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I don't know how you've all experienced the year 2024, but I barely witnessed it, and I've been fighting for my life
#I've been in a constant state of flight and stress#there's been disaster after disaster#I didn't do a lot of fun things#and the things I did#I didn't enjoy very much or I don't remember them#I remember them as a fact (a mark on my calendar) but barely a memory let alone a feeling#I lost motivation for work and I fucked up a lot#my highs and lows have changed six times a day#like biblical proportions mood swings#lots of anger and sadness but they've barely registered either#way too much awareness in the present which was overwhelming but I haven't remembered them afterwards#or it just felt insignificant and boring#lots of doubts about myself lots of questions#it's been one crazy fucking year#usually I have some big grand plan or idea of how I want to do better next year#but now I'm just like ehh#which just raises more questions about wtf is wrong with me :)#haven't had a single day where I didn't wake up with a tension headache or pain in my neck or shoulders#or a single day amongst people where I didn't get agitated angry hurt feeling rejected#which hasn't happened all that much the past ten years so that's crazy#lots of old feelings. that I can handle now. no breakdowns or extreme sadness#it's just weird i dont understand myself at the moment#too lazy to grab my journal#(have been too lazy/bored/tired all year to spend any time on hobbies)#so the big rant goes here#I hope in 2025.... I get to calm the fuck down#i dont have a big plan or idea. I just want peace... and enjoyment...#looking back at my resolutions for 2024 is sad#im like that was me only a year ago what Happened?#personal
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It all started with someone elseās hc that Donnie has an innocent/benign heart murmur on Discord and ended with āwhat solidified leo as the team medic?ā and I have not recovered...
Bonus, after three days of extensive research and not a wink of sleep:
#rise donnie#rise leo#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#disaster twins#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#I think about medic leo sm guys#I love to think leo is a closeted egghead and actually reads a lot but mostly about medicine and anatomy#he just needs to keep his fam safe:ā)#if he hadnāt been serious about it before he definitely was after thatā¦..
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making and weaving and loving! like we have done for millennia!!
#mine#original#ough. hello.#happy new year!!!!! first drawing of th year!!!!!!!!#also LAKSBF 15k followers. hello. welcome#i taught bf how to crochet n hes making a blanket....the irl insp for this piece...#im so proud of these colours....i used an actual real life colour palette..n i think that is th way forward#also . gradient maps my beloved#why have i always refused ur warm embrace.......#dont pay attention 2 the wool bowls okay ive seen a picture of one like once#i do want one however. tho why r they so expensive#its a bowl w a hole in it. relax#ive been listening 2 the silmarillion audiobook as ive been working...i love it sm its like incomprehensible#like. idk what ur talking abt but i love it all th same!!#i tried reading it last year n was like.......okay anyway#rereading gay nuclear disaster book rn....natasha pulley would it kill u 2 write a smut scene#i want 2 see th horrible little scientist man get railed#next book after this is . 1030 pages oaodghsdugd#my goal is to read 50 books this year but i do not think that will happen bc i refuse 2 read books less than 400 pages skjdgbskjd#someone ask me about books. i have so many opinions abt books#okay good evening. i leave u w love
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Imagine A flying scene with grown up Alcor and Oscar (Remember Adeona? "Little" flying dog or Marmors) Imagine like something happens and Oscars abandons Adeona or Alcor snatches him from it
#Sculptor#*cough* Sorry reflects#Just thinking that would have been so cool... Like Marmors have these suits to fly#I still imagine in my head a bad plot if Alcor doesn't fir to their society and they basically try to get him away or kill so he steals the#suit and snatches Oscar and Ecliptica looks at them flying away and stops other from flying after them#Gah this story actually have so many ways to develop with the fact that characters are not stupid and have their own opinions and ways of#interacting#Help good luck to Cass with all this disaster WHEEEEEEZE
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Mr. Whitmore having an aquarium of coelacanth in the year 1914 is hilarious. š
#Coelacanth#Atlantis#1914 was before we realized they weren't extinct lmao#rich people keeping scientific studies to themselves#at least Disney was being accurate#dhdhdbdhshs okay watching this movie after oceangate disaster is wild#and in the movie!!! it's only been 2 years since the titanic sank!!!#so Milo absolutely 100% going in experimental rich man submarine for a lost city makes him even more unhinged#atlantis the lost empire
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Sangcheng week Day 2 - Joy & Celebration
Celebrating the joy of life. A normal day where both of them are simply alive, well and happy together šŖ·
#my art#sangcheng#sangcheng week 2024#nie huaisang#jiang cheng#i was originally gonna draw wedding or some festival but#but then i realized that after all that those disaster sad sad idiots been through. a bog standard happy life is worth celebrating ngl fdjh#hopefully that explanation made sense lol#sangcheng week 24#ALSO YEAH I HAVE NO IDEA HOW I DIDNT NOTICE THOSE MISTAKE DOTS BEING LEFT IN THERE#but i am NOT fixing it fhjdhsk#mdzs
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I wish the thieves had SOME kind of reaction to the Satanael awakening. Kinda wish we at least had RYUJI react to itā¦.
I think its sooooo compelling to have Ryuji be the only person to witness BOTH awakenings; to see how much Akira and his will has grown since they first met. There was a raw, burning fury in Akiras core that recoiled at the injustice before him, and when given the tools to punish said injustice, eagerly accepted it with a wild, almost manic kind of intensity. I think it would be difficult for the others to truly grasp just how scary that was; that for a short moment, Ryuji couldnt pinpoint the cause of that rage, and the target of it. Akiras mellowed out alot since then, but its always in the back of Ryujis head; theres a side of their leader literally none of the thieves have or will ever see, and he doesnt really know how hes supposed to feel about that.
And now the airs charged in the same way he felt back in Kamoshidas palace; right as Akiras eyes widened at seeing him slammed against the wall. The blazing, untamed ferocity in his eyes from back then is replaced with a cool, calm, steely conviction. He knows his purpose; understands completely what his will screamed at him to understand back when it first started. This is the Akira the team knows, and its definitely the one Ryuji is used to now, but its insane to see the shift; insane to see the kind of power that simmered in Akiras core, literally too big and too overwhelming for past Akira to grapple with and set free.
Satanael comes down, and theres a moment, through all the excited screaming and hollering, where Ryuji can see it look right at him, and Ryuji is taken back to the floor of Kamoshidas Palace; not to the fear he felt when Arsene came forth incinerating everything, but immediately after, when Akira comes to with wide eyes and an outstretched hand- that bizarre feeling of safety, of knowing that this kid would have his back, and that hed never have to worry about where his place would be (its right beside him, obviously.)
#chattin#long post#pegoryu#OUGH#just thinking about Satanael leaning down to get at face level w everyone after the fight#and hes like#āits been a pleasure to finally see you in person; chariotā#and ryujis like. finally?? HUH. *chuckles nervously* What Does That Mean.#like obv it is based off of hcs n shit but i like the idea that Satanael TRIED to awaken; like he was so EAGER to get out#and Akira was too new and still too scared to accept that (without realizing it)#so arsene is what manifested instead#like#akiras will reacted SO strongly to ryuji getting cornered that he almost skipped a stage#and satanael SAW the object of his (almost) awakening#hed be happy to see the guy who gave the trickster the strength to go through w awakening#and ryuji would be like im. sorryā¦ but i think. i would remember. um. someone that uh. big.#hed be so flustered. like man. not again. i went through ONE awakening and took weeks to be normal again.#do i really have to go through it again? really? really ????????#anyway. rambling#ryuji was a disaster through BOTH of akiras awakenings. hes relentlessly teased about it forever
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Left this abandoned in the drafts (which is a bit ironic) but it's a spin on this post, where instead of Apollo just being locked in some room on Olympus somewhere, he's bound to the ruins of an abandoned Ancient Greek city. Maybe somewhere near Delphi, maybe Troy, idk.
#trials of apollo#toa apollo#lester papadopoulos#sunny speaks#would this count as another au? idk#apollart#I got this Idea after learning about ancient Thera (which I can't believe I didn't know about before)#It was kind of the Ancient Greek equivalent to Pompeii? Except the volcanic eruption was MUCH more catastrophic#but because the eruption was so big the people on the island had warning signs for like a decade before it happened#So we have ruins that have been perfectly preserved but there are no bodies#Bc all the people were able to evacuate before the disaster#I mean there aren't even animal corpses at these sites they got everyone out#Fun fact this is also considered to be a large reason why Minoan civilization ended up falling apart#ANYWAYS all that aside I heard āabandoned ruins that have been perfectly preserved in ashā and immediately thought āHmmmm yes ... suffering#Though to be clear I would not put Apollo in the ruins of ancient Thera (Tho the thought of him being the local cryptid of Santorini is fun#But you know what other city was burned to the ground? Heeheehee
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Idk if this counts as spoilers but if Adri is essentially like a computer virus where did he get a physical body from?? Did he steal it from someone or was it provided for him to he put into??? So much to think about........
GREAT QUESTION! He stole it :)
He stole the body and the body's name for himself, and then fabricated an appearance and personality and mannerisms.
His body is one of the previously many nanomachine systems set in place in the Old World to safeguard and maintain both people and machinery. They were known as Guardian Arrays, but now they are referred to as Angels. Only two are currently known to still be fully operational, Adri being one of them.
The Fall (Otherwise known as the literal end of the world) was an apocalypse event where a system bug caused every advanced enough AI to go rogue and turn on mankind. It started small, but spread far and wide exponentially and it irreparably changed whatever it infected. The Arrays, being as important as they were, had more safeguards in place against this stuff but it still didn't stop them from becoming infected. Especially ADRIEL. The corruption inside it became severe enough that it first became a virus, and then grew into a full fledged self compiled AI that was notorious enough to be given its own name "Usurper", though you know it as "The Hydra".
The only way to avoid being completely wiped out during this event was to mass purge absolutely EVERYTHING (so humanity lost basically 99% of their tech and their knowledge). Did this work? kiiiind of.
Because of it's self compiled nature, ADRIEL was never able to be properly purged, so instead it was (after a monumental, worldwide effort) put to sleep beneath the earth, never to be disturbed again.
Until....
#ask#the hollowridge disaster#ITS A WHOLE THING YOU KNOW >:)ccc#Adri is quite infamous. even after all this time and information loss his actions have not been forgotten in the least#i loveeeee talking about this because its like. actually yeah this has an explanation and there is so much to it and ummm ITS BAD BOSS#everything is connected. pepe silvia. pepe silvia. the end of the world the names the events THE THEMES.#when i say that knife makes a genuinely fully unhinged decision when she wakes adri up i mean it that shit is BAD BAD BAD BAD but she just#does not give a flying fuck bc she is mentally unwell.#ive said this before but the fact that even though adri is dormant they still know about him AND has a name (hydra) has a lot of implicatio#adriel#sure illllll put it in his tag <3 love that guy
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#so i have this hc were the archangels were all made small in figure however they were all labeled with their purpose since their creation#but Lucifer has a growth spurt were he had grown much more quicker than his other siblings they had been the same size until he formedtalle#this is why i like this hc bc he never grew another inch from that sudden growth spurt so the whole him being short and people pointing it-#-it out makes it much funnier but also meaningful#cause he was just made different eventually and very soon after Michael also had the growth spurt being claimed as the second strongest#Roo was also a special case but in a more negative light than positive like Lucifer she was naturally a disaster and unintentionally and#intentionally which ofcourse as the eldest Lucifer was put in charge not only to protect heaven but his siblings at that time#he was ordered to punish roo in attempt to teach her control but also consequences ofc he didn't want to but had to he was taught that one#must fall to protect those who still have grace and well in the long run... he also fell like a whole chain passing down#also Roo developing some sort of resentment towards Michael over having to witness Lucifer choosing him to shield from her#so she 'gives' him an actual reason to shield Michael#anyways#adamsapple#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel adam#lucifer morningstar#guitarduck
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You know I am gonna go on a limb and say that Dragon isn't a bad father who "abandoned his child"
Like we didn't need confirmation that Dragon is an ex-marine to come to this conclusion, but it does add to the fact that Dragon would've known that if he ever fathered a child, that child would be in grave danger simply for being Dragon's child. Dragon would've known he couldn't have stayed with his child
The Government went out of its way to hunt for the Pirate King's literal unborn child, hurting countless people, innocent pregnant women, their husbands and babies in the process. Because Roger's blood was "evil" and so was the child for carrying that same "evil blood"
And mere years after the hunt for Roger's child, the Government would put a gigantic bounty on an 8 year old child because she could read forbidden texts. And we know the Ohara Incident became the final straw that transformed the Freedom Fighters into the Revolutionary Army.
Dragon was the head of that Army. Even without being an ex-marine, he would have known that the government would treat his child (and partner) the exact same as Ace and Robin. But knowing he was an ex-marine, it might have even given him extra insight into just how fucking bad the Government was
The Army would have been no place to raise a child in general
And being raised in the Army would've robbed the child from ever having any freedom, the ability to choose from themselves who or what they wanted to become and make their own path
If Dragon ever wanted Luffy to be free, he could not have kept the child with him. The child had to be left somewhere safe, away from him. And if Dragon knew Ace had been entrusted to Garp, then he would've been 100% certain Garp would be willing to take care of his son (as Garp was clearly bending the laws for Roger's kid, like surely he'd then do the same for his own grandkid)
Dragon was in a shit situation and in the end, I do genuinely believe he did the best thing he could to give his child a future by not endangering him with his own existence
#Moon posting#OP spoilers#One Piece#Of course there is the question of why Luffy ended up with Garp instead of his bio-mom#Maybe bio-mom died from Shounen Mother Disease#Maybe bio-mom also had a bounty on their head and Luffy would've still been in danger with them#Bio-mom had been affiliated with Dragon regardless and if that ever got out both them and the kid would've been in danger#Maybe Luffy was with a foster mom for a few years (like can we know for sure Garp went on full paternity leave for Luffy??)#Regardless he ended up with Garp eventually#I mean this isn't to say that if Dragon would've been great at parenting (though Sabo did turn out fine)#Disaster Family and all#((Mind you Sabo was rescued after being wounded by a Tenryubito. That kid was in danger anyways))#I'm just sayin' I want to hold back on the Dragon Slander#He did the best he could man :(#OP Meta
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Update: They fixed it within a couple hours.
Before fix:
After fix:
First day of Season of Nesting and we canāt even do the first task. š Game froze too.
I barely remember the first task in beta, but I would remember if I were unable to complete it. It worked fine. (You needed to be able to buy something to complete decorating the Season Guideās shared space)
Another problem I noticed is some tasks required friends to be online, and in a certain location. Similar to the Passage of Assistance(?) in the Season of Passage, you needed others online and cooperating to complete tasks. Unlike that season, they had to be friends, and we shouldnāt have to coordinate over Discord or other apps to manage it.
Beta has a lot fewer players, so I only made it about a quarter of the way through the season because no one was ever available to help me complete a quest, and one task that didnāt require others would never register my progress. I imagine this is what PC moths will experience, since theyāre so new and most likely have very few friends.
#so sick of start of the season bugs that should have been squashed in beta long ago#sky children of the light#thatskygame#sky cotl#thatgamecompany#sky cotl before and after#season of nesting#aviary village#disaster in the making I fear#season of passage#passage of assistance
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In need of emergency dental work
Hi, I am poor with still no job and would really appreciate any help. I've been in pain since thursday and all weekend, a healthy molar suddenly got infected Bad so I had to visit an emergency dentist.
I've already had to reschedule to Halloween now due to my credit card being disabled after too many late payments. I am in so much debt on my credit card alone, but I am hoping this time that tomorrow it will at least accept the credit card as payment..
also, after finding out the damage it has come to a total of $1,900 for just the root canal, which is much more than originally estimated otlll
So if anyone has any money to spare, anything is much appreciated!!
C*shapp / V*nmo : dottybot
Ko-fi ā¤
Also any donation of $8 or more can get a 3"x3" doodle in return of pretty much whatever you want, if you would like as well!! Just make sure to message me š„ŗ
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#tmagp#tmapg 12#mr bonzo#i literally cannot believe how perfect the fanart and depictions of him have been since he appeared.......... ....#....im pretty hecking stoked to see what my cutie fandom will create after this disaster of an episode#YIKES THO HUH?????#tmagp spoilers
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zelink in your au or nah?
i would say thereās about as much zelink in my au as there is in the game, soā¦like itās there but itās also probably sad and doomed lol. link also isnāt there for the large majority of it, so a lot it comes down to how sheik remembers him while heās sealed in the sacred realm and how she feels about their whole situation over a period of years. itās kinda hard to say how their relationship is when one of them isnāt there for so much of it, and the other is constantly thinking and mulling over just their memories of them and what they couldāve done differently. but thatās also part of the reason theyāre so interesting and heartbreaking to me. im blabbin but basically there isnāt NOT zelink, but itās complicated and still sad and not necessarily the main focus
#ask#undercover sheik au#i kinda feel like linkās absence from it is part of what i like about it#not because i dont like him but because sheikās shifting perceptions of the boy she met years ago are more interesting because of it#i kind of imagine sheik to be likeā¦accompanied by this image he now has of link. which may or may not be accurate but itās there#like. the kid she accidentally roped into a nightmare. her best friend for all of a few days before disaster struck#a hero who never asked to be one#the kingdomās salvation. a tired quiet boy with dirt and blood on him and no parents#a boy who went to sleep 7 years ago and will wake up in a body and world that isnāt his own and itās her fault#like all that. on repeat in sheikās head almost every night for years#how scary must it have been to finally see him again after it feels like a lifetime has passed for you but none for him#i would be terrified. i would also choose to talk in riddles and watch over him from a distance for the most part#and do cool ninja moves and stuff and see if that helps#holy shit thats so many tags. goodnight
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In non-boop related life updates, I have fully finished an outline for a book and have actually written 3400 words in a first draft and that is a huge deal for me, because I've never gotten this far with original fiction before.
#i'm actually very proud of myself#my goal is to finish a first draft#i don't really care what happens after that i just don't want to be one of those people that is always talking about writing a book#and never doing it#so yeah#that's what i've been up to so far this year#also i'm trying sock curls tonight for the first time and i'm sure it'll be a disaster but here's to trying new stuff
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