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You guys don’t know how much yearning for Baghdad takes up of my mental real estate
#I have so many videos saved of last year’s trip#Me and my cousin laughing and joking w my dad while getting ready#The fact that multiple men asked my dad for my hand in marriage (lmao)#Me calling my mom every night to make fun of my “suitors”#All the gorgeous restaurants#Forcing my dad to rate every dress I tried on whenever he took me somewhere#Being catcalled by guys was an unpleasant experience but it was still fun to laugh ab it w my mom#Me having a MASSIVE crush on a family friend#That one time my dad said all the dresses I brought were too short so he bought me a dress that#Went down to literally my ankles#But the family friend was gonna be there so I showed it to my mom and she was like#“You’d wear that??? The queen of mini skirts????” And then she IMMEDIATELY clocked me and was like#Ur behaving strangely. U must have a crush. Who is it.#The hot fuckin summer nights that I spent sitting outside w my cousin on the big swing in the garden#The capital when it was drenched in sunset#When my aunt’s husband took me to the University of Baghdad and I got to literally play act being a student there#Which was a profound experience bc it’s the university my mom went to#Sneaking into the library even though u needed a student pass for that (:#Shadowing my uncle in his laboratory#My first ever nishan !!!#No weddings sadly but I got to see the buildup to the wedding so#And I think getting to call the shots and fly solo from the states to Amman and then to Baghdad was sick as hell#My mom never let me fly abroad by myself before and now im probably gonna be going solo all the time#Help I need to go back#Bro I wish I could drop everything#But before I go to Baghdad I’ll probably have to go to Belgium first for my uncle#SO many stops before I get to where I rly wanna be#I never explicitly told my dad im not religious but I think he already knows im full of sin. Memories..#Omg and my bibi’s delicious food
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#shay speaks#polls#hyperspecific poll#okay i did have enough woo!#i've spent the night at two different museums ehehe#and mom used to have to take me to work with her when i was a kid so we had a little#mattress that we kept in the car for me to pull out and sleep on in one of the conference rooms on the floor#since she was a dock workers at the time yknow. used to wheel a tv w a vhs player in the room when i woke up#one of my nicknames is 4 bc i was the 4th grandchild on my mom's side#i have NO biological maternal uncles or paternal aunts btw. my mom only had sisters and my dad only had brothers#uhm. okay i think thats it but feel free 2 rb :3
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#ii silver spoon#inanimate insanity#based on an old fantasy au#his current design is based on a house cat#But I'm considering changing it to a budgie#just spent the night at my aunts house#her boy budgie is sassy#Rays art
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Trying to figure out why the man I'm house exchanging with in Barcelona has his PA organizing things with me so I Google his name, turns out he's a famous YouTube/Instagram chef in Spain 😂
#hi I'm alive I'm still in korea it's been great but now I'm going stir crazy!!!#spent 24 hours being basically silent in monastery and it broke the last if my sanity#have fled to itaewon to find someone anyone to have a conversation with#(my aunt and cousin got here last night and ill be seeing them tomorrow#i will live)#but anyway this made me laugh he's low key cringe#but his flat is fabulous#s narrates her life#s travels
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packing for my trip this week and i’m like when was the last time i actually went on a vacation that involved a flight…well it was 19 years ago. and 19 years ago i was 7 so i’m sure i was only minimally involved in the packing process
#last time i went on a vacation it wasn’t really a vacation because i only lived like 11 miles away#but that santa monica hotel room was much nicer than my hollywood shithole apartment so it still counts#anyway most vacations i have taken have been like. 4-8 hr drive to the beach#but when i was 7 i flew with my grandma to san antonio to visit her sister#i was soooo obsessed with texas after that. i dreamed about it every night for the next 3 months#but my aunt has been dead now for over a decade. and i never made it back to texas until 2021#thought of visiting her grave but didn’t. spent the night in a crummy motel 6 then drove to el paso#and my stupid a/c died in the middle of the desert. god i miss driving but if i had a car i could never afford rent when i’m back in LA#Wait what was this post about i think i lost the plot somewhere
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#my 25 year old cousin passed from leukemia#services are Sunday monday#not prepared but who ever is for this sort of thing#ive never known anyone to die young before#ive never had to comfort parents at a funeral#ive never had to say goodbye to someone i babysat as a child#where does all of this grief go#i think of my aunt and i feel like howling in pain#that is her son she spent day and night with in a hospital#im in shambles i just#everyone thinks soon you’ll get better and bigger than the whole sky are skips#you will thank god they exist in these instances#😞#im so heartbroken#and in denial i just it doesn’t make sense
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태극 ring :D
I found an accessory shop that sells jewelry with Korean patterns today!!!
(There were 도깨비(dokkaebi, Korean goblins/ogres said to wield clubs) patterns and 단청(danchung, roof tile decorations) patterns too, but they were too expensive😅)
This ring's pattern was inspired by 태극기(Taegukgi, the Korean national flag)!🇰🇷
The stick shapes with the yin-yang symbol are 4괘, a.k.a. 건곤감리- the sky, the ground, water, and fire.
건(the sky) is three lines, 곤(the ground) is six lines, 감(water) is five, and 리(fire) is four!
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I screenshotted this from a TED-related internet community back in 2019. I knew I'd have a use for it someday😀👍
#태극기#south korea#Lilly's Korean stuff🇰🇷#Lilly's ludicrous life#I visited Seoul for a college essay-writing exam#came here yesterday & spent the night. I took the exam today and now I'm heading home after looking around a bit :D#jewelry#(the ring was apparently covered in some dye thing which rubbed off on my finger??#we had dinner with my aunt & she wiped it with some washer liquid specifically for silver. it's fine now :D#it turned my finger purple like a bruise & I was afraid it might be an allergic reaction. I'm v v happy it's not cuz I really like the ring)
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#deleting later but RAHHHHHHHHHH IM SO HAPPY#ive been feeling shitty all summer but my friend is petsitting for her aunt who lives RIGHT on the beach n she asked me to come with her#so now ive got 1. cat 2. friend 3. seaside mental illness retreat like a lonely 19th century woman diagnosed with hysteria#we've spent the last two nights having midnight beach picnics with wine and ice cream and figs#WE R SOOOOOOO BACK
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I did something recently that hurt my mom's feelings and the world has come to a fucking halt about it. Everyone keeps reaching out to me to be like "hey you hurt your mom's feelings idk if you know" even though she and I have extensively talked about it and I've given multiple genuine apologies because she keeps going to everyone who will still talk to her in our family (not very many people) and complaining about me and I'm just like. Genuinely I am very remorseful that I hurt my mother but like. Where the fuck was all this energy when she was hurting her fucking children for 30+ years?
#i technically uninvited her to something#the situation is that i planned a whole birthday party for myself and then BECAUSE MY MOM PICKED A HUGE FIGHT WITH ALL OF HER SIBLINGS#like 75% of the people i invited (my aunts and uncles and cousins) canceled on me#so i canceled my birthday party but asked my brother sister and my brothers wife to still come over that night#they were only coming to see my apartment for the first time. our plan was to get kind of drunk and loud and do karaoke on my couch#my mom has seen my apartment dozens of times#ive invited my parents over for multiple casual dinners. they HATE driving to my area bc its too busy#my mom HATES loud chitchat and music and bad singing and staying up late.#all things we did that night!#and if i were confident i could extend a polite invitation that would have been turned down for inclusion's sake then i would have done that#but i fucking didnt invite her! because she would have said yes! and then she would have been policing the event and my behavior all night!#BECAUSE SHE IS A DIAGNOSED NARCISSIST WHO DOESN'T HAVE THE SKILLS TO PREVENT THIS KIND OF BEHAVIOR#and i know she can't really help it. i know her life was so fucking hard. but she made MY life hard. she STILL makes my life hard.#i just wanted one fucking night to have fun with people that love me. just one fucking night! and she tried her VERY best to ruin that#even without an invite#and tbh in some ways she really succeeded in ruining it. half the fucking time was spent talking about her and how to handle this situation#and if this is a precursor to her gettting fucking worse again and going back to inpatient#im just fucking tired of it man
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i have to babysit 3 small children after this so im literally just chilling
#my aunt got them a couple nights at the local casino and im like okk hope they dont get kicked out like last time#ive spent the last 3 hrs avoiding his wife and talking to his father in law in their aunts big ass house#idek where my sister is anymore.. she is NOT happy today umm im avoiding her too cause she#keeps trying to get me into fights with her mom
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Not my dad wanting the siblings and I at his house when I haven’t slept in my room since last Friday
#Bro. I know you haven’t seen us in days and I understand that#BUT#a we spent Saturday morning through most of Monday at youd house#Then Monday night through this morning at my aunts#I’m neurodivergent and don’t thrive being out of my own house for too long#I need time at home to just relax#Need to sleep in my bed. So shut up thank y
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so one of my 10 cousins is dating an american girl (such a sweetie btw) from boston who is living in napoli for the summer and had a trip planned to see taylor swift in vienna (she attended idk how many of her concerts) (we bonded over ts she s my twin) and brought my cousin with her (bought him the ticket too she’s filthy rich). NOW my aunt has been having dreams of her aunt (the one i’m named after btw. CRUCIAL part of the story) trying to tell her something but always stopping before she actually says it to her. today we were at the beach and i tell my aunt “oh yk i think ciro will go to the taylor swift concert” “no i don’t think he doesn’t listen to her i think he went in vienna to be with his girl blah blah blah”. then my aunt goes to sleep. and dreams of zia michela telling her “ciro will go to the concert but stop him before he actually goes because it’s dangerous he cannot go”. my aunt is awakened by my cousin calling her to say that the concert is cancelled due to a planned t*rrori*t attack.
#she immediately calls me saying you told me she (my dead aunt) told me thank god you saved him (i didn’t do shit i was scrolling through#vintage books dear i don’t know shit)#i’m so relieved that they prevented anything from happening i hope and pray they are safe there#btw i didn’t go to the n3 in warsaw and thank god i didnt even if i lost money bc my flight was delayed for 2 hours i would’ve spent the#night in fiumicino and lose my train back to napoli anyway i knew that trip wasn’t in the grace of god i felt it and i didnt go 🙏🏻#i lost the black dog x exile but i gained less stress. there s too much of it at work anyway#SO do you have other dead relatives saving alive relatives i have billions of them. tell me yours!!#mic
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had a great weekend out with the family! mum, my sister and I went to see the Swan Lake ballet which was cool but I'm definitely a stageplay or something with dialogue kind of person it seems, I found myself zoning out often and getting distracted by nearby crinkly wrappers and noisy kids a-ahaha and then we went out for dinner at our favourite korean bbq place with our aunt who's come down from interstate!
then today we all met up again and went to our favourite hangout at the Plaster Funhouse and spent the day painting various sculptures just like we used to when my sister and I were kids-- this time I painted a chest in the style of the small ones from KH (I bought another one to paint as a big chest but ran out of time, that's a project for our next visit) and a flamingo I made to resemble the Eerie Chocobo Barding from FFXIV, my favourite bird-outfit! they didn't have any tiny pumpkins to put on sadly but we made it work with some flowers and a little crown, and off it goes into my growing collection of painted statues in the second pic :')
they had more MetalGreymon statues today soooo I was back on my bullshit and I grabbed another one, despite already having painted the two official variants... this one is to make my own recolour with for kicks lol, maybe a nice maroon with pistachio-coloured stripes? snow MG? a fucken rainbow? the options are endlessssss and I just hope they bring back the MetalGarurumon ones someday so I can start my recolour idea with those too ///
#my aunt recently had to put down her dog of ~18 years so we wanted to give her some happy days to look forward to#what with everything going on between that and our grandfather's health scare last month#my family has been having a really bad time this year and the past 2-3 months have been absolutely terrible for us all#so it was therapeutic for everyone to have some fun days not spent at the hospital or vet#tomorrow we're having another thiefy stream night with my sis and stepsister! I already have a few FMs picked out and I'm keen as a bean#then tuesday is my grandma's birthday! the party train doesn't end!...until wednesday at least#I am supremely glad I'm not rostered on until after audit on tues because fuck that... work is a clusterfuck I don't want to deal with rn#a day in the life of kate#haulauart
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its probs just the cats or whatever since ive been like this for years but god some days are worse than others
#i remember when i used to go to my aunts when i was little i spent the nights just wheezing#bc she also has cats
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Christmas Showdown
In which you and Lando run into an ex-boyfriend while you're home for the holidays.
Warnings: talk of abusive relationship (no details though). Established relationship. Protective Lando. This could probably be better and it's pretty short buttttttt I needed to get this out of my head, so enjoy! Pairing: Lando Norris x Girlfriend!Reader Word Count: 1.8k words
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It had been several years since you spent the holidays in your small Midwestern hometown. Usually, your family flew out to London or Monaco to spend the holiday’s with you there, much preferring to leave Michigan’s several feet of snow that was typically on the ground during Christmas. This year was different thought. Your grandmother had been too ill to make the long flight so instead, you came to them. Which was fine with you, you had missed seeing friends that were home for the holidays and missed the nostalgic nights spent around the Christmas tree with your family. The one person who was not fine with it, however, was your boyfriend.
Lando Norris simply hated the cold. He hated being cold. Hated thinking about the cold. Hated the snow. Anytime the temperature dipped below 50 degrees Fahrenheit ( which also a fight you two had often was how he refused to learn the difference between Fahrenheit and Celsius while also simultaneously refusing to do the same for him.) So you knew he must really be down bad for you when he had agreed (albeit a bit sluggishly) to spend the Christmas holiday with you in your (freezing) hometown.
There was minimal complaining for the first few days you were at home, mostly because it the weather was fair enough to not be something comparable to the North Pole, but trouble arose the day of your Aunt and Uncle’s infamous Christmas party. The first sign of trouble was your brother’s insistence on a family outing to the sledding hill that was a few miles from your house. Of course Lando had packed several parkas but when he had seen the Canada Goose store in the mall the day before, he had bought the thickest, best cold rated puffer jacket he could find. Despite that and several layers of long johns and sweaters, by the time you reached the sledding hill your poor boyfriend was shivering like your grandma’s ancient chihuahua.
To his credit though, there was not one single utterance of a complaint or plea to go back to your parents house for a cup of hot chocolate then entire time. Lando happily chased your nieces and nephews around the sledding hill and even went down the hill a few times with you.
“Okay, folks!” Your dad calls out as the afternoon sun hangs low in the sky. “I think it’s time we all head home and get ready for Judy and Steve’s party tonight. I expect everyone to be at their house by 7pm sharp!” The ‘this reminder is for your benefit’ look that your dad sends you has your already wind chapped face turning even more red.
“I don’t know why you’re glaring at me! I’m always on time!” You shout, grabbing for Lando’s hand. “We’ll see you guys tonight!”
Once you get in the Range Rover that Lando had rented for the two week visit, he immediately turns the heated seats on full power and cranks up the heat.
“Do you want to swing by Starbucks and get something warm before going home?” You ask as Lando pulls out of the park and onto the snowy street. “I feel like I might need to just get you an IV of hot chocolate at this point.”
Lando gives you a sidelong glare. “I think I have icicles in my nose hairs.”
Laughter tumbles out of you, quick and light, sending a thrill of pleasure down Lando’s spine. You two had been dating for a few years now and there were still times he’d look over at you and think ‘how the fuck did I convince this girl to be my girlfriend?’. You had come into his life at a particularly challenging time and had been his rock since day one.
“Starbucks it is, my poor little snowman. There’s one up here in this strip mall. Turn left at this light and then it’s on the right.”
The parking lot, which is a shared lot with several other big box stores, is an absolute zoo and you can see the line snaking around the inside of the Starbucks before you even go in. To save some time, Lando drops you off at the front door while he goes and finds a spot for the large SUV.
The line is long when you get inside but you’re thankful to at least be out of the bitter cold. While you wait in line, you mindlessly scroll on your Instagram, which is locked down tighter than Fort Knox. Going private on all socials and not being featured heavily on Lando’s had been one of the things you two had agreed upon when things started getting serious nearly two years ago now. People who were huge Lando fans knew who you were but the casual F1 fan probably wouldn’t have been able to pick you out of a lineup.
Your casually scrolling, minding your own business, when a deep voice calling your name jolts you out of your little social media bubble.
“Jeff?” You sputter, surprised to see your college boyfriend standing in front of you in line, huge smile on his face.
Jeff had been one of the guys you and your best friends had drooled over in high school, having been nearly two years ahead of you when you were teens. You didn’t start dating him until your freshman year of college, when he was already a junior. To say the man was toxic was an understatement. In fact, now that you had a few years distance between the now and the end of the relationship, you could confidently say Jeff had been pretty abusive.
“Hey, stranger!” He says, leaning in for a hug. You go completely still, totally unprepared to be faced with the man who had caused you so much trauma in the two years you had dated. “I have’t seen you in ages, visiting your family for the holidays?”
You toss a look over your shoulder, desperately wishing for Lando to come walking in the door. “Uh, yeah. First time in a few years. I usually fly them over to London or Monaco for the holidays.”
A dark shadow passes over Jeff’s face at the mention of where you live now. “Monaco, huh? You always thought you were too good for us here, didn’t you?”
Your stomach twists painfully at the look in his eyes and you briefly consider just turning around and walking right out of the Starbucks without your drinks.
Before you can stutter out a response, a strong pair of large hands wraps around your waist as Lando drops his head onto your shoulder. “Darling. Baby. Sweetheart. Love of my life." Lando croons in your ear, not yet picking up on your body language. "I adore you but why the fuck did you have to be born in a place where the air hurts your face?”
You laugh stiffly despite yourself. “Talk to my parents about that one, love.”
Lando drops a kiss on your cheek before looking over at the other man. “Oh, I’m sorry, I didn’t realize you were talking to someone.”
Across from you, Jeff had been watching this exchange between Lando and you with an increasing amount of annoyance. Who the fuck was this and why was he calling you the love of his life?
“Lando, this is Jeff.” You turn slightly, giving Lando a knowing look which he catches onto immediately. “Jeff, this is my boyfriend, Lando.”
“That’s an interesting name. Only heard that name twice before, once in Star Wars and…” Jeff’s voice drops off as he finally makes the connection. “Wait. Lando…as in Lando Norris?”
The smug grin that stretches across Lando’s face nearly has you giggling. “That’s me. And you’re Jeff, huh? I’ve heard a lot about you. None of it good.”
Lando remembered the first time you had ever opened up to him a few months into dating about how you had been in an abusive relationship in college and how much work it had taken to recover from it. He had been your first serious relationship after leaving Jeff, having left the country just to get away from him. Internally, Lando raged at the man standing in front of you two, the protective instinct in him screaming to just lay the guy out right here.
Jeff’s already ruddy face turns red with incandescent rage. You had totally forgotten he was a big Formula One fan and when you remember the fact that not only is he an F1 fan, but a huge McLaren fan, the urge to giggle hits you again. Oh, this was just too good.
“How’d you…” Jeff stutters. “How’d you manage to bag yourself a Formula 1 driver?”
The question is a pathetic attempt to rile you up and insult you but both you and Lando see that question for exactly what it is.
Lando plants another kiss on your cheek and you know he’s doing it to be an asshole. “I was actually the one who pursued her. She turned me down left and right for nearly a year, didn’t you baby?”
You nod, remembering the way Lando had come into your office at the McLaren Tech Center day after day just to make small talk at first but finally had worked up the nerve to ask you out. You were one of the newer people on the comms team back then and you hand’t wanted to jeopardize the career you had worked so hard for so you had turned him down for nearly a year, insisting that you wanted nothing more than a friendship with the driver.
“But eventually, he wore me down. He flew me to Monaco and took me out on his yacht for our first date, it was all very romantic.” It had actually been Max’s yacht, but Jeff didn’t need to know that bit.
You can see Jeff practically seething at this point, knowing that you’re doing so well and he’s still apparently stuck in your hometown.
“And how are you doing, Jeff? Still working at your dad’s law firm? How is Vance doing? And Laura?” You know it’s killing him, asking about his parents by their first name.
Jeff just blinks at you for a few moments, realizing you weren’t the little girl he used to push around and take advantage of in college anymore. “Made partner last year, actually.”
“That must be easy to do when your dad owns the practice, huh?” Lando says, voice nothing but light innocence.
Jeff’s eyes bounce between you and Lando for several moments before he suddenly reaches into his pocket. “If you’d excuse me, it looks like the office is calling me.”
“A call from the office the day before Christmas! Gosh, you must be very important, Jeffery.” Lando’s low blow to Jeff’s big ego hits true and without another word, the man scampers out of the Starbucks without a second glance in your direction.
Once he’s gone, both you and Lando dissolve into giggles, your head finding it’s favorite spot on Lando’s shoulder. “I’m surprised he didn’t try to deck you there are the end.”
“And mess up his pretty lawyer hands? Honey, I doubt he even knows how to throw a punch.”
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nothing in my life has actually really been okay since march 2021
#taylor.txt#i got breast implants except everything has gone wrong they sit uneven and are causing health issues and aren’t the right size#i saw mcr except i spent the whole concert in pain and on edge because i had to be there with my rapist#and then i was sick the next day because i hadn’t slept the night before because she stayed in the hotel room and i felt unsafe sleeping#i went to a convention interstate and had so much fun except i invited a friend who ended up crushing on me raping me and destroying my rs#and spent the whole trip getting bodyshamed by my aunt#i started testosterone except i had such an awful reaction to the shot that i couldn’t walk for more than a week#and i completely lost my vocal range which is now severely impacting my jobs and income#every positive thing has had some kind of downside that ruined it.
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