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malachitezmeyka · 6 months ago

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I’ve spent the entire day carefully avoiding triggering any negative emotion in myself because the PMS is hitting me hard and I’m genuinely tired of being hysterical all the time, only for my family to come along and shatter all that effort into TINY LITTLE PIECES

#NO I WILL NOT SEND YOU MY FICS #NO I WON’T TELL YOU THE TITLE OF IT OR MY USERNAME FUCK OFF #WHY IS THAT SO DUCKING HARD TO RESPECT #IT’S A BASIC FUCKING BOUNDARY #if my sister decides to not listen and ends up finding my Ao3 somehow I’m deleting everything and I won’t even care #it’s not even like I’m hiding some deep dark secret stuff that can never see the light of day #but writing is something both very person and very sensitive to me #there’s a reason I never share my writing or my art with the people I have the misfortune of calling parents #they trample all over whatever measly sense of confidence I’ve managed to build up #I ask them of one thing. don’t go searching for my creations. I practically beg them of it #and yet they keep. on. pushing #and the more upset I get the funnier they think it is #why don’t I get even the smallest amount of respect. why don’t I deserve at least that #I wish I could cut them all off and never speak to them again. they’re all awful. every last one #I hate them so fucking much #of course I ended up afamilial #who in their right minds would want a family when the only frame of reference they have is… this #I’m so tired…

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