#they mean everything to meeee

[rozugold]

🐣 c!clingy if possible and not too late :]

Climgyy :]

[ruvviks]

AND FINALLY!!!!! for good for aubrey. and friendship for reuben. (^:

oc asks!

FOR GOOD: is there anyone in your oc’s life who had an undeniable positive impact on who they are as a person? how did knowing this person improve your oc’s life?

becca: aubrey's older sister who will forever be so special to him. she's one of the most patient women he's ever met and never makes fun of him for some things that he's mostly 🤪 about but at the same time often feels insecure about. becca KNOWS this about him. and tries her best to make him feel more comfortable in his own skin so he doesn't have to feel like that anymore. a lot of aubrey's self confidence comes from her and the things she's taught him and i'll forever be insane about that

james: aubrey's twin sibling who is also insane like him. she's both the angel and the demon on his shoulder at the same time. with becca as the calming and comforting voice of reason, james is the realist who will shake aubrey out of his delusions as violently as she can if she has to do so. it's not a difficult decision to make for her she will do it in a heartbeat <3 it's actually helped aubrey a lot he knows that if he needs someone who will be honest to him he can always talk to his twin

rikki: rikki is PASSIONATE. she is DRIVEN and she works SO HARD. ALL THE TIME. but also actually knows when to stop and knows what's good for her and what not and balances out all aspects of her life perfectly and it's so admirable to aubrey. genuinely. he loves his little sister so fucking much and to see her actually be so successful in her life and to see her be happy is all he could ever ask for

leon: the love of his life. forever and ever and EVER and aubrey would rather get tortured to near death every day forever than to have something bad happen to leon. btw. they met in space when aubrey was very lonely and he would never have survived without leon and he just loves him SO much. leon is such a big and important part of aubrey's life he genuinely wouldn't know where he would be without him

i could honestly keep going because seb and cassidy should be here too and luci as well actually and vega and harlowe and luna and even reid. but that would take me too long

FRIENDSHIP: what's your oc like as a friend? how are they at making new friends? what are the most important friendships in your oc's life?

reuben is SUCH a fun friend because he will love you so much and so passionately and he will include you in everything and make you feel so included and loved and part of his friend group and you will never feel lonely ever again. he's not great at making new friends because he just. skips over the small talk steps and starts being himself and it doesn't always work. but. he is so so sweet and kind how could you possibly walk away from him

all his friendships are so important to him but the ones that matter most are noah. of course. the love of his life. and also luci and luna and seb and cassidy =^)

[inkkill]

“Everyone moves on…

… And I get left behind”

[localgrem1in]

They have matching hair :]

Yeah so remember when I said "hey, expect more secret life designs soon!" then died for a month- Yeah, no that doesn't sound like me at all! Take the sketch, it's never going to get coloured like I intended.

Ignore the hectic past month. I'm back in business, AND i've got myself a proper drawing tablet now. An XP15.6 pro. AND I LOVE IT!! I've had the chance to draw on it a bit and get used to it, so expect some tma and DND oc art that I've made as secret santa gifts and such in the upcoming week. And hopefully more consistent drawings. I swear one day I'll be more consistant.

[meirimerens]

I think I'll miss you forever. Like the stars miss the sun in the morning sky.

[dazais-guardian-angel]

Dazai truly has become Oda in every way imaginable now. :’ ) the final words he gives to Sigma are the exact same words Oda gives to Dazai in the original scene Asagiri wrote for the end of the Dark Era stage play, 後は頼んだよ, “I will leave the rest to you.”

And I really love the progression of the way his eyes look in this chapter, and how Sigma is allowed to have this moment of questioning and rebelling against all the faith Dazai had naturally been leading him to place in him up to this point, which is what I hoped would happen. He’s been confused ever since Dazai first chose him, and everything he’s ever known about how everyone sees/treats him turned upside down by Dazai’s words and actions, and just when he’s finally started to feel like he’s found some hope and lowered his guard, Dazai pulls him back underwater, instantly reinforcing all of Sigma’s trust issues and reinforcing that he should never believe in anyone, because (he thinks) everyone lives to manipulate other people. Dazai’s dark eyes here reinforce that, too, and the other panels around this point where they look white and hollow and demonic, all like Fyodor’s. He appears like an evil, looming force pulling him back under, trying to kill him, when Sigma is so close to the freedom of the air he desperately wants (aka free from pain, which is what he’s been seeking his whole life).

But then Dazai makes this face, and the first one I posted above, and Sigma understands, even without words, that Dazai doesn’t have evil intent: on the contrary, he actually is bound and determined to save his life -- and the light in his eyes comes out through this determination and kindness, arguably the most light we’ve ever seen his eyes have in the entire manga (in the “I leave the rest to you” panel too). The “No” could be Dazai wordlessly telling him to not leave the water, but my first assumption was that it was Sigma telling himself no, stopping his own train of thought about Dazai being the same as Fyodor and someone he shouldn’t have trusted -- he soon realizes why Dazai stopped him, and that he’s still going to try to save him, that he wasn’t wrong about him, and it’s all because Dazai’s earnest expressions get through to him.

And it’s just so heartwarming to see how far Dazai has come. :’ ) He tried so hard to save Sigma (doing the most physical action we’ve ever seen him do, really), did his best to be reassuring and comforting to him afterwards, and then reaffirmed his promise to ensure he escaped Meursault alive, his final words to Sigma echoing Oda’s and his last action being to save an orphan, just like Oda did in his last moments. Obviously Dazai isn’t actually going to die, he’ll be saved somehow, but I do think as of right now he really does think this is the end for him, and that he didn’t foresee the elevator dropping -- he was examining the wires a few chapters ago because he thought he might need to know how to open the doors in case Fyodor pulled an uno reverse, hence why he looks more annoyed than shocked when the water starts, but here, when the drop collision sequence is initiated, he looks genuinely shook in comparison. There’d be no reason for him to give the thumbs up if he knew more danger was on the way, either; that’d just be cruel. No, I don’t think he saw this coming, and it’s important that that turns out to be the case: it’s important that he spent what he believes to have been his last moments saving someone like Oda wanted for him, and doing what Oda would have done in the same situation. That doesn’t mean that it’s okay that Dazai throws his life away so easily, and cares so little for his own safety; he still has a long way to go in that regard. But it’s still so beautiful to see how much he’s changed, and how much he’s truly begun to embody Oda and his legacy; the fact that he messed up and miscalculated, because Dazai isn’t infallible, but in turn didn’t hesitate to use his last moments to save Sigma. Oda would be so proud for everything he did here. :’ ) 💖

There are a lot of options for how Dazai will be saved, and by who, but personally I hope (and I kind of expect) that Sigma chooses to not give up on him and ultimately plays a role in saving his life, to return the favor and repay him for his kindness. Not only would it be a beautiful way to initiate Sigma’s ADA entrance exam as people have said, but it would bring the Dazai > Atsushi > Sigma chain full circle: Dazai saved Atsushi at the start of the series, allowing him to (spiritually) save Sigma at sky casino thanks to the growth fostered in him by Dazai, and now finally, Sigma could potentially save Dazai thanks to Atsushi kickstarting his own growth (and Dazai continuing it). Fyodor is overly cocky right now and so tunnel-visioned on killing Dazai, it’s possible that he has no idea that Sigma managed to escape the elevator and is now a wild card; even if Sigma doesn’t go as far as killing Fyodor himself (which I don’t want, tbh; that’s endgame stuff arcs down the line and imo Nikolai and Dazai should be the ones involved with that), he could throw a wrench in the jailbreak duel, and help Dazai and Chuuya get out alive. It would be poetic, and only fitting, for Fyodor to underestimate and be outdone by the kind of person Dazai told him is the strongest in chapter 77 -- a self-proclaimed “ordinary man” -- who could only have the strength to take such action thanks to the chain of kindness that Oda originally started. 💖

[fiery-is-in-pain]

ive been thinking a LOT abt my transmasc schezo hc btw

[spookythesillyfella]

Helloooo dear beloved big bro. Y. You know whadt say it is? :3

👻👻👻🦇🦇🦇🎃🎃🎃!!!!!!!!!HAPPIEST OF HALLOWEENS!!!!!!!🎃🎃🎃🦇🦇🦇👻👻👻

Trick or treat :3

oh gracious !!!! itz my younger !!!! coming to trick or treat me !!!! on this blessed haller ween dayed !!!! :DDD

for your treat . you shall receive .......

THE NUT FLAVOURED ONES !!!!!! very delicious – has a slightly sweeter aroma than the regular chocolate ones and provides a nice aftertaste

HUGS YOU HUGS YOU HUGS YOU

[son1c]

metal sonic making a constant low whirring sound like a computer… fibula purring back,,! (hedgehog purr!)!! Metal sonic maybe purposely making it louder in response, not quite knowing why but it seems right…….

computer! initiate "happiness" protocol!

[honkygay]

happy pride month part 2 : electric boogaloo where i give thee pre!distortion Michael Shelley a microphone and he tears up the stage in bisexual lighting giving several people their awakening

[khaotunq]

also, sand walking away? chef's kiss.

[surreal-duck]

you single handedly both made me love midori and yuzuru more and also ship them i love your art sm <33

TYSM!! :> if mdyz has 1000 fans etc etc ive truly never recovered.

they both on their own too are rly neat characters that are very dear to me go listen to mahiru no zanzou and green to the sky btw. or again if you already have. did u know how much midori loves and adores ryuseitai. he means everything to mee her growth is soooo good i think abt climax so much hearing the voiced clips still kind of break me. and yuzuru where do i start. all i can say is that im doing this to him

[islandlobster]

totk zelink..........................................AHHHHHHHHH *gripping my head so hard as i turn into the beast*

[whumpy-wyrms]

autistic whumpees and whumpers my beloved

[gaygollum]

splinter: michelangelo, you have heart

me (already knew that michelangelo has heart): 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[pwurrz]

i don’t think i’ll ever stop crying about quinei