#these are my feelings atm
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Anakin does not take another padawan after Ahsoka. This we know from canon, but I would assume most people think it's because he was too busy becoming Vader. That's not the only reason and if the Sith plot had been thwarted, the war ended, and peace and stability returned, Anakin still would not want to take another padawan after Ahsoka. This is nothing Ahsoka did wrong. He does not consider her exit from the Order to be because of her failure, but because of his (and the rest of the Jedi ruling body).
Ahsoka was an ideal padawan in almost every aspect, though of course, their relationship wasn't perfect. He could not have asked for someone better, however, even if he had his initial misgivings. In any verse where Anakin has a different padawan, it is in place of Ahsoka, not along side or after. The closest Anakin gets to taking on another padawan in his lifetime is to ask, to beg, Luke to join him. He would have continued his son's training, of course, but for obvious reasons, their relationship would not have been your typical master and apprentice. He would desire Luke to learn and grow in order to become his equal - not like the duology of the Sith and their rule of two.
Anakin felt he failed Ahsoka as a master and seeing her again after the Clone Wars only further confirmed that she was better off without him, that he could only cause her pain, and that he had not been the master she needed when she needed him. Her leaving was traumatic for both of them. He was, and remained, proud of his padawan for all she accomplished, even when he killed Anakin Skywalker to take on the mantle of Darth Vader only. The fact that he did not hunt her down or actively attempt to murder her the way he did Obi-Wan tells me that he did not consider her part of the problem and he did not consider her one of the people who let him down.
Sure, they were enemies, but not on the level of his fixation with Obi-Wan and mostly because she was a former Jedi who stood in opposition to the Empire. I don't know if Anakin could have killed her. I can't even say for certain he wanted to. But one thing I do know is that even the Inquisition he trained by his own hand (I do not consider him their master and they his padawans) did not measure up to his apprentice. Ahsoka was brilliant and gifted and most of all, he loved her. She was more than just another Jedi and he never regretted training her. He only wished it had ended differently. Seeing her again as a part of the Force fulfilled his hopes to reunite and reconcile and granted him a peace he would not have had otherwise.
#idk if anything in clone wars canon directly contradicts anything i have said here but#these are my feelings atm#ii. ( the most powerful jedi of his generation. / headcanons. )
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bullying ford just for funzies 💥🥄
cw, the tiniest amount of blood/body horror
#Ttteeeeeeeeechnically “””vent””” art???? Idk life is stressful atm smhh#Gravity falls#gravity falls bill#gravity falls ford#bill cipher#ford pines#Toxic old man yaoi to ease da pain..#billford#Still working on how to color bear with me plz LMAO#Spent all my life neglecting it I feel like a toddler discovering crayons again#Only I’m eating the crayons and I get confused on why my canvas isn’t colored yet#Ford with big ol naturals 💔💥🥄
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Came here from instagram just to say I love the way you draw ford, he's often so happy and smiley and I feel like that criminally underrepresented in fanart atm, like I love angst but I'm looking at some of your work like yes, finally he's happy 😭😭
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#aww thank you!!#…..#…I have to be honest with you though I really feel like I haven’t drawn ford all that smiley#not that it’s intentional he’s just been stressed in my au atm lol#in any case I will take the compliment -thank you#my art#ask#gravity falls#Stanford pines#ford pines
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shouto cannot, for the life of him, stop thinking about you washing his hair.
it’s been almost an hour, 45 minutes have passed since you’d helped him wash his hair in the shower, you’d already showered before he got home, but you still wanted to help him, you’d insisted. he found it a bit strange, but he’ll never say no to spending extra time with you.
except now he can’t stop thinking about it—them. your hands all up in his hair that’s been getting longer, scrubbing and scratching at his soapy scalp. globs of soap falling against his shoulders and your pants getting wet as you sat on the corner of the bathtub. he wished you’d just get in with him, but he worried you’d feel uncomfortable if he asked, so he’ll leave it for another time.
and besides, he doubted he could get any words out with how good it all felt. he’s never had anybody wash his hair like this, taking their time and softly humming a song stuck in your head, so gentle and with such gentle smelling soap. soft and melty and malleable just like his brain felt with your hands in his hair.
46 minutes have passed now, but he wants to take a shower again.
his hands are warm, a nice aftermath of the bath he’d just taken, his cheeks are too as they squeeze into your neck. when he’s relaxed like this, shouto forgets how heavy he is, like when big dogs forget they don’t fit into people’s laps anymore. his pro hero mass presses against you and you have to hold yourself up against the counter. a fond smile makes its way onto your face as your arm makes a way into his now fluffy hair, also a nice aftermath of his bath.
“hello,” you giggle. shouto huffs against your skin, nuzzling into it like a cat. he offers you a hum and you both stay there quietly for a few more minutes.
“i want to do it again.” he mumbles against you. you raise a brow.
“do what again ?”
his hair tickles your nape, it’s been getting longer again. he presses a kiss to your skin, then another one “ i want you to wash my hair again,” another kiss on your shoulder and his arms tighten around you as you stop scratching at his hair. “please ?”
“sho, it’s been less than an hour,” you snort, checking the kitchen clock to make sure, shouto lets out a noise similar to a little whine into the crook of your neck.
“..please ?” he tries again, you laugh. shaking your head at how endearingly spoiled your boyfriend was.
“how ‘bout this..” you start, “i help you wash your hair tomorrow, how’s that sound ?”
shouto sits unmoving for a few seconds, then he nods. his nose runs against your neck as he lifts his head up to look at you. “will you come in with me ?”
you splutter. head whizzing to look at him slowly blinking at you. his hair hangs and falls in front of his eyes as he stares expectantly. you clear your throat before responding with a somewhat stable sounding "sure, okay." stable sounding enough despite the slight tremble in your throat and fingertips. shouto smiles up at you softly nuzzling into you again.
"i'm looking forward to it." he sighs.
#shouto shouto shouot#im on shouto brainrot timing atm#PLS DO NOT PERCEIIVEEE#i was in my feelings yall#not proofread but will fix later !#todoroki shouto x you#shouto todoroki x reader#todoroki shouto x reader#shouto x reader#shoto todoroki x reader#shoto x reader#todoroki shoto x reader#shoto todoroki fluff#shoto x you#shouto x you#shouto drabble#shoto drabble#todoroki x reader#shouto todoroki
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I really enjoy playing through tnp again like hi it's been a while
#the northern passage#interactive fiction#lea chen#the hunter#and captain the horse#userpharawee#I don't have internet atm and it's been on and off (mostly off) for a few weeks now#it's annoying for all the obvious reasons but also becauce now I'm kind of looking forward to being at work#because at least there's working wifi there#if only it weren't for the horrors (the customers) lmao#anyway sorry for the rant#I'm not far into the new and improved chapter 1 yet#because again. no internet >.> and limited mobile data#but it's been long enough since i played it that it feels like a fresh start and that's nice#realised I never drew lea so I had to change that#I also redesigned my hunter a little#not sure about the braid idk if he'll keep that lol#I also want to change his name because I was never happy with it to begin with#but I haven't decided yet to for now they're just the hunter (he/they)
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He literally makes me so depressed
#hey everyone how we feeling#the band ghost#cardinal copia#papa emeritus iv#rite here rite now#idk why ive never made art of my fav band ever but now my wife is balls deep in it too so thats probably why i got the motivation#were delusional atm
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the laws of tragedies, by @annabelle--cane
#one piece#monkey d luffy#portgas d ace#marineford#one piece fan letter#yoinked the gifs from tenor bc i could not get the right clips kajfgkjsdha#i saw that og post and was like ''is anyone gonna make it about marineford?''#and didn't wait for an answer#originally i wanted to incorporate it into a fic to join the rest of my tiktok trends in writing#but im not feeling like i'd do it justice atm so slapping it over the gifs it is#the gifs were all technically different sizes but here's to hoping it doesn't show akjsdfhakjsdfh
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part 2!!!! [read part one here]
transcript below the cut arranged into stanzas to help show where the rhymes are:
“that’s why they brought gem in? as a failsafe?” as a pawn. we were told to point her at whoever we need gone
“gem won’t hurt her allies. …yet.” the curse she carries will it’s had its eye on her since she lost the other eye she was specially selected for her hunting skill it’s quite the high honor. “wow. how generous.” we try
think about it: why does almost no one fight the curse? “given how fast scott killed skizz last season, i can guess.” [“any pain you spare your friends, you’ll have to suffer worse”?] it’s designed to shut down higher reasoning with stress
#if you still can't see the rhyme scheme try reading it out loud#if that doesn't work uh. idk. can't help you#my art#my poetry#grian#geminitay#smajor1995#bdoubleo100#inthelittlewood#secret life#grian and his terrible horrible no good very bad eldritch coworkers: the sequel#cant wait to post the next part so i can be like 'my three secret life comics. and yes they all rhyme'#this one narratively doesn't work nearly as well as a standalone compared to part 1#however i accidentally went way too hard and could probably upload the middle page + second to last panel as their own separate art pieces#tbh i'm considering putting an explanation of everything below the readmore buuut i don't feel like it atm. :3 later maybe#me and my 20+ life series headcanons i only allude to without explicitly stating don't need to explain ourselves#still experimenting with this webtoon-esque vertical comic style#still not sure i like it#it gets long too quickly#among other things#but it's very easy to read on a phone so
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[right to left] hypnosis
#genshin impact#my art#sorry for the long post idk how i managed to push out 9 pages in like. 2 days im feeling a little insane atm#anyways. lynlumi [cheering] lumine angst [cheering] having to draw the concept [booing]
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Sniff?
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“But someday you'll find somebody and love him and love him and never let him go.”
#my art#haikyuu!!#kagehina#hinata shouyou#kageyama tobio#been a while ;_;#I'm in the process of moving atm#I hope once I've settled in completely and everything is done I will feel more motivated to draw again#I miss drawing#I hate this feeling like I'm wasting so much time that I could use to get better 😞#anyway 😍 I will not give up
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toby fox needs to add like a bit of narration in deltarune abt kris like "they themmed they/themily down the stheirs" cus i cant go on seeing them constantly get he/himmed in yt comment sections
#this is my punishment for actually looking at yt comments isnt it#deltarune#kris dreemurr#maybe im looking too much into things but...#it also feels sorta. misogynistic when ppl default to he/him for androgynous/non binary characters#like ive seen multiple ppl use “well its understandable that ppl assume kris is a he when they have such masculine behaviours/hobbies”#the masculine behaviours and hobbies in question are being a prankster#i shit you not#like they called pranking... masc?? huh#can girls and others not get their silly on anymore??#also like i said before with the exception of like frisk and chara like almost every nb character is masculinised#like napstablook monster kid#god there has to be more but my memory is shit atm and i also have to go eat dinner#but i wanna talk more abt like why it feels so misogynistic to me#i thinnk it has to do with the fact that defaulting to he/him just makes women feel like an afterthought. ig like unless its confirmed then#they must be a guy to be relevant or smth#and also like how much they gender entirely non gender specific things (see: pranking)#ofc it wouldnt be BETTER per se if they imagined these characters as girls but its smth ive noticed and i just get frustrated cus#it feels sexist but i cant FULLY articulate why#i feel like i had the answer a lil while ago but i forgot#i might come back to this who knows#wow ok rant over#for now
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little Kitten Burst doodles because i love it and think about it a lot
pspspspspspspsps play kitten burst
#kitten burst#hapi#s4br#i wish i could draw something beautiful to show how much i love and appreciate this game but i'm feeling very stagnant wrt art atm#but still i feel compelled to doodle the characters and emotions that live in my head now thanks to this game#it has an excellent soundtrack and is super fun but the dialogue and characters are just.... they feel so personal to me
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loop warmups in btwn work
#lupin III#lupin the third#my art tag#jigen daisuke#goemon ishikawa xiii#lotta screencap redraws as practice#i need serotonin i feel like my recent drawings have been for so few ppl im not getting like. brain food from them#this one wont help its more of the same but its what im enjoying atm#i find it annoying to beg ppl to reblog instead of like but i will ask if u reblog can u say a nice thing in the tags#so i can suck on it like a chicken bone
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have some centaurs with no intent! Just a lot of doodles, Half character studies (Young Sunny getting his first shoes!(he doesn't wind up liking them.) and Young Irah in their fancy ceremonial outfit and miserable about it!) A rider pair inspired by carousel horses and a random good big sibling 💜
#centaurs#Irah#Sunny#Rider Culture#just a tiny bit#just some random lil character studies#basically what my brain does in downtime#it's either centaurs#dragons#or whatever fixation has my brain in a chokehold atm#feel free to use as#coloring pages#just credit me plz#(mostly so I can see them :)
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long time no tma, here's the archival gang in my friends' & i's outfits :]
#i think about that tag often#the magnus archives#tma#martin blackwood#jonathan sims#jon sims#gerry keay#gerry delano#gerard keay#<- always feels evil to tag the last one#and yeah ill always include him in everything i draw thank u for asking#tim stoker#timothy stoker#sasha james#my art#2023#i finished s4 and just started s5 the other day so u can imagine the horrors im going through atm#in my heart and soul ps sasha is also demi and theyre all very poly but tim especially#i wanted to do more but drawing sm fullbodies killed me
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