#theyre so fucking good and both their ind

[sakusasunaru]

AAAAA i started my tgas pissed and i finsihed scremaing about how good secret alliance is sorry i need to continue this in another psit ssorry

[enlighten3d]

(I SAW DASSABELLE IN MY INBOX AND I WILL RESPOND./GEN QUICKLY THO-)

uhm. so adele and janette’s final death cuz oh boy its been in my head for a whileee

SO. Janette’s weird sprite (not the drink) curse with the flowers that burst out of her skin with a single papercut are a BIG part of this. Basically Janette decides well fuck it we ball ig and tries to stab Adele and during this fight janette gets wounded in either the chest or stomach (i haven’t decided yet) and like. thats already not a good place to get hurt in even without that curse but with the flowers already growing she decides to try to hug adele because.

ok science lesson time (of my oc lore lmao) but the flowers in this curse will push through anything (flesh, wood, stone, another human-) to grow! So when Janette hugs Adele, she’s basically stabbing her with the flowers. So they both die in a hug D: In a way. Well not really but close enough to one lmao BUT AUGHHH YEAH. THEY MAKE ME ILL. But also Josh and Adele never talk again since that was the last conversation they had before adele’s death. And Josh could tell her everything he had to except adele didn’t apologise or anything- *sounds of me falling over and sobbing aughh*/hj/silly

BUT YEAHHHH

hehe dasselbe..

OKAY. preparing myself for this. i think that i, in fact, have not heard this.

oh. oh boy. oh boy. oh boy. weLL THATS RLY FUN SDHLKJFNS

??!?!

lark what the fuck, thats fucked up, im not koay...a sdlhfkjaHKJSHDkjlnlkdjsfhgd

JANETTE BE LIKE 'IF I DIE IM TAKING YOU WITH ME' AND THEN SHE DOES AND what the fuckkkkkkk

do. do the flowers keep growing after they die and cover their dead bodies in their fucked up embrace in a pile of blue flowers (are the flowers actually blue, or is that a hting that my mind made up??? cant recall) and then theyre either painstakingly dug out of there or theyre left to rot there (i mean, no one rly likes adele (other than josh maybe), and no one would touch janette considering the villages attitude towards resurrected ppls..) for all eternity and the flower field spreads in a cascade of death flowers that eventually slowly takes over the village and one day long long after all this a couple of people find jadele and theyre rotted and just skeletons and all thats seen is that theyre hugging and that theyre the origin of the flowers so scientists go 'huge archaelogical find in hotspot of alleged supernatural activity ! we have proof ! these two lovers sacrificed themselves for eachother for the sake of the village' or some shit like that and their legacy is completely twisted and no one knows who the fuck they actually are and- okay i got a bit carried away,d ont m,ind me HKDSLJFGH.........

AAA ADELE NEVER APOLOGISING THO... she would Never in the first place but like. fuck. last conversations being Arguments always gets me. joshhh ))):: he spoke his mind FINALLy, but nothing changed because nothing ever changes he has no control-

im not okay lark what the ufkc

[oookaline]

DO I THINK THEYRE GONNA PULL A YOI? FUCK YEAH WHY? LEMME EXPLAIN

first of all lemme already say that im drinking im emotional and im having a collective breakdown over the new sk8 episode and yoi anygays aight.

the Hetbaiting in Yoi was *Clap* on point *clap*

We had from yuri’s side:

- the “love intrest”

- the “childhood friends”

- the fckn “I always knew you could and I believed in you”

- the you can come to me anytime im here for you (with the skate ring shit sight)

and from Victors side:

- The main dance thing right, boy x girl

thats about all i can remember right now but thats enough because having his coreography inspired by lets say a girl enchanted by a boy and the whole randevous thing right is enough to make people think hrs talking about a past relationship EVEN THO HE WAS AND WE KNOW IT WAS YURI BUT STILL

the Het baiting here is phenomenall.

And thats were we go to sk8 the infinity now.

the new episode has us seeing Reki looking at a girl and shit right- while Langa is right there.

In basis both Langa and Reki joke with erach other in this, so aswell as both showing little (almost no intrest from Langa’s side) its still there and its something.

Now we see their relationship since episode one as the “bEst friends always for each other spend 24/7 toguether that we’re fuckng mirrowing each other now” ind of thing which is supported by the last few episodes.

In this one we have the “Stinky” scenes episode ago we has the food sceneand shit which tells us how much they’re with each other.

Along with that we can see how confortable they’re with each other (them scaping from those things in ep 6 and langa and reki getting toguether and shit)

WHICH btw is a direct mirror of what Adam did with both of them.

Now the difference between what Adam did and what Langa did with Reki is literally the person i dont need to explain it do i no i dont.

back to what I was talking about, the anime is literally laying down the path for Reki to being canonically bisexual with unnamed boy and that girl.

BUT right, BUT, with that boy they never explicidly said anything about more than very good friends (to the point where Reki becomes “paranois” of losing someone else to Adam, thus he asks Langa to not compete and shit) so thick headed people can still say its “just a friendship” and that he’s as straight as a plank (even tho rainbow thingui on he boys med room says otherwise) 

So not only are they laying the bisexual ground on reki they’re also Hetbaiting help ??! 

Because with that girl, they explicidly said “you think shes cute” and “you dont have a chance with her” and we got Reki going after her and shit which I think its hillarious

But anywasy what i think is that the anime will have probably 12-16 episodes and shit will happen after the 10th or 11th one where we will see the title screen play out and reki going after Langa and shit.

Im scared :>>

[punkscowardschampions]

Indie & Rio

Indie: are you done w him yet cos i have a question like Rio: Sorry Rio: Fire away Indie: serious how do i make it that good Indie: without meshing mckenna Rio: Honestly? You just find out with experience, what you do and don't like, then you have to ask for that Rio: then you ask them what they like and if they know you can do it Rio: most lads your age haven't got a clue but are easily pleased so Indie: 😒💔😒💔 Indie: not what I was hoping youd hit me w Indie: I dont have experience & he does Rio: Soz, if this was Cosmo I'd give you some weird ass tips involving household items but I ain't gonna do you like that Rio: You can get experience with yourself Indie: thats such a ma answer 😂 Rio: It's true tho babe 😂 Rio: Why, didn't you like it? Indie: i was shook i still am Rio: 'Course you were Rio: It's a big deal Indie: not too any other heads in these endz just this bitch here being cringe bout it Rio: Nah, people always lie about that shit Rio: whether it's under or over hyping Indie: we got both cos im amp and hes not bothered is that just how its destined or Rio: How you know that for sure? Indie: 👀 & 👂 Rio: There's so many answers that ain't that still though Rio: 'less I'm missing something Rio: he could be playing it cool 'cos he's as hyped, for example Rio: or just fucking hungover 'cos you know, ain't we all a bit Indie: nah cos last night isnt the only Rio: What you mean? Indie: since i gave him everything now he dont want it Indie: thats how it goes Indie: talking at new ones and bout his olds and how they be like im not there Rio: What a prick Rio: That's not on Indie: cos he dont wanna roll w no tourist which is how i am to this Rio: Nah, don't get it twisted, he don't wanna roll, period Rio: playing a numbers game like a typical teenage boy who's spent too much time alone in his room 🎮👌🍆 Rio: this isn't anything you did or didn't do, fuck that noise Indie: yeah cos i made the chase sick but then couldnt come through how he needed beyond that Indie: just school me and then Rio: Babe Rio: If he don't fuck with loyalty then he don't, that's on him not you Rio: doesn't mean you weren't good and even if you weren't, fuck getting better for a wasteman who ain't trying for you how you need it Indie: its what drew reckons too it aint just me chatting Indie: help me step my game up thats how you do Indie: he was with his previous for time i can make me stay for me too like Rio: What does he know, like Rio: I mean I can show you some things, yeah, but you gotta feel it and feel yourself, you know Indie: hes a lad & he knows the game, how they think & do idk he was on it with what he was saying i felt it Rio: You wanna get on a lad like your Dad Rio: they ain't all the same Indie: cos you landed mckenna & you outta that madness Indie: theyre the same for me Rio: I ain't saying a lot of 'em aren't shit, but like Rio: what about lads like your mates, they're all alright Rio: it ain't one extreme or the other Indie: to roll with if i was trying to link em theyd doing it exactly Indie: rudeboys my age want they want & get it how they do Rio: alright but idc 'bout them Rio: what do YOU want, Inds? Indie: I want him to feel for me how i do for him Indie: like he can do anything to me and wants to Rio: You reckon boys your age get it how they do Rio: so do like them Rio: how'd a fuckboy get your attention? Indie: it aint gonna go that way Indie: he scares me Indie: theres no power in it for me Rio: What scares you about it? Indie: im fallin all the time Indie: its deep and its heavy and its a total madness Rio: Oh baby Rio: If I had the answer to that shit, I'd be selling it for the 💸 and good of us all Indie: he makes me feel owned not like 💍 but 🤡 Indie: i cant do for him anything Indie: boys dont play me i play them 'cept now Rio: That is scary, no avoiding it Rio: Best you can do is front the bad bitch still, even when you ain't feeling it Indie: id let him put a baby in me when were olders and living that and he cant turn from edie for me Indie: what is that gonna be Indie: im just like my ma arent I Rio: Don't say it like a bad thing, your Ma was awesome Indie: nah Rio: She was though Indie: your ma can front it cos she got love for her Indie: if she was she'd be here Rio: nah, she don't get to be reduced to just how she died when her life was more than that Indie: she let him run her & i was never trying to be that but this is me younger and letting a boy play me Rio: You aren't that Rio: and I won't let that play out like that Indie: im over having my own back innit i wanted him to carry Rio: ain't a crime Rio: you got so many of us though, even if a boy does you dirty Rio: you ain't alone Indie: i feel it today Rio: I'm sorry Rio: Do you want to go somewhere with me Rio: I can get rid of Buster but I can't hang with Drew all day getting high, that's all Indie: idc bout mckenna but I want Drew to go Indie: theres a vibe Rio: We'll get rid of him Rio: or duck out home, he can sit here himself if he likes Indie: do you feel it or am i that faded on this 🚬 Rio: Nah, I do Rio: sure we didn't help, sorry again Indie: it's chill Indie: i would if i could Rio: gimme a sec to get decent and we'll bounce Indie: has he hated mckenna proper since the start or is it just since you two started riding each other? Rio: idk what else his reasoning would be tbh Rio: say what you like, he ain't that bad Indie: but he aint your hot half bro Indie: makes no sense Indie: you two can link up if you want Rio: you'd have to ask him, babe, but i wouldn't bother Rio: taking the moral highground on this one, i guess, idc Indie: is caleb home? he needs to cook for me cos mckenna is lax at providing Indie: that breakfast was dred Rio: i'll bell ahead and see if not we'll swing by the restaurant init Rio: did he try and make you eat something healthy? 😂 Indie: safe Indie: shouldve known not to trust a posh boy innit Indie: sneaky greens up in everything like Rio: gotta get those vitamins babe Rio: how cute Indie: youre so whipped for him i cant be listening to none of your words 😂 Rio: Shh 😜 Indie: tell yourself Indie: but nah cos its well too late Indie: 👀 & 👂 man Rio: Erm you keep them 👀 down, I know that door was closed Indie: you two are so amp for each other you aint always keepin it behind em Rio: I know, but it's hard 😩😂 Rio: Honestly, the fact only you and Drew know has me worried for this fam and their senses, like Indie: 😉😉 hes hard is how you mean Indie: standard Indie: might be a tourist still but i aint bait Rio: Don't be nasty 😏 Indie: tell him Indie: that boy so horny for you its a pure madness Rio: you been knew i'm peng gurl come on Indie: making me shook about myself Indie: its rude Rio: 💔 Rio: you ain't gotta be like me Indie: gurl please im not gonna seckle for less than Indie: youre goals Indie: 🔥🔥🔥 Rio: you're a babe Rio: need you about, only one Indie, like Rio: Mum enough for you? Indie: 😂 Indie: does that make mckenna my new daddy 😉 Rio: Watch it 😉 Indie: ✌ thats a yeah if i heard one ever Indie: ill get his take on my 🍒💔 Indie: but not over food like Rio: It's a gonna be a bit weird for us all if we both call him that but not trying to give you incentive biatch 😜 Rio: probably not in front of my actual da either, unless you want his input too Indie: 😂😂😂 Indie: I aint trying to call nobody that Rio: Fair Rio: Can whack it out when you wanna throw subtle shade Indie: innit Indie: marko can dash me fore that word comes outta my mouth Rio: Deffo, you don't need to be on that hype Indie: he called me baby the other day boy please im grown Indie: stop playing Rio: 😂 Rio: See, boy got no clue Indie: him on that shelta and me on my 🍀 aint no wonder we got crossed wires bitch Rio: Sometimes it's better when you ain't know what they 🗣 Rio: Done that, or pretended I ain't fluent like 👋 Indie: innit tho Indie: me on your fams hype like im from there too sometimes Rio: Multilingual and ready to mingle 💃 Indie: bit late to switch that with him but Rio: You know, babe Rio: how you think I got stuck with him 🙄 nightmare, like Indie: fix my face? i gotta be fresh for all the 📷 imma lure this boy back w Indie: a bitch knows how to take a nude least Rio: 'Course Rio: but you best not be putting your face in no nudes Rio: you need denialabilty for so many reasons, main one being its technically CP Indie: no shit my face is for all the snaps to show what a sick time im having Indie: not missing him at all Indie: the nudes are for when he remembers hes missing me Rio: That's allowed then Rio: 👍 Rio: Proceed Indie: i gotta say if tho cos hes still giving me the most air ever Indie: 💔💔💔 Rio: You're gonna fake it so hard you'll actually get there, trust Indie: last nite was so bangin til she fucked it up for me Rio: I know, babe Indie: do you reckon he wouldve Indie: with her Rio: Nah Rio: I mean, idk the lad and he sounds like a bit of a twat but Rio: sure he ain't gonna do you like that Indie: shes got ways tho Rio: She just ain't afraid of anything Rio: it works in her favour sometimes, other times it don't Indie: im not scared of no thing either Rio: 'Course Rio: but you know Rio: Edie not in a good way Indie: yeah Indie: on the subject drew wont go Indie: aint about leaving him here around all our shit but not trying to stay Indie: reckons he needs to chat at you Rio: Right Rio: I'm coming 🙄 ffs man Indie: is mckenna coming home w us? Rio: Up to you, babe Indie: it aint vexing or hyping me either way Indie: if he wants to be schooled for what proper food is Rio: 😂 he's swearing down it was Nance's fault but idk Rio: either way, we got a date so I gotta kick Drew to the curb Indie: standard she does eat how a 🐰 do Indie: he aint done me dirty fore so daddy can have another shot at winning me Rio: I'll let him know, in roughly those words 😏 Indie: tell the boy he gotta get in my snaps 👌 Indie: make me 👑💖 Rio: Gurl, it's literally still a sore subject but we will brawl s2g 😂 Indie: jam mama Indie: not trying to co-ord these bruises Rio: 😘 Rio: Stay 'way from him fr then you get me 👀 Indie: he's just a peng piece of staging Indie: not trying to ride it Rio: s'all 💕 up in here Rio: will be when we've 👋 anyway Indie: i wanna get done again now im 🍒 popped but he can chill on it Indie: not my speed Indie: and I'm too 😍😍😍 Rio: You a fool Rio: but I love ya Indie: you've been chatting at the old man for long Indie: come through w you Indie: ✌✌ Rio: 🙄 no need to tell me, he's in a chatting mood Rio: aight Rio: coming

[knightofbalance-13]

http://dudeblade.tumblr.com/post/159435864121/context-for-the-not-going-to-elaborate-on-side-or#notes

I can’t believe it’s come to this but I must tackle MULTIPLE people at the same time.

Get ready everyone, this is gonna be a rough one.

From the OP, we have the following:

Miles and kerry stated that because of the tumblr fandom disliking the jaune arc they aren’t going to do arcs for other characters. Which when writing a story heavy series and trying to make it sound smart and well written is not an excuse.

Considering the fact that Ren and Nora, Weiss, Blake and Yang all had an arc, I have to assume that was a joke they made that you took out of context. maybe if I had a link or source to see for myself and be proven wrong otherwise but nope, no source I’ll just make my own assumptions.

So jaune a side character got little establishment and barely even stuck to it. (note the “This is all I ever wanted to be.” Yet neglected all study portions) and the actual 4 main characters of team rwby get no arcs cause people complained about jaune.

I saw Jaune slack off once in the entire series. That is it. And in that very same scene, Nora and Pyrrha were slacking off as well so it’s not just jaune. And consider the fact that Jaune in Volume 4 is constantly training as shown in Episode 2 of Volume 4 that is obviously not true that he hasn’t stuck to his character.

Also: Jaune is a main character. It has been confirmed by Monty himself that Jaune and his team are main characters. This is a GOOD thing as this means there is at least two male main characters in a female eccentric show meaning RWBY is officially putting in more effort to actually be progressive than most so called “progressive” shows.

And again: Weiss, Blake and Yang had arcs in this very volume so again, this seems like you’re just ignoring whatever you want to justify your hate to Miles, which puts your entire criticism at risk.

“You wanna elaborate on how ruby’s a tactician?”  Miles: “Nope.”

Midn providing a link? Because otherwise, I can point out that RWBY devised the plan to kill the Nevermore in EPisode 8 so Miles SHOULDN’T need to point out the obvious to you. This isn’t Evangelion where symbolism and insanity runs rampant so there’s no excuse to miss points like this.

Lesser writers of a lower station than RT would be flayed alive if they gave that response.

I highly doubt that. That would just be looked over and ignored: you’re just being ind of nitpicky.

And insert a lazy gif here and that’s it for Sokumo. Result- Poorly made, relying entirely on the rwde audience having  lot of hate for Miles.

Next up we have Sageyanna to tackle. Luckily this is pretty short.

Writers outside RT could be flayed alive because they dont get the Cultish RT Fandom Protection™ that MKG get.

Considering the fact that so many in the rwde tag twist their critics words to make them seem like the bad guys when they aren’t agreeing with them (myself discluded for obvious reasons) and you yourself have said that black people who don’t agree with you are coons as @mageknight14  can attest, your group has a much more cultish attitude than the main fandom which has evolved beyond that.

And that’s it. Result- Hypocritical.

Next up is someone named Xenodweeb...Yeah, the name doesn’t make sense to me either.

Like seriously, if Konami did this shit, you’d get like 10 #FucKonami News bits from Jim Sterling out of it and they’d feel the wrath of a dozen salty communities.

And Konami has about 100x the fanbase of RT so that just tells me that the rwde tag is toxic enough to account for 12 communities.

However, just because Takeshi0′s circle co-opted the fandom, all of this is suddenly above criticism and doing so makes you a “troggled pro-censorship SJW cuck.”

... All this tells me is that you have a personal grudge against @takashi0 and that you don’t understand that the fandom as a whole is pretty accepting of criticism. Also, rwde has had some very strong Radical Social Jsutice views in it to the point that they kind of mirror actual misogyny just in reverse, blaming guys for everything. As in, I hardly hear criticism about females in rwde. so he might have a point there. Dunno what a “cuck” means.

Result- bias accusation and fundamental misunderstanding of fanbase size.

like people already pointed out that jaune’s had too much screentime to miles. it was like during volume 2 or something, and miles and kerry said theyd work on that. lol no work happened and jaune ended up being the “And Knuckles” of the show and now theyre getting pissed because fans dont like it?????? miles and kerry need to hire some different writers

But they have. Jaune was written down to being a support character for Pyrrha in Volume 3 and has been written down as a support character for Ruby in Volume 4. He hasn’t had the focus of Volume 1 or even 2 in a long time.

And considering Miles and Kerry are the ones who made RWBY alomgside Monty and you demand they step down before they’re ready, that’s akin to demanding Burnie step down from RvB before his time: It’ll do nothing but damage.

Result- Ignorance of acknowledged and fixed flaws.

Next up we have Sageyanna in his new URL. Fantastic.

More like RWBY ended up being the &Knuckles. Jaune & RWBY.

In Volume 4, The amount of focus the main characters got are as follows: Ruby, Weiss, Blake, Oscar, Ren and Nora, Yang, Jaune. Jaune, unlike even Yang, had barely any focus on himself: it was all used to develop Ruby, it was all Ruby’s focus using Jaune as a tool. That is fundamentally wrong.

And the problem is that THEY are the writers. And both have high RT positions and several dozens of layers of Cultish RT Fandom Protection.

No, the problem is that all of you have shown yourselves untrustworthy as you bully and harass people without end be it the writers or the fandom. You will call anyone who defends the a cultish, basically demanding everyone change around you instead of changing yourself. If you could just stop insulting Miles and Kerry and the fandom then people will actually listen.

Unless they REALLY fuck up (and I am talking about a literal catastrophe here, because RT have really low standards for this kind of shit), they wont move. Ever. Probably not even get a reprimand.

You said “Jaune is getting too much screentime” they gave him less screentime, you said they ignored you. It’s pretty obvious why they aren’t listening to you: you have proven yourselves unworthy of paying attention. Only I, someone with almost no self worth, listen to you and even tehn it’d to try and cork your hole. All it takes is some respect and restraint to be worthy of listening.

If shit didnt change when Shane’s letter happened, I cant think of a thing that will make RT stop hiding behind their massive apologist cult fandom. Again.

That’s because Shane was depressed and his letter was obviously biased as he wrote up entire pages of things that had no relation to RT outside of getting sympathy. And instead of getting him to the hospitial, people in your community used his depression to attack RT, going as far as to use MONTY against them. Honestly, they’re only as much of a cult as you are. Perhaps try being nicer.

Result- Hypocrisy and name calling.

And finally we have Dudeblade.

I signed on to watch four kickass girls fighting monsters. Not some badly-written attention whore who apparently isn’t morally obligated to send Pyrrha’s stuff to her parents because Creator’s Pet™.

*Lets out a frustrated sigh* If Jaune was a creator’s pet then his entire purprose in Volumes 3 and 4 wouldn’t be building up other characters. His strategies wouldn’t be used as jokes, eh wouldn’t fail at every corner, eh wouldn’t get crocthed shotted, he wouldn’t be outted as the elader of his team to Ruby, he wouldn’t get the rape face from Tyrian, eh wouldn't get glared at by everyone for calling out Qorw, he would attribute what little character development he had to Ruby and his upgrade wouldn’t result in him getting bitchslapped..

Jaune is not the main focus: he never was and he certainly isn’t now. I don’t now why you insist in it so: eventually the writers will give up and actually do it then what will you do? You’re complaints will have actually damamged the show and the writers all because you can’t understand that a female eccentric show can have a strong male cast.

Final Result: Very skewed Perspectives and massive hypocrisy.

Advice: Calm down and think or try being kinder or just stop.

[creion]

no one asked but heres some more show choir au (under the cut. sorry mobile users lol tumblr needs to update the mobile app)

also these are messages sent to @illbeursafety​ *finger guns*

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now imagine that they make it to #NATIONALS like dallons impressed with himself cuz he wasnt taking the club seriously AT ALL like he was only doing it just so brendon would crawl out of his ass but he makes friends in there and its like a big ol' family and hes like

hes emo because he just never like

he found something that he didnt know was missing, as corny as that sounds

like he didnt know he was lonely didnt really get that he didnt have friends and didnt understand  what it felt like to belong

like sure he kind of had that in band because hey hes good at his instrument whatever that is but it felt too like. not that fun to him. he didnt LOVE it

and he walks into show choir expecting to fucking HATE it like "lol this is what all the queers do isnt it" but he doesnt like he doesnt immediately hate it

and after hes #chosen to be next to brendon in competitions like singing duets with him and being the other lead hes like. for one thing he isnt used to the attention he isnt used to so many people believing in him and looking up to him and he isnt used to actually being able to show everyone that, hey, hes talented

like ok sure objectively brendons still wildly more talented than he is but damn [[side note: i dont mean irl i am staying out of that mess i love urie and weekes both they are my daddies but thats how this au is going ok]]

over time he starts CARING about it

like at first he just half assed it and that got them through the state competition and BRENDON crawls up his ass like NO you have to put your ALL into this like a chain is only as strong as its weakest link

so when the like. i think nevada is in the pacific southwest region so when that specific region's competition comes up he actually goes for it and when they win hes like. gobsmacked because it ust?? feels so good to finally win ? like he actually worked for it this time instead of coasting by on his looks and talent

its so satisfying to him and hes like GOD DAMN IT I LOVE SHOW CHOIR like its just one of those things that he neer thought he'd love so much u know

anyways like

nationals

imagine after their last number theyre on stage and dallon and brendon are standing next to each other in the front of the group bc the last number was one of those PHENOMENAL show stopper sort of numbers like they had wicked choreography urie and dallon both belted out a bunch of gr8 notes

//You have to take a minute to close your eyes.

It's actually more like thirty seconds, since there’s, like, three other choirs that need to perform this evening, but that thirty seconds feels more like an eternity to you.

You can sense that Brendon's nearby, and, really, it's not so much as you're sensing that, but more like you know he's there, because that's where he's supposed to be. The number finishes with you and Brendon doing some sort of Superman pose next to each other, looking powerful and dynamic. 

The cheering of the crowd, which isn't a big one, by the way, sounds like white noise. If you weren't having a moment you'd probably have to be putting in earplugs, since they're just so loud, but, like you said, it's white noise. You're overwhelmed.

You're drenched in sweat, your hair is sticking to your forehead in the most uncomfortable way, and you're pretty sure that if your briefs were any further ridden up your butt crack right now, you'd be split in half. You can already feel the soreness in your throat from all the high notes you've been belting out for the past fifteen minutes, you can feel the way your muscles are aching from the rigorous dance routines, the way your brain is overloading from trying to sing while moving--which, even after nine months, you still ind difficult--and the real kicker to all of this is that you're pretty sure that this, right here, is the best moment of your life.//

WHAT FUCKING HURTS DALLON THOUGH IS THAT ITS OVER

FOR THE YEAR AT LEAST

like the competition season is over and theres only a few weeks until the school year is over and he literally like. spends a lot of the summer wondering if hes gonna be bale to do all of that over again the next year

but he can like after he auditions again and after he walks into the choir room for the first time the next year hes like yeah. this is it. until i graduate this is what im doing.

then scatter in brallon throughout that and bam u got it