#then they write OP in their fics and he's just kind of. there. as some random guy
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kind of funny thing when i'm writing trans scaramouche (which is always. just doesn't always actually come up) is that i can't get him to call himself a "man" bc he has too much of a chip on his shoulder abt not being human which he feels like is necessarily implied by the word "man" and well he certainly isn't going to call himself a "boy" bc he has ANOTHER chip on his shoulder about being created to look eternally 16
so if his gender ever comes into question he's just like "I'm Male." and i'm like dude you sound like an incel.
luckily no one in teyvat knows what that is
#aphelion.txt#scaramouche#my writing#gender stuff#genshin impact#another thing where i generally believe he has had top surgery in canon however#he is pre op in some of my fics. 1 of them being in the past and another one#being one of the earlier ones i wrote and i just wanted to project my dysphoria onto him and then had to come up with a reason why he#wouldnt have had top surgery and then it kind of turned into a legitimate whole Plot Point. anyway#on those fics i always have to be like ummmm unsafe binding warning i guess#given his general durability its probably not actually unsafe for him but even if it Was he would be king of binding unsafely anyway#you cannot seriously convince me this is a guy who would bind safely#even assuming teyvat has binders i don't think he knows what they are#listen#he could even have trans [Harbinger of Your Choice] trying to drop hints to him abt Other Options and he'd just be like#ok. what do your human clothing choices have to do with me#BACK IN THE SCARA HYPERFIXATION TRENCHES SRY but you already knew that
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Some of ppl's refusal (or inability) to write IDW OP isn't bc of annoyance or cowardice but just bc they like... don't know his personality? Yknow very "only read MTMTE syndrome" that's so common in this fandom.
Maybe it's bc I'm an IDW OP enjoyer/simp but I really don't get what's hard to write about his personality or why ppl feel the need to throw in continuity soup elements with him (while maintaining every other character in the fic meticulously and lovingly accurate to IDW lore). Like dudes IDW OP is already interesting even if you only need him as a side plot or character you just need to know how to write him.
But I guess people trying to write IDW OP and failing/writing an extremely watered down IDW OP is an improvement from not writing him at all and being annoying hating him in every single public space related (or not related) to Optimus, so it's meh
#squiggposting#mostly it's the part where they make OP random continuity soup but everyone else lore accurate that annoys me#it's as if OP is just an afterthought to these writers#or like they need him as a cardboard cutout of OP's general vibes but don't actually care about getting his personality right#and it's weirdly consistent in how often ppl do it too#like you read a fic and w/ every other character there's countless loving references and homages to canon#you can see ppl taking canon and putting their own interpretations and filling in the gaps based on what they got#then they write OP in their fics and he's just kind of. there. as some random guy#not based on any particular continuity or piece of lore. just kind of existing as The Concept of OP#w/ whatever traits the author felt like giving him (usually to make him part of a ship or someone's dad or something)#idw op love#tagging prev bc i want to sort thru my posts and rb some stuff about him#move over pharma it's time for the OP autism to come out
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Anyway chat where ??? Is my kaiser fics?? 😔
LET ME PYO!! YK that one scene where Kaiser is first introduced??
could you write me sum of that scene but like it’s reader sleeping on their shared bed and yk how how he’s walking out from the bathroom to take the call?? Instead of standing there he sits on the bed leaning back on the headboard caressing/twirling readers hair while taking the call?? Maybe a lil blow job at the end idk 🤷🏻♀️
Fidelity
Michael Kaiser x Reader
Content: Your relationship with Kaiser, how it began and where it is now
A/N: I hate this bitch so much like he's my biggest op and he's not even real. I hate him the same way AOT fans hate Gabi, I hate him the same way Demon Slayer fans hate Muzan, I hate him the same way Gojo glazers hate Sukuna. I want him DEAD like idgaf ab his tragic backstory. PLEASE come to America you German bitch, trust I got a strap for your ass you pale ass mf ima rip those fuck ass cheap at home kool-aid dyed blue ends from your scalp, you can't use your "soccer kicking" skills out of this the same way you did with those police officers. ON MY MAMA I WILL ROCK HIS SHIT if he was real. UNFORTUNATELY my bestie requested, and I had to deliver so wtvr, this is the content you get from a D1 Kaiser hater. You have been warned. Um anyway, enjoy :P
Warnings: oral sex 🍋
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It was just another Saturday morning. The sound of Michael's phone ringing jolted you awake, prompting you to grumble and yell at him to pick it up. Still half-asleep, you didn't realize he wasn’t beside you.
You and Michael had been together for a while now. You'd known him since childhood, watching him grow while growing alongside him. It was strange, witnessing the changes in him while navigating your own.
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"What's your name?" you remember asking when you first met him. He lived a few houses over on your street.
"Michael," he answered, his voice flat, unreadable.
"I'm Y/n," you said, offering a hesitant smile. Most of your friends were girls, it was easier that way. They were usually kind, welcoming, making friendship feel natural. But Michael was different. He carried himself with a quiet detachment, his expression unreadable, his posture stiff as if he wasn’t used to people talking to him. Truth be told, when you first saw him, you had mistaken him for a girl. His hair was long and tangled, matted in a way that suggested neglect rather than style. His clothes hung loosely on his thin frame, worn and slightly oversized. There was something about him that felt off, but you were too young to understand why.
At that age, you didn’t question much. You didn’t ask why his hair looked like that or why he never seemed to smile. You just knew that he was there, and for some reason, you kept talking to him. Maybe it was because he listened, or maybe it was because he never pushed you away.
Your mother was barely present, always chasing the bottom of a bottle or stepping outside for another smoke. Alcohol had its grip on her, and you learned early on that you couldn’t rely on her for much. You spent most days fending for yourself, learning how to navigate the world without guidance. Loneliness was something you had grown accustomed to, but when Michael appeared, that loneliness didn’t feel as suffocating.
You started sticking around him, finding comfort in his silence. He didn’t gossip or giggle over small things. He didn’t ask too many questions. You stuck with him.
Before he met you, Michael spent most of his time on the streets, stealing just to survive. It was all he knew, taking what he needed, keeping his head down, and making it through another day. But after you came into his life, something shifted. For the first time, he felt a strange, unspoken obligation to keep someone else safe. It wasn’t something he fully understood, only that you were his in a way nothing else had ever been.
It was the same feeling he had when he bought that soccer ball—his first real possession, something finally, finally his to keep. You became that too, in a way. Someone he wanted to protect, to hold onto. And so, instead of roaming the streets or lurking in dark alleys, he started spending most of his time with you, in places that were quiet, safe.
It was different with you. Not like how it was when he would eventually meet Ness. Ness was someone he could manipulate, someone who would do whatever he wanted, whenever he wanted. A pawn. A tool. But you were not that. At least, that’s what he seemed to feel. You weren’t something to use, you were something to keep.
While you attended public school like any other kid, Michael had never been enrolled. His father hadn’t bothered. So while you sat in classrooms, listening to lessons and doing assignments, he spent his days stealing, pawning whatever he could to get by. But the moment you came home, he was there. He always made sure to be there.
"Today in class, we spent some time learning about history," you began, your voice carrying a hint of thoughtfulness as you recalled the lesson.
"Hm?" he hummed in response, his interest piqued but his body visibly relaxed. Michael, who had just settled beside you after an intense session of kicking the soccer ball around, tilted his head to look at you.
The two of you were lounging on the soft grass of a nearby public park, the sun casting a warm glow over the open space. He had been experimenting with different techniques, testing his footwork and control before finally deciding he had done enough for now. He then plopped down next to you and made himself comfortable, his head naturally finding its place on your lap, something he had developed into a quiet habit over time.
"Did you know that the last German Kaiser was Wilhelm II, who was a cousin of Russia’s last Tsar, Nicholas II, and Britain’s King George V."
"Oh," Michael hummed, his response quiet, almost absentminded as he rested against you.
"In Russia, there were these people who wanted to change the way the royal family treated everyone, so they got rid of them," you explained, your voice steady but laced with the weight of the lesson.
A revolution, born from the suffering of the abused and mistreated, had taken extreme measures to erase the rulers they held responsible for the devastation of their country. They had believed that by eliminating the monarchy, they could forge a new beginning, a birth of politics free from oppression. But in their pursuit of justice, they got carried away. Soon, the very ideals they had fought for crumbled beneath the weight of their own actions.
Trying to hurt those who have hurt you, it’s easy to get lost in it. Once you rise from being the underdog to someone in power, the very thing you fought against seeps into you. It overwhelms, corrupts. Before you even realize it, you're no different from those you once despised. You start hurting the people around you, repeating the cycle.
You were too young to understand it back then. Human nature—flawed, unpredictable, a subject of endless debate among philosophers for centuries. But you never expected to experience it, though.
Once Michael got arrested, he disappeared from your life for weeks. You weren’t sure when or if you’d see him again and the thought of that hurt. But then, one day, he was standing outside your door.
You were in your room, oblivious to his presence, while your mother was home for once. Unbeknownst to you, he lingered on the doorstep, unmoving. He wasn’t sure why he was hesitating. He’d seen you a million times before, yet something about this moment felt different. Maybe it was the weight of everything that had happened. Maybe it was the fact that he never really knew what to call what you two had. He never really had friends, after all.
Through the thin walls of your house, he could hear the yelling, your mother’s sharp, bitter voice laced with frustration as she blamed you for money problems again. Then a sound that made something inside him snap, the unmistakable clink of a bottle being raised, the threat hanging in the air.
Before he even registered the decision, his body moved on its own. He kicked at the door, once, twice, three times, until it finally gave way. Adrenaline surged through his veins but his face remained void of emotion as he stepped inside.
You were on the floor, frozen in shock at the sight of him.
“Micha?” Your voice wavered.
He didn’t respond, just moved forward, scooping you up effortlessly before carrying you outside.
Your mother barely reacted. She couldn’t care less about you but when she finally turned, her gaze met Michael’s and for the first time, you saw something terrifying. The look he gave her was colder than ice, sharper than a blade. It was the same look of disdain you had only ever seen him reserve for his father.
You didn’t look back. As you walked beside him, your hand held firmly in his, you finally spoke.
“Where have you been?”
Michael kept his eyes forward. “Do you still want to live there?” he asked instead.
You were still only fourteen. Michael had just turned fifteen.
“I don’t really have a choice,” you admitted.
He exhaled, then said, “I think I’m gonna be getting a lot of money soon.” A pause. “You can live with me.”
Your mind raced with a million questions. Where had he been? What did he mean by money? How was that even possible?
But Michael wasn’t someone who explained things with words. He always acted first, letting the truth reveal itself over time. So instead of questioning, you simply nodded.
“Okay.”
He hummed in appreciation.
It wasn’t until later that you learned everything. How he got arrested, what happened to his father, how he had been scouted by a soccer team that saw potential in him. They were training him to become something great, something unstoppable. And with that came money, a future, an escape.
As for you and Michael, you weren’t sure where you stood.
You called it friendship.
One afternoon, he was lying on your lap again. It had become your thing. No matter where you were—whether on your bed, sitting in the park, or on the porch of your old house—Michael would always find his way there, resting his head on your thighs, golden locks spilling over as he closed his eyes with his arms crossed.
That day was no different. Except, this time, it was late, far past the usual hour either of you went to bed. Bastard München had been against the idea of letting you stay in the dorms, but Michael had given them an ultimatum. Either they paid for your necessities too, or he’d find another team. And Michael was a once-in-a-lifetime player, someone they couldn’t afford to lose. So they agreed.
“You asleep?” you asked softly, fingers threading through his hair. It was much silkier now than when you were younger. He was in cleaner clothes, you both were. You had access to things you never had growing up in poverty.
Michael’s eyes fluttered open, blue irises peeking up at you through his lashes.
He was quiet. You stared back, taking in the details of his face, memorizing them as if you hadn’t already done so a thousand times. Then, without a word, he lifted his head. His face was suddenly much closer to yours.
You barely had time to react before his lips met yours.
It was untraditional. Your eyes shut immediately, but his remained slightly open, half-lidded, just enough to watch you. He had never done this before. It was foreign to him, but he followed instinct, doing what felt right.
Michael had never thought about kissing you before.
The same couldn’t be said for you.
He pressed his lips more firmly against yours, learning the sensation of your plush lips against his own. He learned that he really liked the way you tasted, a flavor uniquely made just for him.
When he finally pulled back, he studied you, the faintest trace of saliva connecting you before you wiped it away with the back of your hand. Michael’s expression twisted into offense as he licked his own lips instead.
“Why’d you wipe it off?” His voice was laced with mild irritation, almost possessive.
Your face burned. The words tumbled out before you could stop them.
“Michael, I’ve been in love with you since we were kids.”
The moment you said it, you regretted it. Your cheeks were on fire, and you had no idea what had come over you. Michael stilled, frozen in place as he just stared at you. His hand found yours before his gaze lowered, face thoughtful but expressionless.
“What does love feel like?” He asked after a pause.
You swallowed, gathering your thoughts. “It’s when you feel comfortable and taken care of. When your heart feels at home. When you feel happy.”
Michael was quiet for a long moment. Then, slowly, he settled back into your lap, arms wrapping around your waist as he buried his face against you.
“Then, I love you too,” he whispered, his voice barely audible before sleep pulled him under.
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Currently, you are in bed, your body cocooned in the warmth of the blankets. Michael stepped out in his lavish robe, the scent of expensive cologne and the luxury he’d surrounded himself with clinging to him. He picked up his phone, slipping into a conversation about some program in Japan that required Bastard Munchen's assistance.
He was different now. Fame, fortune, and luxury had transformed him. He saw himself as untouchable, sitting on a throne that no one could ever knock him off from. He imagined himself soaring higher than the stars, out of reach.
You saw the change in him. It was evident in the way he treated his teammates, in the way he treated Ness. It was... almost cruel, and it hurt to watch. You didn’t want to believe it. How could your Michael, the boy you had grown up with, become like this? You clung to that small, sweet, innocent part of him that still lingered, that side of him you knew was still there. Maybe you were wrong to believe it wasn’t as bad as it seemed. You knew the things he did weren’t right, but when he was with you, he was different. He was still your Michael, the same one you grew up with.
But he had changed. From the underdog, the abused, the mistreated, to becoming corrupt, merciless, and mentally abusive to other people. You wanted to feel sorry for Ness, to wish for things to be different. But your loyalty, your heart, it was with Michael. You were his Kaiserin, and he was your Kaiser. And you would stay loyal to him, even if it meant turning a blind eye to the harm he was causing to others. Even if it meant sacrificing your morals and humanity to do so.
Who was the real Michael? The one with the world, or the one with you? Truth be told, you didn’t care. It was selfish and wrong, but it was the truth. You got to see his good side, the side no one else saw, and in your eyes, that was all that mattered.
“Micha...” You stirred, feeling the weight of his presence beside you. He had sat down on the bed, his gaze falling to you. Even though you didn’t think you looked anything special in the morning, he always admired the way you seemed so peaceful.
He placed a hand gently on your back, his fingers tracing soft hearts on your skin. Slowly, they climbed their way up to your head, playing with your hair as if it were the most precious thing to him.
Michael wasn’t the only one who enjoyed resting his head on your lap now. You had started to enjoy it too. You found comfort in it, in the way his warmth and presence seemed to protect you from the world. It was the little things, like taking short naps or simply cuddling, resting your head on his lap, that made you feel safe.
And right now, it felt no different. You inched closer, letting your body relax as you sprawled yourself across his lap. He had grown more muscular over the years. His thighs, once lean, were now firm and strong with muscle, but they were soft when relaxed. It was the perfect place to rest, feeling his warmth and security surround you as you melted into him.
Wrapped in nothing but a robe, Michael was completely exposed underneath, though you were still too sleepy to fully register it. The haze of drowsiness clouded your mind until you felt the subtle shift of his body. Michael let out a low grunt, his muscles tightening in his thighs, flexing under your weight in a way that couldn’t be ignored.
As he looked at you, his eyes were full of desire and desperation. It was a look he reserved for you, an unspoken plea that carried more meaning than any words could. It was his way of silently telling you what he needed, what he craved from you in that moment. He was always one to convey with actions over words.
You undid his robe as he spoke on the phone, your hands finding their way to his hard cock. It was already leaking precum, the clear liquid sticky against his tip. You and him experimented with a bunch of different things over the years, only ever having each other to do it with which is how you found out that you really enjoyed how he reacted to your touch.
Seeing how Michael acts with others vesus you was always something you indulged in. Especially now. How he spoke on the phone to those people while simulatuously just letting you ravish him.
His eyes watched intently as you opened your mouth to let saliva drip onto his dick. He winced as it dribbled down his tip, mixing with the precum already there. You looked up at him all innocently through your lashes, sticking your tongue out before swallowing him whole. For a moment, Michael froze, the line on the other end repeating his name to make sure he was still there.
“I’ll make them get on their knees.” Michael spoke seductively, almost as if the message was more for you than them. He tilted your chin up away from his dick, almost passing out at the sight when he got a full view of your pretty mouth that was full of cock.
He gestured toward the floor, a silent command that you knew all too well. Without hesitation, you slipped off the bed, your movements smooth as you sank to your knees. The thick, plush rug Michael had insisted on for your shared bedroom was surprisingly soft beneath you, its texture a welcome contrast to the coolness of the floor. You settled into it, the softness making the position more comfortable as you situated yourself before him.
Michael continued on the phone, getting details about where they’d be staying, just general information. You didn’t listen in much on the conversation, instead choosing to focus on your boyfriend’s warm cock buried in the back of your throat. Kaiser loved the natural sounds it made whenever he fucked you, whether it was your cunt or your mouth, the noises drove him feral.
He liked having you on your knees, it allowed easy control on what was happening to him from both you and himself. He could fuck himself into your mouth if he wanted to and you could grip his thighs and suck the soul out of him if you wanted to, which is exactly what you were doing.
His hair feathered along this forehead as he tossed his head back, feeling a pressure build inside of him as you continued slurping and sucking him. His free hand was tangled into your hair, gathering the strands into a make-shift ponytail. Tears brimmed your eyes from having your jaw open for so long but you didn’t really mind. You liked doing this with him, you loved the feeling of his cock in your mouth, you loved it when he painted your throat white, you loved him.
“Shit—” He cursed, trying to keep his voice steady on the line. He hoped the person on the other end of the line didn’t hear him. The person didn’t mention anything about it so he assumed he was in the clear.
Michael was a man of endurance, but when it came to you, he unravelled almost instantly, even if he didn’t want to. That being said, fuck, it was getting hard to hold in his noises of pleasure as you gave him a really good blow job.
“Just text me the rest of the information.” Michael sighed before hanging the phone up. Bastard Munchen had long been accustomed to his attitude. He tossed the phone carelessly onto the bed, exhaling a quiet sigh of relief. Now, finally, he could focus on you completely, giving you his full, undivided attention without any distractions.
“You have any idea how pretty you look right now?” He murmured, his hand finding its way to the soft curve of your jaw. His thumb rubbed over your cheek, wiping away the tears that clung to your lashes. You only smiled in response, continuing to work on him, using things he liked to get him closer.
“G’na come in your mouth, my sweet little rose” Kaiser exhaled sharply, “You’re gonna swallow it right? Every last drop?”
You nodded in response, your eyelids growing heavier as you lost yourself in your task.
“Such a good fucking girl for me, always are.” He groaned, behaving almost primal. When Michael got close, he usually took the lead, allowing himself to rock back and forth in your mouth and you let him. Both his hands were now holding your face, careful to not hurt you as he used your throat to bring him close to his orgasm.
“Fuck! Ah…hah—” Michael smiled as he felt the knot in him come undone, allowing thick ropes of warm cum to land themselves deep down your throat. He was pressed up so deep against your face, your nose brushing up against the cute tattoo of your initials he got on his v-line.
Your cheeks were hollow to provide extra suction as cum filled your mouth. You enjoyed the sensation and salty flavor it provided. He slowed down his pace, revelling in the feeling of your hot tongue swirling his shaft as you waited for him to pull out.
Finally, Michael pulled away, allowing you to catch your breath.
“Look at me.” He commanded, and you obeyed, watching as he analzyed your face. He loved seeing you like this, you looked so utterly his. Michael remained silent, his chest rising and falling at a more steady rate now. He needed to look at your face, searching to see what you were feeling at the moment.
Michael wasn’t dumb. He knew exactly how you saw him, how deeply you felt for him, despite everything. He also knew that who he had become wasn’t necessarily right. But he couldn’t change the way his past had shaped him, molding him into something hardened, something fractured. While you had taken your pain and turned it into empathy, breaking the cycle, he had done the opposite, repeating it, embodying the very thing he resents.
And yet, with you, he felt freed from it all. You’ve stayed with him throughout everything.
"Love you," he murmured, his voice softer than usual as he lifted you effortlessly, pressing a lingering kiss to your forehead and then to your lips. This was his way of reassuring you that despite everything, he still loved you. And just as much, it was his way of gauging your reaction, making sure he hadn’t been too harsh with you.
You only smiled, offering him the answer he sought without words.
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Silvan is just to cute can I request him riding us in front the other pets and vampires showing him off to everyone
ftm!silvan putting on a show
cw;; p in v, pussy slapping, cervix penetration, squirting, inspecting genitals, voyeurism, overstimulation, pet play, size kink, belly bulge, nsft, the word cunt, t dicks
so i went stupid hard with this one. as you can see by the cw and the length. silvan deserves just unabashedly horny fics. this ended up so self indulgent.... i just think the idea of inspecting silvan in front of a group of vampires to show him off is too good not to write... and i made him ftm in this one because i really wanted to. he's not always but he can be as a treat
darkness, complete darkness that seemed to swallow everything it touched. the poor human standing there numb until cold dexterous fingers slid across his cheek hooking into the blindfold and gently pulling it away from his closed eyes. the familiar reds and greens of light burned at his eyes, urging him to close them tighter. his face scrunched up as he tried to avoid the harsh light above him but it was in vain. all he heard was your voice so close to his ear.
"open."
slowly he pried his eyes open, vision getting flooded by the bright stage lighting. at first the light was all he could see before the shadows of figures came into view. there were probably no more than 20 heads most of which were clad in some kind of eccentric mask. their gazes were all fixed on the stage, on silvan.
silvan felt embarrassment and anxiety start to bubble up in his chest, the humiliation of being completely nude in front of so many getting to him, until your cold fingers ran across his exposed shoulder. your nimble but frigid fingers traced across his shoulder until they met the base of his neck. your fingers slipped so carefully underneath the ribbon tied around his neck, an intimate gesture you'd done a thousand times. however unlike every other time you had touched him so delicately now there were people staring with baited breath.
silvan heard a few actual gasps as your fingers exposed his scarred and bruised neck to your audience. he tilted his head to the side as your fingers began gently pressing against the tender skin. he gasped followed by a soft whimper as your fingers pressed into one of the bruises you had left on him. he heard you hum thoughtfully behind him before you pressed your thumb into the bruise hard enough to leave another in its place. he let out an actual pathetic cry at the pain only to be met with the laughter of the audience.
the positive reaction from the other vampires spurred you to wrap your hand around his neck and squeeze. the lightest bit of pressure from your overwhelming strength made it hard to breathe and silvan began to get a bit dizzy. your knee pressed between his legs causing him to spread them revealing his sensitive pussy to the audience. one hand still around his throat you slid your other hand down between his thighs.
you pressed your fingers into his mound, your breath hitching in his ear when you felt him getting wet. you released his throat only to instead pull him backwards by his shoulder. his body fell into yours while you sat back in a chair successfully sitting him on your lap. in this position his completely naked body was more on display and on instinct he tried to close his legs. that earned him a firm slap against his cunt and your legs holding his open for everyone to see.
silvan cried out, his hands instinctively grabbing your arm to try to stop you. the audience laughed. you laughed. his pathetic attempt to stop you earned him another firm slap against his cunt. he arched his stomach as he tried to pull himself away from your hands but he had nowhere to go. your fingers pushed his fat pussy open exposing his hard little t dick as well as his wet folds.
silvan squirmed as he could feel everyone staring at him but no matter what he did he couldn't get away from you. with one hand holding his cunt open for everyone to see you brought your other down to rub a slow tantalizing circle around his tight hole. his hole clenched around nothing as his folds grew even slicker earning him more laughter. you were laughing with them all, silently mocking him for being so easy and it only made his pussy get wetter. you weren't usually sadistic with him but something about having an audience brought out your desire to make the weak creature in your lap sob.
you kept his pussy spread with your fingers and brought another slap down on his extremely sensitive t dick. the scream that came out of him was so delicious you could hear his voice crack and all the vampires in the room cheered. your mouth pressed a gentle kiss into his cheek and with tears in his eyes he turned his head trying to reach your lips.
you gave him another softer slap against his t dick watching as his cute face that had been sweetly asking for a kiss morphed into tears running down his face and his mouth opening to scream again. he didn't have the chance to scream as your mouth slammed against his, greedily sucking on his tongue. your hand rubbed around his swollen t dick slowly careful not to touch it directly. you swallowed his pathetic broken moans with your mouth until he was getting dizzy and out of breath again.
you pulled away from his mouth letting him catch his breath while your hands finally moved from his cute pussy. you looked at the crowd while your hands rested under his small tits, pushing them up slightly.
"silvan, my pet, started with no meat on his body but now he's well fed enough that his chest has developed into a soft A cup." you squeezed his small chest in your hands.
upon realizing what you were doing silvan felt his entire face get hot with shame. your thumbs rubbed against his perky nipples.
"you can see here his nipples get nice and hard with stimulation. they're sensitive to being sucked and pulled."
you illustrated your point by pulling his nipples. he moaned loudly his thighs shaking as he tried in vain to close them. the vampires chuckled and one of them even whispered too loudly about how wet he was getting. in response your hands slid down his stomach and landed on his thighs.
"you can see my beautiful pet has a cute little pussy. for his enrichment i've allowed him to receive hrt treatments."
your fingers pushed open his pussy again, using your thumb to pull the hood back on his t dick.
"his clitoris has become enlarged due to his treatments and its so sensitive." your thumb rubbed against the length of it earning you another moan. "look at him, so eager."
your fingers traveled farther down to expose his dripping hole that been making a mess all over your pants and the chair. you just held his hole open, the muscles clenching around nothing and squeezing more of his slick out.
"this is his cute pussy. you can see he gets wet so easily even after his spanking. his hole wants to be filled so badly but as some of you know he cries so much when you penetrate him. he's so tight i think his eyes are bigger than his cunt."
your finger traced circles around his hole again coaxing it to flex and clench more.
"slap him again" someone from the audience called.
your chest shook as you laughed at their request. silvan tried to look at you but he found it hard to strain his head. all he could do was whimper softly hoping you wouldn't listen to them.
you licked his ear, biting the shell gently. "I'm going to make your little pussy ache. if you be good the whole time I'll give you a nice reward."
silvan just nodded, tears still in his eyes and his face red.
"count."
with that simple order you began your harsh spanking of his soaking cunt. silvan struggled to form words but you gave him just enough time to force out a number before your hand slapped against him again. every impact had his thighs trying to no avail to close while his pussy just dripped more mess. by the 5th slap his pussy was red and sore so you stopped holding it open. your 6th slap smacked against his slightly exposed t dick which caused him to wail out. he missed the number 6 but you were feeling generous with his tears pouring down his face.
"miss one again and you have to start over"
"no-no pl-pleash im shorry im-"
smack. another wail as his short nails dug into your arm hard enough to scratch. luckily for him he managed to choke out a 7.
smack. scream. a choked out number. repeat.
with the 12th slap his voice was surprisingly shot and he could only weakly croak out the number 12. his poor pussy was bright red from the abuse so you decided to show him some much needed mercy. your fingers took his swollen aching t dick and you rubbed it nice and slow. you could feel silvan's wound up body melt against you, his head falling back as he let out soft moans. you pressed your lips to his neck, tongue running across his skin before giving him gentle nips.
"you're being so good for me, love."
your pet name made his thighs tremble as they tried to close again and you chuckled softly. you could tell just from his soft little moans and his hips trying to buck he was getting close just from you jerking off his t dick. you ran your finger along the small length before you pulled your hand back and slapped his cunt again.
silvan screamed so loudly you heard his voice break, there were tears pouring down his cheeks. the most surprising part was that the pain hadn't stopped him from his orgasm, his entire body was shaking and his eyes had rolled back. your precious pet had squirted, his cum a little puddle on the stage. you were staring in shock at his worn out body, you even forgot he hadn't followed your orders, too transfixed by how amazing and sexy he was.
"oh look at my pet.." you addressed your audience again, one of your hands gently petting silvan's hair. "such a good pet he can cum like a good pain slut."
you leaned into him and kissed his lips greedily, your other hand rubbing soothing circles in his thigh. you tasted his tears and his weak moans while he tried in vain to pull your hand away from his thigh. his whole body was sore and his head was like it was underwater, he needed to get away from your touch. but it was worthless to try, your strength outmatched him even when he wasn't completely spent.
you moved your pet's body, closing your own thighs so he could follow suit. he was still a panting mess against your chest as your hand moved from his thigh to rub your own bulge. you made just enough room to free your cock from confinement, your massive length pressing against his back. silvan sobbed softly, trying to squirm away from you as he hiccupped.
"pweash i ca-cant mashter pweash"
you kissed his hair to soothe him. "everyone wants to see you, baby. they want to see your pretty cunt get bred."
you grabbed his jaw and forced him to look out at the audience. several vampires had already begun to touch themselves through their clothes while others were gripping their pants trying to hold out for the main event. despite his protests silvan could feel himself clenching around nothing again, the sight of so many people desiring him made his already dripping pussy leak. your mouth was on his neck now and you nipped his skin while you kept his head forward.
"ma-master-" his voice was weak and he was clearly making an effort not to slur his speech.
"do you want me to use you? do you want me to stuff your little pussy full?" you whispered your voice hot in his ear.
all silvan could do was nod his head but that was all you needed. you spread his thighs open again this time your cock resting right against his pussy. you hooked your arms under his knees and lifted him up with ease so he was hovering above your cock. you could feel he was full of anticipation, his pussy still leaking all over your length. you began cooing to him what a good boy he was as your bulbous tip pressed against his hole but your words were quickly lost when your pet screamed. his head fell back, his hands gripped his own legs so tightly he broke skin, his raw and abused voice sounded through the room, and his tight pussy squirted again.
a few of your audience members cursed under their breaths, clearly in awe of your pet. you felt proud, not only had you drawn such good orgasms out of your little pet but everyone in the theater was jealous of where you were. silvan's pussy was tight and warm, his soft velvety walls were squeezing your cock like he was trying to rip it off. it was heavenly, it was always heavenly but having so many hungry envious eyes on you made it even sweeter.
you let silvan catch his breath before you pushed more of your girth into him, dropping him just enough to let gravity do the rest. he was crying again his pretty kiss swollen lips babbling about it being too big. you knew he was just saying nonsense, you proved it to him as half your cock filled him leaving him sobbing wordlessly. it was too big for him to take every inch though, before you could reach the hilt and about a quarter left your tip met resistance. the kind of resistance that had silvan's eyes rolling back, drool dripping down his lips, and the bulge of your cock showing through his stomach. your tip pressed snugly against his cervix.
"I'm so deep inside my pretty pet." you addressed the others again, one of your hands moving to show the bulge in his stomach. "i could flood his womb and make him carry cute little puppies."
silvan whimpered in a way you knew meant "please do" and you chuckled. you picked up his knees again and lifted him off your cock until only the tip was still inside. you could feel his hole desperately clenching around your cock, trying to suck you back in, before you slammed him back down onto you. silvan screamed so pretty as your cock bruised his cervix. again and again, your hips raising to meet him as you bounced him. it didn't take long for his screaming to quiet down as he opted to drool against your shoulder. you could see his eyes were rolling back before his eyelashes would flutter and he'd gaze at you with pretty blank eyes.
you kissed his mouth sloppily, your mixed saliva trailing down the corners of your mouth. you grunted into his mouth with each rough thrust of your hips meeting his. your skin made a wet slapping sound as his slippery cunt had soaked his thighs. the sinful sounds of your bodies only served to push you further towards the edge, you were so close to pumping your pet full of cum.
before you could make a mess of his insides you settled silvan with your cock pressed right againt his aching cervix and stood up with him still on you. you carried him to the edge of the stage where you shifted him so you could hold him with one arm. the other hand moved to his sopping pussy and you ran your fingers along his t dick. silvan let out a squeal, his throat too tight for another scream.
"gonna show everyone your pretty squirting cunt up close."
your hand began a brutal pace rubbing his t dick fast and hard. the vampires near the front of the stage watched in awe, their fangs digging into their lips while their hands tried to match your pace. silvan was sobbing so loudly trying so hard to scream but all that came out was pathetic whining and hiccuping. his pussy tightened like a vice grip and you actively had to resist flooding his womb there. finally your pet fell back against your body and his cunt squirted a third time.
you kept standing there resuming drilling into his abused body even as silvan seemed to be fading from consciousness. his pretty blank eyes fluttered close and then open again when your cock bullied his cervix again. he couldn't even whine properly anymore just a pathetic gasp of his shaky breath. you kissed him passionately as you felt your balls tighten, you pressed your tip right against his cervix as you finally poured your cum into his body.
thick ropes filled his body, so much it even began to leak down your cock. your beloved pet finally closed his eyes as he drifted from consciousness. you held him tenderly in your arms before giving him a quick kiss on the nose.
"my sweet pet needs some rest. we'll continue in half an hour."
poor silvan was going to wake up in another thirty minutes with your fingers trying to push all your cum back into his abused hole. but for now you'd let him rest with your cock still buried inside him.
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into it | joshua hong


🪄 pairing, joshua hong x reader
🪄 warnings, non-idol au, model joshua x personal assistant reader, fluff, enemies to lovers, reader has some creative ways of insulting joshua, flirty joshua, joshua doesn't take reader seriously, romantic tension goes INSANE, open ending (??)
🪄 summary, everyone knows you hate joshua hong with a passion. do you really hate him though? or are you just in denial because he's just your type?
🪄 author's note, do you guys ever have that one-sided beef with a person that you really don't even know WHY you have that beef? that's me w joshua ngl 😭 ANYWAYS this was requested by my pookie @yudaies (knowing i would lose it if she asked me to....which she did anyways)!! hope you enjoy you evil woman 🤍 ALSO TWO PSAS: 1) i'm going to start writing my shorter fics in lowercase just to minimize the stress i have with capitalization errors! longer/full-story fics will be properly capitalized, but the shorter, quicker fics i do will be in all lowercase!! 2) please take the poll regarding the length of fics you all wanna see from me so i can know what to do in the future! thank you lots lyrnation!!
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the flash of cameras was still kind of new to you, and you stood in the back of the room, surveying the action from afar. photographers surrounded joshua like he was some sort of new bacteria discovery, and he stood with a simple expression, a sultry look in his doe-like brown eyes as he gave a small smile to the cameras surrounding him.
being stuck as joshua hong's personal assistant seemed like a dream to every disillusioned teenage girl, but you knew the harsh reality of it. you weren't looking for the spotlight, but joshua still had a way of stealing it from you, even if you were doing simple things like ordering him coffee or picking up his tailored suits.
it was common knowledge to all of your coworkers that you had some undiscovered vendetta against the man. when your friends sang his praises, you had to add water to the fire, raining on their parade.
to the outside world, joshua hong was a visual of composed grace. he has this sickening 'gentleman' agenda he was pushing for himself, and the cute, sweet gaze in his wide brown eyes made your skin pulse with annoyance.
in fact, you were almost 100% convinced the man was ai-generated, given a perfect smile and smooth voice to match his "unreal" visuals (of course they were unreal─he probably was unreal, for god's sakes).
the photo op came to an end after 30 minutes of trailing behind him for interviews and outfit fittings, and you could breathe a sigh of relief, grateful you wouldn't have to see him say thank you with that stupid, rich-sounding, hot l.a. accent, and─
"is my schedule done for the day?" the voice you were just fuming over is heard from behind you, and you turn around, a sour smile on your face as joshua smiles sweetly at you. curse his stupid pretty crescent eyes and his stupid adorable scrunched nose.
"you have one more fitting for the upcoming photoshoot tomorrow morning, and then you're done for the day," you say blankly, thanking the staff member who returned joshua's personal belongings to you.
"are you okay? you seem like you're in a sour mood─although, you always seem like that," joshua teases lightly, chuckling to himself as he stuffs his phone in his dress pants' pocket.
"of course i'm always in a sour mood, mr. hong. you do realize that i hate seeing the flashing cameras all the time." you lie straight through your teeth, and joshua nods with faux sympathy, a smirk behind his eyes.
"of course, i can understand that. i just can't help but wonder if you're annoyed by the flashes or my "glittering smile"." joshua echoes the compliment a newscaster gave him moments earlier, and you grumble to yourself, tempted to flip joshua off.
"let's just go. your nice clean rolls royce is waiting for you." you step out of the way dramatically, and joshua bows to you, obviously towering over you as he struts out of the double doors. his white heels click against the sidewalk, and you grit your teeth, sliding beside him into the back row of the car as you sigh.
the weather is nice, complimenting the busy day you've had. joshua takes his phone from his pocket, taking pictures of the cloud-free sky from behind the window, probably going to be posted to his instagram.
"hey, can you take these pictures for me? i think i'm going to upload them to my instagram," joshua hands you his phone, and you roll your eyes, having guessed his words just seconds earlier.
sighing, you hold his phone up, preparing to snap the picture. joshua puts his model face on quickly, face falling into a suave expression as his eyes sparkle with the sun's rays from outside.
the small, attractive smirk on his face is one that makes your uneasy stomach churn for reasons you want to ignore, and you hand him his phone back, turning away to hide your peering eyes.
"these are really good! why aren't you a photographer?" joshua asks lightly, and you shrug, answering the question against your will.
"photographing doesn't pay as well as babysitting a model for five days a week." you smile dryly, and joshua chuckles, voice melodic as he nods.
"you're not babysitting me. if anything, i'm babysitting you. especially with that bad attitude," joshua has a dramatic scowl on his face, that he loses in seconds when he chuckles at your strained reaction.
"i'm just joking with you, lighten up." he gives you a light bump with his shoulder, flawless skin clear and illuminated by the light as you sigh.
"you know, that outfit you're wearing is really nice on you. i don't think I've seen you wear it before." joshua's compliment shatters your whole "hating joshua hong" agenda, and your cheeks heat up against your will, to which you temporarily give up, sighing as you glance over at him.
his eyes are already on your figure, and the gentle smile he's giving you makes you want to lunge at him and rearrange his face so that he doesn't look so majestic. not that you thought that he looked majestic or anything. he was just an average guy.
"thanks." you reply, although it sounds more like a question than a harsh appreciation. joshua nods, crossing his legs as he politely adjusts his styled hair. his gold studs glitter in the sunshine, and the cologne he must have put on before the event lingers, clouding your mind more than you'd like.
"you don't look too bad yourself. the styling...really wasn't a bad choice this time." the compliment you give back sounds so forced it's laughable, but joshua ignores this or doesn't catch on (you believe it's the former).
"thank you. i think the harsh critiquing you gave the staff last time really paid off," joshua adds, looking over to you with that stupid sweet look in his eyes. trying not to shudder, you just shrug, playing it off the best you can.
"it's what i'm supposed to do." you shrug again, letting out a quiet sigh as you lapse into silence. something is lingering in the air, and you do your best to deny what it is.
"you know, even if you do your best to pretend you hate me, i know you don't," joshua says after a moment of silence, and you freeze, eyes blown wide as your cheeks flare a dark red again.
"and how do you know, joshua?" you use his first name, stepping up to the bait joshua may have thrown for you. he leans back in his seat, legs leisurely crossed as he smirks to himself, eyes closed.
"be honest with yourself. do you really hate me that much?" the question, however simple it is, shuts you up quickly, leaving you a quiet, melting mess as joshua smiles to himself, returning his attention to the window.
in that moment, you decide that you might not hate joshua. you may just dislike him.
or, better yet (and to be honest), you don't hate him at all.
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Loud & Muted
MAIN MASTERLIST / MARVEL MASTERLIST / CHRONIC ILLNESS MASTERLIST
Steve Rogers x Female!Reader
Word Count: 2,190ish
Request: Hey, I'm not sure if your requests are still on but I thought I give it a shot. First of all I love your work especially your chronical illness fics. ☺️ I suffer from depression and anxiety. I don't have the best time right now, so I would love a One-Shot with Steve Rogers where the reader has depression and doesn't really want to share it with anyone. Reader and Steve have been dating for a while but not long enough that he had figured it out. Not that she doesn't trust him but she just thinks it's best to keep it for herself. One day after a difficult mission it's just all to much and Steve finds her crying on their bathroom floor. They talk about it and he comforts her. I hope you get what I mean because English isn't my first language. I totally understand if you don't have time to write it. 🫶
Notes: I hope this makes sense.
You were fine until the incident. You never believed you had anxiety or depression until the mission had gone wrong. You were good at what you do: tactical strategies, tech ops, and infiltration expert. That was until you saw your unit wiped out when you were a military intelligence operative. You immediately blamed yourself for a tactical call, even though no one else blamed you.
You were immediately discharged and diagnosed with PTSD, anxiety, and depression. You took time off for therapy and to rebuild yourself, but some scars never fully heal.
Nick Fury personally recruited you for the Avengers. You were hesitant at first, but the man was insistent. You gave in, believing it could be a second chance. But you also felt like you were holding your breath for the next mistake every day.
You didn’t feel like you fully belonged with the world’s lightest hero’s. So you did what you could to prove that you belonged. You obsessively over-prepared before missions: constantly training, studying, and preparing all that you could. Your depression allowed you to function at a high level until missions were over and then you’d slink back into your room and not leave for a day or two.
You were two months into your time with the team when Steve asked you out. You, of course, said yes. Steve was Captain America but he was also kind and caring. The two of you quickly became a couple after that. You loved Steve and knew he cared, but you still kept your anxiety and depression away from him as best as you could (which was extremely hard). You believed that telling Steve the truth would scare him off and you couldn’t handle that.
Steve and you have been together for a little more than three months. The team had just gotten off a rough mission and had their post-mission debrief. You kept reliving every decision you made in your mind picking it apart. Instead of heading to your room, you headed to your office to look over the mission reports. Steve had cleaned up and went searching for you after he was unable to find you in your room. When he stumbled upon you in your office, it was dark, the only light coming from the multiple screens you had surrounding you. He sighed as he leaned against the door and crossed his arms over his chest.
“You know that it’s past midnight, right?” He said softly.
You didn’t even look up as you responded, “Well, time flies when you’re rewriting a disaster.”
“It wasn’t a disaster. You got us out in one piece. We could have lost Clint in there without you.”
You scoffed. “I barely got you out. I misread the timing on the drones. We got lucky.” You tapped a few keys on the keyboard hard as you grew more frustrated.
“Luck didn’t override the security system. You did.” You huffed, opting to remain silent. Steve pushed off the doorway and walked closer, eyes focused on you. “You’ve been… quiet lately. Even for you.”
“I’m fine. It’s late. I’m tired.”
“We’re all tired, Y/N. But this… This is different. You look like you haven’t slept in more than a few days.”
You finally looked at him. Your eyes were shot, clearly tired, and your skin seemed to be shades lighter than usual.
“I said I’m fine, Steve,” you told him.
“Say it like you mean it.”
Your jaw tightened as you focused back on your screens. Steve hated this. Even though you two were dating, he felt like he didn’t fully know you. Like you were hiding your true self under lock and key.
“Y/N,” he tried again, “if something’s wrong, you can tell me.”
“What makes you think something’s wrong?”
“You’re tired, you don’t look well. You’ve been pulling away from me more than usual.”
“I’m just tired.”
“I don’t believe you.”
You grabbed your tablet and stood up. “I have to finish the reports.”
“They can wait. You can’t.”
You ignored him, brushing past him to step out of your office. You paused before slowly looking back at Steve. “You ever have days where your head feels… loud?”
Steve nodded, taking in your words. “All the time.”
“Yeah,” you breathed out quietly. “I wish mine would shut up.” Then you disappeared down the hall, leaving Steve standing there, more concerned than ever.
~~~
The team immediately had another mission to prep for the next day. You threw yourself into gathering intel. You did that while avoiding Steve and skipping meals. Steve hated that you seemed to be slipping from his fingers. Finally, he found you alone in the hangar. You were sitting on a large supply crate, seemingly staring at nothing.
“You’re not invisible, Y/N,” Steve’s captain voice came out.
You didn’t bother looking at him, his words barely registering in your brain. “Didn’t say I was.”
“You’re acting like it. Dodging me. Ducking out of meals. Something is going on and you are not telling me.”
“Nothing’s going on.”
“Bullshit.”
“I don’t owe you an emotional status report, Captain.”
“I’m not just your Captain anymore, Y/N. I’m you’re boyfriend… You’re my girlfriend. I care about you and am worried about you. Something is happening in that head of yours and I don’t know how to help you because you won’t let me in.”
You hop off the crate and cross your arms across your chest in defense. “I have told you, I’m fine.”
“Stop lying! You have bags under your eyes. Your hands shake when you don’t think anyone is looking. You haven’t eaten. Do not stand here and act like I can’t see you breaking right in front of me.”
“Maybe you should not care as much.”
“Y/N… you don’t mean that.”
“Maybe I do.” You turned on your heel and began walking away.
“You’re not alone, Y/N.”
Steve watched as you walked out the hangar doors without a response. He stood there, heart breaking and jaw tight. You were pushing him away faster than he could reach you and he didn’t know how to help you.
~~~
The briefing room seemed crowded to you as the team discussed the upcoming mission. You were seated at the far end of the table, barely contributing. Your gaze was distant and you hadn’t touched the tablet in front of you. Your mind was spiraling and you just wanted to crawl back to your room and stay there.
“Y/N, what do you think about the south entrance?” Clint asked. “You usually spot the blind angle faster than anyone.”
You didn’t respond. Everyone stared at you, concerned.
“Y/N?” Natasha tried.
“It’s fine,” you responded, your voice like a robot.
“That didn’t sound like you’ve actually looked at it,” Tony commented.
“I said it’s fine. So it’s fine.”
The tension in the room grew as your eyes finally snapped towards the other team members. Suddenly, you realized how sharp you sounded. You pushed back your chair and stood up.
“I’m done here,” you stated.
“We’re not finished,” Steve said.
“Then finish without me.” Then you left the room. The silence that followed is heavy.
“She’s spiraling,” commented Natasha.
“She’s drowning,” Tony clarified.
“I know,” Steve sighed.
“Then do something. You’re her boyfriend.”
“I’m trying. But she’s blocking me left and right.” Steve leaned back on the table, pinching the bridge of his nose. “I’m losing her and I don’t know how to safe her.”
“It’s not about saving her, Steve,” Clint retorted. “It’s about helping her.”
“If she’s acting like this during the next mission, she could get someone killed,” Tony said.
“And if she burns out completely, we could lose her for good,” Natasha added.
“I know,” Steve breathed out. “And I’m absolutely terrified.”
~~~
You should have pulled yourself from the mission. You weren’t feeling all the way there when you woke up. But you refused to show weakness.
“Are you going to be okay today?” Steve asked quietly as you readied your gear on the quinjet.
“I’m fine,” you replied, not bothering to look at him.
“Y/N… are you sure?”
“Do you not trust me?”
“I would trust you more if your hands weren’t trembling.” Your eyes fell to your trembling hands. You quickly clenched them into fists and stuffed them into your pockets. “Please, sweetheart. Just tell me what’s going on.”
“Nothing. I’m fine.”
“Y/N—“
“Drop it, Steve.”
~~~
The whole mission was tense. You were helping grab the intel and get out. The Hydra base was booby-trapped, unstable, and crawling with agents. You were running point on surveillance and route planning, as always.
“Movement on upper level,” Clint stated over the comms. “Heat sigs—maybe six. Armed.”
“Y/N, what’s our next move?” Steve asked.
You didn’t respond, keeping your eyes on your tablet. Your vision was blurring slightly and your breath as caught in your throat. You knew the path for them to take, but you couldn’t trust yourself to say it.
“Y/N?” Tony tried.
Another beat of silence before you replied. “West hallway,” your voice was quiet and shaky. “Secondary stairwell. Should be clear.”
“Should be?”
“Tony,” Steve warned.
“No. We’re deep in hostile territory and she’s hesitating on the one thing she never hesitates on. I’m not staking all our necks on a guess.”
“It’s— It’s not a guess,” you stammered.
“Then say it like it’s not.”
Your hands tightened around your tablet as you struggled to keep your knees from buckling. You were failing your teammates. The one thing you never wanted to do. You were failing everyone. Tony, Steve, and Natasha were all with you, staring at you. You could feel their eyes.
“We don’t have time for this,” Natasha said.
Tony pulled Steve to the side. “She’s not clear,” he whispered harshly. “You want to wait for her to freeze mid-exit? Or do we move on my call?”
Steve looked over at you, torn and heartbroken. “I don’t know.”
“Quickly, Captain.”
“Just take Tony’s route,” you spoke up. “It’s probably safer anyway.”
“No, I trust you,” Steve immediately said.
“Then you’re an idiot.”
You shut off your tablet and pushed it into Tony’s chest. He was quick to get in front of the group, taking the lead while Natasha and Steve walked behind you. Natasha kept her focus on helping Tony get everyone out safely while Steve’s focus was on you. You were hugging yourself, like it was the thing holding you together.
~~~
Everyone was relieved that nothing when wrong on the mission. When the quinjet landed, they watched you walk out of the hangar in tense silence.
“We can’t keep allowing this,” Tony said.
“Tony—“
“No, Steve! Y/N is not okay! She needs to be pulled from missions for her own sake and ours before something worse happens.”
“Tony’s right, Steve,” Natasha admitted. “She needs to get things figured out.”
“Fine,” Steve sighed. “But let me do it my way.”
~~~
Everything was loud and muted at the same time. You were still in your gear as you turned on the shower until it was scalding hot and sat underneath it. You pulled your knees to your chest and stared ahead, not really seeing anything. Your eyes burned and your breathing became shallow.
“Y/N?” Steve’s voice called through the bathroom door. “Can I come in?” You didn’t answer, mainly because you didn’t hear him. “Y/N?” He could hear the shower running but no movement. “I’m coming in.”
Steve pushed the door open slowly. Steam from the hot water curled around him as he stepped in. His eyes searched for you until he saw you until the water, still fully clothed, in the glass shower.
“Shit,” he muttered. He quickly turned off the water and knelt in front of you. Slowly, his hands rested on your legs, causing you to flinch. “Hey. It’s just me. I’ve got you.”
“Steve?” You rasped, your eyes staring at him but not seeing more than a blurry form.
“Yeah, sweetheart. I’m here.”
“It’s all my fault… I’m sorry.”
“What are you talking about? We all got out safe. The mission was a success.”
“I failed… I froze… I failed…”
“No, you didn’t, sweetheart.”
You shook your head, pulling away from his touch. “I— I can’t… I can’t… Please don’t kick me off the team… I can do better. I promise I’ll do better. Please, please, please.”
“Hey, hey, hey,” he gently cupped your face, wiping the water and tears from it. “Stop that. You’re not going to be kicked off. But… you do need to be benched. Until we get this figured out.”
“I’m sorry. I’m sorry.”
“For what, doll?”
“I… For pretending that I’m okay… I haven’t been okay for a long time.” A sob suddenly ripped through you and Steve quickly pulled you into his lap.
“It’s okay. I’m here. I’ve got you.”
“Please don’t leave.”
“Not a chance, sweetheart,” he kissed your head. “You’re allowed to fall apart. I’m here to help you.”
“I don’t know how to do this…”
“That’s okay. We can figure it out together. I’m not going anywhere, okay? We’ll do this together.”
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Hii saw ur shenhe! reader fic and really liked how its written is it ok to do a igninihyde + diasomnia with raiden ei like reader? 🥹
Ignihyde + Diasomnia with Raiden Ei!MC
a/n: random but i dont have any motivation to play genshin until i saw albedo came back😍🙏 also i lowk forgot how i used to write these
Due to your dedication to eternity, you're wary to the idea of a change. However, you show curiosity rather than disdain when it comes to new things.
Having lost many of your of your loved ones over the centuries, you're driven by a fear of further lost. Even when you locked yourself in Plane of Euthymia, you could not truly escape loneliness.
Idia:
who told this clown to overblot w all those high tech stuff💀⁉️ cause one zap of lightning n hes out like a light
"game... set..." "🌩⛈️⚡️⛈️🌩"
u didnt even let him finish n the entire thing blue screens😔
honestly he cant even get mad at u. its fair, who even waits for their enemies to finish talking before they strike anyway??
thats how he ended up w bandages but thankfully they have all the latest technologies to cure him fast
he found it kinda funny how little you know about technologies
u self isolated?? yeah he could tell😂
but since he gave u a tv, he cant let it go to waste just bcs u dont kno how technologies worked
so, unfortunately, he needs to explain everything to u one by one
the only problem is that he underestimated how much a boomer u r
his explanations is fine, u can catch a few things
but when he starts using one of his lil slangs.... hooboy
"ROFL cant believe someone so op is THIS clueless abt basic stuffs" "ruholf???????? ou pee???? what???" "oh geez..."
visuals of ortho, u and idia in that living room

unsurprisingly, he understands how u feel at the loss of ur twin sibling. i mean, he did lose his younger brother
he sympathise w u a lot on that part id say🤔cause like u self isolate after ur sibling's passing?? he pretty much isolate himself after his brother's passing too
so like dont worry bro🙏🙏he might not comfort u (he cant even make eye contact w u without breaking a sweat) but he'll tell u some of his coping mechanisms
Ortho:
hides his snacks from u cause ur ass gobbles down any sweets😔he doesnt want to go buy smth from the vending machines cause u took everything of his
ur supplier
by that, i meant he supplies sweets n desserts for u
it started as him saying sorry for all the bs that happened but then it turns into a lil habit
also hes ur translator if someone like idia or cater starts using one of their youngsters slangs
he gave u the full definition completed w examples whenever u asked🙏one of these days u might even start using the slangs!!
omg meemaw tryna be hip😢dont hurt em now!!
"whats cooking ortho? i hope youre not having a skibidi day😊" "oh geez😨" man they rlly r brothers😔
he tries to fight off the cringe whenever u start trying out the slangs but never tried to stop u
go uh... you!!😔dont mind the fact that hes cancelling noises rn....
idk if he needs to charge but in case he does, youre there🙏youre his emergency, portable charger
Malleus:
kind of like a powerbank
honestly hes very sympathetic abt ur loses n why youve pulled away from society + afraid of changes bcs of it
hes one of the dudes actively encouraging you
he invites u to hangouts (w idia) so u could explore the world n see what youve been missing out on
dont worry abt money bro hes here🙏if u want to try that new looking sweet out, just go take it, he'll help u pay for it!!
Lilia:
he was out on his usual late night walks, u were there on ur usual late night meditation
after that it turns into an everyday thingy
time is kinda weird for the both of u since ur both immortal n have lived for a very long time, so malleus sleeps late bcs of it while u dont need to sleep tbh
sometimes u would join him on his walks, sometimes he would join u to meditate
it turns from that to u joining his club meetings from time to time
u guys would wonder around campus to find gargoyles n he would explain them to u while u much on some dango n nodding ur head
u picked up very quickly on the differences between a gargoyle n a grotesque, much to his delight
since u could forge weapons n have tried ur hands in creating things, youre more than happy to join him in his little activity of making a gargoyle
u gave one of that to him for his birthday btw
u swear, the sun was shining much more brightly for the next week after
honestly, he wasnt aware u didnt kno how to cook
so when he saw lilia n u in the kitchen, he thought nothing of it
"maybe mc is trying to stop lilia🤔" oh how wrong he was
victim #1 of eating that thing u called food
after that, he tried to ban the two of u from using the kitchen
n honestly, since the both of u r quite isolated, its like a learning process for the two of u abt the outside world
since its a learning process for the two of u, u guys decided to always invite each other out on little outings to just basically enjoy the changes and familiarise urselves w the world
its the both of ur lil adventure!!😈😈lilia sneaked photos of the two of u btw (he showed it once u guys r back)
also who says u cant strike down a dragon during his overblot?? youve striked down a giant snake before and split islands, this is nothing to u⚡️🤛💪
he dragged u to the kitchen one time cause he thought it would be funny
he excused it as smth smth to help u get used to changes smth smth
"but i dont know how to cook..😥" "fear not!! i shall be your coach!"
cue the both of u burning the kitchen down (and almost the entire school) with ur lil chef hats
it was then presented later to the three usual victims, who r all fighting back tears (grim ran away before yall could make him try💀)
if lilias cooking was bad, then coupled w urs, its horrendous. the worst of the worst. they can even see smth twitching in the food😥n is that a smoke coming out of it in the shape of a skull????😨
the both of u looked kinda proud so no one was able to say anything (sacrifices were made) (n its in the form of the diasomnia's toilet)
u r both old old, so u got along pretty well despite the personality differences
any of the three sat w u guys n here goes peepaws w their "back in my days..." stories
in a way, u guys could understand each other a lot
he lost his friends, u lost ur friends. he witnessed the horrors of war, u witnessed the horrors of war
so like, u guys could understand n comfort each other better than anyone else🤔
he understands its hard to accept the loss you've faced, n he fully encourages u to get out of ur shell more now that youre trying to face n accept changes
he would even pull u to the light music club so u could try little things n maybe expand ur interests
speaking of, he tried to make u some dango after u mentioned in passing how much u liked it
Silver:
do NOT consume it or u might actually have to replace ur teeth💀🙏 his food comes w special effects
u?? barely noticed him
he would be asleep in random places n u would just step aside n continue walking to ur destination without a second thought
if he looked injured u wouldve stopped but he looked so peaceful so u just 🤷♀️ n walked off
sometimes when u wanted to have some alone time, he would be there in the forest or batony garden or whatever
honestly hes very peaceful to be around so u dont rlly mind his presence much
n honestly u enjoyed the animals that would surround him
u would absentmindedly pet them as u much away
whenever he saw lilia drag u into the kitchen again, alarms starts blaring in his head
like "is that... FATHER N MC?? IN THE KITCHEN??🚨🚨🚨"
hes convincer #1 in trying to get u guys to GET OUT n leave those kitchen equipments alone
"guys we're all not hungry do not worry. pls put the pans down. put the chicken down too. no NO"
he doesnt even know how lilia roped u into this
cause u used to be like "i cant cook😢" and now youre all like "maybe i can cook🤔(no)"
he very much invited u to join him n sebek to train together
youre strong as hell n he would like to improve himself in any way he can to be a better knight
he very much understands why u turned the way u r after ur loses and tries to give u words of encouragement
kinda uses the training together as an excuse to have u go out more n interact w people
Sebek:
youre thunder, hes thunder HELP.
his unique magic wont work w u around. literally one word n his magic is gone since you quite literally control every single thunder there is
his face when u striked malleus down😔
like he wants to stop u cause hey!! thats his lord but at the same time like hm🤔malleus does need help atm
hes VERY conflicted abt it n it is why hes just making faces n letting u do whatever
honestly youre pretty much his 2nd mentor by now😭
like youre so strong, u can control lightning at will n u defended ur nation before?? yeah youre helping him w training
he tries to spar w u from time to time so he can see the areas he needs improvements in
also victim #3 as ur n lilias food testers
he almost passed out btw pls feel sorry for him
he wouldve said smth but like 😭he respects lilia so much, n youve very much earned his respect too so he cant just?? say the food is ass when yall prepared it
so he just swallows it down while making faces LMFOAOAOAOA
"y yes... this is... very good!!" he says, trying his hardest not to hurl
he then absolutely destroyed the toilet after
also he tries to limit ur sweet intakes
"isnt this ur 10th dango?? n its just morning!!" "but desserts!!🥺" "NO BUTS"
starts a lecture abt how youll ruin ur teeth n upset ur stomach
u w ur replacing teeth argument
he was MORTIFIED btw. never speak of those words to him ever again
hes kinda awkward when u told him abt ur past n allat n how youre pretty much trying to change after u realised how much ur actions impacted ppl
very loud abt his encouragement but also isnt sure if he had said the right thing to u LMFOAOAOA
"BUT U TRIED UR VERY BEST TO CHANGE !! N U ONLY DID WHAT U DID CAUSE U CARE!! YOURE VERY STRONG N AMAZING!!"
^his word ECHOES btw thats how loud he was
he means well dw</3
#twst wonderland#twst#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland x reader#idia shroud#malleus draconia#ortho shroud#lilia vanrouge#silver#silver vanrouge#sebek zigvolt#diasomnia#ignihyde
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Hunger | Sanji x Reader
Sanji x Reader; Fluff...?
No pronouns used but written with a fem reader in mind. Reader is referred to as a woman or lady at times, but nothing else so you can ignore it if you want!
wc: 2.2k
a/n: super super self indulgent, I wrote this in an hour because I was possessed by this sudden overwhelming love for Sanji. honestly, this fic started with a different goal that where it ended but oh well. maybe I'll write another one to fully convey what I started here. this is my first time writing for OP and Sanji so forgive any mistakes and oocness! enjoyyy!!
also available on ao3!
Sanji didn't know what to think of you.
At first, he had treated you like the other ladies on board and expected you to treat him the same way they did. Except you were different. In your actions, in your words, in your whole being– there was a different kind of softness, warmth and intensity.
It started with you just giving him warm smiles and soft thank yous whenever he brought out a new drink or dish for them to enjoy. The way you always maintained eye contact while doing it left him feeling a little stunned for some reason, and it almost always ended up with him fainting from the loss of blood. And then the way you would be worried over it, even though everyone else just ignored it once he was under Chopper's hands.
You stayed there until he was okay enough to go back to the kitchen. It was just a little thing, but it seemed to squeeze his heart in a painful way.
It was fine with just that, until you started tip-toeing around his territory – the kitchen. He could see you peeking through the door at times, wondering if you wanted something to eat or drink but feeling shy when it came to actually calling you out for it. It was weird– he was being weird around you, but it wasn't his fault. There was something about your ease and quiet around him that made his heart jackhammer in his chest like it was trying to beat his entire life's worth.
So he stayed quiet, pretending not to notice, until you stepped in.
And then he couldn't ignore it anymore.
You sat at the table, just giving him a small smile and nothing else. You didn't say a single word and he couldn't stop himself anymore.
"Did you want something, (y/n)-chan?" He asked gently, just in case you were feeling shy to ask for whatever it was you wanted to eat. But you just shook your head at his words, resting your chin on the backrest of the chair.
"Not really, Sanji-kun," you replied, eyes fixated on his hands, now that he finally realised it. You were looking at the food he was cooking. "I just wanted to watch you cook. Is that okay?"
The blonde chef stood there for a few seconds, stunned silent. Whatever he had been expecting, it wasn't that. Why would you want to watch him cook? That would be a waste of your time! But before he could say as such to you, he was stopped by the earnest look in your eyes.
"I promise I won't disturb you!" You said quietly, eyes gleaming with your eagerness. He couldn't say no after that.
"Of course not, sweetheart," he finally replied, flicking his eyes downward so he doesn't keep staring at you. The face you had on was too innocent and bright, and his heart was doing that painful squeeze thingy again. "You could never disturb me."
Wrong. Your presence was very disturbing. In a good way, of course. In a way that made his insides feel like they are convoluting and rearranging themselves. In a way that made his chest feel tight and warm.
Perhaps he should have regretted saying that to you. Because you took it as a blanket permission to watch him cook everyday. You would walk in at random times after breakfast, sometimes with a book where you wrote while he cooked or empty handed like always.
And then you started talking to him.
Asking him curious little questions about the food he was cooking at first. And he would answer them as simply as he could, not wanting to confuse you. Sometimes, he saw you noting things down and wondered if you're learning to cook. But it didn't seem like that, just you and your weird fascination with watching him cook. That was fine. (That was not fine. It made him self-conscious because suddenly, he was wondering if he looked like a mess when he was cooking, something he had never doubted before.)
Then your questions turned to just telling him about random things that happened outside while he worked, or something you read in a book, or a story from your past. You talked to him like you would to any other person, but somehow, in the confines of the kitchen where he usually worked by his lonesome, it all felt doubly intimate and personal. Like you were whispering secrets straight into his ear, seeping into the crevices of his heart one drop at a time.
Somewhere along the line, he realised that he didn't feel that heart pounding feeling around any of the other women. He calmed down around them a little, and was gifted with Nami's concerned yet puzzled looks and Robin's analytical one. He played it off by avoiding the topic smoothly whenever they asked, but even they weren't blind to when this change had started to happen.
You, on the other hand, were oblivious to it. Like always, you stepped into the kitchen with more questions, this time about him, about his interests, and anything he wanted to talk about.
"...if I could go there," he paused when he realised that he had been going on and on about the All Blue for the past ten minutes while he was fluttering around the kitchen, without even seeing if you were listening. His head whipped up, cheeks red with embarrassment, only to find you looking at him intently with wide interested eyes.
And somehow, the usual squeezing feeling in his heart reversed. Now it felt like someone had cut his chest open and left its contents exposed for you to gently pick up and caress in your soft hands.
"Sorry, I rambled there for a bit," his mouth felt dry suddenly. He paused in his cooking to grab himself a glass of water.
"Why are you apologising?" You said cheerfully, scribbling something into your book as usual. "I asked you about it, Sanji-kun!"
"Still," he laughed nervously, wondering if you secretly thought he talked too much. Women liked it better when the man listened to them, right? "You probably didn't want to hear all of… that."
Your brows furrowed and you looked at him with a frown. "Why not?"
Sanji drew the glass away from his lips at your question, feeling a little lost. Did that mean you wanted to listen to him…?
"Isn't it boring for you?" He tried, readying himself to hear you affirm his statement.
"It's not boring at all," you said, shaking your pen in his direction. "You are obviously interested in it. You're passionate about it, like you're about your food, and I think that's wonderful. Hearing someone talk passionately about what they love can never be boring for me. It's like an open window into their hearts."
Sanji's heart jumped in its place at that line, wondering when was the last time someone had tried to look into his heart. He was always the one chasing after the ladies, ready to give his heart but never finding anyone who wanted it. And now you were here, wanting to know what was in his heart, wanting to know him. But what if he wasn't the only one? What if he was deluding himself into thinking that he was special to you?
"Did you ask the others about their dreams too?" He asked, hoping it came off as casually as he had wanted it to. You leaned back in the chair, nodding with a huge smile, not realising the way his heart sank at that.
"Of course I did," you said proudly, holding the book close to your chest. "Luffy gave me a place on this ship even though I had nothing to offer to the crew, just because I had nowhere else and no one else to go to. So I wanted to do something for him, and for you guys. Sanji-kun, can you keep a secret?"
"Anything for you, my love," he said without missing a beat, willing his feelings to stay beneath the surface as always. He didn't notice the way your cheeks pinked at the term, too distracted by his own thoughts.
"I'm trying to write down and compile all of your adventures till now," you stage whispered. That surprised him, and he looked at you, noticing the ink smudges on your fingers that curled around the book you had in your hands. He had noticed the smudges and marks increase over time, but he hadn't known what you were doing until now. "When Luffy becomes the King of Pirates, I want to share these adventures with the world. I want them to know the real people behind it all, not some made-up tyrannical version the Marines paint you as. I know firsthand just how kind and thoughtful every person on this ship is, and I am trying to record it in my own way."
"That's…" Sanji was speechless again. Somehow, you always managed to reduce him to that state. An unpleasant smell invaded his nostrils and he looked down, noticing that he had taken his eyes off the food for too long.
"The food!" You exclaimed, standing up from the chair and hurrying over, your book forgotten behind.
"Stay back, (y/n)-chan!" Sanji warned, not wanting you to accidentally get hurt from the hot pot. You hovered at a distance, clearly wanting to help but also not wanting to create more trouble by mistake. With deft hands, he cleared up everything, transferring the food to a different pot and taking care of the burnt one. "There we go. No need to worry, sweetheart, go sit down."
"I'm sorry," you mumbled. Sanji looked up, confused at the apology.
"What are you apologising for, (y/n)-chan?" He asked kindly, walking over to you. He stood a foot away, hesitant to touch but wanting to comfort you. How would you take it if he touched you? Would you be uncomfortable and push him away? He didn't want that. He never wanted you to feel uncomfortable or sad. Or like you had done anything wrong, when you clearly hadn't.
"I distracted you," you said guiltily, looking up at him with glossy eyes. "I promised I wouldn't."
"Don't be silly, sweetheart," he couldn't hold himself back. His left hand cupped your cheek, right one bringing his handkerchief out with a flourish to wipe away the tears welling up in your eyes. "It's not your fault. I was thinking too much, and I made a mistake."
You continued to stare up at him as he wiped the last of the tears and let go of your cheeks, hoping he hadn't crossed any boundaries.
"Sanji-kun…" Your voice was broken and he looked at you in concern. Had he done something wrong? Said something wrong? "It's unfair. It's so unfair!"
"What is, my love?" He asked, trying to figure out what you were talking about as your lips quivered. You were glaring down at the floor, clearly upset about something.
"You," you whispered. "You're unfair. Your existence is unfair. How can someone this perfect exist?"
And now, the usual hammering of his chest was replaced by his heart going stockstill, as if it was holding a breath too, at your simple words.
"The more I get to know you, the more I understand what a kind, loving and warm person you are," you rambled on, like a dam that's finally burst open. "I wanted to get to know you, more than anyone else onboard. So I lingered around, encouraged myself to talk to you. And then, every moment I spent with you just made me fall more and more in love with you. The way you fold your shirt up to your elbows, the look of concentration on your face when you're cooking, that soft look in your eyes when you're talking about food, the sheer strength in your legs when you're fighting, the immense love and respect you have for food. Every little thing about you just made me fall in love with you and I told myself to stay away, but you make it so hard to not keep coming back. I keep wanting to know more and more about you; it's like a hunger that is never satisfied no matter how much I feed it."
There was pindrop silence in the kitchen when you paused, realised what you had said and froze. Sanji's unlit cigarette fell from his lips as he stared at you, wondering if this was a wild self-torturous dream his brain had thought up to torment him with; except his brain could never imagine the way you were now flushed from head to toe, hiding your face behind widely spaced fingers. Your wide eyes peeked through the gaps, the look of utter mortification on your face visible to him even with the obstacles.
"I'm so sorr–"
He didn't let you finish. Sanji pulled you into a tight embrace, his long fingers finding purchase in the nape of your neck where your hair was. You gasped at the sudden action, heart hammering in tandem with his, suddenly realising in the close proximity that you were not the only one whose heart rate had spiked.
"I could ask you the same question, sweetheart," he wrenched himself away to stare you straight in the eyes. His hand reached back and up to hold your face again. You didn't miss the broken and vulnerable look in his eyes as he whispered the next few words, in a way like it was meant to be heard only by you.
"How can someone so perfect exist?"
#one piece#one piece fanfiction#one piece fanfic#one piece imagines#one piece x reader#sanji x reader#vinsmoke sanji#vinsmoke sanji x reader#black leg sanji#one piece sanji#I'm in love with him can you guess
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🟦🤍A Misunderstanding🩵🟥
[Pairing]: TFA Optimus Prime x Cybertronian!Autobot![Reader]
[Synopsis]: [D/N] can’t catch a break from being misidentified for a Decepticon. At least they have someone who understands their struggles as a commander.
[Inspiration]: A request I sent out some time ago and @signedaiko wrote the HCs out. (HCs with the Special Ops![S/O])
[D/N] = Designation (Meaning your name)
[Gender Neutral Reader]
[(A/N)]: Based on Aiko’s HCs, I’m only writing Optimus in this fic because I’m kind of biased. Also, I need to practice writing characters from the TF franchise and TFA O.P. seems like he’s an easy start. Anyways, I hope you enjoy the story.
[WARNING]: Possible misuse of Cybertronian Vocabulary and Terminology (I’m still new to the fandom)
[Back when [D/N] was first promoted to their position as Commander of the Information Operations, they were issued to get a paint job with much darker colors since most missions require stealth. The team [D/N] leads and work with are good bots, but the only trouble the whole unit faces sometimes are the misunderstandings from a first glance.]
Random Cybertronian: EHH! DECEPTICON!!!
[D/N]: No, no, no! I’m not a Dece-!
Random Cybertronian: *Whacks them with an alloy pole*
[D/N]: OW!
🟦🟥🤍🩵💛🟦🟥🤍🩵💛🟦🟥🤍🩵💛🟦🟥🤍🩵💛🟦🟥🤍🩵💛🟦🟥🤍🩵💛🟦🟥🤍🩵💛🟦🟥🤍🩵💛🟦🟥🤍🩵💛🟦🟥
[It didn’t help when they visit Earth to see their Conjunx Endura. People, especially Detroit citizens, also mistook them for one.]
Random citizen: Call the Autobots! Decepticon on sight!
[D/N]: Wait a klik! I’m not with the bad guys.
[After clearing up the commotion]
Random citizen: I’m so sorry! I thought you were one of those Decepticons.
[D/N]: It’s alright. At least you have good optics if spotting one, but please be sure if you see their Insignia next time.
🟦🟥🤍🩵💛🟦🟥🤍🩵💛🟦🟥🤍🩵💛🟦🟥🤍🩵💛🟦🟥🤍🩵💛🟦🟥🤍🩵💛🟦🟥🤍🩵💛🟦🟥🤍🩵💛🟦🟥🤍🩵💛🟦🟥
[It also didn’t help that even the Decepticons on Earth were bewildered to discover that [D/N] is an Autobot.]
Starscream: When did one of our Decepticons switch sides?!
[D/N]: *Enraged* 💢 I AM NOT A DECEPTICON IN THE FIRST PLACE, YOU FRAGGING IDIOTS!!!
The Decepticons: Uh oh.
[D/N]: *Unsheathes their razor neon blades and sprints towards the enemies* AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
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[Yeah, from that last battle, [D/N] was on rage mode where they kicked the Decepticons’ afts to the extremes. On their own. Probably put them out of commission for a while. They definitely need private time with their Sparkmate.]
[The Plant: The Autobots’ Secret Base]
[D/N]: Oppy, sweetspark~ *Back-hugs Optimus* My wonderful and lovely conjunx~
Optimus Prime: *Holds their bitarlueus’ carefully and looks back* What is it, [D/N]? You usually call me those names if something is bothering you.
[D/N]: There is. When I retire from the position as commander of my unit, I’m getting a new paint job.
Optimus Prime: Oh, that doesn’t sound bad. Why the sudden thought?
[D/N]: *Vents out from their intake (Sighs)* Almost every bot and person I encounter, they mistake me for a Decepticon. It’s what I get for earning a job where my team and I are required to wear coatings for stealth operations. The tones are too close to the actual faction’s.
Optimus Prime: Well, you also act scary when on duty.
[D/N]: *Pouts* That doesn’t help either.
Optimus Prime: *Chuckles a little* Don’t worry, [D/N]. We know you’re good and just doing your job as a commander. You proved to be a great bot every cycle.
[D/N]: Yeah…But I still remember when Sari and Bee freaked out after seeing me.
Optimus Prime: They didn’t know you’re on our side at that time. Now, they love you for being your true self.
[D/N]: Yeah…Y’know, when I do retire, you wanna help choose which color scheme suits me?
Optimus Prime: Only if you’re comfortable with the choices.
[D/N]: *Smiles at him* You’re so thoughtful, Oppy. I love you.
Optimus Prime: Love you too, [D/N].
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[A Few Deca-Cycles Later]
[At Night]
[S/N] = Sparkling’s Name
[S/N]: *Runs up to Optimus on their little pedes* Sire! Sire! Was this Carrier? *Holds up a data-pad with an old image of [D/N] back when they were a commander*
Optimus Prime: “Oh scrap.” Where did you find this? You know your carrier isn’t comfortable talking about their old job yet.
[D/N]: Don’t worry, Oppy. I let them see the ‘pad.
Optimus Prime: [D/N]. I didn’t expect you to tell so soon.
[D/N]: *Shrugs* [S/N] would learn sooner than later. They didn’t believe the image was me and needed your confirmation.
Optimus Prime: Well… *Picks up [S/N] and adjusts his hold* To tell you the truth, that is your carrier.
[S/N]: Really?! They look too scary to be my creator.
[D/N]: *Made an expression on their faceplate that screams, “Even my kid thinks I looked scary.”* ( ̄^ ̄)
Optimus Prime: That’s because back then, Carrier needed to look the part as a leader for their special unit. They have to wear darker coats of paint as their uniform.
[S/N]: Why? No bright colors allowed?
[D/N]: No bright colors, because I had missions where you need to be sneaky. Hiding in the dark and go for the surprise attack! *Starts tickling their Sparkling*
[S/N]: *Laughs from the “attack”* S-Stop! Stop! Can’t vent!
[D/N]: *Stops tickling* Alright, alright. Now, you better get ready for stasis mode since the next cycle is a big one.
[S/N]: *Gasps* I get to visit uncle Bee and uncle Bulk!
[D/N]: That’s right. *Picks them up from Optimus and settles them down* Wash up and maybe we’ll read you a story before berth.
[S/N]: *Nods and hurries off to freshen up*
Optimus Prime: *Hugs [D/N] from behind* You know, I fear next time you need to be called in to resume your duties.
[D/N]: *Leaning in the hug* Don’t worry, Oppy. I’m sure my successor is doing fine as commander and I only come in as a consultant for my former team.
Optimus Prime: If you say so. Then more time between us and see how it plays out.
[D/N]: After reading a story to [S/N], then maybe we’ll see what happens next.
Optimus Prime: *Vents out* Love you, [D/N].
[D/N]: Love you too, Oppy.
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#Transformers#Transformers Animated#TFA#TFA Optimus Prime#Optimus Prime#Optimus Prime x reader#Cybertronian!Reader#Autobot!Reader#Transformers Animated x reader#TFA x reader#Transformers x reader#TF x reader
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Hi! I hope you’re doing well!
Pablo Gavi is dating Sienna, the youngest player on the Barcelona Femení team. Their relationship is a PR stunt, and the media is obsessed with them, especially since Sienna is extremely quiet, shy, and has this unique, delicate vibe that makes everyone pay attention to her in a weird way. Even though Gavi is a little weirded out by her and thinks she’s a bit strange, he still cares for her, and there’s this weird tension between them as they navigate this PR setup. Sienna doesn’t mind the situation because she has her penguin plushie and marshmallows, and that’s all she needs.
Gavi is 20 years old, just coming back from an injury, and Sienna is 18, super quiet, and a bit of an enigma to everyone around her. She’s skin-and-bones skinny but has cute chubby cheeks, and people think she’s the weirdest person ever. She spends most of her time in her room at La Masia, keeping to herself.
Could you include some cute interactions between them, especially where Gavi is trying to figure her out, and there’s some fluff as they get to know each other better despite the weird PR relationship? Maybe throw in a little moment where he has to protect her from the media or calm her down when it gets too overwhelming.
Thank you so much! I really appreciate your writing it’s like perfect I love your stories 💖

quiet
pairing: pablo gavi x oc (sienna)
summary: in which sienna and pablo begin to fake date, but what if sienna is shy and quiet and pablo is known to be loud and playful, how will it work out?
warnings: none
taglist: @barcapix, @universefcb, @nngkay, @joaosnovia, @ilovebarcaaaa, lmk if you want to be added!
a/n: js a reminder that i only write x reader fics (not ocs) but i made an exception js this once to try it and i don’t think i like it very much so only x readers from now on!
1. the beginning
gavi didn’t think much of sienna at first.
she was new to the team, younger than most, and quiet in a way that didn’t feel shy—just calm. she didn’t try to be seen. didn’t care if people watched her. but they did anyway. probably because she had that kind of presence—the kind that made silence feel full.
when the club told him they’d be pairing him with her for a pr campaign, he didn’t argue. he was still easing back from injury, and the cameras needed a new narrative.
the first time they met officially was in a meeting room. she was sitting at the long table, hoodie sleeves past her hands, listening while the staff talked about interviews and photo ops like this was all normal.
she looked at him once. didn’t smile. didn’t look away either.
“guess we’re fake dating,” he said quietly.
“guess so,” she replied, just as quiet.
and that was that.
2. small things
the first week was awkward.
he tried to make small talk in the car rides, and she gave simple, honest answers. she wasn’t rude—just didn’t talk to fill silence. eventually, he stopped trying to force it and just let things be quiet.
that’s when he started noticing her small things.
she always had a book tucked into her bag. she ate the corners off her toast first. when she laughed—rare, quiet, and real—she’d cover her mouth like she wasn’t used to the sound.
he started looking forward to seeing her.
once, she showed up to a shoot in a soft blue sweater, cheeks flushed from the cold. he told her the color looked nice on her. she blinked, looked away, and said, “thanks,” like no one had ever told her that before.
3. real moments
they were sitting backstage at an interview set when she leaned over and whispered, “you don’t have to pretend so hard.”
he looked at her. “what do you mean?”
“you’re always trying to make this look real. it already does.”
and he didn’t know what to say to that. not because she was wrong—but because it did feel real sometimes.
later, she fell asleep on his shoulder in the car. he didn’t move. just stared out the window, heart beating a little too fast, wondering when this stopped being about the cameras.
4. after the match
he came to one of her games without telling anyone. sat up in the stands in a hoodie and cap, hoping not to get noticed.
she played like she didn’t even realize people were watching. calm, focused, graceful. not flashy, just good.
after the final whistle, she looked up into the crowd and saw him. he didn’t wave, but she smiled—just a little—and somehow that felt like more.
later that night, she texted him for the first time.
you came.
he stared at the message for a while before replying.
of course i did.
5. something honest
they were walking back to la masia after dinner, just the two of them. no cameras. no handlers. the air was quiet and soft, the kind of night that made everything feel easier.
“can i ask you something?” she said, voice barely above a whisper.
“anything.”
“if this wasn’t a pr thing… would you still talk to me?”
he stopped walking. looked at her. she wasn’t looking at him—just at the ground, like she wasn’t sure she wanted the answer.
“yeah,” he said, no hesitation. “i’d talk to you more.”
she looked up then, cheeks pink.
“me too.”
6. not fake anymore
they didn’t make a big announcement.
they just stopped pretending to pretend.
he started waiting for her after training. she started saving him the softest part of the bread at breakfast. they shared headphones on bus rides. he gave her his hoodie when she forgot hers. she started writing his name in the margins of her notebook.
and one night, when they were sitting on the couch watching some dumb movie, she leaned into him—slow, careful, real—and he kissed her like it wasn’t staged.
because it wasn’t.
not anymore.
#fc barcelona#footballer x reader#football#football imagine#pablo gavi#gavi#pablo gavi x reader#gavi x reader#pablo gavi imagine#pablo gavi x you#gavi imagine
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Hi!!! I LOVE ECM!! I'm completely down this rabbit hole now, (spider web?) And I'm reading jason/peter fics 🫠 I'm not really a fan of DC so this is a 1st for me to love 🫠 I initially went through a peter/danny phantom thing then peter/harley mostly because tom's been my person for spidey now, you can imagine those pairings wouldn't necessarily deal with the morality debate like it does with jason/peter so this really made me think how they'd work
But then, in my personal thing, for the DC, it's not really a question of who's right or who's wrong or who deserves the privelage to live or how to solve the question of who's morally superior but who can endure and live with the decisions they make you know?
One thing i see in like my general knowledge of DC and what you've opened my eyes to regarding Jason and Peter, is that they're the type of people who mingles with the community. They want to save or help people because these are THEIR people u know? They grew up in these streets, mingled with what would constitute as background characters and npcs at most to the dc world, just statistics as u say, but they're people to them even the villains
Jason in my head in these case, will understand that while the 'bad guys' can be redeemed, he's not willing to take a chance that it will cost other people's lives. Innocent people that don't deserve to be just part of a redemption arc of a criminal and he can endure killing, what that does to him and other's views of him but he's someone who survives and can do this as long as it saves those future victims
Peter on the other hand wants to help everyone because he believes and has seen those that can be saved from 'villainy'. He can endure continuing to try and continuing to save possible victims but that's because to me, he's kind of op in his possible abilities and smarts u kno, he has the option to think of a way to help both 'villain' and victim and keep standing up after he's hit. In a way that Jason, as a relative normie can't. I think peter's experiences and what he witnesses in marvel verse shows the type of power and ability that allows them to help what other's would call iredeemable, like how he did in nwh.
It's a matter of how well they'll be able to endure either killing someone who could've been redeemed or allowing someone to live who continues to kill.
They're both stubborn tho, so I imagine in these scenario they'll just be each other's support 😃 in a happy place, that's what I want to think anyway.
How would you happen to see them in this context? 'Cause honestly, in bruce and tony's case as people who don't technically mingle with the community the way the other 2 do, they kind of come off as sanctimonious pricks who has a privelaged view of how to handle their criminals.
Considering they think that the people they fight with will target them and everything they may or may not do is associated with them, they certaimly don't think about the 'background' people affected in their actions the way I imagine peter and jason do. Sorry I rambled too much I'm not even sure I explained mythoughts properly 😃
Still ur an amazing writer 🥹 thank you for your generosity in sharing your worls with us
Finally getting to this ask! 🫣 I loved it very much and have been waiting for the right bandwidth to respond because I knew I'd end up writing a damn essay ❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥 (and would you look at that? I HAVE)
Let me start by saying I LOVE how you've put the moral debate that lies at the heart of Jason (and of course the Jason/Peter pairing!):
it's not really a question of who's right or who's wrong or who deserves the privelage to live or how to solve the question of who's morally superior but who can endure and live with the decisions they make you know?
I DO know and it's something that I've had Jason touch upon a few times previously (but also more in later chapters). He's long since accepted that burden - in some respects, because of his training with the All Caste I think he sees it in part as a responsibility, too (the All Caste kind of exists to fight against the Untitled, who are meant to embody evil, so there's a bit of that going on with Jason, too).
At this point, I think Jason understands that Bruce isn't someone who should take on that burden like Jason has. And he understands too, that the world is better without a Batman that's willing to kill. But at the same time, he also sees Bruce's 'inaction' as hypocritical and harmful because he DOES prioritise the lives of mass murderers over the lives of their inevitable future victims. Unlike Bruce, who is an optimist, Jason is a realist and a utilitarian. The greatest good and all that.
(Of course, I don't think that was entirely his motivation throughout the events of Under the Red Hood, but I'd like to think he's matured in the 4 years since then... Of interest: the Batman: Urban Legends issue covers pretty well the reasons why comics!Jason would stop using guns, after he lets his temper get the better of himself and he kills an admittedly shitty guy, but someone he knows shouldn't have been killed. While I still have Jason use guns here so that event's non-ECM canon, I do think it made a good argument.)
I do see Peter as a hero who should be very firmly community-minded (certainly far more than he was set up as in the first few showings of MCU Spider-Man), which does bring him into alignment with Jason, despite their differing views on killing villains. The thing is though, and I said this in an earlier ask, Peter's recent villains have been men who have been changed/altered, and its primarily this alteration that led to their villainy (with the exception of Beck and Toomes). Likewise, Peter is stronger, and that's meant he's not been made a victim in the same way that Jason has. So the way he views villains has been tarred by the belief that they can change.
But the thing is... while, sure, there are Gotham villains who are like that, there are also some who are just... irredeemable assholes. There's no 'fixing them' because there was nothing 'broken' about them. Or not broken in the way Peter's used to....
I think you also bring up a great point about the fact that Peter and Jason, living in the heart of Crime Alley, and community-centred heroes, would see Bruce's POV as sanctimonious because those future victims aren't just faceless victims, they're their neighbours. They're friends. They're the petty passive-aggressive arch-enemy whom Jason's in a constant battle with for the final parking space on the street.
There's no ivory tower for Peter or Jason. And that means something. To both of them.
I would also note, that while Peter's against killing and certainly would never bear the knife himself, he's capable of nuance. Because LBR, both MCU and comics Peter has associated with characters who've killed. MCU Tony killed Thanos, yet Peter never decries that decision. He still hero-worships the man after death. Same goes with all the Avengers, which there's no doubt Peter was aware of, yet he still wanted to join the roster in Homecoming.
Likewise, comics Peter still associates with killers like Deadpool, and though I've not read the comics, from what I'm aware it's not so much that he's antipathetic towards Deadpool because he kills but because he's a mercenary.
(Of course, one could make comparisons between Jason and the Punisher, who Peter canonically hates, and thinking of the Jason from UTRH, there's no way Peter would associate himself with the Red Hood then. Because like the Punisher, the Red Hood was indiscriminate when it came to killing 'bad guys'. But the Jason of now is a very different beast from the Jason of UTRH.)
To me, that says that the motivations behind having to kill someone matters to Peter. As of course, do the circumstances. Though you never saw that conversation from Peter's POV, he was immensely relieved when Jason confirmed that he wasn't interested in just breaking into Arkham and killing the villains inside executioner-style, even if that would still prevent them from creating any more victims.
Anywho, all of this to say, that while Jason thinks himself capable of taking on the burden, he doesn't think that should be the case for every hero. Likewise, while Peter would never allow himself to kill someone, even in the heat of a battle, that doesn't mean he's going to immediately condemn someone else for being forced to do the same.
#existential crisis mode#peter parker x jason todd#spideyhood#spiderman in gotham#really digging into that morality debate again
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I wanna have a small vent, if I may, because the thing that’s on my mind is completely a me problem and not something I can ever comment on a fic because it’s not necessary or kind, but gah it’s winding me up and idk if it’s just me being too petty or if others feel like this too.
There’s a few authors I like - they tell good stories with good writing - but who each have some really small, specific quirk in their writing and I just can’t make myself get over it and ignore it. I do a double take every time. One example is someone who writes “em” instead of “erm” and uses it a lot. Another is someone using “..” instead of “…”. Another is their particular use of dialogue markers (idk what to call them, things like “he said”).
It shouldn’t bother me this much. I’m never gonna comment on them to the authors. I keep reading because everything else is good but they come up in every fic by those people. I just can’t seem to stop my brain noticing Every Single Instance of the Annoying Quirk and briefly taking me out of the story. I have to actively pause and take a deep breath sometimes to calm down which just sounds ridiculous over the use of “em” instead of “erm”. Is it just me?
Yeah that happens sometimes, I work as an English tutor and comma mistakes always jump out at me when I read, I sometimes have to remind myself that it’s really not that serious
“Em” vs “erm” might be a phonetic spelling of a dialect or the authors regional accent. Such as how my midwestern friends might text: “ope! Gimme a sec, okie?” In stead of “oh! Give me a second, okay?”
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Another day, another I'll build castles for you, my love (look at me, not my brother) snippet post. And a poll for you guys at the end bcs I'm left uncertain about a scene, ie whether to put it in or not.
I reached 15.5k words on Rosinante's part, and that's not even with all the descriptions I still need to write (collapses). It consists of numerous things: his life at Marineford & meeting Reader, his friendship with his crew, proposal, wedding, married life, his decision to take on the Donquixote Family mission, and the main part of course being his 2 weeks spent with Law & Reader at the house. I'm gonna put 3 snippets here, one for Rosinante x Reader, one for Law & Rosinante, one for Doflamingo x Reader. All of them are mostly dialogue, bcs I really want to show the vibe of the fic without showing too much, and just the difference between the brothers overall.
Writing some of Doflamingo's thoughts really had me: "YOU ARE NOT IN HOLY LAND, IN FACT THERE IS NOTHING HOLY ABOUT YOUR THOUGHTS, SOMEBODY ARREST HIM OMG 😭😭" the only NSFW for now is just Doffy & his thoughts, and honestly, I'm fine with that being the only nsfw part of the fic? I'm just not yet confident enough writing actual smut, but I'll try it for them both cus they both love Reader 😤
Okay, onto the snippets:
Rosinante x Reader
“Rosinante,” you said. “I think you love your brother.”
Rosinante’s fingers paused mid-way in grabbing the empty bowl. You grabbed it instead, while he stared at you, mouth open, frozen in the moment.
You looked at him, and he felt naked. His heart was beating all around his body, and he wondered if he unconsciously put up a Silent bubble around the two of you, because everything felt so quiet, so intimate.
“If you really hate your brother, then I think it’s fine not to be able to forgive him. But, you’re a really kind person, so it looks to me like you love him despite of everything. It’s really admirable.”
“I won’t ever forgive him for abandoning you,” you said, frowning as you continued picking up the dinnerware. “He isn’t my brother, after all. To me, he’s a stranger who hurt the man I love, so I won’t be able to ever forgive him!”
Rosinante felt like his heart would explode; it was beating so fast, the thumping beats incredibly loud, resounding in his ears. He felt hot all over, and he felt himself starting to sweat.
Your expression softened when you looked at him.
“But, you’re different,” you said softly, staring up at him lovingly. You smiled at him, gentle and beautiful. “And I love that about you.”
That was it. Rosinante's body reached its limit after such words. It caught aflame from the inside, his face turning tomato red, steam exploding from his ears as the blush painted his entire face crimson.
Rosinante & Law (get ready for a gut punch)
“You’re not gonna die!” yelled Rosinante.
“Promise!” yelled Law.
“Of course I -” started Rosinante passionately, but Law cut him off.
“No!” yelled Law. He turned his face up toward Rosinante, and Rosinante felt like all the air was punched out of his gut at the sight of Law’s pleading, agonised face, his big grey eyes full of tears. “Promise if it doesn’t work, if the Op-Op Fruit doesn’t heal me, you’ll take me back here! Where I can… be with you and (Y/N)-san!”
Rosinante’s eyes widened, staring at Law.
Law’s trembling, tiny fingers clenched tight onto Rosinante’s pink dress shirt. “Promise that we’ll go to the beach every day, and we’ll have barbeque with your friends together. They’re not like them… they… they feel real.”
Law went on. “Promise we’ll eat meals together at the table, and pick cabbage and tomatoes together!”
Law… thought Rosinante, his eyes filling with tears.
“And when I start dying…” Law’s voice cracked, and he looked down, his fingers gripping tighter on Rosinante’s shirt, “when it starts killing me… I want you and (Y/N)-san to hold my hands!”
Law sobbed, his body trembling with the force of it, his snot clogging his nose.
“I don’t want to die alone!” cried Law desperately, the words coming from the depths of his chest.
Rosinante’s lips trembled, his heart weeping for the boy. His hands reached out, and wrapped around Law, pulling him close.
“Of course, kid. I promise. I promise, Law.”
“You won’t die alone,” said Rosinante, tears sliding down his eyes.
Law bawled into Rosinante’s shirt, clinging to him tight, weeping. Rosinante held him tight, cradling Law's head to his chest, hugging him close to his heart.
Doflamingo x Reader
“Your husband wasn’t a saint.” sneered Doflamingo, brows furrowed.
“Neither are you,” you replied firmly. “You were going to kill him either way, whether he was a traitor or not. Rosi chose how he would die, and it wasn’t for you.”
You continued glaring at the man swathed in the pink feathers.
It was for Law. All for Law. He wanted Law to be healthy, to be free. Rosinante wanted that so much he was willing to abandon the marines themselves, playing a double game with them and Doflamingo, fooling them both, getting the fruit for Law. Never in his life did Rosinante lie to Sengoku - the man was his adopted father, after all.
Except once.
When he told Sengoku he would stay away from the island.
Doflamingo’s smile fell, his mouth settling into a thin line. For a long, tense moment, he didn’t speak.
Doflamingo smirked, his smile curved like the moon.
“Well, I can imagine how much more it must hurt then, that he didn’t live for you.” he said, the cruel words coming out in a tone of nonchalance, folding his long arms behind his head, putting his right leg atop his knee. He tilted his head toward you, still wearing that devilish smile, and said, “He wasn’t even alive long enough to find out you’re pregnant.”
Your stomach hurt. Your heart wept.
Doflamingo didn’t give you time to recover. He went on.
“And where is he now, huh? Your marine hero? Where is my little brother to protect you from me? I’ll tell you where. Bottom of the sea. Do you want to know why I’m here and he isn’t? Because he let the marines brainwash him, made him hate me, and stuck his nose in my business. I welcomed him back with open arms, without any questions asked, and he spat in my face.”
Doflamingo spoke it all with a smile. Soon, that too, was gone. “Do you want to know why I’m the leader of the family?”
“Because I’m not afraid to get my hands dirty. Because I’m not soft like my father, or my brother. Because I don’t let my emotions cloud my judgement. When there’s a problem, I handle it. If my family is threatened, I protect it, no matter what it takes, no matter who I have to kill. The world won’t bend to a fist with no weight, or a good-hearted fool.”
“And that’s why your husband is dead and you’re stuck with me.” Doflamingo sneered, his grin demonic, wide and cruel, filling your vision. “Because he was the weaker one of the two of us.”
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Okay, so for the poll, I am indecided on whether Law & Doflamingo should meet/interact at the hospital when the baby is born, as both will be present there in that location. I'm of the thought Doflamingo would, as delusional as he is, let Law do as he pleased with the "oh, he's having an indepentant phase, I'll leave him alone and he'll come back to the fold" attitude since Doflamingo doesn't know Law witnessed him killing Rosinante. But then another part of me is thinking Doflamingo might attempt a grab for Law since Law is still 1) not as strong 2) still young and frail-looking (even despite getting a full ass growth spurt from 110 cm to 150-160 cm after healing himself from the Lead Disease)
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Oh, and have this pic of how Law & Rosi would be at home with Reader if Rosi survived. (Because if I have to suffer, so do you + this is def how Law looks like in the fic next time Reader sees him after Rosi's death)

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So say being master of death would include death deities how do you think there relationship with Harry would be?
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I don't think being the MoD has anything to do with any death dieties — mostly, because I don't think these dieties exist in the HP universe.
I already talked about the MoD here and here, and about Necromancy in HP in general here. But it always seemed to me that true Necromancy doesn't really exist in HP (it's telling its most advanced form of it is Inferi, which don't even count as 'alive'. I truly believe Voldemort lied to Harry when he offered to allow him to talk to his parents in first year. Harry was right), and that Death, as portrayed in the Tale of the Three Brothers, isn't real. Beings like that just don't fit with the worldbuilding we see. I see Death in the story more like how people talk about the Angel of Death or the Grim Reaper — usually as more of a figurative concept, an artistic rendition of personified death, rather than a being they really believe exists. As such, Harry wouldn't have a dynamic with any death deity, I just don't think there are any in HP.
(Obviously, you can headcanon death deities and write them in fic, I just don't think it makes sense with the world as shown in the books)
I don't think being the MoD actually gives him that many new abilities or anything, all things considered. Like:
He'd be the master of all 3 Deathly Hallows (so he'd have the wand, the stone, and the cloak with all their capabilities)
He wouldn't die until he chose to. And he will choose to die eventually. Like Ignotus Peverell. (talked about it more in the first post I linked).
Some limited access to the veil. As in, he could step into the veil and come out alive. I believe he could've pulled Sirius out if he went in immediately after Sirius died, but he won't be able to bring back anyone else due to how Sirius died, which was kind of unique, magic-wise. (talked about it more in the first post I linked).
General resilience to harmful spells. I low-key think Harry's ability to resist the Cruciatus is related to his MoD status. After he dies in the forest, he can resist it, he can not feel it: "He was lifted into the air, and it took all his determination to remain limp, yet the pain he expected did not come." (DH). So, yeah.
And that's like it, really.
I like to think of the MoD as something more subtle. I like to think all these skilled wizards (Voldemort, Dumbledore, and Grindelwald) who searched out the Hallows would have been disappointed were they to truly master them all. They were arrogant, theatrical, and loved showing off in ‘bangs-and-smells’ magic. The duel between Voldemort and Dumbledore at the end of OotP is a good example of their tendency to show off. Of their need for everyone to know they are the best and greatest.
Harry isn't like that though. Harry doesn't have that need, and that's why he is the Master of Death. I like to think that like Harry's more subtle talent and skill, the MoD's abilities aren't impressive at first glance. They aren't ones the likes of Voldemort or Dumbledore will see as impressive enough, they will be let down by what it means to be the MoD — but not Harry. For Harry, it would be too much, more than he ever considered wanting, but that he'll happily take and use it if it can help him protect himself and the people he cares about.
So, thematically, I just really like the idea of being the MoD not actually meaning much. Yes, it keeps you alive, but you aren't actually the master of death. You can't do necromancy or have any special abilities beyond what the Hallows allow. I love the idea that if Voldemort, Dumbledore, or Grindelwald actually became the MoD, any of them would have been disappointed because they expected more. But Harry will take what he can get, because he didn't even expect that much, yk?
(I just love the more tame not op version of being the MoD because of the themes. It's still impressive, resisting the Cruciatus is impressive, Immortality is impressive, it's just not an in-your-face impressive, but it doesn't need to be. It doesn't need to be more. Mastering death is about accepting you will die and that immortality wouldn't last forever, just until you are ready.)
So, yeah, these are my opinions on the MoD stuff and why I like to keep the abilities simple and straightforward in my own headcanons. I think it works better with HP's lore and with the book's themes. It also fits Harry's character better, Harry, who prefers Expelliarmus or Stupify or any other "lame spell" because they are effective. He doesn't need his spells to be impressive, he needs them to work.
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Hello, i love your fics! Im a bit embarassed but i had an idea earlier today. Imagine beig on a relationship with Ted while hes a trip visiting every margaritaville or rain forest, whatever you prefer and you miss him a lot so when you can finally go visit him on the trip he shows you how much he missed you by fucking you so good you barely walk the next day. Okay thats all, thank you bye!
a/n: oh my gosh don't be embarrassed! pls send me more stuff I love it !!! and thank you so much for the support< 33 it's mainly RFC buuuut i did a little bonus of margaitaville ft. schlatt at the end :))) sorry it took me a minute to see this in my inbox!! but I hope you enjoy it bc this was actually super fun to write !!
!! 18+ ONLY MINORS DNI !!
surprising ted on his rainforest cafe roadtrip hc's
❧ getting the trip schedule from eddy so you can pick which days works best for you
❧ planning it weeks before they even leave
❧ ted having literally no clue what’s happening
❧ stuffing his face with safari fries when he hears an all too familiar “teddy!” coming from behind him
❧ thinking he’s finally going crazy bc why is he imagining your voice amongst the animatronic themed restaurant's ambiance ??
❧ almost tackling him out of his chair when you finally reach him bc you didn’t realize you were full-on sprinting in the rainforest cafe
❧ a very sweet reunion that takes ted entirely by surprise
❧ (don't worry eddy gets a good angle) it's some nice behind-the-scenes footage for you two :))
❧ “jesus christ honey i didn’t know you’re that strong!”
❧ ted laying his head on your shoulder anytime he can
❧ sharing a sparkling volcano for the memory of it
❧ getting back to the hotel and making out in the elevator on the way to the room you booked
❧ him immediately pinning you to the door when it closes
❧ he's missed you so much
❧ missed your body so much
❧ he'd been having to take cold showers
❧ and that worked until he found the nude polaroids you had left him in his luggage
❧ he's been reduced to jerking off, switching to hot steam instead of a standing ice bath
❧ so you can't really blame him for taking you right there
❧ stripping you of only what's necessary
❧ if your wearing jeans? gone. pants of any kind? bye bye. shorts? across the room...but a dress or a skirt? he's just pushing it up your hips
❧ pulling your panties to the side (if you're wearing any op-)
❧ hiking one of your legs up onto his hip as he barely gets his cock out of his pants before pushing into you
❧ both of you letting out a gasp as he bottoms out
❧ him holding your hand against the door with one hand and rubbing your clit with the other
❧ eventually bringing your leg around his hip up over his shoulder so he can hit deeper
❧ him fucking you so rough the do not disturb sign's swinging on the other side of the door
❧ once you both cum he'll carry you over to the bed so he can finish stripping you
❧ slowly peeling the clothes away as he kisses your skin that appears
❧ him pushing your face into the sheets to muffle the porn star level moans leaving your mouth
❧ "god baby, you're gonna get us kicked out if you keep screaming like that."
❧ but how can you stay quiet when he's balls deep drilling you from the back giving you the best dick of your life ??
❧ him getting fed up so he puts one of his big ass hands over your mouth as he fucks you harder
❧ just the sounds of skin on skin slapping, ted's groans, and your muffled sobs fill the room
❧ going at least three more rounds before he's carrying you to the bathtub to clean you up
❧ begging him to get in with you and getting him to after pulling out the big eyes and jutted out bottom lip combo
❧ scooting up so he can slide in behind you
❧ just holding each other in the warm bubbley water
❧ "i love you so much baby, remind me to never go on a trip without you again."
❧ it's followed with a tender kiss on your forehead
❧ you pause a moment before shifting your head so you can catch his eyes, a smile overtaking your features
❧ he thinks you're gonna say something sappy, something that'll probably make you tear up
❧ "you can go on as many trips as you want if that's how you're gonna fuck me."
❧ he splashes you with the bath water...
❧ the next day he's calling you to hurry up and get ready, something about needing to be back on the road
❧ he gets met with a long, loud, angry groan in return
❧ "uuhhhh honey, you alright?"
❧ him being met with your pouty face looking up from the mound of pillow you had it buried in
"i don't wanna talk to you. you did this to me!"
❧ he's about to question you before you throw your legs off the side and go to stand...only to go tumbling over before ted leaps across the room to save you
❧"your hero," he's smirking down at you, hands around your back and hip as you dangle mid-air
❧ "...more like my murderer." you murmur it out
❧ "oh and who exactly did i kill? you look alive to me."
❧ "MY WHOLE LOWER BODY YOU BIGDICK ASSHOLE!"
(bonus)
you two definitely fuck at jschlatt's during margaritaville
❧ setting it up with schlatt bc you promise him a gift (WINK)
❧ you jump out and surprise them when they get to schlat't's place
❧ him almost tackling you this time
❧ "i fuckin' told ya! HA mother fucker now you owe me $50!" schlatt's laughing maniacally as usual
❧ ted fucking you in front of schlatt as a thank you for the surprise
❧ "this is way fuckin' better than on facetime." (read my other work to get the refrenceeeee)
❧ making you ride him as schlatt records it on ted's phone
❧ reverse cowgirl to get good angles of your pretty face and so ted can watch your greedy hole swallow up his big cock
❧ schlatt shoving the camera in your face when you start getting sloppy, thighs burning from riding your lover for so long
❧ "go on and look at me, angel," he's using his free hand to grip your throat to look at him but your eyes are still closed
❧ ted's interrupting him for a second, "do ya wanna cum? keep on bouncin' then. I'll rub your slutty lil clit if you keep takin' my dick so good."
❧ "be a good little bitch and smile for the camera—thaaaaat's it, honey."
#cass.ted#ted nivison x reader#ted nivision smut#ted nivison#ted nivison x you#jschlatt#jschlatt smut#jschlatt x you#jschlatt x reader#chuckle sandwich#chuckle sandwich smut#chuckle sandwich x reader#chuckle sandwich x you#cass.jschlatt#cass.lair
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Hi! I had a fun idea for maybe a Bad batch or even 501st fic where it’s clones x fem!reader where’s she’s trying to be undercover as a guy and is trying her best not to get caught (like how mulan plays ping in Disneys Mulan) bit of crack but maybe some spice if it fits?
Love your writing, it’s so addictive! Xx
“Call Me Pynn”
501st x Fem!Reader
The Republic needed a local contact for a black ops infiltration on an Outer Rim moon run by a rogue droid manufacturer supplying the Separatists. The factory was buried under city sprawl, well-guarded, and impossible to breach without drawing too much attention. So the plan was simple: go in quiet, sneak through the underworld channels, and shut down the operation from the inside.
And for once, you were the contact.
The catch? You had to go in disguised—a young male merc, neutral in the conflict but “curious” enough to lend his skills. Intel said the droids had been tricked into recruiting unaffiliated guns. All you had to do was get in, get the layout, and feed it to the Republic.
Of course, the Jedi had “improved” the plan. Now you were being assigned to a squad for deep cover infiltration—the 501st.
And they thought you were a boy.
⸻
You were barely five minutes in when you walked into the wrong locker room.
“Yo, Pynn! Took you long enough,” Fives called out, peeling off his blacks like it was a kriffing spa day. “Locker’s open next to mine. You sharing with Jesse—he snores, so wear earplugs.”
You blinked. “Wait—I thought I had quarters—”
“No time,” Rex interrupted, walking by with a towel over his shoulder and absolutely no shame. “We’re shipping out at 0600. Briefing in twenty.”
Anakin, sitting on a bench with a datapad, looked up and smirked. “You’ll get used to the smell.”
You stood there, frozen. You were still in partial armor, hair short under your helmet, chest bound so tight you could barely breathe. You hadn’t even figured out how to change in private yet.
Then Fives pulled you in, slinging an arm around your shoulder. “You showerin’? C’mon, kid. You’re part of the team now. No secrets.”
Oh no.
⸻
You managed to fake an urgent comm call to avoid the group debrief butt-naked shower bonding time.
Now, sitting stiffly between Jesse and Kix, you studied the holomap.
“Droid patrols here, here, and here,” Anakin said, pointing to the glowing corridors of the factory. “You and Pynn go in first, disguised as freelancers. The rest of us follow once the back door’s open.”
Rex narrowed his eyes. “You sure he’s ready for that?”
“I’m standing right here,” you muttered, lowering your voice an octave.
“Relax,” Anakin replied. “Pynn’s more experienced than he looks. Isn’t that right?”
You nod. “Seen worse gigs.”
“Where?” Kix asked. “Nar Shaddaa? Ord Mantell?”
You pause. “…Yes.”
“Which one?”
“Both. At the same time.”
Kix blinked. Fives let out a low whistle. “Damn. Respect.”
You were barely holding it together. Between the compression binder, the fake voice, and the constant fear of discovery, your nerves were fried.
And yet… you caught Jesse watching you from the corner of his eye. That half-grin. Suspicious. Too suspicious.
⸻
Barracks
Lights out. You’d pulled your bunk curtain shut and were lying stiff as a corpse in full blacks, binder still on. You couldn’t risk changing. Not here. Not yet.
Then came the whisper.
“Hey… Pynn.”
You nearly jumped out of your skin.
It was Fives.
You pulled the curtain back just enough to peek. “What?”
He grinned. Way too close. “You snore like a frightened tooka.”
“I do not.”
“You do. Also—you sleep fully dressed. Bit weird, huh?”
You stared. “Cold-blooded. Like a Trandoshan.”
He chuckled. “Alright, alright. Just checking.”
Then he leaned in a little more, eyes flicking down your face.
“You ever kissed anyone, Pynn?”
You choked. “What kind of question—”
“You know. Just asking.”
Pause.
“…What would that make you if I had?” you shot back, trying to channel swagger instead of fear.
Fives winked. “Confused. But not uninterested.”
⸻
The city smelled like burnt copper and damp oil. Steam hissed from vents and flickering lights strobed against wet duracrete. Jesse walked ahead of you, dressed in stolen merc armor and moving like he’d always been on the wrong side of the law.
You trailed behind, posture low, helmet tucked under one arm, trying not to look like a girl bound so tightly her ribs wanted to snap.
Your alias was “Pynn Vesh”: rogue merc, unaffiliated, decent with tech, better with blasters. That part was true. The part where you were definitely not a woman infiltrating a droid facility with the Republic’s most observant soldiers? Not so true.
“Factory gate’s two klicks east,” Jesse muttered over his shoulder. “You good?”
“Fine,” you rasped, lowering your voice.
“You always sound like that, or is this just your merc voice?” he teased.
“Puberty was… weird for me,” you muttered.
Jesse gave a huff of amusement but didn’t push it. Thank the stars.
You slipped through the outer checkpoint without issue, your stolen ident chip scanning green. Jesse grinned at the droid guard, real smooth.
“Name’s Jax. This is my partner, Pynn. We’re here to see Garesh. He’s expecting us.”
The droid blinked in binary.
“Proceed.”
As you stepped through the blast doors into the factory interior, Jesse leaned close.
“You’re pretty quiet for a merc.”
You glanced at him. “Quiet doesn’t get me shot.”
He smirked. “Fair. But I still can’t figure you out.”
“Is that a problem?”
“No,” Jesse said easily. “Just makes me curious. You got anyone waiting back home?”
You froze.
“What?”
“You know—girlfriend, boyfriend, someone who writes you sappy comms? Never thought mercs got the chance.”
Oh. Oh no.
Behind you, another voice crackled through the comm.
“Pynn?”
Anakin.
You flinched.
“Y-yeah?”
“Signal’s clean. You’re in. Factory’s wide open on thermal—mostly droids. You’ll need to plant the beacon by the east terminal. That’ll give us access.”
“Copy.”
But Jesse wasn’t done.
“Seriously though. Someone’s gotta be missing you.”
You blinked fast, keeping your face neutral. “No time for that.”
Fives cut in over comms, voice full of amusement. “You mean you’ve never hooked up? Stars, you’re worse than Rex.”
“Hey.” Rex barked.
“Just saying!” Fives laughed. “We fight, we bleed, and apparently some of us die virgins.”
You almost choked.
“Would you all shut up?” you hissed.
Jesse chuckled. “You’re blushing.”
“No, I’m—shut up.”
“Wait,” Anakin said suddenly. His voice changed—focused. “Zoom in on Pynn’s thermal feed.”
You stopped cold.
“Why?” Jesse asked.
There was a beat of silence.
Then Anakin’s voice again, casual but sharp. “Something’s… off.”
You started sweating under your armor. The binder tightened like a vice around your ribs.
Jesse looked at you sideways. “You sick or something?”
“I’m fine,” you snapped, too quickly.
“Pynn,” Anakin said. “Stay sharp. Jesse, watch his six.”
You reached the terminal, hands shaking. Plugged in the beacon. Light turned green. Done.
“We’re clear,” you breathed.
“Copy that. Pull out—quietly.”
You started to move—then froze again.
A droid had turned.
Its photoreceptors locked on you.
“Unauthorized personnel detected—”
“Shab,” Jesse growled.
“Engaging—”
Blasterfire lit the air.
“GO!” Jesse shouted, grabbing your arm.
You bolted, ducking bolts, binder cutting into your chest, heartbeat like a drum. Jesse covered your back as you both ran into the alleys.
⸻
Back at the safehouse, breathless and bruised, you collapsed into a chair. Jesse paced, helmet off, frowning.
“You okay?”
“Fine,” you gasped, trying to discreetly loosen your chest wrap under your shirt. It was soaked with sweat.
“You sure? You were… wheezing.”
“Kriff, let a guy breathe.”
He stared at you. “…You are a guy, right?”
Your heart stopped.
The room went dead silent.
You opened your mouth.
Before you could say anything, the door opened.
Anakin stepped inside.
Slowly.
Staring straight at you.
You froze.
He cocked his head.
“…Pynn,” he said, voice low. “We need to talk.”
You stood rigid by the supply crates, breathing hard through your nose as Anakin Skywalker stared you down like you were a broken protocol droid confessing to murder.
Jesse sat slumped on the couch behind you, fiddling with his helmet, clearly confused but too tired to start asking weird questions. Yet.
Anakin took one slow step forward, arms crossed over his chest.
“You want to explain what that thermal scan was?”
You clenched your jaw. “I was told this op was need-to-know, General. Even your team wasn’t supposed to know.”
“Uh-huh.”
Another step. He was studying you like a puzzle. You hated it.
You lowered your voice, just enough. “I was sent in under deep cover. Female operative, disguised as male. Assigned contact for internal breach. Command wanted eyes inside without the boys sniffing it out.”
He raised his eyebrows.
“Oh,” he said finally. “So you’re not a guy.”
You scowled. “What gave it away?”
Anakin cracked a grin. “Besides the thermal? You run like you’re trying not to split a seam.”
“I am.”
He huffed out a laugh.
“Okay. Well, you’re a crap dude.”
You blinked. “Excuse me?”
“Voice is too soft. You’re skittish as hell. And you make weird eye contact with Fives. Which honestly just made me think you were scared of him, but now I’m guessing you were trying not to get flirted into oblivion.”
“I was absolutely scared of him.”
Anakin chuckled again, shaking his head. “Stars help you when they find out.”
You stiffened. “They can’t.”
“Relax. I’m not going to say anything.”
You blinked. “You’re not?”
“Nope.” He smirked. “But you’ll crack. That’s not a threat, it’s a guarantee. I give it two days before Jesse walks in on you binding your chest or Fives tries to play strip sabaac.”
You groaned, dropping your head against the crate with a dull thud.
“Don’t remind me.”
He leaned casually against the wall. “So what’s your name?”
You hesitated. Then sighed.
“Y/N.”
“Nice to meet you, Y/N.” His grin widened. “You know, this is probably the least chaotic thing to happen to me this month.”
“That’s horrifying.”
“Tell me about it.” His tone grew a bit softer. “You handled yourself well out there, by the way.”
You blinked.
“Thanks… General.”
“But seriously,” he added, already halfway to the door, “the second Fives finds out, he’s going to combust.”
You buried your face in your hands.
Fives paused by the safehouse wall, where he’d been leaning casually with a ration bar, totally not eavesdropping. His eyebrows were furrowed in deep confusion.
He looked at Jesse, who had joined him during the tail end of the conversation.
Jesse blinked. “Did—did General Skywalker just call Pynn she?”
Fives chewed his bar, brow furrowed. “I thought he said they.”
Jesse squinted at the door.
“I think I need to sit down.”
⸻
The worst thing about pretending to be a guy?
Sleeping with the guys.
You’d been given a cot shoved between Jesse and Kix. Jesse snored like a malfunctioning speeder bike and Kix talked in his sleep—violently. And you? You’d slept curled under a blanket, stiff as a body in carbonite, binder nearly slicing into your sides.
Now it was morning. And unfortunately, your binder strap had snapped.
You stood frozen in the refresher, one gloved hand holding the compression vest tightly closed, staring at yourself in the cracked mirror.
There was a knock.
“Pynn?” Jesse’s voice.
Your soul left your body.
“You good?” he called again. “You’ve been in there for like… thirty minutes.”
“I’m fine,” you croaked, voice cracking so hard it practically betrayed everything.
Jesse paused. “…you sound weird.”
“I’m constipated!” you blurted.
Silence.
“…Okay,” Jesse muttered, “well, drink water or something.”
You slapped a hand over your face. Kriffing hell.
You had managed to throw on your chest plate and keep things moderately together, but something was off. The guys were starting to notice.
Especially Jesse.
He was watching you.
Not like in a creepy way. Just—watching. Narrow-eyed. Curious.
And Kix? The medic?
He kept frowning at the way you moved. At your stiff posture. At how your breaths came shallow. You were doomed.
“Hey, Pynn,” Jesse called while twirling a blaster idly. “Come run drills with me.”
You nearly flinched. “Drills?”
He grinned. “Yeah. Hand-to-hand. See what you’re made of.”
“No thanks,” you said quickly. “I, uh—pulled something.”
Fives piped in from the corner: “What, your integrity?”
“I will shoot you.”
Jesse kept smirking. “What are you so afraid of, Pynn? Losing to me? C’mon. Don’t be shy.”
You were about to answer when you turned too fast—your vest caught on the table edge—and a rip echoed through the air.
Time slowed.
Your chest plate dropped.
Your binder loosened.
And suddenly, you were holding the front of your shirt together with both hands, eyes wide in pure panic.
Fives blinked.
Hard.
Jesse straight-up choked.
Hardcase—Force bless him—walked into the room mid-moment and said, “Hey, are we outta rations?—Oh kriff.”
Everyone froze.
You didn’t breathe.
Then Jesse’s eyes dropped. His jaw dropped lower.
“…You’re a girl,” he whispered.
Fives made a noise somewhere between a laugh and a prayer. “That’s why you wouldn’t shower.”
“I knew something was off,” Kix muttered, half in awe, half scandalized.
You were burning alive.
Anakin appeared in the doorway with a cup of caf, took one look at the scene, and sipped slowly.
“I gave her two days,” he said smugly.
Jesse looked back at you, face suddenly unreadable. “…Well,” he said, clearing his throat, “guess the mission really was classified.”
Fives leaned on the wall and grinned at you. “You know, you’re a lot prettier when you’re not pretending to be constipated.”
“I hate all of you.”
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