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your pirate au is everything, I just discovered it and. my heartttt </3 /pos your art style is incredible too, the way you draw hair and your design for Pearl's wings are both just. woah. mind blown. gorgeous.
Just want to point out a few things I love!! :)
The quotes from the sketches page: "how do you reunite with someone you thought was dead" <- MY HEARTTTT "almost died" "wings are clipped"
That one instance [screenshot from this post below] of Grian's eyes being depicted as purple after he joins Scar's crew (and presumably whatever incident left him almost dead/"injured and unconscious"), as opposed to the brown they were as a kid? The strong implication that something (or someone? the watchers perhaps? I'm assuming it's something to do with the old crew that took them in as kids) were responsible for it.
"...one day things go awry"
And excuse me again for taking a screenshot [from this post], but the one image in which Grian's eyes are obscured by a bandage, complete with a watcher symbol and a glowing purple eye?? And Pearl's eyes being purple too? And they're both dressed in purple robes... just. insane /pos
The watchers are typically depicted as an oppressive force, and yet they both look happy. IDK. Something something juxtaposition, childhood innocence versus the purple symbolising something that's very widely regarded as cruel or even evil.
All this is to say I really really love it so far!!
and also... absolutely zero pressure at all! but would you perhaps be willing to share some crumbs on the story? :)
SEFJJRHPORDHJ Awww gee! You've made my day! :D Never thought people would really notice the little details
I'm not very good at detailing moth wings which is why I went for more of a starry feel, so I'm glad you like it 😆
And since you've asked so kindly, I could share some ideas rotating in my head,
When you're a kid, I don't think you realize as much the cruelty adults are capable of. Especially when they've been treating you kindly for the most part, and the progression to harsher conditions and punishments is slow. (Pearl would've been the first to notice.)
Grian and Pearl were already stealing to survive, having nothing but each other, so when the given the offer to be spared from their decimated town, and leave as a pirate, they took it. Grian would regret that a lot later :D
I've also been pondering over the idea that no one, including Grian, realized he was an avian, because he wasn't born with wings. So was taken from his nest by hunters who'd thought he'd been stolen (hybrids aren't always treated well, and sometimes hunted down in this au, though by the time they're adults that seems to change a bit), and then taken to an orphanage (which he'd run away from) when they couldn't afford to raise him for very long.
On the other hand, Pearl was born with her traits and would live in hiding with her parents for the first few years of her life, before it'd just be her mother and her, and then just Pearl as hunters had gotten to them.
So when the two met, Grian would often use the fact that they look similar to his advantage, like "Well I'm her brother, do I seem like a hybrid? Then neither is she!"
I think in return for certain protection, Pearl would've taught him some of the basics of the alphabet and reading,
And later when they're recruited to be raised as pirates, maybe Grian would be better at the magic stuff, whereas Pearl would be better at the fighting aspect. Idk I just like the thought that they'd cover each other's bases :D
And during the beginning of the period of time where they're separated, I think there would be mishaps where they expected the other to be there, the way it'd always been.
Something something, survivors guilt and Grian maybe not being as kind and trusting as he used to be, and never making promises. Still loyal although all his presence has ever achieved is death.
Something something, Pearl still clings to the feather he'd once given her, keeps searching because she knows he's alive - he has to be alive, still wonders about if she had just been stronger—
and maybe Pearl sees a bit of her old sun in Gem, and maybe Grian learns to trust in others and himself again with Scar.
Iwouldrambleabitmorebutwe'rekindofinapickleatthemoment-
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I'm honestly so in love with Anselm and the trope with yandere mc. Like imagine when he watches us sleep and then acts like nothing happened in the morning we greet him and tell him something like "so, how was stalking yesterday? I didn't snore right?" 😭 It's funny to me
Also, I think it's a beautiful trope. Anselm definitely needs someone who lets him take care of them.
Oh and!!! I have a question how would doctor react to someone flirting with mc? Would he switch to a more... dangerous side?
Also! I wonder how he would react if mc was jealous of something (for example him talking to a nurse or other patients) and mc immediately switches to being cold and mean to him?
I'm sorry if it's too many questions 😭😭 Im curious ^^
And thank you in advance for responding. I also think it's very sweet that you're interacting with fans!! ❤️🫡
Hi hi Sxcara !! ♡♡
OMGG Anselm would be like "YOU NEVER SNORE. I mean... whaaa? (ʘ ꒳ ʘ✿)" . Is such a silly!! (≧▽≦)
Yes!! He truly wants someone to love and call his own, which is the MC!! (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ) ♡♡
Flirting with the MC?! short answer is, the MC would never see that person again. LOL മ◡മ . He would do it without the MC even knowing!
Anselm : Oh nooo, they're missing?
Anselm : Thats so saaaddd.
Anselm : *rubbing his hands together* (`∀´)Ψ hehe....
He would do everything in his power to prove he doesn't care about them!! Usually his solution is quietly disposing them so he doesn't have this problem again in the future... and then begging the MC for their forgiveness (≧▽≦)
To Anselm, They're nothing more than nuisances in the way of what truly matters ( ๑‾̀◡‾́)σ" yes yes!
But depending on how mean/cold the MC is to Anselm. It can really hurt his feelings. On the outside, He always tries to bottle how he feels, afraid to upset the MC even more. But if they say things like "I hate you" or other hateful comments, in the spur of the moment.
༼ ༎ຶ ᆺ ༎ຶ༽ He will crawl into himself, all the insecurities from his childhood flooding back. Feeling like that vulnerable kid again...
No worries Sxcara! You can ask away any time (´• ω •`) ♡
I love interacting with everybody! I feel very grateful for everybody here (⺣◡⺣)♡* hehe
Thank you for reaching out! ♡
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Characters: Nagi × reader
A/n: so I haven't seen a single nagi nsfw alphabet yet, so I decided to make my own:3 ( pls tag me if theres one already I'd love to read it xoxo ) and also sorry for ghosting yall (;´༎ຶٹ༎ຶ`)
Tags: implied fem!reader, cum eating, creampies, breeding, mentions of porn, masturbation, mentions or roleplay, E-sex, riding, missionary, mating press, pegging, mommy kink, somnophilia, toys ( vibrators ), size kink, impact play, orgasm control/edging, unprotected sex, penetration, mentions of threesome, oral, big dick Nagi.
I have a lot to say you see...
Learn the alphabet with me !!
A is for Aftercare ( what're they like after? )
We all know for a fact that Nagi is a big slacker, but hes not that big of an idiot. For aftercare, he wouldn't be able to move much after dumping load after load in you, so he'll prepare a box of tissues in advance so that after the action he would just grab it and clean you up with a tissue and go to sleep with you.
You two will take a bath after.
B is for Body Part ( favorite body part of theirs and yours )
He loves all all of you, from the tips of your hair down to the heel of your feet, but there is one body part that he loves the most, your boobies!! I mean, you can lay on them, sleep on them, grab them, look at them, suck on them, rest his hands on it while he games, everything! What more could he want? And no he does not and absolutely does not care if they're big, small, flat, has stretch marks, scars, or anything, if they are breasts, they. Are. Breasts.
And his, is most probably his hands. So he can grab your boobs. As much as he hates moving his arms around, he loves his hands. He has complete control of them all the time, and he uses it to game too!! I love his hands too
C is for Cum ( anything that has to do with it )
Hes an accidental breeder, his pull out game is shit like he doesnt even try.. he thinks pulling out is such a hassle and the mess is just much more shittier to handle with, so he really just blows his load inside to avoid the mess. With sucking off he wants you to swallow but he also sometimes cums on your face, he thinks you look pretty with his cum on your face, licking off the drops that goes closer to your mouth.
When it comes to your cum tho, oh he gets so pussy drunk when he eats you out. Once he gets a taste of your needy cunt, he will never let go of it until his jaw locks. He'll drink every last drop like a madman, he just loves you that much.
D is for Dirty Secret ( what are they hiding? )
Before he met you and became a couple, he jerks off while watching hentai or porn. He probably has these online friends that sends him porn links that he can jerk off too. He may have shoved all of those actions at the back of his mind, but he really cant help of thinking you roleplaying as one of the actresses/characters he frequently watched.
Yeah and he came on his phone once while having E sex with you I'm sorry
E is for Experience ( do they know what they're doing? )
As I said, he watched a lot of porns before so he knows what hes doing, but when he did do it with you for the first time, he didnt know how to do what he knows he should do, so the first time was kind of awkward. But as time flies by he'll eventually get a grasp of it hes a quick learner after all.
F is for Favorite Position ( how they like to take you )
When he's feeling submissive, he loves it when you ride him on a cowgirl position or a reverse cowgirl. He also loves the face off, good old missionary, and if hes feeling motivated, the mating press self indulgent.
G is for Goofy ( how serious are they )
Hey definitely serious, it's too much of a hassle to make jokes especially when you're taking him so well. But that doesnt mean he'll be a tough nut, at the moment hell say whatever it is in his mind, and that includes puns. Yes I said it, Nagi is a pun guy, fight me.
" gotta preheat your oven 'cause I'm going in raw "
" Nagi what.. "
H is for Hair ( grooming habits )
This lazy prick is inconsistent. He rarely shaves to the point that you'll actually have to shave him yourself ( if you want him trimmed ). But it's okay because you get to stare at his dick:3 ( hes HUNG ) before that, he shaves when he feels like it, I mean taking a bath is a hassle to him so..
I is for Intimacy ( is he romantic in the moment or rough/dirty )
Dont be deceived by his cute face, this hoe is dirty as hell. An innocent look from him could mean a lot of things, since his dirty head is full of dirty thoughts. He'd whisper the most dirtiest things to tour ear when you ride him chest-to-chest.
J is for Jack Off ( do they masturbate often? )
Nagi before he met you probably jerks off atleast 3-4 times a week, depending on his mood because this big baby sometimes ignores his boner because hes too lazy to take care about it.
But after meeting you, he only jerks off when you're not around like, matches on another countries, business trips, or you going somewhere. Why would he deal with his boner when you're there ready to help him?
K is for Kink ( what kinks do they have? )
Oh boy where do I start, whenever i hear Nagi's name, i hear breeding I'm sorry. Pegging too obviously, he deff has a thing with Mommies, oh did I mention he like creampies, I can see him liking somnophilia, dont forget about his size so he has a big thing for size kink ( get it? ), maybe a bit of toys too, mainly vibrators, how many times have I mentioned E-sex already..hmm maybe orgasm control/edging, impact play, and degradation too
L is for location ( where they like to do it )
The number one spot is, obviously, the bedroom. The bed is comfortable and the privacy it provides is also comforting. Second is the bathroom, though not as comfortable as the bedroom, it's much more easier to clean up after while the shower is still running. You two love to do it in reos bathroom apartment too. And lastly, the locker rooms. Self explanatory, it's when hes too impatient to go home and just fuck you right then and there.
M is for Motivation ( what turns them on )
When you wear something just for him, something that shows off the beauty of your boobs right infront of him, and then he'll pounce on you.
Or when you give him that look while sucking his neck, he'll stop whatever he's doing and shift his attention to you.
This might seem weird but, when you cosplay as one of his favorite characters. He thinks that you look so perfect and that he'll actually put effort this time.
N is for No ( absolute turn offs or wont do )
Since Nagi is famously known for being a slacker, he'll definitely make you do most of the work in bed, but if you're feeling tired, he wouldnt hesitate switch positions and give you the loving you need.
Even if impact play is one of his kinks, he wouldnt go that far as much as actually hurting you painfully to the point that you wont like it.
O is for Oral ( do they like giving oral? Are they skillful? )
This bitch gets pussydrunk the second his tounge touches your drooling cunt. He likes receiving head, but not as much as he likes giving head. He loves the taste of you so much that he knows how your pussy works like the back of his hand. The first time, he sloppily ate you out, but given the time, the amount of times hed done it, and his talent, he sure is skilled.
P is for pace ( are they fast or slow? )
I think we all agree to this, Nagi is slow paced, he thinks moving fast is a hassle and that it'll drain his energy.
No energy = no more stamina to fuck you
He loves the way you feel when hes slow too, he can feel every clench, every twitch of your gaping hole while you feel every inch, every vein and every twitch of his wet cock.
Q is for Quickie ( do they prefer fast and hard )
Absolutely not, it's too much of a hassle for him and hed rather jerk off. A quickie doesnt really pique is interest since you cant really enjoy eachother if your in a rush.
R is for Risk ( do they like to try new things )
Hes absolutely down to try new things, as long as both parties agrees then its welcomed with open arms ( and open legs ) he'd sometime soon tell you about the dirty secret he held secret for a long time to see if you're okay with it.
S is for Stamina ( How long do they last? )
Nagi trains regularly. He definitely built up his stamina, in the U-20 match, he stayed longer in the field than chigiri, he stayed there for a full 90 minutes of running and actions so hes definitely gonna last longer than average men. Hell last about 2-3 rounds, maybe even 4-5 if hes feeling very energetic that time. Hes just a cutie patootie yk
T is for Toys ( do they use sex toys to themselves or their lover/s? )
Oh he LOVES vibrators. Any type of vibrator, he loves them all. When he feels a little cheeky, hell put a vibrator against your clit while he fucks you from behind, his slow pace just adding in to the pleasure as he randomly presses buttons on the controller to edge you for a bit.
He'll also live it if you use it on him. Play with his big cock while you put a Hitachi magic wand against his sensitive tip while you stroke him agonizingly slowly.
U is for Unfair ( how do they tease or do they enjoy suspense themselves)
Nagi likes both. He loves it when you tease him in public, putting a hand on his thighs, caressing it, getting dangerously closer to his crotch, but just to pull away. When you stare at his chest when you take off his shirt and your hands start wandering instead of putting it against somewhere he really needs it to be. Oh when you pull out when you ride him while he was on the brink of cumming.
He also loves it when he sees you stiffen up when he put his palm on your bare back when you wear backless dresses to parties. Or the way you shy away when he stares a bit too long at your breasts, taken back by its beauty ( like he doesnt see them everyday ). Or the way you whine and grind on him if he halts his movements when you're just about to get closer to your release.
V is for Volume ( how loud are they )
Nagi is Loud. He does not hold back with his desperate noises at all. He know you love it when he openly expresses that he feels oh so so good. He definitely whimpers, groans, moans, you name it. He moans out your name when he finally cums and let out breathy whimpers after that. He would also whisper some things to your ear too, he says whatevers in his mind and u mean whatever. This man has no shame.
W is for Wild Card ( random sincannon of some sort )
He wants to have a threesome with you and reo, or atleast watch reo fuck you. Hes the closest friend he ever had and did mostly of the things he needed to do, gratitude.
X is for X-ray ( how big he? )
Speaking of big, Nagi is HUNGGG like I'm not even joking. He doesnt know that hes carrying a literal monster inside his pants. It probably has average girth but his Length. I think 8.3 inches would be enough for him, I dont have a ruler rn but he has average girth but hod does he know how to use it. Two moles decorating the underside of his cock, while 2 viens with the hint of blue hue runs down to his pelvis.
Y is for Yearning ( how high is his sex drive? )
Hes above average because most of the time hell be either be napping, or gaming. You two will fuck 3-6 times a week, depending on his mood really.
Z is for Zzzz ( do they sleep after if so how quickly? )
This is nagi who we are talking about. Ofcourse hell sleep after. As I said at the beginning, he'd be pretty spent and exsaughsted after you two fuck. Hell quickly pass out/sleep after he cleans you up or you clean him up. He dowsnt wait for you to sleep tho, he might ask a few questions while cuddling but after that, hell shut down... it'll take like 10 minutes ( minus the cleaning up part ) for him to sleep.
A/n: FINALLY IM FINISHED WOOOOO, This took me a day.. ( I finished this in church help me ) I'm also sorry about the grammatical errors too huhu and typos (ᗒᗣᗕ)՞
#blue lock smut#nagi x reader#nagi smut#bllk smut#nagi seishiro imagines#blue lock#nagi seishiro#ymk0》works!
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I know it might be a little weird, but could you make a headcanon of what it would be like to have Tsu'tey as a father being a girl (like daddy's little princess, he's heart is softened by his daughter and his partner) and Trudy as a mother (she being a scientist and having an avatar like Grace instead of a military woman and fell in love with Tsu'tey like Jake for Neytiri) please? I don't know why but I think they would be such an amazing couple with a super cute dynamic and even better parents, Trudy is too good to be just a military woman.
Thanks so much and plis never stop writing, you are too talented for this 🥰💕
NOT ALOT, JUST FOREVER
pairing(s): tsuʼtey x fem!daughter! reader + trudy x fem!daughter! reader
summary: being tsu’tey and trudy’s daughter means living between two completely different worlds, and you wouldn't have it any other way.
author's note: beyond thrilled for this request!! it's not weird at all i think it's super creative and overall a really lovely request! i only hope i did the whole “trudy as a scientist and not an aviator” concept justice ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ ).
TSU’TEY IS A WARRIOR. a warrior of few words and fewer indulgences. yet somehow, your existence has shifted the soil beneath his feet. he doesn't understand it—the way a creature so small can root him in ways no battlefield ever did, how his spirit trembles more at the sight of your scraped knee than it ever did facing his fiercest enemies. the jungle's dangers are tangible, something he can see and fight. but this? the vulnerability that sneaks up on him every time you reach for his hand? that is an enemy he never learned to face.
HE NEVER SAYS IT ALOUD, but you are his soft spot, his ache in the quiet moments. he lingers at the edge of your games, arms crossed and posture deceptively indifferent. only his fingers betray him, twitching whenever you teeter, always ready to reach out. he remembers the first time he held you—skin still flushed with warmth from your mother’s womb—and thought, how could something so small hold such power over him?
TRUDY NOTICES IT TOO. she watches, amused, as he paces along the clearing’s edge while you struggle with a flower crown, petals and stems slipping through your fingers. he catches her smirk and glares, but the edge dulls the moment you call, “daddy, help me!” his pride dissolves as he kneels, calloused hands surprisingly gentle as he threads the flowers, each petal treated like something precious, as if winning this small battle for you means everything.
HE’S NEVER LEARNED HOW TO SAY NO TO YOU. no one really believes it. tsu’tey, head warrior, with a daughter who can wrap him around her finger. it's almost comical. warriors have seen you perched on his shoulders, his hands steadying your ankles with fierce attention, as if the entire jungle’s weight depends on your safety. when the hunters tease him, it's always in whispers, for none would be foolish enough to say it to his face.
TRUDY ENCOURAGES THE MESS. she lets you dig through the dirt, muddying your fingers as you paint the bark of a tree. she’ll ruffle your hair with dusty hands, or press her nose against yours and whisper stories about the sky people, but never in a way that makes you afraid of them. she’ll hold some odd gadget in her lap, her fingers nimble and focused, but she always makes room for you, explaining her tinkering in a strange blend of science and dreams.
TSU’TEY DOESN’T UNDERSTAND IT, this fixation you and trudy have with the stars, tracing shapes and murmuring about worlds and distances that stretch too far to see. it feels impractical, frivolous, yet he cannot tear his gaze from your face, lit up by wonder. he doesn’t understand the science, no, but he understands that quiet, wide-eyed look of awe you wear when you turn toward the night sky.
SOMETIMES YOU CATCH THEM BEING WEIRD, your parents, in moments they don’t think you’re watching. trudy sidles up to tsu’tey, wrapping herself around him like ivy on a tree, grounding him in a way nothing else does. you, hidden behind a tree, watch the way his usual stoic lines soften around her, watch the way she coaxes out a gentleness he barely understands. he’s the rock, unyielding, and she’s the wind, wearing him down in soft waves. it’s strange, but even at your age, you know it’s love.
YOUR MOTHER’S LAUGH IS LOUD, STARTLING. it breaks through the quiet of the forest, raw and unchecked, and when tsu’tey looks at her, it’s with a mix of exasperation and awe, a slow smile tugging at his lips, as if he’s still in disbelief that she is his.
TSU’TEY TRIES TO TEACH YOU TO HUNT, but you’re far too much like her, curiosity spinning you in every direction but the target. you tug on his arm, asking why the plants glow, why the ikran call out at dawn, and though he sighs, there’s patience in his hands as he steadies your bow. his answers are clipped, bare—“because eywa made them that way”—and you frown, dissatisfied. HE’S A WARRIOR, NOT A POET, but he tries for you, tries to see the world through the lens of wonder you wear.
YOU’VE NEVER BEEN AFRAID OF HIM, not like others are. to them, he’s a force, quiet and commanding, silencing crowds with a single look. but to you, he’s dad. the one who lifts you to pick the highest fruit, who lets you clamber onto his shoulders despite the fact that you’re nearly too big now, who calls you his “little warrior,” though anyone can see you’re a reflection of your mother.
YOU MAKE HIM LAUGH. it’s a quiet sound, almost lost between the trees, a reserved chuckle he saves just for you. it’s there in those unguarded moments, like when you drift off mid-story, cheek pressed to his chest, breathing softly in a rhythm that seems to ground him.
WHEN THE DAY ENDS, your family is wrapped in twilight colors. tsu’tey holds you close, his arms anchoring you as you drift between sleep and wakefulness. trudy hums an off-key melody from a time long past, and beneath the canopy, the sounds of pandora settle around you, your father’s heartbeat a steady drum grounding you in his embrace.
you’ve inherited her stubbornness, MUCH TO TSU’TEY’S DISMAY. once your mind is set, little can change it, and trudy often encourages you with a grin, while tsu’tey tries to hold firm, though his resolve quickly falters under your gaze. eventually, he’ll sigh, muttering that you’re “just like your mother.”
WHEN YOU’RE SICK, tsu’tey never leaves your side, discomfort tight in his chest, unused to the helplessness it brings. trudy works calmly, hands sure as she mixes medicine from plants she’s studied, but tsu’tey watches with a taut, silent worry. only when you reach out, your small hand grasping his, does he finally relax, grounding himself in the strength of your presence.
TSU’TEY DOES NOT TRUST BOYS, least of all the sully brothers. when they come around, he watches them like a hawk, shoulders tense, eyes narrowing every time they get too close to you. even when they're just playing, tossing a ball or climbing trees, tsu’tey stands at the edge of the clearing, arms crossed, every muscle on alert. neteyam is polite, respectful, but it’s lo’ak who makes tsu’tey’s jaw tighten—the boy is too reckless, too bold. he doesn’t care that they’re still young; boys grow into men, and tsu’tey has seen too much of the world to be naïve. but when you laugh, loud and carefree, chasing after them through the trees, he can’t quite bring himself to pull you away. still, his eyes never leave you, the protective weight of his gaze making sure they understand—they may play, but they’ll never cross a line.
TRUDY, OF COURSE, FINDS IT AMUSING. she’ll shake her head and laugh when she catches tsu’tey scowling from his post. “they’re just kids,” she says, tousling your hair as you sprint by, face flushed and beaming. trudy’s always been the more lenient one, the one who believes in letting you figure things out for yourself. when you ask if you can go with the sullys on one of their adventures, she’s quick to agree, despite tsu’tey’s gruff protests. “they’re good boys,” she tells him, nudging his side. but even as she says it, trudy watches you with that same quiet intensity tsu’tey has—her kind of protectiveness isn’t loud, but it’s always there, a constant force just beneath the surface.
IN THE END, YOU’VE CHANGED THEM BOTH, reshaping their edges, carving space for softness amidst the warrior’s strength and the explorer’s curiosity. in you, they find balance. and as the night settles, they hold you close, a quiet promise between them that, whatever the world brings, this—their family—is worth everything.
#tsu'tey#atwow#avatar way of water#tsu'tey x reader#tsu'tey x y/n#tsu'tey x daughter! reader#tsu'tey imagine#tsu'tey oneshot#tsu'tey headcanon
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I swear translation is ruining a lot of manga experience… (no hate or offense towards to any translators btw! I just wish I could read everything in Japanese and understand the meaning behind it)
So because I was watching gintama according to an excel sheet (I know it’s weird) but the person recommended to watch Love Potion arc and Season 9 Before all the serious arcs, so as a gintsu fan, yes I jumped to love potion arc, I have no shame lmao and I couldn’t wait, whatever I’m satisfied ╮(╯▽╰)╭
And of course I’m so in love with the last scene, which is this:
When Tsukuyo said “whether it’s spring or winter, once in a while I like just being next to you like this, and blowing poison gas in your face, that’s enough to make me happy.”
TSUKUYO (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)
You are so kind…and she knows Gintoki so well…she understands Gintoki is not someone that’s belongs to anyone…she just want to stand next to him *wiping my tears*
And when Gintoki said “Even normally, I’m constantly inhaling some idiots second hand’s smoke” so when you read English, you can interpret he’s referring to anyone who smoke around him, right?
But NOOOO, I read it in one of the comments and
He said “むせるのはどつかのバカが巻き散らす煙管の煙だけで充分だ”
I’m not professional in Japanese, but I saw someone translate to
“I'm sick of it, falling in love, falling out of love, incense & smoke. Just choking on the only poisonous smoke of one idiot's kiseru is enough for me”
He’s referring to Tsukuyo!!!!!! (He specify the pipe) Her smoke is enough for him to choke
(╯‵□′)╯︵┻━┻
I’m going crazy now whatever
And Tsukuyo blowing smoke on his face
(╯‵□′)╯︵┻━┻
This is me during the whole arc
(╯‵□′)╯︵┻━┻
I’m not mad I’m going crazy
At this point, I don’t really care if they are canon anymore, it’s fun when something is left to be undecided because there are always lots of imagination
Btw I’m sorry for posting a lot of gintama posts if you’re a lawbin fan lol I’ll come back soon I promise!! Probably when one piece break ends \(//∇//)\
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“Your last moments bewitched me.”
IMAWANOKIWA, Iyowa
Uhhh first art post and it's already angst 🤦
But! I had a fun time sketching this and tried to replicate the MV style. I really like how Iyowa made the song and MV so bright despite the meaning behind it (a mother mourning for her daughter ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ)
After taking a deep dive into the lyrics I noticed how this line really fits for lilia to silver:
... those beautiful eyes took away everything that I've come to hate
Finding songs and making connections are a fun thing to do, and I might try doing an animatic for it (depends how busy I am 😭)
(if you notice it lilia is wearing silver's ring, not having the chance to give it to him 🫠)
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I got bored
So I had nothing better to do with my day and decided to decode the messages in the latest Inky Mystery chapter (352), consequentially dragging my partner who has never even read this into decoding with me.
Pardon my rambling but it did take a while to figure out what cipher to even use so I think this is justified.
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Mild spoilers I think???? Not sure to be honest ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ )
At first I had thought "oh numbers! It could be the chapter titles for letters, then first letters of chapters. Not sure why I went this route first but I did. Then the concept of codes hit me in the face, so onto number to letter (so A=1 and so on).
^ Live reaction of me realizing my error ^
Needless to say that didn't work and after a while of insanity and testing ciphers later I found the absolute beast that is Vigenère cipher. I hate this thing. Look at this chart.
So clearly I thought: "No way in hell am I doing this alone." and dragged my wordle loving partner over to help. We took this:
|17, | ,5|14,17,1|5, , ,2|22,4|5,5, ,20,1|
|2, , |21, ,13|16, | ,12, | ,15,11|
|10,18, , , ,7|1,16, | ,9,17|23, , |
|5,18|11, , | , , , ,20,13,17|
|10,25,15, , | ,26|2,2,11,13,7, , , | , , , | ,22,18|
And together (and with a decoder) we came up with this! Leaving dashes for empty spaces after decoding. KEY: INKMACHINE
I- -S NOT W--T IT SE-MS
T-- --K I- -H- -EY
BE---E TH- -AD M--
WE A-- ----PED
BLE-- -S TOGET--- ---- -NE
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We had a couple ideas on what the fill ins were, some were strait forward and easy and others I'm not going to lie we looked up words and were "I mean maybe?"
IT'S NOT WHAT IT SEEMS
THE INK IS THE KEY
BEWARE THE -AD M-- (mad mob or bad man was what we assumed would fit best)
WE A-- ----PED (this one we kinda gave up on and put in either WE ARE STOPPED or WE ARE AWHAPED)
BLEND US TOGETHER INTO ONE (we also thought BLEED but decided on BLEND being a better fit)
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Awhape was on the word hippo, but when I looked it up it's not been in use since the late 1500's, plus this is what Urban dictionary told me
Supposedly it's supposed to mean To confound; to terrify; to amaze
So take what you will of that. It's actually becoming one of my new favorite words. Should be brought back. I have no idea how to use it but think we can find out.
Side note: I was extremely bored and went through and found how many colors were in the chapter. Don't ask me why I did this. I don't know either. I had nothing to do at work and was desperate okay.
Last side note: If you attempt to decode these too make sure to have a substitute letter, I'd recommend in lowercase and having everything else in caps so it works right. (I didn't do this and was getting confused until my partner told me.)
-Mino signing off
#inky mystery#decoding#qftim bendy#qftim cipher#babtqftim#went a little insane#had fun tho#will do again
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Then why me?..
A/N: hey i just wanna do a nishinoya x reader but ill still do the hashira part but I'm feeling kinda angsty for nishinoya
Warning: angst pure
Nishinoya x FEM reader
🍓as always i don't know much English so if something is wrong correct me 🍓
Your both a first year and you've been together 1 month already you both choose a club
Your on a different club while your boyfriend is on a volleyball club
You always go there after your club end or if his club end first he'll pick you up
But ever since then when he joined the b
Club he sometimes forgot about you when you ask where he is the other members say he left already
You don't even know how you two were still together, now that your a second year
You both sometimes hang out or go to an ice cream place to date
But sometimes he forgot your anniversary
So since its your anniversary you brought him home chocolate and a bento
As you walk to the court you can hear yelling once you got closer you can hear
"PLEASE MARRY ME KIYOKO-SAN"
Huh.. strange it sounded like nishinoya when you peak through the door you can see nishinoya holding....a ring giving it to...oh. kiyoko of course..
You've know kiyoko almost everybody know her she's the most beautiful girl anyway smart, talented.. she even caught your boyfriends eyes
You don't hate her because she's sweet and caring but right now you feel your anger rising but not from kiyoko your angry at your boyfriend
You opened the door still holding the chocolate
Nishinoya saw you and ran towards you. Whenever nishinoya is gonna jump on you, you always catch him but today you avoid him and move to the side
"ouch hey! Why did you catch me"
You only stand there which leave nishinoya confused, he hold you shoulder but you snap his hand away
" after all ive give and done for you this is how you repay me?.."
"what do you mean?"
"if you like her so much then why me?"
"i... I don't understand why...what do you mean?"
You give the chocolate and the bento to him and said
" why do you marry her...were done nishinoya"
You walk away not looking back, nishinoya stand there regretting his actions and the other looked at the scene of what's happening right now
Daichi clap his hand telling everybody to get back to practice
Suga then came and said
"get her before everything is to late"
And ran back
He just stand there looking at your gifts... He does not deserve you, and you don't deserve him sometimes your loved but not meant to be loved
Ehe༎ຶ‿༎ຶ not much angst
#nishinoya x reader#nishinoya yuu#nishinoya yuu x reader#nishinoya angst#nishinoya x reader angst#haikyuu x reader#haikyuu x reader angst
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Op...can you do a romantic headcanon for Mordecai from Lackadaisy please ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ
Yes indeedy ♣️
Reader is GN, pardon the length haha, it got away from me... like ...really got away ............................
I will preface that this would be a ... very slow burn, we're talking the flame is barely there for a long time because that's just how Mordecai Is About Feelings. No, never mind feelings - the trust has to come first, and that's difficult for him. It'll take years, really. You might have an easier time of it if you had a similar upbringing, if you're also Jewish - but that's just slightly easier, and it's not as though he's opening up about himself. It's mostly you talking and being vulnerable first, then he'll begin to volunteer (little bits of) information once he trusts you.
How can you tell he's trusting you? At that point, you've been around him long enough to pick up on Mordecai's mannerisms. He's not as stiff around you, he isn't watching you like you might turn on him, he's calmer and actually talks. You start to pick up what certain glances or gestures mean, when he's relaxed and when someone makes him suspicious. To outsiders, it may seem like you both only tolerate each other.
In fact, you two have something of a secret language with certain looks, gestures, body language and so on. It's especially handy in a gunfight or when you're trying to communicate something across a room. It sort of just came about after years of relying on and trusting each other.
Now, onto the feelings. Mordecai literally blames the feelings on everything but what they are. Was he becoming suspicious of you? No, he trusted you - even if he couldn't say it out loud, he did - perhaps it was a sickness, then? It only alleviated when he was away from you for a long time, but then another awful feeling would replace it, and that only alleviated when you were back. He will pathologize and overthink for literal months (or LONGER if you're a man) before finally conceding that maybe, maybe ... ... it's a crush.
Horrifying. He wants to throw up. Only the thought of the mess he'd have to clean up is keeping him from doing so.
(And obviously he never, ever wants to tell you and figures if he buries it down deep enough it'll just go away)
To anyone at Lackadaisy whose familiar with him, they may notice that he allows you to touch him. It's nothing big at first, and to be fair, he reacted strongly the first few times. You might clean some lint of his coat that he insisted wasn't there, you gently nudge him away from an awkward situation, you softly nudge him and tilt your head to a person you're suspicious of. The first prolonged touch was when you two were utterly exhausted after a run and just leaned against each other in the car, too tired and hurt to move for a while. He didn't say it, but that was probably the closest he'd been to someone in a very, very long time. It almost felt intimate. Thinking back to it made his hair stand on edge for a few days... or a week.
Those who know him may also notice how unusually irritated he gets with men or women "presuming too much" and being too cozy with you. If you're really uncomfortable with the flirting, he'll just outright stand in front of you and dismiss the person with a sharp, green-eyed glare. Mordecai didn't notice he was doing it until Mitzi pointed it out, and he had plenty of excuses ready. Once you both have an "understanding", he's even less tolerant of other people invading your space and being too forward - quite interesting, considering if someone is coming onto him, he's far less aggressive and far more awkward about it.
A lot of being with Mordecai is having to accept that sometimes, you won't hear what you want. Sometimes you have to pay attention to his actions and intentions. Sometimes you won't have a clear idea what he means or wants at all, at least not for a while. Mordecai is aware of his flaws, very aware. More than once he has thought that he isn't deserving of your feelings or the things you do for him.
(you are one of the few people in this cold world who gets the rare Mordecai Approving Smile, but don't say anything! just enjoy! It'll be gone as quick as it came)
The sort of things you do that give him butterflies are as follows: Taking his glasses off the desk, cleaning them and putting them back beside him. Getting into a debate or a discussion-that-turns-into-a-debate, you two getting more and more heated until your faces are two inches apart and you're shoulder-to-shoulder because you're both so invested in the topic. When you're both in close quarters, and your tail or ears accidentally brush against his. When you gesture at something symmetrical with a little smirk on your face. When you bring him warm food while he's working at his desk, something filling and just the right temperature. When you both enter a suspicious place, guns drawn, and you go ahead but glance back with an expression that says with absolute certainty, I trust you.
If you're in physical distress or danger, Mordecai can fix that. He can jump to action and shoot and kill whatever is doing this, and he's confident in that. If it's something emotional, that's the rub, isn't it? He can linger close, he can bring you blankets and food, he can keep others from bothering you, but what else can he do? What can he say? He wasn't good at these kinds of words.
It's these times when he'll touch you first. It'll be a hand on your back after sitting next to you for a long time, listening to you talk about what upset you. If you're in danger, he'll yank you by the arm to safety. He'll sigh, take your hands and show you how to properly hold your gun because why do you keep doing it that way you're going to give him grey hairs this is the best way to handle the recoilsdjsjfjd--
It's not his choice of expressing affection, that's for sure, but that's okay. More often, he finds himself drawn to things that both interest you and could be useful to you. He'll stop by your place with ingredients for a dish you love, he'll "come across" a new coat in your size because your old one got bullet holes. You'll find your guns cleaned and your ammo replenished, you'll notice your apartment has been tidied and dusted. He really appreciates it when you keep your space clean, or at least temporarily for his sake. The first time he was in your apartment for dinner, a spider crawled on him and he FLIPPED. A chair may have been broken. You just took it outside in a cup and continued on like nothing weird happened, even when he insisted on washing the cup like four times.
Also, sometimes Mordecai will associate things so strongly with you that he can't separate them in his mind - a scent, a specific color, a flower, a book, and so on. He might find something that's one or more of those things and keep it with him. Because. Just because. No other reason.
And again! It's so difficult for him to just say and express his feelings for you. It's more likely the two of you will just fall into a sort of odd are-they-or-aren't-they unspoken "understanding", especially if you don't express your feelings and just wait on him. You'll have to make the first step in that direction. Someone would have to torture him to get any serious information about you, especially his feelings. If someone untrustworthy comes asking about you and him, someone prying for a weakness - it's easy for Mordecai to brush off. He can act aloof, or better, callous. He'll say it right in front of you, if that's what keeps you safe. He'll say you're nothing to protect you.
For once, the words come easily, but it's the action he can't do.
It's agonizing the whole time he does it, like dying over and over. Getting beaten and shot was easier than this. Mordecai wants to see you as soon as it's over, even if he has no idea what to say anymore... If you even to see him again. Perhaps he should've expected this is how things would end. You knew what this kind of life would lead to, didn't you? He did. He thought he did.
#This was so enjoyable thank u anon#im so sorry for the ending sdJFDSJFS#i hope i captured him well bc hes such a very very interesting character!#mordecai heller x reader#lackadaisy x reader
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Hello, I just read the new chapter of "Damage Control" and it was a really fun read! I usually don't comment on the fics I read because my English isn't good, but as someone who's just starting to explore what the radioapple dynamic has to offer, I found this fic to be a god-send and it feels wrong to just not congratulate you.
Your characterization of all the characters in Hazbin Hotel and the world building for your radioapple series is so heckin' amazing I have no words for it. You show so much understanding of the hellaverse that even the smallest details, like that news segment with Katie Killjoy in the first episode, feel so on point. To me, it doesn't feel much different between reading your fics and watching any episode of the show.
I also wanted to ask if you were planning on involving the Sins at some point in the story. It can be fun to see the Sins gathered together to discuss why the short king, the same one who has been crying for his wife for seven long years, is suddenly involved with one of the Pride Ring's most dangerous Overlords. I can clearly hear Asmodeus say something like: “If I had a nickel for every time a royal gets involved with a sinner/hellborn (cofcofstolascofcof), I'd have two nickels. Which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it happened twice.”
I really hope you never stop writing. You have become my favorite writer in this fandom. I hope you have a great day :D
HELLO!!! AHHH thank you so much (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`) Reading this sdjfnslfnljfn I can't tell you how much it warmed my heart. It watered my crops. Cleared my skin. Paid off my debts.
Seriously, when I got this is it just - it means a lot to hear. I'm so happy you're enjoying my fics! I'm overjoyed you like the characterization, and I'm so, so happy to have received this. It really does mean the whole world to me (to a lot of writers) to get feedback like this, so thank you <3
I don't know if I'll include any of the Sin's in my radioapple series, but I do have a handful of ideas and scenarios I want to draw/write out involving the Sin's, Lucifer, and them meeting Lucifer's new boyfriend/partner, Alastor ^.^ I love thinking about them all coming together--maybe Lucifer hosts some big, grand, once-in-a-millennia event in the Pride ring, and all the Sin's and Royal Hell families are invited to attend--and they all meet Alastor there. Ozzie and Queen Bee can introduce their partners too, and it'd just be so much fun.
I also need Ozzie to visit the porn studios, because of course, and absolutely murdering Valentino for how he treats/abuses his sex-workers.
This whole ask just...made everything better. Thank you very much. I definitely intend to keep writing, it's such a fun hobby and I derive a lot of enjoyment from it (hopefully one day I'll publish a book 🤞) .
Also, you're English is very good! Very clear and easy to read!
#seriously#these asks just#they mean the world to me#of course writing is fun in and of itself#and I do get a lot of enjoyment and pleasure out of it#but hearing peoples thoughts about it just#gosh it really helps#makes me feel all the good feelings#gives me motivation to write out my other ideas and post those too#thank you very much for this#asks#hazbin hotel#alastor#hazbin hotel alastor#hazbin alastor#the radio demon#appleradio#lucifer magne#lucifer morningstar#meownnies
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I will never financially recover from 600 Strike…
I just…
God it’s so fucking good… T^T
Of course the “NEXT TO MY WIFE” part, but Odysseus showing Poseidon what happens when you finally get exactly what you want…
Look what you’ve turned me into
Look what we’ve become
*incoherent screeching*
The lyrics are just SO GOOD. Like, I am awe of how Jay manages to one up himself over and over again. This song is maybe the most pivotal one as far as Odysseus’s character arc is concerned and he fucking CRUSHED IT.
I AM ADDING A CUT BECAUSE I HAVE A LOT OF FEELINGS, OKAY?! ( ༎ຶ⌑༎ຶ)
UGH. I will never get enough of this musical, I s2g. Jay does such an amazing job of portraying Odysseus’s emotions and mental state throughout. By the time we get to 600 Strike, it’s fucking heartbreaking. Odysseus has tried SO HARD for SO LONG to be a good person. He never wanted any of this! He never wanted to be ruthless! But over and over and over again he is just doomed by the gods narrative.
UUUGH. It makes No Longer You (probs my fave song of the musical) EVEN BETTER because yeah, “I see a man who gets to make it home alive, but it’s no longer you.”
The gods have forced Odysseus time and time again to be ruthless. He has fought for twenty years to retain some semblance of his innate desire for mercy only to watch it ripped away from him, piece by devastating piece.
I utterly adore the way we see him broken down until the ONLY thing he has left for any chance at happiness or normalcy is making it home to his wife and son.
He starts out this whole journey with the goal of getting himself AND his crew home only to watch them die in increasingly horrific ways because of the impossible situations they keep getting forced into.
I feel like Oddyseus’s first major breakdown happens in The Underworld. That’s where it finally all starts to be too fucking much. Where he hits his limit. Just the “All I hear are screams, every time I dare to close my eyes. I no longer dream, only nightmares of those who've died.”
And then the utterly gut wrenching scene with his mom. ( ༎ຶ⌑༎ຶ)
I feel like up to this point, yeah he’s concerned about what’s going on back at home, but this is the first time he’s straight up confronted with the fact things are changing there and there’s NOTHING he can do about it. His absolute worst fear has come true. He lost someone he loved forever because he couldn’t make it home.
How did she die? Odysseus doesn’t know. She could have died peacefully of old age or been slaughtered. Either way he wasn’t there to comfort her or protect her. She died not knowing if he would ever made it home. Even in death, she’s stuck forever wondering what happened to him and wishing she could see him again.
HE IS RIGHT THERE and she will never know because he was too late.
Like logically he knows time is passing in Ithaca too, but up to this point I feel like Ithaca is more of a concept to him than a reality. His last memories of his home are of his wife and infant son from over a decade ago. Obviously they’ve aged too, but he hasn’t seen the effects of the passage of time on them. He doesn’t know what’s become of them or his country without its king.
It makes so much sense that this is when he finally starts to consider ruthlessness over mercy. Especially after Tiresias implies he will never make it home. Like obvs we know he will and that Tiresias just means he won’t be the same person when he does, but Odysseus doesn’t know that.
Regardless, Tiresias is right. The only way Odysseus will ever make it home is to cut away at everything that makes him who he is. His morality, his desire for mercy, his loyalty to his crew, his friends...
His friends who trust him, only for him to keep leading them to horrific deaths time and time again by clinging to his desire for mercy.
God, and then there’s Mutiny. This whole time Eurylochus has been begging Odysseus to focus on the needs of the few instead of the many, to “cut their losses.” And now Odysseus finally does by sacrificing six men and Eurylochus cannot fucking believe it, even after trying to convince him to do this EXACT same thing back in Puppeteer.
I think Eurylochus ultimately wants Odysseus to keep leading them, even when he doesn’t agree with his decisions, because he doesn’t trust himself to make to put the lives of everyone else first. He relies so much on Odysseus as his moral compass and now that compass has been shattered into a million pieces.
This is not his captain. This IS NOT his friend. This is also the moment Eurylochus realizes Odysseus intends to get home by any means necessary and that fucking terrifies him.
He could always count on Odysseus to keep the safety of the crew first and foremost, to be their pillar of strength in the face of adversity, but now? Now he can’t.
Besides, he’s finally convinced himself that they’ll never make it home, so why should they keep fighting? Why not just try and live out the rest of their lives in peace? Why invite more suffering and pain into their lives?
Then comes Thunder Bringer, where Eurylochus’s biggest fear is realized. Odysseus openly admits he will do whatever it takes to make it home to his wife and son.
At this point, Odysseus is desperately trying to justify all of the horrors and loss they’ve been through. Hundreds of men who trusted him have died because of him. He believes he’s led them astray over and over again.
But if he doesn’t make it home, what was the point of all of this? Does he give up now for the sake of his remaining crew, or does he honor the sacrifice of those they’ve lost by finally making it home? Every single one of them has died in their attempts to get home. How can he sleep at night if he gives up on getting there now? It would mean they all died for absolutely nothing.
And like, it’s a fucked up decision but I think it’s fair to say Odysseus is running on pure PTSD and vibes at this point. He is literally staring ZEUS in the face. Zeus who pretty much made him kill a defenseless child “for the greater good.” Zeus who is asking him to make another impossible choice.
His remaining crew has already admitted they’ve given up on getting home, but Odysseus hasn’t. If no one makes it back, how will the family and friends they’ve left behind ever find closure? They’ll spend the rest of their days living and dead waiting for them to come home like his mother has. They’ll descend into the underworld never knowing what happened to them and hoping against hope that they’ll still see them again.
Hope is such a powerful thing, but it can also be devastating. Isn’t it kinder to let them know what happened than to let them die, trapped warring with grief and hope forever? Because not knowing, while it can give them hope, it’s a false hope at this point. It’s not real.
Isn’t it crueler to leave them scanning the horizon for the rest of their lives, looking for ships that will never come? Isn’t it crueler to force thousands upon thousands of voices to join his mother’s in the underworld?
Isn’t it kinder to give them closure? To let them finally be able to fully grieve?
The least he can do is tell their loved ones what happened to them, isn’t it?
And now, twenty years later, he’s finally within sight of Ithaca. Now he can justify all of his decisions, all of the pain, all of the heartache. He’s can do the one good thing left to him after all these years.
So of course that’s when Poseidon strikes in a final act of devastating cruelty. All because Odysseus blinded rather than outright killed his son. His son who planned to kill and eat him and every single one of his 600 crew members.
It’s simultaneously so cathartic and heartbreaking when Odysseus first brings the trident down on Poseidon. Especially after pleading with him one last time to stop this never ending cycle of violence and pain.
But Poseidon refuses to stop. He’s more concerned about his pride and his reputation than in admitting he’s taken things too far. This so-called god has the nerve to have killed almost every man in his crew and then tell Odysseus he hasn’t suffered enough. He’s already paid for his actions with the blood of hundreds of men. What debt could he possibly have left to pay?
Tbh I would not have blamed Odysseus for torturing Poseidon for the rest of his days. And, if he chose ruthlessness over mercy, that’s what he would have done. Poseidon would’ve gotten exactly what he wanted. Lol, just not like this.
But no. Even in the midst of all of this, of getting to hear this murderer, this god cry out and beg for the mercy he denied him so many times, Odysseus stops. Poseidon finally knows what it’s like to feel helpless and to feel unending pain.
Surprised Pikachu face! He’s not a fan!
Odysseus has pled with the gods to be merciful for over twenty years now. Zeus, Athena, Poseidon, Calypso, Circe… He’s begged them time and time again to see there are other ways than ruthlessness. He managed to get through to Circe, since she alone viscerally understood the pain and loss he’d been through. And now all the rest of them finally understand too.
Athena goes to Zeus on his behalf to convince him and a whole host of other gods to give Odysseus another chance. Calypso lets him leave her island. Zeus realizes the folly of his own pride when he nearly kills his own daughter. Poseidon agrees to call off the storm.
It’s such a fascinating story and I utterly adore Jay’s interpretation of it. Mercy is what ultimately gets Odysseus home, even if he had to be ruthless to get it.
AND AND AND all the callbacks in the songs, the bastardization of moments of joy. The reclamation of moments of horror!!! T^T
JAY WHEN I CATCH YOU.
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OMG i saw ur post about leehan with breeding kink (?)!!!!!!!!!!
ur writing really entertains me, thank u very much༎ຶ‿༎ຶ
if ur request is still open, can i request about me keeping my pregnancy a secret from Nicholas for 4 months and wanting to leave because I thought he would dump me for the safety of his career which has only been running for a year (even though he wouldn't do it!) || idol!nicholas x fem!reader 😙 || (scenario: i'm pregnant with a babygirl)
nicholas is my biaswrecker and i want to hear 'this' version 🤙
Those Two Little Lines-Nicholas(❤️🩹,🌸)
Word Count: 892
CW: Angst, Y/N AFAB, Pregnancy, Idol!XY/N, pet names(Nicho calls you his babydoll, doll) Mentions of female anatomy, fluff at the end. Let me know if I missed anything
A/N: Omggg anonie you have no idea how much that means to me 🥲. Also Nicholas is my bias and when I say I've had so many thoughts about this man 😭😭. But I hope this is what you meant and that you like it!. Story down below!
You and your best friend both sat on your bathroom floor. You were curled up in a ball, your hand through your hair as your friend rubbed your back. “God, I do not think I can handle this right now”, a heavy sigh left your lips as you looked at your friend. “I know babes, but hey I’m sure no matter what everything will be fine okay?” b/f/n, you looked up at them. Your eyes were puffy from crying, stress having taken a toll on you. “But what if he leaves me?”You said through broken sobs, your friend only giving you a look of pity. Not knowing how to respond. After a moment of silence and your friend holding you a loud beeping came from your phone, signaling that it has been five minutes. Both of you stood up, you took a deep breath, shaky hands reaching out to the tiny stick. As soon as you opened your eyes you felt your heart drop to your stomach following a strong burst of tears. “Shit!” you yelled loudly crying, slamming it back onto the counter, your friend held you close in attempts to comfort you as their eyes fell on the two little blue lines on the stick.
After a few months have passed, you have spent trying to figure out how to tell Nicholas of your pregnancy. Not only were you both so young, but you were worried he would leave you or convenience your to get rid of the child. Considering he has only been an idol for a year. You knew that he needed to put his focus on that. And the fear of how the fans would react if it got leaked to the public. Nicholas was already receiving some backlash for being in a relationship. Luckily most of the Lunes seem to love you. You tried to hide the pregnancy as much as you could while trying to figure out how to tell him. But with time going on it was getting harder and harder to hide it. You started to show signs of craving, and your belly started to swell a little, and your doctor appointments became more frequent for your regular check ups. It wasn’t until today that you had finally come to a decision. You had your anatomy ultrasound appointment today. The day where you found out your baby's gender. Once you heard the words “it’s a girl” fall from the doctor's mouth you couldn’t help but feel both excited and scared to say the very least. It was then that you had come to the conclusion that you must leave. You couldn’t put this kind of pressure on Nicholas and you couldn’t handle having to confront him. As you went home you instantly started packing your bags, grabbing only the necessities you needed. Your friend had agreed to let you stay with them in the meantime. As you were packing you felt a pair of warm hands grab your waist. “Baby? What are you doing?”, you immediately turned around, feeling all of the blood in your face disappear. “Nicho?, what are you doing home so early?”Nicholas looked at your open luggage and then back at you, confusion written all over his face. “We got let out early, are we going somewhere?”, the words ‘we’ made your heart ache a little. You stayed silent, words getting blocked in your throat. How the hell are you supposed to tell him, especially now. Emotions had overflowed you, causing you to break down into tears, Nicholas instantly becoming even more worried. He wrapped his arms around you, holding you close to him. Holding you ever so tightly as if he was going to lose you if he had let go. “Doll, what is going on? You know you can talk to me right?” His words only make you cry harder. You told him everything, all of your worries. You speed talked all of it, coughing and trying not to break out into another sob. After what seemed like an hour of you crying you had finally calmed down, Nicho whipping away your tears, he held your face gently and had you look up at him. He smiled softly, evidence of him crying shown on his face. “First of all babydoll, I would never ever leave you because of something like this. Yes my career is important to me, but you are by far way more precious than that. Secondly, I love you more than anyone can ever comprehend, I will never stop loving you, and you being pregnant with our child is never going to stop that. Only thing that will change is that I now have two beautiful girls to love. So please, don’t ever think you have to hide or anything else from me okay? I want to be there with you, throughout every little step.” His words reaching your heart, he leaned in and pressed a loving kiss upon your lips, a small sniff came from you “I-I’m sorry for not telling you”, he rested his forehead against yours as he held you, “there’s nothing to be sorry about my love, just promise me to never keep anything from me again, okay?” he whispered loud enough for only you to hear, “I promise” you whispered back, smiling up at him lovingly.
#&team imagines#&team soft hours#&team reactions#&team nicholas#auntiefaye🧚🏻♀️#&team au#&team nicholas soft hours#&team Nicholas soft thoughts
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Welcome to random thoughts I just had
you know you know Akise from Mirai Nikki kind of reminds me of Ivan from Alien Stage
Spoilers for both series
Kissed the person they loved
Died/Sacrificed themselves immediately after
Unrequited feelings (or at least they believe so)
Intelligent? (The schemer 1000)
Their crush likes a pink-haired girl
And that's all I got ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ )
I haven't watched Mirai Nikki in a long time so idk the complete accuracy of everything I've said.
What does this mean? Probably that I'm going to do a redraw of their death scenes where they role swaaap.
#alien stage#alnst#alnst ivan#mirai nikki#future diary#akise aru#I'm half-certain someone would have brought this up before haha#also I just looked on his wiki and akise is compared to kaworu#so yeah#goodbye
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MHA Chapter 402 Spoilers
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Remember this from Deku & Bakugo vs All Might scene?
“I'll keep fighting. I'll break myself. Even if there's nothing left of me, I will win the way I want to. I'll destroy myself before I accept defeat at your hands! -Dub version
"I break...and break myself..even if it means twisting myself, I'll win the way I choose. I won't accept that I can't beat you like that... No way!" -Sub version
All Might face when he heard Katsuki says that is like disbelief and realization.
We all know how powerful AFO is and it looks like All Might is losing.
Then All Might uses the gauntlet inspired by Katsuki and he grabbed AFO's neck and explode it with a smile on his face 💔
All Might breaking himself, not admitting defeat and wants to win the way he wants to regardless of being quirkless and reminiscing the time when Izuku asked him if he can be a hero quirkless and he said yes. He is inspired by Katsuki and Izuku 😭
He is fighting like Katsuki and Im just in tears..
Izuku comes back this chapter and just heartwrenching. He can feel All Might vestige fading and please I really don't want AM to die. The students still need him especially Izuku and Katsuki (´༎ຶ ͜ʖ ༎ຶ `)♡
My boy been through so much 😢
Also I realize on Deku & Bakugo vs All Might after Katsuki said those words Izuku comes back and punch All Might with everything he got and took Katsuki so they could win together despite of the fact he could win and just leave Katsuki. But of course Izuku would never leave Kacchan. Then in this chapter as All Might is struggling and maybe dying cause of AFO, Izuku wanted to cry because of the pain he is feeling but still fighting off Shigaraki. This is only my opinion but if that is Katsuki he would save him no matter what and might leave Shigaraki to protect Katsuki. Still All Might is a very precious person to Izuku and love him as his teacher and mentor. But Katsuki is someone special to Izuku and closer to him than everyone else or this is just me missing him and hoping next chapter we will have some news about him. I feel vestige All Might and Katsuki being in the vestige will be explain soon. Please Horikoshi 🥹
Anyway, another chapter that breaks my heart. This past two weeks is full of angst and heartbreaks. Being a MHA fan and a JJK fan is too much 💔💔💔
#mha spoilers#horikoshi you are the best!#at breaking our hearts 💔💔💔#bnha spoilers#MHA402#all might#All Might please don't die#bkdk#bakudeku#katsudeku#dekukatsu#decchan#dekubaku#dkbk#izuku x kacchan#izuku midoriya
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Webtoon recommendations for dem nerdy pals
(there's a lot of bl in this ) ←(*꒪ヮ꒪*)
I'm just going to put in my top recs because I've read like a lot
1. Shifting borders
WHEN I SAY THIS IS GOOD I MEAN IT
the story is more world building and characterization based which is amazing for me as an avid Tolkien fan who is extremely picky
Very gay and very cute 10/10 would recommend
I honestly want to give more love towards this author because they have another webtoon called chanta which takes place in the same universe as this and it's equal exciting to read
2. Miss abbott and the doctor
Sooooooo cute and it keeps me engaged
I literally log in every day just to use my daily pass to read another chapter
It's more slice of life and romance based and a great example of opposites attract and enemies to lovers
I would write a lot more but that would spoiling༎ຶ‿༎ຶ
3. Homesick
The storyline? Pops.
The artstyle?so good that I cried.
The characters and roles? Believe me when I tell u that it's perfect.
It's all set in a beauty fantasy setting with terrifying moments and a lot of suspense and thrill
It was so good I read everything over 1 night and woke up the next morning dead but satisfied
It's quite pleasing even for someone who doesn't like horror that much but is okay with gore and angst
Honestly can't wait till the next episode comes out
4.Morgana and Oz
One of the first webcomics I read which got me instantly hooked
It's currently one hiatus but whatever has been already posted has literally brought me to tears. Again it's fantasy and the characters are soo cute and complex
Top tier would recommend to anybody in my line of sight
I would write more but that's for part2
OMG PART 2
SO I HAVE WASTED MORE PRECIOUS TIME BY READIND SOME MORE PRECIOUS WEBTOONS SO LET ME SPREAD THE JOY PPL!!
5. Star Catcher -(ro-taniah)(bl)
i read this while it was still on canvas and i absolutely loved it. right now its originals and i can't tell you how happy i am to see longer chapters with more content.
it's about 2 college boys besties and how their relationship develops
as an anxious person this was a great read and i could really relate to some parts of the main characters anxiety even though it was more extreme compared to what the average person aka me would face.
literally so cute that i'm reading it again now that it's on originals!!!
it updates regularly and is great if you are just looking for a classic
6. heesu in class 2 - lily
this isn't on webtoon but omg such a cute read
i recently reread this and i thought it was quite worthy of being mentioned in this post
it's main couple is 2 high school boys and i can't explain how cute it is
yes there is drama and quite a bit of miscommunication but i thought it was really cute and fun
even the side ship got me feel crazyyyy
also the artstyle is mwahhh *chefs kiss*
there are around 91 chapters including sides stories and extras and you can read it on bato.com for free
but pls support the author as it was originally posted in lezhin if you prefer that
7.countdown to countdown - velinxi / xiao tong kong
back to webtoon again!!
honestly i first started reading this because i thought the art style was so cool and detailed but then the storyline got me hooked.
it is currently being posted on webtoon but the webtoon has its own website so you can read it there as well
more chapters are available on the website so you can check it out if you finish reading the webtoon chapters
it's story is set in a dystopian world in 2044 and the worldbuilding left me speechless + bonus amazing artstyle
velinxi also has other comics so pls check them out
https://velinxi.tumblr.com/
https://www.ctccomic.com/comic/archive
#webtoon#webcomic#shifting borders#morgana and oz#chanta#ms abbott and the doctor#homesick#why don't more ppl write about webtoon or give recs#i had to take matters into my own hands#ctccomic#star catcher#heesu in class 2
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There's so much happening on screen all at once it overwhelms me ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ and I might give it another try and see if it bothers me less
Also I I don't understand all the different types of notes, I think?
Ooooww yeah, this game isn't exactly beginner friendly. I see how it could be overwhelming to someone new to rythm games. There are no Easy mode songs, and the music in general doesn't have a very clear beat. Maybe this will help a little.
To make the screen a little easier to process:
- Turn off all the card effects in graphics.
- Go here
- Adjust the brightness of the background by sliding it all the way to the right.
(Hit "OK" so the change stays)
I won't go over the quality of taps, or card colours or abilities, this will complicate things, and they are pretty straightforward, you can ignore them for the time being.
Now, the "types of notes".
As far as I've seen, I think there are only 2, if I understand you correctly. First of all it will make things a lot easier if you ignore the little objects in place of each note (the donnuts/bottles/balloons/gifts/sharks/rainbow karasu/etc.) They 100% do not matter, so don't worry about them, they are just like that to contribute to the visual clutter really. You will barely look at them enough to know what they are. I'll cover them with circles here for clarity.
I do not know how you chose to map your controls so, instead of left and right or up and down, let's call them A and B (and you will read according to your own settings).
Normal Taps:
As it says, just normal taps that will line up with the vertical line there in rythm with the beat. Sometimes the notes will show up from other sources than just the right side of the screen. Don't freak out and just watch them, they will take their place as A or B pretty quickly.
Double tap:
Tap both A and B at the same time.
Double Press:
Tap both A and B at the same time and keep them pressed until the notes end.
Press and Tap:
Tap one and keep it pressed, tap the other if/when signaled to.
Dodge:
The outlier. Tap A to avoid the Danger Slime. (jump over it, be mindful that just because the demons will hover in the air for a bit, doesn't mean they'll hit A notes close after the dodge, you will need to tap to hit them)
Boss notes:
When the boss is a Little D, their notes will move through the screen much like everything else, you will just have a little less time to see them on the screen.
When the boss is another character, like Lucifer in this example, he may throw some notes that move seemingly erraticaly through the screen, if you aren't used to rythm games, this might be scary. But don't worry, they will need to be hit in a pattern you've done before, trust the rythm and patterns you've been following so far. The first couple times could be troublesome, but with a bit of practice it'll be easy to tell when the notes are A or B at the time to tap them.
(if you don't want to play the tutorial stage, Belphegor's song "Dreamscape" in Normal mode is pretty beginner friendly, no trick notes or anything, pretty consistent beat)
I've hit the image limit now but I think that should be all. I hope this was at least a little bit helpful.
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