#there's APT also but that one is lowkey annoying so

[moonchild-in-blue]

Kinda crazy how he did this not long after 😌

🗣️ DESCE ATÉ O CHÃO, ESSE É O BONDE DO BRUNÃO 😩✋🇧🇷

Where tf is Bruno Mars, when is he releasing a new album, why isn't he serenading me to sleep every night, how can we get him to move again, and other such questions.

[onlyjaeyun]

𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐃 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐒 — 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐅𝐈𝐋𝐄𝐒

⤥ 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: 𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐤 𝐒𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐧 𝐱 𝐅𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐞 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

⤥ 𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: 𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐝𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬!𝐀𝐔

⤥ 𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬: 𝐀 𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐰𝐨 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐚𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐥𝐯𝐞, 𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐞𝐬. 𝐀 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐰𝐨 𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐬 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐨 𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐧 𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐲'𝐬 𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐤.

|| 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 — 𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐭 →

𝐍𝐈𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐌𝐔𝐑𝐀 𝐘𝐍: 23 year old economics major, lives with her younger half brother, former prof. ice skater, works as a barista at her best friend's café, born in Japan but moved to SK at the age of 4 after her mother's death, barely any contact to her father, also works little jobs like dog-/baby sitting and tutoring to save the money (faceclaim: @/yooxseo on IG!!!)

𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐊 𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐍: 23 year old marketing major, also a former prof. ice skater, works as an intern at a company's PR department, coaches the university's hockey team, no contact with his father, shares an apt. with jaeyun and lives in the same building as the nishimuras and heejay

𝐍𝐈𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐌𝐔𝐑𝐀 𝐑𝐈𝐊𝐈: 18 year old computer science major, in his freshman year, the hockey team's youngest player, got an athletic scholarship but doesn't plan on going pro, was born in Japan but moved to SK when he was less than a year old, however went to boarding school in JPN, works as an intern in a company's IT department

𝐅𝐔𝐊𝐔𝐓𝐎𝐌𝐈 𝐓𝐒𝐔𝐊𝐈: 23 year old owner of the café 'little tokyo', born and raised in japan until she moved to SK bc of her mother's new BF when she was 12, y/n's best friend since elementary school, cat mom

𝐍𝐀 𝐉𝐀𝐄𝐌𝐈𝐍: 25 year old application analyst, former hockey captain, lives alone, y/n's boyfriend of two years, lowkey a douchebag, hates all of her friends, mad toxic

𝐒𝐈𝐌 𝐉𝐀𝐄𝐘𝐔𝐍: 23 year old computer science major in his senior year, one of the hockey team's defensemen, hoonie's roomie and bestest friend, used to live next door to the nishimuras, works with riki

𝐋𝐄𝐄 𝐇𝐄𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐔𝐍𝐆: 24 year old international business major, jay's roomie, 1/3 of hoonie's childhood besties, the hockey team's center, works at the same company as hoonie but in a diff department

𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐊 𝐉𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐒𝐄𝐎𝐍𝐆: 23 year old business major, seungie's roomie, 2/3 of hoonie's childhood bffs, one of the hockey team's defensemen, y/n's study buddy, also works at the same company as hoonie

𝐊𝐈𝐌 𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐎𝐎: 21 year old education major, wonie's roomie, one of riki's closest (childhood) friends, hoonie's cousin, lowk y/n's adoptive child, the hockey team's left wing, works at 'little tokyo'

𝐘𝐀𝐍𝐆 𝐉𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐖𝐎𝐍: 20 year old education major, sunoo's roomie, riki's other closest (childhood) best friend, also works at 'little tokyo', the hockey team's goalie and captain, y/n's other adoptive child

𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆 𝐉𝐀𝐊𝐘𝐔𝐍𝐆: 23 year old communications major, hoon's FWB, used to be friends with y/n and tsuki, lowk annoying af

(A/N: LISTEN TO ME FIRST NO DONT SCOLD ME HEAR ME OUT OR I'LL CRY 🙏🏼🥺 i am posting the profiles now bc they take the most time and this is lit the last day where i'll have this much time to do anything so pls believe me when i say im gonna take my break starting today i SWEAR 🤕 anyway, thank you guys SO much for all the love and support. can't wait for this journey with you all. feedback is always appreciated!!!🧸🫧)

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[dolliedarlin]

Hi I’m one of the anons who’s obsessing over the P.A series!!!!! For some reason my brain has been full w diff things that could happen IDKKK! Hope u don’t mind if I dump a few....

TW: this is A bunch of rambling and some grammar errors LMAO sorry

Idk y I c y/n having a stalker💀 this prob sounds rlly weird but hear me out. (To add drama, also I Lowkey wanna c Mina,Sero and kiri get mad idk y-)

Since we all know y/n is the baddest most sophisticated b*tch (sorry idk if I’m allowed to cuss or not LMAO) her Ex lover is still obsessed w her and thinks that they are soulmate even tho they obv aren’t. I feel like y/n knows he stalks her but she ignores it until it gets worst. Like he found out where she lives. (He finds out where she lives while she’s sick which is now loll)

Anyways I feel like Mina would be over at y/ns place and since she’s getting better they are In her living room talking abt who knows what and y/n gets a knock on her door she goes to open it and admittedly closes it looking shocked. Mina being a pro hero is  supposed to be able to read body language. Mina ask her if everything is Alr and y/n OFC (stupid a**) says yes. Mina didn’t want to keep pressing the issue so she dropped it until it became a reoccurring thing with y/n and it’s not just her that noticed. She (y/n) is extremely hesitant to open the door and when she does she opens it a little bit. (And then idk her EX does crazy like breaks into her apt and scares the sh** outa y/n) THIS IS WHERE MY BIG IDEA STOPS 😭😭😭😭😭😭 that was a lotta rambling my apologies

Have a great day dollie!

oh no! please don’t feel bad, it’s always fun for me seeing what you dolls would want to happen next

although i don’t plan on bringing any psycho exes into ‘the p.a’ series, as a writer and an avid daydreamer, i can’t help but play around with this idea 

warning: there are brief mentions of violence ; this is not a part of ‘the p.a’ series but is just a little thought that i just couldn’t help but try my own hand at also ; i didn’t edit this either 😂 so kindly forgive any grammatical/spelling mistakes 

continuing on from your idea...

⏤mina, having the sneaking suspicion that something bad might happen to you that night, notifies the rest of the group later on that day

⏤usually, bakugou was in charge of you during the night and always sat in a chair beside your bed on high alert, ready to serve your every need...

⏤BUT!

⏤now that mina told them about your suspicious behaviour, all of them were put on high alert. 

⏤they all agreed to keep you unaware of their intentions by having bakugou take care of you like usual but they made sure that when on the night patrol, they were close by with their radios on and constantly being hyper aware of the shortest route to your residence from wherever they were situated - just in case of an emergency 

⏤naturally, they trusted bakugou with keeping you safe but that didn’t mean that they had no worries for you at all 

⏤seeing as you usually feel asleep before bakugou switched with the sero, who took care of you in the late evening, you were under the impression that you were alone at home 

⏤your current condition disallowed you from comfortably staying awake so you were constantly tossing and turning in bed, brows furrowed and sweating more than usual

⏤”what is she dreaming about?” bakugou utters in frustration as he continues to wipe away the vastly accumulating sweat rom your wrinkled brows

⏤he wasn’t frustrated at you no no, he was annoyed at the fact that he couldn’t make you comfortable no matter how many wet towels he uses to cook your forehead or wipe your sweat clean off your skin 

⏤as the night progresses, you eventually fall into a dreamless sleep, far too exhausted to continue stressing over your ex with the added burden of your fever on your body

⏤nevertheless, bakugou continues being on high alert at all times except for when he momentarily leaves to room so as to go to the toilet 

⏤this was the perfect opportunity for your crazy ex to sneak into your room via the window bakugou left ajar so as to help cool you down better 

⏤your ex was a creepy and disgusting man - someone that you had grown to dislike the more you got to know him and naturally left as quickly as you were able to 

⏤what followed was harassment to the highest degree, thankfully you were able to protect yourself due to your self defence training and quirk, however, it didn’t take away the shuddering feeling of being watched constantly

⏤you grew paranoid and extremely fidgety over time and eventually filled for a restraining order. unfortunately, that didn’t work and left you to deal with the situation yourself

⏤you were naive enough to think that you had shaken him after a particularly horrible beating he took from you in self defence. he had come at you with a knife but you were able to disarm him and send him limping home with a dislocated arm, a black eye and a bruised ribcage 

⏤over time, you got busy with work and slowly forgot about him, it wasn’t until today that you were reminded of his crazy obsession with you and were thrown into a panic 

⏤believing that you were alone at night and in your most vulnerable state, you didn’t feel safe and sought to deal with the situation however you could, even in your dreams

⏤all attempts were in vain, however

⏤bakugou, returning from his momentary break to the toilet came back just in time to see your creepy ex hovering over your sleeping figure. as if you sensed the unpleasant existence stalking you, your body stiffened under the blankets and you began to breathe uncomfortably, beginning to sweat bucket-fulls once more

⏤not wanting to disturb your sleep as rest was the top priority for you, bakugou crept up from behind the unknown figure and instantly went for his neck, choking him into silence as he dragged his thrashing figure outside, far away from you all the while sending a emergency signal to the rest of the squad 

⏤in no time at all, the rest of the squad arrived and had your crazy ex cornered. at this time he had already been tied up by bakugou and was ready for a quick chat 

⏤”what the hell were you doing with our yn?” kirishima began, sharp teeth grinding together as he clenched his jaw 

⏤silence 

⏤”speak up, we can’t fucking hear you,” bakugou spat as the others glared on from beside him, their eyes piercing through the moonlight and darkness of the night 

⏤”y-yn isn’t yours - that’s the first thing,” your ex finally cracked, giggling creepily in between 

⏤”you’re right,” sero began, “yn doesn’t belong to anyone so why were did you break into her house,” it took everything in sero not to lash out but they needed answers

⏤”wrong again!” your ex sang, “she doesn’t belong to you, she belongs to me! i’m her boyfriend!”

⏤”yn doesn’t have a boyfriend,” kaminari spoke up

⏤”that’s right! and if she did, we would have known,” mina agreed

⏤“that’s because she doesn’t know it yet, we broke up but we’ll get back together again soon” the tied up man giggled to himself, “it’s only a matter of time before she realises her mistake and she comes back to me,” 

⏤the team of heroes didn’t know what to say, they were so shocked and appalled at what they were seeing and hearing that they couldn’t bring themselves to utter a single word of response, they only listened further

⏤”i hoped she’d come back soon, anyway...but i was getting impatient so i had to try and convince her a little more. she’s been ignoring my love for her all this time, she can’t continue rejecting me for long...” he laughs, “i bet she misses it”

⏤“miss what...?” bakugou didn’t want to know but it had to be said

⏤”i bet she misses being with me. she’s so beautiful and so soft to the touch, she always smells good too and she has such a lovely voice - i want her all to myself, she doesn’t deserve to be anybody else’s”

⏤it was then that the team of heroes just about lost their minds. the creep before them didn’t say anything explicit but the madness in his eyes and the harrowing smile he was displaying was off putting. they dread to imagine what a lowlife nasty sob like him put you through but they saw flashes of unforgivable scenes that sent all of them into insanity 

⏤someone so precious to them didn’t deserve any such treatment. you may not have disclosed anything to them strict on being professional but if this man was willing to break into your house...they were fearful to think about what else he was capable of

⏤he deserved a beating from that act alone, actually, and a beating he got

⏤they could’ve killed the guy - they were more than tempted to and it would have been so easy...but he deserved to suffer in jail for his crimes against you so they held back no matter how painful that was for them 

⏤the very next day, under their authority and recommendation, the man was locked up for as many years as they could tally up and seeing as they were heroes, they were able to look into his past documentations and found you had filed a restraining order for him under harassment, assault and a number of other things they grew all the more furious at the more the read

⏤they would prefer it if you didn’t realise what they did that night but the media couldn’t let the story of 5 high class pro heroes sending a singular, beaten man to jail for life

⏤your creepy ex’s battered photos were all over the news and you were so incredibly grateful  

[storiesofsvu]

I've been toying with an idea about how Casey would convince Rita to adopt a cat with her, maybe you have headcanon ideas about how it might go?

(Bear with me as i’m on my phone. Expect typos/formatting issues)

Casey loves all and every kind of animals. If she wasn’t so set on her career she would totally live on a farm. A whole slew of cats, dogs, goats, pigs, maybe even a lil cow or donkey to round out the bunch

She also has a thing for creepy crawlies. Loves bugs, (probably purposely ate a lot as a kid… dont come for me). She’s always kind of wanted a snake, and loves lizards, high key wants one of those.

Naturally, she’s waiting until she’s super solidified and knows she can take care of a pet/isn’t going to have to move again with all the extra crap.

So when her & Rita get together, she starts to think about it more.

She quickly realizes that her lizard dreams are dashed the day there’s a spider in the kitchen and all she hears is a scream, a plate smashing & she finds Rita ON the kitchen island her limbs all pulled up tight, absolutely terrified.

Casey naturally scoops up the spider (with her bare hands, which Rita makes her wash approx 8 times before Casey can touch her again) and drops it outside. Rita’s wishing she’d killed it.

Since they’ve had the kid conversation basically on their first date they both know that’s not an issue, but Casey starts to bring up getting a dog.

“Casey… I *know* you want a golden…. We cannot have a big dog in this apartment..”

“Okay what about a smaller dog?”

“Dogs are messy. And they take more time & care & we both work such crazy hours already. They slobber… and smell��”

“The Queen has corgi’s…. You cannot tell me you wouldn’t get the same dog the QUEEN has… they’re OBVIOUSLY classy.”

Rita lets out a slightly annoyed sigh. (Only slightly because Casey is giving her an adorable pout & her best puppy eyes & Rita almost always gives in when she does that).

They entertain the idea for a bit, and when Amanda takes a trip down south, Rita offers that Casey will dog sit Frannie (at AMANDA’s apt cause like hell Frannie’s getting near the prauda)

That’s when Casey is reminded just how much work a dog really is. And Frannie doesn’t even shed that much but Casey still finds herself (and as such, Rita) covered in dog hair *much* to Rita’s distate.

Casey lowkey sulks for a week about it, but Amanda always lets Casey take Frannie to play whenever she wants.

They’re coming out of a meeting one day with Barba & he’s all “why don’t you just get a cat? They basically take care of themselves…” Rita shoots him daggers, Casey’s eyes light up like the fourth of July.

They end up agreeing on fostering, because to Rita, it’s not long term.

Until she absolutely falls in love with this stupid little fluff ball she’d meant to hate.

Casey names it something ridiculous, like Bernard cause of the little grey tufts by his ears.

Bernard trots along after Rita no matter where she goes in the house. It doesn’t even matter if Casey’s home, she’ll have to come grab the cat as it tries to climb up Rita’s leg while she’s making breakfast.

Casey’s long passed out one night, having spent the day in the park with her soft ball team playing & drinking in the sun. It was an early night for her.

Rita’s working away in the office, heavy into a closing argument when there’s this scratchy little “meow?” And she looks up, Bernard is perched in the space on the floor in front of her desk, head tilted with a curious expression.

“Oh alright.” She half scoffs, waving the cat to her, “but you tell no one.” She gives him a glare while he happily trots up to her and jumps into her lap. First he tries to steal her pen, chewing along the end of it. She eventually gives up and lets him have it, and he very happily curls up in her lap and goes to sleep.

She ends up working three hours longer than she’d intended cause she doesn’t want to move him.

A couple of days later Casey comes home saying the shelter still hasn’t had anyone come forward & they want to know if they want to keep him. (Casey also happens to have come home with Rita’s fave takeout & her fave gourmet chocolates)

Rita tries to play it cool but it becomes pretty apparent as Bernard slinks through her legs and she scoops him up without a second thought, scratching between his ears as the conversation continues.

Casey shoots her a wicked grin & says something like “I think Bernard chose his rightful Mom already”

And obviously they keep the cat.

[soukokuwu]

I think I have a kind of cute idea for headcanons if you have time.. can I ask for chuuya, mori and fyodor with a s/o, female if you are fine with it, who has a glitter/sparkle ability? She can make glitter, but she doesent really has it under control. So sometimes when she touches something its full with glitter or when she sneeze glitter falls down from above her and the persons who are around her? When she is excited she starts to sparkle herself?

     author notes. okay this idea was pretty damn cute ngl i had fun with these hehe hope you like em anony!! <3 tags; @animatedarchives

when he first heard about what your ability was, he had to try his hardest not to laugh (because that would be pretty insulting and boy isn’t into insulting a girl).

also has to do a double take; has to ask you (while reminding himself to breathe steadily in order not to let out his laugh) if you’re being serious about it. to which you nod, and he’s now very curious (and still trying not laugh silly).

“it’s fine, chuuya, you can laugh.”

lets out a very obnoxiously loud laugh, but he doesn’t mean anything bad, he’s just never heard something so amusing. he makes up for it by pinching your cheek and calling it an apt ability for you to have, dubbing it to be “as cute as you are”.

asks you to demonstrate it, but you’re hesitant because you don’t have it under control. so you take revenge on him by touching him, turning him into a walking pile of glitter.

takes him ages to get it out of his hair (and his underwear but he doesn’t talk about that).

learns his lesson about surprising you: be prepared. because when he successfully surprised you, he gets surprised too. he’s covered in head to toe with glitter… again. the next time he wants to surprise you, he makes sure his ability is activated so he can easily get rid of each and every particle of glitter.

a good thing about your ability? you can never catch him off guard. if you even attempt to scare him, your sparkle gives it away. and if he’s ever surprised, it’s because he’s playing along.

jokes about how he’s ready for his future home to be covered in glitter, and then you both realise the deeper meaning behind that sentence, cue the blushing (and the glitter that basically pops off of you like confetti).

counts his lucky stars that your ability is so adorable and typically girly that elise likes it — and thus you — so much. you can count on having elise play with you, demanding you to conjure up some glitter for her. you don’t totally have it under control, so you always end up giving her nothing or way too much at once.

enjoys watching you play with elise, honestly. he’s happy to just sit aside and admire as the two of you get along, with you appeasing elise’s every wish, looking like a real mother would.

learns his lesson about what to do when he has a meeting and you have to be left alone in the headquarters: to not leave you in his office. because the first time he leaves you in there without thinking through it, he comes back to his office all covered with glitter. including all the important paperwork.

cue his exasperated sigh, and elise’s mirth. he feels lowkey frustrated, but the moment he sees you all sheepish and embarrassed, all of it dissolves and all he points out is how precious you are.

then he gets all the grunts he can find to help him clean up the place, demands it to be spotless. tells you not to worry about it and that they exist to help you clean up.

tries to help you get it under control because if he’s going to start living with you next time he doesn’t want his entire house to be covered in glitter… that would be way too much for his liking, but there’s only so much he can help you with. you manage to tone it down, but just a little.

when you feel bad for constantly making his headquarters and house all littered with glitter, you apologise profusely. to which he always kisses you gently on the cheek, tousling your hair and assuring you it’s okay, “i love you just the way you are, i don’t mind it as long as it’s you.”

imagine this: fyodor as per normal; but his ushanka is covered in glitter because you and he both have trouble getting all the glitter out.

cue his -_- face, but he also loves you, so all he does is sigh and tell you that it’s okay, what’s important is that your glitter doesn’t damage his hard drive, that’s what matters.

doesn’t stop you from being scared to be around him because you don’t want to annoy him by covering him with sparkles every time you can’t control your ability. he honestly finds it cute, how when you’re scared sometimes glitter will just fall over your head like a black cloud.

doesn’t actually tell you how cute he actually finds it, because he finds it ridiculous how adorable it seems to him. lowkey embarrassing, but he doesn’t want to talk about that.

you’ve got him trying to cook more for himself, because as much as he appreciates you cooking for him, sometimes you can’t help it; glitter will end up in his food. he sighs and he seems so frustrated by it, but he can’t keep it up — saves it by saying he doesn’t mind it.

thinks that the amount of glitter you can cough up sometimes is so dazzling, so blinding, then he gets an idea. sometimes he’ll just have you fill a room up with your glitter, just to confuse enemies. tells you he’s proud of you when you help him. (you like his praises so much, he can just tell from the way glitter covers your entire body after he does.)

the man is well-prepared, especially when you’re sick. orders tons of tissue (or handkerchiefs) online. is armed with tissues all around the house because the amount of glitter you sneeze out is amazing.

also buys new clothes for sleeping, uglier clothes, one he doesn’t mind having glitter stuck on when he sleeps together with you. you apologise for the inconvenience, but all he does is tell you to shut up and pull you close. “it’s because i want to hug you, idiot. now go to bed.”

[luvargas]

     i think i just saw LUCILA “ LU ” VARGAS ride by on a golf cart . at least i think it was her . after all , CREDIT IN THE STRAIGHT WORLD BY HOLE was blasting on the transistor radio . maybe she was on her way to work , i hear she’s a PERSONAL TRAINER . but she totally could have been on her way to SNEAK IN A SMOKE AT THE GARDEN . guess we’ll never know . you’ll definitely know its her when you see LOOSE AND TANGLED HAND WRAPS , BUTTON BADGES ON VEGAN LEATHER ,  AND HEAR THE SHRILL SOUND OF BICKERING around the country club . let’s just hope she stays off the green after hours or else the sprinklers will get her !

( new muse, messy thoughts, u get the gist. pls know the views of this chara do not reflect my own. the name’s katya, 21, she/her pronouns & im ready 2 party. feel free to hmu wnvr or drop a like to plot n ill com 2 u ! x — oh n pls be a pal n read this quick disclaimer. tysm ! )

BASICS

24 years old

15 april 1997

5′1″ or 1.55m tall

bisexual cis woman, she/her

aries sun, aqua moon, and aqua rising

love languages : quality time & acts of service

BIO POINTS

kid o’ divorce, lived w her ma in chicago til she was 6 then w her dad in highlands til 14 then back to her ma ! 

def a daddys gorl. so used to her white pop’s leniency that livin w her strict latina ma durin her teen yrs was So Not Her Vibe ergo * cue her rebel grrrl phase *

did not finish hs ! left senior yr 2 to go w her “ radically progressive ” college bf to [ insert dev country. ] they broke up after a few mos but she kept at that life for a couple more yrs

seen some places. lived in new countries. done some shit. some good, some sus, but all generally well-intentioned. tis a whole thing but u get the gist, nywy !

lu’s back in da usa by 21. rel w the ma is strained but the pa is chill w stuff, they kept in touch. he said shell get her college fund if she gets her ged so she does !

her dad is v active n stuff so shes just always been v sporty w him. lu turnin 23 w zilch plans worried him so he implored her to get certified as a personal trainer ! n when she did, he called in a few favors w a pal he knows et voilà ! ur hired.

LU AT WORK

shes been workin at the country club fr a little over a yr now. most her clients are influencer-type gals n they luv her bc shes can take rlly cute pics n stuff for content. lu sorta likes some of em n she fakes the rest for the bread. u can bet she clowns all em richies behind their back   

unless she got clients, catch her runnin’ about the club n minglin’ w the other workers. does it annoy mngmt ? yes. n she luvs that. but bc her soon-2-b-karen clients luv her n wont stand for her bein booted, she can milk that impunity

actually knows her shit n lowkey rlly enjoys the work. she picked back up the boxing n tae kwon do she did when she was younger plus she was always in the track team at school. v healthy lifestyle save for her smokin vice n the party moments

PERSONALITY 

passionate ! has lotsa opinions. helluva a drama queen, bit of a loud mouth, argumentative n stubborn but her heart’s in the right place, albeit a lil misguided. comes w the whole activist bit, bitin her tongue just aint it. highkey makes everythin political n smtms gotta realize .,.,. it just aint that deep chief. some say shes needlessly defiant, but maybe thats a in the beholder typa thing ? fingers crossed 4 lu’s sake

fun, fun, fun ! can be real naggy but shes no buzzkill. wannabe anarchist-slash-mutineer who wants 2 stick it 2 the man ! get rowdy go crazy

fight, fight, fight ! goin back to the first bit, she talks big. esp w like ,, men n the whites lol. she can actually walk her threats tho she isnt actually violent. w arguments, she likes to start em but finishin is ... ruff.  also any dare, she wont back down in either doin it or arguin why doin it wld be smth-ist. shes not the sharpest tool ok rip lu

loyal legend ! fr her friends n buds, shell turn a blind eye. pals r the only exception ! truly ride or die n will do errthng 4 em. v much a believer in the power of community n ppl needin ppl or wtvr, yk, all that stuff. shes mouthy but like, she helps ppl 

here’s a brief blurb n a more coherent look into lu as a character

TIDBITS

lu can understand spanish but hers is a bit broken, tis her secret shame shhh

she doesn’t believe in the institution. any institution. u name it, shes got beef

pls dont fact check her she cant hear u

probs lowkey thinks shes better than u bc shes vegan

prefers 2 be called “ lu ” n ny1 who insists on lucila is dead 2 her 

comments abt her not lookin like a pt w her height n frame will result in an earful n a dramatic outburst. it aint worth it chief

watches lotsa sports w her pops. mostly indiv ones. mma, boxing, tennis, track, etc

dont ask me abt her principles n politics, i cant explain em either. v inconsistent n just messy at this point tbh but here’s a lil attempt ig

she drives a 2018 prius n lives in a p nice 1br apt outside the club

her mom’s middle class n her dad is almost upper-middle class. he isnt a member of the club but, like ,,, he cld be if he wanted to lol. he spoils her sm while she hasnt rlly Spoken to her mom besides civility, rip they both stubborn, tis a vargas thing

she is v much in a comfy position money-wise n dsnt hav much Need to hustle but sis does hav a couple of organizations she regularly sends some dough to so thats nice ig

she went fr grassroots activist to a veteran twitter/tumblr/reddit/wtvr ranter n a change.org gofundme petition regular. is it burnout ? is she ok ? honestly who knows

WANTED CONNECTIONS / TAKEN CONNECTIONS

found family ! pals n squad wanted. y’all gotta hav patience or ear plugs to power thru her self-indulgent mini-rants but shell luv ya back tenfold !

carpool buds ? cld be a pal ! or maybe yall had a lil argument or small beef but lu still drives ym bc her pride ? said mother earth first even tho the tension n silly drama is funny 

homies to smoochies ! just sum nsa makin out. cld be pals, cld be flirty, idk, but if u wanna kiss her shes probs ok w that

smoke bud ! just sum1 thats her go-to 2 smoke w on her breaks. knows not to call her out on how its not healthy fr a trainer yada yada she knows ok. let her live

an ex ? idk yet shes not rlly datey but thats out there

crushes ! this bitch hot but does she know how to flirt ? not rlly. watch her fumble

debate club ! aka sum1 she bickers w relentlessly. its valid, sum1 fite her. r u a worker or a club member ? either works. its a whole club bc she can have tons, lu can be hella annoying n testy

clients ! self-explanatory. do they get along tho ? lets find out ! 

( im officially braindead now but if y’all got more ideas or think theres smth lu wld fit just lmk !!! down 4 wtvr, wld luv 2 hash it out w yall <3 ) 

[excitedlysuffering]

hey can you do the headcanons collection thing for shikamaru pls ?

I love this boy honestly like I’m obsessed lmao

I’m also surprised but happy the HC collection is becomin a thing XD

Shikamaru Headcanons Collection

What He Looks For In An S/O~

• Shikamaru is a laid back person, and he’d definitely want an S/O who is chill

• This boy is a GENIUS so he’d be bored with someone who couldn’t hold an intelligent conversation

• I’ve already said it, but someone who’s CHILL, Shika can’t handle a wild S/O

• He would prefer someone more on the homebody side, he doesn’t want to be dragged on adventures all the time ever

• He probably wouldn’t care if they were a civilian, he’d always wanted a plain life anyways

• Shikamaru wouldn’t want your relationship to be scheduled and busy, he’d prefer someone who didn’t mind simple things or spontaneous things

• A patient S/O is mandatory cause do you know how many hours he spends doing nothing and being quiet? He’ll need a saint

• He needs someone who has a passion for things they love, the way he is with his friends/teammates and shogi

• An accepting S/O, someone who doesn’t try to change him, whether it’s his laziness or his smoking

• Shikamaru can be pessimistic and snarky sometimes, so he’d do well with someone who has a thick skin

• They need to get along with Choji. Calling him fat is NO NO bros before hoes

Relationship With Shikamaru Stuff~

• Alright, alright we all know the basic stuff. He’s going to nap, watch clouds, and play shogi with you, that’s old news.

• Shika is not clingy and doesn’t crave constant physical affection in the way that he won’t for the most part look at you like ‘I just wanna hold her’

• He’s (obviously) very perceptive, however, and if he knows you want to cuddle or something he will usually indulge you (with some complaints of course)

• If you don’t mind smoking once in a while, great! If not, he’s very considerate and won’t do it when you’re around

• Shika is not really the ‘let’s go out on a date’ type, he’s more lowkey and prefers to just spend time with you in private

• Surprisingly, he’s a big fan of pillow talks, so, please indulge him

• He enjoys journaling, it’s a way for him to process everything he took in during the day it’s hard being a super genius and he would love if you did that together

• Sometimes, when he’s in a good mood he’ll do little things that he thinks are childish, but how could he say no when you’re so cute?? He ends up loving pillow forts

• Massages will be a big thing between you, he’s often stressed and that really helps him, but he always feels obligated to return the favor

• He’s really like an adorable pessimistic teddybear

• Sometimes he finds the need to rant about whatever and if you’re willing to listen, you’ll have his heart. On the flip side, he’s a great listener, even if he doesn’t have much to say, you know he cares

• Oh, he’ll remember your anniversaries/birthdays, etc, but don’t expect him to make a big deal. At most, he’ll get you a small gift and pay extra attention to you

• Definitely the kinda guy to avoid you on your period, not because he thinks it’s gross or anything, he just doesn’t have the energy to deal with mood swings. He will, however, grab supplies so he can help without being within your range of emotions

• Not that competitive, and if it’s anything other than Shogi he might just let you win cause he doesn’t care that much

How To Lose/Annoy Him~

• I’m 100% sure trying to make him do things is a given, but I’ll say it louder for the people on the back :)

• If you are constantly pestering him and interrupting his peace, he will quickly get fed up

• Please do NOT play hard to get or make him jealous. He’ll immediately know what you’re doing, but things like that just make him frustrated

• He hates mixed signals and dropped hints, so if you have something to say, just say it

• If you try to change him and constantly nag at him to be more productive, he will quickly lose interest

• Talking just for the sake of talking, and not having anything real to say will grate on his already thin patience

• As crazy as this may sound, there is a limit to how much lazy Shika can take. Even if he complains, he always completes his duties to the best of his abilities. If his partner can’t even do that much, he will lose respect for them

• The opinion of people he’s close to is a big deal. If his teammates, Asuma, or his family genuinely think something’s off about you, he will proceed with caution and probably be more scrutinizing of you

• He really has a short temper so be mindful of that, try to refrain from bothersome pranks and annoying him just because

Soft Shika Things~

• Even though he isn’t the softest person you’ll ever meet, he has his moments

• This side of him usually comes during naps/cloud watching

• He doesn’t mind cuddling up with you at these moments and he might even ask for it

• Shikamaru is a believer in the little things, so if he sees you’re insecure he might drop little compliments here and there.

• He’d die if you ever told anyone, but sometimes if he has nothing better to do, he’ll paint your nails, especially if they’re beginning to crack. He loves to experiment and see how different colors go with your skin tone

• The first time he saw you wearing something of his, he had no idea what to think like didn’t you have clothes?? He quickly got past that and actually enjoyed seeing you in his clothes. Not in a sexual way, but like ‘wow she’s really my girl??’

• He actually wouldn’t mind getting a matching couple thing if you were into it. Nothing like a shirt or an outfit, but probably something like a matching stud earring or lighters

• If you ask and no one’s around he might take his hair down around you, but he isn’t really fond of it being touched but what’s the point of having great hair if it can’t be played with??

• Has the worst spring allergies and is SUCH a BABY please take care of him, he needs it

Random Shikamaru Facts~

• Shika has an almost perfect photographic memory, and it can be overwhelming to remember everything so he started doing nothing to reduce the stimulus to his mind, but actually started to reallyyy enjoy being lazy

• He’s actually an insomniac because he feels like his mind never stops and he loses a lot of sleep

• His love language is acts of service all the way

• Shikamaru definitely ends up with a tattoo at some point in his life, it’s something small but significant

• This boy is loyal to a fault, whether you’re his S/O or his friend, he has your back forever

• If he’s close to you he has so much trust in you like he won’t really think about you hurting him, so if you were too he’d be deeply hurt

• He hates the rain or any kind of weather that keeps him inside

• He has spring allergies, but he refuses to acknowledge them so he’ll pop an allergy pill and that’s that

• He sucks at taking care of himself when he’s super busy please help him

• He’s not at all religious, he doesn’t believe in fate, destiny, or karma. He’s really the classic man of science stereotype

• He has traditional views on male/female relationships, but if he meets the right woman who challenges him, that could easily be rearranged ahem Temari

Little Things~

Favorite:

• Place to kiss- Your lips; he’s a simple man really, he’d much rather kiss your lips than anywhere else

• Way to hug- Not a huge hugger, but he likes one-armed hugs where he holds you close to his side for the most part

• Things to do with you- He loves to have deep conversations with you

• Cuddle Positions- He likes when you’re sitting up and he can lay his head on your chest or in the crook of your neck

• Type of date- Outdoors, usually just lazing around under the sun, or if you’ve been apart for a while, he’ll treat you to BBQ

This or That:

• He loves fall, the beautiful changing colors, and the calm atmosphere

• He’s an afternoon person (Idk if that’s a thing) he likes to be productive in the middle of the day, the morning and the night are his personal time

• He can’t cook anything past basic, he never thought he’d need to

• He likes to read strictly nonfiction but might be persuaded to try lighter reading per his S/O’s request

Conflict Happenings~

• Will avoid it at all costs, so if he has to avoid you, so be it

• Thinks it’s a waste of energy to argue when you could be discussing

• It’s pointless anyway. Unless you have a flawless, foolproof argument, he will find a hole and your argument will fall apart

• He hates beating around the bush and would expect his S/O to be more mature than that; so if you have a problem or if he upset you, he wants you to just say it

• He will make subtle efforts to appease you if you’re mad at him. He might be open to cuddling and might take you for a real date

• He doesn’t care to hold grudges so once you apologize and it’s sincere, whatever happened is out of sight out of mind

• On the flip side, he doesn’t appreciate people bringing up past mistakes as leverage if he’s apologized and already paid the penalty

• Yelling doesn’t phase him, he’ll wait until you’re rational and calm before discussing the problem with him

• He doesn’t have a short temper, but certain things make him go from 0-100 real quick

• Once something petty starts, he won’t physically leave, but he will probably mentally tap out

• Would 120% prefer for the two of you to be at peace so if it’s something small he is apt to concede just so things can go back to normal

Modern Shika~

• The quiet genius, because he doesn’t want to have tutor someone or have things expected of him

• Is that one guy you never really like at but once you do you’re like ‘was he always that cute??’

• He is not really invested in appearances, he’ll probably wear jeans and turtle necks or sweatshirts. Somehow he always looks good even though he hardly tries??

• Probably switches from smoking to vaping, assuming he ever used cigarettes in the first place

• He has a car, but most people would never know cause he’s always walking places

• Has popular friends, but doesn’t care to be the center of attention in the slightest

• The one person to probably be ahead in school work

• He always comes up with the most clever ways to cheat but he’s so smart he never needs them

• For studying, he’ll glance over the material no more than a week in advance and be done all hail photographic memory

• He’s down for a good party every once in a blue moon, if he knows the people there

• Would probably be offered money to write essays, but he’s too lazy to do it

• Perfectly okay with being a teacher’s pet (sometimes) if it means he gets special privileges

• CEO of sauntering in the door the second the bell rings

• Never really had the rebellious stage, he doesn’t care that much for showing out but he does like to be out of the house as much as possible

• I can see him with a mid-low maintenance pet like a cat or a gerbil

• He’s that one naturally aloof guy that has this aura that gets him all the girls??

• He doesn’t date around, but I could see him with a no strings attached friends with benefits

• Shika isn’t overly fond of decoration or extra things no matter where he’s living so his living space is mostly clean due to lack of things to make a mess with

• He probably would only have a roommate if finance was an issue and even then he’d probably be a little salty over it

• He’s an extroverted introvert (stay with me) he doesn’t mind socializing, but he needs time to himself to prepare and wind down

• He would definitely have minimal social media, probably only a phone number and maybe Instagram, though he’d rarely post

• At the end of the day, I belong to this sexy genius XD

Masterlist

[borisbubbles]

17. CZECH REPUBLIC

Benny Christo - “Kemama”

So first off, thank you for the nice commens. 😇The past few months haven’t been the happiest time for me, so thank you for your patience as I scraped my bearings together for another post! 😁

So I will now extend that same sympathy to Benny Christo, whom I think I damn fucking underrated. Let’s jump in~

ENTRY ANALYSIS

As one may expect i INSTANTLY liked “Kemama” because you know, it’s a fun, laid-back, tropical afro-breeze, completely different from anything else we would see in NFs and the year. EXACTLY the type of song I was hoping the Czech NF would deliver (and deliver they did, see NF Corner). This level of mild like swung into strong unironic like upon realizing that the title is a contraction of “Okay Mother” 😍 and the song deals with the subject of overcoming racially-tinged discrimination and rising above the hate. That just feels very poetic and apt? “Kemama” felt like the entry that had to overcome the highest odds in order to earn the respect it so fully deserves, and still hasn’t fully reached it.

.In our Western European bubble, comprised mostly of gays and left-liberal straights, we have a very grateful and universal acceptance of many different kinds of [lizard] people that make up Eurovision casts. Yet with “Kemama” we may have reached  an unusually grimy undercurrent of coded racism. 

Of course nothing I read was outrageously rancid, than Cod for that. The worst statement I read was a double-whammy of “EWW THIS ISN’T CARIBBEANVISION” and “WHY WOULD SOMEONE FROM *KENYA* WANT TO REP CZECHIA IN EUROVISION?”, and yes they first got the continent wrong and then *also* got the country wrong in the follow-up post and then they were torn limb from limb by a pack of aformentioned left-liberals. I’m sorry but i can’t not have any other response than laughter in the face of yet another fucking MORON faceplanting themselves with words like a... racist JK Rowling if you will?

Still, while I never read something outright vile about Benny doesn’t mean I found his deniers really annoying and they were! Think “Ew Solovey is ‘Too Aggressive’ it will NEVER DO WELL IN ESC”, a statement that isn’t coded nor racist (and yet extremely false and misguided), functioned as a similar idea by the same minds. A statement borne from the same breed of narrow-minded stubbornness which has caused elitist morons to be all “there is **SOMETHING** about “Kemama” i do *NOT* like and I cannot lay my finger on it... but I **DO NOT** like it at ALL. It won’t ever qualify because everyone will think the same way I do” -- Eurovision snobs, tiptoeing around racial coda in January 2020.

 They would also insist that Benny was “arrogant” because he was seemingly impervious to their (de)constructive criticism. Like, if you were a biracial butterfly living in a slavic country who had to deal with statements such as the above on a regular basis, you WOULD block out the noise. And if you heard them often enough you will start to block them out pre-emptively. DO YOU NOT KNOW HOW COPING MECHANISMS WORK?? (oh wait you’re white-privileged. Nevermind 🙄)

 So naturally, when Benny decided that he would revamp “Okay Mother” by adding in MORE African elements it only made me love him even more lol. 😍 Was it a bull-headed, contrarian and possibly really stupid decision? Yes, yes and absolutely yes. Was it worth it? Well he managed to incite even more meltdowns in a group of people I feel nothing but contempt for, so hell yeah? Eurovision was cancelled anyway so who cares how much ‘worse’ “Kemama” actually got. 

Okay, so we’ve arrived at the revamp.

Granted, it wasn’t the best ‘vamp, I’d be a fool to deny it. The new elements threw a wrench in the melodic balance of the song. Out went tropical laid-back fun, IN went that fucking guitar oh my god this is some Hotel FM piano levels of overbearing I swear. (nb: this still didn’t stop me from ironically stanning Hotel FM’s lame asses anyway 😍). However, it made the personal backstory that I loved and savoured take a backseat to the now inferior composition. 😭

Regardless, New Kemama was fundamentally the same song, and I fundamentally liked Old Kemama, so whatevs, it made no different to me. In the eyes of many Eurovision diehards we were experiencing WORST PRESHOW SEASON EVER (after three songs... lol) and nothing clinches this brainworm more than a revamp announcement. “OH MY GOD HE WILL RUIN IT! I CAN GUARANTEE YOU I *WON’T* LIKE IT”. Self-fulfilling prophecies, ya know? It certainly didn’t help when the official channel accidentally uploaded a vid with broken soundmixing (‘OMG HORRIBLE LAST IN THE SEMI!!!!’ calm the ever-loving HELL down) and took another FULL WEEK to upload the correct vid. The damage had already been done. Typing "SEE I TOLD YOU THE REVAMP WOULD BE SHITE HA HA HA” in the Kemama comment box really just is the ESC equivalent of reponding with “Actually, *all* lives matter :smug:” to a BLM support pamphlet, isn’t it?

NF CORNER

While not my favourite NF of the bunch, I found the Czech NF to be lowkey epic. Not epic enough to remember its name but regardless Czechvision or whatever marked the end of an era because it was also the last selection spearheaded by Jan Bors :o

I think I’ve made it clear enough in the past that I’m somewhat mixed on Bors Era Czechia - Lake Malawi were a toetapping good, Ickolas was a pockmarked, skin-crawling evil and the other three inhibit a purgatory somewhere between “moderately nice” and “moderate timewaste.”

Still, I have great respect for the man who orchestrated Czech’s comeback after scoring NINE POINTS TOTAL across three years with the mindset of “So what? Why says we can’t win?” so ofc I was all into the idea of the “EIGHT INDIE ANGELS, HAND-PICKED BY BORS HIMSELF” NF that would serve as his swan song.

Naturally things went down the drain the second Bors left, with one of the eight peacing and his successor cancelling the live broadcast (does anyone remember what exactly happened? I vaguely recall one was the cause of the other but lol it’s July can’t be bothered to factscheck (Factsczeck?) anymore, bitches.

Anyway, ON TO THE GOOD STUFF, and yes, there was plenty.

We All Poop - “ All the Blood (Positive Song Actually)”

Yes, as you can imagine I ofc IMMEDIATELY fell into like when I saw that chyron and invisioned the inevitability of the Czech Rep’s Rep immediately alienating every parent just based on their name alone <3 😍 w/e WAP quickly became that “Good but not great” song you find in every NF that everyone gushes over because it’s the whitest option available. Like, yes, “All the blood” is good, but musically it’s identical to Green Day and Twenty-One Pilots and god name ANY 90s-early00′s American Punk Rock band. For me the enjoyment came from the fact that WAP were openly crazy vegan fundamentalists and the VC clip actively condemns the use ANY animal protein by replacing the cattle and game with LITERAL HUMAN BEINGS. 😍 :fusedmarcintensifies: :kasiamosage:

Pam Rabbit - “Get up”

Ohhhh YES a glorious experimental Synth-Trap song only I could love and ofc I did. God what is there even to say; the provocative darkness of the verses combined with the swirling amorphousness of the chorus gives me LIFE. LUFF THIS SHIT <3333 Ftr, this was also the fave of Slovene Juror duo / synth angels / Boris faves ZALAGASPER, further proving their pathetic naysayers that they own all things music and the haters can suck a series of-

Barbora Mochowa - “White and Black Holes“

Lol, yes even with a “Get up” existing, there was a song I liked even more. Barbora proved a very competent Lana del Gay last year, but I was a YUGE fan of this year’s... Kate Bush-Björk blend of ethereal awesome. It is so soothingly beautiful and the rare example of a song that I find completely free of flaws. Were the competition not such a hard place, I’d be pissed she didnt win (at least she won the jury vote MASSIVE KUDOS to every alum on that) but w/e this selection had opions and I’m rather robbed of a “Kemama” than I am of a BRILLIANT IRREPLICABLE AETHERBALLAD. ~Danse balance sûr les white and black holes~

Elis Mraz & Cis T - “Wanna be like”

I *VERY* strongly felt that if the Czech Republic wanted to win ESC, they should have picked Elis and even now I STILL believe she could have won. That isn’t to say I gushed over “Wanna be like” because I find it kind of annoying lol. Yes, I LOVE an annoying female voice (:Tones&Icackle:) but Elis’s reaches a Camilla Cabello sort of place for me (good lord get Senorita OFF the fucking radio) and the Scat + White Guy Rapping middle-eight. 😬. However, the second I opened up the video clip for this paragraph and was immediately BLASTED by Elis murdering a ukelele and wearing a  “schoolgirl” outfit straight from a Japanese tentacle porn movie and OH MY GOD THE AGGRESSIVE TWERKING made me reconsider that hey, this min-sized Meghan Traynor actually kinda highkey owns, yo!  Yet, I’m not at all bothered we lost her in the Czech NF because we got UNO DOS QUATRO CINCO SEIS :fatmansplit: fill up the megameme slot instead, so...

Eurovision 2020 vs Eurovision 2021

BENNY RUINED HIS SONG AND NEVER WOULD HAVE QUALIFIED. jk I’m not a moron. Sure, “Kemama” wasn’t an easy sell because you know AFROBEAT in a contest where half of the people watching are fash (ie: all of Eastern Europe, who watch out of ~Nationalistic Sentiment~ 😬), but there are Kemama live renditions out there and he owns them SO hard lol. A few soundmixing issues really would not have stopped Benny from qualifying in that RIDICULOUSLY WEAKSAUCE SEMIFINAL are you fucking kidding me. He probably would’ve bombed in the Grand Final, but I mean it’s Czech and it’s not Ickolas so ofc it would have.

And Czech renewed him for 2021 regardless of the sceptics, woohoo! I think part of it was due the Czech not wanting to re-organize an ENTIRE NF from scratch without Jan Bors, but probably also because Benny owns live when he isn’t engaged in psychological trench warfare with actual human detritus <3 and also because the Czech fucking CARE about their artists and don’t drop them like a sack of rotten potatoes wtfshitprus.

Can’t wait for the moment when he qualifies and Efendi does not, etc, etc. 

FREAKY! FRIDAY! FACTOR!

I’d say that the core around which the Ben Drama spun was pretty standard fare: niche fave beats out the concensus fave, meltdowns ensue, people convince themselves it was the WRONG decision because it wasn the result they wanted, try to disown the song and make a fool of themselves because the song slaps, sorry. Even the revamp drama felt more of less generic for me, because yawn fantards melting down over a revamp of a song they don’t even like what else is new.  

However, what I do take away that the revamp was ENTIRELY Benny’s idea which he told no one about (cue to JAN BORS having a social media meltdown like he’s Caesar at the Ides of March 💔) added MORE afrobeat just to troll his haters even more <3  God, I’d say it was bad from a musical perspective but this level of in-your-face defiance is fucking iconic and hilarious, sorry. This entire this year is so batshit bonkers that the concept of a someone potentially shooting themselves in the foot and “torpedo’ing” their qualification chances  (not rly, he would’ve Q’d anyway lol) JUST to take the moral high ground in a racially coded argument only HE took seriously may not even be the craziest concept in the year! (lol it definitely isn’t. Look at the pics I haven’t greyed out yet)

This and more yield Benny some well-earned Senheads! Yay!! 

Score: 3 Senhits out of 5.

[bambijupiter]

soo i’m supposed to start journaling bc it’s good for me so here i goooo! i’m gonna start small for now, so that it’s easier when i really need to get stuff off my chest. i’m gonna try to make it into a habit lol!

today, i was having car troubles and kinda stressed out. my credit cards are way high and draco has been at the vet for a few days. he’s in good hands i think, my vet is super cool and i’m lowkey crushing. i’m obviously worried about draco but she seems confident that he’s okay. cosmo has been really happy that he’s been gone, which makes me sad. my mom says i should get rid of draco so cosmo will be happy, but i don’t want to :( i love them both so much. anyways, the thing with draco isn’t major really, it’s uti which i guess is pretty common with cats. we gave him antibiotics but he was having diarrhea all over my house and i was sick so i was getting really emotional, i kept giving him baths 😭 so she was really nice and said i could have him boarded for free to give me some time to rest and heal up. i’m praying for him, his health and happiness. i hope he’s okay. i love them both so much :( 💘 anyways, today was kinda weird. i went to check if i had coolant, it was empty 🙄 but there was a sticky note on my car window! it said “i think you’re cute, but i’m moving” with their instagram handle and phone number. i was like omggg ! 😳 kinda crazy. anyways i finish putting coolant in, i go inside (i had a client date that i was also super nervous about), finish getting ready, and maybe 30 mins later i come back out to head to my client date and there’s ANOTHER NOTE! so insane. it says “hey, i saw you working on your car. if you need help text me at ### -chris, apt 414 “ 😳😳😳 what are the odds ! anyways i talked to alyssa on the way to my date, i’m so nervous, we do manifesting stuff and i’m like “this man is definitely going to give me 1k! i can see him handing it to me, i know he will” and so i go to the date, it goes alright. he gives me this really nice rose quartz necklace with diamonds, rose gold chain, it’s sooooo pretty!! i think he’s definitely a keeper. anyways at the end of the date, he’s like “here you go!” and hands me a stack, i don’t count it and just put it in my purse. he hugs me and whispers “it’s 1k” and i probably should have acted more nonchalant but i was like omg thank you!!! 😭 he’s like, it’s to help get your car fixed ! anyways, i leave, i’m all happy, i get starbucks, pay one of my credit cards, come home, and then idk why i got bummed out. my sister is in town and since i was sick recently she’s worried to see me :( i get it but i was feeling sad & lonely, and i wanted this cute guy(the one who invited me to see kings of leon 😵‍💫) to go out with me but he didn’t write me back :/ maybe since he’s in music and it’s a friday night he was just busy. i also cut jason off, i think it’s for the best. he was all defensive and then just didn’t text me back 🙄 so annoying. and isaiah annoyed me earlier too, he asked if i wanted to go out w mike and i just thought that was so weird. like idk jealousy is no good but a litttleeee wouldn’t hurt? maybe that’s toxic. ANYWAYS i just started sailor moon, and i probably have more i could talk about but i’m kinda done rn lol. if i think of something i’ll write more later 💘 byeeee

[smolskye]

muzingz

thinking abt how when my bf visits me in canada i'll probably have him living with me in my tiny studio apt for at least 2 days at a time, and i like, WANT to look forward to that, but i have a really hard time with it, and i like him, but this shit is really hard for me to conceptualize. i grew up mostly alone (only child, parents worked all the time, closest friends lived a 20 min drive away) and having someone in my spaces is really hard. even cooking dinner with him the other day was difficult, having ppl doing things differently than i do is weird and i don't like it. and that was in my nice big kitchen here at home, what's it gonna be like in my tiny ass studio? am i gonna get sick of him immediately and get irritable and aggressive about it?? will i ever be able to live with someone, which is kind of a requirement for a long term relationship? i like the convenience of it, it's kinda annoying that it's a 15-20 min drive whenever i want to see him, but the idea of someone being in my space - or, if i live with someone, us sharing a space and that space belonging equally to both of us - really lowkey fucks me up. and he and i seem to be on completely different pages sometimes, i think he's ready for levels of intimacy (non-sexual) that i am not nearly ready for, stuff that actively weirds me out and crosses my boundaries (ftr he has never crossed my boundaries). and maybe that's just what happens with age differences, idk. maybe we're just in two different phases of life and i haven't gotten there yet. i need my privacy, i want my own space, i don't want to always be with someone else. and it's weird to imagine me, say, living in my own condo, doing my own thing, and knowing that someone else is there, even if they're not in the same room with me, just knowing that someone else is occupying my space. so much stuff that isn't invasive feels invasive to me, and that's one of them. i really do want to be alone most of the time, i like being alone. i love being with my friends, i like being with my bf, but i really need my time alone or i get snippy and irritable and not fun to be around. and yes this is two months away, i don't need to worry about it now, but i can't help it.

it's frustrating to be who i am, and need what i need to function. i have all these quirks and aspects of myself that i know are hard for other people to tolerate, and ones that make it hard for me to make and keep friends, and it just sucks. i just wish i was normal. i wish i could be excited for steps like the ones i'll be taking with him and the ones i've taken so far, but i just feel apprehension. and maybe that's normal, and maybe it's even healthy to feel cautious and not just jump into things. but i wish i could feel strong enthusiasm. and i don't think i've felt that enthusiasm before, either. i've been in relationships where i've discussed moving in with them, or ones where i've just imagined it, and while i did feel more confident with some than others, i didn't mostly feel enthusiasm. again, maybe that's normal and healthy. but i don't think i've ever been in love, and i feel like i should have been by now. i've thought i was in love, but later realized it wasn't. i've known i'm on the ace spectrum for a while now, but maybe i'm on the aro spectrum too. it feels like i've come close to it, but not quite, and it feels like the intensity of my feelings fluctuate all the time, to the point i make grand statements and feel things that i later don't feel, and i regret making the statements. it's hard because ppl don't deserve a partner who doesn't know how they feel, whose feelings change all the time, who's always a little bit scared and worried. i'm just so strange and it feels like everything i do is a little bit wrong. i want to love, and i want to be loved, but dear god, is it terrifying. and not even in the "they might hurt me" sense, though that is also terrifying. this fear is more in the lines of not understanding or knowing my own feelings, and not knowing their intensity, and not being able to predict when they recede or grow.

then again maybe i'm just playing 4d chess with my own brain right now and everyone feels like this lmao who fucking knows!!! i sure don't!! i'm 23 years old and i'm a big dumb idiot who never has any clue what they're doing or what they're talking about

[aish-rai]

when you say deepika is so wrong for the part of elia, what do you mean exactly? how do you envision elia to look like/who's your possible fancast for her? honest i'm not a deepika stan trying to get her more coins with a got casting campaign lmao (i lowkey lean more negatively about her anyways woops) and i ADORE elia as a character so i'm genuinely interested in knowing how you visualize elia

The really cool thing about ASOIAF is that it’s the perfect example of the unreliable narrator. So depending on whose POV chapter you’re reading, Elia was either beautiful or homely, but she was always described as frail and sickly. So we know that she was at least attractive enough to be considered beautiful by some, but not SO beautiful that she was universally considered one of the most beautiful women in the realm, the was Cersei was. She certainly wasn’t a Deepika type (undeniably and conventionally beautiful, with an athlete’s body). Deepika could be one of the Sand Snakes, perhaps, but in no description does she even come close to matching Elia, aside from the fact that she has vaguely the right coloring--and even that’s an assumption, the Dornish are described as having a variety of looks and we don’t get a detailed description of Elia’s appearance. Deepika is the picture of health, vivaciousness, and conventional beauty...and that wasn’t Elia, regardless of whose POV you’re reading.

When I picture her, I picture Golshifteh Farahani, Freida Pinto, Radhika Apte...those types of women. And it sounds nitpicky, but it’s really not given that those characteristics are part of what started Robert’s Rebellion in the first place. If she wasn’t sickly and fragile, she could have given Rhaegar the third head of the dragon (even though his reading of the prophecy was off). If she was more conventionally beautiful, many people thought he never would have pursued Lyanna Stark. So if you’re going to write about her character or make art work based on her character, it’s weirdly annoying to use someone who in no way, shape, or form fits her description. 

and it also just reeks of “this is the only pretty brown girl I know so I’m gonna use her lol”

[descarted]

TAGGED BY: @vamytas !    thank you for the tag.  .  .   i love talking about characters.

CURRENTLY PLAYING:  too many TOO MANY but let me introduce you the ones i’m more or less active on right now. . .    i’ve got more but most of them are old. starting with wod !

MIO LUCA SCORTESE PUTANESCA                    (  aggressive giovanni ghoul who is a lot more bark than he’s bite.   also owns a dog.   or used to own one.  ) SAMUEL DOUGAN                    (  obvs dougan who’s 2 hip 2 b square or something.  .  .    and pays a lot of attention to his looks.    i mean he should as a proper yuppie.    survives by all means necessary which i guess you gotta if you want to survivve as a sabbat ghoul.  .  .   also has a pierced nipple jfyi  ) STANLEY PIZER alias LARRY HARVEY                 (  my first vtm character i think.  .  .   named himself after multiple real people from history which is so inconspicuous.  .  .     nosferatu ancilla who is strongly disconnected from the nosferatu clan in general and rather sticks to a certain ventrue’s heel .   .   .    hates kent for siring his  EX WIFE  ) NAUGHTY DOG                      (  fallout headhuntress.  .  .    doesn't at all get the attention she deserves,    is extremely trigger-happy and has a really hardcore zero tolerance policy for bullshit going on  )             FOLK J. CARPENTER                     (  CANADIAN COWBOY from around 1850.  .  .    or something like that because i haven’t really decided yet.   surprisingly softspoken and all around a bit of a.  .  .   misfit ?   even though he was intended to be your standard cool cowboy.  .   .    but i just can’t do cool.   ) RAZ                     (  dystopian scifi conman.  .  .   or maybe just conman.  .  .   and scifi idk.   wanted him to be suave and smooth but ended up being the most antisocial character i’ve got lmao.  .  .   he’s so. .  .   hostile.  but i love conmen tbh.  initially star wars based !  ) RAYLAN HEYES                   (  an.  .  .  ARTIST with a punk rock history who started off being his riot girrrl’s groupie after moving from mississippi to new york.    now he’s back and he hates america even more than i do.    if ray was vtm he’d probably be a toreador.    )

 WANT TO / WILL BE PLAYING:

LAVELLE DELARGE                  ( i talked about him in dougan’s little drabble about his domitor’s pack.  .  .    i had so much fun writing him i might as well play him. . .    or introduce him as an npc with more in-depth story. . .    i mean look at him that’s art  ) 

 HAVE PLAYED:  

 (  CANON  )    the riddler                       (  batman.  .  .     listen... i love eddie.    i luv.   i love riddles too  ) ;   the batman                      (  batman.  .  .   for like, five seconds  ) ;   michael kaufmann                         (  silent hill 1 & silent hill shattered memories.  .   .   harvey keitel fc.  .  . probably the most fun i’ve had with any canon character,    ever.  .  .   dank psychology and some hardocre cynicism.  .  .  he was basically a drug-pusher in the first game and a therapist in the new one.  .  .     i combined both and threw some of the town cult into it because he was  a member in the first.  .   .  ) ;   john constantine                        (  hellblazer & movie.  .  .    mostly movie based tho because i didn’t read much of the comics back then.  .   .     get a load of that keanu  ) ; paul denton                       (  deus ex game.  .   .    mostly bc rollin’s had a jc denton.  .  .   and i love brothers.  .  .  paul died in our playthrough btw we thought he had too bc the game was so old  ) ; richie gecko                      (  from dusk till dawn movie.  .  .    AGAIN bc brothers and this means i used quentin as a fc i can’t believe it  ) ; franky four fingers                      (  snatch movie.    listen.    i know this movie isn’t perfect but i love benicio del toro and the movie was great and he was so handsome and i love gambling characters ok.  .  .    )  (  OC  )  now listen up i love ocs more than anything which means i’ve got a whole menagerie of them.  .  .   but i’ll try to keep it simple omf.  so i’ll only mention the wod characters i remember from here.  .  .   they didn’t survive for very long but they are somewhere in my heart.   new and improved hopefully.  lester cosgrove                      (  tzimisce  anchilla  who sired his sister who literally surpassed him within like a year in everything sabbat and rank related. .  .   who then sired her son to upset her but only got himself a new annoying childe.  .  .   also lowkey still stuck somewhere in 1750 or sth.   .   .  i based him on ‘weird science’ from oingo boingo so u get the idea lmao  ) ;  ???                     (   brujah anti bc his gf was sabbat.  .  .  nowadays i’d prolly go for toreador bc look at that boy.  .  .   all these old characters wow  ) ;  darcy ???                     (   VENTRUE OF COURSE.  .  .   kent’s rival tbh.  .   . he was prince of lancashire and perfectly unfit for diplomacy.  .  .   but he didn’t have to be apt at it.  .  .   he’d just vote to behead you but he was a total embarrassment,    social skill equaling zero.   also hates kent for leading his soon-to-be-wife astray and siring her IN HIS DOMAIN.  he then had her killed but unfortunately kent got away 2 bad.  )

 WILL / WOULD PLAY AGAIN: ??? maybe one of my old ocs.   not any canons.  .  .    might re-introduce some older character as npcs for my current / new ones !