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antivivziepopparade · 6 months ago

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Vent: I live in a helicopter family (due to my disabilities) where 90% of my life, my social media access, my political access, my clothes, all of my ssi money (I havent gotten my own money for MONTHS!), my information, and everything else is controlled and I cant do anything about it because im schizophrenic, autistic, and have chronic pain.

Without a way to bypass parental blockers, I would be without anyone to relate to personally and I would feel alone, uninformed, and afriad of the outside world. Especially after my dad took my phone and looked through it without my knowing, etc.

I hate this feeling. I just want to have my life back.

Im more stable now! Why are my parents trying to control EVERYTHING!? IM ALMOST TWENTY ONE I SHOULD BE MOVED OUT BY NOW! I HATE LIVING THIS WAY!

#as someone who has helicopter caretakers due to my schizophrenia I agree with this 100%#my dad went through my phone without my permission #and then found out that I was talking to my freinds about Vivziepop #deleted the contact with said freind #so I had to put the contact BACK without him knowing because this was my childhood freind im talking about.#when I literally did nothing but tell her that Viv was a bad person WHICH IS IMPORTANT TO KNOW BTW! Not supporting transphobes is IMPORTANT #they dont allow me on social media #I had to sneak through private vpns to access this site #meaning that I was lonley #for MONTHS!#with only some freinds to text while being alienated from 90 #% of the world #all because I as diagnosed with schizophrenia #it does feel controlling to me at times #if I were to be 100 #%#honest #its not abuse #sure #but it still feels wrong

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abirddogmoment · 3 months ago

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thinking about how much time and mental effort I put into making sure my dog is exercised and enriched every day vs the new (largely north american) trend of never walking your dog because "they get enough during the day" (it's one hour of high arousal sports training) (where they sit in a crate for 40 mins of that) (and maybe a romp in a postcard-sized backyard if they're lucky) ((it's not enough for most dogs)) ((they're bragging about it))

#dogblr #dog training #dog enrichment #i feel like people took the 'be careful not to create an athlete' and sprinted in the opposite direction #all the way to 'your high drive / high arousal dogs should be satisfied with one hour of cumulative engagement and #23 hours of being put on a place mat'#wheres my post like 'if i didnt control my dogs access to resources would they still like me?'#its not good positive engagement when your dog is starved for something to do #that's just modern kennel life but youre patting yourself on the back because your dog is allowed on the couch #i woke up in a spicy mood this morning and made the mistake of looking at instagram #eta if youre being normal about it and trying your best with your dog this isnt about you #if youre bragging on social media about how you dont exercise your dog but it explodes off a place mat because its so pent up #then look inwards

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variksel · 7 months ago

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youtube ads becoming first one 5-second ad then two 5-second ads in a row or one 15-second ad then a million unskippable ads in the middle of videos instagram quietly inserting one ad in-between every 5 or 10 ig stories then 2 in-between 4 ig stories not to mention the new reel- and explore page ads. a quiet tumblr ad banner at the top of your dash then photo ads in-between posts then video ads then video ads in-between every 3 or 5 posts that play audio automatically while youre trying to read a textpost. the most popular, paid subscription, news apps adding ads between their articles, then in articles, then paywalling new articles further with a new "news +" subscription and putting ads in those as well. once every 15 tweets there being an ad, then every 5, then theres also an ad if you scroll to the replies. you cant look at tweets without logging in anymore, theres just no option for anon scrolling. facebook ai mining on instagram, facebook ai profiles hyping up ai generated photos im fucking going insane ai temu ads and gallery app ads and printer app ads and higher subscriptions while still seeing ads and i cant fucking do this anymore!!!!! its fucking shameless and worst of all its silent and nobody talks about how half the things we see anymore are fucking ads and we dont own a single thing we pay for and companies can just randomly raise their prices through the roof and nobody says anything about it

#im going insane???#we dont own anything movies are digital every fucking app and software i subscription based AND THEN THEY HAVE THE FUCKING GALL #TO PUT ADS IN THOSE AS WELL!!!!#20 bucks a month for a software that i have to watch banner ads on! its fucking insane #the entire world is owned by four corporations and ads are fucking everywhere i feel like i see more ads than posts nowadays #and it didnt use to be like this!!!! thats the insane part to me!!!!!!#i started social media in 2014 10 years ago and there wasnt a single ad on instagram #but the worst is that nobody fucking complains about it . everybodys like oh its bad that netflix isnt allowing people-#-outside of one wifi to use one account even tho theyve paid for it for like. two weeks #and then we go back to normal. no complaining no yelling no real backlash! and everybody keeps their subscriptions #im going insane genuinely i dont know what the fuck #rant #vent #anti capitalism #ads #advertisement #advertisements #advertising #social media #instagram #tumblr #facebook #twitter #UGH

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risoria · 6 months ago

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No but seriously it IS so sad and such a futile action to try talking to people online these days bc you can try to make the point ”my whole outlook on life is changing, and re-prioritizing what and who you support and forging new friendships and getting to talk to likeminded people @ protests or via endeavours online is a good thing actually. it’s a good thing to try, it benefits everyone - if your mental health is improving somewhat it helps you to keep doing things and your community and also yourself long term” and they’ll be like ”oh so you want (idol/celebrity) TO DIE IS THAT WHAT youre saying, racist!!!!??” like, respectfully, bitch are you stupid??? try not to deflect from the topic. please practice reading comprehension, and then keep going with compassion and growing personal morals because you really need all three…

#anyone else losing respect for 95% of people on social media these days bc its very clear where their priorities lie….#and idk i guess its futile to try to talk to some people but it still makes me extremely sad…..#its the wilful ignorance and toxic positivity for me - upholding the status quo because its Normal and Good 😊#for YOU karen……. please have a look around #months ago i saw this tweet that i will Not stop thinking about for the rest of my life probably….#that ppl need to realise that while therapy and ~self-care and anti-depressants arent bad things of course #they wont change the fact that the world around you is still an absolute nightmare #and ofc especially for people who dont have access to any of these things #overconsumption… climate change… racism… transphobia…. genocide and colonialism… animal cruelty….#and you should NOT stop complaining about those things making you deeply upset #because not only are you allowed to its important that YOU DO

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starswallowingsea · 14 days ago

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I think some of you read too much into things. Yes this is about the guidelines being posted to twitter

#shay speaks #also 'no hate' its very clearly 'stop replying to our posts with character hate'#and 'stop being excessively hateful in the main tags'#like idk you are still allowed to be a hater but acting like being told to stop replying with #'i hope this character kts' or whatever is a crime against you says more about you #and the translations thing is more about making money off translations.#they havent gone after most other translations after the wiki take down bc no other site is running ads #and hosting translations #u could argue tumblr is but the users dont see the money from ads and they probablt dont care abt tumblr #as a platform. and like. just dont say anything where they can see it #but dont do tl commissions and dont tag happyele in them and youll be fine #dont be a snitch is what im saying.#and be polite to the social media staff bc i cannot imagine posting an event #and having to see people just endlessly hating on it #i have to imagine this is more of a response to people shitting on esupuri recently #and ibuki being another new character. than necessarily the matrix backlash #thats just my 2 cents though okay its time for me to shower bye

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vriibot · 2 months ago

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chappell roan patch on the back of the leather jacket. what do u think

#will mull this one over #im still playing with the spike configuration #it is easy to say i would love to do some original art but i have to have something to say and well... i dont have tattoos for a reason #see if we cancel her i can just remove it #its silly unserious nature enthralls me #the back is kinda weird. the lines r ugly so i dont wanna highlight them with spikes. so i think its perfect for putting weird shit on #press studs for my hot and cold heart?#too much power. i dont think im allowed to have that #it would become like social media to me #omg no i have some velcro i never used...................

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hexiewrites · 1 year ago

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i am literally fucking begging people to do the bare fucking minimum and TAG YOUR POSTS that could be potentially upsetting to people

yes, that includes post about what is happening in the middle east

i don't want to hear your weak fucking excuses - NEWS FLASH, there are people on tumblr who live in parts of the world where this is their daily experience, and maybe they are here (like the fucking rest of us) following FANDOM BLOGS to get a literal FUCKING BREAK from the actual and legitimate fucking HORRORS of the world

so tag. your. SHIT. PLEASE.

#rants #this is literally infuriating me #its so fucking unfair and unfunny #im blocking people over this by the way #like if you want to post about this fill your boots #but please do me and so many others the god damn decency to allow us to curate our social media experiences #on the ONE WEBSITE where thats still possible #i am completely off every other social media because the algorithm won't leave me alone #and i am dealing with enough of this in my day to day personal life i promise you #but here i have a CHANCE of having FIVE FUCKING MINUTES THAT IS ALL I WANT of normalcy #but i cant DO THAT if you dont TAG YOUR SHIT #if your post is just screenshots you need to fucking tag it because the filtered word blockers don't work #and you're actively harming people #so thanks for that

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qumiiiquinnquin · 7 months ago

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i keep going back to the thought of deleting all of my art, but i dont because people say really nice things and it motivates me to keep drawing, but at the same time i feel like they're just being nice to me and are only saying it because my art is just that shitty that they feel bad. i know there's better people than me. i know people prefer others over me. i know numbers shouldnt mean anything. thats one of the fastest ways to hate your own art on the internet. i only made these accounts because i wanted to share my art with people. if i feel so bad about what i make to the point of wanting to delete it all and burn my physical art, and i feel like im just being humored by people as long as i keep creating day in day out beyond the point of arthritis and other health issues, what then

#vent #something that bothers me is i could take a break. but social media only allows for your account to be inactive for a certain amount of -#- time before they pull the plug on your account and you are forced to start from scratch #i dont even know how long of a break i need. every one ive taken so far hasn't helped. but complete deactivation wont either #im frustrated over social media presence. keeping my face glued to a screen and watching numbers rise on a mediocre piece of art #all for it to not matter and mean nothing really. its the internet. who cares

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bombshelllblonde · 10 months ago

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just in case anyone was wondering

i am an outlaw

thank u for ur time and the end <3

#sometimes i can convince myself that im literally just a cowboy #this is such a mood #doing this cowboy photo shoot healed something inside me #i need to do more #i love u forever arthur morgan #im insane #but also who fucking cares im not going to pretend that im not obsessed with this video game #also im allowed to do what i want #in the words of post malone #im still that bitch so what #im rambling now #im so tired #i gotta take my make up off #i dont have any other social media so im just going to continue to ramble in the tags because i literally talk to no one #the end #ok bye

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skyllion-uwu · 1 year ago

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Am I nauseous because I'm hungry or because I triggered myself last night

#my stomach hurts and i need to eat but the idea of doing that is. ack #and i cant tell my parents why because id have to unpack so much spontaneously #like id have to explain i was on the internet before they let me make an account and that i didnt tell them when i was getting those dms #and how its basically ruined any neutrality i had towards sex because ill be fine and then BAM!#everyone else is 12 year old me and im an adult and im my abuser and im going to hurt them if i keep talking about this #just because it was only words doesnt mean it fucked everything up forever. i know back then i was aroace but didnt have the words #but i sincerely think id be just sex neutral if it wasnt for that fucking asshole and now i think about sex for too long and get sick #and i didnt say anything because i thought they were my friend and i dont know if they were 11 like they said they were or not either way #its just. im getting so much off my chest here i wish i could go back in time and tell myself to block after that first message #and i didnt say anything after i realized because i wasnt allowed to have social media and i didnt want to get in trouble over that part #fantasizing alone is one thing but as soon as someone else is involved theyre me and im that person on da and i hate it. i hate it i hate it #i hate it i hate it #is that a common thing. where you feel like youre the abuser in certain contexts even if youre nothing like them #whatever. i have physical therapy and then ask a prof if i can use him as a reference and then finish my application if he gets back to me #and then i can rot all i want #sky vents like amogus

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deneveve-is-lost · 1 year ago

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I'm the worst because if I find out complete strangers who I follow on social media think something I like is annoying I start thinking I should probably just kill myself and save myself the embarrassment, it's not ideal

#like this is kind of a joke but also not really i hate myself haha #i just think im like disgusting and deserve endless shame and hatred or whatever for being a bit cringe #i hate that its even cringe like why is cringe it makes me happy why can i not just enjoy things without this being an embarrassing trait #still thinking abojt when i went to the queer youth group age 16 and was drawing the crystal gems and some dude comes up to me like #oh you like Steven Universe. 😐 okay.#like yes i like steven universe bitch im a fucking 16 year old autist with a tumblr account and no self esteem what do you want!!#this isnt fucking social media i am literally standing in front of you!!! i am a person!!!! see me as a person!!! please see me as a person!#like thats why i leaned so hardcore into fucking truscum shit and became so fucking grating and insufferable #because i was so cringe and such a fucking trender and i hated it #it made me want to kill myself over and over again i had to prove i was a real man who could take a joke #and wasnt into that cringe tumblr sjw shit i was tough and cool #i also had agoraphobia and couldnt look in the mirror without wanting to do violence to myself #and lay in bed taking codeine only getting up to piss and shit for weeks at a time #but yeah no i was tough and cool and not cringe #not cringe not cringe #i still cant bear it i still hate myself then #i hate myself so much it makes me want to beat the cringe out of me i hate it #i just want to feel okay #i just want to feel like im allowed to be here #and that people ultimately dont care that much if there are some things we dont have in common #but i cant even treat other people that way so #its the fucking shit for me

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sugaroto · 2 years ago

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Honestly what's up with fathers texting their kids after 18 years for the first time like "Hey wassup 😘 I'm here to answer questions about your childhood❤"

Like no bro I didn't ask for a q&a, and I remember plenty of stuff from my childhood, both the fact that I wasn't raised by you and that when you were there you fucked everything up

And why do they all sent the same texts??? Is there an anonymous shitfathers meeting in which they copy paste texts? Cause how come my childhood friend who's also fatherless received an almost identical text??

#in all honesty mine has been texting me since i was 13 #and i did end up meeting with him at some point cause i was always told that #'when I'll grow up i will want to meet him'#but i actually dont #not sure why i went that day #i dont give a shit #its not like he lives far #we're on a fucking island- if i wanted to meet him i would have done so #i have his number and his social media i know where he lives he knows where i live #(tho idk of hes allowed to come here... i guess he is we don't really have laws i guess)#anyways- the point is. i was told id like to meet him. i grow up and realize i dont give a shit #but he keeps texting #and at the same time my childhood friend receives a first time text by her father like #'now that youre an adult we can speak'#bro💀#'i finally gathered the courage to text you'#the fuck are you supposed to respond to that #she was like it took you 18 years?#and he keeps sending her emojis like they're besties 😘❤❤#thankfully mine doesn't 😬#tho he kept sending me paragraphs #about his life and how he wants me to visit him at his place #...#cool and all but can i keep the half siblings and have nothing to do with him? thanks.#btw i know it seems like im kinda venting or something but if anyone wants to rb cause they relate do so #calling out the anonymous shitfathers meeting #sugarenia thoughts #sugarenia talks #sugarenia has friends #sugarenia has family

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tragically-jane-doe · 28 days ago

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Something about the Internet that will always befuddled me is how against the mass of ppl are towards bullying but those same people will proceed to dox someone and will obsessively harass someone for the smallest slight

#i fully believe some ppl need to get bullied of the internet so bad #but not like a dumb teenager who did one stupid post ya know #this isnt rlly aimed at anyone #just me remembering that the logan brothers are still popular yet have done some awful things #alot of ppl on the internet really have a mob mentality amd i hate it #also reminds me of fucking nancy grace god i hate her #YOUR SUPPOSED TO BE A JOURNALIST GIVE ME THE FACTS NOT YOUR OPINIONS DONT FUCKING START A MOB MOVEMENT #i have a small list of internet celebs fhat i fully believe should not be allowed on any social media but that's my cross to bear

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mieldreams · 29 days ago

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IT'S DECEMBER 11TH!

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