#these cats are what's keeping my alive
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I have to give up some of my cats I don't want to give up some of my cats I'm being faced with the fact that I have to give up some of my cats
#bits of banter#and yes i am crying#i'm getting evicted from my home of thirteen years come friday next week and i have not yet found a home for myself or my pets or my siblin#we have fosters for some of our cats and pleading with others to foster some others#but i am going to be fucking homeless and will have to surrender our other beloved cats#and i cannot h andle this#i just fucking can't#i hate my life so fucking much why must this happen to me#i don't wantt o leave my home please#please don't make me sign a form to surrender my beloved boy shade please as much as i make fun of him i fucking love him so much i nursed#him as a kitten please#i;ve had him for over eight years maybe less maybe more#same with our other cat ash#fuck#i can't do this#these cats are what's keeping my alive#i'm staying alive for them#i'm nothing without my cats
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CONCEPT DOODLES for an AU I dabbled in with a few friends after the winter king episode but kinda forgot about after the Fionna and Cake finale... I decided to revisit it and explore a little more after coming to terms with everything LOL... So, it's another "Winter King doesn't die immediately after his crown gets nuked" AU, but THIS TIME he's just dying really slowly (like Simon in the Betty episode) and ALSO joins Fionna, Cake, and Simon on their search for magic crowns. There's no logic behind this tbh, we just wanted to put him through The Horrors. And make them all friends. But mostly The Horrors. :) (he only gets to live as a treat, because I think he's funny).
Bonus (old screenshot), because this is still funny to me:
#adventure time#atimers#fionna and cake#winter king#simon petrikov#fionna campbell#cake the cat#shared custody au#winter stowaway au#fan art#digital art#flat color#2023#this is my blog so whatevers man... ima just post what I want now... and what I want rn is silly simon AUs LOL...#so expect more of me releasing my stash tomorrow#this AU makes the story like 500x more messy but it's fine it's funny that's the point don't think too hard about it#this is their fault for killing him now I gotta make up scenarios where he is alive#his design is inspired by some doodles my friend crayon did#ALSO I wanted to keep some of his features different from default simon so they're easier to tell apart...#like YEAH they're the same character... but also I just think it'd be fun... if they had subtle differences... because alternate universes#ALSO HE'S PALE BECAUSE HE'S DYING. JUST MAKING THAT DISCLAIMER... HIS SKIN TONE IS KINDA CLOSE TO DYING SIMON IN THE BETTY EP#BUT IN NORMAL CIRCUMSTANCES HE'D BE CLOSER TO SIMON'S COLORS
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Kalina is the most interesting character to me because of all she has going on…
she is Cassandra’s familiar, she is simultaneously a pet and a friend and a servant and a family to a goddexx that is simultaneously her owner and friend and creator and parent and her god and reason to be—Kalina’s relationship to Cassandra is hard to put a name or label on (since what does being a familiar even mean?) but the bottomline is that this cat loves her deity enough to put everything and everyone on the line for her…
And adding in that she is a child of divorce. So to speak. I am extremely normal and haven’t been driven mad by the detail that baby itty bitty kitty Kalina was at Cassandra’s wedding to Ankarna and is remembered to have been toddling after her as she walked down the aisle…
Kalina will be the death of me /lh
#fhjy spoilers#fantasy high junior year#kalina#oh my god and the fact Kalina was there at that wedding—there at the period of time where Ankarna was alive and still a known god and not#presumed dead… this makes the Sylvairean Heresy even WORSE of a life event for Kalina and Cassandra…#the existence of baby kalina implies that Cassandra *raised* Kalina… and the fact they were married means that Kalina wouldn’t have been#raised by only Cassandra but *also* Ankarna.#you are Kalina and one of your parents just was killed by your uncle—their domains were too alike—and you can never talk about them again.#you can never speak their name—share in their memory—the only place they exist is quietly in your memories that must go unspoken due to#Oblivata Mori. And there’s nothing you can do about it…#And then the followers and clerics of your remaining parent start trying to kill her—being mislead by the followers of your goddexx’ sister#Cassandra is the only family Kalina has left—and Kalina’s sentience leds me to think she agreed to become a Curse#kalina let herself be unmade and changed to keep Cassandra alive… and even as the shell of herself—a familiar once but now a living plague—#is so deeply loyal and only interested in what is to the benefit of her *everything*… even if they are currently a Walking Corpse.#Kalina dislike Kristen so much because Kristen is just not being a good cleric and is in the precarious spot of being Cassandra’s only#follower… but ultimately won’t harm or attack Kristen—killing herself first—because Kristen is the only one keeping Cassandra uncorrupted.#yeah im crazy about the relationship and history between a cat familiar and her witch goddess and the layers of their relationship
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Augh
#fancy is really struggling#and the babies are lovely and just FASCINATING in how they developed around but not shaped by humans and i so very deeply enjoy them#but they are also a little ungovernable due to their age and general lack of caring about rules and they are bothersome and rowdy#and it is obviously so so hard on her and my heart is breaking because im afraid we wont be able to get her through this#and i will have to give the babies up#and...not have another cat#just one#i would be crushed#and added to all of that is that the babies are taking their time learning to be pets and that is fine and wonderful actually#but...i need surgery on at least one ankle and i won't be able to keep up with them if things haven't sorted themselves out by then#and they haven't become more manageable and fancy hasn't adjusted#so we are asking about meds for poor fancy and hoping that works#but she's really having a hard time guys and i am fighting so hard to cope in a household where i spend most of my time alone#with two animals who don't love me yet or interact with me like pets (i'm a source of three things: food and snuggles on demand and NO STOP#and one who is sad and not herself#and frankly it's terrible that i can't fix this#and i am trying not to lose my shit but this wasn't supposed to be so hard#and im afraid i may lose five cats and not three#and im already barely holding on#i don't know what to do and neither does my boyfriend#i don't want to turn around and have to tell you guys we can't keep the babies#i feel like i am failing at something i am supposed to be GOOD AT#i don't want to be in a house so empty#i can't live like that#having the babies is lovely#they're so alive and the boys were so sick by the end and the stress of the constant anxiety and grief as they faded away was crushing#even before they died#it's been so good to have them running about#i don't want to LOSE that#im so tired of LOSING things
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Before I had Sunny, I had a rabbit... His official name was Eddy, but he went through many names in my friend group
The names were: Kirishima, Springtrap and lastly Springkiri
Some pictures of him and a funny pic of Sunny
(A sad thing from here on)
So Eddy sadly passed away on 16th May 2022 while I held him. I bawled my eyes out when I realized he passed and literally couldn't go to school the next day because I was grieving so much. He was my childhood pet. He was 12 years old! Also he decided to pass before my birthday (21st May). I miss him very much
Now let me tell you, in February, the year (2022), he decided to jump from my arm because he was not happy about him getting his nails trimmed and fell on his side! He broke his fucking leg and was too old for operation because he wouldn't handle the amnesia. His leg was fully healed in April. You know he ran around, had fun with his toy, and played as if he was young again... Just to pass in May.
Now, to cheer you up, Sunny has the SAME sleeping spots as Eddy did. She also has similar running habits and such things as Eddy did. Now I think here Eddy's ghost was like 'Let me teach you cat' when she arrived at home and I like that!
Sorry for the kind of sad ask :(
AWWW eddy has such a lovely pelt pattern 🥺 and no worries about this being a Sad Ask: it'd be even more sad if you werent willing to share memories of him- he was still a little darling in your life, so i'm happy to hear bout both the good and bad bout him! so sorry to hear he passed right before your birthday tho.. 😭 at the very least, im sure he passed knowing how loved he was- and still is :]
ANND that's so cute sunny sleeps in his old spot now 🥺
#snap chats#we can celebrate eddy even if he's gone that's what love is about !!!#if it's anything i lost my childhood dog- zakk- about two years ago in february#he was only really close with my mom so he waited for her to come home before going up to her room#didnt take long for us to hear her scream and find him dying in her arms#whats darkly funny is that he's never really liked me and bit me a lot#we were hanging out on the couch when he signaled he was trying to get down and yk. Hes Old so i went to pick him up#but the jackass BIT ME and now i got a scar on my hand#funny enough i was trying to get close to him and my mom while he was passing and he tried to bite me AGAIN He Did Not Like Me#maybe he was just trying to make sure he was with my mom til the end tho idk ... all i know is that i love telling the story bout my scar#its a small one but so was he so. fittin innit#in any case ! dont worry bout feelin bad or melancholy sharin the memory of your lovely: its important to keep them alive that way#even if theyre sad and the sort#to end this tag ramble on a lighter note. sunny sit PROPER young lady im CRYING why she sit like that ... i love when cats cant sit normal.
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Hi guys 🥳🥳 also here’s some sketches I did for my art project and other doodles!!
Art taglist for the best ppl ever!! 💗: @re3tro0 @delicatestringbean @persephoneflowerpetals @glacier-alchemist @maddieinheaven @dreamwinged
#🖇Rinacore💫#I 💗 twinks#art#traditional art#oc art#kuzco#disney kuzco#Disney oc#disney hercules oc#Hercules oc#hercules 1997#also hi guys I’m alive lol#ALSO I GOT A CATTT#YAYAYAYHDJFJRNFJDKDK#ALL MY DREAMS ARE COMING TRUEE ENDHDHEHE#SHES ACTUALLY SO CUTEEE#I’m only keeping her cuz my sister is going to live out of state 😿 and the cat doesn’t have anywhere else to go and my mom said it was fine#SO I HAVE A ROOMIE NOT DHFHJRJRJRJ#MY DEPRESSION IS ABOUT TO BE LIFTED#my art 🐺#idk what else to tag this#kuzco fanart#uhhhh yea LAMOO
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#cat moms and their babies#cream kitty is trans girl#all the babies are cis (until i inevitably trans one or more of their genders)#ended up making the only agouti cat ginger so it doesn't even matter big L on my part#might have to delete my old spaghetti western cats and make some new ones but this time somewhat genetically realistic for fun :3#cant wait to name one of them deagle#wild cats in the nevada desert during the gold rush#vaguely based on warrior cats bc thats what got me through middleschool alive lmfao#the roles are based on the roles of old western movies/books#so theres a town sheriff and deputy#and a doctor or two#some hunters to keep the towns fed#also not limiting myself to natural names#so musket and deagle and pickaxe are viable names#but i am making them all fit the setting of like the 1860's ish#1860's in southwestern america (nevada/arizona inspired area)#warrior cats#oc art
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The complaints about my transphobic parents leaving my body when my friend with pale scrawny liberal parents says “man I wish you could just live with us!” (They have a max of 5 spices in their house instead of a whole ass packed spice cabinet with two parents who love to cook/bake)
#requirements for if you want me to move in with you: show me your fridge and spice cabinet.#also btw I am disabled with a very sensitive body. I eat the wrong thing in the slightest and I’m in extreme pain.#I need a family who can actually cook to my needs if I wanna lessen hospital visits and improve my health.#gotta put my physical health first because that is literally what keeps my body alive#now if my mental starts to affect my physical even more and is a danger to my survival maybe I will consider#but usually… no.#cat rambles
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Sometimes I think about how disgusting my mom is and then realize that I, in fact, am just like her.
#it is so annoying when i tell people about how my disgusting family is in reality and then they just think I'm exaggerating#like bitch c'mon#no one in my family is normal. they're all a bunch of idiots drunken fuckers and even abusers#including my father of course (whom i haven't seen in almost five years)#the only things keeping my alive is my cat and my show in august#idk what I'm gonna do with my life lmao#but first i need an actually good job#then I'll probably just run away from my family as far as possible lol#rambles#actually bpd#actually mentally ill#bpd shit
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i miss my homeland
COUGH @ianx1eblegh im gonan see u soon my pookie wookie smookie gangalang babang papang wabang 💥💥😇😇😇
#RAAAHHH PHILIPPINES 🇵🇭🇵🇭🇵🇭🇵🇭🇵🇭#its been years since ive been to the philippines#GOING IN AUGUST THO#THANK THE LORD#im gonna go meet my pookie smookums#but first hawaii this december yahoo#anyways back to philippines talk mga kaybigan#I FINALLT GET TO SEE MT DOG AGAIn#or is he dead….#ill know when i get there ig..!#<- the helpers told me hes alive tho so yay#they got a new cat#dont know what they named em#i miss pookie (ive never met him)#shopping spree gonna go cray zee when im thereeee (its next year)#dot dot dot i need to take care of business stuff before that tho#Sigh. We must keep up with the grind ✊✊#anwyays thats enough of an update for my 10 fans 💜💜💜#lab all my moots !!!#mahal ko kayong lahat
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Fuck it, I will name my dinos in homage to Dinosaur King, so I will have two trex, one named Rexy and needs to be female to reference Jurassic Park and the other- I need to search cuz has been a while since I watched Dinosaur King and I only remembef Chompy that in portuguese is named Gabu
there's no genders for dinos in paleo pines, neither there are for player to choose actually; they all go by they/them. who's to stop you from assigning them ones tho
#only dinos of npc and player's parasaurolophus have particular genders i think#names for my dinos are completely random#theres stacy the styracosaurus. archie the archaeopteryx. gal the gallimimus#ankle the ankylosaurus. also one styraco named styrta sie pali for polish reference#other ankylo is named raspberry due to the color. Spikey the kentrosaurus. valentine the pink utahraptor#the other one of my two archaeopteryxes is called Tiniest man alive. and coelophysis named Long boi#peach psittacosaurus named Princess#also another psittaco named Psikus (prank in polish) as one of dinos whose name is inspired by the first part of their species name#so yeah lol#cloud has been asked#me googling black cat names for melanistic euoplocephalus because i want to keep the title of Toothless for melanistic ankylo#btw that's what i also like highlighting. no gender choice thus no clothing sets limited to one gender so players can do whatever they want#Paleo Pines rambling
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#Furby died and I'm devistated#what was wrong was even worse than her dying from spider bite or snake#we figured out it was my young cousin and my friend's 7 year old playing outside and running around like mad#and he accidentally swung the door and it slammed her#I went back to bed that morning despite feeling the nudge to get up and join everyone#and it feels like if I'd been up I would have been out with them and could have prevented it#I miss her so much and she was so into everything and underfoot I keep seeing her everywhere#I spent most of the day at the vet#she was still alive this morning so I started having hope that she could make it#I've lost 5 pets in the last year and a bit to all different things and I'm so tired#I try so hard to take good care of them and it just keeps happening#why do my pets keep dying?#I didn't want Furby when she first came and I thought I was just taming her for a week to go to a new home#I'd only really just started thinking of her as specifically my cat and imagining having her for 15 more years#and now she's dead at 5 months#I'm so full of grief and so tired
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textbook case of emotional blackmail: just what you need on a Monday
#honestly just where we were heading with felv grandma for a while now#i was ready to tell her that wasn't a nice thing to say because i am NOT dealing with that shit#but her daughter already went off at her before i could say a word#the cat has a really fucked eye now but is otherwise in good condition#so we're doing our damndest to keep him alive#but grandma is afraid and overwhelmed because she just lost her other cat to leucose#so she keeps asking us to euthanise him.#and we refuse. a positive felv result alone is no reason. the eye is no reason. both of those things combined-no reason.#i'm a vet. not a killer for hire ffs.#i have explained the disease to her repeatedly. what it does. what happened with the other cat. what we can do now#everything. repeatedly. still she comes back to ask.#we offered to find a new home for the cat if she feels incapable of caring for him#“no. i'm only giving him away dead”#then threatened to kill herself and the cat.#we found a temporary solution now but i fear this isn't over yet#also worried about a coworker because she's taking it (and the other shit that's been happening in a similar vein recently) hard#and sure we talk about this stuff and how we feel about it but idk if that's enough in the end#pet death cw#suicide cw#hello yes work is insane atm#BUT! my last patient today was a cuddly old cat so i'll be focusing on that experience instead
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Ooh! A quick Google search and I found him! I found the illegal alien that Donald Trump and J.D. Vance are afraid of! Poor Gordon Shumway! His spaceship crashed! He is a refugee! He has no choice but to be in the United States illegally, living with a foster family! His only other option is to be vivisected by U.S. Government scientists! No one wants that! He eats cats. His species eats cats! He's constantly looking for ways to cook the family cat, Lucky! He is also more orange than Donald, so there might be a jealously problem there. He certainly has more hair.
#american politics#donald trump#jd vance#presidential debate#2024 presidential debate#aliens#aliens eat cats meme#cats#ALF#1980s tv#'80s tv#'80s#1980s#why has no one done a meme with him yet?#ALF canonically eats cats!#there was never any word on him eating dogs to my recollection#but the cat thing was a running gag#gordon shumway#god this show scarred me as a kid#what with the whole “we have to hide you to keep you from getting cut apart alive” subplot#it ended on an incredibly dark note too#with ALF being captured by government agents!#but I remember a follow-up episode where he was freed?#reading the TV Tropes page now I forgot that his planet exploded#so he really has no where to go
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@beegswaz genuinely i think my favorite tags on any of my work ever. i fucking love when people talk abt my characters like this
#its like blorbo from my show but with fucking minecraft and i love it deeply#for the record both Groda and White Eyes get socialized in the modern world like feral cats#both by the main players but it does happen at different times bc they all encountered Groda first when she held Rana hostage for bait#she'd kinda gone crazy after all those years of isolation lol#did that bc she thought Herobrine was the knight who betrayed her during the time period where people were wanting to overthrow her#(the knight worked for the royal family and was one of Groda's childhood friends. that did not last needless to say)#thankfully at the end of the day all 4 of the main players managed to get out alive though not unharmed with Groda in tow#when there's something trying to kill you every other day in this universe though they honestly cant be too mad about it#it doesnt help that Groda is just Really Stupid sometimes (all the time)#she's literally Peridot from SU in that she seems really intimidating but in hindsight is a massive dork#and also the fact that is the voice i imagine her having its so good#once her ability to use magic is taken away she's literally just like a scared feral street cat. does not know what the FUCK is going on#also rendering her communication with 3/4ths of the players useless since she only knows Galactic and no one alive knows that but Herobrine#(not helping the coincidental similarities to the knight but thats not him) she'll learn commonspeak later tho#ironically later down the line when Groda is spotted by the cult getting her magic back will be a key part in taking down White Eyes#she really does want to change for the better but she needed a LOT of shit kicked into her in order to start actually making the change#that being said when White Eyes eventually gets integrated it IS On Sight#she has had to been quite literally pried of Groda AT LEAST once by the others in order to keep from killing her#but other than that she'll be okay :) she picks up painting eventually#her open wounds are finally able to heal over once released from the influence of the Wither but she's still scarred unfortunately#mentally and physically!#but its only up from here... right?#actually since I talked abt the players first encounter with Groda im gonna reblog that aftermath comic again it still fucks#minecraft au mastertag
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baby likes the heat mat
#great for degreasing bones AND keeping your cat warm. what a steal!#a.txt#vulture culture#my deads#<for the squirrel bones. not the cat. shes very much alive#cats
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