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whoblewboobear · 3 years ago

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I’m not mad at Azah per sé but I’m mad that she had to bear the weight of being this season’s last hope of having a deserving black winner. Because by no means is what happened entirely her fault. It was a domino effect of multiple weeks coming and it’s heartbreaking.

Before that hoh I think we all knew Hannah was next no matter what if she didn’t win. Hearing Azah say they need to get X out gave the tiniest shred of hope that *maybe* there’d be a better outcome. And ky winning veto felt like *maybe* hope wasn’t lost yet.

But in the moment it felt like the worst betrayal because of that fear that something like this will never happen again. Or even not knowing when. It could be another 22 years before we get another black winner. A deserving one at that. The thought of our first being X, Ky, or DF… when better, more strategic, and loyal players within the cookout were right there? The weight of all that came down to Azah’s hoh and that’s not fair to her.

Azah genuinely is one of the kindest, loyalist, players that have graced this season and she was a joy to watch.

#this finale is gonna be a catch 22 Bc yes we’re getting a black winner but it’s a person that most likely doesn’t deserve it #I’m still mad but not at Azah #frustrated that she didn’t see it sooner but also frustrated that she was pushed into the position to do more of x’s dirty work #ALSO frustrated that she was the last hope to save the season #idk #it’s that fear of knowing that horrible people will be like it took 22 years to get here and that’s it?#it’s the fear knowing it’ll probably never happen again #the weight of all that fell on Azah and for that I deeply feel for her #I don’t want Azah to leave this house and only find vitriol and bitterness #she doesn’t deserve that because she’s genuinely one of the kindest and caring people in this cast and most certainly the only one left #bb23 #bb23 azah #bb23 hannah #bb23 xavier #bb23 the cookout #bb23 kyland #bb23 derek f

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