#they’re literally trying to avenge his death and he���s getting upset with them

[katsukiqx]

MARVEL fanfiction I find honestly toxic as fuck;

I honestly can't deal with this mentally. This is my opinion so don't attack me on this. I do love reading MCU fanfics, it's just some honestly go way too far with theirs.

First off, Peter Parker..

Kawaii

Femboy

Pathetic

Childish

Stuffed Animals

Toxic Relationships

Like honestly, I see in Iron dad and Spider son fics, Tony literally calling him ‘Baby’, ‘sweetheart’ while always cuddling him. They’ve slept together multiple times because he had “nightmares”. Peter is 16, not once have I seen him act like this around his Aunt. Yes they hug and all that, but ya’ll are pushing the limits to the point it seems like they’re dating. Teenagers don’t do this type of stuff, it’s not cute, it’s uncomfortable and weird. He’s basically being watched 24/7 by his “Father”, no privacy and it’s just too much at this point. It's creepy, not sweet, not realistic at all.

He can’t stick up for himself. I’ve seen fanfics where he gets bullied by Flash and does nothing, full on crying. Like he gets beaten up. You guys go way too far with it to the point Flash should be in jail. When the Avengers make fun of him in fanfics, he does nothing. Peter would try to prove himself in reality or stop talking to them. He won’t get help or talk to his Aunt about anything in these fics and would just cry. He’s so weak and refuses to fight back like he should be doing. He’s got stuffed animals and is always carrying them around while crying. I’ve seen boys write fanfics and non of them have done this, it’s not cute anymore. He’s scared of thunder and lightning. Have you seen the shit he’s been through. I know about his enhancements, but he can handle it. He gets scared all the time by Thunder or starts full on crying because it hurts his ears. He went to war, do you think that's not loud at all?

He’s so weird in fanfics. Always wearing booty shorts. I get it, he’s a femboy, but they go so far up you can see his ass. He wears make up all the time like an insane amount and I’ve read some where he has cat headphones. I’ve only seen little kids with them like twice, please stop. He wears crop tops and all that, like you’re pushing it at this point. He’s a teenager running around school with such an inappropriate outfit. He’s always pouting and acting so childish to the point I agree with Flash bullying him honestly. Do you not understand what feminine even is? It's not about wearing inappropriate outfits all the time, especially at such a young age and around so many mentally ill people. He was molested as a child, I don't think he would do this.

The relationships he has with everyone is wrong and weird on so many levels. Now, Harley Keener.

Harley has started off with the shittiest character ever in so many fanfics and you all love it apparently. He would start off bullying Peter and being jealous of him around Tony in Parley stories. He would bring up his parents death after getting info about him from Tony some how. He would make fun of him and purposely trip him over. Whenever he gets mad at him, everyone tells him off for yelling at Harley. He spends so much time with Peter to annoy him that everyone thinks they’re dating and bring it up all the time. Peter complains about him to his friends and they think he’s just got a crush on him. Like, he’s a fucking dick head towards him. In the end, they some how start dating. Like, no, that’s just wrong. It’s so toxic. I would dump my friends if they acted like that when I brought up my bully.

Even when that doesn't happen, it's still really weird. He's awful and just stalks him all the time, while getting mad at him for not stepping up to Flash enough. People get so upset with other peoples problems and always yell at them and telling them to leave when they refuse to change the way they think about themselves. It's not about their mental health, they just want attention from someone who's unhealthy and seems to get the most attention from others.

Flash’s character is shit. Not once have we seen him actually touch him except when he slapped his ass(💀) in the first movie. It started with him making fun of him a few times and then the rest of the time, he honestly didn’t do much except like 2 other comments the rest of the time. He’s honestly not a bad character in the show and I enjoy him around. He’s got a hard time at home anyway, and apparently they use to be friends. Flash knows Peter is smart and only got upset because the teacher called him out that one time in class. Peter didn’t really seem quite fazed with his attitude and it’s 2023 now, people don’t as commonly get beaten up, and when they do, it’s usually people who take drugs and/or have mental issues that actually attack people. Flash has called him “Penis” like twice and after that, it went to “Parker”. Flash always makes fun of him in public, like no one cares and he some how isn’t embarrassed. He’s been dropped on the head or something in these fanfics, Istg. I get the comics, but he's an idiot in these situations and needs to grow the fuck up.

The Avengers are crazy around him. Absolutely obsessed. It’s sort of creepy. I know they’re supposedly his Aunts/Uncles, but they’re way too touchy and are obsessed with him and fight over him. Like 90% of the time it’s like that. They always wanna hold him and get cuddles. His head in their laps or theirs in his. Always playing with each others hair all the time. Randomly cuddling him from behind and actually attacking each other just for a hug. You need to tone it down a few notches. Like, it’s fun if it happens a few times, like maybe once every few chapters and less touchy, but they’re way too overprotective and friendly. They go insane over a paper cut. He’s not 5.

He’s Spider-Man, stronger than Captain America and the Winter Soldier. He was literally shot in the shoulder in NWH and didn’t even care, all he cared about was that his Aunt died in his arms and he was all alone. It’s still lodged in there, not once did they bring it up. We saw him get shot, he clutched his shoulder and bounced back when it happened, a minute later and he’s just sitting on a rooftop acting like not even a scratch was on him. We saw just how strong and fast he is without using his webbing. He was literally holding back while fighting Green Goblin, even when he wanted to kill him. Green Goblin is enhanced as well and he still would’ve been able to crush his skull in if he wanted to. He couldn’t see shit fighting Mysterio and kept going while being shot at in a narrow area with 12(?) drones shooting at him non stop. He was crushed under a warehouse and 5 minutes later in a plane crash, then ran into fire. He was 15 in Homecoming, 14 in Germany. Was in a War at 16, y’all are insane. PTSD, probably. Might see it in the next movie, but you are pushing it. He's got depression, it's been confirmed, but you all over react with the slightest things going on. Some of you don't understand what it's like to be in that state and you self diagnose your self. People with these problems are just like us, just have it more severe than others and don't go around like it's their whole personality.

Honestly, these fanfics are toxic and just so weird. I’m not even going to start with the OMEGAVERSE. Too much to handle, can’t believe how many there are. Half of the people writing this shit are at least 3-5 years older than me, probably 8. I get nightmares on a daily basis and wake up all the time, but like other people, I suck it up. He’s a sweet kid, but this is creepy. I’m praying none of you have kids honestly if this is how you’re going to treat them as teens.

[masterthespianduchovny]

Tony's Wrong About the Accords and I Can Prove How:

One of the main contentions against Steve is that he believes he doesn't need any oversight. This couldn't be furthest from the truth. Steve wasn't going oversight, he was against the type of power these governments would hold once the accords were ratified.

As the popular saying goes, "absolute power corrupts absolutely."

Steve literally was on the run and almost killed as a result of the government changing their agenda. It wasn't because he did anything wrong, but they were infiltrated due to a poor decision and, as a result, millions of people were almost killed.

Steve saw the wider picture when it came to the accords. It doesn't matter how pure something starts out, if someone is given absolute power and no way of checking them (for the US users, its why the American government has a checks and balance system), they will abuse their power. Steve doesn't want it to get to that point. All it takes is one person, one rogue government and the shit all comes tumbling down.

Tony was focused on "we need accountability", but not what accountability means in that specific context.

Say if the government sent the avengers to deal with the flag smashers, would that have been right? Or if they told them not to address Thanos? Would that have been right?

I'm not talking about from a destruction POV, but an ethical one.

What if the government sends the avengers to end wars that the government shouldn't be involved in? Wars that they, the government, started.

The avengers can say, "Well, the government told us to do this."

Is that accountable?

It's not.

Steve wanted a PARTNERSHIP with these countries not to be an attack dog or caged when actual victims needed their help.

I know I'm talking a lot about Steve and not Tony, but I need people to understand Steve's point before I get to why Tony was wrong.

Tony did not think his beliefs through. It started and stopped with "we need accountability." He wasn't trying to hear why signing the agreement was wrong or going along with it. And, as I told someone before, signing an agreement with intention to break it is ridiculous. Do not sign bad deals knowing they're bad deals just to get along. And if someone has the upper hand as a result of you signing the bad deal, it's legally hard for you to get out of UNLESS the contract is illegal. The avengers couldn't get a lawyer or dispute this in court PER THE ACCORDS.

So, with that being said, Steve read the accords and thought through his decision on an ethical level. Tony was reactionary and his decision was purely emotional. He did not read the accords OR he didn't care because it wouldn't effect him.

A prime example of how Tony is reactionary and doesn't think his ideas through where as Steve is thoughtful and logical are their positions on building armor around the world.

The MCU essentially addressed this topics two different times with Steve being proven right BOTH times.

Wanda makes Tony hallucinate the deaths of the avengers, which then leads to Tony building a murder bot without telling anyone. It eventually leads to Tony and Steve having a debate about this. Tony insists that they need armor around the world to protect them and Steve says they don't and they'd handle whatever threat they encounter together.

In AoU, the murder bot does as it name suggests, which backfired on tony's plans for "armor around the world" and, as Cap says, the avengers defeat this thread together.

The second time isn't as obvious, but it still fits. The Earth isn't technologically advanced to make any weapons to stop aliens. Rocket shades Earth's technology and we see how Thano's henchmen deal with Tony and co. as if they're nothing. What weapon(s) could Tony have made to stop THAT (which is why his rant in endgame made me roll my eyes)?

Literally nothing.

How did they stop Thanos and co. a second time?

TOGETHER.

Tony wanted to get upset at Cap because "you weren't there." Well, Tony has his phone number and literally didn't call.

Either way, Tony's plans were shortsighted and fear based. It would've alleviated his fears and solved nothing and protected no one.

Tony signing the accords would've alleviated his guilt and only harmed people including those who weren't avengers and those they were supposed to be protecting.

Tony did not think through his stance and immediately broke the same accords he advocated so hard for and flaunted his utter disregard for the accountability he begged for.

The MCU has constantly shown us that the government isn't to be trusted, yet people trust them to run a tight, ethical ship when it comes to the avengers with Tony as the poster boy?

[yourmcu]

Wish You Were Here (i)

Pairings: Tony Stark x daughter!reader, Avengers x Stark!reader

Summary:

an Infinity War/Endgame AU where Tony Stark’s daughter (you) is one of half the population that vanishes in the snap, Tony finds out later on when he arrives back to Earth, devastated, then you come back like the others to help fight Thanos.

Word count: 2,030

A/n: (moved to the end of the fic!)

Warnings: angst, death, swearing, a lil soft!Nat in the beginning bc I love her, mentions of anxiety/anxiety

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Part 2

gif not mine! credits to the owner^^

You wanted to help in whatever was happening, you weren’t quite sure still, but it had something to do with the infinity stones and how you guys needed to find them before some guy named Thanos does.

It took a lot of convincing for Steve, Natasha and Rhodey (they were the ones more protective over you) to let you come, especially with Tony not around to scold you since he was in space.

“I’m coming with you guys whether you like it or not - no, I know what you’re gonna say, I can handle myself. I’m sixteen! Did you know Peter’s in space right now with Dad? Outer freaking space. You’re not the only one who has a suit, Rhodey-”

The argument ended with, “if something happens and I-” you dragged your thumb across your neck, “then it’s on me. None of you are to blame. Can we go now?”

So they didn’t have any other choice. You went to Wakanda with them to get the mind stone out of Vision and intend to destroy it afterwards.

Things got a *bit* out of hand though, there was an army of creatures - they’re from space, you assumed, working for Thanos - trying to get the stone. You fought alongside Sam and Rhodey, sometimes even fighting with Bruce who was using the Hulkbuster. You also helped the Wakanda tribes when they got overpowered by the creatures.

Even Thor came back to fight and he brought a raccoon and a tree with him.

The battle was going really messy, until - “Everyone on my position. We got incoming.”

You fly to where Cap and the team are, and there he is coming out of what appears to be a cloudy, blue grayish portal, Thanos himself.

“Cap, that’s him.” Bruce says as he hides you behind the Hulkbuster to shield you. He slowly walks over to the purple titan before saying, “stay down, [Y/N], alright?”

Did all of them suddenly forget that you, if not more, are stubborn like your father?

Because when all of them attack, you fly behind Thanos when he's distracted and wrap both your metal covered arms around his neck in stupid attempts to strangle him. He effortlessly uses his gauntlet to throw you back to the ground, knocking you out.

He eventually got all the stones, snapped his fingers when Thor failed to kill him, and left.

“What did you do?!”

“Where did he go? Thor, where did he go?”

“What’s happening?” You get off the ground as Bucky turns to dust. You look around and saw the air filled with the same dust, just from different people.

What the hell did that snap do?

People are vanishing, disappearing, are they dying? Why are they dying? You’re pretty sure you're panicking. Your lips start to quiver and you feel your chest tighten, making it hard for you to breathe.

Natasha notices right away. She's the one who could help you with your anxiety attacks besides Tony. She comes to you and places her hands on your shoulders, looking you in the eye. “Hey, it’s going to be okay, you’re fine, just breathe with me,”

You watch Wanda, one of  your best friends, turn to dust too which did not help in the slightest. What’s worse is when Natasha holds your hands to calm you down,

They start turning into dust particles.

“No no no no no no,” you grow weak, holding onto her. “Nat, I’m scared - I don’t - I don’t know what to-”

“Y/N, just breathe like we practiced, okay?”

You try copying her breathing but it’s no use. It doesn’t change the fact that you’re still fading away. You look at her, tears threatening to fall out of your eyes, “I’m so sorry.” She has no choice but to hug you tightly until you get dusted completely.

The Avengers just lost a kid. Not just any kid, for them you were special. You always supported the team no matter what. They couldn’t even imagine what Tony’s reaction would be.

When Natasha told Pepper of course she didn’t take it well.

You were Tony’s own flesh and blood (and some one night stand chic that we won’t mention anymore starting now), but Pepper helped raised you when Tony first took you in and treated you like her own. Sometimes you even called her ‘mom’.

She was so relieved when a spaceship came by the compound to drop Tony off - he looked weak and skinny - she didn’t know how to break the awful news to him while he was in that condition.

“I lost the kid,” he meant Peter. What he doesn’t know was that he actually lost two.

“It’s been twenty-three days since Thanos came to Earth.”

Bruce and Natasha keep looking over one another as images of the people they lost in the snap took turns popping up as holograms. Rhodey feels tense and keeps tapping his foot - nervous of what his best friend’s gonna do once he sees-

Tony abruptly stands up from his wheelchair. “Stop. Stop there.” (“Tony, you need to sit down,”) “No.” He stumbles over to a particular hologram, the one with his daughter’s face.

Y/N Stark.

The room is awfully quiet. Despite you telling them that it isn’t going to be any of their faults if something happens to you, they still feel responsible for you.

“Was anyone going to tell me?” He speaks softly. Too soft and calm for all of them that they remain glued to where they're standing, avoiding eye contact. He clenches his fists and sends a look to  everyone in the room. “You better not be shitting me I already lost Parker and I - I can’t - I can’t lose her. I can’t.”

“Tony,” Natasha says. “We couldn’t do anything to stop it.”

It's like being stabbed with his own blade all over again. She tells him everything that happened, how you got dusted like Peter, and Tony just stares blankly at your photo, looking very pale.

Tony takes a deep breath and pushes his glasses further up his nose, holding in  tears. Good thing his glasses cover it up. He mutters ‘okay’ over and over as he takes a seat back in his wheelchair. Steve hesitates to continue the discussion but Tony encourages him to go on, even though he feels like he was literally dying inside.

His mood definitely went downhill from there - Tony's furious with himself. Furious with them, with Steve, that he takes it out on the super soldier. By the end of it he's on the floor, passed out.

“Dad, come in, it’s [Y/N]. Everything alright out there?”

“Oh y’know, typical day in the city - pair of aliens came to visit again.” Tony sounded breathless.

You paused briefly. “...what? W-well, do you need help? I can help, and Peter’s probably on his way there - he just made a lame excuse and hung up on me so, I figured he sensed something was wrong.”

“Yeah. Stay where you are and when things get worse, find Pepper and get to safety.”

“You’ve gotta be kidding me.”

“Nope. Deadass serious. Stay out of this one.”

Tony opens his eyes and takes in his surroundings. He's transferred to a bed with the same wires poking his arm. He dreamt of his last conversation with you - before and while he was dragged to space.

“Hey, I’m still here, you know,” you cut him off while he was arguing with Strange.

“[Y/N]? How is this still connected?”

“I made the earpiece set myself - I guess it has really long range, huh?”

“You’re a nerd.” Tony cracked a small smile.

“Hi [Y/N]!” Peter shouted from a distance.

“Peter? You’re in space too? I’m so jeal-”

The line completely went out, guess the range wasn’t that long.

“Tony?” Pepper says gently. “You shouldn’t be up - it’s only been an hour since you passed out.”

He looks at her for a moment then returns his attention to the wall, eyes bloodshot. “Have I been a good father to her? ‘Cause I feel like she deserved more. Way more.”

“Of course, she loved you! Tony, [Y/N] loved you as much as you love her,” Pepper reassures, running a hand through his hair. “I know you’re upset but you really should be getting bed rest right now.”

He sniffles and gave a small nod, “okay.”

He closes his eyes again when she left the room and sigh, mumbling “goddammit kid,” before letting the tears flow down. Tony rarely cries. Barely cries. He usually keeps those stupid emotions in but this - the fact that his little girl is gone, it's too much for him. He realized never fully showed how much you meant to him and he regrets it.

Can't help but think that it should've been me Either way, I still wish you were here.

Fast forward to five years later: Tony now lived at a lakeside cabin with Pepper and their daughter, Morgan.

Moving on was better than to be sad and depressed for the rest of his life. That’s what you wanted for him anyway, to be happy.

So that’s exactly what Tony did.

He spent time with his family, made new suits which he enjoyed to do, living his life peacefully. That doesn’t mean he forgot about you. Sure the last few years were hard, he missed you every single day, but he had to face and accept it.

Tony moved your stuff from the compound and into a vacant room in the cabin. Sometimes he’d look through your crazy inventions, your journals that were filled with ideas for future gadgets and he hung up framed photos of you and him (some with Pepper) on the walls.

He told Morgan all about you. How awesome you were, how you were energetic and enthusiastic in everything you do, and how the both of you would be best friends if you two met.

“I wanna meet her,” Morgan says, looking at pictures of you.

Tony smiles sadly and looks at the photo of you and him. It was at your school’s science fair and your invention won first place (he remembered laughing at all the science teachers’ shocked faces because of your advanced gadget, way advanced than the grade you were in). Both of you looked really happy.

If a picture is all that I have, I can picture the times that we won't get back If I picture it now it don't seem so bad Either way, I still wish you were here.

“Someday, maybe.” He replies, giving her a warm smile.

Steve, Natasha and a new guy Scott visited him one day. They basically told him bringing back everyone who died in the snap was possible, hinting time travel.

Tony was torn. He didn’t want to risk losing what he had now, but bringing everyone back... that was something. Everyone in the universe that vanished, the other Avengers, the guardians he met in space, Strange, Peter, you.

That same night he thought about you, and Peter when he stumbled upon a picture of both of them. That same night, he figured out time travel.

“Hey legacy,” he chuckles a bit, remembering how you always frowned or pouted whenever he called you that. He likes that nickname on you though. “I... uh, this is just a little video. For you. Sure you won’t see this but... I like to pretend I could still talk to you. I miss you, a lot.”

“It’s been five years, hun. Morgan, your sister... you have no idea how much she talks about you. She wants to meet you someday,” he looks at the camera. “I know I can’t tell her the real reason why you’re not here with us, not yet, but anyway, ‘couple of old pals came to visit me. They want to try to get everyone back, that includes you.”

Tony sighs, looking away. “As of now I don’t know if we’re ever gonna pull off something like this. I figured it out, just a couple minutes ago actually. Time travel. It’s dangerous, very risky...”

“But we’ll see. We’ll figure something out. I hope to see you soon, [Y/N]. I love you.”

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so I’ve cut this lil idea into two parts - I’ll probs post part 2 soon right after this one - if everyone likes it of course :)

oh, and I listened to this song by Neck Deep while writing this, which is where I got the title too, you can listen here. (I also put in some lyrics from the song to the story, just because it fits well hehe)

[peterpcrkcr]

new but familiar | p.b.p. imagine

Pairing: third person female readerxpeter (bc it’s clearly a self insert, i’ll say it)

Words: 1.6k

summery: peter is taking a walk, thinking to himself about the world around him, when karen alerts him to some trouble ahead.

ENDGAME SPOILERS INCLUDED BELOW THE CUT!

So this was the new normal, a phrase that had little meaning before the big snap. Well, the big snap and then several smaller, but equally significant snaps that came after. Whatever the case, whatever situation, the world was forever changed. People lost only to come back in this new normal. Their loved ones five years older, five years moved on.

The trees were taller. The wind had changed. With less people the air was cleaner, the water too. But everyone came back.

Peter walked down the street, headphones in his ears trying desperately to get lost in the old 80’s hits. Something about that time period felt familiar. Maybe it was just the good music that felt right. The rest of it was rough, if he was being honest. Not like he was there.

Peter was now 16 again. He hadn't not been 16 during those five years, he'd just been in a sort of deep sleep. A resting place until it was time to wake again. Now he had to adjust with the world that had aged around him. Luckily, most of his friends had also been sent to the resting place. He wasn't left to graduate as the new kid.

Liz Allen was now 21. So was Lincoln and Cindy. Sally was 20 because she was a year younger than everyone else. But the point is they'd grown up in the half a planet while Ned, and MJ, and Peter, and Flash, and Betty had rested.

He shook his head at the thought. To be paused. Life halted. If he had the choice would he have wanted to age? Would anyone want to live in the world where you couldn't hit the breaks and wait for someone else who would never catch up?

“I could just travel back and-” he shook his head again. And what? Grow up again? Going back before the snap wouldn't change the fact that he got snapped in the first place so that idea was stupid.

Maybe he could change when he was born. No, stupid. Then he'd never have met Ned, or MJ.

Maybe his parents would've survived. Maybe Uncle Ben, too.

“No.” He said out loud, gaining the attention of someone at the corner of the crosswalk he waited at. They went back to the attention of their newspaper. Peter peered over their shoulder, the headline:

Avengers Bring Everyone Home, but at What Cost?

Peter grinned, let out a puff of amused air from his nose. That headline was a bit too on the nose itself.

Of course he'd want to have gotten out of the resting place. Right? Yes. Can't be selfish and ask for more time away. The population returning to normal also meant the return of bad. Of evil. Whether he liked it or not, he had to come back. The world needed him, and he'd never admit that, but it was the truth.

Peter made his way across the street, nearly got run over by someone in a car so eager to turn the corner they didn't look out for him. He was quick to adjust, though.

Once across the street he scanned the faces of people. Noticing rather easily if they'd been snapped or not.

People who had been look relieved. Almost excited to be back in the game of Life. Those who hadn't? They looked tired. Still sad, but relieved underneath the exhaustion.

Aunt May looked that way when Peter came home. Smothered him for a week before letting him go to school. Called off of work for the first time in 16 years to care for him, even though he was fine. In all honesty she did it for herself. The one thing since loving Ben that she did only for herself. Her boy had returned. Her sun.

Her son.

A puddle he hadn't noticed soaked his shoe and sock inside. Nothing worse than walking around with a wet sock in a wet shoe. It wasn't like he had been doing anything in particular anyway, so changing into the old suit for the rest of the day wouldn’t be a big deal.

An alley or a porta potty, it didn't matter so long as no one saw him go in. He just figured since the world was so wrapped up in itself and getting by that he could basically get away with changing whenever. Just about wherever, too.

He shoved his clothes in his backpack. Ditched his socks in a dumpster, set his shoes on top of his clothes, like a dork. He didn't think about it at the time, but doing that was just going to make his clothes dirty and wet too. Classic 16 year old boy.

16.

He sighed. Always 16. It felt like he had been 15-16 for years even before the snap, and the snap really just cemented that he would forever be stuck a teenager. Whoever was writing his life really should've figured out how to make what was usually the most upsetting and confusing years in a person's life go by faster because this was getting old.

Thwip.

Out of the alleyway and through the streets where whoever looked up and caught the site of him cheered. It didn't matter if they'd been snapped or not, people cheered when they saw him. He didn't live for the fanfare. He lived because he was lucky enough to. Too many people he loved had been lost to not appreciate every second he was gifted.

Thwip.

Around a corner, another. This was much easier than waiting for the crossing signal. Less death defying, if one could believe it, than using a crosswalk.

The music played in the mask, kept him from focusing too much on his thoughts. The mask was a really a gift in more sense than the literal one. If he didn't have it the world would be too much around to function.

Blue sky, not a cloud in sight. Birds and New York rats and tourists and cabs. A bustling city waiting to burst again. Peter sighed. This was home.

“Trouble ahead.” Karen's voice sounded over the music she'd lowered for Peter to listen. He stayed quiet, followed the ping she'd put on the screens. “Looks like a robbery of an old Oscorp Laboratory.”

“Of course.” He landed near the open hole that'd been blasted or busted in by who he assumed was the bad guy. “Nothing like a universal genocide being reverted to bring out the bad guys.”

He took three confident steps toward the entrance before feeling a shiver course through his body. He spun slightly on his left foot to stand sideways as a body flew from the hole. He watched the man in classic black robber garb roll over on to his stomach to cough.

“There's still three people in there.” Karen alerted to Peter who was just finishing up wrapping the man in webs. When he stood back up again to make his way inside, two other men dressed in black, ski masks and everything, flew out of the open hole in the wall. “One person now.”

“Who is it?” He asked as he webbed up the other two men, head turning periodically to keep an eye on the hole in the wall.

“I don't know. They're not reading on any of my databases. Maybe they're not from this planet.” Karen said, sounding a little worried.

Peter felt that shiver once again and stood, hands at the ready to shoot preventative webs at whatever came from the old Oscorp Lab.

A couple bits of rubble adjusted as the figure came out of the darkness and into the light.

Peter's furrowed brow softened. His eyes widened. It was a girl. Broad shoulders, strong arms. A mask over her eyes a la The Incredibles style. Just a navy blue ribbon with two holes in them to reveal her eyes. She stood at the top of the mount of rubble, hands on her hips, taking in a breath to release it contently.

“Scanning.” Karen said as Peter stood there silently taking the mystery girl in. He started to sweat. Hands shook a little as he relaxed his battle stance. It almost looked like her hair was blowing in a little bit of a breeze. He got lost in it. “She's 17. Her DNA is a match for-”

“Hey, Spider-Man!” She shouted almost accusingly as she stepped down from the accidental stage. He looked around as if searching for who she was talking to, like there was more than one Spider-Man. When she was close enough to for him to notice she was a little bit taller than him he blushed. “What are you doing here?”

“Fighting bad guys?” He suggested, looking around and the three unconscious men webbed up around the two of them.

“No, I just did that. I meant what are you doing in Brooklyn?” She tilted her head, hands still on her hips triumphantly. He finally met her gaze and felt warmth in his heart. Her eyes. They were familiar. Not the color or the size or the shape, but the person behind them. The soul inside.

New, but familiar.

“Where should I be?” He asked relaxing his shoulders.

“Queens.” She said knowingly.

“I mean, Queens has it's crime, but I think I'm allowed to go outside every once in a while, and I do my best work outside of Queens anyway, and what makes you say that i should be in Queens anyway?” He talked a lot when he was worked up. And he was worked up because she knew something she probably shouldn't.

“My grandfather told me about you.” She admitted.

“What about me?” He asked, crossing his arms.

“Peter-” Karen said, but he shook his head to stop her.

“You were snapped.”

“Everyone knows that.”

“Does everyone know you're 16?” She asked.

“Wait a minute…”

“Peter, she’s-” Karen tried again, he spoke over her.

“Who are you?” He asked.

“I'm the daughter of Michael and Jean Rogers.” She said. His eyes widened even more. “Granddaughter of Margaret and Steven Rogers.”

[whzbang]

first and foremost i am putting this under a read more due to my opinion not matching with someone else’s. please note that this is NOT at all intended to offend anyone, this is literally just my opinion on how i’d put carol into the main plot along with the main avengers. i want to warn that it has a possibility of upsetting anyone who may think otherwise about my thoughts and that is the last thing i want to do.

PLEASE NOTE: this verse does alter tony and steve leaving the new york scene to go to 1970 to retrieve the space stone. this is merely my interpretation of how things would have went if carol danvers aka captain marvel would have been apart of it. ( this is also partially a vent as i do state my opinion as to why i changed several things )

first and foremost the entire beginning stays the same. carol arrives on earth like at the end of captain marvel and asks where nick fury is. they proceed to rescue tony and nebula, bringing them back to earth in one piece. they proceed to go find thanos where they kill him after finding out that he destroyed the stones.

after that, carol remains with the avengers on earth while occasionally returning to space for brief periods of time. however, she proceeds to spend most of her time on earth, especially when they contact her that they have the time travel plan. ( what makes no sense to me is how the russos make carol completely absent in the scheme of things when the plan the avengers came up with a plan that brings back the entire missing half of the universe ; carol would most definitely help since it benefits not only earth, but also the rest of the life in the universe )

carol leads her own team to retrieve the space stone. in this verse, pepper follows tony to new york again, leaving morgan in the care of happy hogan in her absence. also in this version, valkyrie returns with thor to the headquarters as well. so carol’s team consists of pepper and valkyrie ( i made it this way because these are two other characters i felt deserved more screen time in the movie as well ; please note that i will not force this on anyone! anyone who plays pepper or valkyrie have the right to decline or decide against going with this headcanon )

I DO WANT TO SAY that tony still decides to try and get the tesseract once they get to new york since it’s right there. so that scene with scott and tony doesn’t change, instead they just return without going to the 1970′s. it became more of a competition rather than a necessity for tony and his team to retrieve the tesseract. ( i really didn’t care for that scene much anyways since it basically erases everything howard did wrong and i’m just not too cool with that )

carol takes her team to 1995 right after the events of captain marvel, since she knew fury still had hold of the tesseract. they’re able to track down nick, break into a SHIELD stronghold and get the tesseract.

this scene entails carol being able to talk to nick who makes a snarky remark along the lines of “you returned and i didn’t have to use the pager” or something like that. it also gives her a chance to say her goodbyes even though he returns after the snap.

after they retrieve all the stones, they go into making the gauntlet in which CAROL is the one to snap instead of bruce. she doesn’t take much damage, rather than fatigue since she actually drew power from the space stone which is practically apart of her.

during the final battle, carol is there for the entire length of it. they pass around the gauntlet several times until it gets to her and the rest of the movie proceeds as usual.

in this verse, carol doesn’t cut her hair till AFTER the events of endagme

( i want to make a note that i didn’t touch on nat’s or tony’s deaths because a lot of people have different headcanons for that. i wanted to make this solely about carol and her placement if she were to help out! this verse is heavily divergent and can be changed / altered depending on the thread and muse! )

[yerabearmum]

Finally got around to watching season 7 and HOOOO BOY do I have a lot to say

“he’s the youngest pilot ever to lead a mission into space” I think you forgot to mention ‘professional gay disaster’

Shiro looking at Keith, who is staring morosely out the window: he so obviously needs a hug but he would also glare a hole through my face if I come within ten feet of him how can I show this child love

DO YOU SEE LANCE'S LITTLE SWOOPY HAIRCUT

why is Little Lance’s voice deeper than Big Lance’s

“the emo kid’s doing it!” of course he is what more would you expect from the kid who never talks and openly but silently hates your guts

how does this twelve-year-old know how to drive in the first place

Kieth:*steals a car*

Me: PROTECT HIM

shiro doesn’t even look upset he’s just concerned and impressed

lance is so done with science in general

hello my name is takashi shirogane and welcome to my ted talk

Romelle’s hand gestures fill my soul with warmth

Coran is literally just Space Steve Irwin

Coran’s intimidation methods are #fierce

if that’s seriously how you used to wrangle yelmores then is it really any wonder why Alfor is dead

“like you, lance” an hour of adoring silence for this sibling relationship

how much you wanna bet Shiro is aware of everything around him and his only thought is “listen baby bro I already came back from death once why do you fear that I can’t do it again”

Keith yawns like a gay queen

I aspire the be the same level of zen as the recorder guy in the background

just remember that keith was and still is just as much of a showoff as Lance

Hunk’s expression when James says the only reason Keith is there is Shiro ‘james srsly are you trying to die”

“is that what mommy and daddy told you before-” MY MOMMA NEVER TOLD ME SHIT

there is exactly -.0002% chance of me ever getting over the gorgeous indigo color of Keith’s eyes they’re like tiny emo galaxies

consider: Homelle is such a wholesome hufflepuff ship

Lance Saves All Our Asses Again and It Goes Completely Unmentioned Afterwards Again: a novel by nobody because Lance gets as much recognition as a piece of bra lint

Pidgeot shaking a water drop off her head like a tiny woodland nerd sprite is my new reason for existing

my smol children just got smoler

Shiro looks like some kind of Gaydiana Jones on that hover thing

it’s probably just the anime eyes but it seriously looks like Little Keith is wearing eyeliner

shiro zooming off the cliff is like me trying outrun the overwhelming weight of existence

bby keith in the sunset is Hiro Hamada minus the tooth gap and personal healt- oh no wait that would be Shiro. shiro is baymax. floofy boi= marshmallow bun. WHERE DO THE CONSPIRACIES END.

honey you’re like twenty-two and a very bad liar

Admiral Sonda is just Sam Holt as a woman

literally the gayest gay breakup they could get away with. I applaud you

how dare they use the most underappreciated character as literal bait 

ah, i see rescuers down under made an appearance in the timespace of a single frame

why do the yelmores sound like Chewie

the phonotonium bubbles are bringin back memories of the Newtcase scene

that moment when you realize what he means by “you can’t do this to me again” and you feel your will to live crumble into Satan’s coffee grounds

the way that Lance says “ready to charge up the lions?” reminds me so much of that time in Eureka when Zane was like “ready to smash some unstable atoms together at the speed of light?” 

I can’t remember a single time that Lance looked happier or more excited about life in general that he does in the intro and... oh, look, there goes my heart. falling to the floor. shattering on the concrete. again. look at it go.

Coran honey they are standing right next to each other does it look like Cosmo is eating her

road trip humor

darling child do you honestly believe that this lion is going to let some random-ass person sit down and drive it

HE'S LONELYYYYYY

What the everloving fuck is wrong with the Altean alphabet

Hunk's selfies are so precious

"No. Nope. Nuh-uh. No way. Can't do this." BIG MOOD OKAY

ALLURA HAS FUCKING SUPER STRENGTH

yes thank you for that recap Lance we had not yet noticed the difficulty of our situation

"super dangerous it's perfect" yeah me too hon me too

will the little PEW PEW sounds ever cease to amuse me? the answer is no

Kosmo+Krolia is the ultimate kickass mom team

WAIT WHAT I THOUGHT THE PROBLEM WAS THAT THE JAWS WOULDN’T OPEN

guys come on have a little faith in him

I, too, sometimes narrate my life inside my head

Kosmo: oh I’m sorry I’ve been a wee bit BUSY DYING

so apparently Kaltinecker is just a generic name for space cows? I don’t like this

“who are you?” *Mushu voice, unfurls wings* “your worst nightmare”

Axca is just “whoop I kicked your ass mY bAd”

“Indeed I was, but now I am your savior.”

why is Ezor so lovable

“we’re going to have to use a more extreme approach” *pulls out silly string threateningly* “start talking”

Hunk looks so offended when they’re picking who to torture

Ezor would be perfect for one of those Garnier Fructis commercials where they pick stuff up with their hair

Can we talk about Lance and Pidge's sibling relationship? I think as much as they complain, they both really miss having that close kind of relationship. Pidge has Matt, of course, but he's not exactly open to talk anytime they want. This leaves Pidge and Lance to fall back on each other. Lance grew up in a big family, and probably also a very tight-knit one. So whether he realizes it or not, he depends on those kinds of connections, with stupid little arguments and support. I think that sibling connection is the one thing that really keeps them grounded when nothing else can.

Oh! And the other thing: This first occurred to me during the "DON'T YOU TOUCH HER" scene, because Lance is the first one to react protectively. Sure, the other's are protective of Pidge, but it's different for Lance because he reacts in such a 'big brother' sort of way. Again, Lance comes from a really big family, so playing the big brother role is second nature to him, and I love that it's such a huge part of his character to be protective.

*S&M plays every time Axca is onscreen*

Coran doing the Office Look

Coran: the lions are weak, we’ll end up right back here

Axca: then perish

I think the guard is already overwhelmed enough, what with having his quiznack handed to him by a couple of mice

Takashi honey does he look okay

why does Zethrid just sound like a guy trying and failing to do a girly voice

so apparently Axca has a type and that type is guys with ‘flippity hair’

Pidge’s smolness is a weapon in and of itself

when did Lance become the right-hand man I like this arrangement

“Can we just fight?” is the pg equivalent of “I’M GAY BITCH”

Ezor’s... head thing makes her look like Space Rapunzel

she was *Star Wars voice* seduced by the dark side of the force

do they seriously expect us to believe that there’s just an alien named Bob

‘intergalactic goofballs” is the most accurate description yet

“c’mere keith” WIVEL WIVEL WHIRL

“I... uhhh” is the most artist thing I have ever heard

do the creators just stuff cookies in their mouths and say random stuff to come up with alien words

WHY DIDN’T THEY GUESS KOSMO IS LOOKS MORE LIKE KOSMO THAN A LION

princess Lance is playing this game the right way don’t you yell at him

Keith’s voice when he says “windy cave?”

”the dumb one” bitch you’re the one who’s dead so who’s really the dumb one here

Bob please stop hurting my son his self-esteem is already fragile enough

Is he beautiful? Absolutely. Is he dumb? ABSOLUTELY NOT STOP HURTING HIM

One of these days Lance will straight up dab and on that day I will die of joy

Allura is literally picking up Hunk and I love it

now Allura’s asking the really big questions. I mean, what are any of us doing here. We’re just specks of dirt floating on the vast tissue of time

Pidge is trying so hard to look like she couldn’t care less and I’ve never related to anything more

She looks so smug whacking the camera

KEITH HAS OFFICIALLY ADOPTED SHIRO’S PROUD SPACE DAD FACE

Lance’s face when he’s talking about his little crush on Keith

CAN YOU TWO GET ANY GAYER

I just want Coran to get to earth and be Dumbledore in a play

I like the end music it’s so dancey and disco but not cringy

In the course of two seconds Coran goes from the Lorax to a ginger version of the guy from Ratatouille

KoSmO ThE dElIvErY wOlF

was that for real an alien dick joke

I like how both my gay sons have marks on their faces. Shiro has a scar, Keith has a Galra mark. What’s next? Lance with airbender tattoos? I hope not.

that is legit just a watermelon with tusks

oh Merlin no that’s even worse please go back to the watermelon

zippity zap your neck goes snap

don’t you love it when female characters literally glow with power? because I do

that was such an Avengers moment

Chat Noir would be proud of you, Hunk

Shiro is a savage

THE FACT THAT KEITH THOUGHT HE HAD TO EXPLAIN WHAT FLIGHT FORMATION EXERCISES ARE

the paladins adopting ‘quiznack’ into their casual cussing vocabulary is what I live for

if “something will come to kill us any minute now” is a good thing, you have severely low standards

oh yes lovely they’re having group hallucinations of space bats

OHHHHHHHHHHH YES BRING ON THE QUESTIONING OF EXISTENCE I NEED THIS ANGST

Hunk stubbornly refusing to sound off is so relatable like my stubbornness also drives all those around me slowly insane

HUNK IS LITERALLY SHOOTING A GIANT RAY OF SUNSHINE BECAUSE HE IS ACTUALLY A GIANT RAY OF SUNSHINE

Hunk being shocked by being shown any form of value and appreciation crushes my heart this boy needs to be loved

that enthusiastic “YEAH!” is what sleep deprived happiness sounds like

I like to imagine the voice actors practicing dramatic anime screaming while they drive to work and now I can’t breathe cuz I’m laughing too hard

WAIT WHAT I THOUGHT THE ENTIRE PROBLEM HERE WAS THAT THE LIONS WEREN’T CHARGED ENOUGH TO FORM VOLTRON

Keith and Lance’s bayards make giant magic wings that’s some serious soulmate shit right there

really you’re not gonna shoot it first to check if it’s real? after that whole space monster thing? you’re just gonna zoom toward it? hon c’mon

and of course the creators had to ask themselves “How can we best ruin this moment of joy? THE GALRA INVASION”

Colleen Holt is a force of nature and the living embodiment of “don’t fuck with me I’ve got the power of God and anime on my side”

Iverson: here’s what we know

Me: YOU FOOL YOU KNOW NOTHING

Sammy’s not having none of your shit so shut it before he tapes it

DO YOU SEE COLLEEN’S FACE I DON’T WANT LIFE ANYMORE

oh jeez they’re lined up by height that’s adorable

I like how this clearly takes place in a fairly distant future, but robots aren’t doing everything like people seem to think they would. The evident majority of labor is still done by people, like engineers and flight directors.

BITCH IT’LL BE YOUR WAR WHEN THE GALRA ARE ON YOUR DOORSTEP DO YOU REALLY WANNA WAIT UNITL THEN 

I’VE ONLY HAD COLLEEN FOR LIKE TEN MINUTES BUT IF ANYTHING HAPPENED TO HER THIS SHOW WOULD BE DEAD TO ME

If they’d shown Keith’s recording it would’ve been like “Hey, it’s me. *with Kosmo sprawled across his lap, panting loudly. Lance is snickering quietly behind the camera* I don’t exactly, uh... have family on earth. But I’m Keith, the Garrison’s number one discipline problem. I wear the title proudly, but I still just wanted to... apologize, kind of, to pretty much every authority figure at the Garrison for making your life living hell. Yeah.”

“but everything changed when the Galra invaded”

does Kinkade ever speak? I kinda want him to be mute. A disabled fighter pilot would be the coolest thing

Veronica is such a badass 

aw man he spoke 

I can’t wait for when Krolia comes back to earth everyone’s gonna be like “oh fUCK A GALRA SHOOT IT DOWN” and then Keith walks out with his arms up like “HOLD IT THEY’RE WITH US” *Krolia steps out* “everybody say hi to my mom”

“Don’t miss” oh yeah I just thought I’d let them go this would be a great way to let Sandac know we’re here

THE SMALLEST PIDGEOT

oh my Merlin they have a dog

oh what a soft moment

what was with that dramatic look between Keith and Griffin? I mean I know this is Keith we’re talking about but there’s no way they held a grudge that long over a disagreement when they were... what? Eleven?

Allura is rocking that Garrison uniform

“Allura, you’re a genius!” yeah sweetie I know

OH MY MERLIN MY TWO ANGELS ARE HUGGING DO YOU SEE KEITH’S FACE

that’s going to electrocute him 

HOLY QUIZNACK SHE HAD A BALMERA CRYSTAL ON HER FOREHEAD THE WHOLE TIME

 Shiro’s hair floof looks less like a bird now and more like a dead bush

WHERE THE FUCK IS THIS ALLURALANCE COMING FROM THE STARS GAVE NO WARNING OF THIS I DO NOT ACCEPT

Veronica is officially one of my faves

Kaltinecker is just like “oh this is happening now”

SMUSH

I still can’t believe they got the particle barrier up in the first place

PLEASE TAKE NOTICE OF THE FACT THAT LANCE IS THE FIRST PERSON KEITH CALLS FOR

ohhhh look it’s launching somethings going good- wait never mind  WHY ALWAYS THIS

Leifstoder is adorable

CAN YOU ANIMATE SOMETHING ELSE 

Griffin has the voice of an angel

Shiro’s floating arm kind of ruins the dramatic hero effect of the doors opening into the light of battle

should the beams from the zyphorge canons be that pretty

I know Sendac is an ass and he deserves to die but I have to admire his dedication

NOW I’M FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEFALLIN

my major problem here is that, a) how is Shiro alive? he has no helmet, no oxygen tank. all the air should be sucked right out of his lungs. He should be dead, and b) NO HUMAN BEING CAN JUST BARREL THROUGH EARTH’S ATMOSPHERE UNPROTECTED LIKE THAT THE THERMOSPHERE IS LIKE 5OO KELVIN SHIRO SHOULD BE A CHARRED PILE OF BONES

we will remember this as the Battle of the Floating Arms

“Victory or de-” *Keith, falling fiercely from the sky* DEATH

aaaaaaaaaand the victory is short-lived

oh I missed this when is the last time they dedicated an entire episode to just fighting a giant-ass robot

KAWAII ANIME PLANCE

so what is this now? Dark matter? Dark quintessence?

Coran: but Voltron!

Shiro: bitch we are voltron

SoMeBoDy’S gOnNa DiEeE

is there anything I hate more than watching my children accept that they are about to die? My burning hatred for Severus Snape comes very close but no there is not

MATT HAS... I DUNNO WHAT IS THAT? A BOYFRIEND? A GIRLFRIEND? HE’S HOLDING SOMEBODY’S HAND AND HE LOOKS FABULOUS 

how much you wanna bet that when Haggar disappeared she took over Lotor’s little Altean colony and now she’s using them for the robots

[killer-barnes]

I’ve Got You, I Promise: Part 2

*This gif ???? I’m dead. Evan Peters can comfort me any day.

Peter Parker x Scared/Clingy Reader

Request: Yes

Summary: After being captured and unable to be found for months, Peter and the rest of the Avengers locate you. When you return back, your only need is Peter’s safety and comfort. 

Word Count: 1899

Warnings: language, depressed reader, clingy, fluff, panic attack, knives, blood, sad stuff, loving Peter. (pls let me know if I missed any). 

A/N: I always upload my fics at an ungodly hour, literally it is 3:20 AM. Anyway, for the wonderful @farfromjustordinary​, I hope I did this justice! This is how I sort of deal with my issues, so everyone is different. Please let me know if you guys enjoyed reading this second part! This is my first time creating a second part on a fic, so I’m excited to hear some feedback. Alright, I’ll stop blabbering. Enjoy!

Part 1

After spending some time nuzzled in the crook of Peter’s neck, you fall back asleep. Peter had to leave a little while after you fell asleep though, to train with Steve and Sam.

When you woke up, you were drenched in sweat and visibly shaking like you’ve been outside in a blizzard for hours. Once you realized Peter had left you, the panic really started to set in.

Where did he go?

Did Hydra take Peter?

Oh, no. No, no. 

Shit!

Where are you?!

PETER!

As you continued this cycle of paranoid thoughts, Peter walks in, equally as drenched in sweat, if not more.

He takes in your state, eyes widening. “Y/N, h-hey, you okay?” Peter stutters, worry evident in his voice.

Opening your mouth with nothing coming out, you whimper, causing Peter to dart towards you on the bed.

Even though you are both a sweaty mess, you don’t care. You latch onto Peter once his body lands on the bed, taking him by surprise. Your heavy breathing and shaking body lets him know you woke up from a nightmare. But he wasn’t there to help you.  

With an intense grip of Peter’s shirt, you mumble, “I…-uh, I-”

“You don’t have to talk about it if you don’t want to, Y/N. I understand,” Peter interrupts.

With a nod of your head, you lean farther into his hold, absorbing his warmth and comfort.

How can someone be this warm and soft?

After a couple hours of comfortable silence and snuggling, Peter decides to take a shower, since he smelt like a pair of very old gym clothes that haven’t been washed in years. You didn’t care about the stench, you just wanted him here with you. To protect you.

So when he started moving to get up, you instantly stiffened and tightened your grip on his shirt, causing him to stay put on the bed.

“Uh- Y/N? It’s okay, I’m going to take a shower. I smell like garbage. I’ll be right back, okay?” He mentions, slowly trying to release your death grip.

Panic returns to your eyes as he releases your grip. You whimper again, causing concern to fill Peter’s eyes.

Taking one look at you, he sighs. “D-Do you, uh- want to stay in the bathroom with me?” Peter questions you.

Looking down with a slight dusting of pink across your cheeks, you nod whispering, “p-please.”  

“Alright, c'mon. You can sit on the toilet. I’ll talk to you the entire time. I promise,” Peter adds, walking towards the bathroom with your hand in his.

As Peter enters into the shower, you take a seat on the toilet as he mentioned before. You missed the feeling of seeing Peter and feeling him in your arms.

Sensing this, Peter extends his hand outside of the shower curtain, grabbing yours.

“I’m right here, love. You’re safe.” Peter calmly explains, squeezing every so slightly.

Squeezing back to let him know you’re doing okay, you sigh, sinking down the toilet to get a more relaxed position while listening to him talk about his training with Steve and Sam. 

Moments like this continued for the next couple of months. It has been a very difficult time for you to readjust after what you went through with Hydra. You still haven’t been able to explain what exactly happened, which the team understands. But they want you to realize they aren’t here to judge. They want you to get better and be back on missions with them.

The team misses your shy, awkward self during the day. They miss the bad ass moves you pull off in missions. But most of all, they miss your smile.

It’s been a few months since you’ve returned and smiling was definitely not a focus of yours, nor was feeling happy. You were destroyed from the inside, out.

The team soon realized after your return that something was seriously wrong. They wanted you to visit a therapist, but that idea has always freaked you out since you hated discussing yourself and your feelings.  

Peter very, very slowly got you to open up, but as soon as he hit a nerve, you were back to your sky high walls, blockading every chance of someone getting in.

You knew you were making the team worry, which added more distress for you and deepened your sadness. You wanted to get better, but it was just so damn hard.

After spending the day with Peter, you head to bed with these destructive thoughts, hoping your dreams will rid them away.  

Waking up the next morning, you decided to put on something clean, unlike your pj’s that you’ve been wearing for the past few weeks. Pulling on a pair of comfy sweats and a random shirt of Peter’s, you make your way downstairs toward the kitchen.

Seeing as you were the only one awake as of now, you take a deep breath and decide on trying to eat something simple to not upset your stomach.

Picking up a bright red apple, you grab a cutting board and a knife from the drawer. As you are carefully cutting the apple, Steve comes silently around the corner.

“Hey, Y/N. it’s nice to se-”

“F-F-Fuck!” You yelp, as the knife slips from your hand, cutting it in the process. 

“O-oh my god, are you okay? I’ll go get some bandages, okay? I’ll be right ba-” Steve quickly speaks, thinking of a reasonable strategy.

“S-Steve, I-I,” you interrupt, wheezing, “P-Peter. P-Pe-”

Widening his eyes, Steve realizes your one and only need.

Peter.

Steve rushes to go get Peter, as you slowly slide down the cabinets to the floor to get a more comfortable position. Before he had left, Steve gave you a washcloth to wrap your hand in, explaining to add pressure.

Rushed footsteps coming down the stairs filled your ears as you feel your eyes shut, tears cascading down the sides of your cheeks.

Hearing a small gasp, you open your eyes to see Peter kneeling before you, tears brimming his deep chocolate brown eyes.

This is your fault.

You think as you absorb these tormenting thoughts.

You’re making him hurt.

You’re causing him and the team all this sadness.

Why can’t you get better?

What the fuck is wrong with me?

Lowering your head, Peter pushes it up slightly to look into your eyes. You, however, are looking anywhere but at him.

“Y/N, baby, please look at me. Are you okay? I need to clean you up.” Peter murmurs, looking at you concerned and tired.

Fuck, I probably woke him up…

Taking a shaky breath, you reply, “I-I’m sorry, P-Pete. I wanted s-something simple a-and Steve scared me an- God, fuck. I’m s-sorry. Did I wake you? I did, didn’t I? I’m-”

Pulling you abruptly into his arms, Peter shushes you. “Baby, baby, please. It’s okay, I know it’s not your fault. Steve told me everything, shh. And don’t worry, I needed to get up anyways.”

A waterfall of sobs erupted within you that you didn’t realize you’ve been holding in. The sight broke both Steve’s and Peter’s hearts. They knew you were trying so fucking hard to get better. They knew that you knew you needed help, but you had to do that for yourself, not for them. They don’t want to force you. 

Once he had cleaned you up and wrapped your hand in secure bandages, Peter took you to his room to keep an eye on you for the day.

When the rest of the team woke up, they heard about the little incident and instantly checked in to see how you were doing.

“I’m okay,” you’d say, even though they knew you weren’t. But they didn’t push. It wouldn’t do any good.

Periodically throughout the day, Peter would have something to do, but you never left his side. Yes, you looked like shit, but you didn’t have the stamina to take a shower or look the least presentable.

You were currently sitting next to Peter as he was fixing his webbing for his suit in Tony’s lab.

“Hey, kiddos. How’s it hangin’?” Tony pipes up, realizing he had company in his lab.

“Oh, hey, Mr. Stark. We- uh I’m doing good. Just working on my webbing is all.” Peter answers, rubbing the back of his neck, nervously.

“Ah, I see. Enjoying those new updates I hope, huh?” Tony replies with a smirk.

“O-Of course! They’re great, really. I can’t thank you enough,” Peter praises.

“Good to hear,” Tony responds, now directing his attention towards you, his smile falters as he takes in your worn out appearance, “I’m here if you… guys need me,” he adds lightly, making his way out of the lab.

Later on, Peter somehow convinced you to join him and the team for dinner.

Sitting at the big round table filled with the team you knew and love, dinner was boxes filled with everyone’s favorite pizza. Since Peter told everyone you were attending dinner, they made sure to get your favorite in hopes of lifting your spirit.

When you both were served dinner, you looked towards your plate and saw your favorite pizza. You felt a tug at your heart and sent the team a reassuring and loving look, letting them know you were thankful for the simple gesture.

As the team made small talk around the table, you held back trying to enjoy your pizza. Wanda and Clint tried making some conversation with you, but you had difficulty holding it together. It made you frustrated that you couldn’t hold such a simple conversation.

Wanda sensed your frustration and mentally told you that you were doing great and it’s okay.

Lowering your head, you gave a slight nod.

God, this is pathetic.

They pity me so much… I can’t handle this.

Letting your thoughts take over, you drown out the conversations happening around you.

However, Peter’s been keeping a close eye on you and realizes something’s up and asks if you’d like to head upstairs to go to bed.

With another nod of the head, Peter excuses the both of you, letting the others know you are heading off to bed.

They all bid their good nights and let you off.

Following close behind Peter, his hand in yours, you watch him turn towards your room, but you quickly stop in your tracks, causing him to look at you concerned.

“H-hey, uh- Pete? C-can I sleep in your room t-tonight, please?” You sheepishly ask, looking at the now interesting carpet below your feet.

“Of course, baby. Let’s go,” he answers grabbing both of your hands, intertwining them with his own.

After changing into some comfy clothes, Peter joins you in his bed, pulling up the comfy, fluffy comforter that reaches up to the tip of your nose.

Pulling you closer to him, you lay your head against his chest, feeling the steady beat of his heart.

Placing your hand on top of his heart, you whisper barely audible, “I love you, Pete. So much.”

Upon hearing this, Peter’s heart flutters, causing him to blush as if it were back to the first time you told him.

Humming, he whispers back, “I love you too. So, so much, baby.” With a kiss to the forehead, Peter quietly adds, “you’ll get through this, okay? I’ll be there every step of the way. Always.” 

A/N: Fuck, I’m sorry if this sucks. I’ve been really stressed and this feels rushed. 

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Some things I realized about Glitchtale S2

Okay so I know there are some people who follow me who watch @camilaart's Glitchtale (I know there’s at least one), and my Undertale blog is now almost strictly for my writing now, so I guess I’ll just post this here. Spoilers under the cut.

I realized 3 things about Glitchtale today. 

1. Betty is not the true villain.

2. Gaster knew this.

3. Gaster also knew that the Nullifier in episode 3 wasn’t going to work.

Let’s start with number 1: Betty is not the true villain. I realized this after seeing a Youtube comment about it. 

Don’t get me wrong. I want that sociopathic-pink-terror-demon-child to die a horrible painful death just as much as most Glitchtale watchers do. But the question is: does she really deserve it?

Well, yes, she does. She killed off a ton of people. Including characters we know and love. But what I mean is, is she really doing this by her own free will? Is she the real root of the problem, or is she really just another victim? I think she’s actually not what we think she is. In fact, I’d go as far to say that killing Betty would not end the problems. Why? Because she’s not the one in control.

Akumu is.

See, my theory is that the being that the bravery/fear magician created wasn’t Betty at all. It was Akumu. I rewatched all three episodes. They never specify exactly who or what the being is. Gaster calls the being he is about to fight “that thing.” We are supposed to assume that it’s Betty. But what if it’s not? What if it’s actually Akumu, but Betty just happens to be with him at all times, so they’re going to have to kill her too if she gets in the way?

Akumu is always with Betty not because she is his friend, but because she is his vessel. His host. Akumu is a parasite, feeding off of Betty and controlling her. He’s always with her because if he gets too far away, she’ll start to revert back to normal. She’ll remember who she really is, and he’ll lose his control over her. It’s perfectly possible that Betty would be nothing without Akumu.

There are two possible ways the heroes could go about eliminating the problem. They could kill Betty first and then Akumu, or they could kill Akumu and not have to kill Betty at all. The first option would make killing Akumu easier, but it would also take longer because they’d have to kill Betty first then catch Akumu when he’s without his vessel. The other option would be a lot harder. Killing only Akumu when Betty is always with him is going to be a huge challenge. They’ll have to deal with both of them at the same time, a force to be reckoned with. But if they do manage to kill Akumu without killing Betty, Betty will be freed from her parasite.

Now for point number two. Gaster actually knew that Betty was not the true villain. Why? Because he was the one who read the legend in the book. 

As I said before, Gaster doesn’t ever specify what the “thing” he keeps referring to is. He definitely doesn’t call this thing a “she,” which is suspicious to me. Also, when he confronts Betty in the Nullifier room, he first says something like “You are the first of your kind. I will make sure that you are the last.” But who exactly is he talking to? He never says, which also leads me to believe that he knew Akumu is the real problem. But he has decided that he doesn’t want to hold back. He doesn’t care if he kills Betty too, as long as he makes sure the thing that took away his son/creation/whatever Sans is to him is wiped off the face of the earth. 

Now for number three, the other long part. I was wondering, as I was watching the episode for the second time, why. In the name. Of ASGORE. Were they not trying the Nullifier FIRST?! If it worked, then hooray! Pink demon child is dead! But since we know it didn’t work, then Gaster and Alphys would actually know what they were dealing with. Why wasn’t the Nullifier plan A instead of plan B?

Well, I finally got it. It’s because Gaster knew. He knew it wouldn’t work. He went in there with the knowledge that if he failed, they all would fail. In fact, I’d go as far to say that Gaster knew there was a good chance of him never coming out of that room. And with Sans gone, he wasn’t entirely upset about that. All Gaster wanted was peace. He wanted to stop the hurt. And he knew there were two ways of going about that. Kill Akumu and Betty to avenge his son/creation, or die trying and maybe see Sans again. 

But Alphys didn’t know that. Gaster lied to her. He told her it would work if he failed because he couldn’t have her panicking. Alphys is prone to mental paralysis if something goes terribly wrong and she sees no solution. The amalgamates, for example. She saw no good ending, so she kept it all a secret.

Gaster knew he couldn’t let her freeze up. Not now. Not in times where you can’t let down your guard for a single second lest you be killed. Not when decisions must be made quickly or you would lose. To put it in the terms of the episodes, it is literally a time of do or die. So he told Alphys the Nullifier was a last resort. In case he failed. 

And failed he did.