#there are certain ones he still can’t use regardless but 👍🏻

[ghoul--doodle]

Bailey vs the anxiety meds he has to take when boarding a plane

[myonedream]

Not me trying to write Mean Dom!Gyu and not being able to, I just have to make him a little soft. I can’t explain it, I just can’t do it, I’m too soft 😭. I guess I’m just projecting because like, I don’t like being a brat, please don’t be mean to me, I wanna be spoiled 🥺. I mean, he still is a bit of a mean dom but only a semi-mean dom since I just don’t have it in my heart to go all the way. I’m sorry y’all, please don’t yell at me 🥹

Also I feel like I’m not super good at fluff, idk, just Jun’s fic didn’t go as well as I would have liked, which is why I’m doing this fic differently. Don’t get me wrong, I’m proud of it and I do like it, I just feel like looking back, I could have done better (though the picture I made kicks ass but I’ve been doing shit like that for a really long time). And I’m feeling like I need to practice my fluff because of it as it, it almost felt like I wrote too much detail with not enough genuineness? Does that make sense? Maybe it was because I was on a time crunch and wasn’t fulling the idea much anymore, even though I did start feeling it more as I was writing it. But maybe it’s just because I don’t have as much experience in that. Or maybe it’s cause I’ve haven’t had a serious relationship in 4 years. Idk. I also feel like my writing style is a little too formal so I’m trying to write this one more on the casual side. I’d ask y’all’s thoughts but I don’t feel like anyone would respond, which is fine, since I’m new. Regardless I’m gonna keep going, I’ll try to write and release fics often to help and improve my skills 👍🏻. I need to just cut myself some slack as whilst I’ve been writing since I was 9, I mostly write poetry and when I used write stories, I always did it as a playwright so this is a little out of my comfort zone. Guess I am still just trying to find my writing style, y’know?

And don’t worry I plan to spread my fics out relatively even between the members. I wanna try and give them all an equal amount of attention since I’m OT5 and don’t wanna write too much for one specific member. I know the number won’t be evenly split between them all but I wanna keep it as even as possible, unless I get more requests for a certain member over the other, as I plan to write whatever y’all suggest me as long as it’s within my request rules.

Furthermore, since I’m really trying to improve, please do feel free to send me requests of new ideas I haven’t written yet! Like I said, just check my list of what I won’t write first obviously. And on that note I wanna say something as I’m not sure if this is knife play or not but I will write about cutting off clothes. Like I said, not sure if this counts as knife play or not so I wanted to state that the act of cutting off clothes with a knife isn’t off the table. Just letting y’all know since I’m completely clueless if it does count or not!