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that harrow meme where she says having a crush gives her the same symptoms as psychosis. Yeah. yes i forgot to take my meds last night and what about it
#i will be fine but i hate that my brain gets like this!!! i would like to be normal in this regard#the first time someone disappears from conversation without saying anything is always the worst#im normal with crushes except this One Thing and i hate the constant thoughts and i wish i could just. stop. i wish i didnt have to distract#maybe they had a family emergency maybe theyre busy and tired maybe there was a work thing or a performance or maybe their in hospital maybe#it drives me fucking insane#their phone broke or their service was cut maybemaybemaybe#i wish my brain didnt obsess about that#like this is the One Thing that i get AHHHHH about because everybody leaves me or i leave them#and i dont continue to text them after a while because maybe theyre trying to ghost me but then what did i do wrong and i just want to be#wanted. i want to be texted first. maybe im a bother but i dont want to be a bother#then there's the “but they wouldnt do that” but they might. people always surprise me in that way.#myself in vain. sigh#it straight up makes me suicidal and i try to distance myself and yet when i get a notification i check it immediately to see if it was them#and i say them specifically bc this has happened more than once with different people and then we have to have a conversation called#Sorry I'm Really Insecure#sigh#it doesn't help that i just interviewed for an apartment and im terrified i wont get it#perhaps nobody should give me hope. ever.#lessons of the hand and the mouth
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