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aphrodicci · 1 day ago
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𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐭𝐲𝐩𝐞 + 𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐮𝐬 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐚 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐲𝐬𝐞𝐝! 𝐨𝐫 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐚 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐤 :)
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🕊 i think i said this before but aquarius/gemini are usually found in the birth chart of twins.
🕊 individuals with saturn square neptune/venus are usually stared at, like a lot.
🕊 people with strong taurus placements are very intelligent and book-smart, but when it comes to social cues they usually lack it.
🕊 chiron in the 3h/4h solar return chart shows that you are likely going to heal your relationship with your relatives. still, old wounds are going to be open and it could go either way, you heal from it or it destroys all parties!
🕊 libra axis people and being in love with the idea of love or being loved and admired
❦ the 4h is the deepest part of ourselves, so people with martian 4h are likely to have very deep anger. it takes a moment to unleash but they usually come off as bitter of passive aggressive
❦ with the 12h being about the spiritual connection within sex, having scorpio/pluto in the 12h shows that you can be someone who really makes other people obsessed with you afterwards.
❦ people with pluto, scorpio and the moon in their 1h composite might have other people wondering how the two of you got together. people are really in their business.
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❦ i realised sag ascendants usually have short breath, and it could be because of the 2h capricorn that gives issues with breathing, but this can be an earth 2h thing too.
❦ a way to a Taurus placement’s heart is food, especially Taurus moon and Mars
🕊 those who have medusa roughly impacting saturn/sun/pluto or any authority planets have a bad time trusting authority for protecting the innocent and the vulnerable.
🕊 people with 12h placements in venus persona charts usually embody the manic pixie girl for other people.
🕊 people with neptune/uranus in a 3h composite chart could have issues with independence and thinking for themselves, there's nothing wrong with a bond having in sync thoughts but someone could get too dependent on the other party's validation and agrees with whatever they say.
🕊 natives with strong libra/venus + virgo/mercury [not gemini, or rarely compared to virgo] tend to be considered as really corny, ex, addison rae, chloe bailey, ddg, beyonce, normani and skai jackson.
🕊 i find it cute that jupiterians unintentionally associate themselves with shades of purple, prince [has a song called purple rain] is a pisces moon, justin bieber's main colour was purple and he's a pisces sun and venus. olivia rodrigo is a pisces sun and sagittarius mars. im a sagittarius ascendant and i LOVE periwinkle. its actually my favourite colour
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𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐭𝐲𝐩𝐞 + 𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐮𝐬 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐚 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐲𝐬𝐞𝐝! 𝐨𝐫 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐚 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐤 :)
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zzzenmui · 10 months ago
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delightfuldevin · 1 year ago
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BIG BRAIN LORE MOMENT DARE I SAY HUUUUGE BRAIN
Adding a cut cause I want to. It’s not that long, but I do feel like I’m kinda rambling a bit lol
Okay okay. The Stars and Fire/Thunder Gods are the source of magic on the world right? Right. But life? That started on the Moon. And the cubic moon rocks found on the planet (which fell from the Moon) contain Power Moons. Therefore, Power Moons are a power source that was created on the Moon. Initially I considered Power Moons to be of a similar origin as Power Stars (originating from space and falling to the Mushroom Planet as meteors), but I now have reason to believe that they are entirely separate things. Stay with me here, I promise I’m going somewhere with this.
There is an item shaped like a Moon known as the 3-Up Moon, which gives extra lives. I’d say it’s reasonable to assume the 3-Up Moon is related to the Power Moon. Therefore, Power Moons have the ability to give life. There is no item shaped like a Star that gives extra lives, at least as far as I’m aware. This makes the power of Moons and Stars fundamentally different. Stars are indeed extremely powerful, but they are not shown to be able to create or give life.
The important take away here is that Power Moons have the ability to give life and animal life began on the Moon itself. This “Moon Magic” is the source of all life!! Even plant life, which must’ve evolved on the planet itself, likely didn’t start evolving until after the Moon Rocks fell, bringing with them the Moon’s life energy.
Let’s also not forget about the supposed “Moon Goddess” mentioned in the Moon Kingdom’s brochure. The Wedding Hall on the Moon was supposedly made in her honor. If her power created life, a wedding hall dedicated to her would actually make a lot of sense cause marriage is meant to join lives together in an unbreakable bond.
This is suuuch a big deal for my lore stuff! I finally have a source for the beginnings of life!! With so little knowledge about the original Moon Kingdom and the origins of life, it makes sense that most species of the modern day are probably completely unaware of the Moon Goddess’s role in creating life (many probably don’t even think she exists). Pretty much no one worships her in current times. Though maybe the rabbits do now, since they colonized the Moon (I am of the belief that the rabbits were the first to travel to the Moon from the planet and discover the remnants of its ancient kingdom; the original inhabitants were not rabbits themselves).
Now, since the Moon’s power is within its rocks, it also stands to reason that living rock species like Thwomps and their relatives are probably the closest to the source. I’m not sure what having the most life energy would mean, but whatever it means, Thwomps have it. For one thing, it probably means that they don’t require sustenance, as they can survive simply off of the abundance of Moon power they already have. It should also probably make them extremely resilient, which checks out as many rock species are invincible or near-invincible.
Oh, another thing is that items like the 1-Up Mushroom that give extra lives must be a form of Moon Magic as well. Star Magic can heal, but it can’t revive, so that must be the work of the Moon Goddess. They’re still grown like all Power Ups and nobody knows that their origin isn’t Star Magic, similar to Fire and Thunder Flowers.
And finally, despite referring to it as “Moon Magic”, no one is actually capable of using it. Its only known ability would be creating life, which is a bit much for mortals to handle.
Alright that’s all. So endlessly excited about having come up with this!! To think I’d actually be able to figure out a nice neat lil origins of life story! I love headcanons
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bloodlineslut · 4 months ago
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Mad at Me | Roman Reigns
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Images/GIFs aren’t mine, credits to rightful owners.
Pairings: Roman Reigns x black! Reader
Warnings: slight arguing, pent up (sexual) frustration, smut, choking, spanking
Summary: You and your husband Roman have been bumping heads a lot lately, but he has just the thing to set you straight.
Word Count: 2.3k
A/N: This one is kinda inspired by Mad at Me by Sexyy Red. It’s just filthy. That’s it.
“Baby, you gone stop this lil’ attitude you been having.” Roman firmly tells you while he pours some Crown Royal over ice. Lord knows he needs it.
“My attitude? Nah that’s been all you.” You sassily combat his words before flipping your goddess braids over your shoulder and walking up the stairs of your 2-story lavish home. Your plan was to just come upstairs to relax and get away from the source of your attitude, but you hear his heavy footsteps not far behind you.
You smack your teeth and roll your eyes as you walk into your shared master bedroom. “Roman, I just don’t wanna talk to you right now.” Truth be told, you’re not exactly sure why you’ve been mean to him. He hasn’t done anything wrong, really. You just wish he was at home more.
You glance up from your phone to see him firmly put his drink down on the dresser. He walks up to you and quickly takes your phone out of your hands and places it on the same dresser.
“Really?” You squint your eyes, looking up at his large figure. He had on black sweatpants and a fitted, black T shirt that displayed his muscles that looked like they were trying to break free. He’s also been getting a little more grey in his beard as the years go by, and it just makes him look even more fine.
“Yes, really. Baby, I’m getting tired of your lil’ smart ass mouth.” He admits.
Your mouth parts a little, surprised that he’s arguing back at you. Usually he keeps everything in when you get like this.
“Okay well I wouldn’t have a ‘smart ass mouth’ if you didn’t make me mad.” You cross your arms across your chest, unintentionally pushing your breasts together which caught Roman’s attention for a split second.
He licked his lips, but returned back to his upset expression on his face.
“But that’s the thing! I don’t know why you’re mad!” His voice raises just a little out of frustration.
You roll your eyes and turn your head to look away from him. “I already told you why I was mad.”
There was silence in the bedroom for a bit, but it felt longer with his eyes on you, raking up and down your body.
“…I know what it is.” Roman finally says, stroking his thick beard slowly.
You say nothing, wanting to hear if he finally figured it out.
“You need some of my attention.” He tells you. You rolled your eyes for the umpteenth time today.
Ugh, he has such a big ego.
“Oh please, Roman. If I want attention, I know how to get it.” You rebut his so-called realization.
“Yeah, you sure do. I haven’t been home as much, and you just need some attention.”
He walks closer to the edge of the bed, towering over you and brings one of his large hands to your chest, gently and firmly pushing you back to lay on the king-sized bed.
You don’t even have time to let out a smart ass remark because Roman captures your soft, plump lips in his. He took the lead in the kiss, caressing your lips, and you could taste the faint presence of the brown liquor. His hands wrapped around your thighs and hooked them around his waist.
You started to bring your hands to his face, but he stopped you and pinned them both to the soft mattress, and at the same time, he softly slipped his tongue into your mouth to start sloppily kissing.
All the anger and irritation that you felt towards him just seemed to melt away in his mouth as his kisses took your breath away. You let out a whimper and breathless moan.
His soft lips left your mouth, but stayed connected to your skin as he trailed open mouth kisses down your jaw, then to your awaiting neck. He licked a hot stripe up your sweet spot, then latched his lips right there and kissed and sucked it.
You bit your swollen lips and tried to break out of the hold that his hands still had on yours, pinned to the bed.
“If I let go, are you gon’ give me any more mouth?” His voice came out deeper than normal, so turned on and horny.
You helplessly shake your head no.
He unpins his hands from yours, but for some reason you keep them there, above your head. He notices this.
“Yea, you know what? Keep ‘em up there.” His lips leave your neck, trailing over your collarbone, kissing there, and then to your breasts.
“Giving me all that damn sass and shit…” He quietly growls out before wrapping his lips around your hard nipple and swirling his tongue around it. Your back arches up from the bed and closer to his mouth.
His other hand gently kneads your other breast, rolling the nipple between his thick, strong fingers.
You moaned out at the delicious feeling. It was like the pleasure from your nipples went straight down to your core, making more of your essence leak out of you and onto your pink panties.
Roman’s lips kissed across the valley between your breasts and wrapped his lips around the other nipple. His tongue swirling around it and sucking it made your head spin.
“This what you wanted baby?” He looks you dead in your eyes before resuming his delicious attack on your sensitive nipples.
You threw your head back on the bed in pleasure, unable to answer.
His lips left your nipple and you feel both of his strong hands on your waist, flipping you over on your stomach. He grabs your hips, so your ass is in the air.
You feel the bed lighten as he gets off it, but his presence is back just as quickly as it left. He took his sweatpants and boxers off, his heavy cock very erect.
You feel his hands grab and squeeze your cheeks, before landing a spank on one, and it makes you lurch forward a little.
He pulls you right back to where you were. “Mm mm. Ain’t no running, baby. You been acting like a little brat all week. I’m ‘bout to get all that outta you.” He lands another spank on your other cheek, enjoying watching the cheeks jiggle.
Roman hooks his fingers in the waistband of your panties and slides them off of your ass, but only pulls them down to stop at your knees.
He pulls your plump cheeks apart, seeing that little hole glistening, dripping, and squeezing around nothing.
“Unghh, Roman…please?” Your voice comes out in a whimper.
“Oh, now you wanna be nice?” He laughs. “Don’t worry baby, Daddy will get you right.” Those were the last words you hear before you felt his tongue lick up the length of your pussy.
It invaded all of your wet folds, spreading your wetness everywhere. His large hand grabbed your ass, pulling it away from his mouth, trying to spread you out as much as possible for his tongue.
You couldn’t even think straight, it felt so good. He maneuvered his skilled tongue up and down, slowly, but reaching every part of your pussy.
He then switched between flicking your exposed clit with his tongue and sucking it between his lips to get your taste in his mouth.
“Fuck, princess. You always taste so good.” He tells you then resumes back to delicately flicking your fluttering clit. He licked up to your hole, then stuck his tongue inside your pussy.
“Oohh Roman!” The words came out of your mouth before you realized it. He then got into a motion of moving his tongue in and out of your desperate hole.
This felt too good. You started to move your hips back, fucking his tongue. That made him groan out. “Come on baby, just like that.”
You were getting closer to your orgasm just by fucking his tongue when he suddenly pulled away. You looked at him over your shoulder.
“Why’d you stop?” You desperately ask him.
He smirks and kneels on the bed behind you. “Because I want you to take this dick and come on it.” He says lowly. You feel him rub the head of his heavy cock up and down your slick folds, his other hand resting on your hip.
He does this for too long. “Roman please just put it in,” You practically beg him. He doesn’t say anything but makes your wish come true. He slowly slides his thick length inside your tight pussy. He growled lowly at the intense pleasure.
He lets you get adjusted to his size, which he can tell by you not being so tense anymore. You just let your body flop against the bed.
He kept one hand on your hip and brought the other one to your shoulder, getting leverage. The first few thrusts were gentle, making you moan out.
Roman wanted you to lose yourself a couple times.
With both hands on your waist now, he increased the strength of his thrusts, but not going too hard. Just enough to make you want to run from him because it feels too good.
“I knew you just needed some dick.” His pleasure-filled voice rang out. Your face rested against the sheets. Your mouth was hanging open, not able to form words, and spit was leaking onto the sheets just like your juices were.
“Tell Daddy how good I’m digging you out.” Roman prompted and slowed his thrusts to be achingly slow, feeling every ridge, every inch of his cock rubbing against your walls.
“Mmm—it feels so good, Daddy.” You manage to get out.
He resumed his powerful, deep thrusts while looking at how your ass jiggled with each one. He raised his hand and brought a blow to your ass amid his thrusts. “You better act right after this.” He warns you.
Every thrust makes you crave more and more, so you say anything to keep him from stopping.
“I—I will Daddy. I’ll be so g—good.” You say in between your moans of pleasure and whimpers.
“Alright. Let me hit that spot for you, princess.” He forces your back to arch more so he can rub against your G-spot.
He finds it instantly, feeling you clench tighter around him.
“Oh fuck! Yesss—right there!” You scream out. He dug you out so good it made your head want to explode.
“Yeah? Come on, princess. You taking that dick so good.” Roman kept thrusting at that exact angle. You felt your orgasm quickly building and it finally hit you.
Your legs were shaking and you screamed as more of your juices leaked out and onto Roman’s dick.
He loved feeling your pussy clamp down on his dick like that and you always creamed too.
He let you ride your high, but then he gently pulled out and switched positions so that he laid on the large bed and you were straddling him. He brought your face down to his and kissed you, while positioning his length to enter you again.
Your mouth fell open in pleasure and he slipped his tongue inside your mouth. Roman wrapped his arms around you in a bear hug and drilled up into your crying pussy.
“Oh my God, shit Roman! Yo—you fuck me so good,” You moan into his ear.
“Because you was asking for it, baby.” He released you from his arms and you sat up with his hands on your hips.
Now he was making you move up and down. Slow, but hard. The combination of different styles made you feel your orgasm start to come quicker than usual. It was so intense you wanted to cry.
Roman was looking at you, biting his lip. He brought his hand up to your neck and squeezed just the slightest.
“Come on, baby.. Fuck yourself so you can come, and I’ll come with you.” Roman just always knew what to say to push you over that edge of losing yourself.
You keep bouncing on his throbbing dick and Roman feels his balls begin to tighten.
His hips meet your bouncing, more frantic, and your eyes roll back in your head as your orgasm hits you. Your walls tighten even more on his thickness, pushing him over the edge too.
Your thighs try to close together, but Roman keeps them open, his thumb landing on your clit and rubs circles on it to help prolong your orgasm as he comes inside of you.
“Fuck…” He lowly says as his mouth hangs open also.
You both try to catch your breath, both of you thoroughly satisfied now. Roman gently raises you up off of him, and wraps his arms around you once you’re laying next to him on the bed.
He kisses your forehead and you both are silent, just enjoying each other’s presence. After a while, Roman asks you a question.
“Did you really just need me?” He says in your ear.
You nod. “…I just missed you. I know you have to work, but—I don’t know. I guess I just let it control me..” You admit as you shyly look at his naked chest, tracing the tribal markings on his skin.
His fingers raise your chin up to look at his eyes. “Baby, you can tell me those things.” He says with honesty. You two kiss again.
“Hey, next time I’m away, and you miss me…just call me. I always answer.” He says after breaking away from the kiss. “I’ll even talk you through it over the phone.” He winks at you, making you hit his chest playfully and you both laugh before snuggling each other, waiting to fall asleep in each other’s arms.
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bouquetface · 10 months ago
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Synastry observations 4
Accuracy influenced by the ENTIRE chart.
PLEASE READ: You may not relate despite having these aspects. It’s important to look at the ENTIRE chart (never just one placement) when reading for accuracy. There are several ways these aspects can manifest.
Moon Conjunct Venus
Intuitive understanding of the other’s emotions. Being in tune with each other. Finding support from one another. Feeling seen, supported & understood. This conjunction can keep bringing the two back together. I’ve also noticed with this conjunction, you create/have many comforting memories together. One may think of the other randomly as memories&thoughts of the other are triggered throughout a normal week.
This placement can make on sentimental & nostalgic. This connection breaking apart is a hellish experience. It’s difficult to not remember the other.
Moon conjunct Mars
In friendships, I’ve noticed the Mars person be very encouraging and supportive of the Moon. For ex: Tell/encourage them to try out for big roles. Mars can help build up confidence for the Moon.
The negative is Mars can (purposefully or accidentally) hurt Moon just as easy as they can build them up. Full chart needs to be taken into consideration.
In relationships, this can create extreme attraction. The two can be quick to act on it as well. For ex: My friend who had a kid young has this with her baby’s dad. They didn’t know each other for too long before having the kid.
Chiron conjunct Sun
Sun can unintentionally shine a light on the other person’s deepest wound. This can be good or bad depending on whether the chiron person is ready to face their past pain. Often, I read this is a red flag in synastry. In my real life, this hasn’t shown true.
In my real life, I’ve seen this twice manifest as the chiron and sun person having a sorta unspoken understanding of one another.
Ex.1: Person A has a chiron cap in 4th House. This person felt like asking their parents for anything was a burden to them. Whether it be an emotional need or a physical want. They were lonely in childhood.
Person B has a cap sun. As the eldest child, they had a similar experience. They would help care for their younger siblings. Attempt to minimize their own needs & wants because they could see how hard it was for their mom to raise the 3 younger kids. They always put their own self last.
Together, Person A and Person B have realized they have similar traits. They admire and respect these traits in each other.
Ex 2. It’s pretty much the same as example one. However, might be due to the age difference but the chiron person admires the sun person. The sun person naturally displays the traits, the chiron person feels necessary to thrive.
The negatives are the hurting each other without fully realizing it. The sun person could sub consciously remind the chiron of their past.
For ex: A Virgo sun’s analytical nature could be perceived as unnecessary criticism to the virgo chiron. The virgo chiron may then begin to dislike the sun as they are reminded of people they don’t like/who hurt them in the past.
Now keep in mind, chiron stays in a sign for 4ish years. You won’t like or dislike every chiron born in those 4 years. This aspect isn’t a main one to be looking at imo unless it is very closely conjunct.
Moon conjunct Mercury
3 times I’ve noticed this creates an awkward beginning but a good long term friendship. It might because it was in earth signs, they tend to be reserved before opening up. Gradually, a good emotional foundation is created. The two understand each other. It’s always easy to catch up even if you take a pause. This is such a good aspect that I see it helps overcome harsher aspects in synastry.
Composite Chart
Aqua Moon: A distance can be kept in the connection. You two may have many placements in your natal chart that indicate you do not open up easily (Cap chiron, Scorpio Venus, 8th H placements, etc). Regardless of how close you get, both may try to remain a bit reserved to prevent being entirely vulnerable to the other. This isn’t necessarily a negative.
Moon in 4th House: A secure connection. Great foundation if you want to build something together (a business, a family). Long term connection indicator. You may find each other reliable. You know what to expect with the other.
Venus conjunct Mars: This would be a difficult connection to move away from. Their is attraction that keeps you two together / coming back together. This is not necessarily sexual. For example, if you have this in a friendship, you two simply have too much history to ever truly forget this person. The connection only grows over time. One cannot replace the other. You two have affected each other’s personalities in a big way. This can be good or bad.
For example, in the 12th House. I’ve seen this as a relationship that fell out. One can go long periods without ever thinking of the other. Yet, the impact they had remains. This person is suspicious and cautious of letting new people entier their lives. Trust issues were created in that connection.
Mars conjunct MC
I’ve seen this manifest in a friendship that fell out. Outsiders who know of the other, know they do not like that other person. Your conflicts can become public with this conjunction.
Venus opposite Mercury
This can make communication very difficult. It can lead to a difference in communication style. For ex: One person is very blunt, the other is very soft spoken & sensitive. You hurt each other with your words even when you don’t mean it.
I’ve seen a chart where Venus was in 12th opposite Mercury. This resulted in one party getting ghosted & blocked.
Moon in 5th House:
A fun connection. You can joke with each other. You can be spontaneous when together. This is a positive placement.
The potential negative is this may become your “remember friend”. You go to each other for nostalgic purposes. Like remember when we____. Repeating old inside jokes. A playful friendship. Prone to avoid serious conversation. This isn’t really negative if you both do not want more from one another. Other placements in the chart can change this as well. You may have the ability to be serious but prefer the joking nature of the connection.
Moon in 7th House:
You two simply make good partners. Ex: Business partners, cooking partners, group project partners, etc. There can be a shared understanding of what is fair and what is right. Only negative is that you should be aware of co dependency issues.
7th House ruler in 12th House:
Twice, I’ve seen this appear as other people being the cause of the connection ending. In one situation, it was emotional cheating. This person got exposed for having very inappropriate conversations with someone else. The second situation, one friend was talking shit & revealing secrets about the other. They were exposed by a mutual friend. In both these situations, the other person was so furious they did not give a clear reason for why they were leaving. They simply left ghosted and blocked.
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ennn · 6 months ago
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Things I Liked About the Agatha All Along Finale - Initial Thoughts
Wooooo boy. Hey look I'm a bleeding heart shipper but I'm old and have been in enough fandoms. Let's process shall we?
Alice! Alice echo-ing what so many fans are saying about her lost potential. Rio actually being kind in reminding Alice her death did have purpose. "You're a protection witch, you protected someone."
The development of Billy's extremely complicated relationship with Agatha. Kid's not loyal to Agatha, he's understanding her, or starting to at least. He sees her being a relationship with Death and he's curious about the story there. He cares enough to connect the dots and see Agatha as a full person. And we see that developed as the finale goes.
"That's it? That's all the time that I get?" The show reminds us that death sometimes just happens – "Sometimes boys die" – I wonder if one of these writers is a Sandman fan because I immediately clocked a parallel to Death of the Endless taking a baby's life in her first comic appearance.
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Death of the Endless is of course much kinder than Rio is with her (iconic) reply to that eternal question. "You lived what anyone gets... A lifetime."
That whole convo we got in the preview clip. And then them just sitting down and talking more? Albeit with layers of manipulation but y'know that's them.
Agatha telling Rio that she'll hand over Billy if Rio leaves her alone: essentially making Rio once again choose between her duty and her feelings towards Agatha. The deepest cut Agatha could make – which we see echoed with "If you do this I'll hate you forever." They know each other and the best ways to hurt each other.
I laughed waaaay too much at Agatha ragging on Jen's last vegetable name.
Jen's unbinding ritual was powerful and a fantastic moment for the character. She recognised and embraced her power. Agatha's mask slipping a little at the end as well. Amazing. Sasheer killed it.
The whole scene with Agatha working with Billy to bring Tommy back was beautiful and emotional and well put together and showed the side to Agatha that cements her as a great mentor (when she's not being the biggest murderous asshole).
Agatha using what she learnt from her Alice and Jen – and what Lilia told her – to hold her ground with Rio... okay it lasted like 10 seconds but it was a nice callback! Agatha's such a shameless survivor.
Incredible kissing. We knew Hahn and Plaza would deliver and they did. When it comes to kissing women, these two absolutely go for it.
Rio looking absolutely gutted with having to take Nicky away. Plaza really delivered with Rio's pain in these eps. Agatha calling her "my love", cursing and then begging.
Rio being soft about Nicky despite her job. Nicky willingly going with her with no fear, no hesitation – suggesting that they did bond somehow? Nicky knew she was a friendly face and trusted her. It was really a good death, all things considered. He wasn't sick, he wasn't in pain, he wasn't scared he simply fell asleep and just went.
Rio reminding Nicky to kiss his mom goodbye. She cares so much, as much as a personification of death can. It's funny how some people thought Rio was going to be this manipulative big bad but no, Agatha's the more toxic one in this relationship.
Okay like imagine Agatha finally dying and just straight up BOOKING it before Rio pops up. Rio hates ghosts. The number of times Agatha deliberately pissed her off this finale was amazing.
"I'm sure he'll forgive you for... whatever you did." Aw Billy is a good kid. Just like Nicky was. Agatha needs that reminder, that anchor to not be the Worst.
Chemistry aside, Agatha and Billy being mentor-pupil makes a ton of sense because these Maximoffs do the most fucked up shit (unintentionally) with their magic and Agatha's got the knowledge, charisma, cynicism, and the morals of a spinning compass to support him.
Alright when are they announcing the sequel / spin-off? I know there's a rumour of it happening. Rio's got 2 abominations and one endlessly aggravating ghost of an ex to deal with now.
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𝚆𝙷𝙴𝙽 𝙸𝚃 𝚁𝙰𝙸𝙽𝚂
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☾ ⋆*・ Pairings: Meteorologist! Jin x Fem!reader
☾ ⋆*・ Synopsis: after many failed relationships you find yourself struggling to open up to new connections but once you overhear that your timid colleague Seokjin has a crush on you, you set out to play a game of temptation where somewhere in the process, you come face to face with the sudden realization that the weather is not the only unpredictable thing.
☾ ⋆*・ Warnings: SMUT! workplace/office au, Jin is quiet and innocent until he's not, fingering, oral sex! ( M! receiving ), dirty talk, creampie ( hehe) , teasing, unprotected sex, hair pulling, hardcore, a bit angsty ( im an angst slut leave me alone ) , foreplay , slight dom/sub dynamics, kissing, biting/marking, we will pray Y/n gets her life together.
☾ ⋆*・ Authors note: I wish I could tell you what I've done but this is what my brain produces when I'm on 5 hours of sleep.
☾ ⋆*・゚ Word count: 10 K ( for what reason?)
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Ever since you were conscious you would often find yourself lost in the sky - entrained on the sun, the moon, and the stars but most importantly on the weather. Even before you could walk You wondered what caused thunders to ripple through the clouds, worried over the sun that disappeared during rainfall. You were fixated, overly obsessed and it is what had led you to become a research meteorologist and whilst some found the profession to be boring and fruitless (your parents), there was nothing in the world that you loved most then to predict cloudy skies and cold nights. Being able to observe, understand, and therefore explain the earth's atmospheric phenomenons offers you a sense of gratification.
On the other hand you couldn’t say you ran with the same luck when it came to love and relationships, your long list of exes and failed talking stages were enough scientific evidence to prove that. Things just never ended well between you and whoever fate decided to send your way. you could never decipher if it was due to the lack of communication, lack of interest, or a little bit of both that prevented you from harvesting anything solid with those you fell in love with but it always left you high and dry. It wasn’t like you were a hopeless romantic either, yet the instincts you had when it came to forecasting sunny skies were just not there when it came to romance.
To put it bluntly, your relationships just didn’t last and it had brought you to a point where you questioned all your romantic interactions.
How long will this one last? How long until this one ends? Will we see each other in public and turn the other way?
It's why you struggled to get your feelings across most times, it's why you found it almost impossible to tell that certain person who sat across from you at work how he made you feel.
The timid and reserved Junior meteorologist didn’t catch your attention at first, always keeping to himself and rarely participating in any after work activities with your co-workers, which had made it almost impossible for you to even notice him. that was until 3 weeks ago during a mandatory work dinner. Whilst on a small bathroom break you had unintentionally walked into a game of truth and dare between your colleagues where by perhaps fate you had eavesdropped on the confession of that very same drunken man.
You had opted to feign ignorance, slipping back into the table as if nothing had happened all whilst deciding to commence a cruel game against the meek man. You would find yourself teasing him, subtly flirting until his cheeks turned red and his words turned into stutters. At first it was a childish fun ruse but as time progressed you found yourself looking in his direction more often, entranced by his smile and quiet charisma.
You were doomed and yet, it didn’t stop you from taunting him. small winks and little comments of how good he looked in his baseball caps and soft sweaters, causing him to often jolt as a response. It was harmless until it wasn’t, until you started imagining him between your legs, his large and skillful hands wrapped around your neck.
“for fucks sake” Daiyu, your best friend and colleague huffed as she ran towards the entrance, her freshly styled copper hair drenched with rain that poured from the sunny sky. You giggled, closing your umbrella and entering the building, your heels squeaking against the marbled floors. Daiyu followed after you, a trail of curses falling from her mouth whilst her hands frantically wiped at her wet clothes.
“I always tell you to carry an umbrella and you never listen” you sighed.
“It was a 30% chance!” she exclaimed, reaching to frantically press on the elevator button.
“I should sue you guys” Daiyu groaned.
You looked back at her, taking in her flustered and soaked appearance, deciding not to pass further judgment. Daiyu was as stubborn as a bull and anything that you chose to say would just  go  through one ear and out the other anyways. you reached into your purse and grabbed a napkin, extending it out for her to take. She snatched it urgently and dabbed on her face, emitting a groan of frustration at the inconvenience the sky had caused her.
“It was so sunny and warm outside” she complained, which caused you to laugh loudly, both of you stepping into the elevator as the doors slid open.
“Looks can be deceiving Daiyu” you noted, watching as the doors closed in front of you.
Daiyu smirked, disregarding your statement and focusing on the current situation you were in. her mind going back to the late-night conversation you both had shared 2 days ago over wine and expensive cheese. She leaned over closer to you, her eyebrows teasingly raising while you shared a bewildered expression on your face.
“what?” you asked, concerned with her inquisitive glances.
“I guess the same thing can be said about Jin,” Daiyu winked, a hint of excitement in her tone. She goaded you to speak on the subject, but you rolled your eyes in response.
“I bet he is a real beast in the sheets” Daiyu raised her eyebrows.
“Daiyu please, this is not the time or place to have this conversation” you scolded - eyes fixed on the numbers that flashed on the small screen above the elevator panel. 
“I guess you are deceiving - look at you all serious now like you aren't torturing that poor man.”
“Daiyu” your eyes widened and she was lucky you were both alone in the elevator - out of hearing range of any nosy employee’s. 
“I didn’t share that with you so that you can hold it over my head” you snapped, making a quick escape as soon as the elevator doors opened.
“oh come on!” she shouted after you, the sound of her heels echoing inside the office as she chased after you, her arm interlinking with yours when she caught up. you didn’t intend to avoid the topic, in fact you found it relieving to be able to speak to someone freely about it but what Daiyu was trying to indicate with her previous statements were by far completely illogical. 
Jin was but a shy and reserved guy, not the kind that tried to deceive by putting on appearances. 
How else was he able to contain himself by your constant teasing and flirting, if he wasn’t.
“we will talk about this later” you declared, giving her a soft shove towards her desk. Daiyu pouted, providing you a saddened glance whilst reluctantly dragging herself to her desk where she threw herself into her chair in rather dramatic defeat. You giggled at the scene she produced and walked across the room, reaching your own desk.
Seokjin was already there, too focused on the screen in front of him to notice your arrival. You took this time to take in his appearance. the sweater he wore accentuating his biceps and broad shoulders, the pair of glasses that sat on the bridge of his nose causing a pulsation between your thighs - lured by the image of him crawling over you with them on. You cleared your throat quickly, grabbing his attention and interrupting your perverted train of thought.
He glanced up at you, cheeks already turning pink as he took in your presence.
“Good Morning Mr. Kim” you whispered, offering him a smug smile whilst sliding into your chair. It took a moment for him to respond, his eyes briefly falling on the low v neck blouse you decided to wear today (one of your many little tricks of course). His lips parted, a gulp traveling down his throat. He quickly removed his eyes from your accentuated breasts, dragging his attention back to his screen.
“G-good Morning” he stumbled on the phrase, his tone quiet and faint.
you smiled out of satisfaction, unable to suppress the butterflies in your stomach that only he managed to make flutter. Seokjin is sexy in the most subtle ways; he doesn’t even try and yet he could make you squirm in your seat like a schoolgirl. His full lips, his deep intense eyes, and dorky smile kindled a pressure in your lower abdomen that you often tried to conceal by crossing your legs. 
“I like that color on you, you look good” you complimented, offering Jin a small smirk.
Jin glanced down at his sweater, his hands smoothing out the cashmere deep blue material. He had liked the color, had even thought it was a nice sweater when he first picked it out at the store but having its tincture complimented by you now, gave it a new feeling - it felt softer against his skin.
“thank you” he almost muttered.
You nodded happily, bringing your hair into a ponytail as you always did when beginning the day. Jin’s eyes hesitantly trailed your exposed neck, carving out the smoothness of your skin and studying each detail of the necklace that hung there - soon halting at the sight of your lips, a breath hitching in his throat. 
“You like what you see, Mr. Kim?” you asked, your eyes sparking with the realization of his discreet stare.
Jin sat up,your voice startling him out of his daze - his eyes now looking in every direction but yours.
“cause you can see more if you want, you just have to ask” your voice was a mere whisper and Jin could feel every hair in his body stand up from your tone alone. There was a long silence, your eyes intensively studying his composure. He moved his attention back on his computer screen, deciding it would be best to ignore the comment that made his heart run laps inside his chest all together.
“Hey Jin” you called, his eyes quickly moving back to you with hesitation.
“I'm only joking” you lied.
You would've allowed him to see your entire soul if he had just asked.
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The day had turned sour rather quickly, the entire office thrown into a frenzy by the threat of an incoming spring storm and it had left you running in circles all throughout the building, your heels beginning to jab into your feet painfully- leaving your soles red and sore. You groaned, stepping into the cafeteria for the first time in the day, finally allowing yourself a small break amidst the hysteria. You needed coffee and you needed it fast. Your heavy eyes scanned the cabinet in search for your favorite mug - propping yourself on your toes for a better view. 
“Where the hell did I put you?” you muttered under your breath, your hands pushing away various mugs in an attempt to find the deep emerald one you always used. Your shoulders ached, weighed down by the tumultuous day and your eyes burned, the result of staring at your computer screen for 4 hours straight. Not finding your mug would be the last straw, the drop of water that would make you spill over. You groaned loudly and leaned against the counter, your hand flying to cover your face in frustration while you balanced from one foot to the other, trying to ease the ache shooting up your legs.
“Are you looking for this?” a quiet and familiar voice asked.
You raised your head slowly, capturing a view of the man standing in front of you, your mug held comfortably in his hand. Exhaustion creeped through your body, leading you to bubble with irrational anger but as you prepared to berate the individual who had seized your precious mug, you took a moment to study their fingers, soon realizing they were the hands you melted over ever so often, concluding who the culprit behind the theft was.
Jin offered you a concerned glance, his profound sepia eyes blinking slowly as if expecting a response. You remained silent, losing yourself in his stare. the ache on your limbs suddenly evaporating for those short seconds, a wave of serenity settling deep inside of you. you shook your head slowly, unable to break eye contact as he made time stop around you.
All urgency to resume your pending tasks halted whilst you stood in front of him - The buzzling in the office growing quiet as your eyes slowly traced his features.
“I can wash it out if you want, I’m done anyways” Jin offered, a small smile forming on his face.
Your attention crawled to his mouth, inspecting his plump and soft lips, lips you wanted to press yours against, lips that were smeared with the cold foam of his coffee, foam you imagined on other parts of his body for you to lick.
“n-no, it's okay” this time it was you who stuttered; it was you who grew flustered.
The room fell silent as you remained stunned by his intense stare, your mind flowing with ideas that were neither appropriate nor sane. You were in deep shit, and you knew it, your heart pressed against your chest begging to jump into the hands of the man standing before you whilst your mind yelled that he was like everyone else, like every guy you had ever met. The one with the soft eyes and quick lies.
“You uh have something” you gestured to his mouth, making him aware of the leftover foam on his lips.
He lowered his head in embarrassment, his hand quickly flying to wipe away at his face. his eyes trailed away from yours, causing you to inhale sharply.
“Did I get it?” he asked, turning back to you. His cheeks still flushed with shame.
You inspected his lips once again, taking in their smoothness and soft pink color, pictured them gracing your skin softly - leaving their imprint on your skin.
“Here I’ll-” you offered, reaching forward and closing the gap between you both. you leisurely wiped away at the top of his lip with your thumb, removing all the residual foam left there. His lips were warm under your touch, your breaths growing short and unruly due to the sensation.
You could feel his stare fixed on you as you aided him, your cheeks becoming rogue at the sudden intimacy of the situation. Jin’s mouth parted as if he had wanted to say something but even if he had you doubted you would have been able to hear him over the hammering of your heart. The euphoric feeling dazed you out of all self restraint - luring you to act upon your intrusive thoughts .
you found yourself losing yourself in the sea of brown that were his eyes again, knowing you could drown and subsequently, dipped your foam covered thumb into your mouth without a second thought.
You collected the sugar that had once rested on his lips on your tongue and allowed it to rest there. A pleasure filled hum echoing from within your chest - your eyes fluttering shut at the satisfaction the fulfillment of your craving caused. You remained stuck there, your brain unable to generate anything but utter bliss. 
“hey! Is there any creamer lef…”
The voice of the intern entering the cafeteria was like cracking thunder, your body jerking as a life vest was being thrown at you, aiding you from going under. Your eyes shot open in realization, body tensing at the action you had just mindlessly committed but Jin didn’t appear to be as startled as you, his eyes firmly held on your lips. It felt like your whole body was on fire and it was only then when you noted the damp fabric of your panties pressed against your clit. 
Both you and Jin turned your heads quickly, eyes landing on the intern who stood shocked by the door, his mouth held ajar. You blinked quickly; your brain unable to register what had just taken place. it was as if everything inside you had been electrocuted and you couldn’t even find the strength to defend yourself against the silent accusation the interns eyes made.
You dreadfully took a step back from Jin, lowering your gaze once he looked back at you - you cleared your throat quickly before stumbling out of the shared space. The sound of your heels leaving echoes inside of Jin’s head.
You had deduced 2 things from that brief encounter. The first being you and Jin were beyond screwed - interns liked to talk, liked to share and gossip didn't take long to spread within the office and secondly, that being alone in a room with Jin was dangerous, far more than you had anticipated.
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“Yup, it's been sent to the group chat” Daiyu nodded, pushing a spoon full of yogurt into her mouth.
You sighed, covering your face in agony.
As expected the details of your little encounter with Jin had been shared all throughout the office with the intern taking quite the creative liberty of disclosing details you were sure never happened. You groaned loudly, pushing your food away. 
“Oh god” you whispered, “we work together, you know I can lose my job right?” you stared at her, wide eyed but your friend didn’t join your panic, instead a small giggle escaped her lips and your eyebrows intertwined in confusion.
“Do you find this funny?” you yelled, throwing a balled-up napkin at her head.
“Hey! Let’s use our words” she laughed, causing you to throw your head back in defeat.
“What did you think was going to happen Y/n? Jin is a man and you are a woman - i'm surprised you haven't humped in the janitors closet yet” she mused. 
You pressed your hands against your temples, trying to stop yourself from imagining the both of you doing the mentioned act. 
“Relax, it’s not that bad” she responded, “besides their just rumors, okay?” you knew she was trying to calm you, trying to bring you back from the trepidation you had been succumbing to during the last few days but her words didn’t offer any relief, anxiety running through your entire body quickly and mercilessly.
“you know I almost believed it but then he added that Jin had his hands wrapped around your waist and I had to debunk it” Daiyu shared, swallowing the yogurt in her mouth “cause we both know that boy would simply combust if he even graced his finger tips against your skin.”
You shot bullets in her direction, how was she able to make a joke out of all of this when you were literally falling apart? your job on the line, your reputation. Everything you had worked so hard to get and maintain all down the gutter for a man and Yet, there wasn’t even a hint of regret in your thoughts, in fact the only reason why you were so stressed out in the first place was for the simple fact that you were caught,caught doing something so frivolous and yet the whole office was in an uproar about it.
If you knew you would be at the brink of getting fired over lingering stares and kinship, you would’ve at least given yourself the liberty of kissing him.
“Hey, you are in your head again” Daiyu yelled, snapping her fingers in your face. you blinked in her direction and sighed, turning away once again.
“Can this get any worse?” you complained.
“I think it just might,” Daiyu winced.
You glanced back at her and turned your head in the direction of her widened eyes. The director had stepped into the cafeteria, and he was walking straight to you. you felt your body tremble, your brain preparing for the worst. You quickly stood up, your entire nervous system beginning to shut down.
“Ms. Y/n” he greeted, you stood completely still, unable to bring any air into your lungs as your knees threatened to collapse.
“Mr. Han,” your voice trembled.
Daiyu stood up quickly, putting down her yogurt and offering your boss a 90 degree bow before standing up straight, giving you a panicked glance.
“Ms. Y/n do you have a moment? I would like to go over some things in my office” your heart dropped, your palms clammy. You soon became very aware of every vein in your body, pulsating strongly against your skin.
your throat went dry, sandpaper rubbing against the other as you tried to form a coherent response.
“I uh I – yeah”
He turned quickly without another word, his steps firm and demanding, you followed behind him like a lost puppy, glancing back at Daiyu; your eyes brimmed with tears. she attempted to give you a smile through her concerned expression but even her movements faltered when she offered you a thumbs up. You were screwed, you had gone too far in your little game and now you were facing the consequences.
The walk back to Mr. Han’s office felt eternal, passing coworkers who stared and mumbled amongst each other. You were dragging your feet at this point, your heart plummeting into despair the closer you got to his office. In retrospect you didn’t feel contrition towards the event that had taken place, one does not lament over things they enjoyed but now was not the time for you to ponder on the things you did or didn't regret.
one word from your boss and you would be sent packing with all of your hopes and dreams.
You entered his office quietly, brain swarmed with negative thoughts - predicting the words that would soon empty from his mouth.
‘YOU’RE FIRED’ 
The unspoken yet inevitable words rang inside your ears - tears swelling in your eyes out of mere anticipation. 
You let out a long breath, hoping that for a second it could appease your mind but it was no use, you were a nervous wreck and it was evident by the way your boss stared at you whilst he sat behind his desk. You decided to solve math problems in your head, a method that most times distracted you from distressing situations but as you began to find the answer to your first algebra problem you felt a presence next to you and when you glanced over, your legs buckled.
“please take a seat guys” your boss requested.
You tried to move your limbs, but your feet were stuck to the ground, eyes fixed on Jin whilst he avoided your gaze and pushed out his chair taking a seat as instructed. He didn't greet you as he tended to do nor did he give you one of his famous small introverted smiles you often looked forward to. It was as if you weren’t even there but you were and it was as if he couldn’t care less. 
Ouch…
he was tense, you could see it and It was all your fault. you were fucked, royally fucked. Your shaky hands reached for your own chair, hesitantly slipping next to him.
“I can assume you know why I’ve asked the both of you here” Mr. Han began, your stomach somersaulting painfully. You glanced over at Jin who remained silent, not a speck of anxiousness in his demeanor. Why was he so relaxed? Had he just accepted his fate? Your face contorted with conflict and then turned to face your boss, a long weighed sigh leaving your body.
“I want to apologize, I know that it wasn’t ethical and I assume full responsibility-“ you began rambling, your mouth going painfully dry. your boss stared back at you like you had 3 heads and your voice faded into thin air, further apprehension spreading inside of you.
“Y/n, I can attest you are really good at your job but why are you apologizing for the weather?” Mr. Han chuckled. you blinked slowly, unable to understand his words.
“huh?”
“look, we might be facing a storm soon and I want to send a group of you over to our headquarters in Yeosu, they will be hit the hardest and in all honesty they need all the help they can get”
Relief and embarrassment flow through you as his intentions are made clear. you let out a small nervous giggle struggling with the intrusive desire to slap yourself across the face.
“I can go on my own,” Jin interrupted, and you quickly turned to him. his face cold and expressionless, your stomach dropping once again and all those bad feelings that had previously  swallowed you, began eating at you all over again.
“I'm sure Ms. Y/n  here has a lot of work on her plate and I'm sure I can do most of the work myself.”
His words were rational, made sense even but you couldn’t stop yourself from thinking this was just the aftermath of the rumors that had been spreading. You understood him, being spoken about and stared at when most times all he wanted to do was go about undetected must’ve been uncomfortable, albeit it made your insides twist.
“oh i'm sure you are more than capable but there will be a lot to cover and I just don’t think you’ll be able to manage.”
“Then give me a team, Ms. Y/n can stay here with the others - I'm sure we will need coverage here too” Jin insisted. you couldn’t bring yourself to protest. It was probably the best idea. You didn’t want any more rumors to spread about the two of you, not when it made Jin treat you like this. The game was over - no longer did you find amusement in your actions, instead you started to regret toying with him in the first place. it was immature on your part and you wanted nothing more than to apologize for your childish ways.
“I can understand your consideration of Ms. Y/n but it wasn’t a request” Mr. Han stated, causing chills to go down your spine.
“the train tickets have been purchased, you will be departing tomorrow morning” your boss concluded.
Jin stood up first, walking out of the room without another word. You followed behind quickly, your head spinning in circles as you tried catching up to him. 
“Jin” you called, but he kept his pace - not bothering to look back at you.
“Jin” you repeated, your voice much louder this time. 
His steps slowed, a sigh falling from his lips before he turned to look at you - you couldn't make out the stare he held once his eyes met with yours but it made you feel like shit. This entire ordeal was making you question the kind of person you were and for the first time since you had begun playing mind games with the man, you had realized how fucked this entire thing was. 
“How can i help you Ms. Y/n” his tone had always been reserved but this time it was different - you could feel the chill from a mile away. 
“I just wanted to say I'm sorry” you breathed. 
“Okay” he answered. 
“Okay?” you questioned, taken aback by his response. 
“Okay” Jin reaffirmed before he spun around and left you standing alone and confused in the empty hallway. 
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The train ride had been 3 long painful hours and even though all your colleagues had slept peacefully, including Daiyu who snored into your ear the entire trip you hadn’t been able to stop thinking of Jin. He avoided you like the plague the entire way to Yeosu. Putting on his headphones when it was only the two of you awake, making sure he was the first to exit the train once it arrived, and when you entered the shared home you and your colleagues would be staying in for the longevity of the trip, he intentionally chose the room furthest away from yours.
You decided to just let the situation be, there wasn’t anything you could do now and besides, it didn’t appear like he even wanted an apology. Maybe, seeking him out would only make things worse.
“Have you talked to him?” Daiyu asked, setting up a small satellite on the ground to assist the tracking of the storm.
“no” you muttered, writing down notes in your notepad “and quite frankly I don’t intend to Daiyu.”
“oh come on, we will be here for 2 more days and you guys are just gonna what? Pretend the other is not there? It's making me and everyone else uncomfortable” she complained.
“And what other options do I have? I tried to apologize but he just said okay, like what even is that? okay?!” you huffed with frustration.
“he even stayed in when we said we would go out for drinks” you whisper, the topic alone distracting you from the data you were collecting. The memory caused an ache in your chest, an ache that you didn’t like. It was a faint soreness that had accompanied you many times before, during nights of heartache and rejection, so imperceptible yet debilitating.
“The kid likes you, we know he likes you, you know he likes you, and you like him” Daiyu shrugs “why are you dragging this?” her tone was annoyed but she held a smile on her face.
“it's more complicated than that and you know that” you responded, rolling your eyes.
“ugh whatever keep eye fucking him for all I care” Daiyu groaned.
“Are you all done here? I'll wait in the car” you yelled, taking quick steps away from Daiyu.
“hey! We need to make sure it's stable!” Daiyu yelled out but you ignored her, pretending to be too far to hear her curses.
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As predicted the storm had arrived ferociously. Wind ripping through the city, rain pouring harshly - turning the sky opaque. Your dry and pained eyes stared at the computer screen in front of you as you wrote yet another report, racing against mother nature in an attempt to keep up with the current weather. You hadn’t slept in the last 24 hours and the toll it had left was visible. The only thing keeping you awake being the loud crackles of thunder tearing into the sky. 
You had been locked in your room all day and you had no intentions on stepping out.
The rest of the group with the exception of Jin had left to track the storm, giving you hourly updates on the current situation and the damage the storm was leaving in its path. Knowing you were alone with him in the same house left an anxious haze in your system.
You allowed your eyes to flutter shut for a few seconds, giving them some moisture but your mind wandered to another place, drifting deeper into your consciousness - within the darkness of your tightly shut eyes you envisioned Jin’s capable hands. touching, roaming, rubbing. You retracted the image of his mouth, of his tongue. Sliding, licking, pulling. And then there it was, the pooling between your thighs, the pressure under your navel.
Your eyes opened quickly as another thunder rolled through the sky, bright lights seeping through your half-opened blinds, dragging you away from your salacious contemplations.
You needed to clear your mind, to provide your brain another task to focus on before it began to rot. An impulse surged through you, your body rising from the chair it had made a home out of and stepping out into the dark house. What was the worst that could happen? For Jin to ignore you? He was already doing that anyway.
Your steps were soft as you made your way to the kitchen, a cup of chamomile tea sounding delicious at the moment, it would help you fall asleep and above all it would shake away the anxiousness that gripped you. your mouth watered with the idea. 
Aside from the small creaks the foundation of the old home made against the strong wind outside- everything else was completely silent. The gray evening sky offering the only source of light throughout the space.
You reached into the coverts and pulled out a kettle, which you filled with water and set on the stove to boil. Your eyes wandered out the window, concerned with the raging weather that apparently had no intentions on stopping. You were worried for your team, hoping they had found shelter, and you were also worried about running into Jin. all the bravery you had suddenly found in those short seconds when you first decided to leave your room quickly fading away. you blinked slowly, trying to rid yourself of the exhaustion pressing on your body.
 You made mental plans of a warm shower and then finally some rest, if the thunder allowed it.
If your Jin ridened brain would allow it.
There was another crackle in the sky and then the sliding door in the dining room opened and slammed shut, your whole nervous system jolting as a loud scream escaped your mouth. you turned your head to access the damage the wind had probably caused but your made out a figure standing by the door. A drenched, heaving figure. You blinked rapidly, ensuring it wasn’t your imagination and once your brain awakened from its internal slumber you realized that the person standing there, dripping wet from head to toe was Jin.
“Jin?” you exclaimed “are you okay?”
Your feet moved quickly towards him, mind racing with weariness at the sight of him. His presence left a puddle on the floor, his rain slicked black hair stuck to his forehead. He nodded slightly, wanting to avoid further questioning. You reached into the closet nearby and pulled out a clean towel. 
He was shivering, mouth trembling as he stood there in complete silence.
“What were you doing outside? It's dangerous out there” your voice was stern, but you weren’t trying to reprimand him. Jin was a grown man, and you were sure he was aware of the current climate.
“I had forgotten my camera” he simply explained, holding up the canon T7 camera for you to see.
“Gosh, let me help you” you sighed, taking fast steps towards him. your mind was racing with ways you could help him, concerned with his well-being however once you were closer, all those thoughts stopped – paused by the view in front of you. Jin’s black t-shirt was glued to his body, the imprint of his torso visible through the wet material. His face dripped droplets of water as he stared at you with those eyes that you habitually melted over and you weren’t sure if it was due to the rain outside, but his skin appeared to glisten, accentuating the veins that crawled down his forearms and down his hands.
This wasn’t the time to look, to peer like you often did, not a moment to tease but your eyes couldn’t help trail down to his sweats that now due to the weight of the water they had absorbed sat just below his waist, his underwear peeking above them.
You cleared your throat, attempting to remain focused whilst your hands tended to the shivering man in front of you but once the towel touched his skin, his hand came up to grip yours. You looked up at him quickly, your brows knitting with concern. His eyes pierced through you and you recalled the reason why the both of you hadn’t spoken this entire time, remembered the way he had avoided you at all costs.
“don’t do that” his tone was low, a heaviness within it that you had never heard him use before.
“do what?” yours quivered, a crack forming at the last word.
“don’t provoke me,” Jin stated.
The ache returned inside your chest, the one that you hated so much and you felt weak. Your eyes faltered, blinking away from his gaze with a heavy sigh.
“Jin, I want to apologize again, I shouldn’t have-“ you began, unable to recognize the softness in your words - a knot embedding itself in your trachea.
“What are you apologizing for?” his expression was that of confusion and you felt intimidated. The question leaves you disoriented.
“what?” you asked.
“you shouldn’t apologize if you aren’t sorry.”
“but I am” you stood on those words, truly feeling culpable of the situation you had created due to your lack of self control, due to your habit of complicating things but Jin’s words held different meaning which you had missed due to your lack of sleep,or perhaps it was because you couldn’t concentrate on anything else besides the bulge that pressed against his drenched sweats.
 Jin was teasing you.
He stepped closer, his chest now mere inches from yours. His towering build caused you to become very aware of how tall he really was, you didn’t speak another word as the room suddenly shrunk 3 sizes, your breath trapped inside of your rib cages.
“I take pride in the kind of man that I am” he muttered, leaning his face towards yours. “im respectful – a well mannered man” Jin’s eyes trailed down to your lips and he watched them intently as they parted slightly. 
“I am a civil man” he whispered, his hand rising to caress the skin of your cheek softly - erupting goosebumps everywhere inside of you. the shy and concealed man you had come to know had disappeared, leaving no traces of innocence – his stare flickering with lust. His thumb smoothed over your mouth and you could feel your heart rumble within your chest, your body trembling with each outlet of air.
“but you continue to toy with me, you appear in my dreams where I find myself doing the most indecent things to you” the confession made you lean into his touch, the realization of how good his hand felt pressed against your cheek eliminating all hesitation “it makes me question what a gracious man like me can do.”
“Jin” you trembled, body running feverishly warm as you bore into his eyes.
His hand traveled to the back of your head, his fingers intertwining with strands of your hair and he pulled, firmly but yet not hard enough to cause pain – your mouth opened as a whine traveled through your throat but before it could escape; his lips landed on yours.
 his tongue twisting away the small complaint.
It felt like a dream, like it wasn't real and for a second you wanted to pinch yourself – you wanted your alarm to go off so that you could wake up because it felt too real and dreams like these often brought you utter disappointment. Jin ran his hands against your body, his cold touch leaving a tingling sensation in its wake.
You could feel your arousal dripping against your panties, the exhilaration of his mouth and hands on you leaving your mind hazed. Jin’s hand trailed under your tank top, his fingers gracing your stomach as they dragged themselves towards your breast, your small whimpers pouring into his ravenous mouth. His hand went under your bra where his fingers found your nipples, rubbing them lightly. your body leaning into his as a consequence. You both stood so close now and yet, it didn’t feel like enough.
You wanted to melt into him, wanted to feel him everywhere all at once – until you couldn't breath, until you were louder than the storm outside.
Small moans left your lips, urging him to lose all control and you could tell he was reaching his breaking point when his hips jerked forward, his erection pressing against your thigh. You leaned away from his lips, eyes meeting at the sudden action. You tugged at his drenched t-shirt and he allowed you to remove it, lifting his arms up in the air. Your eyes trailed his skin as you exposed it, inch by inch.
He was gorgeous, not a trace of imperfections on his soft pale skin – his shoulders were so broad and you pictured your legs stretched over them, giving him full access to the part that pulsed sorely in-between your thighs.
His hand reached for your hair once again, pulling your head back - his tongue traveling up the valley of your neck. your eyes fluttered shut, mouth releasing short sighs as he bit and nibbled on the tender skin. You felt like your skin was on fire, cheeks burning due to the lack of oxygen his mouth was causing. It was a  high you wanted to be in at all times.
 you had misread Jin entirely. This man was capable of destroying you, the evidence in the way your body trembled under his attention.
His hand slipped from under your shirt, finding the hem of your pajama pants and guiding his hand inside. Your mouth falling completely open once his slender fingers reach your clit, quivering in anticipation. He palmed you through your panties slowly, allowing your wetness to spread across the crutch of your panties.
“mhmm so warm” Jin groaned almost painfully.
He licked his lips as he stared into your eyes, darkness enveloping them the longer his hand remained inside of your pants, you knew you were completely fucked, he had you right where he wanted you.
 a thought arises from within the deepest part of your mind that perhaps, he was the one toying with you all this time. testing how far you would go to bring him to this point.
“Jin” you moaned “I want to uh.”
“What do you want to do?” he asked, arching his brow at your broken request.
You couldn’t concentrate but you were sure of what you wanted, of what you wanted to do to him. you reached forward, your hand finding his rock hard dick - giving it a slow pump. It quivered under your touch, urging you for more. Small groans fell out Jin’s mouth, the hand intertwined with your hair pulling back a bit harder.
Your eyes pleaded out to him -  slowly sinking on your knees. your stare never breaks with Jin. You wanted to look at him while you snatched his soul away, you had imagined this moment so many times and now that it was finally here, presented to you in a silver platter your mouth salivated. You slowly pushed down his sweats and then his boxers, his erection springing out, standing tall in front of you.
Your willing tongue unraveled from your mouth, holding his delicate length in your hand as you slid your tongue up his shaft, spreading your saliva against the pulsing vein there. Your deep breaths cascades over his tip, his cock twitching against your tongue in anticipation. Jin watched  through hooded eyes, unable to blink away from your position under him.
“Ah fuck” he groaned. 
You looked so pretty, so dirty – he could cum from the sight alone.
Your tongue glided towards his tip, your damp muscle collecting all the pre-cum that sat on his slit, the salty taste making your clit pulsate. Your tongue slipped back and forth and then you felt it, his whole body trembling at the pleasure you were drawing out with just your mouth and you let out a moan, one that you couldn’t withhold because god did he look ethereal from this angle.
You eased his head into your mouth, eyes wide open looking up at him – your cheeks hollowing as you began to slowly bob your head, allowing him to catch his breath whilst your tongue glided around his thickness. Hisses streamed out of him, the sensation of your warm mouth wrapped around him leading him to throw his head back in pleasure.
Your saliva allowed you to take in more of him – feeling his cock reach the back of your throat, tickling your tonsils. you began moving your head faster, your hand reaching to pump the length that your mouth couldn’t take, the other slipping inside of your pajamas, your fingers rubbing against your folds and dipping inside of your warm walls.
His hand reached down, gripping your hair again and you noticed it was something he liked to do but you didn’t mind – the small pang of discomfort causing moans to vibrate against his dick. Jin’s hips started to move into your willing mouth, drool dripping down your chin as you continued your quick tempo – the sound of his drenched cock dipping in and out of your mouth echoing inside of the dining area along with the sound of your gagging. 
Your eyes burned, tears brimming at the corners but you didn’t dare to look away as he looked down at you, he appeared so sexy whilst in heat, the thought that it was you doing this to him causing your fingers to move quicker inside of you, your arousal gliding down your hands. 
“Y/n” Jin moaned.
You removed your hand from his shaft and took in the rest of him, you could feel your throat begin to burn but you didn’t care – your need to have his entire length in your mouth overpowering even your need for air. Your head bobbed up and down, waiting for him to come undone in your mouth but his hand pulled back on your head, causing his cock to slide out of your mouth with a loud pop.
“That's not where I want to come,” he groaned, his chest rising and falling with each harsh breath he took. 
He glided his thumb against your pulsing red lips, collecting the drool that remained on your chin. You whimpered, your own thumb pressing against your clit - fucking yourself to the sight of him. He carried a dark ardor, a look in his eyes that you had never witnessed before or perhaps never noticed. 
In one swift movement you were off the floor, Jin placed you on the kitchen counter - his tongue once again sliding down the nape of your neck dragging out small moans from your mouth. He was experienced, his mouth and hands knowing where to touch and tug as if he had studied your entire anatomy and you let him, falling into the bliss of all your lust filled dreams. 
His mouth found yours, his lips blending against your own with rapid appetite. His hands traveled to your waist, moving his fingers in between the skin and the hem of your pants and with one pull - he brought down your pajamas and dampened panties. You yelped as the cold air hit your hot clit - begging for his touch. He pulled away from your kiss - bringing his pointer and index finger into his mouth and coating the digits with his saliva - his eyes fixed on yours. 
Your body shivered, as you watched him preparing himself to completely wreck you and not a word of objection leaves your mouth, entranced with how sexy he makes it all look. He’s a professional and you had been too cocky to ever realize that. He pressed his fingers against your throbbing pussy, your hips jerking forward at the sensation. His fingers are long and warm against your cunt and you want nothing more than to have them inside of you. 
“Shhh relax” Jin hummed, rubbing your clit in small slow circles. 
Your breath trembled, mouth falling open as he teased your needy cunt - a smirk forming on his lips. Your touch deprivation didn't go unnoticed to the man standing in front of you. Your back arching into his teasing contact. He leaned forward and left wet kisses on your chest, trails of love bites and saliva as  he reached your breast and then his fingers began to move faster - his mouth taking one of your nipples into his mouth with ease. 
“Jin” you whimpered. He was everywhere all at once and your body shook, he was too much and yet you were capable of taking it all. 
His tongue went flat against your hardened nub, gliding it up and down and then sucking on the nipple softly, your hands tangled themselves in his hair, your legs shaking as he slid one finger into your welcoming cunt and then another, and then another and soon he began pumping them quickly, holding no mercy. 
Your hips matched his tempo and your breast begin to bounce as fucked yourself into his hand. Jin pulled away from your breast - not wanting to miss how much of a slut you had become for him. Your eyes were completely shut - allowing the feeling to take over you completely and you were a wreck but you couldn’t control your hips as they rolled against his appendages. Jin groaned at the sight of you, of your Pretty cunt taking all 3 of his fingers. 
“Look at you, you love this don’t you” he muttered into your ears, his forehead pressed into your cheek as he looked down at his fingers disappearing into your cunt, glistening with your juices - leaving a small puddle on the counter. 
“Is this what you wanted?” he asked but you remained silent, whimpers replacing the answer you wanted to give. 
“Mhm?” Jin urged you, wanting to hear you beg for him. 
“Y-yes” you stuttered. 
“Look who's stuttering now” he mocked and your eyes open, gleaming with lust. 
Jin slowly retracted his fingers from where they had remained, embedded inside of you, the action making you whine in desperation which made Jin smile in response - you were needy, no longer in control and Jin felt his dick quiver at the realization. He looked deep into eyes as he stood in front of you. he raised his hand and spit into his palm proceeding to lather up your already dripping cunt. You could feel his saliva coat your clit, the feeling causing your whole body to tremble. 
He leaned back in for a kiss, slowly pressing you back into the counter until you could only see the ceiling above you. His hands slid up your thighs and with one swift movement he brought your ass to the end of the counter, your legs now placed exactly where you had wanted them to be for so long, where you thought they would look their best, thrown over his shoulders. 
“You look so good like this” he groaned, his eyes scanning your half naked body. 
You could hear the loud whistling of the tea kettle on the stove consume the entire room, creating a symphony with the moans that rattled from your lungs and then Jin sank into you, with so much ease, so smoothly that for the next few seconds you couldn't breath. 
Jin’s hands rubbed along your legs, his hips starting to roll into you with swift and disposed movements. You could feel all of him, the pulsations of his cock as he slowly retracted and then easily slipped back inside. The way the tip of his cock reached your ovaries, your legs quivering out of reflex. 
“Jin” you cried out and you lost it, eyes rolling to the back of your head as he snapped his waist, pounding into you with so much speed that the counter underneath you began to shake, Jin’s hand flied to your tank top, gripping it in his hand -  pulling at the fabric with each thrust that he gave you. 
“Is this what you wanted me to do all this time?” he questioned, bringing his thumb against your clit. 
“Y-yes” you yelped. 
“Fuck Y/n” he moaned breathlessly and the thunder outside was no match for the sound of your greedy wet cunt taking his entire length, your loud yelps and moans masking the natural disaster taking place. 
Your ass bounced against his thighs each time he slammed into you and he was frantic, your warm walls smothering his aching cock as he plunged into you with so much need and desire you could feel your clit swell around him. As you peered down at him there wasn’t a trace left of the shy boy you once knew. His eyes darkened, glazed over as he stared at his dick stretching out your walls. His teeth biting down onto his lip harshly in a foolish attempt to refrain from the grunts that vibrated from his chest. 
His fingers rubbed quickly over your flustered clit, it was as if he already knew what you needed before you said it, he had you down to a science and you couldn’t stop your body from convulsing, your cunt squeezing around him as a signal of your incoming orgasm. 
“Jin i’m gonna-” you yelp out, this orgasm was different from the ones you would give yourself to the thought of him, pressure beginning to form dangerously in your core. 
“Shhhh i know princess relax” he hummed like an expert only would. 
Your legs fell from his shoulders and his hands received them quickly, holding them wide open. The view of your pussy taking him to the hilt  urging him to flutter in pleasure but he didn’t want to look away - he didn’t want to miss a beat, not when it had been everything he’s dreamed of and more. 
You looked so perfect, felt so perfect and whilst he fought the utter pleasure surging through him, that left him completely spent he could feel your cunt constricting around his cock, his hips faltering at the sudden tightness that enveloped him. 
“Ahh ahh” Jin yelped. 
 With loud moans you came undone, your body tensing and muscle restricting - eyes brimming with tears and just as fast, you felt every cell inside of you ease, like a shot of anesthesia, body and mind going completely blank. Moments later Jin shoots streams of his warm nectar into your walls, filling up every ridge, his milk oozing out as he retracts his hips slowly, careful as to not disturb your high. 
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By the time the morning crept into the city of Yeosu, the storm had subsided - superseded by the bright sun that now shined directly in your face. You concluded that the sky had made it its goal to not allow you peaceful slumber these past few days. Denying you the pleasures of rest. You had been awake for a few minutes now but you had been reluctant to open your eyes, focusing on the feeling of the soft comforter wrapped around your nude body. 
Perhaps you were just really tired but the truth was that you just didn’t want to recognize the body that laid next to you, soft snores flowing past their lips, their face nestled into the crook of your neck. 
If you opened your eyes then it would all come to an end, the feeling of his arm wrapped around your waist, the feeling of his weight besides you. Yet, you knew it couldn't last forever and although neither of you had shared any words regarding the events that took place last evening, or the other things that happened after that, you concluded it would all end the same way it usually did. 
You weren’t unfamiliar to awkward goodbyes when the sexual tension dissipated and though inside you wanted to hold onto the hope that maybe this time it would be different, that Jin wasn't like that - you were aware of the inevitable. 
Your eyes blinked open with a soft hiss and for a moment you were blinded by a ray of sunshine gleaming on your face - you raised one of your arms, blocking away the light and carefully turned to glance over at the sleeping man beside you. Jin was sound asleep and you could tell how completely at ease he was in contrast to your nerves that rattled you out of your very needed and desired slumber. 
You didn’t want to leave, didn’t want him to wake up to an empty bed but you knew it would only be harder if you were to leave whilst he was awake, you knew he would attempt to sooth the rejection that was approaching. 
You carefully lifted his arm from around your waist, sliding inch by inch out of the comforter you both shared. Your eyes remained on his resting form, his lips slightly parted and his disheveled silky black locks sprawled on the pillow underneath his head - he looked angelic and your heart lurched at the sight. 
You contemplated if you should’ve stayed, if you could allow yourself a bit of cruelty in exchange for comfort but you had been down that road many times before and at last you made up your mind. Your eyes moved to scan the floor, trying to find the article of clothing you wore the day before but they are nowhere to be found. 
“Shit” you whispered. 
Scenes of the previous day flashed through your mind like a silent film, replaying the lust filled moments you both shared - your bodies intertwining in nearly every room of the vacant home until you found shelter under his bed sheets. His moans and whimpers forever embedded into your memory causing your legs to quiver as you stood disoriented in his room. 
You had left your clothing sprawled in different corners of the house - evidence left for your colleagues to find upon their arrival. 
Jin’s body twists and turns and grumbles fall from his lips, shifting you into overdrive. your hands quickly picked up one of his t-shirts that had been thrown across the floor. You slipped the fabric over your head - being suddenly hit with his scent, guilty adrenaline soaring through you. 
You slowly moved towards the door, your steps careful and calculated as you attempted to escape the room like a foolish thief. Your hands reached for the doorknob, wincing as the door creaked under your touch, cursing at the old house for exposing you in such a dire situation. 
“I thought i had at least 5 more minutes” Jin’s raspy voice echoed inside of the silence you so badly tried to keep. 
Your body froze - heart thumping inside of your chest at a faster rate than before. You shut your eyes as a grimace took over your expression - you had been caught, red handed. You tried to come up with an excuse, in order to lessen the blow but nothing came to mind and as you turned you gave him the words you had heard oh so many times before. 
“Sorry, i didn't want to wake you” the words left a pungent aftertaste in your mouth as you spoke them. 
Jin was sitting amongst the mess of comforter and sheets you both had made, his bare chest gleaming with the light that ripped through the windows - his hand reaching to rub his puffy eyes, a long exhausted sigh leaving his lips. 
“It's too early for you to lie and honestly, I'm too tired to believe it.”
You blinked quickly, his statement throwing you off balance. His tone did not hold any anger or frustration - he sounded disappointed. He was a reflection of you this time and now you were the one having to seek for poor excuses regarding your sudden departure. 
“Jin I-” you tried to speak but your words were cut off by silence, a boulder sitting comfortably against your throat. 
Jin shifted from his sitting position - his eyes focused on your messy hair and on his favorite t-shirt that hung loosely around your frame. 
“You are always close but yet, so out of reach Y/n” Jin states “as open as you appear to be you hold your doors so tightly that your hands grow blisters.” he didn’t intend to be harsh - in fact his words are only a demonstration of how deeply he had come to know you but you couldn’t control the bitter sensation they left inside of you. 
“I didn't mean to- '' you began but couldn’t finish, swallowing down your justifications. 
“I can predict the weather for the next 2 weeks but not what you will do next” he chuckled and your lips quivered at the reality of what he was saying, of the truths that he knew and threw at you without hesitation. 
“I just don't want to mess things up - not this time around Jin, not with you” your mouth grew dry, your eyes glistening with tears that you didn’t want to let out. 
“That’s not a decision you can make on your own,” Jin retorted. 
“Jin, i've been here before so many times - i don't want it to be you running out of my life this time, the thought alone is unbearable and i know we don't know each other like that but i don't want to put you in an uncomfortable situation, you are a really nice guy” you don’t breath between your words, your lungs constricting as you give him your reasons in fear that he won't understand. 
“Well I'm not the one sneaking out of the room, am i?” 
Jin’s stare was sharp and you fidgeted under it - your mind attempting to find other logical reasons why whatever it is you both shared ultimately would come crashing down in the most vile kind of way. 
“What if you grow tired of me?” you whispered, eyes looking away from his. 
“I like coffee” he jokes and this time you smile. 
“I'm being serious!” you whine, your brows knitting with the conflicting debate that expands in your head. 
“Y/n, i am a grown man” Jin smirks “and not the kind that plays silly little games.”
Your eyes snap in his direction - a pang of guilt shooting through you. 
“Yeah i’m sorry about that too” you mutter, your cheeks growing flushed in embarrassment. 
“Are you?” Jin raises his eyebrow, a small smile appearing on his cheeks.
“Stop apologizing and come here.”
It doesn't take a second longer before you swiftly remove his t-shirt from your body - making a mental note to remind him that it belongs to you now. the insignificant object becoming one of the first things he will let you keep without hesitation because this man, the one who you decorate with kisses - the one that has entered your atmosphere at high speeds and at an unknown trajectory will never be like the others.
© 𝐂𝐫𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞, 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐯𝐞𝐝.
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laylaysdelusions · 2 months ago
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Best you ever had
Paige Bueckers x black/plus size!reader
A/n: I hope y’all like this one<3
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You basically slam the front door shut as you walk through it. “What’s the matter?” Paige comes down the hallway. “She fucking blocked me” you pout mad and unintentionally adorable. “The curly head you had a date with the other day?” She asks you as if you go out all of the time. “Not funny” you slap her arm and roll your eyes.
“Ok but was there a reason she blocked you?” You go quiet and ignore the question. “No seriously what was it?” She looks at you, making you nervous. “I told her I didn’t want to have sex” you sigh. “Well that’s real fucking stupid” Paige laughs. “Every lesbian should know better than that” you roll your eyes again this time more playfully.
“What are you even looking for in those kinds of girls?” Paige asked. “Someone that actually wants to know me first” you stated with your hand on your forehead, hitting it. “You should find someone that’s actually worthy of sex with you” the blonde tells you as she sits down on the couch with her ramen in hand. “And where do I find that in Storrs, Connecticut?” you mumble with sass intended to sting. “I’m sure the woman is somewhere, probably right in front of you” Paige said with a grin and you nodded absentmindedly.
Suddenly your eyes widened. “Paige Madison Bueckers” you said with your mouth open. She swallowed her drink and shrugged her shoulders. “You said you want someone who knows you and I know pretty much everything about you,” she said, her abs showing as her tank top lifts. You think for a moment before responding.
Yeah so you’ve had feelings for Paige for a while, who wouldn’t? but you never considered that she would try to flirt with you so blatantly.
“Your fucking ego, Ms bueckers” you make a gagging motion. “Don’t pretend like you don’t like me now, you’ve been staring at me with heart eyes for years” the blonde smiled at you. Your heart practically dropped to your ass. “Look, I don’t mind, I’ve been flirting with you patiently for a while now” she came to stand next to you. “You’re just too oblivious to notice how cute I think you are” you shivered when she softly touched your arm.
“You want me?” The tall woman whispered into your ear. You nodded and she grabbed your face, connecting your lips together. The kiss felt electric and it was by far the best you’d ever had. “I don’t wanna brag but I’ll be the best you ever had” her ego still shining but this time more sweet. She took you to her bed, the same bed you’ve studied with her on countless occasions.
Only an hour later her veiny hands gripped your waist as she forced you down further onto her strap. “Fuck-“ you cried as you felt it hit the good spots. How did you end up with the Paige Bueckers in your guts? You didn’t have time to think about it all you could focus on was how heavenly everything felt. You rolled your hips into her with a fuzzy brain.
“There we go, pretty girl” Paige mumbles into your neck. You couldn’t even respond, all that could leave your words were pretty little whines that made Paige ache all over. She was so shocked no one had tried to make you feel this good before but oh she was so fucking grateful you’d let her. Your pudgy stomach bounced along in rhythmic fashion and it made Paige groan. “That’s it, fuckin you so good huh?” The blonde couldn’t get enough of your intoxicating energy, she didn’t know if she could control herself.
She pressed her fingers into your belly. “You feel that baby? I’m in your tummy” Paige chuckled loudly. Your broken cries and sobs broke free as you moved closer to your orgasm. “Yeah? You gon cum for me?” You only answered with a nod before your face scrunched up in a moan. You fell, collapsing on top of her.
“Damnit baby” Paige said as she watched you try to regain strength. Your first time with a strap was more than successful, you thought to yourself. “Lay back angel” your eyebrows raised at her demand. “Oh I am definitely not done with you yet” you didn’t even question it and you laid back against the pillows with your legs spread. Paige’s finger came to move up and down your folds, the coldness of her ring causing you to shiver.
“Trust me pretty, I’m good with my mouth” Paige smirked while looking up into your eyes. You looked away, flustered. “Hey, no need to be flustered now you’ve already had my strap in your guts” Paige laughed before placing gentle kisses on your thighs. You whined out and she said “sorry for being mean baby” which made you smile uncontrollably. “There she is” Paige smiled back at you.
“Now, I know you’re sensitive so if it gets too much, tap my wrist three times” the star player told you like you were a true angel and it made you giggle. Her tongue came down to your slit and it turned your laughter into whimpering. Her warm mouth connecting to your warm cunt made you melt. Her hands gripping around your chubby thighs made your mind stop thinking. “Fuck-“ you said while playing with the blondes ponytail.
“You taste so fuckin good” Paige practically moaned into your pussy. Paige’s praises are halfway muffled as she devours you. Your skin feels and looks like melting chocolate. No matter what you do Paige is completely stunned by you. Your facial expressions made Paige go faster. She went at the perfect rhythm for you and it made your eyes roll back. Your sensitivity made it all the better.
“Oh shit Paige please” you cry, your voice cracking from so much moaning. “I got you princess” Paige says as her blue eyes don’t leave yours. You roll your hips to further connect to her lips and tongue. “Baby is so needy huh?” Paige chuckles against your wet skin. A cry falls from your lips signaling to Paige that you are close.
Paige continues at the same pace until you lose yourself underneath her. “Never felt so good in my life” you say with tears on your cheeks. Paige backs away from your cunt with your wetness and cum dripping down her chin. You avoid eye contact with her out of embarrassment. “Oh baby it's perfectly alright” she says wiping her face.
“You have fun?” She smiles at you in her own way of asking for reassurance. “More than fun” you mumble into her chest. You both lie there in gentle conversation for a while and you both silently pray that this is more than a one time thing. The chemistry between you two is just too heavy to let go of.
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feefivefoe · 9 months ago
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I guess I'm unintentionally working my way up the age ladder, so Jason next-
This is the first part that contains backstory stuff I gave my reader, so unfortunately this is where a lot of the "they can be anyone" immersion dies, sorry y'all.
Genuinely, he thought he might hate you at first. Even at the preteen age of 12, where children were usually trying to start striving to independence, you had been so...bland.
It's not that you didn't stand out. Quite the contrary. Anywhere Alfred could be found, you were just a step or two behind him. A leech. Only ever speaking in a hushed voice, making the old man strain himself to hear you, surely.
He doesn't think you've ever even looked him in the eye.
It isn't until that summer he starts connecting the dots. You still cling to long sleeved shirts, pants over shorts, even when it's clear you're struggling to not overheat.
Then he catches you in the kitchen in the middle of the night, t-shirt and pajama shorts.
Burn marks, healed yet gruesome, decorate your arms and legs. Based on how they're positioned, he'd argue they probably exist on the rest of your body, too.
And yet, despite his invasion of what you clearly(?) wanted kept hidden, you merely bow your head in shame and offer a meek apology.
That's when he stops seeing you as a problem, but as a victim of consequence.
Not a bratty child who doesn't care enough about the lower class to speak to your new 'sibling,' but a lonely child who had never even once considered he might want to speak to you.
"Mister Wayne and Mister Grayson are very busy." You had said once, matter of factly rather than bitter or sad. "I'm sure they'd spend time with me if they weren't. But they have two lives, so they have less time than anybody."
He doesn't have the heart to tell you that they make time for him. And the rest of Gotham.
As you do with Alfred, you begin to shadow him. Meandering behind him without a care as to what his plans are, happy to receive the barest of acknowledgments.
You hesitate when speaking about yourself, as though taking up his time with mentions of you is an issue. He's starting to understand why.
Jason isn't sure if it's pity or growing affection that keeps him around, at first. For a while, he sees you as more of a sad, wet dog than as his family.
But you begin to connect with peers at school, finding validation outside of those that feel forced to give it to you. You mature, grow up more than you should, and realize the reality of your home life.
And Jason is thrilled! ...and...a little sad? He's happy for you, sure. Having friends is probably what you needed. People who want you around, genuinely. Who choose to make time for you.
But he'd be lying if he said that the way you used to stare at him didn't make him feel like a hero. Like he was doing so much, changing your world, simply by existing.
You still speak, of course. You're friendly siblings that get along well. You give him various foods you've tried making, courtesy of Alfred inspiring a desire to learn to cook and bake on your own. You talk about books you've read together, and listen intently while he rambles about his favorites.
You even peek in after particularly rough patrol nights, just to make sure he's gotten through it okay.
But it isn't...quite the same. No, but it's...it's for the best.
And he is still a hero! As Robin, he's protecting the whole city alongside Batman!
So he's still a hero.
He's still your hero.
"Jay? I was wondering if I could ask you for some help. The show my club is doing is one of those old books you like-"
"They aren't that old."
"-and my character doesn't show up much in the movie-"
"You watched the MOVIE before reading the book!?"
"-so I wanted to ask if you'd help me with characterization!"
He remembers groaning at you and rolling his eyes. "I'm busy tonight. Go watch the dumb, BAD, movie again." He pauses. "Uh, but I can tomorrow. I'll make sure I don't have anything planned, promise."
He saw you pause, and sees the constant same promises pass through you.
"I...have other arrangements. I'll make it up to you next time."
"Ah...sorry, kiddo! Big kid stuff. But next time! You trust your big bro, yeah?"
But this is Jason. Jason doesn't lie to you.
Jason keeps his promises.
You smiled. "Yeah. Tomorrow."
...
Then he died.
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darkficsyouneveraskedfor · 4 months ago
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Days of Yore
Warnings: some dark elements. Not all kinks or triggers are tagged. My username actually says you never asked for any of this.
Summary: You show up uninvited but are welcomed nonetheless.
Character: Geralt of Rivia
Day Twenty-Five of the December Daze Challenge.
Prompt -an unexpected guest at the holiday get together.
Note: As usual, I would appreciate any and all feedback. I’m happy to once more go on this adventure with all of you! Thank you in advance for your comments and for reblogging.
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“Wow,” you gape up at the immaculate array of lights strung across the facade. “This place is amazing. Who’s house is this?” 
“A friend of a friend’s, I don’t know,” Wendy shrugs. 
“A friend... Oh? Are you sure it’s okay we’re here?” You wonder with a furrow between your brows. You now feel a bit foolish for getting all done up when you might not even have been invited. 
“Open invite! Besides, no one will notice,” she assures you. 
“Right,” you mutter doubtfully. 
“Loosen up. What else do you got going on, huh?” She grabs your hand and pulls you through the open iron gates. They accentuate the medieval effect of the house. Now you don’t feel done up enough. 
“Not much, I guess,” you admit. If anything, you’ll get a bit of free food then ditch. It's not the first time you’ve unintentionally party-crashed with your wayward friend. 
“You know Sienna, it will be fine,” she tuts and comes up to the front doors.  
Again, you’re awed by the aesthetic of it all. You notice that the lights aren’t coloured, but only white, and the decor doesn’t bear the typical Santa or candy cane theme. In fact, it all has a historic tint. Traditional in a strange way. Dried oranges hung on long strings and holly twisted into bunches. For a moment, you’re remind of that dusty history degree hidden in the back of your closet. 
Wendy knocks with the heavy iron knocker. She waits and chatters as she wiggles her legs below her short skirt. She didn’t dress for the temperature. She searches the door frame and grumbles. 
“You think someone who could afford this place would have a doorcam or something,” she chuffs out a cloud of steam. 
The door opens and startles you both. You look over as Wendy as good as jumps inside. She seizes the woman who keeps a hand on the door. 
“Kami! You look... nice,” she holds her and gives her an eye up and down, “is this velvet?” She drags her hands down the green fabric. 
“Designer,” Kami pushes away her touch. “You brought a friend.” 
“Yeah, Sienna said so--” 
“Mm, sure, it’s just... whatever. No one will notice,” Kami rolls her eyes. “You have to come. Lucas has the funniest story! I was just dying.” 
Your shoulders fall and you clasp your hands together. You trail after, unwelcome and unacknowledged. Uninvited. You frown and silently configure how you can excuse yourself and leave. If you wait long enough, Wendy will forget about you. It might be easier to sneak out. 
You stop to hang your coat with all the rest and Kami makes a point of telling you to take your boots off. The floors are old wood, polished and well-kept. The entire house is immaculate. An antique on its own. 
You follow them into a high-ceilinged room adorned in strings of threaded popcorn and dried clusters of flowers. The air is fragrant as mulled cider steams in a heated bowl on a table, copper cups waiting to be filled, and dishes of appetizers in a line. The smell makes your stomach churn hungrily. 
“Who the hell owns this place?” Wendy asks the question nibbling on your ears. 
“Oh, he’s a funny guy,” Kami chuckles. “A bit... eccentric. Sienna’s been trying to loosen him up a bit, I mean... look at this house. That’s a good bag.” 
You try not to show your disapproval. You don’t have much luck with men but hearing the way some of your friends talk about them, you don’t know that you’re cut out for it all. It really doesn’t seem that anyone is out for a genuine connection, they just want a good set-up.
Can you really blame them? You’ve been handwashing your clothes since your building hiked up the machine prices. Turns out a couple quarters can really break the bank. 
Your guilt compounds as you realise that you’ve cosigned this entire extortionate affair. This party seems to have been a ploy by a hopeful prize winner. You know Sienna and she’s always sure to show you her Fenti and point out the label, though she can never remember the name of the man who bought it. 
“So what? He gave her full run to do all this? It's not really her... style. I expected more pink,” Wendy scoffs. 
“Nope, he’s a tight ass apparently. They were up for nights making the decorations and the food.” 
“What?” She squeals in surprises as your whispers from your mouth. That’s a lot of work. 
“Very old-fashioned,” Kami remarks. “But he’s not just rich you know, he’s fucking hot.” 
“Ah, jackpot,” Wendy giggles. 
You keep behind them, as good as hiding behind them. You bob and clutch your purse as Lucas excitedly hugs Wendy and Sienna drunkenly echoes him. You know a few of the partygoers standing with them but none of them even look in your direction. It seems Wendy’s already forgotten you. 
This is why you said no at first. This is how it always goes but she begged and begged, guilting you fro making her show up alone. What about you? Why is it okay to ditch you every time? 
You glance around. There are just as many strangers and none of them seem eager to mingle past their trio or pairing. You wish Wendy mentioned the dress code. You don’t think your H&M clearance rack attire is very suiting. 
As an elbow hits your arm, you back up. No apology. You’re a piece of decor to these people. You back up and turn. Well, no one else seems to want to indulge. What a weird party. 
You go to the table and take a cup. It’s times like these that you enjoy being invisible. College was tough, you longed to be noticed, to be like the other girls. Since then, you’ve grown comfortable with just being there. It’s much safer. 
You ladle the cider into a mug and the steam roils from the top. A slice of blood orange and a few cranberries float in the rich amber liquid. You blow over it and retreat. The warmth is a comfort. It makes you feel a little less out-of-place. 
As you turn, you nearly collide with another. You bring your other hand up to steady the cup and barely keep from sloshing the cider all over. You squeak and step back on your heel, your eyes skimming up the large figure in front of you.  
You haven’t seen eyes like those since... 
“Geralt?” You utter dumbly. 
He looks down at you. He looks different but not. He always had his own vibe. The white hair, the bright eyes, he wore his individuality without meaning too. Yet some things are his own doing. 
When you were in Early Modern History or Medieval Weaponry and Warfare together, he always dressed as if the clocks were set back to the Victorian era. Stiff jackets, high collared shirts, even a pocket watch. He was a bit of a dweeb then but too big for anyone to say so. And he was the only person who wanted to talk about history outside the lectures. 
Now he wears a tunic, silver trim on black, slightly less stuffy but just as dated. Half of his hair is twisted back behind his head, the tails of it spilling past his shoulders. 
He says your name and tilts his head, “I didn’t invite you.” 
It’s a statement that makes your heart sink. You peer down at your cup then around the room. “I’m sorry, my friend, she knows Sienna, she--” 
“It’s good to see you,” he interrupts. “It’s been a very long time.” 
You wince and dare to look at him again. “Yes, college was a while ago.” You slanted your lips and press your hands to the hot metal cup. “This is your house? It’s very nice.” 
“It is. I don’t often entertain, so mind the cobwebs,” he intones. He still has that way of speaking; so matter-of-fact. “It wasn’t my idea.” 
“Mm, right,” you nod. 
“Is the cider good? I found the recipe in an old journal from 1764.” 
“Of course you did,” you hold back a laugh. 
“Of course...” he begins to repeat curiously. 
“It’s all very you, is all,” you say. 
“I suppose,” he agrees. 
You smile shakily and swallow. You make yourself try the cider. It’s hot but not scalding. A very spiced. Not in a bad way, you just don’t expect that much. 
“Mm, it’s... heady.” 
“Mulled for days,” he explains. He shifts on his feet and smooths his tunic. “Can I show you something?” 
“Um, sure,” you accept. “It’s not the door, is it?” 
He lets out a small snort, “leave the cider.” 
You peer around and he takes the cup from you. He puts it down on a leather coaster on a tall wooden table and beckons you after him. You peek back as you sense a hush and notice that Sienna and the rest of them are watching. Great, they already don’t care much for you. 
Geralt stops and waits for you to catch up to him. The staircase is wide enough for both of you. Your ascent is quiet, almost torturously so. 
“You did not bring a boyfriend?” He asks. 
You nearly laugh at the abrupt question. You get to the top of the stairs and he gestures you left. 
“Well, I’d bring my cat. He’s the only guy sleeping in my bed,” you kid. 
He hums but doesn’t comment. 
“So, how’d you meet Sienna?” You ask. 
He shrugs and stops to open a door. He pushes it inward and reaches around the frame to turn on the lights. He waits for you to enter first. You do with a gasp at the interior. 
The walls are hung with various weaponry and you can tell at a glance that it’s genuine. It’s like walking into a museum. You traipse forward as you stare and barely notice the door click shut. 
“Wow, how—Geralt, how the heck—what do you do? I mean, how can you afford all this?” 
“I make replicas for TV and stage productions,” he explains. “This is my personal collection.” 
“It’s... wow,” you hug yourself, feeling even smaller than before. 
He’s quiet again. That’s just how he’s always been. He never said more than he needed to. It made studying very easy. 
“You asked about Sienna. She is persistent but we are older now. I don’t see her as viable,” he says. Again, just a fact, nothing emotional. 
“Oh, uh, well, I heard otherwise. Maybe you should tell her that,” you chuckle nervously as you admire the executioner’s sword with its blunt tip. 
“Perhaps,” he agrees as he slowly crosses the room to stand next to you. “I’m... pleased that you showed up. It is a coincidence, isn’t it?” 
“Sure, must be,” you agree. 
You keep your eyes on the groove in the blade as you feel his on you. You sidle along and turn your head away from him. The door is shut. He stays close. 
“Here,” he steps around you, startling you. 
You spin as he goes to a large wooden chest on a table. “The smaller things are in here. Thumb screws, some daggers...” he flips open the lid as you turn and follow, keeping your distance. He holds up a curved blade, possibly a jambiya. “Hm, come,” he waves you around as he reaches in again, “you’ll like this one.” 
You sway before you move, hands clasped to each other. You slowly pace around to him and he moves so quickly you nearly stagger. In a moment, there’s a weight around your wrists. You cry out and raise your manacled arms. 
“Geralt!” You exclaim. 
He laughs. You don’t hear that often. You look at him and tug on the chain. 
“Centuries old but they are strong still, yes?” 
You frown, “please, it’s not funny. I don’t like it.” 
“Aren’t they wonderful?” 
“No, Geralt, please, take them off.” 
“Hm, I’d have to find the key...” 
“Don’t play,” you warn. 
His laughter trickles off and his face returns to its stoic mask. He stares at you. Silence rises and roils around you as the chain clinks in the loops of the cuffs and you fidget. You wait for him to pull out the key and undo them. 
Instead, he hooks a thick finger around the links and tugs until your arms are above you. He holds you like that, trapped and prone. You shudder as you stare up at him, terrified at the glint in his pale eyes. 
“I’m not playing,” he intones. “I’ve been waiting to get you in those. Far too long.” 
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solrabi · 6 months ago
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Price thought he was never going to find love until he met you.
Note: pure fluff. Mild mention of smut. Reader’s age is up to you <3
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Price thought he was never going to find love. On his thirty-ninth birthday, he had decided that he was going to resort to a life of loneliness whether he liked it or not. He never showed it but he yearned for a connection.
Someone who’d listen to him. Someone who he’d listen to.
Someone who’d soothe him. Someone he’d soothe.
Someone who was his home. Someone he was home to.
Truth be told he was actually afraid that he wouldn’t find anyone till he turned forty. Hence why he made such a promise to himself at age thirty-nine.
When his mind wasn’t occupied with his missions and strategies, he was thinking about how lonely he truly was. Sure, he had the 141 but they were settling down too. While he wanted to be happy for them, his heart ached in jealousy. Didn’t he deserve to fall in love as well?
But you know what they say about love coming around when you least expect it because that is exactly what happened to him.
You came into his life a week after his birthday. Like hurricane, you wrecked all his plans of loneliness. He didn’t know it but his life had changed for the better after meeting you. You with your bright eyes and warm words, had unintentionally creeped your way into his lonely heart.
Every time he’d enter a room his eyes would search for your figure. When you weren’t around he’d think about what you could possibly doing (hopefully thinking about him). Each fleeting touch, whisper and moment of close proximity was branded in his mind.
At his grown age of thirty-nine, he had a crush. As embarrassing as it was to admit, he couldn’t help himself. You were everything he wanted but he couldn’t cross the line. You were colleagues and your line of work was not something that had either of you constantly in the right state of mind.
However, the moment he overheard you talking to your friend about how attractive you found him, he knew he had to take his chance. It was now or never.
When the two of you got together, he felt like he was born again. His mouth still remembers the feeling of your lips from when you both first kissed. The way both of you accidentally clashed your teeth because of how long you had wanted each other was a fond memory for him.
He still remembers what his first time with you felt like. He remembered every gasp, pant, moan and groan from your mouth. He remembered how tightly you held on to him as you came undone.
He still remembers your face from when you were walking down the aisle. Bittersweet expression with teary eyes. You both had come a long way.
And now at age forty-five, he was sitting on the porch of his home, watching you and your child run around in the grass. The shrill screams and giggles of your child were like music to his ears.
He made that. He made all this possible. He made the present possible with you beside him. He looked up at the sky, almost like he was thanking an omnipotent being for sending you to him. You saved him without even knowing it.
“Wait up, I wanna join in.” He said as he jogged to you and the little bundle of joy you two created.
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redwinewhiteroses · 1 month ago
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What would they say to you?
if they could call you right now 🤍
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This reading is about what the person on your mind would say to you. This is most suitable for a romantic partner/connection.
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I did a small energy check in the beginning of each reading, if that resonates with you, you can confirm that it's meant for you. Even if it doesn't, the main tarot portion might resonate with you.
This is a general reading so it might not be for everyone. If you feel a strong pull to a specific image, that's the one for you, but if you have a difficult time choosing an image, then this reading isn't for you.
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And a random observation I made while doing this reading is that almost all the groups have Five of Cups and The Death card and even Seven of Wands. So these energies turning up throughout all the readings, although in different ways and positions makes me think the collective is struggling with being open to giving and receiving love and likely experiencing heartbreak due to that. It could be your respective person experiencing a bit of sadness as well.
So let's make a wish together for all of us. 🥰🌷I hope we all give and receive healing and pure love in abundance! 🥹🩷
Image 1 Cinderella
Your energy
Ten of Cups
I see you being really happy and content with how things are going on in your life right now. You may have completed something recently, achieved something important, not necessarily a tangible goal but something very internal and personal like a mindset upgrade or received significant emotional fulfillment. Also you could be spending a lot of time socialising and hanging out with people you love and admire. Maybe there's also some newfound joy and hope in your life. For most of you, I think you are in separation with this person and you are focusing on family, friends and the little things in life that bring you happiness, and probably even ignoring this person lol.
Their energy
The Fool
They too are in a similar energy. I think they feel very free and optimistic about life. They are in a place where they hope to explore the vastness of the world without worry or hesitation. This could be about wanting a new beginning or closing out an old chapter to have a fresh start. They are feeling adventurous. If you had a falling out with this person or you had a fight or something, I see them being bold enough to approach you with an apology and reconciliation. I see them wanting to approach you and they are very excited to see you and talk to you. They could be observing you from a distance without you knowing.
Connecting energy
Seven of Wands/Five of Wands
You could have had a fight or a disagreement over something recently. It's like you are not really on good terms rn, even if you are in contact there's a bit of a tension between you. Also I see one of you keep fuelling the fire even if the other wants to dissolve this conflict as soon as possible. It's like I'm not done fighting with you while the other goes Oh please stop it already! I also think for some of you this could've been a very childish play fight that aggravated into something more unintentionally lol. You could be skeptic of this person or this could be them, and due that one of you is defensive and standing on guard.
What they would say to you
Five of Cups/Death/Ace of Swords | The Tower
They would say that they are extremely sad for what happened between you. They think the pain wasn't worth it and things shouldn't have happened the way they did. They feel like life is being drained out of them and it is affecting their emotional well-being. But I also think they are done crying over what happened and they are ready to move forward with whatever is left. For those of you had a play fight with them, I see them thinking It's over. You win, I lose! So it seems like your person feels defeated. They could be heartbroken over how things ended between you but I see them having clarity over this situation. They are moving towards having more stability and peace of mind. They want to talk to you and clear the air between you. I see them wanting conflict resolution and a new beginning with you. Maybe not necessarily mending the relationship but to have clear communication to understand what both of you want and intend to have in the future together as a couple and separately as individuals. I see them being really articulate about their thoughts surrounding your relationship, so if they were naive and moody before and just talking and behaving in a fit of rage, impulsively or moodily know that they are out of it and thinking more clearly and actively. They will be pretty clear on what they want from this connection and they want to know your desires too. Whatever happened between you could've been very sudden and unpredictable, but I see them thinking it was necessary or at least it wasn't wasted. You could've learnt something from that and with that knowledge you can create something new together, if you want to. Whatever ended could've been for the greater good of all and even if it's difficult to think it is, I see new opportunities on the horizon or they think this way.
The below messages are from my box of little notes, so please take them as extra confirmation. Leave them if it doesn't resonate with you.
Random messages : Savior, Try again, Breathe for me, Vivid dreams, What you think you want, Stop wanting. Act like it. Act for it. , Forgive and forget, Milk and honey, Tease, Tears of joy.
And that's all for group 1. I hope this resonated with you and you can comment your thoughts below and give feedback or recommendations if you wish to do that. Please take care of yourself and I hope you have a great day!😇💙
Image 2 Ariel
Your energy
Queen of Wands
I see you being in your true power. I saw 44 on the clock while writing this so I'm thinking you are in a stable position in your life currently, feeling comfortable and confident in your own skin. You feel empowered and stronger as an individual. You might be looking over to your person's side almost in a protective way wondering if they are alright and safe. You have your life together and I see you being worried about your person maybe because they are having minor issues they are tackling right now. Or you are keeping an eye on them. Both of you are in similar yet different energies.
I thought of this song so maybe it's relevant. Tell me if it resonates with you.
Their energy
King of Cups reversed
Your person is in a very unbalanced emotional state right now. They too are looking over to your side, looking to see how you are doing on your own. I see them having a different perspective on this situation. You both could be viewing your relationship in different lenses and with different intentions. Currently your person could be a bit moody and even emotionally manipulative. They could be emotionally unavailable and keeping their distance. They are in a protective energy of only caring about their own good and being a little insensitive about you and the relationship. I feel like they are very similar to you on the outside but on the inside they are quite different. This difference could be about their thoughts, dreams or deepest desires.
Connecting energy
Ace of Pentacles/Nine of Swords
I get the feeling that you are a bit anxious and worried about them and feel very burdened. I don't know who is in this energy of having a heavy heart, but I feel like there's worry and deep unhappiness here. You could be feeling overwhelmed by all the what ifs. And I see you wanting a new beginning with this person. I also see it as you wanting to offer them relief or you extending your hand to them. Maybe you are in separation with this person or there's a lot of anxious and negative thoughts and fears you have surrounding this connection and you wish to move past it towards greater stability. I also see it as you are ready to offer your all, your precious heart to them but they are not ready to receive it. There's also a message about wanting to walk through that door, maybe towards light and peace. Worrying about how much to give comes to mind.
What they would say to you
Nine of Pentacles/The Empress rev/Two of Wands rev | Death
They would say they are kinda happy and sad rn. They are not sure if they are happy or if what is going on is what they truly want or need. I have a feeling they are not seeing things clearly or they are not ready to. They would say that they are focussed on themselves doing great with career and life, enjoying pleasures in life and enjoying life as an individual. They are not really feeling emotional or caring towards anyone right now. They feel very disconnected from emotions. Also they feel insecure and not so confident about themselves, so it's kinda influencing the way they show up for their loved ones. Honestly I feel a bit of selfishness coming from their side. Maybe they're not inherently that way but right now their heart space is very closed. They would say they fear what the future holds for them and for this connection. They don't have the kind of results that they wanted to have, so they fear the unknown. They feel lost and very disappointed.
For some of you, this person might not have the resources they wanted and wished to have, maybe you showed up and shared your resources and provided for them. They don't want to depend on you and be a burden to you in any way but they are yet to stand strong independently. There is also this theme on picking themselves up and this need they feel to build their life further. As if whatever they have or achieved isn't really enough for them. They could be going through a much needed personal transformation that includes shedding old ways. They don't necessarily see the direction they are headed towards and where this journey is taking them and they fear the unknown. I think they are experiencing both sadness and happiness simultaneously or they consciously don't let the bitter feelings completely drown out their joy. So they might look confident and put together on the outside but deep down there's self doubt, indecision, painful feelings and memories.
The below messages are just from my box of little notes, so please take them as extra confirmation. Leave them if it doesn't resonate with you.
Random messages : Hope is needed, Wait for me, Light hair, Make it happen, Muse/Poetic, Sensual, Going with the flow, Sagittarius energy, Sweet kiss, Patience is a virtue, Try again, Deep dive
That's all for group 2! I hope you take care of yourself and have a great day!🩷
Image 3 Aurora
Your energy
Nine of Pentacles reversed
You are feeling somewhat unfulfilled when it comes to this connection. For some of you, you might be lonely without your person and even if you have a lot of things to be grateful for, you feel a void due to their absence in your life. You might be questioning your self-worth. You might also be pretending that all is good and maintaining a superficial appearance as if you don't care, but deep down you feel very isolated. I think you do have a lot of inner strength and you might even be highly independent but that doesn't mean you don't ever feel vulnerable.
Some of you are guarded to dating this person romantically. You might be self-sabotaging or holding yourself back in some way. I also think for some of you this could be a situation that haven't really progressed into a commited relationship. There's no history here between you is what I'm trying to say. Maybe you work together but don't necessarily know each other on an intimate level.
And for others who are already with this person, you might be overly depending on them or you feel like you are slowly losing yourself, getting lost in their eyes? Losing autonomy and feeling...(I forgot what I was going to say...I'm sorry🫠 I was away for a while🥲)
Their energy
The High Priestess/Nine of Cups
Water sign energy? They might have this beautiful calmness to them. I just felt like including this. I'm also imagining someone who is completely oblivious of your admiration. It's like they don't know if you love them or not, they might feel it intuitively but they might be dismissing them thinking they are delusional. They are getting a vibe, having a feeling about something. That is for some of you.
And for others, your person is focussed on themselves; they are looking inward to find answers and they are pretty satisfied with what they've actually found. There is a focus on emotional regulation and gaining wisdom. They are trying to trust their gut feelings.
I believe they are happy with themselves and very in tune with their identity. Lately they might even be sure of and know what it is that they really want. Realising truths about themselves and others and being grateful for everything they have seems to be their energy. They might have decluttered recently and that includes cutting ties with people/friends who were draining them.
They are prioritising their peace rn and they feel incredibly happy with how emotionally fulfilling that has been for them.
Connecting energy
Ten of Wands
This is a heavy energy. Maybe there is something that needs work; a problem that needs to be solved. Something that is demanding a lot of energy and hard work. It's almost like a sturdy barrier between you that is keeping you from being happier together.
Love is a road that goes both ways comes to mind. Maybe one of you has been carrying this relationship and the other hasn't been contributing as much as they should have.
For others, I think yall are at a phase where responsibilities overshadow the lighter aspects of love and romance. There might be tasks and obligations that you are focussed on as a couple and that might be stressful to you and them and causing a feeling of restriction within the relationship.
What they would say to you
The Lovers/Five of Cups/Two of Cups | Three of Pentacles
They wish to say that you are the perfect match for them. I think they believe you to be their ideal partner. They are sad about how things have been, especially if you've been facing challenges that tested your love for each other. They know that there is no one more compatible and perfect for them than you are and despite all the instances where they felt even a bit of pain because of you, they appreciate you in every moment they can. The pain is nothing compared to how you make me feel.
I think they want to work with you, make efforts together to fix things. They want you to care as much as they do. They want you to cooperate with them, join hands with them and be with them. I think they crave connection with you. They wish to be closer to you. For some of you, I think they want you to choose them so bad. Like they are yearning for you to choose them, love them and crave them.
They will say that both of you should put equal efforts to fix what's not working. They want honesty and acceptance from you; to tell them what is it on your mind.
They want to close the gap between you. They are experiencing sadness because you guys can't be together? I think they are hurting because of you not being there for them. For them, being with you is the ultimate cure to all ails and they want you. They love you, respect you and admire you for all that you are. They just want peace and harmony with you; to be together, to love and respect each other as friends and as soulmates. They just want to have a balanced relationship, they want to be with you.
Don't let the past pain, sorrow and the mistakes keep us from uniting.
You know I want you more than ever.
P.S. I think I'm gonna go cry. You guys are making me cry fr. This is so bittersweet. Why is five of cups in between two soulmate cards. Why is your person sad 😭 What's going on?!?! They have great love and respect in their heart for you.🥹
The below messages are from my box of little notes, so please take them as extra confirmation. Leave them if it doesn't resonate with you.
Random messages : Soul's desire, Gentle monster, No way, Bubble tea, It's easier when you sleep, Sea breeze, Nourishment/Moon/Gentle/Mother, Dark knight, Dreams, I'm so tired.
And I also thought of Desiree(could be someone's name)
Thanks for being here group 3!💚 I wish you guys all the best!
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Your energy
Seven of Wands
You are in a relatively high chaotic energy than they are. Some of you are resisting this connection in some way and holding back any potential progress that could happen between you when it comes to this relationship.
I'm thinking for a very few of you, you might have something to hide from them or you are keeping a secret that keeps you from opening up to them. You are in a way guarding yourself.
And for others you might be fighting for this relationship. You could be fighting people's opinions, their judgement and their intention to ruin your relationship with your person. You are defensive and protective of your love and you are determined to effectively set boundaries to keep negativity and obstacles away.
Their energy
Six of Pentacles
I wouldn't be surprised if you are the more active one in your connection. It's almost like your person is very unfazed by chaos. I sense a balanced energy from them. They have a mindset of gratitude and generosity. They know what matters to them and invest in causes that have deep meaning to them. They are open to share what's theirs and to receive in a very fair manner as well. I'm pretty sure they have a lot to offer and they would very much like to do that.
Connecting energy
Three of Cups/Wheel of Fortune
So you might not really know them on a deep intimate level. There could be very little interaction with them; like you know them, but you don't really know them. But there is something special here between you since there's a major arcana here. You might both feel an uncanny feeling or can't stop thinking about the possibility of there being a special bond between you. Almost like fate or a higher power brought you together. Or a feeling like this had to happen or this is the inevitable.
Your first encounter might be like something out of the movies or a romcom. Could've been an unexpected meeting.
I'm thinking developing feelings for them would've been abrupt too. You might've been friends and one day you realise that you actually love them. There's an element of chance/destiny is what I'm trying to say.
The connecting energy is actually very positive and joyous.
What they would say to you
Five of Cups/Strength/Four of Pentacles | The Hanged Man
They will say that they are sad of things not working out for them. Whatever that might be, they are consumed by sadness and regret. Although they are in a balanced energy, they have rather bitter feelings to express. If you hurt them in some way or they hurt you, I think there's regret about that.
But despite this hurt, they will say that they care deeply about others, and if they know you well enough, and you shared moments together, they do care about you in a gentle manner. They are taking accountability and they know they are responsible for their own actions. They could be overcoming a period of doubt or worry. They will say that they never meant to hurt you, it was never their intention.
For few of you, this person is holding back because they don't intend to hurt you. They might not show how much you really affect them. Holding back due to worry is very much the reason. They feel responsible for their actions and they wouldn't make any move that they know will cause harm to you or others.
They will say that they were deeply hurt in the past and if it ever seems that they are holding back it is to protect their heart, to protect themselves from feeling sorrow and pain. Although they are in a generous energy, they are still keeping something to themselves. It's like they want to give, but they won't give something that they are not comfortable to give away. There can be deep seated issues and even betrayal that they have faced before, so they are naturally careful and patient. They will never rush with anything and they value stability and connections that provide them emotional security.
I do feel wounded energy from them but despite that, they are standing strong and brave. They appreciate trust and loyalty and expect others to treat them with compassion too. They might even want you to treat them gently; to be soft with them. To tell them that you won't be a cause of heartbreak and suffering for them. But instead you will be a cure to erase all the bad memories once and for all.
With that being said, they are also in the process of letting go of something. They need some time right now and I'm pretty sure they are taking things slow.
Simply put, they are sad about something and due to past experiences of some sort, they are holding themselves back, keeping things to themselves; even their pain. They likely won't share their sadness with anyone. They are slowly overcoming some situation and defeating these bitter feelings with determination. So if they seem closed off, this is why and they will say to not take it personally. They are just hurt and processing it with all they have so they can heal and become stronger.
The below messages are from my box of little notes, so please take them as extra confirmation. Leave them if any of the msgs don't resonate with you.
Random messages : No, Intellectual, Sail the seas, Tease, Charming, Madness, Enchanting, What if I mess up?, Don't go, Nourishment/Moon/Gentle/Mother, Sea Breeze
Thank you for joining me!🧡 Sending you love, light and lots of joy!🥰
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dough09 · 3 months ago
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Might not be suitable for everyone. If you aren't comfortable with bare body contact, making out, hickeys, I advise you don't proceed ❤️😭
Btw, promise I'm working on the next part for "Am I doing the wrong thing?"
Mr. Tease
“Mi vida~?” Said the deep voice from the bedroom. “Can I have my shirt back? The black one, the one you stole from me?”
You opened the door slowly and looked inside. His chest was bare but it was not like that was unexpected. You walk up to him and hug him tightly from behind burrowing your face in his back. “Say please.” You grin into him.
He turned towards you. Your eyes unintentionally averted down to his chest. “As much as I love you, eyes up here mi cariño.” He smirked and raised your chin.
A smug look smeared across his face. You could help yourself from blushing. No matter how many times you kissed, no matter how much time you spent together it just couldn't fit into your mind. The football prodigy many admire is your boyfriend, and you’ve been living with him for two years. “Will you stop staring?” He chuckled and leaned down to your neck. “Sorry-” “Stop apologizing so much- also, stare at me more..just not now” your cheeks were tinted in a deep cherry red.
“Soo your shirt- say please and I’ll give it to you” you grinned. “Am not doing that” he scoffed and kissed your neck. “You are~” you said and squeezed his cheeks to being his face to yours. “Say please Y/N~” you coed.
He frowned and glanced away “please..” he mumbled quietly. “What was that?” His frown turned into a soft glare. He knew you were just messing around. You heard him clear as day the first time too. “Please.” But he went along with you, because he is aware that there is no way out.
“It's on the right side of my shirt pile” you giggled and let him go. “Thanks” he let out a sigh but pulled you back into him. You shook your head. “Thank YOU, for asking for it back properly.”
“Actually, I don't have to hurry to that interview that much…” he pulled his shirt on. Sae cornered you to lean on the bed. Your face was between his strong arms as he climbed over you.
You could contain your massive smile anymore and your arms slipped up to his neck without a second thought. “Your manager will be mad, so let's not” you said but your hands were dictating a different move. “We won't be long.” He smirked and leaned down to gove you a hickey.
His fingers were curled around your hairstrands and your lips were connected in a fast and passionate dance.
Soon his phone started vibrating. Messages were coming in at a fast pace but he still didn't get up. He and you were way too engrossed in what you two were busy with at the moment.
You always thought that was hot. He loved soccer just as much as you, but he would throw any event, interview or meeting away the second you needed him.
Finally the device quieted down. But not for long. A call disrupted the messy sounds of kisses. He pulled away and frowned at his phone. “Seriously…” he reached for his phone and answered his manager. He put it on speaker but muted himself.
Again he leaned down swiftly and rushed in more kisses. These weren't like the ones before.
These kisses were sloppy and fast. Like he tried to pour every passion he had in it. He rocked his body on top of yours which made you fall deeper.
But it was pointless, he had an interview. This one was actually important. It was supposed to be about his future goals and aspirations as well as his private life. Not that he’d say much about that.
“Sae, are you there?!” The impatient sound of his manager rang out. He turned to unmute himself. “Yeah, listening.“ he said between more passionate kisses.
He bit down on your neck which caused you to let out a loud moan. Your face got embarrassingly pink and he smirked and picked his phone up to show that he was unmuted.
The voice from the call didn't dare speak anymore. “What? I was in the middle of something - I can't just throw out everything just because of your call.” Sae sighed.
“Just get to the venue now!” And with that the man hung up. He might’ve been too embarrassed to continue. “W-wait- he might think we were…” you gulp. “It's his fault for having dirty thoughts, not mine.” he grinned. “Now, where were we?” your boyfriend shrugged.
Finally he got his car keys and went to his car. “When I’m back home, we will continue.” He eyed the hickeys on your neck. “Hermosa~”
You bit your lips and looked away in embarrassment. “Have a good interview” and on that note you shut the door. Leaving him with his smirk there.
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redroomreflections · 7 months ago
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Vacation Days
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Natasha Romanoff xFem!Reader
The Loud House Universe
Natasha and the strap
Note: My next contribution to my version of kinktober
Warnings: strap on use (penetration), light breeding kink
Moments like this were some of your favorites. It's simple and sexy—the two of you in bed together, giving in to your desires after spending time with the family. It started as innocent cuddling, both of you succumbing to the day's exhaustion. This hotel room offered you the slightest bit of privacy. The kids are in the connecting room. You were under the covers, nestled between her legs, using the strap to stroke along her clit. You were pressed for time, knowing one of the kids would want to come and sleep with you soon, but there was no stopping now. You breathed harshly, holding your t-shirt under your chin, as you maneuvered your hips to get the tip of the cock to slide against her clit.
"Baby," Natasha mewled as she gripped your hips. Neither of you could truly see save for the dim light of the television in the room. She tried to keep her moans and cries to a minimum, knowing how paper-thin the walls were.
You kept going, feeling the sweat collect at the back of your neck. Her grip on you tightened, her legs wrapped around you, and pulled you close. She could feel it, the tightness and the build-up, and all she could do was bite down on her bottom lip. You reached down, directing the seven-inch phallus to her hole, collecting her wetness. You pressed the tip against her, slowly moving to ease the way.
"Fuck," Natasha hissed, throwing her head back. "Oh, god, fuck me, baby."
You leaned forward, pressing your torso to hers. You rocked your hips, thrusting into her tight heat. She clenched down around the toy, holding you in place. She touched your back, digging her nails into your skin.
"Fuck me, fuck me, fuck me," Natasha begged.
Your eyes were shut tight as you focused on the sounds. There was a slight slapping noise that echoed every time your thighs hit hers. You're almost positive she's been pushed a few inches up the bed with the force of your thrusts. You could tell she was nearing her climax, feeling her legs shake, and you sped up, eager to push her over the edge.
"You're going to make me cum, baby," she moaned.
"So soon?" You questioned.
She whined, "I've been so worked up all night, thinking about this, thinking about you inside me."
"Yeah? You like it when I fuck you?"
"Yes, baby, please, don't stop, don't stop," she said.
You felt her tremble and her walls squeezed down, nearly pushing you out. You moved your hips faster, feeling the sweat trickle down your neck. The sound of the sheets rustling beneath you filled the room. There wasn't much to be said after that. You could only focus on the pleasure coursing through your own body as you thrust. You buried your face in her neck, breathing harshly as you pushed her legs further apart, fucking her harder.
"That's it, baby," she whimpered.
You knew the signs, having made her cum so many times. Your eyes were closed, and you listened, focusing on her moans. She reached down, stroking her clit in tight circles.
"Oh, fuck," she whispered.
Your hips were getting tired, but you had no intentions of stopping until she begged. You placed sloppy kisses along her neck, daring to peek down between the two of you, as you felt her shiver.
There was a gasp from her and you placed another kiss on her chin this time.
"Fuck," You groaned as you closed your eyes again. Natasha's pussy took everything you had, almost as if you were made for her. As if this was made for her. You could feel the warmth in the pit of your stomach, and your heart was hammering away, threatening to break free from your chest. You knew the signs of Natasha coming well. There were always moments before when she would hold her breath, unintentionally, the pleasure becoming too much for her to bear. She dug her nails into your shoulder blades and you could feel the tension in her limbs as she tried to hold on for as long as possible. "Breathe..." You whispered to her, gripping her hips to pin her, as you thrust harder. It caught her attention immediately. Another gasp. There it was.
"I'm gonna cum, I'm gonna cum, please, please, don't stop," she mumbled, almost delirious from the pleasure. You could tell by the way her toes were curling and the way her fingers dug deeper into your skin. You reached under you, squeezing the balls of the strap, and she nearly screamed. "Shit! Fuck!"
Her voice echoed off the walls and you hoped it wasn't loud enough for the kids to hear. It was too late. There was no stopping now, you couldn't stop even if you wanted to. The fake cum dripped from the strap, filling her, the sudden slickness causing the toy to glide easier.
"I'm cumming, baby, oh my god, I'm cumming, oh, fuck," Natasha cried, her entire body trembling.
"Fuck," You growled, still fucking into her, even as she shook from her orgasm. You kept going, wanting her to feel nothing but pleasure. The bed was shaking, and the headboard was tapping against the wall, and neither of you could bring yourself to care. You hadn't realized how close you were to coming yourself until it hit you.
"Oh, shit," Natasha cursed, as the sticky liquid dripped out of her. You couldn't stop your hips. You couldn't stop, no matter how exhausted your hips felt. "You're so good at fucking me," she praised.
"Jesus Christ," you whimpered, feeling yourself reach your peak.
"Come on, baby," Natasha encouraged, "Cum in me, please, cum in me."
And just like that, you let go. A shuddering groan escaped you and you stilled your hips, letting her pussy take everything the toy had to offer. You remained like that, your hips pressed tightly against her, holding her in place. Neither of you said anything for a while, listening as the television droned on in the background. You rested your head against her shoulder, and she wrapped her arms around your shoulders, pulling you closer.
"I want to ride," She whispered. She stroked your back, slightly lullng you into a state of pure bliss. You smiled lazily, feeling her hand slip under the waistband of the strap. "You look so good," she complimented. "Fucking me."
You hummed, "I know." You rolled over onto your bike, eyeing the mess between you, finding it hot. "Go on then."
She sat up, the strap slipping out. She crawled over you, placing a hand on either side of your head. "I want you to watch me." She reached between her legs, guiding the cock back inside. Natasha bit her lip, and you had to take a breath, watching her sink down the entire length.
"God, you're gorgeous." You couldn't keep your hands to yourself, not when she looked like this.
"Mm," Natasha sighed, as her eyes closed. She rolled her hips, taking in all seven inches. You ran your hands along her body, starting at her hips, running along her stomach, and cupping her breasts. The piercings, your favorite piercings, dangled just above your face.
"So beautiful."
"Yeah?" Natasha questioned, looking down at you. "You like it when I fuck you, baby? When I sit on your big cock?"
You groaned, feeling the heat rise to your cheeks. "Fuck, Nat," you whispered.
"Yeah, yeah, it's okay," she breathed, as she rocked her hips faster. She had one hand planted on the bed, the other on her clit, rubbing tight circles. "It feels so good," she moaned, tossing her head back.
"Keep going," You encouraged, running your hands down her body. You grabbed her ass, digging your nails into the skin, helping her move. She tossed her hair over her shoulder, looking into your eye, letting you see all of the pleasure on her face.
"Yes, yes, oh god, I'm going to cum," she whined.
"Yeah? You think I'll fill you again?"
"Fuck!" She cursed.
You were mesmerized, watching her hips move, the way the strap slid in and out. The white ring around the base of the cock became more prominent as she bounced and ground.
"Come on, baby, cum in me again," she panted. "Please."
You couldn't say no, not with the way she begged. She was a sight to behold, one you were grateful to witness. The pleasure was coursing through her body. She had her eyes closed, her mouth hanging open, her hair wild and frizzy. You reached up, gripping her hips tightly, thrusting upward, meeting her halfway.
"Oh, yes, yes, fuck," she chanted. "Fill me, fill me, please, please, oh, fuck."
You were panting, sweat dripping down your temple, watching the cum ooze out of her with every movement. You thrust, and thrust, and thrust, watching her lose her mind.
"I'm going to cum, fuck, fuck," Natasha hissed.
You didn't stop, watching as she threw her head back. You squeezed the balls again, releasing what was left, filling her.
"Shit, shit, shit, oh my god," she mewled.
You slowed down, easing the two of you through your orgasm. The room fell quiet, save for the sounds of the two of you trying to catch your breath. The cock slipped out of her, nestled in the cleft of her ass, as she rested against your chest. She could feel the warmth seeping out of her, pooling onto your pelvis, and it turned her on.
"That was..."
"Good," you finished. "It was good. You know you talk a good game."
"You liked it when I talked dirty to you?"
You rolled your eyes, "No, I hated it."
"You did," she agreed, smiling against your skin. She could feel the way the cum had seeped out and she shivered.
"You looked so good with my cum inside you," You said aloud. "Dripping from you."
Natasha chuckled, "So that purchase is still paying off?"
"Mhm, you know it. You're so sexy, Natasha, and you're so good for me."
"Yeah?" She asked, biting her lip.
"So, so good," you said.
Natasha smiled, sitting up. The cum dripped out, and she moaned, reaching down to gather some. She brought her fingers to her lips, sucking on them. "I'm going to clean up, and then we should sleep. I have a feeling we won't get much of a chance when we get home."
"Are you sure we didn't make a baby?" You teased.
"Very funny."
"We might as well keep practicing," You said.
"You're such a pervert."
"Hey," you exclaimed, "You're the one who begged me to come inside you."
"Well, you know," she shrugged. "It's just a fantasy."
"Yeah," you hummed, eyeing her.
"I'll be right back," she said, leaning forward. You gripped her arms, keeping her pressed into you. She gasped when the cock slipped against her sensitive clit again.
"Stay here," You begged. "I want to wake up and fuck you again."
"What about the kids?"
"I'll wake up extra early," you promised.
"Okay," she agreed.
"I love you," you said.
"I love you, too," she said, pressing her lips to yours.
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alchemistc · 6 months ago
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911 was always in my periphery bc of how popular Buck x Eddie is on Tumblr and Ao3. I didn't really want to watch a cable network procedural drama, especially one that came off as so unserious. I could also see how such invested shipping by a lot of fans who are young and think it’s ok to demand things from the cast and crew would inevitably become a toxic cesspool. I stand by that assessment of the show based on the behavior of the fandom these last months, as well as the overall quality of the writing and how often good story lines just get dropped or undermined.
However, I heard about Buck coming out. Over the summer, I was going through a lot and feeling aimless, so I finally started watching the show. And I liked Buck and Tommy, but what I really loved was the quality of the fan works they inspired. At the end of the day, I never really had real expectations of high quality television from a show like 911; that’s not what it’s for.
Despite this, what really affected me last night—which was also the first episode I bothered watching live ever because of how terrible this last week has been—wasn’t even how badly it was executed or the fact that they broke up. But how unnecessarily and viciously cruel the whole thing felt?
What was the point of showing Tommy as a caring, supportive, present partner in the previous episode if it was going to lead to an unceremonious break up? What was the point of showing his yearning for connection and family only to see him throw it all away? Why have him say such wonderful things about Buck moments before questioning the commitment of their relationship after six months together? What was the point of Buck getting that speech from Josh and bringing up marriage and moving in together and that Tommy had been a transformative relationship when it was going to end with him being dumped? It just felt so horribly cruel to see a character bare his tender heart and see it get stomped on. He looked so sad at the end.
Up till the very end of the episode, I was actually really enjoying it. Their acting was so good from heart eyes to heartbreak, and the show seemed to understand Tommy’s reaction to Buck getting hit on by those women would cause friction. It even made sense to me that Tommy would recoil at the prospect of moving in together because Buck clearly hasn’t come to terms with being queer yet (sir, you haven’t researched the Kinsey scale? You?) And Tommy is also clearly afraid to reach for the connections he wants and the seeming inevitability of his heart being broken and is masking that with nonsense about Buck needing to play the field and the biphobia present wherein. It was such an interesting depth to his character! I thought the break up speech was so well-acted, and I was so ready for the conversation they were going to have that would address it and let them move on together stronger. To see Buck learn from Josh and see the scars Tommy was unintentionally revealing in that moment and address them.
And then the credits started rolling and I felt like I got punched in the gut.
It was definitely the straw that broke the camel’s back for me, with the election and other personal stuff really stressing me out this week. Last night, I felt sick and unable to sleep, and I spent the morning bawling my eyes out. It feels like one of the few things I really looked forward to had been snatched away for the shock factor. I believe the interviews are the definite death knell, but even if you don’t follow the interviews, it was just a cruel way to end the episode. Even if this ends up being a temporary roadblock or they “fix” it, it’ll always leave a bad taste in my mouth.
Anyway, I’m upset that I let a show I always knew wasn’t very good affect me this much, and I regret spending months of my life on it. But the reason I wanted to send this ask was because my real hyperfixation these last few months was never the show itself; it was always the Bucktommy fandom. Reading some of the most beautiful fanfiction, including yours, these deep and intense character studies or au’s or future fics that show more love to these characters than the show does. The stunning art, the lovingly rendered gifs, the startlingly funny and insightful writing. The fandom has been my real love, and I hope that despite this huge blow, people like you will continue being so immensely creative and artistic for this ship.
I’m sorry this has been so long and vent-y, but I wanted to send you this ask because you’re one of my favorite fic authors, and I’ve been following your posts since last night and you’re still responding to anonymous asks. I’ve always been stealth in the fandom to avoid certain parts of it, so didn’t want this on my own blog. If you do publish it, I hope the other authors and artists and creators who have made my life better get to see it too <3 And that they don’t regret the time and passion and love they’ve poured into the last few months. I have appreciated it, if nothing else.
Hi.
First of all, please don't apologize for the length of this.
Everything you pointed out were exactly the reasons people joined this fandom. Everything you listed here is EXACTLY the reason it left such a bad taste in our mouth.
I'm sorry I won't be more eloquent in this post, because this is such a kind and thoughtful and lovely summation of all the things I've been hearing and seeing and feeling.
The point of all that, if we are to believe Lou (which I do, and honestly props to him for being as gracious as he was in those post-mortems: fucking TWO exit interviews for a guest star? wtf abc), WAS to pull the rug out from under the audience. It WAS to end it all on a shocker of heartbreak. They filmed the bulk of Tommy's S8 scenes AFTER the breakup. It is absolutely vicious and cruel and meant to make people talk about it. The engagement they are getting right now is to some extent WHAT THEY WANTED. I went straight to my notes after work and I can't be fucked to check the insta or FB to see if they've posted anything new and/or what the comment count is on the 8x06 posts but THIS IS THE INTENDED RESULT. Broken hearts, upset people, an increasingly toxic fandom crowing.
That's where I'm at. I think that's where a lot of people have landed. And it's so disheartening to see something that really genuinely drew people in because it was handled so gently and kindly at first just be ripped away and the door shut on it.
And honestly if they close the mid season OR open or close 8B on a premise that includes one of them being injured and the other having a Realization™️ I won't trust this team to do it genuinely or truly. Even the breakup would have held so much potential for me, but not like this.
Anyway. I'm sorry you're feeling so disappointed. I am grieving the missed potential of literally every plot they built up this season for every character and if I do watch it won't be live and I will likely have very little trust for it's potential. There has been So Much wasted potential.
And I want to say thank you. Even if you lurked, even if you disengage now, the creators who made those works made them out of love and they wanted to share them and the community around it all has been lovely to see. Thank you.
Some of us will still be hanging around building the world that could have been. I hope, if you feel up to peeking at that sandbox, that you feel welcome to go play in it or even just clap from the sidelines.
♥️
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bouquetface · 9 months ago
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Synastry Observations 6
Accuracy dependent on entire chart.
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Venus Square Saturn
This can make it difficult for a relationship to become romantic. Saturn can unintentionally restrict the Venus. The Venus is unable to express themselves freely.
This can manifest as a couple where one person requires the other to cut out people and things they enjoy. This can be due to jealousy.
This can manifest as being critical of one another.
Ex: Venus Virgo Square Gemini Saturn. In this relationship, both were constantly critiquing the other. It made it so neither was comfortable being themselves around the other. Always awaiting a negative critique.
However, there is potential this can manifest in a positive way. For example, say the Venus struggles with over indulgence, the Saturn can help the Venus grow & mature. If Venus is bad with money, the Saturn may be able to help the Venus become disciplined.
Accuracy influenced by entire chart.
Mars Conjunct Mars
The two are drawn to one another. Together, an excess of energy is created. This can result in positive ways or negative.
A positive result is both are attracted to one another. You always have energy and time for the other. You make each other become more spontaneous. Playful fights/teasing.
A negative result is you piss each other off. Lots of aggression. Neither of you are willing to back down. This can turn violent. You can become competitive with one another too. This can challenge you to become better but if negative, you will want to destroy the other person.
Whether positive or negative, the two of you share similarities. You can feel understood by the other person. If you don’t like parts of yourself, you can sub consciously wish to change or fight the other person.
Retrograde Mars Conjunct Venus
This will be different than a regular mars conjunct venus. The same initial passion and attraction will still be there. However, Mars is naturally more reflective. If Venus can’t appreciate this, there can be trouble.
For example: Venus Aries conjunct Aries Retrograde Mars. Venus Aries is a direct and fast energy. Normally so is aries mars but when in retrograde, the person can be more reflective. Needing time and space for this. If Venus in Aries can’t understand this, the mars may feel pushed. Mars could feel venus is selfish - refusing to slow down and listen + compromisse with mars.
Accuracy is influenced by the entire chart.
Mars conjunct Asc
You’ve probably already read about how this indicates extreme attraction. Almost an impulsive urge to act on it.
However, in my experience, this works better when the ASC person’s natal chart has mars or aries or scorpio 7th H. And/or aries venus or scorpio venus or mars conjunct venus in natal. Generally, this shows you are attracted to and do well in relationships with martian people.
For those who don’t have natal indicators like this, there can be a clashing of egos. If you are not attracted to assertive people, you may view the other as arrogant &/or bossy.
For example, my friend with a Libra Venus & pisces 7th house HATES the person she has this synastry with. It didn’t lead to a romantic connection at all. He was a classmate who often interrupted when she was talking in class.
Once during her presentation, he started asking a detailed questions and proceeded to add onto her answer - showing he already knew the answer but likely wanted to show how much better he knew the topic. This question threw her off her game and led her to forgetting the next part of her speech resulting in a poor (but still good) grade. The funny thing is he is a good friend in our group. He never gets competitive with anybody else.
Jupiter Conjunct South Node
Jupiter is seeking and has an abundance of something that the SN doesn’t really care for. SN is likely already skilled at this thing that Jupiter seeks. In this way, SN may be able to help Jupiter. However, Jupiter is a mentor planet. Here it can become negative as Jupiter may dislike being taught or told as they believe they already know.
EXAMPLE: I’ve seen this synastry in a romantic relationship in the sign of sag. Jupiter is in its home sign. Comfortable and wanting to share knowledge. Jupiter could get preachy. Jupiter dislikes being told they’re wrong. Jupiter person had a “my way or now way” mindset. SN began to see Jupiter as a narcissist.
EX.2: Jupiter person has Jupiter in natal taurus 2nd. SN has SN in natal taurus 2nd House. This couple is fairly wealthy. They both have good income. When they got married, they combined their wealth. My grandma once made a comment how it’s good that my Uncle got a woman with a good career. He just shrugged and said “yeah I guess”. He said he would’ve married her even if she didn’t have that career. They were already wealthy on their own. It wasn’t a big deal to either of them.
Jupiter brings expansion. Jupiter conjunct SN can bring an expansion of something that SN does not need or want expanded. This can be neutral or negative aspect imo.
If you believe in past lives, this connection indicates the SN person granted Jupiter with luck and/or was very generous in some kind of way. In this lifetime, Jupiter person may feel the desire to repay SN.
However, the negative interpretation is the Jupiter person did something immoral to the SN. In this lifetime, the Jupiter person may need to repay to make amends. And/or the SN may want to drain the Jupiter person to balance out what Jupiter did. House & Signs may show what kind of repayment SN takes or is given.
Mercury trine Sun
These two can understand each other very well. There is less chance of misunderstanding between the two. They understand each other way’s of thinking and what they truly mean.
For example: Sun said something that sounded bad. They didn’t exactly get their point across. However, they don’t need to worry about a misunderstanding. Mercury understands Sun’s intention.
Mercury trine Pluto
Mercury can appreciate Pluto’s intensity. Pluto may not mind if Mercury says somethings that’s a bit controversial or odd. Pluto or Mercury can be open to changing their viewpoint or debating the situation out. They appreciate each other’s honesty and openness.
For example: Sag Pluto trine Libra Mercury. The two can like to debate things out. Playful arguments if positively supported through the entire chart.
Jupiter trine Neptune
This is a good supportive energy. If the rest of the synastry is positive, this is a good bonus one to have. Neptune can be like a muse to Jupiter. Neptune inspires creativity in Jupiter. Jupiter supports and can be a muse for Neptune as well.
However, if the rest of the synastry isn’t looking good this isn’t a saving grace kind of aspect.
Venus Conjunct Asc
If the man is the Venus, the ASC can be their ideal kind of woman. If the woman is the venus, attraction from both is still likely.
However, I had a friend whose Venus conjunct her teammate’s ASC. The crush was unreciprocated. She got turned down when asking him out.
So while there can be attraction from both, it is not always going to be sexual or romantic attraction. Sometimes, it can be better as a friendship or literally a teammate way. Trust is likely easily built between the two. You can admire and respect the way the other leads their life.
Jupiter square Moon
This can lead to the two being very indulgent when together. Enabling bad habits. While this may feel good at the start, it can lead to tension between the two. High possibility both experience more frequent or intense mood swings due to the other. Jupiter person can bring out the extremes in the Moon person’s moods without meaning to.
The way the individual planets express themselves in natal can create tension in the relationship.
For example: I had Jupiter Square Moon in a relationship. My natal Jupiter is in Leo 10th H. When I would post on IG, I would occasionally get comments from male friends. After he noticed this, he always wanted to go through my phone after I posted so he could see if anyone DM’d me. He had a Taurus Moon. Taurus moons can be prone to jealousy. I also found the negative side to taurus moons is they can dislike change so much that they refuse compromise.
BTW I do not believe the planets force people do things. There are so many ways placements can manifest in real life. Not every placement will express itself the same. So this is not hate to any taurus moons because this is still in my top 3 fav moon placements.
Accuracy is influenced by the entire chart. Would love to hear your experience and opinions on these placements and aspects ❣️
ASC CONJUNCT ASC
Initially, this can be a great aspect. Generally, a good understanding of one another. You behave in similar ways at first. Keep in mind other placements such moon, mercury and venus will change the accuracy.
After some time, this aspect’s energy can become stagnant. It’s more of a neutral aspect than an outwardly positive one.
Juno Conjunct Mars
Mars is an active planet. Anything that exactly conjuncts Mars is going to trigger a reaction. When Juno conjuncts Mars, the Mars is likely to be very possessive & protective of Juno. The attraction can be strong. The negative side is Juno may dislike how mars expresses this attraction.
Vesta Conjunct Chiron
The chiron person has the ability to corrupt the vesta person. They can get under the Vesta person’s skin and get them to behave in ways they never thought they would.
The Vesta person can offer selfless devotion to the Chiron person. There can be a chance to heal. Vesta can become a safe person for chiron. However, if the chiron person is unhealed they may reject this and wish to bring the vesta person down with them.
This is most likely happening on a sub conscious level. In some cases, chiron may actually be aware of what they’re doing to the vesta person. It can be a “hurt people hurt people” & “misery lives company” situation.
Jupiter Square Mars
This can be good as this can create an excess of excitement. The two can inspire one another to desire more experience, more adventure, more knowledge.
Jupiter & Mars can have great conversations and ideas together. The downside is one person (likely the Mars) could begin to feel frustrated with Jupiter for not taking action on these ideas. While it is likely the Jupiter person may feel Mars is too quick to act.
Jupiter looks at things from a broader view. Mars may disagree or be unable to see things from Jupiter’s pov.
Mars is more about what’s in front of it right now - focused on personal passion & desires. Jupiter may feel Mars is inconsiderate/selfish.
Accuracy influenced by house and sign.
Jupiter Square Venus
This can be a very fun and loving aspect. The two encourage the other. Both can feel more confident in this relationship. Venus may feel liberated and supported by Jupiter. Jupiter may feel loved and gifted/blessed by Venus.
The downside is this may indicate an enabling partnership. Jupiter’s expansive energy and Venus’s harmonious energy can come together to create bad habits. Ex: exaggerating to the point of almost lying, overspending, overindulging in substances that are bad for you, etc. The couple isn’t likely to challenge each other to become better. Rather they may be prone to lie and/or let things slide to keep the peace.
Jupiter Square Mercury
Harsh mercury aspects are never good. In this situation, Jupiter’s morals/beliefs clash with the Mercury person. Mercury may feel Jupiter is too vague, too focused on the bigger picture and neglecting the details and facts.
Ex: One way for this to manifest is as Jupiter being a religious/spiritual person. Jupiter may share these beliefs but Mercury would be the person to say, well i believe in science. If the two can’t accept that the other has a different view, agreements & frustrations will be at an all time high.
Mercury is more of a logical planet. Mercury takes in info, analyzed and draws conclusions. Jupiter is faith, sometimes faith in something that cannot be seen. For this reason the two are bound to clash.
Accuracy influenced by entire chart.
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