#they make me so unwell (affectionate)
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truly what a guy
#malevolent#malevolent podcast#arthur lester#arthur malevolent#john doe#john malevolent#my art#ahfdgfghsdd i have so many important things to do but these two have overtaken all of my waking thoughts so i'm fucked to say the least#adgfd i just wanna talk about them with someone but no one i know has the energy for that 12h long infodump#straight up today was my first truly no work day in a few weeks and what did i do? spent half the day figuring out how i want to draw arthur#still not sure if this the direction i wanna take his design in but somehow along the process he ended up as like my ideal look on masc days#tbh i don't have the time to unpack whatever that says about me ywy#john's design is very much still a first draft but i can't think about it too much or i might just actually go insane#this podcast makes me unwell(affectionate)#the universe is so evil for not letting me just draw them all day long ywy#in an ideal world it would be no diploma no uni applications only malevolent#.....i'm gonna stop with the rambling now#so yeah go listen to malevolent
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scrunkly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!patspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspatspa
#kinitopet#this little shit makes me so happy even i cant understand it#what a champ#also this is all you will get from me now i am way too unwell (affectionate) for anything else#eyestrain
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joined a colour pallete collab on instagram, hosted by the lovely @/reilyntao <3
naturally, i had to draw my favourite skyrim ladies
four of wands: signifies celebration, harmonious relationships and is mostly associated with times of happiness and balance
(close-ups under the cut)
#frea skyrim#aela the huntress#dragonborn aela#aela x frea#aela/frea#fraela#tesblr#tes v skyrim#the elder scrolls#skyrim#my art#artists on tumblr#stellar.artz#i will make a nest in the fraela tag just you wait#please. please please please look at them#they make me so unwell (affectionate)#they are everything to me
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Liking any piece of media is so exhausting because I can’t just like things normally. I need to consume its essence. I need to hold it gently in my hands and keep it close to my heart. I need to project it permanently into my brain. I need to give all the characters a hug and a high five. I need to bite them I need to put them in my pocket I need to throw them at the wall. I need to tuck them into bed and give them little kisses on the forehead. I need to throw them down the stairs. Do you understand.
#i mean every bit of this affectionately#but the only way i can express my love for things is by either biting screaming or holding it very gently#either physically or metaphorically#something in my brain is wired weird but that’s okay#I just need to. I just need to have a permanent projection of my favourite things tattooed into the front of my brain#i need to hold hands with my favourite guys#this is mostly about#ofmd#our flag means death#it’s making me bounce off the walls#like a ping pong ball#I’m chewing on glass#I’m eating the wallpaper#I’m screaming and yelling#I’m. aughhhhhhhhhh#I love it so much#my favourite ever#ever forever and ever more#it is making me ill it is making me unwell#I will never recover#never ever forever#and I love it#it’s so silly#and everyone in it is even sillier#love them for that#so so dearly#idk what this is really I’m just tired#missing the pirates again….#my bad guys. can’t wait to see them again#ofmd s2
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more oc indulgence ft K.Z. i needed to finally solidify her main designs and i'm. she's everything to me.
#she's so... eheheheh yeah....#i love being completely Unwell about my characters#there are only a few of them that make my brain turn into an Overworked Dryer#and she's one of em#shes part of my collection of unhinged women ocs (affectionate)#and also part of my favorite group of idiot assholes#god i love her.... why isn't she real... she could fix me by making me exponentially Worse#who gave her the right to be so hot... oh yeah. Me <3#scribble salad#forced idiots <3#oc#original character#apparently my character type is Big Hair
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SO YOURE THE FUCKER WHO MADE 'GREIF IS A HUMAN WORD' I'M NOT A MEGAMAN FAN BUT I AM NOW A QUICKCUT FAN!! THANK YOU!!!
ANOOOOOOON YOURE SO SWEET IM SKJBFDKJASBFKJASB AAAAAAA!!!! IM GLAD YOU LIKED IT (AND IM SORRY I HURT YOU ENOUGH TO GO "YOURE THE FUCKER" /J /LH)
I do have more fic content for these two planned, I've currently got a prequel fic in the brain I need to put to paper when I've got more spoons, I am NOT done with these two goobers >:3
BUT IN THE MEANTIME HAVE THIS GAY LIL SMOOCH I DOODLED A FEW WEEKS AGO BUT NEVER POSTED TO TUMBLR FOR SOME REASON
#IM CONVERTING PEOPLE TO MY RAREPAIR HELL LESGOOOOOOOO#my art#doodles#quickcut#quickman#cutman#quickman x cutman#one day i need to explain the dream i had that started me on this ship and why its making me so mentally unwell /affectionate
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I open the Murtagh book.
I read the table of contents.
I close the Murtagh book, full-body weeping.
#murtagh spoilers#sort of. a little bit.#this was a little over an hour ago actually but i had to pause on page 90 because it ALSO made me cry#but i need it to be known that This Book Is Making Me Unwell (affectionate)#every other page is just ‘ah. i am so right about you.’#beautiful boy! strong boy! i love you!#inheritance cycle#christopher paolini#murtagh (inheritance cycle)
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Do be kind to Felix. His new duties seem to be taking more out of him than I think he realizes.
#dimilix#few3h#Dimitri worries Dimitri worries Dimitri worries Dimit#he's paying attention!!!!!!! and looking out for felix....!!!!!#they make me so unwell (affectionate)#dimilix quotes
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Laurenceeeee why are you this way, Laurenceeeeeeeeeeee…
#zeeposting#the hell scarred surgeon#I hate you soooo much man (affectionate)#thinking about his shit during the war#his ‘capture’#and how that affected him & continues to do so#man who thinks he’s lost everything and refuses to let go of what he has#dragging claw marks all the way down#who’s greatest cruelty is the truth when he has so so so many others to offer#he makes me unwell . utterly
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brain is so silly bc I'm thinking "i wish Guz had cold hands so when I'm stressed he could cup my face and it'd soothe the itchiness I get when I start scratching at myself from the stress" and then I realized wait he's a fictional character. I could just say he has cold hands if I wanted. but he DOESN'T, i just KNOW that man is a heater !!! he will get me overheated so easily and that is simply something i am happy to put up with because i love him !!!!
#my temperature regulation is very bad but luckily i am more often cold than overheated so fjfkdl#it'd work out most of the time! but sometimes... he runs too hot and i will suffocate if he is physically affectionate DBDJKL#but thats okay bc i love him and am more than happy to deal with any overheating bc I like him sooooo much :3#but yeah idk my body hates me and loves to give me an overload of histamines when im anxious apparently LOL#thus... stress itchiness. rest in peace my skin 😔😔#anyways we're having a garage sale today and i am physically unwell with nausea and very itchy#trying not to make my skin and face all red and welted (from scratching) but goodness gracious i am being tested fhfkdl#and a pair of cold hands on my face other than my own cold hands would do wonders... ougghhhh#Wardell definitely has cold hands and i think ... hmm. idk who else would#Philby sometimes would but not super often and Theodor might occasionally when he's feeling under the weather#me just making shit up right now DBDJDKL#im 50/50 on whether my beloved janitor has cold hands or not. cannot decide!#and not to be cheesy but I think Sun and Moon would be able to cool their hands like an ice pack bc theyre a daycare bot#i never talk abt them bc I feel a little silly abt them but i do very much like the silly robots LOL#ANYWAYS. RAMBLE OVER. i have to go eat some food and then hopefully avoid helping too much w manning the garage sale 😭#💜so good at being in trouble#dandy.cmd
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who is your favorite gg character???
this is important, i will judge you based on this
i have far too many but the ones that make me go apeshit (affectionately) are:
elphelt, sin, johnny, testament, both of the bedsibs (specifically delilah), jack-o, axl, aba, raven, andddddd dizzy
i like everyone else too but those are the ones i adore (answer is an honorable mention i love him too)
also i have a weird love-hate relationship with ariels. i can’t bring myself to hate her entirely
#guilty gear#guilty gear strive#ggst#i am very normal about them#guilty gear xrd#i care them sm#pls talk to me abt them they make me severely unwell (affectionately)#sin is like basically one of my comfort characters so-
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The way that Sam and Dean are literally the epitome of “Someone has to leave first. This is a very old story. There is no other version of this story.”
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God of sea Rafayel is something I never knew I needed
#yall will have to bear with me until the event drops cuz im not shutting up about this anytime soon#he makes me so unwell (affectionately)#lnds
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got my B12 shot so that means I'm back on my dragon romance shit (only one more chapter and the first draft of the thing is finishedddddd)
#spooky rambles#i've got the energy back in my system#dragon romance#these two make me so unwell (affectionate)
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Yhe tags man🥺💗🥺💗🥺
I love it when people pour their hearts out in the tags!!! Fun little read when it doesnt (or does) match the post ahah i love the thinking process behind the arts
endless love!
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#id later#just posting first for now!!! wanted to have these two spreads together grah#ive been weirdly selective when it comes to posting on tumblr but i really need to start dropping everything from twitter/insta onto here...#anyway what is there to say... i like to just draw them being in love and silly. there are so many flavors to vw#and i so happened to really enjoy the intimate sickeningly affectionate aspect of it... lays down...#give these two touch and loved starved selfless individuals the chance to pour their entire being into loving the other....#thoguh in particular i drew these both for wolfwood wednesday (which is everyday to me) so theyre wolfwood centric#i think for some time i was just seeing a lot of work of vash being loved by wolfwood and obviously that makes sense#ww loves that fool so much and will love him two times as much for the love vash refuses to give himself#but i also love wolfwood and desperately needed to see wolfwood being loved so i drew it#bc it goes both ways... i def believe that ww would be adamant about giving affection to vash at first bc vash would hesitate asking#but once he gets comfortable vash's love pours and he'd noticed too that ww avoids getting spoiled affectionately bc of his own issues#vash is. stubborn to me. more so than wolfwood. he will destroy him with love!!!!!!!!!!!#and wolfwood will adjust and get used to it. being loved. loving. steadily but slowly as his days are filled with soft touches and reminders#that he's being handled gently and with care for the first time in a long time#im unwell#every time i think im over vw i just think about them hugging and immediately they are on my canvas again
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Nanami with a sick/touch starved reader. 💉
Nanami who left your peaceful sleeping form early in the morning and left for work.
Strange, He thought to himself. No good morning text from you or any other texts.
“Have you had breakfast?" [Sent]
Being in an arranged marriage and as a newly wed couple, you two weren't that yet affectionate in the relationship. No it definitely doesn't mean he doesn't like you. He does, a lot. But, you're both still very new to all this.
New to each other.
An hour later and still no text from you. You didn't even see his message. Now he was getting worried. So he took a very much early leave and came back home at around noon.
His worried suspicions came true when he saw you still lying on the bed, under your blanket.
You didn't get up yet? That's strange, you wake up an hour later after Nanami wakes up. Sure it was your day off but that's still strange.
He slowly approached you from behind and shook you gently, quietly whispering your name. With a hum you slowly opened your eyes but everything felt like a blur.
"You slept 'till noon." He smiled gently. You lay there motionless, not having the strength to get up. "I'll make us some lunch, why don't you go freshen yourself up."
A few minutes later when he came back from the kitchen and still saw you in bed lying there, he got a bit worried.
"Are you okay?" He said. "You've been in bed all-"
Just as he grabbed your hands, they were warm. Warmer than normal. Your forehead and neck were burning. He only noticed now how flushed your face was. Your cheeks were burning too. And your eyes..
They were red. You have been crying for who knows how long.
He gently sat you up, touching your cheek. "Why didn't you tell me about the fever?" Unable to answer, you looked down. Lips quivering. "I'm fine," you let out in a weak voice. Eyes watering slowly. "You can let me know anything, you know that right?"
Not able to hold it anymore you start crying. Nanami didn't know why you were crying, but he let you cry, holding your hand gently. He understood you needed to let whatever it was out. He was worried that something serious might have happened.
"My mother.." you sniffed. "She would get irritated with me whenever I got sick." He listened patiently. "I had no control over my getting sick, and she treated me so coldly too."
You wiped your tears away with both hands like a child. "I sometimes didn't wanna let her know that I was sick or feeling unwell."
"I didn't wanna bother you too"
You felt two hands pull you towards him.
Being in an arranged marriage and as a newly wed couple, you two weren't that yet affectionate in the relationship. This was the first time he took you in his embrace and let you cry.
"I'm sorry," he started "that you had to go through that. But, I'm here for you now. You are a part of my life. So please," he takes your hand in his. "Never hide your pain from me again. We're in this together."
This love, this affection, it was all too much for you as you had never experienced it before. You cried it all out and fell asleep in his embrace. He held you close, letting peace take over you.
#nanami x reader#nanami kento#nanami kento x reader#jjk x reader#hurt/comfort#jujutsu kaisen nanami#nanami x yn#all I want is nanami taking care of me when I'm sick
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