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Stranger things young adults reacting...
... to their lover having an eating disorder (Pt. 2)
!!! Minors DNI !!!
Tw: mention of eating disorder, talk about bullying and insecurities, unhealthy habits
Also, nsfw warning for Argyle bc he gonna show ya some sweet loving. Tho I'm not gonna write down all of it.
Characters: Robin Buckley, Billy Hargrove, Chrissy Cunningham, Argyle (he could be read as trans reader tbh)
Pt. 1:
A/n: I'm calling Max mom Mrs Mayfield bc I legit forgot her name so... ignore that
@jolinghkf Robin up first just for you, my friend. I hope you enjoy it.
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Robin Buckley
• As we Germans say "Schock schwere Not."
• She's not upset, but boy she's worried
• You're crying? She'll hug you, care gor you, tell you you're beautiful again and again and again and- fifty years later - again and again. Until you get it :<
• Makes sure you eat at least enough to get through the day once she finds out
"Are you excited?", Robin asked as she looked at you with a wide grin. The clip in her hair held the bangs she had out of her face, which showed you all of her face.
The jeans she wore fit perfectly with her white shirt, and it looked wonderful on her. It made you want to kiss her right then and there, but you couldn't. Not yet.
"I am excited." You smiled and walked onwards. You were on the way to a restaurant for a little date "between friends". That was at least what you'd both told your parents.
You were pretty excited for the date, but on the other hand, you had gained a lot of weight lately, which made you anxious. So much so that it made your stomach hurt. But you ignored it, which turned out to be a bad mistake.
The two of you walked into the crowded restaurant and sat down at the table you asked for. Once a waiter came, you two ordered your food.
And then Robin smiled as she leaned forward. "I have to tell you something. I wanted to earlier, but I forgot and kinda just remembered."
You raised a brow before smiling lightly. "Let's hear it, princess."
She was quiet for a moment but ignored the nickname with a slight blush before she leaned back.
"So... Steve talked to me earlier. Kept on talking about how hot he found Eddie and stuff..." She started, explaining the whole story to you.
Near the end, your food had already arrived.
"And Eddie heard all of it, right?", she said after explaining everything Steve had told her. "And so.... Eddie stands at the counter, smirks and.... you won't believe what he said."
You took a sip of your drink. "What did he say?"
She smiled and covered her face. "Why don't you join me for the movies I'm about to get then?"
She looked up at you with a smile. "(Y/n), they're having a date tonight! Eddie and Steve are probably fucking in Eddies trailer right now."
You couldn't help but laugh at this. You knew the two liked eachother, but this was a turn of events that you really hadn't expected. "No way."
She nodded quickly before the two of you finally started eating. "I felt like I was in some kind of movie."
You smiled and sighed softly. You really loved Robin, which made you force yourself to eat the food in front of you so nothing would be wasted.
Once you were done, you'd started feeling dizzy. Not because you had physical problems, really, it was more that you were mentally so drained from eating all this that it made you physically hurt.
"Are you okay?", Robin asked you and reached for your hand, but you stood up before she could take it and smiled. "Yeah! I'll be right back, okay?"
You didn't wait for an answer as you ran to the restaurants bathroom. You got into one of the cabins and locked it just to break down in tears. The twinge in your stomach made you feel like you wanted to throw up.
You tried to fight it. You really did. The urge to force it out. But it was too big. You just jad to get this calorie bomb out of you.
And you did. Once all of it was out, you hung over the toilet, tears staining your face and body trembling like it hadn't in a long time.
You froze when Robins voice sounded through the door after she had knocked on it. "(Y/n)? Are you in there? Is everything okay?"
You cleared your throat before replying as calmly as possible. "Yea! I'm fine. Just feeling a little weird."
Robin hummed softly. "Alright. Think you can come out? We can go home if you want."
You felt your stomach twist with guilt. "O-Oh.... Well.... Yeah go back to out place. I'll.... I'll be there."
"(Y/n)? What's wrong? You sound like you cried.", she now mumbled softly and it made you feel even worse.
"I didn't." You simply said before you stood up, flushed, and got out. You were lying, and you knew she knew when you stepped out and looked at her face.
"Home?" She asked with a soft smile and held out her hand. You took it and nodded. Of course, you paid first, but once that was done, you made your way home.
Robin took you to her place and went to sit you down in her living room. She then crouched in front of you. "What happened?"
For a moment, you hesitated, but then you sighed softly. "I uh... had to throw up."
She gasped softly. "Seriously? Why? Was there something you didn't like or couldn't handle?"
You shook your head softly before chewing on the inside of your cheek. You felt yourself tearing up again, to which Robin basically jumped to hug you tightly.
"It's okay, please just tell me what's going on." She whispered to you, and you basically melted into her arms.
"I... I'm so sorry. I just... I've been gaining so much weight lately and... and it- it hurts me. It hurts me so much.", you cried out softly before sobbing into her shoulder.
Robin was silent and just held you as you told her more and more. When you were done with speaking, she pulled back and gave you a light smile.
"You're beautiful. No matter if you gained weight or not. Actually... I'm proud you got to gain weight. I know you don't like it. But it doesn't change that you're so very gorgeous."
You were quiet as she talked. You wanted to believe her, but... "But what if... I get fat and you'll hate me?"
Robin looked shocked at your question. "Don't you ever think that again. You're so beautiful. I don't only love you because you're hot."
She chuckled. "I mean, you are. But that's not the only reason. You're kind, caring, loving, protective and smart. Do I have to keep going?"
You shook your head as you gave a light smile.
"Good. Because even if you gain weight, I will still love you nonetheless. Got it?"
You nodded softly as you wiped your eyes. "I love you, Robin."
"I love you too, (Y/n)."
Billy Hargrove
• Oh lord he mad
• don't get me wrong, he's not mad at you
• He's mad at the mf always making comments about your weight aHeUgM Neil AAHEM-
You smiled as you stood in front of the door to Billys house, bag around your shoulder. It was packed with things you'd need for the weekend at Billys place.
You looked forward to it for days now. What you didn't look forward to was Neil's horrible comments about you and your body. They were annoying and disgusting, but you were more than ready to endure them for Billys sake.
You rang the bell, the door opening mere seconds later as Mrs. Mayfield opened the door for you. "Hey, (Y/n)! How are you doing?"
Your smile widened as you stepped inside once she let you. Once you took off your shoes, you finally replied. "I'm doing very good, thank you! How are you?"
She chuckled and closed the door. "I'm also very good, thank you."
You nodded softly and walked up to the living room where Max and Neil sat. You waved at them happily. "Hello!"
Max waved right back with a smile while Neil just eyed you up and down before scoffing. "You gained weight."
Your mood sank almost immediately, but God forbid you'd show them that. "I know, sir. I haven't been able to do my sports lately."
Before the conversation could go downhill, Max spoke up. "Billy is in his room."
You nodded softly and went to go to his room. Music blasted from inside, which made you smile as you knocked on the door loudly.
The music was turned down before Billys voice sounded through the door. "What?" You opened the door and peeked inside before wahing lightly. "Hi."
He visibly relaxed before turning to you fully. "Hello. Come in."
You nodded and got into the room before closing the door and putting your back aside, just to run up to your boyfriend and jump into his arms.
He hugged you tightly and properly pulled you up so he could hold you close. You leaned back lightly to look at his face with a happy face. "Hey, baby. How are you?"
"Good." He mumbled softly. "And you?"
"Amazing! I'm so excited about our weekend together." You leaned your head on his while you spoke. "So absolutely excited."
He nodded softly and sat down with you still in his arms. Without really realizing, you pushed yourself off his lap with your knees, but the moment he noticed that, he pushed you back down.
"The fuck was that?", he asked as he looked at you. You stared back at him with quite the bit of confusion. "What was what?"
"Why the hell did you push yourself up? You wanna get off?"
You immediately shook your head. "No! No. Absolutely not. I just... I don't know." You thought for a moment. "I guess it was because I reel heavy lately?"
"Heavy?" He looked at you before laughing wholeheartedly. "You and heavy? (Y/n), I can lift you with one arm. If you're heavy, then what am I? A Boulder? A skyscraper, perhaps?"
You couldn't help but laugh at his comments, considering that they sounded so illogical. "No?"
"Exactly. So don't say that shit again. Who even told you that?"
You sighed softly and leaned on him a bit. "Dunno. Maybe your dad's comments did get to me more than I thought they would."
You could feel his hands grip onto your hips tightly as if he wanted to push you off and storm out. But he didn't. Instead, he took a deep breath and scoffed. "Of course it's him. It's always fucking him."
You kissed his head softly before moving down to peck his nose and then his lips. "It's okay, really. It'll go away again."
The two of you kept talking, having a few playful wrestle sessions in between (no, seriously, you two were literally wrestling) and even chased each other here and there as a joke.
That was until Mrs. Mayfield called everyone out for dinner.
You happily went to the living room, and Billy followed close behind you. The two of you sat together, and once dinner began, so did the talking.
You ate quietly as plans for the next few days were made. Of course, you also spoke up now and then if you were involved or if you were asked, but you did prefer to stay quiet.
After a while, you finished your food and decided to get yourself some more of it since it really just was so good. Before you could even get anything on your plate, a simple comment made you feel your stomach drop all over again.
"Don't you think you've eaten enough?"
You turned to smile at Neil lightly. "I'm still hungry though."
You could see Billy ready to throw his plate against Neil's head, but before anyone could react another shot came you way.
"So you don't kind becoming fat?"
That was it. Your Damm broke. All the hard work to not let his words affect you, have failed.
And you cried. You cried like a little girl that fell, and all hell broke lose. Billy yelled at his father, and his mom tried to stop them from fighting. Max was in front of you, trying to hold you and make sure you feel okay.
Your sobs grew louder, and within two hours, the police were called in for the constant fighting.
In the end, Billy and his father were stuck at the police station while you had Max and her mother.
The following evening, you were back at your place. No weekend. Not even a full day. And eventually - after a full week - you heard news of Billy being back.
And he came to check on you. You were still damaged, but you gave in. You got closer and closer over time again.
But you wondered what had happened to his father. But you never found out. You never had the chance to get and eventually forgot.
Then, you fully opened up. About how his fathers comments hurt her. How she felt violated all the time.
And he loved you. He loved you like you were perfect. Like he loved you. And that was all you needed right now.
Chrissy Cunningham
• She'll fight a bitch, immediately
• If it's a girl at least
• She gets so savage it's concerning really
• Girl goes soft w you
"Chrissy! Hurry up!", you said as you waited for her to join you for cheerleading practice. She came running to you with a soft laugh. "Relax! We still have time."
She took a quick look around before she pressed a kiss to your lips softly, just to run off towards the gym.
You smiled lightly and followed her happily. You were excited for today. Especially because the cheer team would decide who'd be the one on top of the pyramid today.
You and Chrissy walked in together and stood by the rest of the team as the talking began. In the end, almost everyone was sorted somewhere, but Chrissy spoke up after some time.
"Actually... I think we should put (Y/n) on top of the pyramid today! She's never done it, and I think it'd be time for her to try!"
Your face heated up as you looked at her. "Seriously? You think I can do it?"
Chrissy nodded quickly and put her arm around your shoulder. "Absolutely. You'd do really good."
One of the girls crossed her arms. "Are you insane? None of us can even hold her up with how fat she is."
It was quiet as you looked at the girl. Too quiet. You slowly looked back to Crhissy, who removed her arm from your shoulders as she put them on her hips.
"What did you just say to her?"
You felt shivers go down your spine at the sound of her voice, but the other girl didn't seem all too impressed quite yet.
"I said: She's too fat to be held up."
Chrissy walked up to the girl with a smile, looking down at her. "Listen here, bitch."
You were shocked at her words, but you were not going to stop her at all.
"You have no right to judge her, alright? Your hair looks like you fried it in a pan, and your makeup makes you look like a clown. On top of that your body is the size of a fucking branch, so you look at yourself before judging anyone else. And watch your words before speaking about anyone I'm close with. Do you understand me?"
The girl was quiet before she quickly nodded and stepped back to hold herself at a safe distance from Chrissy as if she were about to pounce on her.
You couldn't help the pride and gratefulness rising in your chest and warming your whole heart and soul.
"Chrissy. I think that's enough.", you said gently to which she turned to you, looking worried. "Are you okay though?", she asked softly.
You nodded to her question and smiled widely. "Perfectly fine, yes."
She walked back to your side just to cross her arms. "Does anyone else have complaints? No? Good."
At the end of practice, you were pretty proud of yourself since you had managed on the pyramid pretty well.
You and Chrissy left together, and on your way home, the two of you talked. Chrissy took your hand once you were far enough from the school. "Are you sure you're okay? What she said was pretty rude..."
You smiled and looked at her. "It was, but you defended me, so I think I'm alright. I mean... I felt hurt at first and a little self-conscious too, but..." You smiled and held her hand tighter. "I don't think it'll affect me as much as it usually would."
She tilted her head softly. "What do you do when stuff like this does get to you?"
The question caught you off guard, and you felt a pit in your stomach, but she did deserve to know. And you wanted to talk to her about it anyway.
"Well... if someone comments on my weight, I... tend to watch what I eat, how much of it and... if it does get too much, I just don't eat..."
Chrissy seemed shocked but nodded softly before replying to what you'd said. "I see... But, you know you're beautiful, right? No matter your body weight."
You nodded softly. "Normally, I do. It's just that... sometimes I tend to forget, you know?"
Chrisdy nodded softly once again. "I get that. I have that feeling at times. But then you come by and make my day better!"
You laughed at her comment and nodded softly. "I love you, Chrissy."
"And I love you, (Y/n)!", she said happily before she looked around just to lean in and giving you another soft kiss, like earlier.
The two of you stood for a while just to be able to share a proper kiss before you pulled away. "Sleepover at mine?", you asked, and Chrissy agreed immediately.
The two of you ended up watching movies, talking, ordering food, and then giving eachother a reward for today's good work.
To you, it felt like no one could ever ruin this between the two of you. If it were legally possible, you'd marry Chrissy right now.
But maybe you don't need that. Maybe all you need is for her to be by your side forever.
Argyle
(My man<33)
• Soft boy doesn't understand cuz he loves his chubby baby
• Will show you how beautiful you are in a not so harmless way
• Will quote literally kiss every single part of you that you're insecure about
You sighed as you got comfortable on your couch. You were currently waiting for your boyfriend to come by.
The two of you had planned a movie night with some weed, snacks, and drinks. It was his recommendation since he knew it helped you on stressful days, which today had been.
When the doorbell rang, you jumped up to go open the door. You raised your arms happily when you saw Argyle, cheerig happily. "Babe!"
He smiled and walked in just to pick up and hug you tightly. "Hi."
You wrapped around him like a koala before he closed the door and walked inside with you still in his arms.
Only now, you noticed the bags he carried. As he was placing them down, you took a glance inside and saw the plenty of snacks and drinks inside.
It already made you feel excited for the night together with him.
Argyle sat down with you still in his arms, and for a few minutes, all you did was hold each other close and be happy that the other was around.
Once that was done, Argyle pulled back with a happy smile. "I already rolled a lil fella for us so we can get right to the fun part!"
You chuckled and kissed his lips softly before nodding. "Let's prepare the snacks quickly and pick a movie. Then we can start."
You got up and took the bag to put the snacks in fitting bowls and boxes before bringing them back to the living room and placing them down.
Argyle got blankets from your room and put them down on the couch. Once the two of you were ready, you got comfortable on him once more, just to wrap yourself and him up in blankets lightly.
An ashtray was placed on the table as well since you needed to put out the joint somewhere once it was done.
Argyle took the first few hits before handing it over. As you smoked, the two of you picked out a movie to watch and, in the end, decided on dirty dancing.
The two of you talked and laughed as the movie played, loving it. Once the joint was done, you put it out just to lean on Argyle happily.
He gently let his hand caress your hair, you playing with his as well. "Why aren't you eating, love?", he asked you and you sighed softly.
"If I eat more, I'm gonna squish you.", you said somewhat jokingly, but he looked at you and raised a brow. "Squish me? Pardon my wording here, but like... you know I'd be into that, right?"
You laughed softly and shook your head. "I know, babe. But I don't want to be like... yknow... to much?"
"Who the hell told you that shit? You are just perfect, and you will be perfect even with a few pounds more, yknow?" He said while continuously poking your side.
You giggled and squirmed. "No- Stop! Haha! Please." He stopped and held you closer just to kiss your cheek softly. "You're so beautiful."
You looked at him as he lightly dipped you back. "You think so?"
He nodded softly and smiled. "I know so." He then started kissing your cheek again and also went down to kiss your neck.
You chuckled and pat his head softly. "What are you doing?"
He happily kept giving you soft kisses before finally replying. "Showing your body the love it deserves."
You felt your cheeks heat up when he started to kiss up your belly and to your chest after pushing up your shirt.
You squirmed more and more the closer he got to your chest. It just made your heart pound a little harder.
Even your breasts weren't spared from the loving of your boyfriend as he gave them several kisses all over too.
"Should I keep going?", he asked as he sat up slowly again. You looked at him before looking away. "Please do."
He let out a small laugh as he properly laid you down on the couch. "But first you gotta eat a lil." He said before grabbed a random candy just to hold it up to your lips.
You opened your mouth and ate it with a small smile. What you didn't expect was for him to lean down, kiss your cheek, and mumble 'good girl/boy' into your ear.
You felt a full-blown shiver go down your spine as your belly twisted in the best way possible. "Holy shit..."
You covered your face as you looked away, not realizing what you did by doing that. The next thing you felt was an arm wrapping around your waist and raising it off the couch.
You let out a little yelp and looked down at him while he unbuttoned the pants you were before smiling at you. "May I?"
You smiled and let your head fall back as you nodded. "Please, just do it." You heard him chuckle as he removed your pants slowly, leaning down to kiss up and down your thighs.
You wanted to close your legs but couldn't, since his head was in the way and his hands holding your thighs didn't quite help either.
You couldn't help squirming as his lips pressed onto that one spot on your thighs that usually had you wailing when he bit into it.
And that's just what he did. You could've cum right then and there when his teeth dug into the soft flesh of your thigh and you let hin hear that from how lewd the moan was that left you.
The night only got more fun from that point on. And every time you questioned your beauty, he made sure to remind you just how damn beautiful you are.
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A/n: I feel like this took me way too long, I'm so sorry 😭😭
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lewis-winters · 11 months ago
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sorry, u can ignore this if u like but i been wanting to ask this queztion for days: who would the bob bous romance in bauldurs gate 3 do u think?
anon, I want you to know I fucking screamed when I saw this in my inbox like no fucking joke thank you for this overlap in my recent obsessions idk how to explain the absolute JOY this gave me the moment I saw it
first of all. i don't know if david webster would hate gale or if he would like gale. gale "of waterdeep" dekarios is just david webster but with magical powers and a very toxic ex girlfriend. do you understand me? do you get it? do you see the vision? either he hates him because like repels like, or he loves him because he sees something familiar in him and web's a little self-absorbed that way. DO YOU UNDERSTAND, TELL ME YOU UNDERSTAND--
second, let's get this out of the way. speirs WOULD play dark urge. he would play dark urge and enjoy killing people. that has nothing to do with who he romances. i just need you to know that i think he would enjoy being the faerun's anti-christ and bhaal-daddy's favorite little boy. speirs would ALSO go for gale, mostly because he'd be VERY intrigued by gale's ambition as well as endeared by how gentle he is as a character. he's like... that's my slightly fucked up little guy!
third-- you just want to know who'll go for astarion, would you? you just wanna know, don'tcha? well i have an answer for you-- the answer is lip, malarkey, chuck, web, and dick! the ones who give you very strong omg i can fix him vibes. dick would be very upset if he accidentally ascends astarion though, are you fucking kidding me? he'd be SO upset.
bill guarnere and alton more would go for him, too, because they're chaotic. they'll do their damnedest to ascend astarion. and also because they're horny and astarion is unfortunately their beautiful princess with a disorder.
LEWIS NIXON WOULD HATE ASTARION DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME??? HE WOULD SEE HIM AS A MIRROR THAT REFLECTS ALL HIS WORST TRAITS BACK AT HIM DO YOU UNDERSTAND? DO YOU GET IT? lewis nixon WOULD however? go for wyll or gale, because they're both gentlemen, and lewis likes gentlemen. or he'd go for halsin, because if lewis nixon is anything, he is RIDDLED with daddy issues. though if he went for halsin he'd prolly break up with him in the end.
babe heffron would also go for wyll or halsin if he's playing a tav that's a bit closer to who he is irl. he might also go for karlach, because i feel like babe's type in men is the exact opposite of his type in women? like, he'd want a tall and buff lady who could break him in half but be real sweet about it, ya know? he might also go for shadowheart but fumble it so so so badly. he'd misclick and accidentally tell her he wants to break up.
eugene roe would find karlach and wyll very endearing and would go for one of them for sure. he'd view it as a win when they all end the game together in avernus. eugene roe can have a girlfriend and a boyfriend at the same time. as a treat.
i headcanon that harry likes mean girls (my iteration of kitty grogan is very much a mean girl) and because he likes mean girls, lae'zel and shadowheart are DEFINITELY up his alley. if he's doing an evil run, minthara, too. he'd also be very upset that he can't romance jaheira.
halsin or karlach for johnny martin. because he likes them big. he likes them chunky.
joe liebgott........ HAHAHAHA ok. he'd be so messy at this game he'd be trying to fuck everyone. he would ALSO go for astarion, but only in the beginning. i think he'd rather shadowheart, tbh, but I also think he'd go for karlach. he'd have a soft spot for lae'zel though. recognition through video game characters, i guess.
that's all I've got now though HAAHAHAHAH
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