#their core is like. the Absence Of Core
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I think most characters during the sunshot campaign have experienced some sort of hardship and suffering and can find comfort with each other even if discussing that pain is taboo but wei wuxian has experienced such a unique trauma that he literally Can't talk about and it is so isolating and alienating for him that it's pushing him to be even more unstable and I think one of the most heartbreaking things about this all is that jiang cheng may be the only person who could fathom even some part of his pain but he is also the one person wei wuxian has forbidden himself absolutely from expressing it to, and on top of so many other wounds the core transfer opens, I think this inability to connect in something they Should be able to understand each other in drives them even further apart
#like no jiang cheng could not understand his three months in the burial mounds#or his relationship with resentment#but he could at the very least understand the absence of a core#that absolute loss#and I think they can both feel this somehow#a place where they could meet and understand each other but are forbidden from doing so#ghost posts#text#wwx#jc#yunmeng bros#cqltober lb#sort of#my closing thoughts for the night
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t-minus 3 hours to arcane act 3 launch and I am already seeing twitter having a whole fucking crisis on who tops who and whether or not king princess hinting at a sex scene actually holds water or not and ngl all the chaos would be 100x fucking funnier if the long-awaited sex scene actually didn't exist
#personally it would FUCKING PISS ME OFF#but it would be so fucking funny#everybody waiting for 3 years and arguing about every single detail#all for nothing#personally i think the writers know how much this is gonna backfire if they dont have a sex scene especially#with caitvi being like among the cores of the show#bUT i do think that its absence is a strong possibility#but anyways pre-launch chaos is fun!#arcane#vi arcane#caitlyn kiramman#arcane season 2#arcane s2 act 3#may this post not turn into an apollo dodgeball court#caitvi
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i am once again astounded at the bsd fandom's ability to make everything about skk when, in fact, it has very little to do with skk
#this is about beast.#like okay i see the allure of beast!skk but seriously??? it's way overhyped#you just want to make everything about the only two characters you can bring yourself to care about when it is#NOT ABOUT THEM#BEAST ISN'T ABOUT SKK. BEAST IS BARELY EVEN ABOUT SSKK.#BEAST IS ABOUT THE INHERENT TRAGEDY OF HAVING A SIBLING AND WHAT DESTRUCTION THAT CAN CAUSE#beast is about what core characteristics of a person remain the same in every universe#and what is changed based on environment and circumstance#beast is about the unimaginable power and danger of platonic love#beast is about showing how the people around you help you grow - for better or for worse - and changing even just one person#in your constant vicinity can have rippling effects on the person you become in their absence. or in the presence of someone else.#beastskk is going to go straight to the top of my hate list THIS AIN'T ABOUT THEM!!!! THIS IS ABOUT LITERALLY EVERYONE ELSE#ahem. anyway#i'm gonna get cancelled over this just wait#grace reads bsd
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Fjord is so interesting because he is someone who does not really believe in fate and generally eschews the idea that anything about him has a destiny, even in the face of especially Caduceus insisting it so often—but at the same time, something about Fjord DOES feel so powerfully fated, something about him does feel grand and destined and inevitable
#Like Caduceus says tho like fate is not the absence of free will and that fate follows one's choices#and I think it's because Fjord comes to have SUCH an unshakeable sense of who he is at his core that it extends out into that#Critical Role things#CR
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the absence of horatios in hamlet adaptations somehow feels gayer than their presence
#like you feel the presence of this One Guy will distract from the core of what you’re doing here and delegitimise the relationship between#hamlet and ophelia#i agree that that shouldn’t be the main theme but also his absence is loud and unless a production works really hard at it#it’s a noticeable decision that can lead to a work feeling less complex than it could be#because unless you’re doing something interesting with his absence#anyone who’s engaging with the work is just going to be like oh they took away a whole figure within the story huh wonder what they’re#going to do with its absence#and too often the answer is sorta nothing?#besides increased political commentary#which is great but also you’re just like why couldn’t you do that and have this figure here#and the best answer I can think of is that there are gay implications#which is. something#give hamlet weird little buddies 2k24#love increased Ophelia time but it’s hard to be like woah their relationship is so asymmetrical (which these productions have been angling#for) when seemingly this is the relationship hamlet pours the whole of himself into with only brief moments of disrespect that are weird#when that’s not played right#it feels disconcordant#aargh
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The urge to do a breakdown of arma and new ryoma specifically to try to understand why new ryoma is not at all acknowledged compared to arma despite new having far more screen time and being explored as a character then arma is so strong even though the answer boils down to two things: “art style preference” and “no one cares about ryoma as a actual nuance character” but both of those points makes me so mad💀
#meg text#getter robo#ryoma nagare#I was ranting about this subject last night to my friend and I can’t let it go#like I don’t hate arma ryoma he’s ffs the reason I got into getter and I think there’s stuff to pull from him#but compared to new he’s not as fleshed out even if he has a personality and core traits yet hes the popular one#but no one cares how developed ryoma is as long as he’s cool and that’s fucking painful#like even the people who bitch about armas middle half complain about ryomas absence but not for missed potential#they’re just mad the “cool” guy isn’t doing “cool” things when dawg shin getter is the one doing it#and yes this is a actual observation I’ve had because I’ve witness this a handful of times (once even by a IRL)#I need to study arma ryoma under a microscope to understand what he does to change peoples brain chemistry#and why new ryoma doesn’t have the same effect despite being a better written interpretation of the character
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I’ve been thinking about our core and their silly courting rituals and how everyone was so excited to include Karlsson into the group to make the threesome a foursome and idk I think there’s something that never healed when Flower left. It used to be that the Pens shining stars were Sid and Geno - the captain and his alternate, and the secondary pairing was Flower and Tanger - the goalie and his defenseman. Sid had his own special relationship with Flower - captain and goalie - and Tanger was the distant fourth member of the foursome. Then Flower was traded/drafted to Vegas and the two duos were broken. Tanger got dragged into Sid and Geno’s orbit as a third, being given the A for the first time, making it the captain and his alternates. Tanger and Sid had to create a new dynamic with their goalie, first Muzz and then Jarry but it was never the same as Flower. Flower was a contemporary, and everyone who’s followed is a step down, a step behind. Now we have Karlsson so it’s changing from our core trio to the forwards and the defense, all four decorated stars and future hall of famers. There are days when can I feel Flowers absence. The missing spot where he used to fit at Sid and Tanger and (less so but still very much there) Geno’s sides. I wonder some what this team would look like if we’d kept flower and given up Muzz. Would we have kept Tanger and Geno during contract gate without the open wound that is Flower’s departure? Do we keep this emphasis on the core™️ and keeping them all together through retirement? Geno’s been saying only in Pittsburgh always with Sid with every contract negotiation but does management listen without the hurt that is losing Flower?
#chit chat#pittsburgh penguins#the core#having feelings#it’s missing flower hours#like I know that flower is over there and he’s thriving#but I don’t pay attention to over there#I only pay attention to right here (the pens)#thus his presence is felt by his absence and thus defined by me missing him#penguins hockey
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you were the best but you were the worst as sick as it sounds i loved you first ☹️☹️☹️ i was a dick it is what it is a habit to kick the age old curse ☹️ i tend to laugh whenever im sad i stare at the crash it actually works ☹️☹️ making amends im wrong again wrong again the way ☹️ life ☹️ goes☹️ joyriding down our road lay on the horn to prove that it haunts me ☹️ i LOVE YOU IM SORRY ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️
#☁️. talks#this and jy and how grief struck you bothand despite both your wounds being deep as the other you left even though you promised to be#patient with ehac other and hes betrayed and angry and guilty for letting you leave not chasing after you not waiting and giving you more#attention only to see you again after years of grief and all those wounds reopen as fresh as they day they were inflicted and your face is#crueller than he remembers but still familiar all the same and your wounds are healed over but he doesnt know what to do except admire the#scars that are left over and you were an absolute dick to abandon him but he realises he loves you all the same and despite it all you love#him still as well but youre dying and he doesnt know and your death is your second betrayal and his wounds begin to eat him alive#your absence is the greatest wound and the scars of grief gape open like mouths of baby birds that sing morning songs that remind him of you#sad music core
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Thinking about Kairi & Sora but mainly Kairi and going insane. Girl you have so many issues
#blue babbles#I think she should get worse actually I think it would fix her/hj#I think she needs to figure out who the fuck she is. I think she needs to figure out who she is completely without him#to become someone who isn’t defined by his presence or absence#I also think she should explore her gender. use he/him pronouns as a treat. she doesn’t gotta stick with them#but I think trying it out would be helpful.#I almost think she would benefit in a way that might screw her over a bit to think Sora is 100% dead and gone. not waiting for him not with#him not searching for him and sudden being forced to mourn him because there’s nothing else to do.#I think in a way she’s been mourning him for years already but to truly feel and acknowledge those feelings would be great for her#him coming back would screw her up a bit again (bc of course he’d come back) but in the end she’d have a better leg to stand on with ever#I also think being friends with Ventus might help her? I don’t know give her friends man. I want her to form connections.#I think Roxas and Naminé’s relationship with her should be explored too.#I need to put her under a microscope. I need to stick her in a blender. I need to watch her to be stripped down to her very core#and then build herself up again. she needs so much therapy#there is something very specific about the way I am insane about her in particular. she is has The Issues Ever to me I need to dissect her#I’m chewing on her like bubblegum. I love her she deserves so much better#also she deserves to be hugged. to be given so many hugs.#I think she needs to start over from the beginning with Sora and Riku. they need to build a new friendship instead of playing in the ruins#of an old one. they don’t know each other and they’ve known each other since they were small and they are now strangers.#I need them to not see each other for decades i need to lock them in a room together I need Kairi to punch them directly in the face#something she may struggle with because she is 5ft. but she deserves it#one of the characters ever I need her to scream at someone#there’s something about her that is just the ever. the character ever to me. I love her
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Brain still soup but like. I think making one or both (or more!) characters involved in relationships with each other aromantic makes the dynamic soooooo much more compelling. Because if you remove romance as a motivator, you really get down to the nitty-gritty as to WHY that character is seeking out/involved in those relationships in the first place. Whether that relationship involves romantic factors or is more of a queer platonic thing. Much to think about....
#like i WANNA give examples but also it's always so difficult for me to parse it out too#but sharena being someone who longs for love but can never quite grasp it for herself is sooo real to me#while maintaining her harem like. how she still seeks out these relationships anyway. BECAUSE she wants it so bad#because she can't quite grasp it fully herself.#also veronica taking one look at sharena and not even fully able to grasp it herself. and going 'sharena clearly doesn't know what love is'#recognition of the self through the other (derogatory)#also this is something i'm exploring aaaall the fucking time w moe/alfonse.#juries still out on if i hc alfonse as any flavor of aro (i do think it'd be funny/if he was i think he'd be demi)#but like. w moe being 2 for 2 demiro/sexual. you might think that would make things easier?#but no. bc it's also extremely romance repulsed. as much as it wants to spread love and cheer. it is a hater. fervently.#and then there are cases like lif/thrasir that read as a qpr to me. only having each other in this deep intimate way#that's devoid of any romance/sexuality.#BUT IT'S ABOUT THE OBSESSION. going back to moe. IT'S ABOUT ACCIDENTALLY BECOMING THE SAME PERSON#which i think happens to a degree w moe and ABSOLUTELY happens/happened w sharena/peony#it's also about asking what does this character WANT. what is the core of their desire#is it to fill an aching absence? is it to feel safe? to feel understood? to feel loved?#when your entire life you've felt you've been loved wrong/were unable to love correctly?#is it friendship? is it sexuality? esppp in the case of aro/allos!!!! like!!!! that happens!!!!!#and ofc! you have your aros who just don't. and that's okay!#but i never want being aromantic to be like. an easy way to write off a character who 'gets in the way'#or rewrite something you didn't like in canon. like. there are ways to do that second part#without doing the same shit i see people do w autistic people. writing off a character#or a hc in the most abliest way fucking possible. it's egregious.
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Thinking abt Jessica Cruz and the ability to overcome great fear again
#everybody including canon: omg hal is the greatest lantern kyle is the best etc. etc.#HOWEVER OKAY. my vision.....#with like 15 to 20 years of our time i could expand on stuff and give her THE character arc okay#like im just saying yellow lantern jess arc could ACTUALLY be so good bc i would do it as a way to bring her back to the corps stronger and#better and more assured#in herself because like its not about NOT being afraid is about OVERCOMING it and bravery isnt the absence of fear but action in spite of it#et cetera et cetera#like okay i was kidding when i said i think shed be more powerful than kyle or hal#because theyre both totally overpowered in their own way ofc with hal's willpower abilities at like insane levels and kyle's command of the#emotional spectrum being what it is et cetera#BUT. jess has such an interesting relationship with the ring and BEING a green lantern and its like i want to go deeper with that. like down#to the center of the earth deeper. because i feel like shes a character that would have such a great connection to being a lantern and would#especially be the one to embody the 'overcome great fear' phrase at its core#also like THE RELATIONSHIP SHE HAS TO BEING A LANTERN-#all the lanterns have interesting relationships to the corps or what it means to be a gl but for me jess's is just SOOOOOO compelling and#rich and just. being a lantern saved her life. becoming a lantern GAVE her her life BACK. on multiple levels!!!#like quite literally bc of the fact that volthoom died in her body before she got the ring but like before she became a gl she wasn’t living#a life at least not socially. even when she was power ring i still doubt HIGHLY that she even really left the watchtower when not on mission#because like. they glossed over it but the power ring doesnt come off. she was always like that and even with her control over it always a#little primed to blow and i think that's something jess was aware of even if the rest of the jl wasn't as much#bc she like was always reminded of how precarious her power over the power ring could be like it said HORRIBLE things to her all the time!!!#like on power it would be just calling her names like verbal abuse#so even while she had control over the ring it was a tenuous sort of precarious state and she was very aware of that!!!#and i feel like thats what it often comes down to for jess: control. i think its a key part of her character that she desires that sort of#control over herself and her fear due to feeling a lack of it for so long. and THATS why i think that yellow lantern jess has SO much#potential bc it has a huge chance to explore her relationship with the concept of control and harken back to her origin and early days as a#hero.#gosh i went on a tangent here but yeah. LOTS of feelings abt jess#basically a whole meta in the tags tbh#jessica cruz
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aroace girlies stay winning by the way
#if you actually presented this i assume there would be some kind of rebuttal about how no okay it necessitates attraction to WOMEN also#but realistically speaking if youre making the very stupid argument that attraction to men or its absence is the core of these labels#SPECIFICALLY because having the capacity to like boys ruins your gender presentation forever#then any woman who isnt into guys SHOULD be able to use them. even though people who make arguments like that#tend not to like ace ppl very much lol#txt
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ZAINAAA HOW ARE YOUUU
RIE THE FUCKING KAKEGURI THEME IS SO SO HAWT I LOVE IT SMMMMMMM
#i'm good#sort of lmfaooo#scared for my first finals that are coming up#but other than that i'm excited for the summer#i'm gonna be in italy most of it and then my hs year group is planning a trip to ibiza together so it's like a reunion of sorts#which is so exciting i love everyone in my year actually#and since my yeargroup was like 50 people we're all super close#like i have core memories with every single one of them#either at school or on trips or at parties or dinners or having icecream at the gelateria in front of school 😭😭😭😭😭#like i owe this one guy i'm not even friends with about 30 euros cuz he bought me a cappuccino every fucking morning w/o fail#when i wasn't allowed out cuz i was behind on my EE#n it's been so weird without every single one of them here#but it's also fun#making new friends n everything#anyway#how are you????#gonna be sorting out my drafts today then logging off again so don't mind my absence i'm fine lmfao#(💌) — my beloved
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today i cant stop thinking about cutting my father out of my life & inadvertently severing any connection i'd have to my youngest sister & how she will grow up with my father telling her his version of the truth that always paints me as the bad guy
#if he speaks of me at all that is#dont have to explain an absence if its never felt ig#this is so dabi core#anyone elses fathers love them until they stopped being a perfect extension of himself so then you became rotten and evil#for the crime of Being Your Own Person?#4th house being taurus w/saturn oh im fuckeddddd#funny how my libra is in shn & i can recognize now that i always viewed my father with FAR TOO MUCHC GRACE & nuance bc i wished he'd do#the same for me#oh i said is in sun ... i meant sun is in libra what freaking ever#i think my chart is very funny bc the more i get into astrology im like. oh i never relax .. like im never comfortable or anything thats soo#epic !#i think i got the better deal#i think i'd be worse off having him in my life like she will (maybe)#he doesnt have a good track record of staying in one place#god i wish i could loook at his chart
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man. i know every iteration of transformers will carry its own unique characterizations and that's part of the beauty of having 87 million canons
but also
Soundwave not minding the caste system and wondering if the Council would "cut him a better deal" than Megatron in Transformers: Exodus really uh.
hm.
don't like that.
#soundwave the radical & Meg loyalist is like. core character trait for me tbh.#hell i will settle for their absence but a SW in opposition to that is. fuckin#NotMySoundwave#kat talks#kat reads transformers#technically
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Thinking about how millenials were raised with "stranger danger" that probably became psychological terrorism sometimes but that I'm absolutely grateful for. I sometimes hear myself say to my niece stuff that my mom used to warn me or that I learnt alone when it comes to internet(bc have u ever seen a boomer online for the love of God) and I still feel like that kid sometimes. I won't tell u my address bc I don't know u and you will kidnap and murder me. Fact is that those stuff really happened. Zoomers and to a lesser extent gen alpha were just left there with no one telling them what do be careful at. Most teenage stars now were contacted online or by the street and their moms just let them go with a stranger. Little kids have tiktok and sm unsupervised and people now in their 20s are online telling everyone their private business since they were 8. The result is that millenials usually are careful on their own while younger generation think that you own them that safety and when they eventually bump into dangerous stuff they're shocked and ask someone to go over their way to protect them. You're on your own kid but you should've had someone that taught you a bit of healthy fear of the unknown and of stranger. Someone that taught you what your and others privacy is,especially online. You can trust strangers but keep your eyes peeled
#deep in my core I'm a mother#i had hopes for millenials parents bc gen x is generally absent and buddy bud and boomers were kinda terrible(generalising )#but what i see with my peers is not better tbh...and what i see in young kids is this absolute absence of stranger danger attitude#they look all like little wolves left there in the world what counts is that u go to soccer or piano and make mama look good#ain't no one cares if ur 8yo looks and talk like a 17yo bc that's how it is chill. i hate when people say thats how it is. IT IS BECAUSE UR#too lazy to change it becky get off ur phone u wanted a kid now u fucking parent them
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