#theres a declan pov where he mentions adam only speaking to ronan truthfully that i cant find

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i think about adam lying to everyone and yet storing his reality in ronan like once a day. this boy who is estranged from his parents, has no siblings, has started lying to one of his best friends (gansey) and close friend (blue) and new friends (crying club) but stores his reality in ronan. his best friend and lover. just one person. we talk a lot about how much ronan loves adam, how much he yearns for him yet adam sets the world apart and bunches everyone in one group and ronan in another. just like ronan bunches everyone together and sets apart adam. the two of them are each other's whole worlds. they really are the truest lovers in this universe.