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I am not immune to giant ditzy eldritch goddess
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#oc x canon#Azathoth#sucker for love#mochadoodles#free gender affirming surgery and a giant gf???#they won im afraid#i havent named this oc yet…#but she/they pronouns pls#cw body horror#sucker for love oc#btw azathoth is like the greatest of the gods i think#i think shes kinda silly#perhaps she got too silly#thats why the elder gods reduced her iq 😭#oc - lamont#NAMED!!!#oc
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woagh look at that
+ the base sketch!
#cotl#cult of the lamb#narilamb#cotl lamb#cotl narinder#the demons won!#also self appointed exposure therapy is going amazing#that or maybe it was that i realized the reason im so afraid of drawing persons beign close mayyyyy be bc im severely touch starved#but who knows lmao#anyway you can still see the sketch behind the drawing!#wanted to experiment a little since i didnt visualize it fully colored or anything#had fun using the shadow that was casted when i took the photo#final note: i am ASHAMED that my line work game is 1000 times better when i draw w my finger
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this is a shoutout to all my mutuals and followers who are not interested in wicked and yet continue to follow me as i log in every day to blog about ariana grandes left dimple or whatever the fuck. braver than any us marine etc
#this phase is stronger than i thought. the autism has won im afraid#extra soecial shoutout to moots from homestuck days#which are never over btw. u never know whats gonna happen in my twisted mind next
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as a true geto hater it brings me immense joy to remember that he got packed up by a suicidal anxious loser w/ the power of true love who hadn't even learned his own cursed technique yet and had been studying jujutsu for less than a year
#honestly getting packed up by yuuta pre or post-ct is so embarrassing bc u let a 5'9 loser boy put you in the ground? GET REAL#this isn't yuuta slander btw its just like. he's such a loser its unfathomable to me yk. like i love him so bad his scary dog privileges#are gone. like wdym the greatest kindest most anxious dude of all time killed you? you sound like the boy who cried wolf#was he even 5'9 in jjk 0 he honestly looked about 5'7 at best#how i feel when i see yuuta win a fight is how i feel when i see naruto win a fight yk#like that's my man ofc he won but also ... thats my man and i know him so how did u lose lol get ratioed#like either (a) how bad did u fumble or (b) what did u do to piss him off damn#anyway real talk why was geto a special grade... seems like gege was glazing to me imo#like we were just supposed to accept that eating curses and controlling them is special grade activity like.... ok.........#fraud watch for life im afraid
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maybe connor does deserve hit a few guys and get away with things he shouldnt. have we ever considered that
#precedent says hes going to get 4 games unfortunately but like. why wasnt garland called what on earth reason did 57 have to crosscheck bo#bouch likeeee#messyass game but leon defending connor IM#IKTRRRRRR#um. i am afraid of the suspension but literally whatever let him go apeshit ***** and ******* won a cup dirty sl#oilers lb#also garland keeping him down bc he knew connor had a chance lf tying it and then van would lose in OT like okayy kinda giving insecure ther
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I'VE ONLY NOW NOTICED THEY SHOWED PEEM'S PAINTING WITH THE ROSES ADDED TO IT IN THE PREVIEW FOR NEXT EPISODE FUCK
#HOW DID I COMPLETELY MISS IT ALL THE OTHER 936485384 TIMES I'VE WATCHED THE PREVIEW#OKAY OKAY OKAY SO#i've been thinking that they would become officially boyfriends in the very last episode after peem won the art gallery with the painting#and phum saw the roses peem added to it#but if phum sees the painting next episode#MMMHMMMMM#i just wish we could avoid the 'get together just to break up the next episode for dumb reasons' plotline but im afraid we're getting that#sigh#at least i hope we're getting peem doing phum's portrait#we are the series#phumpeem#m: txt
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hi. the fact that my father sent me this unprompted is insane to me. but i want others to see it and to know we aren't alone.
#like. i know i mentioned way back during like. the 2016 elections i think. that i was scared about the results of it.#and at that time both of my parents sort of shrugged it off or basically told me that i was being dramatic#and that biting bad would REALLY come of it if he won and i was 14 so there was genuinely nothing i could do back then#but bc of how they reacted to me voicing my fears back then i don't think I've ever really told them again#how terrifying each election has been for me#so to see that my dad KNOWS that i am upset and afraid enough that he sent me this message without me having said anything?#while i had been actively texting my mom/sister earlier in the day about other things?#i love him. i told him again for the first time in 8 years that im scared.#but we'll get through this one way or another. holding hands and lifting each other up and building ourselves up.#we are in this together.#us politics#election#shh ac
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every so often i will see a post from a leftist on this website that is so egregiously ableist that i remember that like. oh yeah the userbase of leftists on this website is violently anti-disabled people and will jump at any chance to demonize any of us for any reason. i just forget that fact because i'm extremely dedicated to curating my space
i'm paraphrasing here but i saw a post that said, "every time i see an American [disabled person] mention being scared about the election because they're afraid of losing their benefits i have to laugh. anybody who wants blood-soaked money from the US government deserves to starve" which. like. goodness that's a lot to unpack. i think we should burn the whole suitcase instead !
#i inserted [disabled person] because they used a fucking slur instead and i didn't want that in my post#like i feel like there should be room for disabled people like me whose lives literally entirely depend on accessing said >#> extremely limited benefits in conversations about whether voting in this election makes you complicit in genocide#which like! i do understand. i do. it's nauseating to think about what this shit ass country is doing. it's horrific. i do not blame anyone#> for not wanting to be a part of that. *and* i am also terrified for my own life because i remember the first time trump won it suddenly >#> became IMPOSSIBLE for ANYONE to get on benefits. EVER. and so many disabled ppl i know went to renew benefits theyd had for decades >#> just to be denied. one of whom was a below-the-neck paraplegic. he died because he lost those benefits!!! because trump won#i really do understand why people dont feel right voting for harris. or why they don't vote at all. i truly do. but holy shit i am so scare#and yes! i am aware that people in palestine and gaza are suffering so much worse. and i wish i could change that#but every single person in power in the US is pro-israel and eagerly drinking the anti-palestine kool-aid. no matter who wins >#> things will not change in that part of the world. and it is infuriating. when the revolution comes this will change. but it hasnt.#the revolution will not save me as a physically disabled person. it will not save any of us. we do not matter to leftists. i am sorry but >#> this is the one thing i have learned after being in leftist spaces for over 10 years. and posts like the one i mentioned prove it#so i am very sorry. i really am. for being physically disabled. but i cannot survive another 4 years relying on my parents for everything#if trump wins i will be killing myself. this is a promise. i cannot do that again#i know it makes me a bad person to be afraid that harris will lose. but people on the left already think i'm a bad person for being disable#i want the genocide to stop. i absolutely do. i also want to survive. i am terrified that the US leftists will sacrifice disabled people#like me so they can feel good about being put in a real life trolley situation#again. im sorry. im so fucking sorry. i wish i was a better person. i wish i was able to give more. i know that if i was just a good#person i would be able to have a job and give to every palestinian gofundme on my dash. i would be able to do more than my daily clicks >#> and reaching out and calling representatives that don't care. if i was a good person i would be able to convince my parents that z*onism>#is deeply fucking racist. and that israel is wildly racist and killing palestinians for fun. if i was a good person i would be able to make#>them leftists too. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry im not good enough. im sorry that im scared. im so scared and it's not right for me to be#when so much worse is going on because of this countrys bloodlust. im sorry that im benefiting from being born here i dont want to be#im sorry for not having any other options. if i was a good person i know i would have them. im sorry. god im sorry im so fucking sorry
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Me and the robot wife if I’m being completely honest
#mochadoodles#reverse 1999#Lucy#reverse 1999 Lucy#Medicine Pocket#medpoc girlkissing collection#lucypocket#losing the idgaf war#this is literally Lucy’s PV im afraid#reverse 1999 fanart#guess who took her keys#she won the battle but the war is still on#gynoid
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#buzgie ❁#op has me blocked#if the intrusive thoughts won I would be a bisexual serial pedophilic rapist#for some reason sexuality anxiety is a really common thing for me i have to check if im into men/kids semi frequently#its not that im afraid of being gay i was born lesbian#i think all the time i spent in radfem servers didnt help though#sure im TECHNICALLY bi if you count voice trained femboys on hrt that pass as women#please do let me know when those start walking around outside in any significant numbers
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Me: (has never understood the appeal of reader x character fanfiction)
Jing Yuan: Hi
Me:
Me:....
Me: (sighs) well, fuck. (Opens Tumblr)
#honkai star rail#honkai starrail#jing yuan#reader x jing yuan#no i have not checked ao3 yet i am too afraid#see i started this game because of himeko#then Kafka#and like i don't prefer men most of the time#because ✨women✨😳#but omg does this man have a hold on me#i wish he was real so i could date him#im so glad i won the 50/50 and got him
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i just know aaron minyard was applying for hella concessions.
#look mr minyard i know you were on trial and your teammate was kidnapped and#the mafia got involved and you won nationals but#this report is worth 100% of your grade and im afraid if you can’t complete it you’ll need to retake ochem next semester-#aaron minyard#aftg#all for the game
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gonna watch mcmg matches and then fall asleep, gnight guys
#im so scared to share my opinions on here rn im afraid im gonna be getting death threats tmrw bc im happy jey won 😭😭#punkoween yaps
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#i was so proud yesterday to have managed my panic attack on my own.#i thought i also had managed to do the right thing but turns out it wasn't the best thing i could have done.#today is trying to get rid of the feeling that life is.#im afraid of going home because i feel like i have stepped back so much. that im a weight. that it's annoying that people have to bear wit#all that of me#im sorry... im sorry. i don't have more answers. sometimes someone tell you they have a bad day and you ask them why and your friend will#just tell you. ''idk. im sad today and depressed''. and it's just that. i think. is it justme?#i feel like such a waste#i thought i had had a good breakthrough w my psychiatrist; trying to go with that sensitivity. but turns out im still. it doesnt change the#fact that its stupid and beyond understanding. sigh.#my life is not running away my life is not running away. it feels like it but it doesnt. this too shall pass this too shall pass#stuff that's been built won"t just waste away. everyone has something going on it's called life#i know i have to tell myself it's all in my head. and i am. but. but. but. im still scared#(therapist voice: what purpose is this fear serving? loved one being angry or annoyed at me. are they? it seems like it.) (i am loved this#oo shall pass)#(mantra)#dni dnid dni
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shoutout to my sportsbar that hung the argentina flag next to the panthers flag 1 day before copa america started
#txt#fantastic year to be argetinian and also a cats fan like wow#this is for me? this is for me!#crying REAL tears man i love sports#also they both won here. HERE.#im afraid the ego i will get from this will never deflate#copa america posting
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funny how if you listen to a mid song without thinking abt it then it will suck but if you listen to a mid song while thinking about your favourite CHARACATer. holy shit.
#chat im tired#yes and? by arianna grande without thinking is mid okay#but if you think about hyoma chigiri who went to rakosute technically high school for his career bc he won nationals already and he was#amazinf but then his right acl tore and he was so afraid of the him that thought he could be the best in the world would disappear bc he ca#t do what hes passionate about so he didnt try at soccer when he made it into blue lock so he was just biding his time but then he saw how#mazing isagi was and it reminded chigiri about young him and it made him so fired up and now hes amazing and i love him and hes my favourit#if you think about that while listening to yes and then its good
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