#theure just like me..okay??

[krikidilly]

A matching Renkaza to match my Akagyuu . Guy who's really good at doki doki-ing people ig..

[leafatlaw]

Hmm maybe I listen to other peoples advice next time

[gunpowder-tim]

sometimes i get followers and i have no idea how they found me or why they decided to follow sjbsksbsjsb

[mefilas]

pros of playing yakuza 3: yakuza 3

cons of playing yakuza 3: yakuza 3

[pteropods]

ppl always talk abt "Demon Slayer is the worst anime world to live in!" "JJK is the worst one!!" okay first of all you just named 1. a world where the majority of people Dont Even Know About Demons and 2. a world where the majority of people Don't Even Know About Curses. Maybe I can make an excrption for jjk bcs u can still be effected without knowing abt them, but also theure pretty centralized to japan iirc so like. That doesnt effect me.

[mentally-retired]

do not crucify me please

i hate dirkjake, like so much

I like dirk

jake is okay

i dont hate them, THEY JUST DONT WORK FOR ME I CAN ONLY SEE THEM FAIL OVER AND OVER AGAIN TRYING TO DSTE AND INEVITABLY MUTUALLY DESTORY THEMSELVES

they both suck at communicating and emoting how they really feel for theur own reasons and they aren't good for each other

sometimes no matter how much both parties want each other, they shouldn't happen

sure Dirk loves jake

sure jake likes dirk probably

But bro they will destory each other until they remain dust in an emotional desert and they wont even reach out cus theyre both awful at reaching out and feeling their emotions

jake pretends he's always okay

dirk pretends he always feels nothing

and its awful

they both need a bit of therapy before they date anyone but especially each other

[best-bff-brawl]

Best BFF Brawl: Round 1| Match 8A

Propaganda (I could not make a cut lmfao)

( I spelled Tian incorrectly)

Alexa and Liana

Okay people hear me out. Yes they had that fight *break up* scene and Alexa showed her jealousy towards the relationship between Liana and Melody. But she was an exhausted girl who followed her best friend on a quest while being scared and not really into it. She always teases her and tries her best to do what's right because she loves Liana. They fight like best friends do but Alexa evolved because she wanted to be a good friend and she is an amazing friend.

Longtae and Tian

He is literally the best person Tian meets in the PhuPanDao village! Like they are platonic soulmates that do all sorts of shenaningans together, Longtae helps Tian every chances he gets, he is supportive and lovely never judging or betraying him, also after getting to know Tians secret he never told anybody keeping it safe until Tian would have been ready(tho that was ruined by another person), and after he learnt the full story behind the secret he was the first to forgive Tian cuz he was mostly hurt because that secret affected all the village they were living, after that he put himself in mortal danger to help Tian with barely any esitation

Longtae is just the best boy and he deserve the world

They are just the best part of their show for me, I LOVED EVERY SINGLE SECOND THE 2 WERE ON SCREEN TOGETHER

I love both characters fiercely and I would do anything for them they are so dear to me, theur bond was so perfect, and it is so cute how it is reflected in the actors friendship as well

[l0veoftomorrow]

introduction!

Hello all! This is the official introduction post to my Visual Novel/Dating sim!

This post will be progressively updated when I’m adding more characters/things, but currently I only have the demo figured out, some art, and one of the characters!

I am a beginner coder, so I will do my very best to try and code it accordingly…

I will try to update frequently with the progress I’m making!

some of you may know me as @olinblogin!!! I’ve written a popular lmk story on wattpad/ao3 called “Fate lies within”, as well as an ex-background artist for another dating sim (which I will not name for safety reasons)

My name is Olin, I use they/them pronouns, but occasionally as well bun/bunself!

Please be aware that I am a one-person team, so it’s gonna be difficult for me to pump out backgrounds, characters, etc… but I’m certainly going to do my best!

Here are some showcases of concepts for this game!

please be aware that all of this art was done during my school hours and likely will not be the same in the demo/final game!!!

BOUNDARIES/RULES/WARNINGS

Boundaries;

I do not currently plan on making any sexual content in this dating sim, as I find it pretty unnecessary.

There will absolutely be NO r@pe/SA in this story, it’s so common in the VN/Dating Sim community that it’s genuinely uncomfortable and glamorized, sexualized, and defended.

I don’t mind people sending in asks that are genuine criticism! As long as you aren’t being rude or sending hate/harassment I will gladly answer you!

I’m okay with people asking suggestive things in my asks! Just be aware that it probably be put in the game.

Warnings that will be put in the game;

this game will contain: graphic violence, body horror, mild language, stalking, possible yandere tendencies, etc. (still adding to this)

Rules;

Please do not send ANY hate or harassment to people I interact with, this includes in askbox submissions! If you are going to come into my askbox and give me genuine critiques, please be respectful while doing so! I’m sure you all know that but I still wanna reinforce that :3

You’re allowed to have headcanons of my characters! All I ask is that you don’t mischaracterize them in terrible ways (ie, making them an “UwU-softyboy, or turning them into r@pist, or changing their sexualities for your own benefit)

Characters

Riley Woodings (the hermit in the bunker)

Harrison Vern (aka Burger Boy)

I currently don’t have any other characters set in stone just yet, THEURE still in their concept stage!

There will be a various amount of different routes you can take in the game, here’s how it will go.

A boring day - just a setup for the storyline

Call of the Forest - go to the forest, stay home, venture around town

Burger Boy - achievable by going through town and choosing to go into the burger restaurant

Beyond the Surface - If you decide to go up to the bunker

Don’t go there - Going to the mansion

Whispers of Wisdom - Go to the forest, but immediately turn back

Beyond the Horizon - don’t go through any of the character routes, just stroll through the forest

Together for a day - going on a date/outing with the character of your choice

What’s over there? - Go to the well, but don’t look inside of it

endings/ending routes (incomplete)

Bad ending - you die

neutral ending - you still have the possibility to get a good/bad ending

good ending - you can still play on

Stay Hidden - Hide hide from [no name yet] in the mansion (neutral, choose carefully)

Into the Depths - Looking into the well will get you pushed in and you will die (bad ending)

Chopping block - Getting caught by [no name yet] on the hiding sequence (bad ending)

Run Rabbit - after hiding you run out of the mansion (neutral/good ending)

Breaking and entering - go into Riley’s bunker without knocking first, how rude. (Bad ending)

there will be plenty more to come but this is just the stuff I have right now!!!

Love you all(/p)

-Olin

[sensei-venus]

New thought in poly Daniel and girlcock!Amanda

They've been looking for another partner for a while, but no one has really caught their eye. Their options are open and it's casual, but while looking for someone to hire at the dealership, they come across fresh out of college, chubby Reader who's really good with numbers and super sweet. She's a great fit for everything they're looking for, including a pretty little partner.

So they hire her and spend time flirting with her, but she's kind of obvious to it. She's not dumb, she's super smart with all the work after al, but she's kind of never been in a relationship before and has no idea theure flirting with her. When Daniel brings her coffee everyday, she thinks he's just being nice. When Amanda tells her how good she looks in her dress, she doesn't see her checking her out. It's cute, but a little frustrating.

One day, Amanda can't take it anymore. She wants the pretty girl so badly and kisses her in the break room. They wind up in Amanda's office, where Daniel finds them with their dresses hiked up and his wife's cock buried deep in the new hire. Amanda is saying the dirtiest things about breeding the cute woman, pounding the ever living hell out of her pussy. Any paperwork that was on her desk is ruined, soaked up with Reader's cunt juice as it squelched and runs down her ass. She's cross eyed, unable to even focus on Daniel as she gets absolutely fucked dumb.

" 'm sorry Mr. LaRusso..." she slurs but he comes over and pets her hair, pushing it out of her face. She's confused, too lost in pleasure to undercoat both of them are attracted to her. That is until he pulls out his cock and has it in her face.

"It's okay, Reader. Just open your mouth for me."

She does and he guides his cock into her mouth. She sucks on the tip very sloppy and messy, until he puts a hand on the back of her head and pushes more into her mouth. He taps the back if her throat and she gags, her cunt squeezing Amanda hard. He apologizes to Reader but doesn't stop punching the back of her throat with his cock as he fucks her mouth and Amanda comes in her fat needy cunt.

Hiring Reader was the best decision they ever made.

- gemini sensei

@gemini-sensei

I don’t know if I can add anymore to this because like wow, amazing.🤯

Now I can’t help but think of Reader showing up to work in one of these and Amanda and Daniel can’t stop checking her out. They almost get caught a few times by some of their other employees.👀

Amanda “accidentally” drops pens on the ground so Reader can bend over for her.

Daniel moves her food in the community fridge in the break room and makes it a point to always be in there when she goes to get it for lunch. He moves her food onto the very bottom shelf so she has to bend down to grab it.

Getting a nice view of her ass every time.

[misteria247]

Ok so

The au is called "ghost Katans"

It might have toddler leo, but the backstory behind it is a bit sad

Basically

Toddler leo dies in a krang accident leaving his grieving father and brothers

They grow up and go to the surface

Same shit happens onky this time its minus leo yknow

Karai shows up

Mikey believes in her instead of leo in this

They manage to show her the truth that she's theur sister and splinter is her father

Once they return to the lair and they have their reunion splinter gives karai two twin katanas, twin katanas that were meant for somebody else

He gives it to her saying that it's a hamato heirloom and it'll be better to wield it than the foot's weapons, and he'll train her with them if needed (it's not like someone will use them anyways)

Karai accepts tge gift, not knowing that it wasn't meant fir her, and tge bros and splinter never bother to twll her about the fourth dead brother

So her wielding the katanas awakened a little ghost of a toddler little turtle tot

Now there's a little tot tgar follows her around, asking about what she's doing with his weapons

And she's just confused and scared bcus wtf wtf, shoukd i tell someone?

She tried to talk to raph about the possibility of the existence of another turtle and he just exploded on her in a fit of grief, so she just went "okay, sensitive topic i see" and decuded to not bring up leo to anyone else fearing the same reaction

Onky those who wield the twin Katans have the ability to see, hear, and interact with Leonardo as he is attached to the things

So he mostky follows karai around because she's the only one that acknowledge his existence (that doesn't ease up the hurt and confusion on why his brothers and father keep on ignoring him, but it helps)

So yeah

Turns out karai is an older sister of four turtles and not three, she'll grow accustomed to the tot, she'll live

O.m.g.

DUDE-!!!! I LOVE IT-!!!!!

Like the premise??? Holy hell dude, it'd be like Karai inheriting a ghost artifact only the ghost is this mischievous, sweet toddler who pesters her and she grows to enjoy his company. They start an unlikely friendship/sibling bond and Karai starts to want to figure out why Leo's attached to her swords as well as his cause of death cuz she hates being left in the dark about things. Especially secrets as big as her having four brothers instead of three. There's so much to explore with this concept and ohmigosh the angst!!!! Leo's hurt over his brothers and father not responding to him, as he desperately tries to reach out to them even though he can't. And he's only a child which just makes it hurt even more. And Karai's pain at having something as big as the death of her little toddler brother, as well as the rage she'd feel once she discovers that Kraang are the ones responsible for his death! And Splinter's grief and guilt that haunts him still fifteen years later. And Raph, Donnie and Mikey's grief and despair, the constant feeling that something's missing. That no matter how long time passes there'll always be someone missing amongst themselves and it's soul crushing.

Just dude-!!!

I'm in love with this you're a big galaxy brain my friend omg, omg, omfg-

If you come up with more of this au I'm begging you please tag me in it I'm like in love with this dude you have no idea!!!!

[simp4konig]

okay, a couple questions

1: favourite song?

2: favourite movie/show?

3: idk anything else you want me to know-

Okay 😋😋 saw this immediately but didnt have time in the morjning to respond ☹️ SORRY !!!!

1. I have more than one 🥵

I dont expect you to listen to all of these btw !! 😰😰Dont waste your time if you dont ijow tjem, 😭🙏 :

So yeah, basically I play all these songs^^^ on repeat 💀☠️☠️ Drift Phonk is SO good 💯💯😎even tjo its bass boosted cowbells with some. Percussion 🤓🤓☝️ i think its rlly good lol

Also have some rap/pop songs that are in Polish that im NOT gonna include here bc its not like youll understand a word of whay theure saying 😱😱😱

2. LOVEEEEE "Money Heist/La Casa de Papel " it's made me cry twice🥰💔💔om the fifth episode of the last season because my favourite character died😞

I watch True Crime documentaries and just documentaries abt the internet😇😇 My favs for each category respectively: "Don't F**k With Cats" + "The Most Hated Man on The Internet (i think its called anyeays lmaoo)

Also like watching classic films. Idk, i dont like tje stuff that comes out nowadays 🤕 so any blockbusters from the 80s–10s i LOVE 🤩🤩

3. Random information:

Natural blonde, with GRAY-blue eyes (because my eyesight is bad so the colour in my eyes has faded, 🥲 — so obv. I wear glasses😔its sad bc my eyes were ocrsn blue and now look metallic 🤖)

My handwriting is god-awfulm, like ILLEGIBLE😭😭😭 its sn insult to the paper honestly 💀💀you should see ky school books my notes are so messy ajd sll over the place i feel bad for the teachers that mark my exams/assessments😰

Currently reading the Harry Potter books (up to the fifth film, but i thought i should also read the books to compare😊), and im on the fourth novel — Its so THICK and im svared bc my good friend that's lendijg me these said that the next one is the longest 🤯 i might just kms 🙂🔫

I have a cat figurine collection 😱😱 I visit charity shops with my mum (mostly outvof obligation 😵), but we sometimes get lucky and founf ones out of porcelain, glass/crystal, carved in wood, etc 😽🐈🐈‍⬛😺

You know old ladies that wear flower patterns🌸🌺🌷 and middle-aged moms in their late 30s/40s tjay wear cheetsh /leopard print🐆🐆 ? Well im that but as a Gen z girl with an obsession with camo print LMAO,, I have a camo backpack, cargo camo print pants, camo leggings, camo tshirt, camo hat, even fuckijg csmo pencil case LMAO💀💀💀 I WOULD have had a camo phne case too but there wasnt the one i wanted for ky phone...💔💔So Idk i rock (horribly😵) an army fit so whem i CAN i go out in combat boots, cargoes+belt, black or darkgrey tshirt/turtleneck tucked into my cargos, fingerless gloves etc. 😙✌️✨✨✨

If you would like to leanr more, check out this post !!☺️✨✨(well reblog actuslly hahaha)

Tried to include new informwtion aboit myself here so i didjt repeat anytjing 😇, Hope i didnt bore you😰😰😰

[sugar-omi]

STOPPPP OMG ILYT 🥺💞 i was so close to breaking that rule for him tho. only for him...he just looked so sweet and gorgeous and the way i was WANTINGGGGGG. i am not beating the yearnergirl allegations...

IM LITERALLY SCALING THE WALLS. SPIDERWOMAN WITH THE SHITS. YOU BEST BELIEVE THE SECOND I GET THE CHANCE TO WED 'N BED HIM I'M BOUTTA DO SPLITS ON IT. JUMPING JACKS, EVEN.

I WAS LITERALLY . OH MY GOD OKAY SO WHEN I BLUSH SUPER HARD IT GOES UP TO MY EARS AND ACROSS MY NOSE. AND I KNOW DAMN WELL HE WAS SEEING THAT IN FULL VIEW TOO OH MYGODDDDDD ENDING IT ALL ENDING IT ALL WALKING ONTO THE RAILROAD TRACKS RN. IM SO EMBARRASSED GAAAAWD

im gonna beam your consciousness into the kuromi pin that kicked everything off a la astral projection. that way you will always be there in spirit to watch me go googoo gaga over cute boy...

HELPMEMMEMEMEEE I WAS LUCKY ENOUGH TO BE AN EXTROVERT...BEING SOCIABLE AND QUICK WIT IT IS IN MY BLOOD...MY GENES EVEN...don't get it twisted tho i was literally shitting myself trying to come up with those one liners before he could notice i was overthinking HELPME

on a more recent note, he's been texting me since 7am (he has early classes + the evening shift today so no hangout unfortunately :(( but he promised to text me throughout the day whenever he could EEEEEEEE) and he suddenly asked me what perfume i wear. i tell him i use this one body mist and he sends an ok, AND THIRTY MINUTES LATER I GET SENT A VIDEO OF HIS HAND SPRAYING A BRAND NEW FRESH-OUT-THE-BAG BOTTLE OF THE BODY MIST I USE AROUND HIS CAR??? FOLLOWED BY "that way i don't have to forget last night :))"????? HELLO????????? AM I INSANE. IS THIS A MOVE. IS TH

JUMPING JACKS. PLEASE. LET ME BREATHE

also omg yes. I will happily possess your kuromi pin so I can watch love unfold ✨️ IT'LL BE LIKE THOSE MANHWA'S WHERE THE OBJECT IS ACTUALLY A GOD FORCING THE FL AND ML TOGETHER BUT THE GOD IS JUST KUROMI... wow so powerful

HELPAJAB IM A WHEEZONG. SFOHHTING FOR MY LIFE. FUFK DO YOU MEAN HE BOUGHT YOUR BODY MIST N JUST SPRAYED OT AROUND HIS CAR????? LITERALLY JUST ASK YOU TO MARRY HIM WHAT THE FUCK

THIS IS A MOVE. THOS OS A BIG MOVE WHAT THE FUCK

WHY CANT I TYPE. THIS ISNT EVEN HAPPENING TO ME. I WOULD BE ON THE FLOOR???? ID COLLAPSE IN THE MIDDLE KF THR STREET SEEING THAT. WHAT THE HELLL

omg you have to share your luck with me, bless me queen of attracting yearning men. 😔🙏🙏🙏🙏

BUT DW ABOUT THE BLUSHING. I KNOW IT HAD HIM CLAWING THE WALLS LIKE AN ANIMAL BC MY EX/BFF BLUSHED A LOT WHEN I SAID SHIT AND I WAS LIKE A FERAL BEAST IN A PADDED ROOM. ITS SO CUTE. SO GOOD. SO..SO....

ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY SAY SHIT BACK EVE. THOUGH THEURE BLUSHING TO THEIR TOES. LIKE. OH YOURE FLUSTERED BUT YOURE NOT SHY ,THATS 😳😳😳😳 YKNOW???

also. must add on. THAT BUYING YOUR SCENT MOVE IS SO CUTEEE PARTICALLY BC "aww you love my smell" and "omfg that's so hot that you went out of your way to buy my scent *insert linger demonic ramble about how hot that is. at least to me istg*" BUT ALSO. "aww, youre (kinda) trying to one up me by flustering me by buying my scent but I saw how you stuttered and blushed n twiddle your thumbs boy!!!! you are obsessed!!!!"

sigh. please. this is so cute. n so good. n so hot. n so sweet.

istg if that happened to me.... all imma say is, niagara Falls. 👐👐

[starzgaze]

Muahhaahahaha Im going to bother you! My current obsession right now is just Dragon monarch haein as always and, with a new fic where she is a traitor of some sort of scheme and it got me thinking, what about Reader!Y/N getting isekaid to the world of SL, their favorite novel but with some changes to the canon one, where Haein is the main villain and Jinwoo suffers more because of this (like his story is darker than in SL) and so Reader!Y/N wants for that to NOT happen, but accidentally made themselves a love triangle by being so nice to pre-reawakened Jinwoo and pre-full villain Haein.

:v thats it that my ramble

HELLO WHO ARE YOU WBERE DID YOU COME FROM COME BACK AND TALK MORE ABOUT THIS CONTINUE YOUR RAMBLE HELLO??? this is the best thing that arrived in my inbox now thag i just checked please anon come back and tell me where did you get this and do i have permission to make a fic or art related to this oh my god??

this whole concept is so cool especially when mc will try not to change anything in the story WHILE maybe nit making the whole horrible plot happen a biit like maybe trying to not make jinwoo go crazy via helping haein to avoid the whole turning into a dragon monarch scenario but turns into one but not for the reasons that was in the original novel and probably whats better that maybe later on in the fic that mc fucks up by not realizing that possibly theur supposed "lowkey" decisions ended with jinwoo becoming yhe villain of his own story and if u want to maybe mc fucks up BIG TIME and has two crazy really powerful figures after their npc ass that was supposed to have 1-3 dialogues MAX in the story

II LOOOOVE this concept okay thansk im gonna daydream about this later omg thank you anon come back lets talk more

[punkbxt]

dime the takes. por favor.

*gets real close to the vending machine* quiero pepsi

okay all seriousness tho imma try to do this in a way thats like idk semi respectful towards janeway but i also need yall to know i do NOT reallyf fuck with her. idk if ive explained why before but i guess here we go

unlike most people that enjoy star trek i didnt really get into it till 2018 and then the demmy hit n i had nothing but time to consume every star trek imaginable and thats how i found voyager. yeah sure make fun of me for not knowing what star trek is but i need YALL to know that it is white and usamerican culture to be raised on trek and I DONT CARE. the only reason i got into star trek is bc a white friend introduced me. all this to say i was introduced to janeways actress through oitnb red ilu so much red best evil white lady <3

anyways i know janeway gets hate for having been the only lady captain and i always preface anything i say about her with this so yall understand that this is not the reason i dislike her but in reality it doesnt help either

also its tiring as fuck to include my opposing argument but it has to be done bc ppl are like “what about- pkay but you didnt consider how- yeah but- actually youre wrong bc-“ like fuck man im doing my damndest i literally hate voicing my opinions bc yall INSIST people of color dont actually get it n its tiring

if youve followed me since i started voyagerposting you may have noticed ive only actually drawn janeway twice and its cuz as a person she rubs me the wrong way for so many reasons

janeway gets put in this impossible position of being the top of the hierarchy pyramid to a crew that doesnt think theyll ever make it home again. shes deemed a mother figure by a LOT of characters but im gonna talk abt her dynamics with b’elanna, and seven because if i were to talk about the dynamics between janeway and harry thatd have to be its own post

when i get into a show, i loooveeee knowing what was happening behind the scenes because i love it!! i love set design i love character design i love costume design i love seeing what the actors are like outside of the show and how they feel about these characters bc these things ARE important. (writers too pero i have beef) behind the scenes is the biggest influence to the final product bc its the reason the final product exists in the first place and behind the scenes so many things went wrong. and when actors are mistreated or dont get along with eachother it becomes pretty apparent. well at least if you analyze things the way i do

so heres my issue with janeway seven and b’elanna. b’elanna is typecast to be the ugly character. klingons gave always gotten the short end of the stick and the case with her isnt as harsh bc her actress is a mixed puerto rican (information that has actually only recently been revealed bc when i tried to find out what roxan’s ethnicity was in 2019 i literally could not find anything definitive except for shes latina) but she STILL gets a lot of shit

one of my favorite things about voyager before the introduction of seven was how b’elanna and janeway actually got to bond a lot over science and when seven took on the roll of pretty girl on the ship, b’elanna and janeway suffered a LOT for it. we have an interesting dynamic between a maquis engineer and a federation captain genuinely not getting along bc b’elanna doesnt see janeways as an authority figure. not until chakotay has something to say about it and also until b’elanna and janeway actually talk about shit n get over their differences. the issue is when ppl purposely skip the earlier seasons to get to seven and then a lot of important interpersonal character building is missed I SAY THIS BC PEOPLE OFTEN FORGET THAT VOYAGER HAS BEEN ASSIMILATED BY THE BORG BEFORE AND EVEN THE WRITERS LET IT SLIP THEUR MIND N ITS LIKE BRO U HAVE GOLD TO WRITE WITH N U JUST LET IT COLLECT IN THE CORNER

seven is a unique and interesting character when she is first introduced. seven looks like any other borg and is so COOL. and then immediately all the cool interesting things about the way seven looks is basically negated to a few shiny parts. and yes janeway is partly to blame

BUT! what is the easiest way to gain the trust of people who already have bad history with who you once were? assimilation of course! seven goes from being one of many to the outcasts outcast

but punkbxt! what does any of this have to do with why you dislike janeway as a character? if anything it sounds more like you dislike seven. as long as the character is white ill always hold a lil disdain for them in my heart <3

janeway symbolizes the best of starfleet. she is an accredited officer and an extremely capable scientist. she is a beautiful white woman in THE position of power something that was revolutionary for her time. the issues with white women being put in positions of power is they they have NEVER had the interests of black and brown people to heart. “yes they-“ SHUT UP and let me speak before you decide to comment on this goddamn post

feminism throughout the centuries has focused on white women and while a show is merely a fraction of the lived reality of its time the effects are still extremely clear. white feminism JUMPED at the character of janeway and celebrated her and rightfully so! the issues came about when women like b’elanna got attacked and pushed to the side. this directly affected janeway within fandom and she got and still is recognized for accomplishments SHE DID NOT DO. she got put on a pedestal and once that happens to a character they suddenly can do no wrong. except she does because shes a human and shes white and shes a character with writers behind her

b’elanna has never actually been a super popular character and the wave of love for her is actually pretty fucking recent and not to toot my own horn but i definitely was a big part of the b’elanna love resurgence. when i got into voyager and these dates ARE important, i used to scroll through her entire tag easily a couple times through a DAY. fans occasionally created art for her and yeah! she got fics but nowhere in comparison to her other peers. surrounding yourself with people who also love her and want to create for her does help with recognition of b’elanna but its super recent stuff. and to add onto that any white fan that has an opinion about her will always be biased because they just do not understand what it is like to exist as a latina woman of color

this is where me myself and i come into the story because wowowowowow star trek is so cool! star trek preaches on and on and on about diversity love acceptance hate oppression and all that good stuff so who wouldnt love it??? and then??? OMG THERES A LATINA CHARACTER IN ONE SERIES OMG OMG OMG. imagine my disappointment when i found out that she a main character barely was getting any love. it hurt. because even within a narrative of inclusion somehow characters of color just seem to always be pushed to the side. especially when a fandom has such a majority percentage of white people

watching her story was SO personal to me. i could see myself in her struggling with living in america. i lived my childhoods in puerto rico and in many different parts of usamerica, surrounded by family and people like me until that wasnt the case anymore. i spent my life living as a nomad with no place to call home for on average no less than a year and no more than three. i could understand b’elanna with her struggles of living in a klingon monastery and then being thrust into an unforgiving and unaccepting world where humans/white people are the most important. the internalized racism that i grew up with was horrendous and to this DAY i am still trying to learn and better myself and connect with my culture in any way i can. because in a black ans white world, where is the space for those of us that dont fall under either? we are ignored and erased and with b’elanna is has been the same

the rejection b’elanna had to her klingon side was something i could relate to incredibly. but it still isnt enough. because even though i could connect with her through her klingon-ness, her latinidad is simply a label. throughout the show you see her change and grow and assimilate to the federation standard and it HURT. the narrative that i was directly picking up from her story was yeah you can be a part of the club but only if you do it how we want you to do it. and dont you EVER even talk about being latino unless its to shit on your deadbeat of a father. and i did. i learned how to adapt at an extremely young age. ive been told its one of the things i do best (sad isnt it?)

and okay how do seven and janeway have anything to do with this? well they are the white women who we literally have to conform to and for. thats it period

seven as a character had an amazing opportunity to challenge gender and sexuality because of her story (one that would have been better suited had she been an indigenous woman which ive spoken on before but thats for another post too) and then the people in charge decided that she just HAD to be the sexywoman instead of leaning into just how much she was no longer human and how humanity itself doesnt actually have one right way to be

this narrative is given to us by janeway time and time and time again correcting seven and telling her that seven simply is not himan enough and still has to learn. (things autistic ppl can suuuuuper relate to which is a reason i could connect with seven at all). no matter how you want to look at it (whatever canon you want to decide isnt canon anymore for the sake of a fucking ship) janeway was directly written to be a mentor and mother figure to seven. janeway is there to help her learn when in reality she can never understand what its like to be an outcast within the federation and to take it a step further be part of a eace which is treated with hostility by humans. something b’elanna CAN understand and relate to because at the time of voyager shits still om the rocks between klingons and humans. janeway pushes seven to accept and embrace humanity as if thats the only option seven has to become a better character but its just not true. the story woven between janeway and seven is one of white women and femininity and how to be the perfect white woman and how to be a good lover. by actively ignoring the help and influence b’elanna could have provided for seven to learn and adapt to a majority human world they put all that weight on janeway. something that affects ALL three of them negatively and results in a narrative of “well b’elanna could never understand and relate to seven in a way that matters” which is beyond true because they are so interwoven even unintentionally so. it simply just wasnt taken further and its a true shame

and this isnt even touching on how badly seven’s actress was treated by janeways actress for being the pretty new doll at the time of filming and how that affected how i felt about janeway/seven as a ship (similarly how castle and beckett did not get along behind scenes i could no longer enjoy that show anymore)

i simplified this IMMENSELY and this shit is already long enough as it is so im sorry about that but yeah thats it. also sorry if things got repetitive ive been told i tend to do that when i write. these are my feelings and i am a real human behind this account so keep in mind how you react to this post. i have recieved countless hate anons most of which ive deleted throughout my short lived time as a fan of this franchise. i used to be MUCH more vocal about representation within star trek and people got mad so i left. but im back because the people that love b’elanna and that love that i have things to say about her matter so much fucking more than any angry person ever will

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Aneuphoric Spectrum Masterpost

I've coined something wholly original. The aneuphoric spectrum! For people who don't feel gender euphoria or feel it in a way that is lessened and/or under unusual conditions. Cisgender people, transgender people, and people who identify as neither are allowed to use these labels.

Aneuphoric Spectrum (Aneuspec) Flag

For all people who are on the aneuphoric spectrum

Neuroeuphoric Spectrum

For all people who's experience of gender euphoria is influenced by their neurodivergency, mental illnesses, mental disorders, or anything else in that general category. I do not have the time to type out all of that for further neuro definitions so I will be referring to neurodivergency for shortand's sake, but everything else in the category of the listed above is also included. Neuroeuphoric people may or may not be aneuspec

Aneuphoric

Someone who, no matter what labels, names, pronouns, presentations, or other transitions they try, never feel gender euphoria. They can feel a sense of plain comfort but don't experience the euphoric feeling that others would.

Neuroaneuphoric

Someone who is aneuphoric as a result of their neurodivergency

Grayeuphoric

Someone who feels partially aneuphoric but not fully; includes a lot of experiences, such as someone who only feels a low, weak sense of euphoria, someone who's only able to get euphoria from a few limited things, or any of the other aneuspec labels.

Neurograyeuphoric

Someone who is grayeuphoric because of theur neurodivergency

Invereuphoric

Someone who experiences euphoria only from things that would seem "in contradiction" to their gender identity, however other labels do not feel right; for example a man getting gender euphoria from being called she/her or a nonbinary person getting gender euphoria from presenting hyperfemininely. People who are invereuphoric may or may not consider themselves aneuspec.

Neuroinvereuphoric

Someone who is invereuphoric because of their neurodivergency

Frayeuphoric

Someone who may get euphoria from a certain name, pronoun set, and/or presentation, but that euphoria fades after some time even when their gender identity doesn't. They may seek a new name, pronoun set, and/or presentation, or they may stay content.

Neurofrayeuphoric

Someone who is frayeuphoric because of their neurodivergency

Quoieuphoric

Someone who is unsure what gender euphoria feels like or if they feel it at all.

Neuroquoieuphoric

Someone who is quoieuphoric because of their neurodivergency

Somnieuphoric

Someone who can experience gender euphoria in their dreams but cannot in the real world

Neurosomnieuphoric

Someone who is somnieuphoric because of their neurodivergency

Aneuflux or Aneufluid

Someone who's experience of euphoria is fluid, and usually or always on the aneuphoric spectrum. Could also describe someone who sometimes or rarely feels gender euphoria and sometimes or usually does not.

Neuroaneuflux or Neuroaneufluid

Someone who is aneuflux or aneufluid because of their neurodivergency

These terms are open to all people regardless of personal beliefs. As always, I believe it's up to you if you want to use my labels and flags, given my personal beliefs, and not something I should gatekeep. However, these terms may NOT be used to invalidate non dysphoric trans people by saying they're actually just aneuphoric, aneuspec, or invereuphoric. If an identity gives you euphoria, then you are probably that identity. If a truscum/transmed IDed with one of these terms because it really resonated with them and they use it in good faith I couldn't care less, but using these terms in bad faith to hurt others is not okay.

I coined these because I'm quoieuphoric. Quoieuphoric was actually the first one coined. I heard all the time that a lack of euphoria is what defines being transgender, which implies the average cisgender person would feel gender euphoria. I do not, however even the thought of not labeling myself as a woman caused me discomfort, and I've experienced minor dysphoria for having a trait not as aligned with my AGAB as it could be. Being a girl doesn't feel euphoric, just... Comfortable. However this could just be me being used to the feeling of euphoria as a cis person, so whether I am experiencing gender euphoria at any given time is never clear.

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[leejenowrld]

i mean jeno and haerin are interesting bc theyre mfal jeno and yn but if they have a lot of parts in ghostin just for the sake of knowing more about their relationship and whatever, it’s kinda off bc i personally look forward to know more about jaemin and yn and not jeno and haerin anymore since it’s jaemin’s fic….. if jeno and haerin moments are present in ghostin just for the sake of them being there, then id rather have them in a separate headcanon but if they’re there bc they make sense for the jaemin and yn plot (which i hope they really do), then that’s okay…. As much as I enjoyed ghostin pt.1, it was a bit annoying that more than half of it was jeno and haerin and we never get to the point of jaemin,,i really do hope when u said pt.2 would have more of jaemin, he really would be there more, more than jeno and haerin

i completely understand you! don’t worry, i feel like it was difficult to have more of jaemin in part 1 in general because as it’s described, he’s introverted, he doesn’t come out of his way to speak to people, especially strangers and right now, that’s who ghostin!mc is to him, a complete stranger. so in my opinion it’s realistic to not have them meet each other and know each other as soon as the fic starts, because jaemins circle is small and he truly doesn’t let many people in.

and like i don’t remember if i said it or not, but i don’t remember saying that they’ll have a lot of parts in ghostin’ just for readers to see theur relationship? i know it’s jaemins fic, don’t worry! i’m the one writing it! <3

it’s slow burn in the sense that it will take some time for you to fully see jaemin and yns dynamics. and by slow burn, i don’t really mean that, i mean you realistically had to wait 10k words for them to fuck 😭 like jaemin is different sexually in my fic compared to his actual personality so that made sense. and please trust me 🫶 i’m 15k into part 2 and it’s all just jaemin and yn moments with a side of the side characters, jaemin and yn have already in the ch (spoilers below)

he’s fingered her under the table

jaem aftercare

ate her out

fucked her against a surface

and so much more which i won’t spoil

if you’ve been waiting to see more jm and yn then thank you for your patience, they’re coming 🥰 and i hope you guys do understand my reasoning of structuring it the way i did. i know that jeno and haerin did dominate a lot of the chapter (i admit it! my fault completely!) but i tried to hint about jaemin, like the opening scene is basically about him 😭