#they were in my heart this week
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#I donāt know#they were in my heart this week#sanegiyuu#demon slayer#kny#sanemi shinazugawa#giyuu tomioka#Giyuu#Sanemi#also donāt ask where they are idk
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I was meeting a client at a famous museumās lounge for lunch (fancy, I know) and had an hour to kill afterwards so I joined the first random docent tour I could find. The woman who took us around was a great-grandmother from the Bronx āback when that was nothing to brag aboutā and she was doing a talk on alternative mediums within art.
What I thought that meant: telling us about unique sculpture materials and paint mixtures.
What that actually meant: an 84yo woman gingerly holding a beautifully beaded and embroidered dress (apparently from Ukraine and at least 200 years old) and, with tears in her eyes, showing how each individual thread was spun by hand and weaved into place on a cottage floor loom, with bright blue silk embroidery thread and hand-blown beads intricately piercing the work of other labor for days upon days, as the labor of a dozen talented people came together to make something so beautiful for a village girlās wedding day.
What it also meant: in 1948, a young girl lived in a cramped tenement-like third floor apartment in Manhattan, with a father who had just joined them after not having been allowed to escape through Poland with his pregnant wife nine years earlier. She sits in her fatherās lap and watches with wide, quiet eyes as her motherās deft hands fly across fabric with bright blue silk thread (echoing hands from over a century years earlier). Thread that her mother had salvaged from white embroidery scraps at the tailorās shop where she worked and spent the last few days carefully dying in the kitchen sink and drying on the roof.
The dress is in the traditional Hungarian fashion and is folded across her motherās lap: her mother doesnāt had a pattern, but she doesnāt need one to make her daughterās dress for the fifth grade dance. The dress would end up differing significantly from the pure white, petticoated first communion dresses worn by her daughterās majority-Catholic classmates, but the young girl would love it all the more for its uniqueness and bright blue thread.
And now, that same young girl (and maybe also the villager from 19th century Ukraine) stands in front of us, trying not to clutch the old fabric too hard as her voice shakes with the emotion of all the love and humanity that is poured into the labor of art. The village girl and the girl in the Bronx were very different people: different centuries, different religions, different ages, and different continents. But the love in the stitches and beads on their dresses was the same. And she tells us that when we look at the labor of art, we donāt just see the work to create that piece - we see the labor of our own creations and the creations of others for us, and the value in something so seemingly frivolous.
But, maybe more importantly, she says that we only admire this piece in a museum because it happened to survive the love of the wearer and those who owned it afterwards, but there have been quite literally billions of small, quiet works of art in billions of small, quiet homes all over the world, for millennia. That your grandmotherās quilt is used as a picnic blanket just as Van Goghās works hung in his poor friendsā hallways. That your fatherās hand-painted model plane sets are displayed in your parentsā livingroom as Grecian vases are displayed in museums. That your older sisterās engineering drawings in a steady, fine-lined hand are akin to Da Vinciās scribbles of flying machines.
I donāt think thereās any dramatic conclusions to be drawn from these thoughts - theyāve been echoed by thousands of other people across the centuries. However, if you ever feel bad for spending all of your time sewing, knitting, drawing, building lego sets, or whatever else - especially if you feel like you have to somehow monetize or show off your work online to justify your labor - please know that thereās an 84yo museum docent in the Bronx who would cry simply at the thought of you spending so much effort to quietly create something thatās beautiful to you.
#shut up e#long post#Saturday thoughts#this has been in my drafts for a week haha#also this is the heart of why AI art feels so wrong#forget the discussion of copyright and theft etc - even if models were only trained on public domain they would still feel very wrong#because theyāre not art. art is the labor of creation#even commercial art and art commissioned by the popes and kings of history: there is humanity in the labor of it#unrelated: I did not know living in the Bronx was now something to brag about. How the fuck do yāall New Yorkers afford this city???
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nobody can stop me from chewing on concept art like a wild animal
#deltarune#queen#art#doodles#swatch#i do actually like her with earrings#the eyes were cursed though. put those away ma'am#i did not need to draw swatch but i wanted to :) birde#i have had a Rough fucking week but at least i got to see my wife. or i guess ex wife. she's everyone's ex wife after all#she is my wife in my heart
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Good morning, Sleepyhead.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#'WWX was asleep for 4 days' is an incorrect factoid.#The average WWX sleeps for 8 hours. The PD-MDZS WWX who was asleep for 40 comics and 4 months is an outlier.#We are back to present day! I have missed drawing them!#Ah...the contrast between how the flashback ended (cold and distrustful) to how wwx wakes up (warm and watched over)...#The gap between the past and present is very important. Not just in this story but in our lives too.#The past can still hurt and it doesn't just go away with time as some say. It is the power of realizing that things have changed.#We can't get the good back. The bad memories have concluded. Those live somewhere else now.#It is hard to realize that you have to live for today and tomorrow. The past is so loud.#For WWX it is realizing that despite the mistrust in the past - He really does have faith that LWJ will be there for him.#It is the reflection of knowing that you changed and will keep changing and that change is good and kind sometimes.#But more importantly...and this I really do mean with all my heart:#It will all end up okay in the end. Even after the worst day. The most painful losses. You will get through it.#What feels like a breaking point is truthfully just another step you have to take. You'll get through it even though it feels like the end.#There are wonderful things you have yet to see. Friends you have yet to meet.#Even if it hurts so badly...one day it just aches. Someday you'll go a few weeks not remembering that it ever hurt.#Oh and because my izutsumi comic revealed many people were in need of hearing this:#You are loved. Right now. You are so loved right now. We just forget to tell each other that.#Go tell the people you love that they matter to you. I'm assigning you homework!!! You are graded on completion.
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OWEN WILSON and TOM HIDDLESTON behind the scenes of LOKI S2
#owen wilson#tom hiddleston#lokius#loki#mcuedit#lokiedit#marveledit#loki spoilers#if owen didn't already have my heart the fist bump fakeout would've sealed the deal lmao#god he's so š„ŗš„ŗ#and the two of them truly have the most incredible chemistry i'll ever see?? can't believe how lucky we were to have experienced this show#love how the universe saw i needed thanksgiving plans and dropped the assembled ep a week early so just another reason to love life šš„°#loki s2 spoilers#marvel#owenwilsonedit#dianagifs
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day 2: cooking together
won't you come over? they'd love to have you for dinner...
#this is the only day i'm doing!! i'm already late enough as it is and this was my only wip that fit the prompts šš ;;#love seeing everyone else's radiostatic week art though!! š#the hearts on the wall were intentional š«¶
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āIt kinda feels personal.ā | for @catws-anniversary ā”
#happy day 2 of catws anniversary weekš¤ catws on š#catws10#steve rogers#steverogersedit#brock rumlow#brockrumlowedit#marveledit#marvelgifs#mcuedit#mcuchallenge#capedit#dailymarvelgifs#mcufam#marveladdicts#marvellegends#rumrogers#shieldbones#gif*#edit*#*#for a few seconds when rumlow calls him 'big guy' steve literally isn't even poised like he's about to fight#his hackles are up but his arms are down at his sides like he honestly thinks rumlow is going to say something to him worth hearing#that breaks my heart because he must have thought rumlow was his friend or at least that they were on the same team#come to find out rumlow is the enemy steve already died fighting once and now he tells him to his face it isn't personal#like?? isn't it??#'it kinda feels personal' is such a badass line especially the way chris delivered it but š#tbh i believe that rumlow believes it isn't personal as in they have to get rid of captain america which is ideological not personal#when rollins asked if steve wore a parachute the way rumlow said 'no he wasn't' makes me think he was actually fond of him#but in a 'if only you were hydra' way
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A little kandreil doodle dump. Offloading my obsession to you.
#my art#aftg#all for the game#the foxhole court#tfc#tsc#the sunshine court#trc#tkm#the kings men#kandreil#andriel#kandrew#idk what the ship name for Kevin and Neil is#ummm#keneil#kevineil#keil#those r my three guesses#kevin day#andrew minyard#neil josten#if you like these pls reblog#tried to make this a little doodle thing and accidentally poured like my heart into it#so#also DONT WORRY#Kevin is ok#he only has to take like a week off of playing#in the fiction of this drawing#if u were. curious
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Lullaby <3
#one day Iāll learn to draw feet/shoes lmao#anyways theyāve been killing me the last few weeks#I canāt think about them and be normal I have to pick one#Kai RAISED her guysā¦. they were both so LITTLE#when Nya said my brother was always my hero#god. what if my heart shattered into one billion pieces#now imagine this is after a game of countershot#theyāre eepy!!! theyāve been running around!!#ninjago#my art#lego ninjago#dragons rising#ninjago Kai#ninjago nya#Nya jiang#Kai Jiang#ninjago fanart#the scars are just burns amassed over time as Kai tries to figure out blacksmithing with literally no guidance#he was like five. rip girl
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happy 8th anniversary splatoon, look at how much youāve grown!
#splatoon#agent 3#captain 3#ohhh im emotional ohhhhh#splat1 came out right as i got out of middle school and now im gonna graduate college in like a week!#how time flies... this series is very very very near and dear to my heart#i wish the servers were still up...#my art
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May I offer you a hastily drawn picture to wish you a good get-through-the-week? :3
HELLO ??????? HELLO hot gluing this to my eyes IMMEDIATELY thank you so much i feel myself becoming stronger already
#fave#'snap i thought you were sleeping' i am not immune to notifications AND I AM REWARDED GREATLY#snap chats#that parks and rec meme You Know The One i havent stopped staring at this for the past five hours <- its been twenty minutes#PLEAAASSE this is so cute omg thank you so much .... ill cherish this until i die and even then ill continue to cherish it in death#PRECISELY the vision i had earlier you get it ......... im OBSESSED#will have to save this to my phone and refer to it like a sailor lost at sea missing his wife#BOTH wives even .... woAh ......#i dont wanna post this cause i just wanna keep lookign at it whenever i open my inbox. like i need this stapled In My Inbox#we'll do the next best thing il'l print it once i can ....... motivation to not fumble these next few weeks and life tbh#AAA THANK YOU AGAIN MY FRIEND for ALL you do. i STILL have to check the drive you updated i saw that vjLEKJEAJ#a morning endeavor surely ..... for now i bid you good night and a heart Thank You for the nineteenth time !!!!!!!!!#I JUST KEEP SCROLLING BACK UP TO LOOK AT IT PLEAAAASSSEEE ok im gonna sleep FOR REAL NOW#GOOD NIGHT and thank you once more !!!!!! i love it sm .......
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"I wanted everyone to look at her this way. She deserved that, and so much more. Everyone should kneel and worship her cruelty."
#oc: audra#oc: leona#mysims#sim 4#ts4#ts4 edit#the sims community#simblr#river I remembered to put the important tags first this time š«µš¼š«µš¼š«µš¼š«µš¼#marine if u see this yes this quote is directly from the unbeating heart#everything about the way leona looks at audra says ownership and they both love every second of it#needed to post my toxic lesbians for lesbian visibility week it was only right#the welcome wagon was hanging around outside while these 2 were being freaks in their driveway
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i drew this way back when sora was first announced for smash and i might as well post it since im never finishing it lmao. i think they should be friends
#smash ultimate#super smash bros#ssbu#me.png#i shidded this out so fast that night the proportions are all wack#kingdom hearts#sora#kh sora#pit kid icarus#kid icarus#those like two weeks after sora was announced where everyone was churning out celebration fanart were like the most blissful time of my lif#so much good fucking food#i achieved personal peace for like a day#i care them both sm
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I MET THE KRATT BROTHERS
I EVEN SHOWED THEM FANART I DREW FOR THEM AND MY WILD KRATTS OCS
IM SO HAPPY RN BRO ššš
Hereās me practically infodumping about them.
This was an experience. This was spectacular.
#wild kratts#chris kratt#martin kratt#kratt brothers#childhood#nostalgia#this is one of the greatest things to ever occur in my life#they were genuinely so kind#martin encouraged me to keep drawing when i said i wanted to become an animator#MY NOSTALGIC HEART#iāve been having the time of my life for the past few weeks and Iām not even stopping any time soon#THEY KNOW ABOUT MY WK OCS#THEY KNOW ABOUT CLOVER IRIS AND ASTER#THEYRE REAL#THEYRE REAL IN MY HEART AND MIND AND SOUL
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litany of the martyrs (click for better resolution!)
#at some point i wanted to make an illustration for each character but in retrospect maybe each is multiple song-coded..#drew the sketch for a quincy thing after a chat with a mutual reminded me this song existed dfsghjkl and then spent weeks rendering this#quincy cynthius martin#adamandi#i'm finally done with this! the saints especially were joys to paint and the halo a menace.... this has been the most ambitious one so far.#but it also took quite long because i only worked on it <engages with quincy> when mentally okay to deal with the themes. i'm not religious#but i do identify with the irrational(?ish) guilt + family legacy + academic achievement + disregard for self. also more complex thoughts#about love [but depsite quincent being a large part of quincy's character this piece deals with mostly the Rest of it. so another time..]#anyways! in the original sketch- the saints had heads bent towards quincy so the halo spikes pointed at him. but this worked better! halos#of the saints implying/creating one for quincy was a concept from the start though. in the show they don't touch him directly here but#differences in mediums i think- i don't have time in an image to craft a narrative so everything has to be happening. also artistic liberty#misc inspiration for this includes stained glass windows. i might have maybe misinterpreted the saint costume but i think i logic-ed it out#as the cloth part following a nun's habit w the hood. and then halo above. the material is also more transparent originally but i had. um.#too much fun painting fabric folds.. if you look closely you can see the basis of faces though behind the cloth; but only the vague shapes#because smth obscurity + inhumanness// cassian is the only one i gave a mouth though. that stems from melliot's post about the saints and#st cassian as spokesperson (<- did research teehee!) that's also how i found out which costume = which saint. speaking of which.#left to right: 'st lucy take my hand' // 'st lawrence give me strength' (presses quincy forward; but hand on shoulder connotates guidance)#/'st cassian help me smile' (quincy's mouth is btwn a grimace and a smile; tilts up at side. also no direct touch bc added insidiousness.)#//'st jude [...] i hope your causes burn' (jude's hand is in two places to show movement- nearing the flame and then snatching back; burnt)#other notes: at the midst of the flame the core is shaped like a human heart /the saints and their wax are all melting like the candle for#fun visual effect and also this way they are even less tangible <real>. perks of painting as a medium i guess. // also insp from icarus?#wax and burning imagery; looking at the halo and rays as parallel to sun that burns. too close to the sun; melting; hurting; hurtling //#candles at bottom are a nod to the frankly gorgeous set// also the entire composition kind of stems from the lyric <what use is a candle if#both ends aren't burning>; the two sides between the concepts of catholic guilt and academic perfection that spur quincy#the halo above (saints and guilt; litanyofthemartyrs) and the 'halo' below (academic papers; insp from choreo for perfect at school)#the papers were originally supposed to be more glowy. but i like the idea of it now being a reflection of how quincy's priorities shift#also of note is that <candle> in centre = quincy; w burning candle + aforementioned heart in flame -> most human; idea of love + passion#last thoughts: kneeling + hands close tgt = prayer //wax dripping onto the red As make an effect that looks like blood. because i like#hiding that within the adamandi pieces :OO continuity!! // i've run out of tags but yeah! had fun with this one! every so often i go a#little insane in making art and the final result astounds even me. ngl i'm quite proud of this one. pretty colours <3333
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you know i got halfway through this before realizing i probably subconsciously ripped the concept from an old tumblr post sorry
#and then keith would say something rude and they would get into an argument for 3 hours#klance#vld#voltron#art#my art#ok guys we're in the tags time for my character debrief that no one asked for or cares about#i imagine this as like. far enough into their friendship that lance doesnt IMMEDIATELY come to blows#but keith feels the immediate need to make his emotional constipation everyones problem. and instigates a fight.#obviously that fucker would have to be on his actual deathbed in order to speak from tjhe heart#BUT if he somehow felt the motivation to fess up before then. it would be. such. an ordeal.#lance would be scratching his head like. why is keith insulting me out of nowhere 3982 times this week. i thought we were doing better#little does he know every time is just a try and fail on keiths part#because he needs an emotional miralax.#bless his heart.#if youre writing keith and he isnt dragged kicking screaming and dyiing into his feelings#are you even writing keith?#anyway this one goes out to katie klanced#hopefully you approve
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