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[flyboytracy]

[roughfisher]

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Work distractions. It's hard to stay focused on the task at hand, discussing future habitat improvement work along a reach, when you've got browns rising all around you. #browntown #minnesota #fisheriesmanagement #habitatimprovement #theBigV #worklife #onlyinmn

[muskiekid-blog]

Natural beauty! Looks like a Bob Ross painting!!! #muskiefishing #muskiekid #lakevermilion #thebigv #beaversbaits #dadsonbladebaits #FTFF

[uncle-jellyfish]

enjoying some fried green tomatoes and arugula. #thebigv #mvgen3 (at Slice of Life)

[lune-dema-vie]

We love our temps 💕#temps #recruitment #gifts #veritas #thebigv #grateful (at Veritas Blue)

[moniqueangele]

My song Answers is on The Big V Spotify Playlist @musicvictoria Check it out!! @spotify @spotifyaunz #spotify #thebigv #musicvictoria #playlist #spotifyplaylist #answers #ep #album #melbourne #melbournemusic #melbournemusicscene #australia #moniqueangele #instagram (at Melbourne, Australia)

[michaelcrichtonbookclub]

Batman V Superman: Department of Justice

It’s been awhile hasn’t it? We were really too excited for the greatest superhero matchup of all time and then REALLY exhausted from witnessing it. How hard did they “V” exactly? Pretty hard. Join self-appointed “huge geek” David Canseco, mostly agnostic Bryan Irving as well as special guest and actual comic book creator Jared Sams as they learn what Powerman 5000 was really talking about “when worlds collide.”

And don’t forget: If you have an opinion on what we’re doing, please head over to our iTunes page and give us a rating! Thanks!

Head on over to iTunes NOW!

Batman V Superman: Dawn of Justice direct link

[dysonstarr]

Went exploring downtown #springfieldmo #downtownspringfield #southwestmissouri #theozarks #streetphotography #alleyway #hotel #hotels #hotelvandivort #V #thebigV (at Hotel Vandivort)

[son-of-sass]

Happy Valentine's Day 🌹 @yosh_haqeem #valentinesday #vday #thebigv #roses #red #babysbreath #flowers #rosesarered #gaylove #gayboys #iloveyou #bemyvalentine #chocolateday #love #foreverandalways

[thegrumpyscot]

Thursday night gig at the Dublin Castle, Camden. New bands and old favourites with The Rainbreakers and The Big V. Thursday is the new everyday.

[uncle-jellyfish]

#tbt #circleoffriends #thebigv just over three weeks to go.

[blanketrecords-blog]

"Big and bluesy with undercurrents of something more soulful…the Big V describe themselves as the perfect combination of striking looks and artful hooks..." Read Commercial Free's review of The Big V

[tinatassels]

New post is up! #BigHipsBigDreams #TuesdayWithTassels #TheBigV www.TinaTassels.com Look for me twitter at 10p: I'll be LIVE tweeting. Come at me dog ;) Www.twitter.com/TinaTassels Xo!

[obiwan-kenobabe]

#manchestermonarchs #thebigv #verizonwirelessarena

[sdnp]

Here.

Here it is. Something I've been trying to say for years, and what better way for me to do it that to write it out. Writing it out has always been better for me..

Bottom line, I am lonely.

Yes, I have awesome friends, I am close to my family, and I have cool co-workers, but I am lonely. The burning question I want to ask is, when will I experience something close to love? I am not the openly emotionally type, especially when it comes to relationships. I have this stupid idea that it is a sign of weakness, even though I know it is not, but I cant change how I behave, blah blah blah... I do not like to wear my heart on my sleeve. I always feel that if I talk to people about my lack of experience in, well everything relationship-based, they shrug it off and think I am worrying too much. But why shouldnt I?

Sure, I am young. 19 years young. Which for some reason automatically means I'll still have chances to find love. Why? "Dont worry, your not even an adult yet! Focus on school!" Yea, I know. But, what about the factor of Death?! I dont mean to be so negative, but I dont believe being young means you still have much to experience. Life is SHORT. Death can creep up on you so easily.

And I have always known that I am going to be independent as an adult. I am not the typical girl who looks for the security from a guy, I will have a career, my own home, my own car. I take care of myself. I have always known that pregnacy make me sick and I never really could see me with kids, as well as a husband. The whole 'sacredness' and 'finality' of marriage just isnt for me. But why cant I be in a relationship, or two, or three, or whatever while I am young? Nearly all of my friends have been in a relationship with someone (middle school does not count because that is just ridiculous) and experienced something close to love. Yes, I know that there is also the bad side. The pain, the frustration and what-not but I know that is part of a relationship, and I want to experience it all on my own. Why have I not had the opportunity to hold someones hand?

Am I weird? TOO weird? Is that it? Am I the epitome of 'Forever Alone?' I know I am not the most attractive person, lets face it, I'm big, but hey, Ive seen big girls in relationships too! Some younger than me, some way bigger than me, and some, lets face it, not as cool as me! Not tugging on my own horn or whatever, but I gotta say, I am a pretty cool person! I am smart, but not too smart, I am funny, have a good sense of humor, I have a cool job, I am not a crazy psycho girl, I dont speak in an annoyingly high voice, I have respect for sports (I like basketball), I am somewhat musically and artistically capable, I am articulate and just all-around down to earth, I have a lot of friends, but not am not a facebook-whore! Are guys intimidated by me?! Or am I just the 'friend' type? Come on! I can be a freakn awesome girlfriend too!

Maybe it is me. I have to be more open and take more chances. Talk to more people, take the first step. But, I just cant! One, I am extremely afraid of rejection. Like deathly afraid of it. And Two, wouldnt being a forceful and strong presence kind of create that 'intimidation?!' And why me? Arent guys typically the ones to ask things, make 'moves?' And maybe thats just it, isnt it? No one has made a move simply because they are not interested.

Sigh, I just figured it all out by myself.