#their part in the story already done? so I can only expect them to graduate when the new stage is announced ;;
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genre: college au, smut pairing: childhoodfriend!Na Jaemin x afab!reader notes: i tried to finish this on time before I leave for a three-day conference out of town, but I couldn't. so here's a preview for everyone waiting for part 5 of Campus Confessions! Full fic will be posted on Monday, 2/24!
Nana: Youâre fine with getting new housemates, right?
You frowned at your phone. You asked him to get groceries, and heâs talking about getting housemates?
You: No. Nana: Not even gonna ask who they are first? You: Doesnât matter. The answer is still no. Nana: Thatâs unfair. You should at least meet them before deciding. You: Itâs my apartment. I get the final say. Nana: you mean, OUR apartment.
You: I still get the final say. Nana: What if I just bring them over for a quick dinner? No pressure, just introductions. You: I donât see how that changes anything. Nana: You might change your mind. You: I wonât. Nana: ⌠Nana: So thatâs a yes to dinner?
You sighed, already regretting your decision.
You: Fine. But itâs still a no. Nana: Noted.
About an hour later, you heard the front door open and close, followed by the unmistakable sound of Jaemin kicking off his shoes. You looked up, expecting to see him with, what? Two guys? A couple of friends in need of a place to crash? Instead, Jaemin stood in the doorway, grinning like a kid who had just done something he wasnât supposed to.
In his arms was a fluffy cat with wide, curious eyes. Another poked its head out of the bag slung across his chest. And at his feet, a third cat rubbed against his legs like it had already claimed him as its personal human.Â
You blinked. âJaemin.â
âYeah?â he asked, completely nonchalant as he set the cat in his arms down on the floor.
You gestured at the trio of kitties now sniffing around your apartment. âWhat the hell is this?â
Jaemin crouched to scratch behind the ears of the one that had been circling his ankles. âThis,â he said, as if it were the most obvious thing in the world, âis Luna, Lucy, and Luke. Our new housemates.â
You stared at him. âExcuse me?â
Jaemin finally looked up, smiling at you in that sweet, boyish way that usually meant he had done something ridiculous but wanted you to let it slide. âThey needed a home.â
âThatâs not an answer.â You pointed accusingly at the one sitting on the couch now, making itself comfortable. âJaemin, we never talked about getting a cat. Let alone three.â
âI know.â He stood, brushing off his jeans. âBut a senior from our department is graduating and she couldn't take them home with her. She was looking for someone who could adopt them, and I was only gonna get one but then she told me theyâre siblings and have to stay together. And I just canât leave them, can I?â
âSo you thought bringing all three of them home was a good idea?â you asked, pinching the bridge of your nose.
He stepped closer, lowering his voice to that soft, coaxing tone he always used when he was trying to win you over. âYou love cats.â
âThatâs not the point.â
âThey love you already,â he continued. âLook.â
You felt something nuzzle against your leg. Looking down, you saw LunaâLuke? Lucy? Whateverâpurring up at you, their big round eyes full of innocence. Your heart softened, but you refused to let it show.
Jaemin noticed anyway. His smirk was triumphant. âOh, they are sooo staying.â
You sighed heavily, pouting with your shoulders sagging in defeat. âI hate you.â
Jaemin laughed, leaning in to kiss your temple. âNo, you donât.â Then he pulled back, hands on his hips as he watched the cats now making themselves comfortable in their new home. âSo, should we get them matching collars, or is that too much?â
#jaemin x reader#nct x you#jaemin fanfic#jaemin imagines#nct fanfic#nct x reader#nct dream#nct dream x reader#jaemin x you#jaemin fluff#nct dream fanfic#nct dream imagines#jaemin au
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The angst story was great! Ä°f that's okay with you can you please make an ending in which the reader doesn't forgive her big brothers? (If I was in the reader's place I wouldn't forgive them for what they did to my mental health and the wasted years that we could spend happily couldn't ever come back again.)
Omg tysm! and ofc
Part 1 l Part 2 l
Why should i forgive you...?



Summary : 23 years since you've been isekai'd to this universe, you had cut off the itoshi brothers out of your life. But they appear at your doorstep.
No ships! everything is platonic, angst, this is very messy, isekai'd reader!
Credits to the owners of the dividers! this fanfic style is from @chateaaa
You were peacefully trying to make another machine, the device you were making is a 'teleportation device', you note that if you continue to make the device at this rate while having a day off every week.
You'll be able to finish it in your early 30's...
It's much more complicated than making the time travel machine, you had to make in pocket size fot to use government at will.
You suddenly heard your doorbell rang, you were suspicious so you got your security cameras and zoom in towards the front door.
'...'
'What the...'
'Why the fuck are they here!?' you scream to yourself internally, shock by seeing the itoshi brothers infront of your doorstep.
You took off your lab coat and started running towards the front door, your mind started racing with possibilities on what they will say to you.
it seems the hallways is massive the more you ran towards the front door. Most of all you felt nauseous.
But the thing... that is how did they find you?
You remember after you graduated collage you dyed your hair, wear contact lenses.
And even change your legal name to something else, it's all so they wouldn't find you and can't contact you, it's all because to not felt what you felt that winter night.
You didn't even notice that you were already at the door.
'What should i do?'
'Maybe i should pretend to not know them.'
'it could be by coincidence...'
You opened the door with a smile.
"good day, i'm-"
"Cut the crap (reader)'' One of the brothers spoke up.
You stayed silent surprise by sae's vulgar statement, you froze up but still giving a smile.
"I think your at the wrong house, there's no reader in this house."
"We know it's you (reader)"
You saw no point to keep your act up, you drop the smile and started to glare at them, they took it by surprise they didn't expect your reaction at all.
You tried to hold yourself back but you were only human.
"What do you what from me? the person you felt disgusted to" You ask them crossing your arms.
They were taller than when you last saw them, if you remember correctly the blue lock project ended a few years ago.
Rin is 24 while Sae is 26 but they didn't look a day older than the last you saw them.
"(reader), were sorry for saying those things that night"
'Unbelievable' you thought to yourself, at least they apologize...
"You didn't deserve what we did to you" rin added, his face looking guilty.
You nodded and tried to slam the door in their faces, you couldn't stand looking at them for another moment longer. A feeling you never wanted to experience while with them, disgust.
"Hey wait!" rin shouted out once he notice you were about to close the door.
"What?" you asked stopping yourself from shutting the door.
"Can you forgive us?"
"No." you responded, as they were about to to replied you cut them off.
"First of all i can't just forgive, i will never forgive you for what you have done to me. "
"Did you know how much time i wasted trying to mend our relationship!?"
You finely blew up on them. All your anger and frustration aimed towards them.
"Second of all, i despite you both for being the one who cause me pain, i had to get therapy because of you both."
"I like you both as people, i respect you both as being one of the most best people at football. But i hate you both for being my older brothers."
"You both were right, your disgusted of me being your little sister, while im disgusted calling you my older brothers."
"That's all to it, congrats on your guys wins, but we won't have a siblings relationship. Ever, goodbye itoshis"
You shut the door in their faces without a second thought, you breath a sigh of relief of finally letting all of your emotions go. You were harsh but atleast they seemed to understand your desicion.
Yup this is it, i think it was basic asf but tysm for requesting, i woke up at 1 pm when i saw your request at wrote this fic at 3 pm, i will prob not add another ending but if i get a request i will :D
#bllk#blue lock#bllk fluff#blue lock fluff#itoshi rin#rin itoshi#sae itoshi#itoshi sae#Itoshi brothers#itoshi angst
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â. playlist: Monster by Paramore
"Her hands were stained with blood no matter how hard she scrubbed, it would never be clean. She knew that. Sora knew that. Hell, the entire country knew that. She was a criminal by birth. A ticking time bomb. An animal."
cw | bullying and discrimination, Minori's past traumas getting the absolute best of her, projection | 2.3k

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Minori's fingers brushed over her wrist. A shiver rippled through her as the purple welt deepened over her brown skin like a birthmark. While everyone else at U.A. wore the standard uniform, Minori was cursed to bear her very own villainous symbol for as long as deemed necessary.
Despite Nezuâs willingness to give her a chance, the rest of the world was not as forgiving. Outside Thanatos, she was permitted to roam only with this brand on her arm. It was a mark from Sora's Quirk, Prismatic Touch. It was to stop her instantly if needed by sending paralyzing waves through her nerves. After all, she is a criminal, right?
Minoriâs grey eyes flickered to Nezu. His expression remained neutral as his gaze followed her fingers. âIf it were up to me, I would not have imposed this on you,â he sighed and rubbed his snout. âHowever, the Hero Commission has its own views, and the rest of the world follows their lead. They believe you will turn out just like your mother.â
Minori bit her lip. It was difficult to keep her expression stoic as her heart sank into her chest. So, thatâs what they see: an animal to be brandedâa ticking time bomb. She glanced at Sora beside her; her deep-blue eyes softened in an attempt to offer a comforting smile. âYou know,â Sora said gently and gestured to her own violet-hued skin. âPeople say purple is a very fashionable color.â Minori scowled and pulled the sleeve of her uniform down to cover the grotesque mark.Â
Minori didnât blame Nezu or Sora for the mark. She couldn't, not after all they've done for her, but fuck if it didn't feel like the world was waiting for her to fail. She clenched her fists. The swirl of emotions within her threatening to spill over in a tumultuous wave. Swallowing the bitterness rising in her throat, she focused on Nezu's words. âWithout this mark,â she nodded to herself, âI wonât be able to study here, at U.A.â
âCorrect.â
âI wonât be able to become a hero.â
Nezu clasped his paws together on his desk. âThatâs right.â
âOkay,â Minori replied, her voice steady despite the storm raging inside. âI understand.â Sora moved closer and placed a reassuring hand on her shoulder.Â
âI know that this may be hard for you, and it's certainly not the ideal way to start off the semester, but the Hero Public Safety Commission won't budge,â Sora said and rubbed her shoulder. âYou have a chance here at U.A. to show the world who you truly are. You can do it and I'll be there to help you the whole way.â
Minori blew a curly bang from her face and nodded.Â
âAlright,â Nezu leaned back in his chair and gestured towards the door. A slight smile tugged at the corners of his mouth, his whiskers twitching. âShall we head to class?â
âYeah,â Minori grumbled, âletâs get this over with.â
U.A. is the world's leading academy in teaching prospective heroes how to control their Quirks. Its students and faculty are the best in their fields, and its graduates are often employed by the highest-ranking hero agencies. The school's reputation and influence have grown to such an extent that U.A. is commonly referred to as the "School of Heroes." Now, Minori has a chance to be part of it.
Nezu accompanied them to her new class. No one had expected to take too much, but here they were, walking to her first day of class, already five minutes late. Minori glared at her feet as they walked. It was one thing to be accepted into U.A. a week after the semester began, but a whole other story to arrive late, branded as the daughter of a villainâthe girl who was destined to become the same.
âThatâs not a good look for a hero,â Sora chided lightly.
âI donât need you escorting me. Iâm not going to hurt anyone,â she grumbled, a bitter undertone in her voice. Minori had never been good at expressing how she felt. Whatâs the point if she was going to be dismissed or punished? Even Sora, who has been the only light her last six years at Thanatos, struggled to break down her walls. It was better that wayâeasier. Her hands were stained with blood no matter how hard she scrubbed, it would never be clean. She knew that. Sora knew that. Hell, the entire country knew that. She was a criminal by birth. A ticking time bomb. An animal.
âI know youâre not, Minori,â Sora sighed.Â
The rest of the walk was quiet between the trio. They finally came to a halt in front of a door with the label âClass 1-Aâ written in bold red paint across it. She stared at the door, hearing the murmurs of students. She swore she heard someone say: âlooks like Iâll have fun crushing you.â Her heart thudded against her ribcage.Â
âWeâre here,â Nezu announced. âAre you ready?â
Minori took a deep breath and closed her eyes. She could do this. âI promise I wonât kill anyoneâat least not today,â she added, her tone sarcastic in an attempt to mask the butterflies crashing against her ribcage.
âAlright,â Nezu grinned, already taking a step back as if he anticipated this, âGood luck, and welcome to U.A.âÂ
Sora gave Minoriâs shoulder one final reassuring squeeze before they entered. Minori balled her hands in her pockets and kept her head down, refusing to look at anyone. The voices inside the room stopped. She stood in front of the homeroom teacherâs desk, but found no one there. She furrowed her brows and glanced at the clock on the wall: 8:25 AM. They were late, but where was the teacher?
She felt the weight of all eyes on her, scrutinizing her every move. She was like a cell trapped under a microscope. The longer she stood there without introducing herself, the more the class began to murmur.
âWho is that?â
âDo we have a new teacher or something?â
âI thought everyone had arrived already.âÂ
âWhy is she so late?â
âShe looks scary.â
Minori grimaced at the last statement. Who the hell were they to be talking about her, to be judging her every move?
âWho the hell is this extra?â a boy snarled, lounged in his seat with his feet kicked up on the desk.
The tense silence grew until a tall, stiff student reprimanded the ash-blond. "You're being incredibly rude! Especially here at U.A.â"
âOh!â a round-faced girl with bangs interrupted. âSorry for being so rude. My name is Uraraka Ochaco, and you?â
Minori had every intention of ignoring everyone in the room until she felt a gentle jab beside her. Reluctantly, she turned toward the source of the nudge and saw Sora standing there, wiggling her eyebrows expectantly. Minori frowned and rolled her eyes. âKi Minori,â she stated flatly and stared at Uraraka, eyes void of any emotion.
A soft squeal echoed from the back of the classroom. Minori locked eyes with the culprit. His vibrant green eyes quivered as he stammered in a hushed whisper: âY-youâre the daughter of the infamous villain, Tatsumaki.â She glared at the boy, satisfied by the squeak of terror the student had let out. His eyes trembled as he cowered, throwing his hands over his mouth.
Twenty pairs of eyes bore into her. Some had a look of interest; others were confused; the majority, however, were filled with horror. Of course, someone would recognize it: that cursed last nameâKi. A cold shiver rippled down her spine as the silence thickened. She had half a mind to tell them all off, but she swallowed the words that threatened to slip. Of all the pairs of eyes that stared her down, the most interesting were crimson eyes that almost seemed annoyed and⌠disinterested. The pair of eyes belonged to the ash blond-haired male from earlier. His look wasnât any different from a person watching paint dry. A simple observation, and yet it was new.
Minori had always been judged before the paint had even dried.
This was different. Nice.
For a fleeting moment, their eyes met. His eyebrows knitted together, and his lips curved into a slight pout. She assessed him as though he were competition or prey, and he observed her in return. His eyes were a deep red, like lava in the center of a volcano.
The door swung open, slamming against the wall. The entire class jumped. âGo somewhere else if you want to play at being friends. This is the hero course,â a man mumbled from the floor outside the classroom door. He was in a yellow sleeping bag, and his eyes drooped as if he had just woken up. He pulled out a juice pouch and drank the contents.
Minori blinked slowly. Did the school hire a homeless man?
After finishing the pouch, he stepped out of the sleeping bag and into the classroom. He wore all black, and his long, unkempt black hair fell over his shoulders. He looked as though he hadn't slept in a year.
Sora leaned near Minori and whispered, "That's your homeroom teacher, Aizawa Shouta."
Minori's eyebrows shot up. This is the hero course's homeroom teacher? The pro-hero Eraserhead?
"Aizawa," Sora bowed her head slightly. "It's nice to finally meet you. I am Ten Sora, Minori's guardian."
"Likewise," he grumbled and looked over to Minori.
Minori squinted at the pro-hero. She didn't trust him. She didn't trust any of the faculty hereâbesides Soraânot after everything she had gone through. She could count on her hands the number of times she'd had a positive interaction with an adult. Who knows what kind of things he had heard about her.
"Welcome," he greeted. "Everyone, let me introduce you all to our new classmate, Ki Minori. She has just joined our class and is a bit late because of certain circumstances."
"Circumstances? Like what?" a boy with a black streak in his hair asked.
"Yeah," another boy chimed, his two-toned hair split in half with the right side red and the left white. "Are you really qualified for the hero course?"
A few others joined in, voicing their concerns. Minori bit the inside of her cheek. These people really didn't hold their tongue, did they? She wasn't going to get off on the right foot with any of them, not that she expected to.
Aizawa sighed and waved the class to be quiet. "Yes. We have discussed her entrance with Principal Nezu. Minori will be joining us, and that's final. I hope I won't have to repeat myself."
"I know some of you may feel concerned, but please, don't be," Sora interjected. "She is no threat, and I have personally vouched for her entrance. Please treat her like a regular student, and I'm sure you'll all get along fine."
"Regular? Ribbit." The voice belonged to a short girl with large, black eyes, a mop of dark green hair, and a frog-like appearance. "She's not a regular student. She's a criminal, and I don't think it's fair to us and the school to accept someone with that kind of history. To be honest, I'm not entirely comfortable with someone like her around."
"Someone like her," Minori echoed. "How kind." She turned away from the frog girl. She wasn't wrong. Minori was a criminal, and the entire country, including her, knew that. It wasn't a secret. The whole world knew her mother destroyed an entire city and saw how she did nothing to help. The whole world saw how she let her mother run away. How could the school let someone like her into their hallowed halls? Was it so they could be the first to stop her if need be? The Hero Commission didn't take a liking to her. They had branded her, marked her as a villain, and were already waiting for her to screw up.
"Minori," Sora chided. "Let's not give anyone here a reason to doubt your intentions."
She grumbled under her breath. Her existence was reason enough for these people to have doubts. Whatever, she didn't care. She couldn't afford to care. She wasn't here to make friends. She was here to learn and train. She was here to prove the world wrong and to show them who she really is.
Turning to address the students, Sora reassured them. "I can assure you all that Minori is a kind and gentle soul, like the rest of you. And for added peace of mind, I am her guardian and will intervene if necessary, along with Aizawa here." She placed a hand on Minori's shoulder, promising the class, "You have nothing to worry about."
"That's enough of that," Aizawa interrupted. "Ki is a student of Class 1-A. I donât want to hear anything more. Time is limited. Change into your hero costumes and gather in Ground Beta."
Minori followed her class to the locker rooms to change. Thankfully, she didnât have to stand any longer in front of twenty piercing pairs of eyes. Now, it was just a few burning stares from the girls. She didnât actually have the luxury of owning a hero costume. However, as she changed, the brand on her wrist felt like a weight dragging her down. Her fingers brushed against the violet welt, and a shiver rippled through her.
âThatâs an interesting mark you have there,â Minori snapped her head up with wide eyes. The pink-skinned girl gave her a small, warm smile. âIs it a birthmark?â She didnât seem the slightest bit afraid, cautious, or disgusted. It was refreshing. Yet, a pang of unease gripped Minori's chest as she glanced around at the hostile glares that surrounded her.
âDonât worry about it,â Minori gritted and slammed her locker shut. She stalked out of the room. An indescribable feeling pushed its way into her, boiling underneath the surface.Â
She had an ulterior motive. They all do.

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#bakugou fanfiction#bakugou x oc#bnha fanfiction#bakugo x oc#mha#bnha#bnha oc#bakugou katsuki#mha bakugou#bnha bakugou#bakugou x reader#rebirth
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(a/n: if you do not see my friends' fics on here, it's because i am making a fic rec list where there are no fics of my friends; i might be subjective, and i am friends with amazing writers, so you can safely assume that i am recommending all of their fics.)
Sunflowers & Sweetpeas by katialena
Language: English, WIP. Current Word Count: 7,462
Found Family takes a lot of work, but there is always room for one more. Even while teenage romance gets... complicated?
Texting/Social Media Fic Part Three. In Progress.
marginalia by spindrifters
Language: English, WIP. Current Word Count: 192,506
This story began a long time ago. That part is already written. Nothing can be done about it now. It began with two young menâbarely more than boysâwho upended the world, magical and mundane alike. Grindelwald and Dumbledore, glorious leaders of the revolution, who brought wizardkind out of hiding and into the light during those last, violent days of 1899.
But a winter's night seventy-seven years later is where things really kick off.
Because Remus Lupin knows what to expect when youâve been sold somewhere new. He knows it better than he ever thought he'd have to by this point. He knows how to survive. And Sirius Black is doing his best to just graduate Hogwarts and get himself and his brother away from this goddamn house. He's got it figured out by now. He has a plan.
Neither of them, however, had accounted for the other messing everything up by the mere fact of just existing.
(Or, the one where Sirius is heir to a pureblood first family and Remus is a half-blood servant, but a chance meeting leads to healing old wounds, stumbling into love, and just maybe accidentally kickstarting a revolution.)
you wouldnât like me by crushofdoves
Language: English, WIP. Current Word Count: 20,339
Itâs 2005 and Sirius is trying to figure out his gender, his brother, and his new crush.
My Only Sunshine by Loua29xx
Language: English, Completed Work. Word Count: 28,973
âSirius Orion Black, you are charged with the murder of Remus John Lupin,â Sirius draws in a shaky breath at the name, âin regards to this offence, do you plead guilty or not guilty?â
Guilty.
*******
Standing trial for the murder of the man he loves most in the world, Sirius canât help but look back on his time with the light of his life. His sunshine.
#can't stop reccing mos because even though you need to be mindful of the tags it was absolutely beautiful and sould crushing#soul*#all of the other fics are beautiful too#i will do another fic rec list once i start reading more đđ#marginalia#you wouldn't like me#my only sunshine#sirius black#remus lupin#wolfstar#wolfstar fic recs#harry potter#draco malfoy#drarry#drarry fic rec#fic recs
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sweet like a chic-a-cherry cola
note: this vignette also firmly takes place between two consenting adults, aged 26 and 33
Paul is slow-moving for a man in his thirties. He and Emma have been on four dates already, and all theyâve done is kiss a little. He didnât even kiss her until their third date, only five days ago, which was mostly a disaster. Emma hadnât been expecting it, so she kissed him back with the exact pressure one uses to kiss the top of a babyâs head.
Tonight, though, she was ready. As it happens, so was he. Theyâve been lying on top of his duvet for half an hour, just kissing and giggling, almost like theyâre getting away with something. Paul pushes Emmaâs hair out of her face and laughs a little more.
âWhatâs so funny?â Emma asks.
âNothing,â Paul says. âJust ⌠I guess I wish I knew you when I was a teenager.â
âWell, considering I would have been eleven when you graduated from high school, I donât actually think thatâs something you want.â
âOK, but you know. I wish weâd been teenagers at the same time. That way ⌠we could have done this way sooner. Skipped to the good parts by now.â
âAre these not good parts?â
âThey are, but âŚâ
Emma pulls Paul closer to her face and kisses him like sheâs never kissed anybody. Itâs easy with him, and thatâs not just because at five-foot-eight, Paulâs the only man sheâs ever been able to kiss without standing on a stepstool. It was like she didnât know how kissing was supposed to feel until tonight. All the other kisses with all the other men had been ⌠clinical. Experimental (for them). Cold (for her). She felt obligated to them in ways she doesnât feel to Paul. When itâs Paul, she wants it more than sheâs ever wanted anything. Heâs here. Flesh, blood, and warmth. His kisses make her feel alive. Not going through the motions. Alive.
âYou can have all the parts,â she says. âIf you want them ⌠theyâre yours.â
Paul grins like heâs been waiting all his life for someone to say that. He pulls her closer still, and he kisses her with a force he didnât even know he was capable of. Heâd been kissing girls since he was nineteen (though never with as much frequency as maybe he would have hoped), but it was never like this. Never so ⌠wanted. Dreamt of. He spent hours thinking about Emma, about how he knows exactly what The Platters mean by âMy Prayer,â about how heâs not sure he could ever live a day without knowing her again.
How could it be? How could it be that for more than three decades of breathing in and out, in and out, Paul didnât know Emma OâConnor existed? How could it be that it still took them almost two years to get here? For so much of his life, heâs been running in place, afraid that if he catches up to someone, heâll lose sight of all the things on the horizon, everything in his periphery. But Emma sees the world as he doesâin stories, in goals, in dreams. And when she kisses him, he remembers that his body is for more than just walking from place to place or for working harder than he actually can. He remembers that he is blood.
So much blood.
Everywhere it should be.
He feels himself start to leaveânot because he wants to, but because itâs his instinct. Flight. Always flight. Get out of there as soon as you can.
But then, he sees Emmaâs eyes. Blue and impish. Perfect.
âYou donât have to be afraid,â she says, gentler than sheâs ever been. âI want you here.â
Paul canât even smile. He just cups Emmaâs face in his hands again and kisses her. Desperate. Feeling younger than he really is. Has he mentioned the desperation?
âI want to be here,â he says, not sure which one of them needs to hear it more.
âI want you here,â Emma says again, between frantic kisses, like Paulâs going to change his mind. âI wantâmmmâI want you.â
That does it. Heâs all blood now. He begins to unbutton his shirtâwhy did he wear an oxford tonight?--but she tears it off. Theyâll deal with it later. He still has on a white t-shirt, and sheâs wrapping herself around him like a little cobra.
âYou should only wear this,â Emma says.
âOnly wear what?â
âT-shirts. Especially when they dip down below the neck like this.â
She takes the scoop near his Adamâs apple and pulls it down into a V.
âThere,â Emma says. âI want to see more of your chest hair.â
Paul laughs.
âDo all women ogle menâs chest hair like itâs cleavage?â he asks. âOr is that just a you thing? Because you do it a lot.â
âI donât think itâs just a me thing. But it is important to me.â
She kisses his chest, right between where her fingers are still making that V.
âI want you there,â she says.
âGood,â he says, then silently curses himself for sounding so lame. âCan I show you where I want you?â
Her eyes light up. She was afraid that heâd get insecure and pull back, like he usually does. Paul almost never initiates kisses or hand holding or any sign of affection. Heâs just not used to it. Emma tries not to grudge him, but tonight is different. She can feel it in her blood. What a comeback.
âI might die if you donât.â
Paulâs eyes gleam in a way Emma has never seen from him before. Sheâs always thought he was cute. Sweet. Approachable in a dorky sort of way. But this ⌠somethingâs happened. Somethingâs happened, and she realizes in less than a full breath that she could love him. Maybe she already does. He puts his arms around her and places her flat on her back again. His hands snake up her little blue dress and land on her thighs.
âI want you here,â he says, voice thick and nervous, but there. Not silent. âIs that OK?â
Emma takes a long breath. After years of nursing the worldâs biggest crush on him, after years of falling in love with him, what else does he expect her to say?
âYes.â
#drabble#writeblr#food#drink#ch: emma o'connor#ch: paul donnelly#year: 2021#not me trying to figure out who the hot one is between paul & mack!
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( olivia cooke, cisfemale, she/her ) have you met francesca collie yet? you know, the 26 year old graduate student majoring in secondary education with a focus in drama. ring a bell yet? every time i walk past their dorm i hear heart it races by dr. dog blasting through the door. everyone who meets them say theyâre admirable but can also be a little invasive. guess when you meet them youâll figure that out yourself. â carita, 24, she/her, est, triggers: sexual harrassment/sexual assault
meet francesca âfrannyâ collie!
FULL NAME: Francesca (Franny to close friends) Joanne Collie
AGE: 26 years old
BIRTHDAY: December 24th
GENDER & PRONOUNS: Cisfemale, she/her
SEXUALITY: Heterosexual
POSITIVE CHARACTERISTICS: Witty, sweet, generous, intelligent, outgoing
WEAKNESSES: Nosy, stubborn, pessimistic, blunt
 THE STORY SO FAR ...
(trigger warnings: terminal illness, hospitals, substance abuse)
Francesca is originally from a small town in suburban Massachusetts. She is the youngest in her family, having two older brothers and a twin brother born 5 minutes earlier than her.
She was born with a genetic disease called cystic fibrosis, and initially only expected to live to be about 5 years old, but through medical advancements and participating in sports as a child, she was actually fairly healthy throughout her childhood. Most of her friends at school didnât even know she was sick.
She lived a very cushy, privileged life, in part due to her parents wanting to give her everything they could, as well as the fact that she grew up in a moderately wealthy household, so money was never much of a worry. Two of her older brothers were highly protective of her and would do anything for her, whereas her twin brother deeply resented her for constantly being the center of attention, and was quite cruel to her growing up.
Her brotherâs cruelty came in part because he was deeply struggling with mental health issues and substance abuse issues. Because the focus was always on Franny, his parents did not realize the issues he was dealing with, and instead admonished him for his behavior.
Throughout high school, Franny excelled in almost every way. She truly had an almost perfect life. Smart and athletic, whatever she set her mind to, she believed she could accomplish. She did nearly every extracurricular you could think of, from soccer to running track, and her personal favorite, theatre.
In college, Franny decided to major in both theatre and drama. She wanted to pursue acting on Broadway, or potentially try to make it as an actress in LA, where she planned on going to after Radcliffe.
Her dreams were cut short when her health quickly deteriorated after being on her own for so long. Growing up in a small town with an overbearing family, she was used to having a lot of things done for her. Taking care of her health felt like a full time job, and it didnât take long for her to suffer the consequences of neglecting her health. She eventually moved back home and was able to recover enough to graduate with her degree online, but with serious consequences, and was no longer fit enough to chase her dreams to New York or bring herself to come to a casting in LA.
After stabilizing a bit and getting her act together somewhat, she decided she did not want to stay back home living with her parents. So, instead, she decided to move back to Radcliffe and pursue higher education. A benefit of this was that her brother already was there, so she could feel more supported and not completely on her own. She is pursuing her degree in drama education now that she has essentially given up on her true dream of being an actress herself, while also trying to figure out how to thrive in the fast life as a disabled woman. Sheâs resentful of her past as well as her brother, who she continues to clash with at times, but also itching to figure out what she really wants at this time in her life, and take a break from always trying to be so damn perfect. after all, life is short, right?
ADDITIONAL INFO:
Francesca is generally an empathetic and generous person. Her heart is rarely in the wrong place. However, growing up privileged and in many ways, babied by her family sometimes results in her having a hard time connecting with and understanding people from a different walk of life. She is very sensitive and empathetic to certain experiences, but struggles to connect with others.
She likes to be the center of attention ... but not for the wrong reasons. Sheâd much rather show off the abilities she does have, rather than focus on what she lacks. Because of that, she can appear a bit pissy and even bitter at times, but she's never truly mean. When she finds herself in trouble, she will absolutely use her situation to her advantage when it benefits her. She might have struggles, but she's used to getting a lot handed to her throughout her life and needs to be humbled sometimes.
Sheâs lonely, but wonât admit it (most of the time). She craves affection from others in her life, be it a friend or a romantic partner, and really just wants to know the people she finds interesting better. Sometimes this results in her coming off as a little (okay, a lot) nosy.Â
She is a lover of all things nature. Loves plants and flowers. But she kills everything in her care. No green thumbs over here.
She is a massive foodie and really enjoys every type of cuisine, but definitely has a taste for fine dining.
Because she spent most of her life being somewhat self-absorbed into her appearance, sheâs acquired quite the collection of clothes. Her style is very ecletic and feminine, think large colorful sweaters, tights, Mary Jane heels, and funky earrings. But she's terrible at makeup and usually just sticks to the basics.
WANTED CONNECTIONS:
Her twin brother! Iâll submit this as an official WC, but the only real criteria that needs to be filled is that heâs older than her, grew up in MA, and has struggled with substance abuse in the past (currently is fine as well). Itâs a relationship Iâm hoping to develop more and figure out along the way. Also, if an older brother would be preferred, we could work that out as well.
People she has collaborated with before: this could be someone she was in a play with for undergraduate, a student, a fellow TA (she helps teach drama), anyone that she's done anything with for her degree(s).
An unlikely friend: this is one of my favorite plots! Someone that comes from a completely different walk of life, have different struggles they are facing, but somehow get along and have a genuine friendship with one another. Someone who is more closed off and brooding compared to her unassuming personality is what I think of.
An ex-boyfriend - someone she left behind when she first left Radcliffe in her undergrad to move back home when she was very sick. Most likely a mutual breakup.
A former or current roommate from college: this could really go anywhere, but an easy connection for them to know one another/be friends
Anything else you can think of!
Also - I haven't gotten the invite to the OOC blog yet but hi, I'm Carita! I am an oldie from the RP community (started around 2014 I think?) and haven't in yeeeears but I'm so excited to again! I am still getting acquainted with the newest Xkit and whatnot so I may ask someone for help if I run into issues if anyone is willing, hehe. But I love plots and am super open so feel free to message me anytime!
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AO3 Fics (2) Masterlist
part one
Cards Are Dealt - @ashtcnirwin (elivigar) luke/ashton E, 100k
Summary: âYou wannaâŚÂ date me?â he asks eventually, when the silence is starting to feel loaded. âI donât date and even if I did, I definitely wouldnât be interested in dating you. Iâd say no offense, but⌠full fucking offense.â
Ashton snorts. âDonât flatter yourself, pumpkin, I have no interest in dating you either. Actually, the thought alone is exhausting and a little nauseating.â
Clenching his jaw, Luke grinds his teeth and shakes his head. âThen what do you want from me?â
âSex. I already said that.â
A story about wants and expectations branching out and evolving without the knowledge or consent of those they belong to.
dream makes the sounds (that carry me so far away)Â (ao3) -Â kaleidoscopeminds luke/calum M, 36k
Summary: Luke's just got to California, on a trip to get away from his life for a while. Calum might be there for the same reason. When a chance meeting pushes them together, Luke might get more out of the four-week road trip than he ever imagined.
Eighteen (ao3) - boomercal luke/ashton E, 56k
Summary: Eighteen-year-old Luke is done putting up with his father and brothers so he takes his father's Corvette and credit card to track down Ashton Irwin. Who graduated a few years ahead of him and has a reputation for smoking, drinking and sleeping around; surely he'll be enough to make his dad meet his demands... right?
Energy Drinks, A Black Cat& Other Signs of Vampirism (ao3) - Headgehog_Louis007 michael/calum, luke/ashton T, 80k
Summary: "What? it's just garlic bread."
"Aren't vampires like.. I mean.. don't they not like garlic?"
A fic in which Michael is a vampire and every trope about vampires is wrong.
Green Light (ao3) - SpencerKnight ot4 E, 181k
Summary:Â Class is an age old concept--almost as old as the concept of human slavery, and in a world where buying humans is a standard behavior by those who can afford it, Luke's only hope as a member of the lower class is that he falls into the hands of a decent buyer--the hands of Ashton Irwin and his partners. Luke knows he has one chance to please his buyers or he risks getting put back on the market, but he's thrown for a loop when Ashton admits that Luke is the one that gets to call the shots. In an attempt to find security with the trio, Luke braces himself and gives them the green light to do whatever they want with him.
He had no idea they would refuse.
Heartache in the Director's Chair (ao3) - Emmybazy luke/calum T, 19k
Summary: Calum wants to make it as an actor. His world gets turned upside down when Ashton Irwin, the executive producer, casts him to play the lead in a movie with the famous actor, Michael Clifford directed by Hollywoods golden boy director, Luke Hemmings. Luke Hemmings' reputation of being cool, calm, and collected precedes him, so why is he treating Calum so oddly?
Or; Luke is smitten by Calum and Calum is oblivious. They make a movie.
interlude (ao3) - galacticsugar michael/luke T, 36k
Summary: As Michael positions his camera to capture a photo of the venue marquee, it suddenly hits him that Luke isnât just a name on the sign. His show is tonight. Heâs probably here, right now, somewhere in the venue, or at least nearby, maybe hitting up one of the trendy downtown coffee shops or jogging around the lake.
âMichael?â
âŚor right behind him. His voice sounds the same.
It's a hell of a feeling though (ao3) - thenewbrokenscene michael/luke M, 58k
Summary:Â [AU, actor/model Luke and musician Michael]
After a recent scandal and the subsequent publicity nightmare, Luke Hemmings doesn't need any more trouble. He's just trying to enjoy his best friend's birthday party. But who the fuck invited Michael Clifford?
kissing at the stop signs darling (ao3) - fffearless ot4, luke/ashton T, 7k
Summary: "I think, guys," Ashton says finally, and everyone is all ears. "We need to get away." He gives Luke's knee a quick squeeze. "Let me just get us some more milkshakes."
(Or where the boys hate how boring everything is and take a self-realisation road trip to help sort it all out)
let me love you - @sup3rbloom (haveufoundwhaturlookingfor) luke/ashton T, 10k
Summary:Â Luke Hemmings is a rockstar with a troubled past. He's struggling with an alcohol addiction and a career that's going downhill, but Calum isn't giving up on him. Calum suggests Luke a fake boyfriend to help keep the bad press away. That's where Ashton comes in, Ashton who is an embodiment of sunshine. Luke's hesitant due to his failed past relationships, but he agrees, because he knows this is what he needs to save his career.
Lost Hearts (ao3) - CliffordAffliction ot4 E, 177k
Summary:Â Ashton, Luke, Calum and Michael live in four different worlds in high school and each one of them is in love with someone who loves someone else. This can't possibly end well...or can it?
No Shame (ao3) - valiantnerd (arareads) ot4 E, 11k
Summary: Everyone makes wild offers and pleas as dirty talk, it just so happens that Luke has three rather giving bandmates who'll make every single one of his wildest dreams come true.
Even ifâor especially whenâit means fucking him on stage.
Scene 14 - @daydadahlias (cornflowerblue (daydadahlias)) luke/ashton, michael/crystal, roy/calum, kaykay/sierra E, 128k
Summary: It's one of the first lessons you learn. Thereâs a difference between performing and acting.
Actors are intellectuals; theyâre poets with their expression and the way their voices hit the air. Performers, by comparison, are children, ignorant and too bright for their own good. No one wants to admit to being only a performer. If youâre anyone worth anything, you want to be an actor.
And Luke is not an actor, but Ashton is.
Or, the one where Luke hates Ashton but has to pretend to be in love with him for five months for his acting final except for the fact that maybe he isn't pretending anymore.
secrets no longer kept - @sup3rbloom (haveufoundwhaturlookingfor) ot4, luke/calum/ashton, michael/ashton T, 9k
Summary: Michael had only wanted to help when he decided to disguise himself as a beta. Their alpha was becoming stressed. Unfortunately for Michael, one slip up causes his mates to find out his secret. His mates react accordingly when they find out Michael's been an omega this whole time.
Somewhere in Neverland (ao3) - HeartnArrow luke/ashton N/R, 51k
Summary:Â high school lashton au where best friends, ashton and luke hook up at a party and everything changes.
The Bass Player (ao3) - boomercal calum/ashton E, 69k
Summary: It's his first big tour with his relatively newly joined band, opening for his favourite band in highschool. So what if he's always found the drummer hot, nothing's going to come of it, and it would unprofessional if something did happen.
the flatmate arrangement (ao3) - kaleidoscopeminds luke/calum T, 20k
Summary: Hi Calum/Poor Struggling Paralegal, Â So Iâll be upfront with you. Itâs a one-bed flat. I also live here. HOWEVER before you delete this and think Iâm a freak, I work nights so I wouldnât be here anytime you would be. You can have the flat exclusively from 6 pm to 8 am, Saturday night and all day Sunday. Understand this sounds like a bit of a crazy arrangement but I could do with the cash, let me know what you think?
Luke Hemmings (Poor Struggling Childrenâs Nurse)
A 'The Flatshare' AU
Tidal Wave - @ashtcnirwin (elivigar) luke/ashton E, 127k
Summary: âWe talked about it before we went over to fetch you,â Ashton starts, âand Michael talked it over with Liz, and we decided that you shouldnât live on your own for the time being.â
âYou decided that I shouldnât live on my own,â Luke repeats. âSorry to be the bearer of bad news, but Iâm an adult who can make his own decisions.â
Ashton smiles, but itâs thin and void of humour. âYouâre staying with me for a while, Luke.â
A story about figuring out how to handle the difficulties life throws at you, on your own and with the help of loved ones.
Trapped Under Your Spell (ao3) - mariawritesstuff (orphan_account) luke/calum N/R, 26k
Summary: Calum opens his eyes and grins. From where he is, he can see Luke smiling down at him. The sun is shining from behind Lukeâs head and from Calumâs position it kind of looks like Luke himself is the sun. Calum is momentarily stunned.
Or, A Hogwarts Cake AU where the boys are the boys and feelings are caught/have been there all along.
unlikely lighthouses (ao3) - asymmetric Michael/Calum E, 37k
Summary: In the middle of the North American leg of the ROWYSO tour, Calum builds a friendship bracelet and Michael starts to have dreams of another version of them
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Hello 𼰠here I come after 3 main quest and 543 side quests!! Just to give you commentary of the last chapter/jjjj
(I know you said I didn't have to obligatorily leave a comment, but I really enjoy it and feel a bit frustrated with myself if I promise/say something and end up not doing it ajshajsha I guess it's a matter of principle)
Uuhh, big spoilers ig if someone who hasn't already read last chapter does read this ????
KUWABARA MY LOVE! I love how you write him (who am I kidding, I love how you write the main cast, and the side characters and the antagonists and theâ) like, he is so sweet?? But also very impulsive. Which ends up being very endearing if not a bit embarrassing (but like, second hand and not by a lot). I can relate to his want to have his favourite series finished, but also that Wakaba's agency is shitty and they treated her like,, real bad.
On the other hand I feel so bad for Wakaba :( I imagine that if you end up doing a series you want to end it the best way possible so the fact that she had to sacrifice years of work just because her agency did what they did... I hope she can finish it--
The whole chapter was super nice and the pacing was good, in the sense that it felt imminent that the secret was going out. I liked a lot the way Kurama was a bit flustered (I guess, with Kurama being Kurama?) when Kuwabara went barging in lol
Also!!! THE GIRLIES ARE HERE. I love them. Togashi should have given them so much more screentime!!!! Yukina my beloved aaaaa I'm looking forward to the shenanigans now that they are there.
But for the most shocking part of the chapter (for me) HIEI. SHORT KING. I truly wasn't expecting him at all?? I knew you would introduce him at some point but I definitely didn't think it would be in that chapter, you were truly spoiling us. He came all the way because he was worried about Yukina, and Wakaba's first and only reaction after all that had happened to her that week was: Do I get another futon?
She has me rolling ajshajsha there is something about deadpan characters = comedic relief that's very true. I think it's the essence of your characters, being effortlessly funny without trying lol I'm always happy when I read one of your stories đ
I don't have much more to say, I was saving some comments for the ao3 but I don't think I will make it before you update the next one lolol uni's tfg is killing me already in October, I don't want to see myself in May ajsgajsvshws oTL
Anyways if I remember anything else I wanted to comment on, I will send you another ask filled with love đŤś
I hope you have a super nice next week!!! đ¤
Full disclosure, I've been having a couple of crappy weeks health wise and haven't worked on ALC since I posted chapter 6, but in the spirit (haha see what I did there) of the holiday I promise I'm going to spend the afternoon of the 31st and the 1st editing just so you can read it before you graduate also holy shit, where has time gone???
You know, you've made realize parallels between this and the situations that pop up in fandoms when someone involved in production is revealed to have done something awful. I think it's natural to go "NOOO MY BLORBOS" when you're invested, those feelings can't come at the expense of the people who've been harmed, and Kuwabara's 100% the type to prioritize people, no matter how disappointed he may be. I would be gutted if I were in Wakaba's shoes as well - nobody wins in this situation, except the publishing house that's raking it in thanks to the controversy.
I feel she's getting better though, having so many people around and a mystery to unravel hasn't left her a lot of time to be miserable. Another unexpected guest? Sure, whatever, she'll set up another bed, what difference will it make at this point. Maybe this will end up being a blessing in disguise. Maybe.
Thanks so much as always for sending these asks. ⤠They make my day every time. Best of luck with that TFG!
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2018/12/16 -Â
Itâs the end of Engeki Haikyuu âThe Strongest Teamâ. Team Aoba Johsai!
Source: [x][x][x][x]
#haikyuu stage play#aoba johsai#asuma kousuke#kousuke asuma#kohatsu allen#kanai sonde#shirakashi judai#kanda masakazu#sakamoto kouta#saitou kenshin#kitamura keito#yamagiwa kaito#MY BOYS#their part in the story already done? so I can only expect them to graduate when the new stage is announced ;;#my post
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Hi! I would like to make a request if I may? Can you do a smutty/fluffy where the reader is pregnant and super horny and wakes Eddie up in the middle of the night for it? He's normally all soft daddydom but he's just like "take what you need from me" and then reader is semi embarrassed about it...
I Waited All Day...Â
(18+ only)
a/n: thank you so much for being my first requester, hope you love it! (sorry about it taking like a thousand words to get to the actual smut. i am physically incapable of just getting to the good part of a fic and MUST write a whole ass backstory)
summary: Eddie's more than happy to be woken up by his girl in the middle of the night when her pregnancy hormones are making her needier than usual.
wordcount:Â 4.2k
tags/warnings: fem!reader, established relationship, VERY vague mentions of reader having a troubled past, reader being forced to move out of her motherâs house, very small drug mention, use of pet names (babe, beautiful, handsome, sweetheart, sweet girl), talks of marriage, pregnancy, mentions of masturbation (f), brief mention of oral (f receiving), p in v penetration, daddy kink, praise kink, unprotected sex (sheâs already preggo and theyâre monogamous, otherwise yeah use a condom yâall), no use of y/n
People like to talk. When you first moved to Hawkins during your senior year, you were everyoneâs favorite topic of conversation. From the moment you first walked through the schoolâs halls, they expected you to fit in one of the boxes created for you. The idea of fresh meat excited them, and students from all different social cliques flocked to you, trying to figure out your deal. They wanted to know if you were going to be the âParty Girlâ, or the âCheerleaderâ, or the âGirl Next Doorâ. It wasnât until the self-designated popular crowd of Hawkins High was escorting you to the cafeteria and you excitedly pointed out the flier on the bulletin board with a cartoon D20 that they realized you werenât going to be one of them.
Eddie Munson had been your rock throughout that tough last year of school. Moving so late in your educational career was definitely not ideal, but it was necessary due to unforeseen circumstances. When you eventually told Eddie about everything, he was there for you in a way you never thought youâd be lucky enough to get, and he understood how you felt considering heâd had a less-than-perfect life himself. Having him to talk to without the fear of being pitied or being a burden made you feel safe, and it wasnât long until you were falling in love. Thankfully, he felt the same way, and your fairytale love story had begun. But once again, people like to talk. And stare. The criticizing looks whenever you would walk to class hand in hand were not subtle, and the whispered rumors were judgmental to say the least. Still, you were happy. The happiest you had been in a very long time. It was you and Eddie, everything else was background noise.
When you graduated and he stayed behind to retake his senior year, everyone was shocked that you didnât break up with him. Especially your mother, who assumed he was just a rebellious phase and that youâd be done with him once high school was behind you. When another year passed, and Eddie was once again informed that he would be repeating his senior year, she gave you an ultimatum: break up with him or move out. So you started living with Eddie and his uncle at the trailer park. It was a tight squeeze, but it would hopefully only be until graduation, and Wayne was happy to see his nephew so in love. Summer came and went, you were working as a waitress at a local diner and Eddie was going to school and bussing tables at the Hideout on nights when his band wasnât playing. The both of you made plans for your future together, saving money to get the hell out of Hawkins. When Eddie took the pregnancy test out of your shaking hands and looked up at you with excited eyes, you thanked your lucky stars you had already put a down payment on a mobile home.
As it would turn out, it wasnât just the kids you went to high school with who liked to talk, the people at the diner did too. Your coworkers never liked your boyfriend, always making comments behind their hands about his tattoos and ripped jeans. They would pull you aside and ask why you hadnât dumped him yet whenever he pulled up in his van to take you home at the end of your shift. Your answer in the past had always been the same. âBecause,â you would say while rolling your eyes, ���heâs the love of my life.â The look on everyoneâs faces when your answer finally changed to âBecause heâs the father of my child,â was absolutely priceless. According to them, you were making the mistake of your lifetime by having a baby at 20, and Eddie would bail the first chance he got. Little did they know that Eddie had taken the responsibility of parenthood very seriously. His grades were already significantly better than they had been in previous years, ensuring that he would receive his diploma next month, and he was taking every extra shift he could at the bar while continuing to sell for Reefer Rick. It was still scary as hell, but your due date wasnât until the end of November. He and you would be fully settled into your new home together by then, nursery painted and ready for your bundle of joy.
The one bad thing about Eddieâs determination to take as much of the stress off of you as he could was that he had a lot of busy days. Of course he made absolutely sure to set aside time for you, but on this particular day he was out of the trailer from sunrise to sunset. He woke you up gently with a kiss to the forehead before kissing you in some other places (you would have been annoyed that he almost made you late to work, but honestly the orgasm was worth it). After dropping you off at the diner, he booked it to school, where he and the rest of the Hellfire Club stayed after the final bell had rung to play a couple hours of his latest campaign (that you sadly couldnât join in on considering you helped plan it). His final destination before coming home was the Hideout, where he was scheduled to work until midnight. This meant youâd likely not see him until the next morning, considering he was always extra careful to not wake you when climbing into bed.
As for your own day after being dropped off, you had a pretty bad bout of morning sickness during the breakfast rush. Apparently no one likes to watch their waitress exit the restaurant in a rush so she can empty the contents of her stomach into the very visible-from-the-window trash can, so your boss sent you home at 11am instead of 2pm. Thankfully, your tables were understanding, and made sure to leave you hefty tips and encouraging words of advice on motherhood. Their sweetness combined with your hormones nearly made you cry on the bus ride home.
Speaking of hormones, you were horny. It was hard not to be when you had a boyfriend like Eddie, who fucked you brainless and knew exactly how to talk dirty to you with words that would play on repeat in your head for weeks afterward. Currently, memories of last night were the main cause for the wetness in between your legs. Eddie had you pinned down by the wrists and was pummeling in and out of you. You came after his promise of fucking you in every room against every surface once you finally moved into your place together.Â
When you arrived home from work three hours early and explained that you got sick, Wayne was concerned. Once you changed into some sweats and one of Eddieâs shirts, he made you rest on the couch as he got lunch ready, and you ate together while watching TV. Sneaking off to âtake careâ of yourself wasnât an option, and you wouldnât want to do that with uncle Wayne in the house anyway. Eventually, the evening came and he had to leave for his night shift at the plant, so you were left alone. The second the front door shut, you were flopping down onto the bed and shoving your hand into your panties. Relief was illusive, unfortunately. Instead of pleasured moans the room was filled with frustrated grunts. After having Eddieâs fingers, your own just werenât the same. You begrudgingly gave up and gave in to your exhaustion, quickly falling into a deep sleep.
After what felt like mere minutes, your heavy eyes were blinking open. The light from the sunset was completely gone, and there was a warmth pressed into your back and wrapped around your torso. Carefully, you rolled over and smiled at Eddieâs relaxed face. You loved his loud personality and sarcastic humor, but during the nighttime- when you got to see the side of him no one else saw- thatâs when you fell in love all over again. The door was slightly cracked, letting in a small amount of light from the hallway (Eddie says he likes to watch you sleep while he drifts off). Although it was dim, you could still see how beautifully peaceful he looked as he slept beside you. Glancing over at the nightstand showed the alarm clock reading â12:31â, meaning that Eddie got home probably around ten minutes ago, stripped down to his boxers, slipped his rings and necklace off onto the dresser, took you into his arms, and promptly passed out. The devil on your shoulder is reminding you of the arousal thatâs been bothering you all day, while the angel is telling you to let him rest. You know you should, heâs obviously drained from such a long day and he has school in seven hours, but the pulsing between your legs is not easy to ignore. Seeing his chest tattoos on full display wasnât doing you any favors in the âlet him get some sleepâ department either.
âBabe,â you whisper as you lightly shake his shoulder, âbabe, wake up.â His eyes scrunch up adorably, and even when they finally open itâs clear that heâs still not fully conscious.
âHuh- wha?â he mumbles before blinking slowly a few more times. He stretches his arm out above his head and you watch his pupils dilate when his eyes focus on you. âHey there, beautiful,â he says more clearly. A smile grows on his face while his hand finds its way to your cheekbone, caressing you softly.
You smile back, but bite your lip as you prepare to tell him why you woke him up in the middle of the night after he worked a seven hour shift. âHey yourself, handsome.â
He blushes at the compliment until he realizes itâs not morning yet, and his eyebrows furrowed together. âWait, whatâs wrong? Is everything okay? Do you need something? Is it the baby?â he starts rambling worriedly.
To be fair, this was rather uncommon behavior from you. Ever since the start of your relationship, having sex with Eddie was one of your favorite things in the world, but that didnât mean you werenât still shy about it. He did his best to break you out of your comfort zone and let you know that itâs okay to ask for what you need, but even after almost three years together you still were in the habit of waiting for him to initiate intimacy.
âIâm fine, the babyâs fine,â you reassure him while rubbing your hand up and down his chest. âI just- um, well I missed you all day,â you try to explain, hoping he picks up on what youâre trying to say.
His frantic expression immediately calms. âAw, sweetheart,â he croons with a soft peck to the tip of your nose, âI missed you too. I always miss you when youâre not around.â Giggling anxiously, you look away. He rests his hand over yours to still your subconsciously fiddling fingers on his chest. âIs my girl getting shy? Tell me what you need.â
Warmth overtakes your cheeks as you lean in closer to whisper even quieter, âI⌠need you.â As you say this, your hand travels down his torso to the waistband of his boxers, and your thighs flex as they squeeze together.
His eyes light up excitedly, both at the prospect of sex and your uncharacteristic boldness. âDo you, now?â he asks, his voice lowered seductively as his own hand makes its way to your side and pulls you closer to him, your pelvises flush together. âMy sweet girl needs me? You need daddyâs cock?â
A shaky moan escapes from the bottom of your throat the moment he calls himself that. It wasnât completely new territory, youâd both experimented with using that word since the beginning of your relationship, but he definitely used it more frequently since learning the good news last month.
âPlease, daddy,â you whine, âI waited all day. Donât tease me.â
âAll day, huh?â he hums as his fingers hook underneath the elastic of your sweatpants, dipping into your underwear and grazing your wet folds. His eyebrows shoot up. âFuck, sweetheart. Youâre soaked.â
âI told you!â you exclaim as you start rutting your hips against his hand. Taking the hint, he immediately starts circling your clit after leaning in to passionately lock lips with you. You struggle to return the kiss, your mouth stuck in an open âOâ shape as your hand fists in his long hair. Your moans only grow louder as you seek out your climax, his quiet voice guiding you there with sweet words.
âYouâre so perfect, so fucking sexy like this,â he praises, âI canât believe how good you are for me. Always so ready. Waiting for me, all wet and willing in our bed.â Eddie liked to do that, remind you that this bed was both yours and his. He loved the word âourâ, loved to establish that the rest of your lives would be shared together. âDid you touch yourself while you waited for me to come home, beautiful?â
âY- yes,â you answered truthfully, âbut it wasnât the same. Couldnât finishâ Although there wasnât much light in the bedroom, and your vision was starting to blur, you knew your boyfriend well enough to know that this complaint brought a smug smirk to his face.
âNo?â he asks, his fingers changing direction on your clit and circling the opposite way. The sudden adjustment has you gasping and throwing your head back, and he seizes the opportunity to kiss your neck for a moment, before going back to his questioning. âWhy wasnât it the same?â
The memory of your failed attempts at orgasm forces a frustrated groan from you. âNot the same without you,â you explain, confused as to how this wasnât obvious already. âNot as good without you with me. When I canât feel you, hear you⌠Just not the same.â
âIâm sorry, sweet girl,â he apologizes. He truly does sound sorry now, the mocking lilt in his tone vanishing, âI wish I was there for you earlier, donât want my girl to suffer.â
Trying to clear your head enough to respond is a challenge, especially when youâre sure your orgasm is so close, but you manage to do it anyway. âDonât have to say sorry,â you soothe him, âyouâre here for me now. Youâre always here for me.â
âAnd I will be, for the rest of our lives,â he promises, full of emotion. Then, your stomach flips as his words turn lustful, the vibrations from his deepened voice piercing through you almost violently. âDoing so good, fucking yourself on my fingers. That feel good like that, babe?â he questions, âYou want it faster? Harder? Iâll give you anything you need.â
âI need you!â you cry out. âPlease, I want you to fill me up, stretch me out. I need you to fuck me,â you cry, but make no efforts to move away from his hand.
âI will, I will,â he promises, âI just wanna watch my favorite girl cum this way first. Then youâll get daddyâs cock filling you up, thatâs what you want right?â
You clench around nothing, and nod your head rapidly. The heat in your belly only grows as Eddie continues his motions. It pushes you over the edge when he starts sucking on your pulse point, the exact spot on your neck that he knows drives you crazy. You can no longer hold off your climax, and you cling to him helplessly as he helps you to ride out your orgasm. During your release, you shake and whimper against him as he shushes into your ear while stroking your hair with his free hand. All that can be heard is a chorus of âEddie, Eddie, Eddie. Oh Eddieâ.
âThere you go, sweetheart, there you go,â he comforts through your aimless babbling moans. âIâve got you. Let go.â
The stinging sensation of overstimulation starts to set in, causing you to squeeze your thighs shut, but that only traps him in place. Your whines grow higher in pitch as the pleasure and pain mixture becomes too much to bear, and you feel Eddie smirk against your heated skin. Finally, he takes pity on you and lifts his hand from your center, only to close his eyes and moan as he licks his fingers clean of your juices. You roll over onto your back and turn your head to watch as you try to regain regular breathing. While heâs busy lapping up the last of the glistening mess you left behind, you sit up to pull off his shirt that youâre still wearing and toss it across the room. Immediately, you feel his callused hands gliding gently up your side and just under your chest, careful to not be too rough knowing that your breasts have become much more sensitive during your pregnancy.
âSo perfect,â he murmurs, and youâre not even sure he realizes he said it out loud. He follows you into a sitting position and kisses you devotedly before pulling away to whisper, âI love you.â You shudder as you feel his soft breath on your swollen lips.
âI love you, too,â you respond back breathily, pushing back down onto his pillow. âLay back, sweetheart,â you demand, âDaddy had a long day, so Iâll do the work, okay?â
You notice his cock twitch in his boxers as he smiles up at you lovingly with a nod. In seconds, your pants and underwear are discarded and tossed across the room as well, and Eddie lifts his hips to assist you in removing his single piece of clothing. His erection springs up, and even after all this time you canât help the reaction it causes. Your mouth waters as you bite your lips, you feel a warmth grow once more in your lower stomach, and your eyes glaze over. Finally, after all day of waiting for this moment, you throw your leg over him and slowly slide down his length.
You both instantly let out relieved groans, and his fingers curl in on the flesh of your waist, leaving crescent shaped indents where his nails dig into you. The sting only adds to your enjoyment, sending more of that fuzzy feeling to your head and making it hard to think about anything else but how badly you want to stay like this forever. Flattening your hands on his chest, just under the ink of his tattoos, you brace yourself as you start to rock up and down. The stretch is exactly what youâve been craving for hours, and the instantaneous relief that washes over you is almost enough to make you cry. He reaches so unbelievably deep inside of you, and as usual the entire time he is unable to keep his mouth shut.
âSo good, babe. You feel so good,â he growls. âSo fucking tight, and warm. Like a fucking dream. How did I get so lucky?â
âIâm the lucky one,â you correct, arms giving out under you making you collapse onto him. Your foreheads meet as your lips fumble against each other, not quite able to correctly kiss through the loud and needy moans filling the room. His tongue enters your mouth, licking across your bottom row of teeth, and your face scrunches as you focus on chasing your high.
âYou like that, donât you? God, are you gonna cum already?â he asks after a couple minutes when he notices your rhythm faltering. Trying to hold off was futile, the bliss was overwhelming. âWe just started, beautiful. Youâre so much more sensitive now.â
âPl- please, daddy,â you start to beg. For what, youâre not sure. Your cheeks burn with embarrassment. While you had (of course) always loved sleeping with Eddie, the dial turned up to eleven with your recent change in hormones. You still were unaccustomed to feeling so desperate for him all the time, and although the constant begging you were doing nowadays was humiliating, youâve found you just canât help it. âPlease, I- I needâŚâ
âWhat does my girl need?â he urges you on when your fragil voice trails off.
âI need your cum,â you finish. âI want it inside, I wanna feel it leaking out of me tomorrow at work, reminding me Iâm yours.â As you confess these lewd desires, he starts cursing softly to himself. His grip tightens, bouncing you up and down on his cock with reckless abandon.Â
âMy sweet, shy girl. Not so shy now, are you?â he asks, head thrown back and clearly on the brink. âNot when youâre fucked out, so desperate for my cum.â
Your hips start to stutter as you grow frantic, your release getting harder and harder to hold back. âPlease, I need it, daddy. I want you to fill me up.âÂ
âSound so good begging for me. Daddyâs gonna fill you up,â he promises, and you feel his cock twitching as it hits you directly on you g-spot over and over, torturing you with pleasure. âGonna fuck you full, till you canât hold anymore.â
The final string snaps. You feel all the blood in your body rushing to your head as you curl in on yourself and call out his name over and over, him doing the same with yours. Slick moisture coats your thighs, dirty from the mess youâve made together, and youâve lost all strength to continue grinding. Eddie has graciously taken over, his fingers splayed over your hips as he thrusts up into you, the bed frame creaking loudly. Along with the steady rhythm of the bed meeting the wall, thereâs an obscene squelching noise that only draws out your orgasm, and youâre surprised at how much the filthy sound turns you on. After needing this for so long, your body rewards you with a longer than usual release, and Eddie rides along with you throughout its duration. When the feeling finally comes to an end, you lift yourself off of your boyfriend and fall exhausted to his side, closing your eyes in embarrassment when he wastes no time turning to you to scoop up any of his seed that had leaked out and push it back inside. Although heâs gentle in doing so, a pathetic sounding whimper still escapes you.
Minutes pass as you both take some time to recover. Your heartbeat is still going wild when he raises his hand to gently comb his fingers through your hair. âGod, I love you,â he murmurs, âGonna make you mine soon.â
You try to look up at him, but your neck feels too weak, too sore from the straining it just went through. Your gaze peers up at him through thick eyelashes, and you see that heâs looking down at you as well. âI love you too, Eddie,â you respond, âIâm already yours.â
âGonna buy you a real pretty ring,â he continued, as if you said nothing. âAlmost as pretty as you. Not prettier, cause thatâs impossible.â Warmth spreads over your entire body, settling in your diaphragm. The topic of marriage has been brought up before, but you can tell heâs more serious now, the youthful emptiness to those promises now disappeared. âReal soon, I promise. Just gotta move in and have the baby, then I can buy it.â
âSoon. We only gotta be patient for a little bit longer,â you comfort him. In the past, he had confided in you his disappointment that he couldnât propose sooner. Truth be told, you would be happier than ever going down to the courthouse and signing a few papers, but he absolutely insists on buying you a ring and having a huge ceremony and reception. He said he wants to show how much he loves you, and when you protested by saying he proved his love a long time ago, he countered by admitting he wants to show everyone how lucky he got by having you fall in love with him. If waiting to have a ceremony is whatâll make him happy, then you decided you can wait as long as itâll take. There were only a few more things on the to-do list before you could start planning: save up as much as you can before taking maternity leave, pack up and move out, have the baby, and⌠âAnd we definitely need to buy a new mattress before moving in, too.â
âWhat are you talking about?â he exclaims, looking at you wildly. âThis mattress is where we conceived our child!â
You roll your eyes as a sudden laugh breaks out of you. âThis mattress is like, one of six places where our child could have been conceived,â you argue as visions of late nights in Eddieâs van and secret meetings in the Hawkins High theater room flood your memories. âAnd itâs covered in stains.â
Eddie laughs along with you as he rubs up and down your back. âFine,â he concedes, âbut this is the most statistically likely place. And those stains are half your fault, you know? This bed has too many good memories,â he finishes while wiggling his eyebrows suggestively. He has a point. This dirty mattress does have a lot of good memories.
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Amor no correspondido (Unrequited Love)
For Mature/Adult eyes only !!!!!!!!!!
Thank you for taking the time out of your day to click on , hope you like it . I know the boys are a bit ooc , i don't have DID and if i offend anyone , please let me know where and how i can change it or so i can take it out of my story completely . This story is just something random and angst that i've written .
Y/n sat silently on the couch going over her options as she stared intently at the test , a whirlwind of emotion and chaos buzzed around in her mind and conflicting emotions were wreaking havoc in her mind as her phone decided to buzz . Missed calls from all of her roommates , she knew they needed help with Layla and whatever as theyâd explained but , the very life changing information that sat on the coffee table . She knew with every instinct in her body that she needed to run , that with every fiber of her being this situation was not ideal nor was it something sheâd ever thought sheâd have to deal with .
She blinked back tears before looking and praying to the god she served for guidance , the answer was one she already knew . The only difference now was that it was commanded of her , she had a time frame and she couldnât fail this last mission .
Later
Y/n sighed deeply , her arms circling around her knees as she subtly packed a few essentials and among things . Her head rested on her knees as she sipped her bottle of an overpriced iced coffee , watching the world continue on . She hadnât noticed how much her relationships had changed and how much theyâd caused her chest to ache , however the extravagantly stubborn part of her soul offered cruel justifications . Justifications that had been uttered to her countless times as insults being recycled to affirm it as true .
 She bitterly stared outside onto the balcony as a symphony of perfect laughter rang in her ears and clung to the last bit of her dignity as she pulled away , something she knew had to happen . It reminded her briefly of the pain that stung , when youâd sat in the rows of countless High School graduates and it felt as if the world had stopped and tilted on its axis before returning to its rotation as if nothing happened .Â
  She stared blankly as her deity encouraged her to get up , she continued to stare blankly at her emotions too much to handle with the timing . She couldnât deal with them at the moment so , she pushed them down to the furthest recesses of her mind . However , her deity having been such a large part of her life dried her tears and with the light of a new dawn pushed once again to keep moving forward . Giving her a specific time limit , a time limit that would undoubtedly change her life in a matter of minutes . Her diety towered over her , his golden eyes staring silently "You have the rest of your life to dread this , for now . Take 24 hours to decide if your allowing this life to continue on , and 2 months to tell the father " she felt a new slough of tears drip down her cheeks as she sobbed softly , her diety wiping her tears aways .
<<<<<<<<<<<< 24 hours Later >>>>>>>>>>>>>
Her time was running out and she knew it , but deep down she didnât desire to do what she knew needed to be done . So she stood her arms wrapped around the boxes , she was moving downstairs into her truck to mail home . She poked the silly creature's face , it was a plushie sheâd bought , which reminded her of the beanstalk she grew . She wasnât expecting the last person sheâd expected to be walking in the door â Morning darling , where are you heading off to with all the boxes ?â she froze , her eyes observed the panic and worry that he wore before swiftly and cooly explaining the situation âSisterâs having a baby , she asked me to get her some things from over here . She was also asking if I'd move in for a bit to babysit the kids for a while . Figured a vacation couldnât hurt , see my family ?â she said before he shrugged âDonât sound too shabby , eh ? Vacation in the US of Aâs ?â she rolled her eyes playfully , a fake chuckle sounded , she tensed mentally before Steven Grant snickered âIâll help you , yeah ?â she smiled âThanks â he nodded before disappearing out the door .Â
She listened to Steven go on about the date heâd gone on with Layla and how wonderful the date had gone , how the thrill of dating the woman had gone . How she'd appreciated the flowers that She had recommended and how thrilled Marc had been that the 3 of them were all compatible . She wondered briefly , if the affection theyâd once shared had meant anything to them ? If the raw emotion and vulnerability theyâd both shared still meant anything . Her thoughts then fluttered like a fly to shit , about the child . Would her child blame her ? Would her roommate hate her with her unborn child ? Was she an asshole for having yet to speak up about the child ? She would only ruin the boy's happiness , they told her countless times about their own childhood . Their reluctance to have children , theyâd confessed once after a round of Rumchata and Whiskey that Layla wouldâve been the only woman theyâd ever expected to have children with and Marc refused to entertain the idea anymore . At the time , it didnât matter because in their future , Layla was in the past and theyâd promised the future . Â
She was drawn from her thoughts as Steven giggled on about the new exhibit at the museum , her thoughts came to a sudden realization in that moment . The squeeze in her chest enough of a reminder as he squealed about inviting Layla to the event , her own chest seized impossibly tighter âHe invited me last time , we had some cheap take out and ate in the park on top of the picnic table and watched the pond ducksâ she said before deciding to leave the much needed conversation for another day .Â
Later on that weekÂ
Jake Lockley had been a friend and an ally for a long time , and he mentioned all of what heâd caught, which was most of the things that she knew she couldnât hide . It disturbed her on one level and comforted her on another , she only offered a chuckle âYou're silly !â she said, booping his nose âNo , whatâs silly is that . Khonshu mentioned your possibly going home â she paused deep in thought unlike Steven , Jake didnât fall for the sparkles nor the glitter âMy sister having a baby , i need to go home for a few weeks that's all â she said softly before he quirked a brow âWhich sister ? Once barely in high schoolâ she blinked at that âMy Aunt , but she's like a sister â he didnât believe her , but nodded nonetheless . âOkay and the baby stuff ?â she shrugged silently âIâm a nurse and i see cute things all the time , canât blame me can you ?â he quirked a brow and was hesitant to let the subject go . She could read it on his face but said nothing âJust tell me if - ⌠If you need a break or need something , yeah ?â she plastered the biggest smile she could muster . Before the timer on her phone went off and she jumped to grab her newly warmed bagel .
A week later Â
Marc Spector was the one fronting , when Khonshu confronted her . Marc was talking on and on about Layla and how wonderfully , she was getting along with Steven . How She adored Steven and even got Jake a set of new gloves . It struck a nerve in her heart as she ignored him , only nodding when prompted as she watched the streets below . It was one thing for her own deity to question her âA pathetic human ? Iâm sure I can convince one of my knights ? If you need an assistant ?â Marc stared blankly as she blushed deeply âWhat are you volunteering me for ?â Khonshu hummed .
Turning his attention to Marc as she glared attempting to shut the large bird brain up âY/nâs pregnant ! A pathetic human indeed , refusing to take responsibility â âKhonshu !!!â she seethed before Marc turned his attention to her âWhat !?â she felt the world spin , a situation like this caused by actions of her own as she turned her glare to Marc âNone of your fucking buisness bird brain !! Butt the fuck out !!â she snarled as Khonshu muttered something about ingrates before Marc stirred her from her mind âIs it ⌠You said ! â she felt her chest squeeze impossibly tight as her panic attack grew as he attempted to grab her elbow , she was panicking as she shoved him a bit roughly âFuck off ! Iâm not stupid â she snarled before she felt her decision was made âWell , obviously not . Your uterus is housing a fucking child !!â she glared silently .Â
  âDonât fucking worry ! Iâll be out of your hair soon enough !!â she grumbled , using her teleportation and going to her temporary place of thinking .Â
Later
Her phone rang ,her back hurt as she stared at the countless stars as her deity murmured their current plan . Her emotionalness threatened to overwhelm her as she arranged for it all , she knew the boys would be fine , Jake would eventually get over it or find them again . Steven and Marc had Layla so they wouldnât need her , teleporting sucked and when she teleported back to the apartment . She stretched softly knowing essentials were left as she stepped out of her room to find the flat trashed and whoever was staring at the mirror staring at the mirror âYou decided to grace us with your presence ?â she huffed softly and shrugged âAssuming that Jake doesnât know ?â she asked before he glared silently âAmor , no te preocupes . Solo nosotros podemos hacerlo ?(My love, don't worry, We can do this !) â he said softly pulling her into a hug âDonât worry about it â she said softly âPor que ? De quiĂŠn es ? No te duedo , es mio ? Verdad ?(Why ? Whoâs is it ? I donât doubt you , itâs mine right ?!)â he said softly , she pushed him back âNo. Iâm ripping the fucking bandaid off . Iâm not fucking doing this !! I-â she felt her throat tighten as her âMy sisters moved back to our home , she's pregnant . I-'' Jake stared softly as she debated it âThereâs a chance , a slight chance-â Jake stubborn as ever âI donât care ! Itâll be our baby either way !!â he explained and went on and on .
She interrupted him âJake . I love you , a lot . But I need to talk to Marc and Steven . I need to know what -Fuck !â she grumbled as it rained outside , the sun covered by the rain that cascaded down the glass âMe vale !! Los gueys no saben !! Te amo con todo lo que tengo ! Sin ti , no tengo poder !(I donât care , those idiots donât know ! I love you with everything I have ! Without you , i canât do it without you !!)â she felt tears drip down her cheeks , she cupped his cheeks . Emotions and Jakeâs promises lulling her to give in .Â
Before she looked into Marc's face as he glared â I donât want a baby with you ! We just got Layla back a little bit â she felt the tears dribbled down her cheeks as she snickered softly âNobody can hear us right ? Because you're a grade A asshole where no one can see ?! â he glared softly âThey canât handle us ! I fucking canât handle us , we donât work !?â she glared softly âBecause you're an arrogant prick ! â he rolled his eyes'' Is it ours ? Your going to America-â she pulled her dagger out so fast âIâm not killing my baby ! You might not want it , but i do . I have some papers for you to sign , do it now while you're fronting . Iâll be out of your collective hairs after this â he scoffed âYour a good roommate , a good friend âŚbest friend even . Donât trash-â she growled deeply âWhat ? There's nothing else for us ! You have Layla , so does Steven ! Jakes going to be next ! Just sign the fucking papers â he was silent before sighing and nodding .
Later
The paperwork was signed âWhat was the paperwork ?â she glared silently with an annoyed expression âDonât sign shit , you didnât read'' she said sarcastically âLegal paperwork , the baby is technically yours but , this paper says that you want no part in the baby and donât owe me anything â she said coldly âNice doing business with you , Mr.Spector . Until next time â she said softly grabbing her things ``So thatâs it ? You're not saying bye to the boys ?â she shook her head âJake will be the only one to follow me probably and Steven ⌠I donât know what to tellâemâ she said softly âI never will admit it , but you were dead on . Falling in love is for Chumps and Junkies and should stay in the fairytales' ' she said softly cocking a hip âSeriously ? Who made a baby with you ?â she stared softly âDoesnât matter anymore , Spector .â she said before promptly walking out the door and leaving .
Her last thoughts walking out of the building with her things was "How did we get here ?" ........
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Risk it - Harry Styles
a/n: this came so fast and typed most of it out at work lmao, but i kinda dig how it turned out!! hope youâll like it too! as always, feedback is very much appreciated!
pairing: professor!Harry x Reader
warning: sexual content
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You shake yourself a little bit to get rid of the spicy coldness thatâs been lingering around in the city in the past few days. Itâs only the end of August, but feels more like late October, though they say the warmness will return for a few more weeks shortly. That would be much needed, youâd love to enjoy some more lunches out in a park or down near the river before you are forced to withdraw into the insides for the rest of the year.
Looking around in the packed pub you look for the familiar golden locks of Piper and you quickly spot her in one of the corner booths, laughing joyfully with pinked cheeks probably from the almost empty pint of beer in front of her. Marching through the place you slide into the booth joining the group of three.
âAnd there she is!â Piper cheers.
âWe thought youâre gonna bail on us,â Abigail snickers and you just roll your eyes.
âI said I would come, just had some work to finish before,â you tell them, shaking your cardigan down your arms quickly, the air is thicker, mustier and much warmer in here, but itâs not surprising, the pub is packed, just as usual on a Friday evening.
âYou work way too much,â Piper shakes her head in disapproval as she downs the rest of her drink.
âIâll be working way less from September.â
âYeah, but youâll spend the rest of the week in school, so itâs gonna be the same!â Mona chimes in with furrowed eyebrows.
âThey promised me a fat raise if I get this degree within the next three years, I could definitely use the extra cash so I can finally buy my own place soon,â you explain.
You know they understand the situation and they wish you the best. They want to see you succeed in life and in your career, they just love teasing you about how dedicated you are towards your work, having to say immediately yes when your boss told you youâd get a new position and a raise if you finish the masters you never got to two years ago. You already had a handful of credits done that youâll be able to get accepted, meaning you only have about one year worth of credits to finish in two years while working. It might get a little overwhelming to have an almost fulltime job and go to school but youâre determined to do this.
âWe know, we know,â Abigail chuckles. âAlright, no more work or school talk tonight. We are here to let loose, so letâs get another round!â
Soon enough you are nursing a beer of your own, enjoying your time with your friends. Itâs been long all four of you were free on the same night. Piper got married last year, Abigailâs work forces her to travel around a lot and Mona has a bitch of a boss, making her work overtime a lot, so itâs been hard to fix up a date that fits everyone. Itâs been like this since you all finished your bachelors three years ago. You like to think youâre still a fresh little young adult who just barely stepped out into the big world, but itâs not true, hasnât been for a while. Youâre 24, you have a career, you live on your own, you take care of yourself fully. You are an adult, whether you like it or not.
Drink after drink, the four of you are getting tipsy, having an amazing time talking about the stories you shared back in university. Piper was your roommate first year uni, Mona and Abigail were in the room next to yours and you quickly became close friends, moved in for the rest of your studies until you all went your own ways after graduation, but keeping in touch as much as possible.
âIâm gonna get another one, but thatâs gonna be my last one, because I have some work to finish in the morning,â you announce climbing out of the booth.
âNo work talk!â Mona and Abigail shout at the same time making you laugh as you just wave them off and head to the bar.
Youâve been waiting for the line to get shorter, now only a few people are lingering around so you patiently wait for your turn, clutching onto your card in your hand. You donât pay much attention to the tall guy next to you, only when someone bumps into you from behind and makes you fall against his side.
âOh shoot, sorry! Someone pushed me,â you apologize immediately as the guy looks at you over his broad shoulder and your gaze meets a pair of green eyes framed with long lashes and a curious look in them.
âNo worries, Love,â he smiles and you almost gasp at the British accent that laces through his voice. You take a quick moment to inspect the man, he is standing almost a full head above you, wearing a simple black shirt and brown slacks, a set of bulky rings sitting on his fingers that are spread out on the counter in front of him, his whole left arm covered in ink and you feel the urge to examine every figure on his golden skin. His chocolate curls are kind of a mess, but still look well placed, you bet he is the type who only runs his fingers through his hair and makes it look breathtaking. He is handsome and definitely your type, looks older than you, but you wouldnât think he is over thirty.
âWhatâs your order?â he asks and your eyes snap up to him, realizing he is still looking at you.
âHuh?â
âWhatâs your order? Iâll get it for you so you donât have to wait longer.â âOh, Iâll just have a stout,â you tell him, feeling a little flushed from his offer. His eyebrows rise in surprise. âWhat?â
âDidnât take you as a stout person is all,â he smirks at you as the bartender appears in front of him with his drink, asking if he wants anything else. âAnd a stout, please.â The guy nods and disappears to get your drink.
âI uhhâI only have card though,â you speak up realizing you canât pay it back to him.
âDonât worry about it, itâs on me.â
âOh, no, that wouldnât be fair,â you protest and he seems amused that you donât just let him pay for your drink.
âHow about this: you pay for the next round. Me and my mates are sitting over there, just come over when you finish this,â he offers, pointing at two guys sitting a few booths away from you and your friends.
âThis was supposed to be my last round. I have to work in the morning,â you breathe out tilting your head.
âWhat? Work on Saturday? What kind of job is so cruel to make you work on a Saturday morning?â he asks with a boyish smile.
âOne that pays my bills and most importantly my beer,â you chuckle softly.
âOkay, then make it just a soda,â he cheekily says and you feel giddy that this man is so keen on having another drink with you.
âI guess that could work,â you smile just as the bartender appears with your drink and the handsome man pays for the drinks, just then you realize you donât even know his name. âIâm Y/N, by the way,â you tell him taking your beer. He tugs his wallet into his pocket before holding a hand out for you.
âHarry. Nice to meet you,â he smiles warmly and the moment you take his hand, you feel the tiny sparks. This man is surely something else. âIâll be waiting for our next round,â he cheekily tells you raising his glass before the two of you part and go back to your own groups. As expected, your friends are already waiting for you with wide eyes and excitement, having witnessed your little chat with Harry at the bar.
âWho was that?! No, wait, it doesnât matter. You need to go home with him!â Abigail smacks her hand to the table earning a chuckle from you.
âDonât be dramatic, I just met him.â
âAnd you have to get to know him better. Deeper, you know what I mean?â Mona prompts.
âOh my God, I canât believe you all. He is hot, but Iâm not looking to day anyone right now.â
âYou know, itâs starting to get boring to hear you say that you are just working on yourself these days. Thatâs not what youâre doing,â Piper gives you a look. âYou are wasting your time on work and school and all these stuff that will be there when youâre older. Live a little, Y/N!â she begs.
âYou guys make me appear like a no fun bitch, but thatâs not who I am!â you defend yourself, though you know they just want the best for you.
âA fun bitch would ditch us right now and go over to their booth and then ride his dick all night.â
You gasp at the unfiltered answer you just heard from Mona, but deep down, you know she is right. You havenât really let yourself be a little crazy in a while, your one night stands stopped the moment you graduated and stepped into the world of work. It just didnât fit into your everydays, you had a lot to worry about, making a living and keeping your life on track, but you have it all now. Whatâs stopping you from hooking up with a cute guy?
âIâm not gonna just ditch you guys, came here to spend time with you!â
âShut up, we are leaving then,â Abigail snaps, downing the rest of her drink in a blink of an eye and for a moment youâre speechless.
âWhat? No! We never get to spend quality time together, all four of us!â
âHoney,â Mona sighs. âWe love you and we know you need this. So go, get the tatted hottie and weâll meet up another time when youâll get to tell us all about how good the D was.â
âJesus, you guys are unbelievable,â you chuckle shaking your head, accepting the fact that they are really forcing you to do this.
They all quickly finish their drinks and get ready to leave, hugging you before they exit the place, leaving you alone in the booth. Staring down at the stout in front of you, feeling nervous to just walk up to the guys a few tables away, though Harry told you to go over, however he didnât invite you to join their group, just promised another round.
You take a few long gulps, hoping the strong drink will bring out your courage and before you could talk yourself down you grab your bag and drink, heading over to Harry and his friends. He is sitting at the far end so he easily spots you walking over, perching up in his seat when he sees you approaching.
âHey,â you greet them all with a shy smile, waving around. Thereâs a blond guy sitting across Harry and a brunette with equally as many tattoos on his arms as Harry.
âHey, you havenât finished your drink,â Harry observes with a small smirk.
âUm, no. But my friends left and I was wondering if I could⌠join you guys.â
âOh, the honor is yours! Take a seat beautiful!â the blonde one immediately slides further into the booth so you can sit across Harry. âIâm Niall, whatâs your name?â
âY/N.â
âSo very nice to meet you,â he grins at you, words thick with Irish accent. âThatâs Louis over there,â he gestures towards the third man who nods in your way with a welcoming smile.
âHi. Iâm hoping Iâm not interrupting though.â
âOh, never,â Niall shakes his head immediately. âWe saw you chatting up Harry at the bar, have been teasing him about going up to you since then,â he cheekily comments and you see Harry giving him a look, but Niall couldnât care less.
All three of them are hilarious and you love the dynamic in their friendship. Niall is clearly the loud one, Louis is the cheeky who is always up for some mischief and Harry is somewhat the serious bloke, but itâs clear he doesnât say no to any crazy ideas his two friends make up. You love the teasing and joking, they make you feel welcomed and as if youâd known them for longer than just an hour. As promised, you pay for Harryâs next drink, but you stick to just a lemonade, not wanting to overstep your own boundaries.
All while youâre sitting with the guys, you keep catching Harry eyeing you, your gazes meet over your drinks and at one point you feel his leg finding yours under the table, your ankles pressing together as he nudges you with his feet. You feel like a giddy teenager flirting with her crush, Harryâs effect on you is probably very clear too, but you donât care.
Louis is the first one to leave and Niall follows not long later, leaving you alone with Harry. The nerves are raging in you as you try to figure out which way to take it. Though he seems like a nice guy, you still donât want to take it any further than a hookup. Dating is just not in the cards for you right now. But how do you imply a one night stand? Do you ask him to come to your place? Or do you go to his? You would rather go to his so you can sneak out first thing in the morning, spare you an awkward talk over breakfast before you leave.
âWe should⌠get going too,â you suggest and Harry nods in agreement, finishing up the last gulps of his beer. You take a deep breath and decide to just be straight forward. âMaybe I could go to yours? Have another round there?â Your suggestion comes out fainter than you intended, but you still manage to sound confident. Harry seems a little surprised, but he doesnât voice it.
âAnother? Thought you were done for the night,â he tells with an amused smirk.
âIâm sure you have something alcohol free,â you shrug innocently.
âI surely do,â he nods. âAlright, letâs get going.
He calls an Uber and the two of you sit close in the car, thighs touching and at one point his large hand finds your thigh, squeezing it gently that sets a fire in your core almost immediately. Itâs been long youâve been touched by a man, you were starting to forget what it feels like, but you know Harry will remind you well about it.
He lives in a nice townhouse and you note how itâs not too far from the campus youâll be going to a lot in a week. He keys the two of you in, switching the lights on in his cozy home. Itâs not messy, more like lived in. A lot of books everywhere, the furniture doesnât match, but all together, the whole place is pulled together somehow. Itâs very like him.
âSo, what would you like to drink?â he asks walking into the open concept kitchen, grabbing two glasses from the cupboard. âI have some tea, orange juice, waterâŚâ
As you watch his broad back, his muscles moving under the soft fabric of his shirt, you quickly forget about any drink. You want him and you want him now. Walking up to him you slide between him and the kitchen counter, catching him by surprise when you cup his face in your hands and pull him down into a hard kiss, but a moment later his arms wrap around you, lifting you up from the ground until you are sat on the counter. You open your knees so he stands between them, his crotch meeting yours as you kiss messily, all tongues, tugging and nipping, but oh my! You absolutely love it. The man has a mouth full of magic and you can only imagine what else he can do with those lips.
A whimpered moan leaves your mouth when you feel his growing bulge rub against your core as his lips travel down your jawline and throat, kissing and licking on your heated skin.
âHarry, bedroom,â you demand grabbing onto his shoulders and he doesnât waste a moment, picking you up into his arms and heading somewhere down the hallway. You canât quite comprehend what way it is, youâre way too lost in the feeling of his lips on your collarbone and neck, surely leaving marks on you.
He lays you down to a king sized bed and gets on top of you right away, following his wandering down your body. His ring clad fingers work fast on the hem of your shirt, pulling it off you in a moment before he kneels up and gets rid of his own shirt. He looks breathtaking, all the tattoos littering his chest and stomach, you just want to kiss all of them, feel his skin on your lips.
As he unbuckles his leather belt you push down your skinny jeans, throwing the item to the side without ever taking your hands off him. The man surely has all your attention.
When his slacks join the rest of your clothes on the floor he climbs on top of you again, kissing down the valley between your breasts that are still covered in the lacy bra. Your underwear doesnât match, but something is telling you Harry is more eager to see you without them than to examine them. When he hooks his fingers into your panties and starts pulling them down, you reach to your back, unclasping the bra and in a blink of an eye, youâre lying completely naked in front of him.
âFuck, you look so hot, Y/N,â he breathes out before those magical lips start working on your nipples, making you moan and whimper under him.
Kissing down your stomach he spreads your thighs wide, gazing down at your naked sex and for a moment you feel a little self-conscious, but the lust in Harryâs eyes quickly makes it disappear.
âYouâre gonna let me have a taste, baby?â he murmurs, sending shivers down your spine as you nod eagerly.
He is not a tease. Harry dives right in, his lips meeting your clit, working his magic and you cry out his name, fingers tangling into his locks to keep him in place, not that he is about to stop anytime soon. He clearly enjoys pleasuring you.
âOh fuck!â you gasp when his tongue runs down your slit and he slowly pushes into you, making your back arch. You need him inside you, you need him to fill you up right now or else youâll burst. âHarry,â you breathe out, tugging on his shoulders, urging him to come back up.
He climbs up your body, a satisfied smirk on his glistening lips and when he kisses you hungrily, you can taste yourself on him.
âCondom,â you urge him, hands pushing down on his briefs, lips still locked as he reaches to the bedside table. You hear the familiar sound of the package ripping before he leans back, your eyes falling on his naked erection for the first time and your lips part seeing his cock, knowing already heâll feel you up so well. He rolls the condom on easily before returning to you, but you donât stay in that position too long. You want to ride this man, see him come undone under you. Being on top is already one of your favorite positions, but with Harry, you just know itâs going to be amazing.
You push on his shoulder and he understands your intention without a spoken word, so he rolls to his back and lets you straddle him, glancing down at his cock thatâs now grazing his lower stomach, so hard and throbbing just for you. His fingers dig into your hips when you wrap a hand around his length, positioning him to your center.
âOh fuck!â he moans when you ease down, his cock filling you up inch to inch, feeling so amazing like nothing before.
âShit,â you breathe out gasping when you sit on him fully, taking his whole length inside you, stretching your insides so nicely, your wet walls hugging him perfectly.
âYou feel so fucking good,â he murmurs lowly as you start buckling your hips, moving back and forth, up and down, the friction youâre creating swallowing you up entirely.
Harry canât take his eyes off you, a hand wandering up to cup your breast and you cover his hand with yours, encouraging him to squeeze, making you moan passionately. He starts buckling his hips in sync with your movements, meeting you with every little thrust, hitting just the right spots, building up your orgasm so easily like no man has ever done before.
âHarry, oh God!â you moan, falling forward, leaning onto your arms next to his head, your lips meet in a hungry and demanding kiss as he wraps his arms around your body, thrusting up into you hard and so good, you whimper against his lips.
âYouâre gonna cum for me, baby? I wanna see you feel good,â he pants, never slowing down. A few moments later he rolls the two of you around, your back hitting the sheets again as he moves one of your legs to rest on his shoulder, hitting a spot that almost makes you see stars.
âOh yes! There! Donât fucking stop!â you cry out so loud, you can only hope the walls are thick enough to keep your voice locked in the room.
âNot planning to,â he chuckles shortly before burying his face in the crook of your neck. You hold onto him for dear life, fingers digging into his sweaty skin, feeling as if you are melting into him.
Harry rocks into you relentlessly, your toes curling as you feel your orgasm finally arriving, making you gasp for air.
âHarry! Iâm gonna cum!â you moan and he lifts his head, never stopping, not even for a second. His green eyes lock on your gaze, curls flopping into his forehead as he watches you in awe.
âLet it go for me, baby. Cum all over me, I wanna see how good Iâm making you feel.â
âSo fucking good!â
He picks up his pace just enough to make you lose your mind. It hits you like a pile of bricks, your orgasm washing over you in intense waves as you moan his name again and again. Your walls clench around him and itâs enough to throw him over the edge as well. His thrusts become uncoordinated and harder as his mouth hangs open.
âFuck, Y/N! You feel so fucking amazing!â he whimpers through his pleasure and you watch him fall apart, panting and gasping for air, trying to remember every little detail about him. This is an experience you surely wonât forget and will probably fantasize about a lot when youâre alone at home, playing with yourself, seeking release.
A few more sloppy thrusts later he stops, kissing your lips passionately before he pulls out and falls to the mattress next to you. You both need a few minutes to recover from it, just panting and laying numbly next to each other, Harryâs arm thrown over your stomach. You turn to the side and immediately meet his glistening eyes, filled with satisfaction and bliss. When he finally recollects himself he pecks your lips softly before leaving the bed. You watch him remove the used condom, tie it and toss it into the small trash can near his dressed before he moves to the bathroom. When he reappears, he is wearing a fresh pair of boxers and he has a wet washcloth in his hand. Sitting beside you he gently cleans you up as you murmur your thank you.
âWant something to sleep in?â he asks then and you nod. He grabs you a t-shirt and a pair of loose shorts that you put on gladly. They smell exactly like him, soap, something citrus-like and a hint of anise.
He returns to bed and pulls you into his embrace, you gladly make yourself comfortable curled up to his side. Lying there, feeling his fingers gently running up and down your arm almost makes you want more from him. You could get used to share a bed with him and itâs not just because of the mind-blowing sex, but he is a lovable person. You feel bad youâre planning to leave without a trace in the morning, but then you tell yourself itâs what has to happen.
Harry doses off soon and you follow him right after, the warmth of his body puts you to sleep easily. When you wake up itâs still clearly early. Harry is sleeping soundly next to you, face squished into the pillow and you almost stay, wanting to see what heâs like in the morning, but you donât let yourself change your mind.
You get dressed into your own clothes and leave the ones he lent you on top of his dresser. You tiptoe out of his room and grab your bag before looking for a piece of paper and a pen. You quickly scribble down a short note for him.
âHad fun last night. Hope you wonât be mad, but I only saw it as a one night stand. Youâre an amazing man, Harry. Iâm glad we met. Xx  âY/Nâ
Itâs more than nothing, than leaving without a word and you donât let the guilt take over you. Taking one last look around, glancing in the way of the bedroom where he is still asleep, you pack it all up and put it to the back of your mind before walking out.
The last week before your classes start passes by faster than you imagined. Itâs your last week fully in the office so you try to work a little ahead, staying in afterhours so you wonât have that much to take care of while you get used to being a uni student again. You usually get home after nine and basically fall into bed right away, and you even work during the weekend before the Monday when school starts. You go to bed way too late so itâs not a surprise you wake up late. You get ready in a rush, throwing out your plan to get a coffee on your way out the window since you are way behind time. Running across campus youâre lucky you already know your way around so you donât have to wander around, looking for the room you have to be at, but even when you finally reach the right hallway youâre ten minutes late to the class.
Introduction to International Relations, held by Prof. Styles, 8.30-10.00, it reads on the little timetable attached to the way next to the closed doors and you pray the man didnât start in time, so youâd be late with just a few minutes. Taking a deep breath you push the door open trying to make no sound and unfortunately, you are met with an auditorium full of people, everyone looking at you as if it was against the law to be a little late to class.
What the Hell is wrong with students these days? Being late was usual when I was a freshman, you think to yourself as you step inside, closing the door behind you, getting ready to apologize to the professor.
âIâm so sorry, Professor Styles, IâShit,â you end your sentence with a whisper as your eyes fall on the man standing on the podium. He hasnât turned to you, his eyes are fixed on a paper in his hand, probably the syllabus because he must have been in the middle of introducing the class, but the sudden whispering that starts upon your apology that turned into shit, he finally looks up and his eyes fall on your frozen figure.
Professor Styles is none other than Harry. As in The Harry you met at the pub a week ago, had the best sex with and left without leaving your number to him in the morning. Now he is staring back at you with the same amount of panic and surprise as you.
âWhatâI uhhâŚâ He clears his throat, looking around and seeing about a hundred pairs of curious eyes who are witnessing the awkward run-in. âTake a seat,â he then firmly says, clenching his jaw as you nod.
With your heart beating in your throat you keep your eyes down on your feet as you rush over to a free seat somewhere at the front, since the back is already kinda full.
âSo, uhhâAs I was saying this is an introduction so weâll talk about a lot of different topics, I want you to have a view of the most important aspects before moving onto separate fields.â
You donât dare to look up as Harry talks about the class, the syllabus, how the semester will be built up and what youâll have to do to pass. Scribbling your wobbly notes, you nervously bounce your legs under the desk, flashbacks from your time with him popping into your mind through the whole lecture.
This feels like something straight out of a ridiculous movie. How is it possible, that the one time you finally decide to have a one night stand with a hot guy, he turns out to be your professor?! Thatâs just your luck, it seems.
Harry doesnât drag the lecture long, dismisses everyone after an hour once every question has been answered. You plan to escape right away, but it turns out Harry doesnât want to just sweep it under the rug.
âCan I have a word with you?â he asks stepping to your desk as you are furiously shoving your stuff into your bag.
âUh, sure,â you nod, not like you have a choice. Youâd love to run, but he is your professor, it would sit well if you ditched him on the first day of school.
You slow your packing down so you finish right when the last student has left the room. Grabbing your bag you turn to face Harry who now seems furious, vivid if you might say. He strides over to the door and shuts it before facing you.
âYou said youâre working!â is the first thing he throws at you, making you raise your eyebrows.
âBecause I am! Iâm finishing my masters so I can get a promotion!â you defend yourself.
âWait, so how old are you?â he asks with a puzzled look.
âIâm twenty-four, what did you think?â You feel offended, did he think you were younger or older? Neither would sit well anyway, so thereâs no good answer.
âI-I donât know, but when you walked right into my class I surely thought you were twenty or something,â he explains exhaling sharply. âOkay, so twenty-four. But still, you could have told me you are a student here.â
âExcuse you? Why would have I told you, we met that night, of course I didnât share my whole fucking life with you! Besides, you didnât say a thing about being a college professor either,â you spat at him and it seems like he realizes your argument is quite valid. He canât blame it all on you.
âOkay, youâre right. Sorry.â
Thereâs a short silence as the anger dies down and the awkwardness and shock returns. Itâs such an impossible situation, you never thought youâd have to deal with anything similar. Having an affair with your professor? This shit is straight out of some teenage drama.
âI can⌠drop the lecture, if you want. Only took it as extra credit, because I was interested in it,â you offer the first rational option that comes to your mind.
âNo, I mean⌠you donât have to. Messing around with credits at this time sucks, you wouldnât be able to find something else.â
âOkay, so then what?â
âI guess weâll just pretend like nothing happened,â he shrugs before his eyes meet yours. âLike you did in the morning when you left without leaving your number.â
His comment spikes, you can tell he was hurt that you didnât stay, though now is probably not the best time to bring it up.
âWell, sorry. I didnât think of it as more,â you dryly say.
âThatâs not how you came off, however. Having laughs with me and my friends like weâve known each other for years and thenâŚâ he doesnât finish, but you have an idea what he wanted to say. And then you had insanely good sex and fell asleep cuddling. It feels illegal to even think about it in this building.
âLook, Iâm really sorry I left like that, but look at it this way: if we would have taken it further, it would be way worse now, wouldnât it?â
âMaybe we would have talked more later and found out about this and wouldnât have had to face each other under these circumstances.â
He has a point, but it doesnât matter now. The past is the past and you have to figure out how to treat this odd situation.
âYou think you can forget about it and we can be professional? I really donât want this to affect my studies,â you truthfully ask. Harry stares at you for a long moment before nodding.
âI think we can make it work. We are both adults, letâs put it behind us.â You nod, satisfied with his answer. âSo whatâs your major and why do you need it for your job?â
âItâs communication. Iâm set to take over our international partnership groups, but the board is set on having someone with a higher degree. I told my boss I started it back then but never finished when I started working. He said I would instantly get the position if I finished my masters, so⌠here I am.â
Harry nods, chewing on your answer. Suddenly, as you look at him, guilt washes over you. He is such a genuine and lovely man, yet you left so abruptly, never even giving him a chance. Not that it would have made this situation any different, but it seems like you hurt him.
âHarry, I really am sorry for leaving. I had a great time with you, but I donât think dating just fits into my life right now. I felt like youâd want more and I didnât want to deal with all the explaining and apologizing.â
âI get it. It just would have been nicer to talk it out. Not that it makes a change now,â he adds with a soft smile.
âSo weâre good?â you ask hopefully.
âYeah. Professional and all,â he smiles nodding and you feel like a rock has been lifted off your shoulders.
âGreat. Well, I guess Iâll see you later, professor,â you add a little cheekily and you see the fire in his eyes instantly, but he holds his tongue, not commenting on how sexual it sounds from your mouth. You couldnât miss out on the teasing.
âDismissed,â he nods turning away from you as he walks back to his desk. You walk out with the longest sigh thatâs ever left your lips.
âProfessor Styles! Youâve gotta be kidding me!â Piper screams at you over Facetime later that week when the two of you have your usual little chat. Youâre making dinner while she lies on her couch, staring at you from the screen with the widest eyes. You just told him the whole thing with Harry and she almost choked. âThe man is a professor? This shit is wild!â âNot just a professor, he is my fucking teacher, Piper!â you chuckle awkwardly. You still havenât fully wrapped your mind around the fact that you hooked up with your professor.
âHow old is the dude to be teaching at a university?â
âWell, he said he is twenty-nine. I might have done a little search and since he is british, schooling was a little different for him. Apparently, he finished high school early as a fucking genius that he is, then uni, masters and everything. He started teaching at my school two years ago. The guy is like a big name in the field of social sciences.â
âDamn, he is a gem. So whatâs gonna happen now? Yâall gonna fuck on his desk after class?â
âPiper!â you snap at her.
âWhat? I hope youâre not thinking about passing on him.â
âI passed on him way before I knew he was my professor. We canât have anything going on because one, he is my professor and two, because Iâm not looking for anyone to date.â
âYou are so full of bullshit, Y/N,â she snorts. âSo what if he is your professor? Just for this semester. Keep it a secret and then itâs done. Youâre not some eighteen year-old freshman, he is just five years older than you.â
âYou canât be serious,â you shake your head. âIâm not going to have an affair with my teacher.â
âNot an affair, a relationship! You gotta hold onto good dick if you find one. This is what I did with Ronan,â she smirks satisfied.
âYeah, itâs not happening.â
âWhy not?â
âPiper, have you been listening to what I was saying?â you ask in disbelief. âYeah, five years is not much, but Iâm pretty sure thereâs a rule against teachers dating students.â
âRules are for losers. You literally found the perfect guy and youâll just throw him away? Said it yourself after your hookup that you liked the guy. Why are you being so difficult?â
âSorry for not wanting to get myself or Harry out of the university,â you scoff turning the stove off under the sauce before you burn it all.
âHarry? So youâre just calling him Harry?â Piper wiggles her eyebrows at you, leaning closer to the camera and you just groan at her. How was this the only thing that stuck to her?
âI canât fucking believe you,â you mumble under your breath.
âOkay, yeah, I get you. I truly do. But Iâm also your friend who wants to see you happy. So Iâm just saying that if he makes a move⌠be open. He is your professor for only one semester, so once itâs over you are free to do whatever. Fuck, date, anything.â
Soon enough you fall into a pattern with your everydays. Mondays, Tuesdays and Friday mornings are for school. Wednesdays and Thursdays are spent on campus at your lectures and you usually go into the office on Friday afternoons to make sure everything works fine before you go off for the weekend. Having so many credits accepted from before, you have less classes meaning that you have less work to do with school as well. There are a few papers and assignments, but nothing too crazy. You genuinely enjoy your classes, each of them unique in a different way but if youâre being honest, Harryâs class is your favorite. He has done a great job at building up the lectures. Introduction classes tend to be shallow and boring, but not Harryâs. He has chosen interesting but still important topics and he makes sure the students are always involved and he isnât just reading up his slides dully. There are a lot of discussions, everyone gets to tell their opinion and Harry genuinely seems interested in anything his students have to say.
You also came to realize his class is full of girls, only a handful of men dared to sign up. You didnât pay attention the first time for obvious reasons, but as you looked around the next week you saw heart eyes and lustful gazes towards the man standing on the podium talking. Youâre not sure if Harry doesnât notice it or just chooses to ignore it, but he is doing a good job at staying professional. In the aspect of your situation as well.
For a bit you were afraid he would have hard feelings towards you or treat you differently, but itâs not the case. You are just another pair of curious eyes and ears at his lectures, only that sometimes you catch yourself daydreaming about that one night. When that happens you can always feel yourself blushing and an irrational fear that Harry can hear your thoughts invades your mind, though itâs stupid. But you always try to stay low just in case.
 Itâs early October when an unexpected project lands in your hands at work, setting you back in your schedule. You work through the weekend just to get it right but that means that you couldnât start working on your paper for Harryâs class that has to be turned in by the end of the week. So next Monday morning when class is over you walk up to him to ask for some more time.
âHey, can I have a word with you?â you ask and as he glances up at you he seems surprised you initiated a private conversation.
âSure, whatâs the matter?â
âI just wanted to ask if I could have just a little more time to turn my paper in. I know itâs due Friday, but Iâm a little behind and it would be amazing if I could work on it on the weekend. Iâm sure Iâd be done by next Monday.â
Youâre afraid he might think you want to use your history and take advantage of it, but it seems like Harry looks more concerned than upset about your request.
âYeah, sure. Everything alright though?â
Your eyes wander around the room, only a few more people are left inside and they are heading out as well. For some reason, you are a little paranoid that someone might figure out what happened between you and Harry though itâs nearly impossible.
âIâm good, I just got some extra work last week and it totally threw me off.â
âOh, what kind of project?â
âI just have to put together a communication plan for three of our partners and itâs taking way more time than I expected,â you admit with a chuckle.
âI think I have an amazing book about international communication plans. I could lend it to you, if youâd like. It has amazing tips on sustainability.â
âThat would be⌠amazing,â you say, surprised by his nice offer.
âAre you on campus tomorrow?â
âYeah, I have a lecture. I can come by your office.â
âFantastic,â he smiles warmly. âAnd donât worry about the paper. Youâre not the first one to ask for more time. If you hand it in on Monday itâs gonna be perfectly fine,â he assures you.
âThank you Harry. I-I mean Professor Styles,â you correct yourself, feeling awkward that you called him by his first name, but he just chuckles.
âYou can call me Harry outside class.â âOkay,â you smile nodding. âThen, see you tomorrow,â you say as you leave the room.
You spend the rest of the day working unfortunately, still a lot to do with your project. Itâs hard to harmonize three different companies from three nations, working in different time zones. The next day you decide to skip your lecture in the noon. The professor is not too strict on attendance so youâre just gonna find a nice coffee place, set up a temporary office and work some more so you can finish everything on time.
You find Harryâs office easily. The door is open and you spot him sitting behind his desk right away, searching for something in a stack of papers. His office resembles a lot to his home, it has a cozy vibe but looks still very much academic with all the books lining on the shelves on the two sides of his desk. You knock on the doorframe as you arrive and his green eyes shoot up to your figure.
âHey! Come on in!â he smiles at you. âJust a moment please,â he asks, still vigorously flipping the pages until he finally stops. âHere it is, Iâve been looking for it for ages,â he mumbles to himself and you smile. He looks a lot like the version of him you met at the bar. A fun, nice guy, clearly a little lost in his own world, but it amuses you rather then annoys. You wonder what could be happening in that brilliant mind of his.
He pushes himself away from the table and walks over to his bag that lies on the small sofa in the corner. Digging into it he pulls out a thick book that he hands over to you.
âWow, lengthy,â you chuckle as you flip through the pages quickly.
âYeah, looks a little dry but I promise itâs good. I put a note to the chapters that are the most relevant to you,â he explains and just then you spot a yellow post-it on one of the pages, a few more following behind.
âOh, thank you. Thatâs really nice of you.â You smile up at him warmly, holding the book to your chest. âIâll bring it back as soon as Iâm done.â
âTake your time,â he nods. âAnd how is it going so far?â
âUh, itâs⌠going,â you say with a tired chuckle. âItâs a little tricky, but Iâm sure Iâll solve it. Iâm gonna work some more on it now, so hopefully Iâll be done within the next few days.â
âYouâre not going to class?â
âNo, I allowed myself a skip this week so Iâm gonna find a cafĂŠ or something.â
âYou could⌠stay here, if youâd like. I could even help if you let me have a look at it. I mean Iâm not an expert in communication but Iâm good with multicultural stuff.â His offer catches you by surprise and for a moment you want to say no, but then you realize he might actually be helpful. Another set of eyes is always beneficial.
âYou donât have a class?â
âNot until four, no.â
âAnd you sure I can stay? I donât want to bother you.â
âYouâre not. Please, I would love to take a look at what youâve put together.â
You hesitate for another moment, but then let your bag slip off your shoulder as you walk over to the armchair in front of his desk.
You pull your laptop out of your bag and set it on the table so both of you can see from the two sides of the desk. You open up what you have so far, explaining it in details and Harry listens intently, nodding and humming along so you know he is following. At the end you tell him your concerns, the ones youâve been trying to rule out these past few days so you can finish it all up.
âThis looks amazing, Y/N. Iâm very impressed by the way you synchronized it all.â âThank you, but itâs not perfect, so I have a lot to work on. Any thoughts though?â
Harry asks you a few questions before he gives his two cents, telling you what he would do and change. His point of view actually helps a lot, allows you to see the whole thing from a different angle and he gives you some awesome tips. Before you could realize, the two of you are deep in the project, all kinds of books splattered across his desks as you work together to finish the thing. Two hours pass by as it was just two minutes, but at the end, you have it all figured out.
âOh my God. I canât believe itâs done!â you breathe out, scrolling through the document you put together for your boss. Everything is put together, well-thought and in place, thanks to Harryâs help. âHarry, thank you. You literally saved my life,â you chuckle softly, leaning back in the armchair you havenât left in hours.
âYou had a strong base, I just helped you find a few solutions, but it was all you.â
âDonât belittle it, you literally had so many ideas even in fields you are not familiar with. You really are a genius.â
âIâm just good at using my sources,â he smiles at you, glancing down at all the books he has pulled out during the process. âIt was fun working on something so practical, Iâm way too used to literal things.â
âOh stop, you want me to feel bad because you are this ridiculously smart college professor who doesnât get to work on practical projects?â you tease him earning a boyish smile.
âMaybe I do want that.â
âWell, youâre not getting it,â you laugh and he joins you. Once the mood settles you realize how good it felt to be around him. The dynamic the two of you had was so great, working with him felt like a fun activity. And now that youâre done, you really donât want to leave this office though you know you have to.
âYou know, I might come to you with work stuff all the time. You just spared so much time for me, I really thought I wouldnât finish before Friday.â
âMy door is always open,â he smirks shrugging. âIâm glad we got to work together. You really are great at what you are doing. Your boss is lucky to have you around. Iâm sure youâll be an amazing group leader once you get your degree.â
âThank you.â
His compliment actually means a lot. Aside from this weird situation, Harry is a brilliant mind in his field. Hearing him tell you that he thinks you are doing an amazing work is such a boost to your ego.
âWell, I owe you one for this,â you tell him as you start packing up.
âYeah? Iâll keep that in mind for sure,â he smirks, watching you put your things away.
âMhm, see you around, Harry,â you smile, waving in his way before walking out.
âSee you, Y/N.â
Thanks to Harry you get to turn in your project in time and write his paper until the original due date as well. You send it in email and for your biggest surprise he answers later that day.
âGlad you could finish in time, canât wait to read your thoughts on the topic! âHâ
Itâs a simple message, but what catches your eyes is the signature at the end. It reads his full name, Prof. Harry Edward Styles, the schoolâs name, his official office hours and at the very end⌠his phone number.
Looking at it you think it seems a little out of place, as if it doesnât belong there originally, he just added it to your email, but you canât tell. Is this a hint? Does he want you to call or text him? What if he puts it into every email, not just yours? Would it be awkward to text? Why do you even want to text him in the first place? You agreed to stay away from him!
It keeps eating you the whole evening, staying on your mind, doesnât matter what you do. After youâve drunk a glass of wine with your dinner you finally make up your mind, convincing yourself itâs strictly friendly as you type in the words.
Y/N: Turned my project in, my boss already emailed me he likes it so far. Thanks for the help again. âY/N
His reply comes fast and luckily, he doesnât question why you decided to text him.
Harry: Glad I could help! Ran over your paper, looks great too. Youâre doing an amazing job, Y/N.
Thereâs no stopping after that. The two of you keep talking through texts and though itâs all casual and friendly, you donât feel bad about it, because in class, you still keep it professional and you have no advantage. He treats you just like any other student, keeping your friendship away from whatever happens in the classroom.
The line slowly starts to blur, however. You think way more about Harry than you should and you actually find yourself regretting that youâre not able to get as close to him as you want. He fascinates and attracts you in ways no one ever could before and something is telling you he shares these feelings, but you are both keeping it at bay, afraid what would happen if you let your desires take the lead. You just wish you could go out with him, have drinks with him and his friends like the night you met him, forget about how he would always stand on the podium on Monday morning no matter what happens and heâll be grading your papers. Mixing feelings with this impossible situation might turn it into a disaster and you know you have to stay strong, but itâs getting harder.
Harry is the kind of teacher who likes to finish his class before everyone else, so when December rolls around everyone already has their grades from the papers that had to be turned in through the semester, so when December rolls around itâs all just free talks, he starts interesting discussions about topics students want to talk about. His lectures feel like free time but still, no one skips them because they are always so entertaining and interesting.
âAlright, weâll meet for the last time next week. As per suggested, weâll talk about the European Union so get your questions and thoughts ready,â he smiles around, ending the lecture. âY/N? Can we talk for a second?â
âSure,â you smile at him. Putting your things away you walk up to his desk much more carelessly than before.
âSo I have a question and you can totally tell me if you donât want to go, but thereâs this great International Affairs Summit next weekend just a few towns over, not more than a two hours ride. I thought that you might be interested in going? Theyâll have some awesome presentations and displays, thought it might interest you.â
For the first time since youâve met him, he seems nervous, stumbling over his words a little as he avoids looking into your eyes. He looks so much younger, not at all like the respected professor that he is. He is just Harry now, the guy you bonded over that stout he paid for.
âSounds nice,â you answer smiling at him, he seems surprised at your answer. âI would love to go.â
âReally?â You chuckle at his disbelief.
âReally.â
âJust to be clear itâs not a school thing, itâs gonna be the two of us,â he clears and your grin widens.
âItâs clear. Still want to go.â
âAmazing,â he breathes out, a smile finally tugging on his lips. âI can pick you up in the morning.â
âSure. Can we discuss the details in text? I have a meeting soon.â
âOh, yeah. Of course. Weâll talk later,â he nods enthusiastically, seemingly very joyful that you agreed to go on this trip with him.
âSee you later, Harry!â you wave at him walking out of the classroom.
âLater!â
Piper would be very satisfied to know that you are going away with Harry this weekend. Though you still try to tell yourself itâs nothing more than just a friendly thing, youâre not fooling yourself. You want it to be more and now that the semester is over, your doubts and fears are almost fully forgotten and left at the beginning of September. Soon Harry wonât be your professor and you now see that it wouldnât be that bad if something more happened between the two of you. You grew close through the year even though you only kept in touch through phone, appearing publicly wasnât really an option, but still, you got to know him better and you liked him. A lot. There was no use in denying that.
Harry picks you up early in the morning and so the little trip begins. You take control over the music and play some of your favorites to him while he drives, educating him on recent popular music. Then he shows you some of his favorites, playing a lot of Fleetwood Mac and you werenât expecting anything else from him.
He looks great today in a creamy colored knitted sweater, black wool coat and grey checkered slacks. His hair is now longer than when you met him for the first time, but it just adds to his amazing look, he rocks it pretty well.
The two hours pass by fast and you arrive to the Summit. Checking out the program the two of you choose the presentations youâre most interested in, leaving some time in the middle of the day to have lunch somewhere near.
You choose a sandwich bar that has a nice winter garden at the back looking out to a little pond. You sit at a small table, the conversation hasnât stopped since the morning, only paused when the presentations were happening, but you always picked up right where you were before. Harry tells you about his time at university back in the UK and youâre a little surprised to hear that he was kind of a wild kid for a while.
âYou? Wild?â you laugh. âI canât picture it.
âIt was mostly the first year though. Felt like I canât miss out on anything so I was at every party and gathering,â he chuckles softly.
âAnd why did you stop?â âI donât know,â he shrugs, but you know he is not telling you the truth, so you gently kick his leg under the table. âAlright, but you canât laugh!â
âI wonât, I promise!â
âIt sounds very nerdy, but I fell in love with studying. I mean I was always a good student, thatâs why I could finish high school earlier, but I did it to be done with it already. But then I grew an odd love to studying, to learning new things. I wanted to read every book there is, know everything in the world.â
âAnd do you know everything now?â you ask with a soft smile, completely in awe with how he talks about his passion for sciences. You donât find it funny at all, more admirable.
âNot even a fraction of it,â he chuckles. âBut I learn something new every day,â he shrugs.
âWhat did you learn today?â
âThat Nicki Minaj and Miley Cyrus had⌠beef?â He is a little unsure about the last word that you taught him today in the car when you were listening to a song from Miley. It sounds so funny hearing from his mouth.
âYeah, beef,â you nod chuckling. âGreat knowledge youâve learned today.â
âI learn a lot from you,â he smiles cheekily. âBut really. Iâm glad you could come today. Felt like I needed to take this step since you took the one before this.â
âHuh?â you ask, a little confused about what he is talking about. Then, as if he realizes he just said something he shouldnât have, he chuckles nervously, keeping his eyes on his iced tea on the table.
âWell, I hope this wonât be too weird, but when you emailed me your paper back in October and I replied⌠I put my phone number into my signature and told myself that if you use it, Iâll take it as a hint that you⌠are open to more. And you did send me a text, took the risk so I thought I should be taking it next.â
You look at him in awe. So you were right, he did put his number in just for you and wanted you to use it. Youâre amazed at how sneaky he was to find out how youâre feeling about him, but now youâre glad you took the risk and texted him.
âSo you asked me to come today. I see where we are standing,â you nod smirking.
âYouâre not mad? At the number thing?â
âWhy would I?â you ask with a soft chuckle. âYou didnât do anything wrong.â
âYes, but we agreed to keep it professional and all along I yearned for something more and threw you this hint. When I sent the email I wanted to take it back immediately, thinking that youâd see through me right away,â he admits.
âWell, I didnât,â you tell him making him laugh. âI debated for a long time whether I should text you or not and then just⌠said fuck it!â
âIâm glad you did,â he smirks and his gaze holds yours for a little, you can feel the moment youâre sharing. This conversation has definitely opened a door for the two of you.
The rest of the day passes by peacefully. You love having Harry with you and discuss the presentations with him later. He has a great mind, you love sharing your thoughts with him, get deep whenever something really catches your attention. Itâs so easy to talk to him and you actually feel like he values your thoughts, unlike some men you had to deal with in the past.
During the ride back home you keep thinking about whether you should take it any further or not. You surely donât want him to be just a one night stand anymore, itâs still very fresh but you actually feel like youâve started falling for him and you wonder where he is standing in the situation right now. Today has changed a lot so when he parks in front of your building, you decide to just risk it again, like you did it so many times with him.
âWould you want to come up for a little? I could show you that article I talked about today,â you say, trying to sound calm though you see the surprise in his eyes, he wasnât expecting this invitation.
âI⌠would love to. You sure itâs not too late?â
âPositive,â you smirk at him unbuckling yourself.
He follows you up to your apartment. Itâs definitely not as big as his home, but you take pride in it. Itâs the perfect size for you and youâve worked a lot on making it your home. Harry is looking around, inspecting the place as you walk into the small kitchen and grab two bottles of beer, offering one for him.
âThank you,â he murmurs, following you to sit on the plush couch you adore so much. It feels like a cloud is swallowing you up. âThis place suits you.â
âThanks. You know, this is what I thought about yours too.â
âYeah? I think mine is just a mess,â he chuckles, taking a sib from his beer.
âItâs a good mess. Liked it.â
There is some tension, but in a good way if you might say. As if you both were unsure about where itâs heading, walking on eggshells, not knowing where the boundaries are lying as of right now.
âYou know, the semester is almost over,â you imply, giving him an innocent look.
âIâm very much aware of that, the pile of tests on my desk waiting to be graded reminds me every day of it,â he chuckles making you smile too.
âMhm and it also means that very soon you wonât be my professor anymore.â
You scoot closer, your knees coming in contact with his thigh and he sucks on his breath, looking down at the spot where you two touch. You really hope he wonât turn you down, because youâve already gotten your hopes up about making it work.
âIs that so?â
âYes,â you nod confidently. He doesnât move and youâre losing patience. So grabbing his beer from his hand you place his and yours as well to the small coffee table before shamelessly swinging a leg over him, sitting on his lap. Your hands rest on his broad shoulders and his hands immediately find their way to your waist, his thumb caressing the skin that shows from under your ridden up shirt. However you see hesitation in his eyes.
âHarry?â
âYeah?â
âWhatâs going on in your head, talk to me,â you ask him softly, tilting your head to the side.
âI just⌠I know soon itâs gonna be alright for us to⌠you know. But I⌠I hope you know itâs not a game for me.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âThat Iâm all in, Y/N. I know itâs been a crazy few months, but I really like you. A lot. I love talking to you, I love it when you are talking so passionately about things that interest you. I love how open and hardworking you are. I think that youâre an amazing person and I donât want this to just be some passing, quick thing. Iâm serious about this. About you.â
You canât hold your growing smile back as your hands move up to cup his cheeks. Leaning closer you peck his lips softly.
âGreat. Because Iâm serious too.â
Harry breathes out in relief and a second later he is kissing you hungrily, letting his desire take over after holding back for so long. You werenât the only one having a hard time during lectures. He hated how he always found himself looking in your way, thinking about how beautiful you are, how amazing it felt to hold you in his arms and it ached his heart that he had to keep himself so far away from you. When you took the risk and texted him, he could cry in excitement and he knew right in that moment that he is fucked for you.
Though it started a little rocky, now that he has you in his arms again, he wouldnât change a thing, because it brought him to this very moment and he is overwhelmed with joy. He is more than ready to show you how serious he is about you, not just with his words but his actions, so he is quick to leave the couch and navigate into your bedroom to relive that mind-blowing night the two of you shared back in late August.
âCongrats, Miss Y/L/N. We are looking forward to seeing you work your magic as the leader of the group.â The executive manager shakes your hand and you see your boss from the corner of your eye, looking at you proudly.
âThank you. I wonât disappoint,â you smile back.
You say your goodbye to everyone else in the room before finally heading out with the widest smile on your face. You did it. You finally got the promotion.
You finished your masters just a month ago and this meeting was scheduled almost immediately. For a while you were afraid they wouldnât wait until you finish your studies, but they proved that they wanted no one else but you, making you feel so valued.
Walking back to your office you do the rest of your work left for the day, finishing up every pending task so you can be free for the weekend. When five oâclock finally comes you pack up and head out. Pushing through the double doors you step out into the warm July afternoon, immediately spotting a mop of curls you know all too well. Harry is waiting for you leant against his car with a huge bouquet of flowers, smiling at you with pride as he watches you cross the parking lot.
âWhatâs this for?â you ask teasingly when he pushes himself away from the car and kisses you softly before saying anything.
âA little something to celebrate your promotion.â
âHow do you know I got it?â you ask, trying your best to sound serious. He narrows his eyes at you in suspicion.
âI knew youâd get it, who else would get it? Did they not fucking give it to you?â he asks, working himself up at the thought that you werenât the one to get promoted.
âRelax, I got it,â you chuckle, wrapping your arms around his neck to kiss him a little longer this time.
âI was ready to fight whoever I needed to,â he mumbles against your lips, a smirk tugging on the corners of his mouth.
âWhat a gentleman,â you giggle pecking his lips again.
âThat I am. And not just because I would throw a fist for my love, but because I knew youâd get it so I went ahead and booked us a mini vacation for this weekend. So letâs head home, you have thirty minutes to pack before we leave,â he smirks down at you, clearly satisfied with himself.
Harry is always full of surprises. In the one and half year youâve been officially together, he never failed to surprise you with the tiniest things, make you feel loved and appreciated no matter how long youâve been dating.
âWhere are we going?â you ask in excitement, eyebrows shooting up on your forehead.
âIf I told you, it wouldnât be a surprise, would it?â
Harry listened to every hint youâve dropped how youâd love to spend some time away in some cabin in the woods, disconnecting from the world just for a little and he found the perfect place for that a few hours away. He knew youâd be the one to get promoted so he took the risk to book it weeks ahead, making sure youâll have the perfect place for the celebration. You have a slight guess itâs gonna be like that because Harry is great at taking hints, but what you doesnât know is that deep down his already packed suitcase, thereâs a little velvety box with a ring inside it that he plans to put on your finger this weekend, hoping youâll give him the answer he wants to hear.
And you will. Because you are head over heels in love with this man, have been for a while and you want to spend the rest of your life with him.
The two of you head home and your hand finds his over the shifting gear, lacing your fingers together with his. Glancing at you he kisses your knuckles, pressing a long kiss to your empty ring finger.
âI love you,â he tells you and the three little words never fail to make your heart flutter. While the lamp is still red you quickly lean over and steal a kiss from his soft, pink lips.
âI love you too, professor,â you tell him teasingly. He didnât like it when you called him that back when he was still just your professor, but since the air has been clear, he grew a liking to it, especially because he canât get enough of hearing you moan it in the bedroom.
You call him a lot of other pet names too. Baby, H, Har, Sweets, whatever comes to your mind while he likes calling you his baby, Angel, Princess or Love. And as the two of you head home he thinks about how he wants two new names to be added to the list. Husband and wife.
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Surprise Interview
Pairing: Kenma x Reader
Genre/Warnings: NSFW, Yandere, Pseudo-Cest, Dub-Con/Non-Con, Verbal Humiliation, Manipulation
Summary: Kenma sees if you have what it takes to be Bouncing Ballâs newest employee.
A/N: This is for @sugawara-sweetheart âs Decadence Collab. So excited to be a part of this collab and to be able to indulge in such a delicious prompt and theme. Be sure to check out everyone elseâs works! As always, thanks for beta-ing @sawamooora ~
Thereâs a familiar peace and a new nervousness about coming back home for the holidays. Mostly because home isnât quite the same home it used to be. You can feel warmth blooming in your chest at the thought of seeing your mom, telling her about everything and everyone (as if your daily phone calls arenât enough), and just lounging around while she fills you up with her cooking. But you can also feel a certain shyness as you approach the house, a building that still feels brand new and strange to you.
Your mother had gotten remarried during your earlier college years after your fatherâs passing and you were elated for her. If anyone deserves all the happiness in the world, itâs her. You had met Mr. Kozume quite a few times and you have no qualms with the man. He treats your mother like a queen and even though you playfully gag as they sweet talk and kiss in front of you, you wholeheartedly approve of their relationship.
However, what you arenât quite as prepared for is having a new step-sibling.
You donât know much about Kenma Kozume. Well, not much more than the rest of the world does.
Professional gamer. Successful stock trader. Popular YouTuber. Founder of his own corporation.
You know exactly who your new brother is, but other than seeing him a few times in person at family gatherings and exchanging polite greetings, thereâs no real connection. Which is why your heart races as you nervously ring his doorbell, anxiety already making your leg twitch as you wait for the door to open.
Your mother and step-father are on a coupleâs vacation and wonât be returning for a few days.
(âWe just want some romantic time together before we have a full house again for the holidays. Plus this is a great chance to get to know your older brother better!â You hadnât even been able to get a word of protest in before she had laughed and hung up on you, leaving you speechless and on your own as you hesitantly texted Kenma, letting him know what day to expect you.)
Kenma is quiet as ever as he nods in greeting, silently leading you to your guest room before quietly telling you to make yourself at home and leaving to do his own thing. You let out a huge sigh of relief as the door closes behind him.
Thereâs nothing wrong with Kenma. Heâs smart and successful. Maybe a bit on the quiet side, but that only adds to his down to earth charm. You know your mother and step-father adore him and you canât blame them. Yet, you canât help but feel scrutinized, seen so clearly in a way that terrifies you when his feline eyes gaze at you. It takes everything in you not to immediately scurry away whenever youâre in viewing distance of him, desperate to hide all the flaws you imagine heâs noticing and calculating. Your step-father had mentioned how Kenma used to be the strategist of his high school volleyball team, and has always been able to evaluate and accurately break down situations and people. And you believe it.
Youâre just grateful the house is large enough to avoid each other and that Kenma tends to reside mostly in his home office and bedroom.
But even the founder of a company needs a break from time to time. Kenma shuffles towards the gaming room, only to blink in surprise when he sees you already inside of it, happily smiling as Animal Crossing visuals and sounds fill the space.
He had known you owned a Nintendo Switch, a piece of information your mom had shared to break the ice a bit. And itâs really no surprise that this is your go-to game. But knowing and seeing are two different things and he canât help but let his own lips twitch upwards at how calm and relaxed you are tending to your garden, decorating your home, choosing your outfit.
Kenmaâs never been good with people, has never been the one to initiate a friendship. He knows he should have made more of an effort to be friendly and welcoming to you as your new older brother. Thereâs a slight pang of regret in his chest when he sees how at ease you are while youâre unaware of his presence. His eyes are as sharp as ever and he locks in on the way your body slightly stiffens, fingers nervously fidgeting when you finally notice his figure in the doorway, words already stuttering an apology for using his game room without explicitly asking.
You look like a scared mouse about to flee from the claws of a cat. And it pisses him off.
He hasnât made the best efforts to bridge the gap between you, but for you to fear him? That seems a tad unnecessary, and more than a tad insulting. Itâs more than enough to make the sadistic streak in him want to give you something to be scared about.
But heâs never been impulsive and he just quietly sits beside you on the floor, reassuring you itâs fine to play, smirking when you sneak little side glances his way as you continue collecting fruits.
âKozume, do you want to play-â
âJust call me Kenma.â
Entranced eyes watch as you grow flustered at his words, mouth silently testing the weight of his given name in your mouth. For once, Kenma could care less about playing video games when a shaky timid âKenmaâ slips past your soft lips.
âKenma, do you want to play something together?â
You have no idea how badly he really does want to play together, but itâs a game youâre not ready for. So he calls upon any restraint he has to pluck your device from your hands and change the game to Mario Kart.
Itâs amusing how easily you soften besides him, brow furrowing in concentration, eyes intently and eagerly following the screen, any anxiousness quickly forgotten as you get into the game. He greedily watches as you pout when you make a mistake, as your eyes light up every time you pass someone.
If he had known how easy it would be to make you warm up to him, heâd have done this sooner and he genuinely laughs when you whine and fake glare at him as he wins yet another round.
He asks about school. You ask about work. He tells you about his childhood. You share your own stories.
Itâs a comfortable rhythmic back and forth and heâs afraid of ruining it, but a certain question nags at his mind, a question he knows may ruin the entire flow of the conversation.
âYouâll be graduating soon. Have you decided what you want to do after college?â
âKenma not you too!!!â
His shoulders relax at how well you react to the question, smiling at the way you flop onto your back and groan about how mom and dad are already on your case about future plans.
âIâve been applying to places, but who knows. Maybe Iâll just work for you at Bouncing Ball.â
Thereâs a playful lilt in your voice when you say it, a giggle and teasing smile accompanying the words. But thereâs nothing funny about it to Kenma and your smile falters a bit when you see how tightly Kenmaâs gripping his controller, the way his eyes pin you down.
âKenma? Itâs just a joke. I would never take advantage of-â
You try to get up from your reclined position, only to whimper in confusion when Kenmaâs hand on your shoulder forces you back down. And suddenly youâre pinned down by more than just his stare as he moves to straddle you, knees on either side of your body, hands next to your head, his whole body caging yours.
Itâs a lighthearted joke in the family that if all else fails, you could always work at Bouncing Ball. A joke your step-father and mother always dish out when the arguments get too tense as the three of you talk about your future. But itâs become less in jest for Kenma, especially after Kuroo sent him a scandalous picture of his newest secretary kneeling between his long legs, lips wrapped around his cock.
It wasnât the first picture, nor was it the last incriminating photo the older businessman had sent him. Kenma merely rolled his eyes before deleting the image from his phone, wondering when Kuroo would grow bored and find a new toy to play with. But he freezes when he sees the following text message from his long-time friend.
âYouâre the CEO of a company, Kenma. Wouldnât it be nice to have someone convenient around? A pretty warm body? I bet that cute new step sister of yours would look really good under your desk. Doesnât she graduate from college soon? If you donât make a move, maybe Iâll snatch her up right from under your nose. Iâm due for a change of secretary soon.â
Thereâs absolutely no reason for the hot anger that lances through him at Kurooâs taunting words and he grimaces at playing right into his ex-captainâs hands, already hearing Kurooâs braying laughter in his head if the older man saw just how much his words affected him.
But initial irritation aside, he lets himself really think, really imagine what a life with you at his beck and call would be like. And he likes what he sees. He doesnât delete Kurooâs photos as quickly as he used to, replacing the female faces with yours in his imagination as his hands slip under the hem of his boxers.
He knows itâs a longshot, knows thereâs a high chance youâll continue your lives as is, never destined to exchange more than a few polite greetings at family outings. But now...now hearing you voice the idea out loud yourself, hearing the way his first name sounds from your lipsâŚ
Maybe itâs not the silly pipe dream he had believed it to be.
âIâm in need of an assistant if you really do want to work at Bouncing Ball, but youâd need to prove why it would be worth hiring you.â
He almost laughs at how you perk up despite the precarious position youâre in, almost ready to launch into an elevator pitch of your qualifications flat on your back underneath him. Youâre quite the multitasker already and he groans at the thought of having you cockwarm him while he tests out a new video game, making you answer all his calls stuffed full of him and desperately trying to hide the lustful tremble in your voice.
But heâs not here to listen to your carefully crafted speech. (Guess you really were practicing for job interviews like you said you were. What a good girl.) And he firmly presses his lips against yours to silence you, taking his time to immerse himself in the way your mouths mold against each other.
Your taste, your smell, your warmth. Itâs all intoxicating and he slips his tongue inside your parted lips, subtly rutting his groin against your body. He can feel your body jostle as you lift your arms and he waits for the weight of your arms to lovingly wrap around his neck, only to be shocked when you weakly press against his shoulders until he finally relents and pulls back just enough to look down at you in irritated confusion.
âWe- we shouldnât be doing this.â
Itâs not the words that have him clenching his fists, not even the way your palms still timidly press against him in a laughably weak show of defense.
Itâs the fear in your eyes, the way you look at him like heâs some monster. It's the way he can almost palpably feel and hear your desire to be anywhere other than here, with anyone other than him, wishing to put as much space between the two of you as possible.
Itâs your rejection.
It hurts to know that he isnât enough just as he is, that he needs to resort to less...savory and straightforward ways to entrap you. But heâs not Hinata or Kuroo. He doesnât have an electrifying personality or roguishly handsome features and charm to woo you. He only has his cunning and sharp tongue.
And he fully intends on maximizing his gifts.
âOf course, you donât have to. You can just keep on applying and getting rejected by every company you speak to, if they even bother meeting with you after seeing your pathetic resume. Average college. Average grades. Average major. Tell me, how many interviews have you actually been reached out to for?â
Heâs going out on a bit of a limb, but his suspicions are right and he cruelly smirks at the way tears bubble in your eyes at his words, no comeback or denial rolling off the tip of your tongue. He had a feeling you were struggling from the bits and pieces heâs picked up as your parents quietly talk and fret over you actually being able to find a job after graduation.
âOur parents are too nice to say anything about it, but you know theyâre disappointed in you, right? Have you noticed how they always avoid talking about how school is going or asking you about how job hunting is going? How they only ask me how work is going? Itâs because they know youâre just a loser whose life is going to amount to nothing.â
âThatâs not true! They love me-â
âIâm not saying they donât love you, but doesnât that make it even worse? Making your loving and caring parents worry and stress over you when they should be preparing for retirement, an easy life? Instead of letting them finally enjoy a carefree life, youâll be their freeloader daughter who uses up all their remaining funds. Is that what you want?â
You really are too easy and his lips curl in satisfaction at the way you frantically shake your head side to side, fat wet drops streaming down your face, adorable sniffles filling the air.
âIf you become my assistant, Iâll compensate you well. You can live here with me, have your own room, a roof over your head, all the food and clothing you need and want. Think about how relieved and happy our parents will be seeing you provided for, seeing us getting along. Isnât that what you want? For them to be happy?â
He knows how close you are to your mom, how important this idea of a perfect family is to you. He knows how insecurity and doubt about your own capabilities torment you. And he knows youâre hooked on his claws when your hands that are still pressed against his shoulders drop limply besides you, not even a hint of resistance left in you when he leans down once more to rest his forehead on yours, one hand cupping the side of your face.
âThis is all youâre good for anyway. Working underneath me.â
If you notice his pun, you donât acknowledge it, too busy wincing and squirming as he harshly nips and bites a trail from your lips to your neck as he pushes up the hem of your shirt until your chest is on full display for him. Thereâs something experimental, cold, meticulous about the way he gropes and fondles your breasts.Your face heats in humiliation at how he treats you like one of the many game consoles heâs reviewed for his audience.
But you donât do anything about it, telling yourself that this is just his version of an interview as he pinches and prods at you, meanly twisting your nipples and chuckling at your yelp of pain. You obediently let him spread your legs apart, only letting out an agonized cry as he tests your flexibility, staring at him with a trembling lower lip as he sharply tells you to shut up while scrutinizing your panty-covered sex.
âYou really are made for this, arenât you?â
You whimper as he nudges the small wet spot on the thin fabric, clenching your eyes shut in denial at how hot and wound up your body feels from his touch, unable to hide your gasp as he pulls the layer aside and rubs your aroused clit.
Thereâs something so different about the way his fingers slowly sink into your wet pussy, almost lazily curling against your soft walls, his thumb never stopping its careful massage on the bundle of nerves at the apex of your thighs. So different from your own fingers desperately thrusting in and out of you. So different from the drunk partners youâve hooked up with at college and their sloppy, rapid, frantic movements.
You can feel something large, something intimidating slowly rising from deep inside of you, a volcano about to erupt compared to the bright and fast to fade shooting stars youâre used to. Youâre scared. Scared of the intoxicating feeling, of how easy it is to grow accustomed to Kenmaâs presence, of how his cat-like eyes are all you can see and think of.
How can something feel so wrong and so right at the same time?
Thatâs the last coherent thought you have before your world goes blank, pleasure rocking through you as you soak the carpet and your step-brotherâs hand with your juices. Youâre moaning as Kenma continues to rock his fingers in and out of you, fingertips insistently massaging your clit and g-spot as you ride out your orgasm, body trembling and convulsing.
But even when the tremors slow, when pleasure becomes something sharper, more overwhelming, he doesnât stop. You wail, begging him to stop, to let you rest, slumping in relief when he finally drags his hands away from you, carelessly wiping the mess youâve made of his hand on your skin, covering you in your own essence.
Your heavy eyelids threaten to flutter shut as you let exhaustion wash over you, already dreading having to get up and wash yourself. But youâre shocked back to reality as something hard begins to nudge at your still fluttering entrance.
âKenma! No! Too much-â
You break off into a sob as surprisingly strong hands dig into your hips, holding you still as he pushes and pushes until heâs fully settled inside of you, balls resting against your ass.
Youâre still so tight, your quivering walls clamping around the intrusion, and he groans at the thought of being able to sink into this hole every day, multiple times, whenever he wants. His cock is already aching from holding off for so long, from watching your body and face contorted in pleasure. Kenma can feel his end quickly approaching as you scream and wail underneath him, eyes rolling back in your head, drool trickling from the corner of your mouth. You look absolutely obscene and he doesnât think heâll ever get enough of this side of you.
But despite the way his balls are tightening, despite the stutter in his hips, heâs determined to watch you fall apart once more, to see you shatter to pieces yet again. He grits his teeth, fingers reaching down to furiously rub at your already oversensitized clit, reveling in how your back arches, thighs shaking in overstimulation, and then you snap.
He wonders what his parents would think of their dear dumb daughter now, looking nothing like their silly angel, looking like a wanton used whore, incoherent garbled noises slipping past your lips as you twitch uncontrollably, your pussy milking him dry as he cums inside of you.
Thereâs only silence mixed with your pitiful whimpers as he slides out of you, grimacing at the sticky mess youâve made of yourself and him. But thatâs what your other hole is for and he orders you to suck him clean, admiring what a quick learner you are, eager to please as you noisily slurp and lick him clean, moaning at the taste of your combined fluids...
Maybe too eager and he shoves you off of him when you become too enthusiastic, his cock beginning to twitch in interest once more.
You look so lost, still sprawled out on the ground, staring up at him with wide imploring eyes as he pulls up his pants. So vulnerable and in need of guidance.
Good thing you have such a great boss to manage you.
âNot bad. Consider these next few days your internship and if all goes well, Iâll be more than happy to hire you as Bouncing Ballâs newest employee this summer. Now clean up this room and show me that my future assistant can do more than just be a slut.â
#yandere haikyuu#yandere kenma#yandere kenma x reader#haikyuu smut#kenma x reader#kenma smut#haikyuu x reader#sweetheart decadence#tw: yandere#tw: dubcon#tw: noncon
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Project V
Pairing: College!Bucky Barnes x Reader
Summary: You ask Bucky a favor of a lifetime.
Word Count: 4,233
Warnings: SMUT hehehe
A/N: This was supposed to be short but I enjoyed writing their banter wayyyy too much. And oh, this isnât a friend to lovers trope lol and I have no plans for a second part to this. It is what is is for these two ;)
Edit: Will be doing ficlets for this AU every once in a while! Check out the first one linked below!
Project V Masterlist ||Â MAIN MASTERLIST
âYou want me to what?â
Your best friend, Bucky choked on his own spit upon hearing your question. His eyes were as wide as saucers as he stared at you in disbelief, you didnât even know his eyes could get that big.
The sun was high up in the sky, it was barely noon and the two of you were simply walking into the campus when you asked him such favor. Bucky almost wondered whether you were drunk to even think of that.
âYou want me to what?â Bucky repeated when you didnât say anything, his elbow nudging your side as the two of you continued to walk along the pavement.
Letting out a sigh, you shrugged and repeated your favor with utter nonchalance.
âI want you to take my v-card. You know, my virginity?â You said, annoyed that he couldnât seem to comprehend your simple request.
Bucky stopped in his tracks and tugged your shirt, pulling you back when you didnât stop walking. His face was the epitome of confusion with his forehead creased, brows furrowed and lips open agape.
âIs there no other way for you to say that without making me cringe?â He asked.
Rolling your eyes, you groaned. âWhat did you want me to say? âBucky, deflower me with your magic stickâ?â You said sarcastically.
Bucky gagged at your words and shuddered. âBut why? Why the fuck would you even consider that?â He asked. He simply couldnât understand why.
You continued walking ahead and slowed down your pace until Bucky decided to catch up. âWeâre graduating from college in less than a year and Iâve heard you boast about your bedroom skills. I donât wanna leave college without getting fucked, Bucky. And since Iâm still single and probably will be for the next few months, I put two and two and voila!â
Bucky snickered, âYou gotta be kidding me.â He said.
âWhy? Scared that I might find out that your dick ainât working well?â You teased, narrowing your eyes at Bucky.
He snorted, âUmm excuse me, this dick is the best dick that youâll ever have. I just donât want to ruin other guys for you.â He boasted, shrugging his shoulders.
âThen do me the favor.â You said, as a matter-of-factly.
Bucky turned to you with a smirk, the kind that made any girl on the receiving end, bend down on their knees for him. You were going to admit it, that look made your insides churn. In a good way.
âOh, Iâll do you alright. When do you want it to happen?â He finally asked.
You stopped walking again and fist pumped in victory. âFriday night. At your dorm. And please, donât make it weird with romantic gestures. I just wanna get fucked real good.â
âWell, if thatâs the case then itâs a deal. Letâs shake on it to make it official.â Bucky said.
The two of you did your signature high-five to seal the deal.
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You knocked on Buckyâs room and let out a sigh when it took him quite a while to open it. Although it was going to be your first time, you werenât really nervous about it. Besides, you trusted Bucky and if thereâs any guy you wonât regret having sex with, it would be him.
There were a few noises from inside that made you roll your eyes. The door finally opened, revealing a flustered Bucky with an awkward smile plastered on his face.
âThe fuck took you so long?â You huffed out and stepped inside, surprised at how neat his dorm looked like.
His roommate Steve had always been organized but seeing Buckyâs side of the room all neat? It was a sigh to behold. You looked at your best friend with a stoic look, âWhyâd you clean?â
Bucky closed the door and locked it, running his fingers through his hair as he shrugged. âI just wanted to.â
âNo, you donât.â
âFine, I cleaned. I didnât want you to think Iâm disgusting.â he reasoned out.
You stared at him pointedly, âI donât care about that shit, Iâm just here to get fucked. Besides, Iâm used to your mess. I said donât make it weird, jesus.â
Bucky groaned, âYou asking me to fuck you is weird in its entirety. How can I not make things weird?!â He complained.
You sat on his bed and unzipped your jacket, revealing a bottle of tequila hidden beneath. âThis is how we make things not weird.â
Two shots later and Bucky was finally loosening up to the idea of being the one to take your virginity. He prepared for this to be honest, forced asked Steve to stay over at Peggyâs for the weekend and worked out immediately right after formalizing the deal.
âDo we have rules?â He asked.
âWeâll stay best friends after this. No weird feelings or whatever.â You told him to which he nodded in agreement.
âAnd just please do your best to make my first time good.â You whined.
Bucky craned his neck and stretched out his arms, âAlright, okay. I got this.â He said. âYou ready?â He asked you.
You inhaled and let out a long breath, âYeah, okay letâs do this.â
Bucky started by leaning in, placing a hand on your neck as he did so. You were ready for a kiss but he immediately stopped before you could even close your eyes.
âDo you know howââ
âIâve made out with guys, Bucky. Jesus christ, Iâm not that inexperienced.â You explained before looking at Bucky expectantly, urging him to continue.
âShould we drink again?â he proposed, obviously still feeling awkward.
âFuck no, I donât wanna do this drunk. I want to remember my first time, idiot. Can you just...â you groaned. âJust kiss me?â you asked, well, more like commanded.
Bucky apologized before deciding to just go for it. Snaking his hand back to your neck, he leaned in and kisses your lips. He started off slow and gentle, trying to get a feel of how you liked to be kissed. Bucky was definitely weirded out for kissing you, his best friend that he had known since first grade. Surprisingly, you were good at kissing, like really really good and this spurred Bucky to level up by taking your lower lip in between his teeth.
A small whine escaped your parted lips, allowing Bucky to slide his tongue into your mouth. You let out another whimper when you felt his tongue on yours, your hands falling onto Buckyâs thighs for leverage.
Just as when the kiss was starting to get heated, Bucky pulled away slightly before gazing down at your chest.
âCan I touch your boob?â He asked breathlessly.
And there goes the momentum.
âOh my god, Bucky. You sound like a fucking virgin. And thatâs coming from me, an actual virgin.â You said with disappointment.
âIâm sorry! Itâs just... itâs not that I find you unattractive. Youâre my best friend and I just donât want to disrespect you!â He reasoned out.
As much as you wanted to get annoyed, you found Bucky really sweet for considering that. But good god, youâve been wanting to get fucked and respect was the last thing on your mind right now.
âBy all means, Bucky...please disrespect me and fuck me because my pussyâs been wet since this morning and Iâm about to explode if you still donât do anything.â You said exasperatedly.
Your vulgar words were all that Bucky needed because as soon you were done complaining, he wasted no time to grab your face to kiss you. This time, it was all teeth and tongue and you werenât complaining. This was the kind of performance that you were expecting from Bucky and finally he was giving it to you.
One of his hands moved to cradle your head while his other slide down to your waist, moving you to straddle his lap as he sat on his bed. You let out a soft squeal when you felt the tent in his pants rub against your crotch, causing you to grab onto Buckyâs wide shoulders.
âFuck, youâre already hard.â You panted against Buckyâs lips.
âYeah well, I just realized you arenât wearing a bra.â He responded before fisting the hem of your shirt, bunching it up until you lifted your arms up so he could remove it.
Bucky wasted no time to bend forward, taking a nipple into his mouth making you moan out loud.
âHoooly fuck, Bucky. That feels so good.â You pant, pushing your breasts forward as you thread your fingers into Buckyâs hair.
Your body trembled from pleasure as Bucky continued to lap at your breast, his hand coming up to palm the other before tweaking your nipple in between his thumb and index finger. Unknowingly, you started rutting your hips against Buckyâs crotch, seeking friction to relieve the growing throb in your core.
Bucky lifted you up off from him and laid you down on his bed as he left kisses from your neck down to the valley of your breasts until he reached your stomach. He unzipped your shorts and pulled it down together with your soaked underwear, groaning at the sight of your glistening pussy.
âFuuuccckkk...â he rasped out, nipping the insides of your thighs as he pressed them down with his palms, opening you up to him.
âHave you ever been eaten out?â He asked, nudging his nose onto the skin of your bikini line.
You swallowed hard and shook your head, chest heaving as you anticipated for Buckyâs next move. âNo.â You answered breathily and threw an arm over your eyes.
âHold tight.â It was the last thing your brain was able to comprehend because Bucky immediately licked your entrance up until he reached your clit, circling it with the tip of his tongue making your toes curl.
âOhhhh my god...â you moaned, your back involuntarily arching from the bed.
You felt Buckyâs lips curl into a smirk against your sensitive folds, almost wanting to smack his head for his cockiness. But then again, this was the reason why you wanted your first time to be with him. Youâve heard your friends share stories about how their first time went and majority ended up being either a huge let down or downright scary. You didnât want your first time story to be like theirs so it was only right for you to ask Bucky a favor of a lifetime.
And so far, you werenât regretting it one bit. Well, save maybe for what could happen afterwards. Whether this would affect your friendship with Bucky but right now, all you could focus on was how his tongue was skillfully fucking your cunt.
Your eyes popped open when you felt a finger prod at your entrance, your hand quickly grabbing Buckyâs wrist to stop him from further pushing a finger in.
âWait, Iâve never been fingered.â You admitted, bringing your body up and leaning back against your elbows.
Bucky looked up at you and the scene was straight out of those female POV porn youâve watched. His hair was sticking up in different directions, face in between your legs and his lips glistening with your juices. Your eyes almost rolled back into your head at the sight.
âYou mean you never tried fingering yourself?â He asked, turning his head to press an open-mouthed kiss onto your thigh.
You shook your head, âI tried but it kinda hurts?â You told him meekly.
Bucky grinned before crawling up your body until his face was inches away from yours. He pressed a soft kiss on your lips. âLay back.â He said, voice rough and low, leaving goosebumps in your wake.
Following Buckyâs order, you lay down on his bed and relax as he positioned himself on his side. He began kissing your ear, sucking your lobe as his hand went down to your pussy, spreading your lips open.
âJust relax, okay? Canât fuck you with my cock just yet, gotta make sure you can take it.â He whispered into your ear.
Bucky started rubbing your pussy, spreading your wetness around before slowly pushing a finger in. You winced in pain, grabbing Buckyâs wrist to slow him down.
âYou can take it, just relax.â He coaxed and you nodded, turning your head to kiss him.
Bucky returned the kiss, helping take your mind off of the way he was pushing in his finger until he was knuckle-deep into your pussy. There was a slight sting but bearable enough for you to let him continue with his movements. You felt his finger slide out and then back in with ease, the pain slowly transforming into a different kind of pleasure as he went on. Next thing you know, your hips were already moving to meet Buckyâs finger.
âGonna add in another one, okay?â He breathed into your lips before biting your lower lip.
âOw, ow, ow!â You cried out and slapped Buckyâs hand away from your pussy when he tried to insert another finger without even slowing down.
âThe fuck, Bucky! Slow down, sweet jesus...â you snapped, frowning when Bucky responded with a chuckle.
âSorry! Iâm losing my patience here, I want to finger fuck you so bad.â He admitted, whispering another apology against your lips.
You relaxed and let Bucky rub your pussy again, gathering your wetness and pushing a finger in. A few more pumps and he carefully inserted another finger, swallowing the whimpers coming out of your mouth.
You stiffened a bit, biting your lip as you tried to ignore the stretch that you were feeling. âYou good?â Bucky asked, waiting for you to nod before fully pushing his fingers in.
His movements were slow and careful then, helping you adjust to the stretch of having two of his fingers pump in and out of your pussy. Soon enough, you were moaning against Buckyâs lips as he increased the pace of his fingers. You could hear how wet you were and you never really thought it was possible for you to be this soaked. All the times you touched yourself, you got pretty wet...but not this wet. When Bucky said that he fingered like a god, you laughed at his face but now, fuck. He really wasnât lying about it.
âFuck, so tight. Canât wait to slide my cock into your pussy.â He grunted and moved on top of you, pulling his fingers out making you whine.
He sucked his fingers while maintaining eye contact, making you blush timidly at the lewdness of his action. But god, you were so right for giving Bucky the honor of fucking you because his fingers alone brought you so much pleasure. What more if he actually started to fuck you?
âGotta fuck you now. Iâm so hard I feel like Iâm about to bust a nut anytime now.â Bucky said, sitting up to remove his shirt, followed by his jeans.
He was in the process of unzipping his jeans when he suddenly stopped and looked at you, sprawled on the bed looking utterly fucked when he hasnât even been inside you yet.
âWill you still suck my dick after I make you cum?â He asked hopefully.
You laughed out loud at his question, âYou look so worried right now.â You teased. âBut yes, fine. Iâll suck your cock later.â You reassured before sitting up to help him remove his pants.
Bucky then slid his boxers off, revealing his cock that you may or may not have seen in the past. It was an accident though and you didnât meant to barge into his dorm while he was dressing up. You gotta admit, your best friend was blessed with a huge dick. And now said dick, will be the first one to enter your virgin pussy.
âLike what you see?â Bucky teased when he caught you staring as he put on a condom.
You smirked, âActually I do.â
Bucky licked his lips as he laid on top of you, supporting his weight using his forearms as he positioned himself in between your legs. You kept your eyes on him the entire time, nodding and lifting your head up a bit to press a chaste kiss on his lips.
âOkay, I think Iâm ready.â You whispered.
Bucky nodded too and nuzzled his face into your neck, âYou sure?â He asked again.
You hummed, âGood luck and donât fuck it up.â
Bucky lifted his head and looked at you incredulously, âDid you just...â
âQuote RuPaul before having sex for the first time? Yeah, I did.â You quickly answered.
Bucky scrutinized you, âYou planned that didnât you?â
You made a face, âMaybe.â You said, before the both of you broke into huge smiles.
Bucky laughed before kissing you again, âI fucking knew it.â He said before his face turned serious. âReady?â he asked.
You nodded your head again, taking in deep breath as Bucky reached down to rub his cock against your pussy, making you whine. Kissing you again, Bucky lined up his cock to your entrance, slowly pushing in until you gasped out in pain.
âYou wanna keep going?â He asked worriedly, seeing your frown.
You closed your eyes and nodded, âYeah. Just...just do it slowly.â You said.
Your hands went to grip Buckyâs back, nails digging into his skin as he pushed and pushed, until he was balls deep inside you. The pain wasnât that bad, but it did feel like you were being torn apart. The veins in Buckyâs neck started to bulge out from the way he was holding himself back.
âFuck, youâre so tight. Squeezing me so good, I think Iâm gonna cum if I move.â He grunted, nosing the skin beneath your ear.
âPlease donât make this embarrassing for both of us.â You said. âYou can move now.â You added.
Bucky slid all the way out, leaving the tip inside of you before pushing back in slowly. You let out a moan, both from pain and pleasure. His thrusts started off slow, helping you adjust to his girth and gauging your reaction.
One particular high-pitched moan gave it away. It was at that moment that the pain turned into nothing but pleasure and a few more languid thrusts later, you were chanting Buckyâs name and begging for him to go faster.
You felt so full and you simply couldnât explain how good it felt getting fucked like this. Bucky kept on whispering praises into your ear, spurring you on as he thrusted in and out of you. The bed started to creak, the headboard hitting the wall as Bucky quickened the pace of his thrusts. You wrapped your legs around his waist, moaning his name as you felt your abdomen tighten. You could feel it coming, an impending orgasm that youâve only been imagining. Not even your fingers rubbing your clit made you feel this way, like there was electricity running through your veins.
âBucky, fuck...I think...â you panted, hands sliding down to grab his ass, pulling him further to you.
âCan feel it, can feel you pulsating around my cock.â Bucky panted.
Your body stilled, toes curling and vision blurring when Bucky thrusted into you at a certain angle. Just like that, you let go and moaned out loud as Bucky continued to fuck an orgasm out of you. Biting onto his shoulder, you rode out the remaining waves of your climax before laying your head back onto the pillow, watching Bucky as he followed after you, spilling his seed into the condom after a few more thrusts.
âHoly fucking shit...â he breathed out, letting his body fall onto yours.
There was a moment of silence as the both of you recovered, your pants echoing in the room. Bucky was the first to move, sliding his softening cock out of you and sitting up as he removed the condom. He went into his bathroom and disposed of it before walking back to the bed with a wet wash cloth in his hand.
âAre you still going to suck my dick?â Bucky broke the silence as he casually cleaned you up.
You lifted your head up, âAre you still hard?â
Bucky shrugged, âI can be if you want me to be.â
âIâll do it tomorrow.â you simply responded.
âSo, how did I do?â Bucky asked, continuing to clean you up in between your legs.
You bled a bit, but not to the point of staining his sheets thank god. When you didnât respond, Bucky worried that you might have regretted this but instead, he found you grinning up at the ceiling like an idiot.
âThe fuck you looking like that?â He asked, unable to hold back the smile tugging at his lips.
You laughed and closed your legs, wincing a bit at the soreness but quickly recovering. âI canât believe we just had sex.â You said.
Bucky set aside the towel and laid back next to you, âI certainly hope I did not fuck that up.â He said.
You turned to your side and smiled at Bucky, âYou didnât. Thanks, Buck.â
There didnât seem to be any tension nor awkwardness between the both of you after. It was pretty normal actually. After taking a bath, you both decided to order pizza for late dinner. More conversations took place until you both fell asleep on the same bed.
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A series of knocks stirred you and Bucky awake. He was spooning you when you woke up, his arm wrapped around your waist while his face was pressed on the back of your neck. You thought you were dreaming but the knocks continued and a familiar chorus of voices made you and Bucky sit up in panic.
âJames, honey? Itâs your mom. Open up!â
You and Bucky looked at each other, âWhy the fuck is your mom here?!â You whispered and frantically searched for your clothes.
You slept in one of Buckyâs shirts and a pair of panties and for some reason, you couldnât find your clothes from last night. Bucky frantically ran around the dorm, grabbing your bag and throwing it under Steveâs bed.
âI donât know why sheâs here! She didnât text me!â He whispered, checking his phone for any unread messages.
âJames, come on now. We want to visit Y/N too so we can all have breakfast together.â
You knew that voice all too well, it was your momâs! Buckyâs eyes widened when he heard you momâs voice. He just took away her daughterâs virginity last night, how the hell was he going to look at her in the eyes after that?
Bucky grabbed your arm and pushed you into the bathroom, warning you to stay quiet. You were about to protest but Bucky quickly slammed the door shut. Pressing an ear against it, you listened as Bucky hurried over to the front door, opening it.
âMom!â You heard him say before greeting your mom.
âSweetie, did you just wake up? You look like a mess.â His mom said.
âWhat are you guys doing here?â Bucky asked nervously.
There were a few movements that were too near the bathroom, you almost readied yourself for a grand reveal. Fortunately, Bucky seemed to have blocked the bathroom and tried to distract his mom.
âWell, we thought of surprising you and Y/N. We missed you both. Go get dressed so we can pick her up from her dorm.â You heard your mom say.
âOhhh I uhh...why donât you both head out first and I can go pick her up? Weâll just meet you both somewhere.â Bucky suggested.
âOh sweetie, I wanted to surprise my daughter at her dorm.â Your mom said.
Fuck. You were so fucked. Your momâs gonna find out that youâre no longer a virgin and that it was Bucky who took it. The same guy she entrusted you to upon moving out for college.
âOh donât worry, I wonât tell her weâll be meeting you. Sheâs uhh...I think she might have slept over at a friendâs actually. To do a project. So she might not be at her dorm. Iâll just pick her up.â Bucky quickly explained.
Sleepover at a friendâs? That wasnât entirely a lie. The project? Well, the task of giving up your v-card could be considered a project. So no, Bucky wasnât lying to your mom at all.
Silence. A few more shuffling and movements here and there. You heard the front door creak. Finally.
âOh alright, James. Weâll go ahead. Meet us at the new breakfast place two blocks away from the university, okay?â His mom said.
You heaved out a sigh of relief.
âYeah, yeah. Weâll be there.â Bucky said and from the sounds of it, he seemed to be pushing both your moms out of his room.
âMake sure to pick Y/N up. I know she tends to skip out on our breakfast dates. Make sure that sheâll come, James.â Your mom warned.
True enough, you tended to bail out on your momâs breakfast dates. Not because you donât miss her, but because it was too early! Youâve turned her down a couple of times now so you knew what she meant. But Bucky, god. He just had to make everything into a double entendre.
And without shame, he looked into your momâs eyes and offered her a charming grin as if he wasnât balls deep inside her virgin daughter last night.
âDonât worry, Iâll make sure she does. Iâll make her come.â
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dirty little secret | (m)

pairings:Â jock!eren yeager x fem!reader
warnings: nsfw, dub con, cheating, creampie, oral sex (male receiving), mouth fucking, saliva, unprotected sex, penetrative sex, sneaky sex, explicit language
words: 3.2k+
summary:Â erenâs unsatisfied in his relationship with his girlfriend, so he looks to you for sexual gratification.
a/n: all the characters in this story are adults! it was originally meant to be a college au but the whole âfire drillâ detail doesnât really make sense in a college setting since fire drills are typically held in dorms, so as per usual 18+ minors dni.Â
Your legs moved quickly against the polished tile of the hallway while you sped up to meet with your class who had already been far ahead of you, disappearing into the throng of people filing outside at the blaring signal of the fire alarm.
Youâd excused yourself during your lesson to use the bathroom, unaware that an unplanned drill had been scheduled for that day, so with haste you finished up and rushed to rendezvous with the rest of your classmates before you were left inside the building.
As you rounded the corner, you felt a pair of hands wrap around your forearm, forcibly pulling you behind the small door that stood at the end of the corridor.
Instinctively, your hands balled into fists, and you threw them blindly in the direction of your assailant. You hoped that youâd at least land one successful hit, and it would give you enough time to break out of their hold and flee.
âY/N, relax! Itâs just me!â
Your hysterical flailing ceased, and you opened your eyes hesitantly at the sound of your attackerâs familiar voice. âEren?â
Frantic pupils fell upon a pair of mischievous jade eyes, and your terror-stricken expression contorted into an angry scowl as you drove the palms of your hands into his chest, sending him careening back into the metal shelf behind him. âYou asshole! What is wrong with you?â
Erenâs quick reflexes allowed him to catch himself and the rack before both were sent tumbling to the floor. âOw,â he grumbled, rubbing away the soreness spreading over the skin of his arm from your knucklesâ potent impact. âYouâve got a brutal left hook.â
âYeah? You wanna see my right one?â Your right hand tightened as if you were projecting another throw, but Erenâs outstretched arm maintained a safe amount of space between you two. âWhat the hell are you doing in here?â
Erenâs tightly-wound eyebrows began to arch as his distressed face eased into a buoyant grin. âI wanted to see you. I missed you.â
You blinked. âWere you the one that pulled the fire alarm?â
âNo, I didnât pull the fucking fire alarm,â he replied sourly, evidently offended that youâd suggest heâd do something so juvenile. âI just got lucky.â
Your curled lip relaxed, and your irritation waned into a resigned stare. You desperately wanted to trust Erenâs saccharine words, and it didnât take much effort to believe him while you were faced with his stupidly winsome expression. His smile was warm, eyes glossing over with adoration like he was truly expressing what he felt, and it wasnât just empty flattery, yet youâd been more perceptive than to just take his intentions for what they were. Rather, youâd been smart enough to learn from last time.
Heâd said something along the same lines, after you two had hooked up in his car after his lacrosse game. He was feeling mirthful after winning and wanted to celebrate with you, but on the cusp of his orgasm, heâd let the âloveâ phrase slip, and when youâd asked him about it afterward, Eren mulled over it for a second before nodding, admitting that he had feelings for you.
His confession had been somewhat of a relief, and youâd expected him to end things with his girlfriend shortly after heâd realized what he really wanted, but the following day in the courtyard, you were stunned to see Eren sitting with her and the rest of his friends, showering her with kisses like nothing had taken place the night before.
You swore youâd learned your lesson.
âAre these new? Can I see them?â Erenâs fingers gently wrapped around the frame of your glasses, pulling them from your face, and he slid them onto his ears, adjusting their position on his nose. âHow do I look?â
âI canât see, Eren,â you answered simply.
Eren laughed bashfully. âRight, I think they look better on you instead.â He slid your glasses off and tucked them back behind your ears.
Your lenses restored your lucid vision, and now that you could properly see, you noticed the way Erenâs lips were parted, lids low and languid as his face lingered only inches from yours. Heâd used your glasses as leverage to get closer to you, a crafty technique, and now that he was close enough, he could whisper.
âYou know what else looks better on you?â The corner of his mouth quirked upwards into his cheek, and he closed the space between you two, fixing his lips onto yours while his thumb and index finger supported the curve of your chin. His kiss was slow, mouth undulating with the most tender of movements, and when he carefully slid his tongue between your teeth you could taste the vague chill of spearmint on his breath. He proceeded timidly, as though he was touching you for the first time, but that was the very detail of your couplings that always had you running back. He handled you like he cared. Â
The tip of Erenâs nose skimmed against yours, ever so slightly, while he continued prompting his tongue further into the depths of your mouth, eager to have you savor his desire.
Your body was traitorous and unmoving, allowing Eren to command you with his lips, and for a few blissful minutes, you forgot the two of you were crammed into the unyielding space of a storage room.
Eren withdrew from your mouth, and tilted his head to the side so he could occupy the empty curve of your neck, and once you felt him press mild kisses to the hollow of your throat, you freed a displeased sigh and sent him backwards with an assertive push.
âSeriously? In the supply closet?â
âWeâve got like fifteen minutes before everyone comes back.â He reassured you, shrugging dismissively before tipping his head in for another kiss.
You shifted backward, studying Eren as he continued to lean in until his eyebrows furrowed in confusion. Wondering why he wasnât receiving any contact, his eyes flitted open.
âYou still havenât broken up with her have you?â You pressed your lips into an unamused line.
Your question had Eren angling until he was standing upright, and then he rolled his head back and released a groan as though already tired from your question. âY/N, come on. I donât feel like having this conversation.â
âHave you?â you probed.
âNo, I havenât. Itâs not that easy.â
âIt really is.â
Eren drew his eyebrows up, now in regret. âWeâve been together since freshman year. Do you know how big of a douchebag it makes me look if I break up with her two months before graduation?â
You scoffed, folding your arms across your chest. âDo you know how big of a douchebag you look fucking me behind her back?â
Erenâs eyes drifted to the side.
âOr are you just embarrassed to be seen with me?â you questioned, canting your body into his view.
âOkay, you sound ridiculous,â Eren laughed dryly.
âBecause Iâm not a cheerleader or an athlete, and I have about one other friend. You donât want everyone to know youâre fucking the girl that spends lunch in the library.â
âWhat kind of cliche movie do you think weâre in right now?â
âItâs just something Iâd expect from someone who peaked in high school.â Your words were sharp on the tip of your tongue, and you could tell by the way Eren recoiled that your statement managed to penetrate his seemingly careless guise.
âIâll handle it okay?â Erenâs hand slid over the back of his neck, looking blameworthy of all the faults youâd accused him of. âBut right now I really need help handling something else.â
Your eyes narrowed in his direction after realizing heâd managed to do it again, forcing you into forgiveness with his charming abashed impression. Heâd taken advantage of how spineless you were when it came to matters concerning him.
âPlease?â he urged.
It was his thick brown brows that were creased in the middle and opalescent green eyes that stared you down that made him look so sincere. He was easily one of the most spellbinding people youâd ever met, attractive and likable, he knew exactly what cards to play to get his way, and even though you were aware of it, you always found yourself wrapped around his finger. A pretty face and a sweet tongue was a recipe written up by the devil himself.
You lowered yourself onto your knees, leveled with Erenâs hands working swiftly against the buttons of his slacks. âIâm done doing this, Yeager,â you announced wryly.
âI know,â Eren said, as though guaranteeing you it would be the last time.
He pushed his pants down along with his briefs in one swift motion, freeing his cock from the tight cotton confines of his underwear. His length was already rigid, the sticky beads of precum leaking out of his swollen head the result of your stalling. Heâd already provoked himself by thinking of all the ways he wanted to have you, you didnât have to do anything more to get him hard.
A relieved exhale left Erenâs lips once he grabbed the base of his cock in the sweaty heat of his palm, tapping his wet tip against your bottom lip, then he pulled the hem of his shirt up slightly, allowing you enough clearance to take him into your mouth.
You wrapped a ginger hand around his length, feeling the way his warmth throbbed in your fingers, and you leaned in, using your tongue to lap along the rim of his cock.
âFuckââ Erenâs voice was husky as it ripped through the depths of his throat. He watched you with heavy lids, observing the way your tongueâs tip danced around his swollen head, giving coy licks to his slit, and the way his cock twitched with need at the slightest provocation. âJesus Christââ
You gave him a few generous pumps before taking him whole, humming at the way his girth felt against the inside of your cheeks. The skin of his length ran like hot silk over your tongue as you fell into a natural rhythm, and your lips and hand rocked back and forth against him.
Erenâs face broke out into a dirty grin. âYouâre such a little slut for my cock, arenât you?â
You glared up at him over the edge of your glasses.
âSorry,â he responded meekly, fingers brushing away the strands of hair that fell loosely against his forehead.
You continued working against him, excited by the honeyed melody of his moans every time your fingertips ran over the sensitive skin of his balls. Erenâs cock pulsated against the surface of your tongue with each small ministration, and you watched the muscles across his abdomen tense.
âI know you hate me,â he started. âBut you have no idea how hot you look on your knees right now. Keep glaring at me like that, and Iâm gonna cum in your mouth.â
The mention of Erenâs warning had a torrent of heat surging between your legs, and you fought off the urge to dip your fingers beneath your skirt and begin rubbing away your discomfort. You didnât want him to know you were enjoying this almost as much as he was.
Your heavy yet stifled breathing caused your glasses to fog lightly, so you sat back on your knees, withdrawing your mouth from him briefly to catch your breath. You lifted a thumb to wipe away at the saliva that dribbled down your chin, but Erenâs fast fingers stopped you, holding your wrist away from your face.
âDonât,â he breathed. âYou look pretty like that.â
You ran the back of your hand across your cheeks, as though you were trying to rub off the furious heat that crept across your skin and over your nose. âShut up.â
Eren only responded with an amused smile.
Then when you brought him back to your lips for the last time, his hands settled on the crown of your head, and he pushed his cock back in until his tip relentlessly prodded the back of your throat. Holding your head in place, he began jerking his hips, fucking your mouth at an agonizingly slow pace that had heavy tears cascading down your cheeks.
Every time his cock slowly and deliberately pressed against the back of your throat, you gagged involuntarily, fingertips digging into the side of his thighs.
âFeel how hard I am?â Eren asked. âYou did that.â He rocked his pelvis forward again, muffling your whines.
âYeah? You like it when I fuck your pretty little face, donât you?â He thrusted himself between your jaws, throwing his head back and liberating a series of foul swears. âI really need to feel you.â
With the declaration of his wish, he pulled his cock out of your mouth, inhaling sharply at the obscene sight of his length coated and dripping with your spit.
After your dry heaving subsided, Eren helped you up with a gentle hand, running his palm between your shoulder blades to soothe your coughing. He made sure you were steady before cuing you to turn so that your back was facing him, then he watched as your shaky hands slid underneath your skirt and fingers hooked around the fabric of your underwear.
âPull out this time, Eren. I mean it,â you rasped, cautioning him ahead of time. You stepped out of your underwear and used the toe of your shoe to cast it aside.
Erenâs hands reached under your hem, large palms gliding over the curve of your ass. âThe odds of you getting pregnant are like one in what?â He flipped up your skirt and continued teasing the skin of your backside. âPlus I always cover you for the pill, donât I?â
âI donât care, cum in me and youâre dead.â Your fingers gripped the edge of the metal shelf, and you slid your arm around Erenâs shoulder while he placed one hand on your waist for support and curved the other under your thigh. Then, he brought your knee up to his chest until all of your weight was allocated onto one leg.
Eren held his cock with his fingertips and slid himself between your folds from behind. You let out a soft, unanticipated whimper, but quickly brought your teeth down on the flesh of your tongue to smother any more sounds of pleasure. You didnât even bother looking over your shoulder at Erenâs satisfied smirk, you could tell by the way his hand squeezed your thigh that he had noticed it.
Eren positioned himself at your entrance, skimming his wet tip over your hole before sliding himself inside you. His cock slipped in with ease, your saliva acting as a crude lubricant.
âOh fuckââ His breath was hot over the span of your neck.
âErenââ you sighed, forgetting all your pretenses. You closed your eyes, enjoying the way he stretched you out, and then he started moving causing a pattern of shallow cries and moans to fall from your lips.
âFuck Y/N, you drive me fucking crazy,â Eren groaned, thrusting up into you, slowly and rhyhmically, steadily filling you to the hilt every time, while his hand traveled beneath your ribcage to cup your breast over the crisp fabric of your uniform. âShe doesnât take me as well as you do.â
You shook your head, making weak sounds of protest between delicate whines. âI donât wanna hear that, Erenââ
âBut itâs true.â Eren moved quickly between your legs, hissing every time your slick walls tightened around his aching cock. With each punctuated thrust, you continued to lose yourself, until your need unfurled and Eren had you under siege. His methodical pace sent you into a flurry of moans, and you cried his name over and over.
His even strokes began to stagger, and his breathing became rapid and shallow, chaotic pants of hot air rolling out over the span of your shoulder.
âIâm gonna cumââ He continued pounding into you, faster now, harder, keen on drawing out his orgasm, and then Eren gave one last thrust, so deep it had you shutting your eyes and pursing your lips to keep from screaming. Then he shuddered, his body convulsing with the bout of his orgasm, and you felt him release inside of you, thick, hot ropes of cum flooding your pussy with every twitch of his cock.
âY/Nââ he moaned, resting his chin in the curve of your shoulder while he continued to jettison every drop of his release until he was sure he was empty.
Your hands tightened around his shoulder, as the ripple from Erenâs climax had your cunt tightening around his length, and ecstasy spread over the span of your pelvis and down your thighs. Once he grew limp, he slipped himself out of you, and you felt a slow stream of his cum run down the inside of your thigh.
âI said not to cum in me you fucking idiot.â Your legs were sweaty, making it easier for you to twist yourself out of Erenâs hold until you were now standing upright, both legs planted unsteadily on the ground.
âIâm sorry, I couldnât help it.â Eren wrapped his arms around you apologetically, but you shrugged him off, using your elbow to drive him back.
Your eyes scanned the closet with haste, looking for tissue paper you could steal to clean up the mess between your thighs, and Eren must have sensed your aim because he made use of his height, seizing a large roll from the top shelf and unwrapping it before handing it to you.
You grabbed it out of his hands, waiving a statement of gratitude, and ripped away a few plies, crumpling them up into a generous wad. âYou owe me eighty dollars.â
Erenâs eyebrows lifted and his face twisted into an incredulous expression while he stuffed himself back into his pants and buttoned them up. âAre you running a prostitution ring?â
âIâm serious. Fifty for the pill and thirty just for dealing with you.â You straightened out your uniform, and watched as Eren did the same, tugging on his collar to smooth out the creases.
âYouâre a mean little bitch,â he jeered with a slight playful undertone, and then he looked off to the side in concentration. He turned around, pressing his ear to the door of the supply closet, and then he looked back at you. âI think theyâre coming back.â
You hummed.
âIâll walk out first.â
âRight,â you said unenthusiastically, recalling that no matter how many praises he lavished you with in private, in public you were still his dirty little secret. He vowed to you that he would end his current relationship because it was clear you were growing tired of being his toy, good enough for him to fuck but undeserving of anything else. And after all was said and done, when you two passed each other in the halls, heâd still glance at you with the cordiality of a stranger.
Eren had promised to handle it, yet it was obvious he had no intentions to, and you knew that while you watched him give you a fond smile before slipping out of the supply closet.
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And Luke is not an actor, but Ashton is.
Or, the one where Luke hates Ashton but has to pretend to be in love with him for five months for his acting final except for the fact that maybe he isn't pretending anymore.
Take Notes - @daydadahlias (cornflowerblue (daydadahlias)) luke/calum E, 78k
Summary: âCalum,â Luke replies shakily, reeling. âI canât take your virginity.â
âYouâre not taking it,â Calum says in a small laugh, bobbing his head, âIâm giving it to you.â
Or, the one where Calum wants someone to teach him about sex and Luke happens to be an education major.
The Bass Player (ao3) - boomercal calum/ashton E, 69k
Summary: It's his first big tour with his relatively newly joined band, opening for his favourite band in highschool. So what if he's always found the drummer hot, nothing's going to come of it, and it would unprofessional if something did happen.
the violent voices, loud and deafening (ao3) - lifewasradical michael/calum T, 3k
Summary: Michael knows heâs a chronic overthinker, thoughts always plaguing his mind even when he begs them to quiet down. Heâs started categorizing his thoughts into different groups, depending on how loud the voices are screaming and what he can hear them saying. The thoughts spiral a lot, starting off as little seeds planted by his insecurities, blooming up into something big, terrifying, all encompassing.Â
Or, Michael can't get out of his own head, but at least he has Calum.
Tidal Wave - @ashtcnirwin (elivigar) luke/ashton E, 127k
Summary: âWe talked about it before we went over to fetch you,â Ashton starts, âand Michael talked it over with Liz, and we decided that you shouldnât live on your own for the time being.â
âYou decided that I shouldnât live on my own,â Luke repeats. âSorry to be the bearer of bad news, but Iâm an adult who can make his own decisions.â
Ashton smiles, but itâs thin and void of humour. âYouâre staying with me for a while, Luke.â
A story about figuring out how to handle the difficulties life throws at you, on your own and with the help of loved ones.
Tie That Binds - @ashtcnirwin (elivigar) luke/ashton E, 98k
Summary: âIf you do think Iâm insane, Iâll go home and we can forget that this whole conversation ever took place. Deal?â
âI guess?â Ashton says, bewilderment painting every nook and cranny of his face. âWhat was with all the questions beforehand, though? Youâre not gonna ask me to have sex with you, are you?â
Awful, unwelcome, mortified heat rushes to Lukeâs face, and he lets out an involuntary noise thatâs halfway between a squeak and a gag. He keeps his eyes on Ashton, though, and Ashtonâs jaw drops.
âWhat?!â Ashton exclaims, putting his coffee down. âYou want us toâ what? Why?â
In which Luke wants to explore miscellaneous kinks and Ashton strikes him as a good candidate to do said exploring with with.
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