#they are insanely married in this movie jfc

[starberry-cupcake]

assortment of "married for 25 years mcspirk" during wrath of khan because they were off the charts in this one

and the absolute heart-wrenching Famous Scene

[railingsofsorrow]

rewatched little women for the seventh/twentieth/hundredth time and I'm still changing my interpretation about it.

now, before I'm stabbed and mangled for this: I did not read the book, maybe I will someday, maybe I'll never read it. my only concern here is the film. moving on....

jo and laurie had chemistry. FIRST AND FOREMOST. they were crazy in their own little bubble and when jo told laurie that they would make each other insane that's bullshit. they're best friends, they would've absolutely thrived together. there's just no way they would make each miserable are you kidding me?

that whole speech from amy claiming "I will not be the one you settled for" and lalala what did she do in the end? what???? MARRIED THE GUY WHO SETTLED FOR HER

i don't like amy. mainly because she burned hours and days of work from jo in one single night and always made everything about her? jfc just shut up

the best ending truly would have been if jo never ran after friedrich (or whatever his name was). not because I wanted her to be unhappy, but because she doesn't need a man to be happy!! she can be happy on her own, writing her stories and living her best life. she can fall in love, she can stay single, she can get married if that's what she wishes to. but god, she's not obligated to do any of these things.

I love the movie, I will rewatch it one hundred times more and I will always be mad and happy and sad in the end

[koulakoukoula2003]

Levi with a s/o with like 8 brothers, literally my life rn

HOLY SHIT ARE YOU DATING LEVI????

nah jk jk jk ok i know my joke was bad

8 BROTHERS THO???? JFC HOW DO YOU SURVIVE

ok well

8 brothers are VERY overprotective and picky when it comes to a bf of yours (IF they even let you have a bf AT ALL)

whoah ok there's the slightest chance that one of your brothers is the good one who agrees with you and likes Levi and is actually taking your side in this

this is kinda not very much likely

OK BUT IMAGINE Levi climbs to your window in the nights just to see you uwu

ofc he doesn't go through the door. your brothers are gonna kill him you're their sis, ok? they are VERY overprotective and they definitely don't want to admit that their sis has grown up and she's ready to start getting into relationships and stuff

good think levi is an ackerman and he can win all fights with all eight of them at the same time without breaking a sweat

BUT HOW ABOUT you and levi elope, wouldn't that be uwu

but yeah eloping is only great for fic and books and romances and movies, irl it sucks cuz somebody must work and somebody must get a house and njehjiuo NOT PRACTICAL unless we're in the medieval era or sth

but yeah, most of your brothers don't really like him and they just end up fighting BECAUSE lemme point this out, men got an amazingly huge ego and if another man wounds their ego then they go insane LMAO

so, yeah that's all I got for you anon, I hope you and your levi make it out of it alive cuz your levi is not ackerman but if he can take down 8 people in a single match then what are you waiting for GO MARRY HIM RN LMAO

[obscureglance]

1. What time did you get up this morning? I don’t remember. Early, I think.

2. How do you like your steak? I don’t; I like petting living cows.

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? The Quiet Place Part II.

4. What is your favorite TV show? Jfc, a lot. Shameless, The Fosters/Good Trouble, Dexter, and Grey’s Anatomy.

5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be? Somewhere a bit cooler year-round.

6. What did you have for breakfast? Ham and cheese croissant. It was the first time I’d had ham in a long time and it was good but I felt guilty. Poor pigs.

7. What is your favorite cuisine? Japanese or Italian.

8. What foods do you dislike? More than I care to admit.

9. Favorite place to eat? Ru San’s.

10. Favorite dressing? Probably balsamic vinaigrette.

11. What kind of vehicle do you drive? Toyota.

12. What are your favorite clothes? Ripped jeans and a tank top or an oversized sweatshirt and short shorts.

13. Where would you visit if you had the chance? So many places. I have to see The Great Pyramid of Giza before I die.

14. Cup 1/2 empty or 1/2 full? Same amount.

15. Where would you want to retire? Tropical by water or moderate temperature place.

16. Favorite time of day? Middle of the night.

17. Where were you born? Atlanta.

18. What is your favorite sport to watch? Softball probably.

19. How many siblings? I think two (I’m adopted and referring to one known sibling and one possible other).

20. Favorite pastime/hobby? Reading, journaling, and watching too much TV.

21. Who are you most curious about their responses to this? No one knows me.

22. Bird watcher? Birds are interesting, especially hummingbirds.

23. Are you a morning person or a night person? Night, unless I get anxious or depressed.

24. Do you have any pets? One dog.

25. Any new and exciting news you’d like to share? I have a new lover and am very happy (;

26. What did you want to be when you were little? A singer or teacher.

27. What is your best childhood memory? Sleepovers at my best friend’s house. She had a movie library, a pool, and a billiard table. She was rad, too, of course. She was hilarious.

28. Are you a cat or dog person? Dog, but I do like cats.

29. Are you married? Oh hell no. I want to be eventually.

30. Always wear your seat belt? Yes! It helps my anxiety, actually.

31. Been in a car accident? A couple.

32. Any pet peeves? Being interrupted. Drives me INSANE.

33. Favorite Pizza Toppings? Buffalo or BBQ chicken pizza.

34. Favorite Flower? Peonies, poppies, and cockscombs.

35. Favorite ice cream? Ben and Jerry’s Half Baked.

36. Favorite fast food restaurant? Zaxby’s or Panda Express.

37. How many times did you fail your driver’s test? None, but I did get my license late.

38. From whom did you get your last email? Reddit.

39. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card? American Eagle on jeans, Crate and Barrel for home decor, or Bath and Body on everything. OR A SEX SHOP.

40. Do anything spontaneous lately? Had sex in the back of a car like I was 18 again haha.

41. Like your job? I feel like the luckiest lady in the world.

42. Broccoli? Love.

43. What was your favorite vacation? Either LA or Washington, D.C. Ooh, or St. Pete.

44. Last person you went out to dinner with? My bestie and I went to get Mexican this past Sunday.

45. What are you listening to right now? Band called Inner Wave. Really chill. Just found them.

46. What is your favorite color? It changes every day. The top four are the three main cool colors and the fourth is a mix of red and pink.

47. How many tattoos do you have? I have 8 total. 6 small ones and 2 big ones. Getting my 9th done soon. My goal is to lose count.

49. What time did you finish this quiz? 11:24 pm.

50. Coffee Drinker? Cold brew with simple syrup.

[confessionsofalionholic]

The RP rules on LD are absolutely insane.

JFC Lioden's RP rules are strict as all hell. Like holy fuck. This is an 16+ site and half of the shit that's okay on gaia online, a 13+ site isn't allowed.

I DO like the fact that they are stricter about giving image credit than other places. I'll admit that much... But holy shit. Everything else is a bit much.

Like what the hell is wrong with a slave/master RP? I first started out RPing on slave/maser RP's tbh. They weren't very good, but it can provide interesting dynamics and it's not like it's always based on a sexual themes or anything like that. 

"Any illegal topics (ex. drug cartels, murder, rape, etc.) are not allowed whatsoever."

Is also complete bullshit. This literally narrows down so much shit for character development, bio's, and RP types. Like you can't even mention it. So if you have a character who's parents were murdered in the bio? OH FUCK NO! THAT'S TOTALLY OUT OF LINE! 

And yet we can have Apedemak tryin' to bang his daughter without her consent. But that's A-okay because it's an animal? And an animal that, when RPing/being used in a story, is usually given the same amount of sentience and understanding as any human being. 

But you know, because it has 4 legs and isn't a human these things are just fine.

And what about arranged marriage RP's? Those tend to be pretty popular on other RP sites, but overall being forced to marry someone you don't want to isn't usually something considered legal. And people also tend to enjoy gang RP's. 

I swear to god these restrictions are absolutely ridiculous for the age range. Especially with what just went on in the July event. Like it shouldn't matter AT ALL weather you play a human or animal. Have the same standards. You're basically telling people who are more comfortable doing human RP's to go fuck themselves. 

Like I get this isn't an RP based game. But seriously, the restrictions are  cray cray for a 16+ site where you're literally not allowed to even MENTION murder or drugs and illegal things. Why? Because it'll upset a speshul snowflake? Then don't join or read the fucking RP. It's that simple. 

And yes, I get that a lot of people try to get around the +18 thing by asking to go offsite. But sometimes people like me just PREFER to RP 1x1 offsite. Having to remember to go to a subscribed thread tends to be a hassle. Seeing everything in one place is easier for convenience. BUT NO FUCK THAT! No matter the case you STILL have to have a linked thread. Which means skype RPing is out of the question apparently. 

And now if you DO RP on the site, you have to PM the person to say if they are accepted or not. Which is also fucking aweful. If you're going to make someone fill up the inboxes even MORE when we tend to have limited space in boxes that if we're social it's a complete pain the ass, then how about you either have unlimited space for inboxes, OR up the amount you can have in inboxes, and instead reduce the amount of notices. NO ONE needs 1000000000 notices that sit there and people often forget to look over. once it reaches 99 notices, have the oldest delete automatically. 

How about you lighten the fuck up with the RPing threads LD and let people RP whatever the fuck they want as long as it isn't sexual and doesn't contain underage shit ect. If a character was raped then it be a character that was raped. If her parents were murdered then allow it.

Hell by those standards you can't ever have a superhero RP on there because it seems like a huge percentage of hero's have to have dead parents. Or shitty abusive parents. Batman's parents were murdered, Villains' main goals ARE to murder, enslave, or take over something. 

War RP's are nothing but murder. 

Just because we do things and accept things in RP doesn't mean we accept them IRL or anything. But damn, lighten up. Murder and blowing shit up is a totally 13+ topic that should be allowed in RP's. 

FYI, if you can watch PG-13 movies like: Suicide squad, Superman V batman, titanic(which had a pretty steamy implied scene if I recall), Star wars, The Magnificent seven, 007 movies, Spawn(Yes, the movie is PG-13), Ouija: Origin of Evil,

and hundreds upon hundreds of other movies, I think it's safe to say that people THREE years older then that PG-13 rating can RP themes that are just as mature as these movies ect without getting their panties in a bunch. 

This is absolutely ridiculous. This restricts people of creative storylines, plots and even settings. And the RP is basically a 'safe space' for delicate little snowflakes too afraid to do shit. Seriously? You can go to a 16+ movie with more adult content than they allow on LD. Don't be such a hard ass. Jesus H. Christ. It's just RPing. 

[themarydragon]

Zom did this and said I was tagged in it (I didn’t think she meant me but then she said NO YOU so that means me, right?)

Big long survey thingie under the cut.

THE LAST:

1. DRINK: water! 

2. PHONE CALL: the dealership, saying the new mirror for my MINI had arrived (thank you, extended warranty!)

3. TEXT MESSAGE: a picture of my doggos being adorable, sent by my spouse

4. SONG YOU LISTENED TO: “All We Ever Knew,” by The Head and the Heart

5. TIME YOU CRIED: Uhmmmmm the Friday before we went to London.

HAVE YOU:

-6. DATED SOMEONE TWICE: Yup. Married him, too. Then divorced him, because I’m dumb, but I’m not THAT dumb

7. KISSED SOMEONE AND REGRETTED IT: Actually? I regret no smooches.

8. BEEN CHEATED ON: Hrngh. See #6

9. LOST SOMEONE SPECIAL: I am not writing this list. In a word: yes. In a sentence: I had a 13-month span where I lost three grandparents, an uncle, two friends, and a cat.

10. BEEN DEPRESSED: See #9

11. GOTTEN DRUNK AND THROWN UP: TWICE. My bachelorette, and my brother’s wedding. I regret neither. Amazing stories.

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12-14: Orange! Green! Red!

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. MADE NEW FRIENDS: omfg so many friends. it is a glorious plenty.

16. FALLEN OUT OF LOVE: thank god, no

17. LAUGHED UNTIL YOU CRIED: Gigglefits! Yes!

18. FOUND OUT SOMEONE WAS TALKING ABOUT YOU: see also “my MIL”

19. MET SOMEONE WHO CHANGED YOU: Does “Moana” count?

20. FOUND OUT WHO YOUR FRIENDS ARE: Nah, I knew.

21. KISSED SOMEONE ON YOUR FACEBOOK LIST: I am friends with my fantastical spouse, so yes. Yes I have. All sortsa smooches.

GENERAL:

22. HOW MANY OF YOUR FACEBOOK FRIENDS DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE: The vast majority. There are a couple friends-of-spouse or friends-of-friends or internet-only friends, but 90+ percent are IRL

23. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS: I am the ringleader of a fur circus

24. DO YOU WANT TO CHANGE YOUR NAME: Been there. It sucked. Never again.

25. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY: My hunny took me to a hockey game! It’s what we do every year, it’s my favorite tradition.

26. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP: 0630 to see the spouse off to work

27. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT: surfing a shit typhoon via my friend’s overbearing psychopath mother deciding I am suspect for giving him my old truck. HOW DARE I.

28. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN’T WAIT FOR: Trips! Both trips I am taking and trips other people are taking to visit me!

29. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM: Sunday.

30. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE IN YOUR LIFE: I would have taken B to visit my mom’s dad. He never met that grampa and it’s a god damn shame.

31. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING RIGHT NOW: The Proclaimers’ 500 Miles

32. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO A PERSON NAMED TOM: Uh, yeah?

33. SOMETHING THAT IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES: See #27

34. MOST VISITED WEBSITE: google!

35. MOLE/S: Yep! In all the same places my mom has them. We have the same birthmarks, too, it’s awesome in a creepy way

36. MARK/S: Yep! Scars and tattoos and birthmarks and moles and freckles 

37. CHILDHOOD DREAM: Not even kidding, I had a literal dream I lived in Boston.

38. HAIRCOLOR: Auburn-ish? It goes pretty red in the summer, darkens to a good brown in the winter. I’ve got like a dozen silvers right where I part it, so I’m starting to hope I’ll get a Polgara lock. FINGERS CROSSED.

39. LONG OR SHORT HAIR: I doesn’t get cut ‘til it interferes with toileting

40. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE: Ewan McGregor knows I exist

41. WHAT DO YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:I have developed a reputation for going to bat for my friends, for being full blown ride-or-die, drop everything in the middle of the night to bail your ass out. That is the legacy I want.

42. PIERCINGS: Currently, two. Previously, six.

43. BLOODTYPE: A+ (I’ve donated over a gallon!)

44. NICKNAME: I am the mary dragon. 

45. RELATIONSHIP STATUS: so married

46. ZODIAC: Aquarius!

47. PRONOUNS: she/her 

48. FAVORITE TV SHOW: I have consumed almost no media in 5 years. I dunno.

49. TATTOOS: four, soon to be five

50. RIGHT OR LEFT HAND: right!

51. SURGERY: yep. 

52. HAIR DYED IN DIFFERENT COLOR: Never

53. SPORT: hockey hockey hockey

55. VACATION: We just got back from London. Leaving on Saturday to squish our godson. Talking about Tel Aviv and Japan.

56. PAIR OF TRAINERS: I call ‘em tennis shoes. :P

MORE GENERAL:

57. EATING: Its 0030 I’m not eating anything are you insane? I’m old, reflux is hell!

58. DRINKING: water water water

59. I’M ABOUT TO: post this chapter. jfc I need to stop fiddling with it and just throw it out into the internet 

61. WAITING FOR: I mean, all sorts of things. I’ve always got something in the works.

62. WANT: for nothing

63. GET MARRIED?: NEVER AGAIN JFC

64. CAREER: I am a nurse! Even if I’m not currently taking clients, it’s a part of my identity now. Looking at my MSN this spring.

WHICH IS BETTER

65. HUGS OR KISSES: Hugs.

66. LIPS OR EYES: Eyes.

67. SHORTER OR TALLER: HRNGH They both have their benefits.

68. OLDER OR YOUNGER: I like to see people get old. Stoked about this grey.

70. NICE ARMS OR NICE STOMACH: SHOULDERS. JFC GIVE ME SHOULDERS

71. SENSITIVE OR LOUD: moderation in all things

72. HOOK UP OR RELATIONSHIP: I am way too old for the hook up

73. TROUBLEMAKER OR HESITANT: DON’T GIVE ME AN IDEA YOU DON’T WANT TO SEE HAPPEN, PEOPLE. SHITSTARTER IN CHIEF, RIGHT HERE

HAVE YOU EVER:

74. KISSED A STRANGER: YUP

75. DRANK HARD LIQUOR: dear lord, yes. Beer is not my friend.

76. LOST GLASSES/CONTACT LENSES: Yes. Had a contact fall out on a float trip, it was terrible

77. TURNED SOMEONE DOWN: Oh god yes

78. SEX IN THE FIRST DATE: I mean, define “date”

79. BROKEN SOMEONE’S HEART: Yes

80. HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN: SEE NUMBER 6

81. BEEN ARRESTED: I have never been caught.

82. CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED: god yes

83. FALLEN FOR A FRIEND: (waves at Brian)

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84. YOURSELF: HOLD MY BEER AND WATCH THIS

85. MIRACLES: (waves at Brian)

86. LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: (waves harder at Brian)

87. SANTA CLAUS: The legendary character, no. The person who signed ‘Santa’ on presents when I was a kid? Yes. That person is a total badass and I have total faith in them

88. KISS IN THE FIRST DATE: (waves spastically at Brian)

89. ANGELS: I do not believe their existence is impossible.

OTHER:

90. CURRENT BEST FRIENDS NAME: It starts with a J

91. EYE COLOR: Brian says they’re the color of root beer barrels. That sounds better than “brown” so lets use it

92. FAVORITE MOVIE: LadyHawke or The Princess Bride 

[hyungkyun]

RULES: you must answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people

i was tagged by these two babes: @monbeboo @whalienwrote //// thank uuu 🌼💕 ily

THE LAST:

1. Drink: ice tea

2. Phone call: my sister to tell her to come and pick me up from my friend’s house lol

3. Text message: “i’m going to get this text tattooed” and u’ll never know what the text was hehe (it was dumb)

4. Song you listened to: probably shine forever yesterday lol??

5. Time you cried: a couple of days ago bc of finals  👍

6. Dated someone twice: real talk: not even once

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: nope

8. Been cheated on: well, clearly not 😪

9. Lost someone special: mh nope

10. Been depressed: meh i don’t think it was actual depression so?

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: nope

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 

12-14: black, baby pink and army green

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: surprisingly yes??? i made some here on tumblr and they’re the cutest???? 💗💗💗

16. Fallen out of love: nope

17. Laughed until you cried: does hysterically laughing because ure doomed count? lol

18. Found out someone was talking about you: yea lmaoo

19. Met someone who changed you: not really

20. Found out who your friends are: eh no

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: nope 

GENERAL:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: almost all of them

23. Do you have any pets: nope :(

24. Do you want to change your name: yes oh my god, give me something shorter

25. What did you do for your last Birthday: i was studying philosophy fml

26. What time did you wake up: 6 am? did i even sleep? lmao

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: watching a movie w/ friends 🌸

28. Name something you can’t wait for: mY FINALS TO END PLEASE JUST LET ME GO

29. When was the last time you saw your mom:  like ten minutes ago, she brought me candies

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: my social skills tbh

31. What are you listening right now: You were Beautiful by DAY6 !!!!

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: me, myself and i

34. Most visited Website: tumblr probably or youtube lol

35. Mole/s: i don’t have many but there are some that i quite like?? i have a super tiny one under my right eye that i’ve grown fond of and one on my right index finger which i find so,,, unique??? idk i rlly like it adfkjh

36. Mark/s: one on my left thigh 

37. Childhood dream: probably be a mangaka wow stfu 7yo me ure just a weeaboo

38. Hair color: i have a weird reddish thing going on, i’m thinking about dying it a deep midnight blue or peach pink

39. Long or short hair: i’ve had long ass hair for such a long time, now that i cut it i’m like,,,, shORTER

40. Do you have a crush on someone: …does changkyun count………

41. What do you like about yourself: mmh i have baby smooth skin, that’s,,,, nice

42. Piercings: four on my left ear and two on my right one

43. Bloodtype: either B or A lol i get it confused w/ my sister’s lol

44. Nickname: cri (cree) or stina (steena), more the first than the latter, but i like stina better??? tough shit

45. Relationship status: dead

46. Zodiac: gemini (yea i’m that bitch)

47. Pronouns: she/her

48. Favorite TV Show: bbc sherlock, how problematic

49. Tattoos: i wish ://

50. Right or left hand: righty

51. Surgery: i had my appendix removed last year and my wisdom teeth this year

52. Piercing: …why are you asking this again

53. Sport: don’t know her

55. Vacation: vacation what? wait, the answer is no anyway lmao

56. Pair of trainers: i haven’t used trainers since middle school and they were like,,, nike i guess

MORE GENERAL:

57. Eating: i was eating cherries before starting this thing sdjfks

58. Drinking: nothing?

59. I’m about to: go revise math……..jfc

61. Waiting for: the sweet release of death

62. Want: …more… sleep…….

63. Get married: idc

64. Career: i’d love it to be something cool and artistic but guess what? not happening

WHICH IS BETTER?:

65. Hugs or kisses: mmhhh hugs 

66. Lips or eyes: i pay attention to eyes more so,,,

67. Shorter or taller: bith taller who tf is shorter than me anyway

68. Older or younger: older i guess but idc, really

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: adjjkfdsb i can’t choose??????

71. Sensitive or loud: a bit of both..? i’m rlly quiet so i can’t communicate w/ ppl as quiet as me but if you’re really loud,,,,, i won’t hesitate to break your neck

72. Hook up or relationship: relationship

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: ,,,a middle way? ?

HAVE YOU EVER:

74. Kissed a stranger: nope

75. Drank hard liquor: actually, i don’t like any type of alcohol, it just tastes weird (i’m 4yo)

76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: thank god no

77. Turned someone down: i think i did but i’m not sure???

78. Sex in the first date: well i never dated anyone so take a wild guess

79. Broken someones heart: idk?? i’m so clueless about this stuff and idc????? lol

80. Had your heart broken: nah

81. Been arrested: no lmao

82. Cried when someone died: mh no

83. Fallen for a friend: haha what

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84. Yourself: lmfao

85. Miracles: nope

86. Love at first sight: eehh

87. Santa Claus: dude

88. Kiss in the first date: why not

89. Angels: nope

OTHER:

90. Current best friends name: martina and rita 💐

91. Eyecolor: very dark brown

92. Favorite movie: i have no idea omg

alright this was long and i should be revising or sleeping but whatever am i rite!!!! kill me!!!!!!!

anyway i had fun and i’m tagging some peeps, not 20 cause that’s insane @softsoo @hyung-vvon @octavixn @juststanmonstax @peachminhyuk @thiinkingofhim @baby-astro @4jooheon

i feel so annoying always tagging the same people so i followed ashleigh’s wise example and tagged some new mutuals as well!! you don’t have to do this tho lol 🌻 🌼 🌸 🌺

[brothalynchhung]

2018 overview

goddddd im so late lol i didnt forget about this blog I'm just active on my other account also I'm never uhhhh home and I'm so busy now god i feel like I'm losing myself and my youth hood from not updating here fml life got me fucked up

ANYWAYS 2018 was fucking crazy what the hell how did so much shit happen in one year

in the 2017 overview i talked about regretting and trying to make up time and ohhhh bitch.... looool

anyways lets start:

2018 immediately started with some bullshit

literally started 2018 turning up LMFAOOO

so it was a good start 

spent new years w old friends some shit ill never do again

hotel room bullshit, eating out, running around outside, late drives listening to early 2000s music

OMG the hotel jesus i remember now i started 2018 on that trash ass app

talking to weirdos

being liked by over 2000 people?

wow what fucking redemption from middle school and high school 

but like... i learned all men are fucking losers LMFAOO

had two weird ass “dates” aka not really since i dipped those things quick aFFF lmao

fuck my old dumb friends for encouraging me to do that shit lol

was funny tho so who cares

this time (january) last year i was

broke

depressed about gl, no job, hating school

i was sooo depressed like 2018 until june i was literally just depressed and borderline suicidal cuz not having a job and being broke as shit was stressing me out so much

i tried so hard to get a job anywhere but for some reason it wasn't working???

i met(?????) that bitch HB LMAFOOOOO

godddd that fucking 5 hours 3 am call

all that weird obsessing and calls we used to have LMFAO he was such a fucking hoe why did i even waste my time

AND I STILL HAVENT MET HIM IRL YET LMFAOFPJEWIOGHERUGHESU EXCEPT FOR THAT ONE TIME I SAW HIM AT CU AND EUIRHGEUISHRH INSANE

but yeah fuck him for calling me too thick but THANK YOU GOD THANK YOU SO MUCH

highly he was one the best things to happen to me in 2018?

he called me thick i got cheesed and 

I LOST 15+ POUNDS IN 2018 

honestly after years of saying ill lost weight ill lose weight I FINALLY FUCKING DID

god 2018 was honestly year of the grind

gym every single day

rip school gym LMFAOOO i lost all my weight there god bless

oh yeah i became vegetarian!! and now I'm vegan LMFAO plot twist?

JESUS REMEMBER WHEN HB SAID MY VOICE TURNED HIM ON I CRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYGERYISEGHUIEHEIOS LMFAOOOO FUCK HIM THANKS FOR INSPIRING ME TO LOSE WEIGHT AND BE SEXY SO I CAN STUNT ON ALL U UGLY ASS MEN

anyways he weirdly kept on trying to hit me up even after he called me too thick infront of the boys (to which they still defended me shout out boys) fucking loser... i shut him down lol

ntcntcjkjkntcjkntcjkjk lol

brockhaamptoonn

threw up from that night i got too drunk LMFAO what an experience never again

i turned up too much in 2018 -_____- i don't even like it wtf

was a lot of fun tho like thats what i wanted right? reclaim my time i lost in hs/early uni because those hoes we don't speak of

i really didnt do shit other than obsess over being broke depressed and missing gl in the beginning of 2018 sooo.. lets just... fast forward? god what a weird ass year

and going to the gym everyday

counting calories

i need to start doing that shit again cuz I'm actually terrified i might be 120 again after fucking dubai

my old ass friends who i basically used to make up for my regret and reclaim my youth from high school was basically all of the beginning of 2018 . yes thanks for the memories thanks for helping relive my past that i lost . thanks. ur appreciated it was fun

but fuck y'all cuz y'all never had anything in common with me and y'all r embarrassing and boring . i was the exciting and better one 

also fuck y'all for letting me down . after y'all fucked off i got successful 

when i obsessed over that ugly weird guy in my phi classes and then i saw him up close and he was UGHLYLYYK GHU AND WEIRD AF 

and he was on my tip crazy with his weird low key fetishing internally racist bullshit LMFAOOO

i think the fuck not

he's still in one of my classes now i gotta spend the whole semester avoiding him IFNWFUWifhqfuwighau

god

discovered my love for white rabbit

finally finished that lonely ass semester

went straight into summer school w/zainb

love her ass lol

wait was 2018 the year i ran into that weird at the mall who tried to kiss me withing 10 minutes of meeting me at bubble tea? LMFAOOO WHAT A FREAK GOD 

my fucking life fam istg

watching hxh ugh best time ever

got a job!!! 

GOT ANOTHER JOB!!!

TWO AT ONCE and one of them was so crazy good for my career 

to the point where I'm STILL in contact with them

seriously getting a job changed the year for me so much

got out of my bad depression starting making money

straight grind

work gym 

BOUGHT EVERYTHING I WANTED.

LITERALLY EVERYTHING

ALESIS . STUDIO SET UP . LOEWE BAG. AND MORE EVERYTHING I WANTED AND I LOST WEIGHT

like i accomplished everything????

its like the beginning of the 2018 year was me gearing up and mentally readying myself for when i fiINALLY GOT A JOB and then i accomplished everything i wanted

yo i was working 3 jobs and that catfish hip hop class 

LFMAOOOOO THAT HIP HOP COURSE OMGG LMFAOEJGUIE ICONIC

i killed that shit lmao😂

met that weird ugly kid that was talking all this bullshit about us being the same and him thinking he had a chance w me LMFAOOO okay sure there

all cuz of fucking r and her high school esque bullshit

honestly fuck her LMFAOO i don't wish her anything just fuck off after all the bullshit since middle school you put me thru 

her and her ugly ass bf i had to deal with god I'm so happy she's out of my life

used you to make up from lost time 😂 i don't need u anymore Im at peace with myself BYE 

i don't even feel sentimental when i was run or i need u like i finished the book and i closed that shit and i feel better like i got so much closure this year

sister got married suwhoooo 

weird encounter w dal? tf? girl bye you've been dead to me since 2012 LMFAOO

so much people i really don't give a fuck about

honestly in 2018 i just lost all my fucks and only focused on me 

it gonna stay like that

made so much new friends i cant even name them all 

love all my work friends club GANG

chilling w hec and crew gang gang

oh yeah that taurus bitch i got confused feelings over and wasted my time 

cut his annoying ugly weird ass off lol but whatever lost time reclaimed it was very 2011-13 esque

got rid of everything from my sunken period thank god

got rid of so much shit

the closure/transformation was real

anyways uhhh so yeah so then fall semester started just continued working and gaming 

 lowest i got was 113 but idk wat i am now :( I'm so scared i really don't want to be over 115 but I'm like always bloated so I can never check I'm so sad rn

cut off annoying friends fuck them i have new better ones and i love myself

jjkjkjkjknctncjtkcktn lol 

good music good book watched so much movies

I SAW BROCKHAMPTON JCOLE THE GORRILAZ THE INTERNET DELASOUL AND BLOOD ORANGE LIVE!!! BITCH WAT THE FUCK ALL IN ONE YEAR

toronto trip!! mil trip!!! all on my own fucking amazing

end of 2018 was so good omg 

ran into 2% jfc

drunk called 2% lMFAOOO god just said sorry for nothing lmao i just want gl I'm clinging on to anything

OH YEAH that ugly broke bitch who wasted my time and objectified me yeah fuck him 

if he didnt do that disrespectful ass shit i wouldn't have called 2% ugh god

never using that trash app ever again 

ended 2018 in dubai 

YSL LOEWE ALL ON ME???? YES BITCH 

didnt feel like a failure in dubai stunt on everyone

ended this year amazing

really looking forward to 2019

looking forward to losing weight -____________- still

looking forward to money

accomplishing goals

getting closer to gl

FINISHING FUCKING SCHOOL FINALLY 

just happiness.. 

I'm happy. 2019 I'm ready lets fucking go. gl lets go . I'm on my way

went from broke hopeless no job depressed to thriving beautiful UP TO 4 JOBS everyone can fuck off