#thinking im doing it for attention or to purposefully waste everyones time

[lecliss]

I hate that my birthday is in a week. Like, that feels so wrong. 25..... wtf......

[dyketubbo]

my ask didnt send i am going to murder. anyway BEEP CLASSPECTING... now im thinking abt that and aimsey. from the top of my head/only briefly thinking, beep as rage or void vibes with me? (obvs not the typical rage player you see, more like the nuance we were discussing). and aimsey as a life player?

oooo void beep would be suuper cool :oc rage too, he is very fucking stubborn and does have outbursts rather often (also rage players in canon usually have connections to magic, and then the homestuck rage players all had religious themes so, god stuff). meanwhile void fits beeps heavy "this is all irrelevant and you could never understand any of this", and his own belief that even what he does just doesnt matter. personality under a veil (not necessarily a facade), fundamental inability to understand and truly perceive it all.

id say he doesnt fit rage enough, if only because rage players are fundamentally about survival instinct, and, well. beeps already dead, and he seems to be perfectly fine with the fact that one day he just wont exist at all. hes not scared, though he is easily pissed off, but in the end he just sort of likes messing with shit and being in control. lil dickhead (affectionate)

honestly, since he almost fits rage but not quite, he.. almost acts like a prince of hope (unfortunate eridan kinnie). destroying beliefs and asserting his reality as the Absolute Truth, dragging others like aimsey into his delusions and being in a situation where aimseys putting her faith into him even though hes not a good person because she feels the need to believe in him and connect with him, because she genuinely feels like hes the only friend they have left, and because aimsey wants desperately to believe in what beep is trying to show her, desperately wants to understand. he shuts down things he believes to be false, to the point where he can make them false by simply destroying the problem.

hes a force of outward destruction, destroying what he believes to be flaws in others. theyre heavily defensive, putting everyone beneath them, believing hes the one thats doing it Right, and ultimately, he believes its his right to control things. he doesnt trust anyone, he reacts to any fear he may have with anger, lashes out, and the "TELL. NO ONE" scene almost showcases beep shattering and hurting aimsey before he steps back and give a quick "sorry!". his arc seems to be leading up to him realizing he can care about aimsey, that he can trust her to believe him and in him, and he seems to be dealing with the concept of trusting aimsey with his beliefs

hes definitely not a general hope player, but specifically prince of hope could fit. onto possible void class combos, with, first, the notable fact that we dont know what kind of person beep may have been in the past, other than that he was destructive. we know about some events in his past, and how he feels about them (kinda), but generally, this means hes very versatile and has many class possibilities, depending on how we want to interpret what we do know.

for example, he could be a maid whose now in the apeshit stage, stubborn and repressive. its entirely possible he got so tired of listening to the other spirits that he got to the unhealthy stage, exploded, and now without anything stopping him, hes doing whatever the fuck he wants, because hes decided none of it matters, that its all irrelevant and he doesnt have to care because its his fucking universe and no one can stop him from playing god. he spends his time doing menial things, because to him, its all equally unimportant, so why not waste time? he cuts down unnecessary tasks, weeds out what he finds useless, etc etc. basically, he should still be independent, but he needs to be brought back down to earth (metaphorically), because hes kind of burnt himself out and is now fucking with things because he feels none of it matters anyways

sylph of void sort of works too, mainly his meddling and tendency to shut down anything that could reveal something he doesnt want revealed, as well as shutting down others viewpoints and he covers up shit whenever he wants. his motivations are, really, mostly unknown to us, other than that he seems to think this is fun. otherwise, he also has a tendency to try and fix things he thinks needs fixing (like getting rid of fairies and space creatures), and will often try to fix mistakes he sees in mortals. however, slyphs are ultimately healers, and beep just. is not a healer, and he doesnt necessarily invite creation of void in any way, since void isnt really destruction of anything, and what he does invite is destruction of things. hes also just too active to be a slyph

so, with the previous prince assession, theres also the possibility of him being a prince of light, which would mean he would act more like a void player. hed destroy light with light, destroy the importance of information with information. they strip away the importance of things, uses plain fact to force the perception that nothings really important. he dismisses the importance of things, purposefully acts ignorant to draw away from what he knows, destroys knowledge itself from a power standpoint (wiping aimseys memory), and in extreme cases, can physically destroy anything in his way, or assert over and over that what he said/did isnt real, that nothings true or important other than what hes saying. again, little shit. if i had to make up my mind, i think prince of light fits the most

as for aimsey, i think life does fit him really well, shes definitely got the similar "girl next door" kind of vibes, while still being really interesting in her own right. she definitely starts out as a typical fictional life player, enthusiastic, energetic, genuine, wanting to effect the world. shes a normal girl (and this isnt an insult, rather, her being so normal ties the magical themes of the bear smp together really well, and its a perfect way to use a life player, make them be a catalyst for both the normal life player and eccentric others to shine). however, as she struggles with losing trust in bear and not being treated well, not having anyone that cares about them specifically, the energy starts to falter, but comes back when they feel the need to be rebellious. notably, while aspects arent super literal, she contrasts beep so much in just how alive she is, which fits her being a life player rather well. except, as i said, aspects arent literal, which means aimsey being a life player translates to her showing what life means in a metaphorical sense.

life is about agency. its about what you do, your ability to do so, its about asserting your will. not what drives you, but simply you doing at all. interesting enough, life players can be hard to pin down because life is about desire and agency, while the players class defines their ideology. life players can become obsessed with an idea that they need to do something, that they need to change how systems work, and often can cloak their want to fulfill their individual desires as altruistic want to fulfill others needs and desires (i.e., aimsey wants a friend and someone who pays attention to her and is genuine towards her, she feels like shes found that in beep, and as such starts to cloak her want to be his friend as aimsey wanting to help beep rather than aimsey themself).

as for said class.. this was, hard. because of how heavily influenced life is by the class its paired with, and because aimseys arc right now is trying to deal with feeling like shes too much and unneeded, it means that i have to really consider how that connects with which classes struggles. so, i ended up with sylph. aimsey is a creator, and she tries to heal as well. "allowing creation/healing of life or inviting creation/healing through life". from a literal standpoint, she tries to help bear heal by trying to get him to open up, to live, to make friends and interact with people. this could almost seem like a blood player move, but while a lot of aimseys arc is about bonds and relationships, shes not really a strong connecter or leader, shes just good at inspiring others to be, to her own detriment.

also notably, unhealthy sylphs crave, whether craving more of their own aspect, or craving another aspect when they feel theirs is not enough. aimsey talks a lot about how she grew up doing things by her lonesome, and now that she feels like people are moving on without her, she may be craving blood (that sounds so awful out of context). she wants attachments, wants to be the person that brings everyone together, but.. she isnt, not in a way thats appreciated. and due to her insecurities, she sees this as a flaw within himself, and as something to fix. so, she latches onto beep, and desperately tries to have as much of an effect on their life as they do on hers. like life players in general, sylphs try to solve their problems under the guise of helping someone else with theirs. currently, aimsey seems to be trying to find what she needs to do, because when she tried to do what she thought she needed to do, she (from her perspective) failed, so now shes trying to make up for her perceived failure within herself by trying to help herself through helping beep. i would think into it even more but i think its probably best to just leave it here KEKW

[if-the-crown-fits-translate-it]

Discord pt 90

[Date: 17/03, 02.33 PM GMT - 17/03, 03.53 PM GMT]

[This conversation was going on in #arg, partly simultaneously to another in #general. The second is referenced later and was posted separately before this one.]  

[Direct continuation of pt 89]

[After Void pointed out the gdoc change, Fetch added another message:]

[Added was: “Please don’t tell them please don’t tell them please just pretend you never saw this just please.”]

Void: “nvm may be just my bad internet fucking things up ignore me”

Jack the Observer: “Oh. I see it.

Little sunflower seeds in green and yellow :)”

[Maxwell: “Where do you see that?”]

Jack the Observer: “Ask fetch, I think. He’s the one who edits the blog”

Jack the Observer: “But it’s there, if you look.”

Maxwell: “Fetch....”

fetch: “It isn't though?? I'm looking at the doc right now and there's nothing about sunflower seeds”

Jack the Observer: “I can send pictures, fetch.

If you would prefer?”

Maxwell: “i cant find anything”

fetch: “jack. after yesterday do you really wanna push me.”

Jack the Observer: “Yeah, i kind of do, actually

I could

I feel like it’s important and relevant information”

Void: “fetch knows best about what is there just ignore what i said,,,,”

fetch: “yeah. let's just ignore it.”

Maxwell: “but you all said...seeds”

donti (e): “... fetch please, this is serious.. it could endanger everyone here”

Jack the Observer: “Sunflower seeds :) leaves in yellow and green. You think if i won’t let Max hide it, I’ll let you, Fetch?”

fetch: “jack. drop it. right fucking now with that stupid fucking smile.”

Jack the Observer: “You are, in fact, just as important as Max is.

Unfortunately.

And it’s imperative that we keep all of you safe.”

Maxwell: “that...is one of the nicest things ive heard you say to us....”

fetch: “i know the doc better than anyone. i know what's there and whats not. if I say there's nothing there then there's nothing there.”

Jack the Observer: “You put it there, Fetch.”

fetch: “there's nothing there.”

Jack the Observer: “ Uh huh. /s”

jaynoblade: “he's right. there's nothing there. i just looked”

fetch: “im not ignoring anything there's nothing there.”

Jack the Observer: “Jay, what the fuck”

jaynoblade: “genuinely. i just looked. nothing”

donti (e): “hey hey hHEYyyyy chill”

Jack the Observer: “Is it gone — wait”

fetch: “check for yourself, jack”

[Context: Fetch deleted his edits about the seeds.]

Jack the Observer: “Oh, no i still have it”

fetch: “as i said. there's nothing there.”

Jack the Observer: “I still have it. And i have more pictures if you want to see them.”

donti (e): “... seeds?”

Maxwell: “thats just an image of a previous thing?”

fetch: “how do i know you aren't just editing shit”

[donti (e): “... seeds?”]

Jack the Observer: “I’m trying to have Fetch tell you first.”

kateza: “Hi good morning what’s going on?”

Mothbo: “Jack saw something no one else did”

[fetch: “how do i know you aren't just editing shit”]

Jack the Observer: “Fetch. You know I don’t lie.”

[Mothbo: “Jack saw something no one else did”]

Jack the Observer: “Haha :)”

fetch: “but you sure as hell spout a lot of bullshit.

now for the last time. There's nothing. there. Fucking drop it.

please.”

Jack the Observer: “And now instead of knight you sound like Max

Crazy”

Maxwell: “what?”

Jack the Observer: ““Oh no, i don’t want to tell them, please i just want to suffer by myself and not accept any help even though I clearly need it, no everyone else is busy, everyone else is stressed, they can’t know please don’t tell them”

That’s what you sound like

And that’s what Fetch sounds like too”

fetch: “you better watch your fuckin mouth, pal.”

Mothbo: “Jack, that's not going to help them all. I know you're hurt cos of Syd but don't take it out on them.”

Maxwell: “....”

[Mothbo: “Jack, that's not going to help them all. I know you're hurt cos of Syd but don't take it out on them.”]

Jack the Observer: “I’m not angry, I’m amused. And I’ll admit, slightly frustrated. What is up with these people and their self esteem issues.”

fetch: “what's up with you and your attachment to someone that doesn't exist anymore?”

Maxwell: “.....fuck off”

Jack the Observer: “If you don’t tell them within the hour ill see you in #img”

[fetch: “what's up with you and your attachment to someone that doesn't exist anymore?”]

Jack the Observer: “Oh, so you don’t exist when Knight is out? Shut the fuck up”

Maxwell: “i....”

Jack the Observer: “I’m glad you’re not all acting so goody goody and nice talking me anymore. This is refreshing.”

[People tell Jack and Fetch to stop arguing with each other. That just solved nothing and there’s no time to waste]

fetch: “i don't have the energy to fight anymore. there's nothing in the doc, whatever you have is edited bullshit, end of story.”

Jack the Observer: “Okay, we’re just going to ignore someone purposefully endangering their own health then. Sounds good to me /s”

[kateza: “I just woke up, I’m assuming something supposedly happened with the doc, I’m assuming the edit history was checked can we please stop fighting I don’t like this”]

Jack the Observer: “I can see something important. I’m being forced to keep imperative information to myself. You can see why I might take issue with this.”

fetch: “i thought you loved keeping information to yourself. that's what an observer does right. he just takes in information and does nothing with it. he doesn't get involved.”

Jack the Observer: “This is different.”

fetch: “of course it is.

just drop it.”

donti (e): “ah.”

Jack the Observer: “Yeah it fucking is different, Fetch. We fucking need you on this team. We’re meant to just ignore when you’re hurting? We’re meant to ignore when you’re endangering yourself?”

fetch: “i said. drop it.”

Jack the Observer: “Holy fucking shit not everything is about Syd”

Jack the Observer: “Maybe this is just about you”

fetch: “well maybe I don't want to be paid attention to. i'm not a fucking zoo exhibit. just leave me the fuck alone.”

Jack the Observer: “I don’t know how many times? I have to say this? But if I saw you as nothing more than a “zoo exhibit” i literally wouldn’t care about this at all”

Void: “fetch, people will learn one way or another. please at least take the chance to tell them yourself?”

Jack the Observer: “Clock is ticking”

fetch: “there's nothing to tell. im fucking fine.”

Jack the Observer: “There you go, sounding like Max again”

kateza: “wait, ok, so now fetch supposedly has the buds? Is that’s what’s going on? No one is catchinng me up everyone’s just arguing”

Jack the Observer: ““I’m fine I’m fine” you’re clearly not.”

[kateza: “wait, ok, so now fetch supposedly has the buds? Is that’s what’s going on? No one is catchinng me up everyone’s just arguing”]

Jack the Observer: “I can see something. Fetch isn’t letting me tell anyone.”

fetch: “well MAYBE I DONT WANT YOUR FUCKING HELP.”

donti (e): “HEEEEY HEY

jacks doing what he can”

fetch: “YOU EVER THINK ABOUT THAT? YOU CANT FUCKING HELP ME.”

Jack the Observer: “...”

fetch: “QUIT TRYING.”

Jack the Observer: “...”

Jack the Observer: “...

...

that was a bit too loud for me, actually. Ill be in #img in fifty minutes.”

Jack the Observer: “good luck.”

fetch: “fine. i need a nap anyway.”

Maxwell: “......”

[People talk about how important it is to share information, especially with how the situation currently is, and that they’d have to work together if they were ever going to resolve anything about this problem. They then note that if this in-fighting continues, more and more people might be dragged into Crown’s court. But then…]

jaynoblade: “okay, this is somewhat off topic, but.... do we even really know who crown is? because we thought he was ranboo in enderwalk, but then in that one ask he implied that he isn’t”

Maxwell: “hes something else then....”

Maxwell: “uh small problem”

donti (e): “prince read the backlog.”

[This refers to the conversation that had been simultaneously going on in #general2.]

A random Spark: “I know...which means Prince probably now knows the deal with the three court members and why they're gone”

kateza: “which means we'll be having another mind wipe probably :/”

LLyr: “D:”

Maxwell: “OH NO OH NO OH NO”

Maxwell: “i...”

donti (e): “if we had explained it fae would be wiped and then we'd be in trouble.”

Maxwell: “can we tell faem? fae already know....”

Maxwell: “he only brought up me and fetch....should we tell him about marcus?”

donti (e): “... maybe?”

A random Spark: “It's a good idea to.”

LLyr: “if the dam has already broken, i dont see a reason to keep it hidden. maybe ask marcus what he thinks about it?”

Maxwell: “i wanna say his name...”

donti (e): “you already namedropped him,

go for it

he might as well get the facts.”

kateza: “i don't like this

i don't like where this is going”

Maxwell: “jack what did you put in images”

Jack the Observer: “What i promised i would.”

donti (e): “fetches entry.”

Maxwell: “hes..oh god”

Maxwell: “i messed up i messed up i messed up--”

kateza: “no no no

you tried to help max. you did what you thought was right and even if it didn't have the outcome you want you tried to do what was right and that's good of you”

Maxwell: “i made it worse no no no no”

Jack the Observer: “You calm down too.

Panicking isn’t going to help prince.

It’s fine. Let faem remember.”

[forcedsense]

People always get so offended when I tell them that I’m allowed to call myself an idiot/dumb/whatever but theyre not allowed to call me that and then get mad at me if i call them out on it while playing games oe whatever (not abt the rpc this is abt the rl ex friend lol) and im just like;;; we might share autism but heres the thing, I’m allowed to call myself an idiot bc i live with myself. You’re not allowed to insult me because a: its rude, and b: you’re literally calling me an idiot due to my not having a sense of direction and play styles due to my disabilities.

The very fact people STILL dont understand why insulting someone for their disabilities, or flat out saying ‘your lack of attention just proves youre the worse xx player ever!!’ is literally just ableism and offensive is why i have trust issues and am tired of other people. I am allowed to joke about my problems because I have to live with them, and in manyways yes I am just an idiot, like how I was an idiot for not realizing that a grown ass man one month younger than me always relying on me to pay for shit to do w him, guilting me out of things i want to do because he decided it was stupid, insulting half the shit i liked saying it and anyone who enjoys it is stupid, regularly using the R-slur when something dumb is done/happens (ableism aGAIN), refusing to get a license because he ‘doesnt feel like it’, doesnt even try to get a job anymore after a few rejections (which, I’ve applied hundreds of places and never even received a rejection, so im starting to wonder the validity of those statements too) and saying its because his mother wants to force him into one, abusing his siblings by screaming at them and gaslighting them constantly, but I’m the idiot and the asshole because I’m disabled, or I don’t always think first before soing things (which has led to my doing shitty or stupid things, but I have the remarkable capability of admitting when I was wrong unlike these fuckheads who, when you flat out explain in detail what they did wrong, claim youre gaslighting and abusing them when youre telling them its inappropriate and wrong to guilt trip, be ableist, insult others intelligence, and ignoring when people ask you to stop, and all the times he joined my streams and would use my birth name after I asked him not to and to use my pen/alias, always accounting it to ‘forgetting’ but after 30+ times of being told, its no longer forgetting, like thats just putting unnecessary risk and ignoring personal preferences. I won’t even go into all the bitchfits about ‘gender discussion’ or anything because it still makes me sick and gave me severe imposter syndrome for my body dysmorphia.

Respect the disableds wishes, We should not have to explain this to you. Basic human decency should just be a given, and someone telling you in detail why what youre doing is wrong, and ignoring it and repeating it again (I’ve told him before that insulting me, calling me names, and otherwise hurt my feelings and I don’t want to risk any relapses. He ignored these and continued, he’d screencap my making mistakes and putting bad things in the wrong chat, and when I would apologize for what I did when I was wrong, he’d still hold it over my head and claim I suicide baited when I didn’t. I say whats happening and assume its fine since i was always there for him when he needed me, even after he actualy suicide baited me by claiming my using a joke on him he repeatedly used on me made him suicidal and that i owed him an apology, ive literally been walking on eggshells for years and finally not having him in my life has actuallybeen so much more freeing than I ever thought it would be. )

Disabled people are very often the centerfold of abusive relationships because we’re so used to the mistreatment that its almost a fucked up comfort, we feel like our complaining about mistreatment is us ‘overreacting’ because the able bodied constantly convince us it is. That we’re always the problem whether we make mistakes or do something bad and that our apologies are always fake and wrong, but when people do horrible things to us we’re not owed an apology, rather we always owe them. It’s fucked up and wrong, and honestly exhausting. We’re not punching bags to make the able bodied feel better about themselves. Whats fucked up is hes also autistic, and should know better, but is so self possessed that all the friendships hes lost and regained over the years have never been his fault, he was always ‘being abused’ by everyone, everyone somehow is always in love with him and gaslighting him, and ive come to terms with the fact its a mental fuck up of a self centered individual so narcissistic that he cant handle the idea hes ever in the wrong.

If I talkedabout this to people, they would claim I was in the wrong for not worrying about his feeings more or ‘putting up with it because it helps him feel better, he goes through a lot at home’. Being treated shittily doesnt give you a free pass to abuse your supposed friends. His dads a piece of shit and his mom (who honestly was an amazing person as far as I saw and his siblings would talk about. but he personally always claimed she’d turn into a monster randomly for saying he should get a job or try to succeed in life, and for applying for jobs for him that e purposefully failed the interviews for. These are the exact reasons he’d bitch about her, and occasionally because he’d overhear hee claiming he was wasting his life, which is horrible to hear but still does not excuse insulting your friends, belittling their success, insulting them for their disabilities, and going through your friends for supply and then dumping them and ‘accepting them back after they apologize’ whenever you need more validation. My family life is fucked to high heaven and I still try to be kind to people, I still try to educate people, and I still do my best even if I fuck up. And when I fuck up, I own up to it and apologize. Something people always ignore and pretend never happened, because to them the disabled are incapable of apologies.

Stop talking over us, stop treating us like shit, and stop purposefully hurting us, our feelings, insulting us, and using us to make you fee better. We are not punching bags, we are real people with real issues and all your shitty behavior does is add to it.

[maknaesdancersrappers]

on the first day of kinkmas, my lover did to me:

[ a n g r y s e x ]

>TAEYONG

>warning/s: face fucking, unprotected sex

a/n: when i was at the sleepover, my friend told me about how he and the girl he’s seeing gets off at hating on a person and we were laughing so hard because it’s technically hate/angry sex right?? Just not towards each other lol anD ALSO THIS TEACHER WAS BASED OFF A REAL PROF I HAD BACK IN COLLEGE THAT COST ME A “Failure due to absences” MARK ON MY RECORDS i was that chicken towards him and i feel like most of this was just me shitting on him huhuhu if soMEONE FROM MY SCHOOL RECOGNIZES WHO THIS IS IM GONNA-- pls dont spread it around if u kno who this prof is huhuhuhuhu im probably //already// on his hitlist

-

Everyone hated at least one teacher they had come across in school; you met yours during Junior year in college. Mr. Chon was your Writing for Film elective professor and you’ve heard all the stories about how strict and uptight he was. You had blockmates who had him as a prof last semester and they always talked about how every meeting with him was living hell. You weren’t happy at the news, especially since he wasn’t even the prof you signed up for in the beginning.

There was only one class for the elective and you were able to get into the list before the final enrollment date, but because more people signed up for it and the registrar is absolute shit; you, along with other people, have been transferred to a new class--with the strictest, terror prof known in school.

You tried to appeal to the registrar for you to move back, but they put the blame on the Department of Comm for the class list and in the end, you weren’t allowed to move.

The first meeting with Mr. Chon was terrifying. Everyone in the room felt like they couldn’t breathe; so quiet that you could hear a pin drop and the air conditioning system sounded deafening. This elective was comprised mostly of Comm students and there were only a few of you that weren’t; one of which was your seatmate, Lee Taeyong, a dance major.

Before Mr. Chon entered the room, the two of you promised to help each other since your free time matched one another’s and neither of you wanted to do this alone. His friends ditched him last minute when he enrolled, opting for another elective he didn’t have the prerequisite of.

The first couple of classes with Mr. Chon was bearable. He made you guys watch highly rated films from his favorite directors during class and series like ‘Lost’ and ‘Designated Survivor’ for weekend homework. When it came to the first assignment, which was to pitch film ideas, it was all easy going aside from the one slip up majority of the class, with you included, of not printing it out in the specific format he made clear on the first day.

Strike one.

But when the time came to start working on the final project, as it is a full script for a film, the stress of it all came piling up. Mr. Chon gave out assignments to create character sheets, a lesson he never gave on, and expected you to submit a properly written one from research alone.

But before you can even create character sheets, he had to choose and approve a logline from the ones you’ve submitted beforehand. You tried to be nice and formal in your emails to him, always ending the message with a “Thank you and God bless.”

His replies sounded harsh despite the lack of words that would support that description. He had reprimanded you for submitting an edited version of the logline you presented in class, saying that no matter how good it was, if it was not submitted properly the day he had expected to receive it on a printed paper, he had expected you to revise all off them.

Strike two.

So you apologized for your mistake and made new loglines; and luckily he had chosen one that suited his taste. When it came to creating a character sheet, you were reprimanded for the format and given an example on how to make a proper one. However, you didn’t quite understand the file he had sent and took your chance into making minor changes to your previous submission, taking into account the little information you’ve understood from the text.

Strike three.

He reprimanded you (AGAIN), through email, for the ‘pathetic’ edit you’ve made. Ordering you to personally consult him after class or through scheduled one-on-one meetings in the Comm office where two other assistants can be witnesses to the whole ordeal.

This was indeed disadvantageous to you because while your classmates had the freedom to consult him 24/7 through email, you had to wait for class--one you had once a week--before you can even officially start anything, and that’s IF he approves anything.

At this point, you gave up; on him, the class, and your grade. It might be too late to officially drop out of class, but you can use up all your allowed absences until he’s failed you for it.

You were upset at your decision but it was the best sounding option you had, even Taeyong agreed to it because he couldn’t even get his loglines approved. You agreed to accompany him when he had his one-on-one consultation for his third revision of loglines and nearly half an hour later, he practically stormed out of the office while violently whispering to you that he was joining your little ‘boycott’ of the subject after Mr. Chon told him to revise everything again in the most passive aggressive manner.

Both of you had three allowed absences before your final grades would be considered FA (Failure due to Absences) and the two of you spent the supposed class hours together instead to ease each other of the anxiety of it all.

“I hate him.” You snarled, throwing your head back to gulp the can of beer Taeyong had offered you. “It wasn’t even fair to begin with!”

It was the last allowed absence you had for class. The thought of it made you cry, thinking how it would tarnish your records and disappoint your parents if they find out.

Taeyong wipes your tear with his thumb. You had oddly gotten close with Taeyong because of the elective; working together to do your assignments, consulting one another for suggestions, and especially sharing mutual hate for the class. It was maybe a month and a half already, but it’s as if you and Taeyong had been friends since freshman year.

“We both enrolled and paid on time for the original class and prof, why were we the ones moved?” You sniffed, silently thanking Taeyong for inviting you to his dorm so you could vent out your feelings to someone who understands the situation.

“I know. But the system sucks, what can a couple of students do against them?” He sighs, rubbing his eyes in frustration; probably wanting to cry as well with how his voice shook. He was his organization’s vice president and he had plans to run as president the next year, but with an FA grade, he doubts he can even make the minimum CQPA to run as treasurer. “Ah, hyung would be so disappointed if I don’t take his spot as org president.”

You glance at the wall clock as you take another gulp of beer, “T-there’s like 30 minutes before class actually starts… should we just go?”

Taeyong snaps his attention towards you, “Are you crazy? And what will we say for ditching class for two meetings? We don’t have anything to present to him. He might as well give us an ‘F’ as fat as him if we show up empty handed.”

You hated how he was right; Mr. Chon would probably eat you alive in front of class for doing so. “Yeah, w-we shouldn’t. We need to commit to this stupid idea of ours.”

A phone begins to ring and Taeyong stands up to answer the call outside.

You let your gaze wander around the room, noting how clean and organized it was. You vaguely remember him telling you how he always cleaned up after his roommate, but he took no offence to it, rather enjoying the act of tidying up as a stress reliever or time killer.

As you finish off your beer, you receive a notification for a new email from no other than Mr. Chon, reminding you of the consequences if you don’t show up to class and the way he had worded it so condescendingly made your blood boil, and on top of that had it CC’d to both assistants AND the chairperson of the department, you just felt utter rage from embarrassment.

You put your phone down before you could even reply with the most improper and vulgar message you can think of. At the same time, you hear the front door slam and Taeyong is stalking into the room; face red and nostrils flared.

Before you could even ask, he’s screaming in frustration: “Our president found out that I’m purposefully failing a class and is demanding me to attend it! He even went as far as threatening to take me off my position as vice president!”

“Then make him go through the class and let’s see how he deals with Mr. Chon, who, by the way, just emailed us. He’s reminding us of the consequences and you know what’s worse? He had copies of the email sent to both assistants and the chairperson of the department! Like, was that even necessary?”

“What the hell?” He checks his phone immediately, scowling when he finds the email. “What is his problem?! Does he get off of our misery or something? I’ve never dealt with this kind of prof before! He doesn’t even fucking teach!”

You don’t really know Taeyong long enough to think formulate this opinion, but you’ve never seen him so angry and honestly, he looked hot.

Maybe he caught how you looked at him, but one second he’s ready to spit out more hate, instead he slams his lips over yours, grabbing the sides of your face with his hands after dropping his phone to the floor.

It caught you off guard; making you stumble back a few steps at how he met your lips, your hands flying to grasp the cloth of his shirt around his waist. He steadies you against him, slipping his fingers over your nape as his tongue licks your bottom lip.

When you part your lips to make way for him, he wastes no time slipping the wet muscle into your mouth and exploring the warm cavern. You both moan at the contact of your tongues, tasting each other of the beers and mints you previously had.

“Fuck,” He gasps in between kisses, “I’m sorry, I don’t know what came over me.”

“It’s okay, it’s okay. You look so hot when you’re angry.” You guide his hand over your chest.

“Yeah?” Taeyong squeezes your breast, moving his lips onto your jaw. He slides his thigh between your legs and rubs it over your crotch, hurriedly.

Stifling a moan, you stretch your neck out to give him more access and thread your fingers through his hair as you grind yourself on him.

He brings his mouth over yours again after slipping his hands under your shirt to get a better feel of your boobs, pressing his thumbs over your nipples until they were pert to his touch. He helps you out of your blouse, using the moment your lips are separated to unhook your bra. While he shrugs out of his own shirt, you fall to your knees and begin to to unzip his pants.

Once you were able to push his pants down and free his cock out of his briefs, you engulf most of his length as best as you can, tightening a grip on the few centimeters with one hand.

Taeyong cusses above you, moaning low as he combs your head back.

A ringtone erupts from below you and you fish out his phone out of his pants, handing it to him before resuming your previous act. “Answer it.”

He swallows hard as he obeys your request, not even giving the caller ID a glance before picking it up. “Hello?”

You watch him through your lashes, continuing to lick the underside of his cock.

“Wha-Calm down! I’ve made up mind! I’m not going to class and it’s way too late now.” He shouts into his phone, catching you by surprise.

You meant to pull away but his hand pushes you back down his cock, forcing the tip all the way to the back of your throat. You thank your ability to control your gag reflex and let yourself get used to the feeling; hollowing out your cheeks as he thrusts into your mouth.

“Shit, li-listen, I’m n-not going to beg Mr. Chon to let me back in class! I--what? So what if I’m with a girl-- I didn’t-- Prez, you’re being ridiculous!” He growls, pushing you away and kicking his pants completely off in anger. “You can’t just kick me off the team! I’m--”

You rise up from the floor, wiping the spit that dribbled down your chin. Warily, you watched Taeyong huff at his phone, ready to throw it to the ground but glances at you.

In a beat, he’s turning you around and pinning you against the back of an armchair; making quick work of your jeans and pushing them down your ankles with his foot once he got it past your knees.

“Did he threaten to kick you off the team?” You quietly ask, breathing rapidly as Taeyong cards his fingers through your pussy.

“He already has. He’s so abusive with his power! He was only elected president because he has connections to sponsors.” He grumbles behind you, “He also keeps reusing past choreo for new pieces! No one has the guts to call him out for it. I even made the fucking mistake of trying to befriend him because now I just get pushed around by him!”

You reach behind you to guide his cock into your pussy, “Let it out, Taeyong. If you’re really off the team, you’re not his lacke--”

You’re cut-off with a gasp as Taeyong surges forward, penetrating into you.

“I’m not his lackey!” He hisses, clawing your hips for support as he thrusts his hips repeatedly. “I’m the fucking vice president of the dance team!”

“What kind of president pushes around the VP like that then? Are you sure you were elected as vice president and not his lackey?”

“Stop calling me that!” He yells, snapping his hips harder into yours and eliciting a high shriek from you.

You bend over the armchair, grabbing at the pillows to anchor yourself against the force Taeyong was going at. You can feel your walls already accommodating his girth as they pushed in and out of you. Your lower abdomen tightens as your legs start to quiver in excitement; your orgasm is coming faster than you anticipated.

“T-Tae, I’m going to-- I’m really, really close--”

He grunts, moving you to the couch while still pounding into you. He only pulls you off of his dick to spin you around so you would be facing him and sits down, wasting no time as he hooks his fingers around your thighs to have you sit on his lap.

“You know,” He starts, guiding his cock back into your awaiting entrance, “That goddamn class is the reason why our president is so harsh on me. I was either going to practices late or leaving early to work on our stupid assignments.”

“Ugh, the root of all our problems is because of that goddamn class! It’s still unfair how we were transferred to Mr. Chon’s class.” You adjusted your legs so you could carry your weight as you begin to ride him.

“Don’t even mention that asshole! He keeps bragging about how he wrote scripts for indie films and how he was mentored by great, award-winning scriptwriters, but he never bothered actually teaching us shit.” He punctuates his complaint with a hard thrust upwards.

You moan out loud, dragging the sound until your head is situated on the crook of his neck. “Do that again.”

He obeys--multiple times; each with an insult towards your professor.

“Aah, I’m comi--!” Taeyong pulls you in for a kiss, drowning out your cries of pleasure as he holds your hips down for him to drive his cock into with a more calculated force.

You come with your toes curled and head thrown back in a silent cry while Taeyong thumbs furious circles over your clit and chases after his own high.

“In me, in me.” You chant, still shaking from your release.

Taeyong moans, “Shit, really?”

After confirming with a nod, he shoots his load into you; sensing immense warmth overcome your belly as you help him ride it out. When you take his cock out and proceed to sit back down on his lap, you can already feel it drip out of you.

“I can’t believe I got off for being so pissed.” Taeyong breathes, covering his eyes with his palm. “I hope I didn’t hurt you.”

“Not at all.” You clamber off of him, dropping your weight to the space beside him. “I liked it and I guess… sort of needed it, too.”

He turns his head towards you and snorts, “We deserved it after that hell of an elective. We’ll be weakshits to those who stayed, but whatever, yeah?”

“I value my sanity, thank you.” You laugh and he joins you. “The only thing good that came out of this was you.”

Taeyong’s lips twitched into a smile, “Yeah. We wouldn’t have met if not for that damned class. If we didn’t help each other out with Chon’s assignments…”

“We would have died way earlier.”

He chuckles, “Yeah, but, uhm, no, not just that… what I mean is that I wouldn’t have gotten to know you and,”

You blink at him, “And?”

“I can’t do this with my dick out, [Y/N]. Hold on.”

“Your dick is fine--it’s amazing, in fact.” You grab his shoulders when he tried to get up, “Taeyong, I like you.”

Taeyong bursts out laughing, “We’re really confessing in the nude?”

“Think of it this way: if you feel the same way, it’s so much easier to get down to business.” You cock a brow at him and he shrugs with puckered lips.

“Then, I like you, too.” He says, twisting his torso to face you and dragging his thumb across your lower lip, “So, round two?”

Snorting, you cup his face and pull him in for a kiss, “How about we exclude shitty profs and abusive friends?”

Taeyong hoists you up in his arms, carrying you so that either of your legs were secured over his hips. He starts to walk away from the couch, grinning at you as you squealed in surprise at his action, “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

-

a/n: this feels so rushed because of my internet situation ;A;

[crownees]

[ non binary, they/them ].  did daniel “neil” yuen just walk by?  the 25 / 27 age year old familiar with the form of a jaguar is known for their bookish, idealistic and ambitious, cynical behavior.  that explains why they resemble im jaebum.  doesn’t nub-bitten nails, moth eaten paperbacks and lonely subway carts remind you of them?

rel again!  this is the third of my three, NEIL, and he’s sort of new, so characterization will be a bit of a struggle for a while.  once more my discord is @lesbee1619.  thank you in advance for reading and like if one of the connections or plots below interests you!

⋆  ◦  * CHARACTER  ——  background.

⋆   Dad’s a witch; mum’s a demon.  (  Bit of a nasty shock for him when he found out.  )

⋆   Raised by their father, Neil grew up knowing that their purpose in life was to serve a witch, to empower them with anything they needed to succeed.  Of course that affected Neil’s outlook, their self-worth; but when training in that little shop with their father’s familiar ------ a lovely fox hopelessly in love with Neil’s father ------ Neil was told there were always options in life.  That they could do more with their years than spend them in service of someone else’s happiness.  Believing Neil wouldn’t find happiness and fulfillment until they found their witch, Neil was thrust into the world of witches as a young age in speed-meets and greets.  It was embarrassing, it was boring, and it was frustrating. 

⋆   Neil’s mother appeared several years later and whisked Neil away.  Partly out of boredom, partly out of fury at Neil’s father.  At first, Neil was fine with the difference ------ for once, someone wasn’t at his ear every day telling them how they had to find their other half ------ but Neil’s mother was ...... crazy.  Batshit crazy.  Fresh, young demon in a pretty body.  The appeal washed off quickly when Neil witnessed an accidental murder that their mother just shrugged off as nothing by saying that’s the way things are.  It oddly echoed what Neil’s father had told him growing up.  At twenty-one, Neil had enough.  Just because that was the way things were, didn’t mean that’s the way things had to be. 

⋆   The irony isn’t lost on Neil that the moment they started looking for their witch on their own that they found them.  Now, intent on changing the social order of things and broadening the reaches of the familiar’s power, Neil’s truly found fulfillment.  They don’t want to just be a servant.  They don’t want to be just fodder.  They’re desperate, hungry, and most of all, they’re angry. 

⋆  ◦  * ZODIAC SIGN  ——  virgo.

❝ Virgos are always paying attention to the smallest details and their deep sense of humanity makes them one of the most careful signs of the zodiac. Their methodical approach to life ensures that nothing is left to chance, and although they are often tender, their heart might be closed for the outer world. This is a sign often misunderstood, not because they lack the ability to express, but because they won’t accept their feelings as valid, true, or even relevant when opposed to reason. The symbolism behind the name speaks well of their nature, born with a feeling they are experiencing everything for the first time. ❞ ( x )

personality quirks: shy, loyal, analytical, kind, worrisome, critical, independent, organized, patient

⋆  ◦  * PERSONALITY TYPE  ——  intj.

❝ With a natural thirst for knowledge that shows itself early in life, other kids at school often call Architects “bookworms.” While their peers may intend to insult them, those with this personality type likely identify with the label. Throughout their lives, they’re proud of how much they know, and Architects enjoy sharing the knowledge they gain. They’re confident in their mastery of their chosen subjects. They are serious and prefer to design and carry out effective plans rather than waste their time with foolish distractions like gossip. ❞  ( x )

personality quirks: self-confident, logical, neurotic, awkward, imaginative, strategic, tenacious, decisive, clueless

⋆  ◦  * CHARACTER ALIGNMENT  ——  lawful good.

❝ A lawful good character acts as a good person is expected or required to act. He combines a commitment to oppose evil with the discipline to fight relentlessly. He tells the truth, keeps his word, helps those in need, and speaks out against injustice. A lawful good character hates to see the guilty go unpunished. ❞  ( x )

personality quirks: honorable, compassionate, sincere, zealous, judgmental, arrogant, moralistic, protective, disciplined

⋆  ◦  * CHARACTER  ——  miscellaneous.

Occupation: Assistant Store Manager at the magic shop, Abracapothecary

Hobbies: scouring the internet, hanging out at aquariums, riding the metro anywhere, white hat hacking, tinkering with things, researching spells and creatures, sitting in on college classes, finding rare books, gardening, bailing on plans, reading, hanging out at the library, bird watching

Vices: knowledge, power, a sense of purpose in the world, some goddamn peace and quiet

Personal style: Black jeans, black hoodies and obscure band t-shirts.  Oversized, smoky flannels and thick boots.  Lots of buckles, some chains.  Leather bracelets and gauges in their ears.  Black denim, scuffed converse.  Ballpoint pen behind his ear.  Reading glasses that aren’t super necessary.  Tongue stud.  Worn-out jackets that’re thrifted.  Same five basic outfits stuck on rotation until the fabric’s falling apart. 

Other: 5′11  ;  slim / slender  ;  black hair  ;  ears and tongue pierced  ;  demisexual  ;  panromantic

⋆  ◦  * WANTED  ——  connections.

⋆  feelings towards other creatures:  neil’s fascinated by the lore and history of other creatures, but is guided by a very strong moral compass of right and wrong.  he dislikes anyone from any background who purposefully hurts the innocent, so he has a strong prejudice against demons.  he’s wary of vampires, siphoners, and sirens.  as for angels, neil’s never met one, but he believes he’d mostly just be annoyed by them for some reason.  neil is sympathetic towards hunters and humans and believes they should be protected, but is very equitable in seeing that everyone’s protected from injustice, not just the weaker creatures.  he’s aware of his own vulnerabilities as a familiar --- and his demonic heritage.  he’s most sympathetic towards other familiars, and is more protective over them than even his own bound witch because of their odd attachments.

⋆  connections:  witches they know from their childhood and up ; older witches who know their father ; demons and the like who know of their mother ; demons who have tried to broker deals with neil, sensing their desires ; someone who’s like-minded in the whole anarchy / justice stuff ; customers at the shop ; fellow familiars who think neil’s an idiot ; fellow familiars who think neil’s speaking the good shit ; a hardcore crush on neil’s part ; people he runs into at frequent haunts  (  aquarium, library, metro, college campuses, planetarium  ) ; annoyances ; people neil sees doing Evil / Bad shit that gets neil all bothered and ready for Vengeance  (  could also be a misinterpretation of events!  )  ;  a true best friend and confidante 

** i’m equally interested in these suggestions being in-game or established plots & connections.  development bb!! & don’t forget to check out my wanted tag  <3

[handslows]

time for my messy unwanted unpopular opinion (again..!)

im sorry to say this but the reason half of you are so angry and disappointed all the time is that you take things so...personally. you think you are louis and what you believe his team is doing to him is actually happening to you? like, yall act like louis’ team is purposefully doing “bad” things just to spite YOU personally. i read shit like “i wanna stop supporting/promoting because whats the point his team doesnt want it blah blah blah”. all im gonna say is no need to be so dramatic no one is forcing you to stream in the first place but also stop being obsessed with his team...? you claim to love louis but then wanna ‘punish him’ because of his team lmao...makes no sense.

ppl complaining the promo is bad have literally not been there for niall’s promo but im not surprised because yall only pretend to like him anyway but if you paid attention you would realize louis had better promo than him and the reason why niall is so high now is because most songs take time to build up in the charts. SH debuted at #52 in the US. now its #19.

you have literally no consideration for what louis wants. you automatically assume that if what is happening is not what YOU want, then louis also doesn’t want it. you think he wastes his time in small radio stations? well maybe louis just likes meeting his fans from all over the country instead of always staying in london and seeing the same goddamn stalkers. newsflash: you are not louis. you dont get to decide whats good for him and what isnt, you also can’t get in his head to figure out what he wants.

you constantly project your stereotypes and bias on louis to shit on his own style. getting mad at his haircut - do you even hear yourself? being mad that what he wears looks “cheap” or “chavy” when all of his clothes are totally unaffordable (at least for me) and he fucking likes it. hes also being paid for promoting these designers so i really dont think hes crying at home. 

some of you dont wanna admit it but you hate it because you dont think he looks “stereotypically gay” the way harry does with his bright clothes. you think his clothes makes him look too “straight” and “masculine” and for you its incompatible with your belief that hes gay because gay people cant be masculine apparently. there’s also the fact that not liking a style personally (it’s ok we all have tastes) doesn’t make it objectively bad. you not liking it doesnt mean no one can like it.

another portion of you are just deadass angry because he’s (still) closeted and it appears some of you have inherent disgust for that and im not gonna elaborate on how that’s fucked up and none of your business.

i hate when he mentions his gf and his kid as much as everyone else but to act like its bad promo is just wrong. everyone else loves it and it makes him relatable even if its lies 80% of the time. just look at liam. so stop projecting, again, your own feelings into the state of his promo. 

again its just the FIRST WEEK of promo its not a disaster if he hasnt been on any TV appearance or done any performance. on the contrary, when all appearances are in the same week, the song DROPS after that because there is no more promo. that’s what all of 1d’s songs ever were: best charts the first week (first 2 days, really) then significant drop.

tl;dr relax a bit, and remind yourself at the end of the day this isnt your life its not happening to YOU and the world isnt ending. bye.

[meanderfall]

I haven't seen many people talk about it, but Temple was right, the Reds & Blues *do* treat Caboose with kid gloves. They see him as stupid and sometimes annoying, but ultimately harmless and sweet and childlike (most of the fans do too, as did the last two writers). Alpha was really the only person who ever treated him like an adult (he still found him annoying, but tbh I think a lot of that was just bluster), who acknowledged that he was capable and *dangerous*. Maybe Tex did too, but [1/3]

[2/3] they didn't have many on screen interactions.And at first Wash did, but after Alpha died no one did. Which I think wasactually on purpose in regards to Epsilon? Because even though Epsilonacknowledges Caboose's strength at the end of Season 10, he still treatsCaboose like the others do. Whereas Alpha was *always* aware of how destructiveCaboose could and would be, to the point where he'd hide behind him in diceysituations because he didn't want to get caught in Caboose's crossfire.

[3/3] I also thinkit's a little interesting that Temple was supposed to analogous to Alpha(although how tf did the Director know that Alpha would be enough like Templeto make the stalemate work again? Also the stalemate only really worked in thefirst place because Temple and Biff were friends so?? But I digress!), and hadalso been the only one since Alpha died to acknowledge that Caboose was anadult, and even though he was cruel about it he still treated Caboose like hedid everyone else.

Hello, Anon! It was so nice to see this in my inbox omg, and I’m sorry this took so long, life has been hectic and stressful! Not to mention, I wanted to take the time to ponder about this, and lol I’m definitely going to be rambling a lot woops.

You’re absolutely right, anon. We, the fans, and the writers and even the BGC tend to baby Caboose a lot. Mostly, at least in my case, because he tends to exude innocence and naivety and you just wanna protect him as much as possible from the real world. But just because he does seem innocent and naive, it doesn’t mean he’s a kid. Alpha was probably the one who treated him the most as an equal, though that’s probably mostly because he’s an asshole to everyone. (Though maybe not?? Remember that RVB 360 video with Church doing the Dad Knee to Junior and talking to him?? Maybe he does know the difference between how to treat a kid and an adult. Won’t stop him from complaining about the kid around said kid though lol.)

I’m not going to lie, anon, these asks gave me some kind of existential crisis as I tried to figure out what exactly is the difference between a kid and an adult, besides ages, and how we’re supposed to treat them, (because it seemed like part the argument that you were implying about how Caboose is an adult and doesn’t need to be treated like a child was that he’s dangerous, and that didn’t sit well with me tbh so here I am over-analyzing a simple ask yet again lmao im sorry if i was wrong or misinterpreted).

Anyway, I’m pretty sure the difference has do with cognitive development. Kids’ thought processes are pretty simple, and this is especially clear from their idea of morality. I’ve heard my younger siblings exclaim so many times that something was unfair, and y’know sometimes they were right, but other times they weren’t taking into consideration other circumstances that made it so the situation was fair. Not to mention, that they’re selfish, through no fault of their own. So far, in their minds, they can’t really manage to consider other people’s point of view, and unless they’re taught differently and actually make the effort, that won’t change. And that’s where the difference between how adults are supposed to treat kids and other adults comes in. Adults, esp their guardians, are supposed to help them grow. They are there to encourage more complex thought processes and and help them walk through the logic if necessary. And they are there to offer advice bc adults have so much more life experience then kids do.

Caboose isn’t really like a kid at all. A lot of people might mistake the things he says as him being simple-minded but really, he just sees things differently from others and processes it differently. And that of course, seems weird and probably child-like to the others because by now they’re so used to how ‘normal’ adult minds work. And like, there are so many examples of posts on this site of adults or teenagers being surprised or caught off-guard by something a kid said or did, so I guess when the BGC encountered Caboose and had that happen to them, they kind of went Caboose = child.

Not to mention, Caboose is easily one of the most caring and empathetic characters on the show??? He loves his friends so much, esp Church, and would do anything for them. (Good examples of Caboose having complex thought processes and empathy: his speech to Tucker in s12 about how he shouldn’t be mad at Church, that episode of s14 ‘Caboose’s Guide to Making Friends’ or whatever it was called, s8 in general when he kept wanting to help Epsilon esp the end of s8. ‘But they’ll die!’ he says. He is completely aware of the possible consequences of what’s happening. He isn’t dumb.)

Anyway, back to the rest of the asks! About them treating Caboose with kid’s gloves.... I waffle between saying you’re absolutely right and going “Weeeellll....”. Because Temple says that right before he reveals that Church really is truly dead and Tucker is trying to stop him from saying it. And you’re right. Caboose shouldn’t have that hidden from him. He’s fully capable of hearing the truth and starting to process the grief. But the thing is, isn’t that what he was already doing in the beginning of s15? Before Temple sent them that corrupted message and gave him hope again? (Not to mention, in the grand scheme of things it probably isn’t that weird to thing Church could’ve honestly come back, he’s died and come back so many times.) And, as a friend, wouldn’t you want to do anything to protect your friend from getting hurt or from grief? Especially when the news is coming from your enemy? Of course Tucker wanted to stop Temple from revealing the truth like that. And it kind of happened in a tense moment. And Tucker hadn’t really been at his best emotionally all season (which believe me, I’m kind of displeased with :/    s15 Tucker is not my Tucker.) (The Blood Gulch Chronicles was probably the best in terms of Tucker treating Caboose like an equal. They definitely had sibling bond there, annoying each other and trying to get Dad’s Church’s attention XD)

I think Wash is pretty good about Caboose though. I still remember that s11 speech when he validated Caboose’s feelings of loss and asked for forgiveness for not being a better leader when he really needed him. I’d probably need to re-watch the seasons for myself in order to really confirm if they treat him like a child constantly that can’t comprehend what’s happening. It’s hard to tell for sure, because the writers kind of fuck that up from time to time, making Caboose seem dumber and the others reacting more harshly to it. Though where do we draw the line of them baby-ing him and caring for him? Like when Sarge let’s Caboose push the button in s3 and calls him a ‘litle rascal’ (i think?), is Sarge treating him like a kid there or just engaging in his enthusiasm? Or in s7 and s8 whenever they leave Caboose behind out of the fights, are they doing it to stop him from accidentally hurting others or because they genuinely think he��d be useless in the fight? Whenever they decide not to explain something to him, are they doing it because they think it’s a waste of time to explain something Caboose won’t understand anyway? (Personally, whenever Caboose misunderstands what someone explained to him, I think it has to do with a lack of concentration than just not being able to comprehend what they’re telling him. He probably has a tendency to drift. And he can concentrate when it’s important, so I think he’s okay) There are probably more examples, but I can’t think of more, I really do need to do a rewatch goddamn.

One last thing! About how Temple is analogous to Church and the stalemate. Correct me if I’m wrong (and I might seriously be, I watched s15 with friends, so I probably missed a good quarter of information), but isn’t the similarities between the two groups completely coincidental? Because Alpha wasn’t implanted and put into Blood Gulch until after Project Freelancer was destroyed, and Temple and the others were in an simulation outpost while Freelancer was still running, evidenced by Carolina and Tex showing up. And I don’t think it would be too hard for them to purposefully create a stalemate? The Counselor probably evaluated them and interviewed them, and learnt that Temple and Bif were friends, and just created the teams in such a way that they would either more or less take charge of their respective teams or be too lazy to fight, creating a stalemate between the two. Also I’m pretty sure Florida created the Blood Gulch teams on his own??? so it really is a coincidence. A freak-ish one for sure, and obviously kind of contrived because it was for plot, but it isn’t that bad.

Also, totally jumping off that one tiny thing you said about how Temple and Alpha were the ones to treat Caboose like an adult. First, I’m about 99% sure the reason why that’s the case if because they’re both huge assholes omg nothing will stop them from treating you like a dumbass. And, this is totally a more personal thought process that I’m just shoving at you, even though me and my friend spent most of our watch saying things like “Alpha would never do that!”, looking back on it, I think Alpha would. Keep in mind, Alpha was an AI created by Leonard Church. A man that when his wife died and he had been powerless to stop it, started torturing his own mind in the hope’s of one day creating an AI of his wife, and performing psychological experiments with the people under his command, who he is supposed to guide and train, and on his own daughter. If there had been a clear cause for what had happened, like in the case of Bif’s death, he probably would’ve gone absolutely insane in his quest for vengeance, like Temple did. And Alpha would’ve done the same, at least, probably before he had been tortured and fragmented. Afterwards, he didn’t really have much emotions or energy to bother with vengeance plots.

Anyway, thank you for coming to my inbox! I hope you enjoyed this read through lmao, though it’s probably filled with stuff you already know and understand! Also looking back on it, I realize I’m all over the place about whether the BGC treat Caboose like a kid woops. I might do a rewatch just for this lol.

[creacherkeeper]

Hi, I really like your fics. I write some too but im kinda too shy to post them. I get worried that they're not good enough and people probably don't want to read about characters being autistic who they are probably thinking "yeah they're not". I've posted a couple with only vague references but still they were kinda ignored and I got like 5 kudos and 1 comment. I know I shouldn't get greedy but is it wrong to feel like that kinda stings and proves my point that I shouldn't bother?

i don’t think it’s wrong to feel that way at all. fanworks are made, for the most part, to be shared, and when a fic doesn’t get much attention it can feel like all your hard work went to waste. everyone wants to be well-received, there’s nothing wrong with that. it can be really discouraging when you don’t get a lot of positive feedback. i have a few popular fics and a small group of people who regularly comment on my stuff - and i still feel discouraged when something doesn’t as much feedback as i wanted it to! most fic writers feel that way, even people who write popular stuff 

i really don’t want that to discourage you from writing more in the future, though. one reason a fic doesn’t get a lot of feedback is lack of exposure. if you’re a new writer, people just don’t know they should be looking for your stuff. it takes time to build up a base. and, i don’t know about everyone else, but i don’t really go through the ao3 feed like ..... at all. a lot of people are finding fics through their friends, and through tumblr. that can make it hard for new writers to get in on the action. it doesn’t mean people are purposefully ignoring you, it means they can’t find you through their usual channels. joining groups like @aosficnet2 (im assuming youre in the aos fandom) and promoting your fics that way can be a good place to start gaining an audience. also - it’s hiatus. a lot of people just aren’t as active in the fandom right now. i know i haven’t been. 

when i first started writing fics, years and years ago, the thing that kept me writing was a group of friends who liked my stuff and encouraged me to keep going. and honestly my fics when i first started were like. bad. but having that support was key for me to keep trying new things, keep sharing my stuff, and grow as a writer. and eventually, i got to the point where people besides my friends were liking and interacting with my work as well. so finding some friends in the fandom who can encourage you (and you encouraging them in turn) can be really helpful 

as for the content - autistic headcanons are getting more popular in every fandom, aos included! there’s a growing audience for people who write autistic fics, and a growing number of people writing them. which is awesome! we need all the awesome autistic fics we can get. i know i for one would love to read any autistic fics you write, if you want to come off anon and share them with me. and i’d be happy to boost and give feedback. there are some really awesome aos writers who write autistic fics, like @unlessimwrongwhichyouknowimnot and @agentofserenity and delicatelyglitterywriter on ao3, and probably more i’m forgetting. so i’d check out their stuff for inspiration :) 

it’s so easy to get discouraged when you’re first starting out, especially if you’re not writing super mainstream stuff or popular pairings. and, honestly, if you decide that fic writing just isn’t right for you, that’s okay. you don’t have to do it. it’s perfectly fine to consume content without interacting, and it’s also fine to find other ways to create content like making graphics or headcanons posts. but if you think that fanfic is something you want to do, because you find it fun or rewarding, then don’t give up hope just yet! give yourself some time to find an audience and find your groove. and if you make even one person’s day better along the way (yourself included), it’ll be worth it 

[abnormal-angel]

Im not sure I understand all the "drama" around DK and Norm. What happened? Why is everyone hating on her? Are they a couple or not? What did she do that makes people so angry? Where do people take their info on their relationship? I'm so behind on the gossips. Sorry for asking. I hope you'll be able to light my lantern.

Hey Anon! How much time do you have? Pull up a seat and I will tell you the tale of dk (lol). I’m going to try and stick the main points here, if I leave anything our anons will let me know.

First please check out the dk wank tag I created, this will start you at the very beginning of what started all this for me. Which was he trolling the fans on IG. Anyway here some main reasons why fans are upset with her.

1. I have known about DK since she started dating Joshua Jackson about a decade ago, I have never been a fan of hers and have always thought she was just entirely fake and only in it for the fame and attention. She used Joshua’s name to become “somebody” in Hollywood, from which I hear isn’t her biggest fan. 

2. She is a serial cheater and known to leech off of one guy and then jump right into bed with another. She has cheated on her ex husband and cheated on Joshua with Norman while making the movie, Sky. Cheating on Joshua right under his nose, even though he helped get the film publicity by cameoing in the movie, which still flopped.

3. She carried on cheating on Joshua with Norman and who knows who else tbh after Joshua gave her another chance. After a year Joshua finally kicked her to the curb when she was caught cheating on him again. For some reason dk is the one who sought out Norman for the role in sky and had apparently wanted to get her hooks in him that early. What is even more sick is that Norman and Joshua had been friends and had known each other for years. 

4. From what we known dk and norman have been casually screwing around with each other since then (2015) but Norman has also been screwing around with a lot of other women on the side at the same time. dk has been pushing really hard the past few months to try and force norman into saying they are exclusive, going so far as to set up her paparazzi rag (The Daily Mail) to snap shots of them out on the town or her going to his apartment (showing everyone where he lives btw). She then has her people there type up hyped up articles with headlines like, “Sorry Joshua, but she’s taken!!” Using Norman’s name to throw shit towards Josh all the while pretending she really cares about Norman. Who she was quoted to call, “a very broken,” man in an interview while filming sky. Uh what?? So you love your men broken do ya dk? Twisted.

5. She is an emotional manipulator and many of us worry that she is going to hurt his heart. She has already proven all the cares about is her face in the spotlight and she uses guys to get this attention. Literally, no one thinks she can act, so her life legit has become siccing paparazzi on Norman every second he has been in NYC on hiatus and then leaking them to her rag. All the rag articles mention Norman Reedus, even in ones where it is just her picking up her laundry or some shit, because it gets clicks and she gets paid.

6. dk has a sick and twisted tie with the Daily Mail. Check it out. Not only are most of these articles just plain click bait, but it shows her connection to the rag is a deep one where she is basically paying paparazzi to setup norman and her and norman on the town and then she pays the daily mail writers to write whatever b.s. story she wants us to believe. Not too mention her IG appears to be filled with paid trolls who help her block and delete all negative commentary on her IG and fill it with bullshit, “you’re so beautiful we love you and norman,” comments. Which again Norman has NEVER come out and actually said they are dating so this just again shows her lack of respect and willingness to spin things her way, even in fucking IG comments. lol hilarious. She spends her days trolling fans and stalking norman, she has legit not left him alone this entire hiatus, except when he is at cons. Bitch is scared of fans and should be, we are catching onto all her b.s.

7. Don’t even get me started on the video she set up with her and norman about a month back. He was wasted out of his mind and she was parading him around like a puppy on a leash, while the paps snapped away. Then she set up up so we had to watch her attacking him basically while she gives him a hickey and he stands there awkwardly and tense af, knowing they are being filmed. Then she smacked his ass, as if to claim him, he looked pissed. If you can stomach the video (seriously the grossest thing I have ever seen tbh *shudders*) google “diane kruger daily mail norman reedus makeout” or something like that and you will find it. But be forewarned it is gross. 

8. Also this very same day she paid paps in L.A. to follow Joshua around when he was on a date with his new girl. She then leaked those photos because she had been bugging Josh to go public for a while with this new woman and he wouldn’t. So she legit set him up so that he was forced to go public, at least in paparazzi rags. No major media magazine ever picks up any of these things it is tabloid fodder that she gets paid for and spins to her advantage. So that very day she leaks Joshua on his date pap picture is the very same day she set up and leaked that video. 

9.She is trying to lock his ass down and show people he is hers, when in reality he has never come out publically about being in a relationship with her or it being anything exclusive or official. Norman also has always loved his privacy and has a hatred for paparazzi and has a well known history of this. So her using paps to force himself to out himself with her is really sick and twisted of her. And her setting him up at his apt, showing where he lives in also very disrespectful.

10. She is an emotional manipulator, she is very good at trying to spin everything so that she is the victim when in fact she is victimizing him. He is also not completely innocent in all of this, but I believe he has a good heart and she is playing with it. She is literally using him for everything she can squeeze out of him.

11. We also found out last week that it was her and her people who set up and propped up the false pregnancy rumors that have been flying around the past few weeks. Even though every event she is at she is caught drinking, just another way to troll fans and gain clicks on her rag. Also again if you respected Norman you wouldn’t be spreading false rumors and purposefully playing into them. Just shows what kind of person she really is, a user.

12. Norman is obviously hating the paparazzi be sicced on him all the time and some theorize this is a way she is keeping him on lock down. Think about it, he can’t fuck around if they are watching his every move. Another way to force exclusivity when it is obvious Norman does not want that. She traps and uses him and then calls it “love.”

[EDIT ANON ADDED ITEM]: Add to your list. DK was only allowed in Spain on the promise she would not call paps. She begged NR to go. She broke it before she left because she alerted the DM paps she was leaving the country for everyone to see. DK has also said shit about one of NR’s closest friends  She has also said bad things about Norman himself last year to get what she wants.

[EDIT ANOTHER ANON ADDED ITEM]:  Do not forget she is a plain classic stalker. She stalked NR fan blogs and saw about his ex-gf ig he commented on. She tracked the gf down and liked posts on her account about NR. She must spend most of her time researching his name. She went to Italy and when she saw he was hanging with his twd friends she flew back the same day because she is so crazy. And she keeps up comments about them marrying in secret on her social media.

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Whew! I think I got most of the main points here Anon. Long story short she is bad news and making Norman look awful in the industry’s eyes right now, which he doesn’t need or deserve. We all hope he gets away from this toxic manipulative woman soon. He deserves to be treated so much better!

WE LOVE YOU NORMAN! And we love Joshua! Who didn’t deserve any of this (after ten years with her she does this to him) And we hope that they both get away from her as soon as possible.

Hope that clears things up. Thanks Anon! Send Norman some love and clarity, he is really grappling with big decisions about this situation rn if you ask me…

[ask-fairytail-bts]

You made me so tame me (Jikook fic)

This was actually the first BTS fic I ever made and I posted this on AO3 and decided to put it here as well. It will have multiple chapters and you are welcomed to ask me my AO3 account! WARNING: IF YOU ARE NOT COMFORTABLE WITH SEXUAL CONTENT DONT READ THIS!!! Name: You made me (so tame me) Rating: M for suggestive themes, cursing, future sexual scenes etc Pairings: Jikook, Namjin, Taegi, and Baekhyunxchanyeol Summary: Jimin was that one cute college junior in big sweaters and glasses who never really called attention to himself and spent his time studying. However, he had a dark past on his shoulders he rather never go back to, a past that he doesn't realize will always follow him. What he doesn't understand is how he suddenly became the target of the infamous bad boy, college sophomore, Jeon Jungkook who does nothing but continuously harass him after a heated night. And why does he suddenly look so familiar? Chapter 1: Eyes on You "Jiminnie! Come on!" a voice whined incessantly next to Jimin. It was a surprise to Jimin how the voice could sound so childish when it was gruff and deep as he heavily sighed passing a hand tiredly through his soft orange locks as he directed his attention to the brown haired male who was sporting a pout on his lips next to him. "Kim Taehyung! For the last time, I will not go partying with you", Jimin huffed returning his gaze to the large textbook in front of him, rolling his eyes when Taehyung groaned in frustration as he slumped his chin on the brown library table still looking at his best friend with pleading eyes. "Minnie, you don't understand! This is like the party everyone is going to! You can't rot away your youth in books, man. By the time we graduate you'll probably be offered the job as the librarian since you already look and act the part", he whined. "Tae, I wouldn't be denying you as much if we didn't have a Sociology exam coming up", the carrot top inquired continuing to flip the page as he scribbled down a few notes now and then. If anything Taehyung seemed outraged as he slammed his hands on the table. The carrot head only mustered a sigh. He knew what was coming. "Jimin!" he exclaimed before he was scolded by the librarian who glared at him as she shushed him guiding her bony finger to her lips. Taehyung smiled sheepishly in apology before looking back at Jimin with the same offended expression. "The fucking sociology exam isn't until next week. Seriously, I'll personally come study with you if you agree to this one party", he hissed trying desperately not to raise his voice. Jimin seemed quite shocked at Taehyung's proposition. Was he that desperate that he go to this party? He couldn't believe Taehyung actually offered to study for once. And to hell with it. Jimin would die to see Tae struggling with the boredom that came with studying. How he would enjoy guiding him through the plethora of notes he would surely be taking as punishment. With a slight smile, Jimin finally nodded. "Okay. You win, Tae". The brown head fist pumped the air as he shuffled back into his seat. Jimin wondered when the male had even stood up in the first place, but he assumed it must of been the moment he slammed his hands on the table. He usually stood up, if he was sitting, when he really wanted to make a point. Said male gave Jimin a one up as he reached to pull at the sleeve of his large sweater. "You're not gonna wear this I'm hoping", he inquired to the offending clothing article. "What's wrong with my sweater? It's comfortable", the orange haired male pouted. "Nothing. You're adorable, but come on. If you're going to a party you want to go with the "Im too fucking hot for you" not the "I'll kill you with my cuteness" look. Seriously, were you this cute in high school? Look you even have cute sweater paws", Taehyung cooed and was so distracted with Jimin's sleeve he didn't notice the male tense and gulp heavily. "Uh, no. High school was a time of change, but anyways let me use the rest of my time before the party to study", he stated plainly with a slight nervous tilt in his voice. Jimin hated remembering high school because behind his current sweet and cuddly self was a dark past he not only regretted, but never wanted to go back to. If Tae heard about it, he was sure that he'd never be able to believe it. He would make sure to take his secret to the grave or as long as he could hide it. Jimin wasn't stupid. He knew for a fact that secrets are always the first to come to light even before lies do. And that was just terrifying. ~~xXXx~~ Loud, crowded, and smelly was the only way Jimin could describe the atmosphere at a party that was supposed to be in, Taehyung's words, "lit". They had arrived maybe three hours before and the aforementioned male was already plastered and laughing his ass off with a senior he knew was named Seokjin who was being held by the waist by, the junior and Seokjin's boyfriend, Namjoon. Jimin sighed in boredom as he slumped back on the couch in the middle of the room, having squished his way through the crowd and a few offending hands on his ass, a plastic red cup now at his lips as he downed the contents with ease. He felt ashamed that he didn't even wince as the bitter liquor passed his lips, but he was thankful that he was able to do that without having to pretend that he didn't fancy alcohol as much as he used to. He glanced down at his clothes and tutted in disapproval. He was wearing a pair of black skinnies and had a black muscle shirt on, but he was smart enough to sneak one of his sweaters when Tae wasn't looking and slipped it on. It's not that he didn't like how he looked it just gave way to bad memories. He examined himself after putting on the sweater and saw it looked like he was dressed like he was normally accustomed to in exception of the tight fabric that were his pants. He eyed the dark place around to see the drunk college students stumble past him. He chuckled lightly because the freshmen were always the most reckless ones. They always thought they were tough and could handle alcohol as they boldly drunk shots only to get hammered after three and end up passed out on the floor like a lot of them were at the moment. Jimin decided after seeing the fifth girl, since he arrived, trip on her heel, that it was about time for him to leave. This had been a waste of time and all he'd gotten was drink after drink in his system, more than he should have gotten. He stood up and his head suddenly spinned. He had about downed four cups of liquor and three shots of tequila and he hadn't necessarily drunk them slowly so he wasn't surprised that he was drunk. Not only that, but he hadn't really drank since he got to college. He began to walk towards Taehyung, who had a shorter mint haired male wrapped around him, surely another lay, wobbling slightly, when he felt a hand at his wrist as he was pulled into someone. Jimin fell forward as his hands fell on a rather firm chest and arms wrapped around his waist. He felt his breathe hitch to see the one who'd pulled him was none other than the Jeon Jungkook, your resident troublemaker with a colorful reputation on campus accompanied by taut muscles and gorgeous looks. But if there's one thing Jimin hated more than these boring college parties, it was anything that screamed trouble and Jungkook was probably at the top of his avoid list because he couldn't hate someone he didn't know. However, he felt his cheeks burn in embarrassment because he came to the recollection that Jungkook had purposefully brought him against him which could only mean he was interested, right? Jimin had always found the male attractive and pretty much oggled him when he could, but never once did they come into contact and much less as intimate as they were now. Jimin was far too buzzed to even think being in contact with Jungkook was a bad idea. "U-Uh, hi" Jimin mumbled with a slight giggle as he tried pushing back from the younger male, but was kept in place by the muscular arms on his waist. Jimin felt quite intimidated when his gaze met the younger's. He almost felt breatheless by how handsome the male was with his black sweptback hair and his dark and sexy bedroom eyes and that fucking smug and playful and sexy smirk on his face. "Park Jimin, right?" Jungkook muttered hotly in his ear as he guided Jimin to the back of the crowded room caging him between the wall and his arms. The carrot top flinched at the tone as he felt like a cornered prey. What most shocked him is that THE Jungkook knew him. But how? "Yeah, h-how do you...uh know m-my name?" he stuttered a shiver running down his spine when he felt the younger's hand sliding teasingly up and down his side under his sweater and shirt and dangerously reaching down to the side of his ass. He really cursed himself. If he hadn't downed those drinks before thinking he could handle them, he swears he wouldn't have released such a shameless sound. But it was too late because when Jungkook boldly reached to squeeze his ass, Jimin moaned. He fucking moaned. "Don't you worry your cute little self about that, hmm? How about we have a few more drinks and get to know each other, hyung?" the black haired male chuckled as he pressed another red cup to Jimin's lips. He used his free hand to part Jimin's lips and was met with no restraint as the orange haired male let the bitter contents slip down his throat. He shouldn't have, he really shouldn't, but the hand on his ass promised good things. "Don't be shy, hyung. Drink it all", he heard the whisper and he swore he'd heard a "you've done it before", but at this point he didn't care about what he heard because his body was feeling the warmth pool in his stomach from the alcohol and he was a giggling mess. He clung onto Jungkook for balance who only chuckled as he held him firmly. He didn't even realize he'd wrapped his arms around Jungkook's neck before pressing his lips to his. Something at the back of Jimin's mind was telling him he should stop that there was something off. This wasn't the Jimin he had become when he entered college. But there he was pressed against one of the hottest and most infamous guys on campus with the male's tongue in his mouth and the guy's hands still holding onto his plump ass (Jimin acknowledged he had a heavenly ass or at least Taehyung was always reminding him when he would grope him randomly). He moaned softly into the kiss at first, but as it got more heated, Jungkook's teeth pulling at his bottom lip, his moans became sinful as he felt Jungkook's hardening cock press against his thigh. "Jungkookie", Jimin huffed breathlessly as he detached from the male's lips. He giggled as he tried to formulate the words he wanted to say. It wasn't helpful that they were mostly slurred or the fact that jungkook would try catching his lips against his every time he tried uttering a coherent word. "Let's dance", he finally managed to say and although he barely muttered the words he still managed to make it sound sultry. "Gonna show me what this ass can do?" Jungkook muttered intrigued as Jimin licked his lips and nodded. Jungkook grinned as he pulled Jimin in between the bodies of dancing college students as Jimin turned away from him so his ass was splendidly snug against his crotch. "Come on, baby", the male urged him as he thrusted once on the elder's ass. This was Jimin's cue as he began to sway his hips painfully and sensually slow at first before he bent down slightly as he moved a bit quicker. Jungkook groaned as the plump globes teased him, the friction sending sparks of pleasure to his cock. He gripped his hips tightly as Jimin flushed straight against him as Jungkook moved to press their lips together once more tongues meeting fiercely. Jimin grinded against Jungkook like a pro and Jungkook didn't know how much more he could take with how hard he was at this point. "Want to fuck you so bad", Jungkook hissed into the elder's ear. Jimin looked at him with a seductive look on his face as he bit down slightly on his plump bottom lip before speaking. "Then why don't you?" As those words escaped the elder's lips, Jungkook snapped. ~~xXXx~~ "Ah! J-Jungkook...mmmm" Jimin moaned as he was pounded into the mattress. As soon as he had uttered that challenge to Jungkook at the party, the younger had basically dragged him to his dorm room and thrown him on the bed. He didn't even let Jimin remove his sweater, which by the way was too hot against his sweaty skin. At least he remembered to put on a condom. Jungkook mouthed at his neck before biting down adding another colorful bruise to his skin. Jimin desperately pulled at Jungkook's hair his mouth opened as more shameless moans spilled his lips, his eyes shut tight from the excruciating ecstasy he was feeling as Jungkook hit his prostate repeatedly. "J-Jungkook! Ah! Please... faster", he pleaded. He was surprised he could even talk from how well Jungkook was fucking him into oblivion. Jungkook finally took mercy as he removed Jimin's sweater and muscle shirt before littering the fair skin with bite marks and hickies. "You take my cock so well, baby. You feel amazing", Jungkook groaned feeling himself on the edge. He was so blissfully close and Jimin didn't look like he could last any longer either. The younger suddenly stopped his thrusts as a desperate whine escaped the elder's lips. "Jungkook, why'd you s-stop?" Jimin whined thrusting his hips for some needed friction only to be stopped by Jungkook's hands firmly pushing down his hips. "You should see yourself, hyung. So fucked out and pretty just for me. Just for a brat like me", he muttered, emphasizing the last sentence before he kissed Jimin's swollen red lips and slipped his cock out using the head to tease the rim of Jimin's entrance. "J-Jungkook, please", Jimin mumbled, his cock weeping with the need of release. Jungkook chuckled as he pressed his thumb at the slit. Unknowingly to Jimin, Jungkook had been yearning for the moment to have Park Jimin like this, so utterly pliant under him. To Jimin he was a complete stranger, but Jungkook knew Jimin well. He knew him very well and he wasn't going to let him know that. At least not yet. The carrot top whimpered pathetically trying to move his hips. "Please what, hyung?" Jimin just continued to whimper and struggle against his hold. "I want to come, please", he muttered in another desperate attempt. "I need you to beg, hyung. Spread those pretty little legs open for me and ask me to fuck you", Jungkook chuckled darkly. Jimin swore he felt his cock twitch at Jungkook's demanding tone, and as degrading as it sounded, Jimin desired release more than anything. He looked up shyly at Jungkook who felt his breathe hitch at how Jimin could look so fucking innocent and at the same time so erotic as he held his legs open. "Jungkookie, p-please fuck me. Fuck me hard until I come". Jungkook didn't need to be told twice as he slipped right back into Jimin and thrusted relentlessly against him. He admired Jimin's body. Enjoyed the sight of him writhing under him in pure pleasure, legs spread wide and his sinful lips begging him to fuck him. Jimin had a feeling Jungkook's words from before meant so much more, but the moment he was going to ask, his mind had gone blank once Jungkook began to fuck into him once more at a faster pace than before. He felt so full like he hadn't felt in so long. The younger was big and stretched him open just right reaching what fingers could never possibly satisfy. He came after a few more thrusts, Jungkook's name spilling from his lips. The younger was close again, and groaned as Jimin's walls clenched against his cock as he rode out his orgasm. Jungkook was done right after, his seed filling the condom as he slumped on his side once he got out of Jimin. He tied the condom once it was slipped off and lazily dropped it in the trashcan next to his bed. The orange haired male had soon drifted into slumber after he smiled goofily at the younger and snuggled into his side. Jungkook couldn't help, but grin slipping his arm around the smaller male. "I finally had you. It's only a matter of time before you're completely mine", he muttered highly pleased with himself. ~~xXXx~~ Jimin loved being woken up by the soft warm rays of sunshine on his face, but at the moment he groaned in annoyance as they were disturbing his sleep. It didn't help that once he was conscious enough, his head began pounding immensely. He shifted on the bed and blinked slightly when he felt he couldn't move an inch. And why was there an arm around him. He suddenly felt very awake as he turned his face to meet Jungkook's. Oh shit. Everything hit him like a ton of bricks. He wasn't in his room, he was naked, and Jungkook was holding him, very naked as well. He wanted to scream. And if the pain in his rear was any more of an indication of what he was already assuming then he and jungkook had fucked. "How?!" Jimin whispered outraged. He groaned in embarrassment as he struggled out of the younger's grasp. Jimin was thankful that he was a heavy sleeper as he gathered his clothing and got dressed. His ass hurt like a bitch and he was limping as he stumbled his way out of the room and towards his own. He was going to knock when the door was opened. "Jimin!" Taehyung exclaimed angrily as he pulled the shorter male inside. Jimin winced as he felt his butt hit the bedside. "What the hell?! Where were you and- oh my god are those hickies!" the brown haired male exclaimed in a mixture of awe and shock. "Minnie, did you...get laid last night?" Taehyung muttered as if the idea were blasphemous or uncalled for. Jimin gulped heavily nervously pulling at the hem of his sweater. "Uh, maybe...uh well, Tae. I...yeah. I did", he finally mustered the courage to admit what was painfully obvious. Taehyung's mouth hung open in shock. "Did innocent Minnie finally lose the V card?" he fake cried as Jimin frowned. "Tae, no! This wasn't my first time, dumbass" Jimin huffed offended that Taehyung would assume he'd be a virgin. But then again he wasn't the person he used to be or so he thought until last night, apparently. "What?! No way! Since when were you not a virgin? Okay, never mind that's a question for another time. The real question is who you fucked with last night", Taehyung grinned. If anything, Jimin averted his gaze avoiding from looking at Taehyung at all cost as he kicked his lips nervously. "Uh, Jeon Jungkook". "No fucking way!" Taehyung screeched. Jimin really hated today, and he didn't know his day wasn't even close to done. Not when Jeon Jungkook had found his target and had set his plan to motion. (IM A SINNER!!! FORGIVE ME FOR I HAVE SINNED!)

[endorsereviews]

Stephanie Joanne – Stand Out Brand

Stephanie Joanne – Stand Out Brand

DOES YOUR visual brand scream “go ahead google me” NO? keep reading. TELL ME IF THIS SOUNDS FAMILIAR… ✔ You have no shortage of ideas but you’re still struggling to get your online business of the ground. ✔ You know what you want, you just don’t how the heck to get it or where on earth to start. ✔ You know how important your online visibility is to your success but the only visible thing right now is your list of people you are brand crushing on ✔ In your crowded industry, are you struggling to establish an identity for yourself that enables you to stand out from everyone else ✔Your online branding and your brand messaging is unclear and incomplete even to you – so you already know you’re leaving people confused as to what the heck you do IF NO ONE KNOWS WHO YOU ARE AND WHAT YOU DO… THEY CAN’T BUY FROM YOU. (NOW, READ THAT AGAIN) Hi There Visionary/Entrepreneur/Expert/Coach, I know you already feel like there are literally thousands of people doing exactly what you’re doing online and offering exactly what you’re offering… TRUTH IS… YOU ARE RIGHT. Then why is it that when I ask you who the top dawgs in your industry, only a handful come to mind? These are the ones who have “made it”, right? These are the ones that clearly STAND OUT, right? These people seem to be everywhere! And there is just something so… Shiny and polished about them- am-I-right?! Something that makes you think to yourself, “that’s what a REAL professional looks like” No seriously… HOW?! You can continue to waste your precious time trying to guess what the “magic formula” is. Or you can learn the secret for yourself! THE SECRET??? NOTHING WILL ACCELERATE THE GROWTH OF YOUR BUSINESS MORE THAN POSITIONING YOURSELF AS A STAND OUT BRAND. BEFORE I TELL YOU HOW YOU ARE GOING TO BECOME A STAND OUT BRAND, i need you to understand something about me… I don’t wanna hear about how many “others” are already in your crowded industry and how theres no room for you to stand out… Because heres the thing… While the top 5 percent are doing it right and living badass lifestyles & taking profits to the bank… The 95% are struggling to stand out. Stand out brands set their eyes on what the 5% are doing, and when you begin to analyze these brands – across all industries, what you will see is pretty freakin’ clear…

(doesn’t matter how many others because most are not doing it right)

STAND OUT BRANDS strategically became the leading authorities and trusted go-to experts in their industries. They didn’t sit around wondering maybe. They didn’t leave it up to luck or chance. They took control and they mastered the strategy behind becoming a STAND OUT BRAND.

They figured out exactly what needed to be done.

And then THEY DID IT.

And so can YOU. (pssst, did you hear that, S-T-R-A-T-E-G-Y…more on this soon) When you POSITION YOURSELF AS A STAND OUT BRAND, YOU CAN leverage your DEMAND for virtually anything you want… IF YOU WANT TO:

✔ Build your online business and sell out your offers ✔ Have highly engaged followers ✔ Book more high end clients ✔ Network with other influences and explore joint venture / affiliate opportunities ✔ Book live events and podcasts ✔ Be featured in the media & press ✔ Book paid appearances and speaking gigs ✔ Have a waiting list of dream clients who are ready to support your brand and business ✔ Represent products as a spokesperson ✔ Land paid sponsorships and endorsement contracts ✔ Do every damned thing that you see the other rockstars doing. Because YOU will be a rockstar in your own right.

Oh… and BY THE WAY… the DECISION YOU are about to make is to become a STAND OUT BRAND yourself…. If it sounds like a lot of work. Thats because it usually is, believe me! But I have the ability to help you fast track your status to this level. I have removed the guesswork so that the task is no longer overwhelming, and I have simplified the process so that all the work is literally done for you. You just need to follow my instructions.

BEFORE I FORGET, LET ME INTRODUCE MYSELF… My name is Stephanie Joanne and as a business mentor I work with modern day entrepreneurs just like you! The only problem is that they struggle with online visibility and aren’t being seen as the expert that they want to be seen as. Together we develop a brand strategy that inspires the “hell ya” out of their audience! In 2011 I said to my corporate job and ventured down my ever so terrifying journey of entrepreneurship. I decided in that moment that leveraging my passion for profit was going to be my only option. After 200 media appearances and becoming known as one of the most publicized experts in my industry and a multi 6 figure income by my second year of true entrepreneurship – I was hooked. In 2014 I launched my online business (without a mega social media following or being the least bit “techy” I may add) and went from $0 to 1 MILLION in online sales within my first 18 months. Today I work with ambitious coaches, experts, professionals and entrepreneurs who are ready to do the same. IM JUST A GIRL FROM TORONTO WITH A DREAM A MISSION & SOME WIFI #ESSENTIALS

I have reverse engineered the exact step by step method that I personally used. The system that I used to take me from having a dream, to creating a PROFITABLE, SUSTAINABLE business online and offline. This is about taking a direct route to monetization. I’ve finally put all the exact strategies, systems, tactics, templates and tools that you need in this STAND OUT BRAND program. I decided to package everything I know about becoming building my personal brand into one program and STAND OUT BRAND was born. If you’re still with me, then I’m SUPER excited to pull back the curtain and introduce to you…

An online step by step implementation program for coaches and online entrepreneurs who are ready to GET KNOWN & GET NOTICED. The program walks you through the process of standing out in todays competitive and crowded digital landscape. Templates, emails, scripts, marketing tools, PR pitches, media strategies. You name it. All DONE-FOR-YOU.

4 COURSE MODULES INCLUDING 32 VIDEO LESSONS

TEMPLATES & SCRIPTS

WALK-THROUGH VIDEO TUTORIALS

RESOURCE VAULT worksheets & printableS WANNA SEE HOW THE STAND OUT BRAND PROGRAM IS BROKEN DOWN?

MODULE 1: THE BUSINESS OF BECOMING A STAND OUT BRAND ✔Discover the no BS truth to why influencers become influencers in today’s ever-changing, digital world ✔ Hone in on your unique personal brand and create a personal blueprint that will literally eliminate the competition (and you’ll never have to wonder “how am I going to stand out from everyone else who’s doing exactly what I’m doing” ever again) ✔ The strategic process of purposefully creating DEMAND, getting known & becoming a recognized expert in your field in record time ✔ Develop a strategically sound brand that authentically represents you, your business, and what you do for your clients–a brand that only you can own MODULE 2: THE OPTICS OF BECOMING A STAND OUT BRAND ✔ Brand Identity Breakthrough – The key to attracting your audience and selling more (at higher prices) is a visual brand that screams STAND OUT BRAND

✔ See the value of your brand, business and services from the eyes of your ideal client to create a brand that STANDS OUT to your ideal clients ✔ Find out how to use free and low-cost resources so you can create incredible graphics, copy that converts and a website & brand that reflects you without breaking the bank ✔Get my 31 point checklist of a STAND OUT BRAND …what people see when they look you up matches how passionate (and badass) you are about what you do

MODULE 3:THE EXPOSURE STRATEGY OF BECOMING A STAND OUT BRAND ✔ STAND OUT BRAND Exposure Action Plan- Stop hoping that things will happen in an organic way and make them happen with your own (even if you are brand spanking new and just getting started)

✔ Gain credibility and become trusted by your ideal client (even if you are not confident in your brand yet and you’re not even sure why anyone should/would listen to you….Pssst..that’s what this course is all about) ✔ Leverage influencers and media exposure to get known as you build your credibility, authority & stand out from the pack ✔ Get the from START to STAND OUT BRAND roadmap – Getting known and creating that “WOW” factor does not happen by chance MODULE 4: THE MONEY OF BECOMING A STAND OUT BRAND ✔ Leverage your personal brand for business opportunities such as speaking engagement (Yes, paid!), joint ventures, brand endorsement/sponsorship opportunities and anything else you’re already thinking you want to do (if you just knew how to get out there and get people’s attention …wink wink) ✔ The exact step-by-step weekly and monthly to-dos to use your authority in your niche to become fully booked with clients ✔ Know what to charge for your services and for various opportunities whether you are just starting out or you’ve been in business for a while. ✔ Discover the endless opportunities and revenue streams available to you as you monetize your influence ✔ Learn how to quantify your impressions so that you can powerfully pitch yourself with tangible and accurate numbers that show people why YOU (….and YES, this is necessary even when you are just getting started)

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