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pssst..... lil secret 2am wip nobody tell my party
based on a scene from our 10th vivere session !!
#dove speaks#these poses have been giving me too much trouble for me to not show some people lol#vivere campaign#revun#wip
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This Passion Burns Inside Of Me
Summary: As Michael performs, all he can think about is your eyes on him.
Pairing: Michael Jackson x Reader
Warnings: SMUT
Requested: yes
*Michaelâs POV*
âIâm ready!â Y/N beamed, strutting out into the living room of our hotel suite. She posed in front of the me, holding her purse against her hip, little did she know I had already been watching her every move.
Iâm completely enamored with everything about her. The way she curled her hair, concentrating with the tip of her tongue between her lips. The way she bent over the counter, puckering her lips in the mirror as she applied lipstick. The way she tilted her head to the side, closing her eyes as she sprayed her perfume.
I stood up, my eyes roaming her body, I hadnât blinked in at least five minutes. I needed to take in every detail of the sight before me. My girl. A shimmering white shirt, hugging her figure just right, the fabric looked so soft against her skin, Iâd give anything to be that close to her. It was tucked into tight leather pants, accentuating her lovely curves, dangly chain belts hanging from her waist. This woman could make a fashion statement wearing a potato sack. I watched closely while she adjusted the straps of her black heels, oh, I am a sucker for those too. They made her legs look so long and added that extra pop to her walk. Wow.
She looked phenomenal.
Sheâd look even better when I rip it all off of her.
âIs this okay? Do I look good enough to be seen near you Mr. Jackson?â
âYou look perfect. You know we actually have a few minutes to spare before we need leave.â
âWe do?â
âYes, and lucky for you, I have some worth while ideas for us to pass the time.â I responded, playing with the collar of her shirt.
âOh, really?â
âMhmm.â The moment our lips touched, I knew Iâd be late for the show, but it was so worth it. The scent of her perfume made my heart race. Her touch sent jolts of energy through my body. She made me feel so alive.
âMichael!â A muffled voice and loud footsteps interrupted us. I rolled my eyes, pulling Y/N into a closet with me.
âWhââ I quickly covered her mouth with my hand and using my other to hold her closer to my body than necessary.
âMichael!â The voice was moving closer, it was then I recognized it as Frank. He hates when Iâm late and even more so when I hide from him. âDammit! Michael we have ten minutes to getââ the closet door flew open, revealing my very angry manager.
âHey Frank, how are you?â Y/N smiled, trying to break the awkwardness. âBeautiful weather weâre having, donât you think?â
âYou dear, are a bad influence.â He stated simply, turning to walk away. âWe have to go kids, you can play footsie later.â He let out a deep chuckle, waving his hand in the air to get us to follow him.
âYou always get me in trouble.â She stuck her tongue out at me, before walking out and leaving me alone in the small space.
âWait. Come back!â I whined.
âLetâs go.â She held her hand out to me, which I took quickly, like a lovesick little puppy. I was completely and utterly at her mercy. âI promise we will finish what we started later.â She kissed me tenderly, the taste of her sweet lips leaving a tingling feeling on my lips. âWhen we have all the time in the world.â
The drive to the venue felt like a personal attack. Sheâs sitting next to me, but I wanted her on me. I glanced down at her legs, fighting the urge to slide my hand up her thigh. She has to know how much sheâs torturing me right now.
This was going to be the longest night of my life.
I hadnât even been on stage for five minutes before the yearning reached new heights.
I couldnât help but notice how her hips moved along with the music. Everything about her was so damn distracting, so damn alluring. The way her top hung low enough to accentuate the curve of her beautiful chest. I wanted nothing more than to bury my face right in between her perfect breasts.
I missed a few steps and forgot a few lyrics just knowing she was a few feet away from me. The thought of her dancing to the sound of my voice made me feel like I could bust any second. I needed off this stage and in her. I needed to be inside of her more than I needed air.
She smiled brightly when I glanced over at her, if she only knew I was imagining all the possible ways I could ravage her.
I needed to feel her perfect skin against mine.
My eyes found hers again as I signaled for the band to take over. I ignored the confused looks as I scurried off to the side of the stage, grabbing her wrist and dragging her along with me.
âMichael! What are you doing?â She asked loudly, securing a hold on my arm with her other hand. âYouâre really squeezing my hand!â
âHere.â I gestured with my head, taking her into a tiny secluded corner backstage. I dove into her lips, sliding my hands down, gripping her ass with all my strength. My grip was tighter than the fabric around my growing erection.
âMichael.â The sound of her voice filling my ears as the taste of her faded from my tongue. âBabe. You left in the middle of a song. Whatâs going on? Are you okay?â
âI need you.â I begged, my voice vibrating along her skin while I sucked on her neck. âRight here. Right now.â I murmured, unbuckling my belt and dropping pants. Iâve never moved so fast in my life.
âMichael, someone could catch us.â She rested her palms on my chest. âWhen I said weâd finish what we started later, this is not what I meant.â
âWell, then, we will have to be quick.â Ignoring her last statement and the way she emphasized the word later. I lifted her up, laying her down on top of a large amp before she could respond. I was quick to unbutton her bottoms, ripping them off her legs.
âMichaelââ
âIâve been dying to taste you since I watched you get ready for tonight.â I buried my face in between her legs, the sweetness of her essence, causing my eyes to roll back as I was flooded with pleasure. âYou have the prettiest pussy.â
âOh. My. God.â She propped herself up on her elbows, watching my every move with lust filled eyes. âShit! Right there!â The bass from the amp, sending continuous waves through our bodies, the need for each other matching the intense frequency of the music. âMichael!â I felt her fingers snake through my hair, her soft moans telling me everything I need to know as I sucked harder on her clit.
The sound of footsteps traveling up and down the hallway, heightened our senses. I knew they were looking for me, but I couldnât bring myself to care. The way her body shivered under my touch, her sweet voice whimpering for me, every part of her was perfect.
âLet them know baby.â I urged her to scream my name, knowing how much she was struggling to keep quiet.
âTheyâll hear us. Ohââ I pulled away and looked deep into her eyes. She looked flustered as I slowly moved my fingers across her thigh. âWhere are you going?â She pouted.
âBaby, you gotta let them know.â I began leaving a trail of gentle kisses in her inner thighs. âLet them know how good Iâm making you feel.â
âMichael, I donât want them to find us.â She whispered nervously, I halted my movements again.
âWell, I guess we can just stop and head back out there.â
âMichael!â She said loudly, sitting up quickly and gripping my collar. âIf you leave me here after you got me all worked up, I swearââ I kissed her roughly, stopping her attempt to intimidate me.
âWe wonât get caught.â I said against her lips, my fingers roamed her body, finding my way deep within the most precious part of her. My fingers dancing in a circular motion, her walls were pulsating as my thumb rubbed in her clit.
âOh. My. Michael!â Her head fell back, chest rapidly moving up and down. âThat feels soâ Michael! Oh!â She bit her lip, droplets of sweat forming on her forehead while she struggled to catch her breath. I was loving it.
âYou look so hot right now.â She looked at me, her eyes darkened before she hopped off the amp, wrapping her legs around me. I stumbled, my back colliding with equipment cases, carefully I sat on one and guided her to sit on my lap. She didnât waste anytime lifting herself up, I could feel her warm folds massaging my tip.
âBabe, youââ she pushed her hips into me, the smooth skin of her ass laid against my thighs and she held my gaze. My cock was enveloped with her warmth. I shut my eyes, focusing on the sensation of her body on top on mine, the sweetness of being buried deep inside of her. Oh, she feels so good.
âNow, letâs hear you.â Her soft voice sounded into my ear, her thrusting was painfully slow, but so good, so lovely to watch. âLet them know baby.â She repeated my words to me. A devilish smile spreading across her face.
She tugged at the zipper of my silver long sleeve, her eyes roamed my chest as she squeezed at my bare shoulders. She wet her lips with her tongue. I watched her intently, her eyes focused on me, looking at me through her long eyelashes. Oh, shit. This woman is going to be the end of me. Closing the space between us, she kissed me, her lips moved so tenderly against mine. The strength of her tongue was mesmerizing, I could feel her affect on me all throughout my body.
âY/Nââ I replied lowly, too high off of watching her ride me.
âNo. No. No.â She stopped her hips, holding herself close enough, keeping only the tip of my dick inside of her. She knows exactly what sheâs doing to me.
âPlease.â I squeezed her hips, begging her to move against me again. âBaby, please.â The sudden halt in movement was driving me wild. I needed to be inside of her. I needed to feel every part of her, more than Iâve ever needed anything before.
âPlease what?â She lowered herself slightly, a shock of energy shot down to my toes. She feels so good, I need more.
âY/N, please.â I let out a shaky breath. âBaby, I need you.â My hands lingered, tracing the goosebumps littering her skin. âI need to feel you, all of you.â My fingertips dug into her ass, feeling helpless as the desperation took over me. âY/N, baby, fuck me. I want you to ride me. I need you toââ
She took me all in quickly, her movements sharp and full of emotion. I pushed her top open, admiring her beautiful breasts bounce in front of me. I felt my body shiver at the sensation. The moans falling from my lips were like nothing Iâd ever heard before, but it felt spectacular.
âFuck!â My hips buckled, no amount of her was too much. I want it all. âIâm gonnaââ
âDo it.â She ordered breathlessly, her kisses getting harder as her hips continued to hypnotize me. Fuck, how did I get so lucky.
âBabyââ
âCum for me.â She interrupted, her voice low with her command. I moaned into her mouth as that sweet feeling built up inside of me. The rhythm of her movements intrigued me. Through tired eyes, I watched as she moved up and down, her warm walls convulsing around me. I tried to catch my breath, resting my face against her breasts and nibbling at her smooth skin. âThat feels good.â She hummed, I wrapped my arms around her waist, desperately needing something to hold onto. Her every movement was heavenly.
âOh! SâShit.â I groaned breathlessly, I felt weak, being with her was intoxicating, but to cum inside her was a whole different feeling. She makes me feel so alive.
âI canât believe we just did that.â She giggled into my neck. âI kind of want to do it again.â
âOh, now youâre talking.â I pounced, pinning her hands up above her head. âWhy is it that I always want to be inside of you?â I whispered over her lips.
âMichael?â
Y/N squealed, her eyes widening as I fell on top of her, doing my best to cover her body. I turned my head slightly and I saw my bodyguard, Bill, he was awkwardly staring at the ground, trying to look anywhere but us.
âHey Bill, whatâs up?â Y/N asked innocently, for the second time today. I quickly gathered her clothing off the floor, shielding her body with mine as she got dressed.
âUh, hey doll, umâ Michael, you gotta get back out there.â He was turned around, his back to us while we frantically helped each other look presentable again.
âOkay, okay, Iâm coming.â
âAgain?â Y/N whispered to me, stifling her giggles against my chest.
âIf youâre up for it.â I mumbled back.
âMichael.â Billâs stern voice stealing our attention again. This time he was back looking at us, I couldnât tell if he was upset or impressed. âYou have toââ he pointed behind him, in the direction towards the stage.
âWe were just heading back!â I smiled, walking past him, my arm hung proudly around my girl.
âWell, that was risquĂ©.â Bill was shaking his head. âI couldâve went my whole life without seeing or hearing any of that.â
âWe were just talking.â Y/Nâs voice put a smile on my face. She wasnât the least bit convincing.
âSure doll. Whatever you say.â Bill replied sarcastically, a deep husky laugh erupted from him as he followed closely behind us.
As we walked through the curtains, I could see the stage, but I wasnât ready to part from her.
âThat was perfect.â I rubbed her back, slowly pulling her into me and lifting her up off the ground.
âYouâre perfect.â She smiled, biting at her bottom lip. âI really want to kiss you.â She pouted.
âWhat my lady wants, my lady gets.â
I placed her back on the floor, dipping her swiftly and kissing her perfect lips.
âIâll see you soon.â She smiled.
âI canât wait.â I shouted, running back on stage as a deafening roar sounded from the crowd.
As the beginning chords of Another Part Of Me played, I began dancing around the stage. Y/N was dancing, she looked so happy, she was always so supportive. Finally, she noticed my stare, looking back at me. I spun, pointing at her as I came to a stop, keeping up with the beat of the instruments. Her eyes widened, I could tell she was holding back a smile. She pointed at her pants then at me. What?
Sheâs mouthing something to me.
What?
She put her hand above the zipper of her pants, mouthing again.
âZipper.â
I continued dancing, discretely feeling below my belt. Crap.
She watched on worriedly, her hands resting on the sides of her face and mouthing the words âIâm so sorry.â My girl. I could tell she was blaming herself, she always cared so damn much, so I laughed it off, winking at her.
Weâre sendinâ out
I sang quickly into the microphone, spinning around, throwing my arm in the air and posing with my back to the audience.
A major love
The crowd sang back as I took the opportunity to zip up pants.
And this is our message to you
Y/N was giggling, blowing kisses to me as I brought the microphone back to my mouth. There were thousands of people present, millions watching the live broadcast to witness my little incident. I should be consumed with embarrassment right now.
The planets are linin' up
I should feel shame.
We're bringin' brighter days
I should feel humiliated.
They're all in line waitin' for you
Yet, somehow I wasnât. I was happy because seeing that beautiful smile on Y/Nâs face brought me all the comfort I needed.
Can't you see?
You're just another part of me
#michael jackson#michael joseph jackson#king of pop#michael jackson imagine#michael jackson x reader#michael jackson fanfic
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â¶Stray Kids reacting to their s/o ignoring when she's being sexualizedⶠ(HCS)
Summary: You are being sexualized by people because of your body, but you're so used to this, that you simply choose to ignore that.
It was a request!
A little note: To the person who requested, if you read this, I'm really sorry for what is happening to you:( Also, I couldn't really do exactly as you asked me, because my brain is refusing to cooperate with me sometimes! But I hope you like it!
Warning: Swearing. Some comments about body parts. Mention of food and drinks. Probably some writing errors.
Genre: A bit of angst. Fluff. (I don't know other ones???)
Pairing: Bf!Skz x Fem!Reader
Bang Chanâ
He was simply shocked when this happened for the first time in front of him
You two were just taking a stroll in a park, enjoying together your little time off both of you had that same day, which is a pretty rare occasion
And all of a sudden you hear some nasty and disgusting comments about your body coming from an old man
While poor Chan was feeling sick hearing that someone could say something like this in the a public space, without feeling ashamed of themselves, you simply ignored it
"My love, how could you just ignore something like that? Do you want me to go and talk to him??"
"Channie, it's ok. I'm used to it by now."
Now he's even more shocked
What do you mean used to it???
How many times did this happened???
Why didn't you told him anything yet???
He has so many questions and he feels so bad that there's not much he can do about your situation...
Lee Minhoâ
This was happening as the two of you were on a date at a restaurant
And one man who was sitting at the next table, was looking intensely at your chest, even throughout your shirt
You just ignored his gross looks and focused on other things
But your boyfriend couldn't
He was pissed.
He doesn't want to accept that someone is looking at you like you're some kind of object and you to just ignore it like it's a normal thing
Even if it is normal for you, unfortunately
"You need to stand up for yourself when this happens!"
"Why? It's much more easier to just ignore them and don't show any reaction. They wouldn't understand anyway."
If you don't stand up for yourself when this happens to you, he will
And next time this happens, Minho will send deadly glares towards the people who dares sexualize you in any way
If that doesn't work, he'll go and have a little talk with them
You will need to stop him before getting his ass in trouble with JYP
Seo Changbinâ
This one takes place at the gym
You were doing some squats, and a group of men was constantly checking your butt and disgustingly smirking at each other
And of course, doing unnecessary comments
Wants to have a little talk with them part 2... Even though he's outnumbered
But stops when he sees that you don't give a flying fuck about this whole situation
"Babe, you really don't care? The way they commented about your body is unacceptable and disgusting..."
"Bin, I'm used to it. It's happening more often than you think."
Now he's all pouting, sad and disappointed with himself for not noticing sooner
And of course, disappointed with the people who can do such things
"You shouldn't be used to this, babe..."
Hwang Hyunjinâ
During one of your photoshoots for modeling, the photographer was starting to make you pose more and more sexy
Indecent actually
Like, almost Playboy style
But you just tried to brush it off
On the other hand, Hyunjin, who came along with you just to keep you company during this session, wasn't exactly happy about what just happened
He's having a pit in his stomach after all of that and you can tell he's angry
He will just tell the photographer to fuck off and takes you out of that place as fast as possible
"Hyunnie, what's wrong??"
"You're seriously asking this...? You've just been sexualized and you're asking me what's wrong?"
"It was happening so many than you could think off... I just don't care too much anymore."
Now he's furious and grossed out.
Of course Hyunjin wouldn't let you go back to the same photographer, despite your reassurances that everything is fine
And he'll search himself for someone else who to be trusted with you
Han Jisungâ
(I don't have any ideas of scenarios heređ)
You two went out for some ice cream, and suddenly someone says something like 'I have something better for you to lick'
Han is about to go and deal with him, until you stop him
"Ji, don't waste your time with that."
"But-..."
"Just ignore him."
He's honestly confused as to how unbothered you are
Makes him question himself how many times did this happened before and never noticed
"Does... Does this happened frequently...?"
"Yeah."
"HUH?!?"
He'll start from now on to look after you and pay attention to your surroundings constantly
Lee Felixâ
You both were at a TV show when this happens and having an interview
After a while, the hosts attention is focused just on you and starts telling suggestive jokes about you
Probably to entertain who's watching the show
But you don't pay attention at all to them
Felix by now is mad.
And a little disappointed that you don't react at all about this
You know the expressions he always have when he's jealous/mad about something?
Yeah... That's how I'm imagining him right now
Moving on...
After the show is over, of course he'll start questioning you
"How could you just brush those jokes off like you being sexualized is a normal thing???"
"Because it's a normal thing, unfortunately."
"What...?"
Poor Felix, he will probably start crying after hearing this :(
Kim Seungminâ
(Out of ideas part2)
Location for this one?
The beach.
You are wearing a one piece costume, not feeling like showing too much skin this time
But this never stopped two man to approach you
And starts make unnecessarily comments about how you should wear a bikini instead, because that's what men wants to see
Seungmin went to get you two drinks, and right when they said those gross things, he came back
He expected you to say something back to those men
But you straight up ignored them and started scrolling on your phone
Leaving Seungmin to get rid of the pests
He just fake tripped on his own feet and threw the cold drinks, with ice in them, on the men skin
Skin that probably was warm of because how much they stood in the sun
They just scattered away in the contact with the extremely cold liquids, and muttering some curses under their breaths
"I didn't know you can be so lame to not talk back in these situations."
"I talked back enough. No one listened. So I don't bother anymore."
"... I'll go grab other drinks..."
Most likely feels bad for saying that now that he knows you're struggling with this everyday
Will make sure to be the who speaks up for you next time something similar happens again
Yang Jeonginâ
I.N was doing a live, with you being somewhere in the background, laying in bed and minding your own business
You were also reading some of the comments that people had left in I.N chat, from your phone
Both of you saw a pretty nasty comment left from a "fan" about your body and how hot you looked laying like that in bed
But neither of you said anything about it
I.N didn't said anything, cuz he hopped you didn't saw it
You just ignored the comment, truth be told
Shortly after that comment was left in poor boy's chat, he ended it, feeling too sick to continue the live
"Are you ok, Innie? You look a little pale..."
"Y-Yeah... It's just... I read a comment that made me feeling unsettled."
"Oh? The one about me? I just ignored it. I've gotten even worse."
If I.N wasn't pale before, he is now
He just couldn't understand how anyone could say something like this so easily
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Johnny x celeb reader n thereâs a party for other celebs etc. and thereâs a bunch of paparazzi, a day or two before Johnny n reader had a quarrel and reader shows up to the party in a revenge dress. basically giving a show for all the paparazzi while avoiding johnny
up to u on how it ends! (sorry if my request didnât make senseđđ)
â paparazzi | johnny cage
âź wc. 1.3k â ïž warning(s): fem!reader
lowkey wanna do a nsfw part 2 but idk i'll think abt it ⥠be sure to check out my work on ao3 â gravesforgirls !!
He'd been pissing you off all afternoon, whining about how you shouldn't have even taken the role because your co-star was way too friendly with you. He'd spam his socials with selfies of the two of you, you'd get swarmed by paparazzi for grabbing a coffee together in between scenes, and there were even rumors floating about that you'd dropped Johnny for him. Of course, all of it was utter bullshit to stir up drama and get clicks, but you didn't think it'd get to Johnny the way it did.
"Oh, c'mon. He was all over you the whole goddamn interview!"
You roll your eyes, pressing a manicured finger to your temple. "Jesus Christ, Johnny, I'm not in the mood for this right now. You know there's nothing going on."
He huffs as you plop down on the edge of the bed to pull off your heels.Â
"Do I? Cause the more shit that leaks, the more it looks like there is something going on. He's always touching you and shit."
"C'mon Johnny, do you really think I'd cheat on you with some guy I met five months ago?"
He sucks his teeth, staring down at you with his arms crossed over his chest.Â
"Y'know, I don't really know what to think right now."
You gape at him for a moment, scoffing as you stand from the bed.
"Are you seriously accusing me of cheating on you? Oh my God, you are such an asshole." You move to walk out the door.
"Where the hell are you going?"
"The guest bedroom. Come talk to me when you're done being a dick."
He's still out of the house by the time you're stepping out of the bedroom, the satin of your mini dress hugging every curve perfectly, heels clicking against the shiny tiled floor as you make your way out of the house. You knew he'd be blowing up your phone the minute he gets home and realizes you're gone, but you're too worried about getting to the party on-time to think about it too much, slipping into the sleek black limo parked in front of the house.
You walk down the moonlit street, arm locked around your co-star's as the cameras flash behind the barrier, snapping any and every angle as you wave to the crowd. You stop for a minute to scribble a couple signatures and pose for some selfies before you're escorted into the venue, giggling to the girl clinging to you as you make a bee-line for the bar. You part ways as you lean against the varnished counter, tapping your nails against the wood as you order a drink.Â
"Hey! I didn't know you were gonna be here!"
You turn to the voice, grinning at him as you pull him into a short hug.
"I wasn't planning on it actually, but there was a little trouble in paradise soâŠ"
He hums softly, giving you a sympathetic nod. "You're still with Johnny?"
You swipe your drink from the counter, taking a sip as you nod. "Yeah, despite what the media thinks. God, I can't believe people actually think I'd ever cheat on him. It really pisses me off."
"Yeah, it's shit. But you're here to have a good time. C'mon."
You roll your eyes with a small laugh as he pulls you away from the bar, letting him drag you into the crowd.
You're posed for a photo op when your phone buzzes in your clutch, and you can already guess who it is as you step away to check the notification.
where are you  8:05 p.m.
You close the message with a sigh, tucking your phone away to join your friends back in the booth.Â
You hadn't noticed the constant buzzing of your phone as you go about the rest of the night, too busy dancing to pay attention to the device. It's only when you step away to touch up your makeup in the bathroom that you pull out your phone, sighing at the onslaught of messages that cover your lock screen.
where are you  8:35 p.m. where are you  9:03 p.m. are you still mad at me  9:42 p.m. missed call  10:01 p.m. call me  10:04 p.m. missed call  10:16 p.m. missed call  10:36 p.m. please call me  10:53 p.m. missed call   11:04 p.m. are you okay?  11:05 p.m.
You're about to turn your phone off when it buzzes again, and you huff out a small sigh as you answer the call, eyeing your nails as his voice cuts through the phone.
"Jesus Christ, why don't you answer your goddamn phone? I've been texting you all night. Where are you?"
You lean over the sink to prod at your makeup in the mirror. "Relax, babe. I was busy."
You can hear him grumble something under his breath. "Relax? My girlfriend disappears and doesn't answer the phone for four hours and I'm not supposed to get worried?" He pauses for a second. "Is that music? Where the hell are you?"
You roll your eyes, fixing your hair.
"I'm at a party, Johnny. Am I not allowed to go out alone?"
"No, I just would've liked a heads-up that you were gonna be out so I didn't freak out. Are you coming home soon?"
You hum as you think for a moment.
"Probably not, so don't wait up for me. I gotta go."
"Wait, are youâ"
You hang up before he can finish his sentence, grinning at your friends as you emerge from the bathroom.Â
You're sat on one of the uncomfortable bar stools when you feel a tap on your shoulder, and your expression tightens as you turn around.
"What are you doing here?"
He gives you a look, crossing his arms over his chest.
"Can we talk for a second?"
You glance between your friends and his cute little frown, sighing as you slip off the stool.
"Make it quick."
He ushers you away from the crowd and out one of the back entrances, eyeing your outfit for a moment before he speaks.
"Since when do you go to these kinds of parties?"
"Since tonight. Why do you care so much that I'm here? It's not like you never go to parties." You lean back against the cool brick of the building, mirroring his posture.
"Look, if this is about last night, I'm sorry. Those stupid rumors got to me and I was being an asshole. I was planning on going out to dinner tonight actually, but obviously that fell through..." He steps closer to wrap a hand around your waist, the other tucking some hair back. "Can we just go home and go to sleep? I really don't want you to be mad at me."
You push his hand down with a small scoff, but you lean into his chest as you stare up at him. "You're so stupid. C'mere."
Your hands come up to cup the sides of his face, pressing a short kiss to his lips that he chases, pressing you against the wall as his other hand settles over your hip. Your arms curl around his neck to pull him impossibly closer, fingers combing through his short hair as he hums against your lips. He draws back for a second to run his eyes all over your figure, raising an eyebrow as you let a small grin pull at your lips.
"Where'd this pretty little thing come from?"
He leans in to drop a couple kisses to your throat, hands slipping over your hips to grab at your ass through the silky satin.
"I was saving it for a special occasion."Â
You tug at his hair to pull him away, sticking a quick kiss to his lips as you push a hand against his chest. "Let's get out of here before we get caught."
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virgin mary?
delinquent niki x student reader
warnings-high school bullies, mention of inappropriate things (sex, lingerie, gangs,) underage drinking, and crying
you were a good student, good grades, good looks, and you were a virgin, surprise. you were known for not having any bodies, while the people bullied you, well, weren't virgins. you dressed much more modestly than the others, who wore tube tops and shorts that exposed their behind.
but why?
oh, the reason in simple. you were bullied for your body, nothing was wrong with it, it was beautiful, but Yuna and her gang gaslighted you into thinking you were ugly when you were freshmen. it went from wearing crop tops and short ish skirts to jeans and long sleeved tops that covered your entire body. up until senior year.
now niki was a trouble maker but only sometimes. in school, he was a straight A student and got in trouble often but not enough that he got suspended or expelled. one day, he got called to the principals office
'so, the janitors found this in your locker last night. Yunho said you and some others were drinking after school hours' he placed 4 beer bottles on his desk and sighed. 'you wont be suspended or expelled, but you have to clean between classes and tutor on saturday mornings at 8 am here at school.' he scoffed at the principal and left.
saturday morning comes and the bus picks him up, ten minutes later, you get on the bus. he watched in admiration as you picked up a book. he talks to you and you become friends.
over time, you trust him more and you know he wont pressure you to anything. one day at lunch, Yuna's friend, Yujin, talks to you/
'you know, youd be so much prettier if you bought makeup, but in he nicest way possible. youre just so cute and.... innocent. eat lunch with me!'
she grabbed your wrist, forcing you to follow. you get there and everyone stares at you, gasping and whispering. Haechan and Minji are making out, like always and they come up to you, staring.
you look at the paper in Yujins hand and tear fill your eyes. they edited a picture of you. they cut out the face of a lingerie model, wearing a hot pink set of lingerie, posing in a way that shows her cleavage and behind, replacing it with yours.
the picture said 'virgin mary? maybe not!' you backed up and ran, bumping into nikis chest as he pulls you into a hug.
'hey, hey, shh its okay im here' he reassures you its alright without even knowing whats happening. he walks to Yujin and snatches the paper.
'no wonder you guys have been so close these days, youve got little virgin mary give it up to you and send you nude photos.' Haechan scoffs and goes back to making out with his girlfriend.
niki punches him in the face and runs away with you, taking you to his car.
'hey, hey, look, its okay. theyre just a bunch of shitheads who are insecure'
you sobbed into his shoulder and he placed a kiss on your forehead.
'i love you, riki' you let out a sob almost immediately.
'i love you too'
a few moments of silence go by and he speaks up
'hey, theres stil three hours until we go home, wanna drive around?'
you nod slowly and get in the car. you drive around the neighborhood and get some lunch, due to not being able to eat because of the whole fiasco.
he confesses his true feelings, not daring to make eye contact. you reciprocate and kiss him, cleaning up your food. he drove you home and you flopped on you bed thinking, 'the worst and best day of my life'
#mia !!#im-yn-suckers#enhypen fluff#enhypen fanfiction#nishimura niki x reader#niki ff#niki x reader#nishimura riki#niki fanfic#enhypen niki#niki scenarios#niki imagines#enha niki#ni ki#ni ki fluff#niki#niki blurbs#niki fluff#niki x y/n#niki x you#nishimura niki#enhypen#enha#enha fluff#enha imagines#enha x reader#enha x y/n#enha x you#enha scenarios
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So many weird choises with the social media plot. It didn't work for me for three reasons.
First: It's stupid
The royal court left Simon and Wille completely alone to deal with the media. The court with a massive PR-team relies on the troubled 16-year-old prince to keep his boyfriend's social media behavior in check. Okay. I guess everyone in the court were busy trying to bring some life into Ludvig while Kristina was too sad and no-one thought to give her pills before episode six đ„Č (good thing that hearing how bad parent she is cured her depression)
I read a theory that leaving Wille to handle Simon's social media was intentional on the court's part to drive a wedge between Wille and Simon. It's a good theory if you believe in the evil monarchy (I guess Lisa does). I didn't see any indication about it in the show though. In episode 3 after Simon posts the First of May photo, Farima tells Wilhelm, "Talk to him. Or we will." This makes me think that it was Wilhelm and Simon in the first place who denied the court to have any contact with Simon. That I can believe at some level.
Simon would want his autonomy, but I don't understand his naivety concerning social media, especially since he recently was a victim of a grave online violation and got unwanted attention because of it. I assumed that he was already laying low in regards to social media after the sex video.
Wille was trying to talk to Simon about not posting with sensitivity and he apologises that Simon must do accomodations because of his Crown Prince status. Why didn't Simon listen at all?
Second: It doesn't fit the narrative
I have a hard time understanding why Simon felt so erased after deleting his social media. It was never established in YR universe that social media meant so much to Simon unlike in the case of Felice, for whom it played a big part in season one. She used it to create a version of herself that she felt other people wanted to see. In YR posting on social media has often been about conveying an image: Felice at the stables despite not wanting to ride, August posing at the gym while suffering from eating disorder. It didn't fit the show's use of social media that an authentic person like Simon would feel so sad about deleting his account.
I got the impression that Simon used little social media. It was implied that it was for example his first song that he posted (he got a comment that was surprised he could sing). So social media hadn't been an outlet where he commonly shared his creativity. Simon seemed to be sorry to delete pictures of people he saw all the time anyway, family and close friends. It's not good storytelling that we didn't see any foreshadowing about Simon's feelings towards social media earlier in the show.Â
Third: It breaks my heart
The part that actually makes me cry is that it was established in season one that Wille and Simon truly see each other despite their differences. Wille was the first one in Hillerska to treat Simon friendly and be interested in him and it made Simon feel special and seen. In the same way Simon saw Wilhelm as a person first rather than a prince. Isn't that a big part why we fell in love with their love? Isn't Wille the person that makes Simon feel seen and not strangers in his social media? đ
There where so many things that created or could have created drama between them; the drugs, August, Micke, their different backgrounds, homophobia, classism. I don't think that Simon posting was a needed storyline in the show.
Sorry to be a complete romantic, but the way Simon looks at Wille from season oneâI thought he'd happily toss his phone to the lake to finally be with this boy.
#I hate to have mixed feelings about season 3#trying to make sense of them#young royals#young royals analysis#young royals social media plot#young royals season 3
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Brain and Heart
Ignis Scientia x reader
Warnings: Fluff, rejection
Requested by @batsandbirdsposts
Tysm for making this request! I hope you like it!!! (Iâm sorry it took so long đ)
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Stepping outside, you stared out at the sky full of stars above. Even if they couldnât deliver any comfort tonight, you needed this moment to clear your head.
Then you heard the soft crackle of the fire. When you turned your head, A small luminescent campfire glowed at the center of camp. Ignis was sitting next to the flame.
His features were softened by the glow of the fire. A soft streak of light highlighted his face. His hair was disheveled, contrasting with his usual spiked pompadour.
He looked content⊠almost ethereal, like some sort of celestial being. You approached slowly, to not startle him, âHey there, Specs.â
He didnât look surprised when he caught sight of you and simply said, âCare to join me?â
As he gestured towards the ground, you walked towards him and sat next to the small patch of grass he was patting.
Ignis shifted into a more comfortable pose before breaking the silence with his eloquence. âItâs not like you to be up so lateâŠâ Looking directly at the embers of the campfire, he continued. âIs something troubling you?â
âI could ask the same,â You tried to give him a smile despite the abrupt awkwardness in the silence.
For a short moment, Ignis said nothing. He kept his gaze firmly planted on the embers as they rose into the air. âItâs been difficult to fall asleep latelyâŠâ His voice softened, then so did his eyes as he looked at the sky.
A sigh left your lips as you ran a hand through your hair. âSame here⊠Somethingâs been on my mind.â You swallowed hard, almost too afraid to admit it.
You fiddled with your hands in your lap, staring at the fire alongside him.
His gaze drifted from the stars, towards you, and settled on your face. It seemed as though he wanted to say something else but he refrained. He merely kept his eyes on you, a silent plea for you to continue.
So you did, âItâs about NoctâŠâ you paused, taking a deep breath. âHow much I care about him.â
Ignis observed your face, his eyes boring into yours, which somehow brought you comfort. He sighed quietly, âI think we all feel that wayâŠâ He glanced at the flames dancing in front of him.
After a few moments, his voice returned to normal, sounding distant. âPerhaps you shouldnât dwell on your feelings⊠But donât forget who you are. We will never lose Noctis, but we should not hold onto him so tightly.â A faint hint of concern shone briefly in his eyes. âWe all love himâŠâ Then he added in a softer tone, âeven if he has trouble showing it in return.â
That statement gave you pause.
âThatâs not what I meant-â You said, trying to explain your point of view to him. But then you realized that you werenât even sure what you meant. âI just⊠wish things were different.â
âYou wish he wouldâve chosen you instead of Lunafreya? You have feelings for him, do you not?â He interjected with utmost speed and punctuation.
You shook your head vehemently. âNot really. I mean, yes. Of course, I do. But thatâs not the point.â Iggyâs glass fogged up with surprise, but it was only faint. âWhat exactly is the point of this talk, (Name)?â
âI donât knowâŠâ You replied truthfully, looking anywhere but at him. Silence descended on the two of you again. You leaned backward until you were laying flat on your back, staring up at the black sky. You felt yellow all over, going stiff from the anxiousness.
Neither of you spoke until Ignis broke the silence once again. âDo you love Noct?â His emerald gaze fell upon you once more. The question caught you off guard not because of its nature, but because of his tone when he asked. He sounded anxious.
It sent a shiver down your spine, making you want to curl into yourself even further. You wondered if you should lie. âWell⊠I⊠uhâŠâ Words wouldnât come to you. Cottonmouthed, all you could manage was a defeated sigh. âYes, I love himâŠâ
At that simple answer, Ignis visibly relaxed, although you could tell the tension in his shoulders wasnât entirely gone. âI see,â he muttered softly.
The fire was beginning to die out, getting dimmer and dimmer. âAnd yet, you do not pursue anything. What happens to the relationship between you and him if you keep waiting?â The fire cast eerie shadows over both of you; the flickering light made it seem like the two of you were facing each other.
You slowly rose back into a sitting position. âI want to tell him, I do. ButâŠâ You paused again. The words stuck in your throat.
âBut I donât think it would go well.â You balled up your fists against your leg, looking at the ground sheepishly.
Ignis draped an arm around your shoulder and pulled you close to him. âA confession isnât guaranteed to change the circumstances. All one can do is hope. That hope may be futile, but that doesnât mean it shouldnât be attempted.â
You leaned your head against his shoulder, shrouding yourself in silence for yet another long moment. âHow do you get to be so wise, Iggy?â
As expected, a warm chuckle escaped his lips. âHuman nature I suppose.â He squeezed your shoulder gently before releasing his grip, âThough Iâm not as knowledgeable as I seem.â
He turned his head slightly and looked at you. Although it might have looked innocent, it held the slightest trace of worry within it. âThere are times when people need encouragement to make their way forward. And I am always here to assist.â
His expression softened, turning gentle.
You smiled weakly in response. Just after a while, he stood up from the ground, looking down at you and offering his hand. âGet some rest. Tomorrow might bring with it many chances for you.â
The next day, you woke up with a heavy feeling inside your chest. The sun shone brightly through the tent flap, painting everything orange and yellow.
It was a new day, and you were brimming with confidence thanks you Iggyâs encouragement.
Leaving the tent, you immediately searched for Noctis. Though he wasnât at the camp when you searched around.
Noctis was sitting near the lakeâs shore, holding a sword in the palm of his hand as he watched the water. He looked like he was roughed up pretty well; no doubt he was training with Gladio all morning.
Seemingly lost in thought, the prince had a vacant look on his face as though he was thinking deeply about something. Every so often his hand would run over the blunt end of the blade before looking at the lake once again.
His features were hardened by the reflection of the lake on his skin, shielding the scenery around him in a soft blue dye. His eyes were narrowed with a cold expression that gave you butterflies just by looking into them.
Hair disheveled, and skin covered in bruises, Noct managed to look as majestic as ever.
After a few moments of watching him silently, you took a deep breath and decided enough was enough. âHey, Noct.â You greeted him in a cheery tone as you approached him.
At hearing your voice, Noctis looked up and blinked. âHey,â he managed in an exhausted tone. There were dark rings under his eyes; not having gotten enough rest either. And didnât seem to be in the mood to talk.
âGladio beat your ass again?â You chuckled softly with an amused smile tugging at your lips as you crossed your arms.
Noct only scoffed and rolled his eyes at the comment, planting his sword on the ground. âOnly cause heâs a monster. All about âpowerâ and âstrengthâ⊠Stuff like thatâŠâ He groaned as he stood up, rubbing the hell out of his sore neck.
Stepping away from the rock you were just leaning on, you moved closerâleaving enough space between the two of you. âI could give you some pointers if you wanna try again-â At the utterance of your suggestion, he cut your words short.
âYeah right. Iâm done.â He interjected almost comically, sitting on the grass and then falling onto his back. âI donât think I can take any more of this.â He threw his arms out, causing the grass under his arms to rustle.
A small laugh escaped you as you sat beside him, looking up at the clouds in the sky, which appeared to be forming a perfect circle. âItâs only for a little while longer,â You turned to him with a hopeful look in your eyes.
âOnce you get marriedâŠâ
Suddenly the air was taken from your lungs. Your body went rigid as the words registered in your brain. âMarriedâŠâ You repeated much quieter; your mood turned sour.
Noctis seemed to sense your sudden shift, as his gaze shifted towards you, softening as he studied your reaction.
For a brief moment, you saw confusion and uncertainty flash across his face before he completed your statement. âYeah⊠Once I marry Luna, weâll have an advantage over the empire.â He raised a brow at you as if you werenât already aware of the fact.
You swallowed hard, trying not to grimace from the embarrassment you felt at the moment. âRightâŠâ You managed to breathe out, clearing your throat. âThen youâll be leaving⊠With her?â
Noctis raised both brows and leaned in your direction. âOf course not. Where did you get that idea?â Even though he didnât sound annoyed, but rather curious, it still caused you to shrink down a bit inside.
You looked away, avoiding his curious gaze. âNothing... just wonderingâŠâ An intense amount of heat flowed to your face, making you sweat.
Silence engulfed the pair of you again, and tension continued to grow stronger by the minute. It didnât help that tears were beginning to spill from your eyes, yet you didnât know why.
âWhatâs wrong?â He prodded, scooting closer to examine you. However, you were afraid of what might happen if you looked back at him.
You sniffled, âBecauseâŠâ
Your head hung low from the embarrassment you felt. Taking a moment to wipe your eyes until they turned dark and puffy, you sucked up every ounce of courage you had left, forcing out:
âBecause I love you.â
Noctâs hitching breath was uncomfortably audible, âWhat?â He was taken aback by your words. His body went stiff as he sat there wide-eyed and genuinely surprised,
âYou love me?â He repeated a soft utterance of your words, leaning back on his palms and continuing to look at you. âLike, really love me?â
You only managed to nod your head. A few more minutes of silence passed before you began to curl up into a ball.
âI know it makes no difference when I tell you,â Your eyes stayed fixed on the grass in front of you. You couldnât stand to even imagine the look in his eyes anymore. âBut I wanted to.â
He sighed, running his fingers over the grass as he stared straight at the lake, âI always saw us as just friends. You, me, and the guysâŠâ
Visibly uncomfortable with his choice of wording, Noct searched for a better term for his feelings. âI like you all the same.â
âAs friendsâŠâ You returned in a gloomy tone.
âNo, more than thatâŠâ He shook his head and waves his hand out in front of him like he was denying your statement. With a frustrated grunt, he forced out the only thing he would think of:
âI love you as a family!â
It didnât hurt as much as you thought it would. The word âfamilyâ hit you right in the feels and almost brought fresh tears to your eyes, but the heartache was soon replaced with a wave of relief.
âThatâs the only way I can say it,â Noctis showed a hint of remorse for making you feel upset. âSorryâŠâ His apology was genuine, though I necessary since he wasnât at fault for anything.
âIâm sorry for getting all mopeyâŠâ You uttered in a quiet tone, calming yourself down until your breathing was even again. âI knew what to expect and shot for it anyway,â You laughed softly, wiping your tears on your sleeve.
You felt pathetic crying over something like this, but Noct was surprisingly understanding.
He stood up from the grass, offering a hand to you. You accepted it, allowing him to pull you up off the ground.
After brushing yourself off a bit, you glanced back up at Noct and saw that his arms were outstretched. An invitation for a hugâsomething he rarely ever did.
You took the chance, hugging him tight. Closing your eyes, you used the time to lean into him and let your bodies sync in both pulse and movement. You sighed,
âThank you for listening.â You mumbled into his shoulder, holding him tighter with a tender embrace. He patted your back gently, saying nothing before pulling away.
You could tell by the expression on his face that he probably wanted to say something else but decided against it in the end. âYou gonna be okay?â He asked awkwardly.
You nodded, âI think so.â
Walking back uphill to the haven, you noticed Gladio, Prompto, and Ignis packing up the camp as they prepared for the next voyage.
As they spotted you walking toward them, they waved excitedly, âYo! Youâve been gone for a while now. Did something happen?â Prompto inquired, dropping everything as he faced you.
âWas just talking to Noct over thereâŠâ You pointed behind yourself, continuing to walk towards them.
As Ignis stepped away from his makeshift kitchen space, he stepped towards you cautiously. âHow did It go?â He whispered, placing his arm on your back and leading you away from the earshot of the others.
âGuess.â You groaned, leaning into his touch; eventually pressing your forehead on the upper part of his shoulder.
âYou knew what would happen and told me to talk to him anyway. You set me up.â
Though your tone was more playful than hurt, a small part of you regretted even confessing to Noct in the first place. If only Iggy never talked you into it.
You felt his hand travel up your back, slowly making its way to your headâwhere he stroked your hair softly. âMy apologies⊠it is simply impossible for someone to predict what will happen in a situation such as this.â
His eyes seemed to smile at you, yet you could hardly tell through the tinted lens of his glasses.
Sighing, you closed your eyes tightly, feeling your stomach churning... âI knew how it would turn out, and still told him like an idiotâŠâ You felt nauseous.
Ignis gave a soft chuckle, âWell⊠Iâm sure he wonât hold it against you.â His tone was hopeful and gentle as he squeezed your shoulders lightly. He always tried his best to make you feel better.
You nodded absentmindedly. âStill sucks though.â
Ignis, still holding you close, brought you to his cooking spaceâhe hadnât finished packing it all up just yet. âIt will get easier once you get used to it. If you need to talk, you know Iâm always here.â
Your lips curved up a bit as you felt a warm feeling enveloping your chest. âThanks.â You mouthed, stepping away from Ignis and taking a seat on a log.
He stopped in his tracks when he saw you sit down, anticipating your next action behind a blank stare.
âGonna join me, Specs?â Tapping the space on the log beside yourself, you gestured at him expectantly. Ignis looked over at where the others stood, who were doing well on their own, before nodding and following your instruction.
As soon as he was seated, you reached over and grabbed his hand, squeezing it slightly. When you released it again, he looked down at his fingers and smiled faintly. The two of you sat together without saying anything, just enjoying a platonic moment of intimacy in silence.
The calm breeze gently blew through your hair, bringing with it a cool feeling, making you sigh content.
Once again you leaned against him, resting your head on his shoulder. It did feel like Ignis was the only one in the group who truly understood you. You could tell him anything so easily and he would listen with or without reply.
He would just listen with patience and understanding. That alone made you believe he cared about you, which made it easy for you to trust him more and more.
With his hand wrapped around yours, Ignis continued to rub soothing circles on your wrist, hoping that it would calm your nerves a little more.
You closed your eyes, humming softly under your breath and letting out a long breath.
The two of you remained in silent comfort and warmth, enjoying each otherâs company while being able to do nothing but enjoy it.
When the others started to make their way back to join you at the camp, neither of you made any move to get up.
Instead, Ignis kept looking at you and smiling fondly as he watched you relax further into him. His hand squeezed yours again as he turned his head to look up at the sky.
Your breathing was growing softer and eventually, you fell asleep right on his shoulder. With a soft chuckle, Ignis continued to hold you against him while uttering quietly to himself:
âI love you, (name).â
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Oh look! It's another redesign!
Here, have this little illustration based on my Ladybug/Chat Noir re-designs, that I've been slaving away at for the past month (we're just gonna ignore the fact that I started plotting out the costumes and sketched the pose a year ago lol). I know, I know. A redesign? Very original. But hey I haven't done it yet, so that makes it different okđ!
(Gosh, I usually don't post sketches, I feel like this is exposing all my drawing weaknesses lol)
These are some of the first doodles I did. For Marinette I basically looked at some traditional Qui Pao and Hanfu dresses for inspiration and mixed and matched details I liked. I also gave her these little skirt flaps (?? whatever you want to call it) to symbolise the ladybug wings and kept the spots concentrated there. All in all I actually immediately knew what I wanted to do with her costume and pretty much just kept to my first draft, but what really gave me trouble was the hair somehow. I really wanted to incorporate actual antennae (I just think it's cuteđ€§!!!!) but it got too crowded up there so I had to let them go eventuallyđ„ș. In the end I settled for her twin tails pulled up instead of down. To make it look more distinct from her civilian form the idea was also that her hair colour changes to black after the transformation.
Chat Noir on the other hand was so difficultđđđ. I honestly like the original design soo much it was hard to think about alternatives. I wanted something that matched better with my new Ladybug, but I don't think I succeeded much. Also I hyperfocused on giving him this little scarf/oversized collar thing in my first doodles because I thought it looked cool and ended up scrapping it because the little bell is just too iconic not to keep lol. As you can tell from the final illustration there is actually not all that much that made it into the final version, except for the sheer sleeves, the shoes, the claw marks and some neon green details. I also ended up giving both of them some gold accents to make them match a bit more. As with Marinette, the idea is that Adrien's hair changes colour a bit after transforming too. So I envision Adrien having more of the smooth platinum blond in his civillian form and a more brown-ish dirty blond as Chat Noir, to go for the whole stray cat look lol.
I might come back to this one day, to re-do their civilian forms too or make these costumes more practical rather than just focusing on aesthetics (But hey if the show does this than I am allowed toođ!)
#my art#miraculous#miraculous ladybug#ml#mlb#miraculous adventures of ladybug and chat noir#miraculous redesign#ladybug redesign#chat noir redesign#digital art#artists on tumblr#fanart#ml fanart#mlb fanart#ladynoir#shh please don't ask me what marinette's costume looks like from the back I haven't thought that far ok xD!#and on other news guess who finally caught up to season 5? and#WTF WAS THAT ENDING????????????????#RFYVYDVNMKGDYCIFTDHGFYFJHKFUF#like astronomical cringe at certain moments aside I thought season 5 had a pretty good start but then they hit you with those last episodes#and I just????!!!#i don't know why I keep expecting anything from this show when it just keeps spitting in my face??#my rage is immeasurable#damn it I hate how much this damn show has me in an emotional choke hold#I feel like a victim of stockholm syndrome lmao#if anyone is actually reading this far ahead in the tags sorry for the unrelated salt lol but I'm so mad haha
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I've crawled out of my cave after playing Final Fantasy IX for a long ass time what have I missed?
Artist's Notes:
I'M BACK BABY! A while back I made a post with a new style experimentation thingy but I ended up deleting it because it was just kind of a boring face thing, I was planning on doing more art but then I started playing Final Fantasy IX and uhhhh yeah so that game has kind of taken of my brain for the past two weeks and I am 20 hours into the game because I love it so much. I wanted to draw Vivi because Vivi is just really fun to draw ok? I've kinda been feeling really burnt out with my lineless style, mainly because of how hard it was to do lighting. I'll show one of my initial art style tests on the bottom of this post. Again, used to have it be an individual post but it was just one face so it was kinda boring, so might as well include with this one on the subject of art styles. I wanted to kinda mix some aspects of my older style with the sketchy shading lines with a more painterly way of doing the lighting (mainly in the shadows). All in all, I think that's my favourite part about this drawing, it feels nice to finally be able to do some proper lighting again, and I want to experiment even more with my lighting and rendering in future pieces. Also, part of the pant shading got kinda lost in the sketchiness, so for next time I'll probably focus on the clarity of the more sketchy parts of the drawing, since I did go with my initial sketch for the final drawing. I also gave up on the background since I had no idea what to do for it, and I didn't put too much detail into the staff as I forgot which one I gave him in my current playthrough and I didn't want to risk spoiling myself via looking up references, but that's ok I like how the singular yellow circle on it matches Vivi's eyes. Also I was having a bit of trouble figuring out how to draw his body and how to pose him, but I like how the pose turned out a lot. It was inspired by his idle animation when in a battle in game where he does a little shimmy.
Ok I need to talk about Vivi's design because I love it so fucking much oh my god-
I absolutely love how his face is just in complete shadow and only his eyes stand out, it's so cool and unique and I love how they recontextualized the original black mage design from the classic Final Fantasy games. How they did it I won't say because I don't wanna spoil the game, but someone give this poor baby a therapist because he goes through a lot. Actually, same can be said for all of the FFIX cast, they all need therapy (again, I won't spoil anything, please go play the game for yourself).
While I do love almost all the characters in the game, even though Vivi is most fun to draw, my favourite character has to be Zidane (the main protagonist of the game). He's a really fun protagonist, and they could have easily written him as a misogynistic jerk who doesn't respect women but they didn't, and I really appreciate that. He's just an overall cool dude who's a really nice older brother figure to Vivi and also just has a cool character design (who I also want to draw eventually). Initially in the game I was planning on grinding levels for Vivi to make him the tactical nuke of the party, but then that title went to a different character (who was initially multiple levels behind the group since I grinded the party in the starting area way to much before they joined, but now they are two levels ahead of everyone and have pulled the team through a lot of tough battles, again I won't say who it is because it is kind of a spoiler and the way the gameplay actually ties into their character arc is just so good omfg). Once I eventually finish the game I'll probably write a full review on here, so no spoilers until then lol
Also, I've kinda been burning out a bit with making Touhou art, which also made me a bit burnt out with Touhou stuff in general (although I will continue keeping up with the manga) so getting into other things (i.e. Final Fantasy and even Fallout since I've watched the first season of the TV show which is a whole other post for another day) has helped me refresh and given me something new to think about. I've ended up in the exact place I feared ending up, where I would start drawing fanart for it not because I wanted to but because I felt like I had to, so I'm taking a bit of a break. When I do draw Touhou fanart again I'll try to draw for the sake of myself, and to all the other artists and fanartists on this platform (and on any social media for that matter), take care of yourself and don't forget to take breaks when you need to!
(Ok part of that last paragraph was definitley influenced by the good ol' "it's 9:00pm and I need sleeb, but the message at the end still holds up, always take care of yourself)
Oh yeah, and here is that one style experiment I did btw
Man I really fell down the "Yoshitaka Amano art enjoyer" to "Final Fantasy fan" pipe line didn't I?
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Cannn we get a Drabble for Hoseok and husky reader at a fashion showđ„șđ„ș
"There we go." Hoseok softly says with a smile as he holds your hand so you can step out of the car. Cameras are going off all around you, everyone having been already surprised (positively) when Hoseok had been seen at the airport in South korea, leaving with you next to him.
You're dressed in expensive luxury, Dior having made some of the pieces you wear exclusively for you only by Hoseoks request, and he himself loves the sight of it- just how a princess should be treated, he thinks. It's all very simplified clothing, but with little extras and proper adjustments to, for example, accommodate for your tail- the designated cut out part decorated with straps and lace.
He likes this. It's not just 'just cut out some fabric to pull it through and call it a day' how designer brands used to do it in the past. These days, with hard work and much effort and trouble along the way, they finally managed to really put you up to a position where there's standards for you, no matter what you are. You're no longer 'just a hybrid'.
And while it doesn't solve the entire problem of a hybrid's place in society, it's a start.
You're still a bit unsure how to really pose for pictures - you don't know what people would like to see and whatnot. But Hoseok next to you is the assurance that you need - calmly helping you to look at most of the cameras at least once, directing you so you never feel lost. Other celebrities at the show all look your way, and it reminds you that the sight of someone like you - a hybrid - is still not the norm. It's not something that just happens. It's still special.
Fashion shows are both interesting and very hard to handle for you.
Mostly because you tend to become restless after a while, as it's typical for most canine hybrids. Next to you, Hoseok makes sure that you're never uncomfortable. You lean towards him, a silent request for his attention. "How do they walk in those shoes?" You wonder quietly, and Hoseok snickers to himself.
"I don't know. Looks difficult, doesn't it?" He wonders, his hand holding yours tenderly, thumb running circles over the back of your smaller hand.
"Uncomfortable." You mumble in worry. "I hope they don't get hurt." You say, and the idol next to you can't help but grin to himself. You're just too sweet.
After the show ends, it's very clear that you've now exhausted your batteries - unable to really 'pose' anymore or control your reactions to the extent that you were able to before. But the cameras don't seem to mind- a clip of a cameraman calling out to you just for you to wag your tail and grin going viral later on. The man had tripped, his cap falling to the ground close to you, and you'd picked it up without thought, giving it back with a bow that was answered by a 'thank you so much' from the man, and a compliment on how pretty you look- one that drew exactly that viral reaction from you, your gaze immediately nack on Hoseok who smiles warmly, before he helps you back into the car to drive back to the hotel.
And right now, there's no luxury adorning your body anymore- just a comfortable while shirt and some sleep shorts, makeup gone and collar on the table, while Hoseok sits close to you and brushes out your freshly blow-dried tail. "You did great today." He comments, and the tail in his hands immediately moves.
"Thank you." You mumble into the pillows. "Do you think.. the others saw me today?" You say, before yawning.
"Oh, Yoongi-hyung posted something on his Instagram. He definitely watched it." The rapper explains, putting your brush back into his suitcase. "And Taehyung probably did too." He chuckles.
"That's nice." You say. "Can we sleep a bit longer tomorrow?" You wonder, and Hoseok quietly slips under the covers next to you.
"We gotta catch the flight, princess." He sighs. "But you can sleep on the plain." He reassures. You pout.
"But I wanted to eat breakfast here.." you complain quietly. "Eat a French croissant. Like an actually French one, in France and all!" You explain, and Hoseok laughs.
"I'm sure we can have someone pick one up on the way, puppy." He chuckles, brushing his hand over your head as you stretch and yawn again, before holding onto his arm, before you scoot closer, pecking his lips goodnight.
Hoseok and you.. are special.
He's been very open about his feelings towards you for a good while now- admitting his love openly, and reassuring you that everyone else loves you just like that as well- but he can understand that you might not want to believe in it until they've said it too. So for now, until the rest make that jump and confess, you'll simply continue on like you did before.
And hoseok doesn't mind-
Because it's kind of nice, knowing you kiss only him goodnight like this.
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TSUMUGI BIRTHDAY 2024
Mini talk 1
Tsumugi: âŠ..understood, are there any more preparations needed after this?
oh look who it is! Good morning, Anzu-Chan! You seem full of energy as ever !
Fufu, I didnât think that youâd wish me a happy birthday right upon greeting each other! Thank you so much!
Anzu: Has any one else wished you a happy birthday yet?
Tsumugi: Yes, Iâve received many birthday messages from a number of people.
Iâm so glad that you remembered my birthday âȘ
Mini talk 2
Tsumugi: Anzu-chan, youâll be present at todayâs photo shoot, wonât you?
If youâre there with me, Iâll feel at ease while going through with the shoot.
Just like you, I want these photos to turn out well for my birthday, so Iâll do my bestâȘ
Anzu: Iâm looking forward to it
Tsumugi: oh really? But donât set the bar too high or else Iâll find myself in trouble later during the shoot.
In a bit Iâll go look through some birthday like photos to get some ideas.
Mini talk 3
Tsumugi: ah, we just suddenly started chatting away. Weâre still good on time right?
Yes, Iâll start heading there when itâs time.
Iâm looking forward to the shoot later today. Well then, Iâll see you in a bit!
Anzu: until itâs time to shootâŠ
Tsumugi: On your screen⊠is that ⊠SNS? Fufu, everyone I know and even fans are making celebration posts.
Thank you so much. Until the shoot starts, Iâll go through and read everyoneâs posts for a bit
ââââBirthday storyââââ
Tsumugi: (As expected of Anzu-chan, all the preparations made for the shoot are perfect.)
(No matter the job, she always makes sure to never cut any corners.)
(Even if somethingâs really difficult, it doesnât show on her face at all. Anzu-chan is really amazing!)
Aah, Iâm sorry for rudely staring at you . I was just thinking about how well this shoot will turn out!
Thank you for preparing everything for today, I really appreciate itâŠâȘ
ââââââ
Tsumugi: By the way, thereâs something Iâve been curious about for a while now⊠Whatâs with that box thatâs next to the set?
Is it a prop that will be used for the photographs? It has such a beautiful ribbon wrapped around it that my eyes canât help but be drawn to itâŠâŠ
Eh!? Wait, this present is for me? I never expected thatâŠâŠ
Thank you so much! Well then, shall I open this right awayâŠâŠâȘ
Woah, what a dazzling suit! I can wear this for todayâs photo shoot, right? Iâm so happy âȘ
âââââ
Tsumugi: I tried on the suit, how is it?
Fufu, being praised all out like this is making me so embarrassed~
Ah, now even all the staff too. This is somewhat a bit awkward for meâŠ.
But I really like this suit too! Itâs very well made and comfortable to move around in. As expected of Anzu-chan, the suit you prepared is perfect.
Thanks to the suit, looks like this shoot will be a lot more special than I thought Iâd beâȘ
ââââ
Tsumugi: Since Iâve changed into something nice, shall we begin?
Oh right, I thought of some poses before our shoot began but are there any specifics from either Anzu-chan or any staff?
I see. So youâd like me create a fun birthday atmosphere that feels special.
Understood. Iâll come up with something to meet your expectations!
ââââ
Tsumugi: Phew. You took some good photos, didnât you? They really give off a special birthday vibe~âȘ
To Anzu-chan and all the staff, thank you so much! I really appreciate it!
Umm Anzu-chan, do you mind taking a photo of me as a momento? Alright then, Iâd appreciate it if you could please.
ââââ
Tsumugi: wow, I have a really nice expression in the photo Anzu-chan tookâŠ.âȘ
Aha! Is it alright if I add a little something to this photo?
âŠâŠand done! Here you go. You gave me such a wonderful suit so I want to give you my sincere thanks âȘ
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JAN MOIR: As Prince's chief of staff departs after briefest of tenures... So why is it that few aides in Harry and Meghan's court have lasted longer than the gestation period of an elephant? by u/Von_und_zu_
JAN MOIR: As Prince's chief of staff departs after briefest of tenures... So why is it that few aides in Harry and Meghan's court have lasted longer than the gestation period of an elephant? Yet the Sussexes' troubled history as bosses tells its own story of difficulty and departure, with 18 staff leaving over a six-year period.Perhaps that's not too many if you are an international conglomerate, but it's a huge number if you are simply a couple of â how can I put this? â philanthropically-minded opportunists whose commercial interests to date include producing 50 jars of strawberry jam, writing a whiny book, complaining about their lot on Netflix documentaries and accepting awards for being Best Prince Who Ever Lived, Number One Diana Son and International Duchess of Dior (Sample Size Please), not to mention being given the infamous Global Ribbon of Nonsense.Whatever their role, few aides in Harry and Meghan's court have lasted longer than the gestation period of an elephant, but the truth is that most are out before a crested porcupine can pup, which is 90 days, if you are interested.So what happened this time? We have been told that Joshua Kettler left by mutual consent. It was a trial period, sources told People magazine (a regular outlet for friends of the couple). And in the end, he simply wasn't 'a good fit'.It was a different story back in May when Kettler was initially hired by the Sussexes as a Chief of Staff, which is rather a grand title to confer upon someone by a couple who are basically unemployed.**For every time another staff member leaves the employ of the Sussexes, a cloud of secrecy descends.'They will all have NDAs up the wazoo,' as one American business expert told me, meaning that staff will have been asked to sign Non-Disclosure Agreements as a condition of their employment.The Sussexes are great believers in liberty, freedom of speech and the eradication of misinformation, until it comes to those who work for them. Their ex-employees are pledged to secrecy until death â or else they can expect a knock on the door from Jenny Afia.**'Prince Harry has a bit of a history of cosplaying as an expert on internet speech, without the actual expertise to back it up,' Masnick said.'The Parents Network website provides precious few details â and seems to suggest the effort is really focused on just demonising social media.'Meanwhile down in American Riviera Orchard, nothing much has happened since the Duchess of Success soft-launched her lifestyle brand in March this year.There was some jam, a jar of homemade dog biscuits and then â nothing. A void that cannot be avoided, a great big lake of flake which has squandered any PR initiative gained by the launch.Recently Meghan has been crazy busy filming the cooking and gardening show that will supposedly complement the hard launch of ARO in 2025, and the last we saw of Harry he was in Colombia posing for selfies in his crumpled linens and trying not to look miserable. Some public figures have a talent for kinship and generating affection wherever they go and some â what can I say? â do not.Amid their ongoing staffing problems, Harry and Meghan are in perpetual danger of appearing like self-appointed experts on everything, a couple who are only out for themselves rather than their pet causes.They are better than that [No. No they are not.] , but their lack of loyal and long-serving aides to guide them, wise heads to advise them and staff to support them in their endeavours and difficulties only gets more obvious by the day. [Give the devils their due, Jan. It is THEIR fault, not anyone else's fault.]https://ift.tt/ei6bdph post link: https://ift.tt/206E5rM author: Von_und_zu_ submitted: August 17, 2024 at 05:42AM via SaintMeghanMarkle on Reddit disclaimer: all views + opinions expressed by the author of this post, as well as any comments and reblogs, are solely the author's own; they do not necessarily reflect the views of the administrator of this Tumblr blog. For entertainment only.
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[TL] Howling at the Stars/Chapter 1
Season: Winter
Kaoru: Everyone got a glass? Then, well done for all your hard work this year. To another year of working togetherâ
Cheers!
Koga + Adonis: Cheers!
Rei: Hm, I didnât think Iâd be able to have a New Years Party with you all. Thank you to Kaoru-kun for organising this.
Adonis: Yes. If Hakaze-senpai hadnât done this, I donât think we would have celebrated New Years together.
Koga: Oioi, thatâs a bit of an exaggeration, Adonis.
We live in the same buildinâ and we woulda seen each other around. Then I woulda said somethinâ to ya.
Kaoru: Do you think so? Itâs been pretty busy lately, I donât think Iâve seen any of you for what, at least three days?
Rei: In private, everyone can see each other if and when they desire. But when it comes to these sorts of gatherings, prior arrangements are necessary.
Adonis: So yes, I am thankful to Hakaze-senpai for asking us to hang out.
Kaoru: You guys and your exaggerations. I just wanted to show my appreciation for how hard youâve all worked.
Rei: Umu. I, too, share that sentiment. This past year has been truly tumultuousâŠ
Ever since ES was established, I feel as if I have constantly been on my feet.
Adonis: I agree. The SS has only just finished. I havenât had time to relax until New Yearâs Eve.
Thereâs been so much other work, and I feel like Iâve been at it non-stop.
Kaoru: Thatâs why we need to take a break during the holidays.
Koga: HmphâŠBut for me, I donât even get a minute to myself.
Adonis: Oh? What work are you doing, Oogami?
Koga: Actually, before I came here, Anzu was tellinâ me âbout my Feature Live.
We was gonna do some candid shots for my pamphlet soon.
Kaoru: Ooo~, sounds exciting~. That means youâre gonna be alone with Anzu-chan, right?
Koga: Haa? Well yeah, duh. Why is that all you think about.
Itâs gonna be just us, yeah, but if other people turn up I donât really care.
Kaoru: (Well if thereâs time, Iâd like to see these photos too. Itâll be a good reference for laterâŠ)
Rei: Wanko is already very busy this early on in the year. In all honesty, so am I. I have work to complete tomorrow.
Adonis: I donât have any work, but I do have some plans starting from tomorrow.
Iâm glad we celebrated today. If you had asked tomorrow, I would have had to refuse.
Kaoru: Everyoneâs got a surprisingly busy schedule and the years only just started!
Koga: What, you guys are all busy? TchâŠI was gonna ask if any of yous could help me.
Adonis: If youâre really in a spot of trouble, just say so. I can try move around my schedule butâŠ
Koga: Nah, itâs cool. Prioritise your stuff first. Besides, itâs just a few photos.
I ainât got a Scooby how yer supposed tâtake candid photos. Kinda wish I could have someone tâpractice with.
Kaoru: âŠI havenât got anything on at the moment?
Koga: Yeah? Then come with me, Hakaze-senpaiâŠâȘ
Youâre gonna take some super cool photos of me!
Kaoru: Sure thing. If itâs my cute kouhai asking, then who am I to say no? âȘ
Time: Practice shoot day
Location: In a corner of the Hanging Garden
Koga: âHow was that? That one was definitely a good one, right~?
Kaoru: Uh, well. Hey, Koga-kun. You do know what candid means, right?
Koga: Haah? Waddya mean? Ainât it like natural ân relaxed?
Kaoru: Yeah, that. Then let me show you the picture I just took. Thoughts?
Koga: Yo! Itâs got a cool rock vibe to it âȘ
Kaoru: Yeah no weâre not using that.
Koga: Hah? How is that not a good photo?!
Kaoru: Nono, itâs good itâs just- these are supposed to be candid photos. You need to be casual about it.
Youâre very aware of the camera so I canât say it counts as candid.
Koga: You say that but if a camera was pointed at you, yer gonna strike a pose, right?
Kaoru: Yeah that might be true, but youâre far too aware of the camera.
In every photo youâre making direct eye contact with the camera and posing. That kind of thing doesnât give it a very natural feeling.
Koga: âŠGyahhH! Youâre making this difficult Hakaze-senpai!
I donât want anyone tâsee me pullinâ a stupid face in the first place!
Kaoru: No, candid shots arenât meant to be silly, you know?
Koga: I get that but when the camera is pointed at me, itâs only natural to pose.
Kaoru: Thatâs a very wonderful talent to have as an idol~
âŠAh, but this photo really captures your cute side.
Koga: Haa? Cute side? I have a cute side?
Kaoru: Mhm. Look, this one. Koga-kun mid sneeze.
Koga: HuhâŠ!?
Kaoru: Youâve got a surprisingly cute sneeze. The people love these sorts of photos. Itâs so Wan-chan core âȘ
Koga: Bastard, stop messinâ around! Iâm not a dog! Delete that shitty photo now!
Kaoru: Alright I will~... and itâs gone.
Well then, letâs carry on. At this rate, weâre gonna have no good photos.
Koga: Take some cooler ones this time. Donât mess up.
Kaoru: (SighâŠthis is gonna be a long day.)
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chayscribblesâ monthly writing update â february 2024
yes, i know, february has an extra day this year, but i'm posting this today bc i won't have time tomorrow lol
â STATISTICS.
projects worked on: The Gemini Heist
proudest accomplishment: i... wrote?... i guess??? *can't remember a single thing i did this month for some reason*
books read: Witch King by Martha Wells. i'm ngl, i was lost like 80% of the time, but that might just be a skill issue on my part (it's the kind of book that throws you into the thick of it without holding your hand and listening to the audiobook with the attention span that i have was... probably not the wisest idea lol)
(alhough funnily enough, it's while having this audiobook on in the background that i came up with a lot of my plot thoughts for gemini heist LMAO. either that or while playing zelda.)
â GENERAL COMMENTS.
although i did get writing done this month, this update's gonna be short. i don't really have much to say lol
more specific wip-related comments + featured excerpt below.
â COMMENTS: THE GEMINI HEIST (draft 0.5)
it's very weird to not be using word count to track my progress anymore. freeing, but weird. i have no concept of how much i've actually done for this wip this month.
i do know i've figured out a bit more stuff about the heist and the lore. i had a big plot brainstorming session and untangled a few scenes. while i know what direction i want the story to head, i still don't know how any of this gets resolved, tho.
and i wrote out a few important scenes. that's progress, right?
â FEATURED EXCERPT.
i've been writing so chaotically out of order based on whatever scene i feel most inspired for in the moment that i,,, honestly can't remember what i've written this month vs what i had already written before đ„Č here's a scene that i THINK i wrote in february. Leo and Illiana might be my new favourite dynamic. (for context, Illiana is posing as her identical twin at a party, and Leo is posing as a guest. they came in separately.)
With the bodyguards tailing her the entire way, Illiana slowly made her way towards [Leo]. She tolerated a few brief exchanges with other guests she crossed paths with to appear natural, then, once she was close enough, she slipped the extra comm out of the pocket concealed in her skirt. She made a show of bending down to pick up something, then strode towards Leo. âExcuse me,â she said as she approached. âI believe you dropped your earring.â Leo turned to her, smile strained underneath her veil. âOh, thank you,â she said, holding out her hand. Illiana placed the comm into her palm, taking care to hide it from the guards. As Leo angled her head away to slip it into her ear, she added, âI must say, your Holiness, this is quite a lovely party.â âWhy, thank you, MissâŠâ She faltered, realizing she didnât know Leoâs alias. âIâm sorry, I donât believe Iâm familiar with you.â âIâm a business leader from Tharekkan,â Leo said, pressing her palms together and giving Illiana a slight bow with her head. âItâs an honour to be here.â Illiana was surprised that Leo, with all her meticulous planning, didnât have a fake name ready, and now she was curious. âHow may I address you?â Leoâs already tense smile tightened even more. ââMissâ is fine,â she replied, practically through clenched teeth. âNo, I meant, your naââ âIâve been told much about how lovely Fiolsby is, right before the winter,â Leo cut off, an unnatural segue back to the script they had practiced. âBut I havenât had the time to properly see the city.â Now Illiana just had to pry Leo's fake name out of her. âReally? Thatâs a shame. You know, the gardens offer a wonderful view of the city. Would you like to see, MissâŠ?â She let her sentence trail off, watching Leo expectantly. âIf itâs not too much trouble, I would love that,â Leo replied, to Illianaâs annoyance.
â TAGLISTS. let me know if you want to be added/removed to any of them.
general taglist:
@dgwriteblr @the-orangeauthor @onomatopiya @quilloftheclouds @ashen-crest @writeblrfantasy @celestepens @stardustspiral @pepperdee @extra-magichours @avi-why @lefttigerobservation @chazzawrites @bardolatrycore @innocentlymacabre @subtlefires
gemini heist taglist:
@florraisons @akindofmagictoo @cream-and-tea @memento-morri-writes @antique-symbolism @rose-bookblood @afoolandathief @pepperdee @avi-why @zonnemaagd @chazzawrites @analogued @enchanted-lightning-aes @innocentlymacabre @kahvilahuhut @celestepens @cilly-the-writer @extra-magichours @onomatopiya @outpost51 @planets-and-prose
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HII<333 Good day to you my sweet vanilla cakeđ«¶đŒđ«¶đŒđ«¶đŒ How are you doing tonight? Me? I've been fine (âwell i did almost pass out inside the church but that's irrelevantÂŹ^ÂŹ) I seriously don't know why, but tumblr keeps giving me notifications of your post lateđđlike why are they trying to keep me from youđ€š
âAnyways, I suddenly got curious about your fears. Like, what are you scared of? What do you not like? What's make you uncomfortable? Those questions pop into my head while I was scrolling in your vlog. As much as I want to feed my curiosity about you (and well, humans) I'm also doing this to know what to avoid when it comes to you, as in to not offend you.
I'm kinda afraid of the sea and universe itselfâwhich is funny because I really like sea creatures and have lots of space related things on my gallery.
Well that's all for now my dearest snowđ«¶đŒđ«¶đŒđ„°All the love from your baby vampâđ§đ»ââïżœïżœđ«
My baby vampire! Welcome back.â„ïž (I probably shouldâve said this the first time I answered one of your asks, haha.) Iâm doing well too, and Iâm glad to hear youâre feeling better! (How did you pass out? Please DM meâIâm worried.)
Your question is incredibly thought-provoking. It made me reflect for a while, and I realised Iâve never truly delved into my own fears in a deeper sense. Are you familiar with Death Note? Thereâs a speech by the character L that comes to mind when considering this topic. He is also asked about his fears and responds:
âThere are many types of monsters in this world: monsters who will not show themselves and who cause trouble, monsters who abduct children, monsters who devour dreams, monsters who suck blood⊠and monsters who always tell lies. Lying monsters are a real nuisance; they are much more cunning than other monsters. They pose as humans even though they have no understanding of the human heart; they eat even though theyâve never experienced hunger; they study even though they have no interest in academics; they seek friendship even though they do not know how to love. If I were to encounter such a monster, I would likely be eaten by it⊠because in truth, I am that monster.â
While I find his speech fascinating, I donât resonate with those so-called monsters the way L does. I donât view myself in the same regard as the people I tend to avoid, nor would I go as far as to call human beings monstersâeven if some of their actions come close to that line. I believe everyone has the capacity for both good and evil, but I prefer to see the potential for good.
What strikes me most about Lâs speech is that he fears people who are like him. For me, itâs different. To answer your question directly: I fear peopleânot specific individuals, but humanity in general and what they are capable of doing.
Ah⊠and bugs. I dislike bugs, spiders⊠anything of that kind.
#snow white#this is way too detailed for no reason#anyway welcome back#my dear đ§đ»ââïžđ« anon#đ§đ»ââïžđ«#đ§đ»ââïžđ« anon
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đZombie's Bouquet Eventđ
As requested, Jonathan Pine; Fake Dating; CEO/Corporate; Fluff. I hope you like!
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âMs. Alice,â Pine calls to you from his desk, getting your attention. âMay I have a word?â
âBe right there, Mr. Pine,â you call back. Your nerves light up, unsure if you're in trouble. Has there been a problem with your work? What if he's learned about your crush on him and needs to tell you to stop? You timidly approach and he gives you that dashing smile that always makes your heart flutter.
âAlice, I'm afraid I must ask a favor of you,â he begins, his own nerves showing through. âIt might not be entirely appropriate, so please feel free to say no. You are under no obligation to agree.â You nod, curious about the favor. âMy mother is worried that I've been overworking and not being social enough. I was wondering if you might be willing to...pose as my girlfriend at a party she's hosting?â Your eyes widen in surprise and he's quick to add, âagain, you are under no obligation to say 'yes'. I will absolutely understand if it's too improper.â
âWhy not hire a professional or something,â you ask.
âI prefer someone I have actual history with,â he confesses. âTo help make it feel more real.â
âYes. I'll do it Mr. Pine,â you smile at him.
He takes your hand and kisses it, âJonathan, my dear Alice. You are a lifesaver.â
As you go back to your desk, thinking that maybe this could be your chance for something more, you don't know that he's watching you and thinking the same thing.
Ooooooh Jonathan is taking me on a « date ». I guess posing as his girlfriend would mean some sort ofâŠPDA đ and maybe I would get a real good night kiss after the party đ€
It was very sweet, I loved it. Such a joy to wake up on Monday morning and read this before going to work ! Thank you so much âșïž Enjoy your off week â€ïž
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