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kindaasrikal · 5 months ago
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Guys I’m an old people defender i wholeheartedly believe Wu is a good teacher and person (teen wu and younger was a good character, older wu doesnt have the same effect tho and just falls under a decent character)
Like guys he didn’t mean for Morro to go insane over the green ninja thing, i dont think anyone would’ve expected that to happen with a damn baby. Not to mention that as much as people like to say he abused or neglected Morro or whatever, canonically speaking he hasn’t. In the end what happened to Morro was the effect of his own insecurities and Wu’s lack of understanding.
Wu was not at fault for the whole kai getting obsessed with the green ninja thing or any of the other ninja doing the same, that was all their own faults for being all nosy (as teenage boys with too much power do.)
Wu might’ve overreacted after finding out what Garm did with the letter business in season 4, but just cause he cussed out his BROTHER once (guys they’re siblings, this is the norm and Wu was fully justified to be irritated. Also there will always be a tension between them because they’ve had to fight against each other for either decades, hundreds of years, or thousands of years. They will never have the normal sibling relationship they once only somewhat had.) that was still his brother he just lost and definitely feels guilt at not getting to reconcile PROPERLY with him. Just because you are mad at an individual, genuinely mad at them, does not mean you hate them.
Wu was not at fault for the whole Garmadon getting sent to the under world his clothes literally starts glowing mf was not planning that. He was literally about to die because of Garmadon i think he was a tad preoccupied with that.
Wu is not at fault for Lloyd becoming the green ninja, its shown that he cannot control who gets chosen and was quite obviously hoping it would be the damn teenagers trained to deal with this, not the damn baby who would have to fight his DAD. The whole reason he trained Lloyd so hard after was because he is well aware of how being the green ninja is a curse, especially to Lloyd. He knew a target was on Lloyds back now and for the rest of time and he can do nothing to remove it, only help Lloyd in handling it.
Aspheera is a huge SOGGY BISCUIT I HATE HER I AHTE HEERYEYYE. She is so hypocritical and its all her fault and not Wu’s don’t even try it (i love her character thats why i hate her sm). Wu was literally a baby when the whole betrayal thing happened, and how could he have known his damn students would open up her prison cell and she’d take Kai’s power. Kai had a right to mad about getting dragged into it but even he admits he was reacting the way he was because his powers got stolen. Aspheera was completely at fault for what happened to her.
I wont deny that whatever was going on between Misako and Wu in the early seasons was super weird, but I’m also not going to call it betrayal or cheating for Garmadon because Garmadon had been gone for a good decade and tbh it was rlly bad writing of writers trying to shove romance everywhere.
He took in a bunch of teenagers, thats something i wont deny to also be bad. But don’t you find it convenient that Wu took them each in during separate times of need? Cole, deep in grief, needed to become a ninja because it completed him. Jay, desperate for a place and purpose in this world, needed to be a ninja to become confident and aware of his worth. Zane, confused and lost, needed to be a ninja to find his own place in the world, needed to be a ninja because he needed to have a purpose, a home. Kai, angry and traumatised, needed to become a ninja to become the best version of himself. Wu knew of each of them, and only took them in when he knew they needed an outside source to lead them.
Literally i dont understand why people paint him as a villain. He has never been one. It’s like how Mystake said, the only reason one becomes wise is through their own mistakes, their own life and experiences. Wu is an old, old man. He is right when he says he’s not like how he used to be.
I could keep going, but God guys. Stop mischaracterising characters! You can dislike them all you want, its your life, but don’t change what they have done and call them a bad person when that isn’t true.
You can call Wu a character with mistakes, a character heavily in the light grey area of good and evil.
WU IS NOT A BAD GUY GUYS STOP CALLING HIM ONE 😭
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flowersintheimpala69 · 6 months ago
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headcanon (not rlly cuz it’s not canonically plausible at all but shh) that Sam got prescribed medication for his depression at Stanford then when he starts road tripping with dean he keeps it secret cuz he LOVES dean but he’s also slightly embarrassed and worried Dean would judge him. Until one day Dean finds the medication in Sam’s duffel bag when he’s looking for Advil or smth and at first he’s sorta dosent understand and he asks Sam about it and Sam goes all quiet and avoiding dean’s eyes says “they’re for my depression” and Dean just dosent get it cuz what do you mean you’re depressed you seem fine to me you seemed okay when you were a kid everyone gets sad sometimes why do you need medication and it’s not coming from a place of hate but dean grew up under John ‘Toxic Masculinity” Winchester and isn’t depression a girl thing?
And he doesn’t really get it but doesn’t rib Sam too much about it cuz it seems like a sore spot so they don’t talk about it at all in their Winchester-esque way until suddenly out of the blue about 3 months later Sam’s acting irritable and won’t eat and yo-yos between not sleeping and sleeping the whole day and dean has to practically fight tooth and nail to get Sam to get up and shower and brush his teeth or hair and function like a normal person.
And eventually it becomes too much and dean finally asks Sam what’s wrong and Sam just stares at him with that blank look and then quietly and meekly admits, “my meds ran out and I can’t get a refill.”
And dean feel so bad cause he gave Sam such a hard time about the meds and if this is what sam’s like without the meds then maybe he really does need them.
And dean hates that cuz he’s Sam’s big brother he should be able to protect Sam from this but he can’t and it eats him up inside.
He pushes Sam’s messy hair back gently, and tells him he’ll fix it he’ll make it better
And Sam looks at him with those sad brown eyes and whispers weakly and somewhat bitterly you can’t fix this, dean, it’s not a monster or ghost you can fight, it’s me— my brain is broken and you can’t fix that
Dean just smiles sadly and tenderly runs his hands through Sam’s hair I can try
So Dean decides they take a break from hunting for a while, and he brings Sam food that’s light on his stomach, reads up about depression, brushes Sam’s hair for him, gives Sam baths when he can’t bring himself to shower and tries to take him outside for fresh air.
Sam gets better, even slightly, but there are somethings that are even beyond dean’s ability. Eventually they start doing hunts again, and dean can tell Sam is still struggling and he can’t get out of bed most days but Dean just muscles through those days and is extra gentle with sam.
One day, dean comes back to the motel they’re staying at and Sam’s sitting on the bed reading and dean just wordlessly drop a small orange bottle onto Sam’s lap.
Sam looks up at dean and dean sheepishly explains that it’s the meds Sam used to take
How’d you get this? Sam asks, awed
Dean grins, it’s easier to fake a prescription then you think
Sam smiles—really smiles for what feels like for the first time in days
It’s not the same dosage and I’m not a doctor or anything but you’re supposed to be weened back onto them, right? I’m sorry—
Dean, Sam cuts him off, it’s great. Thank you.
And Sam has tough days. He always will, but it’s okay and they’re both okay.
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sourbinnie · 1 year ago
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Hi omg I just came across ur page, I loved your recent it was so cute & now I’m dying for more comfort Hyunjin.
Can I request reader being on her period so she’s rlly irritable and then Hyunjin comes home saying he has a stomach ache and she thinks he’s just joking around so she just ignores him but then later realizes he’s being serious when he doesn’t eat dinner n feels sick so she feels bad and takes care of him.
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title -> misinterpreted pair -> hyunjin x fem!reader genre -> hurt/comfort + fluff warnings -> mentions of periods + mentions of food + cursing a/n: yall i think im a sucker for hurt/comfort jinnie, thank you for you request! <3 it came out shorter than i expected but i still hope you like it ¡! :(
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as if the day couldn't get more annoying, periods happen. ok, it's not like i had a lot on my plate but there's no worse sensation than your uterus kicking you like you deserve it. it was painful, annoying and overall made me feel like complete garbage. i carried through work like i could, continuing with my day like i wasn't suffering every step of the way. getting home was a task too but i managed through it and decided to throw myself on the bed, trying every single position to see if it would make the pain go away. 
i know i wasn't the easiest to deal with when i was like this but i was hoping hyunjin would understand. 
speaking of him, he was just about to come in through the door every minute now and the things that i usually get ready for him, are not there. like i said, i hope he understands that it's not my best day and he can get them on his own. i know practice must've been a lot and i truly wish he would take care of himself better.
"(y/n)?" i hear my name being called out and i don't even have the strength to get up. feels like the weight is pulling me down again. i manage to do so in a few tries but everything still spins and hurts around me. "missed you baby." he says when he sees me and gives me a hug which i have to retract because of the tightness of it all. he looks at me confused which i have to explain.
"i'm on my period and everything sucks right now." i say calmly but dying on the inside. "i'm sorry if i'm gonna be a bitch to you at any moment but right now i just need to rest."
"oh, that's okay i actually had like a stomach ache through the whole day so i get it." and i just sigh 'cause i knew he was messing with me. he always likes to do that and even with the confused look on his face, i wouldn't fall for it at all. i decided to not linger on it and go to our room to get my sweet sleep as much as i wanted to stay and cuddle with my boyfriend, i knew it would only bring pain and uncomfortability.
✉ ✉ ✉ 
getting up and being met by the moon in the night sky was not my plan all along. hyunjin was by my side, he didn't even try to cuddle with me which i thanked for but he looked a little odd. i couldn't place my finger on what it was but i had to get up and make dinner before it was too late. as i tried to concentrate in the cooking and not the pain (again), i tried to place my finger around what was going on with my boyfriend. 
could it be that things didn't go well today? but he didn't look mad or sad. he also didn't say anything about the boys (usually there's one or two comments about felix). maybe he was just tired and didn't need me on top of his business and i was just panicking over nothing.
"babe?" he asked, snapping me out of my thoughts and there was definitely something going on. he looked pale but at the same time it looked like he had a run a marathon with all the sweat and i was starting to see things better. "oh no, jagi i love your cooking but i think i'll pass today."
i placed the dinner on the table and i looked at him. he never passed on my cooking so something 100% was off today and what did i miss? as i got close to him i tried to repeat our conversation today. my hand went directly to his forehead and as everything started to make sense with him burning up, i said.
"fuck you weren't lying, you truly had a stomach ache." i felt like crying right then and there. even if i felt terrible, i still would do anything to take care of hyunjin. it hurt that i put myself first when he was hurting just as much as me. i didn't want to cry though, this was my chance to make it better unless he hated me at this very moment and didn't want me to do anything and-
"you're thinking too much and yes i did or i still do. i don't know, everything's kinda of spinning and i think i might have a fever." he said and i immediately sat him down as i looked for the termometer. thinking of every remedy and healing technique i went through my entire life as i came back and made him open his mouth. 
"i'm sorry jinnie. i should've been more careful and paid more attention to your words." i said and he wanted to say something but i stopped him. "nuh uh no moving! also i'm gonna tell the boys you're not going tomorrow." that's when he also wanted to protest but i took the termometer out and checked. 
"so? do i have a fever?" he said and i nodded as he responded with a sigh. "i can't miss practice when we're learning a new choreo though, babe you know how it is".
"but you also can't practice if you're basically running a fever and feeling dizzy, what if you pass out?" i said and i could see that he was seeing my point. "just let me text chan and then i'll have all the time in the world for you."
"but what if you get sick too?" he pouted and i just smiled because even in the sickness of it all, he still cared about me. he really was the sweetest guy i've ever met.
"if i get sick, i get sick baby, there's nothing bad about it plus i get to spend time with my favorite person." i said laying him on my lap as i messed with his hair and caressed his cheek.
he eventually fell asleep and i just couldn't stop looking at him. i decided to slowly get up without disturbing him, then i would call work and tell them that i would be taking the day off to spend it with my loved one 'cause it's what he deserved.
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weebswrites · 1 year ago
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is it possible to request a sweet, shy and polite mc with a soft voice?? this one girl really liked my voice and claimed she'd never stop talking if it was similar to mine, so i'd rlly love to know what the brothers would think!! :'3 <3
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The Demon Bros w/a Very Quiet and Shy MC
a/n: that is such a sweet compliment :’) I hope this hc is everything you imagine and more
Lucifer
• At first he’s definitely confused and a little irritated
• He felt how he imagines you’re feeling when he first got to the Devildom, too, but when shit has to get done you just power through
• So why were you struggling so much to find your voice?
• Eventually you warm up to him a bit, after seeing his soft side
• One night in his office, after ferociously writing on a piece of paper, you whisper “Lucifer?”
• He was already watching you, unable to ignore the sound of your pen
• You hand him the paper that explains why it’s so difficult for you to speak at times, which he carefully reads each word of
• Hugs you when he’s done reading!!!
• Thanks you for confiding in him, and over the next weeks you talk to him way more and grow almost inseparable from him
Mammon
• Your eyes widen when he comes running at you, but you accept his hug
• “MC! Yah never talk to meh, but I wanna change that. Come with meh”
• He leads you to his room and you sit on his couch while he puts on a movie you both have already seen before
• But it plays, and for a few minutes you watch in a comfortable silence
• You can feel his eyes on you, though. Waiting to see if you talk.
• So you take a deep breath and tell him about how your voice has always been soft, and your anxiety plays into why you don’t talk much
• And you’d always preferred to watch a situation from the outside, rather than get involved
• He doesn’t relate, so asks a few questions, but understands
• Stands up for you if / when his brothers call out your silence
Leviathan
• It takes him a while to notice, since he tends to be quieter around his brothers too
• But one night when there’s a scene at dinner and you don’t say anything, he notices
• So when you’re walking back to his room after the meal, he asks why you didn’t say anything
• You said you didn’t think they’d be able to hear your voice over theirs
• And didn’t want to get involved in a fight that wasn’t yours
• He nodded and said that was fair
• But you continued, and said that you sometimes didn’t like your soft voice
• He stops, holding you by the shoulders
• “MC,” he’s very serious, “Your voice is one of the cutest things in the whole Devildom”
• His face is RED but he keeps going, “I understand not liking something about yourself, trust me. But I won’t let you talk badly about yourself. Especially not if it’s something I love so much”
• He runs to his room, leaving you standing in the hall blushing like crazy
Satan
• Again, he doesn’t notice at first
• You two spend most of your time reading together, so talking isn’t very common besides a hello or goodbye
• But when he asks about the book you’ve been engrossed in and you barely say a sentence, he asks
• “MC? Are you okay? For a book you’ve been reading since breakfast I thought you’d have more to say”
• You explain that your voice was quiet, and you spent a lot of time in your head, deciding which thoughts were important enough to share
• Which he interrupts to say that he’d gladly hear all of your thoughts, and after a moment of thought, adds “even if it takes me away from my reading”
• That means a Lot coming from Satan, and over the coming weeks you find your voice around him, which while still soft, learned how to share what you were feeling
Asmodeus
• Definitely noticed right away that you weren’t as responsive to his love languages as most other demons (whether it be accepting or denying them)
• “MC? Are you okay with all this? If it isn’t okay just tell me and this all stops”
• You shake your head, “It’s okay, I like it”
• He raises an eyebrow, “Are you sure? Usually there’s more of a back and forth between my friends and I than this”
• You smile at his calling you a friend, and explain that your quiet voice often meant you were talked over in the human world
• “Well, I promise to never intentionally talk over your lovely voice, MC. If you have something to say, I am more than happy to listen”
Beelzebub
• It takes him a bit to notice, but not too long
• You eat a lot together, which means there isn’t much talking, but when he notices that you’re quieter than he is, he figures it’d be better to ask than ignore
• “MC? I noticed you don’t talk much, and wanted to make sure you’re comfortable spending so much time with me. My brothers usually say I’m the quietest one, and you talk even less than I do. So I wanted to make sure this was all okay”
• No one had ever asked you that before, or anything about your voice for that matter
• Your heart swelled in your chest, and you softly told Beel that you valued nothing more than the time you spent with him
• He smiled, cheeks puffy with food, but swallowed before thanking you for being honest
• You chatted more over your meals from that day on
Belphegor
• If his brother’s didn’t point it out, it would have been a looooong time before he noticed
• He does so much napping, which you love to do with him, but you can’t talk if you’re asleep
• But when Beel mentions how quiet you were in all your classes, even the subjects you’d mentioned as your favorite, it clicked that you never really talked when you were with him, either
• So one day before a nap he asks why you’re so quiet all the time
• You’re taken aback at first, both that he noticed and that he said something, but explain that your voice had been described as soft, and you didn’t think it’d be heard over the powerful voice of Demons
• He reassures you that, at least with him, your voice would always be heard
• And you knew he’d keep that promise
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antxnous · 2 months ago
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I’m sad and having Bill Calhoun thoughts so I’m dumping hcs and more basura here. this is so fucking long hi
Prefacing this by saying I know I’m in the minority but “we were all young then” translates to “nowhere near the age I am now” when Joshua says it (TO ME!!!), so a 27 year old would be “young” in his crispy eyeballs.
I imagine Bill’s been on expeditions before, this one was probably the furthest he’s gone from California but he’s no stranger to roughing it out and doing outreaching and accompanying others for support. I love the idea that he was more in a teaching position than anything else and pairing him with Edward made sense to maintain the inexperienced/experienced balance (and this is Edward hc territory but in my brain his name was tossed around in less than favourable ways and Bill was thought to pacify his rowdiness).
I rlly don’t usually think this hard into one-off characters but the idea he has a fiancée who is also a teacher of some sorts… rlly driving home his eventual irritation and aggravation with Edward basically keeping him hostage while he starts up the Legion… he’s got ppl back home and he tries to remind Edward that he does too (and I think it works for a bit, but Ed is WHIPPED by his own grandeur and jotch).
Bill and Ed met for the first time, had dinner at Bill’s place and Ed brought his mom. All was fine. Bill’s fiancée hating the idea he’s going to more or less be responsible for a temperamental 20 year old, Bill’s like whatever. We all were 20. Wasteland sucks.
They get along really well the entire trip over. Ed is excited to do some ethnography and when he gets a little colonial-y, Bill always puts him in his place. Bill teaching Ed a few medical things along the way and listening the Ed rant about his anthro interests (Roman Empire……)
Ed kinda getting the father figure treatment…. Projecting it onto Bill. Late night talks about his insecurities with his single mother, dead father, his schooling… where the future is taking him. Ed’s afraid of it all but Bill reassured him it’s just his twenties talking.
Bill’s a smoker, kind of a habit. Brought loose tobacco with him and rolls his own cigs if he can help it. Sometimes lets Ed smoke.
Now…I’m part of the group that thinks they stumbled across Josh in Utah bc idk. I liek it. I’ve got my own hcs for the meeting but this AINT ABT THAT!! Bill finds Josh, brings him to camp, and he’s the nicest person Joshua has ever met. The rest of the trip Bill has to act as advisor, mediator, and caretaker for those two… pulling them apart when they get violent, shutting down their arguments before it gets to that point… stitching them both up.
Bill obviously knows how to defend himself, but once Joshua gets added to the camp, he takes the backseat when it comes to hunting and exploring and shit. Camp cook, does their laundry, sometimes scouts. Doing his own independent research on making herbal remedies with the shit out in Utah/Arizona. Starts making healing powder. He trusts them to get their work done and if they fight, they’ll both crawl back to the same place at night anyway.
Bill leaving them to suck off each others insecurities in loneliness and personal affairs, letting them toss back dangerous hypotheticals and philosophies makes them less dependent on him. He’s inadvertently edged these two together in a way that becomes inseparable. They start speaking in languages he doesn’t understand and he brushes it off because… it’s youth. Whatever. They’re getting along.
Bill keeping a diary just like Ed, but his is more personal and less ethnographic. Writing to his fiancée in the margins about the way things are going… the longer the trip the more he missed CA.
When they get taken by the Blackfoot, Bill’s collected demeanour finally cracks when he’s constantly fighting with Edward to maintain some humanity when he starts suggesting slaughter. Looking to Joshua, who until recently had been a breath of fresh air for Bill when it came to temperament and impulse…. Finding a blank, maybe even excited, look staring back at him because Joshua is already sold on Edward’s new philosophy. Now Bill’s become the loner.
They keep him around to fix them up, to heal their new troops… those two get to share a tent and Bill is forced to sleep in the tent with his patients. Watching as Edward demands Bill put energy into saving fit males over “the unfit”. Wondering what happened to the eager anthropologist he left the Boneyard with.
He tries to argue with Joshua, maybe he could convince Edward to see reason. Joshua laughing at his pleading and insulting him, threatening to kill him if he keeps being a nuisance… now he’s wondering what happened to the reserved boy he rescued from the side of the river.
Bill’s become the Legion’s first slave in an unspoken agreement, and when Edward orders Joshua to kill him before he can run away back to the NCR, Joshua does it, solidifying himself as the Legion’s second.
so you’ll never see Bill again, but Edward (and to some extent, Joshua) can’t shake him. he isn’t sure what to do with his corpse because disposing of it like a tribals would be wrong — Bill was more than that. So his sun bleached skull greets visitors to the Grand Canyon and his rib cage sits in Flagstaff and his clothes sit in Edward’s trunk, and Joshua wears his snakeskin belt and the legion uses HIS version of healing powder and—
biwwiam calhoun… :3
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adventurer515 · 6 months ago
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i forgor i had this in my docs bc i was too focused on my guardian angel au… um this is based on that one angelic blood = drug fic w the straw (WOW HOW SPECIFIC) :’)) the premise was supposed to be jealous lucifer baiting alastor w his blood the entire time,, i’m posting the start here bc i still find it rlly cute but im not sure abt finishing it… it’s unedited also so just a head’s up 😔🫶
Warnings: blood drinking, drug use, mild cannibalism, domestic fluff
Lucifer and Alastor’s little understanding does not prevent their bickering. If anything, their understanding just makes the bickering even more frequent! Alastor just exists to irritate him no matter what, apparently beyond amused by his annoyance and proud at his ability to tick him off.
(“Did you really have to put my blood in a toy teacup?”
“It’s classy! Besides, Nifty gave it to me. Who would I be if I were to not use such an auspicious gift? Look. It even matches your eyes! Ah, ah, ah. Kindly please don’t melt the teacup, Lucifer.”)
Charlie thinks that their interactions are sweet and that she’s glad that they’re getting along, but Lucifer would like to disagree. They can barely stand to be in the same room apart from feedings at night where he can cling to Alastor as much as he wants, relishing in the free physical intimacy and comfort that the radio demon provides while he eats.
(“You’re squeezing my ribs too hard.”
“You’re literally eating my shoulder. If anyone has a right to complain, it’s me!”)
It makes Lucifer feel less lonely about Lilith leaving him as he finds comfort in Alastor. He knows very clearly that Alastor mostly sees him as a food source, the king of hell that lives right across the hall, and Charlie’s dead beat dad, but it’s fine. Alastor can be strangely sweet at times, even if he shows them in unconventional ways.
(“Here! I have made you some dinner. It’s very delicious, so you can stop eating those pancakes now.”
“Oh, thanks? But why?”
“Your blood sugar is too high during feedings. It leaves a taste.”)
Besides, even if whatever they have can be strange to him, Lucifer is okay with it. He knows that, in some way, he’s special to him. Alastor very rarely allows people to touch him, especially so closely (only his friends he’s had for years, even Charlie at times, but never men, for some reason). He knows that he holds Alastor’s respect and it bothers him whenever Lucifer says something condescending or doesn’t pay attention to him (Alastor likes the attention and the ability to hear the sound of his own voice, but Lucifer honestly just thinks he’s a narcissist).
However, it’s Lucifer’s blood that he’s really after. As the only Seraphim in the Pride Ring—and Hell itself—Alastor understands that being able to drink so freely from him and so often is something he won’t easily trade away. It leads to Alastor being especially territorial over him, especially when eating, and Lucifer—while fully capable of protecting himself—finds himself with a more than capable bodyguard. It also provides some assurance that Alastor keeps Charlie and the Hazbin Hotel in his best interests.
Their understanding is unconventional and manipulative on both sides, but it’s nice to have and the security is comforting.
Until that security is threatened.
((By the way, the angelic blood = drug fic series mentioned is the one with Snake in the Grass, Apple of My Eye, and the Silly Straw, which are all by anon.))
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faetaiity · 2 years ago
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HII! If you don’t mind could you do the rise tmnt guys (separate if u don’t mind) reaction to a normally rlly sweet and happy reader getting angry/snapping at something for 2 seconds (reader secretly has bad anger issues ☠���) like reader is doing homework and then just randomly punch’s their computer and just takes a deep breath and goes back to normal LMAO
Tysm for ur time! ^^ have a nice day and remember to take breaks <3
Yeah! I relate to the Reader in this ask a lot tbh.
Separate! Turtles x Gender Neutral! Has Bad Anger Issues! Reader
Post Format: Headcanons
CW/TW: Yelling, Mild Angst for Leo, Crying, and 'mild' Leo 'slander' lmao ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Raphie:
You're playing a game with Raph and Leo, unfortunately, Leo ends up winning and taunting you in particular, mainly because you preformed the worst
You grit your teeth as you hear him gloat "Oh ho ho! It seems I've won a game, it was bound to happen anyway, with how horrible you are at anything we play~"
Normally this wouldn't be too bad, you'd leave as soon as he was done piggishly gloating, but he HAD to jab you in the fucking ribs
Tears prick your eyes angrily as you tell him to 'shut the fuck up and shove the award up his ass', this causes him and Raph to wince at your harsh words
They don't know how to respond, Leo ended up awkwardly walking away, unnerved with your sudden display of hostility
Raph walks up to you and asks what's wrong, you take a deep breath and try to relax for a few seconds
You talk about how you actually get angry and frustrated a lot, it's just physical touch makes it harder to push aside
I actually HC him to still have anger issues like his previous Iterations, but on a lower and more mellow level
he gets irritated sometimes when things don't go the way he wants them, (aka safely and quickly) or when Leo is a pain in the ass, but he never takes it out on people or openly talks about it
He understands a lot.
He hugs and kisses your head, making you promise that you will tell him when you're starting to get a little too angry so he can help smoothen the situation
You nod and thank him
"Anytime <3"
Donnie:
Also has some bad anger sometimes
You're doing homework with him, usually you didn't need help, but you wanted him to explain certain trigonometry concepts to you because the Teacher was downright horrendous at explaining things.
You both got frustrated when you couldn't understand what Donnie was explaining, you because you were usually a really fast learner and didn't understand why this was so fucking difficult, and He was frustrated because he considers this relatively easy
It gets hostile when he says in what you misread as a condescending tone "How can't you understand this?! It's like teaching ABC's to a Kindergartener! It's simple!", you growl out a 'Fuck you' and start packing your stuff, just wanting to leave the lair and cool off
He doesn't stop you, he only huffs and puffs in irritation
Leo would be near the entrance of the lair and would probably crack a stupid joke, causing you to snap a "Back off!" at him, making him squint his eyes, trying to make sure this isn't someone else.
Once you leave the lair, you start to assume this will put a strain on your relationship up until he breaks into your apartment and apologizes a couple hours later
He struggles to understand that you won't get things as quickly as he does, he understands that concept with his brothers, but not with you
Mainly because he considers you smart, he's not good with apologies but he wants you to know that it wasn't your fault
It would probably lead to a long talk about you two and your anger, you two promising to be more open about your frustrations and to vent it out in a healthy way and not demean each other for what they don't yet understand
and that would lead to a rather uncommon case of Donnie cuddling you, with you two finishing your homework and watching Jupiter Jim movies
Leo:
Okay, unpopular(?) opinion but he would totally unintentionally rile you up
He's just so.... Jokey and to someone who doesn't know him, Probably Narcissistic, Dense and Immature
Which, with the Last two, he can be, but he definitely is NOT narcissistic.
Knowing him, He'd probably make a smartass comment, come up to you saying "huh?! Huh?!" Over and over again, you KNOW he's not trying to irritate you, mainly because you've never actually shown irritation or aggression when he does this (Because you're used to this behavior even before you dated)
Like in the Raph scenario, he jabs your ribs with his fingers, causing you to yelp and glare at him, he just looks at you, completely misreading the situation, thinking you're just being playfully angry so he fUCKING JABS YOU AGAIN
You snarl out a "WHAT THE FUCK, LEONARDO!?" and instinctively shove his hand away from your side
He looks shocked before actually becoming a little sad, looking akin to a kicked puppy
You sigh and relax, feeling guilty you softly mumble out, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to yell... I'm just in a bad mood, you didn't deserve that treatment." he averts his eyes, clearly still hurt
I'm gonna be honest, you're the only one who truly accepts his jokes aside from Mikey (Mostly), so he kinda.... gets depressed
Over the next few days, he might become slightly timid with making jokes around you, and might actually fall into a small depressive episode, feeling as if his coping method irritates his S/O
It'll take a long talk about boundaries with jokes and reassuring him that it was just a bad day, and you genuinely don't mind his jokes
that talk actually made people like Donnie tolerate his jokes more, as now he doesn't usually include physically jostling, pinching or poking people in his jokes
It might take a few days of mild, timid jokes before he goes back to his absolutely wild personality that you fell in love with.
Mikey:
Gonna be honest once more, he is the least likely to see you in an irritated state
He is super in-tune with your emotions and can tell when you're irritated or sad so he can get you out of that situation... 98% of the time.
But also, like Leo, I could see him being unintentionally irritating at times, it never bothered you up until this point because its Mikey! one of the most lovable goofballs you know!
But if you're already in a bad mood and he's being a little too rambunctious, I could see you snapping at him a little, and then instantly feeling guilty
Like Leo, the minute you snap at him, he gives you the biggest kicked puppy eyes, tears softly falling down his face as you wince and apologize profusely
He forgives you, albeit asking for a reason as to why you barked at him
He might turn into Dr. Feelings to help you talk about your outbursts and why it's not a good response to irritating stimuli
Similar to that episode with him and Donnie lmao
He doesn't blame you; he knows everyone has their own emotional baggage, but he makes you promise to tell him when you're getting closer to having an outburst so he can help you.
You agree and place a kiss on his beak, making him churr happily
there's probably a lot of small sessions with Dr. Feelings about your anger over the next couple weeks/months until you can handle it better
All of Them:
They love you even if you snap at them sometimes (and them sometimes snapping right back)
The last thing they want is to make you feel negative/neurotic emotions because of them
While they wouldn't change anything about themselves, they know you don't want them to do that anyway.
You have issues, they understand that and are willing to talk to you about boundaries, so you don't have or get a bad reaction from you or them.
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groggygrimalkin · 1 year ago
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ASK GAME. crowbar :3
YES THANK U!!!
favorite thing about them
I tbh cannot think of like a bad think abt Crowbar,I love that he's stoic and serious but still gets blushy and mumbly when he talks to Snowman as seen in the inaugural death of mister seven!
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least favorite thing about them
Probably like how little he shows up in actual homestuck,even then that's not on him. I wish all of the leprechauns showed up way more..
favorite line
"Exept for you. It's your job to understand." It's not alot but it says alot to me,he must have so much weight on his shoulders..
brOTP
CROWBAR AND STITCH IS THE BEST BROTP!! They probably don't say much when they hang out but they both enjoy the comforting silence while they do their own thing in the same room. They like eachothers company but would never say it.
OTP
Okay I have two, SnowmanxCrowbar is the first,I think it's such an interesting dynamic,I think he would try and do things to please her,to get any sort of attention,a smile,a look,anything from her and she knows this.
And also CrowbarxDroog it's kind of out there but I think about it alot,two well dressed gentleman,if they werent enemies Crowbar would probably look up to him,he probably thinks he's handsome but wouldn't know how to confront those feelings. They'd still both kill eachother if given the chance though
nOTP
Don't really have one!
random headcanon
Okay this is gonna get a bit long winded but I hc that leprechauns as a construct of sburb are crafted from combining a set leprechaun code and the DNA code taken from any mammal,selachii,or amphibian that was on earth through ectobiology. So with that he's a mammalian leprechaun and more specifically a shepherd dog leprechaun,he has a canid like tail and also gets a bit anxious if he doesn't know where every member of the felt is,he has no idea why and it irritates him(and also other members of the felt) because it's just more anxiety for him but it's just the herding tendencies of a shepherd dog. He's also extremely loyal. I also hc he's really bad at talking abt his emotions and just chooses not to,he thinks it's a sign of weakness.
(I really hope I said this right Idk how to talk abt my headcanons rlly!!)
unpopular opinion
I don't really have one?Idk ig this is just felt in general but I really don't like when ppl ship him or any of the felt with Damara
song i associate with them
Nicole
https://youtu.be/HgqLVUhT0k0?si=-3kJUMflVozOZEuu
I was going through my playlist thinking of songs that he would probably listen to and this one is the closest I can think of,he would probably find it relaxing
favorite picture of them
He is truly at his limit here and I fucking love it
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oh-gh0st · 1 year ago
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💚💋☕️
(trying rlly hard to pick ones u didn’t already get im sorry)
ur good no worries!! :] ill do ghost and choro for this one since i want something with them eheh 💚: i think ghost and choro have a similar amount of jealousy in both of them. but ghost can rationalize the thoughts better... idk i can't see them getting jealous a lot??? choro on the other hand would probably get jealous but wont make a big deal out of it. like ghost will know and poke fun that he's jealous and he'll slowly get more irritated about it until ghost reassures him that there's nothing he should worry about (that usually calms his nerves very quickly) 💋: CLENCHING MY FIST Ok. i have to try and not tense up w this one....... choro's favorite places to kiss them are probably the top of their head/forehead and cheek to account for the height difference.. he thinks its cute that they lean into it like a cat. as for ghost its kind of hard but they usually kiss his hand or cheek (like if theyre walking past him while he's sitting down somewhere?? idk how to explain it ill draw it sometime later) but both of them have a hard time kissing each other. choro gets nervous while ghost is just. yeah No im not doing this ☕: with choro he usually tries to reason with them about their feelings and relate to them?? he wants to understand and help him the best way he can (sometimes it comes off a little insensitive but ghost knows he mainly means well). he'll also try and hug them a lot (the first few times were a bit awkward. but he knows they find it helpful). and same with atsushi ghost will empathize with choro and see if they can get him to talk about it if he's willing. they'll talk until choro wants to talk about something else.... smiles
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pinkseas · 2 years ago
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[parasocial bestie] seeing that ask answered and speeding thru 382983 mph reading and the questions and i go >:] cracks knuckles eats em like french fries i read the answers and honestly i have no brains to answer back What than just to handshake back 4 times and it rlly made me happi!!! ALSO QUESTIONS TIME FOR ME TO ANSWER DAMN?
a) i dont think i have like a main?? but like back in 2.7 it literally. got me back to Loving xiao to the extent I Am Now and its my whole personalith for the 848274th time so i took every chance jsut to have him in the team so i can hear his jp voice (i am very biased at his jp voice i can never unhear him and im not regretting it) so like hes now the Main Guy in my exploration teams ever with yelan nahida zhongli peepaw and i think the others speaks a lot too LMAOOOO
b) the ones mentioned alrd part of the lil list of i will die for them forever <33 and those in my past asks too like the chasm crew gets me Thinking of them no matter how i Dont Know them a lot more than theyve shown themselves (or i jsut didnt bother to be chronically obsessed 2 read them I LOVE SHINOBU AS SHE IS BUT DO I WANNA GO TO HER HANGOUTS AGAIN AND PICK EVERY SINGLE ONE OF HER LINES FOR LORE IDT SO i kiss my love <33) tho ei is that kind of Fav more like that i can understand her flaws even if its unjustified and she can be a bit childish so i just. Look Away sometimes now that wanderer got his own solace and have a new life with nahida whos a way better caretaker/friend (i will Die for their dynamic), i still get a lil irritated of the asian mom memes she gets put in too. the lil hcs of her with xiao is very much the silly self indulgence i like and separates her and the shogun cus i still think she has her twin's influences!! just Bad at social cues (unperceives her first story quest tho. that is not the Bad At Social Cues or Living in general that im looking for they dumbed her down So Bad) ANYWAYS did u know i missed albedo's banner once and i spent a year mourning endlessly worse than xiao until his rerun and got lucky in 40 pulls if xiao is for lumine then albedo is for ME. kazuha my beloved wanderer i would put him in a burrito blanket but will also willingly throw him off the cliff for the fucking snarkiness he has. venti has an entirely special place in my heart like another category like i do for xiao and lumine and zhongli bc hes. idk!! i think hes a very Comfort guy to me that i look so far past his drunkard ehe flirty femboy common perception of him, which is how i got too passionate on that one unpublished too. hes not the Little Guy type of comfort hes the 'he has this indescribable feeling of closeness and comfort and warmth i want to have in someone that i will meet one day', and i could go On and On about the little things ive thought of him while at the same time i dont focus too much to dig his canon lore!! more like, i pick off the important ones for sure and can already see the core parts of who he is and stick there :((( <3 the major thing is that i love seeing him as a love-all typa guy with no preferences as a god of freedom and his vibes are just so. aspec. so aro so ace he Doesnt Care more than he cares for everyone. which is why the ships can Tick Me Off esp the most famous one!! LIKE JEEZ!!! anyway Again the guys i Find Cool and digging thru my brain 2 remember rn; diluc (my lil tall gentleman) kokomi (queen) dehya (i just dont like her exposed midriff design can u feel) jean (her and diluc kaeya as a trio is Such A Dynamic!! i love trios!!) klee (actually id die for her too for being the canon sib to albedo) qiqi (the same for being the Headcanon sib to xiao) alhaitham (asshole. also ive delved into analyzing a Little of his character and i like his sense of neutrality to some things) kaveh (his Fucking Existence being a funny spectacle + i only focus on his briefcase friend Mehrak) THERES PROLLY MORE BUT IM NOT SURE IF I CANT RMB
c) ppl say mondstadt feels very homey and since its the first region we're introduced to i can agree!! and its home to a Lot More Mystery regarding the traveler since its the least explored i still think about the upside down statue a lot. but i cant rlly say if i have a Certain favourite that doesnt tie to my favs than my personal taste (the chasm rlly ingrained a Permanent Influence on me regarding sentimentality of loss) so i cant rlly choose!! liyue's got my boy and his peepaw + chasm, inazuma is the start of Really Great World Quests despite how hard it is to thru the region in general + enkanomiya is so Pretty and such a concept, sumeru has the same reasons and the caves are Irritating before the underground layouts are finally integrated in their official interactive maps. i just like to explore!!
d) idt i have much expectations that doesnt feel Petty like the ongoing issue of hyv prioritizing aether as their poster boy that lumine barely has any official work EVEN as the abyss sibling, 'both twins canon travelers' my ass. i think i would very much like a trading system but i Can understand why that wont work profit-wise for hyv BUT BELIEVE ME NOW NY SOLE REASON FOR IT IS JUST ME NEEDING SWEET FLOWERS FOR MY SWEET DREAM ALMOND TOFU HOARDING. i need sugar so bad. i have 300+ in the making i can never reach 1k. i need another xiao-centric quest cus lantern rite doesnt rlly center him and the chasm was a cultural reset But I Get that chasm occuring once is exactly why ir should stay that way to be Infuential and not repetitve and def not abt xiao being hyv's favourite guy SO HOW ABT BRINGING ALBEDO LORE BACK THIS YEAR. nahida venti 2nd story quest when. i think they should buff the traveler so much they shouldnt be ranked B as any role of a team!!! it's kinda sad theyre fun At first in sumeru then not anymore. i think thats it atm!!
note to self swap to jp voices if you ever get xiao. just looked up the voice and OHHHHHHHHHHH MY GOD DO NOT BLAME YOU ONE BIT WHAT THE FUCK. WHAT THE FUCK. WHAT THE FUCK. suddenly i am down bad oh my GOD.
and with yelan nahida and zhongli oh my god i Love that for you so bad that sounds like such a funky little crew..........
CHASM CREW <33333 shinobu especially youre so real for that like ohhhh my god. oh my God. love her so bad. fully understand ei being the fave tbh and also understand the looking away, im so mad at how they handled her story quests and her writing she deserved SO much better but the concept at least is There to think about and build off of and i love that for her... HAVING HER TWIN'S INFLUENCES so fawking good god i LOVE that.
"if xiao is for lumine then albedo is for ME" THIS MADE ME CACKLE I LOVE THAT FOR YOUUUUUUUU albedo is so. my baby my babyyyyyyyy. kazuha is my everything his Snark is also my everything i love him so bad for it hes soooooooo.
and venti !!!!!! venti. on god venti gets done SO dirty SO frequently i fucking LOVE the way you talk about him like. "he has this indescribable feeling of closeness and comfort and warmth i want to have in someone that i will meet one day" HELLO ???????? FUCK YEAH. and the love-all super aroace vibes YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS idk man IF youre gonna make him all flirty. at least make it flirting as a form of banter/teasing/friendship and still super aroace on top of it likeeeee <- says girl who is super aroace and flirts so fucking much with her friends. um. oops. Anyways. DONT BLAME YOU ONE BIT FOR BEING TICKED OFF im gonna think about this forever now im obsessed.. venti aroace KING............ bc yeah no the little guy ehe flirty drunkard is so. mmmmmmmmmmmmm. he's a whole ass character with a whole ass personality and a god on top of it GIVE HIM SOME FUCKING CREDIT GIVE HIM SOME RESPECT CHARACTERIZE HIM BETTER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (sent the venti bit specifically to one of the besties while writing this and pls know that they were so excited and enthusiastic and think you are so very based like they already ready most of the asks/answers but this especially made them so <333 it made Both Of Us So <333333)
diluc <333 KOKOMIIIIII she just like me fr. like so different in a few ways but So Similar in so many others i have so much love and respect for her... the healing the jellyfish the pastel vibe the being held to impossible standards still doing her very best to live up to them wanting nothing more than a) to not have to deal with people but simultaneously b) to make everyone happy.... DEHYA IS SO GOOD and huge agree on the design like. okay. w/e. thanks mihoyo. JEAN DILUC KAEYA TRIO BEST EVER I LOVE THEMMMMMMMMMM jean <3333333333333 klee my best friend klee.... another of the besties is a HUGE klee fan and i love her sm because of it i know so little about her and yet i would do Anything for her ever. qiqi my Everything absolutely feel you there, ALHAITHAM AND KAVEH ARE BOTH. together and separately god they are so fucking stupid i adore them. YOU ARE SO VALID I CAN NEVER REMEMBER FAVES PROPERLY ITS SO DIFFICULT THERE ARE SO MANY AND THEY ARE ALL SO BELVOED
no because ive accepted that hoyo way prefers aether traveler lumine abyss sib but. the way there's just So Much More Aether Content Than Lumine Content. idk man IDK MAN......... fucked up. im coming to terms with it and i almost prefer it just bc it gives me more creative freedom with lumine characterization but also man. MAN. TRADING SYSTEM WOULD BE SO GOOD IN SO MANY WAYS ON GOD id kill for that shit. characters weapons materials mora w/e id LOVE that so bad. let me gather ridiculous amounts of resources for my friends itd be so fun....
would KILLLLLLLLLLLL for another xiao-centric quest holy shit ohhhhh my god. give me my boyRight Now. AND ALBEDO LORE AND SECOND STORY QUESTS FOR NAHIDA AND V ENTI SO FUCKING REAL !!!!!!!!!!!!! BUFFED TRAVELER EVEN MORE REAL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! even if the traveler was like. idk a fawking healer. but a good one. id kill for that if ur gonna make the traveler more support make the mthe Best SUpport Ever Please they are my everything i want them to be the bestest <3 as someone who protjects onto the traveler and loves healer roles i am definitely not biased at all. not even a little bit. smile
why do you have the best thoughts ever i love hearing All of this i am exploding as we speak. on the ground in a million little pieces. blowing away on the wind. landing in the sea. evaporating into thin air. eventually falling down as rain. repeat. sorry my brain is fried again i am about to take my silly little adhd meds crack my knuckles and Get To Work
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throwingupmyemotions · 1 year ago
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i want to train myself so bad to write here anytime and not just when i’m sad!!!!!!!! i like myself sm better when i’m happy but it’s like all the documentation i have of my thoughts is when i’m the worst version of myself. but omg that reminds me of smth i thought about before
so like whenever anyone is sad and they’re expressing their sadness out loud or crying, i get kinda irritated. not super irritated like angry, but more like mildly disgusted irritated. and like i would never tell anyone this out loud bc i genuinely love my friends and family sm and i want them to be comfortable in telling me how they feel and i want to be able to comfort them and be a safe space so i try as hard as i can to push the feeling away bc logically ik they’re not pathetic for sharing their emotions and if anything they’re strong for being able to do it, but like for some unknown reason (not rlly unknown i know exactly where this came from) i automatically invalidate their feelings in my head and think that the only reason they could be crying is bc they’re dramatic or trying to manipulate me.
and ok ik this sounds rlly bad and it is. it’s totally one of those things i would never ever admit to anyone ever. but it’s one of those things that made me realize “fake it ‘till u make it” works for everything except feelings. i think the only way to get rid of feelings is to acknowledge them and directly confront them, but idk how to confront this?? like ik what this is and i feel it myself too, anytime i show any kind of vulnerability even just to myself i feel so disgusted with myself. i just don’t know how i’m supposed to fix it yk. the logic all makes sense. my feelings can’t be wrong, whatever i’m feeling is what i’m feeling there’s no way for me to change that and there’s no reason to be ashamed of it. but like i still am???
ok maybe i should brainstorm solutions
here i go
- i could try to stop invalidating my own feelings when reading past entries and realize that how i was feeling at the time is how i was feeling and there’s nothing wrong with it
- i could stop seeing emotional vulnerability as a weakness
BUT SEE none of this will actually help, like yeah ik these things all make sense but what can i do to actually get my brain to believe it yk
and it’s hard when the rest of the world sees it this way yk. like even if i do start processing my emotions healthily, other ppl will see it as my getting weaker and it’ll only make it harder. like there’s not going to be any kind of rewarding response from me doing this so what’s the point? but ig the point is that by doing this i will also be able to understand other ppl even more and i can be someone who actually acknowledges and believes their feelings. and ik we need more of those kind of ppl in the world so maybe it’ll be easier if i focus on how it can help other ppl rather than just myself
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thebrainrotsreal · 7 months ago
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It truly will become the infinite post sdjksjdskd if you want to add more and respond on a brand new post just tag me so we can continue!!! I can admit it is getting,,, long. BUT IT'S SO EXCITING TO FLESH OUT THIS AU??? And do not worry take your time, I always wanna reply instantly but life smacks my hands away from the keyboard ugh. I would reply in nanoseconds if I could, but point being, you are all goodie my guy. ♡♡♡
✧✧ something i have always loved is the idea of a hero, or just a super-powered person, chilling in a way that would be weird to others. flash running around town, spider-man reading upside down, invincible floating around in boredom, you name it ✧✧
YES YES YES. I think about that too? Like how natural flying must feel to Mark, but how much it just reminds him of being an outlier? Like I wonder if he ever gets annoyed he can't fly in public, or tries to hover when no one's looking, or can't wait to get home and fly around lazily to enjoy himself, or even float while doing hw or thinking? Is there a point where it's so ingrained it responds to his emotions? Like hovering when nervous, shooting into the sky when caught off guard, ominously floating when angered. Hovering to soothe oneself if upset? Or feeling rlly comfy midair without any walls to confine himself?
Def believe when Wasp (easily) pisses him the fuck off he starts hovering menacingly before they maul each other. Wasp is usually floating, (he will float in public and if you try stopping him prepare for a fucking bite), + they're both petty and irritated enough to try being slightly higher in height over the other. (these mfs are the same height and hate it. "stop stealing my face" is a common argument, along with "ugly ass" "we HAVE THE SAME FACE" "I wear it better" fighting occurs.)
✧✧ add them being stuck in a cave together (there are other people inside there. the exits were blocked. it's unstable, so if they drill they way out, they will kill everyone inside. wasp doesn't care, but mark really fucking does, and he's technically the one in charge sooo) ✧✧
okay but mark being in charge is something he will leverage every chance he gets because "fuck you wasp" but also YES YES YES YES. this would be so fucking funny oh my god. I gotta imagine Wasp and Mark seriously ponder if a) "if we both pull hard enough, maybe our arm will break off and we'll be free of each other" "have you ever healed back from losing a limb?" "psh...no" "well I haven't either!" "...fuck, it let's try it." AND b) straight up tying to gnaw their arm off. Wasp wants to scream. He keeps trying to yank his hand away. Mark is trying to be Above That In Public but he does bite Wasp.
The power of mutual embarrassment and shared goals does get them to work together and i gotta imagine super villains just pale in horror like oh god, they can work together now?? But no, the next day Wasp throws a car at Mark which Mark instinctively swats away and then goes flying after it to prevent it from slamming into a building. Wasp cackles so hard it gets hit by a laser beam to the throat by some other bad guy.
✧✧ "it angers wasp too, because this asshole, who has literally no experience at all, can actually keep up with him. it's the worst. he hates it so much" ✧✧
YES YES YES YES! There's this palpable loneliness within both of them but knowing he of all people can keep up, can do what he does, what can or has felt what he does never drives Wasp up a wall, because both of them had already settled with the ache of isolation, only to be dragged kicking and screaming into someone who understands. But why you? why did it have to be you? please, i'd take anyone but you.
Bonus points if as they learn from each other (and refuse to comment on it, as if it never happened at all) other people innocently comment on their improvements and they hate it. Cecil remarks Mark handled something well and he looks like Cecil just told him his entire family got slaughtered.
✧✧ he doesn't even tell his friends, he tells everyone. it's on TV. people are debating whether it's true or if he's jst fucking w them (he does that a lot) ✧✧
Okay but Wasp fucking with any news coverage and everybody is so fucking real in my bones. He hates this and this life and everything, and if he can't kill you, he'll piss you off and mess with your head and get a rise outta you over something. Wasp accidentally saves someone, or lands on the scene and someone cries in relief, only for Wasp to smile wide and say some shit like "oh no, no, you think I'm gonna help you?" Mark smacks him upside the head before helping everyone escape as Wasp tackles the monster.
I gotta imagine if they tackle things separately, they are also allowing each other to do they want and like to do? Like Mark's focus on civilians means Wasp isn't fucking ordered or tortured into helping, and Wasp's bloody efficiency means Mark can devote his attention entirely to helping.
But back to the Big Reveal, it's Mark's own reaction that truly confirms it to be true, but he's beyond shaking with fury, it's a icy cold ire, a palpable hostility that drips off him in waves, as he hovers, quietly leaving whatever room he's in to go find Wasp. (He looks like Nolan in the last episode when he does it, silent and furious, dangerously calm and yet his patience is whittle down into nothing.)
✧✧ mark ignores everything and goes out to punch stuff and beat villains to clear his mind. wasp just straight up murders people. the thing that differentiates them is why they're doing it, to who, and to what extents ✧✧
YES YES YES. Mark and never talk about my emotions i will just channel them into "productive" violence that is arguably a bit self destructive since gets he beat up a lot VS having to confront he sees the exact thing in Wasp to a slightly different degree like a shy different hue but the exact same color. It makes him want to go and punch something. Kicked and dragged into self recognition and loathing.
Wasp sees the same thing. He hates but throws himself into smacking Mark into a nearby wall. So what? He's good at violence, he's incredible at it, it's what he's meant for, it's what he was born for, it's exactly what Dad recognized him for and he's not gonna let Mark ruin this with his unwavering disgusting guilt.
✧✧ also i could imagine that since wasp is Like That, at some point he has to drop comics because hey, destroying earth means to comic books. so seeing how far the comics he likes from his own dimension are getting in this other asshole's dimension is an Experience. (he so wants to take over this world) ✧✧
I WAS THINKING ABOUT THIS TOO! I think in a way Wasp fucking hates, there is a new begrudging possible admiration (???) to the world he actively destroyed. There's food he likes are always available, there's comics still going, new comics he likes, new shows and movies and the like. It makes him confront what he helped destroy and he hates confronting that he lost anything by siding with his Dad.
But Wasp being like nah, if not for these mfs (Mark, Cecil) I would've taken over this world yesterday is so funny to me. Imagine talking to Wasp and he, suddenly annoyed, mentions he would pull out your spine form your throat is you keep talking. He's dead serious. You're a little certain he can't, in the sense he shouldn't, but how fast would the whole whistle thing be to stop him? How fast would Mark be? Wasp keeping everyone on their toes and having the most casual disturbing threats to offer at a drop of a hat.
✧✧ rudy is the type of person to scientifically study his friends without their consent to figure out what the fuck is wrong with them ✧✧
NAH HE WOULD FR. Rudy has psychological profiles on all his friends he regularly updates like a diary, and he has one for himself too. He has enough awareness not to share these, but once he finds some theory to test best believe with all the subtlety he can muster he is trying it or digging for more information. He is fascinated by Wasp and Mark.
Like you said, Wasp hates this. "Who the fuck is this 9 year old and why can't I punt him into the atmosphere" type energy. This could mean Wasp does delight in, as you add, talking shit about Mark to Rudy. He will Ruin Mark's Character and Make Someone See What He Sees Within Mark.
Mark sees Wasp saying something to Rudy with utter confusion. "I thought you hated him." "I do." "Then why-" "Fuck you that's why." "Why do I even fucking bother-" "Fucking idiot, why do you-" "I swear to-" "What god? You gonna say god?" "Can you not-" and arguing and eventual fighting ensues.
Lowkey betting pool how long it takes for them to upset each other. Latest is 0.09 seconds and Wasp says that Mark, "breathes annoyingly." Mark tries to be more patient in front of company. He has a record 0.12 seconds because he, quote, "knew what Wasp was going to say". He does not elaborate.
imagine they're fighting a villain together. they usually do the "i kick him to you then you punch him in the face and send him flying" thing, but sometimes, when wasp is feeling silly, he'll be the Older Sibling TM and refuse to give the villain to markit's like two dogs fighting for a chew toy. mark gets the villain off wasp's hands but wasp immediatly tackles him to get him back. most crime doers now refuse to fight those two when they're together bc of the amount of nausea they feel afterwards
this is my new favorite thing ever oh my god. "WASP, GIVE HIM TO ME-" "TRY TO TAKE HIM FROM ME THEN, LOSER!" while the villain is like, "IM GONNA THROW UP--"
If you want super villain shenanigans to go down by 30-50% put Wasp and Mark on patrol. No one wants to be shaken like, you said, a chew toy by the twin terrors of heroism.
But oh my god, them teaming up can go rlly rlly well or a complete and utter disaster and no one can tell which gonna be. Disaster for who? Depends on who you ask.
Also the way they just fucking try to break each other's bones on a routine, regular basis to everyone's horror. Mfs got black eyes and missing teeth and bruises and they're like "Mark" or "Wasp"
ALSO THEIR HAIR RLLY IS SO ANNOYING TO DRAW THANK YOU FOR SAYING IT. I have a love/hate relationship with it. It's so appealing but an utter nightmare. What the fuck is that stupid hairline??? WHYYYYYY. If i draw for this AU, which i SO WANT TO, i will be sure to tag u >:D
Side note, I know Viltramites built diff (but I know don't know how diff), but imagine Wasp "don't tell me what the fuck to do" buying alcohol. Mf would be so emotional.
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EVIL MARK, EVIL MARK, EVIL MARK!!! I want to be coherent about this season but please picture me foaming at the mouth and running on the walls. S2 being what if Mark's just like his Dad? Insanity. I love this show. Anyways, AU where an Evil!Mark tries to make Our!Mark worse, and Our!Mark tries to make the other better. Something something confronting your idea of the worst version of oneself. Plus, tweaked black and yellow costume because I saw it and immediately went murder hornet lookin' ass and knew I had to draw it. Evil ass Mark. Horrible. I think he should be dragged kicking and screaming into redemption.
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winking · 7 years ago
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#not to self reflect#but the worst thing my parents have ever told me was...... this actually doesn't sound that bad but it's what affects me the most#when i would complain about being ugly or being sad especially when i was full depression mode#they would get rlly irritated and in a way i can understand them#so they would b like... ur not ugly ur so pretty#and i would cry more cause obv why would i beliebe my parents ofc they think i'm pretty?! and i'd point out things i don't like abt myself#but instead of idk being supportive they'd make me feel rlly guilty#like why do u hate ur life at least you have food and a roof above ur head#god made u like this don't question him#ur lucky he gave u arms and legs and sight#imagine if u didn't have that u would appreciate ur life more#:(( ha im crying.... it's just..... no offense but i understand that i'm fortunata to have all of that#but that doesn't make me feel any better ?#it just kinda belittles my feelings like i'm not valid because i have no reason to feel sad and that's just wrong#i cant control my mentality ? i can just say wow i'm pretty haha u guys r right ! now im gonna be happy for the rest of my life#i feel this way because of years of self doubt ....i can just suddenly change#and honestly my parents saying those things made me feel so bad#they don't kno any better i won't hate them for that#i know my mom offered to take me to therapy after a while cause she realized it was serious like.... my self esteem and just everything#i would get so anxious my hand would sweat like the entire day and my doctor also told me to talk to a psychologist#i never wanted to tho sigh#i'm so glad i'm studying psychology#i rlly want to me a psychologist and just b a good person overall if i ever become a parent i want my child to have a strong mindset and#i'll try to help them the right way
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m-ountainhermit · 3 years ago
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astro observations: one
just a heads up if something doesnt resonate w u you should take a look at your entire chart for further context.
🦋 mars in 2nd house people always being horny......... don’t even deny it honey
🦋 7th house stelliums don’t like to be alone in public. theyre fine with being by themselves provided it’s in a private setting but if in public it makes them feel exposed + vulnerable. this is actually rlly uncomfortable for them
🦋 scorpio venuses somehow always have clean bedsheets and they get easily irritated when their room environment is disrupted/ disorderly
🦋 juno in 1st house legitimately feels incomplete without a partner. theyll wait for the proper person tho. these people are hella patient deep down even with an abundance of air/fire placements
🦋 my pals w lilith in 7th house 🤝 being unable to reveal the deepest parts of urself even to your closest friends/ family altho u want to so badly sometimes. vulnerability strikes raw for u guys even more than most
🦋 cancer moons so intuitively process what they themselves are feeling that they’re kinda shit when it comes to articulating their thoughts to comfort other people. watch them stare at u for 10 hours before saying 1️⃣ sentence that’s supposed to be loaded w meaning but actually doesn’t align with the other person’s emotional processes
🦋 people w some-a lot of scorpio/ capricorn placements love ballads. they also have similar music taste (ok this is a stretch but i’ve noticed they are suckers for distinctive melodies w strong percussion or indie pop that u can groove to)
🦋 air sun w earth moon 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩 earth sun w fire moon. conversations are so so easy with them and they understand each other intuitively. think lots of laughing moments and meaningful eye contact
🦋 uranus in 1st house people: stop w that self-defeating and “ugh why am i like this i hate myself” attitude y’all KNOW you are talented talented people. but also how does it feel to concurrently have a lowk god complex 🙄 jk i luv u guys
🦋 virgo stelliums have this habit of repeating a point in 5000 different ways until u agree with what they say. also when they ask u a question they’re not actually asking for ur opinion they’re asking you to validate theirs so just tell them what they want to hear LMAO it’ll save a lot of time. but fr tho virgo stelliums calculate every single possibility before doing anything w it, so they’re usually right.
🦋 moon in 6th house people try to convince themselves they don’t need anyone but they do. tell themselves they don’t give a shit about people but would give their closest friends an arm and leg in 0.1s, no questions asked. epitome of bitch face but soft insides actually
ok das it i wrote this v sleep deprived so if this is wildly inaccurate.......... anw hope everyone reading this enjoyed it <3 it’s placement specific so i’ll try to do a broader one next time
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fairestwriting · 3 years ago
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This is my first time requesting so I hope i don't mess up :') . Can I request the dorm leaders (anyone you want or comfortable with rlly) visits MC's world cuz they're interested/curious/etc. since there is some difference between their world and MC's. How would they react to our world? I hope I don't confuse you much with this request since I never do this lol. I understand if you ignore this if it doesn't follow any of the rules. Aside that- I hope you're doing good and taking yourself! Luv u
its all good! you didnt do anythin wrong. and thanks so much, i hope youre doing well too anon n__n<3
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Riddle Rosehearts
Riddle feels like a shy kid, coming to your world. All that backbone he has when scolding his dorm members is just gone -- And all because he's just... painfully aware he doesn't know the cultural customs, so he's genuinely afraid to do something wrong.
He loosens up a bit as he learns, watching others, but still keeps trying very hard to be polite. He wants to give off a good impression! Especially if you're introducing him to people you know...
He's mostly passive, just taking in whatever information you decide to give him, sometimes questioning here and there about how certain things work without magic, but mostly, he's just putting on effort to not be a troublesome visitor.
Leona Kingscholar
He's still low energy as always, he's never been very curious about your world, honestly. Maybe one or two things have sparked his interest, but in general, he just feels meh about it.
That opinion changes when he realizes how out of place he is, being a beastman, and you ask him to wear some kind of hat and hide his tail. Now he feels awkward about it too, and that means he gets irritable.
If Riddle is trying to not be a troublesome visitor, then Leona is trying to be that troublesome visitor. He's just annoyed that he needs to hide like this, his usual grumpiness turned up to eleven. You bicker through the entire visit, but that aside, he adjusts to Earth habits rather easily? And if you manage to catch his interest with something, his mood improves considerably.
Azul Ashengrotto
Similar to Riddle in that he's worried about coming off as maladjusted, but he doesn't show that nearly as much. Azul lets you lead the way and takes mental notes on everything, making sure the image he shows your world is a good one.
He's interested in learning the differences between Earth and Twisted Wonderland, but in that business-minded way of his. He wants to know if you have any new strategies he could mimic, so whenever you visit some sort of establishment, Azul's brain is just going a mile a minute, wondering how he can do something like that when he gets back home.
Introducing him to people you know is... not the best decision. He'll be polite to them, but he's also always looking for more profit, and being the only one who's capable of magic in a magicless way... he's gonna try to rope your friends into some contracts, so watch out.
Kalim Al-Asim
You're expecting this but, well, Kalim is very excited. He's bouncing around in excitement, everything looks so new and interesting to him, even if it isn't that different from what he knows in Twisted Wonderland!
Asks you all sorts of questions about everything, pretty much, but he focuses a lot on what you probably think is very unimportant stuff. Like, he wants to know if your carpets can move on their own too, he gets very invested in how you do certain things without magic.
Also wants to see how you have fun and hang out with others in your world! Kalim will beg and plead to meet all your friends, and then to bring them all over to Twisted Wonderland one day, so he can throw them a big party!
Vil Schoenheit
Asks you questions about your world before letting you take him there, but in the way someone would research about a place they're vacationing to. He wants to have a good idea of how he should act before doing anything, just so he doesn't make a fool of himself.
Treats it like a vacation to another country, in general. He's done it before, so he adjusts rather well. He'll mostly let you lead the way when it comes to what you're doing, but if he finds something that piques his interest, he'll ask you to show it to him too.
Actually finds all the differences and similarities in culture interesting and ends up having a good time. He's decently used to not relying on magic too much, so the lack of it doesn't bother him much. Though he's still as picky and judgemental as ever, not afraid of telling you when he thinks something is just bad.
Idia Shroud
Terrified. Genuinely. You've probably had quite the argument about bringing Idia to your world, he keeps going on about how he'll stand out so much with the flaming blue hair, and that's what holds back his visit the most, really.
If you manage to drag him there, he won't be too keen on leaving the house, but that's just regular Idia. He's still curious about things, though, so if you want to stay home and show him things through the internet or something, he's open to it.
You should take him to some sort of anime convetion! He might argue against it at first because of how inhuman he looks, but once you remind him that cosplayers exist, you manage to convince him. He'll actually have fun, learning about how otaku culture is like in your world, and you two will probably have a lot to binge watch together when you get home.
Malleus Draconia
Another one with an appearence problem... Malleus is open to visiting your world, sure, but shouldn't he do something about the horns? You end up settling on using some magic to hide them, and you're stuck with horn-less Malleus for a couple days. A strange sight.
He wants to see whatever you want to show him, his curiosity being very general. Though he can't lie he leans towards things that have some sort of personal connection to you the most, like the places you played at as a child, or where you hang out with your friends.
Anywhere you take him will feel entertaining to Malleus, being so unusual to him. From museums to your favorite ice cream shops, he wants to see them all! Speaking of ice cream specifically, though, he'll be very impressed with the variety you have around, it's nothing like what he gets back at the Valley of Thorns.
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mysunnylemonade · 3 years ago
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insecurities | lee jeno
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↳ pairing: lee jeno (nct) x fem!reader
↳ genre: slight angst, mostly fluff & suggestive but only if u squint rlly hard
↳ word count: 1482
↳ warning: reader being insecure about her looks i guess?? (love urself ppl yall beautiful <3)
song recommendation: met a girl by tarune
Hate was a strong word, but you felt it was appropriate to say that you absolutely hated nights like the one you were having on this particular day. Standing half-naked in front of the full-body mirror situated in the corner of your shared bedroom, your eyes swept over your body once more. You despised the way your gaze lingered on the stretch marks that tainted your skin.
Wallowing in self-pity and stressing over your physical flaws wasn't exactly a standard routine for you, especially when Jeno was around. But your boyfriend wouldn't be back until late at night, having texted you he had something to do that would require him to stay at the studio longer than usual.
You turned to the side, pressing your palm over your stomach, rubbing up and down as if it would magically flatten your abdomen. Nothing happened, of course, leaving you feeling sick and fed up with the thoughts you were having.
You wiped the tears accumulating in your eyes, not allowing it to trickle down your cheeks. You could see your boyfriend's face in your mind and briefly wondered whether you were truly good enough for him. You didn't blame your insecurities on him, never. Your boyfriend was nothing but loving, and he showered you with gifts just as much as he showered you with loving words, but there were times when it was remarkably hard to believe his kind words.
You wished you could miraculously switch off your mind and climb out of this self-loathing pit you had willingly put yourself into. It was your fault, you would admit that. If you hadn't decided to strip into your underwear and scrutinise yourself in the mirror then maybe you would've been in the dining room enjoying the dinner you had made by now.
As you were stepping closer to the mirror to get a better lock at your face, you heard the turning of a key in a lock before the front door was pushed open. The realisation that Jeno had come home much earlier than you expected kept you paralysed on the spot. It wasn't until you heard the front door shutting that you were finally able to move, hastily wiping the tears from your reddened eyes and shrugging on the robe you had carelessly tossed onto the bed.
You heard him call for your name but you didn't respond, scurrying into the bathroom to wash your face in hopes of being able to get rid of any evidence that you had been crying. Jeno couldn't know. You weren't going to drag him into your mess.
You cursed to yourself as you studied your reflection in the bathroom mirror. Your cheeks and nose were flushed, and your eyes were unmistakably bloodshot. There was no way Jeno wouldn't notice.
"Baby, you in here?" Jeno called out from the entrance of the bedroom. You heard shuffling as he took off his jacket. When he spoke again, his voice was dangerously close to the bathroom, and you immediately faked a smile. "Hey, why haven't you eaten dinner yet? Were you waiting for me?"
Turning your head, you were met with your boyfriend's figure standing in the bathroom doorway. It tugged your heart to see him look so beautiful, even after a whole day of working. You just couldn't understand why he had chosen you. Why hadn't he picked someone with less baggage and imperfections?
You watched as his small smile transformed into a frown. Without any hesitation, he stepped forward to grab your hand. "Hey, have you been crying? What's wrong?"
You forced a quiet chuckle. "I was watching this new romance movie that just released." You watched his face closely, swallowing when you saw that his worried expression hadn't dissipated at all. "Have you eaten dinner yet? Go shower and come eat dinner with me."
You squeezed his hand assuringly once more before walking past him to give him some privacy in the bathroom. "Were you really just watching a movie? You look like you've been crying for hours."
You plopped onto the bed with a huff and looked up to see Jeno had walked out of the bathroom and was slowly approaching your sitting form. "Babe, we've been dating long enough for you to know I'm sensitive when it comes to tragic endings."
He stood in front of you, cupping your cheeks in his hand to tilt your head up. "Yeah, and I also know my girlfriend enough to know whenever she's lying."
You managed to smile and shake your head as he pressed his thumbs to caress the irritated skin underneath your puffy eyes. "Jeno, I'm okay."
Leaning down, he pressed his forehead against yours, causing your noses to brush. The both of you stayed like that for a few more seconds, and you welcomed the distraction. You wanted to forget the cause of your previous breakdown and Jeno's presence was helping tremendously.
Feeling the gentle brush of his lips against yours, you gasped, hands flying to grasp his arms. "Jeno," you breathed, pulling away slightly to look into his eyes. They were dark, wild, so lovely.
"Tell me," he muttered softly.
Unable to look into his eyes as you confessed, you looked down at your lap. "I'm sorry," you began. "It's just so stupid. You're the best boyfriend there is, you treat me so well, and you're just so beautiful, Jeno, and I don't know how to... compete with that."
Once again, he forced your head up so he could look into his eyes. "Baby, we're not competing for anything. What are you trying to say?"
"I just can't understand why you're still with me. I'm so flawed, and you can settle for someone who's so much more good looking, someone who can give you so much more than I can."
Jeno's face remained expressionless as he gazed down at you, but you could tell the gears in his head were all turning. His silence worried you so you shifted in your seat awkwardly.
He seemed to notice your slight movement and finally snapped out of his train of thoughts. "Wait, you're not messing with me, right?"
Groaning, you tried to stand up, but he held your waist before you could walk away. "Okay, I know it's stupid. Can we just forget about it? Please?"
His eyes widened and he pulled you closer to him until there was no space left in between the two of you. "No, no, this is far from stupid. If you feel this way, it means I haven't done a good job at being your boyfriend. I'm supposed to be making you feel loved, but—"
"No! You've been a perfect boyfriend, you're perfect. It's not your fault, seriously, it's mine."
"If this is about the way you look, then I'll have to disagree and say that it's not your fault. Everything you consider imperfections or flaws, they're a part of you, and I fell in love with that a long time ago, and I'm not falling out of love anytime soon."
"I'm sorry for being so insecure. I just... I feel like you deserve better."
His lips broke out into a soft yet wistful smile. "You're not in any position to tell me what I deserve and don't baby," he mumbled lightheartedly. "Being with you was a choice that I made, loving you is something that I choose to do until now. All these choices that I made are all choices that I made deliberately, not because I'm forced to."
Unable to say anything else, your tears began to blur your visions once again, but this time it was because you were thankful. You felt so blessed that out of all of the people in the world, you ended up with Lee Jeno—a boy whose smile shone as bright as the sun and whose heart was beautiful and kind. "I love you so much," you managed to splutter out.
Sensing the oncoming tears, Jeno bent his knees a little so that he was eye-level with you. "Hey, don't cry, I love you too," he spoke, his smile now reaching his eyes, turning them into the little crescent moon that you adored so much. "You make me happy, and that's more than enough for me. Is that enough for you?"
You nodded. "All I ever want is for you to be happy, Jeno."
He visibly relaxed at this, and gone was the solemn atmosphere that once lingered in the air. "That's settled then. You're not getting rid of me that easily because you want me happy and I'm the happiest when I'm with you. So, will you lie down on the bed for me now?"
Tilting your head, you furrowed your eyebrows in confusion. "Why?"
"I still need to show you how beautiful you are to me and I don't think words are gonna cut it."
"Lee Jeno!"
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