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in internet posts it is easy to cut them out of your life. they are hurting you! they aren't listening to you!
they held your hair back. they lent you lipstick. they held your hand at the train station and got you home safe. they rounded on your bully, got loud, said get fucked, spitting-mad in your defense.
they also cut the hair off again. told you that you should really think twice before wearing something like that. took you for granted. took your insecurities and threw them in your face again.
you know logically it should be easy. all the internet advice comments always read it will feel better. like an equation - if a person is rotten, you just remove them. you pull the tooth that's hurting.
but it was never a big flare-up moment. you don't live in a sitcom. they never tried to take your boyfriend or steal from your apartment. they showed up to birthdays and they wrote songs about you and bring you water without you asking. once you found out they carry an emergency inhaler for you, even though you haven't had an asthma attack in years - just in case.
where is the line? people fuck up. sometimes they fuck up badly. sometimes people have raw personalities, like a powerline, and being around them is dangerous. addicting. sometimes they can't help themselves, but you know they're trying. sometimes they are just rough-around-the-edges. sometimes they don't even realize how they sounded when they said that. sometimes it's just - you've both loved each other for so long now, the way this thing hurts goes back to the root.
and that's the fucked up part. you have pushed your fingers against the sweetheart of memory. things these days are electric, tense, harrowing. they didn't used to be. there were a lot of good days in there. sometimes you want to just close your eyes and say can this be over yet? do we still need to be fighting?
doing that would give up any chance you get of getting an apology, but you don't always know that you need an apology, you love them. once they flaked on your birthday party. once they told you to get over it, people are always dying. they also let you crash on their couch for a week after the breakup, handfeeding you when you were so sad you couldn't eat. they are also judgmental about everything, occasionally react to banal statements with an attitude that is weird and fiery. they also love you like a lighthouse sometimes, so strong they cut the storm like lightning.
but the problem is that you might be storm. you might be the thing that needs breaking. what if you are two forces who are desperately, horribly drawn to each other, shaped by the other person's passions, and both good for each other and bad in equal measure.
what if you're both just people, and you're no saint neither.
just cut them off! swallowing the saltwater, you catch yourself in the mirror. you've been shaking more than usual. there's an ache in you that is oblique, loud, impossible to soothe. is this what it looks like? when life is "easier"?
your mouth will always have a hole, is the thing, if you remove the tooth.
#spilled ink#warm up#writeblr#this is about someone specific but feel free to blorbo on main.#tbh this is familial for me so that is an element but it's also about childhood best friends#and probably about ur enemies to lovers blorbo#(but i want to specifically say if ur partner is like this. not necessarily a good partnership lol.)#(the dynamics at play in familial/friend relationships feel equally important and in some ways are HARDER to escape.#bc we can see that this is a potentially toxic romantic foundation.#but in family ? ...... it's toxic and it doesn't stop u from loving them. bc u always have.#and i think that makes it harder. by a lot. which is what this is referencing).#but genuinely and really truly forever feel free to tag ur potentially toxic enemies to lovers on this and all my poetry#here i'll do one for u - adora & catra :x
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poor Liu Qingge is really going through it in the succubus extra, he just had to go and get a crush on the most oblivious man alive
"Younger than me... we had a rocky start... completely devoted.... often together.... saved each other..... peerless beauty..... outstanding talent.... noble blood.... totally in love with me...... Wow what a weird love fortune! Definitely doesn't match anyone in my life!" says Shen Qingqiu while actively sitting next to one of the two men it perfectly describes
#svsss#liu qingge#shen qingqiu#liushen#sqq#lqg#maybe you could be a LITTLE slower at completely denying everything about the fortune sqq..... for lqg's sake......#succubus: lol what do you know it's not like YOU'RE his fated one#lqg:#lqg: *kill bill siren*#you know in both mdzs and tgcf i'm pretty set on the main ship. don't really feel much need to shake them up#but in svsss i think sqq deserves a harem. i'm willing to ship him around with anyone let's have fun with it#go for it lqg!! it'll be like trying to romance a brick but i believe in you!!#my art
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im cooking you see
(working on some key chains/stickers, we'll see how it goes!)
#gravity falls#fiddauthor#posted on personal account cause i don't want too much traction#but if you do want to see how these go or want one when they're made (eventually ig) just follow my main lol
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yeah so this was insane
#i feel like too many people reduce this interaction to jason being like ‘lol same’#but idk :/#this chapter is from jason’s pov#and leading up to it he’s like ‘people keep walking on eggshells around me bc of the the michael varus stab wound’#and he hates it so when he goes on deck to help out with the storm#everyone’s like wtf except for percy#and jason states how much he appreciated percy not treating him like a sick kid#and i feel like it’s echoed in this sentiment where jason could say so many things like#‘you should never feel that way’ ‘im here if you need anything’#but he doesn’t make percy feel alone in his desire to just…. end it all#which ik for some people that doesn’t work but you’re not a character in hoo and percy is dealing with so much guilt#and he can’t tell annabeth bc she’s a main aspect of that guilt#and he doesn’t wanna guilt her more and he feels ashamed and when he describes this he feels weird for feeling it#so having jason this tough guy be like ‘yo i understand it bc i felt the same way#that’s gotta mean a lot to percy#also insane how jason who also struggles to display vulnerability#allows it in one of few times in this moment just so percy this guy he’s supposed to be jealous about#feels comforted and not alone in his guilt and shame#and also it’s just insane how jason’s wanting to kay em ess does not get talked about AT ALL#and just seeing his mom and the pressure of new rome getting to him#like this scene is insane and i’ll never shut up about it#also ignore me i’m just finishing my reread of hoo that took all summer#jason grace#percy jackson#pjo#ashla.txt
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RIP Carmen, you were named after two of Dean’s favorite things ✌️😌
#full disclosure i tweeted this two years ago#thought i'd posted it here as well but apparently i didn't#but it just popped into my head again so here we are#also i'm now realizing that because her last name is porter one could argue that she's named after THREE of his fave things#cars men & beer :)#but that's less snappy so i'm leaving the main post alone lol#on some level i am always deanposting#fandom: supernatural
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I tried to learn to mimic The Fairly Oddparents artstyle specifically for this drawing (while also fudging some things to be more comfortable for my own drawing style lol). I'm pretty happy with how it turned off though! Especially Cosmo. I think I actually did a good job with Cosmo
Original image below cut, and shout out to @msnihilist for the drawing prompt! I hope it meets your expectation o7
#this is a really funny time for me to get hit with a fairly oddparents hyperfixation given this is like. Prime FNAF/my actual job month lol#but here we are XD#might do another one of the sequel series characters because that's where my main interest is but we'll see#since once again my job is making FNAF content and there is a lot of content to make lol#fairly oddparents#the fairly oddparents#fairly oddparents fanart#cosmo and wanda#fop#fop poof#fop peri#timmy turner#fop cosmo#fop wanda#fop fanart#cosmo#wanda#poof#peri#peri fairywinkle cosma#wanda fairywinkle cosma#poof fairywinkle cosma#cosmo fairywinkle cosma#cosmo cosma#poof cosma#peri cosma#wanda cosma
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Daddy’s gotcha, daddy’s here, see? Nothing to worry about, not as long as your dad is there to catch you…
#cosmo cosma#peri cosma#fairly oddparents#fop#fop a new wish#spoilers#poof cosma#listen I know technically Cosmo and Wanda are the same visual age they’ve always been because they’re magic but you cannot stop me from want#wanting to give them wrinkles and receding hairlines. they wanna play middle aged retirees they’re gonna look it#also for the curious my main art references were actual photos of my actual sister and her actual babies#and that one Ivan the Terrible painting lmao#cy art#cy fanart#we’re just gonna ignore all the times Cosmo literally didn’t catch Peri lol#broke 100
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Tiny little guys
(That comic of mine is on its way - wanted to share the little ones from the current wip haha - EDIT: no longer wip!)
#it is SO HARD to find refs for Mikey and Donnie pre mutation#I don’t even think I did them right#hell I don’t think I did RAPH right either#Leo is the main one to get a spotlight - my boy’s got that pretty privilege smh#so many reference images to choose from for him#which is hilarious because he’s the only one I didn’t need a ref for#but yeah I hope these are…close enough lol#I pretty much just made Donnie Long and Mikey Round and hoped for the best#honestly I made Mikey so close to the camera so I couldn’t mess him up much haha…Donnie’s the one I’m most convinced I got wrong#these guys are literally in one drawing but stillll#comic has been super fun so far I hope to get it done soon#if any of them are TOO off feel free to let me know I’m more than happy to fix em quick haha#EDIT: Donnie has been changed to be MARKEDLY flatter lol
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sometimes i feel like i'm really exaggerating their height difference when i draw them but then i have to remind myself that, no, they basically Are just Like ThatTM actually and it guts me every single time............. x'3c
#the two main couples both getting their height differences exaggerated from pilot to show is one of my love languages~ <3 :))))))#''it wouldn't be so bad if Husk actually stood up straight'' false. wishful thinking. *points* canonical manlet afterliving amidst giants#Angel wrapping himself around Husk like a literal scarf just bc he Can is so real to me tho lol#huskerdust#angel dust#husk#hazbin hotel#i've decided that idgaf abt hitting all the search tags so i'm just gonna be tagging for my own blog purposes lmfao#my art#i'm also playing with new brushes lol
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RUINS, pt.11
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#this update was supposed to have 3 more pages but i injured my back before i could finish 😔#apologies for it ending in an awkward place bc of it#add another update yet again lol#bonus links#bonuslinks#bonuslinksdotjpg#main comic#loz#loz au#skyward sword#botw#breath of the wild#OH ALSO i know the hylia statue is in a different location in game i uh. added a new one. or i moved it. make up ur own reason lol
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nothing in the world belongs to me, but my love, all mine.
#tavstarion#tav x astarion#astarion ancunin#bg3 tav#drow tav#baldur’s gate 3#bg3#oc: shri’iia.#mine.#hag romance.#honestly this whole piece is…ehem….for my own sanity. we will keep practicing 👍🥲#the blur is kind of stylistic but it works??? kind of… makes it look dreamy I guess..#someone tell me it does so im not regretting blurring all the details i drew lol#like I know the main focus is this hug. but fucking look at shri’iia’s arm holy fuck#I too would love to shove my face in there#tender hag romance is a particular weakness of mine……… and that song was playing when I was finishing this up and it fits sm I paused.#one star bc of his name too………..gosh….
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tell ren to turn his location on👉👈
I saw one of the posts of how ren does get jealous of pets being loved over him and alll that so now I have the thought of the one meme of ‘ah yes, me, my partner and their [enter normal pet size] foot [pet]’
I don’t have anything else, it did pop into my head though and I thought I’d share with the class.
⌞♥⌝ ItsNotVivy on Twitter actually made that exact meme with Ren a looong time ago!!
#💌 — answered.#💖 — 14 days with queue.#thegoofyest#In Viv we trust 😌 They were one of the very first people to take an interest in 14DWY!! /gen#Dare I say..... One of the founding fathers lmaooooo#Also!! Viv (along with a few other twitter artists) were one of the main reasons why I started this Tumblr in da first place! ^^#14DWY didn't have much of a following until they started makin memes and art on Twitter#Then all of a sudden I had all these people wanting to know more about the game; and da next thing I knew; I had over 50 asks overnight lol#So I owe a lot of 14DWY's success to ItsNotVivy; hmimprvmntbsmnt; dreosuger; Diachuu; glade_o; Meowastrophe; noullyart; etc.#And it's also the reason why I wanna show my appreciation towards them all by giving them Easter Eggs in the game#I also kind feel like it's the very least I can do to show my appreciation ghjsgjh ;v; Same with da 14DWY staff on Discord#It's the only place where I ask for help regarding managing the 14DWY socials (everywhere else is just me); and they go through hell n back#—to keep the server a fun and lively place for everyone#I owe so much to them as well; which is why some of da mods already have their own lil Easter Eggs in the game#I also like to think they're canon employees at the Corland Bay library gsdjgjg Except Jesse; that mf would set everything on fire /silly#Also not me getting mushy in the tags????????? What is happening to me.... Where is my mysterious and aloof persona...... /j#I'll shuddup now before I start crying (/pos) over the founding fathers on Tumblr as well lmao
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BREAKING DOWN MY ART
The artwork I'm breaking down.
(Added text descriptions to the images (I did my best) in case you don't understand my handwriting)
Basically my rendering process and art techniques for all of my artworks. There is more to it of course but this post was centered on this whole drawing specifically and had to keep each description brief or this would have gotten excessively long. Besides, I've improved since this drawing and I do some things a bit diferently than before.
I can make more of these kind of post in the future explaining how I get to figure out the shapes and colors of things, basically how I draw.
A time span
BONUS
Don't take this last image as if now the artwork is completely wrong because of "bad proportions". This is a self critique, by the estandars I put to myself. Putting that aside, it's still a good artwork, I did a pretty good job on this one and I hope one day to find the same motivation to surpass it.
#funny cus what motivated me to do the whole piece was the main character on it lol#but I guess after a year that motivation dropped a bit#One day I should take a break from DCA and come back later more fresh#lyna arts#my art#digital art#art study#art tutorial#fnaf dca#fnaf daycare attendant#fnaf sun#sundrop#2d art#2d illustration#breaking down my art#art break down#sketch#render art#Lyna Ferns
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AGHHhhh I swore off Inanimate Insanity after the Cabby disrespect but then I heard they were KILLING PEOPLE IN THE FINALLE???? I want to rewatch the season before I draw anything serious but Oh my god the plot twist makes me feral
#inanimate insanity#art#digital art#fanart#ii yinyang#ii mephone4#ii paintbrush#ii cherries#ONE OF MY MAIN PROBLEMS WITH THE SERIES(other than the ableism lol) WAS HOW THE CHARACTERS NEVER AKNOWLAGED THIER LIVES OUTSIDE THE SHOW#Seriously going feral over the twist it was actually worth the wait I think#now for the horrors of trying to rewatch earlier episodes will I be able to do it without killing myself from cringe? find out soon#also I have a hard time rewatching things in general my brain just struggles to sit still for that long with things ive already experienced#Also I made the Cherries transfem bc I forgot to doublecheck their gender before drawing them and I like the design too much to change it#They need the prize money to pay the debt from their double transition
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My full piece for @alternazine !! I was a guest artist for this zine and it was super fun, the zine is out now & free so take a look at everyone's amazing pieces !!
Russet is having some difficulty at One Way Ride Through Target Town but I believe in them
#my art#splat ocs#russet#new agent 3#neo agent 3#i dont remember which one i usually tag them as lol#wusty.... :]#ever since i watched the nintendo treehouse event before spl3 came out and the guy from the dev team had trouble w this level#i knew it was going to be special forever#im p sure it's at least partially the reason why i made russet a tri stringer main haha
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top 10 characters who deserve to be freed from genshin impact body model prison
#my art#genshin impact#navia#navia <3 i love her#one of my friends mains her this goes out to you#the thing about making art for this game is i'll never be able to resist the urge to make the characters look Better to me#this is also why i do so many redesigns lol
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