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okay so when can i be free of my skin and bone hellsuit and assume my truest, perfect, most superior form:
grub
#think this might be my best work yet#FREE FROM MY MORTAL COILS#RELEASE ME TO THE BUG MOTHER#art#bugposting#bug#bugblr#bugs#insects#insectblr#bug art#grub#grubworm#grubs#beetle#artists on tumblr#beetles#my art#lmao
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Yeonjun fantasy au coming super fucking soon, I'm buzzing with excitement. ā”
#ive been sitting on it for almost a month now and genuinely love it#think this might be my best work yet#all the wips and like thousand non-posted fics included#so excited to shareā”#yeonjun#tomorrow by together#tomorrow x together#sugar rush ride#txt#yeonjun smut#yeonjun angst#yeonjun fluff
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seafood trio portraits !
+ some alts. with spoilers !
#this is how they look after the 3yr jump š#pretty proud that i managed to capture how i usually imagine them :0 ! been in an art slump so this was a pleasant surprise#idk if ill b able to draw them consistently tho . so these designs r for my brain only#might try to color these but i havent eaten lunch yet so thats a problem for another day#solar-drawss#my art#han sooyoung#kim dokja#yoo joonghyuk#yhk#yoohankim#orv#orv spoilers#omniscient reader's viewpoint#omnicient reader's view point#cackling at how miserable sp and 63hsy look compared to kdj in the middle#her whimsy ā¦ shes living her best life rn#ā¦ā¦i lied i think i just gave him My face straight up jfc . get that off of u asshole#anyways if u didnt already notice ! yoohan have matching eyebrow scars š«¶#kdj has one on his nose in that first one#the second kdj has cracks all over her which i forgot to add is inspired by hehearseās works !!#the reason why they dont show up in the first one is bc aileen covered it up before he went to 1863#like . hoseki no kuni style āļø#fun fact i āsketched that hsy the night before her birthday skfjsjf had to give up bc it was too late tho#so now im repurposing it for this#NO WAIT I SHOULD JUST GO BACK AND GIVE HSY A CLEFT LIP ā¦. dam lost opportunity. well whoevers reading this just kno she has one now
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on my agenda today: read bllk / write sugu fic / farm sunday mats / brainstorm pinned & mlistsā¦ā¦ā¦.
#T_T#also take a nap . for enrichment#i think i want to make a proper pinned (maybe change theme while im at it?) + make separate mlists#idk if i should separate by fandom yet but like#one mlists for works that are strictly fluff and nothing else + one for the fics that are Good#might have to change my rules a bit too#bc i dont have a problem with minors reading my fics but i might not want them to follow this blog ā¦ not sure#aaaaa#anyway thats the hard part lmao#bllk and sugu comes first!! >:3#good morning dash ā¦ lets do our best today#ari noises ā©
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Date night on a planet with no earthen name, watching the jellyfish migrate to the colder water
#takostrations#umei#featuring wifeys oc katsu#Genuinely think this might be my absolute best work yet#unimaginably proud of this one#only ever image ive drawn of umeis home planet#and very#very#stylized in the process#so its not even a proper look at their planet#still rose tinted from fond memories
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Janet just gets it. Steve really is so baby girl
#steven suptic#steve suptic#xchocobars#have they confirmed their in a relationship yet?#im not up to date lol#i know it has been said before but#they really look like a lesbian couple here#ive been reading#the guy she was interested in wasn't a guy at all#and i think this is givinv that vibe#but my brain might be poisoned#also steves hands are huge#i have been going through tough relationship stuff but itās looking like itll be alright#im excited#remember to take each relationship at its own pace#it is not a race#being the best person you can be is hard work#and polyamory in you twenties is just so much lol#bye for now#talk to yall in another 6 months or so#maybe a year#mwah#also im going to grad school i got into most of the schools i applied to!
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first art post of the new year!!! granted, i don't share my art here that much anyway, butā shhh.
hehehehhhooo,, here's something i've been working on for 'bout a month,, albeit not consecutivelyā took a few,, very very long breaks in between working on this,, but i managed to finish it in the end! am i satisfied with it? .......ehhhh? not completely, but if this took any longer, it might not have seen the light of day, so like. ĀÆ\_(ć)_/ĀÆ.
anyway,, made a little poster for my favorite fic, tommyinnit's services for villains, vigilantes, and various other vagabonds, by @scorpionoesit!!! it's really really good,,, and i've always wanted to make more art for it,, so i decidedā poster! at least,, that's what it's mean to resemble,,, dkdmkdmdkd.
i will freely admit,, i'm... not the biggest fan of the fan-made logo i tried to design for it,, feels a bit boring, and could definitely have used a bit more pizazz, something to make feel more like the fic itself(what does that mean? you figure that out),,,, butā again, steam was running low,, dkdnksjs. graphic design is my passion. i do also have other complaints, but i'm afraid i already punched my one-use self-critique card,, oh well,,, dkdnkxjdkd.
regardless,, even with the flaws only i can really see,, this still turned out pretty okay!! hope you enjoy it, mx. scorpio and mx. alibi!!! and i hope everyone else has a wonderful new year!!!!
#my art#dream smp#services for vagabonds#tommyinnit fanart#tommyinnit#i don't wanna try tagging the rest of them so i'm just not gonna <3#anyway wrow i wonder who the skull guy and mysterious shadowy figure are....... could be anyone.#i was gonna try and fit in some sort of hero so i could check all the dots of everyone tommy's help#specifically either dr**m (derogatory) or phil#(was mostly leaning towards phil)#but 1) couldn't figure out a way to make it look good with the current set up#my first thought was to try moving the current characters around a bit; but then it would feel too crowded#my second thought was to have them appear from the smoke; somehow? a smoky figure?#but that only really looked good in sketch form and i didn't have the patience to figure that out properly#and 2) no clue what their designs look like. don't even know what their powers are; yet!#was also wanting to fit fundy in but it didn't work for the first reason#fun rapid fire character design facts: niki has a littol sharp tooth 'cause of the joker stuff!#i originally gave tubbo green eyes;; but i decided blue-green looked cooler#techā [cough] i mean;; *orion's* cloak has a faint lil orion pattern on can barely see it but it's there i assure you !!!#(i tried my best for his design but i am. not the greatest at outfits;; especially hero/villain ones)#tommy has long hair bc it's *MY* art and *I* say he gets long hair. this definitely isn't canon to vagabonds i just like to do this#<- also why michael and tommy have freckles#tommy has a bit of green in his design(through the patch) due to a theory of mine :D#might have over-rendered the hair a bit but. fuck you i like it#anyway i think that's all i have to say about it? if you've actually read all these tags;;; have a cookie -> šŖ#pretend it's a peanut butter cookie#actually. no pretend it's both. you get two cookies. as a treat.#anyway have a good rest-of-your-day !!!!!!
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yeah, this is it
#edmonton oilers#connor mcdavid#leon draisaitl#my edit attempts#i personally think this might be my best work yet#hockey#hockey edits
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hi
#hi#i am just popping on here for a second bc iām not in the mood to be back yet but my queue is getting quite full#so i think i might have to unpause it soon#maybe tomorrow idk yet#just a heads up in case i seem active again iām not really i just had a lot of stuff piling up š#it will be a Huge shuffled mess so patience is appreciated!!#i apologize if youāre waiting on me but thank you for waiting regardless#please keep using my tracked tag for your creations#i will be back for real eventually#my mental health is quite terrible lately i still need time#itās about to be a year since the last time i saw my sister before she passed so like. my grief is going through a crazy stage#iām still not getting a ton of sleep#my brain is just Bad things all day#itās all just really sucky but iām trying to do my best š#i hope you are all well i miss you#i will respond to messages at some point too#there are very few which..well it puts things into perspective and validates certain feelings ig lol#itās all good thatās something iām working on internally#hopefully i get there#bye again for now š
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thank you for the tag @fxreflyes this is so cute, except the format is trying to hinder my propensity to ramble, so iāve rectified this in the tags lmao
iām over 5'5 / i wear glasses or contacts / i have blonde hair / i often wear sweatshirts / i prefer loose clothing over tight clothes / i have one or two piercings / i have at least one tattoo / i have blue eyes / i have dyed or highlighted my hair / i have or have had braces / i have freckles / i paint my nails / i typically wear makeup / i donāt often smile / resting bitch face / i play sports / i play an instrument / i know more than one language / i can cook or bake / i like writing / i like to read / i can multitask / iāve never dated anyone / i have a best friend iāve known for over five years / i am an only child
no pressure tags for @static-radio-ao3 @inevitablestars @itsjaywalkers @carniferous @orbitfalls @transsexualpriest @futurequibblerjournalist <333
#i'm like 5'7 i think. fun fact i used to wear glasses when i was like 11 bc all my friends were getting glasses and i wanted some too so i#lied to my optician. lol good times. don't actually need glasses tho soooo.#this is me coming out as a natural blonde guysā¦.. like my hair hasnāt been blonde in a good year or so and it hasnāt been my natural blonde#in like three/four years but still in my heart of hearts i identify as a blonde. like i get confused when people don't count me as one#i have my ears and nose pierced and i would love a tattoo but unfortunately i have both a fear of needles and commitment issues so.#not sure if thatāll ever happenā¦ would be very hot and sexy tho. also i'm one of those freaks with green eyes lol it's appaza quite rare#my hair is currently like dark dark brownā¦ have been getting the itch to dye it again tho like a kinda reddish colour idk yet weāll see#i had braces for AAGES. i have freckles in the summer and i paint my nails whenever i remember to. rn theyāre a very chipped lilac colour#i think i have a resting bitch face but i can never tell tbf like it might be more of a resting 'dead to the world' face lmao#okay technically i donāt play an instrument anymore! but in the past iāve dabbled with the cello the oboe and the xylophone. singing too#spanish and italian baybee although ig if this means like fluently then thatās not me but this is literally my degree itās my whole brand#yes i like to read but also the only things ive read in like the last few months have been either books in spanish/italian for my degree#literary criticism for said span/ital books andā¦ fanfic. so. also i like writing but it's my worst enemy rn the thoughts aren't working :(#i have many best friends that iāve known for years!!!! in fact i've known some of my friends for like my entire life it's very cute#okay sorry for rambling i can never help myself and i also literally could go on icl like there was Some restraint applied here#kara lore#bc there's quite a lot of it in this one lol#tag games
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this is my little girl š
sheās running low on time with us, and my dad has been saying things along the lines of āthis is why I donāt like petsā, because he finds the grieving process so hard.
I donāt fault him for that, he just feels loss deeply and deals with it differently.
sometimes I even find myself falling briefly into the same thinking. āwhat if making a different choice all those years ago saved me and my family from this grief and this pain?ā
but I also know thereās no way I would make a different decision. no amount of grief could outweigh the joy sheās brought us over these last fifteen years. the laughter, the comfort, the connection.
I think about hikes with my dad when she was tiny and able bodied and would race up ahead of us on the trails and then race back to check on us. I think about the first time she saw snow and she instantly turned into a tiny fluffy bunny rabbit, hopping through drifts that were ankle deep for us but nearly buried her, and the matted snowballs she came away with, looking like a tiny curly haired yeti.
I think of her interrupting GrammE and Johnās wedding along with Sagie, confusion turning into laughter as they sped after each other across the backyard ceremony. I think of my mom, lonely on the island and isolated during covid, telling me that Ginger was her saving grace.
and these donāt even scratch the surface. fifteen years of love sheās given us.
so yeah. losing her is going to damn near break me and I know that. but I wouldnāt change it for the world.
#you donāt have to read the post I just want people to look at my baby#if you have non-human family members give them a little extra love#Iām trying so hard to remind myself that not only have these last fifteen years been a gift#but these last six months or so have been a straight up miracle#I love her so much#I worry about how my mom is going to cope with her loss#sheās my best friend but sheās lived with my mom since my mom moved out#and so sheās been a daily companion to her and part of all of her routines#on one hand Iām relieved because caring for a dog especially an aging and disabled one#is a lot of work and my mom herself is already disabled and needs additional help#(and sometimes that resulted in me worrying that both of them werenāt getting proper care for their health)#but on the other hand I do think Ginge had been the biggest part of combating loneliness for my mom#especially after losing Tan#anyway Iām uh maybe crying too much to type now so Iām gonna call it#but I might post more photos of my little old lady baby over the next few days#because I love her and I think other people should too lol#personal#tw pet death#tw pet loss#(sheās not gone yet to be clear but Iām tagging these for other peopleās sake bc I know itās upsetting)#(sheās in the final days/weeks of kidney failure just in case anyone is wondering why Iām making assumptions about her passing)#toy poodle#poodle#pet#dog#puppy
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ngl gamers, I think I'm gonna inevitably lose to the hormones and depression in the near future XD
Can't bring myself to be active cause I'm using a lot of energy to not vent post all the time. But fuck it, into the tags I go!
#I want NO MESSAGES regarding this. let me just be upset and alone#you spend most of your life trying to not succumb to sick brain but honestly I don't think it's worth it in the long run#my life is for better or worse....decent. but I've lost the drive and happiness to really DO anything a long time ago. like whats the point#the only reason I havent killed myself yet is cause Im too lazy (and dont have access to a gun for a quick getaway)#and I'm saying all this DESPITE having stuff to look forward to in the near future. it's like AUGH whats the POINT IM always gonna suffer#why does mental health take such a toll on ppl. this shit sucks ass. and I still feel excited for things in the future too? somehow?#but I also really want to die so. idk man. idk. maybe if I fall in love with someone then I can be distracted but all my walls are up#what's the point in anything anymore. *I* have to take the steps to improve myself and my situation#and I'd rather die. anyways who wants to make a pact that once we reach 40 we will marry each other#that might be fun#also my brain has gotten so bad that I am literally considering joining a hiking club to get out more and I FUCKING HATE HIKING#but I should probably do something out of my comfort zone to push myself and who knows maybe I will find a new passion#but let me tell you about the anxiety - oh BOY it's starting to act up again. hahahha#ah well sometimes you just need to scream your feelings out in the tags to get a lil clarity from the brain fog#one day I will fucking die/kill myself but for now I'll just try to make the best out of. whatever the hell this stupid life is. *shrug*#(but hey if any professional hitmen are reading this. feel free to. heh. you know ;) )#also I need to get back to art#gotta do my paid work and that one pic I lined months ago. and clay stuff *continues to bed rot another week because hahahahahahaha*#ah I wish I didn't fail all those years ago. then I would be free. I wish I was free#ok goodnight I promised myself that I would do paid work when I wake up tomorrow so hopefully no more migraines -pray emoji-
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i love my friends so much. i feel like yesterday i had a lot of shit going on in my head and i woke up to my friend explaining things in a way that put my mind at ease. i dont feel as anxious anymore because i know i was overthinking. i think my dad said it best when he told me that he thought my wonderful brain of mine just wants to think problems are bigger than they actually are. he is right! im just inexperienced in life and half of the time im scared im doing something wrong but- HEY. i need to be more confident in making mistakes. making mistakes doesn't define me as a person!! i need to stop worrying about doing life right and just live for the sake of living and doing what makes me happy!!!!!!!
#thank u blake. u really helped#also nessa!! thank u for that reblog about your perspective on my one post about feeling lost career wise#it helps me to know im not the only one living this life because holy fuck i can feel confused sometimes because.. am i doing this right?#and you know what? theres no correct path that i think there is but im just not good without a direct direction. it makes me a little#anxious about things#i dont know if its because i have some form of a disorder but i function better when i plan stuff out and give myself something to#decompress the problems and thoughts because in my brain theyre just all stuck and clumped together#and that can get a bit scary and overwhelming!!!#im just glad i have people that care about me. it means literally everything to me#so even if i dont 100% reply dont think i dont care because literally any ANY advice or kindness you show to me means the world#we're all just living this little life and we might as well make the best of it#people care..... thats just.... its good... it makes me feel less alone that people do#i love my friends so much#evennnn if we dont talk every day or are only mutuals in passing!!! it literally means a lot if people show me kindness#like holy shit!!! your older than me? and your dealing with a similar experience??? and your telling me that its okay??? and that itll be#okay?????#like#just the reassurance that things will be okay and work out and that im not the only one dealing with a feeling like mine#idk sometimes i just feel like im crazy and like my thoughts make no sense?? you know?? but yall get it#im glad that i have people who are older than me in my life cause yall have experienced stuff that i can use to be better#like your life experiences can help me in a way that can make a difference on my perspective on things#its why i like talking to my coworkers. because theyve seen things and done things i havent and their perspective can teach me potentially#i just dont feel so overwhelmed with life when i talk to people who understand#i feel so young and yet old enough to know but even the people who are older dont know so im sort of on the right track i suppose depending#on how you look at it#so- im just gonna live my life and smile because!!! you gotta.#you gotta surround yourself with people who can enrich you and teach you things for the better and make you want to grow#some of you are like that#you may not know that#but that kindness means so much
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Tag drop: Dorian Pavus
#dorian pavus. [ he says we're alike. too much pride. once i would have been overjoyed to hear him say that. now I'm not certain. ]#dorian pavus: ic. [ you find joy in it not shame. it shows. / why be ashamed? power should be respected. not swept under the carpet. ]#dorian pavus: inquiries. [ stop talking like you're waiting for applause. / what? there's no applause? ]#dorian pavus: countenance. [ i'm here to set things right. also? to look dashing. that part's less difficult. ]#dorian pavus: introspection. [ selfish i suppose. not to want to spend my entire life screaming on the inside. ]#dorian pavus: meta. [ you inspired me with your marvelous antics. youāre shaping the world. how could i aspire to do any less? ]#dorian pavus: little notes. [ living a lie. it festers inside you like poison. you have to fight for whatās in your heart. ]#dorian pavus: etc. [ you can't call me pampered. nobody's peeled a grape for me in weeks. ]#dorian pavus: magic. [ don't your spells whisper things to you? what is and could be? music in the mind of strange faraway places? ]#dorian pavus: inquisition. [ we're going to get lost and starve to death. aren't we? a glorious end for the inquisition. ]#dorian pavus: tevinter. [ despite appearances. we care deeply. about everything. we have no reserve. not in war and not in love. ]#dorian pavus: felix. [ even in illness he was the best of us. with him around you knew things could be better. ]#dorian pavus: gereon. [ we used to talk about how we could make real change in the imperium. then he gave up. he stopped trying. ]#dorian pavus: halward. [ i only wanted what was best for you. / no. you wanted the best for you. your fucking legacy. ]#dorian pavus: aquinea. [ her blame was cold and smothering. never spoken but always present. he couldn't face that. not yet. ]#dorian pavus: inquisitor. [ you have too many people asking you for everything under the sun. i won't be one of them. ]#dorian pavus: solas. [ you startled me. you're always so... nondescript. / please speak up. i cannot hear you over your outfit. ]#dorian pavus: varric. [ what do you think sparkler? ten royals says the next thing we run into farts fire. / taken i win either way. ]#dorian pavus: cullen. [ gloat all you like. i have this one. / are you sassing me commander? i didn't know you had it in you. ]#dorian pavus: cassandra. [ blue scarf? why would i be wearing such a thing? / It's a painting. work with me. it'll be fantastic. ]#dorian pavus: cole. [ you say you're handsome all the time. am i? i can't tell. / you're all right. might want to rethink the hats. ]#dorian pavus: vivienne. [ i received a letter the other day dorian. / truly? it's nice to know you have friends. ]#dorian pavus: blackwall. [ point is. you should let yourself off the hook. i know bad men and you're not one. ]#dorian pavus: sera. [ you magic me: i'll put three arrows in your eye. / now we can live together in peace and harmony. ]#dorian pavus: bull. [ no qunari would accept a tevinter mage unless it was a ruse. when should i expect a knife in the back? ]#dorian pavus: corypheus. [ one of yours? / one of mine? like a pet? a giant darkspawn hamster with aspirations of godhood? ]
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me: at least 7 hours of sleep please
my brain: 4-6 take it or leave it
anyways, here's some practice pen doodles of them from earlier <3
also some tiny minecraft doodles to fill the weird spaces because this was a scrap sheet of misprinted paper lol
#tw horror#for the bottom left corner specifically#might digitalize it later when I have time I think it'd look cool :)#quillnart#living doll au#bnha#edgeshot#kamihara shinya#best jeanist#hakamada tsunagu#pro hero hawks#takami keigo#mirko#usagiyama rumi#Hawks refuses to work with my art style the way I want him to >:( /lh#one day I'll perfect the way I want him to look. but that day is not here yet lolol#The Seamstress and His Dollsļ½ā ~ļ½
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he does look good on his knees š
#me thinking about which young x rush au should i imagine before i fall asleep#also thinking about buying another external hdd#but then i think about is it worth it??#nobody cares about gifmakers and use our work however they like#even other artists#like fic writers who use my gifs to make their work more appealing when posting#like my fav artist who draws my fav couple posting my gifs on their twitter without credit and getting more attention than me here#then i could ever had here posting the rare couple. not posting them much lately. not my fav artist anymore unfollowed bye#one of my fav actors liking repost of my gifs on twitter :) and the thief was over the moon by that fact#ooooh the actor noticed them#cool#and i am not even talking about caos and star trek fandoms#so yeah... maybe i should not buy hdd#maybe i should not be spending so much money on something that is treated like that#might get back to drawing#have not done that for a long time#and then i won't have time for giffing at all and maybe that's for best#you can guess i am pissed off right#cos yet another day when my gifs are reposted somewhere#whatever im going to sleep and i will be thinking about young fucking this lil guy in exact that outfit cos... i can lmao bye
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