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ynbabe · 1 year ago
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We don’t hate each other ୨୧ Arthur x fem! reader
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Y/n was Ollie's oldest friend, growing up with him as he raced his way up to formula one, somewhere in between she found Arthur Leclerc, found him a massive fucking pain in the ass that is until something changes when Ollie debuts in Carlos Sainz Ferrari.
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A always, comments and requests are always welcome! lemme know what y'all think of this!
Warnings: curses, lime
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y/nl/n
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y/nl/n GET THIS MAN IN A FERRARI ASAP 💪 💪 💪 😮‍💨
Username they're relationship is so important to me actually
username arent they just friends?? username girl you believe that? LOOK AT THEM THEY'RE LITERALLY MARRIED username theyre 18 go touch grass pls 😭
username GET THAT MAN IN A FERRARI!!!
Username shes so real for that bow, ollies so cute 🥹
olliebearman thank you for the very serious pictures of me, a very serious, very profession man
y/nl/n "very serious, very professional man"🤓 shut up you literally cried in my arms when you got called olliebearman i'm telling my pr officer to block you username did what in whose arms now?? username oooh so hes in love love
arthurleclerc Way to go Ols!
y/nl/n gtfo my post arthurleclerc gtfo off my fyp y/nl/n block me bitch arthurleclerc too much effort, cry olliebearman guys you're in public 😭
username whats with Arthur and Y/N? 😅
Username they're competing for Ollies love Username bro you wrong for that 😂
arthurleclerc
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arthurleclerc to MY bestfriend, congratulations on making it to Ferrari and f1! You deserve the best! Hope my brother treated you well.
username SHOTS!! HAVE!! BEEN!! FIRED!!
Username he know he wrong for that first photo
Username okay wait. How do both Leclerc have a Wattpad ass gay romance is it genetic??
Username bro all capped the my 😭
username mans petty as hell
username @/y/nl/n me personally, I wouldn't take that
username hes stealing your man girl go get him!!
oliiebearman Thank you Arthur! Yes he did!
arthurleclerc ur welcome ols ❤️ username @/y/nl/n were waiting for you boo username its the red heart for me Username Charles come get your brother!!! he's cosplaying you and max on main again
y/nl/n Congrats Ollie!! love you 🥰 (Not gonna make this abt myself like some other girls)
arthurleclerc revoking ur paddock pass btw 🥰 Olliebearman ... I'm blocking you both 🥰
username mans done with them 😂
You rolled your eyes as you saw Arthur's comment on yours, how could he be so childish. Forget it, you reminded yourself, today is for Ollie and Ollie only.
You waited in Ollie's driver room till he was done with the debrief, you'd go out to celebrate with him and his family later. His trainer had given him a pass on the diet, after all, scoring points in F1 was no joke.
You jumped off the chair you were lounging in, ready to hug the man as you heard the door open but to your disappointment, it was only Arthur.
You groaned as you saw the boy and he scowled in return. You never knew how your rivalry began. One moment you were visiting Ollie for the first time at Prema and the next you were in a screaming match with a Monagasuque man with the cutest accent.
"What are you doing?" He asked, rather, demanded.
"Waiting for my friend," you replied with the same annoyance in your voice, "What are you doing here?" you accused, stepping towards him.
He pulled a face, closing the gap, "Here to support my friend, you know cause we can actually stand each other,"
"Hah, sure, at least I'm not jealous of my friends, you know cause they actually make it into f1," you shrugged, knowing it was a low blow.
His face morphed into anger as he pushed closer towards you, "You need to shut up," he spoke in a low voice, you'd be scared of the taller, much stronger boy if you weren't doused in anger yourself.
"Make me then," why did you say that- Oh shit.
Your eyes widened as he kissed you, making both of you stumble back and fall on Ollie's driver room bed. You groaned as your back hit the mattress, the older boy breaking the kiss, looking down at you in concern.
"O-oh, my god! Y/n I'm so sorry, I don't know wh-" he began rambling but you couldn't let him win, could you? So you kissed him back, letting your hands run through his hair.
He led one hand to your waist, letting it fall under your shirt, he hissed at the warmth your skin radiated under his palms.
"Oh my god, OH MY GOD," Someone yelled, making Arthur push off the bed, and fall on the floor.
"Ollie this isn't what it looks like," he explained from the floor making you frown.
"It isn't?" you asked making him turn to you.
"No, it is," he explained to you, then turned to shocked Ollie in the doorway, "I mean- it is," he tried to explain.
Ollie paused for a moment, "On my bed, really?" he replied, disgust in his voice.
You picked up the pillow on his now messed up bed, throwing it at his head, "Shut up,"
He laughed as he ducked, "Hey, at least none of us had to intervene," he confessed making you and the boy who was now getting up off the floor groan in defeat.
olliebearman
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olliebearman never make out in my room again, I beg you
Y/nl/n sorry I stole your boyfriend, Ols
arthurleclerc you are still the love of my life, y/n's just a friend olliebearman DO NOT START THIS AGAIN
Username HUH?
username chat is this real rn? username fr thought they hated each other username bro said he was going to get his Wattpad enemies to lovers one way or the other
username Charles Leclerc it's your turn now.
charlesleclerc So all the ranting actually led to something?
y/nl/n he talks about me?? arthurleclerc NO I DIDN'T! Charles shut up or I'll tag someone you rant about. Charleslecler y/n changed you i dont like this relationship anymore username WHAT DO YOU MEAN??? Username First we get Arthur x y/n and now we are getting Charles read like filth 😭
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trying something new, thoughts?
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lethalbreadkills · 7 months ago
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i think the sprinkle mod should be related to sprunki just a thought
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i saw them and i went "what if they were younger siblings...." insane ramblings and relationships underneath the cut. oops
OKAY SO. they have names. we named them. by we i mean me and @afuntimepartyy (hi mangy) in order of how they show up in the mod . all colours are used for ease of reading oops Sporen (he ate mushrooms as a child), Radical (well. duh. raddy sprinkle), Clink (head go clink clank), Fun Bot V.2 (v2 for short), Rinkle (i dont have an explanation), Grinkle (gray crinkly kitten), Sprunk (funny), Garnickle (like barnacle), Dipsy (i think its cute), Skip (again, cute), Miss Sun (shes the older sibling for once), Purdle (durple but switched), Mrs Tree (theyre married), Laa-Laa (yellow and sings cute), Tupper (well. like tupperware), Fun Computer (hes not old enough to be a mr. yet), Spinda (hehe), Punkii (it just Felt Right), Biv (i think its cute!), and HACK :]
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As for the relationship chart. Well. Smiles. here it is ^-^!!
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heh. smirks. Most are self explanatory, these are their younger siblings and they love each other!!
Garnold, quite honestly, is just a good 20 years older than his sibling, and WOW an age gap like that can cause issues with understanding each other. Garnold just doesn't understand the kid, and he's busy with his own (his and Clukr's creations) OWAKCX and Dipsy are complicated because. uh. i'll be honest i didn't read until recently that OWAKCX is like that because Raddy hit him with a hammer and went "ah. that man is an addict isn't he." and went with it ^o^ and it causes an odd relationship with family. they're trying their best, though. they still love each other so much. Tunner and Tupper. Well. I don't have them fully fleshed out yet i'll be honest. Tunner is trying his hardest to bond with Tupper, and she would much rather be left alone and talk to her friends. at the point in life where she just hates everybody, and there's not a whole lot Tunner can do about it. Jevin and Biv. well. he never liked his family anyways, and his little sister following him when he ran away is no exception. she loves him. she wants to be just like him. he wants her to leave him alone and stop reminding him that they're "family", or whatever. Black... well. There's a reason HACK can't feel anything toward his older sibling. Black killed him before he had a chance to grow up too much.
As for Gray and Wenda... funnily enough, they're in very similar boats. They love their siblings, they really do!! It just.. would be so much easier if their "siblings" weren't their children, y'know? (just to specify, they are NOT both gray and wendas kids. they were had separately, we just happened to have the same idea for the two of them, lmao)
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elysiae · 5 months ago
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do you think operator & drifter treat their warframes wildly differently?
somewhat insufficient TLDR: i think the operator and drifter are emotionally attached but in vastly, strikingly different ways, and it manifested very, very differently too.
in operator's case, it isn't that they dont *care*, but they know how durable a warframe is. they know they can take one hell of a hit, and they'll be okay because that warframe takes the brunt of it (albeit with some phantom pain if the damage is bad enough). theyre less comfortable outside the confines of those large, bulky war machines because they know they're ultimately safe. those warframes can take hits. they cannot. the operator knows they were people, but they never met those people before the tragedy. besides... a lot of them really are just empty shells. they're hardly the people they once were, especially since they recreated those warframes from blueprints. don't get me wrong, they do remember the anguish of the originals - they were there, they lived it, and they still have empathy for them... but the operator knows the limits of every warframe like the back of their hand - they can maneuver however they want, they can take hits, they can run into armies and not be too afraid because they (as in the operator and the warframe this time) be fine. even if the warframe is damaged, they can fix the damage, so no harm done.
but drifter on the other hand? at first i think they never really realised the power they had. in their mind they were still them, just running, rolling on the occasion, it took them ages to maneuver those things *properly*, and probably only ever really learned with the operator's guidance. they would not let a warframe take a hit, not because they felt empathy for it (at least not a lot, last i checked you kind of need at least *some* to have effective transference?) but because they were so used to walking around vulnerable. yknow, not inside a killing machine. but what would've really solidified the difference was after they went to 1999. sure, hearing that these things used to be people is one thing, but at the end of the day, to drifter, they're still just machines. drifter never got to experience what the tenno did, they never had to deal with reaching into their freshly scarred minds to ease their anger, sorrow, fear, rein them in like the terrified animals they were turning into and hush their cries with understanding - they only knew the dead inside remnants... but it's an entirely other thing when you go to the past and see the people who were hurt. you meet them and you get to know them, become their best friends - maybe even date one of them - and it hit drifter like a fuckin' freight train. they have this entirely different view on warframes from that cold perspective they had at first. they weren't just war machines. those are people. every time they go into the head of those machines, they're looking through the eyes of *people.* people who had families and desires and hobbies, things they looked forward to, entire futures ahead of them that were snuffed out. people who were scared, people who didn't know what was happening. people who knew what was happening, who lived in fear knowing they weren't able to stop it... people who lived in fear of losing themselves. and i think it hit drifter a lot harder than they'd ever admit.
but thats not to say one of them is more attached than the other - both of them care deeply about their warframes. it's just that, they have different ways of looking at them. after all their experiences were so vastly different, it'd be impossible to look at them the same way.
(too lazy to type it out all over, but i have an example in the tags i think kinda helps pull it together more)
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huellitaa · 7 months ago
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it girl autumn 🎃🎀🍁
autumn is upon us!!!!!!!!!! all hail the best season 💭🎀🍂🧸🩷
──★ ˙ ̟🎀ur autumn to do list
🧁𓂃 ࣪˖ ur never too old for trick or treating (if u celebrate!). girl get OUT THERE. (🎀🗒️note: if u have any little siblings or cousins or family, then you can take them out trick or treating and celebrate w them js as an excuse to get outside!!)
🧸𓂃 ࣪˖ make pinterest boards for ur fav autumn movies and shows bcuz they cant do it themselves </3
🍂𓂃 ࣪˖ go collect leaves outside and make a pretty piece of art out of them
🎀𓂃 ࣪˖ walk around early in the morning when its all foggy and pretty
🐇𓂃 ࣪˖ learn how to bake or cook (in my case anyway) OR look for some cosy autumn recipes to learn and share w ur loved ones or just to have a cosy night in and eat for urself♡
🧁𓂃 ࣪˖ go thru ur closet and wardrobe and throw out all the old things you don't wear anymore. autumn is a time of change, after all (🎀🗒️note: make some cute autumn outfits while ur at it! ♡)
🎃𓂃 ࣪˖ drink every possible pumpkin spice drink u can find in ur area
🍂𓂃 ࣪˖ get out of ur reading slump! if ur in one anyway. if not then just read more books bcuz tea, rain and books is quite possibly the cosiest thing ever
🎀𓂃 ࣪˖ visit a library alone, go shopping alone, just enjoy ur alone time. autumn is a time of introspection and a time to work on urself, and though i love spending time with myself in any season, autumn is especially cosy ♡
🧸𓂃 ࣪˖ look at cute pumpkin designs and make one urself if u celebrate halloween ♡
🎃𓂃 ࣪˖ make some little halloween decorations if u celebrate ♡
💭𓂃 ࣪˖ build a little bug hotel out of twigs and leaves and things u find on the ground outside!!!!!! i used to do this all the time w my brother or my friends when i was little and its very nostalgic and fun ♡
🧁𓂃 ࣪˖ take loads of pictures and make little vlogs and video diaries of ur autumn adventures, just for the memories ♡
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──★ ˙ ̟🎀 music and media
🧁𓂃 ࣪˖ ur autumn playlist
clairo (charm, sling)
the 1975
florence & the machine (lungs)
the cardigans
the crane wives
neil young (harvest)
the smiths
phoebe bridgers
type o negative
kali uchis (never be yours)
gracie abrams
🍂𓂃 ࣪˖ movies and shows
the nightmare before christmas (obviously)
gilmore girls ♡
coraline, corpse bride, pretty much any tom burton movie
anne with an e
fantastic mr fox
hilda
gravity falls ♡
you've got mail
over the garden wall
pride and prejudice
jennifers body ♡
practical magic
little women
kiki's delivery service
arrietty ♡
howl's moving castle
lord of the rings ♡
and i always have a harry potter marathon every autumn because i loved it when i was younger, so why not!
(🎀🗒️note: i love playing identity v, animal crossing and cosy grove in the autumn too! or meeting up w friends and literally js playing board games theyre so fun♡)
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──★ ˙ ̟🎀fall fashion and staples
okay so i personally love pink, whites, browns, cream colours and just general neutrals-pastels in the autumn, but you can adjust this to ur personal aesthetic and however you see fit!
the first thing i think of when i think autumn is layering. layer layer layer layer. tops and sweaters, cardigans, jumpers, leg warmers, tights; to keep you warm and pretty ♡
pay attention 2 fabrics! knitted, cashmere, fleece, flannel, all the cosy sorts are perfect for the autumn months ♡
patterns like stripes, leopard print, chevron, argle and plaid are so cute and simple, esp in october / november ♡
neutral colours, like beige, white, brown, cream, grey, black, and pale variants of colours too i think work so well esp in the autumn ♡
anything fur lined is absolutely adorable i rest my case
MASSIVE COATS. i have this big trenchcoat my mum had since i was a baby and i wear it EVERYWHERE in autumn ♡
boots are THE autumn shoes, bonus points if they're fur-lined. they just look so so cute ajdhfjsfjhsjf♡
knit hats and small hair accessories, bonus points if they're in the pretty autumn colours ♡
not really fashion but i love doing simple makeup in the autumn. just very dewy natural looks are pretty all year around, but especially in the fall ♡
🍂𓂃 ࣪˖ pretty fall fashion:
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all my love... 💬🎀🫶🏻💗
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xwiedzmax · 4 months ago
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okay. so. i said i will not shut up about this song and.. well here we are
analyzing Watch Me Soar by Willemijn Verkaik (and Scott Alan) (guys i love Willemijn shes such a great singer and me when her Elphaba and i could rant about her for hours and-) [basically] line by line, here we go
"I know that it's hard for you to imagine That I'm not that young girl you once knew I'm no longer 12, what you see is a woman Standing in front of you"
first line and it starts off *strong*. like. 'im not that young girl you once knew, im no longer 12'. thats literally what would happen when Icarus came back, everyone only remembered them from the times before they first died. dropping the age like that is crazy everyone would remember them as that small child (we dont look at Chronicles of Wonder i found this song before that came out guys i promise this is still coded) and the first line just straight up calls that "And I, I have been patient, I have been kind I paid all my dues and I gave up my time I can't be confined to the past anymore My wings have grown"
the first two verses are just about them being Quixis. about trying their best to do their job, trying their best to just do the right thing and come back as fast as possible and- 'i cant be confined to the past anymore' is so- cuz like- theyre not the same person they were as a child. theyre not the same person they were during all the seasons. theyve changed, many things have changed, they want to be better than what they were before, they want to be a good brother, a good friend, not be remembered as the person who killed multiple of their friends, the person who hurt so many of their friends and family. they want to redeem themself and the line 'my wings have grown' is just so- because they dont have wings in the worldport. and their wings are important to them, theyre such an important part of them, and they dont have that in the worldport. and they finally get to experience having wings, experience the freedom of flying
"Everyone says just to be thankful, just to be grateful Or just let it be But I'm tired of this waiting, it's always tomorrow I'm done with perceptions that you've had of me"
something something Icarus just having to wait and wait and wait. wait for their job as Quixis to be over. with the knowledge that their family doesnt remember them, many of their friends dont even know who they are
"I've given you blood, you've given me tears I've given my heart and so many years It's finally time to fend for myself And open my wings"
now. first two verses are about their time as Quixis again. about how long theyve had to spend, waiting, working, alone. theyve given up so much, spent *so many* years alone, watching over the universes, with no one but a chicken to keep them company
the last two verses are them just being happy about being back. finally being able to do the things they *want* to do not the things they *need* to do they can open their wings again, fly, experience weather, nature, be themself again
"It's my time to soar, yes My time And I don't need you to love me, that's not what I asked I just want you to see that I'm more than my past"
its their time, they can soar the skies, experience things again, make bonds but they dont immidiately ask for forgiveness, they know theyve done a lot of bad stuff in the past. they just want people to see them as a new person, not what they were before, want people to see past the things theyve done. and this just fits so well
"You have expectations, well they're just too small And I'm dreaming big So watch me soar Watch me soar Watch me soar"
theyre so excited to be back, after being stuck for years. they just want to experience joy and do everything they werent able to do before
"It's time to let go, take a leap, touch the sky Feel the wind press against me as my wings learn to fly Then soar, I will soar Watch me soar"
they deserve to be a happy birb boi me thinks. 'feel the wind press against me as my wings learn to fly' because they would need to get used to that. they dont have their wings in the worldport and theyve spent so long without them, it would take some learning and figuring out muscle memory to fly like they used to
"Yes, I know that it's hard for you to imagine That I'm not that young girl you once knew I'm no longer 12, what you see is a woman Soaring in front of you"
this entire section is just so Icarus after coming back from being Quixis, especially singing to Rae, but just to everyone too- and.. even tho this is the wrong gender, its still *so frickin coded*. perfect ending to this song and honestly im actually amazed how coded this whole song is. especially because i know it only because Willemijn sings it (im normal i promise im not hyperfixated at allll-)
and in general the way this song sounds is just so hopeful, its giving new energy and happiness and just- pure joy of experience, and i love it if you for whatever reason read this all, have a nice timezone<3 hopefully some of my rambles actually made sense <- local guy is eepy and totally not writing this at 5am- totally-
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straycalamities · 4 months ago
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old aromantic man yells at cloud under cut AUGH
maybe its the aro, but i also genuinely think its not only aros that yearn to have a significant relationship with a "best friend" that goes into the "gray area of romance"
i quote that because it literally doesnt all have to be seen as romantic is the thing and i think people deep down understand this on some level and yearn for it
i think the only thing i truly dislike overall from romo-shipping culture (other than omegaverse existing. rage. hatred.) is that it kinda devours people just being besties or just being so signifcant to each other in a non-romantic way. but then everyone's turning to hyping up "familial" relationships made it even worse. cuz now it's like oh they're non-romantic? oohhh they must be siblings...or parent/child...
like no what if people were just friends and that was also seen as significant. or enemies. or foils. or even coworkers. and all of that be seen as significant for what it is
i feel like this is especially true in fandoms into real life ppl/celebrities/influencers/etc. i feel like that's where it actually starts to become a big frustrating problem
fiction is something else because you can simply change the rules if you want, in your head, with headcanons, but you cant (or at least you really shouldnt and im judging you if you do) headcanon real people. if they say otherwise about this, or shipping, or whatever then ok thats their prerogative, BUT then ppl take one guy (gnc) saying this to mean they have permission for every guy (gnc) and it's like ok idc if people have been doing this with real living persons for centuries, we've been doing all kindsa other jacked up shit to each other for millennia am i supposed to suddenly be okay with that too because it's always been done? 😭 idk i dont mean for this to be all about how i dont support RPF and how parasocializing and celebrity worship has fucked over everyone's brains and warped them into dehumanizing people as normal even more than all of us being so online in general has and finding every buzzword that sounds like justification they can to okay it
but it is kinda linked to my point. i dont mean this in the whole "men are scared to be best friends for fear of being seen as Gay" i mean it as "a whole shitload of people are redirecting deep non-romantic relationships into just feeding the alloromantic normativity machine and my little aro ass is getting kinda tired of it"
i mean it in "everyone keeps trying to put relationships into neat little labeled boxes that have these hard and rigid rules to them and my loves-to-appreciate-the-depth-and-variety-of-human-emotions-and-relationships" ass is even more tired of this than the other thing
even in MY shipping. yes i say "shipping" yes i draw charas kissing, hugging, dating, intimacy. but i dont always mean romantically. because i remember the era when shipping could be whatever. it just meant you liked that those characters were significant to each other. and now it's become only one kinda thing (maybe two if youre differentiating between sexual and romantic shipping or a mix of the two)
and now i wish there was a word just for what i mean 😓 (and other ppl like me) that was just...yes i like these two (or more) charas together and idc what flavor of what it is theyre doing i enjoy it. and i wish that it could also not be seen as meaning less or just being lesser than romantic shipping
IM SO TIRED OF ROMANCE OUTWEIGHING AND EVEN OVERSHADOWING EVERY OTHER RELATIONSHIP PLEASE AND IM TIRED OF THE ONLY OTHER OPTION BEING NUCLEAR FAMILY DYNAMICS
i remember when "found family" didnt mean literal Mom Dad Son Daughter shit sighs
i also just think that if we saw friendships and best-friendships as more significant it'd also help with how so many people feel so damn lonely all the time just because they're "single" or whatever. it'd also mean less ppl jump into harmful romantic relationships, ignoring all red flags, just because it means they have a relationship
if they're getting social, inter-personal fulfillment outside a romantic relationship and it's treated as significant as that is. because it IS. think about your best friend, and the relationship yall have. or past best friends. its amazing! its deep! its meaningful!
think about even just your friends even if yall arent super close and how you still smile if you meet up or see them come online or get a text from them. or that coworker at your job that you probably wouldnt hang out with outside of work but they still make your shift less torture. IDK
look at the beauty and variety of your connections with other humans and how a lot of them you dont even have a term or name for. it's just. significant.
the stranger that smiled genuinely at you when you held the door open for them while you were having the worst day of your life and, for a moment, the world wasnt so bad
you'll never see that person again, but you'll probably never forget it. and even if you forget their eyes or the color of their hair, you'll never forget how it made you feel.
that's what i'm talking about. and i feel like you shouldn't have to be an aromantic person to appreciate that kinda stuff and the world would be sooo much better for it. what if we just fuckin appreciated our fellow man yknow????? especially when all the evil powers that be in the world are trying to make us turn on each other and eat each other alive so they dont have to do as much work
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mossterunderthebed · 3 months ago
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Jujutsu Kaisen Observation # 18358503893742653
okay so. hm. how to say without being immediately pelted to death by hammers?
i was a little... surprised? at the scene where gojo was sealed. and like the whole plan and exposition and everything leading up to it, cause like. stsg are made out to be such an unquestionable Thing that i had almost expected more from the source material- and there was Plenty to work with if you're going the shipping rout dont get me wrong- but... i just. maybe it just feels like a dissatisfying sort of portrayal almost?
because it feels in some ways like such an acknowledgement that people just. dont Get life-changing relationships outside of romance anymore.
i think they were soulmates. i think they were friends. i think they changed each other's lives and were unfathomably, unspeakably precious to each other. i think when they broke they shattered and cracked and the splinters of that ache are still lodged in the soft spaces between their bones. i think it still affects them, because that's the kind of thing you dont just get over.
i dont think it was sexual. i dont think they had a romantic relationship. like, i just... it was really strange, because while this big Proof of Romance thing was sort of playing out on screen the only thing i could think was that this was how i felt when i lost one of my friends because i just Didnt know how to be there for them when they needed support.
in the end we, who thought we would be friends for the rest of our lives, ended up never really seeing each other again because we just. didnt have what each other needed anymore. and i still hope they're happy, and want them to be well. and i still regret how things went down.
but i couldn't have done any different because what i did was all i knew HOW to do. i WAS offering support it just wasn't the kind of support they knew how to do anything with.
and i just think that for gojo, that's what suguru is, though likely amplified and worsened due to their respective family situations and upbringings. he's 'i wish' and 'what if' and 'im sorry' and 'i wanted to be there' and 'did i ever know you at all' and 'why did things happen that way, why didnt i know better- HOW could i have known better- i wish i couldve helped you, i wish i couldve saved you, i miss you, i love you, im sorry im sorry im sorry'
i dunno. everyone has different interpretations and viewpoints. i just think they're so 'friends so close theyre practically siblings' coded. they dont need to have been dating to have been the focus of each others lives and to know each other inside and out.
*sighs* whatever. maybe im just blabbing into a void. it just was surprising that after all that hype the vibe i got from them the most truly was just a pair of high school friends that got messed up somewhere along the way and couldnt stick together because their edges rammed right into each other's sore spots.
nobody's fault- tho u could def argue it was suguru's fault if ur looking at it from the mass murderer and genocidal maniac angle tho jjk does magnify things a lot to a gruesome degree bc thats kind of the whole Point, AND to tell the truth i dont focus on a lot bc i mainly think of suguru as the version he was in his high school years because to me thats the one thats most fun to play around with- its just what happened.
and that's not even touching on what all getou did and HOW the whole thing broke apart in the first place or the trauma from whence the cracks started to form and etc etc etc. sometimes stuff happens and people DO split apart and theres nothing you can do but mourn.
im sure for gojo the mourning was a heavy burden, yeah.
but also, if my best friend that i killed myself had suddenly appeared to come back from the dead, i too would blue screen for a whole fudgin minute i mean come on. be serious. like you wouldnt stand there with your mouth hanging open out of sheer stupefaction and disbelief and confusion. fr.
ppl arent supposed to do that.
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wigglyobsessedweirdo · 5 months ago
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Okay it's time chat....A POST ON WILLOW
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Soooooo this is Willow guys.....
She's a sophomore at Hatchetfield High, she's 16, uses She/they pronouns and is Bisexual :]
HER LORE
Her home life is fucked up, she is neglected horribly (when she was younger she didn't eat for three days) her parents are in a broken marriage they don't love each other but keep up appearances (partly bc of wigglys influence due to the deal) so that the town doesn't gossip about their family, wanting to be seen as perfect. Theyre heavy drinkers and Willow would always have to take care of them when she was younger. They also verbally abused willow telling her that she's not good enough and she doesn't deserve anything, just to name a few. They're always constantly pushing her to be the best and constantly chastising her for the smallest things while also constantly neglecting Willow, never paying attention to willows problems and needs.
She's worried that they'll separate (mainly because it would just be easier if they didn't divorce) One day she stumbled upon the black book in the witchwood and accidentally summoned the Lords. She made a deal with them (more specifically wiggly). The deal was that she becomes a devotee to the Lords and in return they make sure that her parents stay together.
She eventually forms a father daughter sort of relationship with Wiggly, as Wiggly wants someone to talk to as his brothers can bore him. It started off as more of him wanting someone to vent and talk about him but as Willow gets more comfortable with him, she starts opening up and they eventually become a father daughter relationship (even though it's not biological). With her calling him dad on occasion when they're alone or if she's really stressed and is distraught.
She doesn't have a lot of friends and she was very alone in her life up until a bit after she summoned the lords. Her friends consist of...
Dakota Rune (Willows best friend) and Skye Hawke who belongs to the talented @sorrowmoons
Aspen Waylon-Cross who belongs to the amazing @sundewhasaudhd
Elle jagerman who belongs to the wonderful @biscuits-spooky-diner
(heh you should definitely go follow all of them >:])
I HAVE SO MUCH ON HER GUYS I LOVE HER SO MUCH AND IM GONNA POST MORE ART AND ANIMATIONS ON HER!!! ILL GO MORE IN DEPTH ON HER CHARACTER AND LORE IF THIS DOES WELL :DDD
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gavisfanta · 1 year ago
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SECRETS 4 - PEDRI
last part 😭😭
lmk if you guys want more insta posts
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mikkykiemeney
rain and anna 💖
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yourinsta ❤️
mikkykiemeney missing you at the games ❤️
annalewadowska missing you lots!
frenkiedejong 😍
mikkykiemeney ❤️
user726 nah too sweet
user62 good game frenkie!!!
user1029 i love how we havent seen Y/n interact with anyone for about a year and then she comes back under mikkys post
user119 its too adorable
user910 maybe because theyre family
user8190 I'm just worried that her and pedri broke up
user5193 nah me too
user002 everything says that they broke up, move on dude
siramartinezc 😍❤️
mikkykiemeney ❤️
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babysitting with mikky ✅️
tagged: pedri, mikkykiemeney
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mikkykiemeney funniest babysitting of my life
annalewandowska i agree
user9710 you two are so prettyyyyy
user552 I love the fit ❤️
madridxx Hala Madriddd
user91022 shut the fuck up
user113 no need to spread hate dude.
user019 I was there too!!!!
user227 tell pedri to come back from injury
user813 might have to tell that y/n
user0122 true
user006 who are you guys babysitting?
user8103 ?
user729 am I the only one who noticed that she tagged pedri
barcel19 maybe just an accident
ynamor919 maybe its his 🤷🏼‍♀️
miamor6 yeah definitely
user772 FRR I NOTICED TOO
user729 i was like hold onnn.....
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doesn't matter the loss, we stay blau grana.
Visca Barça
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pedri te amo hermosa ❤️
yourinsta Te amo por siempre
user628 awww
user910 thank god they're still together
user539 frrrrr
user819 comeback of the year
user667 FRR
user551 I'm so glad they didn't break up
joaofelix79 still see no blue hair y/n
yourinsta gah dahmn it's been a year
joaofelix79 i wont forget...
pedri me neither...
user445 you know after the clasico loss joao and pedri shouldn't be joking around but they are...
user601 you should rather focus on keeping pedri healthy
user0193 so rude for no reason..
user28 she isn't the one who got him injured dude
user729 shut the fuck up
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proof that I'm alive
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mikkykiemeney 😍
yourinsta ❤️
user7628 okay but didnt she post those pictures before????
user810 omg youre right
user992 yeah like ages ago
frenkiedejong ❤️
yourinsta ❤️
user920 SHES BACK?????
user810 FINALLYYYY
user662 missed you babes
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Pedri and his girlfriend are reportedly still dating, after she dissapeared for almost a year and neither pedri nor pedris friends or family wanted to talk about her, it was clear that they broke up.
However today Y/n posted a picture of the stadium during the el clásico in which Barcelona suffered their first loss of the season against real madrid at home.
Fans immediately picked up on the idea of two of them still dating or rather dating again.
Two hours after she published the post Pedri left a comment, in which he said "te amo hermosa ❤️"
It's confirmed that they're still dating!
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user910 IM SO HAPPYYYY
marcel92 👏😍
barcaa1899 Pedri gets the hoessss
user829 stfu
user1193 shes not a hoe
user001 why does everyone love Y/n so much suddenly
user17 I was thinking the same...
user991 She's iconic
user019 okay but Pedri on that pic 😍
user911 girl youre too real
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missed my loves ❤️
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pedri my two girls ❤️
yourinsta ❤️
user910 SORRY?
user719 DID I MISS A CHAPTER WHAT?
mikkykiemeney You ate with that fit
yourinsta HAHA thank youuu I had the best stylist @pedri
pedri what can I say
joaofelix79 why didn't you suggest blue hair
yourinsta please leave me alone
user917 HAHAHA
annalewandowska missed you during the games, I'm so glad youre back!! 😍❤️
yourinsta I missed you too!!! ❤️
pablogavi Great support I saw you cheering from the pitch
yourinsta I was cheering for pedri tho not for you
user729 Ate and left no crumbs.
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getting ready... 😉
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yourinsta muy guapo ❤️
pedri gracias hermosa ❤️
joaofelix79 ou ou ou...
pablogavi 😍🤭
pedri gracias hermanito
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para siempre 👰‍♀️🤵‍♂️
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yourinsta para siempre ❤️
pedri ❤️
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post wedding...
now back to my old life 😍
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pedri ❤️ (pinned)
yourinsta ❤️
pablogavi wish you all the best!!!
yourinsta thank you ❤️
user820 nahh too sweet
user772 wait hold on what
ynamor AAAAA WHAT??
user627 ITS CONFIRMED
user192 I cant believe it
user628 IM SO GLAD Y/N HAS HER COMMENTS TURNED ON BECAUSE WHAT
user736 REAL
user991 NAH WHAT
user4155 MY JAW DROPPED
user662 wish you two all the best
user729 dont tell me she disappeared because she was pregnant...
user917 is everyone gonna ignore the thrid slide?????
user114 cuties
ynamor AAAA
user028 bro is still screaming
user916 dont tell me they have a kid.........
user1537 girl I'm in love with your dress
joaofelix79 wish you three all the best 😉
yourinsta thank you Joao ❤️
mikkykiemeney they grow up so fast... 😭❤️
yourinsta aww come on ❤️
frenkiedejong i swear you were just 5 yesterday
yourinsta crazy how time works 🤯🤯
fcbarcelona We wish you two all the best and much of luck! 👏❤️
ferrantorres Good luck you two ❤️
pedri thanks hermano 🤝🏻❤️
lamineyamal good luck 🤝🏻
yourinsta thank youu
pedri thanks mate
user701 i love how pedri turned british
user6927 FRRR
frenkiedejong might have to beat pedri up if he fucks up 😁
pedri i wont, promise
frenkiedejong hope so for you
user829 I've legit never seen frenkie mad
user227 fr he just seems so pure all the time
user881 WHAT A BABY??
user929 DONT TELL ME I'M THE ONLY ONE SO EXCITED
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puhpandas · 1 year ago
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I like that a lot of the tragedy about new fnaf is about how everyone lived, in contrast to the tragedy of old fnaf where everyone died
like gregory vanessa cassie the animatronics everyone had their lives ripped away from them because of the same source, but they didnt end after that.
the animatronics 'lived', but it was in an abandoned falling apart building while they're broken themselves and slowly losing their sanity. gregory survived the mimic and ggy and the streets but he'll never get back those years of childhood he lost or his parents or friends or old life and he has to live with that and the trauma from everything forever
vanessa lost her life and her free will right as she would have been free from her dad for good and was still put down and hated even as her alter ego. she was forced to leave her little support systems and drag other people into the same boat as her and kill people and after she gets freed abruptly she just has to. get back on her feet. and get a job and take care of Gregory and Freddy and somehow keep living a life as normal as anyone else but things are so different and she doesnt get a chance to sit and process everything
cassie doesnt die in the elevator crash and instead goes on to be trapped underground with something getting in her head. she gets taken over all alone by herself thinking that vanny was a friend and getting 'betrayed' again. once again someone's life is ripped away from them as they're forced to serve this virus, and its made a hundred times worse because no matter what it happened to cassie because Gregory wasnt fast enough. and theres so much tragedy in Gregory failing to stop what happened to him from happening to someone else let alone his best friend
and the tragedy that none of them will ever be free despite how they live on unless they kill the mimic and vanny for good, but theyve always just been too scared to do it. "the family missed the greatest opportunity of their lives" "the woman would kill the witch in the morning" they didnt kill them both when they could have and now other people are getting hurt along with themselves having to deal with it again after thinking they were okay.
and theres also tragedy in the glamrocks and how they lived in the pizzaplex. no matter how you view their sentience theyll always be seen as characters and machines and not real people despite how theyre literally alive and living. and alongside that in canon they push the idea of the animatronics not wanting to fit themselves into the character box (freddy) or not feeling like they deserve to be who they're supposed to (roxy) or not even trying to fit the bill because they're so overtaken with anger at it all (monty) or their programming making them crazy and obsessed with their characters gimmick so they're always trapped no matter what (chica). and how fronnie loved eachother but not only would the brand not have allowed it but bonnie gets decommissioned and Fazbear entertainment doesn't see it as worth it to keep him in the character roster so they just. dont. and Freddy has to deal with how unfair that is.
I just love SW era fnaf and how they do tragedy it's very interesting and cool
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percyweasleyapologist · 3 months ago
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Hihihi!
Do you happen to be a demigod? (Half-greek... adhd... just sayin'...)
But that's off topic!
HCs on next gen Fred Weasley? >:3c
Lmfao wait I never thought of that- perhaps I am ;)
Ooh okay!!
Fred Gideon Weasley:
Gryffindor
Started Hogwarts in 2014
He's closest with his cousins, Lucy and Louis because theyre both in his year
He was the Gryffindor chase starting in 4th year, taking after his mum
He ended up with Annabelle Jordan, the daughter of Lee Jordan and his childhood best-friend
Non-Binary
Bisexual
He/They pronouns
Him and his sister Roxanne are super close and he's kinda protective of her, so he made sure that she can take care of herself and taught her self-defense
ADHD for sureeee
Literally bouncing off the walls at all times
Him and Lucy are buddies with that and you'll constantly see them just babbling to each other and not even making any sense
Their whole dynamic is just:
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(Louis is the blue, Lucy is the purple, Fred is the red)
Oh also he's like a big brother to James (even though he has Teddy too)
Will absolutely fight someone who talks shit about his family
Also totally judges his cousins' taste in romantic partners
Omg Molly and Dominique are the only ones that can boss him around.
The rest of the family he's like -_- "hell no"
But when it comes to his older cousins, he suddenly turns to "yes ma'am"
???
It's because they're filling the older sister role for him
also he's a little bit scared of them
He takes over Weasley Wizard Wheezes when he gets old enough
uhhh yeah!! I think thats about as much as I can think of rn :)
Also I used He/Him pronouns for the sake of consistency, but I feel like his main ones are They/Them or He/Him
Thanks for askinggg :DDD
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manicpixiefelix · 1 year ago
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Felix's milkshake (his blood) brings all the vampires to the yard, it's just naturally irresistible and makes them go feral but Vampire Reader fends them all off. They know better than to lay a hand on Felix Catton lest they incur the wrath of his lover.
He proudly wears the bite marks from them like badges of honor.
Okay so I literally am so in love with this AU rn you don't understand I have been working on the world building for the vampires for most of last night (it's not all put together but it's getting there) and this is all VERY TRUE.
Felix also knows that not only is he kind of irresistible to vampires, but he's kind of a cocky mf because he's pretty much resistant to all attempts from other vampires to enthrall him in any way.
For a whole bunch of lore/world building reasons that I can get into if you'd like me to, but won't bore you with here, the reader is naturally a very powerful vampire, and their bloodline/family specialises/has a lot of power in enthralling/magical manipulation. So Felix knows so clearly the feeling of a vampire trying to enthrall him, and therefore is able to VERY easily shrug it off. The problem for other vampires is that most other's best/strongest attempts at magically manipulating him are at the same level as the general aura the reader puts out in their day to day life that draws in everyone around them, without even being conscious of it, without even actively trying. It can also subconsciously intensify with the reader's mood; their excitement can intensify their aura and make the people around them feel a kind of high depending on how strong theyre feeling said emotion; it can be overwhelming and even sickening the first time it's experienced, but can become quite addicting. This aura can also shift and essentially repel everyone around them if they're particularly angry, but that doesn't happen often.
The reader had to actually try to not give off an alluring aura that accidentally draws people in and endears them to everyone they meet. But when they turn on their charm and actively use their power to enthrall someone, there's no human, and even very few other vampires, who can say no to them.
Felix, who is essentially the reader's familiar, though they dispise the term the way he hates them being called a dog in the main fic, is an absolute anomaly of a human to other vampires. Both because of his blood being damn irresistible, and the fact that he's somehow immune to most attempts to be magically coerced in any way. He, of course, is incredibly proud of this fact, and takes great pride in the reader and their abilities when he's allowed to. He's quietly mad their bites heal so quickly. He loves going to vampire friendly night clubs in the city with just the reader, rather than their whole friend group, because he gets to actually indulge you in your vampire side and indulge himself in being Yours in front of an audience. You can be clingy and protective and possessive, and so can he; humans throwing themselves at you, begging to be bitten, but Felix, who's still pretty intimidating as far as humans go when he wants to be, looms over you, hands on you, doesn't even have to say that you're spoken for to get the message across.
There's definitely Vampire based forums on the 2006 version of the internet, and there's also definitely boards dedicated to speculating about the two of you, and your sightings around the UK. (Humans in the know specifically will go out of their way to attend a club they know you're at just to get high off your aura. Felix learns this and doesn't exactly know how to feel about it.)
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pokemonshelterstories · 1 year ago
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I'm looking for advice. I'm looking to get a partner pokemon of my own, but the only experience I have is with my family's buneary. I've always loved scolipedes, but I've also heard that pidoves are friendly and intelligent pokemon... do you have tips for either of these, or general advice for a new solo pokemon owner?
i may be a bit biased lol...but pidove make great first pokemon to raise on your own! i recommend getting at least two to start so that they can help keep each other company, because they're social little guys. pidove are kind of well known for not being the brightest...but they have one of the most amazing memories of any pokemon! so they're not gonna be big problem solvers, but simple puzzle toys and memory games are great ways to entertain them. theyre definitely friendly- my pidove love sitting on my head or shoulder!
scolipede's tougher. i don't usually recommend poison types as a first pokemon, and the venipede line is known for its aggression. they need a good bit of space and places where they can root around for food. their venom is also powerful enough to disable a human, so i'd only get one if you're feeling very confident- and certainly don't try to evolve it too fast. a different bug or poison type would really be better for your first mon.
as far as general tips- remember that your vet and the pokemon center are your friends! they're your first and foremost contact for questions and concerns. and also- remember that you're going to make mistakes in your care, and that's okay. raising pokemon is harder than people make it sound sometimes. if someone trustworthy tells you that you need to change something you're doing, it doesn't mean that you're a bad trainer. you're just learning things as you go, and everyone inevitably screws something up. as long as you're doing your best for your pokemon and fixing things that need fixing, you and your pokemon will be okay.
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fruitybashir · 1 year ago
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it's been 3 minutes since i read the last chapter and i just wanna ask how are our boys doing right now? will they eventually tell kris' parents that they were fake-dating but are together now? was the first officially-in-a-relationship sex good? how long has bojan been in love with kris? did he realize it during their whole friends-with-benefits thing or earlier?
okay okay okay lets get into it
1. how are they doing right now? well timeline wise, currently they are suffering. but right after the end of the fic? doing fantastic. im imagining since its a friday, kris takes another sick day and bojan skips his classes just bc fuck that, and they just went through a lot and finally have each other again and theyre both not willing to let the other out of their sight again for even just a second. kiki has probably noticed kris has not been doing so well lately, so he gladly covers kris' shift. they're gonna just lie in bed a little bit, answer texts from the other guys making sure the others know theyre doing fine, and then they take jans advice and fuck like rabbits.
on saturday they go to band practice together again and maybe just bc kris is a little shit hes gonna go "yeah the song was nice but the guitar could use some improvement" and maybe thats when they start working a third guitar into songs instead of just kris taking over bojans parts? who knows?
2. will they tell kris' parents that theyre fake-dating but together now? i think kris would want to keep that one a secret, mainly bc he knows theyre never gonna let him live it down and maks definitely wont, but he (very begrudgingly) does tell them. and they have a good laugh about it. for all eternity. bc i think miha and chantal are the kind of people who would find that shit hilaaaaaarious and bring it up all the time, they think its very very funny
and they also obv love bojan and are very glad to have him properly in their family now <3
3. was the first in-relarionship sex good? it was the fucking best. they didnt have to hold back anymore and enough "i love you"s were said to fill a book with it and then some. it was incredible.
4. how long has bojan been in love with kris? god i wish i knew. i just write the guy, i dont know what the fuck is going on inside his head. i think hes had a mild crush on kris for a while, over the last few years, not very deep or meaningful, mostly when kris picked up jan or smthn bojan would go "damn hes handsome" but that was the extent of it - also bc he was still struggling with his sexuality then.
i think over the holidate timeline .. hm. i imagine that crush skyrocketed when kris just slammed him against the wall that one night and then proceeded to give him the best head hes ever had lol. and i think he definitely acknowledged it as a crush then and it slowly developed into more. i think he maybe realised he was in love shortly after kris stayed with him when he was sick? the major factors there being that kris didnt just take care of him, but actually cared for him. he didnt just drop off some meds and left, he actually took the time to stay with bojan, took a sick day just to be with him, cooked for him, made sure he ate and drank enough, kept him company, everything. thats already an admission of love if you ask me. (both platonically or romantically) but that really did a number on bojan.
i even think bojan let himself admit that it was love pretty early on, but always had the safety layer of "we're just doing this for fun, so its okay if im in love with him bc the "only" consequence is having my own heart broken lol" but then when kris wrote him dopamin and bojan realised this could all be real, suddenly there were more potential consequences to deal with and well you read the last chapter lol
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shreddeddescent · 8 months ago
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kind of a random post to gush about my casey.
@ anyone whos like 'why is your casey so horny?' have you ever seen buffy the vampire slayer? faith was the direct inspiration for her okay. thats whats going on there. theyre supposed to be very fuffy coded in that way.
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(yeah i was a closeted queer teenager when i first watched buffy YES it was very influential for many reasons WHAT do you want from me)
but like. its not that shes been like. abused. shes just an only child who hates her parents (cuz theyre mean and should have gotten divorced cuz they hate each other, classic 'we stay together for our kid' your kid hates being around you cuz youre always screaming bs) and acts out, she likes raph's family more than her own cuz her own is shitty. the turtles n splinter are ALL a bit fucked up but her family is way worse to be around. she'd never understand if raph tried to explain why his mom might actually be bad, cuz her mom is worse. (her dad is not worse tho no ones dad is)
shes the kinda kid to steal her parents booze and get drunk by herself. but also shes got that vigilante outlet, shes a freak like that. she knows raph's never been a real kid so she gets him into all kinds of trouble to try and help him with his issues, like they have the fighting bad guys thing, but sometimes they'll get underage drunk like normal teens, maybe high as well, make him feel normal make him get that shit out. he in turn tries to make her vices a bit more bearable.
she loves raph, but shes not looking for something serious with him. theyre friends who do stuff to take the edge off. like she WOULD go to the ends of the earth for him, but its not romantic to her. and raph freaking out over stuff confuses her a lot, but she tries to be understanding about it cuz she knows hes been through something. but also the pair of them have conflicting issues. hes got daddy issues, shes got a daddy kink. they butt heads, but they do still like each others company like that.
she really only acts like herself around him, when shes around his family she knows to be polite and stuff cuz she doesnt wanna lose her home away from home. but also shes a bit possessive about him. like thats her person. and in a way, cuz hes a mutant, she gets to keep him to herself. and raph also doesnt want her to interact with his family that much cuz he wants to keep her to himself for his own reasons. so maybe their relationship is a lil toxic, but really they are just best friends. like raph finally started being SLIGHTLY normal because of her, he'd be way fucking worse rn if he never met her. they are each others people, they're just messyyyyyy as hell about it. like kids are.
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bark-ing · 1 month ago
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Hi! Just found your blog and I love your brain! I’ve been thinking for a while about t4t Jily but no one seems to be in the same boat… Do you have any thoughts about them? 👀
ANON URE SO NICE!!! of course i have thoughts about them <333
I immediately thought of james and lily, a few years into their marriage, two kids already and life is peaceful and good but theres just something not right. Neither can really put a finger on what it is. They stop going out on date nights, stop hanging out with friends because both of them are honestly just not feeling it. And when lily starts to wear james' clothes more often its not really anything odd bcs well girls always steal their partners clothes. So james never really thinks of it. Maybe makes an offhand comment once about how they should just swap wardrobes with how lily basically never wears her own clothes anymore. They still dont talk about it, still dont know how to talk about how theres something weird happening between them.
James cant stop thinking of wearing lily's clothes and lily mentioned that maybe short hair would suit her and theyre still not talking about it because it would be weird and unrealistic if BOTH of them were going thru the same thought process at the same time.
Lily talks about it first. They're in bed, its so late that its already morning and the sun is starting to shine into their bedroom, through the quickly pulled over curtains. She's so awkward about it, but James can tell she's thought it for a long time, that she knows what she wants to say, its just the act of saying it thats intimidating.
Lily cries, James cries with her, partially because he hurts that his spouse has felt this way, and partially because a part of him has been too scared to even try and put in words exactly what Lily just stuttered out. When lily asks "Does that make sense?" He wants to scream with joy because that is what he has tried to understand about himself for so long. And he just nods and he kisses lilys face and holds her so close. He mumbles out his own confession into lily's shoulder and worries that he's making this about himself but lily is just so relieved that neither of them are alone in this.
It takes a little while longer as they both decide what way to go about this the best. They worry about harry and his little sibling, worry about their families and their friends. Ultimately they decide that life is too short, that as long and they love each other, as long as they stay a family with their (not so little anymore) babies then everyone else can fuck off.
They hold hands through each appointment, through each assessment and decision and they do each others hrt shots and lily helps james find clothes that suit her and james has an awful taste in clothes but lily still appreciates her input and they choose new names together and their kids are so involved and surprisingly so normal and okay that their mom is now dad and their dad is now mom and there's difficulties, of course there's always difficulties but they hold each other through it and thats all that matters
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