#they make me. so distraught.
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Reunion (each new dawn a gift)
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#i listened to my partner's kydizzy playlist and genuinely wept while drawing this#they make me. so distraught.#im also just so happy that i started and FINISHED this#all in one day!#i just let myself draw fast and loose and didnt try to make it clean#ky kiske#dizzy guilty gear#dizzy kiske#guilty gear#guilty gear xrd#kydizzy#sammy speaks#sammy sketches
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Love that tma is so traumatic constantly that we all gloss over the fact that Jon was kidnapped and forcibly moisturized while tied to a chair for a month.
Every time I think too hard about it it actually freaks me out. And Jon never talks about it again which also freaks me out
#the fics of his time there always make me so sad#did the circus even actually feed/water him#I do not want a creepy clown moisturizing me thank you#did they even understand that he gotta pee???#someone make me stop thinking about it#it’s making me so sad and distraught for Jon#tma#the magnus archives#the magnus institute#magnuspod#jonathan sims#the archivist#Jon sims#the circus#the circus of the other#the stranger
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oh bumble you make me miserable . i love you . please kill everyone .
also ig turtletail is here too. go . go be yuri with bumble now .
#bumble genuinely makes me so distraught she deserved SO much better jfc#i love you so much bumble .#turtletail couldve been a LOT nicer but. what ever .#bumble warriors#bumble warrior cats#bumble wc#turtle tail#turtletail#turtle tail warriors#turtle tail wc#tbc i havent read dotc fully but God this poor cat#my art#warriors#warrior cats#dotc
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Chapter 1 :
Chapter 119 :
Chapter 285 :
Chapter 322 :
Chapter 404 :
Them at the moment :
#mha#bkdk#bakudeku#bkdk bakudeku#dekukatsu#bnha bakugo katsuki#bakugou katsuki#mha spoilers#bnha deku#bnha#chapter 419#their development makes me cry#i love them so much#i am distraught#hahaha help me
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[ID from ALT: A drawing of Gramble Gigglefunny from Bugsnax done on MS Paint. On the top left is his in game model accompanied by a trans flag color picked from his color palette. In the middle is the drawing of him looking to the side with his Kweeble beside him. End ID]
i love gramble so murch... holding him gently in my hands ...
releasing ms paint gramble to the wild because i love going back to my roots
#bugsnax#gramble gigglefunny#kweeble#corvart#im lowkey distraught at how little art/merch there is of this little stinker he's so kind and loving i need more of him right this instant#little bit messier than what i usually make but i've been trying to let that perfectionism go#m still playing thru the game so pls no spoilers !!!#also if y'all make gramble content n post it on here please tag me !!!! i'd love to see it :DD
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rewatched madoka magica again today bc i fucking hate myself and to absolutely no one’s surprise i went through all five stages of grief in a single evening
#let’s talk about sayaka miki for a second#genuinely the fact that her whole character is centered around tragedy almost to a shakespearean extent#she’s selfless and brave and values her justice and righteousness above all. calls herself an ally of justice#in fact i think it’s rather intriguing how her whole character is centered around “justice”#her story being a more twisted retelling of the original little mermaid#how she is initially portrayed as a very heroic and confident character even before becoming a magical girl. always shielding madoka#selling her soul to heal the boy she loved out of a selfless desire to see him well again#her being absolutely distraught abt being robbed of her humanity and betrayed by kyubey#she combats this harrowing realization by immersing herself in her duties not caring that she is slowly deteriorating in the process#becoming numb with pain and fighting recklessly and psychotically trying to drown out the pain#finally coming to the sickening conclusion that humanity doesn’t deserve her saving and she succumbs to a fate of her making#last words being “i was so stupid” which trumps her previous statement of “there’s no way i’d regret this”#ALSO? the fact that her costume and weapon are symbolic of a knight. she rly portrays this hero of justice who will protect and defend ☹️#i think abt the fact that homura said that sayaka’s wish was so selfless it was only a matter of time before she died#sayaka being the example of what happens to magical girls who go through the entire cycle and eventually become witches is so sad to me#genuinely just like. sick and twisted#very very fucked up.#characters who have their own misconstrued interpretation of “justice” or who are centered around justice in general.#you will always be dear to me.#sayaka reminds me a lot of akechi in some ways ngl#harboring an almost idealized vision of justice but it slowly rots and festers and corrupts their hearts the more immersed w it they become#actually losing their sanity when they fight bc of how much pain they’re in but refuse to acknowledge it until they break#refusing any help and wallowing in misery despite having ppl who love them and want to save them#last words are those expressing regret for being such a fool. for being ignoring#being used by yhe main villain as a stepping stone towards their true goal. they were merely a pawn#also doomed in every version of their reality. always doomed by the narrative no matter what choices they make#i have a type i fear#HAHAHAH ALSO the fact that they’re both dressed so regally compared to everyone else in their respective series#meant to portray them in a virtuous and princely light. only made more apparent by the sword being their weapon of choice#i’m gonna shut up now but they’re soo eerily similar its unnerving tbh 💀
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chris study + doodles
#they infect my canvases like a disease#chrisker#chris redfield#albert wesker#stars era if you squint#they make me so distraught i auauauuah
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Bout to throw arms with Mob Wally due to what he did to fuckin Mob Rob
He gun go munchy crunchy on yer limbs smhhh
cw semi spooki imagery
Also rob is fine LMAOOO, just a lil spooky scary dream to put him in his place smhh totally not psychologically traumatized and too scared to communicate with anyone
#If I actually killed him my partner would kill me JDHFFHCHHDJD#I like making my favorite children suffer smhhhhh 😔🥄🥄#Welcome home#welcome home mob au#welcome home wally#wally darling#robbie robs#dr stone face#I got so many people distraught over rob dying wHEEEEEZE IM SORRYYYYYY LMAOOOOO#Gotta make sure to post that sad shid every blue moon
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Keeps me awake still now Retracing what happened
TO RAGE - DAUGHTER
#specifically styled after the text in the lyric video because it captured me#this is the ultimate ed teach song to me i have to ssy. the change from destroyed to distraught. the need to smash things because of love#its SO s1e10 to me#(the bit i chose as a caption is so s2 laying on the floor also. thinking about them always)#nyxtalks#ofmd#our flag means death#stede bonnet#edward teach#blackbeard#the gentleman pirate#gentlebeard#blackbonnet#edstede#i never post gb things i do NOT know what tags to use hdsbdjcdfdrgv#anyway hi friends! this is the edit i have not shut up about the idea of for months at this point#i could do it better i know i could. i will one day#id like to do it as gifs- both the background and the text fading if i could make it sync#i could do just the photo edit part better too i am sure. but i think sometimes we just have to post things. and that is ok too#itll do#(this is a solidly mid daughter song ngl (listen to 'not to disappear' if you want the bangers) but top tier ed song
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#ursaluna#they look SO distraught that they have to be regular ursaluna instead of blood moon ursaluna#what the fuck even happened with blood moon ursaluna?? it had a super fun questline but why the hell was it so. sought-after#was it super busted or something? i assume so‚ considering the level of power creep that was already in gen 9#and especially the level of power creep that we saw with gen 8's DLC in urshifu that i've already talked about#i also like. never even used this thing as a mount in legends arceus. they made me use it for the one quest we got it for#and then never again. it wasn't fast enough to replace wyrdeer and the items it found were like. never that good#so it just never got used. soz ursaluna :( that must be why they put it in gen 9. to make it more popular. then they succeeded..!#now folks are trading shinies for this thing on the pokémon home gts#well. not this thing. the bloodmoon version of this thing. soz again ursaluna :(
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more doodles of this thing that haunts my brain and his boyfriend
More doodles centered around pre-godhood shenanigans under cut to keep post short for the sanity of others lol
tha legally mandated Only 1 bed trope ...
getting the old uniform out!
annnnd the obilgatory sad bonus U u U
#great god grove#ggg click clack#ggg thespius#ggg lovestory#i hope its a little clearer older clicky is balding as i intended lol#these two drive me insane a lot#in my heart they ran away together on a whim to pave their own way and they DID it. it took a while but they did it :]#...do you think in another universe click clack didnt make it to ascending and their story became one about tragic love? <- the evil in me#also context for the last comic: my hc is clicky always wore a suit until thespius ascended and switched to lower maintenance clothes#because right after thespie's ascension he got real depressed about their relationship and the clothing choice kinda stuck#so its thespius asking click clack to put on his suit again because he thinks heees sooo cute in it#(and def not also because hes aware so much time has passed and he wants to ignore it. look hes in his old outfit yay no horrors here!)#<- lies#also the wedding comment is specifically because like. imagine always joking about that w someone you have a crush on#then u become immortal#and realize ur relationships kinda doomed unless he also ascends#and u watch this guy u love get older and not really do anything romantic with anyone and kinda stay isolated#one half is happy your heart isnt broken cause theres still a chance he likes you#OTHER HALF ABSOLUTELY DISTRAUGHT CUZ UR THE GOD OF LOVE AND YOUR BESTEST PARTNER FRIEND IS ALONE (and not aromantic)#coughs. anyway.#thats a lot of tags sorry#sorry to the people who read these lol
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PoV: You are Needle Knight Leda calling the Tarnished a filthy Erdtree-hugging Marika Simp
Bonus Miquella T-Shirt Ver.
#this is legit my build#leda you could literally not be more wrong about me i h a t e the erdtree#i wanna burn that bitch to the ground#AND I WILL 🔥#i would literally lay my life on the line for Miq if i could!!!!!#sO STOP SAYING SUCH MEAN THINGS TO ME 😫😭#the dlc makes me so fucking DISTRAUGHT#the real villian here is miyazaki#the dlc hates míquella fans#miquella the unalloyed#miquella#needle knight leda#elden ring#sote#uri posts#uri draws#uri is going through despair#as are all miq-fans 😔
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rereading the hivebent commentary makes me so annoyed that people are never really willing to analyze the actual effects that alternian culture clearly had on every troll, especially the highbloods. pretty much the only troll who ever actually gets taken in the context of her upbringing is vriska.
no one ever seems willing to think about the character arcs of trolls like equius and terezi, who are also bluebloods with extremely hypocritical and toxic understandings of the people around them-- equius is boiled down to a gross creep who is just like that naturally and definitely didn't get it from his society in any way, whilst terezi is scrubbed of virtually all her flaws and turned into a strange sort of based love interest character who is all about being gay and too cool to be tricked by any of the alternian propaganda. quadrants? classism? how silly! terezi would never believe in stupid shit like that. she's quirky! and GAY!
despite the fact that equius and terezi both obviously have much, much more to their personalities than that-- and the alternian empire is informing way more dangerous things about these kid's beliefs than "kiss annoying people".
#hsmeta#op#terezi wants to be a cop and views herself as responsible for vriska BECAUSE OF HER HYPOCRITICAL IDEAS OF JUSTICE#shes NOT just obsessed with dealing with vriska because shes interested in her she has weird freak codependency because her COP HYPOCRISY#she is also gay for vriska but thats part of the Turmoil. thats part of her struggle with her need to kill vriska.#terezi thinks shes Holier Than Everyone and that shes the only one who can kill vriska w/o it being petty revenge#ignoring that she's actually the one with more emotional investment in vriska than ANYBODY#man there are so many interesting things to say about terezi but everyone is too busy making her the mouthpiece for their Woke Takes#bcuz they actually think terezi is woke. and not a deeply confused and distraught girl with more issues than bones#i also like equius but ive made posts abt him before. lol#homestuck#i could talk about eridan and feferi and gamzee too actually#and how i rarely ever see anyone talk about them In The Context Of Alternia. its always just oh well they did a bad thing that annoyed me.#vriska gets hundreds of thousands of pages of discourse into why alternia and her upbringing affected her actions but nobody else does#idk. i went on for too long in these tags already LOL#btw the inspo for this post was my lovely partner as usual 💫
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stained glass…
#this was the companion piece to the other recent one i posted (giving in) but i didn’t post both at the same time… oops..#ragathas button eye is on the wrong side i Know . I know im distraught i noticed too far in Agh#tw scopophobia#tadc#the amazing digital circus#tadc ragatha#my art#might make a pomni ver of this too… or a keychain version… dunno if anyone would want to buy that#BY THE WAY#the flowers in the back are snapdragons#snapdragons mean both deception and grace which applies to ragatha so much for me
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I was having a decent day, until I remembered a brief, easily-missable side story in one of the first levels of Bioshock 2, where a school teacher and a group of children on a field trip end up trapped in the amusement park level you’re in when the civil war started, and how you hear from her audio logs how she willingly gave up her own food to make sure all the children were well-fed, eventually finding a final audio log on how she realizes she’s dying from starvation but still worries about the kids she’s watching, and you find this audio log by a corpse positioned in a resting pose surrounded by candles and drawings and stuffed animals and I’m sobbing oh god -
#Bioshock#Bioshock 2#video games#dumb stuff#when i first played through this level and found the audio log next to her corpse it destroyed me#just like in the first game where you find an audio log of distraught parents realizing their daughter is a little sister#and you find that log next to two corpses embracing each other and you realize they took their lives in grief#and then i got to the conclusion of the mark meltzer story in Bioshock 2 and was destroyed once again#the first two bioshock’s excelled at environmental stories using the audio logs and all of them are so good and make me super upset#but yeah the teacher one in 2 is especially devastating to me. what happened to the kids#did they all die? did they somehow make it out with jack? probably not! :)#Bioshock 2 is fantastic and anyone who says otherwise is dumb and has bad opinions#/jk but also kinda not really
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zoey actually DID get run over by that bulldozer but she made a miraculous recovery because charlie prayed every day for her
#smiling friends#charlie dompler#smiling friends zoey#actually. i haven't checked out smiling friends fics yet so stop me if it happened already but that would make an awesome fic i think#the bulldozer accident. charlie is distraught and inconsolable he can't believe this happened why couldn't he do anything why did it have t#happen to her#and it was like after they had an argument or something so he's like extra fucked up about it he's horrified about those being the last#words they ever said to each other#but like you know they get a happy ending i feel like there's probably a few fics like that but she does not come back
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