#thinkin about how i’ve had a lot of objectively scarier shit happen to me but the day i saw my brother code in a hospital room

[ginalinettiofficial]

it was my birthday on sunday and i have known for MONTHS that my sister would be out of town and we are all adults and i still talked to her on the phone ofc she called me first thing when she woke up that morning and i saw her literally the next day but i still spent the whole day with a part of me just sad because she wasn’t there. and then the next day she was there and we fought!!! and she pissed me off and i pissed her off!!! but i still wanted her there and i think sometimes abt how idk if only children will ever love someone the way you love your siblings. that kind of love is inimitable