#hero’s javieran#just so i dont have to clog up tags 💛#i will tag#javieran#as normal though
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BTW if there's every anything unclear about the Setting or meta narrative elements of the ask blog, feel free to send an ask to my main (ie, the blog this ask is being posted to)
Uh, questions about "content guidelines" too, if the "16+ content" rule is a bit vague
#gopher rambles#i love making posts specifically for blogs other than the one they're posted to. It's such a funky thing to do#anyway genuinely dont mind these sorts of questions. I dont think its particularly complex. but I also talk to my sib about this pretty#fucking constantly. so Big Bias there
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You’re so cute. I love the way you write and the little insights into your life. I’m glad your roommate is working out and she’s taking care of you! The food she cooked is called dal btw
Thank you so much for telling me! I'll tell her that I know the name of her food now :D
#i'm struggling with being called cute#i'm an adult!!!!!!#i wanna make an angry face at it#but it is well intentioned#and i'm glad you don't mind that i turned my blog into a diary#i constantly have stuff happen and i dont have friends so#you all are my collective friend#and have to hear about everything that is up with me
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furudate really made a team consisting of a guy who can do everything except for read the room, a weeb with a Tragic BackstoryTM, a guy who would rather give up his place on the court than change his playing style, a guy who completely changed his playing style just to become part of the team, an old man trapped in a teenager’s body, a guy who loves trying out new stuff but isn’t good at any of it, a quiet and unassuming guy who never fights battles he can’t win, and goshiki and expected me to be normal about it
#could have also described goshiki as a born leader who turned baby#but figured this was funnier#don’t mind me my humor is broken atp#shiratorizawa#in other words i am still unwell about them#also hello i’m alive#just had a very busy two weeks#i’m just constantly busy these days i don’t like it#the blog runs entirely on queue#will be back later to entertain though!!!
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The difference between me calling Orym out on his bullshit vs Orym haters is because mine ends with me wanting to shake him until he gives me answers and explodes, but in a mentally ill way. While other people just wants to yell at him because they don't understand his character. And I can already forsee so much Orym hate about to occur after this ep
#critical role#critical role spoilers#orym of the air ashari#im so insane about him guys#But if I see anyone else insult him because they just Don't Understand#I will throw hands#and now that im deep within the tags#please please please#to the 3 people that i keep seeing in my reblogs constantly can we be moot pretty please?#Im already following you and i get so much joy whenever i see you reblog one of my orym posts#and that's basically all my original blogs because I only blog about this man#we can microwave him in our mind together and watch him explode#👉🏽👈🏽
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If you get messy with my blood, will you let me lick it off of you?🥺
men dni
#sorryy guys I'm on my period rn so blood kink is constantly on my mind#bd/sm kink#bd/sm blog#bl00d k!nk#bl00d kink#bl00d play#bloodplay#lesbian ns/fw#lesbian nsft#nsft lesbian#sapphic nsft#wlw nsft#queer nsft
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