#thinspiration memes

[godhatesadam666]

301 cal breakfast

Today I've planned to eat 515 cals but with house work some dancing and yoga I'll definitely be in the negative anyway

[mypoormeowmeow]

This was lunch, zucchini soup (82cals) and tuna with sriracha mayo wrapped in seaweed (116cals)

total: 198cals

[vampirethin27]

Blog Intro

⚠️TW!!: This Is An ED Blog. I'm Not Here To Be Harmful, Just Finding A Community, Scroll or Block If Uninterested⚠️

Hi! My name is Elliott, I'm 19 (it's my birthday as of posting this 🥳🎂🎉), and I've had disordered eating patterns for about a decade now and have been on ana blogs and things of the sort for like 7 years. I've had the blogs, the journals, the calculators, the screenshots as wallpapers, all the fun stuff

Name: Elliott (Lia/Eli)

Age: 19

Birthday: February 3rd

Gender: Genderfluid

Pronouns: Varies Between She/He/It, Usually Present Semi-Feminine No Matter What Though

Sexuality: Bisexual

Mental Diagnoses: Anorexia, Bipolar, Anxiety, Autism (😎), and probably PTSD, I haven't checked but reputable sources keep telling me to

I also have POTS (Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome), which is a chronic illness that basically spikes me with adrenaline when a positional change happens, like rolling from my left to right side in bed or going from sitting down to stand up, and other stuff like my vision blurs and I run out of breath easily. Look it up, there's so many random fucking things that can be POTS and you'd never know it it's insane

Anywho, now for the actual fun stuff!

My Stats

Weight

Height: 156.6cm

HW: 142lbs

SW: 105lbs

CW: 99lbs

LW: 97lbs

GW: 95lbs

UGW: 90lbs

Measurements

Thigh (R): 52cm (20.4in)

Thigh (L): 51.5cm (20.25in)

Hips: 82cm (32.25in)

Waist: 64cm (25in)

Underbust: 72cm (28in)

Bust: 83.5cm (32.75in)

Overbust: 80cm (31.25in)

Wrist (L): 15cm (5.75in)

Wrist (R): 15cm (5.75in)

Bicep (L): 24.5cm (9.5in)

Bicep (R) 26cm (10in)

My Current Favorite Thinspo

KEY

(for those of you who are maybe new to ED Tumblr and aren't sure what I'm saying)

Ana: Anorexia Nervosa

Mia: Bulimia Nervosa

Coe: Compulsive Over-eating disorder

Ednos: Eating disorder not otherwise specified

BED: Binge eating disorder.

ED: Eating disorder

SI: Self injury

AnaMia: Having both anorexia and bulimia

Pro-ana: This term infers being pro-active in the ED community, usually online. It does not mean promote ED's in any way, shape or form.

Thinspiration: Collection of thin looking peoples pictures, used to inspire those with ana/mia. Can also be text scenarios/imagines

Anorectic/Anarexyc: One who has anorexia. There's a billion variants of it

CW: Current weight.

HW: Highest weight.

LW: Lowest weight.

GW: Goal Weight.

SW: Starting weight.

GW1: First goal weight. (implying a GW2, etc.)

UGW: "Ultimate"/Final goal weight.

IP: In patient.

BMI: Body Mass Index.

And Memes <33

I can't fit more photos than this, but that's the rundown of me!

I'm currently on my way to eat dumplings, sushi, and sashimi for my birthday dinner because I have a sushi obsession.

It has resulted in an adjacent raw fish obsession because... well, here's a list of things that make my POTS symptoms worse (food wise)

• spice

• sugar

• gluten

• dairy

• eating too many carbs in a day

• eating too fast

• eating too much

• not eating often enough

So I avoid most things, specifically bread when it's unnecessary and dairy all the time

Also, last thing I swear, EGGS AREN'T DAIRY

THEY'RE NOT

WHO THE FUCK PUT EGGS IN THE DAIRY SECTION???

Hydrate or Diedrate, have a good my birthday <33

[deafeningprincessmilkshake]

I don't plan on tagging anything and am really just yelling into the void but posting something makes me feel included and encouraged so here i go

Height: 160cm/ 5'3"

Starting weight (bare with me it's bad): 68,6kg/151lbs

BMI: 26.8

Current weight: 65,7kg/145lbs (BMI 25.7)

Goal weight 1: 58kg/ 127lbs

Day 2

Lmao i accidentally already wrote my height. I like how short i am. As a dancer it is kinda annoying but as a girl who wants to be small and dainty it's awesome.

Day 3

So my first thinspiration is this

My own body from 2021 that i was so horribly insecure about. Now i know that that's just stupid. Of course it isn't perfect but that's even skinnier than my gw right now. I want those collarbones back!!!!

My next thinspiration is this

It'a not realistic for me because i'd never have boobs that small but i like her flat tummy and am in LOVE with how you can see her hip bone!!!

Day 4

My greatest fear about weight loss is loose skin. I'm quite fat right now and i'm so scared that i'm going to have visible loose skin. Another thing that i'm afraid of is injury. I know that if you ⭐️ve yourself then you get injured more easily and i don't have health insurance right now so that'd be quite a bummer.

Day 5

Tbh i'm doing it partly for me. I don't feel pretty at my current weight. But i'm also doing it for my family. I have recently gotten comments on my weight from my grandmother and have gotten some sneaky suggestions of "hey you should really take up running again" from my parents. (My dad is REALLY pushing the running and my mom is pushing making healthy choices when it comes to food.) Also my long distance situationship mentioned that i have gained a lot of weight so now i wanna be pretty for him.

Day 6

Yeah i do. Forbidden fruit tastes the sweetest and i grew up with an almond mom. All junk food was banned so i started eating it in secret. Very fast and all at once.

Day7

Yes. They support me losing weight. They have been concerned about my weight as long as i can remember. First time i was told that i need to lose weight and exercise more was at 8 years old by my mom

Day 8

I try to get 10 000 steps in every day and i'm also training for a 5k run.

Day 9

Yes. Mainly my mom and grandmother.

Day 10

Giving up eating whatever the fuck i want is so hard. No burgers, fries, chips... I want to rob a fast food place i swear to god.

Day 11

scalyhands was soo good. I loved her memes!

Day 12

I really like different VLCD meal replacements. Currently i'm eating mostly NUPO meals (all like max 130kcal per meal) and raw fruits and vegetables

Day 13

I am losing weight in a way that i like to think is healthy. However i sadly am not all that consistent. I lock in for a week and then i'm like "ahh i have lost so much weight. I can have a little treat" and then the little treat is a week-long binge fest. And then i have to lock in again

Day 14

I'm kind of reluctant writing what my ugw is because whenever i get close to it i pick a new one. It used to be 58kg then 55kg and now it's 50kg. When i reach 50kg it'll probably be 45 etc. I know that defeats the point of having a ugw but whenever i pick a new one i honest to god think it's the last one. I want to be 50kg by christmas tho. That's super important to me. I want my grandparents to see me skinny and when i pig out during christmas dinner (the ultimate cheat day) then i won't get weird looks like "she's so fat. She shouldn't be eating all that"

Day 15

I'm not vegan. I could never be. I love surimi and dairy too much!! Like vegan yoghurt etc can NEVER compare!!!

Day 16

Well i've had the desire to lose weight ever since i was 8. The recent spurt of weight loss started in june. I have since lost 10kg!!!!!!!

Day 17

I am not diagnosed with one and let's leave it at that. I am also not underweight so how could i possibly have one. As long as i'm not underweight i don't have an eating disorder.

Day 18

I love KFC! I love it so much!!! KFC my beloved!!! Also pasta. Just any kind of pasta!!!! Even just plain noodles.

Day 19

I really have no idea. Over a month ago. I only eat it when i binge and i have been binge free for that amount of time. I would murder to have the spicy twister wrap from KFC right now tho. Tbh being broke is really helping with both my weight loss and with bingeing less! Can't really binge with 0.32€ in my bank account :3

Day 20

I don't really have a favourite diet. NUPO meal replacement diet i guess? But really i just eat whatever as long as it's below my allowed calorie limit.

Day 21

I have no idea. I'm not measuring anything right now bwcause i'm not allowed to buy new clothes until i'm 55kg. My size s pants are falling down right now tho so i'm guessing i'm on the larger end of xs?

Day 22

My lowest weight was july 2, 2021. However it is not an "honest lw". Since the reason i was so light was because chemo had just killed all my muscle. I was all fat and bones. Oh boy how light fat is! So part of the reason i gained weight was because i was recovering from both chemo and cancer. The other part is that i binged. Binged so much. I used to be able to do it only in secret because my mom didn't allow me to eat anything unhealthy ever. And as i grew older i got more and more privacy so i could binge in secret more and more. Shit hit the fan when i moved to another city to attend uni. I think i ate 4000kcal a day every day because my mom wasn't there to stop me.

Day 23

Nope. Only the comments from my mom and grandma and that one long distance situationship (lmao i've been doing this for so long that he's not even a situationship anymore. Just a friend)

Day 24

I don't think i'm qualified to talk on that topic. I have been diagnosed with lots of stuff but i haven't been diagnosed with an eating disorder because why would they if i'm not underweight. Live and let live. If someone wants to starve themselves to death because they think this is the only way to find peace, then who am i to stop them? That is a beautiful way to die. Been thinking about it myself if i'm gonest. My last words would be "but mom, isn't that what you wanted? I'm skinny now!" and then i die🥰

Day 25

I have purged yes. The fingers down my throat thing doesn't work. At all. HOWEVER!!! As an avid nicotine pouch user (curb hunger REALLY well, super discrete, any time i want to binge i just put one in and all of a sudden i don't care about food anymore. CAN NOT RECOMMEND ENOUGH!!!) the way i purge is that i put in 2 nicotine pouches instead of one and then i just immediately throw up. No need to chug lukewarm coffe or nothing! All people willing to go to unhealthy lenghts to lose weight should use nicotine pouches!

Day 26

I can't wait to feel beautiful in my body!!! I can't wait to be skinnier than my mom!!! I can't wait to be more beautiful than my boyfriend (a huge insecurity of mine. I feel like he's out of my league but when i'm slim and skinny then we'll be equally attractive)!

Day 27

How do i deal with being around food? Very badly! Thank you for asking. I just try to not be around food. I don't have any food in my apartment. I only have energy drinks, meal replacement shakes and carrots. Whenever i go to my parents home and am around food ALL THE TIME i end up overeating or binging.

Day 28

No. Or like if i do then a very small one. I of course don't find fat thighs appealing but i think that muscular thighs are beautiful!! Also i'm a dancer so slim legs with no muscle is kind of hard to acheive. My genetics also play a role. I'm just being realistic. I put on muscle very easily. I'm just a muscular gal who was born to have thick thighs. (Look at me loving my potential future body!!! So healthy of me!!!)

Day 29

Real beauty is on the inside. Real beauty is also all around us. I, however, will only be beautiful once i'm 55kg or lower!🥰

[dynopop]

Thinspo (aka thinspiration) memes.

[pixelexia]

TW: ED Blog

⚠️ WARNING ⚠️ THIS ACCOUNT CAN BE TRIGGERING

Block, do not report. This is the only thing I have.

This blog is my only way to express myself and draw my experiences with disordered eating. This is the only place I feel safe and the only place where I can vent and talk about this big but secretive part of who I am. Here, I will share my thoughts, little snippets of my daily life, thinspiration, and Ed memes in the form of pixel drawings.

Please, if you are in recovery, do not interact. Your recovery is more important.

If you are new to "Ana/Mia" save yourself. It only gets worse.

Have a great day, and stay hydrated.

-Soree (Pixelexia)

(Pictures not mine)

[thiinspos]

Cuz baby all I want for Christmas is~

a lower BMI

[insufficient-darling]

looked in the mirror today and I couldn't be more ✨disgusted✨

[elucidentrpy]

I need that feeling of having control

I need that feeling of being empty and clean like a new house

It is still about looks, I want to look skinny af, but it's not just it

I crave the feeling of being pure, untouched

It makes me feel like a god.

[sympathyf0rthedevil]

[depressed-decoupage]

[godhatesadam666]

Salmon 92g

Mixed leaf salad 20g

Cherry tomatoes 41g

Liquid seasoning teaspoon

Whole thing: 126cals

[rosies-off-her-rocker]

"Wow! You've lost so much weight, what's your secret??"

[skinnyaddicted]

As long as my fat is in the same room i am in I'll refuse to eat.

[patheticsstuff]

Just rosie being the skinny queen she is

[coffeeandtearss]

How tf am i supposed to not eat when I’m forced to go to lunch everyday with my coworkers. And i cant just say “oh im broke” cause they’ll buy me lunch which is sweet but 😬